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pbstarot · 2 years ago

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𝐏𝐢𝐜𝐤 (𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥) 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 - 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆) 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐅𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞).

𝐀𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

This is it, the tarot reading to end all tarot readings. I wanted to make a full future spouse tarot reading because I didn't want to divide them into bits, considering they are all, technically, the same topic. I also like to focus on more of a self-growth and acceptance thing on my blog, even if I still like and consume future spouse readings. We all want to love and be loved, so these readings are in order.

This reading, as you can see, is divided in topics. You can choose the topic you want to know the most about or, of course, read all of them. It's up to you. I'll be doing another reading about your relationship later. First images are by John Singer Sargeant, second images I have no idea, and third images are Edmund Blair Leighton.

Disclaimer:Tarot does not replace any sort of advice from a trusted professional that went to college for 8+ years to be there. It also does not always get things right. The future changes all the time and a responsible tarot reader can only assure 80% of their readings will be correct at any given point in time. Remember to take what you look at and go “huh, that could be me,” and leave the rest. Be conscious about your tarot content consumption and drink lotsa agua, amigo(a)(x). Private readings here.

𝐀𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

Pile 1

Cards: Ten of Wands, Knight of Wands, Eight of Swords, Four of Cups, Justice.

Muscular, maybe because of physical labor. I specifically see someone carrying wood on their shoulders. The opposite is true for feminine aligned people, and they can be quite petite and delicate.

Their fashion sense is very basic if they are more masculine. I'm seeing mainly white shirts and jeans. They might like to brush their hair back. Very Marlon Brando in A Streetcar Named Desire. If they prefer a feminine appearance, I see someone who likes vintage fashion a lot. Jessica Kellgren-Fozard.

They might have longer hair. I don't see anything special here other than it's dark and wavy. Maybe 2b and c curves, with some 3a. I believe they take care of their hair and wanna make sure it's pretty, either with gel or rollers. For some of you, they can have golden hair, but it's a very small portion. Most here have dark hair and eyes.

They could dance. They have a very specific body type, both sides, and can be very graceful. I feel like their hips don't lie.

They could have an off putting first impression. They don't look like they want to engage with strangers. The feminine energies here want to TRY to, but the masculine doesn't even bother (being a woman is social Hell after all). Either resting bitch face or a melancholy air. Some might look like they're about to cry any minute.

I believe the feminine energy could have a bigger chest. The masculine has a broad one as well. They are both full, body wise. I believe their waist is, nonetheless, small.

They are young looking. Could be younger than you. Round face for the feminine and chiseled for the male, but with enough fat here and there to denote a younger complexion.

Pile 2

Cards: Lovers, Five of Cups, Four of Pentacles, Ten of Wands, Two of Pentacles rx, Fool.

They can be genderfluid, with the Lovers here. Either genderfluid or a cis person who is very liberal with the way they dress, and don't believe that clothes have gender. Someone who can look good in anything. Marilyn Monroe rocking the potato bag and looking beautiful vibes. Someone who dresses in vibrant clothes. Someone who likes a sparkle.

Alternatively, with the five of cups, I also am picking up someone who might look forlorn and dress in a lot of black, a lot of beige, a lot of muted colors. Either way, most of them know what looks good on them, even if it's all based on vibes. A more somber look.

They might look taller than you. With the Four of Pentacles, it's almost as if you are the coin, very small compared to them. Could be you two are the same height and this person is just bigger energetically or more expansive than you. Mostly though, I'm seeing they're super tall. They tower over you. Long legs or torso.

For hair color, I'm seeing blonde because you also got the Fool. Red too. I'm leaning a lot towards more traditional tones. Could be dark too, but someone out there is a blonde and they're coming in very strong. They have golden hair, kind of like pile 1's person.

For people who are feminine leaning and cis, I see small breasts. I see a very lean figure, someone who has a small butt too. Heroin chic, although I hate that term. Edie Sedgwick and Twiggy. Could wear a binder as well, if they are on a more Trans spectrum. For cis men, definitely also lean, and strong. They could definitely carry you over their shoulder.

Most people here have very short hair. I see that they might have had a lot of hairstyles over the years (or changed their entire style a lot). Nowadays, short is mostly the rule. Practical. Easy to take care of.

