#floch is just the best man for mikasa

[magicxc]

Sizes

Pairings: Survey Corps - their dick sizes

Word Count: 857

Warnings: none

A/N: this is so self indulgent, it aint even funny lol. Please enjoy what I think the bois are packing.

Headcannons Masterlist

Eren - 9.5 inches

Phew I mean, this doesn’t take too much explaining…at least for me. Eren legit had the gall to wipe out 80% of the population so I can only imagine that he has the balls to match. It’s safe to say our boy is all bark and bite cause he’s absolutely backing up whatever the fuck he says. Needless to say, you need to be PREPPED before penetration.

Levi - 6.5

As my personal favorite of the bunch, daddy Levi is absolutely still working with sumn, okay!!! Let's not count our short king out the race. Matter of fact, I'm willing to bet my bottom dollar that Levi is giving you THEE best seggs. As fun as size kinks are, let's be real, it hurts before it pleases. And 6.5 is like the perfect length to comfortably kiss your cervix. That stamina? His insomnia? The low, sultriness of his voice? Yeahh, you can kiss a good night's rest goodbye and your pussy will absolutely thank you for it. It’s been said that Levi is one of the best in terms of ODM use because of how quick he is while maneuvering the gear and the way it’s used is by the wearers shifting a lot of their weight to their pelvis for movement. Once again YOUR PUSSY WILL THANK YOU! 

Erwin - 7.5

Though the Commander stands tall above his peers, he has some muscle mass to him and therefore I consider him a girthy fellow. Keep in mind this is the same man who stared down Reiner in his armor titan form, all the while being short one arm. It's been said that the horses that the scouts ride are bred specifically to outrun titans but what they leave out is that Erwins horse is bred specifically to carry balls as heavy as his. Lmfaoo this man is BRAVE, just daring a mf to try some shit. And he absolutely carries that trait into the bedroom as well. 

Connie - 7.5

Connie has always given me goofball vibes. That “huh” ass mf was sorta the comedic relief to the show and it’s like omg you brought dick too?? Funny men be getting me ngl jksjsks. It’s been said that Connie views the Scouts training almost like a summer camp and while he made the top ten his competitive edge doesn’t really set in until he sees someone doing better than him lol. I genuinely don’t think dick size matters to him all that much so when he becomes sexually active and gets so much praise, it’s like ohh wow - new kink unlocked.

Jean - 10 inches

I'm willing to physically debate this lmao. This is probably the only thing he’ll beat Eren in, but I whole heartedly believe that Jean is packing a SCHLONG. He’s always stood above his peers throughout the show and as he ages, it’s more prominent. Tall and skinny men are literally always packing and those pencils wanna write in every book. Mans would absolutely put Mikasa through a mattress if given the chance.

Onyankopon - 8.5 inches

Even though Ony doesn’t get a whole lotta screen time, I can safely assume his length here. This is the same man who fucking DARED Floch to kill him AFTER witnessing him kill a few others for refusing to fall in line. You wanna talk about standing on business? Ohhh Ony’s your man through and through. Mans is always fighting for the greater good and even willing to sacrifice his life for the cause; it’s safe to say you’d bark if he asked you to. 

Reiner - 7.0

Ok hear me out, mans is GIRTHY. And 7 inches isn’t a bad place to be at all. Very rarely do those beefcake ass men have length, but that doesn’t mean they're lacking. In fact, I’ll take it a step further and guess that Reiners smeat curves left. CHANGE MY MIND. Any man strong enough to wield that heavy ass armor titan is absolutely knocking the cobwebs off that pwussy. Needless to say, prep is still a must.

Armin - 7.0

Its certainly the quiet ones that shock you the most. Have you ever interacted with a chill and laid back man? It's definitely a reason for that and Armin is no exception. Although I consider him the least experienced, keep in mind that he is a QUICK learner. Every contort of your face and shift of your body is all the notes he needs to take to properly learn how to work your body over. And soon, you’ll be able to mold him to your perfect sex partner. That, coupled with his sweet attitude and sincere personality; sigh that bitch Annie really struck gold with this one. 

Floch - 8.0

If you look up unhinged in the dictionary, you’d literally find a picture of Floch. Many can make the argument that he may be overcompensating for something, but I di-fucking-gress. Even though he can be a bit off the walls, it truly was for good reason and all in the name of his country and THAT, my friends, is big dick behavior.

[hollowfyshunsuikubo]

Personal AOT HCs

AN: My best friend started me on this anime purely because they thought I’d like Erwin. They were right of course but the lore elements are cool too. (Please take this peace offering before my very long Bleach x reader ily)

Featuring: As many as I can fit.

Contains: NSFW, Crack, fluff, a lil angst

MINORS DNI I WILL CONTACT YOUR PARENTS.

Hange can sleep anywhere. Like. Anywhere. Moblit has found her sleeping in/on: tables, roofs, a horse, a wild horse, a tree, in a hole, on the stairs, upside down from her ODM gear, and once in Levi’s office.

Onyankapon tries so hard to be a Cool Uncle but ends up coming off like a Weed Fuckboy Chill Cousin. He's also really good at chess.

Erwin liked to adopt little stray cats. HQ was always full of them- little kittens, Mama cats, grumpy old street veterans with ear nicks and scars. He loves them hard enough for them to miss him when he's gone.

Levi hated the cats but sometimes pet them. In his grief after Erwin died he sent them all away to good homes. A tiny little kitten remained hidden in Erwins old room and ate scraps for two months before Levi found it. He kept that single one. It has blue eyes.

Sasha has an incredibly high metabolism, which is why she eats so much. She needs protein and carbs constantly. If she got enough, she'd be twice as strong and Reiner and would benchpress Mike for fun.

Connie shaved his head until some girl mentioned he'd look hot with soft curls. THEN he started growing it out a little.

Jean is so devoted to Mikasa he doesn't sleep with anyone else. Well, there was that really weird night with that guy, but that doesn't count... right.

Eren is both so homophobic and so ally it's hard to tell that he's bisexual.

Armin has the biggest library. Erwin, for some random reason, left him all his books. Levi didn't contest that. In some books, Erwin even left little annotations- speaking even though he is gone. Armin flips through the pages often, wondering if the Commander he didn't know so well would have ever seen him as a son, if he had lived.

Yelena doesn't know who's right or wrong, a lot of the time. She agrees with Eren, people should pay. But the lives that will be lost... is war really worth it? She sits up at night with a drink and a cigarette glaring at the moon, wondering if her ideals are placed in the wrong people. But never once does she defect or speak out.

I'd like to think in their vulnerable moments, Mikasa and Annie sneak out together after the Rumbling. They sit under the stars and train for a little. They end up covered in bruises. Annie admits she's sorry. Mikasa admits she is too. They keep fighting, because what else is there now?

Historia cares for her child, but can't look at her daughter. She sees to much of what she wished she had, too much of a life she was denied. She loves her little daughter, but can't help but resent her too. Historia is scared she'll end up like her mother, and pushes all of it down.

Before he died, Beretoldt thought about how his life was going to save another person's life, but in the back of his mind he wished he could see his parents one last time. He was, after all, only a child.

Reiner went to therapy, once. He cried and cried and cried. He hasn't gone back, but his mind feels better. He can finally sit down and put his life into reasonable order. He misses Porco, oddly enough. He misses being told the truth and seen as just a man.

Annie misses the feeling of her Titan. If you asked her, she'd say it's like a puzzle piece is missing, a warm embrace ripped from her. Her crystal was the last thing from her Titan that felt like a home. She'd say it's like missing the skin of your back because you peeled it off. She'd say it's a longing. But she doesn't talk, not often now.

When Eren and Mikasa fucked off to Switzerland, they had a ball of a time. Mikasa got really good at cooking, Eren finally learned to chill the fuck out, and of course: geese. Lots of geese.

Floch, weirdly enough, unlike Jean, has a lot of sexual experience. The girls he sleeps with says he's a damnable bastard in person, but actually kind of sweet in bed. Sure he's rough but he makes sure they like it. He has four bastard children and he's very, very proud.

Sasha and Connie would sometimes just fight with long sticks. Hey Siri, play "Duel of The Fates" I should write for Star Wars they got really good at it.

Eren and Floch had a one night stand. Yelena walked in on them halfway through and laughed so hard they stopped. It's never happened again, but Yelana likes to hint at it.

Zeke often just fucking. Sits there. He'll just be brooding and he'll zone back in and what the fuck it's been three hours why didn't anyone tell me. He likes his beard as well, he doesn't like to shave it because he's got a bit of a baby face, and he even has a comb specifically for grooming it. He gets bitches too. He's a big fan of pussy eating btw. Really, really big.

Historia knows what a strap is. No she will not tell anyone but they KNOW it was Ymir. A bad influence even after her goddamn death.

Gabi wakes up screaming some nights, begging for it to stop, begging to be able to go back, to not do what she did. Falco tries to comfort her, but some nights, all she can say is "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry Sasha." Connie, sometimes, hears this. He gets... Angry. And sad too, knowing that Gabi was just a kid, indoctrinated and brainwashed, and that her regrets equal his own.

[aaakikoo]

who i think fits best w aot character except im brutally honest and lowk idc

an -> this is low effort asf but honestly i just wanna yap. some ppl might disagree or be pissed but that’s okay.

another an -> spoilers, probs some typos.

another another an -> this is just my opinions for now, they might change into the future idk.

including: eren, floch, zeke, erwin, hange, ymir, bertholdt, historia, reiner, hitch, mikasa, sasha, niccolo, levi, connie, jean, annie, armin.

eren jeager:

mikasa and mikasa only. i mean to start off he canonically had feelings for her so that’s a plus. in addition to the fact that he saved her which is yk good and regardless if he liked her or not.

them spending their childhood together with erens parents, growing up together, sticking next to each other.

even during the marley arc she still wanted him to come home. him telling her he hated her is kinda his way of trying to make her let go of him, so she wouldn’t be hurt when he leaves.

not to mention him crying like an idiot when armins threatens him with words.

eren giving her the gift of the alternate universe in the paths for 4 years as a “gift”.

besides all of these facts, him always keeping his promise to wrap her scarf around mikasa.

now to look away from the plot, they aesthetically fit each other so well. giving girlboss x househusband in my opinion.

or even a power couple both of them serving.

yeah, eren with ONLY mikasa i wouldn’t back down no matter what.

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bertholdt hoover:

now…. don’t hate me……annie.

now if you had watched attack on titan junior high, you would know they had a little thing.

now if we stick to the main AU. similar to eren and mikasa, they grew out together on the same side, going to war together and facing consequences together.

now obviously in the main AU, annie wasn’t interested in him like he was. but the point i’m trying to make is that i cannot imagine anyone else with bertholdt other than annie, not that i cannot imagine with annie with anyone other than bertholdt, (read the title).

for me, if they were together they’d give off sunshine x grumpy vibes.

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reiner braun:

no one 😭😭.

don’t even try to say historia maybe because hell naw. but i legit cannot see him with anyone from the AOT universe, he’s too much of a self confident man for anyone to approach him, even if he isn’t in reality.

for me reiner is like the friend everyone has, and everyone relies on, but seems like he doesn’t need anyone himself, like similar to his character in attack on titan, he does what he thinks is best and looks out for other people, may seem like he’s chilling by himself, but kinda isn’t. so none does anything about it.

(feel free to give suggestions here though lol)

(not if it’s historia)

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hitch dreyse:

now there are two people here, one of them being marlow. like i COULD see them for together, yk?

both spending title together training and being in the military police etc.

she was even his last thought 😭😭😭. if i had to guess id probably say he would be most likely the one to like her rather than the opposite, but i could still kinda see them together.

secondly annie, now similar to bertholdt, i don’t see as annie being the one for hitch but kinda the opposite, like from hitchs POV i kinda could (again read the title if ur confused)

they had quite some screen time and lore and what not 💀. so why not.

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ymir:

historia only. i don’t think we need to discuss this, only historia. canon that she liked her and even changed her, she also wanted historia to change, protected her and also gave her the best advice she could’ve ever given her.

not to mention the absolutely gut wrenching letter she gave her 💔💔💔💔💔.

don’t think we need to discuss this, very obvious that ymir liked historia.

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erwin smith:

again, no one 😭😭😭.

so if anyone likes erwin here’s your chance.

lowkey similar to reiner i don’t think he’d appear like he needs anyone, yk erwin is a strong independent, influential person who holds a lot of power.

he could easily appear unapproachable. but at the same time i feel like unlike reiner, he doesn’t actually need anyone hed just prefer to have, in a sense that it would be nice, but he doesn’t need.

(no levi x erwin around here, i dislike it heavily)

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hange zoe:

now another two ships right here.

one of them being moblit, so basically what i think is going on here is some sort of office love. throughout the show when moblit was alive he always cared for hange, helping her around her office, reminding her of stuff, pulling her away from the two titans she had captured in season 1 etc.

he stood up for her infront of the military police men and even died protecting her, causing hange to lose on of her eyes.

i’d like to believe that hange had some sort of appreciation and love towards moblit ofc, she talked about it to mikasa that over the years she had lost so many people when they were debating between armin and erwin.

again, moblit and hange is one of the good ships in my opinion it’s just not one of my favourite, in my opinion it makes sense and i could see it but that’s about it.

secondly, levi. now here it gets kinda interesting.

since the beginning of season 1 levi and hange were constantly at it, levi mocking and teasing her etc, ofc hange responding excitedly, again this is because of their interesting character and not much special.

however these two spent so much time together, trained together, and trained over; been through so much.

don’t even get me started when hange took care of levi when he was deeply injured in season 4, then losing eyes as well, they lost the eye the other person had?? (idk how to formulate it u get what i mean)

not to mention the fact that when hange suggested they spend their lives in the forest, levi didn’t deny the idea.

their relation makes me cry, levi and hange is def one of the good ships in my opinion!

(a little side note; this might sound super weird, but throughout the hange x levi rant, i was mostly imagining season 4 hange, season 1-2 at least hange and levi don’t give off couple vibes. b it after that it kinda does, i hope some people can understand what i mean)

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floch foster:

nobody, i’m not a big fan of his character, and i cannot see him with anyone.

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historia reiss:

ymir in my opinion.

now it’s not AS canon as ymir but i’d like to think that both ymir and historia changed each others ideologies and ways of living.

as in they both impacted each other.

historia was definitely mostly effected by ymir, the letter as i’ve mentioned, and her crying her add out reading it.

now we know historia is married with a child, ofc she loves the child so i’m not gonna bring her daughter into it.

but in my opinion she didn’t look particularly happy about marrying the farmer.

i’d like to think ymir and historia make sense, def one of my favourites.

queen x guard vibes lol

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zeke jaeger:

i love zeke, his character, his backstory and his entire overall character, but i cannot imagine him with anyone.

