#first two are by will wood
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people ask me
âwhatâs it like to be your flavour of mentally ill?â
my answer is right here! :D ⤾ď¸
imagine dreaming. you sometimes canât move and you donât know why and you canât run away from it because of course, thatâs how nightmares work. and if you ever reach a point of safety away from it, you feel accomplished and full of energy again, and then everything crumbles and you have to run again but itâs a different nightmare and still the fatigue only grows and the feeling of running away doesnât change. but you never see the it, you donât hear it, you canât tell anybody about it because your mouth wonât move and words are something foreign to your tongue and fingers.
and sometimes you just have a dream midway through and your head hurts because thereâs something you forgot and you just canât remember and everybodyâs off and weird around you, but finally everythingâs looking up!
then suddenly youâre back in the nightmare running away from something again and again. and everything hurts but you canât explain why because how do you explain the concept of a nightmare to a dream? it doesnât know the sheer terror of its other half, it only sees it as a dream like itself and feels offended when you suggest the thing it sees itself in is hurting you.
and while all of this is happening youâre fully aware of everything and you want to scream at yourself that youâre smarter than this, and you want to scream at everybody else that theyâre buffoons for not believing that the concept of a nightmare exists.
imagine being in a dream and not remembering that nightmares exist but itâs all so absurd that there isnât even a clear distinction of them anymore, and when you canât keep the balance it all comes crashing down on you.
imagine that, but itâs your actual real life. you canât escape it because people refuse to accept your absurdity is fundamentally different from your own. and when you do what they say to do - get help from professionals in absurdity - they say your absurdity isnât abstract enough to require help or that your absurdity isnât definable so thereâs no way to help you.
imagine that, and try to live a normal life, going to school, going to work, eating, sleeping, talking, all while not being able to escape something looming over you, that you canât explain and canât see or face because it doesnât exist. and when your tongue finally finds its way around speaking your people refuse to believe itâs been really fucking taxing to constantly have to balance a completely absurd mental and physical state with the course of a normal and orderly life.
imagine that really hard. forgetting things constantly, your head hurting and numb simultaneously, your joints cracking and aching under weight they forgot they carry everyday, feeling your organs moving around under your skin, your body wanting to run away but being too tired to even really think about it. your skin being itchy and too tight and too loose and wrong. the bliss of ignorance and the pain of never trying hard enough despite wanting to. really only being able to think and talk about one thing or two specific things ever, because everything else makes you want to hit something or somebody. loosing your person and realising you were nothing to begin with.
the worst part is: thereâs nobody to blame but yourself.
âthatâs a little dramatic, donât you think?â
âomg so me! i also zone out a lot⌠wait no i dissociate im so differentâ
âbut what if you went to the gym?â
âever think about eating healthier and drinking more water?â
âyou were such a great student when you were a kid! so far ahead of your peers!⌠but not in an important way, actually you were just normal and average and forget i said you were different from the start in any way shape or form!â
âyou always seemed fine, so i donât think itâs actually that seriousâ
âyouâre just saying that!â
âeverybody feels that wayâ
*sigh*
#or just listen to Love Me Normally and Against the Kitchen Floor#and also All Black#that kinda sums it up i guess#first two are by will wood#the other one is clipping.#tw mental illness#tw disordered thoughts#tw dissociation#tw ableism
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birth of a star
closeups under the cut


really proud of how this turned out ^_^ made it for an art show im gonna be in soon :)
#yes the paper is actually burnt#used combination of a lighter and a wood burner#first time doing a multimedia piece like this#i reeeally like how it turned out hehe#my art#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#two hats spoilers#isat loop
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Sup Iâm back to feed you gremlins ďżź
đşâď¸đAphrodite Danny and Ares Phantomđâď¸đş
So if youâre been here long enough youâll realize this as one of my first ever au and for some of my newer readers Iâll explain but before I do I just have to say Danny and Phantom are two very different people and now I can explain letâs go
After a few months after Danny being âPhantomâ Danny starts to feel⌠protective of himself??? ďżź Which is weird but ok itâs probably his imagination but over the course of a few weeks it gets weirder not bad weird but weird nonetheless like when he goes ghost it feels like heâs not really the one in control of his body and sometimes when the other ghosts get to rough with him he can hear a voice yell but not really being able to tell what its saying and Danny like Danny do is just kinda ignoring all this stuff because it feels nice..? Like being in a protective hug and knowing the person hugging you will kill for you if it makes you happy and all is well
and good until his parents see him transformed in to phantom they knock him out and bring him to their lab and after a few weeks jazz finds out what is happening ( Maddie and Jack told her that they had Danny go to something I didnât really know what they would say ) And get him out of his restraints and turns on the portal or well tryâs to because at that moment Maddie and Jack and a whole fight goes on well Danny is trying to get the portal working and Maddie unfortunately gets a good shot at Danny as he turns it on and causing him to get thrown in and it makes the portal ( that has enough energy to take out this universe ) and it does that exact thing it takes out Danny OG universe (â¨ANGST⨠and not that Danny knows that right now ) considering Danny is knocked TF out again but this time it feels different like he unconsciously knows whatever is holding him will protect him with their whole coreâŚ.
