#free yoonbum

[fraternum-momentum]

killing stalking ramble belowww

!! tws for mentions of sa/rape, murder, abuse, etc. !!

(REALLY REALLY long, around 2k~ words. just be warned. also tmi in some parts.)

THIS IS NOT AN ANALYSIS !!!!! it def gets analytical in some parts, but i feel like i would need to reread ks a couple of times for me to feel confident enough to do a full blown analysis for it. these are just my thoughts that i want to get out of my head. really rambly for the most part, and separated into sections mostly for my convenience buy also to get my thoughts a little more organized.

what do i think about it?

it's great ! i really love the more thriller-ey aspects of it, esp when seungbae was investigating the whole thing. how he's trying to piece together everything and switching in between pov's was so so cool. love love love how extremely tense everything is, like ooo is he gonna get caught? is he gonna get killed?

ACAB but seungbae is the only police officer i'll salute to 🫡 (bc he's not real LMFAO)(and also he hates the police despite being one so)

season 1 is a great intro and it rlly gets u hooked, rlly went in super hard with the whole torture stuff. came in guns blazing n stuff. rlly rlly intense. the whole thing with jieun is just so sad man,,,,,,, like she was rude and all and she was an kind of an asshole to bum but i don't think she deserves to die over that 😭,,,,

there's also already a lot of foreshadowing and future callbacks planted into it. it makes me wonder how much planning went into the story :0 !! even early on it's pretty clear that sangwoo sees his mum in yoonbum, that's why he kept taking care of him after abusing him. he said ‘i love you’ out of the blue and bum thought he was talking to him and sangwoo replied ‘i was talking to my mom’. i mean, it's literally spelled out by the author in one of the qna's. i will be amazed if u didn't catch that somehow.

anyw season 2 is my fav because of reasons stated above. the tension is rlly great. when seungbae finally trespassed which led to the confrontation at the basement scene to when they were doing the interrogation was rlly rlly good. it shows how competent of a manipulator and a quick thinker sangwoo is. throughout it my heart was beating so fast i was so nervous JQHSHQ

seungbae rlly tried to pull through but unfortunately the people didn't believe him so woo and bum got away SCOT FREE,,,,,,, which caused seungbae to lash out on woo, then got laid off. DUDEEE i was so saddddddd, i mean i saw there were like 40 eps left so i knew he wasnt going to succeed but STILLLL i was cheering for him ykkk?

ep 34.

kinda tmi and i hope to fucking god it's not weird or anything but i can see myself in yoonbum.

LISTEN ok. not like the perverted stalker aspects. more of the whole jwhhr fuckk idk how to describe it without sounding pathetic or whatever but a while ago my brother and i had a talk about being careful with people bc of how bad my whole self esteem is and how easily i would be to manipulate and just how depressing my whole demeanor was or whatever and this scene in ep 34 where yoonbum was being interrogated by seungbae kind of left me a deep impression on me

i've def have asked myself something similar to this, idk maybe had talked to someone abt it when i was drunk as shit. but it i kind of started wondering if i would do that in his position. if i don't get any better, could i end up like him? eeeeeqjdb idkk its something i don't want to dwell on much but it's been at the back of my head ever since. i don't know. it's scary.

season 3 is more focused on characterization and developing the "relationship" between bum and woo. vv sangwoo centric. it deals with his past trauma and how it affected him. seeing how his childhood was initially and then the eventual reveal as to what really was happening in those scenes was so good. kind of shows how you never truly know what's happening behind closed doors. and it shows the extent of the abuse, how unstable his mother was, and how emotionally manipulative she was to sangwoo when he was a kid. then her eventual death in which she managed to gaslight him into thinking he killed her. at least, i think its implied that she drove the knife into her neck. and now, even when she's gone, her presence lingers and haunts him. quite literally too because its eventually revealed that her corpse was INSIDE THE FUCKING HOUSE.

i love how the dynamic turned from a dependency to a codependency. it's like watching a fire slowly spiral out and it becoming an huge shitstorm. it's interesting seeing that sangwoo needs bum too. right after he accidentally called bum 'mom' while they were having sex, that's probably the lowest he's been in, even begging yoonbum to not go and stay with him at home bc he's been so paranoid lately. even now i'm still not sure if bum was actually fucking the girl or if it was all a figment of woo's hallucinations.