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mikasa ackerman:

now obviously eren, i’ll stand by eremika till the day i die, it’s all common sense that she loves eren to the point she took that crusty scarf with her to the grave. it’s no surprise, she loved him, he loves her, period.

but at the same time i could also see her with jean, not that i like the ship or anything, but i could see it, as in can imagine it.

it would sure be super unhealthy at the start, but i feel like they will grow to accept and love each other.

mikasa will definitely try to put her feelings for eren aside, which yet again, is very unfair to jean because he doesn’t deserve someone who treats him like a second option, but, he kinda already knows he is if im being honest.

i wouldn’t say their relationship/ marriage would be toxic or anything but it would be filled with sorrow, sadness, and overwhelming emotions and pain sometimes.

but to sum it up, i could see them together.

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sasha braus:

as much as people love to ship her with niccolo which isn’t a bad ship in my opinion, i cannot see her with anyone 😭😭😭😭. idk why i rlly tried to, i can def see niccolo with her but not her with him, idk if that makes any sense i hope some people get what i mean.

i feel like she has a platonic friendship with most guys idk.!! as i said im not against niccolo and sasha i just don’t have it on my fav list…..

and i’m not saying this because i think she is unlovable.

i’m saying this because i don’t think she really prioritises stuff like that, i feel like her mentality would be, if it comes then it comes (i guess), but she wouldn’t really go out of her way if that makes sense.

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niccolo:

sasha.

he likes her 😭. very canon.

and also helped him find meaning with life and his food.

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levi ackerman:

mostly no one, because i feel like he would want to improve himself and focus on himself without caring for anyone’s because he still feels like they will leave him if he cares abojt them.

but i can also see him with hange :). i’m not repeating what i wrote basically the same as the hange x levi part.

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connie springer:

he’s the same as sasha, if it comes it comes and he wouldn’t go out of his way.

none of them are unlovable they just don’t bother and are lazy.

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jean kirschtein:

either no one. because he feels like before he can get someone he needs to improve mentally and physically and emotionally. he sometimes feels like he isn’t enough.

or mikasa. and again same as i wrote on the mikasa x jean part.

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annie leonhardt:

kinda bertholdt, same as the bertholdt part.

not rlly with hitch i don’t think she liked hitch like that.

armin most likely. i mean it’s canon soooo….

they didn’t get a lot of screen time since she was crystallised for like 4 seasons but when they did it showed alot of emotion and feelings that armin was constantly visiting and talking to her.

and that she really wants him too. i kinda like armin x annie, but isn’t on my fav list lol….

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armin arlert:

mostly annie, kinda also hard to imagine him with someone. (no mikasa x armin they’re platonic and best friends)

and (no eren x armin, they’re best friends)

but yeah mostly annie, as i said kinda hard because i feel he’s one of those who doesn’t actively seek relationships he’d rather let things unfold by themselves and if it’s his fate than so be it, kinda like sasha and connie but i feel like he would actually want a partner from time to time.

so yeah annie.

[shiorihyugawrites]

Diamond Of The First Water

In the aftermath of war, Paradis finds itself in need of powerful alliances. When Emperor Armand of Valoria offers his military aid in exchange for the hand of his daughter, Princess Solina, in marriage, Captain Levi Ackerman is thrust into an engagement that begins as a political strategy but soon becomes something much deeper.

Princess Solina, sheltered from the world and unaware of the realities of love and war, finds herself drawn to Levi—the man known as Humanity’s Strongest Soldier. As they navigate royal customs, public expectations, and the growing threat of Marley, the bond between them deepens into a genuine connection.

But neither Solina nor Levi are prepared for the challenges of a political marriage, the weight of intimacy, and the secrets that lie beneath the surface. As Solina enters a new life with Levi, her naivety is tested, and Levi faces a battle unlike any he’s fought before—the fight to protect his heart.

Can their love flourish in the midst of war, duty, and danger? Or will the forces conspiring against them tear them apart before they can find peace? (Levi x OC)

Chapter Three

The sky over Paradis was a dull gray, the kind of overcast that muted the world beneath it, casting everything in a cold, somber light. The wind carried a biting chill, a reminder that even in moments of relative peace, the weight of the world remained heavy on their shoulders. Inside the war room at the military headquarters, the scouts were gathered once again, the tension palpable as they awaited word from Valoria.

Levi stood near the window, arms crossed as he stared out at the empty streets below, his face as stoic as ever. The others sat around the long wooden table—Hange, Eren, Armin, Mikasa, Jean, Connie, Sasha, and Floch—each with their own expressions of uncertainty. The weight of the alliance with Valoria had been hanging over them for days now, the decision to accept the marriage proposal still fresh in their minds.

“I still can’t believe it,” Jean muttered, his arms crossed as he leaned back in his chair. “Levi, of all people, getting engaged to some princess. It feels… surreal.”

Connie snorted, shaking his head. “Yeah, and the fact that it’s all because of some political move? Just doesn’t sit right with me.”

“Doesn’t have to sit right,” Floch interjected, leaning forward with a smug look. “It’s what’s best for Paradis. If this alliance secures us Valoria’s military support and gives us access to their resources, then who cares how it happens? Captain Levi can handle it.”

Mikasa, who had been silent for most of the conversation, frowned slightly, her gaze shifting to Levi, who remained by the window, unmoving. She hadn’t voiced her opinion on the matter, but it was clear that the idea of someone close to her being used in a political arrangement didn’t sit well. Especially not when it came to someone like Levi, who had always fought for his own terms.

Eren, seated beside her, stared at the table with that same cold, calculating expression he’d worn ever since the attack on Liberio. His mind seemed distant, but his presence was heavy in the room.

Hange, seated at the head of the table, drummed her fingers against the wood. “We knew this was coming. An engagement like this isn’t just for show—they want to formalize the alliance, make sure everyone’s on the same page. And for that, there’s bound to be meetings and discussions.” Her tone was light, but her eyes were sharp, always assessing.

Just then, there was a knock on the door, and an officer stepped in, holding a letter sealed with the insignia of Valoria. “Commander Hange,” the officer said, handing the letter to her, “a message from Emperor Armand.”

The room fell silent as all eyes turned toward Hange, who took the letter with a nod of thanks. She carefully broke the seal, her movements deliberate as she unfolded the parchment. As her eyes scanned the contents of the letter, the air seemed to thicken with anticipation.

Hange’s lips quirked into a small, tight smile, though it didn’t reach her eyes. “Well, it’s official,” she said, looking up at the group. “Emperor Armand has invited us to Valoria to discuss the terms of the alliance. And… for Captain Levi to meet Princess Solina in person.”

Levi didn’t react, his eyes still fixed on the streets outside, though his posture grew a fraction tenser. He had known this was coming, but hearing it stated so plainly still hit him harder than he expected.

Mikasa’s frown deepened. “So we’re really doing this. You’re really going to Valoria.”

Levi finally turned away from the window, his face as impassive as ever. “It seems that way.”

Jean let out a low whistle. “I gotta admit, I didn’t think we’d actually get to the point where we’d be traveling to some foreign empire to meet royalty. And you, Captain—married to a princess? It’s like something out of a story.”

Sasha, ever curious, leaned forward, her eyes wide. “I can’t imagine someone like that fitting in here, especially with all the things we’ve been through.”

Floch, clearly unimpressed by the concerns raised, shrugged. “Does it matter? She’s probably like every other noble we’ve dealt with—rich, spoiled, and used to getting her way. But that’s irrelevant. What matters is that we secure the alliance, get what we need, and move on.”

Armin, who had been deep in thought, finally spoke, his voice calm but tinged with caution. “We should be careful. Valoria might be offering us this alliance, but that doesn’t mean we can trust them completely. They’re powerful, and they’re using marriage as a tool to bind us to them. We need to make sure we’re not walking into a situation where Paradis becomes dependent on them.”

Hange nodded in agreement, her fingers still toying with the edges of the letter. “Exactly. This meeting isn’t just a formality. It’s our chance to see how far they’re willing to go, and what they’re expecting from us in return. The ice burst stone is valuable, but we can’t let that blind us to the bigger picture.”

Eren’s voice cut through the conversation, cold and resolute. “We’ll use them like they’re using us. The moment they stop being useful, we cut ties. We don’t owe them anything beyond what serves Paradis.”

Levi’s gaze flicked briefly to Eren, noting the hardened expression on his face. Eren’s transformation over the past months had been drastic, but Levi wasn’t surprised by the young man’s words. Eren had become ruthlessly pragmatic, his emotions buried beneath layers of resolve and calculation.

“Are we all going to Valoria?” Connie asked, glancing around the room. “I mean, shouldn’t we send a smaller group or something? We don’t want to look like we’re marching in with a whole army.”

Hange considered this for a moment before nodding. “We’ll send a delegation. Myself, Captain Levi, and a few others. We can’t risk sending everyone, but we need enough presence to show that we’re serious about this alliance. Besides, this isn’t just about the marriage; it’s about the future of Paradis.”

Levi, still standing near the window, finally spoke up, his voice low and controlled. “I’ll go. I’ll meet this Princess Solina, and we’ll see what kind of game they’re playing. But make no mistake—this is for Paradis. Not for them.”

Hange smiled, though it was a grim sort of smile. “I wouldn’t expect anything less from you, Captain.”

Mikasa’s eyes lingered on Levi, a mixture of worry and respect in her gaze. “Just be careful. We don’t know what we’re walking into.”

Levi met her gaze, his eyes steady. “I always am.”

As the conversation continued, plans were made for the journey to Valoria. It would be a delicate negotiation, not just for the alliance, but for the future of both nations. And while the scouts understood the importance of the task at hand, the weight of the unknown hung over them like a storm on the horizon.

Eren’s gaze shifted from the letter to the map of the world spread out on the table. His mind was already thinking ahead, calculating the possibilities. This alliance would serve Paradis, but he knew better than to trust any nation, no matter how powerful. His focus remained sharp, his thoughts always centered on the survival of his people.

The room quieted as the reality of what lay ahead settled in. Valoria was a land of mystery, power, and political games that the scouts were only just beginning to understand. And at the center of it all was Captain Levi Ackerman, now bound to a foreign princess he had never met, in a land far across the sea.

Levi stood still, looking out at the horizon, his mind already preparing for the journey ahead. It wasn’t fear or anxiety that gripped him—it was the cold certainty that, once again, his life had been pulled into something beyond his control. And yet, he would face it head-on, as he always had.

Because for Levi, this was just another mission. Another battle. And he wouldn’t let Paradis fall.

…

As the war room settled into a tense quiet, Levi stepped away from the window, his mind made up. The journey to Valoria wasn’t one he was looking forward to, but it was necessary. Hange, standing nearby, folded the letter from Emperor Armand and placed it on the table before addressing the group.

“Alright, it’s decided,” Hange said, her voice firm but measured. “Levi, Armin, Jean, and I will be the ones to travel to Valoria and represent Paradis in these negotiations. We’ll meet with Emperor Armand, Princess Solina, and whoever else they deem necessary to finalize the alliance.”

Immediately, there were groans of disapproval from Connie and Sasha.

“Wait, why not us?” Connie asked, his face scrunched up in frustration. “We should be going too! I mean, when else are we going to get the chance to visit some fancy empire on the other side of the world?”

Sasha, who was sitting next to him, nodded enthusiastically. “Yeah, come on! You can’t just leave us behind. I want to see what the food’s like over there! Besides, we’re part of the team too.”

Levi’s eyes narrowed slightly, and he crossed his arms over his chest. His tone was blunt, as always. “No.”

Connie blinked, clearly caught off guard by the sharpness of Levi’s response. “Wait, what? Why not?”

Levi’s expression didn’t waver. “Because we can’t risk all of us leaving at the same time. If Marley attacks while we’re gone, and the core members of the Scouts are missing, Paradis is as good as dead. You two staying behind is non-negotiable.”

Sasha’s face fell slightly, but she still tried to press her case. “But we can help! It’s not like we’re just going to sit around if something happens—”

Levi cut her off with a raised hand. “That’s not the point. We’re already risking enough by sending this delegation. Eren needs to stay to defend the island, and Mikasa is going to stay with him. You and Connie need to be here to back them up.”

Connie let out a long sigh, slumping back in his chair, clearly not happy with the decision but not willing to push Levi further. “Fine, fine. I get it. Just… don’t have all the fun without us.”

Jean smirked from his place at the table, leaning back with a teasing grin. “Don’t worry, Connie. I’ll send you a letter about how fancy the royal palace is and all the great food Sasha’s missing out on.”

Sasha scowled, crossing her arms and muttering under her breath, “I better get a damn letter with descriptions of everything you eat…”

Armin, who had remained quiet throughout the exchange, nodded in agreement with Levi. “It makes sense. Marley is still a threat, and we can’t leave the island defenseless. Eren will be here if anything happens, and if Marley attacks, we need all of you ready to respond.”

Eren, sitting a few chairs away, hadn’t said much, but his expression remained as cold and unreadable as always. His eyes flicked up toward Levi and Hange for a moment before landing on Armin.

“I’m not leaving the island,” Eren said flatly. “If Marley comes, I’ll be ready for them. And if anything goes wrong in Valoria, just send word. I’ll deal with it.”

Mikasa, seated beside Eren, remained silent, but there was no mistaking her resolve. Wherever Eren went, she would follow. She wasn’t about to leave his side now, especially not with the uncertainty hanging over their heads.

Hange gave a satisfied nod, clearly appreciating that at least some of the group was on the same page. “Exactly. Eren, Mikasa, Connie, Sasha, you’ll be here holding the fort while we’re away. We won’t be gone long, but we’ll need to make sure everything runs smoothly while we’re negotiating with Valoria. If anything happens, we’ll send word, but for now, Paradis needs to be protected.”

Levi glanced over at Eren, his gaze sharp. “You’re the one they fear, Eren. If Marley makes a move, you’ll be the reason they hesitate. Don’t do anything reckless while we’re gone.”

Eren met Levi’s gaze, his expression unreadable, but he gave a slight nod. “I know my role.”

The tension in the room seemed to ease slightly, though it was clear that everyone still felt the weight of the situation. With Levi, Hange, Armin, and Jean preparing to leave for Valoria, and Eren and the others staying behind to defend Paradis, the stakes had never been higher.

Hange clapped her hands together, breaking the somber mood. “Well, let’s not dwell on it too much. We’ve got preparations to make. Levi, we’ll need to coordinate with Kiyomi Azumabito to arrange transportation. I’ll take care of that. Armin, Jean—make sure you’re packed and ready to leave in the next few days. We don’t know exactly when the meeting will be, but we’ll need to be ready.”

