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[sturns-mermaid]

how i feel writing smut:

[sofia-is-a-sturniolo-triplet-fan]

What core is this?

@forgottxen CHILL

Love you, Mari 😽

Disclaimer: this is a JOKE! My hg made a typo when yapping to me. I simply HAD to screenshot this and make sure she'd never live this down 🤭🙏🏽

(She loves me and doesn't hate me for this, I promise!)

[sturns-mermaid]

IM SO DOWN BAD

BEARD MATT? DILF MATT????????

[st7rnioioss]

۶ৎ SKATER!CHRIS x GIRLY!READER

texts between skater!chris and girly!reader

˚𝜗𝜚 warnings... fluff, mentions of sex & fingering, cuties:33

𝜗𝜚˚࿔ notes: yay!!! texts are here:3 i hope my european babies had an awesome christmas, and those who celebrate tomorrow morning i hope u have a wonderful day!! i love u all

more skater!chris x girly!reader here!

۶ৎ taglist: @jetaimevous @missmimii @mattscoquette @pearlzier @witchofthehour @elizasturn @loveparqdise @delilahsturniolo @phone4pills @sturnsmia @hearts4werka @cayleeuhithinknott @strnilolover @sturnvxz @lovergirl4gracieabrams @ifwdominicfike @toftomgmf @emely9274 @sturnioloangell @blushsturns @forgottxen @slut4chris888 @marrykisskilled

© ST7RNIOIOSS est. 2023

[jjsloverre]

Drive- c.s

pairing: stoner!chris x blackfem!reader

summary: chris letting his girlfriend drive his car since he’s high out of his mind, then things get heated.

warnings: cursing, smut, mentions of drugs, mentions of weed, smoking, fingering

~established relationship~

~a/n: thank you guys for 100 followers i’m so grateful 🥹 (not proofread) and yes, i did the title the same as sza’s song cause i love sza🌺

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“baby ima need you drive, i wanna roll up.”

“wait i get to drive your car?!” you say excitedly.

“don’t get used to it. it’s a one time thing i like my car too much for you to fuck up.” he teased.

once he helped her into the driver seat, he got in the passenger seat and started to roll a blunt.

“where are we going?” you asked slightly looking at him. “to your crib. i’m spending the night.” you nodded, understanding him.

“i wanna take a hit too!” he immediately shook his head no.

“fuck no. i want you sober. you’re too beautiful to get caught up with drugs and there’s no way in hell i’ll let you smoke while you’re driving.” he said firmly.

“fineeee!”

as the car ride continued, chris finished two blunts and was high out of his mind. he peppered your neck with sweet kisses as you drove.

you were a good 15 minutes away from your house but chris was getting impatient. “spread your legs a lil bit f’me..” he said seductively.

you look confused because he said absolutely no distractions. “thought you said nothing could happen while i drive? especially if it’s your car?”

“fuck that i said that months ago. just one finger, i promise.” he begged and begged.

i don’t know how he did it, but he convinced you to let him finger you while you drove.

“just drive princess let me take care of this..” he purred, slipping not one, but two fingers knuckle deep inside of you.

you tried to hold your composure, and surprisingly you do. he was hitting all the right spots repeatedly and even faster than before.

as soon as you guys reached your apartment, you finally came, and hard. he worked toy through your orgasm as you moaned his name.

“alright enough of that, i have to be inside of you now.” she said, opening the car door and carrying me into the apartment.

“i drove good?” i asked.

“fuck yeah you did, and you rode my hand even better.”

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taglist: @sturniologirlzz @forgottxen

[sturns-mermaid]

WOW

look at me shy!sub!chris

"come on chris, i wanna see you" you pry. clenching subtly around his long dick, the boy underneath you should be anything but shy especially while his dick was buried deep inside you. but he was persistent. his large hands either were glued to his face or to your hips while his eyes focused on anything else in the room but you. the boldness that he had earlier while initiating the sex was long gone. shaking his head instantly he whined, "can't look gonna cum"

you coo at his worry, it's cute that he wants to last long for you. reaching over his chest, you place a soft hand under his prickly chin. tilting it so his head would be at the proper angle to make eye contact. "shy or not, if you don't look at me you're not cumming" you clarify. a whine of protest escaped his moisture filled mouth at your almost evil threat. his hands showed a form a protest at your statement aswell, digging eagerly into your sides, surely bruising them. his eyes differed from the rest of his body, they still refused to make contact with you.