And Danny wakes up a few weeks later [ he really needs to stop passing out itâs starting to get annoying ] and looks around the room? Well it looks like a room itâs big and spacious it also looks a Greek temple bedroom with large marble pillars that indicate windows { you get the image} and now that Danny looks around he sees that his laying on a frankly to big bed and it has a large canopy with fabric as Danny looks around someone enters the room and leans against the wall and looks at Danny with a soft smile and as Danny looks in their direction he seesâŚPhantom but he looks different heâs wearing Greek style armor [and looking HOT in Dannyâs eyes so heâs a blushing mess for a hot minute] and as he makes eye contact with Phantom it feels like he and Danny have known each other for as long as theyâve existed and a few shenanigans happen and would you look that that a couple who are deeply in love with each other.
And for what Danny and Phantom are they are the New Ancients of Love and Protection respectively {yes Iâve decided to change Danny to the Ancient of love}
And Now to what inspired this thing in the first place and that would be the God Games song it goes to hard anyway if you listened to it you can tell Athena has to convince the gods to let odysseus go and I thought â what if I turned this into dc X dp and what tf is this??â Proceeds Down the rabbit hole that is pitch pearl and now you all have this word vomit I call a post and before I ramble even more letâs get to the DC part before this gets to long
Now for the DC part someone gets on the bad side of one of the Ancients and gets got and now the JL has to convince some of the Ancients you know like ( clockwork, frostbite, pandora etc) and of course Danny and phantom are there as the Aphrodite and ares part of the song. And thatâs all I can think of the DC first the moment now on to the details of Danny and Phantom
For Danny Iâm thinking something like this

Looking all majestic and shit ( also just imagine that his hair is black)
Also just a pic of phantom and Danny

They have the healthiest relationship youâll ever see
And also if you want to make this as mom Danny you can have Dani and Dan as Phobos and Deimos just ima thought { forgot to add this in the beginning }
Anyway I hope you guys like this { P.S will add more if I feel like it} byeeee
#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc#dc x dp crossover#dc x dp prompt#that weird thing in the woods#dc x dp fic#dc x dp fanfiction#that-weird-thing-in-the-woods#dpxdc#danny au#dp x dc au#dc x dp au#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#I just realized that this has never been a tag#huh interesting#Ares Phantom#Aphrodite Danny#Danny X phantom#pitch pearl#their in love your honor#danny fenton#if you noticed the difference between the first two pieces of this and the rest good job catching that#they dif are the healthiest thing#like so wholesome#Greek gods#I guess???