Armin nodded, his brow furrowed in thought. “I’ll prepare everything we’ll need for the trip. We’ll have to bring detailed maps of Paradis and documents outlining the terms of the alliance.”

Jean, always pragmatic, stood from the table and stretched. “I guess this means I need to pack my nicest shirt. Can’t look like a slob in front of royalty.”

Levi scoffed but didn’t comment, already turning toward the door. His mind was focused on the mission ahead. While he had no interest in politics or alliances, this was just another battle to him—one where the stakes were higher than ever. And while meeting Princess Solina wasn’t something he particularly looked forward to, it was part of the job now.

As the scouts began to move about, preparing for what came next, the weight of their decisions hung in the air. The journey to Valoria would mark a turning point for Paradis, and the world beyond their island was still full of unknowns.

Levi, ever the soldier, was ready for whatever came next. But even as he prepared, the lingering question remained in the back of his mind—What kind of life could he possibly have with someone like Princess Solina?

He and Hange moved quickly after the meeting, knowing they had little time to waste. The weight of the upcoming journey to Valoria hung over them, and though neither of them expressed it outwardly, they both understood the importance of securing the alliance.

As they walked through the quiet streets of Paradis toward the Azumabito estate, Levi remained his usual stoic self, while Hange hummed a little tune under her breath, her mind clearly buzzing with anticipation.

“You’re thinking too much again,” Levi muttered, breaking the silence.

Hange grinned but didn’t deny it. “I can’t help it, Levi. We’re about to head to a powerful empire to negotiate terms that could shape the future of Paradis. My mind’s racing. Aren’t you at least a little excited?”

Levi glanced sideways at her, his face as impassive as ever. “I’m not excited about anything that involves being used as a political pawn.”

Hange sighed, giving him a playful nudge. “Ah, you’ll be fine. You’re Levi Ackerman, after all. The princess is probably terrified of the idea of marrying you.”

“Tch,” Levi scoffed but didn’t say more. The idea of meeting Princess Solina, of being dragged into a marriage for the sake of political convenience, weighed heavily on him. But it wasn’t something he could change now.

As they approached the Azumabito estate, the ornate gates swung open, revealing the elegant grounds within. It was a place of wealth and sophistication, a stark contrast to the rough, war-torn streets of Paradis. Kiyomi Azumabito had been instrumental in supporting the Scouts during their mission in Marley, and now her assistance would once again prove invaluable.

A pair of Azumabito guards bowed respectfully as Hange and Levi entered the estate. They were soon led into a lavish room, where Kiyomi herself waited, standing by a large table covered with maps and navigation charts. Her sharp eyes gleamed as she looked up, welcoming them with a graceful nod.

“Commander Hange, Captain Levi,” she said smoothly, gesturing for them to approach the table. “I’ve been expecting you.”

“Thanks for seeing us on such short notice,” Hange replied, stepping forward. “We’ve received word from Emperor Armand. We need to depart for Valoria as soon as possible to begin formal negotiations.”

Kiyomi’s gaze flickered with understanding, her posture poised. “Of course. The ship is ready for you. We anticipated that you would need our assistance in reaching Valoria, and we’ve already begun preparations for the voyage.”

Hange leaned over the table, inspecting the maps spread before her. One of the charts detailed the route from Paradis to Valoria, a long line tracing across the ocean. “How long will it take us to get there?” she asked, her brow furrowing in concentration.

Kiyomi smiled faintly, tapping one of the charts with her finger. “By sea, the journey will take approximately two weeks, assuming favorable weather conditions. The Azumabito ship is well-equipped for such a voyage, and we will provide all the necessary provisions for you and your team.”

Levi crossed his arms, his gaze shifting to the map. “Two weeks on a ship,” he muttered. “Not exactly my idea of a good time.”

Hange shot him a grin. “Oh, come on, Levi. Think of it as a nice little break from all the Titan slaying.”

Levi didn’t bother to respond, his mind already calculating the time they’d be gone from Paradis. Two weeks to Valoria, and likely just as long for the return trip. They couldn’t afford to be away for too long. Marley was still a threat, and every day they spent negotiating abroad was another day their island was left vulnerable.

Kiyomi, sensing Levi’s concern, continued speaking, her voice calm and measured. “I understand the urgency of your mission. Rest assured, the Azumabito crew onboard will ensure your safety during the voyage. I will personally oversee the preparations and ensure that everything is in order before your departure.”

Hange nodded gratefully, though her mind was clearly racing with plans and possibilities. “Thank you, Kiyomi. We’ll need to leave as soon as possible. There’s no time to waste.”

Kiyomi inclined her head. “I will have my crew finalize everything by tomorrow. You will set sail at dawn.”

Levi stepped forward, his eyes locking with Kiyomi’s. “We can’t afford any mistakes. Paradis is still vulnerable. If anything happens while we’re away—”

Kiyomi raised a hand, her expression serene but firm. “You have my word, Captain Levi. The ship will reach Valoria safely, and I trust that your fellow Scouts will keep Paradis secure in your absence. As you’ve said before, you must trust in those who remain behind.”

Levi’s jaw clenched, but he nodded. Trust was a word that came with great difficulty for him, especially when so much was at stake. But there was no choice now. They had to go.

Hange smiled at Kiyomi, her eyes gleaming with excitement despite the seriousness of the situation. “We’ll be ready by dawn. Thank you, Kiyomi.”

Kiyomi bowed her head slightly, her eyes glimmering with the same intelligence that had made her a powerful ally. “May the winds carry you swiftly to Valoria. I believe your mission will be a success.”

As Hange and Levi turned to leave, Kiyomi added, “And, Captain Levi… remember that you are not just a soldier in this. You are a symbol of Paradis, a force that cannot be underestimated. Even in a foreign land, your presence will be more significant than you realize.”

Levi paused at the door, his expression unreadable, before giving a slight nod. He didn’t like the weight of symbolism, of being a figurehead for Paradis, but it wasn’t something he could escape. Especially now.

Once they were outside the estate, Hange glanced sideways at Levi, her usual playful smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. “Well, Levi, looks like we’re in for a long journey. You excited to meet your princess?”

Levi shot her a flat look, his voice laced with sarcasm. “Can’t wait.”

Hange laughed, clapping him on the shoulder. “I’m sure it’ll be an unforgettable experience.”

As they made their way back to the military headquarters, the reality of what lay ahead settled in. Two weeks at sea to a foreign empire, negotiations with royalty, and a marriage that could determine the future of Paradis. It wasn’t the kind of battle Levi had ever imagined himself fighting, but it was one he had no choice but to face.

The morning would come soon enough, and with it, the beginning of a journey that would shape not just their future, but the future of Paradis itself.

…

The day had arrived, and the docks of Paradis were bustling with activity as the Azumabito ship prepared for its departure. The sleek vessel, larger than anything most of the scouts had ever seen, rested in the water like a silent predator, its hull glinting in the early morning light. The sails billowed gently in the breeze as the crew moved about, making final adjustments before setting off for Valoria.

Levi, Hange, Armin, and Jean stood near the gangplank, their bags slung over their shoulders. Around them, the remaining members of the Scout Regiment—Eren, Mikasa, Connie, Sasha, and Floch—gathered to see them off. The air was thick with the significance of the moment, but there was also an undercurrent of excitement.

"Well," Hange began, grinning as she looked around at the group, "this is it. Our first official diplomatic mission to a foreign country as guests. Who would've thought?"

Armin adjusted the strap of his bag, his eyes shining with curiosity. "It’s incredible to think about. We’ve spent so much time fighting, and now we’re being invited to Valoria, one of the most powerful empires in the world. This could change everything."

Jean crossed his arms, though a small smile tugged at his lips. "Yeah, if you’d told me a few years ago that we’d be boarding a ship to meet royalty and negotiate alliances, I would’ve called you crazy. Still feels surreal."

Sasha and Connie stood side by side, both looking more than a little envious of the ones leaving. Sasha sighed dramatically. "I still can’t believe we’re not going. You guys better send food back or something. I bet they have the best pastries in Valoria."

Connie nodded in agreement. "Yeah, come on, Hange. At least smuggle us back some cool souvenirs or something."

Hange laughed, a mischievous glint in her eye. "Oh, don’t worry. I’ll make sure to send you both a nice postcard from the royal palace."

Eren stood a little off to the side, his gaze distant, though his sharp eyes remained locked on Levi. There was no warmth in his expression, just that same calculating coldness that had taken root in him ever since their return from Marley.

“You know your role, Captain,” Eren said quietly, his tone flat. “We can’t afford to make any mistakes. Valoria’s support is crucial, but if they betray us…”

Levi cut him off with a sharp look. “I know. If they cross us, we deal with it. But that’s not the plan. For now, we need their support, and I’ll do what needs to be done to secure it.”

Mikasa stood beside Eren, her arms crossed as she watched the ship, her expression more reserved but no less focused. “Just be careful,” she said, her voice soft but firm. “We don’t know what kind of place Valoria is. You might be guests, but that doesn’t mean you’ll be safe.”

Levi glanced at her, his eyes hard but not unkind. “I’m always careful.”

Floch, leaning against a crate nearby, spoke up, his tone a mix of arrogance and impatience. “Just remember that we’re counting on this alliance. If things go south, don’t hesitate to take action. We can’t let Paradis be at the mercy of anyone, no matter how powerful they are.”

Hange’s smile softened slightly as she watched Floch, but she didn’t comment on his bluntness. Instead, she looked at the group one last time, her gaze lingering on Eren and Mikasa before turning to Armin and Jean. "Well, time to get going. We’ve got a long journey ahead of us, and I’m sure the high seas will be as exciting as Valoria itself."

Jean shook his head. "Yeah, if we don’t get seasick first. Two weeks at sea isn’t exactly my idea of fun."

Armin chuckled. "I’ve always wanted to see more of the world, and this is our chance. Who knows what we’ll learn in Valoria?"

Levi, ever the pragmatic one, cut the conversation short. “Enough chatter. Let’s get on board. We’ve got work to do.”

With that, the four of them—Levi, Hange, Armin, and Jean—stepped onto the gangplank, boarding the ship. The crew immediately moved to prepare for departure, raising the anchor and unfurling the sails. The wind caught in the fabric, pushing the vessel forward as it began to move away from the dock.

Hange, leaning on the railing, waved enthusiastically at the remaining scouts on the dock. “Take care of Paradis while we’re gone! And don’t forget to water my plants, Floch!”

Floch scowled but waved back reluctantly, muttering something under his breath. Connie and Sasha waved with more enthusiasm, though their disappointment at being left behind was still clear on their faces.

Mikasa remained silent, her gaze fixed on the ship as it slowly drifted away from the shore. Eren stood beside her, his arms crossed, his expression as unreadable as ever.

As the ship pulled further out into the harbor, the wind picking up and the sea stretching out before them, Hange turned to Levi, her grin wide. “You ready for this, Levi? Two weeks of nothing but the ocean and our delightful company.”

Levi gave her a sidelong glance, his voice dry. “I’ve had worse missions.”

Armin stood beside them, looking out at the horizon. “It’s strange, isn’t it? All the times we’ve fought and bled for Paradis, and now we’re setting sail to negotiate. It feels… different.”

Jean leaned against the railing, his gaze thoughtful. “Yeah, different’s one way to put it. But it’s a good different. For once, we’re not going to fight. We’re going to build something. That’s new for us.”

Levi remained silent, his thoughts focused on the mission ahead. He knew better than to expect anything simple. Valoria was a powerful empire, and the marriage proposal, while strategic, would come with complications. Meeting Princess Solina, a woman he had never seen or spoken to, felt like the least of his worries compared to the political games that awaited them.

Hange, ever the optimist, gave him a reassuring smile. “Don’t look so grim, Levi. We’ve survived Titans, Marley, and more battles than I can count. We’ll manage this too.”

The ship continued to cut through the waves, leaving Paradis behind as the distant shoreline disappeared from view. For the first time in what felt like forever, they weren’t heading into battle. They were heading into the unknown, yes, but it was a new kind of unknown. A diplomatic one.

As the wind picked up and the sea stretched endlessly before them, Levi, Hange, Armin, and Jean settled into the reality of their journey. Two weeks at sea, with Valoria—and a future bound by alliances—waiting on the other side.

…

That night, the ship rocked gently on the dark waves, the sound of the sea a constant hum against the wooden hull. The moon hung high in the sky, casting a faint silver glow over the deck, but inside his state room, Levi was far from finding peace.

He lay on the narrow bed, staring up at the ceiling, his body still and tense despite the weariness that clung to him. Sleep had always been an elusive thing for Levi, but tonight, the restless energy in his mind was worse than usual. His thoughts swirled with images of battles and decisions, the familiar weight of responsibility settling over him like a heavy blanket.

But tonight, there was something new gnawing at him—something that had nothing to do with Titans or military strategy.

Princess Solina.

Levi let out a soft, frustrated breath, turning his head slightly to glance at the small, round window in his cabin. The ocean stretched endlessly beyond the glass, a vast and empty expanse that mirrored the uncertainty in his mind. He wasn’t used to feeling this way—unsettled, unsure of the future. He had always thrived on clarity, on knowing what needed to be done and doing it without hesitation.

But now? Now he was headed to a foreign empire to meet a woman he’d never seen, to marry her for the sake of an alliance that could determine the future of Paradis. The thought of it made his chest tighten in a way he didn’t like.

How the hell am I supposed to be a husband to a princess?

Levi wasn’t naive. He understood the political necessity of the marriage. This was about survival—about ensuring that Paradis had the strength and resources it needed to withstand whatever threats would come next. But that didn’t make the situation any easier to accept.

He closed his eyes, willing himself to relax, but it was no use. His mind continued to race, filled with questions he didn’t have answers to. What kind of person was she, this Princess Solina? Was she as sheltered as the stories suggested, locked away in some lavish palace all her life? Would she even know what it meant to live in a place like Paradis, where death had always lingered just beyond the Walls?

And more importantly—what kind of husband was he supposed to be?

Levi had never thought about marriage before, never even considered the idea of settling down or starting a family. His life had been one of violence, of war and loss, and he had never had the luxury of thinking about anything beyond the next mission, the next battle. Now, suddenly, he was being thrust into a role he didn’t know how to play.

What did Princess Solina expect from him? What would she want from someone like him—a hardened soldier, a man who had seen more death and destruction than any royal could imagine?

She probably expects a prince. Someone polished and refined, who knows how to navigate court politics and speak in pretty words. Not someone like me.

