#freddy carter smut

[maruiin]

description: everyone knew that Y/n was Kaz girl

Warning: jealous Kaz

It was funny because any possible 'suitors' for Y/n magically disappeared but no one said anything. Of course, they didn't, if they wanted to keep their lives then they wouldn't dare.

That was fine, everyone just kept to themselves and prayed to the saints that they weren't a possible threat to Dirtyhands. What frustrated the Crows is that neither Y/n nor Kaz would admit their feelings towards each other.

The Crows (for once) were all down in the crow club not planing one of their evil heists that usually mess up the world, today they were just relaxing.

Well, maybe not Kaz. Kaz never really fully relaxed, at least not with so many people around.

He saw Y/n laugh with Inej and Nina and he couldn't help the way his eyes travelled down her body or the way that he wanted to keep hearing that laugh on repeat for the rest of his life.

He also couldn't help the fact that he wanted to be the one to make her laugh like that.

Kaz sighed internally, even he knew, the bastard of the fucking barrel is head over heels for Y/n L/n. The girl who would make him dance in the rain with her, the girl who he would gladly kiss if it wasn't for his touch aversion.

She perched her head up a bit and scanned the crowd seemingly looking for something.

Or someone.

Kaz felt something boiling bubble up in his gut but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. Why would Y/n be looking for someone? It better not be for a date...

Okay, maybe he did know what he was feeling at the moment because he felt it almost every day when another person was around Y/n that wasn't him.

And fuck, he knew it was because he was no good. She deserved so much more than someone who couldn't even brush his hand up against someone without getting near to a panic attack. But he couldn't, he really couldn't get out of the mood he was in now till the situation was over. Trust him he tried.

A man who was fairly good-looking comes up behind Y/n and tackle's her into a hug. He nearly goes up to stand but she starts laughing and embracing the boy like they haven't seen each other in years.

He grips onto his cane harder than he ever has in his life. Don't make a scene, don't make a scene. Please, don't make a scene.

Y/n giggles and kiss's the boy on his cheek and all his self will goes out and dies in the harbour.

He shoots up out of his seat and walks faster to Y/n and the terrible man than he should with his bad leg and slams his cane in between the two. He glares his worst glare basically seeing red when he looks at the man and all of him wants to bash his head in as an example to everyone. His mind doesn't even think it's a bad plan but he knows Y/n would not like whoever this was to die like that so he would have to somehow come up with another plan.

"If you dare look at her again you won't ever see again," Kaz says lowly and icily calm contrasting to what he's really feeling inside. Red hot rage burst's inside him becoming an ugly green that grows and infects him.

"Kaz!" Y/n semi-yells trying not to make a scene, but he was sure eyes were already on him. He was Dirtyhands after all.

He turns to her sharply knowing his expression isn't one that even a spider would want to see but it sits on his face all the same.

"What." He growls out trying so hard to not snap at the angel before him.

Without thinking his gloved hand goes to lightly touch her neck and he doesn't feel nausea and sickness. He only feels the warmth of the girl that he loves even with the gloves on. Fuck he loves her, and he had to admit it to himself right now?

She visibly shivers at his touch like she enjoyed it but her face quickly turns back to the angry one that she was wearing before.

"He's my brother!"

Now that he thinks about it he did look similar to Y/n, and the context of everything looked more sibling-like more than anything. How the hell did he not see it? He groaned on the inside, he was never doing anything without thinking it through first again. He guessed that plan was shit though because he could barely think around Y/n.

Speaking of Y/n...

The young woman growl and he feels his eyebrows raise. Oh shit. She balls her hands into fits and stomps off. He tries not to run after her but because of his leg,he can't go nearly as fast as she can and he quickly falls behind.

"Y/n!"

He gets to her room and she slams the door in his face.

Great.

He picks the lock of the door for a few minutes as he curses himself for letting her use one of the harder locks to get into. But after just under a minute he hears the familiar click and he slides open the door.

Luckily the girl is in her room and he's happy that she didn't run off right away. Though her arms are crossed around her chest and even someone standing two buildings away could tell this girl was pissed beyond hell.

"What the fuck were you thinking?" She says lowly trying not to yell at him.

He wasn't thinking, all he could see were his arms around her and her lips on his cheek. Kaz was surprised he managed a sentence when he decided to make a 'scene'

"I haven't seen him in years! Kaz, years! All I wanted was a happy reunion but you had to screw that up too!" She throws her hands in the air in exasperation.

Kaz knew that she wasn't planning on staying in Ketterdam at first and he didn't even know why she did stay, but his friends (or the closest people he could call friends) told him it was because of him. Brushing off that topic before was easy, but now look where it got them.

"I wasn't thinking." He finally finds the right words and breaks the silence that was washing over them both.

Don't screw this up Brekker.

"I didn't think he was your brother."

"So what? I was just another investment you had to protect because you thought I was stupid." It wasn't a question, it was a statement. He swallowed trying to find the right words. But he couldn't, there were just no words how he could describe how he feels for her.

So show her dumbass.

Slowly taking off his gloves he place's a hand on her cheek. It's feather-light and barely there, but he doesn't feel the cold or the waves and he doesn't feel like he's drowning. Her skin feels warm and it makes him feel alive, he hasn't felt like that in what seems like forever.

"Oh." Is the only thing that comes out of her mouth and she smiles a bit?

He rolls his eyes at her and takes his hand away. "Ya, oh." He rasps.

Y/n reaches out and carefully takes his left hand in hers and slowly but surely they intertwine their hands together.

Her smile slowly fades away as she looks at their hands.

"What are we?" The question hangs in the air creating more space in between them than ever before. Kaz close's his eyes for a second and lets that hungry feeling wash over him. The feeling of jealousy and the feeling of possessiveness when he thought she was with another man.

But then he lets the little moments warp him in their warm embrace. The moments when she offhandedly mentioned that what her favourite flower was, so then those flowers would just appear in her room. Or when she saved him and he couldn't think of any moment where she looked more beautiful, more saint-like, more like herself than ever. He sucks in those moments never letting them go.

"You are mine." His other hand goes to her neck again. "And I am yours." He lets his eyes rake her body committing every single little detail to memory and he sees her blush faintly a bit as he drinks her in.

They stand there in silence just enjoying each other's presence till Y/n looks un at looked more beautiful, more saint-like, more like herself than ever. He sucks in those moments never letting them go.

"You are mine." His other hand goes to her neck again. "And I am yours." He lets his eyes rake her body committing every single little detail to memory and he sees her blush faintly a bit as he drinks her in.

They stand there in silence just enjoying each other's presence till Y/n looks up at him an oh shit look in her eyes.

"How the hell are we going to explain this to my brother!?"

[heathsbitch]

serenity*

• pairing: kaz brekker x black!reader

• requested: Yes

• warnings: oral (m on f), poor proof reading (as usual)

• word count: 599

• a/n: She's back! Again! S2 has pulled me from the depths and hopefully, I will be uploading more regularly. Please keep in mind that in this fic, the reader and Kaz are in an established relationship and have worked through his

Tension crept across the muscles in his back, bright eyes heavy with fatigue; he dragged himself back to the Slat, craving nothing more than rest and relaxation, preferably between the legs of his lover. The job had been tedious and gruelling, punishing for every crow – mistakes came easily to all of them, but Kaz scolded himself, believing it was his fault so many things went awry. He wasn’t focused, his mind wandered on an entirely different plane – lost in thoughts of what it would feel like to peel the clothes off his lover. It had been both a blessing and a curse to ask her to wear that dress. That white dress. The dress that hugged her form, pulling and embracing every one of her curves. The ivory dress that complimenting her ebony skin perfectly. He couldn’t help but let his eyes deviate from the locks he was tasked to pick.

Kaz was tempted to scour the streets of Ketterdam in search for a painter, a sculptor, anything that would allow him to capture the picture of his lover in that dress. But he knew nothing, no one would be able to encapsulate her beauty, the sheer sensuality of the thin fabric that caressed her skin. He thought she belonged in a temple; the very picture of some ancient deity, made to bring men to their knees, made to be worshipped. And Kaz had every intention of doing so.

The second they returned to their shared room, their sanctuary away from the prying eyes of the Barrel, Kaz’s hands found the material of her chalky dress, allowing himself to indulge in the sight one last time before he met the bare flesh of her shoulder. He took pleasure in the sight of his pale fingers pressed against her dark skin, pawing and squeezing every inch of her. His name fell from her lips like a prayer as his mouth followed in the wake of his hands. Wet, open-mouthed kisses met her body as the dress was gradually peeled from her form.

