#for those who give af:
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
What if when Michael got Distortioned he/they/it/(?) had just kept showing up to work? Imagine Gertrude comes into the archives and finds a bunch of paperwork filled out in yellow highlighter and folded into impossible shapes, and then Michael-Distortion just walks into the room door-style and sits down at his work computer so it can email Gertrude a phishing scam.
#the magnus archives#tma#michael distortion#the distortion#i think this would make everyoneâs lives worse#the eye đ¤(<-phishing) the spiral#tricking someone into thinking youâre someone they can trust so that theyll give you info they can use against you?#that shits both eye and spiral coded af tbh#edit: for those who have said that they want a fic of this i would like to clarify that other people can do what they want with this idea#but i personally cannot write for shit#so i cannot provide a fic. unless you want it bland as hell and written in ieee format#sorry yâall. my skillsets are infodumping about spiders unprompted and eating chicken nugget
5K notes
¡
View notes
Text
self indulgent doodle of my hades oc getting taken by death in their sleep â haha
#hades game#hypnos hades#hades hypnos#hades thanatos#hades oc#mmarts#yea this is messy af but whatever#im not gonna spill this ocs beans here but ill just give a lil#a bedridden guy who loves to sleep and dream cause he cant go outside and he loves writing what he dreams of if he can remember those hehe#i just wanna make an oc that is friends with hypnos cause i can and i want to []~( ̄â˝ďżŁ)~*#im so bad at captions
201 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Me and Alexâs striped pyjama pants against the world
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/42f0ca10520bb98119480d9abf2c71cc/752f385239ce6156-b0/s540x810/e933868129e4b1fb67449adc9c8c8568ad0a78fc.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b74545bc439622d666a997c2a81579d7/752f385239ce6156-a9/s540x810/6e3e989efbdd3436a51b90808129dc0eb03755ac.jpg)
#makes me happy for some reason#really humanizes him and makes him feel like a actual teenager#especially since they wear their uniform most of the movie#bland casual clothes make them not just âmurderous psychopathsâ#which I mean up to interpretation but they kind of are in a way#my sweet sweet thing Alex#mad af but gives me that adoration aggression#mad as in crazy#just realized how many stripped things there were#the blankets - rug - pants - curtains#I wonder what Alex keeps in all those drawers#thereâs so many with the bed and the side table#forgotten evidence of Nigel I see..#nah probably just school work or more books to add to that collection on his table#I will never get over how much of a book worm Alex is#Iâm rambling too much#like minds#like minds 2006#likeminds#alex forbes#ASSUMING that Nigel had the same bed design I wonder what deviant messed up stuff he keep in his drawers#man I understand Alex not for being so annoyed at Nigel#your grouchy new roommate spreading all his stuff around and leaving it cluttered#AND THE smells#who knows
25 notes
¡
View notes
Text
emotional support wolf meets too-shy-to-live sneetah
#this particular image has not left my head since its conception and now i have finally drawn it#for those who don't know:#cheetahs are actually anxious AF and suck at functioning in captive environments#so some zoos have had success giving them Companion Dogs#friend dog is not nervous?? ah. then i do not nervous. i continue eat#i can't remember if this companion dog thing was supposed to also boost the cheetah breeding rate??