#first time crushing on someone.
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I'm so tornnnnn
like on one hand the maybe misinterpreted signals
and on the other the complete undeniable ignoring.
(Ya'll pleez be gentle with my writing, I'm not that amazing, also this is soothe myself mostly)
I hate this. stop it love it is unfair for u to ruin such a sweet soul that is so shiny. ur a terrible person. u know that. he is like the fucking sun and I'm definitely the hell on the darkside of the moon. the sun does not belong to u. it belongs to the world. u deserve the hell on earth. just like the family u come from. his family is just as radiant. do not dare covet the sun he does not belong to u
the sun does not belong to anyone.
the the ignoring as the gods trying to keep distance between u.
and the signals as ur daydreaming.
the sun is not yours he doesn't belong to anyone.
let go of the sun you'll steal all the radiant light from him
that is far to cruel of a thing to do
the sun is not yours he does not belong to anyone
The sun should never be near u
u should never ever again covet the sun
let go
the sun doesn't belong to anyone and he most certainly doesn't belong to u.
let him go love if u know what's best for him. let those thoughts go away. Love ur making a mistake by fighting this.
fuck I love his smile it's adorable even as baby
the point is those dimples are drawing me in and I should not do this fuckkkk
the sun isn't yours love
the sun doesn't belong to u love
the sun can't be help down by u love
stop this love
fuck no
I can't
I legit can't do this
I won't be able toooo
but u know after he saw that the name of my book review was " girl who drank the moon" which if u don't know I see myself in as the character,luna, and he was all " I'll be the guy who ate the sun"
shut. The. front. door. no. u did not say the name of her soul mate that I dreamt up
I thought my hear wa saying to swell out of pure admiration for something so small and insignificant. I was so dazed for a moment when he said that lmao and he said that so casually and I was starstruck for a good while.
wow like he said that. that thing in my brain that made me so happy. I was so elated u don't even knowwww
he really said be the moon for everyone I'll be ur sun 🤭🫠
God fuck my lifeeee he's just perfect in my eyes and can do no wrong so cut and adorable and wonderful and honestly how am I not throwing myself at him so strange
I feel like I found my soulmate thelusaaa
he ticks all the boxes
not like my dad
no smoking or drinking
no anger issues
a good listener
tall enough that me
and most of he loves children from what I've seen so far so he won't ever hurt his children at all mentally or physically
I'm young and stupid so what do I know
Right?
Right?
I swear it on god this boy is driving me insanee
please don't be inlove with somebody else
please just look my way forever
just don't give your heart to someone else
dear God
consider this my love letter and my song of sorrows
this fear is immense and I
am a mortal whose soul has been captured
in the net
we all like to call
love
this is torturous and blissful
The symphony of silence is forever
when ur not around me
why is it that
I seem to look at u like the stars
but u hate the nighttime?
if ur the sun in my life
the eight minutes apart leave me lifeless
but ur that bright
u don't see ur surroundings
or perhaps
even worse
u choose to ignore them
that seems like a stake to my heart
when u smile at the other one
I'm desperately hoping
praying
u don't love
Someone else?
#first time crushing on someone.#i dont know#should i cry#this is very painful#why do people do this#fall in love
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Translation: Junior, I have told you several times that Lily prefers to be single, remember?
Lily is the new aroace icon. That's all.