“Someone’s eager.” Kaz’s lover giggled as she was ushered towards the bed. “Is there shame in wanting to worship a living Saint?” He muttered against her lips after placing a tender kiss to them. “My, my,” She teased, “ I never took Dirtyhands for a religious man,” He lightly nipped her hip with his teeth, scolding her for her taunts. “You wanted to worship me? Then worship.” At her command, she spread her legs, presenting her already-dripping core to her lover. He stared like a man starved, fingers digging into the sable flesh of her thighs.

“Fuck,” He whimpered into her slit as he licked a long stripe from her entrance to her bug, revelling in the sharp gasp that escaped her throat. The moans and whimpers that left her only spurred Kaz on further, grasping her by the apex of her legs and tugging her body closer to his further. Tongue diving deeper, dark eyelashes fluttered shut as his hips rutted against the sheets below him; he found his own pleasure through worshipping his goddess. All the stress from the day languidly vanished, replaced by desire, a burning lust for his lover. From the moment he saw her in that white dress, Kaz knew he yearned for nothing more than to escape back to the Slat with her, to find peace between her thighs. His wish had been granted, by the Saints or perhaps the deity squirming under the work of his tongue. Bliss washed over the pair, both of them finding serenity within one another’s pleasure.

You can find my other Kaz (and other Grishaverse) writings in my Masterlist.

[maruiin]

Library date

You could only hear your footsteps echoing through out the building as you traversed the bookshelves. You scanned every shelf at least twice, in hopes to spot a book which caught your eye. Eventually, a book with a detailed spine and a colourful cover had your full attention.

Shifting slightly to the balls of your feet, you reached up and gently pulled the book from the shelf, holding it carefully as you made your way to the main area. The main area was an open space, surrounded by shelves of books, which had many seating options.

Weaving your way through the tables and chairs, you walked swiftly to your destination - a table in the back corner, with some of the most comfortable chairs you've ever had the pleasure of sitting on.

Your line of vision instantly focused on your boyfriend. Kaz sat on one side of the table, with his elbows and forearms leaning onto the table, allowing him to stare down at the words on the pages of the book he was currently reading. You had insisted, on multiple occasions before, that he should attempt to fix his posture, to try and reduce the risk of crippling his neck. But, he was adamant that he was perfectly fine.

Carefully, you pulled your chair out from under the table, making your move to sit down directly opposite to Kaz. He seemed too engrossed in his book to even acknowledge your presence. The slightly scraping sound of your chair didn't even cause him to shift his gaze from the seemingly intuiting book he was reading.

However, once you had gotten comfortable in your seat, you looked up and saw Kaz had focused his attention to you. He exchanged no words but raised an eyebrow curiously, looking down you your book and then straight back to you. You interpreted this as him wanting to see which book you picked out. Picking the book up from the table, you turned it around so that the front cover was facing towards Kaz so he could read it.

You watched as his eyes moved, following the lines of the text. His brown eyes met yours again and he offered an approved nod in your direction. He must of found your chose of book satisfactory. Soon enough his eyes drifted back down to his book.

Opening your book to the first page, you took a moment before staring. Attempting to be unobvious, you glanced up at your boyfriend, wanting to cherish the moment. It wasn't often that Kaz had the chance to take you out on a date - these quiet and peaceful moment were rather rare. It didn't help that your boyfriend looked angelic.

The sun reflected off the windows and caught his face just perfectly, enhancing his features and lighting him up. The details in his iris became more prominent and the way his hair shined added to its perfection. As he flipped to the next page in his book, you attention snapped to his hands. You couldn't help but be entranced by the way his hand's delicately moved the page and how the rested on the side on the book when not in use.

Once you relaxed you had been staring for a little too long and snapped out of your daze, you focussed back on your book and began to read. Rather quickly, the book was holding you hostage, and you were unable to stop reading. You had been to engrossed in the book that you hadn't realised Kaz was staring at you.

His eyes darted from every feature onyour face, to the clothes hanging on your body, and the way in which your hair was illuminated by the sun rays. He watched at how concentrated your eyes were and how your facial expressions would change dependent on the next sentence.

If someone had walked by and saw the look in his eyes, they would have called in pure awe or put love. Kaz lived for the simple moments he got to spend with you. Dates were far and few so he enjoyed them while he could. However, if you were to notice his staring then he would quickly deny it and act as if nothing happened.

An hour or so later, you and Kaz finished a chapter around the same time and agreed to get a hot drink. One of the reasons you both loved this specific library, was because it had its own little cafe inside which meant beverages were easy to access. Minutes later, you were both sat down at your table again, drinking your drinks in silence.

It was a comfortable silence - neither of you felt a need to start a conversation as all you needed was each others presence. For a split second you and Kaz made eye contact, you offered him a small smile. His gaze instantly shifted to somewhere behind you and you quickly picked up on the very slightly blush that coated his cheeks. A normal person probably wouldn't notice it, but you were used to picking up on the little details of your boyfriend.

Your smile only grew as you witnessed a tiny smirk make its way on the Kaz's face, it soon disappeared, but you were pleased you got to see it at least once while on this date.

The library suddenly darkened slightly. Looking out the window you saw a few grey clouds have ring over where the sun originally was. Not that you minded, you were sued to the dull and gloomy weather in Ketterdam. It could also be kind of nice on occasions.

You were brought out of your thoughts when you felt the texture of leather enclose around one of your hands. You swiftly looked down to notice Kaz's hand, holding yours in a very gentle and loose grip. You looked up to him, only to find him facing away from you, trying to avoid your eye contact.

Moving your focus back to the window, you weaved your fingers between a Kaz's, being carefully not to hold his hand too tight, in case he needed to draw away quickly.

Without realising, you both sat in that same position for the next thirty minutes or so - joined by your hands in the middle of the table, looking out of the window and watching as the grey clouds covered the whole of ketterdam. There was only peace between you and kaz as the rain drops began to fall from the clouds, and small smiles made their way onto your faces.

[xalicitie]

Unwarranted Thoughts — Kaz Brekker (smut)

You’re a new member of Kaz’s gang of crows. You and your boss share a cryptic relationship which neither of you seem to understand how to approach, but within one night in which you attend to a dire wound Kaz receives in battle, the two of you discover your true feelings for each other.

This is only the first half of the story, I’m posting this to see if it actually gets any attention and whether I really want to post it cause I’ve never actually posted smut in my life. If it gets enough response I’ll post part 2

"Sit down here."

Kaz had a hand pressed tautly against the detrimental wound pulsating at his ribcage; blood was melting through his clothes as he stumbled into the seat. You were beginning to hurriedly gather the loosely placed medical supplies along the countertops—scrambling, to say the least. It was rare for Kaz to get injured in battle like this in battle, it sparked a panic hotter than Hell in your chest.

"You're bleeding badly." You said as you placed your hands under the running water of the sink. "Take your shirt off."

Kaz, without a word, followed your orders. Although the command did catch him off guard, he followed through without a thought.

Fleetingly, you rinsed your hands and dried them, then sped to Kaz's side, spilling all kinds of tools onto the table adjacent.

Upon facing back to your boss, It took you quite the moment to realize that he was already shirtless. The shame at your involuntarily wandering eyes set in quickly as you turned your focus to his wound.

It was nasty. A successful sword strike—any further into his core and you might've not been able to fix him up in time.

"How the hell did you get this?" You asked, splitting the silence as you grabbed a large cloth.

"I was caught off guard. Stupid bandits pulled an ambush." You quirked a brow, hoping to distract him as you readied the cloth before the wound. His chest heaved, and you just couldn't seem to decipher whether your thundering heartbeat was due to the direness of the situation or the picture of Kaz Brekker shirtless.

You scolded yourself for even considering such a thing at such a moment.

"Ready yourself. I'm going to apply pressure to the wound." You warned.

"Hurry up and get it over with." He said with a low voice.

You did just that. The moment you enforced pressure onto his side, he breathed a pained groan, eyebrows furrowed as his hands clasped the side of the chair. You tried not to think at all as you continued to try and stop the bleeding.

After such treacherous few minutes, you pulled the cloth, dripping with Kaz's blood—a grotesque sight—to see his wound had just barely stopped producing blood.

"Okay, stay with me." You looked up to your boss to see a tired, pained expression. You could see his unwillingness to completely show you that he was suffering just threading his mien, but the pain seemed to be just enough to tear through most of his armor. "Are you okay?" You asked.

"Yes. Fine." He spat quickly, harshly. "Just, keep on going."