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YOUR ORIGIN: PROLOGUE
#your origin#theo wood#dante queen#alfie wood#NEW STORY ALERT WOHOO!!!#ig. YIPPEE#actually losing my mind this took LONG to plan. ESPECIALLY THE FIRST PART IM JUST SLOW#but it was indeed fun! I wanted so bad to make a good (at least) intro of my two most favorite all time sims#again sorry if my way of writing is not clear and if my scene layout doesnât make sense oop-#actually thinking of adding transcript in the future cuz when it comes to me i feel like i make it hard for anyone who interested in readin#RWHAGAGAG#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims 4 story
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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.
it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.
#twilight princess#loz#gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering#its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness#like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds#all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them#and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts#you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart#sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general#this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now
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Hey)) hey litwtc Tumblr)))) did you know... That I made an animatic))))))))
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#life in the world to come#will wood and the tapeworms#litwtc#chris dunne#will wood#animatic#will wood fanart#<- isnt really related but im not missing on engagement that tag may bring.#tbh im so proud of it.#idk its bad abd therese something weong woth every frame but its so cool#and its my first animatic!!#at least in a long time...#it took me liks two or three weeks#but i worked on it only in my spare time#WHATEVER#go watch it please#Youtube#bobby sugarbones
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#I took Mila for her first solo hike today#i take the girls on daily solo walks in town#but today was our first trek into the woods just the two of us#she did great#Anatolian dog#dogs#outdoors#springtime
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can it be love if itâs only been a night? âĽď¸ (steddie au; â¨meet-cute⨠on a train đ)
Itâs not that itâs the last stop. Itâs not even the last stop. Itâs more than Eddie feelsâŚsuddenly-and-not-suddenly-at-all, like itâs the last chance he has to pivot the whole trajectory of his life. To look down the diverging road toward where heâd planned to try and end up, versus the opportunity to reconsider that maybe he hasnât started his life at all, yet. Maybe all the years heâs had so far have just been a waiting space. For this.
rating: t âĽď¸ tags: modern(ish) au, meet cute, double booked for a cabin on a train đ¤ď¸, love a first sight, falling in love, strangers to lovers, fluff, romance, softness, only for tonightâ¨, (or is it?!), do you walk and go about your way as planned when your LIFE unexpectedly walks into your train cabin?, or do you say fuck every plan youâve ever had and follow where THIS leads? đâĽď¸
for @steddielovemonth day seventeen: đŹ Before Sunrise
Itâs not that itâs the last stop. Itâs not even the last stop.
Itâs more than Eddie feelsâŚsuddenly-and-not-suddenly-at-all, like itâs the last chance he has to pivot the whole trajectory of his life. To look down the diverging road toward where heâd planned to try and end up, versus the opportunity to reconsider that maybe he hasnât started his life at all, yet. Maybe all the years heâs had so far have just been a waiting space.
For this.
Because fuck him blind, heâd got on that trainâwhole-ass adult, rockstar wannabe, still canât drag your ass on a plane?, his band had razzed him bad for it while they headed out day-of to meet with the label whoâd shown interest but, well, yeah, to all of it: almost 30, still does not trust tin cans in flight, the train is a more than acceptable alternativeâand heâd lucked into one private room with a bed left, and for an almost-two-day journey heâd fucking needed it, and so heâd settled in, heâd ripped his Sweetheart carefully in the corner, and the whoosh of the doors to his little cabinette had startled him, because theyâd already checked his ticket, so what, and who��
But then his brain had stilled. And heâd met soft honey eyes in midafternoon light. So sorry, had come the kind of voice that put the music Eddie loved by in his very soul to shame; I think they double-booked this room-thing.
And itâd turned out they had. But there were two beds. And both of them were headed the same direction. Same destination, even. Union Station to Union Station. The attendant had apologized up and down, promised at least partial refunds but EddieâŚ
Eddie had, likeâ
Those doors had opened. And it was like his life had walked through. He hadnât even known he was waiting on it until right here it was.
Eddie doesnât want a refund for it; goddamn.
