#from tik tok ... dont judge

[takenbyjenna]

September

Jenna ortega x fem!reader In which you talk about suicidal prevention TW: mentions of suicide

3rd person POV:

Y/N Y/L/N was one of the most relatable celebrities anyone has ever met.

Her wife, Jenna Ortega, would describe her as someone who was strong enough to take care of herself as well as care for others when she's in a troubling mindset.

September was Y/N's busiest month; especially since she was an annual speaker for a Suicide Prevention Programme. She'd come out every year and share experiences or feeling of suicide.

She was a fan favourite - people chose her for her rightful wording of each topic and the fact that she understood. She made people feel seen, whcih was what anyone could have ever wanted.

"This month, like every year, is a very important month. We look out and see humans everywhere, maybe thinking or judging no matter how they look, act, feel, we say things about these people despite what they could be battling" Y/N kept her head high, her hands stuck to the podium she stood behind. Jenna watching with a proud smile. "They could have what we descrive as a perfect life, have the happiest smile on their face, or laugh all the time. Yet, we dont know what they could be dealing with on the inside. I, who knows very well of depression and suicidal thoughts, have learned to never assume things. It's cliche but, never judge a book by its cover" a small laugh errupted through the crowd, making Y/N smile slightly.

"Weather we beleive or not, we're all humans and of course, it's our first time living. We won't be perfect, we won't always be happy, and we won't always be laughing. We'll feel sad, or depressed, or angry even. We just have to help each other with that if we want it or not" Y/N concluded with a clear of her throat. "Thank you again for your time, I love you all"

Applause was spread through the sea of people, fans, friends, and family. Y/N made her way backstage as Jenna wrapped her arms her wife's waist, a hug forming between them.

"I'm so proud of you, baby" Jenna whispered in Y/N's ear, leaning up. "To go up there and speak on behalf of yourself and everyone who's ever gone through it, it's so brave. And courageous" Jenna pecked her wife's cheek with a warm smile. "I'm proud of you"

"thank you" Y/N blushed a little, feeling all warm and bubbly inside from Jenna's words. "That means a lot more to me than you realize"

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A/N:

Im always here if anyone wants to talk, my tik tok is @actuallyxo.vik , or just search up Vv, i think it will show. Dont hesitate to hit me up :)

I love you all so so so much and I'm so proud of you for everything you've done and for where you are now, good or bad. Im so proud <3

[rosie-the-posie]

🩷🎀 My DR List 🎀🩷

below is a pretty very long list of all the drs i’ve made scripts for

lmk if any of you want some more detail of any of them, dw i have EXTENSIVE detail on everything babes

don’t judge pls 😖😖 this is a safe space…hopefully 🩷

Fame DRs :

Phantasmagoria DR: my main fame dr where i’m the lead singer in a band called Phantasmagoria w my friends. We’re like, really famous. Like more famous than Taylor Swift famous. And I go on to become a really famous writer/director as well. This is the dr i think about all the time, i fucking rule guys. NO BAD SONGS. NO CONTROVERSIES. ONLY GOOD VIBES AND GREAT MUSIC. ofc i’m an EGOT and pretty much revitalize the film industry single handedly. 😋😘

Heartstopper Cast DR: i’m a part of the cast of Heartstopper (an OC named Vivienne Green - Harry’s sister - who’s besties with the group, helps Elle when she transfers school, and is Pansexual and eventually gets in a polycule). I’m honestly so cool in this one. I have my SHIT together at 19, like, it’s crazy. I’m dating Kit Connor cuz why not, and I eventually become one of the best actors of my generation no biggie ���🏻‍♀️

Harry DR 1: yes, I have more than one dr where i’m dating harry styles, who can blame me. I’m a songwriter that met Harry in his 1D days and became one of the band’s main songwriters. We became best friends after that and stayed close. We both become extremely famous in our respective areas in the music industry and are the power couple

Harry DR 2: this one came to me in a literal dream. I’m Harry’s secret fiance that literally no one knows about. My job is solving and rating puzzles (don’t ask me why idk either). I get pretty famous on tik tok for being one of those satisfying accs that people followed during the pandemic yk? Anyways, there’s this whole thing where I’m invited onto the Late Late Show to talk abt my job (Ellen style) and everyone loves me. Harry is just there ig

Harry DR 3 (LAST ONE): OK SO DONT JUDGE ME W THIS ONE. LET ME LIVE. so, basically, I’m Harry’s secret wife and - stay with me here - we have 6 children together. I really only wanted to go here bc I noticed how many tattoos he had of peoples names and i thought, hey, what if those were his kids’ names that he has tattooed on him and no one knows? like, why not? so this is a purely self-indulgent dr where I’m just living the domestic life with Harry Styles and our brood of children. this may or may not have been influenced by a fanfiction series i read

Hozier DR: in this one, I’m Mr. Andrew Hozier-Byrne’s girlfriend who lives with him in the Irish countryside. I’m a seamstress who has my own clothing brand. Think dresses to run through a field of flowers in, or to slowly decompose in a lake littered with petals yk? I end up making the dresses for the Folklore stretch of the Era’s tour. not to brag or anything hehe

MGG DR: I’m dating the one, the only, Matthew Gray Gubler. I just thought it would be really funny and interesting to go to a reality where him and I are pretty much polar opposites. I’m an ex-ballerina who still practices, so I have that grace and elegance around me. I love to dress in dark neutrals all year round. For my job, I’m a famous published horror author. I have an rbf and a WRY sense of humor. Literally black cat aesthetic to the max. And then there’s Matthew who’s a ball of sunshine compressed into colorful grandpa clothes. honestly i love this one

Tom Holland DR: okay so this one is from my Spider-Man phase. But i actually love it so much. I play Felicia Hardy in the Spider-Man films, who is as much of a love interest as MJ in this reality. Tom and I actually grew up together since I would always vacation at my aunt’s house in the UK who was also neighbors to the Hollands. We’ve always ‘hated’ each other growing up (when really we were closer to each other than anyone else) and so when we started working together on the Spider-Man movies, all those underlying feelings started coming to the surface

