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babe /gen what got u into in/stepcest? (im not an anti im rlly into it too 😞)
stepcest I kinda rolled into mostly by virtue of just being into daddy kink and ddlg and in (audio) porn those often get paired together yk? but then I distinctly remember reading an enji x daughter fic by kaz with some touya and natsuo tossed in (I was still into bnha at the time and that was my first dc fic) and I felt like all the planets aligned and my third eye opened up bc of that fic pFGDNFJFJ
so it was really just like,,, pretty instant. I saw it done once and found my calling in life it was just sooooo hot and I just nodded like “yup that’s what I was looking for this is it for me”
#cant be helped I was damaged and#the dc found me#it etched itself into my brain#yea nothing really got me into it except reading a dc fic with it that#just clicked in my brain#there was no slow casual incline#i jumped into the deep end and started furiously writing dc after that from the very start#my first fic after yeaaarrrs of hiatus#was incest#tis inside me I am an original brocon#pFJDJFKFKRKF#tw.incest#honey mail
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#I'm conflicted#kinda want to share what I've been working on but also simultaneously feeling guilty for working on the new thing#when i have 2 fics that i need to finish and 1 has been on a hiatus for a long time now#maybe I'll post the first couple chaps just to give a taste and go on from there?#so that i scratch the dopamine itch that i got something up and maybe that'll kick me into doing more#writing block is hard especially when you're still writing but you're not writing the way you normally do#its a weird purgatory where everything sounds like shit but at the same time it makes sense#but it also lacks something#pouring one out for everyone struggling with their creative pursuits#i blame my masters program too for making me write essay after essay#its killing the drive
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i failed at going to bed early but HEYYYY i think i'll be posting a fic tomorrow isnt that exciting :)))
#foxie rambles#WOOHOO first fic after the whole w so ot hiatus and its father son content#whos winning?? I AM.#anwyays buck and bobby content tomorrow boiiiisssss <3#right before he possibly dies in this week's episode#sighs.#its fine#its so fine#im so fine
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Okay so this modern Aegon fic I've been writing this week may actually get finished this time.
I know, I'm shocked as well!
#I mean it's as good as done#just wrap up the smutty part and find a title#I say as if that won't take me several more days lol#I thought my first fic after my hiatus would be Sihtric but here we are#completely obsessed with Tom#I just can't stop writing him#modern Aegon
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#i still can't read fics for most of my favorite fandoms or pairings#because i still feel like all existing fics are better than my own writing#and i get very very bitter and i have to step away because that is Not a headspace i want to go down#i think i'm just going to have to take an extended break from fandom#and continue my hiatus of 2-3 months by this point#i think finishing college and starting my first job and moving out have taken more out of me than i realized#after 3 months of a 3hour commute i'm finall living 15 min from my workplace but even with that gone#i still have very little energy#and also#other stuff about fandom and my abillity to formulate opinions and have convictions#which i cannot and will not articulate here because that's like level 10 friendship/therapists only#so i just avoid writing#but yeah#step back and stay back it is#negativity cw
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i hope its not rude to ask, and no pressure, take all the time you need, but will my favoritest soft fic be posted when you come back from hiatus
Not rude. I'm okay with readers checking up on the status of their favorite fics.
I'm going to say Yes. You will see updates when I come back from hiatus.
I have one more month to finish the spring arc for The Season of the Smallest Stars. I have finished the drafts of 7 additional chapters, and am in the middle of rewriting and expanding. Two are already done, leaving me with 5 to complete before my deadline.
You'll get your soft farm life with our little roomies.
#Season of the Smallest Stars#Things were a little slow going at first#'I had to figure some things out - the fic taught me I can't take shortcuts and ignore certain steps in my writing process#And there was some family drama that distracted me#This fic had been a major go-to for some peace and quiet#After this I'll work on a few other projects - but I'm going to draft out the summer arc for direction and fill it out any time I feel down#And I know 7 chapters probably isnt enough but it's what I got#and these chapters are turning out a little longer than I intended#anon asks#Shyspider Answers#Friday hiatus Break
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Sunsets | Percy de Rolo x M!Reader
this is dedicated to my beautiful fiancè @pixielostboy, i love you to the moon and back my little songbird. i hope you enjoy it 🥰
word count: 1,106
(no use of y/n. sfw, fluffy romance)
Percival de Rolo was one of class, one of wit and much talent. He held himself to the highest of standards... Except for when in the likes of this rag-tag group that called themselves "Vox Machina." Ever since he had joined, the noble man of Whitestone had found himself going through much more than he anticipated; he had dealt with the trauma of his past with the Briarwoods, overcome the demon Orthax who had a tight grasp upon his soul, restored Whitestone to it's former glory and reunited with the only other living de Rolo- his darling sister Cassandra.