Throughout the whole process of healing his wound, all during it you never seemed to get habituated to the sight of his bare chest. You never thought you'd live to see him so vulnerable, it was certainly novel, to say the least.

Still, you completely forced denial unto your filthy thoughts. Even if they lingered there, watching his muscles heave and move with his breaths, the twitch of his face at the pain, you told yourself they did not exist. You scolded to yourself that it was shameful to conjure up such nasty thoughts at a time like this.

"Okay." You concluded after such tense silence. The wound was cleaned and ready to be covered, and Kaz was still alive. Thank the Saints.

"Can you sit up?" You asked, and Kaz nodded. You were just about to lend a hand before he starting grudgingly lifting himself up on his own. You knew he wouldn't accept your help.

Every rise of his chest, the more your thoughts roused and resisted being denied. The more your heartbeat gained acclimation again, your lips parting, watching as his brunette hair fell before his face, eyes hidden in a shadow, only the lightest of his blue eyes apparent. You knew the look of him right now would be stuck in your mind for the coming weeks.

If Kaz saw you right now, oh you didn't dare let him get a peak of your disorientation right now. You spoke quickly to hide your adoring face. "Hold still. This is going to take a second."

With a muttered "mhm", you kneeled down before him to get closer to his wound.

You were so utterly sinful. As you wrapped the linen bandage around his waist, each little contiguity, each little brush of the skin brought you filthier thoughts. You grasped for control, and just barely—after a torturously long moment—you fixed the bandage around his wound.

"Okay, you're good." You said with finality. Kaz nodded at you, and the moment you thought it was over you began putting the supplies away. You wanted get as far away from this little crush on your newly appointed boss as possible.

"Y/n." You froze and turned back to Kaz at the sound of your name, now finally donned in his vest again. "You've been hurt, too."

His eyes led you to the cut that had been bothering you for awhile. It was just at you lower side, sitting just below your breast.

"Oh, it's..nothing." You brushed off, hoping to settle for some good rest. You began to walk back over to the supplies when Kaz called for you once more.

"Don't think you're leaving here without that being properly bandaged." Oh, Saints. "It could get infected."

There was no way out of this. You sighed audibly, relenting at his wish, more so command.

You sauntered slowly over to the chair as Kaz leisurely climbed out of it, allowing you to sit atop, as he just had done before. Kaz began again gathering the supplies while you sat, wary of what was to come. The cut was placed at a certainly tricky place.

Moments passed and he had the supplies together. His gaze fell upon your apprehensive one. You felt yourself tense at his undivided attention. "Lift up your shirt."

Your lips fell agape at the sudden words. Breathing pattern hectic once again, you followed through with his command just somehow.

Kaz slowly walked over to you. He held a wet cloth in his gloved hand, and as he approached, the air between the two of you thickened so much you felt it, each inch, as it sat between you and your boss. You were absolutely disheveled, eyes not knowing where to look.

The sensation of the cloth hitting your cut made you cringe and seethe out a strained breath. You heard his breaths, each one, one after the other, as he scrutinized you.

..You were so close.

The silence was grating and horribly tense.

You and Kaz looked at each other, and for a moment it seemed he were having the same thoughts.

Then, as each one of your filthy dreams went, you watched in utter disbelief as Kaz Brekker leaned his head in towards yours. As his unoccupied, right, gloved hand traveled towards the nave of your neck, you melting below him, moving towards him meekly. Still with no idea what was happening.

Yours and Kaz's lips hovered not even an inch before each other, both your eyes closed, relishing in the moment. Your chest fell and rose, cheeks burning, everything ablaze.

Is this a dream?

Part 2 is up!

[maruiin]

Hi sorry if there are a lot of mistakes here my english is very bad but i hope you like this story

brief description:Grace kills Grisha faster then Inej and saving Brekker life

The plan went completely awry, so Inez, Kaz, and I split up in the corridor near the main hall. We needed to leave; we had already attracted enough attention, as almost no one had ever seen our faces. We especially raised suspicions, Inez and I, as there were few girls in the Darkling's guard. Silently walking through several corridors, we heard voices of soldiers and panicked, stopping in our tracks.

"We'll have to split up," Inez suggested, and I gladly agreed. Being caught didn't bring me any joy.

We turn left and then part ways. Inez goes left again down the corridor, while I go straight to the end, also turning to the left. My heart pounds in my chest like crazy, and I'm trembling slightly. This kind of venture is new to me; it's not about robbing a stall or pickpocketing from drunks. The Small Palace... If someone had told me before that I'd be running around the palace dressed as General Kirigan's guard, enacting a shaky plan to steal the Sun Summoner, or rather her theft, I would've laughed in disbelief.

But fate apparently decided to have its fun with me, and rather cruelly at that. We're just steps away from getting caught by the guards, perhaps later having a personal audience with the Darkling himself and becoming enemies of the country. This wasn't how I envisioned ending my seventeen-year-old life.

The corridors are eerily similar, all adorned with paintings, large windows, ornate frames, and... everything is so white, it's making me nauseous! I'm used to darkness, the dim light of a kerosene lamp, worn-out walls, and the lingering scent of alcohol in the air. The barrel was a second home for me, after all.

I glance around at every turn, looking back, and even trying not to breathe. Damn, I'm scared, and I feel like at some point, I might start believing in Saints again. I step softly on the red carpet, but then I stop abruptly. I hear a shout from behind, but it's not the voice of one of ours. I decide to take a look, so I carefully step back, pressing against the wall, returning down the corridor through an arched doorway.

I only manage to catch a glimpse of Kaz standing in amazement a few meters away from a Grisha. The second one, ready to attack, has a hand with flames raised. I panic, and that makes me look around. I lift my gaze to my level, turning my head to the opposite balcony where Inez stands. I see fear in her eyes. Consuming fear, wrapping around her like a cocoon, but she's already reaching for the dagger in her thigh pocket.

Hundreds of thoughts race through my mind in a second, and I snatch a dagger from my belt. I won't let Inez kill them; as long as I'm alive, that will never happen. Just like her, I've never killed people in my life. I can't raise a hand against them, knowing the same could happen to me. Inez hasn't killed because she was devout, and her faith wouldn't allow her to commit such a sin.

"I didn't kill because I was scared. Scared to see the last gaze at the sky, hear the final heavy sigh. Afraid to witness the plea in the dying eyes at the last moment. Until that point, I hadn't drawn my knife with the intent to kill. But now, it's a completely different situation. Maybe I'll regret it later, perhaps it's the adrenaline coursing through me, but I have to spare Inej from her own sin and... protect Kaz Brekker.

"No!" I shout, and I can't understand whom I'm directing this exclamation to, but I immediately release the silver dagger at Grisha, aiming for his head for some reason.

So he won't suffer.

I freeze as the blade smoothly enters Grisha's neck halfway, immediately staining the steel with thick red liquid. There will be a lot of blood. I don't move, just watch as the body falls, then shift my gaze to Brekker.

I've never seen him like this. I'm certain that in my eyes, he sees not just incomprehension and fear, but also confusion, definitely not regret. Kaz has such a peculiar look... He knew I'd never take a life. Never, under any circumstances. Kaz knew that killing is as much of a problem for me as it is for Inej. But while she can kill when faced with mortal danger, I'll either defend myself or stand frozen until a bullet or metal pierces my heart.

Kaz looks puzzled. Troubled. And agitated. He stares at me, unblinking, his mouth slightly agape in astonishment, breathing heavily. I see sweat forming on his forehead, droplets rolling down his face, probably tickling his skin, but he continues to look at me. Unwaveringly. I don't look away.

I don't know how much time passes. I have no idea when the guards will catch up with us. I just keep looking at Kaz Brekker, biting my lip out of helplessness. I start to shake. The silence is broken by Inej, leaping down from the balcony, slowly approaching Grisha's corpse. She's not at ease either. Because of the force I used to throw the dagger into the lifeless body, I lean slightly forward. So, when I stand upright again, I instinctively recoil.

A lump forms in my throat. Adrenaline begins to ebb, panic surges with renewed force.

I've taken a life.

Kaz seems to realize I'm losing it, so he starts walking towards the balcony, knowing he won't be able to reach me anyway.

"Grace..."

My name sounds distant, as if I'm enclosed in a dome, in a vacuum somewhere. I step back from the railing, and Kaz takes another step forward, as if trying to stop me. And I retreat, continuing to look alternately at Grisha's body and my friend whose life I've almost taken. Taking away someone else's.

I turn around and continue towards the emergency exit, trying to keep a mental map of the Little Palace. I hear only my own name, shouted from Kaz Brekker's lips, chasing me.