bucking his hips up into yours was a sly attempt at swaying you; convincing you to let it slide this once. he smartly aimed for that sweet spot inside you to help his case. “please i can’t ‘s’mbarassing” he mumbled. your nails raked down his naked chest as you rolled your hips in a circle. building up the intensity slowly, to erupt some reaction from him. a whimper pried it's way out of the barrier of his teeth, helping the cogs in your brain turn. your emotions were messing with your usual dominance. it was slipping. feeling a sense of non faux sympathy— you let it go. you hated to give up but you couldn’t get over the tint that appeared on his round cheeks as you made any sort of contact with him. "when you cum then— i wanna see your pretty eyes as those cute moans fill my ears"

[malsmind]

paintings on his skin

matt sturniolo x reader

wc: 447

english is not my first language!

the fall evening was quiet, the only sound heard was the leafs rustling in the wind outside. you were over at your boyfriends and his brothers house, sitting on his bed, on your phone mindlessly scrolling trough instagram. matt was sat next to you, watching something on his TV. after scrolling through your phone for a while you eventually got bored of it, putting it down on matt’s nightstand. you shifted in his bed, laying on your side to cuddle up to matt now, watching TV with him. your focus couldn’t stay on it though, boredom starting to grow on you.

your eyes travelled over to your boyfriend, watching his chest rise and fall with every calm breath he took, eyes fixated on the screen in-front of him. your eyes kept wandering until they landed on his arm, covered in ink markings. you took your hand, gliding your fingers over his tattoos, admiring the well-designed art pieces. matt looked down at your hand, your fingertips tickling his skin. “you okay? want me to put something else on?” you shook your head, sitting up on his bed. “can i color your tattoos?”

matt smiled at your question, “oh so you’re bored?”he chuckled. “well not if you let me” you simply shrugged. “yeah sure, go ahead.” he said, giving you a soft smile.

and so you did. you got up and got some coloring pens that you’d bought a while ago. you sat down next to him on the bed again, matt shifted so you could have better access to his tattoos. you leaned down, grabbing a yellow pen, starting to color the sunflower art piece on his shoulder, your eyes narrowing in concentration. matt watched you, distracted from what he was doing before by the way you were so concentrated on what you were doing, a smile forming on his face before he turned his attention back to the TV.

you put the pen down, admiring your work before grabbing an orange pen, starting to fill out the few leafs scattered around his arm. your next step was to color the lighthouse on his forearm, grabbing a red and white pen and starting your doodling.

once you were done with everything you wanted to color, you sat up, packing the pens away with a proud smile on your face, satisfied with your work. matt looked down at his arm, eyes roaming over the now colorful designs on his skin. he looks up at you with a smile, “looks amazing, sweetheart.”

“you should get them filled out like that.” you joked.

he chuckled at your words, shaking his head and reaching out to pull you back into his arms.

“yeah, no. not THAT amazing.”

dividers by @issysh3ll !

@sturniololuv08 @middlepartmatt @forgottxen @emely9274 @impossiblecollectorcat @staargazr @sllutty-sturniolo

[chrissturnsfav]

bro please please please rapper!chris and singer!readers text I BEG ill do anything

𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑!𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐗 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐒

thank you for reading!! <3

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@chrissturnsfav ™

[sturns-mermaid]

WARNINGS:

Established relationship, dom reader, sub matt, shy matt , mommy kink, praises, nicknames, unprotected p in v (don’t do it), light choking (hear me out), degrading, dacryphilia, creampie (lmk if i missed any)

ignore the header pics i don't know

not responsible for what you consume on the internet cry to your mama. no copying :3

proofread by: @sofia-is-a-sturniolo-triplet-fan (she wrote the ending also bc she's amazing SOBS) i give my love and support 💙💙💙

౨ৎwc: 817?

Matt had been nagging you all day, giving you subtle touches and whining in your ear. He was a mess and needed you badly. You and Matt were cuddled together on his bed, watching a movie, with him sitting between your legs. His back pressed against your chest as you ran your fingers through his hair. You had suggested a movie to calm him down, but he couldn’t take his hands off you, insisting he held one of your hands.