The afternoon bleeds into evening. His cabin-buddy, his life-person, his maybe-soulmate or somethingâSteveâgives up on the book heâd pulled out about thirty minutes in; better than Eddie, who thought heâd watch the country slide by in the 40-some hours between Chicago and L.A. Feel his heart stirred by the purple-mountain majesty, pastoral grandeur, however that shit translates to his genre of choiceâbut basically, heâd been hoping to glean some poetic lines for the ballads he knows they need to at least consider, to balance an album pitch.
But he doesnât see shit, in terms of the sights and scenes. In terms of inspiration, though: Eddie stares at Steve like heâs hypnotized. Caught blissfully in a gravitational pull that outstrips anything heâs ever know.
And his heartâs more than stirred.
Steveâs eyes meet his once he zips his bag back, tucks it until the lower bed.
âWas not expecting motion sickness on a train,â Steve comments wryly, massaging his temples. Eddie would like to volunteer for that role, immediately if possible.
He digs out some Advil and one of the complimentary water bottles in the drawer near the head of the beds, and hands both to Steve.
He, despite his condition, smiles so goddamn bright Eddie thinks he can feel it in the marrow of him like soft simmering, like starlight.
He pretends to write in his little notebook he takes everywhere, beat to hell but trusty, little lyrical snippets and campaign ideas heâs kinda afraid heâll never have the party to set into motion, but still needs to get out of his head just to keep this side of sane.
Right now, his pen is justâŚsketching.
If it looks like the line of Steveâs jaw, fuck you.
Eddie can do what he wants with his own notebook.
He manages to keep quiet, which is a feat for him, but also speaks to this unnameable things heâs already associated with this Steve, a near-cellular effect heâs having on Eddie that he can neither articulate or even attempt to explain, to quantify. HeâsâŚ
âI know you didnât sign up for a roommate,â Steve doesnât break the silence, his voice pitched low like a whisper when itâs just the two of them; âbut if you wanted, since weâre here,â he shrugs, and his lashes flick up near-hopeful, too close to shy for the wrong reasons:
âMaybe we can get to know each other a little? Past just first names and that I apparently canât write on a moving vehicleâ
And Eddie, who is loud and abrasive as a rule but keeps the things that matter pressed close to the vest even with his closest friends, his flesh and blood: Eddie?
Eddie scoots over on the lower bunkâitâs still set to be a sofa-type thing, for now, and where Steve had settled in a chair across from it presumably out of courtesy, Eddie pats the space now open next to him. Hopes like heâs forgotten he knew how that Steve will stand, and sit, and let Eddie feel warm in his orbit.
He does. All three things in a breath.
Eddie feels a little lightheaded. A little breathless.
But Steve is very warm, and Eddie feels immediately at ease like heâs pretty sure heâs never known. They dive in to the real stuff, donât really start with small talk, just sprinkle it in along the way almost just for variety, for flair. Their hopes, their fears, their ambitions: what theyâd both ordered for their shitty included train meals. Life and death and loss: Steveâs year-long engagement broken off three weeks before I Do; Eddieâs guilt over his mom, for losing her when maybe if heâd somehow managed to pull their family name from poverty in time where no one else had ever swung it, her last days wouldnât have looked like they did. Steveâs pwn parents, alive and hateful; Eddieâs uncle, stubborn, and all he really has.
Steveâs hand grabbing his when he says as much; Eddie wanting to believe itâs deliberate, that it means something.
That Eddie could haveâŚmore.
This, even.
Poking at each otherâs food with their forks, trading vegetablesâwhy order it if you hate the carrots?because the rest of it sounded good, duh; how can you not like broccoli? They even gave you cheese sauce! thatâs any insult to the word cheese, for one, and to the main point: trees should never be considered edible, and in miniature at thatâend of.
And then theyâd fucking laughed, and Eddieâs heart had swelled, and Steveâs eyes had never left his face and, andâ
The move on to their dreams, which account for a lot of why theyâd both got on the train in the first place: Steveâs a writerânot published, heâd tried to dodge, to diminish himself, but Eddie wouldnât have it: you just want to add that part; youâre soulâs always an authorâs soul, youâre never not a writer if itâs written in your bones and Steve had flushed so magnetically, all Eddie had wanted was to reach and feel its warmth; and Eddie of course is trying to be a musician, but trying? Steve had turned his own logic straight back at him; youâre a musician because itâs written in you cells, Iâd say. Your fingers have been tapping rhythms since I sat down. Iâd bet my whole wallet that little Moleskine of yours is bleeding lyrics and for a moment, Eddie thinks heâll reach for it. He never lets people read his notebook. Steve would find the sketch of himself there, on top of it all.