there's a lot of particular scenes that i want to dedicate a small paragraph to but i don't want to make this longer that it alr is qkdh they're not anything life changing plus the implications are p clear anyway so,,

ending is insane. at first, i was kind of glad that bum seemed to be healing. like he was getting therapy, there was a person who was taking care of him, seungbae seems to be monitoring him regularly. i mean, he was still paranoid and stuff about being caught as an acomplice but he was fine for the most part. well, at least that was i thought until he started asking where sangwoo was and i kinda went oh no,,,

idkkkkk is it bad that i kind of felt bad for bum when he didn't get to see sangwoo for the last time? i mean, i want him to just move on with everything and heal but it was pretty clear he was still vv attached to woo so idkkkkk?? maybe its just me needing to have some closure or something? i was so sad that yoonbum didn't even get the chance to be truly happy in his life. even in his happiest moments with sangwoo, it was all just a skewed perception of love.

yk even if seungbae didn't go to woo's house one last time for that final confrontation, i feel like their codependent relationship would go to shit either way. but ahh,,,,,, bum deserved so much better,,,

seungbae my goat 🫡

small part abt him bc he's my fav

seungbae is interesting,,,, bc he def has violent tendencies much like sangwoo. i.e. lashing out at woo, wacking a guy out with a scanner (who, luckily, turned out to be a wanted criminal), hitting the guy who killed his father with a the golf club, dreaming and fantasizing about violently killing that said murderer multiple times, and probably more that i can't remember.. maybe a ‘two sides of the same coin’ kind of situation??? idkk

there's literally a part where seungbae said so himself that he and sangwoo were similar, immediately following it by saying that it was a dangerous thought. i think having a stable figure in his life (chief officer) helped him a lot. if he didn't have him, i feel like he could've easily ended up like sangwoo. all around green flag tho :3

my complicated feelings abt it:

idkkkkkkkkkkkkk like this is a thriller and it depicts a clearly abusive relationship but the fact that it feels so fanservicey to me feels so wrong to me ???????? like shit. i only started reading it bc i thought 'oh wasn't this bl or something? i don't remember lol. but sangwoo was hot, i should go read it' and proceeded to get my ass blasted with this is absolutely insane.

ok i'm gonna be completely honest i've always hated fanservice, so it's a completely biased take from me. like idkk it ruins the vibe of a scene. can't a good show just be a good show without all the panty shots and the weird ass angles?????? like okay, yeah, i literally draw porn but that doesnt mean i want porn/sexual in everything all the time.

like i get it. the sexual aspect of this is a necessary and integral thing. it's clearly there to depict that there's an imbalance of power. how sangwoo being on top feels more in control whereas when he's in a position of submission he gets angry or scared (a trauma response) and it's another aspect of abuse that a lot of characters experienced and it's all shown. but i think my issue is, when its with woo and bum there's like certain part to it where i'm just kinda like,,,,, you know that feeling when you feel like a sex scene in a movie is kind of going on for way too long? and ur just sitting there mildly uncomfortable by it and aughggyvh idkkk its weird,,,,,,, like should i keep watching or is this integral to the story???? am i going to miss any details or something anyone would say ?? and idk???????? like when bum or woo was sa'ed by adults they didn't depict it in such a,,,,,,, romantic?? light???? i'm not sure what to say but i feel like there's a difference in ambience and pacing and shit in a bunch of the scenes esp in season 3 but i guess it's bc they're in a 'relationship' ?????? idkk

in a way i can understand why they would present it like that ??? i'm probably reaching, but maybe it's to directly put the viewer in yoonbum's shoes and kind of see how sangwoo manipulates bum? like we as the viewer become victims ourselves of sangwoo's charms ????? maybe that's why it was psrticularly uncomfortable for me ??????????? dude idk,,,,

but like,, i've played btd/tpof before but i don't seem to have any problems with it, and that's literally torture porn or whatever but for some reason i draw the line at this apparently ????????

and i’ve thought about this really hard bc it was driving me nuts as to what the difference was. but maybe its bc it's kind of romanticizing it ??????????????? tbh i'm still not entirely sure. eh whatever i don't want to make it a big problem.

oh but fray, you draw noncon, dubcon, and gore ! arent you fetishizing it as well ? how is that any different ?