Thinking he could be sneaky and slowly guide your hand toward his growing erection without you noticing. Sadly for him, you saw the obvious bulge in his pajama pants. “What are you doing?” you asked. Instead, you intertwined your hand with his, looking down at him, and he shyly blushed. “Nothing,” he mumbled as he sighed, his eyes glued to your intertwined hands. He squirmed a little, his lips forming into a pout.

He quickly sat beside you on the bed, cuddling close as you stroked his hair; soft sounds escaping his lips as he snuggled near. He softly pleaded, hoping for your understanding of his unspoken desires, his leg draped over yours as he attempted to rub against you. “Please what? Use your words, baby,” you utter softly. Matt nuzzles further into you, his face pressed against your chest, his hands tugging at your shirt. “Need to be inside you,” he whispers, not meeting your gaze as he fidgets with the hem of your shirt.

“Stop moving, sweet boy.” you held his hips down as you hovered over his leaking length. His hips bucked upwards, trying to sink deeper into your warmth. “Mm trying to, need it so bad please,” he begged, his fingers digging into your flesh as you continued to tease him. A light chuckle escaped your lips as you grasped his shaft, giving it a few pumps. “You wanna be inside me?” you asked in a teasing tone, rubbing his tip along your wet folds. “Mommy, please…” he murmurs, his head falling against the headboard, frustrated, his bottom lip caught between his teeth. With that, you sink onto his length, a soft groan leaving his mouth as he finally feels your walls wrap around him. You start moving onto him slowly, seeing how far you can go with teasing him. “Faster…” he whines as his fingers dig into your flesh, holding back the urge to thrust upwards into you.

“Such a dirty boy,” you mock him as you quicken your pace, his hips repeatedly trying to buck up into you. One of your hands is on his throat as he nods pathetically, his face turning slightly red from your grip. Your other hand is placed firmly on his hip, holding him in place. “You like being choked don’t you?” you question, teasing him as you place sweet kisses on his reddened cheeks despite your rough actions. He manages to let a small whimper fall from his lips as you feel your walls clenching around his length.

Your hand moves from his hip to trail over his bare chest, your thumb slightly grazing his sensitive nipple. Your other hand moves from his throat as he lets out a choked cough, his eyes watering from the loss of air. “Aww my pathetic baby,” you coo softly as you wipe his eyes with the pad of your thumb. Your fingers still twisting his nipple as his body arches into your touch. He nuzzles into the palm of your hand, his watery eyes looking up at you pleading for you to let him release. “Need to fill you…” he chokes out his voice hoarse.

You giggle softly, your other hand coming up to cup his face as your thumbs brush over his reddened cheeks. “Aww, do you think you deserve it?” you tease as the pace of your hips slows down. Tears brink in the corner of his eyes as he lets out various whimpers. “Please mommy I'll be so good…” he pleads the tears spilling from his eyes. You give him a confirming nod as he thrusts upwards, his member twitching inside your walls.

You clench around him rhythmically as he finishes inside you. His warm release painting your insides as the two of you fall apart. Your head falls onto his shoulder, catching your breath. You're still spasming around him causing him to whine from overstimulation.

“Sorry baby,” you say softly while pulling yourself off him. The both of you hiss at the loss of feeling so connected. “Cuddle with me, please…” Matt whispers, clutching your wrist tightly but not enough to hurt you.

You sit beside him on the bed, allowing him to bury his head into your chest. Your fingers gently card through his hair as you smile to yourself.