Eddie had wanted him to reach. He hadnât, though.
Heâd asked instead why the fuck Eddie was wearing Reeboks when the rest of him screamed Doc Martens. Which then slid so naturally into a genuine masterclass on the evolution of the unquestionable supremacy of the vaunted Nike.
Itâs long past moonrise before they realize the time. Thereâs no excuse to have lost trackâsave for each other.
Given theyâd both booked the cabin as single occupants, the linens are only for one of the two berths. They could ask, easily, for another set.
Eddie makes his bed on the top and asks if Steve wants to share, against the chill creeping in.
Itâs midsummer. Thereâs no such thing.
Steve climbs the ladder, flicks off the lights. And Eddie canât ignore it anymore. The way the veins and tubes, the arteries and capillaries and mechanisms folded in around his heart have disengaged, and the unchained thrumming of the wayward muscleâs flaring like a freed balloon, too much helium and no clear direction save upward, upwardâ
More.
Steve hesitates, only briefly, before he tucks into Eddieâs chest. The moonlightâs dim but Eddie can read the thing on his features: confusion, too small and inconsequential to have even the slightest chance against a gaping-uncomprehending shade of wonder.
âTell me you feel it.â
The lips that speak move against the proud bone that runs the center of Eddieâs chest, protects his heart as it feels to be growing weaker, more vulnerable every goddamn second he breathes beside this man.
But itâs in that moment that he learns that Steve is brave, the his heart is the kind legends live for.
âYouâre like magic made flesh,â Eddie confesses, because his words tend to live in the clouds a little, but he means them so true; he gently, slowly threads fingers through Steveâs hair and pulls him close to actually be able to chart the heartbeat heâs lined up to; that heâs wholesalely responsible for the way itâs lost everything it knows about pumping to a point.
âIt feels like my heartâs beating something better than blood,â Eddie whispers, after Steve can feel the evidence for a moment or two, to know; âlike you breathed something more into me, like I was waiting for you.â
âLike we were meant for this,â Steve finishes the line exquisitely, pure perfection, his lips dragging against Eddieâs skin before Eddie canât bear it, has to reach, to tip Steveâs chin up and try and find what he doesnât know how to name.
Save that he finds it, immediately, in those eyesâlike they were just waiting.
For maybe him, specifically, and the very notion thumps hard in the center of his chest like a track change, a divergence.
Like this is the moment to look back upon when he decides, and soon, if the world is going to change; of the path is gonna reshape itself beneath his feet.
âAm I insane?â Eddie asks, because his head adds everything up to that conclusion, but every part of him feels more at ease, more set to rights than heâs remembers knowing ever, not once.
And Steve considers him before he cups eddies cheek, tender. Like home.
âEntirely,â he concludes, without a shadow of doubt, and Eddieâs chest feels buoyant again, and his cheeks hurt for beaming, andâ
And then Steve leans, and kisses him, and the world changes. He can feel it. Because nothing ever felt wholly right before; Eddie sometimes thinks his life this fa head just been chasing anything that felt like it fit.
And now thereâs this man out of nowhere, who feels carved to match his very bones. Who exhales when he breathes in. Whose heart thumps his counterpoint so thereâs never anything save life beating between them: unceasingly.
Like home, Eddie had thought, as if heâd found itâbut no.
No, he thinks theyâre making it, here between them now.
He slides his tongue between Steveâs lips and cradles the moan he earns inside the tip of his quaking heart, so it can live in him forever.
So it can be the foundation of whatever home will mean from this moment on.
Then he dives in deeper, to learn the taste of what home will be henceforth, just as sure.
