#fragileminded

[sadpixelations]

Bare bare bones and your skin pulled tight.

With your broken back will you make it through the night.

I'm scared I'm so so scared.

[mo99i3]

..I literally smile at everyone, people at work, strangers walking past me in the street, I like sharing a little happy, it really does help with my own state of mind. Regardless of a fragile mind, always have a kind face! As a result of me just smiling at a stranger on my walk into work, she stopped me to say how lovely I look and she likes my dress!!!!⭐🌈❤️ #BEKIND #FRAGILEMIND #KEEPWALKINGFORWARD https://www.instagram.com/p/CGWx5vvHSXHJIJu8DPSywKZ5vmJCUmjNJXGmEM0/?igshid=1om535jljebb3

[rainforge]

Inktober days 7/8 The price of a broken heart The base idea for this one came from the question: What if a young noblewoman fell in love with the spirit of her magic mirror? I was actually going to draw these 2 prompts separate, but I was really unsatisfied with what I made for day 7. . . . #art #artist #Rainforge #ink #inkwork #inktober #inktober2019 #traditionalart #woman #mirror #fragile #enchanted #fragilehearts #fragileminds #pentel #brushpen #halloween #somber #sad #regret https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Z5HF5Dg7k/?igshid=120w39ore2f40

[sxxd-girls-blog]

✧ *:･ﾟ✧ FragileMinds ✧ *:･ﾟ✧

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[clearthesilence]

tagged by @hecate-mist

rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 others!

nickname: That’s going to be a long one... just kidding :D I used to be called Kiara (’cause of the Lion King), Robin (’cause I just love Robin Hood and shoot from a bow) and Shasta (’cause of my OC). Now I’m mostly known as Chris (derived from Kiara as it was mostly cut to Kiki) or Tonine.

zodiac: Sagittarius (also shoots from a bow, so cool) XD

height: Who knows? Something over 170 cm

last movie: Emmm, when was the last time I had a free evening? .... Oh I know! It wasn’t a movie, but a series. I watched Derry girls.

last google: law - ‘cause I needed a definition of it for a Tuesday test

song stuck in my head: Shipping up to Boston, Dropkick murphys ‘cause of Derry Girls

other blogs: none, one is enough, but I have other social media

do i get asks: no, almost never :D

blogs following: 295, so little? how comes???

amount of sleep: I’m ill now so something about 10 - 16 hours, literally

lucky numbers: 19

dream job: Something art related. I think that I’d be most happy working for a design company whatever she’d want me to do in this field

dream trip: Watching orcas in the wild near Iceland, I guess

favorite food: Mid European cuisine, really I can’t pick one meal, but right now I’m dying for stuffed Langos. I need it, but my mom refuses to bake it for me!

do i play any instruments: I play a guitar and a tin whistle. I’m learning on violin.

languages: I speak Czech and English. I understand Polish and Slovak and have knowledge of French, German, Irish and Welsh.

favorite songs: That’s even worse than the question concerning food. Like really? I think my mp3 player would navigate you to The Beatles folder, that’s where I wander the most.

aesthetic: whaaat, I need to google it. Like what I consider to be beautiful? Hmm, everything that’s green, lime green on my walls, spring time ‘cause everything’s green, autumn ‘cause it has thousands of colors, the warmth of the sun, singing by the fire, drinking hot coffee/tea/chocolate with completely empty mind, spending time in Irish pub, reading a good book

Okay, final stage, tagging. Feel free to refuse or take it even if you’re not tagged ;) the selection choice was mostly random

@tolhobbit, @thekingsstudy, @theonlysaylor, @jaackfrostt, @toldyoutobefine, @gracehuntress, @white--foxes, @lordoflocksley, @lostsplendor, @istillshootfilm, @the-devil-made-me-d0-it, @koffiex, @fragileminded, @satanic-bones, @fading-angels, @northernresidentorcas, @alovingmess, @blackfishsound, @threedaysgraceordie, @therealgingastuff, @timburtonmoviestills-blog

[skycakez]

saw this band at a festival thing, it was fuckin amazing. #Silenttheory #fragileminds

[frenchnavyy]

that moment when someone you've followed/admired for years on tumblr messages you on snapchat. Even though it was just about The Walking Dead..its like.....what. :o

:)

[presentlyaccountable]

fragileminded: 

People like you better when you’re sick and sad. They admire you for being alive and they care.  When you get better you get boring. You lose your painful edge, you’re no longer interesting. You are not deep, you’re not emaciated, you’re not bleeding, your wounds are not gaping. You’re no longer well articulated or creative, not as before anyway. You have healed and healing is - apparently boring.