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a/n: hai guys idk this my first smut... if sofia didn't help me i would've been bashing my head in

the way i said i would so this TWO DAYS ago 😬😬

any feedback is appreciated <3 (not afflicted with any of my au's this is a standalone)

dividers by; @/anitalenia

tag list: @itsmaddielouis , @oliviasthatgirl , @scorpio1205 , @submattenthusiast , @mattsplaything

[sturns-mermaid]

too real i fear

the hopeless romantic in me is telling me that matt and i are gonna end up together

[sturn5iolo]

matt and fangirl reader facetime for the first time ⋆˚࿔

{ INSTAGRAM }

matthew sturniolo ✓

TODAY 8:13PM

wyd ?

wow you sound like a middle

schooler..

but nothing really

soo ur not busy?

nope!

alr

INCOMING VIDEO CALL FROM MATTHEW STURNIOLO

you felt your heart beat really fast, why was he calling you? you looked into the mirror and began to take in the way that you looked. you brushed down pieces of your hair and took a big breath before accepting the call.

in the tiny little screen of yourself, you only showed one side of your eye due to being scared to fully reveal yourself to matt.

you stared at matts screen, he moved the phone to stand up on his desktop. he was wearing a white t-shirt and black sweatpants. wow, you thought to yourself, he looks really good…

“hey” he spoke, you quietly responded with a “hi.” your cheeks burned up from being embarrassed on how shy you were acting. “so why did you call so suddenly?” you tried asking confidently but came out unsurely. matt began to ramble on how pissed he was at his brothers and that he just needed to talk about it with somebody.

you listened to his rant, trying to focus on what he was saying but you couldn’t stop admiring how good he looked. you let out small “yeah” and “mhms” so he knew you understood what he was saying. when he finished talking he looked into your camera. “why are you hiding sweetheart?”

sweetheart. that made your heart jump out your chest, and the corners of your lips turned into a smile. you moved your phone to stand up against a stuffed animal on your bed, allowing your face to be in full view to matt. “there’s your pretty face.” he said so calmly.

your smile widened as you laughed, “oh my gosh matt.” before he could say something his door slammed open. you couldn’t see clearly who it was but you heard the deep voice, “matt, what the fuck are you doing? i’ve been calling you for the past 5 minutes?!” the unknown voice spoke.

in the corner of the camera, matts brother chris stood crossing his arms. “my bad i was-” matt tried saying but was cut off, “yoo are you on call with a girl?!” chris yelled out. matt rolled his eyes and reached for his phone, “i’ll call you back when this idiot leaves, sorry.”

you smiled at him and reassured him that you understood before he hung up. once you two got off call you felt the inner fangirl inside of you squeal.

mellys note (°˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥) hi sorry if this is bad im stress writing atm.. sigh.. anyways ily mwah

tags .ᐟ @sturniolosass @meerkatzthings @forgottxen

[dominicfikeenthusiast]

UNSENT LETTERS (PART 7) / MATT STURNIOLO

“old shoe box underneath his bed, filled with love letters”

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

“hey” matt replies back his voice quiet. “uh, look i just-“ he’s quickly interrupted by you. as you cup his face gently, your body hovering over the center console in the car. your lips on his. you didn’t quite know why you did that. but god it felt right.

matt is taken aback. but he wasn’t complaining. his one hand moves to your neck. the other slowly sliding onto your lower waist. his fingers brush against the small sliver of skin visible from the bottom of your tank top. sending a small tingle across your cold skin.

eventually your lips pull away from his, although the rest of you stayed closed. the blush on his face was evident. oh my god you just kissed him. you swallowed hard. “oh um- sorry, shit i uh interrupted you” you mumble quietly.

matt didn’t reply, he just pulled you closer. his lips press against yours again, the kiss was intimate in the best way possible. matt’s hot breath moved to your ear just for a second. “fuck, never apologize for this” he whispered.

you wished that moment could’ve lasted forever. all of the worries, confusion, awkwardness, pent up feelings between both you had just disappeared. almost like that midnight makeout session was some sort of confirmation. that everything was going to be okay between the 2 of you or atleast you’d be figuring it out together.

·:*¨༺ ♱ ੈ‧₊˚ ✮ ੈ‧₊˚ ♱ ༻¨*:·

𝜗𝜚 - ps. planning to make one more cute lil chapter after this, to end this series off! 😊😊

