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PICK A CARD: Which Artist Wrote Your Future Spouse? ā®āĖ
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How to Pick Your Pile: Take a deep breath, clear your mind, and look at the images below. Which one pulls you in the most? Trust your gut! Once you choose the image, The number below your chosen image is your pile. If more than one catches your eye, that just means thereās extra tea for youāgo ahead and read both!
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Ooooh, okay, letās get into this. You pulled The Magician, Page of Wands, and Ten of Swordsāand lemme just say, this is already giving "main character energy meets redemption arc with a spicy twist". Like, your future spouseās vibe is bold, restless, charmingly reckless at times, but also carrying some deep emotional baggage. So now, letās spill the tea on which two singers couldāve written their essence into existence.This person has a very "put-together" look, almost effortlessly charismatic and stylish. they might look younger than their actual age or just have that playful, adventurous glow. (seriously, youāll catch yourself staring for too long)
The Singers:
1. Bruno Mars ā Because tell me why this person screams "Grenade" and "Talking to the Moon" energy while also somehow being the embodiment of "24K Magic"? Like, The Magician + Page of Wands together? This is someone who can literally manifest whatever they want and also a very smooth talkerš
2. Shawn Mendes ā WELL I TOLD YOU the tortured yet idealistic lover-boy energy is STRONG. This person is the type to run headfirst into love, say all the right things, and make your heart melt, but (and itās a big BUT) they also struggle with self-doubt and the fear of not being enough because of their bad past perhaps. They have that youthful, adventurous spirit, probably love travel or trying new things, and are always looking for their "great love story" moment.
What This Says About Their Personality:
this person is a natural at commanding attention. They know how to use their charm, words, and presence to get what they want (lowkey, they probably flirt without realizing itāyou might have to tell them to chill sometimes. BABY, they love with their whole chest (WHY DOES THIS PERSON SOUND LIKE A KDRAMA 2ND MALE LEADš). But the downside? They might have a history of falling for the wrong people or giving their all too quickly, leading to major emotional crashes. Although This person has had their fair share of heartbreaks or betrayals, but instead of staying down, they come back stronger. One thing about them which i see is, They HATR feeling stuck. Whether it's their career, love life, or personal growth, they need movement. Stagnation = death to them. Tbh, they might have commitment issues at first, not because they donāt love deeply, but because they fear getting stuck in the wrong thing again. They believe in deep, soulful connections, but theyāre also witty, a bit cheeky, and have a playful side.
Overall they have that mix of "boy-next-door but also lowkey a heartbreaker." Like they could be the flirty lead in a rom-com but also have that deep, emotional intensity. If they walk into a room, youād definitely notice them, even if theyāre not trying to stand out.
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OHHH, okay, i should say this, this spread is givinga "rich daddy aesthetic but also a secret softie"āand I am OBSESSED. This person is so layered, so multi-dimensional that youāre not just getting a future spouse, babeāyouāre getting an experienceš. Now, letās talk about singers.
The Singers:
1. Lana Del Rey ā LISTEN. The High Priestess + The World combo SCREAMS "mysterious, poetic, and possibly on a higher spiritual plane than the rest of us." Your future spouse embody a WHOLE DAMN aesthetic. They have depth and an "I know something you donāt" energy that makes people naturally drawn to them. But oh, honeyāthis is someone who isnāt just vibing in They give off a "tragically beautiful but also rich and successful" vibe. SO LANA CODED.
Althtough i feel like this person has that hardcore LANA aesthetic and i wasnāt going for any other singer for this pile but i am also hearing hoizer???? Cuz look, This is the type of person who might have everythingāmoney, status, powerābut theyāre still searching for something deeper, and if that aināt this spreadās energy, I donāt know what is.
What This Says About Their Personality:
This person does NOT spill their secrets easily. Theyāre the type to just stare at you for five seconds, and you feel like they know all your past lives. Itās giving "intimidatingly intuitive," like you canāt lie to them even if you tried. Probably has a strong work ethic, maybe even runs their own business or is at the top of their field. But hereās the thingātheyāre not flashy. Theyāre rich in a "quiet luxury" way rather than a "LOOK AT MY GOLD CHAIN" way. (Omg i feel like i am writing a wattpad fanficš) . theyāve been through enough life experiences to be WISE AS HELL. So that means, ther standards? High. This isnāt someone who jumps into relationships impulsivelyāthey observe, and they only commit when itās real. This person doesnāt do loud, over-the-top gestures Their love language is probably acts of service and deep conversations over wine while jazz plays in the background. They have a very āIf You Know, You Knowā Aesthetic (lana reference againš
) They have this untouchable aura. Not everyone gets to see their soft, romantic side, but the few who do? Game over. People are either intimidated by them or completely mesmerized.
So overall, They might seem reserved or intimidating at first, but once they let you in, youāll realize theyāre the kind of person who loves profoundly, protects fiercely, and builds an empire while contemplating the universe. Good luck handling this one, bestie. Theyāre not for the weak.š
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Your future spouse isnāt just built differentātheyāre built for the grind, the patience, and the long game. This is someone who knows struggle, doesnāt quit easily, and is out here crafting their legacy.
The singers:
1. Taylor Swift ā I mean, COME ON. The Nine of Wands + 7 & 8 of Pentacles? This is someone who has been through battles, faced major setbacks, and STILL got back up every time. Your future spouse has that same relentless work ethicātheyāre not the type to sit back and wait for things to happen; they MAKE them happen, even if it takes years. This person has had doubts, failures, maybe even moments where they felt like giving upābut theyāre still here, still pushing, still thriving.
2. The Weeknd ā Okay, hear me out. This person is obsessed with mastery. They arenāt just working hard for the sake of itāthey want to be THE BEST at what they do. This energy is very āwork now, enjoy laterāālike they probably spent their younger years hustling, learning, and leveling up, while other people were out partying. They have discipline, ambition, and an almost obsessive drive to perfect their skills.
What This Says About Their Personality:
This person has been through hell, taken hits, and STILL keeps going. Theyāve probably had moments of exhaustion, burnout, or self-doubt, but instead of quitting, they just rest, re-strategize, and come back even stronger. Theyāre like that one character in a movie whoās bruised, bleeding, and still smirking like āThat all you got?ā Babe, this person is MARRIED to their work. Like, actually(youāre the third wheel) . They probably live and breathe their career or passion. Late nights, early mornings, constantly improving, never satisfiedā this is someone who values progress over comfort. (Have they ever heard of a vacation? Probably not.) So by this you just know, if they are going on dates with you, giving their time to you, youāre the ONE FOR THEMš« . This person doesnāt half-ass anything. If theyāre going to do it, theyāre going to do it RIGHT. They have high standards for themselves and expect the same from others. Translation: If youāre slacking, they will side-eye you.
I also see, your future spouse is strategic as hell. Theyāre not impulsive or recklessāthey think ahead, invest wisely, and understand that real success takes TIME. (Financially stable king/queen? Love that for you.) So when they propose you, just know each of their actions were planned weeks before LOL.
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Thank you so much for reading till here! I hope my reading resonated with you and you had a good time reading it! Let me know what pile did you choose and i love hearing your feedbacks of my readingsā”
Note: tarot cards provide guidance and possible insights into what could happen based on current energies, thoughts, and actions. the cards can highlight potential paths or outcomes, but they do not predict the future in a fixed way. this is a general reading so take what resonates!
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Rivals, fanboys, and haters all agree: your fanfic is a masterpieceā¦ in the worst way.
ā” Book. Whispers in the Dark (WITD): Subtle Devotion, Lingering Shadows.
ā” Word Count. 494
ā” Yandere! Fanboy who has dedicated his life to success, power, and the complete monopolization of your existence. Who is, by all means, an untouchable CEO, a name that inspires fear and admiration alikeāexcept behind closed doors, heās the most dedicated, sleep-deprived, and utterly deranged fan of you to have ever existed.
ā” Yandere! Fanboy who owns every single piece of merchandise, every illegally obtained behind-the-scenes clip, every audition tape, and an archive of interviews that not even your own company has access to. Who can quote your lines better than you can, analyze your performances with the depth of a seasoned scholar dissecting philosophy, and who has, in his spare time, written a multi-chapter, 500k-word slow-burn angst fic of you that is currently the number one trending fic on AO3.
ā” Yandere! Producer who absolutely loathes fanfiction. Who has spent years perfecting your brand, crafting your public persona, and micromanaging your every move only to find out that some hormonal keyboard warrior had the audacity to make you submissive in a fic. Who is two seconds away from tracking the IP addresses of these degenerates and making sure they never write a single word again.
ā” Yandere! Rival who finds it hilarious. Who screenshots the most ridiculous fics and sends them to you at 3 AM with messages like "LMAO THIS U?" Who has no shame and will absolutely read smut aloud to your face just to watch you suffer. Who, after discovering Yandere! Fanboyās fic, has immediately made it his mission to ruin his life by reading it in the most obnoxious voice possible.
ā” Yandere! Hater who pretends he doesnāt care. Who sneers and calls it cringe but has, in reality, read every single one of them and even left anonymous comments because he needs to correct these brain-dead interpretations of your character. Who treats it like a full-time job, dissecting each fic, criticizing bad dialogue, and complaining when a writer gets your personality wrong. Who definitely had an aneurysm when he found out Yandere! Fanboy wrote the number one fic.
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Belmont's Newcomer
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Alucard x Reader
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The small village was slowly turning into a fully functional one. Everyone's work was reflected in the small but comfortable houses around the large haunting castle. The castle did not seem so haunting now, actually.
Under Sypha's commands, everything fell into place and everyone had no one to thank but her because even in her pregnant state, she put together a prosperous community.
The village had attracted some newcomers here and there but not many had stayed long, except for her.
It was the calmness and seclusion of the village that had pulled her like a moth to the light. It was something she craved, quiet and tranquility.
It was one of those rare hot days, where the meals had to be prepared outside and everyone would hold a large picnic. Sypha separated portions to everyone, prioritising the children, while Trevor handed out water and fresh juices and that was only because Sypha spent 30 minutes bullying him into doing it.
To Alucard, this crowd helped ease his loneliness and kept his dearest companions near him, he felt the most content he had been in a while. The sun warmed his skin,Ā sighs left his lips as if his exhaustion evaporated into the heat of the day.
The small moment of stillness was interrupted by the sound of footsteps on grass, something so quiet yet nothing was ever quiet to Alucard. He opened his eyes, to be met with a face he was not too familiar with.
A face of pale complexion, large brown eyes staring down at him with something akin to curiousty, plump lips formed into an awkward smile and long brown wavy hair put into a side braid summed up the woman before him. She held up a plate of food and water hurriedly, as if she feared he'd ask why she was there.
"I do not know if you can eat this food but.." she knelt to place the food on the warm grass next to him and looked up at him "here it is."
"I am sure I can eat it" he said in his usual velvet and smooth voice. "Thank you". He gestured for her to set the playe beside him and expected her to leave, however he was proved wrong.
"Do you care for company ?" she asked, but she was already sat beside him before he could answer.
"Suppose I don't mind company" he replied, eyeing her in an analytical manner.
"AH, so easy to befriend.." she exclaimed, leaning to the side* "...all you care about is draining me of my blood isn't it ?"
What a strange woman..
"You caught me, all I care about is trapping you, and pouncing on you so I can feed" he said, chuckling slightly.
"Oh dearie me!! I am caught with no escape!" She exclaimed dramatically as she fanned herself, faux worry written on her face.
"Oh yes, completely at my mercy" he played along, an odd smile in his face.
She cleared her throat, looking up at him with the best puppy eyes she could give.
"Then...if you help me get water from the pond, I promise not to put up a fight" she batted her eyelashes at him. It was adorable to him, a small part of him melted to this display but it was clear she only meant it as a joke.
"AH, I am being used..." he said shaking his head, standing up slowly "tsk tsk, here I thought I found a true companion"
He extended his hand to her, who gladly took it and hoisted her up.
"Well perhaps you may guarantee a true companion if you entertain me while we walk to the pond" she said, giving him a sly smile as she began walking, Alucard beside her.
"I have many stories to tell" he trailed off, glancing at her.
"Oh oh oh! I have a question!" she practically jumped at the thought of being lend the knowledge of his year.
She inched closer to him, awaiting permission.
"Well, how could I refuse a companion like you.." he said, shrugging and taking slower steps so she would not fall too behind.
"Okay, okay.." she inhaled deeply, "do your fangs suck blood in or are they there only fore piercing the skin?" she asked, butĀ before he could answer her voice rang through the space again. "Can you eat our food because you are half human ? Do you ever get tempted to drink from a human ? Please don't let it be me, we are very secluded right now! Ohhh but I am so curious to how it would feel...can you make it less painf-" a loud sigh cut her off as he only shook his head, rubbing his temple.
"I should have never let the villagers open their gates to you"
A sarcastic remark that left her standing in one place, mouth agape as she whined.
"Heeeeyyyy!!!"
"Hurry, or I will leave you behind in the woods." He gained another companion.
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Part XII - Food
Something near and dear to myself as a fat guy.
And something pretty much every historian gets wrong.
Well, how do I know history better than historians?
Historians only care about what was written down.
Archeology is a better source of food. Especially since archeologists will drink the bog mead and eat the tomb cheese.
People ate - everything - they could get their hands on. This limits the food to:
What is produced locally in the area.
What is either in season, preserved, or shelf stable.
What is not too expensive.
The too expensive is pretty easy, it's whatever was written down.
Here's a great example, 1950's.
People will often talk how terrible the food was. What was their source? Cook books. But, the reason it was in a cook book was that it wasn't a common recipe. People were more likely to eat meat + veggies + starch. How do you cook the meat? 350Ė oven, 1/2hr per pound.
What happened in the 1950's was a sudden influx of new ingredients, the creation of new technology, and things that were formerly only available to the rich suddenly became cheap enough to try. This is why they had all of the outlandish recipes, as the middle classes could now try these weird, rich things.
My mother, when she was growing up, learned to cook on a wood-fired oven.
The most common form for cooking in history as the hearth. The hearth consists of a flat rock that you build a fire on. You would normally surround it by stone or masonry to keep the fire contained. You either have a smoke hole in the roof, or just let it filter through the thatch. If the hearthstone is big enough, you build the house - around - it.
The reason why a pot for cooking shares the same root as pottery is that pots were originally ceramic. Ceramic is both a good insulator, and has a high heat capacity to hold in the heat. This makes it almost perfect for cooking on an open fire, keeping the temperature even. Metal pots and dutch ovens were a sign of wealth.
So, the choices for most people were in a pot over an open fire, or on a stick over and open fire, or suspended high above the open fire so it's mostly smoke and not heat.
Proper ovens were expensive, and so only found in cities, or among wealthy individuals, like bakers.
Corn when properly processed last forever, (as long as they are kept dry). Corn is the edible seeds from grasses, like wheat, barley, and oats in England. Rice and Maize also qualify.
Roots and tubers can last a year if kept it a cold, dry, dark place.
Vegetables are a different story, and often only last a single season, (or even much shorter time), if not pickled.
Meat has an extremely short shelf-life, unless cured, (salt) and smoked, in which case it lasts for almost ever.
And worst, fire. Without modern mechanisms, creating fire was extremely difficult. It was time consuming and taxing, and even if you do have modern lighters, it can still be time consuming and taxing. So, a lot of ancient civilizations would have someone who's job is firekeeper, (Dark Souls is about the primeval fear that the fire - might - go out). So, the fire was just kept going, forever. The Vestal Virgins of Rome were literally tasked with maintained the symbolic hearth of Rome.
All of those movies where they walk in and there's a fire in the background cooking a pot is... very accurate. Pots were often left on the stove for days, if not forever. And by forever, I mean
A batch of pot-au-feu was claimed by one writer to be maintained as a perpetual stew inĀ PerpignanĀ from the 15th century untilĀ World War II, when it ran out of ingredients to keep the stew going due to theĀ German occupation.
--Wikipedia
And by foodsafe, as long as it is kept at 60ĖF, which is barely simmering, it's perfectly safe to do this, forever.
As for bread, wheat was the goal of all civilization, and even then, the gluten in bread was dramatically increased in the US. So, while bread was common, but nowhere near as fluffy without the gluten. If they didn't have wheat, they would make something similar to pancake, which it seems like almost every single society has something similar.
Every family would have a grain ark. You would often have a larder, where meat was covered in fat for protection, (it effectively creates an air-proof barrier). Every family had a pig, as you could feed it food scraps, which it turns into pork. Some towns would have a municipal swineherd, who's job was to gather up the pigs and take them to the woods for foraging. The Roman standard, meaning the European standard when considering woodlands for tax purposes was how many pigs they could forage. Having a milk animals was the goal of most families. A calf can be bought for a few hundred, and it takes $20-ish dollars per day to feed. And they produced like 18L of milk per day. Chickens were typically not eaten, but kept for eggs. Or you can get a rope and a bucket and climb up/down a cliff to steal them from the birds that fish there. Wild game was freely available, until lords restricted it's use. You just had to hunt it and kill it, or pay a hunter to do it for you. Everyone with a square food of land had an herb/vegetable garden.