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Sunrise is kind of gorgeous, and unfairly soâthe windows are small and they need a good cleanâbut also unsurprisingly: of course itâs gorgeous. Steve is in his arms, his breath on Eddieâs collarbone.
What in this world could be anything less than sublime?
They lounge, mostly hum and kiss and explore each otherâs skinâit remains the unspoken rule that anything more isnât made for here, but unlike the night before, thereâs an addendum Eddie can feel in the drum of his pulse that theyâre agreed upon:
Itâs not for here. Itâs for elsewhere. Itâs for later.
Just because itâs not for here doesnât mean itâs not for them.
And itâs that a fucking thought.
Itâs strange how much quicker the time sees fit to pass, upon rising with intention: their lunches comeâtheyâd slept through breakfast, are asked if they want both together, a late bit of brunch and Steve giggles a little, and Eddie says yes.
Because heâs decided, just now, that a core tenet of his entire being is going to be coaxing that kind of thoughtless honest joy from this manâs strawberry lips.
They stretch the meal out long past it turned cool; they feed each other delicate, wanton, filled with care that makes no sense because it speaks to years, to life, and not hours, not two worlds that never held one another less than a day before now.
That partâs filled with a quiet devastation, a mourning: how can you love without your life for your whole life?
And now, halfway through the journey: they may both have boarded with the same destination on a ticket. But Eddie isnât a fool, not about this: if they disembark in California at the very same platform, theyâll never cross paths again.
His heart arches too hard for it to be anything but true.
The sunset is mediocre, but Eddie thinks it may be his own sour fear that colors it. Heâs in Steveâs arms, now. Itâs not so late, yet. The train will stop soon, let some off. Bring some on.
Then away.
*Ask me not to.â
Eddie says it from nowhere, without context. Itâs clear though: ask him not to go, ask him not to meet his band, as him not to be anywhere but here, in these arms, ask him not for less than always, ask himâ
âI couldnât,â and Eddieâs breath catches, because his heart does first. âItâs your dream.â
And EddieâŚitâs only been hours, but Eddie feels like Steveâs voice is his true mother tongue. He heard what it says below:
whatever I could give you is nothing compared to whatâs driven you this long, this far; however I could maybe come to sneak inside your heart would be pale, childâs play, and insult to what youâve wanted for alwaysâ
And Eddieâs heart fucking hurts to hear whatâs underneath, so he kisses Steve with everything thatâs true as best he knows and asks him, lips to lips:
âCanât a dream change?â
because you are magic, youâre a already in my veins, you make the things I thought I wanted more than air look anemic, feel paper-thin because all thatâs real is you, is you, is youâ
âIn a night?â Steve whispers, breathless, eyes wide.
âWhat other length would a dream ever have?â because itâs an honest question. Itâs probably why everything feels so deeply urgent all of a sudden in the middle of the night: dreams fade with the daylight.
This one wonât leave Eddieâs heart until that heart stops beating for good. But heâs deathly afraid of alighting the stairs and losing this.
He needs to lay the bricks of the new road he travels, with Steveâs hand in his. He needs it before Steve fades away.
âI want you.â
Steve looks at him with tenderness; with far too much resignation.
âYou want whatâs out there.â
He had. Thatâs true. Butâ
âI want you,â Eddie repeats it, tries his best to stamp it into the road heâs choosing here and now, tries to explain that Steve is a revelation he wasnât looking for, but only because he didnât know it was there to find:
âI want this, with you, not least because you couldnât ask.â
Steve quirks a brow at him, as he fluffs Steveâs feather-soft hair behind his ear.
âYou said you couldnât ask, and for my sake alone,â Eddie breathes, hopes Steve can read the distinction, the crucial difference glowing in his eyes like it thrums in his pulse. âNot that you wouldnât want to.â
Eddie wants to feel shame that the last bit comes out a little like a question, in need of reassurance, but before he can give in, Steve leaps, comes alive to rebuke all doubt and itâs then that Eddie knows, feels the track click right.
