#for sir

[histouseandabuse2]

Force me to tell you about my trauma and then when your cock inevitably gets hard from it, beat me for it. Beat me for getting you hard and tell me it’s my responsibility to fix it.

[tismrizz]

Morning Glories

He/him

[not-sure-about-this-planet]

About Me

My name is Max, I'm a trans masc non-binary person in my early 20's, working on my degree in Criminology and Psychology, w History full time and working part time. So, somewhat busy person? Anyway, on T about 4 years, post top surgery about 2 years. I'm bisexual and poly.

This blog is mainly for writing or ranting or whatever - haven't been on here in a long time so I'm somewhat re-learning tumblr . Still used to 2016-2018 format even though it's only been about a year haha!

Planning to start writing more fanfic as well as nsfw-thought scenarios soon!

Beyond the cut-off is the nsfw part of the blog:

I'm a really kinky switch, mainly sub-leaning. I'm pretty much into anything beyond the hard limits being scat, piss, bestiality, raceplay, detransitioning, food, and a couple others that are a bit more niche.

My more favorite things are pet play, heavy d/s dynamics while also having a lot of soft interactions, breeding, cnc, mask kink, primal, bdsm in general, and a few others that might be revealed eventually. But I'm also an experimentalist so -

Anyway, I use the block button without hesitation if I'm uncomfortable, so just don't be an asshole. :)

[dripping-discipline]

Sir gave me two minutes of Horny Scroll time as a reward for sending two emails that I’ve needed to send. He can be a hardass when he feels like it

[histouseandabuse2]

Rape me to the point where I stop struggling and crying. To the point where all I can do is lay there numbly and take it. And then hurt me more. Hurt me so that I get hysterical all over again. And then when I get numb to that, pull your cock out and shove it into my ass and repeat the process.

[tismrizz]

me and the terrifying butch i pulled by being autistic

[dripping-discipline]

I’m currently being denied (aka I haven’t cum in weeks other than one accident) and I am so horny all of the time. It’s started seeping into my subconscious too, I keep having sex dreams and waking up with my hand on my dick. It’s constant. But imagine how much worse it would be with a chastity belt…. How needy and brainless I would be…. I can’t decide if I’m scared of it or if I want it

[histouseandabuse2]

When I’m sobbing from you raping me, and I’m begging you to stop, don’t forget to remind me that if I was pretty… you’d probably have already cum by now. And it’s my fault I’m suffering because I’m so disgusting that it’s hard for you to even stay hard.

[dripping-discipline]

I am dick out in the car in the parking lot getting wetter and wetter and hoping sir comes back soon

[histouseandabuse2]

Rape me so hard and violently that I sob hysterically about how I can’t take it anymore. Then remind me that I don’t have a choice and I’m going to continue to take it. Make it hurt so bad that I wish for death and I don’t understand how I can possibly be in so much pain and still be alive.

[dooffirmations]

H E L L O ????

[dripping-discipline]

Sir just gave me permission to read smut while waiting in the parking lot for him to finish grocery shopping, on the condition that I can’t wear pants. Hngggggggffff this is not helping my horny situation

[histouseandabuse2]

Please take it out on me if you’ve had a rough day. Take out all your frustrations on me and make me thank you for making me useful for a change.

[gorjee-art]

a raven father (i call him "pants") I've been feeding sometimes likes to sit outside my window and either wait for more food or just listen to the stuff I'm watching while I draw. Today's a colder day so he likes to fluff up a bit, and I kid you not :

this is an accurate representation of my view

[histouseandabuse2]

I don’t know. Maybe you want to drug me and keep me all high and out of it so you can take advantage of me and have fun triggering me? Have me so high that I have flashbacks that seem so real and feel so much genuine panic and I don’t understand where I am.