Most rent was paid in either work or grain, and the work was often to harvest the lord's own grain. If we take Grain as a general category, then it is the most common currency in Human history. Which is why it makes so much sense for Cybertronians to use Energon.
You Want to Make a Fantasy World: Part I - Magick
The first thing you need to decide when making a fantasy world is how magick works.
That might seem heady, but let's go over what you have to decide:
Who can use magick.
How do they use magick.
And how powerful can magick get.
Do you want 9th level magick, that can rip a giant hole in the world and summon unkillable monsters?
Because, honestly, you don't need it.
Can 9th level magick only be used by decrepid old wizards with one foot in their grave? Only it be used by chosen heroes? Only be by inhuman things, like Dragons and Daemons and Liches?
Low level but common magick can have a huge effect on the setting. Being able to light a fire can allow you to save the time and effort it takes to start a fire. Heating a rock can be used to heat a home, or even a bath, giving the equivalent of modern sanitation. Hand washing, bathing, and toilets have done the most for Human longevity. Can you go to a priest, give him a penny, and have him cure your cancer?
Sure, curing cancer isn't as cool as curing sword wounds, but the medical effects it can have on longevity are staggering.
Maybe magic is something that can only be done by a minority of the population, that dedicate themselves to the study.
None of them are wrong answers, so long as they are CONSISTENT.
If magickal ability depends on your bloodline, then someone, somewhere is going to think it's a good idea to selectively breed mages to keep the magics strong. The mages might become the noble classes, they might form their own class, which they breed endogenously, like Hindus.
If only inhuman things can cast upper level magick, and you see a seemingly ordinary Human cast that kind of magick, then guess what? He's not actually an ordinary Human.
Does magick need a physical catalyst? Does it consume reagents? How rare are these reagents? Do they come in one of a few types, or is every twig of berries a reagent for a different spell? Maybe upper level spells require expensive reagents, and that's the limiting factor? Maybe these spells use too much mana, and therefore can only be done by places of power?
Does teleportation require Line of Sight? Can you open long-range portals only if you have local knowledge? Can you target places of power from a distance?
We start with the simple, coarse questions, and get to the finer ones later on. When? When you come up with a good idea for how it works? Or, honestly, when you need to use it. It's perfectly fine to wait until the characters need/want to teleport to decide how it functions.
Another way to limit spells if by giving the heroes a rare magickal item. Why can they use portals?, because they have the Staff of the Herald. Why do they have the staff of the herald?
Given by someone important.
Monster loot.
They found it in an old, abandoned building.
They earned it by accomplishing some feat, or level of training.
Again, all you have to decide is how rare the item is, and maybe if you need some sort of innate/trained ability to use it.
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Hello! I hope youāre having a good day and just wanted to let you know that your explanation of chapter 4 was amazing!! If you donāt mind me asking though, who exactly is Falin? Or rather whatās her big schtick? Cause I liked her in the chapter but couldnāt really understand why she is who she is.
hii and thank you so much for liking it (*ā§āā¦*)š!! I go on a tangent when Iām speaking/writing so everything ends up all over the place?
also, I donāt mind at all, in fact, thank you for asking about Falin \(//ā//)\!! I wanted to talk about her so bad (and I decided I was going to make long post about her pretty soon! seeing your ask made me so happy, cause now I have a reason to talk about her!)
[also, anon, I kinda had one thing in my head and it turned into another so I feel like I deviated from what you wanted and turned it into something else? I apologise in advance if this was not what you meant. please let me know if this is what you meant or something else :D!]
spoilers for main story chapter 4, part 4 and 5 are below and trigger warning for breeding, captivity and human trafficking (technically not human but it still applies i guess?)
now, for people who have not read the story or donāt remember it clearly, Iāll briefly go over what happened in the main story revolving asking her, before jumping to what we know about her character and some of my own theories + things Iāve noted about her. unfortunately, we do not have information for why she turned into such a twisted character but I think that might be revealed in the coming chapter since the case of Seiran family has not been wrapped up yet; the investigation is still going on since the Master of the Seiran family is still alive.
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her actions, leading up to her death:
this is meant for those who have not read or do not remember the events revolving her; Iāll wrap it up quickly! in case you have not read my previous explanation about chapter 4 (part 3-5) and are confused, please give it a read!
it begins when the butlers (+muu!) were taking shifts at night in various places inside the Seiranās palace (doing their guarding duties) when they hear the maids calling out to each other that āshe went into labourā or āthe child is about to be born, grab [insert necessity]!ā
[note: for child, the word used in Japanese by the maids is å/ko which does not only mean the child of a person but could be the child of an animal too. that was one of the assumptions of the butlers; that the child was a cat/dogās baby OR that the child could be of another possible (hidden) mistress of the head of the Seiran family.]
but it becomes strange when this happens again, and then again. now, the butlers were suspicious, especially when Falin reacted in an unusual manner, saying she had not heard the maids act like that before heading back quickly, avoiding the subject.
now everything comes to light when:
[this is after the Master of the Seiran family had been kidnapped by mr elf, and Fennesz and Haures were away searching for the Master of the Seiran family.].
Ammon, Boschi, Aruji with Falin at their side are confronted by the sight of elf guy interrogating the Master of the Seiran family.
[note: elf guyās people (their kind as a whole) are from the West (specifically from the valley regions.). they are governed by Elboa, the green headed elf looking guy with a hood.].
there itās revealed that the Seiran family had kidnapped the people of elf guy (people of the valley.). Boschi assumed it was for experimentation, like the Sardis family did. In response, when Boschi, in a repulsed manner, makes this remark out loud, Falin says this, gazing at elf guy with fascination:
āOh my, how rude! I have no interest in such trivialities. Lookā¦(gesturing to elf guy)ā¦.at that crystalline skinā¦those blue eyesā¦those elegantly shaped ears.ā
āI want to keep beautiful things close to meā¦increase them in numberā¦and share them with othersā¦isnāt that human nature?ā
she was the main culprit behind the kidnapping and unlike what the butlers were assuming, it was not for experimentation purposes (like the Sardis) but her desire to possess beautiful āthingsā and share them with others. not only does she keep the people of mr elf (locked up for her viewing) BUT she wanted to increase their number. now, what was the best way to do that?
breeding. she forced the really beautiful male and female captives to have children together, to produce even more beautiful children for they would be āmore desired by clientsā. now itās kinda ambiguous whether she sold only the children or the adults too; but she did have the elfās people sold to nobles for high prices. thatās the reason for the children being born mysteriously each night but never being seen or heard of.
(we donāt have information about who the nobles were but it could very well be to nobles anywhere. I donāt think their clients were majorly from the East since that would be risky for them. anyhow, i feel like information about who the nobles were will be revealed soon since investigation is still going on into the business.).
thatās how the Seiran family became so rich and influential in the first place (by human trafficking) so much so that even during the (current) wars that plagued the Eastern lands, the people governed by the Seiran family were always doing well, financially, were not impacted by the unsettlement in the East and were extremely fond of the Seiran family and grateful for their rule.
[the scene where Falin is waving and greeting the grateful civilians in carriage with Aruji and Muu becomes kind of unsettling when you think about it; the reason why the civilians could relish in security (financial + food + otherwise) was due to the money the Seiran family earned from trafficking. ]
[note: Seiran familyās āhuman traffickingā likely started when Falin married into the family (though we donāt know for sure from the main story.). Iām not negating Seiran familyās wealth in any way since they were nobility even 300 years ago, but their sudden wealth in the current years has been likely due to this business.]
after being exposed, the elf guy demands them to hand over his people but Falin says she had all of the āproductsā burnt on the orders of her husband.
[earlier, Falinās husband told her in private that he wanted to discontinue this ābusinessā of theirs now because now they had established their power and their kingdom was rich. so he wanted all evidence of their business destroyed. he was especially afraid now, after the Sardis family was exposed, stripped of their titles and now regarded as criminals.]
Aruji confirms that there had been no fire (they would have smelled the scent of such a huge fire or seen evidence of it), proving to elf guy that Falin was lying. She admits after giggling that she would never have her āproductsā harmed; she merely sent the products with her maids to her parentās home.
[long story short; elf guy then threatens Falin in an attempt to make her show him where his people were, the huge bell rings (the one signaling angels arrival) and Falin leaves in the heat of the moment. elf guy runs after her, hot on her tail.]
she runs back to her castle, where she sees Seraphim and Cherubim. she is instantly entranced by their appearance, especially after they kill some of her men with their ālight powersā.
she asks them to kill her; her ephemeral life was going to come to end someday, hence sheād rather it come to end with her last sight and the manner of her death both being beautiful. [her words, roughly.]
[note: she wanted to die by their light powers.]
Seraphim (after being weirded out š) agrees with a smirk. then he proceeds to stab her fatally (because he deemed her impertinent and arrogant for talking this way to an angel š). she slowly bleeds out as Seraphim and Cherubim leave with the cage full of elf guyās people with them.
[elfās people were seen being taken by the maids of Falin (by Cherubim and Seraphim above). after they saw the cage being transported, they killed her maids and men, and took the captives (the elfās people) who offered no resistance since all the time in captivity had made them apathetic and out-of-it. Cherubim will likely use the captives for experimentation :(]
there, elf guy arrives; he had been waiting behind in the shadows, unable to step out because he knew the intelligent angels were stronger than the average angels and he wasnāt sure he could win in a fight against them. there, he sees Falin, lying in a pool of her blood, her face pointing to a mirror in the room, gazing at herself (covered in blood.).
elf guy (almost pitying her because he planned on killing her in a quick manner, not in the torturous way she was currently dying) asks her to look into his eyes. she looks at him before he kills her with one quick attack of his sword.
[he also almost pitied her for the fact her last sight was herself covered in blood and not something beautiful; beautiful things were something she had dedicated herself to, all her life. thatās why he asked her to look at him so her last sight could be him (someone she called extremely beautiful and showed a desire to possess), fulfilling her last wish.].
thatās how she dies, her last sight being āsomethingā beautiful, right as she desired all this time.
now, with this out of the way, Iāll only be focusing on her.
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Falin; her character and all the known information about her.
so Falin or ćć”ćŖć³ was the Mistess of the Seiran family: the wife of the Master of the Seiran family. she was originally a noble woman from a small aristocratic family located in a mountainous region in the East; her family did not have much influence and itās not known how she ended up marrying the Head of the Seiran family.
the first thing we learn about Falin, comes when Boschi notices her and remarks, in complete horror that she looks exactly like his mother. he goes further to add that even her voice was exactly like his motherās; only her personality differed as his mother was timid by personality.
[you can just imagine the extent of how similar they looked for Boschi to feel so uncomfortable in her presence; unfortunately we have no description of how Boschiās mother looked like to pin down Falinās appearance. all we know is that Boschiās motherās hair had a beautiful lustre to it and was likely long. Boschiās hair colour is something he inherited from his father so Falinās hair colour isnāt blue. we can also guess since Boschiās mother had a frail physique, Falin also had a similar one; she was also likely not too tall either and had a slim/skinny build.]
she married into the Seiran family. she is a descendant of a relative of Boschiās mother; (Boschi said so himself). while his mother did die in the fire, she had relatives remaining in her village. Falin is a descendant of one such relative ā this would explain her eerie similarity to his mother.
she was initially fascinated by Boschiās appearance because āhe is beautiful like Fubukiā ā both are cold, strong and have one eye. [this made me crack up š Iām sorry.]. we later learn from Finley that there were rumours that she had actually proposed to Fubuki a long time ago (to marry him) but was rejected by him.
there comes my next point! i think most fans got the impression that she was really young (like I did), being around the age of 25ā30 but I believe this is wrong. we know from her interaction with Aruji and Muu (where she was amused when Muu called her young) that she is a bit older (not calling her old š) but her age may be (from the way she recalls her past experiences as the time she was āyoungā) around 30-45. I want to push it further from 30 but with the current canon content, I want to be careful just in case i end up wrong.
[also Boschi saw his mother for the first time when she was around her 40ās; I doubt someone in their 20ās could look so startling alike to someone in their 40ās. Boschi would have then added then that Falin looked like a more younger version of his mother: but he didnāt.
he said that their face, builds and voices were exactly the same; he could have added the age part too.]
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A bit of background about East:
now i want to focus on East a bit and the standing women have/had:
women of the noble families in the East are regarded with little to no importance. theyāre merely seen important for their ability to bear a potential male heir. Boschi further explained that they have no power or influence, live in seclusion, make no public appearance and have no political power (despite being mistresses of powerful noble families.).
an example of this is Bosciās own mother. she was the third wife of his father, had no political power or influence and till her death lived in complete seclusion. because she hid the fact that she had a son, so a child-less wife was not important.
[the first wife killed the third wife and her son, after news of her son being born came out. the reason why the first wife had so much power to begin either is because she had a son earlier than the other wives and wasnāt willing for the other wives to have a chance for their son/s to be potential heirs.]
so for power, the women in noble families could and would sink pretty low.
now, with this in mind, letās proceed!
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Falinās role and how she stood out:
Falin breaks many of the stereotypes that we have of the Eastern noble women in akuneko.
first of all, sheās the first and only wife of the master of the Seiran family (from what we know).
thatās extremely strange, especially considering the noble men from the east so far have been depicted to have more than one wife. [polygamy was common; Boschi says so himself. monogamy, on the other hand, was uncommon.]
whatās also strange is that she has no known children. sheās been married to the head of the Seiran family for quite a while yet from their interaction, the topic of children never came up. [keep in mind, this is set in a land and time where women are only regarded important for bearing a potential male heir. wars are still rampant and there are new noble families attempting to rise to power. if she couldnāt have children, her husband would have another wife already. but thereās a split chance her husband cannot have children, but that fact could have been used to oust him from power by a relative of his, from the Seiran family already.].
[so itās unknown why they donāt have children or arenāt seeking to have them in a war struck region where male heirs are absolutely necessary for power.]
secondly, she had more authority/power (not on first glance) than her husband, the actual head of the family.
we know she (very likely) started the business of human trafficking; from how attached she was to it and how reluctant she was of letting go of it. she likely posed the business to her husband as a means of securing more influence and power in the Eastern lands (which is plagued by wars for power) but in actuality it was for her own twisted desire for ābeautiful thingsā.
her husband acquiesced to her whims very easily. this can be seen by when brought up the subject of ending the business and destroying the āevidenceā, she quickly managed to dissuade him with a little assuaging.
she even admitted in front of Aruji, Boschi, Ammon, her husband and elf guy that she manipulated her husband to follow her whims in this business.]
one other incident, which proves this is, when the butlers were told not to guard the master and mistress of the Seiran family (new guards of their own were assigned), she immediately went up to her husband and subtly hinted that she was āafraidā the new guards would not be able to protect her husband as well as the devil butlers (who have quite a reputation for their strength).
in actuality, she was not concerned about his safety (or even her own, to be honest.). she wanted the butlers by her side so she can gaze at their ābeautiful faces ā while she went about her day. she did end up accomplishing that as her husband had the devil butlers reassigned only for her protection.
her influence over her husband can also be seen in when she manages to rope him into allowing her to dine with Aruji [instead of dining with him], in hopes of seeing the butlers from close enough (as they would be guarding Aruji right in their room) since she wasnāt getting enough opportunities to see them from close enough.
[itās also interesting that her husband said that the devil butlers were invited to the Seiranās residence because he was concerned for her safety, not his. he says this as a reminder to Falin, in one instance, (I guess trying to keep her in check because he was a bit suspicious of her and her intentions.).
so did she possibly manipulate her husband into inviting the butlers? itās canon (in aknkās story), that the devil butlers (while they are detested by people all around the world) are well known for both their beauty and strength. since we know she wasnāt concerned for her own life, could it be she invited them after hearing talks of their looks?]
moreover, unlike the noble women of her time, she was extremely confident and sly (in all matters, with all people, even strangers.).
ignoring her husband now and focusing on her interaction with the other characters:
when she saw Boschi for the first time, she approached him confidently, even inquiring about how he received the injury on his arm and eye. his attempts to reject her questions (rudely too) only brought her satisfaction and made her even more curious and him.
in the incident where she dined with Aruji, she had managed to convince Haures too, into allowing her to go inside Arujiās room without informing them prior. and Haures genuinely seemed unable to deal with Falin and her persistent personality.
she switches her approach too, depending on who sheās dealing with: with her husband, itās gentle, concerned and complacent; with the butlers, itās persistent and clever.
even when she was revealed to be carrying out that business, she was calm and amused by Ammon and Boschi regarding her with hatred. even after that, she made one last further request to Aruji to capture elf guy in return for anything Aruji wanted (which they rejected.).
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Extra:
I want to talk about one more incident where I loved the writerās subtlety in showing Falinās character:
it was when she wanted to have breakfast with Aruji instead of her husband; the reason she states for this was: that being surrounded by fully armed, āfaceless menā (the guards) would make her not enjoy her breakfast. and thatās when she remembered the āfaces of the butlersā (with whom she would be able to enjoy her food, since she liked their faces).
she could have said she wanted the company of Aruji or the butlers over the guards, or remembered them because she likes spending time with them or that theyāre more amusing; any excuse could have passed. but she said she remembered the faces of the butlers and thought she would enjoy her food better with them in her presence.