He shifted on the bed, his muscles tense with frustration. He couldn’t be that kind of man, no matter how hard he tried. He wasn’t soft or gentle. He wasn’t someone who could offer comfort or love. He had spent his entire life fighting to protect others, but when it came to matters of the heart, Levi was at a loss.

What kind of husband could he be to a woman like her? A princess, no less—a woman whose life had been shaped by diplomacy, wealth, and status. He imagined the delicate nature of her life compared to his own brutal existence, and the gap between them felt like a canyon.

Levi rubbed his temples, the ache of sleeplessness growing behind his eyes. He wasn’t scared of the marriage—fear wasn’t something Levi allowed himself to feel—but he couldn’t shake the sense of unease. He had always fought his battles head-on, but this felt different. This wasn’t a fight he could win with strength or strategy. This was a life he was about to walk into, a bond that couldn’t be severed with a blade.

She’s probably terrified, he thought, surprising himself with the realization. If he felt this unsettled by the prospect of the marriage, how much worse must it be for her? She was the one being offered up, being sent away from her home to marry a man she didn’t know, in a land she had likely only heard terrifying stories about.

Levi’s chest tightened again, though this time it wasn’t just frustration. He felt a twinge of sympathy for her. He imagined Princess Solina—a woman who had been raised in the safety of a royal palace, surrounded by beauty and luxury—being thrust into a world as harsh as Paradis. What could she possibly make of a life with him, a man who had seen nothing but bloodshed?

I’ll figure it out, he told himself, though the words felt hollow. He always figured things out. He always found a way to survive, to fight through whatever obstacle was in front of him. But this… this wasn’t something he could just fight through. This was different.

With a deep sigh, Levi sat up in bed, the cool night air brushing against his skin. He ran a hand through his dark hair, his thoughts still circling in endless loops. He had never wanted this—never wanted to be part of some political game. But now, here he was, sailing toward a future he couldn’t control.

She’s probably more afraid of me than I am of her, he thought, a bitter smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. He had a reputation, after all. Humanity’s Strongest Soldier. A killer. A man whose entire life had been dedicated to wiping out Titans, and anyone else who threatened the people he swore to protect.

Levi leaned back against the wall, staring out the small window once more. The ship rocked gently with the motion of the waves, the sound of the sea the only thing filling the silence of the night.

Whatever awaited him in Valoria, whatever kind of woman Princess Solina turned out to be, Levi knew one thing: he wasn’t about to become someone else for the sake of politics. He couldn’t change who he was, and he wasn’t going to pretend to be something he wasn’t. He would do his duty, as he always had. But beyond that… he would simply have to figure it out as he went.

And with that thought, he closed his eyes, willing himself to rest. There was no use in worrying about what was to come. He had fought harder battles before, and he would survive this one too.

Even if it was a battle of a different kind.

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hi, I have two questions I would like to ask about the ending of AOT and I was hoping you explain them to me.

there is something I’m not clear about Eren. If Eren wanted to kill 100% of the world but he knew his friends would stop him, why couldn’t he take away their titan powers or left them in the paths until he could finish the rumbling. I know he wants to give them freedom but I’m not quite convinced. why couldn’t he stopped what he was doing and explained everything during the final battle instead of dragging the fight and potentially kill his friends if he wanted to save them?

why did Zeke’s death stopped the rumbling? I know he’s of royal blood, but since Ymir obeyed Eren and chose not to follow Zeke, doesn’t that make Zeke’s royal blood irrelevant? How could Eren transform into a giant colossal if he lost the founding titans power because of Zeke’s death?

I'll try to answer as best as I can.

For your first question, it really is as simple as Eren believing in freedom and not, supposedly, impeding on the right of anyone else to choose what they do. He could have taken away everyone's titan powers or tried to stop them in some other way, but he wanted to let them make the choice on their own of whether they would side with him or against him. Of course, there's an inherent contradiction in Eren's actions. As much as he values freedom and the ability to choose for oneself, ultimately, his selfishness superseded his ideology and often, without really realizing it, interfered with and took away other people's freedom to choose. He was so hellbent on getting to experience his own, personal idea of freedom, that is, a world devoid of humanity, that he forced his friends into situations and conflicts they never agreed or consented to. And really, Eren had been doing that since young childhood, when he would get into fights under the guise of protecting Armin, when all he really wanted to do was fight, and in the process, drag Mikasa into conflicts she didn't ask for or want in order to protect him. He placed his friends constantly into danger and into corners in which they had no choice but to comply with his demands and wishes. Eren is a hypocrite, and he knows it, too. It's why he calls himself a "half-hearted piece of shit", because he knows as much as he preaches about the importance of freedom and everyone's right to it, he's also willing, without hesitation, to take people's freedom away from them if it means securing his own, warped idea of it for himself.

As for why Eren didn't attempt to explain himself during the final battle, again, it's because of his selfishness. What one has to understand about Eren is that he's really just a big, idiot child in a man's body. He never matured past the age we first meet him at, which is like 9 or 10 years old. He never grew past that mindset and willfulness. Whatever he set his mind to, whatever he wanted, he was going to go after it, and nobody was going to talk him out of it or convince him otherwise. He knew, if he tried explaining himself to his friends, they would still try to stop him and convince him that he couldn't do what he was doing, and ultimately, he knew he wouldn't listen, and it would all end up the same either way. In the end, Eren placed his own desires over his friends and comrades well-being, which really puts the lie to his claim that he was doing it to protect them and the island. As he admits to Armin, his willful actions ended up getting Sasha and Hange killed, and put his friends into direct conflict with Floch, and he doesn't mention it, but they also nearly got Levi killed, and countless other people on the island died as a result, including the entirety of the higher-up military officers. The Rumbling was never about protecting his friends or the island. Anyone paying any attention to the story should understand that.

For your second question, Zeke's death stopped the Rumbling because, even though Ymir chose to follow Eren instead of Zeke, it was still Zeke's connection to Ymir that allowed Eren to make contact with her. With Zeke dead, that connection was severed, and thus, Eren's ability to control Ymir's power was cut. He no longer had a direct line to her power.

As for how he was able to turn into that giant titan at the end... I actually have no idea, lol. That might just be one of those things in the story that doesn't make a whole lot of sense. Maybe someone else can explain that one better. It's been a while since I read the manga, too, so maybe I could give you an actual answer here if I went back and read it, haha. Maybe it had something to do with Eren still holding the Founding Titan in him, despite his direct line to Ymir being cut. Maybe she transformed him into a Colossal Titan to battle Armin's, in order to buy time for the worm creature to get back in contact with him. That's the best I can come up with on that one, I'm afraid, haha.

Anyway, I hope I was able to answer your questions and thanks for asking!

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AU time 😈😈

Let’s say Floch survives Mikasa’s attack, and Jean gets him on that plane in time to escape from the Colossal Titans. How do you think, what happens next?

ughghghhghgh. oh boy oh boyyyy. (thank you ❤️) more jean centric and this is kinda sad???

if jean is already hauling floch's ass into the plane, that means the jeanbo that we are dealing here isnt thinking straight and is already in protective jean mode. (logical jean would probably put him on the boat) first of all, the most awkward plane ride ever!! the scouts and onyankopon are perplexed (and mad) at jean. warriors are confused at the random dying ginger. during the rumbling fight jean is extra extra protective towards his comrades as his ptsd (from seeing floch almost dying) starts to manifest. all in all he still kicks ass. twice as hard.

post rumbling: (lets just ignore the titanization part just so that i can have more angst) floch somehow survives and gets the proper treatment, he's in comatose from the prolonged exposed wound, excessive blood loss, infection idk the whole package. jean is his primary caretaker. connie stayed mad at jean. armin lowkey mad too and things are awkward between them. jean is 100% miserable bc his friends hates him. surprisingly, levi came to be the one who understands him the most. (bc floch is erwin lite and jean is levi lite) reiner tried his best to be there for jean bc jean was there for him but he's probably unsure how to help bc he's still all "who is this redhead man???"

based on jean's canon fear of seeing his comrade die, seeing someone he cares about almost dying elicited a more severe reaction out of him. bc friends dying, thats easy for jean, the pain will pass but seeing them survive especially with a injury that is probably permanent? especially one where he know he could have done something to prevent? thats too much for him. floch eventually woke up but jean has serious ptsd, maybe getting some nightmares, thinks floch is a hallucination or a ghost. he turns down the offer to join the peace ambassador. floch actually became better mentally and kinda softer bc NDE and they never returned to paradis but chose to stick around with levi and co.

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What are some of your favorite fics? It doesn't have to be aot or something you've written

omg tysm for this question I love talking about my fav fics ESP BC SO MANY OF THEM ARE NON AOT 🙈🙈 I had to go to my ffn favs for this hihi

so this is list is home to the fics that I have truly idolised, read repeatedly and tried to emulate in some way or another in my own writing journey:

1. Heartbeat by letmeannoyyoutoday. U must have heard me screaming about this fic before. It is god tier, the angstiest, the most painful Sasusaku you can imagine. There isn’t even smut in it but still I’m rendered a sobbing mess everytime I read this story. And I read it every fortnight or so, I swear. canonverse. sasusaku get married.

2. The most dangerous things by Childoftheashes. Man this fic is the tastiest thing in the ichihime fandom istg. Ichigo is unapologetically horny and bossy and slutty and I love everything about it. Orihime is absolutely clueless and drives him up a wall and it’s literally completely smut! This author is one of my smut senseis. I also really love "chasing paper tigers like dreams" by her.

3. Sometimes I think the stupidest things by starsinew. Ok I’m sorry for putting this here bc this user doesn’t have this fic up anymore (I managed to find the epub and thank fuck for that) but I had to talk about it bc this fic changed me on a fundamental level. I fell in love with it so much, even to this day I look back at it with an education lens as to how to write smut. God tier. I hope this author is well and living their best life.

4. Friends with Benefits by confused panda bear. Syaosaku, card captor Sakura. Again a story that doesn’t exist anymore online but I still remember some of the dialogues bc they were so iconic. Definitely a primer on smut writing for me. I invite you to check out their other stories tho they’re literally the harugou mother, birthing the most insane crackship in the free! fandom and getting everyone else drunk on it thanks to their god tier writing.

5. Clarity by randomteenager — angsty but silly gruvia. i love it so much.

6. Seeking Ginny by Casca. Harry/Ginny fic with heavy emphasis on Ginny's personal growth.

7. How to Coexist by Spoilerarlert and also washed up and rundown, I haven't finished it yet but fuck its amazing so far. Both are modern AU stories, one in NYC and the other in Chicago. I can't recommend this author enough, they have a very original and compelling style of writing.

8. Little Beast by herblacktights. This is my fav modern au, high school eremika. If you haven't heard me raving me about this fic already then ur obviously new here. ITS AWESOME! go read it now

9. Dog by Ackermom. floch x eren at it's unhealthiest best. canonverse. This author is one my favs actually, I devour ALL of her work, no exception. I also really enjoyed her reibert fics.

10. Icarus & I by bluinary. Armin-centric. Modern AU. I read this many years ago but I think of it often. I loved Armin's journey in this fic.

11. Three Days by Lotos-Eater. Canonverse. An angsty smutty Shikatema fic where Shikamaru thinks he's lost her.

12. For everything there is a season by SouthSideStory. If y'all are sasusaku stans then you know SouthSideStory already. She's phenomenal. This one is angsty sequel which delves into Sakura's feelings post miscarriage. I highly recommend the prequel as well.

13. Fool for you by Hand of Destiny. Syaosaku. Card Captor Sakura. Syaoran is a business mogul from a very traditional Chinese family. Sakura is an innocent girl who decides to try giving the escort profession a go. God tier, I swear. It also has a sequel!

14. lost girl & found boy. eremika. lost girls-verse. mikasa wants to know how babies are made, etc. cw: teen pregnancy.

15. all you want by senlinyu. i just binged this yesterday. holy shit. it's the big daddy of m/f omegaverse fics, I swear. dramione. canonverse + omegaverse. really really good!!!

ty for the question <3

[sunlightandsuffering]

Mikasa losing her shit because Floch is planning to throw a surprise party for Eren’s birthday. The worst part is not that he didn’t invite her, but that he considers himself Eren’s self-appointed best friend she’s fuming

This is amazing and I love it so much lol, also that she's not even invited plz that's so funny.

Mikasa stares at the invitation written in perfect black cursive, the finest of calligraphy on the most beautiful of cardstock.

You are cordially invited to the Birthday of Eren Yeager

Club Sina, 2106 St.

ADMIT ONE

One.

One singular fucking ticket.

And call her dumb but she doesn't think they only got one because the birthday boy gets in free, no this had been a very calculated move. She'd seen everyone else's tickets, Armin had gotten a plus one, hell even Connie had. And yet here is Eren's ticket, addressed with his fucking name, and absolutely no mention of her, his fucking girlfriend. She wants to rip the little card to pieces and force it down Floch's throat, because not only has he attempted to usurp her role as Eren's party planner but he hadn't even invited her to to the fucking party.

Eren stares at her nervously from his seat next to her, very covertly trying to remove all the nearby cutlery from her grasp so she can't take a butter knife to his college friend. "Maybe it was an accident." "It wasn't," Mikasa says decisively and Eren winces at her tone.

"I just won't go." "Everyone else is already going," Mikasa bites out, "Connie has been talking about it for weeks, it's at Club Sina, no one gets in there." "I mean it is my birthday party..." "It's a slap in the face, I told you Eren he wants you and I'm going to slice him up into little pieces for daring to--" "Babe," Eren cuts her off, his hand clamping down on her own as she reaches for a nearby fork, "Lets just calm down, of course I'm going to spend my birthday with you okay baby?"

"I'm sure it was an oversight." He can say it all he wants but it's not true, she can picture Floch's evil little face as he sent the invitations out, smug at the idea that Eren would show up alone, that he could make his move on HER man.

Little bastard.

She's going to kill him.