#i might be mixing them up with pandas#now i'm just imagining the zookeepers introducing a mate for yakumo and he just looks to garu for affirmation#and garu is like đđđ in the background#so yakumo (newly encouraged) tentatively slinks away with the new addition#yaku sneetah with loooong limbs and ungainly large paws. yeah. shoulda made the paws bigger actually. MORE ungainly#actually.... should put karu in there too... TWO companion wolves...#they flank yakumo while he's eating so he feels secure LOL#there's another photo i saw of a cheetah and dog chillin with their trainers or whatnot#and the dog is SOAKING up the attention. splooting on the ground. happy as can be#and the cheetah is just awkwardly standing on the table like. help me. who are you people. i do not want to be here#*smooshes yakugaru together* THEY ARE!!! HELPING EACH OTHER!! BE BRAVE!!!!!!!!#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival garu#yakugaru
79 notes
¡
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a3dd037874b9421604adffee2678640c/33ccca8f8421c5ac-50/s540x810/f7acb4cc24961a3972ae18ca58598b06aff62dcb.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/977db09b5bf81e699ce716a7fb17fbfc/33ccca8f8421c5ac-44/s540x810/edd4c5b2e94cf8dd1b1990ee03a1610447a62c56.jpg)
this was so sexy of him btw
#for those who donât know he had to pay 30k euros for this lmao#love a man who doesnât give af#dominik szoboszlai#szobo#liverpool fc#lfc
98 notes
¡
View notes
Text
do you think Branch would still feel somewhat uncomfortable around his Bros in the future? Due to being so unfamiliar with being a part of a family? đđđđ
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9a299f61e4e9028cdeeca7404d46cbfb/35e88525a06f322c-07/s500x750/98660115ddd85ffe7201ccdeef475ddc6582eeae.webp)
even tho they seemed like they were willing to try at being a family again at the end of TBT but obviously 20 something years is a Hell of a long time and in Branch's case it was pretty much his whole life.
so do you think there'd still be a level of tension and uncomfortability?
like maybe we see the other Bros just playing happy families seemingly easily slotting back into their old dynamic while of course having fun sharing the newer parts of their lives with each other.
but maybe Branch would still feel somewhat uncomfortable about it even if he isn't exactly sure why or maybe he even straight up has a touch of imposter syndrome feeling like he doesn't belong in the family or any kind of family for that matter.
given he spent nearly his entire life as a loner so I can't imagine suddenly being expected to slot into a a big family would be all that easy kinda different from the other Bros where they all mostly grew up together.
and even after splitting apart went on to still have close people in their lives Bruce obviously had his wife and later children Clay had Viva and the rest of the Putt Putt Trolls.
and while Floyd doesn't have any cannon relationships I imagine he was a fairly sociable person who at least had close friends over the years.
only exception is JD given he also lived mostly alone for all those years with only Rhonda for company but he still Grew up with the Brothers and their Grandma up until he was likely a late teenager/young adult.
so I feel Branch would very likely be the one who'd have the Hardest time adjusting to just suddenly being a part of a large family again or any kind of family at all really.
what do you think? do you think there'd still be some awkwardness/uncomfortableness from Branch when it comes to his Family in the future?
I find this stuff interesting to think about lol I Really got my Fingers crossed we do get that Christmas Special in the future and they explore something like this since it'd be a pretty good chance to do so if it does take place around Bro zone's first Christmas back together as a family.
Branch straight up lived by himself as an orphan for most of his life so having him just be all okay and easily adjusting to having 4 Brothers back in his life would be disappointing tbh.