[by the way, this was after the head of the guards was changed because the original one was injured; the temporary head of the guards made it a rule to wear armour that covered their faces as well i think?].
Lastly, itās interesting how Falin, a mere mistress of the Seiran family has a name (despite the eastern noble women being put down in terms of power and influence) yet her husband was only āMaster of the Seiran Familyā throughout the story ā all in all, to show how irrelevant he was and how he had no power or a role in the story, besides his title.
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my own thoughts:
I mentioned in my previous post that I would like it if the writers could give more focus to the Seiran family, in particular, Falin.
how did a woman from a small aristocratic family end up marrying the master of a (relatively) bigger noble family and rope the master into following her desires? (if she did start the business of human trafficking) how did she convince the master of Seiran family?
also, what started her obsession with beauty? considering how rooted it is in her, did it start from her childhood? did her parents engrain it in her? [I can come up with loose reasons for almost every question in my mind but my mind goes blank for why Falin could have been so obsessed with beautiful people. she didnāt show much regard for riches either so why beauty of all subjects?]
(another thought thatās been on my mind) is that the killing of Boschiās family was something well known in the aknk world; Berrien affirms this as well. so itās unlikely that Falinās ancestor (the one related to Boschiās mother) did not know of the killing of Boschiās mother.
how were Falinās family okay with her marrying into the Seiran family when they were responsible for killing her family just 300 years ago? itās unlikely they have forgotten it because (call me delusional) but I think they do keep records of everything (since the Eastern lands in aknk are loosely based off feudal japan.)
Or wait āØ! what if they (Falinās parents) made her marry the Master of Seiran family because they believed it would be a good proposal for her (Seiran family being rich) and they could benefit from Seiran familyās riches too if Falin marries into them (their past bad blood be damned)?
and Falin knew of what the Seiran family did to hers years ago, which is why she doesnāt love or show any regard for the Master of the Seiran family āØ?
[Iāll shut up; these were mostly my own thoughts from what canon content I could scavenge. but I think even if this isnāt the truth (what Iāve proposed), itās pretty close the truth. so Iāll settle with that.]
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anyway, thatās it! iāll pipe down now but thatās what I could piece together. please let me know if i got a fact wrong (as the length of the story does make it easy to confuse parts of it.)
i hope we learn more about Falin, her childhood and what led to her character becoming the way it is! if they donāt, Iām coming for studio wasabi āØ! have a wonderful day, anon (*^ā½^*)!! i hope this was a good read!
and if thereās something you all want to add into what Iāve said, propose an alternative idea to what Iāve said, or correct me in something I said, please comment below or send me an ask. i donāt wish for incorrect information to be passed around, especially from my own mouth.
have a good day everyone! I love discussing the story content of aknk so feel free to send me asks anytime (*^ā½^*)! please pray for me, (if youāre someone that prays) because my exam result is coming out tomorrow morning š)
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something thats been driving me crazy is the constant worry that i am somehow using harmful stereotypes for the characters i write
like i am unfortunately white tm and me also being autistic and queer does not erase that obviously, im always trying to educate myself as best as i can, yet i feel like im always doing something wrong
its less of a problem when im working with the normal forms of hylia and demise since they are not really human, and though their humanoid disguises technically are still not human they do represent what they might have looked like if they grew up as one; i didnt want to make demises form too dark since i felt like it would perpetuate that stereotype of dark skin = evil which is already not great about ganondorfs character design, but didnt want to make him too light since i felt it would erase that part of his connection to ganondorf altogether and make it all the worse, but then again my demise isnt actually that evil, hes good at heart, so making him too light then would be even worse bc it would imply that light = good thing again
for hylia im even more anxious about it bc i intentionally gave her very dark skin to kinda subvert that light = good thing with zelda (tho in my AU the gods are not good and hylia isnt actually as loyal to them as it may seem bc she knows that.. which i feel complicates things just further; and also light an dark is just a very good contrast aesthetically?) but then i also like to intentionally make characters rather ?gender? but then i worry her being somewhat masculine would also be sth harmful bc i know black women are often treated as inherently less feminine .. which isnt my intention at all (tho my hylia .. doesnt rly have a gender? idk many characters i like to write/design dont have anything specific, like what more do you need than knwoing the right pronouns to call them?? qnq) her being rather cold and ruthless also feels like im doing something bad somehow
then theres the whole sexualization worry, i dont know if im doing that in a bad way bc honestly i just like .. drawing ...bodies? aesthetically? like yes they are very sexy but also wheres the line, am i somehow overstepping it without knowing?? how can i recognize what is normal 'finding certain things pretty or sexy' and what isnt??
so far i dont remeber anyone pointing anythign out as bad which im taking as a sign that i cant be doing that badly .. hopefully, maybe all this is a very stupid thing to worry about and its obvious to everyone else but i am so god damn afraid of doing something even slightly questionable and being hunted down for it (probably bc similar happened to me when i was a teen and it was about an absolut non issue, literally, so even the thought of doing something actually bad is mind boggling to me bc that other thing nearly cost me my life and i literally dont know how i survived and i would 100% not if it happened again..)
this is probably a very chronically online thing too but hoenstly i needed to get it out of my head for once
#ganondoodles talks#sorry for this weird rant out of nowhere#but yes i constantly worry about all of that#-AM I ALLOWED TO FIND THIS SEXY OR IS THAT A BAD THING-#-can i have this character as my fav or is that bad tm????-#its probably so so stupid#but i have been stupid before#fear is clawing at my throat at all times#and no im not trying to be like uwu pwease educate me im just a fragile lil white lad uwu#-shudders-#adn also not a lol typical weirdo ace people behavoir not knowign aesthetic attraction exists#god i hate that#probably gonna delete this in the mroning but my paranoia isnt letting me rest#i think destiny is the most solid story i have written so far so im actually kinda proud of all the work and conncetions in it#but what if im wrong
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Hi! Today I want to introduce you to my husband and I's dear friend, Abdelrahman Hajjaj.
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Abod is 34 years old, and lives in Al Maghazi camp in Gaza. He is raising money to evacuate himself, his wife Aya, his daughter Leen, his parents, and one of his brothers. Leen was born premature and needs special care. His mother has blood cancer, his father uses a colostomy bag, and his brother is diabetic. Abod is desperate to leave Gaza and build a better life for his family elsewhere.
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Abod's life is extremely dangerous. Something I especially want to highlight is the condition of his house. He lives on the top floor of his building, which has no doors and is missing walls. Thin blankets are the only thing separating him and his family from the elements, and the occupation's ammunition.
His daughter Leen just turned one on September 2nd, and she's able to crawl around more every day. What should be an exciting milestone also comes with a lot of dread. Abod has built barriers around the house to try and prevent Leen from crawling where it's most dangerous, but anyone who has young children knows it can be difficult to keep them out of trouble. Parents should not have to worry about their baby falling off the edge of their house, three stories to the ground below. Yet, this is just another everyday terror for Abod and Aya.
Abod and my husband are very close. They talk for hours every single day, sharing their hopes and fears with each other. A couple of weeks ago, gfm flagged Abod's campaign for verification, something you have probably seen happen to a lot of Gazan campaigns (this often leads to them being arbitrarily shut down). My husband assisted Abod with gfm's intense verification process, and thankfully it was successful. His campaign is also finally connected to a friend's bank account so he can receive funds.
Abod's campaign has not received much attention since it was created in June, and donations have been very slow. Abod does not have much hope for his campaign's success. Please help my husband and I prove him wrong.
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on worldbuilding, and what people think is going on
there is one facet of fantasy worldbuilding that is, to me, the most interesting and essential but i don't see it come up in worldbuilding guides or writing prompts or anything, and that is the question of:
what do the inhabitants of your world believe about how the world works, and how are they wrong? a lot of fantasy media will set up their cosmology, gods, magic systems, planar systems, concepts of the afterlife, &c., and proceed as though the inhabitants of the world know and understand them.
from someone whose entire academic career is focused on studying human culture in various regions and time periods, with a focus on belief systems (religion, occultism, mythology, folklore): that sort of worldbuilding is unrealistic and missing out on so much fun.
people are always seeking new understanding about how the world works, and they are mostly wrong. how many models of the solar system were proposed before we reached our current one? look at the long, turbulent history of medicine and our various bizarre models for understanding the human body and how to fix it. so many religions and occult/magical traditions arise from people disagreeing with or adapting various models of the world based on new ideas, methods, technologies. many of them are wrong, but all of them are interesting and reflect a lot about the culture, beliefs, values, and fears of the people creating/practising them.
there is so much more to the story of what people believe about the world than just what is true.
to be clear: i think it's fine and important for the author to have a coherent explanation for where magic comes from or who the gods are, so they can maintain consistency in their story. but they should also be asking what people in the world (especially different people, in different regions/nations and different times) think is happening when they do magic, or say a prayer, or practise medicine, or grieve their dead. it is a rich vein for conflict between individuals and nations alike when two models of the world disagree. it is fascinating how different magic systems might develop according to different underlying beliefs.
personally, i think it is the most fun to spawn many diverse models of the world, but give none of them the 'right' answer.
(bonus points if you also have a thriving academic system in the world with its own theory, research, and discourse between factions! as an academic, it is very fun to imagine fictional academic debate over the topics i'm worldbuilding. sometimes i will be working out details for some underlying mechanic of the world and start imagining the papers being written by scholars researching it)
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I think a huge factor in people not being able to understand this game is that the game as a whole relies on understanding Solasā character as written, and people are refusing to understand it
Solas is, and has been since his first appearance, an egotistical, hubristic, racist, manipulative, abusive and condescending asshole who regularly commits atrocities and pretends that being sad about them is enough penance. He is a terrible person who insists heās actually the hero of the story. He is a liar and a manipulator, and he lies to himself as well. He uses other people like chess pieces and sacrifices them for his cause without much of a thought, and without them even knowing they are being used.
This is who he is. This is who he was always written to be. And veilguard is almost entirely about deconstructing that. Every member of the veilguard is a foil to solas. They are all who he pretends he is, and his false hero fantasy falls apart when you put them next to him.
Every single companion storyline is about that character successfully doing something that Solas is incapable of, but would be capable of if he wasnāt such a terrible person. And they all face a dark reflection of themselves and come out the other side mostly unscathed by that, aware that this dark reflection is not them because they are not actually like that.
Solas faces many of the same challenges the companions do, and fails each and every one of them, because, unlike them, he is not actually a hero. He is not a good person. He does not learn to accept that just because something is broken doesnāt mean there arenāt parts of it worth saving. He does not learn to accept the harsh truths and move forward. He does not accept that he is responsible for his own actions, even if someone else orders them. He fails every time.
Solas faces not one but two dark reflections of himself, Elgarānan and Ghilanānain, the prideful god who always thinks heās right no matter the consequences, and the servant and lover of another god whose atrocities are not justified by having been pushed by their lover and mistress, but does not come out the other side unscathed because it turns out he IS actually like them. His reflections are accurate, theyāre real parts of himself that he pretends donāt exist, not just twisted versions of their fears like they are for the companions. At the end of the game he even admits that yes, he is very similar to Elgarānan.
Pretty much the entirety of veilguard is a very careful and deliberate deconstruction of Solasā character and self image. We go through, in elaborate detail, all of his crimes, all of his mistakes, all of the reasons why he is wrong, why his actions are unjustifiable, why his regret doesnāt absolve him of responsibility, how he thinks it does anyway.
We completely tear down every single aspect of the image he has constructed for himself. We destroy every single excuse with clear examples showing that that was not how things had to go. Every justification. Every insistence itās okay because heās sorry. Every time he insists he knows best and we should leave him to it. Every single illusion that he is a good person is shattered. By the end of it there is absolutely nothing left, and his repeated attempts to keep up the facade come off as pathetic and ridiculous. In all his banters with companions he tries to use his usual tricks, pretty excuses, belittling comments, fake niceties and every time heās completely shut down.
He tries to imply Davrin has a biased view of him from stories about the dread wolf, Davrin responds with evidence the truth is even worse. He tries to apologise to Harding, she comes back with a list of all the terrible things heās done that an apology canāt cover. He tries to appeal to spite, spite points out he hurt Rook so why should he trust him. He comes up with excuses for killing Varric and Neve points out that thereās no pretty excuse for using blood magic on Rook in such a cruel way afterwards. The illusion is shattered. Thatās what the entire game has been building up to. And it makes his last attempt at betrayal seem embarrassing, because we now see through the facade and know that he was too obsessed with himself to even consider weād see it coming.
But the thing is a lot of people refuse to see this. This is where his characters been heading since the beginning. This is who heās always been. But a lot of people ignore any and every negative thing about him, and then complain the game doesnāt make sense. Of course it doesnāt make sense. Youāve ignored every single theme, plot point, and piece of characterisation to make up a version of Solas in your head and thatās not the Solas the game is about. It makes complete sense when you see Solas as he truly is, as he was written to be. Itās such a good bit of writing when you actually let yourself experience it as it is and allow yourself to be open to the idea that the guy who is trying to commit his second genocide might be a bad person.
#datv spoilers#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#solas critical#this is why the game was called dreadwolf. in a way it is entirely about him. itās a complete deconstruction of who he is and who he#pretends to be#and it is ALSO why it was changed to veilguard. because what actually ends up being more important is who the veilguard are.#because being who they are is what saves the world. and solas ends up being a pathetic little man trapped by the consequences of his own#actions heās been trying to avoid for millennia
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The Wedding Night
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Hyunjin x fem!reader
Warnings: psychotic family rituals, use of weapons (guns, knives, crossbows), threats, some blood, chasing MDNI
Genre: established relationship, thriller/romance
Summary: You and Hyunjin get married, and on your wedding night, you play a deadly game with his eccentric family - his seven brothers.
a/n: Written after watching 'Ready or not'. The plot is not exactly the same, but very similar. I absolutely love horror thriller movies and this one has such a strange gothic vibe to it that I love hehe! Please feel free to skip if any of the warnings bother you. But also remember this is just a story! Thank you!
The storm outside the sprawling mansion mirrored the turbulence Hyunjin felt in his chest as he watched you adjust your dress. Hyunjinās arms snaked around your waist from behind, his touch gentle. He pressed a lingering kiss to your neck, his lips warm against your skin.
āWhat's wrong Jinnie? You look nervous.ā You said, you hand cupping his cheek as his eyes met yours in the mirror.
āNo, I'm goodā¦just don't feel like sharing you tonight,ā he murmured, his voice low, sultry.
āIt's tradition, right?ā you asked, turning to face him.
His long, dark hair fell in soft waves, framing his face like he was a gothic prince from a fairy tale.
āRight. Tradition.ā His gaze flicked to the clock above the fireplace. Just about half an hour to midnight.
āHyunjinā¦ whatās going on?ā You were worried now. Hyunjin has been on the edge the whole day, and you'd thought that he was just nervous - it was his wedding after all.
But now? It was starting to get to you.
His hesitation sent a ripple of unease through you. His family had been off from the moment you met them. Apart from his mother and twin sister, Yeji, they were all men. His brothers - Jisung, Felix and Jeongin. His cousins - Chan, Minho, Chanbin and Seungmin.
They moved like shadows through the halls, their smiles never reaching their eyes. But none of that mattered because you loved Hyunjin. You married him knowing that he came with thisā¦ oddness.
And now, on the night of your wedding, theyād insisted on a "family tradition" - a game to welcome you into the fold.
Hyunjinās hand cupped your face, his thumb brushing your cheek.
āI need you to trust me,ā he said, his tone urgent. āNo matter what happens tonight, I will keep you safe.ā
Before you could ask what that meant, there was a knock on the door.
āItās time.ā Minho's voice came from the other side of the door, and Hyunjinās grip on you tightened.
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The family was gathered in the dimly lit dining room around a massive oak table, all still dressed in their elaborate, somewhat gothic outfits from the wedding. Hyunjinās father sat at the head.
āTradition binds us,ā he said, his voice echoing through the room. āTonight, the newest member of our family will prove their worth.ā
Jeongin, Hyunjin's youngest sibling, placed an antique box before you, its surface etched with intricate symbols. Hyunjin's mother opened the box and inside, you found cards.
Are you playing cards?
Hyunjinās hand found yours beneath the table, squeezing tightly. His expression was unreadable, but the tremor in his fingers betrayed his fear.
āDraw a card,ā his father commanded.
You hesitated, your heart pounding as you glanced at Hyunjin before reaching into the box, and pulling out a card.
It bore a single word: Run.
Gasps rippled through the room. Yeji gave you a look that was borderline smothered with pity, and she looked away quickly. So did his mother.
āOh, this will be fun,ā Minho purred, his grin sharp.
Hyunjin shot to his feet, as he said āNo. Weāre not doing this.ā
āSit down, son,ā his father growled, his tone laced with authority.
