#first two are by will wood

[furorsopher]

people ask me

“what’s it like to be your flavour of mentally ill?”

my answer is right here! :D ⤵️

imagine dreaming. you sometimes can’t move and you don’t know why and you can’t run away from it because of course, that’s how nightmares work. and if you ever reach a point of safety away from it, you feel accomplished and full of energy again, and then everything crumbles and you have to run again but it’s a different nightmare and still the fatigue only grows and the feeling of running away doesn’t change. but you never see the it, you don’t hear it, you can’t tell anybody about it because your mouth won’t move and words are something foreign to your tongue and fingers.

and sometimes you just have a dream midway through and your head hurts because there’s something you forgot and you just can’t remember and everybody’s off and weird around you, but finally everything’s looking up!

then suddenly you’re back in the nightmare running away from something again and again. and everything hurts but you can’t explain why because how do you explain the concept of a nightmare to a dream? it doesn’t know the sheer terror of its other half, it only sees it as a dream like itself and feels offended when you suggest the thing it sees itself in is hurting you.

and while all of this is happening you’re fully aware of everything and you want to scream at yourself that you’re smarter than this, and you want to scream at everybody else that they’re buffoons for not believing that the concept of a nightmare exists.

imagine being in a dream and not remembering that nightmares exist but it’s all so absurd that there isn’t even a clear distinction of them anymore, and when you can’t keep the balance it all comes crashing down on you.

imagine that, but it’s your actual real life. you can’t escape it because people refuse to accept your absurdity is fundamentally different from your own. and when you do what they say to do - get help from professionals in absurdity - they say your absurdity isn’t abstract enough to require help or that your absurdity isn’t definable so there’s no way to help you.

imagine that, and try to live a normal life, going to school, going to work, eating, sleeping, talking, all while not being able to escape something looming over you, that you can’t explain and can’t see or face because it doesn’t exist. and when your tongue finally finds its way around speaking your people refuse to believe it’s been really fucking taxing to constantly have to balance a completely absurd mental and physical state with the course of a normal and orderly life.

imagine that really hard. forgetting things constantly, your head hurting and numb simultaneously, your joints cracking and aching under weight they forgot they carry everyday, feeling your organs moving around under your skin, your body wanting to run away but being too tired to even really think about it. your skin being itchy and too tight and too loose and wrong. the bliss of ignorance and the pain of never trying hard enough despite wanting to. really only being able to think and talk about one thing or two specific things ever, because everything else makes you want to hit something or somebody. loosing your person and realising you were nothing to begin with.

the worst part is: there’s nobody to blame but yourself.

“that’s a little dramatic, don’t you think?”

“omg so me! i also zone out a lot… wait no i dissociate im so different”

“but what if you went to the gym?”

“ever think about eating healthier and drinking more water?”

“you were such a great student when you were a kid! so far ahead of your peers!… but not in an important way, actually you were just normal and average and forget i said you were different from the start in any way shape or form!”

“you always seemed fine, so i don’t think it’s actually that serious”

“you’re just saying that!”

“everybody feels that way”

*sigh*

[that-weird-thing-in-the-woods]

Sup I’m back to feed you gremlins 

🏺⚔️💗Aphrodite Danny and Ares Phantom💗⚔️🏺

So if you’re been here long enough you’ll realize this as one of my first ever au and for some of my newer readers I’ll explain but before I do I just have to say Danny and Phantom are two very different people and now I can explain let’s go

After a few months after Danny being ‘Phantom’ Danny starts to feel… protective of himself???  Which is weird but ok it’s probably his imagination but over the course of a few weeks it gets weirder not bad weird but weird nonetheless like when he goes ghost it feels like he’s not really the one in control of his body and sometimes when the other ghosts get to rough with him he can hear a voice yell but not really being able to tell what its saying and Danny like Danny do is just kinda ignoring all this stuff because it feels nice..? Like being in a protective hug and knowing the person hugging you will kill for you if it makes you happy and all is well

and good until his parents see him transformed in to phantom they knock him out and bring him to their lab and after a few weeks jazz finds out what is happening ( Maddie and Jack told her that they had Danny go to something I didn’t really know what they would say ) And get him out of his restraints and turns on the portal or well try’s to because at that moment Maddie and Jack and a whole fight goes on well Danny is trying to get the portal working and Maddie unfortunately gets a good shot at Danny as he turns it on and causing him to get thrown in and it makes the portal ( that has enough energy to take out this universe ) and it does that exact thing it takes out Danny OG universe (✨ANGST✨ and not that Danny knows that right now ) considering Danny is knocked TF out again but this time it feels different like he unconsciously knows whatever is holding him will protect him with their whole core….

And Danny wakes up a few weeks later [ he really needs to stop passing out it’s starting to get annoying ] and looks around the room? Well it looks like a room it’s big and spacious it also looks a Greek temple bedroom with large marble pillars that indicate windows { you get the image} and now that Danny looks around he sees that his laying on a frankly to big bed and it has a large canopy with fabric as Danny looks around someone enters the room and leans against the wall and looks at Danny with a soft smile and as Danny looks in their direction he sees…Phantom but he looks different he’s wearing Greek style armor [and looking HOT in Danny’s eyes so he’s a blushing mess for a hot minute] and as he makes eye contact with Phantom it feels like he and Danny have known each other for as long as they’ve existed and a few shenanigans happen and would you look that that a couple who are deeply in love with each other.