Pile 3

Cards: Sorry, I forgot to take note :(

This person is younger than you by maybe two to three years. If not, then they definitely look like it a LOT. They don't seem like they age, so could be from a race that doesn't wrinkles. Could be of Asian or African descent, or just someone who's blessed with amazing skin. They could also have a skin care routine. Boyish, girlish good looks.

They have an adorable smile. Pearly white. The kind of smile that leaves the person petrified.

Most here dress in a casual, but still good looking way. They do casual chic really well. The people in this group could also be well off, but not show it. I see a lot of hoodies, sunglasses, cargo pants, crop tops, gold jewelry. Masculines don't wear accessories, feminines wear a lot. Several bracelets and earrings. Some could be stereotypical skater boys and girls.

A lot of people here are of a mixed race. I'm seeing a lot of green eyes, black eyes, and some blue. No hazel, no light browns, really dark or really green/blue. I'm also sensing wild curly hair, especially for the masculine energies. For female, long long hair, down to their waist, that they put on a ponytail. Could also decorate their hair with something, gold thread for some, but this is a very exclusive message.

Like pile 2, they also have a forlorn look. I'm thinking Robert Pattinson in Batman for some reason. This is not obvious though, it's the kind of thing you catch them doing when they're recharging. You can tell they carry a lot of baggage just by the way their body posture changes.

They could have chapped lips (they bite them a lot). Also wear glasses for some of you. I'm also seeing they carry themselves with confidence for the most part, especially the masculines. They could look quite good in reds, yellows and oranges.

𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

Pile 1

Cards: Ace of Pentacles, Eight of Swords, Justice, Ace of Swords, Six of Pentacles, Lovers.

Your future spouse is a cute person. So cute it made me a bit sick, honestly. I think this is the appearance they put forward the most, with the Lovers here. They want to seem like a cute cute person. Personality wise, though, I think this is just a little bit of a facade and it's specifically for the internet. They could be on tiktok or be tiktok famous, but this is just for a very few of you. They want to be out there in the public eye in some capacity though, and will likely achieve it either soon or in the distant future. This person wants to be seen as pristine and pure. They want to always have a clean slate to back them up. They might have anxiety in regards to seeming perfect.

They are overall a balanced person with a caveat. I believe they hide that they have some mental illnesses, most prominently depression, anxiety, and maybe OCD (but the kind no one tells you about, the taboo thoughts, or religious, moral OCD). They are very nice though. Their vibe reminds me of Robin from Cavetown. He is very soft spoken and delicate as well.

I believe your person could be of the sign of Capricorn. Also Pisces and Scorpio. These are just vibes I'm picking up, no particular cards to sustain it (or astrology knowledge). They could have a bit of a scatter brain. The energy in itself is very soft and scattered, almost as if they don't know who they are. The image they put forward is the one they wish they were, but I'm not sure it's their fully formed personality yet. They could be very young, but I'm mostly picking up on people from the ages of 19 to 24. They have a "lost" vibe.

This person could also be overtly nice to others, especially people they want to impress. Very nervous energy, over explaining things. I see that they are supremely nice to you, though. They definitely like to see Justice being served, as the card suggests, and might always make sure that people are put in their place morally. They seem like they aren't someone who attacks people online, but they could just stay mad in their room. They believe that, considering they have no problem being a good person, that others shouldn't either. They were probably raised on the internet and believe that they are the only ones who know how the world should work. Self righteous.

I think this person likes deep, philosophical discussions, with the Ace here, but don't have what it takes to finish them. Their discussions never have a solution or a conclusion, they simply end. It's like they create these hypotheses in their head, make them really big, and then let them go just as they began. They could be an absolute avid reader, devouring books of all sorts, but specially non-fiction (Didion, Sontag, Weil, Girl Interrupted, Prozac Nation), and emotional fiction (Virgin Suicides, A Little Life (could have read this one just cause everyone was reading it), Wuthering Heights, Jane Eyre). I also believe they secretly like YA, but that's not as cool to showcase on the internet. They're all about appearances, but I think it's because they don't know who they are yet. Again, they're projecting the image they want to achieve someday. They're faking til they make it.