[fanmoose12]

FANMOOSE i just finished reading the devil you know oh my god i loved how you tied everything up, historia, the paths thing, zeke, hanj as a marleyan, them being used as a bargaining chip, even fking floch AHHHHHHH i could kiss you in the lips right nowW you're absolutely right why couldn't they just ,, u know,, ask ymir to stop??? GENIUS genius, I love it! I love how capable and not so helpless Historia and Mikasa are, Historia especially during the paths scene GAH the levihan is top tier you are brilliant and I love you this is so CANON to me you helped me get over the anime cough cough are you yams why is your brain so big such a great fix-it fic i binged it all morning and I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR YOUR MASTERPIECE your zevihan kinda inspired me coughs

ohh, the devil you know that's my baby!! i don't really remember who pitched the idea to me (sorry), but i love, love the setting! it gives so much freedom to explore hange's character! it adds more depth to it! i know i haven't actually explored it much in the fic, but i really love the idea of hange growing up in marley? weird, bizarre hange being raised in marley's conservative society? constantly looked upon because of her unusual interests? having to live under the weight of her father's legacy? again, i didn't really explore this theme in a fic because there was no space for it really, but i like the idea of hange as a strange child of a very important, very serious man who tries to shun all her achievements and set her on a right path, but hange persisisting through it all. of course, there is also a matter of marley's policies, of how they treated eldians and how hange disapproved of it all but also couldn't really do much because of her status.

and zeke, oh zeke, they'd make such a great pair. both insanely smart, both desperate to change the world and both quite unable to do that. i bet they had the time of their lives theorizing what would happen if only they were free to do as they pleased.

and then! then! hange arrives at paradise (this too makes more sense in my head. no shade on annie, bert and reiner, but sending kids on a dangerous mission to another part of world without any kind of supervision? not marley's brightest ideas), joins the survey corps and? for the first time in her life she feels like she belongs there? all of them are weird! all of them are rebels in a way! hange feels so free and happy! and then she falls in a love with a strangest, kindest man she's ever met! everything is perfect! until hange remembers who she really is and who all these people are, and.... the tragedy ensues

ok, sorry for ramblings but i really love this fic and this setting so, so much! and i love you @anyareinein you're the best!! can't wait for your next update!

[104thsquadfam]

@hopeformankind​ continued from x

     Jean slowly lowered his hand but remained standing there in silence as he heard the Commander wheeze out his words, it was clearly a struggle for him to even keep himself awake like this to talk to him...the man needed rest but it seemed like he was refusing to close his eyes because he was scared of being alone. He could see it in his eyes, it’s a look many of the Scouts had after an expedition or during their last moments, that fear of dying alone with no one around....is this what Marco felt too?

     “ The mission was a success, Wall Maria has been plugged and the titans that were left inside are slowly being handled as we speak.” Levi reported for Erwin knowing the other was on the verge of passing out unable to keep themselves awake...why they continued to fight it was beyond him, he was safe and he’d recover faster if he just let himself rest “ As for the basement it had books about the outside world that Grisha Jeager himself wrote, detailing technology we’ve yet to discover...seems we are behind compared to the vast world beyond the walls. I’ll give you the books to look over later, right now you should rest.” the Captain continued before Floch spoke up suddenly.

     “ You’re lucky I brought you over to the Captain and Section-Commander when I did, you know I’m the one who really found you sir. Jean wouldn’t have even known you were alive if I didn’t bring you to that roof.” the man would practically boast causing Jean to just glare over at him.

     Don’t lose your temper....don’t lose your temper....

     Jean kept repeating to himself but the longer Floch spoke the more irritated he became, his fists clenching tightly until his knuckles turned white his eyes narrowing like a wild animal. 

     So this prick found him first and left him to die there? And now he wants to gloat about how he found him first? 

     “ I mean without me dragging you up there you would have died anyways-” Floch continued before grunting as he was suddenly pinned to the wall by Jean and found himself looking into the eyes of the livid man “ Ughh- What the hell’s your pro-” he started but was cut off by a punch to the face, yeah so much for keeping composed.

     “ So you just left him there?! Who gives a shit if you brought him to that damn roof when you just left him there to die! You stupid asshole what do you want some medal for your half ass attempt to save someone’s life?!” he practically screamed already feeling hands grabbing at him to pry him off of the other....there it was, he could already hear the scouts behind him telling him he was overreacting...these assholes.

     “ Shut up! You’re all no different from him! “ he snapped letting Floch go before smacking the hands of him to glare at the others, specifically Mikasa and Eren and pointed at them, his hand shaking in anger “ You blatantly ignored my cries for help! Mikasa I saw you turn your head slightly before choosing to ignore me! You’re so focused on your close friends you don’t think about your other allies but hey so long as Armin and Eren are fine screw the rest of us right?!” he continued and looked to Eren before he could try and defend Mikasa “ You claim you want to save everyone but you can’t set aside your emotions when the time comes for it! Captain Levi wanted to give the serum to Commander Erwin but you went on crying about how you and Armin haven’t seen the damn sea!! Are you fucking serious?! Was that the best you could come up with?! You couldn’t even bring up a valid reason to choose Armins life over the Commanders!” 

     “ And where were the rest of you?! Not a single one of you went to pay the Commander your respects, were you all that bitter from that charge?! You think any human being wants to lead a bunch of soldiers to their death like that?! Take a good look at him! The guilts written all over him! I don’t recall the Commander ever leaving a soldier to die alone so why is it when he’s dying you all just vanish?! Why was I the only one there to hear him?!” His hand lowered but it was clearly he was shaking with rage “ And I’m supposed to put my trust in my comrades....and why should I? YOU’D ALL JUST LEAVE ME THERE TO DIE YOU’RE ALL A BUNCH OF DAMN COWARDS!! SELFISH ASSHOLES WHO’D USE THE DEATH OF THEIR COMRADES JUST TO ESCAPE DEATH ONE MORE DAY AND I’M ASHAMED TO EVEN BE FIGHTING ALONGSIDE YOU!” 

     Breathing heavily Jean glared at the other Scouts who just got quiet, after a moment of silence Jean would frown “.....Can’t even speak up and tell me I’m wrong. You’re lucky Commander Erwins alive....” he said furrowing his brows “ If he had died I would have left the Scouts without a second thought....I wouldn’t lay down my lives for any of you selfish bastards.” 

[silvershadow1711]

All of this, 1000%, but especially:

"Just because Erwin is ridden with guilt doesn't mean the cure is death."

"Allowing Erwin to rest is problematic because it can be used for anyone dying."

FUCKING THANK YOU!! The fact that anyone thinks "well, Erwin's depressed and tired of having to make hard calls" is a good justification for letting him die and not the most horrifying thing in a story about people getting turned into canibalistic giants boggles the mind.

(CW: talk of suicide under the break)

Midnight Sun really says "if you're depressed, you should just kill yourself. If you have PTSD, you should kill yourself. Survior's guilt? Kill yourself right fucking now. Nothing will ever get better, it's all downhill from here, happiness is an illusion; the best outcome you can hope for is the sweet release of death. Just throw your dreams in the trash with the rest of your miserable life." Isayama wrote Levi (in this one god awful chapter) as someone who won't even consider the possibilty of Erwin recovering and getting over this depressive slump (y'know, like how Mikasa and Eren did?). You show a moment of weakness and your life is forfeit to this man.

And you can't argue "well, he did it out of compassion because poor Erwin was sooo broken down due to having to be the 'Devil of humanity'." Bull. Shit. Levi obviously never viewed Erwin like that before Floch said it. Are you telling me that Levi-fucking-Ackerman is so mentally weak that his opinion of someone he's known for six years is swayed that hard by an obviously traumatized teenager lashing out, whose name he probably doesn't even know? ...well, seeing as how he uncritically takes the dying words of his megalomanical, serial killer uncle to heart, maybe he is that mentally weak. But still!

If being the commander of the Survey Corps and becoming the "devil of humanity" is suuuuuch a horrible fate that death is preferable... why does Levi then foist that fate onto Hange? Because Levi isn't the one taking up that mantle after Erwin dies. Armin sure as fuck isn't out there making the hard choices (he's not doing anything). It's poor Hange who has to try and fill Erwin's impossibly big shoes, Hange who becomes grim and depressed having to weild humanity's spear against insurmountable odds. What, is that okay because Levi doesn't care about Hange as much as he cares about Erwin (even though Levi interacts with Hange more in canon than he does with Erwin)?

Also, I just think it's funny that Levi paints Erwin with Kenny's "slave" brush because he's still holding onto his childhood dream of finding something outside the Walls because that proves that he has nothing else to live for, while at the same time, he holds Armin up as an example of having long-terms dreams because of *looks at notes* "his childhood dream of finding something outside the Walls". ...huh. Like, seriously; does Levi (like so many fans) assume that once Erwin gets to that basement and finds whatever's in it, that he's just going to retire from the Survey Corps and spend the rest of his life beating off against a wall? And even if he did, so what? Does the poor man not deserve a break after having served in the military for at least 15 years (I'm not pulling that number out of my ass- that is, canonically, the minimal time Erwin has been a Scout)? Erwin Smith has done more for the betterment of Pardis than 99% of the people living there: if he wants Shignshina to be his final mission (and we all know he wouldn't- we know damn well he'd want to see the other people and other countries with his own eyes just like how he had to be the first person to see what was in the basement) then let him retire! Or is the point Isayama is trying to make "the lives of people who can offer nothing to society, either by choice (retirement) or circumstance (mental illness), are inherently worth less"?

TL;DR- if you aren't just blindly happy about Armin surviving (as if Armin has ever been in any danger at any point in the story from beginning to end), Midnight Sun reeeeaaally feels like a giant "Fuck You" to people dealing with depression and trauma. Erwin dying is not the issue- the way he died is the issue.

Do you think it was hypocritical of Levi to tell Eren "Don't let your feelings get in the way" and then five minutes later get sentimental and choose Armin because of, as he later admitted, his own reasons?

Anon, I doubt this was the answer you were expecting, but I don't think Levi would have chosen Armin at all unless it was because Isayama wanted Armin to have a big moment of being passed a mantle...

But answering your question, I don't think it was hypocritical, because despite wanting to chase after Zeke, he stopped to save Armin. Eren brings up Levi hesitating, but the fact that Levi even stopped for Armin and didn't focus on Zeke speaks more to responsibility than emotion to me.

When Mikasa is about to attack Floch, instead of using that moment to retaliate, or kick her off, Levi reacts to save Floch.

Having feelings is one thing. Letting them get in the way is another. They were soldiers. They swore to serve humanity. Levi had years of experience dealing with this, and he knew Eren was just a teenager who cared about his friends.

It's an unpopular opinion, I know, but the whole thing of either Erwin or Armin doesn't do much for me because it advances nothing about Erwin or Armin's character. We already knew Armin was intelligent. Erwin could have died in the suicide charge anyway.

Both Hange and Levi saying Armin wasn't the right choice only further makes me question why the scene even happened. It would have been the same if Armin got the injection and then they found out Erwin was alive too late. Or Erwin just died in the charge.

Armin being chosen didn't say anything new about him, didn't add to his character, didn't add to Erwin's character. It was an emotional episode, but that's about it for me.

Also why Armin survived against all odds makes me dislike that scene even more. I doubt even an Ackerman would survive what he experienced.

And Levi not choosing Erwin has never made sense to me, except that Isayama wanted Armin to take Erwin's place. I've heard all the reasons for Armin over Erwin, and none of them are points I think work, especially when by the time Armin gets the title of commander, it's sort of meaningless.

But getting to the point of Levi letting Erwin die is just against Levi's established character about doing everything for humanity. Levi was adamant that Erwin stay behind because humanity needed him. Just because Erwin was ridden with guilt doesn't mean the cure is death. Levi, no doubt, was exhausted himself. But he would never allow someone to let him die without fulfilling his goal of serving humanity.

Allowing Erwin to rest is problematic because it can be used for anyone dying. They're all exhausted, guilty, and traumatized. This was the first time we saw Erwin be vulnerable. Humans bounce back from a lot. Mikasa bounced back in season 1 when she thought Eren died.

Mikasa. I think it's one of the more powerful themes of the anime. The tenacity of humanity, to always push through despite all the pain and loss.

It would be more powerful for Erwin to have survived, discover his father was right, and then lead Paradis on the nearly impossible mission of defending itself against the world. That would surely make up for all the lives lost in his eyes.

And then someone could have told him that he wasn't a monster, and he wasn't selfish I'm so mad he died thinking so negatively about himself you could have at least let him have hope and believe in himself and then kill him off.

[nyamiou]

@lenok993 mikafloch is best ship 

[medowlarken]

🔞 part 2 of aot nsfw headcanons (18+ ONLY!)🔞

y’all asked for them so here they are: hc’s for Armin, Eren, Mikasa, and Jean

starting off strong with Armin

i see him as pan with a preference for mascs

his frail physicality gets him pegged as an uwu babyboy sub a lot and he uses it to his advantage

the man is devious lemme tell you

he always has to be in control of the situation. half bc of anxiety and half bc mindgames are his fuckin jam

he lets his partner think theyre the ones in charge until the last minute and the payoff is delicious

following directions without question, giggling and blushing until suddenly his partner’s in a position that makes them think oh shit, did he plan this????

the surprised look on their face gets him every time

he somehow always knows what to do next-- where his partner wants to be touched or what position to switch into

power bottom. hes got those megan knees

jokes aside, at the end of the day armin is a sweetheart

all his observing and analyzing is so that he and his partner can have the best experience possible, but he also knows how to relax and just go with the flow

his only flaw is that he exclusively refers to sex as making love

next up we’ve got Eren 

gay gay homosexual gay

he doesnt even realize hes supposed to be attracted to girls until hes like 14 lol

hearing friends talk about crushes and realizing there are other women in the world besides Mikasa and his mom

hes conflicted about it for maybe 2 hours before jacking off to the thought of reiner’s tits and deciding he doesnt care

tries so hard to come across as suave but actually gets really nervous

the first time he has sex he nearly passes out from the pressure

but ofc thats young naïve eren. older jaded eren is kind of a whore :/

is sexy and unfortunately knows it

sends u up? texts to like 6 dudes at a time. armin drives to his house just to throw his phone at him. floch turns up 20 minutes later with an overnight bag.

top/dom but in a bratty way if that makes sense. fucks like hes got something to prove

his fav position is doggy + hand fisted in the hair

can be kind of an ass but its not usually intentional-- hits and calls them an uber right after

very much frat boy with a hidden heart of gold

Mikasa is a bit different

I hc her as a sex-positive asexual-- she doesnt get aroused on her own but enjoys the closeness that intercourse can bring

it was pretty alarming for her growing up. she thought she was broken :/

BUT adult mikasa is very comfortable in her ace identity 

shes tough but a girl at heart-- cheesy romance novels are her guilty pleasure

take her to a movie and ‘accidently’ have yalls hands touch in the popcorn bucket. give her a bouquet of red roses at a fancy french restaurant 

shell eat that shit up

likes kissing but is grossed out by spit 

prefers going along with her partner’s suggestions in the bedroom. mostly because she doesn’t really have preferences of her own

her partner losing their mind to pleasure like oh f-fuck Mika, shit baby and shes just watching them like 0_0

seeing them in such an intimate, vulnerable position makes her insides all warm and fuzzy

she isn’t afraid to say no though-- or knock someone out if her boundaries arent respected

LOVES aftercare. has an entire routine memorized

tl;dr strong woman mikasa can benchpress a truck but melts if you hold her hand

and last but certainly not least, we’ve got my man Jean

bi with a preference for women. is partial to dark hair

its,,, big lol

he’s like 6′3 and that shit is proportional

but he rarely brags bc mama raised a gentleman

long lashes, full bottom lip, broad chest with the smattering of chest hair? bro is kind of beautiful

bc of his blunt personality ppl expect him to be a jerk. which he def can be, but at his core he’s a sweet guy-- he just gets embarrassed easily

jean kirstein is a woman respecter and i will die on this hill

his love language is acts of service. hes always cooking his partner food and making sure they drink water. sends good morning and night texts and gets upset if they dont reply

he isn’t really into bottoming but i wouldn’t consider him a hard top? he’ll try most things at least once 

a talker-- sex with jean is pretty much a narrated experience

--fuck you feel so good i want you so bad take me just like that love--

it eventually turns into incoherent babbling 

praise really gets him going. his partner whispers in his ear how good he’s making them feel and he’s busting .002 seconds later

fav position is anything that’s face to face. loves holding them down so he can watch their expression change

breeding kink lmao

(that’s all ive got for now. lemme know who else yall want to see~)

[offbrandhange]

Wedding Day ! | 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖘

Fluff & NSFW headcanons on your wedding day/night with some of the AOT boys!