āSheās my wife!ā Hyunjin said, his voice way too loud to be friendly, and you glanced around the room to find all eyes on you.
āAnd now, sheās the game,ā Chan said, his smile chilling.
You didnāt have time to process what was happening before Hyunjin pulled you to your feet.
āRun,ā he whispered urgently.
āWhat?ā
āRun!ā
He had pushed you out the door so hard that you nearly collided with the wall on the other side. But you did as you were told. You ran.
The manor was a labyrinth of dark twisted corridors and hallways as you fled. You could hear them behind you - their laughter, and the clang of metal.
What the hell was happening? What was this game?
You almost screamed as Hyunjin burst out through a door in front of you, his breathing ragged.
āWe need to get you out-ā he said, pulling you into a dimly lit hallway, but you yanked your hand back, making him stop on his tracks.
āHyunjin, what the hell is going on?ā you demanded, your voice shaking.
āBaby there's no time-ā
āHYUNJIN, STOP FUCKING WITH ME!ā
āMy familyā¦ this tradition, it's been in my family for ages. Only the strongest gets to be part of it. To carry the bloodline forward. It's sick, I know. Baby you picked the wrong card. You picked the worst, oh God. ā
āHyunjin, what the actual fuck are you saying right now?! What is this game?!ā
āIt's not a gameā¦it's a hunt. And if you're caught before sunrise-ā
You stared at him like he was actually insane. Like you couldn't believe the words that were coming out of his mouth.
āBabe, you -ā
āI know!ā He cupped your face, his dark eyes shining with desperation. āBut I swear, Iāll get you out of this. Iāll die before I let them hurt you.ā
Your heart pounded as you ran, your shoes kicked off long ago because it made way too much noise on the wooden floor. The distant, mocking laughter of Hyunjinās brothers echoed through the halls, growing closer.
āI can hear you, sweetheart!ā Jisungās sing-song voice reverberated somewhere behind you, unsettlingly cheerful.
Hyunjinās grip on your hand was iron-tight as he led you down a narrow, hidden staircase.
āTheyāll split up soon,ā he hissed. āItās how they always do this - divide and conquer.ā
āYou've been part of this?ā you asked, horrified.
Hyunjin hesitated, but said, āIt doesnāt matter. What matters is keeping you alive.ā
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The first time you truly noticed Seungmin was at the wedding dinner. Quiet and poised, he seemed like the least likely person in the room to partake in the familyās macabre rituals. He had sipped his wine with a detached air, his sharp eyes watching everyone with an almost clinical curiosity.
So when you found yourself face-to-face with him during the game, it wasā¦ unsettling. Especially so, with Hyunjin not at your side - he'd taken a different route to take Chan off your path.
You were sprinting through the east wingās library when his voice floated out from the shadows.
āYou know,ā he began, his tone casual like this was a normal conversation, āI root for you.ā
Your heart stopped. He was there, perched casually in one of the high-backed chairs, legs crossed, holding a long rifle. And looking totally chill.
āSeungmin,ā you breathed, backing away slowly. āI donāt want to hurt you-ā
āOh, Iām sure you donāt,ā he interrupted, standing smoothly and taking a few steps towards you. āBut I have a job to do, Y/N. Family obligations and all that.ā
He raised the rifle, aiming it directly at you.
āLetās make this quick. No hard feelings?ā
You ducked just as the shot rang out, the bullet whizzing past your head and shattering the glass of an antique vase. You scrambled for cover behind a massive oak desk, your heart pounding so loudly it literally masked any other sounds in the room.
āDo you know why I like this game?ā Seungminās voice floated closer as his footsteps echoed against the hardwood floor. āStrategy. Planning. Timing.ā
You peeked around the desk just in time to see him reloading his rifle like a pro. Desperate, you scanned the room. Your eyes landed on a shelf of heavy leather-bound books.
āSeungmin!ā you said, trying not to let the fear in you bleed into your voice as you carefully moved behind the shelf. āCan't we talk about this?ā
āWhat's there to talk about?ā he replied, circling toward you. āIt's just survival of the fittest.ā
Just as he turned the corner, you book one of the heavy books and threw it right at him. It hit him right in the chest and he looked surprised even though he pointed his rifle right at you. Ok, maybe a book at a time wont help.
Mustering all your strength, you shoved the entire bookcase toward him. It was quite the task but thankfully it toppled with a deafening crash - a cascade of books and wood slamming down where he stood.
For a moment, you thought youād won. Just for a moment. But then, from beneath the wreckage, came his low laughter.
The rubble shifted as Seungmin emerged, his pristine shirt now streaked with dust and a thin cut tainting the flawless skin of his cheek. And he looked eerily calm.
āWell played,ā he admitted, brushing himself off. āVery resourceful.ā
Then, he lifted the rifle again. And just like that another shot rang out as you bolted for the door. You ducked into a side hallway, your bare feet slipping on the polished floors.
āAh, sister-in-law, cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once.ā Oh damn him and his damn calm voice that had the skin on the back of your neck prickling.
āSeriously?!ā you yelled, running as fast as you could in your dress. āYouāre quoting Julius Caesar right now?ā
āContext is everything, donāt you think?ā he called back, the sound of his footsteps growing louder.
He was close, really close and you glance around frantically for something you could use. And your eyes fell on a spear embedded on the wall.
Who used spears as wall decorations? Oh, rich people, apparently. Your hands fumbled as you yanked it off the clips holding it up.
You gripped it tightly, moving carefully until you found a little space in the wall. You waited, Seungmin's footsteps now way too close.
āPeek-a-boo,ā he whispered, stepping in front of you, and before you could swing the spear at him, someone grabbed him.
You screamed, until you came face-to-face with your husband, who was now tackling Seungmin onto the ground.
āOh my God,ā You groaned, breathing heavily as another shot was fired, this time creating a hole on the ceiling.
āRun!! GO!ā Hyunjin was shooing you away, and you did, straight for the window that was partially open, and not thinking twice before slipping right out.
It was so silent. The storm had reduced to a drizzle, and the moon was out. And there was no one around. Or so you thought.
You stumbled into the mansionās greenhouse, hoping you could hide here till Hyunjin found his way to you. Your lungs burned, and your legs felt like they might give out.
The greenhouse was eerie with the moonlight streaming through the stained panes. The air smelled of damp earth and flowers.
You were catching your breath when you heard it: the unmistakable twang of a crossbow. A bolt shot past your head, embedding itself into a wooden post.
āOh, damn, I missed,ā came Felixās deep voice, the sound somehow both casual and unhinged all at once.
āFor fucks sake,ā You muttered under your breath, turning around slowly.
Felix and Jeongin stood near the greenhouse entrance, their crossbows glinting menacingly in the moonlight.
āHyung said to keep it clean,ā Jeongin muttered, ready to fire.
Felix chuckled, stretching dramatically. You took a step back.
āYeah, but whereās the fun in clean? Besidesā¦ā His sharp gaze landed on you as you pressed yourself further into the shadows. āShe looks ready for some fun.ā
Before you could even think about running, Felix raised his crossbow and fired. You dropped to the ground, the bolt whizzing past and snapping through a pot behind you.
āNice move!ā Felix called out, as if this were some casual game of tag.
āSheās scared,ā Jeongin said, stepping closer. He was aiming at you now too, his aim steady. āThey all panic eventually.ā
Your heart raced as they moved closer, their steps slow and deliberate, like predators circling prey.
āHyunjin did really well, finding you,ā Felix mused, his tone flirty. āBut I donāt think he told you everything, did he? Like how the odds of surviving this game areā¦ slim.ā
You gritted your teeth, your eyes darting around the greenhouse.
āOh, sheās thinking,ā Jeongin said with a grin. āWhatās the plan, sister-in-law? Gonna throw a cactus at us?ā
You didnāt wait for them to make the next move. Instead, you bolted deeper into the greenhouse, weaving through the labyrinth of plants and tables.
Another bolt zipped past your ear, shattering the glass on one of the panes.
āStop running!ā Jeongin called, his voice echoing through the space. āYouāre just making it harder on yourself.ā
āLet her run, Innie,ā Felix drawled, his voice teasing. āWeāll still find you, love. We always win.ā
You ducked behind a massive planter, your breath coming in short, panicked gasps. You could hear their footsteps closing in.
āYou take left,ā Felix said, his tone annoyingly confident.
āGot it,ā Jeongin replied.
As they split up, you spotted your opportunity - a shelf lined with gardening supplies. Biting back your fear, you grabbed a metal rake.
Just then Jeongin appeared in front of you, grinning. And you've had just about enough of it, as you used the back of the rake, running it straight into his abdomen.
Jeongin looked thoroughly shocked as he lost his balance as fell back, the impact sending everything crashing down - pots, a bag of fertilizer - all of it raining down on Jeongin.
āShit!ā he yelled, his crossbow clattering to the floor as he tried to fend off the avalanche of gardening supplies.
Felix whipped around, his smirk vanishing as he realized what had happened. āJeongin!ā
Before he could react further, you grabbed the nearest object - a heavy watering can - and swung it at him. The impact caught him off guard, and he stumbled.
You didnāt wait for them to recover. Grabbing Jeonginās fallen crossbow, you sprinted toward the greenhouse exit, your pulse pounding in your ears.
Behind you, Felixās voice rang out, furious now, āOh, youāre dead, Y/N! Do you hear me? Dead!ā
āCan you help me, hyung?āJeongin groaned, still half-buried under the pile of tools.
āYouāre useless!ā Felix snapped, though his irritation seemed directed more at himself than his younger brother.
As you burst out of the greenhouse and into the cool night air, you noticed that you'd ripped your beautiful dress. Now it hung awkwardly, and you felt a pang deep inside you. But you couldnāt help but let out a shaky laugh.
Somewhere in the distance, you heard Hyunjin calling your name.
āHold on my love,ā you whispered to yourself, gripping the stolen crossbow tighter. āI'm gonna fucking kill you.ā
You were starting to think you might actually make it. You were trying to follow Hyunjinās voice, but you knew stepping back into the house was a poor move. Because as you moved into the billiards room - you felt something was terribly off. Well, more off than the current situation.
The soft glow of a fireplace lit the room, casting shadows that danced across the green pool table. You leaned against it, catching your breath, but your grip on the crossbow was still tight.
And then, from behind you, came the sound of slow, deliberate clapping.
āWell, well, well. Look whoās made it this far,ā a voice drawled, smooth and dripping with amusement.
You spun around, raising the crossbow instinctively, only to come face-to-face with Chan. He leaned casually against the doorframe, a sleek black pistol twirling lazily in his fingers. His shirt was slightly unbuttoned, and his dark eyes sparkled with mischief.
āPut that thing down, sweetheart,ā he said, smirking. āYouāll hurt yourself.ā
āStay back,ā you warned, keeping the crossbow aimed at him despite the tremble in your hands.
He raised his free hand in mock surrender, the pistol still balanced in his other.
āWhoa, easy there. Iām just here to chat. Family tradition and all, you know how it is.ā
āChat?ā you scoffed. āYouāre holding a gun.ā
āAnd youāre holding a crossbow. Weāre even.ā Chan tilted his head, his grin widening.
He took a step closer, his gaze locked on yours.
āI have to admit, Y/N, youāve done better than most. Usually, they donāt make it past Felix.ā
You stepped back, your back hitting the pool table.
āBut youā¦ā he continued, his tone low, āā¦youāre different. Smart. Quick.ā
Your grip on the crossbow tightened as you said, āIf you think flirting is going to stop me from shooting you, youāre out of your mind.ā
āOh, sweetheart, Iām not trying to stop you.ā Chan chuckled.
With a flick of his wrist, he aimed the pistol directly at your chest, his playful demeanor not faltering for a second.
āLetās play a little game, hmm? Iāll put mine down if you put yours down.ā
āWhy would I trust you?ā You swallowed hard.
āBecause you donāt have much of a choice,ā he replied smoothly, stepping closer. āAnd because I like you, Y/N. I almost want you to win.ā
āAlmost?ā
āWellā¦ā He shrugged, his smirk growing darker. āItās nothing personal. Family isā¦ family.ā
Before he could get another word out, you grabbed the nearest billiard ball from the table and hurled it at him.
āWhoa!ā Chan ducked, laughing as the ball narrowly missed his head and cracked against the wall behind him. āFeisty! I like that!ā
You didnāt wait for him to recover. Grabbing a cue stick, you swung it at him, forcing him to stumble back.
Chan, ever the showman (or show off), twirled his pistol and aimed again. But you jabbed stick towards him and the shot went off, shattering a whiskey decanter on the bar.
āDamn it,ā he muttered, sidestepping as you swung again. āThat was expensive!ā
āYouāre insane!ā you yelled, as he grabbed the stick mid swing and tossed it aside. But you moved again, using the crossbow to slap the pistol off his hand. It fell to the floor with a clatter, and skidded away from Chan's reach.
āYouāre incredible my love,ā he said, and now mere inches apart.
Chan grinned at you, unapologetically, his chest rising and falling with exertion, his eyes flicking to your lips before meeting your gaze again.
āYou know,ā he murmured, voice soft and teasing, āif things were different, Iād marry you myself.ā
You glared at him aiming the crossbow at him, āToo bad youāre a lunatic.ā
āGuilty as charged.ā he said, raising his hands as you got ready to take a shot. āNot bad, Y/N. Not bad at all.ā
He watched as you backed toward the door, keeping the crossbow trained on him.
āTell your family Iām not dying tonight.ā you said, and he just smiled, and it looked way too genuine for someone who was trying to kill you.
āOh, theyāll figure it out,ā he replied in an infuriatingly calm tone. āDon't miss me too much, ok?ā
You snorted. āNot in a million years.ā
āWeāll see about that, sweetheart. Weāll see.ā Chanās laugh followed you as you slipped out of the room, your heart pounding in your chest.
You hadnāt seen anyone for a while now. You sat hidden behind the kitchen counter, the crossbow still in your hands. You wondered where Hyunjin was. And even though you were so mad at him, you worried if he was safe.
Then you heard it.
The rhythmic tap-tap-tap of a blade dragging along the steel counters.
āY/Nā¦ā Minhoās voice sang out, eerily calm and lilting.
Your stomach dropped as you froze in place, listening. It was such a shame really, when Hyunjin had first introduced you to his cousins, you'd thought Minho was absolutely gorgeous. His soft voice and his smile. Huh what a waste.
Tap-tap-tap.
āCome on, Y/N,ā he called, his tone laced with mock sweetness. āLetās not make this harder than it needs to be. You know how this ends.ā
The blade scraped again, sending a metallic screech through the air.
Keep moving, you told yourself. Donāt freeze. You crept along the counter, your bare feet barely making a sound against the tiled floor.
Your breath hitched as you caught sight of him through the narrow gap between the counters. Minho was toying with a massive butcherās knife, the blade glinting under the yellow lights. His dark hair fell into his eyes as he smiled, the kind of smile that sent shivers down your spine.
You stayed low, gripping the crossbow in your hand, though your palms were slick with sweat.
āI know youāre in here, Y/N,ā Minho continued, his voice teasing.
He stopped suddenly, tilting his head like a predator sniffing the air. Then, with a flick of his wrist, he plunged the knife into the nearest wall, the sound of it sinking into wood reverberating through the room.
Your heart nearly stopped. He was close. Too close.
āYou know whatās funny?ā he mused, pulling the knife free and resuming his casual walk. āHyunjin thinks he can save you. He really believes that. But Iām not so sure. You've got him wrapped around your finger haven't you? Making him fight us for you?ā
You clenched your teeth, anger flaring in your chest. How dare he!
āHeās twice the man youāll ever be,ā you whispered under your breath, more to steady yourself than anything else.
Unfortunately, Minho heard. His steps halted abruptly.
āOh?ā he said softly. āYou do have a mouth on you. Letās see if you can back that up.ā
You didnāt wait for him to find you. Taking a deep breath, you leapt out from your hiding spot, aiming the crossbow directly at him.
āTsk, tsk,ā Minho chided, lunging toward you with the knife. āIs that Innie's?ā
You barely ducked in time, his blade slicing through the air where your neck had been moments before. Scrambling backward, you grabbed a cast-iron skillet from the counter and swung it at him.
The clang of metal meeting metal rang out as he deflected your attack with his knife, his grin widening. āOh, this is fun!ā
āGlad youāre enjoying yourself,ā you snapped, dodging as he lunged again.
The two of you danced around the kitchen in a deadly game of cat and mouse. Minho was relentless, his movements fluid like that of a dancer, while you were running purely on adrenaline. And you hissed in pain as he managed to slice the knife over your arm, drawing blood.
Minho backed you into a corner as you lost focus on seeing blood, the knife glinting dangerously as he raised it.
āAny last words?ā he asked, tilting his head with a mock pout.
You were almost ready to accept your fate when a head popped in through the door, and you nearly wanted to cry when you saw Hyunjin stepping in quietly, grabbing a pan from the counter.
āYes actually,ā you said, your voice shaking but defiant.
He raised an eyebrow. āOh? Letās hear it.ā
āWatch out.ā
Before he could react, Hyunjin had swung the pan right at him, catching the side of his head in a dull clang. The impact sent Minho staggering back and dropping his knife, looking absolutely pissed.