âItâs all I want,â Steve half hisses, eyes on fucking fire; âbutââ
Eddie frames his face and kisses him like heâs the most precious thing, which he is; he is.
âLet me play for you while you write your novel,â Eddie narrates the track theyâre on, now, the world theyâre changing with eve try heartbeat. âLet me sing for you. Letâs try all of this together, and see if we canât be better for the whole of it that way, better than weâd have ever managed apart.â
And he leans in again for a kiss, because he canât help it.
Because in this new life, on this new road: it may well just be that he can, as often as he likes.
âBecause I fuckinâ swear the moment you walked in this room, my soul stood up,â Eddie whispers fierce; âor maybe, better said, it slid in place, like itâd been lost, at loose ends my whole life,â and he traces Steveâs lips, gazing into him with the single aimed to drown forever:
âBecause itâd been always looking for you.â
Steve stares at him, lips parted a little, and Eddieâs breath shudders, maybe he, maybe it was tooâ
âYouâre the writer, you have better wordsââ
But then Steve breaks, surges into Eddie and is commanding, demands Eddie with his lips, his tongue, his hand splayed on his chest and the other coiled around the nape of his neck.
To call it merely thrilling will be an insult.
âI want my heartbeat to be your metronome, in the quiet moments,â Steve murmurs against his swollen lips; âI want it to be the tempo of your cacophony, on a stage bigger than you can see across,â and then he licks those swollen lips, temptation and possession and the utmost care.
âI want to be selfish with you,â Steve confesses, as if it could change anything, as if itâs anything but desired in the whole of him; âand selfless for you To give you everything,â and he slides his open palm over eddies giddy-galloping heart, eyes flickering watch the motion of his own touch, to feel the blood-better for how Steveâs already living in it, racing through the chambers and the veins: âkeep the most precious parts of you to myself.â
Eddie doesnât have enough breath just then to laugh entirely, but he huffs a little, his smile half-lost to an ecstasy heâs never felt quite like this before as he gasps:
âTold you youâd have the words.â
And Steve: he does laugh.
And Eddie knows this new road is heavenly; is so right.
âYour band,â Steve asks suddenly, but not in the tone from before that was aimed to dissuade. Just a question.
His hand still stretched open on Eddieâs chest.
âIâll tell them the train got delayed.â
Steve snorts. And Eddie loves him, doesnât he.
Eddieâs already so in love him.
âThat informationâs public,â Steve points out with a kiss to the notch at eddies clavicle.
âPublic information is wrong all the time,â Eddie flick a hand; heâs so far from even pretending to be bothered. âDelays can last forever, if they need to.â
And Steve uses the hand on Eddieâs chest now to brace himself upward, to lift and hover over Eddie, to stare at him in wonder and declare:
âYou are insane.â
And Eddie can only smile, broader than he thought his face could contain, like maybe finding your life for real, and falling in love for keeps, teaches your joy to stretch wider as a rule.
âYeah,â he breathes, and marvels a little that he can reach up and cup this manâs face; that he can touch to keep.
âIsnât it incredible?
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up&adam doodle

edit i realize the proportions are horrendous PLEAS IGNORE THAT
#camp here and there#ch&t#mariestidalrush#ch&t fanart#chnt#up and adam#will wood#chnt fanart#adam chnt#first procreate drawinâ i post on here#planning to make coloured+rendered chnt art soon#heh⌠so keep on the lookout guys⌠(the two people that reblog my posts frequently)
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A little late to the party but HAPPY 8TH BDAY NITW!!! Favorite game of all time and is now connected to me foreverrrrrr aaaaa !!1!1!1!



#AAAA Iâm at base now canât make fanart got this two weeks ago#but forreal Iâm soooo happy with this also first tattoo!!! couldnât choose anything else honestly#canât wait to get more now rahhh I understand the craze!!!!#suuuuper good experience too hella good tattoo artist#nitw#nitw mae#night in the woods
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which is ofc why they hired her
#yellowjackets#and got rid of the other two either bc they can't afford them all at once (doubtful bc they have ricci and wood)#or bc they had to make space for the oscar winner. business first storytelling#second. i said this before s3 even aired: how they wanted her on the show bc she's a big name and took a random extra#that slightly resembles her trying to make her relevant.#anyway i love swank (obviously) but her performance on yj has yet to impress me.