! Slight NSFW !

Warnings: Alcohol, mentions of sex, pregnancy. Fem ! reader.

Majority of this is fluff, but there are mentions of !BEEP! sooo yeah.

Characters: Armin, Eren, Erwin, Jean, Levi

a/n: I have to take my SAT tomorrow, please wish your girl good luck for those sweet, sweet good grades....

𝕬𝖗𝖒𝖎𝖓 𝕬𝖗𝖑𝖊𝖗𝖙 ~

Helps you plan the wedding and possibly loves it even more than you do. He’s a sucker for quality time. 

Armin would prefer a small or medium-sized wedding. If you want a large wedding though, there’s no way he’s holding you back from having it. 

100% a beach wedding. No doubt.

The venue is BEAUTIFUL. Spent countless nights researching and visiting places to make sure you got the best.

Eren is chosen as the best man, although Armin feels guilty for having to pick only one out of all his friends.

On the day of the wedding, Armin is a panicking mess. Eren and Jean literally have to give him a pep talk before he goes to stand at the alter.

Practiced deep breathing techniques before the wedding. Unfortunately, they aren’t working.

When you finally walk down the isle, Armin starts crying softly. Eren put his hand on his shoulder to comfort him......which just made him sob harder. He cried multiple times during the wedding.

Your wedding rings are the set his grandfather and grandmother shared :’)

Specifically told the bartender not to serve Connie and Sasha more than 3 drinks. He doesn’t trust them making their own alcohol-related decisions at his wedding.

Armin isn’t a dancer but....he practiced how to slow dance just for you.

Shy at first when it comes to the more fast-paced dancing, but Jean coaxes him into it, and he ends up having a lot of fun.

The speeches are so nice!!! But mostly because Armin asked Mikasa to read them over before hand to make sure they were okay.

After the wedding ends and everyone has left, you and Armin sit and watch the waves at night.

NSFW below !

The beach was reserved...meaning it is now completely deserted. I am now politely reminding you, Armin is not a saint. Honeymoon sex on the beach, anybody?

The sex is slow and sweet; he takes his time with you and kisses you all over. It’s 100% the definition of, “making love.”

If you’re down for a kid right now, Armin’s down for a kid right now. He WILL try for a baby with you if it’s what you want.

After you made a mess of yourselves in the sand...Armin would probably let you sleep for a little bit as he watched the waves. He doesn’t want it to end yet.

When he’s finally content, he would carry you back to the hotel, trying not to wake you.

Super considerate dusting the sand off you, and then tucking you in bed. He’s totally cuddling you to sleep, too.

𝕰𝖗𝖊𝖓 𝕵𝖆𝖊𝖌𝖊𝖗 ~

Pretty much gives you full control of the wedding planning; he only has a few requests.

Eren would be the type of dude to invite friends, friends of friends, and friends of friends of friends. Your wedding is gonna be packed.

Has no idea what kind of wedding he prefers.

Please, god, don’t let him pick the venue. He will go to the first one, look around, and go, “Yeah, this is pretty nice.” That’s how you’ll end up getting married at an AirBNB with a nice backyard hidden behind the local Walmart.

Doesn’t know if he should make Armin or Zeke the best man, so he flips a coin to decide. It landed on Armin, and from that day on, Zeke was super salty.

Tries to convince you to try on the wedding dress/suit the day before. He can’t sleep that night because he’s so keyed up thinking about how pretty you’ll look.

On the day of the wedding, he’s super fucking ecstatic and practically bouncing all over the place.

Eren would get kind of impatient when waiting at the isle, to the point it would annoy the groomsmen. Jean came so close to saying something but was thankfully stopped by Armin.

When you finally walk down the isle, he’s BEAMING. He tears up a little bit out of happiness, but nothing too extreme.

Armin had to help him pick out the wedding rings otherwise you would’ve ended up with one of those plastic spider rings you win at Chuck e. Cheese’s.

Eren gets so fucking drunk you’re worried you might have to carry him back to the room by the end of the night.

Jean literally nit-picks everything Eren does the whole night....which almost ends up resulting in a drunken bar fight...at your wedding. It ends up fine, though, because Levi and Mikasa step in as bodyguards.

You SWEAR Mikasa is giving you dirty looks. Likewise, Eren SWEARS he’s getting dirty looks from Levi.

He does alright slow-dancing, but is so tipsy and distracted by how attractive you are to him, he’s kinda just....trying his best.

Absolutely OBLITERATES the dance floor when the fast-paced songs come on...

WILD assortment of speeches. Mikasa is crying, Armin’s reading a poem, Floch’s trying to get you to join his cult, Zeke is crying......and Eren is sitting there like, “Is this almost over.” You’d think it was America’s got talent, or something.

When the wedding ends, he 100% drags you to your favorite fast-food restaurant. Still in your wedding attire. Seriously, this dude is crazy, but he’s fun.

NSFW below !

When you get back to the hotel, he lets you eat your food--and then he fucks the shit out of you.

Way, way, way more rough than usual; super passionate sex. Multiple rounds, too. You don’t even KNOW how he has this much stamina by the end of the night.

Not even TRYING to get you pregnant, but his dumbass probably accidentally would.

Good luck trying to walk tomorrow!!!

When he’s finally tired, he is GONE. Like, you could scream bloody-murder and he still wouldn’t wake up.

𝕰𝖗𝖜𝖎𝖓 𝕾𝖒𝖎𝖙𝖍 ~

You can TRY and take that wedding planner from Erwin--the only way he’d give it to you is if you pried it from his cold, dead hand(s).

Tells people he’s married MONTHS before the wedding.

Everyone.....and I mean EVERYONE.....knows you’re getting married. he will walk up to strangers and brag about you.

Erwin invites everyone he sees. Elderly woman crossing the street? Invited. Barista at the coffee shop? Invited. Guy on the bus who offered him a seat? Invited.

All those people attend the wedding, too. Why? Everyone knows and loves Erwin. So when your wedding is literally PACKED with people you have never seen before--you’re only slightly surprised.

You know those reality shows where they have HUGE, expensive weddings? Your wedding would put theirs to shame. Erwin goes ALL OUT.

The venue? A literal castle. How did he manage to book and afford a castle? Don’t question it.

Your wedding dress doesn’t have a budget. Seriously, your wedding is crazy expensive--and straight out of a fairy tale.

You’re pretty sure Levi made himself the best man--and Erwin was fine with it.

Is super excited on the day of the wedding. He knows it’s going to be perfect; he got his eyebrows done just for the occasion.

When you walk down that isle his smile is SO BRIGHT. he is SHINING.

Yeah, those wedding rings? Imported from Italy, plastered with giant, real, diamonds. You will never be able to say Erwin doesn’t spoil you.

Pretty chill wedding, nothing’s too rowdy and everyone’s still having a good time.

Whispers sweet nothings and tells you how happy he is the whole night. He can’t go five minutes without saying, “I love you.”

Just TRY to get him to stop holding your hand; he won’t.

Erwin is so good at slow-dancing??? And he’s so careful with you, too. 100% the one in the lead, but he’s spinning and dipping you so sweetly. Not to mention the way he’s looking at you...

He’s a serious guy a lot of the time, but I honest to god believe in the sweetest way possible, you would genuinely have a really fun time fast-pace dancing with him. You would both be laughing at each other’s moves.

Majority of the speeches are super nice. Hange tried to get Levi to say something, brought him up to the stage and....he starred at the crowd for a couple awkward seconds, then walked off. He conveyed his message through his eyes, I guess?

The wedding is so long you weren’t sure it was ever going to end...

Hotel? Nah he booked that castle, that’s where you’re spending the night...

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You’re fucking in the king bed tonight baby, literally.

Pays attention to your needs/wants the WHOLE NIGHT. Seriously, he’s a soft dom, and makes sure you’re more than satisfied.

Tons of body worship?? He’s so sweet and careful with you.

Erwin secretly really, really wants to give you his babies and start a family with you on the honeymoon. If you’re willing, he will make sure he gets you pregnant; you’re getting no sleep.

After you’re done, he will run you two a bath and clean you off. He adds in a little bonus massage, too.

When you get in bed, he pets your head, cuddling you until you fall asleep. You could’ve sworn you saw him smiling before you drifted off to sleep.

𝕵𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝕶𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖎𝖓 ~

Jean would definitely help you plan the wedding--he values romance a lot, so having the perfect wedding for him and you, is important. He also doesn’t want to put all the weight on you.

Brags to his friends that he’s getting married--they all get tired of hearing about it.

Normal sized wedding--not too many, but not small, either. Lots of family and friends.

The venue is at a barn. Yes, he picked a barn. it’s a nice venue, too; the only problem is that he’s not going to be able to escape those horse jokes.

Marco is chosen as the best man--and when Connie hears about it, he sulks for a few days. He gets over it eventually, though.

He’s kind of nervous the day of--but Marco reassures him and teaches his some deep-breathing techniques.

Keeps his cool until he goes to stand at the alter--and then he’s in full-blown panic mode. “What if I can’t make her happy?” “What if she runs away with Eren?” meanwhile, Eren is standing right there with the other groomsmen, like “wtf?”

When you walk down the isle--he’s super overwhelmed. He feels a huge sense of relief you didn’t ditch him and run away, but also metaphorically hit by a semi-truck of emotions since he realized he’s ACTUALLY getting married. There’s a little bit of happy crying.

His mom picked out your wedding rings; you only find out when she brags about it--and Jean yells at her for telling you.

His wedding gift to you is a giant portrait he drew of you--and on the back, there’s a message in French. He won’t tell you what it says, but you’re pretty sure it’s an oath to love and protect you ‘till the day he dies.

He does pretty well slow-dancing. His mom also mentions he begged her to practice with him so he didn’t mess up.

He’s a little worried about making himself look like a fool dancing in front of you--but for you, he does it anyways; You both laugh your asses off and have a lot of fun.

The speeches make Jean look like he wants to drop dead from embarrassment. He’s not sure what’s worse--Connie and Sasha doing karaoke, Eren making horse jokes, or his mom telling all of his embarrassing baby stories.

After everyone leaves, Jean takes you to look at the animals before you leave, too.

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 As for honeymoon sex; you better not make a horse joke, otherwise you’re getting laid in that fucking barn. Maybe. He threatens that, but you know he wouldn’t want to have sex there on your wedding night. He’s 100% down for another time, though.

A mix of rough and sweet at the same time--he does the right things at the right times.

Is a lot more passionate and soft than usual--very careful with your body, and makes sure to really take everything in; He wants to remember the night for as long as he lives.

Immaculate aftercare; and on top of that, he lets you fall asleep in his arms, occasionally kissing your forehead.

Bonus: he sings you to sleep.

𝕷𝖊𝖛𝖎 𝕬𝖈𝖐𝖊𝖗𝖒𝖆𝖓 ~

Lets you plan the wedding, but looks it over and makes sure there’s nothing too crazy happening. He, somehow, is worried you’re going to plan a circus or something else ridiculous to show up.

No one knows you’re getting married until the envelopes are mailed to family and friends. In fact, some people didn’t even know you were together.

Pretty small wedding, it’s mostly people who are very close to you two. It has a very homey-feel.

The venue HAS to be indoors. Levi thinks an outdoor wedding is unsanitary--so you end up getting married in a banquet hall.

Erwin is 1000% the best man. You don’t even have to ask, you already know it’s going to be Erwin.

Is literally shaking and sweating his ass off he’s so nervous the day of the wedding--if anyone asks, though, he swears he is fine. Has no idea it’s completely obvious he’s on the verge of absolutely freaking out.

Erwin and Hange try to get him to relax--but he continues to deny that he is in fact, NOT calm.

When you walk down the isle and he makes eye contact with you--his brain short-circuits. His mind literally stops working and is constantly repeating, “p...p...pre....pretty..” the whole damn time.

Mentally saves the image of you in your dress/suit to use as his motivation to always come home to you.

Tries to remain expressionless, but is literally tomato-red and on the verge of crying; he never thought he’d be able to find happiness--it feels like everything is finally going to be okay. Erwin is smiling like a proud dad, and Hange is trying to suppress their amazement that the dude’s showing emotion.

Your wedding rings are fairly plain--but on the inside of the bands, both of your names are etched.

He won’t read the vows out loud, he simply hands you a letter and tells you to read it another time.

When the time comes to kiss--Levi literally hides behind you and shyly pulls you in. The view the audience gets is your back--and they aren’t sure whether to clap or not.

Your wedding gift to him was a giant assortment of different teas--and he genuinely seemed really excited to try them. He didn’t realize it, but when he mentioned tasting them, he said, “with you” at the end.

Has no idea how to slow dance. Erwin tried to help him, but it didn’t do much, so you teach him on the spot. Your first dance, he concentrates really hard on not messing up, eyebrows furrowed and all.

Doesn’t know how to dance fast-pace either, in fact, he’s pretty confused. You have to grab the man and force him out of his comfort zone, spinning him and all. Hange and the Survey Corp members are laughing their ass off at his bewildered face.

The speeches went pretty well--except for when Hange didn’t stop talking; Levi threatened to force them off the stage, and you don’t think he was joking.