The Joes DR: Okay, so. In this one, I play Chrissy Cunningham in Stranger Things. Her character is actually a lot different than in this reality where she’s actually secretly dating Eddie Munson behind Jason’s back. She doesn’t die, her friend Angie does, so Eddie and Chrissy join the party to save the world n stuff. Basically, Joe Quinn (his name is Thomas in this reality) and I got really close on set and are rly flirty hehe. And, to make it even better, we ALSO have a thing with Joe Keery as well (hence the name change to make my life easier). So we’re all a budding throuple and we kinda try to sneak that dynamic into the show hehe. note: certain actors aren’t poopy people in this reality and don’t support genocide 🙄) 

Hogwarts DRs:

Draco DR: this was my first ever dr! draco tok got me into shifting. I’m a gryffindor who’s friends w the golden trio. I transferred into Hogwarts in 4th year and pretty much just am there for the ride as the canon happens. I’m in a secret relationship w Draco (shocking ik) and he’s actually not a bad person. i obvi scripted out the supremist in him guys, dw. i actually have so much detail about all the ways we meet up behind everyone’s back and stuff. you never forget your first guys 🩷

Tom Riddle DR: AGAIN. BEAR WITH ME. ITS NOT BAD. basically Hogwarts is more of an elite rich kid college for wizards than a high school type place. BLOOD SUPREMACY DOESNT EXIST. But there is a whole powerful family hierarchy. kind of like a mob family thing??Instead of Slytherins being the ones most likely to be death eaters, they’re the ones most likely to be from those more powerful families. The Riddles are one of the most powerful families (and rich bc sorry but i’m not dating a poor orphan guys). I’m a Gryffindor who transfers in and becomes besties with the Slytherin group (Theo, Enzo, Mattheo -i’m a mattheo truther, never matthew- Blaise, Pansy, and Draco). Anyways, I fall for Tommy bc of his whole dark and broody best friend’s older brother thing he has going on.

MCU DRs:

Peter Parker DR 1: i’m obsessed w the idea of being genius buddies w Peter Parker and eventually taking over SI, so this is that. We’ve been best friends and neighbors since we were little, and got bit by spiders at the same time. I’m Silk, and we fight crime tgt. We’re both geniuses and go to Midtown together. When we meet Tony Stark, him and Pepper pretty much take us under their wings and we become their heirs to SI. We revolutionize the tech industry before we even graduate high school, we’re that smart. example: we build a water filter that we use to completely clean the Hudson River. we create inter-dimensional communication to talk w the other spidey gang after we get sucked into a rift and meet miles. on like a random tuesday too. I absolutely love this one, i put SO MUCH DETAIL into this script it’s actually insane.

Peter Parker DR 2: My first Peter dr that i made, but kind of abandoned. Him and I have an enemies to loves relationship bc after talking w Ned, he thinks the way to attract me is to act as if he doesn’t care about me 🙄. these dumbasses. anyways, i’m Tony’s adoptive daughter who he rescued from these evil scientists who gave me powers n stuff. it was a pretty cool concept when i first thought of this reality. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Stucky DR: Takes place in the 1940s at first, bc I’m best friends and eventually dating Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes. The three of us are a force to be reckoned with guys. I’m super fucking smart, Steve is super fucking stubborn, and Bucky is super fucking protective. So, chaos basically. I’m really interested in science and am offered a spot to work on the super soldier serum by Howard Stark. Canon events become canon, I create SHIELD with my besties Howie and Peggy, Howie tells me he’d been working on cryogenics but needs a volunteer to test it, so I agree. I wake up in 2017, after the Civil War was actually dealt with civilly and am reunited with my loves in the present time. One of my favorites that I ever scripted out. 🩷

Misc. DRs:

Peaky Blinders DR: I was a nurse during the war that took care of Tommy and his brothers, and him and I became really close and fell in love. We reconnected a couple of years after the war ended, and I basically become his right hand when it comes to all the Peaky business. He trusts me more than anyone else because we’re both ass over tits in LOVE with each other. Like, yall don’t understand how in love we are. Also, you know that scene of Elle Woods pulling up to Harvard in a full pink outfit? Literally me every single day. Me in my lil pink blazer and skirt sets and the brightest fucking smile on my face making everyone confused why tf someone is as happy as i am in birmingham of all places. Everyone thinks i’m ditzy and just Tommy’s arm candy when rly im the smartest person in the room at all times. i just love to manipulate people into thinking im harmless and then learning all their secrets 🩷🩷🎀

Haikyu DR: i’m the manager of Karasuno that takes over for Kiyoko. I’m the granddaughter of Nekoma’s coach, so i know all about the game and play just as good as the players. Just because those 4 minutes of him had me licking the screen, i’m Kiyoomi Sakusa’s girlfriend. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ITS CRAZY. we have a whole friend group with Ushijima, Tendo, Iizuna, Komori, and Atsumu. Imagine the chaos that group brings everywhere. It’s such a fun dr, i should really revisit it more often.

Lloyd Hansen DR: i watched the gray man and this man with his white pants and pornstache burrowed his way into my heart. pretty much im his ditzy lil girlfriend who he adores and just skips around the place in pink and he spoils endlessly. 🩷

Mafia DR: didn’t really flesh this one out, but the gist is that i meet this guy in college and he turns out to be a part of the mob. 🤷🏻‍♀️ and so yeah.

Whore DR: yes, I have a whore dr. hehe. don’t judge me but like, a reality where slut shaming doesn’t exist and you can live out your horniest fantasies w/o any judgement whatsoever. bc that’s completely normal. 😋😋

Sunny DR: this is a better cr one, where i’m pretty much just really fucking smart and in a FANTASTIC AND LOVING relationship with this guy named Peter. He sadly doesn’t exist in this reality 😞😞. But he’s literally the sweetest ever and he’s blond, so I call him Sunny. Like, my sunshine boy ☀️. Literally everything i want in like, a mundane life is in this reality. also, for no other reason than i think it’s so funny, peter happens to be the son of one of my teachers in school. Why? i have no fucking clue 😭😭. like, i go to his house to meet his dad and he’s my fucking history teacher. it’s mortifying but absolutely fucking hilarious.