Hyunjin jumped at the opportunity to grab the knife from and used his other hand to grab you before pulling you out the door.
āSee you later, butcher boy,ā you taunted, hearing Minhoās laughter loud and clear as you two fled.
You both slowed down as you reached a dark quiet corridor, and Hyunjin dropped the knife, and cupped your face with his hands.
You froze, torn between throwing yourself into his arms and wanting to use that knife on him.
āDonāt you dare -ā you started, but Hyunjin ignored your warning, pulling you into his chest so tightly you could barely breathe.
āThank God,ā he whispered against your hair, his voice thick with emotion. āYouāre okay. I was so scared -ā
You shoved him back with enough force to make him stumble, glaring at him with all the fury you could muster.
āOkay? Are you insane? Your family is trying to kill me, Hyunjin! Youāre all insane! If I survive this, Iām going to kill you myself!ā
He winced, running a hand through his disheveled hair.
āI know, baby, I know. Iām trying to fix it, I swear.ā he said, his voice as soft as ever. Fuck, this man won't let you hate him.
āYou better fix it faster,ā you hissed, jabbing a finger into his chest. āBecause if someone kills me tonight, I'm gonna haunt your sorry ass forever!ā
Hyunjinās lips quirked into a faint smile despite everything
āYouāre terrifying when youāre angry. Itāsā¦ kind of hot.ā
āShut up!ā Before you could say more, a low whistle interrupted you.
āWell, isnāt this touching,ā Felixās smooth voice cut through the hallway.
You and Hyunjin turned to see him casually strolling toward you, crossbow slung over one shoulder. His hair was wild, streaks of blood on his cheek, and yet he somehow still managed to look annoyingly composed.
Behind him, Jisung followed, twirling a machete in one hand and his grin? Unsettlingly cheerful.
āWhat do you think, Lix?ā Jisung asked, glancing between you and Hyunjin. āDo we give them a few more minutes, or do we get this over with?ā
Felix tilted his head, as if considering it.
āHmmā¦ I think weāve waited long enough.ā he said, his eyes fixed on you.
Hyunjin immediately stepped in front of you, shielding you with his body.
āDonāt even think about it.ā he bit out.
āHyunie,ā Felix said, his voice taking on a wheedling tone. āYouāll let me have her won't you? Iām your favorite brother!ā
Hyunjinās jaw tightened, his tone dangerously low. āFelix, I swear to God-ā
āThatās hurtful,ā Jisung interjected, his grin faltering as he clutched his chest dramatically. āWhat about me? Iām your brother too, you know.ā
This was getting absolutely crazy, when the loud, unmistakable click of a shotgun echoed through the hallway.
āLooks like weāre just in time,ā Yejiās voice rang out, dripping with sarcasm. āAre we talking about favorites?ā
All four of you turned to see her standing at the end of the hall, her ponytail swaying as she cocked the shotgun. Behind her, Changbin appeared, hefting an axe with ease.
āOh, come on.ā Felix groaned audibly.
āGo away Yeji!ā Jisung whined. āThis was just getting good!ā
Yeji smirked, aiming her gun right at Felix.
āLixie, I told you if you tried to go after them, Iād take you out myself.ā she scolded, as if Felix was a toddler.
Changbin grinned, resting the axe on Jisungās shoulder. āAnd Iāll help.ā
āFine. Whatever. Is this a twin thing? Is that what this is?ā Felix sighed dramatically, lowering his crossbow.
āCall it whatever you want.ā Yeji said, her gun pressing against his chest. āWalk away, Lixie. I'd hate to choose between my brothers. And I'm sure you'd hate it more.ā
āI doubt it,ā Hyunjin muttered under his breath.
āYouāre all such buzzkills,ā Jisung complained, dragging his machete as he followed Felix, though he paused briefly to glance at Hyunjin. āAnd I am a good brother, you jerk.ā
āJisung!ā Hyunjin barked, exasperated.
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As Felix and Jisung disappeared down the corridor, Yeji and Changbin walked up to you.
Yeji reached out to take a look at the wound on your arm, but smiled and said, āYouāre tougher than you look.ā
āYeah, sheās cool. Letās keep her alive.ā Changbin nodded, grinning.
āUhā¦ thanks?ā You blinked at them, still trying to process the whirlwind of events.
Hyunjin sighed, pulling you close again. āI told you Iād keep you safe.ā
You shot him a glare and said, āI still want to kill you.ā
His lips twitched into a small smile, pressing a kiss to your temple. āI love you, baby.ā
āI'm not saying it back.ā
Yeji cleared her throat.
āAlright, lovebirds, letās keep moving. I haven't seen Channie or Minho, so -ā Yeji fell silent as you rounded a corner, and walked right into them.
Minho and Chan.
Both of them stood with smug grins plastered on their faces, completely relaxed, as though they hadnāt just spent the last few hours hunting you down.
āShe really made it this far,ā Chan said, his voice dripping with a playful menace, his beloved pistol back in his hand.
Minhoās eyes narrowed in amusement as he approached you. āNot bad, but I'm afraid this is where it ends, Y/N,ā he said, his voice low and teasing.
You bristled, hating how amused they seemed.
āAre you seriously enjoying this?ā you snapped, stepping toward Minho, as Hyunjin grabbed you back into his chest.
Minho cocked his head, his lips curving up into a smile.
āOh, darling. I donāt know about the killing part. But yes I am enjoying watching you fight for your life.ā His eyes flicked over to Hyunjin. āBoth of you, really. Itās a beautiful thing to witness.ā
Hyunjin held you tight so that you didn't do anything stupid.
Chan, on the other hand, was casually strolling toward you, eyes full of mischief.
āYou know, Hyunjin,ā he said with a chuckle. āYouāve got the perfect wife. Sheās tough, strong-willed, and just as deadly as you are. Butā¦ā
Yeji had her gun aimed at Chan, and Changbin was ready to attack, when the first rays of sunlight broke through the grand windows, casting golden light over the hall.
It was dawn. The game was over.
Chan and Minhoās expressions shifted instantly. The tension drained from their faces, and their smiles, previously so sinister, softening.
āWell, shit,ā Minho muttered, tossing the knife aside.
Chan let out a long breath, also dropping his weapon.
āCongratulations love, it's finally over.ā he said with a smile so genuine, you were thoroughly confused. āYou won.ā
Hyunjin let out a sigh (or a sob) of relief, before he hugged you tighter and almost tackled you into a kiss. He couldn't speak at all, like he was processing it all. It was over.
Before you could say anything, the sound of more footsteps echoed through the corridor. You turned to see Seungmin, Jeongin, Felix and Jisung approaching, looking equally exhausted but with visible relief in their eyes.
āOh thank god,ā Jisung breathed, a grin breaking out across his face. āI know what we discussed, but I couldn't help but feel like one of you would break-ā
āWell, everyone's still breathing. Thatās a win.ā Felix clapped his hands, clearly relieved.
Hyunjin stood there, quietly surveying the group around him. His brothers - his family - had all stepped back, looking less like the men who had been hunting you down for hours, and more likeā¦ well, like theyād just wrapped up an intense game of tag.
Felix gave him a quick wink, his ever-present cocky grin on his face as he nodded toward you and Hyunjin. But there was something in his eyes, something that only Hyunjin knew - theyād all been sparing you two.
Minho, standing just behind Felix, let out a soft laugh and patting him on the back.
āWelcome to the family, sister-in-law,ā he said in his trademark deadpan voice.
āWhat the fuck is going on here?!ā you blurted, the realization hitting you real hard. āYouā¦you didnāt want to kill me? This whole time?ā
Hyunjinās eyes flicked over to Yeji, who was watching the exchange with a bemused expression.
She knew. She had to have known.
āThey didnāt,ā Yeji confirmed, her voice a soft whisper. āNone of them did. This was all for show.ā
Her eyes locked onto Hyunjinās for a moment, giving him a smile. She stepped forward, taking your hand in hers.
āWe had to make it look real. The elders would have interfered if they thought we weren't doing it right.ā She said. "They have cameras everywhere."
You blinked, your head spinning as everything began to make sense.
āButā¦ but why? You could've given us a hint-ā
āWe couldn't,ā Minho interjected smoothly, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. āIf we hadnāt done this right, the old man wouldāve figured something was up. They donāt exactly trust Hyunjin, he's been the softie since day one. Or Yeji for that matter. But if we wanted to give you a chance, it had to be like this.ā
You just looked at him with a blank look on your face and his eyes fell on your bleeding hand.
"And I'm sorry about that. Someone had to do it, and none of these pussies would-"
"MINHO!" Yeji hissed.
āAnd that's cos we wouldn't do it to Hyun...ā Seungmin said, giving you a smile. āBesides, I was actually glad to finally have someone who had good taste in books, I wasn't gonna let you die-ā
āOh wow Seungmin, that was heart touching-ā Hyunjin scoffed.
āFamilyā¦ā You echoed, your voice shaky.
āBaby, I'm so sorry I dragged you into this. I knew the minute I told you the truth, you'd run for your life and I'd lose you forever. Iā¦ I never wanted you to go through this, baby. I will do anything it takes to win your trust again.ā
You nodded, still not sure how you felt about all this.
āBut youāre lucky, Hyunie.ā Felix said, grinning at Hyunjin. āSheās a keeper. We'll be here for you both, always. No ones gonna do anything.ā
āYou're finally free, Hyunjin, take your girl and go live your life. You passed their fucking test. They won't come after you.ā Yeji said, giving him a nod.
Hyunjinās hand tightened on your shoulder, and he leaned in and pressed a kiss to your temple.
āYou can walk out right now if you want, baby. I won't stop you. But if you decide to give me a chance, I need you to know that no matter what, Iāll always keep you safe.ā
You nodded slowly, a knot in your chest loosening as you processed his words. The night had been a mess, yes, and you will probably never forget everything that has happened. But you also know Hyunjin was genuine.
āLet me sleep on it, maybe I'll give you a chance after all. If one of your siblings don't kill me in my sleep.ā
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Boss!Joel Miller x f!reader || 4,7k
Written together with @milla-frenchy
Summary: Itās your first day at work and you feel nervous. But what can go wrong if your boss is your dadās best friend, a person youāve known and trusted for years?
Tw: 18+ mdni, smut, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT, NON CON, Dbf!Joel, boss!Joel, dark!Joel, power imbalance, blackmail, age gap (reader is in her early 20s, Joel is in his late 40s), oral (f), pussy slapping, use of a sex toy, degradation, unprotected piv, gangbang, creampies. Reader wears a skirt.
A/n: @milla-frenchy and I wrote this story for @romanarose ās Dead Dove December. Thank you for this event, celebrating dark fic, Romanā¤ļø Milla, baby, itās always a pleasure to write with you! ILYSMš«š
Heed the warnings! If any of this makes you uncomfortable, do not pursue reading. We are not responsible for the content you consume. This is not for everyone and that's okay. We don't condone the actions of the characters.
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Day one at your first job started horribly. You overslept, got in a traffic jam and arrived at the office panting and apologizing. Fortunately, your boss, Mr Miller, didnāt tell you off for your tardiness. Instead he greeted you with a wide, most charming smile. Youāve known him for a few years, him being your dadās good friend and his employer as well as yours now.
Mr Miller was a successful businessman and your parents owed everything to his generosity and kindness. He helped your father out when your family was about to lose the house and your dad always talked highly of his ābest budā. Youāve been calling him Joel all these years, but wishing to show respect at the workplace, you decided to call him Mr Miller.
Now youāre attending a company meeting in a spacious conference room, taking bullet points of the discussion on your tablet. Mr Miller is sitting at the head of the desk, leaning comfortably in his chair, his thick thighs spread, piercing eyes narrowed. His perfectly tailored blue suit which probably costs more than your future year salary accentuates his broad powerful frame. Throwing glances at him from time to time, you canāt help but admire the way the fabric stretches over his arms and shoulders. Youāve never thought about Joel like that, he was much older than you, but it was hard to deny how handsome he was.
Joel is listening to an employeeās report, pouting his lips from time to time. Knowing him quite well, you read his face easily, so itās evident to you that heās not pleased with what sheās telling him. Joelās always been nice and kind to you and your parents, but right now you feel like a volcano is about to erupt.
āAre you happy with all this, sweet cheeks?ā He asks but doesnāt let the woman reply. "Iām definitely not. I hope I won't hear these numbers ever again. Or you're gonna lose your job in a heartbeat. I doubt your family will be happy with you getting fired. You just had a baby, right?ā
The woman swallows loudly and nods.
āGet your shit together!ā Joel barks and the employee looks terrified. You feel bad for her. Youāve never seen Joel be so mean before but that's probably part of the character trait that goes with his job.
When the meeting is over, some people leave but three men stay behind with Joel, still chatting to each other. You get up, ready to sneak out, but your boss stops you at the door, calling your name.
āSorry, I thought the meetingās overā, you explain, coming up to him with an apologetic smile.
āYeah, the main partās done but we have something extra on our agenda today.ā
Joel gets up and walks over to one of the cabinets. He takes something out of a drawer and puts it in the pocket of his suit pants. You raise your brows with a silent question and he turns his face to the managers,
āGentlemen! Today is this young ladyās first day at our company and Iād like you to give her a warm welcome.ā
You feel overwhelmed when all the attention is focused on you but, fearing to seem rude or disrespectful, you turn to the men and smile nervously, fumbling with your fingers. You wonder what Joel put in his pocket. You didn't expect to receive a gift on your first day, and you donāt know how to thank him properly.
The men hum approvingly but soon you feel uneasy noticing their eyes slide down your body and take you in with something more than simple curiosity. One of them smirks and your face falls. Fortunately, Joel steps up to you and his wide smile relaxes you a little. Knowing him for so long, you feel that he has your back. He takes your hand and holds it in his big warm palm.
āSweetheart, we have a tradition in our company. We call it āInitiationā.
āWāWhat is it?ā you mumble, smiling and blinking at him with confusion, while your stomach churns. You hope he wonāt ask you to give a speech of some kind. Youād die of stage fright.
Joel explains, āSome of us gather here to celebrate our new employee and Iām happy that today it is you.ā
Joel inches closer and you instinctively take a step back but he pulls you to him gently yet with unyielding determination.
āUsually one of our top managers does it, but of course, with you it had to be me. Also some of these gentlemen sent me messages during the meetingā¦ Seems that they want to take part, now that they saw you.ā
His face is inches from yours and he lowers his voice to tell you, āto be specific, we all are going to celebrate you and your body. Teach you some new things while weāre at it, too.ā
Your gaze darts between his darkening eyes as you open and close your mouth like a fish out of water. You canāt comprehend what heās saying but your instinct is screaming for you to run.
Joel gently cups your cheek and turns to the other men in the room, āsheās adorable.ā With that he places his hands on your hips, and mumbling ācāmonā, moves you to the head of the desk.
āJoel, what are youā¦?ā Your voice is shaky, your palms placed on his broad chest push him off you but heās too strong and soon your ass is perched up on the surface, your back turned to the other men.
āJoel, please, what are you doing?ā you mumble as panic rises in your chest.
āShh, weāre just gonna have some fun, you and me at first, then I'll let the others join us.ā
He looks behind you, and you hear the other men react.
āFuck yeah.ā
āI think I will.ā
āGive it to her, boss.ā
You hear their words and you start to understand whatās happening. Or rather, you start realizing what your dissociated mind was trying to hide.
āJoelā¦ Youāre scaring meā¦ā you stammer, eyes wide.
āFear is a good thing. It means I'm in control. And I want control over you."
Now you feel Joelās hands rubbing your thighs, covered by tights, slithering up and under the hem of your skirt, while his gaze is set on your chest.
āNo, Joel, please,ā you plead, searching for his eyes, hoping to keep his attention on you, break the spell that turned these people into wild animals, turned this office into a cage that you canāt escape from. Trying to make him come back to his senses and remind him that it's you, the person he's known for so long, that he is your father's friend, who you thought would protect you from all dangers, if he had to.
But his eyes remain black, cold. The more you beg, the brighter an unhealthy spark shines in them. As if he likes it, likes you begging.
āYouāre my dadās friend, donāt do this to me,ā you whine, overwhelmed by his big body caging yours against the desk, terrified to your core at the realization of what heās about to do to you.
āYes, youāre right,ā he stops, giving you a glimpse of hope, and looks into your eyes. āYour dadās a great guy but he has a big flaw. He has this pretty little thing for a daughter.ā
Your heart breaks when you hear him, your hope is dead.
Joel leans closer and you pull away but he grabs the back of your neck and holds you still, brushing your lips with his.
āIf he only knew how much I want to stretch your little holes. And you know me, baby,ā he pecks your lips and whispers, āI always get what I want.ā
The men behind you chuckle, loving this display of power. The smell of Joelās perfume hits your nose and your head spins for a second as part of you still struggles to understand whatās happening. You feel tears well up in your eyes.
Your new boss, a man youāve known for years, wants to fuck you in front of other people on your first day here. You try to make your mind work, get you out of the situation.
