#for a show that OPENS TOMORROW NIGHT.

[wabblebees]

i feel fucking CRAZY. if yall could send some good vibes out into the universe for me thatd be great bc i think im gonna really need it the next few days lmfao

[b4kuch1n]

post-drive sketch commissions fulfilled so far! for Cookie Nomie, A. Peake, @azaelyas, viviiyon on twitter, bxby_ashhh on twitter, tsunesama, @trucbiduleschouettes, and Anna.

[unawakening-float07]

i had one beer with one of my closest friends and my bf while we watched a country singer preform at a biker bar and it has been the greatest night of my life

[cranberrymoons]

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[bugsoda]

heya guys how are you doing im dojnf very well thank you hahahsha *collapses into a pit and is seen falling, falling, falling, falling……..*

[seventh-district]

sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.

and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.

and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.

and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.

[judemathisdaily]

Jude nui with the Christmas gifts!!!

[rohirric-hunter]

Like two weeks ago I was trying to find tickets for War of the Rohirrim and none of the theaters in my area even had it listed in their showtimes. I decided to poke it again tonight and it's listed now but if you try to buy tickets it just says, "Tickets coming soon!" And it does this for every theater.

[orcelito]

God I don't wanna go to therapy tomorrow. Sick of talking about my feelings in a clinical setting. I do enough psychoanalysis just by myself, and now I gotta sit through it with someone else??? Come on.

[walterdecourceys]

final dress today i'm going to vomit

[hammill-goes-fogwalking]

In retrospect: I should've opened up about my problems much earlier. What was the reason I kept it all inside me, as a secret? Yes I thought it would all go away over the time- but I noticed my lows & highs went more extreme and I was/ & am still seriously scared of depression itself

depression (also in combination with addiction) is the worst that can happen to you and it's not cool to use it as an empty or... funny (?) word. A depression goes so deep into you that its not the case that you simply close your eyes & forget. It's Not a personality disorder, it's a wound. So that was off topic :/

I wanted to say I recently got really scared to drift into a depression so I finally allowed myself to let out all my feelings/thoughts & cry in front of my family and friends and this seriously feels like a weight has fallen off my shoulders

[the-cooler-king]

One of those texts I kind of need to sit on before I decide how I'm going to word it.

I never know how to start these, but I always have an idea on what to say. Your opinion of me actually matters a lot & the implication that you believe that I lie to you or I'm not doing enough is kinda hurtful. It comes across to me like my effort is worthless to you & that what I want doesn't matter at all. I wouldn't bring it up if I didn't think you cared, and I know you're going through a lot and shouldn't have to worry about me, but I'm getting mixed signals that are really throwing me off. What do you want from me? Am I asking too much of you and you don't know how to tell me? I sincerely want to be there for you, regardless of what it looks like to get to that point, but if you don't want me there you can tell me! What you want matters just as much, if not more, to me. I'm not the kind of person to be hostile about things if they don't work out. I don't want to be another source of stress or negativity for you, and I don't want you to be afraid of being honest with me. I constantly question if you're just too nice to tell me you aren't interested anymore, and even if you are, I might need more reassurance than you can give me because I don't think I'm very worth it to anyone for anything. If you don't think I'm trying hard enough then tell me what I need to do to change that! I'm at the point of just not knowing what I bring to your life, if anything at all. You don't need to deal with me on top of everything else, so, I'm sorry for this. Even if you don't text me back I'll feel better once I get it out there. The only thing I've ever been afraid of is not communicating exactly how much I care about you & how much you mean to me - even if it doesn't matter to you, or you don't believe me. If there comes a day where we aren't in each other's lives anymore for whatever reason, I don't want either of us to question what could've been said or done differently or regret not doing more.

[gayfranzkafka]

went dancing tonight and will be going dancing again tomorrow :-)

[hawnks]

doing this to you btw

[duskythesomething]

sigh. having to turn down free concert tix

[bas-rouge]

I've acquired a bit of an old man sleep schedule. I can't stay awake till 11 most nights and usually wake up naturally around 445-530. Not that I'm complaining, I am much happier as a morning person than I was as a night person, but it is a bit funny.