Criminal Minds DR: i join the BAU after Emily’s whole arc where she dips, and everyone but Hotch and Spencer are a bit prickly with me. I’m best friends and eventually get into a friends with benefits relationship with him (which is so out of character it’s crazy, but let me live). We obvi get our shit together and just start dating and become a power couple hehe

Deity DR: literally thought of this 2 days ago 😭. most of the details are on my prev posts, so you can check those out

Narnia DR: last but not least, I’m a human who was transported to Narnia a few years after the Pevensies saved Narnia from the White Witch. However, I’m instead sent to a nearby country where they take me in and basically make me their crowned princess. After a couple of years, I meet and fall in love w Edmund Pevensie. All Hail Queen Rosemary the Radiant. 🩷

THIS SHIT IS SO LONG TF. I DIDNT REALIZE HOW MANY SCRIPTS I MADE 😭😭😭😭

anyways, if you read all of this i love you 🩷

thanks to @luvieshifts for giving me the motivation to write all of this out

OKAY IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW GN POOKIE BEARS

you are the universe and more, babes 🎀

[roseynights08]

I hate being affected by twitter and other social medias

Ok so like, yknow how in my posts i'd be all like "stab me w/ pitchforks but i rlly like:" yknow right? well thats bc of the stupid affect I got from being on other social media, or hell games (Twitter, Tik Tok, Roblox) Like hell it might've not been me ever but I saw people get bullied on these platforms and I always just was like anxiously twiddling my thumbs all like "erm.. what if that happens to me.." LIKE I DONT WANNA FEEL THAT WAY!! wWWAAAAA!! sothats kinda why I was always so anxious when I posted Polyblank x Agent Phoenix, its actually just probably one of my top fav ships but I called it a "Joke ship" at first cause if I thought if people knew it was a genuine ship I would be just laughed at for it lol, I DONT FEEL THAT WAY ANYMORE ACTUALLY!! Ive gotten way more proud at posting the things I like and being confident!! And even if someone dislikes it and goes out their way to comment it, Ive just been reminding myself that its MY account, MY page, Im supposed to be able to express myself on here, it doesnt matter HOW embarrassing it is, I plan to just act a lil more confident on my posts!!

Im not gonna add any tags to this cause theres really no reason to, I think I'd just want to like put that out there!! and yea if ur reading this stay confident!! Just do what YOU LIKE!! its YOUR ACCOUNT!! if someone judges you for what you like, thats ok1! Everyone finds enjoyment in other things. Just ignore the person and continue doing what you like! (but just to clarify maybe dont do problematic stuff..?) X]

[jvrssy]

hello all of tumblr users,today i want to share my opinion about men in these times,so..lets start. at first i want to say that im not saying it about ALL men,but about those who are like this. as you know,in our times men doesnt have respect for women (talking especially about 12 yo boys who had just watched american psycho and they think they are sigma's). but my question is - why men are so disrespectful to women? many women were mathematics,writers and inventors etc. and i've heard about female inventor who found out something about DNA (idk what was that about DNA especially). but then i heard that men stole her discovery and took credit for it, even though they didn't invent it themselves. it shows how men were jealous of her,or just wanted to be seen,but at her expense. men literally disrespected women for centuries,thinking females are worser,not strong enough,that they cant rule country and many things! im just so pissed off by that,cause human is human,and one person cam be good at something,while someone doesnt have to be either. men saying that women belong to kitchen are showing that they are dependent and immature honestly. its like you dont have 2 legs and 2 hands to cook for yourself,but woman does? i have one boy at school,who is/were saying that women do belong to kitchen,and when a girl would argue with them,they would say like "youre woman,you have no rights" bro WTF is wrong with you? or when in history class was topic about feminism,most of boys started laugh. women fights for their rights for ages,maybe even decades. i bet that if men would have to fight for their rights,it would be easier for them. oh sorry,i forgot that they would never experience,how it feels like,how it feels like to be Arabic woman,and have to cover your whole self under hijab and many clothes,and you can only see. imagine its summer and you have to dress like that. thats humiliating in some senses and very uncomfortable i think. the same is about empathy, maybe women are more "emotional" than most men,but they at least have a heart,to help someone,to put yourself in someone elses situation (not all women idk,it depends on personality). and not to be seen as man hater - most fathers are telling to their sons after they example: fall on the ground and little son start crying cause it hurts him,father would say like "real men doesnt cry" i hate it. everyone can show their emotions,not matter if its a boy,a girl,adult,or old person. everyone should show it,cause in 20 years after hearing things like "dont cry,are you a p***y?" they became hard to show emotions to someone,even to be ashamed of them. and about feminism also: men like to manipulate women,and have fun with them,but tell me why? i know that manipulators cant love theirselfs,and nobody else,but its just..really sick and hurting..same thing about sexualising women from men who are 40+ (but it can be every age) i have seen many catcalling situations on tik tok and im honestly disgusted,cause how dare you say it to a teenager or just to any woman?! do you think that "compliment" like "nice ti*s" or "nice ass" is something cool that someone can hear? i had situations like this in my life too,guy smirking at me,and i was already disgusted by him. thats why sometimes i dont understand the second gender. ofcourse anything can work on two sides,woman can got sexualized like men too,so read whole post before judging and typing mean stuff.

[markets]

hi markets how is life going for u bc basically the guy who was my best friend for years well we stopped talkign last spring completely bc long story short he was Very in love with me and i could not get myself to feel the same even though i TRIED girl i genuinely tried sohard but that just ended up with him feelinbg led on and hurt and asked to never speak to me again hahalol well yeah he just texted me out of the blue bc he got a leaked frank ocean song and sent it me. because he knows i love frank ocean and knew i wouldg love it and whAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT DOESNT HE REALIZE THAT NOW THIS SONG WILL BE FOREVER ATTACHED TO THE FEELING OF GUILT AND HEARTBREAK AND ILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT A SONG THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE RELEASED AND WILL ONLY EVER EXIST AS AN ATTACHMENT IN OUR MESSAGES????? anyway yeah. the song wasgood

ANON. anon listen to me because i literally had this exaxt same situation with my (now ex) best friend SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL almost two years ago. i also tried and i also accidentally led on and hurt them and they didnt ask me to never speak to them again and actually jsut ignored me all summer instead and likely got all our shared friends (aka most of my friends lol) to do the same so i just didnt bother trying to reconnect once school started again. im also currently on the other end of this kind of as the best friend who took that old best friends place (though we probably wouldve ended up becoming best friends even without that whole mess i hope) broke up with me after a few very good months of dating and a few very bad ones and i asked him not to speak to me for a while but then decided to reconnect with (which judging by the fact that im active on tumblr could be going better).