I walk briskly, to avoid being caught by Kaz and Inej, the soldiers. Descending the stairs, I hide a few times behind protrusions to evade unwanted gazes. Ahead lies the final long corridor, and at the end, a small door where Jesper is supposed to be waiting for us.

"Grace!" I hear Inej's voice very close, and I turn towards her. They've been following me all this time, trying to escape just like me. Inej, usually composed, is now breathing deeply, her eyes wide open as she catches up to me, surpassing Kaz. "Grace..."

Inej stands beside me, ready to help at any moment, while I just lower my gaze to the floor, avoiding looking at her. Kaz approaches, limping more heavily on his right leg than usual. I quickly scan him, anxiously assessing his leg and overall condition. He needs help.

"Inej, go, tell Jesper to get ready for departure, I hope he's prepared," Kaz commands, but he continues to look at me. I can feel his gaze on my forehead. Inej nods obediently and gives my shoulder a reassuring squeeze. For a fraction of a second, it feels a bit easier. But then, after Inej leaves, Kaz takes two steps closer to me, leaning slightly forward, trying to catch my gaze.

"Grace, listen to me..."

"I killed him," I whisper to myself, but I was certain Kaz heard. Unexpectedly, he came even closer, stepping within arm's reach.

"Grace, look at me," Brekker asks, not commands, and I only press my lips together, still not lifting my gaze. "Grace!" I can't resist any longer and raise my eyes, meeting his piercing gaze. It turns out we're closer than an arm's length. "Grace, look," Kaz slightly spreads his arms, as if urging me to take a good look at him. "I'm alive. And it's all thanks to you. You saved me, Grace." He speaks in a half-whisper to avoid being overheard.

"Or so that I would hear..."

"Now pull yourself together!"

Now he's not asking anymore — Kaz commands, circling around me and brushing my shoulder. I can only sigh deeply, clenching my hands into fists.

I might burst into tears

Part 2?

[minasvalentine]

SOMETHING‘S PURRING OH LORD

[xalicitie]

Unwarranted Thoughts — Kaz Brekker (smut) PART 2

You’re a new member of Kaz’s gang of crows. You and your boss share a cryptic relationship which neither of you seem to understand how to approach, but within one night in which you attend to a dire wound Kaz receives in battle, the two of you discover your true feelings for each other.

I didn’t think this was actually gonna be seen so I never finished it .. I just checked to see how it was doing and I screamed 😭, so I like rushed the ending part — and DISCLAIMER: I’ve heard some controversy about how smut about Kaz should be written since his trauma unfortunately hinders him from physical touch. I haven’t been necessarily finished the SOC storyline, when I started this I hadn’t even begun the books so let’s just say my writing is very likely inaccurate but I tried my best to be realistic. I read thru this again and I realize I made a lot of mistakes having to with this but I didn’t mean any harm 👌

Like a rabid animal that had been held back, Kaz lunged forward, finally connecting your lips with unhindered force, his fingers molding into your neck, supporting you as he dove into your lips. Passion teemed between the connection of your lips, his tongue dominating and entering your welcoming mouth. You moaned into his, softening under his touch.

His hand at your neck rushed to your back to force you closer to him, your breasts now hitting his clothes. He further deepened the kiss, exploring the depths of your sultry mouth until you two were breathless, throbbing.

In that last moment he pulled back, a sigh escaping his lips, and you doing the same as you two parted from the vigorous, ungovernable passion.

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You and Kaz looked at each other. Really, looked at each other—not like the faint glances you'd once given, unsure of your feelings for one another. You looked right into each other, you gazing into his once cold blue eyes, now incandescent in their softness.

This was Kaz Brekker. Beneath his cynical skin, here he was. Dying to fuck you.

And like that, Kaz was shirtless again. With a bandaged waist, nonetheless, but finally you were allowed to explore his chest as you had yearned to do so badly moments ago. Feel the strength of his muscles, run your fingers over the surface of his pale skin.

But you wanted to allow him such pleasure, too. So momentarily, you hurriedly peeled your shirt off from yourself, cold air hitting your shoulders. With coy eyes, you gazed at Kaz as you slowly reached at your back, releasing your bra, letting it fall to your legs and to the floor.

His eyes were free and vulnerable—a sight to behold. They disarmed immediately under your gaze, then wandered greedily as they meandered the softness of your skin and the pertness of your breasts. Before long his fingertips and the sensation of his lips were all over you.

His gloved fingers brushed against your breast, his tongue delicately roaming your sensitive nipple. You mewled, throbbing, yearning and needing all at once at his touch, fingers crawling at his back, grabbing at what they could.

"Kaz.." you whispered, edged with something harsh like sin. Greed. Desire. He groaned against your skin with his lips exploring your breast.

"Such a good girl.." he hissed. Your brows tightened in pleasure, your restless fingers bringing themselves to dig into Kaz's hair.

Lower and lower, Kaz moved, towards your aching cunt. You were just so sensitive; every brisk touch sent shivers down your spine, engendering greatly your growing need for Kaz deep inside of you.

His clothed fingers slipped into the sides of your pants, and steadily, pulled them down your thighs and down to your legs, allowing you to squirm out of the garment and push it aside. And he did this all while maintaining a lustful gaze—silent, but intimate and personal. The intent of his gaze pulsated in the blue of his eyes.

The intensity in the air was so sharp, it could have been sliced by a dagger. As the tension continued burned, your hand reached for Kaz's.

He scrutinized you intently as you placed his gloved hand in yours. You'd heard tales from the crows about the truth of Brekker's gloves as well as from the whispered rumors of the Barrel; he had never allowed anything to brush his bare fingers, at least for as long as he'd owned his gloves. You knew this was something to do with his past—the tales of his digits being stained with blood made you scoff. Although you wanted to unveil all the layers of Kaz, explore his past and understand the core of who he was, you understood that it would take time.

"..Is this.." you began, holding his hand in yours, as you snuck two of your fingers just barely into his glove. He looked afraid—you knew this was novel to him as his eyes gaped. "Is this okay?"

Kaz's blue eyes then averted from your hand to you and your comforting, lovely gaze. Even if this was difficult for him, he knew he was safe with you. Something about you soothed him, made him want to open up, and there weren't many with the same ability as you.

"Slowly." He eventually whispered, and his voice, his voice was no longer strict. It was wanting, heartfelt.

With an assuring nod of your head, you peeled his glove from off his hand. His hand was beautiful—his skin was soft and his fingers were slim and worked. You guided his fingers between yours, massaging his sleek skin, slowly welcoming his touch.

"I wish you wouldn't hide this." Your voice was low, husky, matching the quiet and amorous atmosphere of the room. "You've got beautiful hands."

"What makes you think that?" He inquired. He was staring at you so intently, eyes so sharp and cunning. He couldn't get enough of you.

You ran your fingertip along the side of his finger, stroking it back and forth. "You have strong skin. Strong fingers; it shows how far you've come."

His brow raised softly. He loved how you worded things; he never thought he'd hear such a thing about him in his life.

Desire sprouting inside of him, Kaz cupped your jaw with his vulnerable hand so quickly you didn't process it until you realized his lips were back on yours. He kissed you fervently, gliding his other hand along your side and onto your breast.

You went like that for awhile until he was back down at your waist. You stood, back against the seat, your cunt begging for touch as Kaz fiddled with the cotton of your underwear, teasing you, loving seeing you so bare.

"You're so perfect." He said as he scrutinized your body. Every scar from the battles before, he loved every inch of you. A tender smile grew on your face.

Patience withered, he slipped the panties from under you. His bare fingers traveled, and he slipped one into your entrance, breaking the earlier anticipation. Your breath hitched, lips split as you watched in front of you, Kaz Brekker fingering you. Like each one of your dreams went.

His left hand followed to press against your clit, rubbing circles into your cunt. The feeling of his fingers was more pleasurable than you could’ve ever imagined—you grasped the edges of the seat, breathing heavily. You were already so wet.

You were mewling and struggling to contain your composure as Kaz entered his ring finger in, pumping his two digits slowly in, allowing you to get accustomed to the tense feeling. He continued to play your pussy with his fingers, eyes reaching your dazed ones.

“There you go. All mine.” He crooned, hovering forward, as he was on his knees, to unleash hot breaths onto your lower stomach and waist, staining your skin with his saliva.

“Kaz…Kaz, don’t stop..” you begged, going on to dig your fingers into his brunette strands of hair, grasping his scalp and tightening your already taut hold as he quickened his pace.