#brozone#trolls brozone#trolls 3#branch trolls#branch#trolls dreamworks#trolls band together#trolls branch#dreamworks trolls#trolls#I really gotta see Branch struggling to adjust to the whole family life in a future Holiday Special as it'd be Emotional AF.#like the Bros are all around for Christmas Dinner and Branch just gets overwhelmed with it all since he's so used to the peace and quiet.#that he's had for all those years and he just kinda breaks down eventually thinking back to all the Christmases he spent alone.#and maybe he sorta tries to give up on his Bros stating that it was a mistake for them to be there.#and that he just isn't the sorta person who's meant to be part of a family and he in a teary eyed but calm way asks them all to leave.#tho the Bros don't and instead keep trying to get through to Branch who's just adamant that them trying to be a family again was a mistake.#and they should just leave. anyway like I said a Bro zone special has a lot of emotional potential.#and I really hope we see Branch struggling to adjust in the future to suddenly having a family for the first time since he was a little kid#it'd be so sweet and emotional đ˘đ˘đ˘đ˘
66 notes
¡
View notes
Text
*lovingly tackles Aine*
Read my Yandere! Pierro longfics first âŞ( ´â˝ď˝)
Last week, my beloved mutual @ainescribe surprised me with Savior! Darling fan art and AHAI9232@2-!/! CRYING SCREAMING I WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ART AND WORSHIP YOUR VERSION OF SAVIOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR ARTâ
*clears throat* Anyway, now that I finally have the time to properly sit down and comment on the fan art, Iâll do just that. Feedback will be in the tags and it will be unhinged. Once again, thank you so much to Aine for drawing this <3
#feedback#fan art#pranabefall#AIIINE ;-; once again. thank you so much!! it rlly means a lot to me that you enjoyed my writing and felt inspired to draw this :'>#and as someone who loves fashion and character design. it's so so interesting to analyze your version of savior#there's so much symbolism and visual storytelling in each sketch/ outfit and i shall now proceed to pick apart each detail as best as i can#her snezhnayan fit.....god i love it. it's regal. distinctively snezhnayan. and draws attention to her--and you just know that was pierro's#intention when he dressed her in those garments. IT'S JUST SO...!! savior's wardrobe scrubbed clean of her original culture and preferences#replaced with the foreign garments of her captor's nations.....in line with this. i love how her kokoshnik and khaenri'ahn earrings are big#and attention-grabbing. you can't look at her without taking note of those accessories. it begs the question:: how many times has savior#looked at the mirror after being dressed up in snezhnaya and was unable to recognize her own reflection?? :'>#also shoutout to some details aine shared with me: 1) the face marks are inspired by weeping angels 2) the kokoshnik was traditionally worn#by married noblewomen BUT the veil was normally for unmarried women so savior's outfit can be seen as a form of compliance + rebellion#(though later on in history it became accepted for married women to also wear that veil. also my apologies if what i said is inaccurate)#lastly shoutout to savior's expression!! very poised and mysterious....due to her emotional state or pierro's rules on how to act as his#spouse in public?? we'll never know~ the first drawing hits even harder when you compare it to the next one!! such an interesting contrast~#savior in her plain attire. casual and domestic with a smile on her face....i'm guessing this is her pre-fatui version?? she looks so warm#and friendly. and i can definitely understand why pierro fell for her smile <3#also i fucking love the caption. sorry pierro but you are cursed to be a loser/ simp/ pathetic man in all of my fics and AUs xD#NOW ONTO GODDESS! SAVIOR AAAHHHH!! i love the greek goddess motifs. she looks so regal and awe-inspiring but in a different way from her#snezhnayan attire--archaic. divine. and more suited to her personal style.....yet both versions of her look so painfully isolated :'>#her blank eyes. emotionless face. and veil give me the vibes of a spooky victorian ghost...or would a statue/ portrait be more fitting??#the lack of a necklace is also an interesting design choice given what happens in the fic. and now i realized i forgot to comment on your#version of her snezhnayan necklace oops. similar to the kokoshnik and earrings. the size + grandeur makes it impossible to ignore#that and big jewels = expensive af. ohhh and i love the sparkles on her veil!! pierro rlly spared no expense in dressing up his wifey <3#it's also funny how all of these outfits are similar to my own version in terms of 'savior wore grand clothing during her glory days as a#goddess -> wore simple attire after her decline for practicality and to blend in with humans/ disassociate from her old identity -> is now#dressed in even grander clothing as the harbinger's spouse. but it's used to reinforce her new identity and pierro's control over her'#tldr:: your design is so creative and i can see the effort you put in analyzing her character and depicting her based on your interpretatio#thank you for being my mutual + reader and i hope we can share even more harbinger/darling brainrot in the future :>
29 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Well⌠is this side of the fandom officially dead yet?