so yeah now that ive given you my credentials heres what you do you thank him if you havent already and tell him you hope hes doing well and then you put your phone down and go on a walk far far away from it and think about the whole thing. that isnt the best advice because there realyl is no good advice for this situation its one of those things that tears you apart and then points at you and says haha oh YOURE torn apart you say wow what a selfish asshole haha!! but honestly its so clear to me just from this one ask that you care about him so much and im sure he can see that too. if hes texting you he can at least see it a little, and if you would like to do so im sure your friendship is salvagable. the person who put me as the heartbreak emoji in their "people i had feelings for this year" tik tok last december invited me to their house last month and we laughed and joked even though last time i had been there i had been pretending to feel something i could only wish i truly felt. and i dont think theirs an effort more admirable and beautiful than trying to save something like that, than looking the world straight in the eyes and saying "you want me to leave this for dead but i wont because i CARE and that means something." i mean if he wants too of course. which if he sent the text he might thats kind of how i wnet about it when i tried to reconnect too. maybe take this with a grain of salt because im in a highly emotional time in my life but all im going to say is im sorry anon. i know how awful it is to lose a best friend. and im hoping everything goes well for both of you

[devinescribe]

How They View You Through Poetry

Also for some it is poetry they'd say to you/about you, makes them think about you. Some of it is wrtten by others, some of it is written by me

Banda

Someone else's:

If I were to build a house

I'd have your arms as the walls

Your eyes as the windows

Your smile as the front door

Your heart as the fireplace

And your soul as my light

And in this house

I'd place my faith

Knowing I'd finally

Found a home

- From the book: Pillow Thoughts

Mine:

I sound your name out

It sounds foreign on my toungue

And it tastes like the most delicious fruit

I feel like a sinner

When you say my name.

You make it sound almost holy

Matsushita

Someone Else's:

I seek nothing but 

Some solace 

From this world that runs so damn fast

A smile stuck on your face

The smiles goes into my eyes 

And the fast world

Slows down.

-Seek Solace [the website did not say who it was by]

Mine:

Your arms feel like velvet wrapped around me

But better

The finest silk

Could not compare to the softness your

Skin

On

Mine

Niragi

Someone else's:

you were my reminder.

my reminder that

i deserve

good things

and good love

my reminder that

there will always

be people who are

willing to give those

to me

- I dont know who it is by, I found it on tik tok

Mine:

Unholy

I am unclean

I am not worthy of you

Not worthy of this attention

Your love

Is a church where I feel

Welcomed

Not to the lord

But in your arms

I am in heaven

Chishiya

Someone Else's:

wrap me up in arms that keep me warm

you smell like home

you feel like someone who was made for me.

you sound like a calling that has been silenced.

you sound like surrender.

- From the Book "Words You Never Thought You'd Hear" by Rhiannon Janae

Mine:

No more emotions

That drag me down like

Resentment

And I love hate that

I love you

Because you're now in my head

I can't think about anything but you

You

You

You

Y

Yo

You

Yo

Y

Are my one

And

Only

My dearest

My love

My only reason for

No more apathy

Kyuma

Someone else's:

Art has always found a way in

to speak to my heart

And you've been my favorite piece

- A Way In from the book Daydream by Ariel West.

Mine:

You are the muse to

My everything

Art can not be compared to you

For you,

My inspiration,

my moon, my stars, my sun...

I'd write hundreds of songs

All about your beauty

If it meant seeing you

Smile

- My Muse by ME! that's right me the author lol

This was a test to see how it does! If people like it, ill add a part two!

Also, please please please dont judge my poetry or will cry /j

Also im not joking if my works arent like a thousand words it never lets me post them😭😭😭😭😭😭

[lilk4]

One of the things that always makes my blood boil is those tik tok “sahm” that get paid INSANE amount of money to glamorize the life of being a sahm that they aren’t,because while they film(aka to the job they get paid for) someone else has to look after the kids and clean.For example all those “mormon” moms who have a tv show,all of them get paid BIG money,are usually breadwinner of the house,they go on trips,have their own money and someone else takes care of the kids and they make girls think this is what being a SAHM is,so now you see TEENAGERS wishing to be a “sahm” or a “trophy wife” but they don’t realize that when they give birth to a kid,don’t get any education,have no certifications,no job experience and get married(if that even happens at all because is seems to be normal for them to have no security at all,just wildly trust anyone with their life,literally,they will be left COMPLETELY vulnerable to whatever life will throw at them(and no I’m not talking only about divorce) and they will be left homeless,broke,and MAYBE they will find minimum wage job,oh and without home money and any stability they will most likely not be granted custody of the kids,and if they do end up having custody of the kids most fathers will make them single moms because they didn’t take care of the kids or will be a the fun weekend dad.There are SO many stories of how that life actually looks like when you’re fully financially dependent on another adult and not an influencer with money.Not one of them thinks about death of the husband,him loosing his job,getting sick,a car crash,what then?They don’t think about it because those women on tik tok dont have to worry about that because they’re not sahm/trophy wifes with no income of their ownAnother factor in this is promoting the sick ass racist cult,Mormons are a cult,not a religion and they want to make it seem fun so people join,they don’t make it that obvious but many of them are Mormons and they try to make it seem like the life they’re living is a “traditional” mormon life or people take it that way and run with it,for example Nara smith,ballerina farm,that god awful tv show mormon wifes or whatever it’s called and many many other tik tok creators.There’s also a new texas group of tik tok moms(i got blocked by their “leader”),her name is aaryn and she calls herself a queen of texas,she used to be on some reality tv and she was racist and I mean in such a calculated way that it’s just gross to watch,there was an Asian woman and a black woman and she was racist to both,people defend her now saying it was a “mistake” but you don’t mock someone’s ethnicity and skin color by a “mistake” it’s a conscious CHOICE of words.I got blocked because she posted a tik tok saying that people judge her for being on tik tok at her big age and I asked if she stopped being racist at her big age or is that still going on and just like everyone else calling her out I got blocked,which is why there are NO comments about it on her profile.Absolutely disgusting,and there are people defending that.I guess that’s Texas and Utah for you,ban of abortion,racist people and sundown towns,I was absolutely shocked at the fact that those still exist but turns out they’re not unusual in Texas at all and people there are fully aware and do nothing.Those people want to go back to 1950’s and make it seem cute and nice like women we’re left with no choice but to stay at home with no way to make money,that they were beat into submission,that they were forced to have kid after kid,that racism was absolutely normal and nobody stood up for black people,that women had to fight to even have a bank account and many still needed a “permission” from their husband like they were a dog with an owner.This is what they want to go back to because it fits with their religions or more so cults so they make it seem “cute” and try to erase all the shit they did.