At this point you were a mess. You bucked against his hands as his fingers kept hitting that sweet spot inside of you. Moans fled your mouth, your body stuttered and buckling. Sweat trailed at your temples, the beginning fluids of your climax coating Kaz’s fingers and trailing down your shivering thighs.

“Kaz, I’m gonna..” you bit you lip as his pace became quick and restless. You felt your climax approach, and your body could just barely handle it as your fingers gripped the edge of the seat and roam Kaz’s hair desperately.

“You gonna cum for me?” You nodded fervently with tightened brows. He loved seeing you like this, all he wanted to see was you come undone for him, split in front of him and climax onto his working fingers. “Come on, darling. Cum for me.”

That tipped you over the edge. Your pupils dug into the back your head as your back arched simultaneously. “Fuck!” You cried with collapsed breaths, and you came undone right there. Fluids dripped and coated your pussy, leaving Kaz’s fingers soaked. You shook intermittently, breaths dissolving into the air like mist with your eyes shut, processing all the pleasure that you’d felt all at once.

“Perfect.” Kaz said as he came back up to you, watching as you shook in your strained breaths.

And once more, he connected his lips to yours.

[rafesgirl-14]

I love this so much

thinking about blowing kisses at kaz brekker because he’s not ready for real ones yet and him pretending like it embarrasses him even though you know he secretly loves it

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I Think He Knows : Freddy Carter x Reader

Description: 2.5k wc, y/n finds a photo of her boyfriend Freddy and tries to hide her reaction do it from him. Only, based on his actions, she fears he already knows.

Warnings: if you want to skip the more spicy (NO smut/nothing explicit) part, only read till the second banner/divider! Otherwise: Suggestive (but NO smut), a little spicy (again NO smut), flirting, mentions of relationship and being attracted to someone, could curse words

Y/n was scrolling through Instagram, typically liking every few posts. She yawned as she continued dragging her thumb across her phone screen, the living room television playing reruns in the background. Just as y/n went to close the app, her eyes caught sight of a photo she’d never seen before. Not that that in itself was unusual on her Instagram feed. But, what made it unusual was that the photo was of her boyfriend Freddy.

Y/n swallowed thickly as her eyes darted up and down the photo. The photo was of her long term boyfriend Freddy and a friend of his from Oxford School of Drama. Y/n recognized the friend as Lewis, but that was as much attention as that half of the photo got. She felt her heart beating irregularly fast as her eyebrows froze in a raised position.

No matter how hard y/n tried to simply like the photo, maybe leave a comment, and then scroll past -like any sane person would-, she couldn’t. Y/n studied the photo even after she took a screenshot of it, her eyes unable to leave Freddy’s face. It was overwhelming and yet euphoric at the same time. Every time y/n thought she’d noticed each detail of the photo of her boyfriend, something else came to her attention. His hair, his smirk, his hand position, his body language, his hoodie, his little side swoop by his temple, his slightly furrowed eyebrows, his-

“Darling?” Freddy called out, walking into the living room. He raised an eyebrow as his girlfriend quickly looked up from her phone, a slightly guilty expression on her face. Freddy tilted his head sideways as he neared where y/n was sitting silently. “Love?” He asked when he saw the hint of guilt in her eyes change into confusion and then to annoyance.

Y/n huffed lightly, crossing her legs as she looked up at Freddy. “You didn’t tell me you ran into Lewis the other day,” she said, pretending if that’s what bothered her instead of it being the fact she’d never seen that excruciatingly beautiful photo before.

Freddy hummed in a soft manner, sitting beside y/n. “I didn’t,” he chuckled in slight confusion, “I saw him just moments ago, love”. Freddy watched the confusion on y/n’s face increase as she leaned back to look him up and down. He grabbed her free hand and ran his fingers over the back of it as he waited for her response.

“Hmm,” y/n mumbled, her eyes settling on Freddy’s hair. It wasn’t much different than the photo she’d been practically drooling over moments ago. But, Freddy wasn’t currently wearing the hoodie in the photo, and he obviously didn’t have the sinfully attractive smirk on his lips at the present moment. “You’re not wearing the hoodie,” y/n spoke quietly, as if trying to think through the situation aloud.

“Well, umm.., no, love, I took it off when-,” Freddy explained, pausing as his eyebrow crept back upwards. “The hoodie?” He asked, a small smirk forming. Freddy chuckled to himself as he watched y/n squirm slightly.

“Lewis posted the photo you guys took,” y/n quickly replied, waking her phone screen back up. She turned the device towards Freddy to show him the photo in question.

Freddy casually looked over the photo before he nodded slowly. “Okay…” he murmured, but his smirk showed he knew where y/n was going with this. “And?” Freddy taunted with faux innocence.

Y/n swallowed and looked away from Freddy. She shrugged infinitesimally. “Just… hadn’t seen it before,” y/n defended in a shaky attempt at disinterest. “And you’re not wearing it now,” she added.

Freddy licked his lips slowly as he scooted closer to y/n. “It’s new,” he admitted with a chuckle. “And I’m not wearing it as I’m home now and don’t need it,” Freddy shrugged. “Did… did you want me to put it back on?” He asked, licking his bottom lip as he looked over y/n’s tense and flushed state.

Y/n hummed and shook her head. “Oh, n-no, just hadn’t seen it is all,” she whispered.

“Love, are you alright?” Freddy asked, squeezing y/n’s hand. He suppressed a laugh as he watched her try to clear her mind. Freddy had seen the look in y/n’s eyes when he’d first entered the room, a satisfied warmth and confidence promptly instilling in him.

Y/n nodded, setting her phone down. She gave Freddy a soft smile. “So, how was Lewis?” Y/n asked, hoping to move past the photo before Freddy caught on.

“He’s fine,” Freddy told her. He wasn’t done watching y/n try to hide her reaction to the photo just yet. “What got you so upset about the photo, darling?” Freddy questioned, stroking her cheek with his thumb.

Y/N’s eyes flickered to Freddy’s lips as he caressed her face. She silently scolded herself and forced her eyes back up to meet his. “I wasn’t upset,” y/n confessed, adding an emphasis to the last word unintentionally. She winced slightly as she heard the way she’d said it.

Freddy fought to keep his smirk small as he noticed y/n’s tone. “No?” He questioned casually, “you seemed…really focused”. Freddy swallowed his laughter as y/n’s eyes widened slightly.

“Oh, no, I was-,” y/n rambled, stopping as she watched Freddy closer. She witnessed his lips forming a smug smirk. “You know, don’t you?” Y/n asked exasperatedly.

Freddy raised an eyebrow as he fought with his lips to stop smirking. “Know what, love?” He asked softly.

Y/n had a feeling her boyfriend knew the effect he’d had on her before he’d even gotten home, but she didn’t want to tell him in the event he actually didn’t. She slowly shook her head, uncertain if Freddy knew or not. “Nothing… Anyways,” y/n muttered, “what did you want to do for dinner?”. She settled back into her seat as Freddy accepted the change in topic.

“Ready to go, love?” Freddy questioned, leaning against the bathroom doorframe. He watched as y/n looked through the makeup she had on the counter. Freddy chuckled lovingly as y/n nodded despite grabbing another makeup brush.

Y/n heard Freddy’s good natured laugh and she shook her head. “Okay, fine,” she laughed, “I’ll be ready in a moment”. Y/n applied some more blush to her cheeks, focusing on her skin as she leaned towards the mirror. She could hear Freddy moving further into their bathroom as she lowered the brush back down.

“You don’t need this, you know that?” Freddy commented, stepping nearer to his girlfriend. He chuckled as she nodded and replied that he told her that all the time so she had to know by now. Freddy smiled to himself as he shook his head. “As long as you know that,” he hummed.

“But, you look radiant either way, y/n/n,” Freddy complimented as he hooked his arms around y/n’s waist. He blushed when he heard her comment about how she loved having him as her hype man. Freddy leaned forward and rested his head on y/n’s shoulder as she finished her makeup.

Y/n nearly elbowed Freddy when her face leaned away from the mirror enough for her to look up and see what he was wearing. Her arms flung backwards and dropped to her sides in shock. Y/n watched as Freddy smirked widely at her in the mirror; he knew. In fact, any doubt that she was reading into it too much was erased when Freddy’s face formed the same expression from the photo.

Y/n spun around and stared at Freddy. “You do know!” She gasped, playfully shoving his chest away as he laughed. “You suck!” Y/n groaned. “I got all dressed up just for this?!”

Freddy shook his head, grabbing y/n’s hands from his sternum. “We’re still going to dinner,“ he laughed, kissing the back of her hands.

“In a hoodie?” Y/n questioned, glaring teasingly at her smug boyfriend.