#itâs giving cricketsâŚ#the arcana nadia#and donât start talking about Dorian based content#nobody gives af about Dorian except for spineless traitors and those who are new to the game#OGs know the deal#FUCK DORIAN
54 notes
¡
View notes
Text
out with a friend tonight who reminded me of a thing i did probably over 15 years ago and COMPLETELY forgot about. i can't say exactly what it was without doxxing myself but. it was not exactly stand-up but it was stand-up adjacent...now it is making so much more sense to me the memory i do have of my other friend's mom (who was in the audience for this i think?) telling me that i should do stand-up. i've always remembered her saying that and have always been ??? about it, like doing stand-up does not sound like something i would be at all good at, but damn i forgot about the time i kind of did stand-up. so she did not completely pull that out of her ass as i have been assuming this whole time. lol.
#sometimes people say things they think are true about me and i'm like what??? have we met???#but now i'm realizing what if some of those times it's ME who is wrong. because i have forgotten something about myself#that they remember. damn. life...rich af tapestry#my friend was all sad tonight because her copy of the recording is too scratched to play#and i just got home and my copy still plays. because i've literally never watched it. because i am sure it will be so embarrassing#maybe i'll just give it to her. she really does cherish that memory. it was her idea for me to do it. she should be the keeper of it#both the memory and the dvd#my posts
7 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Gomzzzzz hello!!! Iâve been lurking in your blog for like, over a year now and I just wanted to say, your art is so freaking amazing and cute....the big cheeks!! Iâve always struggled with confidence in my own work, to the point where sharing anything felt almost impossible (stare at my stuff for hours only to delete them) But seeing you do your thing? I decided to try posting too. Okay it took a while but when I did I was fully expecting it to get like⌠2 likes, max. But then YOU reblogged it, and my phone basically exploded. Iâm not even kiddingâmy notifications were wild, and for the first time, I actually felt proud of something I made. It might sound silly and you probably don't know which art of mine you reblog but it really hyped me up and frankly...i found back the feel to draw again. I can't thank you enough for doing what you do, for making cod space a better and nicer place (your reblogs on others are always soooo positive and top tier)
Anyway, Iâm keeping myself anonymous because, uhhh, social anxiety vibes and donât want to overwhelm you;w; but I hope you know how much youâve impacted people like me just by being yourself. Iâm wishing you the absolute best for 2025!! zapping you with my beams to give you braincells for your school stuff
you deserve all the good things fr
-đŚ
đĽš
CryING iN THE CLUBâ (my room)
Shark anon, thank you for the sweetest words, I really needed this todayâŚand Iâm so proud of you for finding back the love to draw again. I hope 2025 will be a blast for you too man!! Remember to take rest and have a good year ahead
#im trying to guess who you areâŚ#theres a few people in my head but I really cant be sureâŚi did text one of them to check but its unlikely#i feel like youâre right tho if u didnt remain anon i wouldâve panic#LMAO#i know its weird and like hard to really like what you draw i feel ya#idk about me making the fandom space nicer im just being chaotic af tho NDJSJDJSJS BUT THANK YOU đ#this year Iâve been digging thru the tags and trying to find more creators around and share it to everyone#give the lil boost cuz they can do so much#i started from zero its time i give some of those numbers to everyone else#bee is this u (bcuz of the face) if its u im smothering u with love gdi#urhhjjjhghhhh (rubs my face + deep breath) ok i think im good#(breathes out) nope im crying again (SOBS LOUDLY)#its the stress hsing this opportunity to release itself#ok but this is genuinely so nice of you i really cant#even word it properly without JFJSJDJS WITHOUT SCREAMING EEEEEHHHRGGGH#im gonna exPLODE#LOVE LETTER FOR ME BASICALLY#you guys are too nice đđ#boop#naur man this needs to be added to my pin post or somewhere so i can reread it#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gomz having a melt down#sorry btw if this response is short my brain is still full of uni stuff i HRGH#didnt wanna make u wait either#<3#just know iâll be thinkinf about this forever#njjrjjjnnnn *gomz melts*
9 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Thinking about the fact that if kurama wasn't blessed with perfect genetics that makes him flawless without even trying he would probably look like an hobo