[adoredluv]

  closed  starter  for  :  @latenghts  !

      “   go  pretend  you’re  just  friends  ,  i’ll  pretend  i’m  not  hurt.   ”  based.

[moneymasnn]

One where your just a normal uni student who is dating mason you go to his latest game to find out a few ig models have been gifted tickets (which they have tonight) and they have mason set in their sights. He sees you after the match and knows something is wrong so you explain and he makes it known it’s you he wants

You Make Me Human| Mason Mount

fluff fluff fluff (I haven't proof read so plz don't judge<3)

Burb: Basically explained in there request but, Y/n feels insecure after coming to terms with the fact she doesn't to compare to the models that are after her boyfriend, but not only does mason reassure her, he opens up about how any silly model could never compare to her in his eyes.

notes: I loved writing this! and also IM BACK I haven't posted anything for weeks, but I forgot how much writing for you guys helps my mental health! thank you for all the notes and follows and anyone that just supports, you guys will never know how much appreciate it. Corny lol.

Warnings: none just lots of mason fluff <3

You were sat in a Chelsea blue stadium chair, somewhere you found yourself most days you had off. Wrapped up in a thick puffer coat with one of masons old jerseys underneath, not that anyone could see it, but you considered it a good luck charm. You felt the most happiest watching the little blue dot that was mason run around a pitch for 90 minutes, you felt as though you could watch him play for hours and never get bored.

It was a normal Thursday, you probably should be a home finishing your university work, but you wanted to take a break and be anywhere where mason was.

Although, your attention would usually set on the match in-front of you, you couldn’t help but notice the gorgeous women in front of you. They were taking photos of each other in their Chelsea merchandise for what looking like their social medias, paying no attention to the game below, just their phones.

You usually dont pay attention to these things, but when one of them started talking about how she was going to sleep with the mason mount at this party after the match, you felt the blood boil in your veins.

Once the match had ended you and your sister, who had came to keep you company, made you way down to the family room where you sipped some free wine and waited for the team to get change and come join you. The thing is about the family room was it was less of a family room and more like a vip room.

You had noticed the girls from earlier in the corner with their tight leggings and rolled up Chelsea shirts showing their belly buttons and hour glass figures. There was no doubt you felt insecure around them, mason could have many of these pretty models but he settled for a dyslexic, broke, uni student.

“Y/n? Y/n? Are you even listening to me?” your sister said, clicking her finger in your face.

You wasn’t listening, your eyes were set on the girl who had “mount” and “19” on her back.

“Yeah, I am, sorry. What was you saying?” You turn your attention to your sister.

“Don’t worry, wasn’t anything interesting anyway.” She had turned so she was now standing next to you instead of in front of you, her eyes catching what had previously held captive of yours.

You watched as she thinned her eyes, glaring at the model. “Some girls have no respect, honestly. A tenner says she starts making tik tok dances in front of everyone with no shame in the next 10 minutes.”

You giggle at her comment, starting to feel slight more relaxed as you downed your free wine. You then notice some of the boys walk though the door.

“Well masons here now.” Says your sister as she notices a few of the boys walk in.

“Oh no, he won’t come in yet. He’s always the last one out, he likes to spend time on his hair.” You laugh with your sister as you patiently waited foe your boyfriend.

About 15 minutes later mason and Ben pile though the doors together, laughing loudly at something one of them had said, and it must have been really funny because the smile on masons face could light up a room. He hadn’t noticed you yet, but you watched as his eyes scanned the room for what was no doubt, you.

Once his eyes met more his pupils dilated and the sides of his mouth tugged upwards. However his smile was immediately stolen when he saw the sour look on your face, you thought you had hidden your jealousy a bit better, but obviously not.

You had been with Mason for 10 months and in that's short time Mason could read you like a book, he knew you better than you knew your self. To him you were predictable, but he felt a slight shock in the centre of his heart when he saw your face, immediately telling him something was wrong.

You once again downed you second glass of wine, causing a break in eye contact for you and mason. And when you looked back up again you saw one of the models had made her way up to your boyfriend. Her hand was on his bicep as she extravagantly laughed at whatever he was saying.

“I need another glass” you turn to your sister.

“Are you sure? You’ve already had two-“ she tuts as her eyes flicker from mason to you. “Look at him, he has no interest in those girls. What. So. Ever. Stop being insecure, because it’s you that gets to take the sexy footballer home tonight”.

You grimace at the fact she had just referred to your boyfriend as “the sexy footballer” but in no doubt she was right.

Your eyes move back to where mason was previously standing but he wasn’t there anymore.

“I’m gonna go look for-“ you turn to your sister to say, but you stop when you find what you was looking for is right next to you.

“For me?” Mason grins, as he screws back on the lid to his water bottle.

His arms warp around you as he kisses the top of your head, he could tell you was being stiff and then he knew something was definitely wrong.

“What’s up?”

“Nothing”

“Doesn’t look like nothing to me”

You didn’t have time to reply before a couple girls come over to talk to mason. You sisters eyes widened as she immediately realises what’s going to happen here.

“Hey mase, are you coming out for drinks with us?”

She has some stupid little child voice on, you wanted nothing more than to punch her, not only for calling him ‘mase’ but for the guts on her to place her hand back on his bicep as she twirls her hair in her other hand.

“Probably not, sorry” mason jerks back, freeing his arm from her grip.

“Oh come on macey, it will be fun” she smiles.

“Yeah Macey, why don’t you go have some fun?” You couldn’t help yourself, you had said it then stormed off. You head mason call you name from behind you but you carried on walking.

The plan was to just grab your sister, who had some how slipped away from you, and go. You wanted to be any where other then in this room.

When you spotted your sister she was with ben, since when did she know ben?

You walked over, refusing to make eye contact with either of the pair. “We’re going.”

“What?” Her and ben both said in sync.

“Why? You said we were staying for the after party?” She winned.

“Yeah, well, plans change. Get your shit were going.”

“Y/n? What did you do?”

“I didn’t do anything” you reply, with an emphasis’ on the ‘I’.

“Can you just hurry up, I really want to leave” you look at you sister with pleading eyes.