“Jumper,” Freddy corrected in a joking manner. “But, yes,” he shrugged. “What’s the problem with that? Does it bother you in some way?” Freddy asked mockingly as y/n pulled her hands back.

Y/n groaned and hid her face in her hands. “Shut up, Carter,” she huffed.

Freddy laughed loudly, shaking his head softly. He gently took hold of y/n’s hands yet again as he delicately pulled them from her face. “Darling, it’s okay,” Freddy assured her. He morphed his smirk into a smile as he calmed down.

Y/n shook her head, not looking at Freddy. Her eyes are glued to the tiled flooring between their feet.

Freddy quieted his laughter, slowly stepping closer to y/n. “‘ey, love,” he said warmly, “truly, it’s okay”. Freddy pulled her closer to him as he whispered, “there’s no need to be shy. You know plenty of ways to get that kind of reaction out of me”.

Y/n glanced up at Freddy, a small smile on her face. She nodded slowly, his reassurance helping her embarrassment some. Y/n sighed softly and let out a laugh in disbelief over her predicament. She laid her head against the collar of Freddy’s hoodie, burying herself into his embrace.

Freddy chuckled quietly, rubbing y/N’s back. “Next time, just tell me to get a hoodie,” he teased lightly. “I’ll buy every jumper in this bloody town if this is how you react,” Freddy smirked. He felt the vibrations from y/N’s voice against his neck, but the bunched-up fabric of his collar muffled her words.

“What was that, darling?” Freddy asked, leaning back a bit to make her head lift off the silencing fabric.

Y/n glared halfheartedly at Freddy. “Don’t make me repeat myself,” she grumbled.

Freddy shook his head as he chuckled briefly. “I swear, my love, I truly didn’t hear you,” he promised. Seeing the doubt on y/n’s face, Freddy continued, “the collar of this jumper you love so much, muted you”.

Y/n nodded, a bashful expression on her face. “I said that it’s not just the hoodie,” she confessed nervously.

Freddy raised an eyebrow at y/n in slight surprise. “No?” He asked, hoping for further clarification.

“No,” y/n said as she shook her head lightly. She knew Freddy would likely want to hear more, but she was feeling shy. Normally she could keep her emotions in place enough to not react so clearly and openly.

“‘old on love,” Freddy cooed softly. His demeanor and tone has shifted into a more serious but compassionate manner. “First, I want to address why you are so nervous about this,” Freddy informed y/n as his thumbs reached her cheekbones. “I hope your know that you can tell me everything, and that we can talk about whatever”.

“I do,” y/n promised, eyes staring into Freddy’s to show the candor behind her words.

Freddy let out a small sigh of relief as he smiled. “Then why are you so shy, love?” He wondered.

Y/n pursed her lips. “Cause…” she mumbled. “I don’t trust you,” y/n told Freddy as she crossed her arms over her chest.

“What?” Freddy gushed, eyes widening. “Y-You just said-“ he sighed.

Y/n uncrossed her arms and held up one hand to Freddy. “I trust that I can tell you it,” she reassured him. “But, I also know you’re gonna use it against me,” y/n concluded, lowering her hand to her side.

“I would never-“ Freddy attested, brows furrowed in confusion and slight offense.

Y/n didn’t respond verbally. Instead, she just looked Freddy up and down. When y/n finished, her eyes locked with his, a knowing and taunting expression on her face.

Freddy chuckled as he caught onto y/n’s meaning and point. “Ooh,” he grinned. “Wait, are you complaining?” Freddy teased, glancing down at his jumper hoodie.

“Never,” y/n murmured truthfully. “But,” she whispered, playing with the hem of his hoodie, “just know your limits, Carter”.

Freddy felt his face flush as a warm sensation rushed through him. “Which are?” He taunted coyly.

Y/n rolled eyes playfully as she shook her head. She pulled great Freddy closer to her with a smile. Her arms hooked around his neck as she moved in for a passionate kiss. When they broke away for sure, y/n smirked. “Limits Freddy, limits”.

Freddy bit his lip as he caught his breath from the wonderfully unexpected kiss. He leaned closer to his girlfriend with a smirk. “I have to know these other things if it’s not just the jumper,” Freddy pleaded, eager to make a mental list.

“Was it the way I-?” Freddy began. This was nearly the millionth question he’d asked in a matter of minutes. They’d just returned from dinner and Freddy was already asking question after question to try and find out what all intrigued y/n about the photo.

“Freddyy!!!!” Y/n shouted followed by a laugh. She shook her head as she hung up the keys by the front door.

“I just want to make sure I’m keeping your interest,” Freddy commented with a smug grin. He waited until y/n turned back around to face him before he wrapped his arms around her waist. Freddy pressed a kiss to her hairline.

“Shut up, Carter,” y/n scolded, softly pushing him back so she could see his face. “You know damn well you do,” she reminded him. “Especially after today, you know you clearly are,” y/n pointed out.

Freddy’s smirk grew as his face turned a deeper red. “But, I don’t know how,” he murmured, hands resting on y/N’s hips.

Y/n groaned, “oh my God”. “Stop, you little shit,” she whined, making Freddy laugh. “But, if you must know…,I don’t know….,” y/n rambled, “it’s just… gah! Like, you looked… so comfy and cozy, yet your expression was the opposite… and like, you’re so sweet, but the pose sooo wasn’t,… and you looked a fuckboy that years ago I would’ve let destroyed my life, yet I know you’re wonderfully the opposite… and that’s just…ahh!”

Freddy was blushing like a madman. “Th-that’s all I have to do?” He asked breathily. “Just be me?” Freddy clarified.

Y/n nodded, “just be you”. She kissed his cheek before she opened the door to their bedroom. Y/n laid down on top of the covers in a dramatic fashion. “It’s really not fair,” she murmured. “I swear, Freddy, you get hotter everyday somehow and I just-“ y/n complimented.

Freddy had climbed onto the bed and towered over y/n. Upon hearing her rambling compliments, he cut her off with a grateful kiss. Freddy smirked down at her, “should I leave this on tonight?” He gasped lightly in shock as y/n tugged on the strings of his jumper hoodie to lower his face towards her.

Y/n hooked her finger around the v shaped stitching at the center of the collar on Freddy’s hoodie and pulled towards herself. “That stupid smug attitude, Freddy,” she griped, eyes focused on his. “I swear,” y/n groaned, making Freddy chuckle smugly again. Y/n rolled her eyes and slammed her lips onto his. “Just stop it with the hoodie already because I don’t want the damn jacket, I want-“ She complained breathlessly.

“I know,” Freddy smirked. He quickly tore off the jumper hoodie, tossing it blindly towards the corner of the room. Freddy hummed softly as he lowered his lips down to y/n’s collarbone.

Maybe Freddy knowing wasn’t too bad after all.

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Part 2

The air was frosty, puffs of steam escaping from our mouths with each deep exhale. I walked behind Jesper, Kaz, and Inej, looking around cautiously. Until we got away from here, we needed to be very careful. Ahead, as agreed, there was a carriage with horses harnessed. Jesper did an excellent job, unlike the rest of us.

The Sun Summoner slipped from our grasp; we didn't even spend a minute near her. Now, I was sure that none of us had a further plan. Right now, I think we'll head to the city and decide our next move there. Perhaps we'll still have a chance to catch the Summoner, get a million kruge, return to Ketterdam, and continue living a normal life.

Up ahead, the guys are arguing about something, mostly Kaz and Jesper. As we approach the carriage, I look around once again. While Jesper, followed by Inej and Kaz, climb onto the driver's seat, I peer into the darkness, checking if anyone is following us. Getting caught now, when we're almost free from the guards, would be foolish.

"Grace, come on, take a seat," Jesper teases, saying those words with a playful tone because he finds something amusing. I turn my head towards them, inspecting the horses, the carriage, and my friends who have already settled in and are waiting for me.

Yes, I've become quite suspicious. Just ten minutes ago, I killed a person, and even the fact that I saved Inej from her personal sin and Kaz from death doesn't calm me down in the slightest. Now, I sense treachery everywhere, as if there's a threat behind every corner, a Grisha or a soldier. I place my right foot on the step, balance my left foot on the edge near Kaz, and pull myself up using my arms on the roof. I sit next to Inej, tucking my left leg under me and letting my right leg hang down from my side.

Throughout all this, I avoid looking at anyone, keeping my gaze down. I feel Inej glancing at me anxiously, torn between the impulse to take my hand, which I'm currently gripping the edge of the carriage roof between Jesper and Kaz, or to leave things as they are and maybe talk about it later in private. She knows I won't pour my heart out in front of the guys, especially not in front of Brekker. Not my style.