I mean he couldn't care less, man would probably buy the 10 in 1 shampoo and use the same towel for the face AND the butt
#i am not talking about the clothes because those are probably expensive af#since hes the one that gets regularly sliced in in pieces but also the only one in the yyh squad who manages to keep his clothes#that means other broke folks buy them clothes off shein probably#i love making random takes about him because hes such a character on his own#both little miss perfect and hannibal lecter and an hint of hannah montana bc he picked the best of both the world#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kurama#youko kurama#shuichi minamino#i mean hes an animal after all and animals dont really give a damn#my birdies spend the whole day preening only to step on their shi without a care in the world a second after
17 notes
¡
View notes
Text
cill bipher for yall
took me 50 mins, its at 24 fps, used procreate default/basic brus, the fill tool, and the symmetry tool
reblogs are appreciated :]
blink blink blink blinkety blink blink blink
#gravity falls#bill cipher#gif#art#auwart#artists on tumblr#look i am lazy af#i canNOT animate people#i actualy cant animate that much period!#but give me a single moving component and enough brainrot and fanart#and youll get a basic ass gif#so yeah#agaon eeblogs are apprecoated#those who understand the reference you get extra points
11 notes
¡
View notes
Text
It's ridiculous to me how people will see a healthy looking domesticated animal being put to work for a reasonable job it was bred and trained to do and cry abuse. You people have little to no experience or exposure to working side by side with domesticated animals and it shows.
#giving animals a task to do isn't inherently abusive jesus christ#you see animals working and suddenly everyone's an animal expert and activist đ#also assuming everyone who has animals to do a certain job is an abuser is weird af#oh no i knew people who had border collies and horses who often were given little jobs to do đą#those animals were not abused in the slightest and a good deal of them are not being mistreated
7 notes
¡
View notes
Text
For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#đŚâ⏠a friend for you
48 notes
¡
View notes
Text
I mean, itâs just crazy how whenever horrible atrocities can be going on within the world, being HEAVILY covered mind you, and how some people will still use justifications such as âbut my aesthetic-,â and âIâm apolitical, soâŚ,â (whatever tf that means. White people love this one.) as excuses in order to remain silent on such matters and not even share anything related to it⌠not even a simple donation post to help aid these people in their suffering. And then whenever others point out shit like this to them, theyâre always met with these clowns complaining about how they shouldnât have to feel âforced,â to talk about or share âanything,â regarding the matter. Like, itâs your account, itâs your social media, whatever, right? But I just find it funny how that âanything,â usually always ends up being code for âpeople suffering a great deal because of the brutality that usually ends in the deaths of black and brown people in masses.â
#itâs just crazy af to me like yâall are grown and will share a gazillion post about some random bullshit that no one cares about but canât#even reblog one post about the genocide#weird to me#yâall do this whenever minorities are suffering in the droves but will still smile in the faces of that probably one poc in your life and#pretend like you give a shit when you really donât#yâall donât go to marches you donât protest you donât donate you donât help uplift the voices of those who need it but will still think#yourself to be a decent person just because you donât use slurs or whatever the fuck#rambling#Iâll never get it#what is even the point of you being here especially if youâre white this goes double for you
37 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Modern au:
When I'm speaking about Manon's stress/anxiety, I mean that she's really a mess.
One is her inability to deal with those emotions because she doesn't understand them. She was shamed out of that and it's just something she tries to ignore until she's in the middle of a panic attack.
It all goes back to early childhood; her grandmother conditioned her to behave in a certain way. If she was too upset or too worked up (even if sheâs excited) it was something sheâd get admonished for. She must always be perfect, and anything other than that is unacceptable.
The toxic, abusive environment she grew up in bled into her personal life. The few times she dated, she ended up with the worst kind of man. Very similar to her grandmother. Itâs familiar, she knows how to navigate that. She is always hyper-vigilant, paying attention to the smallest quests, navigating a mess, and being miserable.