āIāll tell my dad. Iāll tell everyone,ā you cry out, making your voice firmer, but Joel just laughs, enveloping you in his tight embrace. To your horror you hear the sound of the chairs moving behind you and then footsteps. Youāre surrounded now.
āIf you start yapping, sweetie, you and your dad will lose your jobs in a second and Iāll make sure no one ever hires you both.ā
His voice is calm, his breathing steady, as if he were telling you the most mundane things in the world, and you shiver.
āBesides, your dad owes me a lot of money. Your family will lose everything.ā He searches for your widened eyes and whispers, āyou work for me now so it means I own you.ā
Suddenly his lips latch onto your neck. His hold is too tight but the kiss is slow and gentle.
āNo, no,ā you start sobbing and Joel pulls away and takes your face between his big hands.
āHoney, calm down, imagine thereās only you and me here. No one else, uh?ā His eyes are obsidian and full of lust and you understand that you wonāt get out of this. He will have you.
āPlease, Joel, I donāt want toā¦ā
āBut you do, baby, you want me,ā he kisses your cheek. āYou want my big cock in your little pussy. Iām gonna make you feel so good, baby.ā
He drags his stubble over your cheek and you whimper when his hand snakes between your thighs.
āYou really think I haven't noticed the way you look at me, the clothes you wear, when I have lunch at your parentsā?ā
āWhat? No!!ā
āShhā¦ā he cuts you, brushing your lips with his finger. āYou wanna get fucked by a man older than you. A man who will give it to you good.ā
Through the material of your tights and panties you feel his hand caress your folds and you close your eyes shut, trying to escape the horror of the situation.
"Girls your age want that. A mature man,ā he adds.
You mewl a quiet ānoā again and he uses the moment to kiss you and push his tongue past your lips. With one hand keeping you close and the other gently massaging your pussy, Joel claims your mouth, licking into it, swallowing your soft cries.
As soon as he parts from you, your hands push him away but his strong physique overpowers you in seconds. He grabs your wrists and makes you lie down on the desk. Youāre pressed to the wooden surface by his heavy body as his breath fans your cheek when he growls, āDonāt fight it. Itāll be my way or bad way, baby. Choose wisely.ā
In your peripheral vision you notice the men next to the desk, one on the left and two on the right. Like hyenas they are waiting for their turn when the main predator is done with the prey.
You begin thrashing around on the desk and Joel slightly lifts his torso but holds you down with his hand wrapped around your neck. You freeze as panic grips your heart. Heās not squeezing it but the threat is swimming in his blown out eyes.
He smirks when you stop moving. āGood girl. Made the right choice.ā
Joel straightens up, his figure looming over you, and then starts pulling up your skirt. You try to stop his hands but in vain.
āLetās see what we have here. White lace. Fuck, itās hot, baby. Innocence looks good on you. I know youāre not a virgin though,ā he laughs and continues, āI remember a boy used to come to your bedroom all the time. Your old man was scared that youād get pregnant. Fuck, I wanted to kill that little shit for touching you.ā
You take a sharp breath, terrified of how long his obsession with you has lasted.
āI know youāre single now. Itās good. Now you have me. Iāll fulfill all your needs, baby. And will fill all your holes.ā
With that he rips your tights between your legs, and you squeal scared to death. You try to slide off the desk but he presses his forearm over your belly, not letting you move away.
You hear the murmur of the others, watching you sob and fight the man twice bigger than you like itās some twisted show.
When Joel grabs your hips to keep you in place, you turn your head, pleading eyes darting between the men but their expressions scare you. Thereās not a trace of sympathy on their faces, not a chance that this vile group will help you.
With tears streaming down your cheeks you look back between your spread legs and find Joelās hungry gaze there. Heās sneering at you, noticing your fruitless attempt to seek assistance from his employees.
āWhatās that, baby? Looking for anyone to call an HR? Heās over there. Say hi, Steve.ā
You hear a gruff voice somewhere from behind you.
āHi, sweetie.ā
āAww, isnāt he nice?ā Joel mocks and dread spreads in your chest. Thereās no way out. Youāre trapped. Your only hope is the man you thought to be a friend.
āPlease, Joel. Stop. I wonāt tell anyone. Let me go.ā Your voice is barely audible, you sound pathetic, and Joelās face softens. His brows knit together as he looks between your legs and talks while his fingers slowly pull your panties to the side.
āI think Iāve made a mistake.ā
You gasp when his fingers graze your exposed folds and try to close your legs but heās holding you securely.
āI havenāt explained your position in this company yet. It will help you to understand whatās happening and accept it.ā His fingers stroke your seam and then push inside between your folds, leaving you shocked and breathless.
āFrom now on youāre my office whore. I tell you to suck, you suck, I tell you to bend over - you do exactly that.ā
His voice is gruff and cold, eyes focused on the place where his fingers swirl around your hardening clit and you squeeze your eyes closed, fighting the fire in your core thatās burning brighter with every second of his caress.
āShe loves it, your pretty pussy,ā Joel smiles, looking up at you, ādo you hear how wet sheās getting for me? You should relax, and let your body take what it wants. Stop fighting it, baby.ā
He sinks two thick digits into your soft hole and you tighten your muscles, eyes wide, surprised by a heat spreading through your body.
You hear it too. When Joel begins pumping his fingers in and out of you, lewd squelching noises reach your ears, the sign of your body surrendering to his horrible act. A moan crawls up your throat and you muffle it with the back of your hand.
A sharp flick of Joelās fingers lands on your clit and you cry out.
āDonāt. Donāt hide it. Wanna hear you enjoying it, little slut. I wouldnāt make my cock wait if I didnāt wanna hear some sweet moans from you.ā
His hands leave your pussy and he places his palms on your inner thighs, spreading them wider.
āNowā Letās have a taste.ā
You watch him lower his head to your cunt and he licks a stripe between your wet folds from your clenching hole to your sensitive clit and sucks on it for a few seconds. Your back arches involuntarily.
āDelicious,ā he mumbles, wet lips against your folds, and the vibrations send shivers down your spine.
You want to hate the sensation his mouth is giving you, but your whole body treacherously buzzes when his hot tongue laps away your slick. Joel kisses your pussy, his gentleness is a striking contrast to the situation. Heās eating you out to make you come, hungry to claim your pleasure as well, and you grit your teeth, fighting it with all your being.
He feels you holding back and growls before focusing all of his attention on your puffy clit, flicking it and rubbing it with his tongue, sucking it in between his teeth, and you canāt help but explode under his ministrations. You begin shaking against the desk, and through the sound of your heart pounding in your ears you hear cheers and clapping from the heartless audience.
āGood job, boss!ā
āWhat a slut!ā
āYouāre the man!ā
Their reaction makes your heart shutter into pieces.
Joel gives his employees his million dollar smile, pride lighting up his dark eyes, and absentmindedly rubs his hands over your thighs still partially covered by tights, ripped at the crotch.
He gets up from the chair and when you try to close your legs, he yanks you to the edge again, pushing his hips between your thighs.
Joel slowly unbuckles his belt with one hand and unzips his suit pants, talking to you, āI thought about asking you out on a date, honey. Making you my girlfriend.ā
He chuckles and pulls his boxers down.
āCould be nice. You, waiting for me at home.ā
His cock springs free and you feel even more scared if itās even possible. His manhood is huge, long and thick, bigger than your ex boyfriendās for sure. He holds it at the base and continues, āyouād greet me with a home-cooked meal and a wet pussy.ā
You know what heās about to do and all your being rises in protest so you slap his hand off and slide off the desk in a fast motion.
āHold her!ā Joel barks and a few pairs of hands grab you and push you down. Your back hits the desk and someoneās holding your wrists over your head, their hands keeping you still, at the same time gliding over exposed parts of your body - your neck, your chest, a slither of your naked belly.
Joel doesnāt stop them. His eyes are fixed on your bare cunt, glistening with the signs of your bodyās betrayal.
A sharp slap lands on your mound and sends a bolt of pain through your body, and you squeal.
āDonāt do it again, naughty girl. Or Iāll let these heathens fuck your ass raw.ā
You sob, trying to ease the steel grip on your wrists. Through tears in your eyes, you see Joel bring the head of his stiff cock to your pussy and in a second you feel him push it in, slowly, but not for the sake of your comfort. Only for his enjoyment.
His head falls back and he groans, āfuckk, sheās tight. You canāt find a pussy like that in an escort.ā
Joel looks down at you with a hazy smile and you plead for him to stop but he ignores you and thrusts into your core. He takes out whatās in his pocket and brings his hand close to your stuffed cunt. You hear a ābuzzā, when he turns on a bullet vibe.
āNo, Joel, pleaseā¦ā you cry.
āI want you to come on my cock too. And with this little helper, Iām sure you will, baby.ā
He begins rolling his hips, pushing his fat cock in and out of your dripping pussy. You whine, feeling your walls spread around his girthy member and your belly is heaving with a mixture of fear and arousal. Meanwhile Joel starts fucking you faster, talking to you like thereās no one else in the room.
āYour dad would mind if we started going out but who gives a shit? I could just throw some money his way. Money can buy everything.ā
He winks at you and you sob, sliding up and down the desk with each mighty thrust.
āBut ā Itās not the main problem. I spend most of the time here. I work hardāAahhhā and itās nice to fuck someone between the meetings, right, guys?ā
You hear sounds of agreement around you and squeeze your eyes shut, scared to see the faces of the monsters around you.
Joelās cock is rhythmically brushing your g spot and you hate that behind the horror thereās pleasure, nauseating and terrifying, but pleasure nonetheless. Joel tilts his hips and you cry out when he grazes something ecstatic inside your core.
āYou gonna come again, honey?ā he coos at you and the pet name he used so many times before, visiting your father, cuts your heart with a sharp blade.
A river of fresh tears rolls down your face but your misery is not noticed by Joel who explains, after a loud grunt, āoffice affairs take too much time and effort. But you. Youād be perfect as my pretty cum dumpster.ā
With that he grabs your sides, nails digging into your soft skin, and starts snapping his hips into you, violating your pussy with his fat cock.
āFuck, gonna come soon. Pussyās too good. Iām gonna have so much fun with you.ā
The men around you cheer again. Joel presses the vibrator to your clit and you whine, your walls clamp around his manhood and it sends him over the edge. With a loud grunt he begins spilling his hot cum into your pulsating pussy, pumping you more and more, pushing his cock deeper, while holding you with the iron grip of his hands.
You start sobbing again feeling the warmth spread deep in your core and it freezes your heart with another terror. Youāre not on the pill.
Joel stays buried inside you for some time. You are so shocked that you don't react. You ignore his cock pulsating inside you. Ignore its last twitches. Until reality hits you and you cry harder. Your body betrayed you. Joel betrayed you.
āJoel, pleaseā¦ let me go.ā
He finally pulls out and you feel some of his cum slide to your ass. You try to sit up but he grabs your wrists in his hands, keeping you down on the desk, leaning over you. His hazy gaze fixed on yours.
āNot so fast babyā¦ weāre not gonna waste all this cum, are we? I want these men to remember who you belong to and fuck it back into you.ā
You realize with shock that he really intends to throw you to them.
āSteve? You worked so hard this month. Enjoy your reward.ā
Looking down at you, he adds, ācome on, baby, be a good girl. Steve deserves it. And we already know you're a little slut. You clenched so hard on my cock, mmm?ā He wipes away a tear running down your cheek with his thumb and steps away.
You try to close your legs but Joel clicks his tongue.
āNo, no, no. I made myself clear, didn't I? Jim, didnāt I make myself clear?ā
āYes, boss, very clear.ā
āIf you're difficult, your father can say goodbye to his income. To his job. Your parents almost got divorced that time, didn't they?ā His dark eyes are fixed on you. Even colder than before. Thereās no hesitation or remorse in him. āSo if you don't want your father to end up under a bridge, and your mother to whore around with her slutty daughter, you're gonna stop whining.ā
He points his finger at you. You remember the meeting earlier. How cold he was, how sorry you felt for that woman. But now, itās you who is facing this terrible side of him.
āAnd youāre gonna let them take their turn. Final warning.ā
You suppress a sob, even when Steve settles between your legs and places one hand on your thigh and the other around his cock.
āGo on Steve, give her a good fuck.ā
You hear the men cheer when Joel's employee pushes his tip in your already sore hole.
āCome on man, give it to her good!ā
āFuck that bitch!ā
He thrusts in, grunting. Excited by the cheers of the other men. He fucks you hard as soon as he grabs your thighs and buries his length in you. You keep your eyes closed, unable to meet his gaze, and unwilling to give them any more of yourself by letting them see your frightened eyes.
āWell damn, Steve, you got great moves!ā
The man puts his hands on your hips for a better leverage, jerking you forward with each thrust.
āFuck, she's tightā¦ā
āYeah? Tighter than your wife?ā
They all laugh, and you feel nauseous.
āCome on, Steve. Shoot your load. Don't enjoy it too much. I just lent her to you.ā
Steve obeys and comes in your cunt, mixing his cum with Joel's.
Then Jim uses you.
And finally, Paul. He turns you around and bends you over to thrust into you from behind. Heās already groaning, when Joelās phone rings.
āOh!ā he chuckles when he sees the name on the screen. He picks up and, looking at you, brings his index finger to his mouth, ordering you to be quiet.
āHey, man! Calling to check on your daughter?ā He walks around the desk to sit at your side and starts jerking his cock as he watches you getting fucked by the third man.
You canāt hear what your dad is saying, and your mind dissociates again.
āItās going great. Sheās already showing some serious skills!ā
Joel smiles in response to what your fatherās saying, his hand still fucking his shaft.
āNo, sorry, sheās with Paul. Heās showing her some new procedures, they will be very useful to me soon.ā
Paul is growling, rutting into you, and you hear Joel say, āYeah sure, Iāll tell her you called.ā
Paul spreads your ass cheeks and spits on your ring.
āNo!ā Joel gruffs in a low, menacing voice, after hanging up. āNo one fucks her ass.ā
āSorry, boss, she takes it so good, I got carried away.ā
āDonāt forget your place. Fill her up, and then get out, all of you. Sheās mine, got it? We allā¦ welcomed her, but now she belongs only to me.ā
After using you like a fuck doll, the three men leave the office chatting happily.
Joel gets up, his hand working his fat cock.
āGotta fill you again, baby. I canāt stay like this, with a hard-on, itās painful, you know?ā
You canāt believe heās telling you this.
āPussyās already ruined, anyway,ā he says as he thrusts in and fucks you hard and fast in all menās cum, until he sends his load into your owerflowing core for a second time.
Youāre lying on the desk, not even realizing they all left, that Joel has pulled out, until you feel a jacket covering you. Joel pulls down your skirt back over your thighs and grabs your arm to help you up. He fixes your shirt and looks at your face, your makeup smudged, mascara running down your cheeks.
āYouāre gonna need some rest, baby. Come back next week. Iāll be the only one playing with you, from now on. Donāt forget - a pretty girl like you needs a man like me.ā
You shiver. His voice pulls you out from the depths of your mind, that is lying to you that none of this has happened.
āAre you on birth control?ā
You shake your head, eyes empty.
āIām gonna give you an after pill, I donāt want you knocked up by one of the guys. Youāre too precious for me. Now get your stuff and go home. And donāt think of telling anyone. No one will believe you anyway.ā
As you grab the handle, he adds āOh, before you leave. Add to my calendar, tomorrow, āa barbecue at your parentsā, at noon. Your dadās just invited me. Itās gonna be great, baby. Canāt wait to pay you a visit in your bedroom.ā
Thank you for reading! Comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated <3
Other fics by @milla-frenchy and me
Keep on your mean side - Joel x f!reader - dark fic
The Burglary -Joel x f!reader x Tommy - dead dove, noncon
Bad Girl - Joel x f reader x Tommy - dubcon
The hounds of hell - Series - Javier PeƱa x fem reader x Steve Murphy
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Why did Haurchefant have to die? Interview Translation
I translated part of an interview with Yoshi-P and the two main scenario writers of HW, Ishikawa and Oda. It's about Haurchefant's character arc and why he had to be sacrificed. At least Oda tried to save him, bless his heart!
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Interviewer: In 2.x, Haurchefant appeared to be a cheerful character, but in 3.0 his role takes a serious turn. What was the reason for this change?
Ishikawa: In the 2.x series I was in charge of his dialogue as the Character Concept designer, but in 2.55 I felt I had properly written down his important points and position in society, so I could hand him over to Oda and Maehiro for 3.0. Because of this I donāt think anything changed about him from the start; how he cares about his friend, or his essence as a knight.
Oda: I agonised over Haurchefantās fate right until the very endā¦ over and over I suggested plots in which he might somehow survive.
Yoshi-P: Those plots were too contrived; I couldnāt approve them! LOL In depicting this war between humans and dragons, I thought it was wrong to only have the dragonsā side experience loss after loss and not have the humans make any sacrifices. So thatās why I told them to properly decide the fate of every character. The fate of every character should have been decided early in the development phase of Patch 2.3. So Haurchefantās fate was decided by then too, right?