She just hums and starts to put her coat on, “Can I erm, maybe get your number?” Mumbles Ben to your sister.

“What?” you say, looking ben up and down with daggers.

“Yeah of corse” you sister glares at you as she pulls her phone out.

“Oh this is not happening right now” you mumble and place you fingers on your temples.

You knew it was about time mason was going to find you, it wasn’t like this room was a maze.

“Y/n? What was that?” Asks mason as he comes to a halt next to you.

"Great" you mumble with straight lips, while you stare down you sister who is currently passing her phone to ben. Doing everything in your power to avoid creating eye contact with mason.

"Y/n?, please talk to me." mason calmly says as he grabs your arm to turn you to face him.

You could feel the gazes from ben and your sister, but your could also feel all the gazes of the gorgeous models staring at your boyfriend.

"I just want to go home-"

"Why?" mason interrupts you.

"I don't feel well." you cross your arms and stare down at the floor.

"If this is about that girl, I was never going out for dirinks I have no idea why she even said that."

"Mase, I just want to go home." you stare into your boyfriends confused eyes.

"Thats not fair y/n"

"Mase!" you scream out as his grip on your arm tightens as he's pulling you out of the crowded room and into a quiet hall way.

You sigh as you place your back up agains the wall, you don't think you can handle it anymore. You're nothing other than a in debt uni student, you don't compare to any of these models that want to be with your boyfriend.

"Whats this about then? come on then. Tell me." mason beacons you to reason with him.

You lift your back up from the wall as you stand straight, prepared to see your relationship crumble at the hands of your own insecurities.

"You really want to know? Mason just hums in response.

"Fine. I feel- I feel like there's so much pressure on me all the time, mason. Being your- being 'thee mason mounts' girlfriend is hard, Im constantly being compared to these really really pretty women, that might I add would literally fall too these knees for you-"

"And?"

"And, my point is. I don't get it ,mase. I don't get what you see in me when there's so many better options." but once again your cut off by mason.

"What you don't get is that you're what I want, y/n/n. You literally just said it yourself, I could have any of them models in there, sure. But the thing is, they don't want me, they want 'mason mount'. All of them girls in there just like the idea of being a wag, and all the publicity and attention it brings them. Them girls you're comparing yourself too, they just want to sleep with me so they can use me to social climb."

Mason takes a long breath before getting ready to say something else.

"You know, you're the first girl who hasn't looked at me like a piece of meat. You don't see 'mason mount' you see me y/n, and that's why I am so so so in love with you. You're the first girl who Ive looked at and though, "yeah, mums going to love her". And you're the only girl I've ever looked at and though ' yeah, I'm going to marry her one day'."

You couldn't see mason anymore because your vision was blurred with your tears, you hadn't realised mason made you cry until you felt the salty taste hit your lips.

"Y/n, I really want to have you in my life for as long as your have me, because- because you make me feel human."

Mason walks forward and places one of his hands on your palm, intertwining your fingers. He uses his other hand to wipe away a falling tear before placing it firmly around your waist. You lent forward to place your forehead on his.

"I love you y/n/n"

"I love you more. Mase, I'm really sorry, I hope you know I'm not going anywhere" you giggle with a few sniffles.

"I'm never letting you go anywhere."

You both stood like that for a few moments, in each-others embrace.

"mase"

"yes, my sweet"

"You make me feel human too" you pecked his lips as you both hummed a smile into each others lips.

Masterlist

[flora-and-fauna-bby]

Let's talk about earthling ed and his lack of knowledge when it comes to animals, specifically their behaviour.

In his tik tok farmers video he says this mother is clearly defending her calf from the farmer by using her head to put distance between her and the farmer. Which is wrong.

A common argument ive seen for this video is that the cow is exhausted from giving birth. Expierenced cows will be up in a few minutes after giving birth and judging from , heifers like the one in the video may take longer but they do get up eventually and even if she was exhausted from giving birth if she truly perceived the farmer as a threat she would be up on her feet immediately.

The 'using her head to put space between them argument' isn't correct either. If a cow feels threatened they bring their heads down to show their horns/top of their head in a display of aggression. They may also swing their head from side to side or bob it up and down. The heifer in this video doesn't, she reaches her nose up and towards the phone where she gives it a sniff and he gives her a boop. This isnt protective or aggressive behaviour she is merely being inquisitive.

And since @severelynerdysheep said that there are clearly many other indicators in the video lets go through them.

When cows get irritated they wag their tails and swish it from side to side, she isnt doing that in the video.

Cows will also become vocal if they feel the need to protect their baby as they want to call the baby to them and keep them there, she doesn't make a peep in the video.

Trying to confront a mother when she's being protective over her calf will lead to her trying to charge at you or doing bluff charges. She doesn't even attempt to get up in the video.

Cows will also put themselves in between the threat and their baby , this means covering their baby with as much as their body as possible. She doesn't do this either, all she does is lean over and give the camera a sniff and follow it as it moves , if she were protecting her baby her head would be down and much closer to the calf than it is in the video.

I dont know what indicators of a strong bond between mother and baby , earthling ed saw because there is no trace of them in this video other than the calf's fur sticking up slightly probably due to being cleaned by the mother, but earthling ed doesn't mention that. Here are some videos of mothers very clearly defending their calves.

@dairyisntscary if I missed anything please correct me, I have more experience with bulls, sheep and horses than I do with cows and calves.

[rouge-the-bat]

Did you see the storm on Tik tok of people claiming to shift? They believe they are in another reality where fictional characters are real. These kids(most of them I’ve seen are like 12-20) are are convinced that they are in relationships with characters and are harassing people for saying characters are fictional. And if you call shifting maladaptive daydreaming/lucid dreaming they start throwing threats at you some as going as far as doxxing.

not sure if these r from the same person since theyre a few days apart but figured id put them together for my own ease

first i dont use tiktok, never have & never will, so idk shit about what goes on there lol

ive heard of reality shifting but i dont really know anything about it. from the very little ive heard, it doesnt really sound like something of an issue in and of itself? potentially something for some to get help for if they end up as like harmful/distressing delusions or something? shrug idk. i really cant say much on it since i know practically nothing, but i try not to judge something in any direction without a clear picture of what it is.

respawning i never heard in relation to this topic so ?? no clue. id guess its something related to reincarnation based on that name?