#Lily#duolingo#aromantic#asexual#aroace#yeah I know she had a crush on a drummer once#but that was just a one time thing#she can still be h/c'd as someone on the aroace spectrum#she has literally never been interested in anyone in that way other than that occasion#spanish duolingo#pride month#aroace pride#first post to reach 1k jeez#it always is a shitpost isn't it#personal headcanon#<- I thought it was clear enough before#apparently not looking at some reblogs#guys this is a headcanon post that I made#nowhere did I say that it was official#the only officially queer characters on Duolingo are Lin Bea and Oscar#Lin is lesbian Bea is bi and idk about Oscar#He never goes out on dates. just likes to paint and platonically hang out with Lucy in his free time#He's also most like aroace. Again: MOST LIKELY aro/ace.#like I know he's one of the “canonically” (officially from the website) queer characters. But Idk what his sexuality actually is.#this is a SHITPOST
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#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#mochi#lime#limochi#art#ocs#original#the first one is the Pivotal Friendship Moment(tm)#the time when he got in a fight because someone shoved mochi or something#also the start of mochis crush on him#~10 years later hes still getting in fights and mochis still pampering him#maybe he gets in fights just so shell be a little extra affectionate to him#get someone who looks at you the way mochi looks at lime DAMN
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david isn't a "cinnamon roll" nor is he a "mom friend" david jacobs is an autistic awkward teenager that never really had friends and comes off as kinda mean and he has no idea how to be normal. and that's exactly why all the newsboys guys liked him so much from the beginning
#awkward teenager in a way that if a girl tried to flirt with him he wouldn't get it#awkward teenager in a way that he's just a nerd#awkward teenager in a way that when he deals with a genuine crush for the first time ever he tries to be so slick but fails#his palms get sweaty and when someone looks him in the eyes he panics#and sometimes he makes stupid faces just because he doesn't know how to regulate emotions#and for the same reason he sometimes has to actively try to emote like a normal person#autistic and extremely awkward#and all of his family and friends still love him#AND les thinks he's the coolest person ever (not even jack is cooler)#newsies#david jacobs
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i think one of the reasons why i'm so giddy about how buck's infatuation with tommy has been played by the show is because i want buck to be stupid in love with someone again. like i'm not gonna pretend buck being bi and with a man now is not an allure in and of itself, this fandom has always been dominated by mlm shipping so idk why that's thrown people's way like an accusation, but personally i, the number one fan of how buck looks when he affectionately kisses someone and how he watches them when they're talking and how he strokes their hair just casually and how he goes out of his way to just adore them, want to see him be insanely in love again. it's been soooo long since abby and like i didn't even care about that relationship that much but i literally tear up thinking about how much he loved abby sometimes, man, like just the way he loves, you know? and i wanna see that again, fuck, because while it's controversially if bucktaylor doesn't have any fans i'm dead yadda yadda here on my part, we haven't seen buck be sooo infatuated and adoring with her like he was with abby and he couldn't have that with ali, natalia, or lucy either and goddamn i just want to see buck be in love again
#and obv i love how they set up tommy to be potentially to be the person who can love him back as he deserves but the allure of#evan buckley down bad about someone is sooooooo serious for me i want him to be stupid about it#i want him to do the big hot air balloon gestures with someone again#and i want him to use the words in love with someone again#and i want him to look at someone with heart eyes like never seen before#and even just his crush on tommy delivered so much on that maybe for the first time since s1 to this degree#and i want MORE#i want him to be his full unbearably earnest painfully sincere stupidly impulsive buck self but bc he's in love#911#bucktommy#evan buckley#tevan#kinley#mimi.txt
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@homunculuslover's Sun giving Casper a playful tickling! 💙
I was so embarrassed to draw this. >///<;
#this is the first time I've drawn Casper as a lee for someone other than Avery#ough the struggle 😵💫#I love Sun so much...#small lee crush maybe - aheh#but I like him AS a lee too...#as usual... both... everything for me is both#tickling art#tickling#fluffyart#tickle art#tickle#homunculuslover#tummy tickling#side tickling#lee!casper#ler!sun
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Prompt 148
Danny is enjoying his vacation. He’s surrounded by so many creatures who are delighted to show him around, and there’s a bunch that are even called ghosts! Those ones seem to have deemed him as their favorite person, which isn’t hard, but they have also apparently decided that they have to follow him everywhere, including all the way home. And to whatever world he takes his next vacation-slash job as Clockwork’s student at.