Itâs what she knows. She knows how to handle this.
Also, she is undiagnosed and unmedicated. The entire concept is unfathomable. What would her grandmother say if she's not right in the head? Her grandmother will never accept this, and this is why Manon doesn't even think about what might be the cause of those issues.
Also, just being wired this way is going to be a sure way for her grandmother to outright disown her and find someone who is sane and not screwed up in the head to take her place. So no. She is totally fine and doesn't need any help managing anything. She's perfectly normal.
So really, with a major issue like this being ignored, Manon continues to pretend nothing is wrong. Things are okay until the slightest bit goes wrong, and she spirals. But she's mostly in denial about it. It is not because of her, but rather, the circumstances and things going wrong. Because when everything is going according to plan, she is perfectly fine.
The wake up call was when she started dating Dorian. At one point, she contemplated breaking up with him. She was going to, being with him was too overwhelming and she felt out of her element, out of control.
Dorian only has love and support for her. He doesnât get angry, he doesnât yell and gaslight her. He never did anything to hurt her and she doesnât know how to navigate this. It was stressing her out and she felt like she was drowning. She can't predict anything. She can't tell when he's going to lose his temper or just... flip the script on her and blame her for his reactions.
One night she went to Sorrel, on the verge of a breakdown because she had made up her mind. It is the best course of action. There is only way to cut their losses and end things before they get too tangled up. But it pained her and she needed to talk to someone.
Sorrel was clear with her, she was self sabotaging. She has something good and she doesnât know how to handle it. She feels safer with what is familiar, even if it means getting herself hurt.
Sorrel asked her if this was what she really wanted. To leave Dorian and all that heâs doing for her and end up with another abusive/toxic asshole. Manon said that she didnât want to leave Dorian, but she didnât know what to do. She canât read any cues from him. She canât tell when heâll lose his cool.
Sorrel reminded her that Dorian is not this kind of person. Despite teasing him, she knows that he will never hurt Manon. Her best friend only reacts like this because she doesnât know how to handle it better. But she deserves it. She deserves a man who worships her and has her best interest at heart.
This is why Sorrel didnât let Manon sabotage her relationship. It was she who suggested therapy. If only for the relationship part. Baby steps, she doesnât want to push Manon towards addressing her other issues when this is going on.
Manon took some time to become comfortable with the idea. It took hours for Sorrel to talk some sense into her, but she finally relented. She realized that she doesnât want to leave Dorian, she loves him and wants to have a life with him. She doesnât want anyone else, itâs either him or no one else.
She will keep this a secret. Her grandmother doesnât have to know if only goes to therapy once a week to make her relationship work with Dorian.
Those therapy sessions werenât easy at all. By the third one, she was ready to call it quits because it was opening up so many buried wounds and she couldnât cope with that.
Sorrel wouldnât let her quit though. She knows that Manon needs this kind of help and sheâs so glad she realized it and took the first step. Sorrel will support her through it and even drive her to and from therapy (she did, it was the only way to make Manon go at one point)
At first, the therapy was about not sabotaging her relationship with Dorian. But as the therapist dug into the roots of this kind of sabotage, it was clear that her upbringing was the cause of all of this.
This is why the therapist referred her to another therapist because this is much bigger than just seeking a certain type of relationship.
Again, Sorrel was thrilled. Because yes, someone needed to dig deep enough to realize the amount of damage thatâs been caused. And hopefully, work on fixing it.
Manon was very uncomfortable with the idea. She doesnât want to speak about her life, her childhood, her grandmother. She loves her grandmother. She just needs to stop being careless and her grandmother is happy. She has internalized all of it, reasoning that her abuse and mistreatment are one hundred percent justified.
She also realized if the first therapist is referring her to someone more specialized, then she must be too broken to be fixed. And this is bad because:
A) Her grandmother is right, there is something fundamentally wrong with her and it canât be fixed.