For quirks, one could be that that they bite their lips a lot. Another one is a penchant for standing by doors and putting their foot on their ankle, making a perfect four. This person might like bunny rabbits and be seen with them all the time. I can see them with one in their arms and, for some of you, the urge to draw them this way or take several pictures. I think this person likes animals in general, though. Big fan of nature too.

Your FS' Anthem According to my Liked Playlist on Spotify:

(Again, this is the melancholy they hide deep into themselves. They hate the part of their psyche that is sad, although they indulge in it a lot. Before they become themselves entirely, they need to get in touch with the darkness).

Pile 2

Cards: Two of Wands, Queen of Swords, King of Cups, Tower, Knight of Cups, Eight of Swords

The first thing I'm getting here is that there is a duality to your future spouse for some reason. The Two of Wands and the Queen of Swords are facing opposite directions. I believe this person has a lot of dreams that they believe are simply not reachable by logical means. Alternatively, there could be a disconnect between who they are and how they present themselves as well. On the outside, they can seem like a visionary, someone with a really different or sharp vision of the world, someone with ambitions, with a confident stride. On the inside, they are pragmatic, logical, even a little egotistical. They are terrified, which is something they don't show the world. They are afraid none of their visions will actually materialize.

Interestingly, your future spouse also has a King of Cups and the Tower. I believe they are very emotional, and not as emotionally balanced as they wish they were. I also believe they can be self-destructive at times. Maybe prone to impulsive behavior. That beng said, they are genuinely sweet and kind. And they are confident too. There's just a lot of things under the surface. I believe they deal with these things on their own, with no one to bear witness. It is easier to do so for them, lick ther wounds like a cat.

Your future spouse could be an extrovert. I definitely see them in the middle of everyone, maybe on a stage (for a very few of you, maybe one person). I believe they like to cheer people up, they love to tell jokes, they might be extravagant. They are definitely a whole person. They cry, love and laugh with intensity, even if on the inside they are more observant and introverted than people usually first see them as. They like to recharge their batteries and spend a long time at home, but once they are out, they are out. They love to party (with a few loved ones, I don't see any clubbing), and to celebrate. They might cry often as well.

I also sense they adore animals, dogs especially. Maybe they have fish, and echidna for some of you (not sure if you can own these everywhere in the world), rats, snakes. They just love to have a little guy with them. Something to take care of, or maybe to take care of them. They believe that having animals helps them heal. They definitely feel trapped by things, perhaps the world at large, other people, life. As extroverted as they are, they definitely like to be with specific people and on their own more. They like to have their environment and space. For some of you they could play an instrument.

Your future spouse doesn't tell all right away. You don't get to know them from just one or two conversations. I think a lot of you reading this group believe you are good at reading people, but I don't know here. I don't think you can tell who this person is by just being with them. Maybe you need a little more time, a little more patience. You could be with them and they'd tell you something about their life and personality and maybe you're shocked, but not in a bad way, just delighted you never once picked that up from talking to them. If they hadn't mentioned it directly, maybe it'd take you years. This person is truly interesting and they sound pretty cool. Sort of rare too. There's not many of this person out there in the world.

Age wise, I believe they are anywhere from 20 to 29 right now (not when you meet, but who knows?). Some of them could be in their thirties, but that is not necessarily for most of you. Definitely twenties/late twenties. They definitely give me a mature, wistful vibe, like they look out into the world with knowing eyes and wisdom.

Your FS' Anthem According to my Liked Playlist on Spotify:

(I love this vibe. It's pretty cool. They might age backwards, this person, but they could also have am effortless cool vibe. Unfortunately, they give me Edward Cullen vibes (considering Lost Boys is about vampires, but I don't feel that movie here), but none of the abusive gaslighting, observing you while you sleep in your room without your permission vibe (which I understand takes up most of the character). I've actually been re reading Twilight because I hate/love it so much, and Edward is depicted kind of like the bad boy with feelings? I don't think your person is a bad boy, but they have a lot of intensity and a lot of feelings. Idk, it's cool though).

Pile 3

Cards: Moon, Justice, Six of Swords, Hermit, Ace of Wands, Seven of Cups.