Oh well, he’s sure it won’t be that noticeable.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#dcxdpxpokemon#DPxDCxPokemon#pokemon crossover#prompts#Danny is an adult & a big guy#He has so many pokemon following him all the time#Pokemon as a franchise doesn’t exist in his or the DC world#He’s a big softy who could crush someone’s head but is so gentle with the itty bitty & giant Creachurs#Someone does in fact notice these several creatures & their maybe-human friend#Good news: Damian was the first to notice him#Bad news: He is now trying to convince the man to give him an eevee#Danny has so many ghost-friends including a pocket mimickyu & a gengar son & a phantump daughter#Damian might try to get Bruce to meet the man with all the creatures in an attempt to get one#Danny is oblivious & thinks the kid is just really enthusiastic about learning about his pokefriends#You KNOW he has several space pokemon too let’s be honest#Danny gets free interdimensional-time vacations after finishing whatever his job there is#There’s definitely several carvings of him & his friends scattered around dimensions & time
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me watching someone get into a relationship with a girl (it made her really happy) just to dump her (almost) immediately after
#question why do you guys move so fast#this specific SOMEONE irks me this is NOT the first time I've seen this happen my eye is twitching#“I'm so in love” no you're not you have a crush that won't even make it to the next week. you are a chikd
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Still on my "there is no way Isabeau has dated anyone before Siffrin" propaganda.
Y'all, this man didn't confess until the literal world was about to end via his crush losing their mind over him leaving, and his entire friend quest moment was him talking about how his past self wasn't liked. This man has never dated ANYONE in his life, he is winging it just as much as Siffrin is
#Isat#Isat spoilers#isat isabeau#isat siffrin#isat isafrin#Look me in the eyes and tell me Isabeau has dated someone when it took his crush literally getting stuck in a time loop for him to confess#Also on that note#Bad Touch event was probably his first kiss <3 my man does not deserve that#If canon proves this wrong pls let me know but I'm pretty sure I don't remember Isa ever talking about dating?#He's talked crushes but I don't think he's ever said dating or had date talk#Also. The way he acts when he's usually really chill when it comes to things he has experience in. Makes me go hmmm yeah no#Anyway lol L loser got no game
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RealAgeAU - Reunion
Fun fact. I was planning on going through these drabbles to see where I still had a bit of a blank spot timeline and story wise. and I did NOT get far.
Because I realised. I never made a tiny drabble about how I pictured the guys reuniting to go back to Nightmare!
So. That is this! (also yes i am hinting at bad sans poly but we will see where that all ends)
First and Prev Drabble (with the original prompt by @spotaus ) Next Drabble
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Cross frowns as the knife once again can't cut through the universe.
This... is an issue.
Cross had managed to get close but for some reason the knife could not connect with Nightmare's universe and castle.
Had... had Nightmare banned him?
Cross hopes not. He knows he had been stupid for running away but he had just! He needed! He had just needed a moment for himself!
Cross tries to take a deep breath and relax. It is fine! Think! Think there is probably another reason!
NIghtmare had been shrinking and losing his form... maybe he is just tired and resting and that affects the universe he is in? Maybe?
Cross wishes Dust was here, Dust knows so much more about magic stuff than he does. Sadly Cross was an idiot and just went out on his own without saying goodbye.
He looks at his phone and opens the message screen again. He clicks Dust's contact and considers typing a message.
Just a quick one to ask for help getting back?
He sighs and puts the phone away. No. This is his mess up and he can fix it himself! He didn't need them or Nightmare to fix his messes!
Again...
Cross shakes his skull and looks to the notes in his phone. He finds the right one. It is a small list of items that should help connect him to Nightmare's universe.
When he first started working for Nightmare the god had told him that the castle and the universe it is in can be hard to find or connect to because of his magic. The items would help the magic in his knife, or the teleportation crystals, locate it and focus on it.