(this part is kind of tmi too) i think there's a fundamental difference between what i'm doing and having a cnc kink and depicting actual sa in a story.

no one is saying sa is not bad. for some people it's how they deal with the trauma they endured and for others its simply just a fantasy. cnc, in a real life setting, both parties are consenting and recognize that it's all just roleplay, if anything is out of the line you can opt out of it with a safeword and it's CRUCIAL that this safe word is respected. in a game like for example, dol, you can manipulate it into however you like. there's also cheats where you can just remove encounters altogether irrc. you're the one in control of the narrative.

i've had rape fantasies before (i play dol, don't be so surprised) but that doesn't mean i want to be fucking assaulted when i go out at night. and idk maybe like in ks it depicts all the gruesome and tragic parts of being abused, whether it be emotionally, sexually, physically, etc. and that's why it feels wrong framing it in that manner ????

idk my views about it aren't completely black and white. dude idfk i'm not an expert in anything. at the end of the day i'm just some random person who read killing stalking and just has some thoughts about it. anyw that's all 👍

[most-screwed-by-writers-tourney]

Propaganda:

Louis and Lestat: In the original book Lestat literally turns a 5 year old little girl into a vampire to trap Louis in their loveless, abusive relationship, because he knows Louis will worry about Lestat (whom Louis now recognizes as a remorseless monster who sees humans as nothing but food) using this child (Claudia) as a tool and creating the most evil and messed up surrogate child of all time. (He was right, btw, bc she grows into a woman trapped forever in a child's body and hates them both for it. but this isn't about Claudia.)

In the TV series, Lestat is a white devil offering aid, sympathy, and love to a gay, closeted black man in the 1900s. He offers him company, capital, a friend who sees him as an 'equal' Once he turns him into a vampire, his desire to possess and control Louis becomes apparent. He displays TEXTBOOK narcissistic and abusive partner behaviors, apologies for how awful he was, promises to change, makes romantic gestures to try and smooth things over. They start having an 'open relationship' where Lestat loses it over Louis taking advantage of being able to see other people. Lestat writes a love song for him and sends Louis a recording sung by the woman he's having an affair with; Louis confronts him at the singer's apartment and they have angry sex in her bed.

Late in the TV series, they get in another fight, and Lestat literally drops Louis out of the sky and leaves him paralyzed, with Claudia (in this adaptation, a young woman who is more like a sister/mother to Louis) to nurse him back to health and re-teach him how to walk. Louis still takes him back.

In both the book and the TV series, Claudia convinces Louis that the only way they can be free is to kill Lestat. In both, they poison him, slit his throat, and dump his body in a swamp. In the TV version, Louis sobs over Lestat's dead body, refusing to allow Claudia to burn him and ensure he can't come back from it. (Spoilers: he gets better. and he's pissed about it! He follows them to Europe.) Their gay divorce drama eventually results in the destruction of an entire enclave of over 400 vampires in Paris and the death of their surrogate daughter.

[huntinglove]

Hoi!

4. Someone (perhaps a friend or family member) said something hurtful to you. How do your F/Os handle it? Do any of them confront the person? Do they argue with each other about how to deal with the situation? How do they comfort you?

8. A stranger just flirted with you, in front of your F/Os! How do they react? Do some become upset or protective? Are some chill about it? Do they argue with each other over the proper response to it?

11. Free space! Just talk about your F/Os and their interactions with each other however you want.

-@redwingedwolves

Hi hi!! Thank you so much for the ask!! I'll answer these in the setting of the turned mansion!!

4. Someone (perhaps a friend or family member) said something hurtful to you. How do your F/Os handle it? Do any of them confront the person? Do they argue with each other about how to deal with the situation? How do they comfort you?

Usually my F/Os end up in three separate groups when things like this happen:

Those who decide to comfort me, immediately getting me away from the situation so I can destress and be taken care of by them. They usually try to keep my mind off of whatever happened and give me lots of affection and praise! (Charlie, Shaun, Yoonbum)

Those who immediately want to argue with whoever made me upset, if they can't they just help me let out any negative feelings by ranting or venting about what happened, just blowing off some steam and pointing out the unfairness of the situation itself. Some of them take measures into their own hands and make sure that the person at the very least has an absolutely miserable day. (Sir Pentious, Jacob, Nause, Zuko, Hunter)

And those who try to approach the situation logically, just take a moment to think about what happened and see both sides of things fairly. Even if they don't usually side with the person who made me upset, it's still a nice way to get me to see how I could've done things differently and better myself in the future! (Simon, Muichiro)

8. A stranger just flirted with you, in front of your F/Os! How do they react? Do some become upset or protective? Are some chill about it? Do they argue with each other over the proper response to it?