This is a person who carries a lot of weight. They could be famous someday. I'm not sure, but they could be famous now as well. I don't wanna encourage anything weird, though, and you might not marry anyone famous (don't attach yourself to that). Still, I think that, if not that, your person is universally beloved. There's something about them that makes them really important, and really stand out. They're like a cat too, for some reason, maybe just as graceful. They're like this force, people just look at them when they are in a room.

I believe this person is very attached to justice, and social justice perhaps. They could like to help and to donate to causes. Maybe not donate, because they don't really know where the money goes, but they are very well-spoken and outspoken about this. I keep seeing someone on a one on one interview, but again, not sure. They are definitely someone who speaks with their hands as well. They could be animated, but I'm sensing someone who just gets upset depending on the topic.

They could have a lot of anxiety, racing thoughts, and maybe even apnea from time to time. Panic attacks could be in order. For as much as they have to offer the world, this person has a lot to deal with to compensate for that, mostly in their own head. They like to be balanced and strong, but they're truly very much a mess. It's cute and endearing in a way. They make a good show of someone who is faring way better than they are and then at home they just cry and let it out, and call their mom and go "mom please, I'm scared, come pick me up."

They definitely like to think a lot, about themselves, about the world, about the state of things. I believe they might like philosophy and history. They are definitely worldly, or try to be worldly. They like to enjoy any opportunity that they have to come into contact with people who are different than them, or had different experiences in general. They try to keep an open mind and might even have too much of an open mind at times, always making sure not to judge people too much. I think they don't think they can do that, actually, considering who they are as people.

They are fun, and lively, but also caustic, could be prone to sarcasm. High wit. They could be mean at times as well, or have a fast tongue for insults. I don't think they do insult you or anyone else though, because of their aforementioned penchant for non-judgmental behavior. Still, they can be quite bitchy, and complain about things. They could also whine. This person has a lot of flaws, but they are sweet though. Weirdly sweet. They might do a lot of things for you, from grand gestures of love, to cooking, to taking you out on a whim (although they could be more of a homebody considering the hermit). They try their best to make you happy because you make them happy. They think that a person like them doesn't necessarily deserve someone like you.

I don't see that they are a bad person at all, just lost and selfish at times. I think they believe they either made a lot of mistakes or they can't control themselves very well. They're not violent, they're kinda like a puppy, just entirely scared. Very interesting. They have a lot of traits wrapped up in one person. They can be confident, warm, assertive, kind, generous, and then bitchy, scared, cold, logical, pragmatic, jaded, cynical... A rich inner world, full of possibilities.

They definitely like their time alone, but they like to grant you permission to be with them. Time alone with you says the same thing to them. You two might spend a long time silently doing your thing, reading, just hanging out together. That's perfect for them. They might never have had this before, or, alternatively, that relationship ended badly anyway and they thought no one could feel this void again.

For age, I don't know. They seem older than you, but eons older. I don't know why, maybe it's just their vibe. I feel like they are probably more than four or five years older, maybe ten for some, but I don't think it's that much. This is not necessarily a bad thing. I still believe they see you as their equal regardless.

Your FS' Anthem According to my Liked Playlist on Spotify

(I actually took this one twice because the first one was Genetic Repo Man and I knew this was not gonna resonate with the audience at all and would be difficult to explain. Still, I'll include both. You're welcome. Mostly, I think your future spouse likes to present themselves as more dangerous than they are or edgier in a way, when they're literally mostly just a guyTM (gender doesn't matter here, I identify as just a little guy and I have just a little guy energy too). I believe that Genetic Repo Man has the vibe they wish for and 99 Red Balloons has the vibe they actually embody. I think they also might be too complex to condense into two songs. Maybe a whole Playlist would be better).

𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

I'm extending first impressions to more than just first meeting and giving it a more "first few conversations" vibe. I'm also adding their "second" impression of you, which is really just their overall, lasting impression of you.

Pile 1

Their first impression of you.

Cards: King of Cups, Ace of Cups, Death, King of Wands, Eight of Cups rx, Lovers.

I don't think they'll think you're the "One" right away, but I do believe they'll see something is up. At least, they'll be a little interested in you that way. They think you're quite intense. For some, it could be your manner of dressing. For others, I think it's your stare, the way you glare at them. A lot of them think that, if you are not the "One", you could make yourself be, if that makes sense. You could make them like you if you wanted to, if you gave them the romantic, flirty sort of attention. I feel them a little stiff around you, maybe a little scared, because of this Death card here. You could be a Goth, wear goth attire, like I mentioned. It's all very intimidating.