B) Dorian deserves so much better than this. So she must cut him loose rather than drag him down with her.
But sheâs also a coward and canât face telling him this. So she got Sorrel to help.
Sorrel listened to her and agreed. She will invite Dorian and speak to him. Manon will not be present, she will hide in Sorrelâs room and get herself used to not seeing Dorian ever again (the thought almost crushed her)
Dorian arrived earlier than the appointed time. Sorrelâs call scared him and he wondered what was wrong. If itâs about Manon and she isnât the one telling him, then something is wrong.
Sorrel was calm, and she explained the situation to him. From start to finish.
Honestly, itâs all heavy stuff and Sorrel isnât sure how Dorian is going to take it. Manon seems resigned that heâs going to leave, and Sorrel isnât sure what to think of.
During their conversation Dorian asked multiple times where Manon is, and Sorrel diverted his attention every time. He did see her eyes fall on the closed door though, making him realize that Manon is close by.
At the end, he heard Sorrel loud and clear. If he leaves, Manon understands. She wouldnât hold him back or make him stay. Sheâs too much baggage she isnât sure she can handle herself, let alone burden someone else with her.
Hearing this, he stood up, his face unreadable.
âI would like to speak to my girlfriend,â He said in a non-negotiable tone.
Hearing him refer to Manon as such, Sorrel realized that he wasnât leaving. He can judge her all he wants, sheâs here looking out for Manon.
âSheâs behind that door,â Sorrel looked at the closed door.
Dorian took offense at what Sorrel was insinuating. He wasnât going to leave Manon just because of that. When it comes to love, he loves all of her. He doesnât pick and choose what parts to love and what to hate.
If anything, he is glad sheâs working with a professional to help her. He hates that she suffers alone like this. If she thinks her trauma and therapy is whatâs going to send him away then sheâs delusional.
He will especially stay to help her and support her during this time.
Walking into Sorrelâs room, he immediately went to the woman he loves. Holding her in his arms and wiping her tears, promising her that he wonât leave.
Also, telling her how proud he is that she is going to therapy.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#sorrel blackbeak#it was a rough period and it wasnât all fun#Dorian was supper supportive#and Manon was leaning on him during those sessions like sometimes sheâd leave triggered af#and it kinda just kept getting worse and worse#to the point where he wondered if things are supposed to get THIS bad before they get better. after a lot of talking he gathered from Manon#that the therapist wasnât being very helpful. one she kept undermining their relationship claiming that Manon is too dependent on him (just#because heâs there in the clinic for every appointment and for being super supportive) and second she wanted /insisted that Manon should#confront her grandmother which Manon refused to do and said that she canât do it but the therapist didnât listen and kept pressuring her#thus making her feel worse and worse. one time it got bad to the point where Manon wanted him in the session with her but the therapist#refused so Manon called him to come and take her away from there which he did but the therapist wasnât too happy about it and said some#things to which Dorian responded that this is over and Manon is not going to continue coming to these sessions. he was serious because that#woman was getting angry and Manon wasnât coping at all. he also knows that quitting therapy altogether isnât really an option. he just#needs to find someone better and more understanding. he asked Yrene and recommended someone who specializes in that sort of thing. but#Dorian wasnât going to take any risks so he went to see the new therapist himself and he told her of what happened with the previous one#he told her that Manon might be very reluctant this time and that she might want him with her#the new therapist assured him that the sessions will go according what her patient wants so him being present in every session will never#be an issue. and also she will never push her patient to do anything she isnât ready for/doesnât want to do#it was very rocky at first because Manon needed to trust that this new therapist isnât going to be awful and put her under so much pressure#and stress. it took about six sessions of her testing the waters before she decided to give it a chance again#so yeah it was really rough but by the end she settled and just went with it because she doesnât want to drag Dorian down and also she#wants to get better and honestly those pills are being so helpful it was better than being trapped in her own head for hours and hours
5 notes
¡
View notes