While all this was happening, Percy had found himself also falling in love. With who in particular? This adorable, gothic Half-Orc who had joined in their heroics and adventures some time ago. It came as a bit of a surprise, the once cold hearted, revenge seeking de Rolo falling in love. But here he was, currently pacing the room of his in their home on the outskirts of Emon, fiddling with a gloved hand as he tried to find a way to talk you into a date with him. After all those lonely nights filled with dread that were remedied by your company and comfort, all the long talks and your genuine interest in his tinkering, how could Percy not begin to fall for you? Percival would have sought out the help from the other members but thought against it. The twins would only mock him, Scanlan wouldn't be of any help in the slightest with his highly sexual ideas. No, he wanted to romance you, not fuck you. Well- not yet anyhow.
The silver-haired man had a plan.
After knowing the paladin for some time now, Percival had learned all of your favourite things- some of which included picnics and long walks in the woods. It was a good thing that they had a rather large piece of land while living here in Emon. The human artificer quickly made his way into the kitchen, making little sandwiches and snacks with what items they had. He then gathered a blanket from a spare chest in the hall. Hell, he even scouted the property- finding a spot near the borders of the forest behind their cozy little abode and began to set things up. Taking his time, Percy made sure everything was perfectly in place. He hoped you would love the romantics of a sunset picnic and cuddling under the stars. After double and even triple checking that he had everything for what he could only hope was a spectacular evening by your side, the gunslinger headed inside to fetch you. He knocked upon your door and greeted you with a charming smile, his green eyes twinkling with hope. When you agreed to accompany him, Percival felt his heart begin to pound within the confines of his chest, politely offering out his arm to you and leading you into the field.
“I hope you don't mind that it's still close to home,” he chuckled softly, getting you situated and taking his seat next to you. Seeing your auburn eyes widen at the sight of everything, Percy couldn't help but to grin as he watched you fumble over your words.
“Th-thank you Percy. My Gods, this is absolutely delightful! And the food- Just… Wow-” You were completely awestruck, and that was exactly the goal the gunslinger had wanted to reach. Scooting a little closer, he gently brushed a few locks of your salt and pepper hair from your face, thumb grazing over the deep set scar on your chin. “I wanted the perfect night for the perfect man. I must confess… I really do like you, darling...” As Percy finally began to admit his true feelings and the real reason as to why he had invited you out tonight, he watched as your cheeks blossomed with a beautiful pink colour.
"Y-you do..?" you asked, your sheepish nature creeping back in and causing you to try to hide your face.
"Yes, I do. I have for quite some time.. I just didn't realize it until recently. But I wish to make up for that lost time and I promise you, darling.. I will take good care of you" Gloved hand never leaving your face even as you tried to turn away and hide your flushed cheeks, Percival tilted your head back to face him, russet eyes meeting frosty greens, smiles tugging at the corners of both mens lips. No words were needed for what was to come next as Percy slowly began to lean down for a kiss, all you could do in response was to watch excitedly before his lips pressed into yours.
Percy gently guided you into his lap, wrapping your legs around his waist and holding you there firmly while your hands gripped desperately at his silky blue coat. The kiss was a heated one, filled with all the lustful desires both of you held for one another, all the passion and love was bursting at the seams spilled out amongst the blades of grass surrounding you. It was a truly magical moment that left both of you breathless by the time you pulled away, carefully readjusting Percy's rounded glasses upon his nose.
"I love you, more than you'll ever know-" came Percy's gentle voice, barely above a whisper.
"I love you too, Percy" you murmur into his ear, trailing affectionate little kisses down his sharp jawline.