"convinced theyre in relationships with characters" well i mean... that goes on in kin and system communities too. not sure if in the same way as this situation but. felt i should say that since I Kin and have good friends with systems

harassing and doxxing people is obviously fucked up, but that goes for any sorta topic online. i cant say much on if this community as a whole is toxic or whatever since im so far removed from it.

so. do i believe in it? no, kinda hard to believe in something when you barely know anything about it lol. doesnt mean i think people are faking either, tho. just dont know wtf is goin on. as long as its not innately detrimental to ppls health idrc. idk enough about it so i hope its not

[transmascnepetaleijon]

so basically i go fucking insane over character playlists scream a little bit and roast gay peoples music taste. dont take it too seriously i was blinded with rage when i wrote this.

i am so fucking tired of these gay people with bland music taste i am so. fucking tired. there is no way i can find a character playlilst without stumbling into a kinnie playlist wich is fine its cool its alright but the fucking problem comes when all of the god fucking damned playlists have the same fucking music. all of them have the same 4 lemon demon songs and all the 5 same overused and overhyped mother mother songs i dont have the time. to sit down. and curate a special playlist for every single drawing i make. i dont have that. and i dont want to have to sit down and click on 4 different character playlists and have them all be the same. i dont fucking understand how you people live like this. i dont. it doesnt make sense. im tired of the lemon demon guy im going to strangle him. neil ciciera more like neil dead as fuck. and when i finally find a playlist with slightly different music and sigh in relief because thank the GODS hayloft by mother mother wasnt added to this one i scroll down two times and i see it. i fucking see it. right there. what the fuck. does buttercup by jack stauber. have to do with dave strider. what the FUCK does it have to do with dave strider im going fucking INSANE. IM LOSING MY GODDAMNED MIND. AND WHY IS TWO TRUCKS IN THIS??? IS IT BECAUSE IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH **SEX**????? IS IT???? ITS ABOUT A FUCKING *****CAR CRASH****. A CAR. CRASH. WHAT DOES THAT. HAVE TO DO. WITH HIM. NO SERIOUSLY SIT DOWN AND EXPLAIN IT TO ME BECAUSE I JUST CANT FUCKING SEE IT. look. i understand that you like lemon demon, and cavetown, and you get your music recomendations from alt tik tok audios, but jesus fucking christ man. jesus f christ. and some songs in this make sense!! theyre ok!!! theyre right!!! but if you ever ask me "hey want to listen to my dave playlist?" and then proceed to put this shit on a car ride id rather throw myself out of the fucking window than listen to the most basic uncharacteristic music playlist ever known to man. im gonna fucking snap i swear to god. and this isnt even hate towards the songs no jack stauber is really good and enjoy his music, in fact, i think there are a number of songs that fit characters pretty well. same with lemon demon, the difference is just that i cant fucking stand lemon demon anymore because you bitches know no chill. new normal? egbertcore. all the way through. but two time is not davecore. im sorry. saying shit like egbertcore and davecore is giving me imense brain damage right now but i dont know how elese to put it so fuck it im going to sacrifice my phsychic wellbeing for you. look how nice of me. i dont even know how to make this playlist better. it just sucks that much ass. and you may say "oooh but dirt this is a kinnie playlist your making fun of their own interpretation of the character!!!" yes. yes i fucking am. because they have shit taste in music. the same taste in music twelve year old me had and i thought the hetalia axis powers theme was the pinnacle of music. and im not saying "go listen to some REEEAL music" im saying "please for the love of god let go of the lemon demon im beging you" because i am on my limit i cant fucking take this anymore i will implode if i ever see somone say two time is davecore again i cant fucking do this

but go off ig. judging the hell out of you but you do you.

[wlwdarlingcharming]

i’m the last one

i wanna be the ✨last✨

have you seen the fateful five!six thingy? if so, thoughts?

i have! i’m going to be real honest idk which one i am because i have listened to that musical Once

[creepypocky]

-Hi anon

Can i have a matchup???

It will have bad english bcs is not my first language

Can be both(romantic + nsfw)

My pronouns are she/her

I am pansexual

Idk about my style, like i always wear black,i love wear skirts,with a big boot too(make me fell like a powerful🤟 heheh)

So basically i wear all black like,my shoes and all my clothes

My hobbies is play videogames,listen to music,dance(i have belly dance classes),and watch videos(about true crime,body language, countries and other things),and read.

I am interested in true crime,body language, countries, witchcraft,games,music,another languages many things

(so about ideals i put in a translator i think will ve about a person that i want,i think is that)

So i am very cold heart (like i dont fall in love too fast) i would like someone that pays much attention on me like much attention,being loyal and treating me like a princess im okay with that👌

My favorite type of person is a person that likes to listen and talk bcs i talk to much,a person that is funny

The kind of people i hate is jealousy people(i have deal with many of that)and people that always want attention,slow people too

Things i like:

I like soccer, witchcraft,flags,games,music,nature,cats!!,flowers,dance,food(obv),memes,pandas,snake,spiders,true crime,body language,candy,horror movies,cold weather (kinda rare here) amusement park ,take care of myself(i think is only that)

Things i dislike:

I dont like dogs(dont judge me i really scared about them not good experiences),i dont like rivers,lakes and beach(scared too👌)lazy people, annoying kids,summer,tik tok songs(i just cant deal with that),peole that hate Carnaval(samba etc)(sorry i have many but i cant remember, everything annoy me)

I am Aries with am ascendant in cancer

I am ambivert (everything go in relation to my emotion)

NSFW:

I am switch

My kinks are basically bdsm but the hardcore(idk how to describe my kinks but basically fell pain will be everything to me,have my makeup ruined after,messy hair,red bcs of slaps,and hate fuck,idk how to explain but is kinda when you want but you act like you don't)

I would like someone to suck my tits

I have size kink,someone being much taller then me its just amazing(will make me fell like a sub,i will try to dominate anyways)but i short person will be good to (i wann be a dom mommy👌)

I dont fell comfortable being all naked i would like to be fucked wearing a skirt

Things that turn me off

The person being funny during the sex(being serious is the secret)

Hello, I'm sorry I took forever to get to this. I took a big break from writing but I'm back now, so here ya go. Hope you're doing well, :)

And don't worry, I can understand your English just fine!

|| I match you with: Jane The Killer! ||

So, I matched you with this girl cause she has kinda the same energy plus she's very sassy and also gets annoyed by a lot of things, but she will always put you first and give you lots of attention, she doesn't like many people and it's hard for her to get along with everyone but she warms up to you because you just seem so spicy to her.