They do think they'd like to make a move on you after a while, but they are afraid you're gonna reject them, or not think that they're good enough for you. You could be surrounded by other people and not give them much attention in general. They'll start to think you're sweet and funny as time goes on, and be able to loosen themselves up in your presence. I believe once you two talk a little more their first impressions will turn around and they'll find out they shouldn't have been scared in the first place, because you're pretty receptive and warm. They believe you are someone who doesn't quit, for some reason. I also think that, after the first few conversations, they'll realize that you don't leave people and places behind if you truly love said people and places. Some of them will feel safe learning that. I have no clue how they'll learn that, because it's pretty specific, but they will.

Their "second" impression of you.

Cards: Page of Pentacles, Four of Wands, Emperor, Two of Pentacles, Moon rx, Queen of Wands.

They think you're amazing. They also think that you are a warm and caring presence. They are absolutely floored about how you turned out to be. It's a feeling of "I'm so, so, SO glad I got to know this person." I feel a very stable energy here, as if they are sure you are never gonna leave now (remember they also thought that after having a few conversations with you, but now they are sure sure).

They think they truly found their "other half of the orange," as we say here. With the Two of Pentacles, they believe you two work REALLY well together. More than that, they also believe that you are an amazing multitasker, and that they can trust you with anything. Any responsibility, any problem, anything and you'll handle it.

With the Queen and the Emperor, they couldn't be more grateful to have you in their life. A strong, independent person that somehow chose them to have as their partner. They see you as somewhat of a force of nature. They do think you are soft like a breeze, but even the strongest breezes will move things out of the way. I think their slight fear and intimidation of you turned out to be awe. Ok, in all fairness, I AM picking up that they are still a little scared, but I believe that it commands respect and admiration in them, rather than a fight or flight instinct.

This person also, through it all, see you two as equals. You have what they don't have and vice versa. It's like you were made for them. The Postal Service song came to mind, Such Great Heights. "And I have to speculate that God Himself did make us into corresponding shapes, like puzzle pieces from the clay," it's like they believe they couldn't have found anyone better for them if they tried. 10/10.

(There's a lot they wanna talk about you, but it's such an overwhelming, anxious, excited, puppy-like energy that I can't translate it all, it gets mushed. So, it's probably because of the many people who are gonna pick this pile. If you wanna know more, you can get a private reading, or wait until one of my games is open someday to ask more abt it).

Pile 2

Their first impression of you.

Cards: Two of Cups, Knight of Pentacles, Death, Ace of Cups, Chariot, Six of Swords rx.

The first thing I thought was that, differently from pile 1 where there's a loading period, your person is gonna know right away that they want to marry you. It's a no brainer. I don't know if it's your appearance, mode of speaking, way of being, or all of it, or maybe nothing in particular as well, but something will sound off in their brain that'll make them go "Huh, that one. That's the one."

Their first impression of you is that you are likewise a force of nature, but different. You're unassuming. Most people would look at you and see there's something odd there, but not necessarily be intimidated or anything. It's something about your aura and what happens after people are in your presence for a while that tips them off that you are not a regular person. Your future spouse is gonna see that faster than most, and maybe relate to that and know they can trust and talk to you.

In fact, they can talk to you about anything. That's one of the big ones, they might have a hard time opening up to people because they are likewise weird and unusual, but with you they know it's okay. They know they can be themselves, even if there's some left over anxiety from before, they are ok with being more like what they are inside in your presence, even on the beginning stages. That's a win right there. The poem "Alone" by Edgar Allan Poe came to mind. Take a peak at that for more info on how your future spouse navigated through life until finding you (and it might resonate with you as well because I believe you are much in the same way).

Their "second" impression of you.

Cards: Page of Swords, Magician, Ace of Wands, Ten of Pentacles, Emperor, Four of Pentacles

I don't think it changes much from one to the other. I believe your future spouse's lasting impression of you is an even more pronounced version of the first one, which was already a feeling I had when I read the first bit. They think you're amazing, they think you're brilliant, and they are happy to know that they weren't wrong, although I also have a feeling they knew they were not gonna be wrong. They read you perfectly the first few times that they met you.