𝜗𝜚 - tags : @ariana2saucyy @matttsangel @valxrieq @slxtarchive @2prcntmilkluvr @bells-sturn @sturnxies @iheartmattsbeard @chrislilcumslvt @mattsmiddlepartt @chrissv4mp @chrisfavoritewhore @luckystarlogs @snowysosturn @x0x0bunny @anastasia-ac3rr3 @submattenthusiast @s7attr @jassturn @liasturniolo @mattslolita @ilovedyoumiss @kirby0strombolli @milaatyourworst @ginswife @skibidijewishgirl @adoreechxmpion @lovesturni0l0s @sturnioloslutttt4 @rorylovesmatt @pasteldreams @chris-hallelujah @y3sterdaysproblem @xoxo4chrisss @mattsd0ll @mattslverr @jetaimevous @clairomatt @maggot3647 @izzylovesmatt @kennastromboli @allineedismatt @delilahsturniolo @mattserenity @allisonclairee @sturdyyolo @heartz4matt @le4hsblog @forgottxen @ifwdominicfike

[mattsbows]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚introducing. . .single mom!reader ꩜ best paired with. . .preschool teacher!matt

𝜗𝜚 the baddest bitch around. independent. nail tech. will do anything for her daughter. feminist. girly girl. gold jewelry. mommy n me outfits. i can do it with a broken heart by taylor swift. budgeting queen. mama bear. aperol spritz. girls days.

a note from the author: she eats the house boots down prove me wrong. send asks about her or preschool teacher!matt :)

**single mom!reader does not have a specific race! these are just photos i found on pinterest that fit her vibe. imagine her however you'd like<3**

❁ tags: @mattsdemi @purpledragon222 @slxtarchive @natashad0627 @quinnysnursery @tyummyz @colorthecosmos444 @lockettesroom @mattyblover07 @marrykisskilled @beautyloves @nicksbestie @mrsarnold @st7rnioioss @sturn777 @sophand4n4 @mattsdolll @lottieluhvs @reidshearts @forgottxen @lovergirl4gracieabrams @emely9274 @blahbel668 @khlolovessturn

[sturnioloszn]

· EMOTIONAL BRUISES - C.S ·

INTRODUCING... dealer!chris;

cocky, arrogant, flirty, jealous, liar, always busy, silver chains/jewellery, wife beaters, don julio, marijuana, cocaine rarely, burner phone, street smart, travis, young thug, carti, rolls of money, late night dealing, parties, horny 24/7, bloodshot eyes, bad influence, speeding, physical touch, pda, experienced in bed, fights, bloody knuckles...and more.

and... academic!reader;

sweet, caring, witty, knows her worth, uni student, hard-working, high grades, studying, book smart, coffee-dates, skirts, rose gold jewellery, piercings, cherry vanilla coke, reading, cute romcoms, 90's rnb, the weeknd, sza, lana del rey, frank ocean, the nbhd, words of affirmation, daydreams, bouquet of lillies...and more.

more coming soon...

Taglist; @idrk2292 @missmanheim @moonlightsturns @045696 @forgottxen @mattsturniolover @imjusthereforthesturniolosmut @chrissturniolodailysluts @sturnobsessedwh0re

a/n; first au who? and i know dealer!chris has been done a million times but it eats every single time; i'm an absolute WHORE for dealer!chris lmaoo. i was torn between doing dealer!chris or author!matt but eventually yk who won. still might do the one for matt tho. hopefully you'll enjoy this, love you! 💙

[sofia-is-a-sturniolo-triplet-fan]

Silently Suffering

Ex!BSF/BF!Matt x Reader

Warnings: Angst, mentions of break up, crying, & probably more !

Author's Note: Happy New Year's Eve! Here's a lil angst to ✨ spice ✨ up your day :) I wrote this while listening to a super sad playlist on Spotify. Both these songs played, and inspired me to write a story!

To read more about this au, click here !

Songs in This Fic: "Six Feet Under" & "i love you" by Billie Ellish ♡

Word Count: 1,194

I do NOT give permission for my work(s) to be copied, translated, or re-uploaded to ANY site!

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Divider by: @bernardsbendystraws ♡

Reblogs are always appreciated, but never needed :)

Three months had passed since you and Matt decided to call it quits. The decision wasn't easy, but the relentless hate from his fans had become too much to bear. The once joyful relationship, which had been proudly displayed on his Instagram and in the YouTube videos with his triplet brothers, Nick and Chris, was now just a painful memory.

You remember the exact moment you decided to end things.

“Our love is six feet under

I can't help but wonder

If our grave was watered by the rain

Would roses bloom?"