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#MY FIRST EVER EDIT TEHEHE!!!!!#the SA warning is only there for two panels hidden behind lettering - but wanted to have it just to be safe <3#if there are timing mistakes..... no there aint......#Call of Duty#COD: Modern Warfare#Modern Warfare 2: Ghost#Simon Riley#Simon Ghost Riley#Manuel Roba#CW Flashing#CW Gore#CW SA#[ đź ]#[ RJ'S ART ]#FIRE-IN-MY-WOODS
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Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful⌠đĽáŻâ
#your origin#theo wood#fiona frost#so. im losing my mind cuz these lyrics hits too close to home man.#THIS đŁď¸ IS đŁď¸ THEIR đŁď¸ SONG đŁď¸ YA đŁď¸ HEARđŁď¸#heavy on the mother & their differences part RJWGAGA#fav song after famine lane tho.#silver spoon freaking nepobaby gal facing a guy who has a famous father but neglected and yet.#these two individuals be having the most insane character conflict I ever made âcause if you see#theo freakin envy fiona-still a future event this post-but ITS FUCKING CRAZY#BUT THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME THEO ACTUALLY DOES NOT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL#uugh.#ts4#sims 4#simblr#my sims#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#maybe this considers a pre-valentine post no? kinda edgy whats wrong w me
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She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.
#yasmina fadoula#scorpios rex#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#jwcc#camp cretaceous#I really just wanted that first shot of scorpios because that's essentially its Reveal Shot#we've seen the whole creature before but always in action#this was the real ''this is what it looks like and this is what you are looking at when you find it in the woods''#but then the rest of the bit was...something#and by ''something'' i mean ''she doesn't want to live if she can't save sammy'' so there's a LOT to unpack#this is also probably like 40% of her trauma#and absolutely in her Top Three Trauma moments#which....the fact that it MIGHT not be Number One is saying something#but we'll get to the OTHER contender tomorrow#well....IRL tomorrow#she'd get to that in two days#...is it two?#....actually it might be 24 hours from now#yeah no 24 hours
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Camping trip in the Himalayas ft me starting and getting hooked onto The Raven Cycle
#the first two were in a cabin in the woods#and looking back it reminds me of#cabeswater#i started the book and it was so picturesque I took photos not even realizing the significance#the raven cycle#the raven boys#bookblr#booklr#safirefire travels#book photography#bookish
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(some datamining discussion below)
i thiiiiink future friday night dialogues will be unlocked by main story completion and will feature caldarus--and the other secret candidate. you unlock a sick and weakened caldarus as an npc with only one section of the mines left, and aside from his dialogue setting up for the idea, he does have a currently unused (afaik) beach portrait that suggests he will begin to venture into town when he feels better--and he himself suggests that reaching the bottom of the mines will restore some of his power. (side note, kind of wild to think of all the dialogue he has right now that most people won't see much of in the full game because they'll be finishing the mines soon after unlocking him.)
since the other secret candidate will presumably be unlocked after reaching the bottom of the mines, it seems fairly likely that she and caldarus will actually be introduced to the rest of the town at the same time, so they'll also join in on town events at the same time.
#a fields of mistria tag#fom spoilers#also funny that unlike the mines it's kind of difficult to tell how much more town restoration is left to be added#the refinery isn't something anyone could have really predicted after all#could be upgrades to be unlocked literally anywhere in town only obvious place i can think of is the lighthouse#(personally starting to believe that we will be able to visit the capital but who knows)#in any case this assumption also implies that the devs generally expect that most people will finish the main story in the first year#side note... since the deep woods did not end up containing the dragon claws and scales that those two hate...#will they be in the last section of the mines...#were there dragon wars down there...
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