Cross pulls out the list and reads it again.
seven candles, unscented
autumn leaves
a very sweet apple
a dreamcatcher
a way to light a magical fire
be in an universe as close as possible
Cross checks his list and bag and groans. He had only managed to get the apple and the leaves so far. this stupid universe only had a few very small and old towns and it is honestly getting on his nerves!
Cross had just been nervous about leaving this universe. He didn't know this one and just because he managed to jump to it didn't mean he would be able to do it again.
The phones had an extra feature to make it known to them if they were near the castle. it had lit up at this spot after quite a few universes that didn't do it.
Meaning he was not leaving it!
Agh. he could ask if Horror is having more luck and-
WAIT!
Cross looks back over his shoulder and sees Horror walk past.
Cross doesnt think and rushes after the large skeleton "Horror! wait up!"
horror blinks and looks over "Oreo?"
Cross pulls a face at the nickname but catches up to him "What are you doing here?"
Horror looks slightly sheepish as he rubs his neck "You know... regret... trying to get back..."
Cross frowns "Get back- wait... did you leave as well?!"
Horror frowns at him "As well?" then his sight finds Cross' bag and cross can see Horror take note of the items in there. Horror looks back at him with a frown "You can't make the jump either?"
Cross feels both better and worse. Maybe he isn't banned! Or at least he isn't alone in being banned! which just makes him feel like a jerk. He nods and groans "not having much luck with getting the things i need. only got the apple and the leaves..."
Horror blinks but gets a small half grin on his face which Cross thinks should be criminal with how goo- OKAY he is stopping that line of thought.
Horror calmly gets his phone and turns it to enable Cross to see the items in his inventory. a lot of foods and- oh! a sweet apple. and unscneted candles!
Horror keeps grinning "Seems like we are getting close."
Cross grins and nods as he walks with the taller skeleton "Any idea why we can't get in?"
Horror shrugs "multiple options. dunno which."
Cross nods as he looks down "Yeah i figured."
They walk and search together before a loud gasp and Cross is suddenly tackled form behind. Cross yelps as he loses his balance. The only reason he doens't fall over is because Hroror manages to catch both him and whichever idiot rushed into him.
"Criss-Cross! H!"
Ah. nevermind. Cross knows that idiot. Cross glares over his shoulder at the grinning Killer "Why would you tackle me?!"
Killer grins but the grin turns sharper then just friendly "Had to make sure you guys didn't up and leave again without a single fucking word Criss-Cross!"
Cross winces and looks to the side "Yeah... I guess..."
Horror looks guilty as well before looking at Killer "Why are you here? instead of at the castle?"
Now it is Killer's turn to look away and he shrugs "After all of you guys left I figured i would try it myself. the whole solo-rouge-vagabond dealio. I didn't like it. So I am going back ot Nightmare and see if he needs a right hand still...." more thoughtful "or maybe babysitter? If that whole shrinking thing kept up."
Yeah and that line causes more guilt than before. because they really just all left Nightmare alone to deal with whatever was affecting him. Instead of at least offering help as they should have as his henchman and teammates. Nope! instead they all just left!
Cross rubs his arm "Yeah... we are on our way back too... You got stuff for the ritual?"
Killer sighs "Only the lighter. But that is because i already had one."
Horror frowns at Killer "All of us? Dust too?"
Killer nods "Just walked away. not a word or grabbed anything as far as i know."
Cross covers his face "We are the worst. terrible people." thankless, untrustworthy, unloyal. Cross can think of quite a few more words to describe them.
"We knew that already."
Cross, and Killer for that matter, curses as he jumps back. Only to see Dust standing by them, hood up but face visible with his bored expression.
Killer is by now standing behind Horror and glares at Dust "Don't do that! My soul is already fragile!" the soul shaped floating soul wiggles but stays steady.
Dust raises a brow and looks unimpressed "Don't talk about others then."