The wedding was fairly short--but only because Levi rushed everyone home; he just wanted to drag you off and keep you to himself for the rest of the day.

After the wedding, he takes you to a spot nearby to watch the sunset. He has a soft smile, and you can tell he’s genuinely happy.

You take HIM back to the hotel--he would’ve been fine staying there just a little longer, in the peace of it all.

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You’re literally taking his virginity. He saved himself for marriage; he wanted to make sure he gave himself to the right person.

Very nervous--and kind of insecure, too. He isn’t sure what you’ll think of him, and he’s worried about you seeing his scars. He STILL isn’t completely convinced you really want him.

Lots of body worship and reassuring him; he melts at your touch.

Once he gets comfortable and into it, he repeats “I love you” a lot.

He doesn’t last very long...but keeps going until you get off, too. He’s still a little confused by everything, so you have to teach him.

He’s half asleep after cumming--but still insists the two of you need to get in the shower.

Was too tired to stand, so you took a bath together instead. He falls asleep, leaning on you, when you massage his head.

You end up being unable to wake him up--the man is dead tired from not only sleep deprivation, the long day, but also his first time.

You can’t get him out of the bathtub, either--he’s too bulky to lift. You expected him to be much lighter due to his height, but his muscle makes him a lot more heavy.

Hange and Erwin have to be called to haul his ass--naked--out of the tub and into the bed. Hange is of no help since they’re laughing so hard--and Erwin is helping, but trying so hard not to break face and laugh too.

After they leave, you cover him up and cuddle into his frame; you could swear you heard a quiet, “thank you.”

[shiorihyugawrites]

The Devil's Bride

Aurora Jaeger, Eren's long-lost childhood friend, was taken from him when they were children. After years of suffering under Marleyan control, Aurora is reunited with Eren while he’s undercover in Marley, igniting a bond neither of them expected. Despite her gentle nature, Aurora breaks her vow of pacifism to save Eren’s life, solidifying their deep connection. Secretly married before the Raid on Liberio, Aurora is swept into Eren's world of chaos and destruction. As the Scouts learn of her existence, tensions rise on the airship home. Mikasa’s heart shatters, and Levi demands answers. And Eren will stop at nothing to protect the only light left in his dark world—his bride, Aurora.

In this journey of love, loyalty, and war, Aurora must reconcile her innocent heart with the brutal reality of the man she loves, while Eren faces the truth of what he’s become. (Eren x OC)

Chapter Seventeen

The meeting room was dimly lit, the atmosphere thick with tension. Levi sat at the head of the long table, arms crossed, his expression as cold and unreadable as ever. The rest of the Scouts—Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Connie, Sasha, Floch, and Hange—sat around him, along with Commander Pyxis and Commander Nile. The Premier sat across from Levi, his eyes sharp as he surveyed the gathered group.

Levi’s distrust hung in the air, palpable and weighty. He had always been someone who trusted few, but since their return from Marley, his suspicions had deepened. Too many things didn’t add up. And right now, at the center of his distrust, were three people: Historia, Aurora, and Floch.

“This situation with Eren is getting out of hand,” Levi began, his voice calm but laced with tension. “But it’s not just Eren. Something else is going on, and it involves more than just him.”

The others exchanged glances, sensing where this was heading. Mikasa, seated stiffly beside Armin, clenched her fists in her lap, clearly uncomfortable.

“Go on,” Pyxis said, leaning forward with interest. “You’ve been keeping something to yourself, Captain Levi. What is it you suspect?”

Levi’s gaze hardened as he glanced at each of them in turn. “Historia.”

At the mention of the queen’s name, several heads turned in surprise. Hange raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued, while Jean’s expression shifted to one of uncertainty.

“What about her?” Armin asked, trying to keep his voice steady.

Levi leaned forward slightly, his eyes narrowing. “She’s hiding something. I’ve known Historia for years, and her behavior lately doesn’t sit right with me. Ever since she and Eren grew close after the Reiss chapel incident, something changed between them. She’s more involved in his plans than she’s letting on.”

Mikasa’s brow furrowed as she glanced up, looking conflicted. “Historia is our queen. Eren trusts her.”

“Exactly,” Levi snapped, his tone sharp. “And that’s the problem. Eren trusts her more than he trusts anyone else here—besides maybe Floch.”

All eyes turned to Floch, who stiffened in his seat but did his best to keep his composure. His hands were folded neatly on the table, his face a mask of forced calm.

“Why would Eren ask you to watch over his wife?” Levi continued, turning his piercing gaze to Floch. “Out of all the people in this room, why you? When did you and Eren even get that close?”

Floch shifted uncomfortably, his eyes darting around the room. He had expected questions, but Levi’s directness was unnerving. “Eren trusts me,” Floch replied, trying to sound casual. “He knows I’ll follow through with what needs to be done.”

Levi’s eyes narrowed even further. “Follow through with what exactly?”

Floch held up his hands defensively. “Look, Eren told me to make sure Aurora was safe. That’s all. He knows what’s coming and didn’t want her caught in the crossfire.”

Hange leaned forward, her eyes gleaming with interest. “Caught in the crossfire of what, Floch? Eren clearly has bigger plans than just protecting his wife, doesn’t he?”

Floch hesitated, his jaw clenching as he tried to figure out the best way to deflect. “I’m not involved in Eren’s personal plans,” he lied smoothly. “I’m just following orders. Eren knew we’d be going through some chaotic times, and he didn’t want Aurora hurt.”

Levi didn’t buy it for a second. His cold eyes remained fixed on Floch. “You’re hiding something, just like Historia. You and her, you’re both in cahoots with Eren. And whatever Eren’s planning, it involves more than just protecting some runaway slave from Marley.”

Mikasa’s gaze flickered between Levi and Floch, her heart pounding. She didn’t trust Floch either, but Eren’s secrecy was killing her. Why was he keeping so much from them? From her?

“I don’t understand what you’re implying, Captain,” Floch said, his voice tightening. “Eren is doing what he thinks is best for Paradis. He’s trying to protect us.”

“Protect us from what?” Jean interjected, leaning forward, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. “From Marley? From the world? Eren didn’t tell any of us about his plans before we went to Liberio. He dragged us along, forced us to fight, and now we’re all stuck cleaning up his mess.”

“Eren has his reasons,” Floch replied defensively. “He’s doing what has to be done.”

Levi’s gaze remained fixed on Floch, unwavering. “And Historia? What’s her role in all of this?”

Floch’s lips tightened. “She’s the queen. Eren trusts her to keep the people in line. That’s it.”

“That’s not it,” Levi retorted, his voice low and dangerous. “I’ve seen the way Historia’s been acting. She’s too calm. Too composed. She knows more than she’s letting on. And if she’s in on whatever Eren’s planning, then we’re in for something much bigger than any of us realize.”

Pyxis, who had been quietly observing the exchange, spoke up at last. “Levi’s right. Queen Historia has been acting... unusually reserved, given the situation. Normally, I’d expect more out of her, especially given the precarious nature of Paradis right now.”

“And what about Aurora?” Commander Nile asked, his eyes narrowing thoughtfully. “She’s clearly involved as well, but she hasn’t told us much. She’s just as suspicious.”

Levi nodded grimly. “Aurora’s hiding something, too. She claims she doesn’t know about Eren’s plans, but her loyalty to him is too strong. She’s hiding information. Between her, Historia, and Floch, I wouldn’t be surprised if they’ve all been working with Eren for longer than we think.”

Floch’s jaw clenched, his fingers tightening around the edge of the table. “That’s a baseless accusation.”

“It’s not,” Levi countered, his voice cold. “I don’t trust any of you. Not right now.”

Mikasa, who had been quiet throughout most of the exchange, suddenly spoke up, her voice strained. “Eren’s always had his own way of doing things, but he’s never gone this far before. Whatever he’s planning... it’s not just about Marley, is it?”

Levi’s eyes flickered to Mikasa, his expression softening for a brief moment. “No,” he said quietly. “It’s not just about Marley. It’s bigger than that.”

The room remained tense as the conversation shifted. Levi’s suspicions about Historia, Aurora, and Floch had set an uneasy tone, but now the conversation veered into even darker territory. Premier Zachary sat at the head of the table, his fingers steepled as he looked over the group with a calculating expression. Commander Pyxis and Commander Nile exchanged wary glances, both of them clearly deep in thought.

“We have bigger concerns now than just Eren’s loyalty,” Premier Zachary began, his voice low and measured. “His actions in Liberio have set a dangerous precedent. The world knows now that we are a threat, and Marley will not let this go unanswered. They will retaliate, and soon.”

Hange, who had been silently absorbing everything, leaned forward with a troubled look. “It’s not just Marley. The entire world saw Eren attack Liberio, kill civilians, and consume the War Hammer Titan. The world will come for us, and we need to be prepared for that.”

Jean crossed his arms, his brow furrowed. “Prepared how? We don’t have the numbers or the technology to stand against the entire world. Marley alone is a nightmare, but if the other nations unite against us...”

Sasha shifted uncomfortably in her seat. “They’re going to come after us with everything they have. Eren didn’t just provoke Marley—he provoked the entire world.”

Connie sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I hate to say it, but they’re right. The world isn’t going to forgive us for what Eren did.”

Levi remained silent, his sharp eyes flickering between the faces of the others. He agreed with their concerns, but his mind was still focused on Historia and Aurora. The fact that Eren had refused to answer any questions during his interrogation, yet had given specific instructions to Historia to take Aurora under her care, left Levi uneasy. There was more going on beneath the surface, and Eren was orchestrating something they didn’t fully understand.

“Then there’s Aurora,” Nile said, breaking the silence. His voice was cautious, but there was a note of suspicion in it. “We still don’t know her full role in all of this. Eren’s secrecy regarding her is unsettling. If she’s important enough to Eren that he sent her to Historia, there’s a chance she’s more involved than we think.”

Hange nodded in agreement. “And she’s not just some random woman from Marley. She was with Eren for seven months, and from what we’ve gathered, she was actively helping him. Eren’s transformations during the raid on Liberio were unnaturally frequent, and Aurora admitted to making elixirs that boosted his stamina.”

Jean raised an eyebrow. “Elixirs? Do we even know how reliable they are? She claims they helped him, but for all we know, she could be lying. Maybe it wasn’t her potions at all.”

Levi crossed his arms, his voice hard and cold. “It doesn’t matter whether her elixirs worked or not. The fact that Eren trusts her enough to involve her in his plans is what concerns me. He’s gone rogue, and she’s playing a part in whatever game he’s running.”

“Her Majesty’s involvement is just as concerning,” Commander Pyxis added, his tone thoughtful. “Eren’s relationship with Queen Historia has always been... unusual. The Queen has a lot of influence, and if she’s compromised, we could be dealing with more than just Eren’s rogue actions.”

Levi nodded grimly. “She’s compromised. There’s no doubt about it. Eren has Historia’s loyalty, and now he has Aurora in her care. We’re losing control of the situation.”

Mikasa, who had been listening in silence, suddenly spoke up, her voice shaking slightly. “Eren isn’t our enemy. He’s doing what he thinks is best for Paradis. He’s always fought for our freedom.”

Levi’s gaze snapped toward her, his eyes narrowing. “He’s gone rogue, Mikasa. He dragged us into a war without consulting anyone, and now we’re all paying the price.”

Mikasa clenched her fists, her eyes blazing with defiance. “He did what he had to. If we don’t fight back, Marley and the rest of the world will destroy us. Eren isn’t the problem—the world is.”

“Be that as it may,” Premier Zachary interjected, his voice cold and detached, “we cannot ignore the fact that Eren’s actions have endangered us all. We need to consider the possibility of removing him from power.”

A stunned silence filled the room.

“Remove him?” Armin echoed, his face paling. “What do you mean?”

Premier Zachary’s gaze turned steely. “We’ve been discussing options, and it’s clear that Eren’s intentions are no longer aligned with our own. He’s become a liability. We can’t risk leaving the Founding Titan’s power in the hands of someone who refuses to cooperate with the military.”

Levi remained silent, but his eyes darkened as he listened.

Commander Nile leaned forward, his expression serious. “There is another option. We could feed Eren to someone else—someone we trust. Someone who would follow orders and use the power of the Founding Titan responsibly.”

The suggestion hung heavy in the air, the weight of it crushing. Mikasa’s eyes widened in horror, and she shot to her feet, her hands slamming against the table.

“No!” she shouted, her voice shaking with emotion. “You can’t do that! Eren... Eren is trying to protect us! You can’t just... just kill him!”

“Mikasa...” Armin began softly, his face full of concern.

Mikasa’s eyes were wild, her breath coming in quick, uneven bursts. “He’s our friend! He’s saved us so many times! How can you even suggest something like that?”

Premier Zachary’s expression remained impassive. “This isn’t about friendship, Mikasa. It’s about the survival of Paradis. Eren’s reckless actions have put us all at risk, and if we don’t take control of the situation, we could lose everything.”

Hange spoke up, her voice more cautious. “I don’t think any of us want to see Eren harmed. But we need to consider the possibility that Eren’s path is leading us to destruction. We have to weigh all our options.”

Mikasa’s fists trembled as she stood there, her eyes blazing with emotion. “I won’t let you kill him,” she said, her voice low but full of determination. “I don’t care what it takes—I’ll protect him.”

Levi sighed, rubbing his temples. “Mikasa, no one wants to kill him. But if Eren keeps this up, he’ll end up getting himself killed, and all of us along with him.”

Mikasa’s gaze softened slightly, but her resolve remained firm. “There has to be another way. We can talk to him. Make him understand.”

Levi’s eyes narrowed. “He refused to talk during his interrogation. The only person he’s willing to communicate with is Historia. That should tell you everything you need to know.”

Jean spoke up, his voice strained. “Eren isn’t the same person he used to be. He’s different now. We all see it.”

Connie nodded in agreement. “He’s... distant. Cold. I don’t even recognize him anymore.”

Sasha glanced at Mikasa, her face full of sympathy. “But he’s still our friend, right? We owe it to him to at least try to talk to him before we make any decisions.”

Levi remained silent for a long moment before finally speaking. “We’ll try. But if Eren’s too far gone, we need to be prepared for the worst.”

The room fell into a tense silence once again. Mikasa slowly sank back into her chair, her face pale and full of despair. Armin placed a comforting hand on her shoulder, his expression grim.

Premier Zachary broke the silence, his voice cold and firm. “For now, we monitor Eren closely. No decisions will be made until we have more information. But if Eren continues down this path, we will have to take action—whether you like it or not.”

The meeting ended on that heavy note, each member of the group leaving the room with the weight of uncertainty on their shoulders. Eren was still in his cell, Floch, Historia and Aurora remained enshrouded in suspicion, and the looming threat of Marley’s retaliation hung over them like a storm cloud.