"There she goes, happier, like everyone else" Life goes on. Yours too. Someday. I’d rather be boring than dead.

[everyfallentear]

Happy New Year?

Ringing in the new year alone with Tumblr. I am jealous of people who keep saying this was the best year of their lives. This was by far the worst year of my life. Last year at this time I made it 13 days w/o cutting and considered it a huge success. I have been in the hospital twice this year, seen five doctors, been on six different medications (currently taking six pills and a medicated lotion), lost four people from my life, was diagnosed with OCD, depression, and anxiety, have stubbled deeply with self-image and disordered eating, abused some drugs, tried to kill myself and cried more tears than the rest of my life combined. Good things happened as well such as starting college, meeting my roommate and RA and other awesome people, starting to recover, going on a cruise and a trip to NYC, working my first real job, and more. I just hate where my life is at, but love where it is headed. I just hope somewhere along the way I can shed all this sadness. I am trying to take things day by day and work through the pain. Truth be told, I still don't see anything wrong with suicide. I want to speak out, but first I need to believe what I am saying. Do things really get better? I hope 2014 proves they do. I have two New Year's Resolutions. The first is to get healthy. This includes mentally and physically. I want to spend less days sick in both areas (hopefully some things will be treated and healed). My other is to publish a book or begin working on publishing it. I have been running from my past because it is ugly and embarrassing. I want to embrace who I was and who I am. Karianne (fragileminded) and Demi Lovato have both inspired me to do this.

[gespielte-heiterkeit]

The girl whom you wished to know the identity of, her name is Karianne and her tumblr is fragileminded. As far as I am aware she has not self-harmed for over a year now c:

OMG, thank you so much for your message. She’s amazing!♡

[ilookok]

fragileminded replied to your post: someone please tell me I’...

You are not getting obese.

I really wasn't expecting it, thank you <3

[fulllblownrose-blog]

5 days and 7 hours IS an accomplishment. It took strength and a lot of hard work to make it to 5 days and 7 hours...and you know what? Even if you don't (for whatever reason) make it through the next hour, you've still made it 5 days and 7 hours, and that's still amazing. Absolutely NOTHING that happens next will erase the hard work you've put in up to now. Recovery is hard, you slip up, you make mistakes, and that's ok. It's all a part of the process...the mistake is only a "failure" or a negative thing, if you allow it to be. What really matters in the end is that you KNOW that you're strong enough to go 5 days and 7 hours, you know that, it's absolute fact, you've done it, you've proven to yourself that you can. If you slip - it's not the end of the world. You can do it again, you'll pick yourself up, and come back fighting. 

I won't make ANY claims to know you...the 'real' you, I mean. The you that someone can only know after time, and a building of mutual trust. I've followed you for a long time (not in a creepy stalker way) - I read your posts here on tumblr, and I read your post on wordpress...I definitely relate, and understand the struggles and emotions...but I'm not delusional. I know that for ever post you make, and every word you say, there are a thousand things you keep to yourself. 

There is, however, one thing that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt - and that is that you ARE stronger than you believe yourself to be, stronger than you give yourself credit for. You have a strength that you can't see from within yourself because you're too close to the situation - but people around you can see it. I've read the ups and downs, and there's a pattern that never fails, and that is that you never ever give up completely. You always come back fighting, you're determined in a way that so few people are or will ever have to be. Yes, you throw your hands up sometimes and let it take you over, you're 98% certain you're done with everything - but that 2% of you that keeps moving forward in spite of everything always comes shining through. 

I apologize if any of this has upset you or offended you in any way, that was not and never would be my intention. I just know, that for me, when I'm in that place where it all seems to be too much, having a reminder from someone that I can do it, and that despite everything I believe about myself, someone out there believes in me and cares enough to let me know that.

[myfleshwounds]

Okay when I saw this, for a second I thought it was fragileminded as in Karianne. I honestly almost died, then I realized it wasn't....

Thanks for the follow anyway! :)

[love--dove]

fragileminded - You are my inspiration. I look up to you for motivation to recovery more than anyone else. You are the strongest person I have the privilege to follow on Tumblr. You are so beautiful and I admire how, despite your own personal struggles, you manage to be there for others and write about how you got through it. Thank you for helping me keep going.

[tryingtosavekatelyn]

most moving thing I've read in months thank you

[larryrickard]

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