Horror chuckles and smiles "Good to see you dust. join us?"
Dust nods "Can't make the jump. what are we mission still?"
Cross takes out the list and after comparing what they have they realise they are only mission the dremacatcher, which Dust pulls out of his pocket.
Cross gasps "Where did you find that? I checked every store!"
Dust shrugs "stole it."
... right. that is also an option.
They take the items outside of town and get it ready.
The dreamcatcher as base with the candles all around it. The leaves used to wrap the apple, the only use one and Horror eats the others as they work.
Killer holds up the lighter and after focusing for a moment flicks it. instead of the normal yellow flame a bright pink flame appears. Killer lights all the candles adn waits for a moment until the smoke circles one another. Last Killer lights the leaves enclosing the apple without disturbing the smoke trails.
The new smoke trail joins the other seven and the whole pile bursts into flames but no heat comes off it. the flame remains pink for a moment before turning purple and then turning black.
Killer grins and looks at Cross "cut away!"
Cross nods and cuts right above the flame and the universe shimmers. The smoke finds the small slice and fills it, moments later the flame and fire travels up towards the slide using the smoke and it opens a black portal, still smoking.
They rush through it and manage to get through it before the portal burns up.
Cross looks over his shoulder "And there shouldn't be anything left?"
Dsut shrugs "small pile of ash."
Killer grins "it burns up very quickly as soon as a portal is established."
Cross frowns as he looks around. they are in the late autumn forest around the castle. He can see the shadow of it in the distance. He starts walking and the other three join him.
Cross huffs "Still think it is a deceptively easy list..."
Killer shrugs "People don't expect there to be an easy way. Not like they will just test things until they hit jackpot." Then Killer grins wider "Not that anyone knows about Ngihtmare's sweet tooth. and no one knows about the apple, hell we don't even know it."
Cross nods as they walk through the forest. Cross can't help but feel like it feels... empty. Whcih is weird because Cross always knew there was nothing else in this universe or forest but them. but still it feels...different.
Horror seems to notice too as he glances around "feels weird..."
Dust nods immediantly "magic is different."
Cross nods as well "I noticed too..."
Whatever is going on it is big... because either it is affecting the universe, it is affecting nightmare enough that it affects the universe. or Nightmare is affected enough that he made these edits.
Hopefully they can clear all this up once they see Nightmare and apologise to him. The exit the forest and spot the castle in the distance.
Time to go talk wiht him.
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First and Prev Drabble Next Drabble
And as we all know, Nightmare wasn't there. woops. turns out that apology will have to wait a bit Cross.
And the tiniest bit of Bi-panic for Cross (I believe he canonly is Bi in like Xtale so he is still Bi here) ((And yes I am slightly hinting at BSP because I like them but They are kinda too busy to really focus on that in these drabbles but there some interest! but it can also be seen as pureply platonic with just some curious interest honestly *shrug* It is june after all!))