With the Magician they also believe you have a lot of power to make things happen. I'm not sure that they are spiritual or believe in manifestation (could go either way), but they definitely believe you have what it takes to make your dreams come true. With the Ten, they think that you'll be the perfect person to build a stable foundation with, have kids and everything. A lasting legacy. With the Emperor, they have no qualms in letting you lead. They might even be into it in other ways. I'm keeping this one PG though, so don't hit me.

With the Four of Pentacles, they noticed you are careful with money, to the point of being a little too penny pinching. They understand that, for some of you, you come from a place of poverty or limited means, so they admire this quality rather than hate it. I also think that they admire your ability to be knowledgeable in all topics, or to always be willing to learn with this Page. You're pretty free with your interests, and you never hold your opinions so tightly that you are not willing to change them in the face of facts, which they also like.

Pile 3

Their first impression of you.

Cards: Ace of Wands, Five of Pentacles, Four of Cups, King of Pentacles, Hermit, Ten of Swords.

Holy shit, pile 3, you are unavailable. This energy is even making me laugh a little bit, for some reason (maybe that's the reaction people would have seeing your future spouse scrambling around to get you to pay attention to them). You are giving no shits, you are not even looking at them (but not in a femme fatale, I hate men, or whatever way, more like in a "wait were you looking at me? Sorry, man I didn't see ya there" way). A lot of this here is about how they wanna to do something, but they can't. You give the impression of not wanting to be in a relationship right now and might even be in your own world.

Uh, I have to stop reading Twilight (don't @ me), but your energy reminds me of Bella's in the first book (DON'T. @. ME.) when she's just getting to Forks and everyone wants her attention and she's like "I wish I would just die :)." I think you're way more confident than Bella, you just don't like unwanted attention. You might have some issues with trusting people easily (not to a pathological degree, more to a careful degree) and you want to choose people to be in your vicinity, so you can be standoffish (but never impolite or rude). Your future spouse is very dejected.

They also believe you know things, more than them. That's the vibe this Hermit here is giving, because he looks like a character in a fantasy novel who knows everything and lived many lifetimes. They believe you are like that too for some reason. Maybe you'll be known for something in the future and they actually know you before you two are formally introduced. I think it's mostly in passing though, they didn't expect to like you or want to be your friend/lover. Not that you're bad, it's just that it never even crossed their mind you'd like them back and now you're super standoffish and it's clear to them you don't want to be around anyone in that way, so they're going through a tough time here. After I collected the cards, I realized there was more here, but I believe that it'd be individual, messy messages, so this is the general gist of it.

Their "second" impression of you.

Cards: Two of Pentacles, Eight of Cups, Star, Ace of Wands, Knight of Swords, Ten of Cups.

With the Star here, they think you literally are a star. They still don't know how you are giving them the time of day, but you are. I had to take clarifiers for this one, because it's sort of a confusing energy. It's like they are happy that you are with them, but still terrified you might leave or they might do something inadequate which is not really a good energy to have in a relationship. I think it's in their head, but if they're not a bad person, maybe be a little more lenient on them. If they're supposed to marry you, then everything will work out. I think their second impression is mainly about learning about your boundaries.

They think you're awesome and they are pretty intimidated by you. Different from pile 2, they are definitely into it. I don't know if it's in that way, but they like the idea of having someone so cool by their side. It could be that you are known, and they are not, but I'm getting more like a they are known too, but not for the same things, or you two are perfectly aligned. What you got they don't and vice versa (similar to pile 1's energy, but way more high strung). If you two are not known for anything and you are literally just there, the last one is definitely why they are grateful to have you. It's almost a yin and yang kinda thing, although I feel like they would avoid using those kinds of terminologies because it's lame.

Again, they fear that you are just gonna up and leave. This could be, for some, because of an inclination they have, and some trust issues that are coming from them. For others, it's just natural anxiety, fear of losing something good, fear of losing the one they believe is the perfect match for them. I don't think that you are going to just drop them, but they believe you will, because they believe, maybe, that they are not good enough for you, and you will find out. A sort of imposter syndrome. It'd be beneficial to them if they talked to you about this and solved it themselves as well, because I don't think it has anything to do with you specifically at this point.

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