It was a rainy day, fittingly somber, when you told Matt you couldn't handle the negativity anymore. The look in his eyes broke you, but you knew it was for the best.

Matt wasn't feeling any better. Despite Nick and Chris's efforts to get him to focus on his career, he was stuck in a loop of despair. Every social media post, every video felt empty without you by his side.

"It's not true

Tell me I've been lied to

Crying isn't like you"

He couldn't move on, and neither could you. The pain was mutual, and the absence of your lifelong friendship made it even harder to cope.

Your mind was brought back to Kindergarten, the day you met Matt and his brothers. You were swinging on the swing set at your school's playground, the world blurring around you as you swung back and forth. You were shocked, and hurt, when a soccer ball came flying to the back of your head.

“Ouch!” You had screeched, jumping off the swing and bringing your hand to your head. You looked around the playground, trying to find the culprit. Your eyes landed on this small group of boys who seemed practically identical. You picked up the ball, stomping over to their sheepish gaze.

“Didn't your mother ever teach you not to hit girls?” you asked sassily, tossing the ball to the ground in front of them. One of the boys at the end spoke up finally, “It was an accident, we swear!” You only rolled your eyes, crossing your little kid arms in front of your chest with your foot tapping the mulch angrily.

“Well, I expect an apology because that hurt!” You'd told them, scanning their almost identical faces. Your eyes landed on the boy standing in the middle. Even back then, he had made your heart skip a beat. He had stared at you with this intensity that made your stomach churn with butterflies.

“I'm sorry about that. Our brother, Nick, isn't very athletic like Chris and I,” the boy had said, pointing to his brother on one side, then at his other before holding his hand out for you to shake. “I'm Matt, by the way. And yes, before you ask, we are triplets,” you couldn't help but laugh at his words. You were sure they were constantly getting asked that.

You took his hand in yours, shaking up and down once before quickly letting go. His hand was warm from presumably working up a sweat playing soccer. Yours were clammy too, from gripping the handles of the swing. “Wanna play with us?” Nick had offered.

You quickly agreed, kicking and passing the ball around with the three brothers. Maybe these boys weren't so bad. You had always wanted friends, perhaps these boys could be that for you.

You didn't realize it, but you were crying. The memory tugging at the strings of your heart. You were hurting. More than you'd ever like to admit.

“Retrace my lips, erase your touch

It's all too much for me

Blow away like smoke in air

How can you die carelessly?”

As you sat alone in your room, tears streaming down your face, you couldn't help but wonder how Matt was doing. Meanwhile, Matt was at his house, surrounded by his brothers. They were playing a game in the living room, but Matt's mind kept drifting back to the past.

Lately, he found himself thinking about you more and more. He missed the days when things were simpler, when a game of soccer could make everything better.

His brothers noticed his distraction. "Hey, Matt, you okay?" Nick asked, concern evident in his voice. Matt forced a smile, trying to shake off the melancholy. "Yeah, just thinking about old times," he replied.

As he sat there, he realized that no matter how much time had passed, some memories never truly fade.

“What the hell did I do?

Never been the type to

Let someone see right through”

You picked up your phone, trying to distract yourself from the overwhelming emotions. You opened TikTok, hoping for a momentary escape. As you scrolled through your feed, you stumbled upon an old edit of you and Matt. The video was a compilation of little clips: the two of you cuddling, laughing, holding each other, and looking at each other like you were the only ones in the room.

The memories hit you like a tidal wave, and you began to cry harder, unable to hold back the flood of emotions.

"They're playin' our sound

Layin' us down tonight

And all of these clouds

Cryin' us back to life

But you're cold as a night”

The triplets had gone to bed, but Matt couldn't sleep. He was in his room, alone. His mind was flipping through images of you. The memories of it all caused tears to cascade down his cheeks.

“Up all night

On another red-eye

I wish we never learned to fly

Maybe we should just try

To tell ourselves a good lie

I didn't mean to make you cry”

You turned off your phone, frustrated and hurt even more than before. Three months, and it all still hurt the same. You didn't understand it. Why did people have to be so cruel? You missed Matt. Now more than ever.

He'd hold you at times like this. When all you needed was reassurance and whispers of sweet nothings. Those nothings were everything, though.

