#focua

[dndtreasury]

Fyre Shedder

[brucie-baby]

decided that my issues with a lot of 'bad dad bruce' posts isn't that they're necessarily wrong but that they're missing a lot of context that makes it infinitely more interesting. like "bruce hit tim" it was code. talk about the fact that violence is so normalised in their lives that they've literally turned it into a language. "bruce blamed dick for jason's death" he never directly said it. talk about the fact that dick blames himself for everything to the extent that he immediately assumes other people blame him too, regardless of whether or not they genuinely do. or talk about the fact that dick is so used to bruce's indirect way of speaking that he can instantly translate it in a way that is not normal for typical people ((they don't have to decode their father's words)) etcetera. etcetera. you know. you get it.

[mimenoises456]

I WAKE UP AND FIRST THING I SEE IS MORRO IS FUCKING VACK WHAT THE HEEELLLLLLLLLL

[alaskan-wallflower]

brody grants voice atstes like sundgune and polygons

[l0id-0nline]

Bro got harpooned

[mabel-angelo]

Trick or treat, dear.

oh, hi! ...happy halloween! 🍬

soooo, whats your costume??

[halalgirlmeg]

Me after reading 24 pages when I was tired and couldn't focus: Wow, I can't remember shit!

*starts over*

[beesinspades]

I got the booster almost a week ago and I still feel like absolute garbage trying to convince my stupid health anxiety that I'm not dying

got it on saturday, no side effects. sunday afternoon, only a very light headache. but then on monday morning I woke up and had numbness in my left arm and leg. I tried not to freak out because it happened to me last year because of stress except this time I wasn't stressed. didn't go away on tuesday. then on wednesday I went to the doctor for something else and also asked about it. she's sending me to a neurologist next week and the same evening I had a brain scan done just in case, waiting for results. up until then it was just the numbness. but then after that appointment of course i started getting worse anxiety over all this (up until then I was a little stressed but keeping it fairly under control) which as you know makes everything worse. since yesterday thursday i've been feeling worse. the numbness is always worse in the morning when I wake up, and then it gets better throughout the day. yesterday I managed to distract myself most of the day but also despite sleeping well I felt tired enough by 10:30am that I took a nap until noon, and at some point I felt unwell out of nowhere which set off my anxiety really bad. then it got better by the end of the day and I went to bed. I woke up at 2am to go to the toilet and felt absolutely horrible. I felt like I was low-key gonna pass out which again set off my anxiety and made the pressure on my upper chest so much worse, it took a while to calm it down. I thought I was gonna die. then I managed to fall asleep again and now I feel much better than earlier but I do feel a bit unwell still. maybe itll be a bit better after breakfast (though anxiety makes it harder to eat, I lose my appetite) I don't know if it's all the stress or if it's linked to whatever is wrong with me aka the numbness. which is thankfully not getting worse but is still there. this is the fucking worst I don't know what to do. every time I feel the slightest off thing in my body my anxiety latches on it

idk maybe it's not the booster but the timing is too perfect. this numbness thing is not unheard of but also it seems those it happened to had it much worse. either way I hate not knowing what's wrong. I think I'll go back to the doctor today if I can and if not I'm ready to go to the ER for the first time in my life which is terrifying and I'm afraid of being told it's just anxiety

oh also as a note a couple of days before the booster I had blood tests done and they all came out normal except for two small vitamin deficiencies that I'm now taking supplements for so idk idk

[pikachugirltits]

Pika pika •-_-• I just woke up to get ready for work and I already feel overstimulated. It's not gonna be a very good day today.

[scortchedtoast]

1st is karina and 2nd is winter but I thought they were the same person for a sec until I reread

I literally can't tell karina and winter apart anymore...

[captainendgame]

does anyone else think lone star is just too focuaed on owen and tommy?

when all 3 of them are near dying, only tommy get to reflect on the fact that she has a family while others are just sitting there like they don't have loved ones

[irl-batsignal]

I eated more kyiptoinitw abd I can’t focua on worss -🦝

QHAT NO STOP PLEASE SROP

WHO DO I @ FKR THIS THAT NONONO

@speedywithadhd ❗️❓️❗️❓️❗️❓️❗️❓️

@ WHO EVER ELSE I NEED TO BE ABLE TO STOP PPL FROM EATING KRYPTONITE

[cheriden]

holy fucking shit have you guys seen soobin doing ggum im gonnq fucking kill myself why did i replay that shit so many times to focua on different parts of him wtfwtfwtf

[fandomfluffandfuck]

i hope this isn't stepping over the line but i need you to know that i think you have changed my understanding of sexuality fundamentally. i didn't understand what people got out of bdsm practices until i found your works through the archive. your smut is so focuaed on mental components though that it made me understand. its still not for me but i can see why its something some people seek out now.

This is NOT stepping over the line.

That's so fucking cool to hear!! I'm so touched! Thank you for letting me know. That's so sweet--you're so sweet. And I'm glad to make something more digestible for you even if it's accidentally done through filthy, filthy smut, lol. Like, changing brain chemistry? Changing understanding of sexuality? Holy shit, what did I do? How? I'm just out here saying depraved shit 💀💀 it doesn't seem like I would be doing anything that impactful!