You remain happily seated in the artificer's lap for a time, enjoying conversations that range from his tinkering and experimenting to future little dates much like these. While both of you converse, the sandwiches are eaten, as are the little snacks Percy had placed inside the basket, and a fine wine is sipped throughout the evening. When the conversations begin to close, Percy cleaned up the blanket a touch, storing the now empty glasses within it before he came to lay beside you. The sun was now beginning to set on the horizon, the gentle glow of brilliant reds and oranges filled the sky with splashes of pink and blue hues dotted within. The darkening sky above littered with the twinkling of millions of stars.
Wrapping his arm firmly around your waist, pulling you against his warmth, Percy placed a few kisses to your hair, heads resting against one another while you both stared up into the beautiful sunset. As the sun dipped lower and lower, crickets and fireflies began to make their way out of hiding, filling the air around you with an immense peace and sense of tranquility.
This truly ended up being the perfect evening after all.
#taliesin jaffe#taliesin jaffe my beloved#percy de rolo#i love percival de rolo#critical role#fluffy romance#my first fic after a 6 year hiatus please be gentle#for the love of my life#fluffy percy de rolo#romantic percy de rolo#gods i love this bean
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slipping “monomon absolutely indulged in explosion experiments” headcanon casually in there
#happy screms#writing wip#girl this is nearly 9 pages long itself and its still the first chapter. i am in too deep#its nearly done tho <w<#been nice to write this after a long hiatus in writing because its playful and that is great practice for the angst-#-machine that is vigilante tiso >:)#which fic will be longer? who knows i need to finish this one first lmAO
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my family threw a party for me yesterday and it was soooo much fun!!! I felt so loved and celebrated, especially after being in such a slump for the past like six months 🥺🥺🥺
#at first I wanted it to be over LOL#bc I didn’t feel good about my looks#but I changed outfits a few times and more people started coming and it was so fun!!!#I definitely don’t like hard liquor but WINE AND SANGRIA????? baby#I was tearing them mfs UP!!!!!!!!#I also gagged at a Jell-O shot alsjdkdk it wasn’t that bad after a while tho#but it was so fun!!!!#I also got so many sweet gifts and monies and I am just. so content with life rn#best weekend I’ve had in a while :)#also I will be writing more in the next few days!!#I’ve been on a little hiatus bc of anticipating this weekend#but I started something short last night w touya and hopefully I’ll finish it today#and another kinda angsty thing w bkg and then a full fic :)#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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hmmmm hnmmmmmmmm
#considering putting searchlight on hiatus until batman 139-140 drop#bc to be honest. i do not want to deal with the second joker stuff LMAO#and i'm admittedly curious abt what the status quo will be after gotham war#plus rosenberg is doing some jason writing which i might be able to incorporate#i have an arkhamverse fic i'm excited abt but haven't started yet#and some ideas for jason & joker / jayjokes stuff#anyway. just rambling i'll delete later#if 139-140 are good enough i'll reformat the first two chapters into a one shot and just transpose the plot elements probably
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help, I have another fic idea that keeps tormenting my brain but I still haven't made barely any progress on the other one I kept mentioning
I'm kinda thinking about if I combined the two ideas? It'd be a bit weird because it would involve two characters interacting who never EVER did at all in canon (yes, I am aware that this is a thing people do in fanfics lol, but I've never really done it myself because I'm so weird about canon oof) but maybe it's the kind of absolutely self-indulgent nonsense I desperately need to put to paper for my personal needs
#i'm like... what if steve not only was in a fic with claire and angsting it up... but piers was too :)#yeah this is RE-related as you can probably guess lol#HMM i kinda like the combining idea... it might actually resolve one of my issues i was having with the first idea setup-wise#actually yeah... YEAH it does because this way i could make what was an early event i was struggling with into more of a goal#that the other two are working toward#it's still too ambitious probably for someone returning to writing after an extended hiatus of writer's block but#more manageable than the original plan#literally nobody has probably ever asked for a fic with the trio of steve claire and piers as the focus but dammit I WANT IT#h.text#h.REvomit
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i think i’m just gonna post scraps and call it in
#uh i’m the type of person who doesn’t like compliments but can’t really stay motivated to do anything without them#if that makes sense. i do appreciate engagement with my writing obviously#and i remember one of the first nice things anyone has ever said to me on a very very very. very. old natsuo fic#and that fic was bad. it was steaming shit. trash if you will#anyway what i’m trying to say is. i feel like my writing doesn’t make ppl feel how it used to#so i’m either in indefinite hiatus or just quitting in general#*on#and i don’t know if it’s because of writers block of burnout or low motivation or self esteem or whatever the fuck who gives a fuck#so#i’ll sleep on it#after i post some scraps i think#thank you. for everything
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Yeah sure we’ve all binged a long fic, but have you ever read a WIP and followed someone’s life?