#utmv#realageau#bad sanses#Cross Sans#horror Sans#Dust Sans#Killer Sans#Deaged Nightmare mentioned#Can't believe i wrote a drabble without the baby in it#it is criminal#Also i can't believe i was planning on going by the drabbles for a spot#And i found it after the FIRST ONE#What is this comedic timing?#I really like Cross#he is an anxious bean who is just really trying his best#He deserves the world!#or three boyfriends. Cross has a preference but he will die before admitting it out loud#Someone: How do you deal wiht a crush?#cross: oh easy! I never say a word and when they eventually get ina relationship i cry :)#someone: ... what about confessing?#cross: oh no! That is terrible! So much could go wrong!#someone: what is the worst that could happen?#Cross: they could HEAR me.#Silliness aside. Do any of you mind the hints of Bad Sans Poly between those four in there? I think it is cute but like#Want to know what people think. Gonna be real if you still like it without saying anything i am going to assume you guys are fine with it#anyway that is the update for now! Now to continue my search for spots to fill in the drabbles more
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hulu was doing live coverage of the election until 2:00am, at which point my power randomly went out and when I reopened the hulu app on my tv the election coverage was replaced with
#us politics#I don't care if it was intentional or a coincidence or what that shit is funny as hell#I got like 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours#my closest friends are sleeping and don't know yet#we're going to dc a month from now on vacation and none of us expected this#I've been on twitter and it's crushing I see my friends in fear for their lives#I see the worst people in the world cheering for their own downfall because all they care about is someone else having it worse#like they'll douse the vulnerable among us with gasoline and pray for hellfire thinking they'll be safe#but the flames don't discriminate like they do and we're all going to burn#except for the wealthy and powerful of course they'll be polluting the solar system or dead from old age#and the only hell they'll ever know is the one millions upon millions of people eagerly built in their names#in the name of 'greatness'#(man I get really melodramatic when I haven't slept)#and I'm scared too I didn't think this was going to happen and I have no idea what the future holds anymore#and I know I'm privileged to be able to say this when people's lives are about to be destroyed but I think I'm more sad than anything#so disappointed that 70 million people voted for *that*#because it's completely unconscionable to anyone with a soul but somehow he's winning the popular vote for the first time???#what do you mean more people like him now than they did in 2016 and 2020#this genuinely feels like a nightmare are we really so far gone as a country??? as a society?????#that we would not only let a convicted felon (who was served a lawsuit ON ELECTION DAY) on the ballot#but that SEVENTY. MILLION. PEOPLE. would vote for him? to run the country??? to represent us on a global stage?????#*THAT'S* what we as a nation have chosen??? what the fuck is wrong with this country?????#why him indeed#and yet I still have hope#inexplicably
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you tell me prongsfoot are brothers but i look behind me and find them touching each other so what is the truth?
#not a prongsfoot truther but it's so obvious what goes on behind closed door enough with the brother allegations#every time someone calls james sirius' brother regulus runs up to his room to write james' name on his death note#he is that south park meme that goes 'kill john lennon' but he's saying “kill james potter' instead#the only reason why james is alive is bc regulus was 10 the first time he was serious about killing him#and his idea of the perfect murder was to google search 'assassins near me' or 'how to string up a piano to crush someone'#sirius black#regulus black#james potter#prongsfoot#not platonic bc ik what they are at the end of the day [😒]
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I’m ok (lie)
#SHE WAS AN IMPORTANT PART OF MY CHILDHOOD#Nanny McPhee returns/and the Big Bang you will always be famous to me <3#first time using this template but it’s Maggie smith I can’t not do it#ofc I find out about this piece of soul crushing news through this hellsite (I always do)#idk if someone has already but I bet 1 Canadian dollar someone has I just didn’t check#destiel news#maggie smith
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*drifter seeing the protoframe they'll romance for the first time voice* i think i hauve the infestation