<3

[nohara-rin-dot-mp3]

rin persona au!! who out in the club thinking about rin nohara persona au!!

i think the basic plot would be like,,, there's moderate-sized but EXTREMELY secluded city put in the woods (konoha) and throughout the place people are mysteriously falling into comas oooohhhh spoiler alert it is because of *vague new plot device*. konoha's government is attempting to weaponise this power against their ENEMIES and also CITIZENS IF THEY DONT LIKE THEM and they, for the most part, have an iron grip on access to this cool new place with personas and stuff.

rin moves to the city to stay with her aunt for. reasons. and she stumbles into that place and awakens her persona alongside kks and obito and is forced to continue perusing that activity because they were there and they think a normal person would be curious and keep investigating and she HAS to be normal or she will DIE. yes pakkun ends up as the mascot.

anyways more ramblings (about the arcana and social links) under the cut because this is getting long [:

the fool: rin's merry band of fellow persona users. of course. ranks up automatically over the course of the story.

the magician: obito slots neatly into the role of "first male friend" so in there he goes. i think his confidant wpuld unlock when rin first meets him, and from there it would kind of follow the loose plot of rin helping him train so that he can BEAT kakashi at the sportsgame (!!) and of course all of that comes with a healthy side of him trying to figure out what he is worth without success(a good thing because at this point he is not succeeding much lollll)

the high priestess: TSUNADE???? oh my GOODNESS GRACIOUS hello there. she teaches rin how to punch things and rin helps her manage her blood phobia. average relationship between girls.

the empress: mysterious transfer student named mei... ooooh.... rin helps her regain her conviction to Unionize (recent attempt failed and she's feeling down, came to konoha to get some perspective)

the emperor: has anyone EVER been more emperor coded than kakashi. i do not think so. his social link would focus on helping him overcome the expectations forced on him and remembering why he enjoyed baseball in the first place ^_^

the hierophant: danzo!! wow surely making rin's father figure That Guy will not go wrong or have any consequences. erm. this one mostly focuaes on rin going to danzo to get Stronger and danzo venting about the most wild romantic dilemnas anyone has ever had ever. rin hates hearing about the old man yaoi but also his training is legit pretty effective so she always comes back

the lovers: kurenaiiii :D plot's about helping her figure out what to do with asuma's feelings for her (he confesses before the confidant is available and she resiprocates, but has Reservations. )

the chariot: shizune is a work hard willpower success kind of girl. rin is NOT jealous yes she is no she's not DONT LOOK AT HER. more a reflection of rin than a study on shizune but it be that way sometimes.

strength: as you guess, it's rin's velvet room attendant, because thats always who it is. who is this attendant? some kind of otherworldly being correct? well then lets make it kaguya :3 yes she ranks it up with fusion quests. some things never change <-bitter

the hermit: ezibu. he's got the vibes imo. get this man some extreme difficulty communicating with the people around him ASAP!!

fortune: kushina. girls that bake together ignore their problems together~~~~!

justice: kabuto my man is out here gatekeep gaslight girlbossing his way into JUSTICE and VENGEANCE which is of course the persona thing to do if you are justice. you have to be evil or a child or both its the rules. kabuto's ill-advised plan to take out orichimaru is perfect for this situation.

the hanged man: tenzo? tenzo EARLY??? started thinking about tenzo and rin interacting and lost my MIND which is unrelated but i need them to TALK. tenzo is so hanged man what with the letting go of his current understanding of root and whatnot. get this guy out of here!!! into a different, SHINIER cage!!!!

death: orochimaru. misunderstood mad scientist type beat except for the part where he's not actually misunderstood he really is doing war crimes but also everyone else is ALSO doing war crimes so literally what is their problem with him???? rin is unsure.

temperance: GAI??? waffled between this one and the chariot for him for a while but settled on temperance because i think his character is more closely attributed to like. the effort he puts into things. rin helps him find ways to honor his (dead) father

the devil: minato :3 because i hate him. jk he actually fits very well here. his role in the story is to keep the kiddos on track to do everything they need to, but rin is rin ranks up his confidant enough, he'll reconsider the things he's doing and run away with his wifey instead of manipulating children as a career. yayyy

the tower: automatic rank up for this one boys. and also kind of a weird one. ya'll ever forge a social link with the mask you wear? that's right baby rin is out here forging new bonds with the person she pretends to be!!! so her persona. lol.

the star: itachi! he's pretty young here, a little piano prodigy from a family pf prodigious piano players. his social link is about showing him the other paths he could take in the future (rin the Least Self-Aware Ever does not internalize any of this because she would rather die than think about her own future ^_^)

the moon: gemna is the moon on account of. the jealousy. rin stands around awkwardly while he goes through his thing of becoming a better person as moon confidants are wont to do (rin, also an incredibly jealous person, ignores the lessons learned here so SO DO hard lmao)

the sun: asuma! one of rin's earlier confidants and a more low-key one that dabbles mostly in helping him reconnect with old grandpa hiruzen.

judgement: automatic rank-up with madara.

anyways i think the arcana would be like,,, a one step forward five steps back thing for rin. because on one hand she does have to be some level of sincere in order to level these things up, and i also think rin would really benefit from tangible confirmation that she's Doing A Good Friendship. on the other hand she tends to have pretty black and white views of intent and the fact that she STARTED all of her social ranks with the intent of Gaining Power would probably convince her that nothing she does Means Anything because she wasnt doing it for the friendship. unless she does a LOT of growing over the course of the story she will simply repress it all away <3 wow <3

[roguetelepaths]

Was reading a bad gamerant article that mentioned that Discovery was the first Star Trek to tell a serialized story and abandon the planet-of-the-week exploration-focuaed format and like

I love Discovery but it literally was not