Absolutely fucking not. They're immediately dragging me away and making sure I remember that I'm theirs and only theirs. Maybe we'll avoid going out for a bit, just to be safe too... Other than that they'll most likely need reassurance about how I still love them and don't want anyone else. This usually ends up with me locked away at the mansion until they feel it's safe for me to go out again. (Charlie, Jacob, Nause, Shaun)

They brush it off and feel a bit better about themselves, boasting about how they managed to get with me, and teasing me about how other people wish they were in their shoes instead. They get a confidence boost about it, but also politely tell whoever was flirting with me to fuck off. (Sir Pentious, Muichiro, Zuko)

Insecurity go brrrrrr, they get terrified that I might see something in that stranger that I don't see on them and immediately get into panic mode. They usually need a lot of reassurance about me not leaving them and still loving them just as much as they love me, which I'm more than happy to give them! (Charlie, Yoonbum, Hunter)

11. Free space! Just talk about your F/Os and their interactions with each other however you want.

I've noticed that my F/Os tend group up while inside the mansion! Be it over shared interests, personality traits or even over their source material!! The mansion has certain magical modifications that make it so no one inside can get hurt (non consensually) or killed in general, so fights are usually just limited to heated arguments.

The yanderes like listening in on how each other gushes about me, usually trying to one-up the others. They also gather information about me through the others, because sometimes they don't get the chance to see me in situations that the others have seen me in.

The parental F/Os usually boast about my achievements, both in real life and in their source material, and discuss about new romantic residents. They're all very protective and each of them have a certain dislike for at least a few of my romantic F/Os, but they all seem to be very fond of Charlie specifically!

The platonic F/Os are usually pretty snarky about my romantic F/Os, especially when it comes to how much time we spend together. If they're from the same source material they're even meaner towards them, even more so if they're ALSO friends with my F/Os... The usual teasing like "F/O and Ghosty sitting in a tree~" or being genuinely intimidating like "if you hurt my best friend I'm gonna turn you inside out and slap you against fiber glass."

The rare F/Os are genuinely just happy to be there. They bond over not having a large fanbase, much content or screentime. They appreciate being loved and having others who share their experiences!

[cowboy-robooty]

GREETINGS FELLOW SOUR CREAM ENJOYER AND MUTUAL. My bf has access to my phone (I’m not toxic we change passwords) anyway he read ur blog (I always have it open it’s my communal trafficking entertainment) n thought it was me bc apparently I talk like u IRL. This isn’t an important message feel free to delete but thought I’d share . Anyway he thinks I’m a freak now

theres so much to unpack first of all thank you for being another yoonbum of mine 😍 WHO TF READING THE COWBOY ROBOOTY BLOG GAWDAM

second of all i am sorry that you speak the same way i do (i talk how i type) i hope that your brain injury will heal soon ....

third of all IM LOL. AHAHHAA NOT MATERIAL666PRESCRIPTION THINKING THAT YOURE COWBOY ROBOOTY PLEASE. THATS EVEN WORSE RHAN HIM ACTUALLY READING YOUR REAL TUMBLR BLOG OH HELLL NAWW AHAH THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS I WOULD NEVER DELETE A PRECIOUS ASK FROM MY MUTUAL. if anything the fact he still loves you after thinking ur cowboy robooty only solidifies that hes the one ❤️ he will love you even if you reek of redditor incel virgin in da sheets

[dont-look-up-at-the-sky]

Really I couldn't agree more with @e-th-er. Being the most toxic pairing doesn't equate to being the most interesting/fascinating one – all of my fav ships have more than just a bit of unhealthiness in them, but, for e.g., I would happily give it to those two sick psychos from Killing Stalking which I could NEVER ship together if the yardstick is the mere toxicity and not the personal liking. The fact itself that KS didn't make it past round 2 really tells a lot about how the results are biased towards the most liked/popular ship instead of toxic, and I stress it again that being more toxic it's not a valuable thing if the term of comparison are the already mentioned Sangwoo and Yoonbum.

Suzaku and Lelouch are toxic to each other to such an extent that, as much as I recognise them as one of the very pillarstone in the history of the yaoi couples, if I'm being honest I don't truly ship them. I'm obsessed with their dynamic, SURE, bc it's so emotionally twisted, sick and tragic, so damaged, that I can't help to find it immesurably interesting (also, they're not a side aspect of Code Geass, their relationship is the fundament and the driving force of the plot itself). But I personally can't see a single moment where they could have worked well together in a romantic sense without it being straight up painful at the best and then, after a certain point in the story, out of pure self-loathing and mutual emotional abuse.

