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Abusive Relationships

I felt the dark, swirling eyes dancing around me, A fire circle of judgment I felt over and over again this hate I've never been more curious about a sensation  As if my back tooth aches when I chew And yet I clench my jaw to feel its pleasant sting. I never loved a sensation more than the gentle slicing of his thoughts As I can feel his heart beating and racing against mine Ripping open my wounds one by one sunshine beaming on his face I would die to soak in those rays I can die with these oozing aches.  What does worth mean to an everyday mind it is an enigmatic question  it is an aching amidst the bones locked inside of a freezer they never seem to thaw my bones they hurt and yet I grind their fissures down, ​I have wanted to go home for so long.