And your style is also pretty similar to hers, she loves black clothing and tall boots. She will want to dress you up all the time and maybe lend some of her clothes to you if she has some for your size. I don't know what exactly her size is, but I canon her being above average female height, so take that as you will.

She likes music and dancing, she loves dancing to herself in her free time, and although she doesn't like people knowing about it she wouldn't mind you watching since you also like dancing. She would like you to teach her belly dancing though because she thinks that dance style is very beautiful and would want to learn from somebody she cares about. She's not sure about video games because BEN always annoys her but she wouldn't mind watching you play them.

She's really into true crime as well, she likes to predict things that will happen or try to solve any mysteries that appear. She'd also have a lot of fun laughing at people that commit really dumb crimes since she's basically a professional so a lot of amateur people will just amuse her and she would think about how she would do it differently and better than them.

She will definitely treat you like a princess, as long as you respect her back. She don't take shit from anyone, other than just harmless joking. But she will definitely spoil you because you mean so much to her, plus she always dreams about having somebody to spoil and spend all of her time with. She's usually a pretty serious person, but when she's in the mood or she's drunk she will loosen up and be funny, especially when she's with you because she feels safe around you and know you wouldn't judge that side of her. She doesn't like dogs either, she's more of a cat person.

She is definitely not lazy, she takes her work very seriously and she doesn't let anything get in the way of her job, even if she is tired. The only time she really relaxes is when she doesn't actually have anything to do or if you want to spend time with her.

NSFW:

She's usually a dom but she would let you dom her just to see how you would do, plus she loves it to be fun and thinks it would be boring if she just dominated you all the time. She will definitely suck your tits, she would worship them in fact. She loves everything to do with your tits, honey.

She likes rough bdsm and hate fucking too, she would love to hold you down and scratch along your torso with her long nails. She would love you being a brat because it makes everything interesting to her when you play hard to get, it makes her want to catch you like you're her prey.

She is very serious during sex even when its BDSM because it's personal to her and she's doing it with somebody she loves so she feels like it's not something to be amused with.

I hope this was okay! I hope you liked it and again I'm very sorry for taking such a long break. Have a great day/night. :)

[mariaiscrafting]

My opinion on general fandom opinion is so limited just because I have curated my experience so well. Mcyttwt is a hellhole but there are nice people there who brings up interesting points. And that's just me judging from seeing what shit is going down and half of stan twt doing the most stupid thing and the other half calling them out. It's like. We have become very comfortable with tumblr that I get the gut feeling that some bad stuff will go down here bc we are not better, never will be. It's just the way the platform is built that allow us to in general have a more pleasant experience.

Then there are obviously different degrees of hell. The purity culture stuff that seems so deeply rooted in stan culture worries me. And I have been a part of fandoms there you couldn't go on the maintag without being disgusted by the fandom. I might just be paranoid but just because you dont see it doesnt mean its not there ya know?

Anyway hope you have a good day!

lotta things to unpack here.

first, my fandom opinion is likely v curated as well. i think i got a good, general perspective on mcyttwt and mcytblr at first, when i first joined, but first when i unfollowed lots of fetishizers on mcyttwt when i still had that account, and ever since i unfollowed lots of dream stan blogs/blogs that defended dream's reddit thing on here, it's probably become much more biased and tailored to my own perspective. thus why they call social media sites the perfect places to create your own echochamber.

second, yeah, of course there are still people on mcyttwt who are like sane and intelligent. it's just very hard to grasp that intelligence in the mess of idiot stans, and also hard for people to convey any kinda nuanced or good point w such a character limit/w how twitter search functionality works.

third, i also agree that we're not better. we are different, simply by nature of this site attracting different people from twitter and because of structural differences in how the sites function, but better? no. depending on the user you ask, some might say that this side of the fandom has already proven its scuminess. i'd say it has since the reddit thing. some would say ever since dream smp stans started invading the site, some would say once dream cheated and people flooded their dashes w rabid stan behavior in his defense, some would say once sbi/techno/tommy were canceled/semi-canceled. some might still say that mcytblr is the best side of the fandom, at least compared to reddit, tik tok, or twitter. those people might also say that there will never come a time when mcytblr implodes in a similar way that mcyttwt has been as of late (by as of late... i more mean since may lmao). but :shrugs:

fourth, that's an interest point, about going through fandoms' tags. i remember that, when i'd go through the tag of a new fandom i was interested in or that some of my followers/moots were posting a lot about, just out of curiosity, only to get jumpscared by whatever freaky shit people were posting on the main tag. i feel a bit the same when i go through some dream smp tags now. dream smp is fine. so are the tags for happy duo, wilbur soot, & anyone in badlands/eggpire. but sometimes i go through sbiblr, beeblr/booblr/enthusiastblr, dtblr tags and... just... for every 5 posts there'll be 1 guy who's just so fucking weird, posting some twitter-level take or freaky thing, and just... i can see the decline of the fandom, is all. i think it's inevitable, and i kinda don't wanna be around for when it reaches its lowest.

hope you come back to my inbox sometime, anon. maybe when this fandom has crashed and burned, once tumblr's moved on from the ashes of the dream smp. until then ✌️

[whorefordazai]

IM GOING ON ANAON CUZ I REALLY DONT WANNA BE CALLED A FURRY ON MAIN SO-

im rewatching aristocats rn bcs nostaligia, and then i thought of that one tik tok meme/trend thingy, w imagine ur first fictional crush fightining ur newest fictional crush and-

I JUST REALISE DTHAT MOST OF MY CHILDHOOD FICTIONAL CRUSHES WERE ANIMALS?!?!

LIKE I HAD A THING FOR BAGHEERA FROM THE JUNGLE BOOK, SIMBA AND KOVU BOTH (you know from lion king) AND THOMAS OMALLEY THE STRAY CAT FROM ARISTICATS AND THE GODDAMN FUKIN PINK PANTHER?!?!

AN DNOW IM HAVING AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS BC IDK IF THIS MAKES ME A FURRY?!?!

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HELPSJ THIS IS A VERY BIG CONFESSION BUT UM I GUESS I CAN’T JUDGE YOU ?? PLSKS