So I don't want to make it just a matter of kill count (even if damn THERE'S A LITERAL FUCKING NUKE INVOLVED. A NUKE. And that it's just to say one!), it's the way they're insane, morbid, downright destructive and chained to each other as if their relationship was a cell they can't escape even if it feels like being buried alive in a tomb where your only company is the ghost of what could have been IF… if there had been no war, if it hadn't been too late since the start.

The cell one is not a random metaphor. I can't give context to those who haven't watched Code Geass because it would be too long, but at some point in the OVAs they're actually prisoners in the same cell. Everything is dark, suffocating, claustrophobic, illuminated only by a neon green artificial light, which makes everything even more alienating and is also visually shaped like a net. Now, just imagine it. You, Suzaku, are trapped there with the person you (should) hate the most, a person that in his hallucinating state is also trapped in a more deep cell in his mind, which is the memory of the long-gone innocent time you spent together as you were still children, and precisely the day you shared the promise of being friends forever. Imagine being forced to revive that memory over and over and over again since your delusional cell mate keeps on talking about sunflowers and asks you for water bc in his mind it's a warm summer day, but in reality you are stuck in a prison, in winter, in Russia. You try as much as possible to isolate yourself, but at some point you get up to your feet and, without a blink, acting like an emotionless dead corpse, you put your hands around his neck to choke him, but more like you were trying to strangle that part of yourself that's still attached to what he once meant to you because the only way to free yourself is to kill him in your head first, to kill the past and all the pain it brings, but then… you can't. That's for me a very depicting way to express their kind of obsessive, poisonous, suffocating relationship.

I wanted to add my take on this aspect because a lot it's already been said about the more prominent events of their story, especially the murder-suicide ending. But really, if you like Hannigram better as a couple I totally understand, if you think it's more toxic… obviously you're allowed to have your opinion, but I don't comprehend.

Toxic Yaoi Tournament Finals: Suzalulu (Code Geass) vs. Hannigram (Hannibal)

[darkdoverpseeker]

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{ 21 They/He ]

Hello! I am looking to do a Killing Stalking RP :’) I just re-read it recently and it is rotting my brain <3

Characters: (My preferred char is bolded)

Sangwoo & YoonBum

Writing Style: 

Novella/Adv Lit

Rules:

*Pinned on my page!

Plot: (Canon Divergent starting point)

Bum is beginning to realize that Sangwoo is starting to give him a bit of freedom; Not living in the basement anymore, not needing to do as many chores as before, and life is almost starting to feel like domestic bliss for Bum.

While Bum has become a completely obedient house pet for Sangwoo and is learning to appreciate the freedoms he has been given, Sangwoo decides that they can now go out for dinner together as the bond the two men have created seems to be tightening. 

While out to dinner, Bum decides to spend a bit too much of Sangwoos money on alcoholic beverages and suddenly the truth comes out and Sangwoo is met with public humiliation: Bum is now crying for help and making a fool of himself when in reality, all he is looking for is help and the liquid courage has brought him to this place. 

Things can get both physical and verbal if we choose to.

We can decide where to take this from here! A bit of angst on Sangwoos end of things would be nice, considering most KS role-plays rely on having all the angst directed towards Bum :’)

Feel free to like this post or message me if you are interested!

like if interested!

[ikbeneenspook]

Wow this chapter was excellent, never thought I'd be happy to see Seungbae! Loved the little shout out of the first chapter when Seungbae went to save Bum and ended up getting hit with the baseball bat, what I'm hoping is that Yoonbum helps Seungbae to take down Sangwoo. I know Sangwoo had it hard in his past but it gives him no right to start beating down on Bum, he makes me sick. Like I said I hope Bum and Bae team up to help each other escape or kill Sangshit

[mimiathena]

Killing and stalking quick sketch

[hopeless-anime-addict]

[rombalesque]

Stephen King - IT (2017)

[lylianthehylian]

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[pencils-down]

This pretty much sums up my weekend….Don’t go exploring manhwa without a chaperone people! Not sure who made this meme but is so accurate.

[huntinglove]

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[karinaakakat]

Just messing around XD Someone save Bum

[jiminbread]

oh look they changed the sign again

[cephalgia-boy]

Here we see Sangwoo may be fucking scary and murderous but, he can also be “sweet” and manipulative.

Poor Bum I just want peace for him. #freeyoonbum2k17