Oda: Yes, thatās right. Thatās why in Patch 2.4 and 2.5, when I wrote all his un-voiced lines, I was already doing so conscious of the fact that he would die later on.
Yoshi-P: Haurchefant is a character that is not just loved by players, but also loved by the development team. But since we decided on the plot twist where he would become the Warrior of Light's shield, we were prepared for the worst. Because of that we were able to write the Patch 2.5 scene, in the Falling Snows, where he reaches out to the Warrior of Light in his time of need. I think that such a long build-up led to the deep emotional impact of Haurchefantās final moments. In that way, I think the deciding his fate early on was connected to how much importance he had to the story.
Oda: However, seeing how warmly players reacted to him, I feared that having Haurchefant lose his life would cause some players to quit the game forever, and fought desperately against it to the endā¦
Yoshi-P: He kept giving me re-takes of the plot where Haurchefant is able to come back to life, and eventually I remember getting quite mad at him. At one point, the 3.0 ending ceremony scene had Haurchefant appear in a wheelchair and I yelled āHey, isnāt that the same as Thancred in ARR?!ā. Iām pretty sure I shouted at him LOL
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Congrats on reaching the 2.7 K followers milestone!! If it's okay to ask why specifically 2.7 K?
anyways I heard you were taking requests so I'll request something to celebrate with you :-D
I was wondering if you could do one where Idia, Kalim, Azul, Riddle rejects Fem!reader but ends up falling for reader after that, how would they react when they need to reject her and when the realization of them liking her back hits? (I tried to come up with an og idea but idrk if this one is actually good enough writing material :'-D)
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ā³ Realizing their feelings for fem!reader after rejecting youĀ
feat: Idia ā Kalim ā Azul ā Riddle genre: slight hurt/comfort, open ending note: no pronouns were used but reader is written as a female in mind, reader can be interpreted as Yuu!reader,Ā
Question: Why specifically 2.7K? Well... I wanted to do something when I reached 2k but by the time I finished my initial wave of requests and WIPs, it already reached 2.7K ^_^" There wasn't a real rhyme or reason... I was just really late to the game
extra note: the joke in the start of Azulās section doesnāt mean anything bad about him in general. Itās just Azul reminds me too much of myself during my younger days and I wasn't the biggest fan of myself back then.
Also, if anyone is wondering... I haven't stopped writing. I was just unable to find time for myself during the last 3 months because my classes and work didn't leave me time to do much outside of that. Seriously, I had assignments due on weekdays AND weekends! If none of you know who I am or didn't even realize I was gone... ignore me and have a good day ^_^
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The Big Ooff
Regardless of Idiaās feelings before or after the confession, he rejected you in fear of change. He was content with the way things are, where he doesnāt have to worry about things like romance and relationships.Ā
Idia canāt imagine being the main protagonist for anything. Heās not the cool main hero or the handsome prince that gets the pretty girl. That's for the extroverts with high charm specs (a.k.a not him). Afterall, when does the NPC ever win?Ā
So when you, his friend and confidant, his solace and only exception, told him that you held feelings more than friendshipā¦well, his system short-circuited.Ā
While the two of you said it wouldnāt change your friendship, you still wanted time away from him to heal the hurt. Idia agreed that the risky emotional roll dealt some real backlash to both of you.
The Realization
Idia tried to deny it, but he started imagining an alternative universe where he did accept your confession that fateful day.Ā
If he were to zone out during his level grinding sessions, he would vaguely envision himself in the same position, but perhaps with you lying next to him or even running your fingers through his flames. These daydreams would surprise him literally off the bed, his aforementioned flames burning a cute pinkish hue.
Some days when heās browsing around online shops, he would occasionally encounter items that remind him of you.
Now, that in itself is not new but rather it was when he imagined how cute you would be if he got these items for you. Instead of your usual pleasantly surprised thank you, would you lovingly embrace him, maybe even kiss-!Ā
Ortho was startled to see his brother suddenly falling off his gaming chair, with his hands suspiciously covering his face.Ā
Crap, not only did he realize his feelings for you (which in hindsight probably was not surprising in the least), but he actually would like to be in a stupid lovey-dovey relationship with you.Ā
His Next Moves?
Continues to deny everything. So what if he wants a relationship with you? He canāt handle this new step even with these newly realized emotions. Plus, he was the one who blew his own shot by rejecting you the first time.Ā
So, he falls to his coping mechanism which is to deny everything and that heās perfectly fine the way things are.Ā
When the two of you returned to your typical routine, he tried to keep things the way it used to be, as the same with you.Ā
Except itās not quite the same.Ā
You werenāt sure if you were being conscious or that itās been a while since you two hung out, but you felt that Idia was slightly moreā¦attentive you could say?
He would give you first bids of the better controller before picking anything himself. If you seemed the slightest bit uncomfortable while sitting, the blue-flamed senior would offer you a comfier spot on his bed and a blanket if you wanted, before sputtering that he meant nothing weird about it.
He says heās fine, but Idiaās is in no way the usual closed-off, sometimes cocky genius you knew before. Heās jittery, more prone to shriek and burst into pink flames to any of your gestures, and according to his little brother his heartbeat is slightly faster than usual.Ā
Itās weirdā¦itās like he actually acknowledges you as a womanā¦
Oh.
āAhh, I seriously chose the wrong choice option. The story pathā¦I wonder if I could still salvage a good endingā¦ā
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The Big Ooff
Kalimās overly friendly nature, while harmless, is somewhat misleading and confusing to those around him. I mean, if someone threw a grand luxurious party for you, itās easy to assume that you were someone special. Unfortunately, Kalim is simply justā¦too friendly. He would do this and more for just about anyone, no matter how special they may or may not be.
Nonetheless, you still wanted to tell him your feelings. You wanted to tell him how his smile and laugh hastens your heartbeat as you smile back. That you feel butterflies every time he extends his hands to you, coaxing you to dance with the boisterous Housewarden of Scarabia.Ā
To everyoneās genuine surprise, the snow-haired student sincerely apologized to you, not able to return your feelings the same way. All of your friends and also Scarabia was so sure that their Housewarden thought differently of you, but news quickly spread that Kalim never thought about being more than friends with you.
The Realization
To clarify, Kalim never thought about being more than friends with anyone. Heās happy to have so many friends, what more could he possibly want?
But your words did shake him mentally. He never realized that you would feel this way for him. On days when he canāt keep track of the lessons at hand, his mind would doze off and wander back to your confession.Ā
āHastening heartbeat, feelings of butterflies, always wanting to smile when you doā¦ā
The more he thinks about your love symptoms, heās realizing how similar those feelings were to his own when heās around you. It was why he would always try to find you in a crowd, or why he wanted to be your dance partner on any occasion. Sure, heās happy to be around everyone, but he feels especially good when it's you.
The pieces are connecting, the clogs are aligning, and soonā¦
āJAMIL, I THINK IāM IN LOVE TOO!āĀ
āIS YOUR LACK OF INTROSPECTION THIS BAD?!ā
His Next Moves?
Man is now a fool in love. He has this goofy smile on his boyish face at the slightest mention of you. Everytime he thinks about you, he keeps attempting to buy one or two grand bouquets of flowers for you, each flower as beautiful as you, much to Jamilās chagrin as the vice-Housewarden has to keep reminding him of a crucial fact.Ā
āYou two arenāt dating. Actually worse considering your prior actions.āĀ
Jamilās brutal but accurate words brought Kalim back to harsh reality as he realized his mistake in not realizing his feelings soon enough. But not one to wallow in the past, Kalim sought to tell you his feelings just as you bravely did before.Ā
Whether I personally think if thatās a smart move is irrelevant
Whatever your response is to him, Kalim would fully respect your choice, prioritizing your comfort and feelings over his newly uncovered ones. Despite his well intentions and honest feelings before the realization, his carelessness hurt you and he needed to consider your healing process.Ā
Kalim would still act like a love-sick fool, however. Buying beautiful trinkets because he thought of you but wonāt push them onto you if you couldnāt handle the heavy sentiment (thank Jamil for that).Ā
Though a little more sheepishly, he would still extend his hand to you hoping for a dance, small little gestures to make you smile even the slightest bit brighterā¦all this and more because āI like youā and nothing else.
Just because heās slow in figuring things out, his feelings wonāt change so easily. This special feeling of happiness, of loveā¦ heās grateful that you taught him this whole new world.
"Iām a little much? Haha, sorry. I get really happy when I see you...It feels nice being in love with you.ā
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The Big Ooff
Please reconsiderĀ
Ahem. Azul has grown accustomed to your presence. Perhaps even look forward to it throughout his daily routine, even assisting you in whatever trouble you always seem to get involved in. Some would accuse him of favoritism, but Azul argued that he was simply a gentleman treating a lady right.
Heās too observant to not notice that these sentiments are somewhat mutual. He thought of you as too kind and generous as to spend your spare time helping him around the lounge or to keep him company when the Leech twins get a little much.Ā
But he was surprised to learn that your feelings were deeper than he initially predicted. There was such sincerity in your voice as you confess your feelings that it shook Azul to his core and turned his human legs weak.Ā
However, he still had so many aspirations he hasnāt reached yet, opportunities he canāt miss. He canāt afford to split his time for something like romance, something that didn't register to him as urgent in the first place. Love is all well and good, but success is better and more tangible.
Heās careful with his words, gratefully thanking you for your confession and complimenting you with a list of traits he admired about you.Ā
But you should know Azul by now. Heās hyping you up before ultimately giving you crushing news. Like a company recruiter telling you werenāt chosen despite your apparent talents.Ā
You knew this, but it still hurts to have your dynamic treated equivalent to that of a business relation.Ā
The Realization
Azul understood you needed time away. Certain things were said that canāt be taken back and itāll be a while before you two could feel comfortable around each other again.Ā
During this time though, the Housewarden truly felt your absence. He feels it when someone else takes a seat in his office where you usually occupy, when his mealtime feels less fulfilling because you werenāt there to enjoy it with him, when his headaches get worse from stress and you werenāt there to lend a comforting hand.Ā
This sense of void was like a stream of cold water slowly trickling into his body and mind until he felt heavy and almost drowning. What an odd sensation for a deep-sea merman.Ā
His mind became cluttered. He canāt focus on his work when all he could think about is where you might be and what you were doing.Ā
He reached his limit when he realized that he couldnāt even hide this internal conflict from Jade or Floyd when their keen eyes pick on every moment of his loss of focus, and they have an inkling as to the cause.Ā
ā¦Dear Sevens, he might have made a great miscalculation on his own feelings.
His Next Moves?
First off, heās going to spend some time in his pot. He needs some personal time reflecting over his own obliviousness and self-sabotage.Ā
Once thatās over, he now has to figure out how to remedy this. A plan to get back into your good graces after the blunder.Ā
He is a greedy merman. If heās going to do something, he wants the best outcome possible, which is you forgiving him and accepting him while forgetting the past even happened.Ā Ā
Heās read through countless relationship books, advice found online, and personal intel that his schoolmates were forced to generous enough to offer under an NDA.Ā
Heāll use the knowledge he remembered from your confession to his advantage, highlighting the parts of himself that he knew you liked about him. He shows off his good side in hopes to reignite what attracted you to him.Ā
If thereās anything to expose his intent with you, itās the flush of his pale skin when you finally thanked him with that sweet smile he missed so much.
"Iām not one to lose an opportunity when within my reach. However long it takes, Iāll earn back what Iāve foolishly lost.ā
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The Big Ooff
Riddle was, in all seriousness, taken aback by your confession.
The studious Housewarden of Heartslabyul is definitely smart, but heās just slightly lacking in the people-reading department.Ā
To him, you were simply a very loving person. He thought perhaps you were on the shyer side but always worrying about his well-being, making sure heās taken breaks and to enjoy himself between his duties.
You were still a little rambunctious as lately you seem at odds with Ace as youāre quick to smack and silence the mischievous redhead who seems to snicker more often than usual as of late.Ā
Frankly, you left him stunned, his face similar to a deer in headlights. No textbook or lecture has prepared him to reply back to your sincere confession.Ā
In the end, he rejected you while giving his full honesty. Silly things like love and relationships were subjects he never thought to consider in depth, and he wasnāt sure it was something he wanted at the moment.Ā
He tried to explain the best he could, but you couldn't stop the aching feeling of your heart breaking.Ā
The Realization
Your relationship with Riddle took a blow but it was not destroyed. Albeit some awkwardness here and there, life flows relentlessly as usual.Ā
But that fateful day would occasionally sneak its way into Riddleās mind during his spare moments to himself, recalling your determined face, coupled with his memories of your beautiful, clear eyes.
Nowadays, his heart would tighten, his throat would feel dry, and his breathing would be shallower whenever his thoughts sway towards you.Ā
Spurred by these odd symptoms, he finally looked more into the topic of love. The more he delved into talks on relationships, seminars on emotional attraction, and even tropes from novels, the more it feels as though heās going down a rabbit hole of new emotional discoveries.Ā
For a while, the Heartslabyul dorm was on edge as they feared for their necks every time their terrifying Housewarden suddenly turned franticly scarlet out of nowhere.
Alone in Riddleās room, surrounded by articles and books littered on his once pristine desk, Riddle found his conclusion; heās in love too
His Next Moves?
Riddle isnāt actually sure how to approach you anymore. This whole āin loveā experience is all too new to him. He couldnāt bring up this embarrassing topic with any of his peers, and much less with his mother (Sevens knows he doesnāt exactly want to replicate a relationship like his parents).Ā
But he couldnāt handle the sudden sensations of nerves that occur every time heās close to you. He canāt keep up constantly chastising himself internally for flinching every time he passes a tart or a teacup to you during Unbirthday parties.Ā
He can no longer focus during his study sessions with you as heās now fighting with himself as he dreams to hold your free hand or to brush a stray lock of hair from your endearing face.Ā
Was it as difficult to deal with as it was for you? Was this the reason you decided to confess to him? But the thought of speaking to you about something so intimate invokes nerves in him that he couldnāt understand.
No, he should learn from your example. If the natural progression of his feelings should be clear communication between those involved, then he will face this challenge as confidently as he does with any other.Ā
Prepare yourself, the stubborn Riddle has made a goal for himself.Ā
āI admit my inexperience has hurt those I cherish. Next time, I will respond to your bravery in kind.āĀ
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Scars
Based on the following ask: Hi š¤ I hope your requests are not too full already - but for weeks Iāve been dreaming about kind of shy Hotch (due to his scars he got from scratch Foyet yn) and I would die to read smut where he is kind of shy at first bc he thinks reader will not find him hot and ahh and she obviously does and they just have the best night eveeeer then bc he finally lets go š«£ what do you think????? I would dieeeee to read it from you! ā Hey lovely, this idea is really sweet, and I am going to keep it on the slow intimate side, I just feel like Aaron opening up about the scars would lead to something slow and passionateā¦still smut tho!
Aaron Hotchner x Fem Reader
Fluff/SMUT
Word count: 691
Not edited - please be kind. Requests are open and feedback is welcome if it's constructive!
Warnings: My blog is 18+, minors DNI, SMUT, mention of Foyet (the stabbing), established relationship with Hotch, explicit language, no use of y/n, Fem reader, reader has no physical description other than female anatomy, use of pet names, p in v, unprotected sex, anxiety, a little body dysmorphiaā¦let me know if I missed any!
I do not consent to having my work translated or reposted to any other site. That being said I do not own the characters portrayed in this story.
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The door flew open as the lock gave way. Aaron had you pressed against it, lips connected in a passionate kiss. His hands were gripping the hem of your shirt, right where it rested at your waist.
See hereās the thing, Aaron and you had been seeing one another for a few months now. With his job keeping him incredibly busy, you assured him there was no pressure, youād go on dates and get to know one another when he was in town. That, you were okay withā¦but what was becoming increasingly frustrating was the fact that you hadnāt had sex yet.
Now, youād be perfectly fine with taking things slow, only Aaron hasnāt said anything. He instead had just done everything he can to avoid getting in a compromising position with youā¦but tonight, it seems like that might change.
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Your shirt was lost somewhere in the entryway along with both of your shoes and Aaronās coat. His lips had made their way down to where your shoulder and neck met. Aaron was walking behind you, carefully leading you to his bedroom.
As you passed the threshold, Aaron spun you around. He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled you into his lap. He let his lips meet yours once again while you let your hands slide down to the buttons of his dress shirt. After youād gotten a few open, Aaron grabbed your wrists and froze.
When you pulled back you were met with his pained expression, and even deeper, fear had been written behind it.
You were quick to pull your hands back and step down off of Aaronās lap.
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āIām sorry Aaron. I shouldnāt have.ā
āNo! Donāt apologize.ā Aaron began, hesitantly. āSweetheart, I need to show you something. Something I have been worried aboutā¦which is why Iāve been avoiding this.ā He gestured between the two of you.
Just as you opened your mouth to reply, Aaron unbuttoned the remainder of his shirt and pulled it off, dropping it to the floor.