Still, she chooses the second option, leaving me with a genuinely encouraging smile when I look at her. Yes, Inej, you're one of the few who understands me. Jesper is still chatting away to Kaz, until Kaz asks him about the whereabouts of the Sun Summoner. Jesper smiles, as if the fate of the entire world depends on him right now, and releases the horses. The carriage jolts, so I grip the edge of the roof tighter.

Dawn was approaching. Maybe another half hour or so, and the sun would start rising above the horizon, painting the sky in shades of pink, filling the darkness of the night with light. We continue to roll through the streets of Os Alta, checking for any pursuit. Tails are unnecessary now, and changing clothes would be a good idea; dressed as guards, we might raise too many questions.

"Jesper, turn down a less crowded street, we need to change clothes before sunrise attracts attention."

Jesper nods and turns onto another, less bustling street. We tried to head to the outskirts of the city, again, not to raise suspicions from the residents or the guards, since some of them have seen us. We pull under a bridge, and Jesper stops the horses.

"Alright, you guys go first," Inej says, "stuff inside." She pats the roof of the dark carriage. Kaz and Jesper jump down first, getting inside the carriage. Inej and I slowly descend from the roof, stretching our limbs.

I wrap myself in the coat that was part of the guard uniform and exhale with relief. We escaped. Inej approaches me slowly, touching my shoulder. It happens so unexpectedly that I flinch.

"Don't you want to talk about it?" Inej never insisted, not even now, but there was an underlying plea in her voice, like saying, "It'll be easier if you tell." I sigh deeply a few times, swallowing the lump in my throat, and rub my fingertips together. I've always done this when nervous.

- "And what do you want to hear?" I ask quietly because I don't want anyone to hear me at all. After all, I know that Kaz is listening in on us. Inej presses her plump lips together, rubbing my shoulder in support. - "I killed a person, Inej... I never imagined anything like this, never played out in my head how something like this could happen."

Inej listens, nodding humbly at certain moments, and I continue speaking just as softly, not breaking the tone.

- "And I absolutely can't understand myself. At times, I tremble as if with a fever. I remember his body, that dagger sticking out of his head, and a wave of panic engulfs me. But there comes a moment when I don't... I can't..." I pause, interrupting my rapid mumbling, something resembling a confession, and I raise my eyes to Inej. - "I can't imagine what it would be like if you did it... I can't imagine if Grisha had reached Kaz and killed him. And in those moments, I realize that I did everything right, that I wouldn't have done it differently, it wouldn't have worked out differently. And it becomes even scarier from that..."

Tears well up in strong and brave Inej's eyes, I see how much it hurts her to listen to this, but she swallows the lump of tears and says:

- "Why didn't you let me do it?"

- "You yourself said it was a sin..." I smile at the corner of my lips and watch as Suli's face relaxes. - "And I couldn't let you do it."

She smiles, a small tear running down her cheek, which Gafa couldn't hold back. Without thinking about anything or anyone, she turns me completely toward her and hugs me, holding me tightly against her body.

How weak I feel. I'm sure Inej would have held herself together, not showing her emotions, not showing how much she's suffering from what she's done. She would have swallowed it and perhaps forgotten over time, continuing to live on and instilling her faith in everyone. Unfortunately, I'm not Inej...

- "You know what your problem is, Grace?" Inej asks, pulling away from me but not letting go of my shoulders. Our height difference is noticeable now. Not much, but I'm about five centimeters taller than Inej. - "You're afraid that we'll look at you differently. You're afraid that I or Jesper or Kaz will look at you as a killer, accuse you of it. Deep down, you think that our attitude toward you will change, but it won't. It will never be like that."

Inej speaks in a full voice, not afraid to be heard, but apparently, that's so I'll literally ingrain her words into my head.

- "Thank you, Inej..." I whisper words of gratitude to the Suli who looks at my eyes, now full of tears, with a smile. Our brave Suli certainly knows how to move me.

Jesper jumps out of the carriage first, and then Kaz follows, seemingly limping even more on his right leg. I wipe away the tears so the guys won't see. Otherwise, I'd endure a month of Jesper's jokes about women's tears. But even for that, I adore him.

- "Your turn," the sharpshooter rushes to inform us. All this time, he kept looking back, staring at the large chest for belongings attached to the back of the carriage. But I decide not to ask him about it. Who knows, maybe he just imagined it, so I jump ahead of Inej into the carriage, closing the door.

For a few minutes, we don't get out of the carriage, adjusting our clothes and rearranging our weapons. Inej mostly has knives, both long and short, for close and ranged combat, each with its name. I, on the other hand, stick with the usual: a pistol, bullets, and two daggers. One was given to Inej, the other gifted by Kaz.

The spot where Brekker's gift used to rest was now empty.

We jump out of the carriage and approach the guys who are discussing something.

- "We need to find some tavern, stay there for a while, and come up with a plan for our next actions," Kaz says, inspecting Inej and me for readiness, pausing his gaze on my hand that now rests on my thigh with an empty sheath for the dagger. Kaz doesn't reveal anything; he doesn't even frown. He just raises his eyes to me, and we exchange glances.

- "We passed a tavern not far from here; I think we could stop there," Jesper suggested. In the meantime, I shift my gaze from Kaz to Wylan, as I can't withstand the intensity of his penetrating eyes. At another time, sure, we might have even competed in staring contests, but right now, I'm just a couple of steps away from remembering my recent conversation with Inej and bursting into tears again.

- "I think that's a good idea," Inej agrees, already turning towards the carriage.

- "Agreed," I nod approvingly because I don't see any other options. We all head towards the carriage, and then I notice once again how Jesper keeps looking in the direction of the chest. - "Jesper, what are you peering at over there?" He only grins slyly, looking first at me, then at Kaz and Inej, and then shifting his gaze back to the chest.

- "Oh, just making sure we don't lose anyone else's belongings along the way," we all look at him in surprise, I even raise an eyebrow in confusion, - "you never know, maybe the cargo is too valuable."

- "You can check it yourself later." Kaz scowls, responding to Jesper's words with a grim expression.

- "Of course, we will make sure to check..."

I can only smile, shaking my head from side to side. It's always fun with Jesper around; if it weren't for him, I can't imagine how our heists would go without his presence and his sense of fun for everyone.

And above the rooftops, the sun of a new day was already shining brightly.

[hotpinkboots]

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~𝕽𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝕲𝖚𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘~

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HELLO THERE, DARLING! My requests are always OPEN! Feel free to spam my inbox as much as you like, there is no limit! Tags: #pinkie speakie (random/related to fanfic/answering anons) #pink's fanfic (fanfiction tag)

Want to suggest something to me? Here are some guidelines! Masterlists

Current Requests: 12 (If I don't update the number within a few days of you sending in the request, it was most likely deleted. You can always send in a different request if I don't accept!)

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~𝓕𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖒𝖘 𝓘 𝓦𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝓦𝖎𝖙𝖍:~

Videogames:

•Undertale •Deltarune •A Hat In Time (VANESSA MY BELOVED) •Five Nights At Freddy's •SCP Containment Breach •Friday Night Funkin' (Specifically Mommy Mearest and GF but I'll write for any of the characters)

Movies:

•Rocky Horror Picture Show •Shock Treatment •ALL Tim Burton Movies •ALL Helena Bonham Carter characters •Coraline (Only the Other Mother) •Labyrinth (1986) •Harry Potter ✨Note:✨ I'm a movie enthusiast! The movies listed here are just ones I chose off the top of my head. You can request with other movies, there's a good chance I've seen it if it was made in the 1930s - 1980s.

Shows and YouTube Series:

•Steven Universe •What We Do In The Shadows •ENA

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I Will Write:

•Yandere •Angst •Fluff •ADHD •Love Triangles (Character A + Character B fighting over the Reader)•Mildly Heated Scenes (but NOT full-on smut) •You may only request Headcanons, but I also occasionally will write oneshots •Female reader (You may also request gender-neutral, but be aware that all of my writing will be aimed at the ladies.)

etc., feel free to ask questions!

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I Won't Write:

✨Note:✨ I will not write about something I do not have, or something I don't have experience with. It's not my place to write with things I have no personal experience with.