But he wasn't here. He wasn't with you. Not in your bed, holding you and telling you it was all okay. Because it wasn't. Nothing was okay. You weren't okay.

“Help, I lost myself again

But I remember you”

Matt's mind went back to the time he took you to New York City. Just the two of you on a romantical getaway. At least that's what you had called it. A romantic trip to get away from it all. That was four months ago. One month before you had broken up with him.

“The smile that you gave me

Even when you felt like dying

We fall apart as it gets dark

I'm in your arms in Central Park

There's nothing you could do or say”

As you cried yourself to sleep, you couldn't help but mourn. Mourn the loss of not just a relationship with Matt, but the friendship of him and his brothers.

“Six feet under

I can't help but wonder

If our grave was watered by the rain”

Matt's eyes grew heavy, sleep slowly taking over his body. He couldn't help it.

“I don't want to

But I love you”

You and Matt both were silently suffering.

[st7rnioioss]

۶ৎ TUTOR!MATT x BRATTY!READER

˚𝜗𝜚 warnings... kissing/making out, pet names, grinding, suggestive, implied smut.

… erotic noises came from your room, the sound of you and matt’s lips rubbing and kissing against the others making the room feel hot. really, you two weren’t even supposed to be here. in your room, all dolled up in matt’s lap while kissing. no, you were supposed to be dolled up with your friends, at a party, not still in your dorm, and definitely not in matt’s grasp.

“mmph- angel, cmon. we- we should go,” matt’s words were mumbled against your glossed lips, his gentle hands roaming your sides and body while you cupped his face in your hands, kissing every inch you could reach.

“no… i’d rather be here with you, matty..” you mumbled back, your fingers finding his dark hair to twirl between your digits. he felt his stomach flip, heat rising to his face that he was thankful you couldn’t see, not right now at least, nearly letting a whimper slip from his lips.

he didn’t protest further for now, his palms caressing your lower back, pressing you closer to him, before making their way under your dress. you let him, feeling his fingertips graze up the sides of your thighs, until his hands squeezed at the soft skin of your ass.

gently, your tongue prodded at the seam of matt’s lips, seeking entrance, which you were abruptly denied. with a pout, matt pulled back, his chest heaving and cheeks flushed.

“come we.. we gotta go..” he muttered, yet his hands were still on you, clearly not wanting to go. the same were your hands, having a loose grip on his soft hair, before sliding them down his chest, over the pretty button up he’d picked out.

you looked up at him, batting your eyes just to tease, leaning in so your lips grazed his ear. “why? please, matt.. we’ll just stay here, i promise i’ll make it worth it,”

matt was buzzing, his eyes flickering between yours when you pulled back to look down at him, your bottom lip tucked between your teeth while reaching out to slide his glasses off his nose, placing them carefully on the bed. he couldn’t resist you anymore, not when you gave him that look.

carefully, your fingers grabbed his tie, untying it slightly, loosening it to pull him closer, your nose grazing matt’s, his glasses out of the way. “you’re such a minx,” he whined, while you admired his pretty and all pink face, before pulling him in to a soft kiss.

matt’s head was spinning, his grip completely loose on you as he let you kiss him, transferring your gloss to his lips. he was nearly numb, turning to putty in your hands. while one of your hands unbuttoned the top of his shirt, the other made its way to up his warm face in your hand, your thumb grazing his bottom lip, pushing it down to part his lips, attentively allowing your tongue swipe across his own.

it didn’t take long before you had unbuttoned well over a few buttons, the lewd and slick noises from your entangled tongues filling the room, driving you both insane.

matt’s hands were roaming your body, pushing your dress up your waist, allowing you to grind down on the growing tent in his slacks. you left his shirt halfway unbuttoned and his tie fully untied, going to grab and fiddle with the buckle of his belt. your lips were wet against his, glistening with a mix of your boths saliva when you mumbled against them.

“gonna- gonna make it up to you, matty.. i promise,”

𝜗𝜚˚࿔ notes: yay!! post!!! speaking of, sorry for the lack of posts, i’m spending new years skiing with my family! and i’ve been butt ass sick.. so….. but i’m back on the grind soon!

more bratty!reader x tutor!matt here!

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