āIt was a case we were working years ago. The unsubā¦he had broken into my home, and then this happened.ā
A quiet gasp escaped you. Adorning Aaronās body were nine nearly identical scars. Your gaze met his as you lifted your hand, pulling it back, afraid to upset him. He offered a small nod, grabbing your hand and bringing it to rest on his bare chest. Your fingers danced from one scar to the next, a tear silently making its way down your cheek.
Aaron reached up, wiping it away with his thumb. āWhatās wrong honey.ā He asked.
āI just canāt believe someone would do this to you.ā
Aaron and you shared a quiet moment of understanding. His job was dangerous and sometimes he got hurt because of it, but he came out the other sideā¦with newfound strength each time.
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Youāre not quite sure when the air shifted, but one moment you were sat there holding one another, and the next, you were sharing a heated kiss, attempting to remove the remainder of your clothing.
Once you were both fully stripped, Aaron settled himself against the headboard, reaching his hand out for you. He pulled you into his lap, at first, just holding you there while his lips explored the expanse of your neck.
Your hands found their way to Aaronās hair, carding through itā¦tugging ever so slightly. He shifted the two of you ever so slightly so he could ease himself into your heat. Your head falling back, loving every bit of the stretch.
Aarons arms were wrapped tightly around you, desperately gripping you to him, as you gently rocked back and forth. This wasnāt about the sexā¦this was about vulnerability and intimacy. A moment where two people have bared their souls to one another.
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The two of you spent the evening wrapped in the sheets, a mess of tangled limbs. You expressed your love for one another in ways you hadnāt before. This was the beginning of you future, one in which you wouldnāt have to hold back. One in which Aaron wasnāt afraid of what you might think.
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Ėāŗļ½”ĖāĖstill not dating | LS18Ėāŗļ½”ĖāĖ
pairing: lance stroll x alonso!driver!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au
warnings: none jus fluff!!
summary: in which your rookie season as an f1 driver holds many surprises
a/n: omgg the second time i've written driver!reader coz i fear i suck at it but i'll always do whatever u guys ask of me tbh. š
request!!!: lance x alonso!reader, where fernando is her dad and he just retired and she is lanceās new teammate at aston martin and they fall in love during her first season and are super cute? Kinda friends to lovers vibes
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ynalonso the rumours are trueee
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user1 CONGRATULATIONS QUEEN
user2 oh thts my girl FOR REAL
user3 congrats š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹
user4 she's only got it coz of her dad š
user5 oh c'mon her credentials speak for themselves.
user6 jus u wait till nxt season
user7 aston marton nepotism team š
user8 fr losing all credibility a bit
user9 BE SOOOO FOR FREAKING REAL RN
user10 about to go to war defending y/n
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lance_stroll congratulations again! my favourite alonso!
fernandoalo_oficial watch your back. also flirting with my daughter where i can see it? bold move
lance_stroll excuse me?!
fernandoalo_oficial you're excused.
ynalonso PLEASEEEEE HAHAHAHA
lance_stroll for the record i wasnt flirting
user11 HAHAHAHA
user12 yea right
user13 he's so flirting
user14 ynlance dream team oh it's happening
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estebanocon congratulations y/n! cant wait to celebrate with you tonight!!
ynalonso tysm estie š«¶š«¶
mickschumacher CONGRATULATIONSSSSS
ynalonso ahhh!!!! thank you!!!
pierregasly congrats! see you soon
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alex_albon SO so deserved!!!
ynalonso š„¹š„¹š„¹
francisca.cgomes beautiful angel cant wait to see you beating pierre on the track next season
ynalonso cant wait to see YOU in the aston martin garage š
francisca.cgomes oh stop it you!!!!
schecoperez congratulations !
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landonorris well done š
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maxverstappen1 so excited to have you on track y/n!
ynalonso ahh such an honour to race alongside (way way behind) you!
maxverstappen1 oh im sure i'll see you up on the podium very soon
ynalonso š„¹
time skip š
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landonorris are you dating her mate?
lance_stroll what?? no just friends
landonorris oh my bad š
user15 AHHH ynlance crumbs
user16 they r so srs to meee
user17 jus date already.
user18 baby y/nnn
user19 love her sm
mickschumacher aww you guys are cute!
lance_stroll ? we're friends
mickschumacher yea that's what i mean! haha
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ynalonso im jus having the best time
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user20 oh i love her
user21 fav driver for a reasonnnn
user22 PODIUM IN THE NEXT RACE
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user23 her liking....and the next gp is barcelona too
user24 SHE'S COOKINGGG
user25 proving the haters wrong every single dayyy
yourbff MY GIRLLLL
ynalonso im coming home babyyy!!
yourbff iktr šāāļøšāāļøšāāļøšāāļøšāāļø
fernandoalo_oficial so proud of you š
ynalonso š„¹š„¹š„¹
user26 AHHH THEY R SO SRS TO MEEE
lance_stroll still waiting for you to catch me up š
ynalonso oh jus you wait. we'll be on MY turf soon!
lance_stroll cant wait š
fernandoalo_oficial lance you are like the children in school teasing the girl because you like her!
ynalonso papa pleaseššš
user27 SCREAM
user28 read him for filth oh my god
user29 GET HIM AGAIN FOR MEEE NANDO
user30 no one talking about how the third pic is so bf vibes?
yourbff š barcelona
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yourbff my favourite event of the year; spanish grand prix!! šŖšø
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user31 omgg so cute
user32 love their friendship
user33 always love y/bff/n's annual f1 posttt
user34 aww y/bff/n in the aston martin merch
yourbff always supporting my girl
ynalonso š„¹š
user35 STOPP AWW
carlossainz55 šŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšøšŖšø
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user36 he's so real
lance_stroll stop hogging her
yourbff SAYS YOU??? puta
ynalonso no arguing this weekend!!
yourbff he started it
lance_stroll im not trying to argue
fernandoalo_oficial another one for my theory......
lance_stroll WHAT NOW???
ynalonso make it stop šš
user37 BAHAHAHAHA
user38 nando is killing me
user39 he ships them be fr š
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ynalonso STOPPP IM GONNA CRY AGAIN
yourbff girl i never stopped...
ynalonso š love you soso much
fernandoalo_oficial š
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user41 THIS IS SOOOOO CUTE
user42 omg adorable
user43 girl im gonna cry
user44 i love y/n so much
user45 so deserved š„¹
francisca.cgomes omggš„¹š«¶
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pierregasly YOUR p2?
lance_stroll what?
pierregasly what?
lance_stroll what?
pierregasly š
fernandoalo_oficial interesting...
yourbff RETURN HER TO ME AT ONCE
lance_stroll no
user46 YOURS?
user47 hello????
user48 AHHHHHHHHHHH
user49 ASK HER OUT ALREADY
landonorris still not dating her mate?
lance_stroll we are friends š
landonorris š
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fernandoalo_oficial be responsible please
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user50 oh to be a fly on the wallll
user51 WISH I WAS IN THEIR FRIEND GROUPPPP
user52 the shots omg so messy
francisca.cgomes miss you
ynalonso okay where are you come to the club right now
francisca.cgomes š im on my way w alex
ynalonso SSVING YOU BOTH A SHOTTT
lance_stroll love you and congrats
ynalonso IM RIGHT HERE????
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user57 hii y/n š
user58 we saw the picssssss
user59 SPILL
francisca.cgomes courtesy of lance, i assume? š
ynalonso no comment
yourbff spill. the. beans.
ynalonso nothing to spill š
yourbff Y/N!!!
fernandoalo_oficial y/n have i seen images of you and lance kissing?
ynalonso nooo hahahh it's not me :)
fernandoalo_oficial are you sure?
lance_stroll š barcelona
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lance_stroll definitely not one to forget
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user60 the first pic being srs & everything else cutesie ... y/n's impact!
user61 the last pic AHHHHHHHHHHHH
user62 the way he LOOKS at y/n!!!!!!
user63 he's in love.
user64 i jus know she's cheesing right back at him too š
pierregasly love seeing us both in the points š
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fernandoalo_oficial have you spoken to my daughter yet??
ynalonso ...about???
fernandoalo_oficial so, no
lance_stroll š let me live
user65 nando is cooking????
user66 oh he's playing puppet master for sure
estebanocon next time we'll be seeing you on the podium?
lance_stroll yes, alongside you
estebanocon oh, i fear we're dreaming too hard
lance_stroll ššš
landonorris ...still not dating her mate?
lance_stroll lando. please.
user67 noo let him speak
user68 STILL? NOT? DATING?
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yourbff oh, i see you
ynalonso hm? š
yourbff dont play dumb
francisca.cgomes so you had the conversation?
ynalonso what? :)
francisca.cgomes C'MON
alexandrasaintmleux posting this before spilling the deets to us? okay!!
ynalonso im just a girl
lilymhe well congrats š
ynalonso š„¹
user69 WE SEE YOU.
user70 ynlance nation rise
user71 SO THE PIC WAS REALLY U???
user72 you dont need to hard launch girl we get it
fernandoalo_oficial you thought you could trick me?
ynalonso no papa what are you talking about? šµāš«
time skip š
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user74 oh hello?
user75 this is very sus
user76 to me this is a sign
user77 close enough. ynlance confirmed
user78 THIS IS SO CUTE
user79 i love aston martin 2025
pierregasly just hard launch already what are you waiting for
lance_stroll šµāš«
landonorris still not dating her mate?
lance_stroll get a job!!
fernandoalo_oficial your love for her is greater than mine i think everybody should know this by now
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ynalonso with the end of my rookie season i want to thank u all the for the immense support š„¹ not only from the fans but from my father, my team, my best friends and my teammate and boyfriend lance! here's to another great season at aston martin.. š see you next year.
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user80 wait a second
user81 ok there's a lot to unpack here
user82 TEAMMATE AND BOYFRIEND????!?!??!
user83 ANOTHER season!!!! she's renewed her contract w aston??? ššš
user84 SOOO PROUD
pierregasly you smashed it! honoured to race with you
ynalonso right back at you!
estebanocon a season most rookies could only dream of
ynalonso oh stop!!!!!! š„¹
fernandoalo_oficial beyond proud of you, te amo š
ynalonso !!!!! te amo papa
user85 oh how i love them.
yourbff oh thank god
ynalonso aww thanks love you too xx
yourbff be fr. im so proud of you when i think about it too much i start crying
ynalonso STOPPPš„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹
francisca.cgomes FINALLY
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ynalonso love you sm
alexandrasaintmleux we are all cheering (im so proud of you)
ynalonso love u love u love u
user87 LOVE THE WAGSSS
lance_stroll that's my girl š amazing season, here's to many many more. i love you
ynalonso š„¹š„¹ love you so so much thank you for being so amazing!!!
lance_stroll that's all you
user88 "THAT'S MY GIRL"??? IM MELTING
landonorris ohh so he was dating you the whole time?
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THE END š
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The Diner of Destiny - Part 2
Five Hargreeves x reader
A/N: Okay, some of you wanted a second part. So I thought why not? I've never written a second part to any of my stories, so I'm not so sure if the second part is any good.
Warnings: spoilers for season 4 episode 5-6, angst
Five wandered through the fractured remains of countless timelines, driven by a singular purpose: to find y/n, the woman he had unwittingly erased from existence. He had become a phantom, slipping between realities like a shadow, his resolve hardening with each failed attempt. Every timeline, every world was a dead end, a cruel reminder of the life he had obliterated with one careless choice. But giving up was never an option. He had to find her.
Weeks blurred into months as he tirelessly pursued the faintest hints of her existence. Fragmented memories, distorted whispers, and fleeting visions of a woman whose face he had never truly known. Each clue led him deeper into the labyrinth of time, and each step weighed heavier on his conscience. He was closeāhe could feel it.
Finally, one day, in a timeline that felt strangely still, as though it had been waiting for his arrival, Five found her.
She was sitting in a small, secluded garden, surrounded by overgrown ivy and vibrant flowers. The sun cast a warm, golden light over the scene, but there was an air of melancholy that clung to the place, as if it remembered the things that had been lost. Y/n was there, her back to him, her head bowed as she absentmindedly traced patterns in the dirt with a stick. She looked almost like a statueābeautiful, but untouchable, frozen in a moment that he had shattered.
Five approached her cautiously, his heart pounding in his chest. His footsteps crunched softly on the gravel path, and y/n looked up, startled. Her eyes met his, and for a brief, agonizing moment, it was as though she recognized him. But then the flicker of familiarity vanished, replaced by confusion.
āWho are you?ā she asked, her voice tinged with wariness but not fear. There was a gentleness in her tone that cut Five deeper than any anger could have.
He swallowed hard, his mouth dry, and for the first time in a long time, he hesitated. How could he explain the unimaginable? How could he make her understand what he had done?
āMy name is Five,ā he began, his voice rough with emotion. āIām not sure how to say this, butā¦ you were supposed to be someone important to me. To all of us, actually. But I made a mistake, a terrible mistake, and Iā¦ I lost you.ā
Y/nās brow furrowed as she tried to make sense of his words. āLost me? Iām sorry, but I donāt understand. Weāve never met before. How could you have lost me?ā
Fiveās chest tightened with the weight of his guilt. āYouāre right. Weāve never met. But we should have. I was supposed to find you, fall in love with you. You were supposed to be my anchor, the person who kept meāand all the other versions of meāgrounded across the timelines. But instead, I got involved with someone else, someone named Lila.ā
At the mention of Lilaās name, Y/nās expression softened, but only slightly. āLila?ā she echoed, the name unfamiliar and distant.
Five nodded, his voice trembling. āYes. I thought I was making the right choice at the time, but it was the wrong one. Choosing Lilaā¦ it erased you from our lives. You were supposed to be there, and because of me, you werenāt. I took away your life, your future, and I didnāt even know it until it was too late.ā
Y/n stared at him, her eyes searching his face for any sign of deception or malice. But all she saw was a man haunted by his mistakes, a man who had come to her not for forgiveness, but for something even more elusive.
āWhat do you want from me?ā she asked quietly, her voice laced with a sorrow she didnāt fully understand.
Five closed his eyes for a moment, gathering the strength to continue. āI donāt know if I can make things right, but I had to find you. I had to tell you what happened, even if it doesnāt change anything. Iām sorry, y/n. Iām sorry for what I took from you, for what I took from all of us. I justā¦ I wanted you to know that you mattered. That you were supposed to matter.ā
Y/n looked down at the ground, her hand still clutching the stick. She was silent for a long time, and Five feared that his words had only hurt her more, that there was nothing left to say. But then, she spoke, her voice soft and distant.
āDo you really believe we could have been happy?ā she asked, almost to herself.
Fiveās heart ached at the question, at the lost possibility of what could have been. āI donāt know,ā he admitted, his voice breaking. āBut I would have liked to find out.ā
Y/n nodded, her expression unreadable. āI canāt remember you,ā she said softly. āBut something in me feelsā¦ something. Maybe itās just the idea of what could have been. Or maybeā¦ maybe thereās something more.ā
Five watched her, his breath catching in his throat. This was itāthe moment that could change everything. But even as hope flickered within him, he knew the truth. He had come too late. The damage was done, and there was no going back.
āI wish I could change what happened,ā he whispered. āBut all I can do is tell you the truth. You deserved so much more than what I left you with.ā
Y/n looked at him, her eyes filled with a sadness that went beyond words. āMaybe we were never meant to be,ā she said quietly. āMaybeā¦ maybe this was always how it was supposed to end.ā
Five shook his head, tears welling in his eyes. āNo. This isnāt how it was supposed to be. But itās what Iāve made it. And for that, Iām sorry.ā
Y/n stood slowly, the stick falling from her hand as she faced him fully. āI donāt know if I can forgive you,ā she said, her voice trembling. āBut I appreciate that you tried to make things right. Even if itās too late.ā
Five nodded, the tears finally spilling over as he met her gaze. āIāll never stop trying to make it right,ā he vowed. āEven if I never see you again, Iāll keep looking for a way to fix this.ā
Y/n gave him a small, sad smile, the kind of smile that spoke of acceptance and resignation. āGoodbye, Five,ā she said softly. āI hope you find what youāre looking for.ā
And with that, she turned and walked away, her figure growing smaller and smaller until she disappeared into the distance. Five stood there, alone in the garden, the weight of his actions pressing down on him like a suffocating blanket. He had found her, but he had also lost herāagain.
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the garden in a blanket of twilight, Five knew that this was his burden to bear. He had made a choice, and now he would live with the consequences for the rest of his existence. The woman who was supposed to be his anchor, his salvation, was gone, and he was the one who had pushed her away.
And so, with a heavy heart and a mind full of regrets, Five turned and walked back into the shadows, disappearing from the world that could have been his. The timelines would go on, fractured and unstable, and he would continue his endless search for redemption. But deep down, he knew the truthāsome things could never be undone. And some losses were meant to be permanent.
The garden, now empty and silent, bore witness to a moment that had passed, a possibility that had slipped through timeās fingers. And as the stars began to twinkle in the darkening sky, Fiveās silhouette faded into the night, carrying with him the memory of what could have been, and the sorrow of what never was.
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