#ni blabs#warframe#warframe spoilers#warframe 1999#(obv only counts for drifters who are doing the romance system lol)#it's 3 am i'm allowed to come up with stupider post ideas than usual#god imagine what a drifter who will romance someone is gonna go through#like they're preparing to time travel and risk The Wally Zone b/c the fate of the solar system is at stake or whatever#fully expecting never-ending nightmare scenarios and danger forever#then they get there#and boom. Hot People.#bonus silly round: *love interest of choice* is drifter's first crush#they have absolutely no clue what is going on with them (look they haven't had much time to (re?)learn the ropes after leaving duviri)#(new war and dealing with the origin system's crap and all)#so for a bit they actually think they've been infected until they get it in their head that. no. that's just a crush you nimrod.#bonus bonus silly round: operator is (somehow) keeping tabs on the situation from across time and space and is just absolutely baffled#by how their older counterpart is acting#*operator voice* Are They Stupid#this is a dumb tangent okay i'm going to bed now goodnight mr.coconut
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[vibrating a little too fast] Do You Understand My Vision Yet
#twst#twisted wonderland#cereal tries to draw#cater diamond#jade leech#trey clover#and some other guys but this aint about them#girl i do not even begin to know how to tag this one#trejeikei. treycayjay. caterjadetrey. girl fucking help#i still subscribe to jade having a crush on both of them at the same time and Being Weird About It lol#my fave thing in fanart is w/octavinelle if anyone is drawing shipping art of one of them with someone#the other two being either confused or disgusted or just bullying for fun about it#and then my other favorite is riddle being pissed as hell finding out his beloved card soldier besties are turning to the dark side#fraternizing with the enemy. [kissing a fish boy]#cater and trey both picking octavinelle for their union bday dorm choice is still so funny to me#AND THEN RIDDLE WENT AND PICKED JADE FOR HIS THEORETICAL BROTHER CHOICE LOL god dont even get me started on them#i am also obsessed with jade and riddles dynamic but god. no time for dat now goku.#cater voice hey siri what do u do when a boy holds ur hand and Wont Let Go#i love trey but i feel like i only ever draw him as a tiny head icon w/someone else talking about him fkshfkldshf#i mean ive drawn him in more things sometimes. usually treycay. i just dont post him very much#idk why hes so hard to draw LOL#i passively enjoy treyjade i think i used to look it up more in early twst days#but i ALSO like them both with CATER A LOT and u know me. love to tape characters together. into the polycule soup with you boy.#anyway in that first one cay i think was like 'wow jade kinda never expected u and trey to get together lol no offense -'#and jades like 🤝 well i dont mind sharing 😌#SHARING WHAT- theyre all holding hands now the end :]#riddle voice if u break cater and/or treys hearts it is On Sight jade leech#jade voice teehee well we wouldnt want that ill do my best 😌#riddle is not convinced.#anyway shoutout to ME and the like 1-2 people this might appeal to lol
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bergamot & bygones
what's this? a pwp novel of best friends to lovers paranormal romance novel, with control issues!older sister x dirtymouthed!best friend
Leander raked a hand through his hair and he stood up. Reyna's kitchen wasn’t big enough for him to effectively pace but he gave it his best shot. “This is the biggest favor I’ve ever asked of you,” he said to her back wall. “The last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable, or feel like you have to, so just tell me, and I’ll literally never bring it up again again.” “Okay,” Reyna said, aiming for encouraging, but landing on confused. Leander crossed the room quickly, sitting back in the chair across from her. He leaned forward and pushed his glasses up his nose; behind them, his eyes were slightly wide, but focused on her. “You can say no,” he repeated, earnestness written across his face and Reyna appreciated his candor, but it was halfway to giving her a panic attack. “You have to ask me for me to say no,” she said, and the corner of his mouth turned up in a smile before he let out a long breath, pushing back in the chair. He looked at her from his seat, expression inscrutable, and then he closed his eyes. “I’m going to go into a rut,” he said, finally, and Reyna’s mind fully stalled. She cleared her throat. "So, what, do you want me to house sit?" Leander reached for the mug again, is fingers curling around the outside of it. He was steadying himself, and when his eyes met hers again, there was something deeply vulnerable in them. "I'm asking if you'll help me through it," he said.
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#soooooooo it's here??? it's wild??? i'm a published author??#but if you like maine in the fall and chamomile tea and the ocean and a shy best friend who's now a werewolf#and so he asks his long time crush/even longer time best friend to help him through the first full moon#aaaaaaaaaand maybe this sweet loverboy is also a tall blond nurse with glasses who might just remind my mutuals of someone BUT IT ISN'T HIM#bc that would be copyright infringement and we don't do that here#(and nothing else is similar)(except for maybe the smug texan surgeon who's the MMC in book two)#anyways if you're into any of that then maybe you'll like my book!!#and if you're not into that that's super okay and have a nice wednesday
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