…

The cold stone corridors of the prison were eerily silent as Mikasa made her way to Eren's cell. The dim light from the torches flickered against the walls, casting long shadows that seemed to stretch endlessly. Her heart pounded in her chest, each step heavier than the last. She knew she wasn’t supposed to be here—especially not alone—but she had to talk to him. She had to warn him.

Eren had always been someone she thought she understood, but lately, it was like staring at a stranger. The man who sat behind the bars now, stoic and unreachable, wasn’t the boy she had fought beside for years. But despite everything—the pain, the confusion, the heartbreak—she needed to see him. She needed to tell him about what the military was planning. If anyone had a chance of getting through to him, it had to be her. Or so she thought.

As she reached Eren’s cell, her breath hitched. There he sat, on the simple wooden bench, his gaze fixed ahead, completely unfazed by the world around him. His long hair hung messily over his face, and the shadows of the bars cut across his features. He didn’t move, didn’t acknowledge her presence as she approached.

“Eren,” Mikasa whispered, gripping the cold metal bars. “I need to talk to you.”

Still, he said nothing. His eyes remained distant, staring at something only he could see.

Mikasa clenched her fists. She knew he had changed, but this silence—it was infuriating. “Eren, you have to listen to me. The military is planning something. They’re talking about replacing you… passing your titan powers to someone else.”

Eren’s eyes flickered briefly, but he remained silent, his expression unreadable.

“Eren!” Mikasa’s voice was harsher now, a mix of desperation and frustration. “Do you even care? Do you understand what they’re saying? They want to kill you and pass your powers to someone else!”

Still, no response. His face remained calm, stoic, as if the weight of her words meant nothing to him.

Mikasa’s heart twisted in her chest. This wasn’t the Eren she knew—the boy who fought with everything he had, who raged against the world, who wanted to save everyone. This man before her seemed… resigned, unmoved by the threat looming over him. But she couldn’t give up. She wouldn’t give up.

“I’ve always been by your side,” Mikasa continued, her voice breaking slightly. “I’ve fought for you, protected you, and now you’re just… sitting there like nothing matters. Don’t you understand? They’re going to make a decision soon, and if you don’t do something, they’ll—”

Eren finally moved, his eyes shifting to meet hers. But instead of the anger or determination she expected, there was only calm detachment. His lips parted, and he spoke, his voice low and indifferent.

“I don’t care what they’re planning.”

Mikasa’s breath caught in her throat. “What���?”

“I already have a plan in motion,” Eren continued, his tone unwavering. “Let them plot all they want. It doesn’t matter. As long as Aurora is safe with Historia, everything is going according to plan.”

Mikasa’s heart sank at the mention of Aurora’s name, her stomach twisting painfully. Of course, it was about Aurora. Everything was about her now. Mikasa’s chest tightened with a mix of jealousy, anger, and heartbreak. She had always thought—no, she had always believed—that she and Eren shared something special, something deeper than friendship. She had devoted herself to him, protected him, loved him. But in the end, none of it mattered, did it? Because Eren had chosen someone else.

“You…” Her voice trembled, barely keeping the tears at bay. “You don’t care about me at all, do you?”

Eren’s expression didn’t change. “Mikasa, this isn’t about you. It’s about the future of Paradis. I’m doing what needs to be done.”

“What needs to be done?” Mikasa’s frustration bubbled over, and before she could stop herself, she was lashing out. “You ran off in Marley! You left us—left me—without saying anything! You didn’t care about how any of us felt! And then you come back, dragging us into your plan, and now we find out that you’ve married some woman we don’t even know?!”

Eren’s eyes remained on her, unblinking. “Mikasa…”

“No!” Mikasa’s voice cracked, the pain in her heart spilling out as she pressed her forehead against the cold bars, her hands gripping them tightly. “You don’t understand, do you? I’ve always thought… I’ve always hoped that one day it would be us. That we’d fight side by side, survive together… and maybe—maybe we’d finally be together. But now—now you’ve married her.”

Mikasa could barely breathe, her emotions overwhelming her. She felt exposed, vulnerable, something she had never allowed herself to be. She had held back her feelings for so long, always hoping that someday Eren would see her the way she saw him. But now, all those hopes were shattered.

Eren’s expression softened slightly, but his voice remained distant. “Mikasa… you’ve always been important to me. But I’m doing this for Paradis. For the future.”

“For Paradis?” Mikasa whispered, her voice trembling. “Or for her?”

Silence stretched between them, heavy and unbearable. Mikasa could see the truth in his eyes—Eren wasn’t the boy she had grown up with, the boy who once cared for her as deeply as she cared for him. He was focused on something far beyond their relationship, far beyond anything she could understand.

“Mikasa,” Eren said softly, his voice almost gentle. “I love Aurora.”

The words hit her like a physical blow, knocking the breath from her lungs. She had already known, but hearing him say it out loud made it real in a way she wasn’t prepared for.

Eren continued, “This isn’t about choosing between you or her. It’s about the path I’ve chosen. I’m going to end this war, no matter the cost. I can’t afford to be distracted.”

Mikasa’s shoulders slumped, her heart shattering into a million pieces. She had fought for so long, for so many reasons. But the one thing she had never been able to fight for—Eren’s love—was lost to her forever.

“I just want you to be safe,” Eren added, his voice distant again. “But I can’t be the person you want me to be.”

Tears welled in her eyes, but Mikasa blinked them back, refusing to let him see her break down. “I don’t care about your plans anymore, Eren,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “I just… I just wanted you to care.”

Without another word, Mikasa turned and walked away, leaving Eren behind, locked in his cell—locked in a future she could no longer reach.

As she made her way out of the prison, her heart ached with the weight of unspoken words, unfulfilled hopes, and the realization that the Eren she had loved was gone, replaced by someone she barely recognized. Someone who had chosen a different path, a different life—one that didn’t include her.

…

 Eren watched Mikasa's retreating figure disappear down the dim hallway, a knot tightened in his chest. He hadn’t meant to hurt her, not like this. The weight of her words lingered, hanging in the silence of his cell. Mikasa had always been by his side, loyal to a fault, but the reality was, he couldn’t give her what she wanted. His path had been decided long before, and Aurora… Aurora had come into his life like a sudden, unstoppable force.

He leaned back against the cold stone wall of the cell, staring up at the ceiling. How had things come to this? He never intended for it to go this far, for any of this to happen. The world had grown darker and more complicated, and so had he. His journey had stripped him of the boy he used to be, replacing him with a hardened man willing to burn the world for his people’s freedom. But then Aurora had reappeared, and for the first time in a long while, he had felt… something. Hope, maybe. Warmth. A sense of belonging that had eluded him for so long.

Meeting her again had not been part of his plan. Neither was falling in love with her. Eren closed his eyes, the memories of their time together in the cabin flooding his mind—the late nights, the quiet mornings, her laughter, her smile. He hadn’t expected any of it, but it had happened, and now that he had her, he could never regret it.

The time spent in that cabin had saved him. It had kept him grounded, kept him from plunging completely into the abyss of anger and despair that had consumed so much of his soul. Aurora had given him a reason to hold on to some part of himself, to remember that he wasn’t just a weapon, a tool of destruction. She had reminded him that there was still something worth living for, even amidst the chaos of his plans for the rumbling.

Eren thought back to the days they spent in the cabin, hidden away from the world, where he could forget for a while that he was the devil of Paradis, that he was the key to unleashing unimaginable destruction. In those moments, when he held Aurora close, when they talked about everything and nothing, he was just… Eren. And that was enough.

He hadn’t planned on marrying her. But the thought had come so naturally after everything they had been through together. Their love had been forged in secrecy, in quiet defiance of the world that had tried to break them both. Aurora had seen the darkest parts of him, witnessed his ruthlessness, and yet she had stayed. She had chosen him, despite it all, and in return, he had vowed to love and protect her with everything he had.

Now, as he sat in the cold silence of the cell, Eren felt the weight of the world pressing down on him again. The rumbling was coming. The world would burn. He had made his choice, and there was no going back. But even as he prepared for the unimaginable destruction that was to come, his thoughts kept circling back to Aurora.

She was his anchor, the one person who kept him tethered to whatever humanity he had left. And despite the guilt gnawing at him for what he had done to Mikasa, he couldn’t regret his decision. He was in love with Aurora, and that love was the only thing that kept the darkness from consuming him completely.

Eren opened his eyes, staring at the iron bars of his cell. He had made his choices. He would unleash the rumbling, he would protect Paradis, and he would do everything in his power to keep Aurora safe. That was the one thing he could still hold on to. In a world filled with uncertainty and chaos, his love for her remained unshakable. She was his future, his reason to fight, and the one thing he refused to lose, no matter what the cost.

With a deep breath, Eren leaned his head back against the wall, his mind already shifting to the plans ahead. The time for reflection was over. Soon, the real battle would begin, and when it did, he would make sure that Aurora—his wife, his love—would have the future she deserved. A future free from fear. A future he would carve out for her with his own hands.

He knew Mikasa would never understand that, not fully. But this wasn’t about what she wanted or expected from him. This was about what he had to do. And he would do it—for Aurora, for Paradis, and for the freedom they both deserved.

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If you don’t mind me requesting a Levi x reader where reader takes the place of armin when Levi has to decide on who to give the serum. He was going to give it to reader at first but later floch came with Erwin. It’s a very difficult choice having to choose between Erwin and reader

I don't mind at all! <3 Happy to do requests <3

You got it! Personally, I would have chosen Erwin instead of Armin, but shhh I don't wanna start a fight with the Armin fans.

I only do happy endings, so you all know who he's gonna pick, but I have to make it hurt for a bit ;)

My best friend, or the love of my life.

Pairing: Levi x Reader

Genre and tags: Canon world, angst, sad Levi, Levi makes a choice, secret love, secret romance, happy ending, Levi needs a hug.

Concept: Levi and you have had a very secret and passionate relationship behind closed doors, which no one knows about but Hange suspects. When your burned up body is brought to him, he knows he has to save you. However, when Floch brings Erwin's body, he along with others want Erwin to be saved. Levi has to choose between his best friend or the love of his life who will live.

Rage. All Levi felt was rage inside him. He was tired as well and just wanted to go back to the base and be loved by you for as long as your body could stand it.

He joined everyone on the roof when it was all over and the town was quiet. He looked around for you, but couldn't see you with the others. He saw Hange arrive and people talking.

Levi walked over to his friend. "Tch, you look like shit."

"I feel like it."

Levi gulped hard as he felt his worry kick in. "Have you seen?"

Hange smiled a little. "Seen who?"

Levi blushed a little. "Nothing."

Hange said your name. "No, I haven't. She wasn't with me, she was with Armin and the others taking on Bertholdt. I'm sure she's okay."

"Captain!" Hange and Levi watched Jean carrying a very burnt body with the cadets following him. He ran over, then lay the burned body down. "Captain, help. She gave her life to save us. Give her the serum."

Levi walked closer, then looked down at the body. He eyed the figure, then noticed a ring on the right hand. Levi's eyes widened when he remembered that he had gifted you that ring. He said your name and knelt next to you. "Fuck. What happened!? The fuck did you lot do?"

Mikasa walked closer. "She saved us. Please, save her. We have Bertholdt for her to consume."

Levi gulped hard, then pulled out the case and opened it. He stared at the needle and serum and felt his heart hurting at the thought of you becoming a titan. Once he turned you into the colossal titan, your years alive would be numbered. It saddened him that your days would be numbered, but he would find a way to cure you. He wanted to tell people he loved you and he wanted to marry you.

"Wait!" Floch landed on the roof, then moved a body off him. "The Commander is still alive! Give him the serum."

Levi stared at his dear friend and gulped hard, then he looked at you. "I..."

"We need the Commander! Are you really going to waste the serum on some weak cadet?"

Mikasa clenched her jaw. "She's a hero. She saved us all."

Floch stood up. "Then let her die a hero! She won't do anything for us, but the Commander knows things! The Commander will lead us to victory."

Levi felt his anger build up. "Enough! This is my choice." Levi reached for Erwin, but he slapped his hand away. Levi gulped hard, then looked at Hange. "Hange?"

She looked to Erwin, then at Levi. "I don't know what to tell you. This choice is a hard one for you. Your heart is split between a man you're loyal to, or to...well."

Levi lowered his head and clenched his case. "I hate this."

"Pick the choice that you will regret the least."

Levi stared at Erwin as he barely breathed, then he looked at you breathing slowly. He let out a long sigh and imagined a life without Erwin but you in it, then he imagined a life with Erwin and you gone. Levi knew the one that he could live through with the least amount of regrets. He saw a big and bright future with one.

Levi grabbed your arm, then injected you. "You're my future and the love of my life. I just can't let you go."

Levi sat next to Erwin and Hange as he watched the cadets move you. He looked down at Erwin to see his breathing slow. He looked back over at you as you turned into a titan. His eye widened at how you looked. Levi hated titans, but you were really beautiful. He looked away when you started the consuming.

Hange opened Erwin's eyes and sighed. "He's dead."

Levi felt the pain inside him. "Oh..." He looked back to see you'd finished. He got up and ran over as he shouted your name. He kept running, then pushed the cadets out of the way and pulled you out of the titan to see you were alive. He held you close, then listened to your chest to hear your heart beating. He hugged you and let the tears fall. "I've got you." He carried you in his arms and held you close. "I've got you." He sat down with you, then looked over at Hange. "I'm sorry."

Hange smiled and cried a little. "Don't say sorry. I would have picked her as well." She rubbed her tears. "Our duty is to Erwin and he was a great friend, but there's just something about her." She slid over. "Can I hug her?"

Levi handed you over. "Yeah."

Hange hugged you tightly and allowed herself to cry. "We're going to have a lot of fun testing."

"Don't push her too much."

"I won't." She handed you back to Levi. "She'll be upset when she wakes up that you chose her, but also happy that you love her as much as you do."

Levi looked at your right hand at your ring. "I chose who I had a future with. Erwin just wanted to get into the basement, then he'd want to stop all titans, but then what?" He rubbed your cheek. "But with her, there's marriage, children and a teashop."

Hange smiled. "Yeah."

"It's not selfish of me, right?"

Hange shook her head. "She's inspiring to the cadets. She has a big and deep heart for others. Her drive is to help all those in need. She has control, so I think she'll have great control over her titan ability. The titan she is will lead the charge, as well as protect. She's a great choice."

Levi smiled, then leaned down and kissed you. "I love you so, so, so much." He kissed you again for a little longer. "No more hiding us. I promise."