And for what Danny and Phantom are they are the New Ancients of Love and Protection respectively {yes I’ve decided to change Danny to the Ancient of love}

And Now to what inspired this thing in the first place and that would be the God Games song it goes to hard anyway if you listened to it you can tell Athena has to convince the gods to let odysseus go and I thought “ what if I turned this into dc X dp and what tf is this??” Proceeds Down the rabbit hole that is pitch pearl and now you all have this word vomit I call a post and before I ramble even more let’s get to the DC part before this gets to long

Now for the DC part someone gets on the bad side of one of the Ancients and gets got and now the JL has to convince some of the Ancients you know like ( clockwork, frostbite, pandora etc) and of course Danny and phantom are there as the Aphrodite and ares part of the song. And that’s all I can think of the DC first the moment now on to the details of Danny and Phantom

For Danny I’m thinking something like this

Looking all majestic and shit ( also just imagine that his hair is black)

Also just a pic of phantom and Danny

They have the healthiest relationship you’ll ever see

And also if you want to make this as mom Danny you can have Dani and Dan as Phobos and Deimos just ima thought { forgot to add this in the beginning }

Anyway I hope you guys like this { P.S will add more if I feel like it} byeeee

[lightningbig]

sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.

it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.

[manichewitz]

sam and frodo’s relationship is so crazy theyre like what if we had a homoerotic adventurer’s bond that was so strong it overcame the power of supreme evil, saving not just the world but one another, and the only reason we were able to survive the violence around us was through sheer love for each other, and although we’re not canonically lovers our relationship is so much more intimate and tender than acceptable norms for male/male relationships that we transcend easily definable labels and thus become queer irregardless of whether our attraction is platonic, romantic, or sexual…and we were both hobbits

[al-luviec]

id like to thank ninjago episode snake jaguar for everything but nothing all at the same time

[swan2swan]

She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.

[spockandawe]

Okay, it's not a good *wallet* habit, but i highly recommend cultivating a stress response of acquiring a new niche hobby. Work is hard? New hobby! Never enough hours in the day to do important things? NEW HOBBY. It's a flawless solution, don't even worry. I have no idea how long I'm going to be preoccupied with this, because I'm accelerating but have no gauge for max speed, but straw marquetry time

[safirefire]

Camping trip in the Himalayas ft me starting and getting hooked onto The Raven Cycle

[sysig]

Here, have an unfinished set of Die Anstalt plushie crayon-scribbles from 2020 ♥ (Patreon)

[rabbitcruiser]

Jasper National Park, AB (No. 14)

Jasper Forest Park was renamed Jasper National Park in 1930. By 1931, Jasper was accessible by road from Edmonton. In 1940, the scenic Icefields Parkway opened, connecting Jasper to Lake Louise and Banff in Banff National Park.

The first step towards incorporation of Jasper occurred on August 31, 1995, when the Jasper Improvement District was formed from a portion of Improvement District No. 12 (Jasper National Park). The improvement district was subsequently incorporated as a specialized municipality under the name of the Municipality of Jasper on July 20, 2001. The incorporation order established the Jasper townsite as the Town of Jasper and the surrounding balance of the specialized municipality as a rural service area that was deemed equivalent to a municipal district.

The Municipality of Jasper is in the western portion of the province of Alberta within Jasper National Park. It borders the province of British Columbia to the west and Improvement District No. 12 to the north, east, and south. The Athabasca River, which originates from the Columbia Icefield, meanders northward through the municipality. The Miette River, Maligne River, and Snaring River all discharge into the Athabasca River within the Municipality of Jasper's limits.

Source: Wikipedia

[hoofpeet]

I like this replacement ingo era a lot and I don’t draw it often enough 

[sagehaubitze]

Hiking the Appalachian Trail, like... the entirety of it, used to be a bucket list thing when I was a little kid. Dad was an avid hiker, backpacker, white water rafter.. I guess I got it from him. I can only go about seven~ miles of difficult/rough hike before the extra bone in my foot gives me killer tendonitis, so hiking the whole length in my lifetime is probably a little out of reach unfortunately. I'll enjoy what I can though.

[lifealteringtimesandwich]

hello tumblr i am ttrying to remember how to. draw. anyways pete wentz doodles

[sweetandglovelyart]

Knightfall in Dream Land - Page 14

Meta lands a hit on Whispy and dodges some air bullets as his friends cheer him on.

[ao3userforgets]

the john pov clegan fic has uhhh begun. here is the product of the possession i’m currently suffering.

“When John first sees Gale, his lone star eyes and his young face, his thoughts run clear for the first time in his life. Every clamouring noise is cut out, any trace of chatter gone blessedly quiet. All that’s left, then, suspended in crystalline clarity, ringing clean and sharp as a bell, echoing like assured footfalls on the open paths of his life, is a knowing he’s been waiting for all this time.

There you are, it says. I thought I was alone.

I am going to love you.”

[one-winged-dreams]

@flatstarcarcosa and I talking about the ~semantics~ of Eden's conception just made me think about how when she was born she was a very normal sized child and I was like "Thank GOD she didn't take after your 6'8" brick wall genetics" only for me to turn around one day when she's 15 and she's already 5'11"

And then she's 6'2" by the time she graduates high school.

And I just turn to Angeal like "Well THAT could have SUCKED"

Now we just have to worry about the potential round two-