•Disabilities (such as autism, deaf/hard of hearing, physical disabilities, ect.)•Trans Reader •Pregnancy •Smut (implied smut is fine) •Male Reader (Only Female/Gender Neutral) •As stated before, no smut, but can be implied. •Homophobia •Racism

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Rules:

•You must give me details about your request. If there is not enough for me to go off of, then I won't write it. •You may request as many times as you wish, but do not spam one request multiple times. •Do not attempt to pressure me into writing your request. •Do not rush my writing. •Requests will always be assumed romantic unless told otherwise •Character limit is 1 but keep in mind that you can request as many times as you want •DNI if under 14

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~Love, PinkBoots

© 2024 HotPinkBoots, All Rights Reserved. Under no circumstance is anybody to copy or translate my works without my explicit permission.

[minasvalentine]

Kaz is checking me out ik ik

[soapyghostie]

Welcome Ghosties! 👻

My name is Sophia Lynn, but you may call me Sophi! ❤ I’m a horror writer who writes for Slashers and Dead by Daylight Below you’ll find all the information necessary if you’re looking to request or read any of my works. Stay safe and take care of yourself!

requests open! (Check character list below)

masterlists 🎃 Slashers 🎃 Dead by Daylight

Characters 🎃 Jason Voorhees 🎃 Michael Myers 🎃 Freddy Krueger 🎃 Bubba Sawyer 🎃 Nubbins Sawyer 🎃 Choptop Sawyer 🎃 Drayton Sawyer 🎃 Thomas Hewitt 🎃 Bo Sinclair 🎃 Vincent Sinclair 🎃 Lester Sinclair 🎃 Norman Bates 🎃 Hannibal Lecter 🎃 Amanda Young 🎃 Billy Loomis 🎃 Stu Macher 🎃 Charles ‘Chucky’ Lee Ray 🎃 Tiffany Valentine 🎃 Brahms Heelshire 🎃 Billy Lenz 🎃 Pinhead 🎃 Pyramid Head 🎃 Ash Williams 🎃 Albert Wesker 🎃 Pearl 🎃 Harry Warden 🎃 Carrie White 🎃Jennifer Check 🎃 The Trapper/Evan MacMillan 🎃 The Doctor/Herman Carter 🎃 The Hillbilly/Max Thompson Jr. 🎃 The Wraith/Phillip Ojomo 🎃 The Huntress/Anna 🎃 The Legion/F.J.S.J 🎃 The Ghost Face/Danny Johnson 🎃 The Deathslinger/Caleb Quinn 🎃 The Spirit/Rin Yamaoka 🎃 The Trickster/Ji-Woon Hak 🎃 The Knight/Tarhos Kovács

Rules 🎃 Don’t request more than 3 characters. It can become a handful. 🎃 I’ll delete any requests that I can’t understand, make me uncomfortable, or are too complicated to write about. 🎃 Please be polite when asking for a request. Thank you! 🎃 I don’t write: NSFW/smut, pedophilla, rape, or romantic age gap relationships

Have fun! ❤️

[kining-the-evil]

Request- Open

Below the cut is information on how to request as well as my masterlist.

I give no permission for anyone to repost any of my works on anything. This is the only place my fics will be

Masterlist

Fandoms-

Agent Carter

Agents of shield

Avengers

Criminal Minds

Five Night at Freddy’s

Heathers(1988)

House MD

Hunger Games

Knives out

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Characters I Write For-

Knives Out

Ransom Drysdale

Marta Cabrera

Agents of shield

Phill Coulson

Daisy Johnson

Leo Fitz

Jemma Simmons

Grant Ward

Al MacKenzie

Melinda May

Avengers

Tony Stark

Steve Rogers

Clint Barton

Natasha Romanoff

Bruce banner

Wanda Maximoff

Pietro Macimoff

Kate Bishop

Thor

Bucky Barnes

Vision

James Rhodes

Shuri

Valkyrie

Loki

Scott Lang

Agent Carter

Peggy Carter

Howard Stark

Criminal Minds

Spencer Reid

Aaron Hotchner

Penelope Garcia

Derek Morgan

Jennifer Jareau

Emily Prentiss

David Rossi

Heathers(1989)

J.D(Jason Dean)

Veronica Sawyer

Heather Chandler

Heather Duke

Heather McNamara

House MD(I’m on season five so this is subject to chance)

Gregory House

James Wilson

Lisa Cuddy

Eric Forman

Robert Chase

Hunger Games

Finnick Odair

Johanna Mason

Haymitch Abernathy

Katniss Everdeen

Peeta Mellark

Scream

Billy Loomis

Stu Macher

Dewey Riley

Randy Meeks

Sam Carpenter

Tara Carpenter(only after high school)

Mandy Meeks-Martin(only after high school)

Chad Meeks-Martin(only after high school)

Five Nights at Freddy’s

William Afton(both movie and game)

Michael Afton

Michael Schmidt(movie)

Vanessa(movie)

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Situations I’ll Write-

Angst

Fluff

Smut

Yandere

Age regression

Parental

Omegavers

Plus size situations

Fem!reader

Masc!reader

Nonbinary reader

[ad0rati0ns]

i'm feeling like i'm in a bit of a writing slump, so if anyone would like to dm about plots or threads, lmk <3 i have a lot of muses to work with, haha sometimes i don't know what to do with them.

i don't mind angst, at all, but i will not write taboo things. i also prefer to fade-to-black in smut senarios, so if you're looking for a smut-heavy thread, i'm sorry!

i'm gonna try and work on some of the threads i have. All of my muses are like period, historical, or fantasy! Here are my muses that I currently write with, if you want to check them out:

Women <3

Athena Cunningham (Maia Mitchell fc). Plays noblewomen, princesses, etc. Good for regency or later. She's reckless and a little naive.

Henrietta Owens (Alisha Boe). Plays servants, village girls, princesses, handmaidens, noblewomen, low-key anything. Good for both medieval and regency plots! She's passionate and well-rounded.

Juliet Fairchild (Kristine Froseth). Plays any period role. She's expressive, usually wealthy, and kinda spoiled. She means well, though.

Sara Sarrarel (Poppy Drayton). Plays princesses, village girls, any medieval/fantasy role tbh. I have her as more of a medieval character. She's stubborn and annoying <3

Reyna Rusnak (Millie Brady). She plays commoners, usually in a fantasy setting. She's better for darker themes just based on vibes alone. Works well in medieval settings. Her personality is pretty verse-dependent. I have her as being loyal, scrappy, and a little mysterious

Fiona Campbell (Sophie Skelton). She plays commoners, sex-workers, down-on-her luck characters. She could also probably be a noblewoman. She's my newest character so I'm still figuring her out. I think she's kinda jaded for some reason.

Men <3

Buck Birch (Tom Blyth). He is only in Western verse threads. He's usually an outlaw, but he could work as a common man, too. He's my most verse-specific character. He's charming, sly, and dangerous.

Shi Bolin. (Dylan Wang). He is good for bodyguards/knights/protectors. He could also be a weird, angsy prince. He's not the most friendly but he'll protect your character.

Remy Longfellow (Adrain Enscoe). He's good for regency/bridgerton things. He's your basic soft boy who's a little dumb <3

Alistair Brown (Thomas Brodie-Sangster). I usually play him as a tavern-owner. He can also be in Bridgerton type threads. He's hard-working, sarcastic, and a good man.

Benjamin Isakson (Jack Wolfe). He is usually only put in vampire threads tbh. He is good for fantasy/supernatural threads. He's naive, bookish, and he likes to study the supernatural. He is my personal baby.

James Parker (Harry Gilby). Usually more medieval threads. He's good as bodyguards or a loyal soilder. He wants to prove himself to his superior. He's just a young man that has to face a lot of darkness, I feel.

Alaric Blackwell (Freddy Carter). He works well in supernatural/fantasy threads. He can play a vampire hunter. He's a con-man and cannot be trusted.

I'd like to bring a Sean Teale muse somewhere, but I'm not sure about him yet.

Anyway, thanks!

[terrorbitch]

      hello. i feel like writing a bit so like this for a smut starter (based off ur wishlist maybe?) from one of the muses under the cut. 

mikey leblanc (paul mescal) colby dickens (margaret qualley)  harvey cyrus (jon bernthal)* max wolfe (jacob elordi)* logan carter (roberta colindrez) maggie ferreira (camila mendes) gunner sao (kj apa) eden huxley (elizabeth olsen) freddie zapata (michael trevino)* bear coney (mason gooding) wren stark (amy adams) spencer abernathy (winona ryder) rose abernathy (natalia dyer) crosby claufield (oliver jackson cohen)* brady van cortlandt (mia healey) mckenna van cortlandt (grace van patten) eleanor van cortlandt (samara weaving) kobie vila (aubrey plaza) lauren wolfe (renee rapp) ava wolfe (rosamund pike) 

* means pls read their bio / info since they have horror and/or supernatural elements to them.