Tidbits of information - (“I graduated today!”) - and small joys (“It’s my birthday!”) and you get to be there to say “This chapter made me cry, happy birthday, thank you for gifting us this”.
I remember reading this fic of someone at the end of high school, older than me then. They seemed infinitely wise, spoke of their future career and getting into the college they wanted. I remember them posting on days they felt like nothing could bring them down - and on days the whole world did and it’s the aftermath of a hospital visit. Cancer, I think it was, their father. I got to the end of the story, I know their father was fine, but also they got to finish their WIP. I graduated three years later than them, still dutifully wrote thank you notes in every comment. I wonder if they remember me, or just the collective of people reading the story as it updates.
Four years ago I was into my first year of university, my first year of figuring out being out in public spaces. I made excuses as to why my name didn’t match my paperwork and read a fic on the train, the same five chapters over and over again for the next years as I thought the story abandoned. It updated this week after such a long hiatus, I left another thank you comment.
There’s an author I love, they update their stories like a clockwork. When they don’t, I check their blog, just to see if their doing alright, not because I feel like they owe me, just to ensure whether I better get out my laptop to write that really detailed university level essay chapter analysis to get them smiling when their day sucked.
And then, once, when I was 17, I read a fic that hadn’t updated in over a decade. I wasn’t even in primary school when it started posting. On the last chapter, I left a comment that, in retrospect, was horribly rambly and most likely full of grammar mistakes. The author replied and though I couldn’t see their face, I thought of them crying. They were married now, had children, and hadn’t thought about this fic in years. They went through their files again, found another half written chapter and an outline. I got two new chapters to read that year.
And then, recently, someone told me they got back into writing original fiction because of my comments. I get to read nearly weekly chapters.
I love binge reading a finished fic, but nothing is ever going to top the feeling of anticipation of waiting for a chapter, the pure joy when someone tells you I was done with this, but you made me think of it again, so this is for you.
Anyway, I think we should romanticize reading WIPs more, growing up alongside the authors writing the stories we love.
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ok i finally figured out how to get some free time for my hobbies hear me out:
my circadian rhythm is fucked already, right? might as well sleep 5 hours a day while I’m at it. the plan is to do 2 hobbies at the same time, maximize your true productive potential and all that.
can’t do that for drama watching bc 1) I need to take notes, 2) I need to read subs, and 3) I don’t really do crochet (yet) so there’s not much I can do while watching people making very plot-heavy decisions on screen.
I CAN however watch movies and do other things at the same time, like drawing, or crafting. I mean I can do it with new movies but paying attention to the plot while felting is NOT recommended. but I can do cardio with new movies (bad for sleeping afterwards but u know me P: I’m a menace)
now. reading AND working on another project at the same time will be tricky, but I trust my sense of proportion (said the one planning to sleep less just to be free to have fun). I do have some of the books I planned to read on an audiobook recorder, so maybe I can do my exercises while listening to my books. but others are research books for my fics and for those I cannot exactly embroider with my feet while taking notes although.................. no sir, I can’t do that.
finally. since I cannot bake at night bc other people live with me, but I can use the bathroom without anyone really minding, I think I can either watch yt videos or listen to music while washing myself. which, I do be known, it’s not as groundbreaking as it should be, but for someone who 1) forgets baths are sometimes available in bathrooms to use, and 2) dissociates in a shower, remembering to do multiple things at once is a bit of a big deal.
I wish I could go on walks at night but (ah!) being afab I will not try that one, no sir. I used to have an app called Zombie Run and it was fun! much more fun than the idea of walking alone at night in a small village where anything can happen for sure.
ah. also. I would have to plan a schedule for all of this bc I also need to write my fics. which means that I’ll make time for all of these things based on whether my activities during the day have thoroughly beaten me up or not. I also have planned a huge live-reaction to write for a fic I just recently found and that does take time to navigate in a sensible way.
let’s start the new year full of hopes and dreams :D and let’s see how badly I fuck up along the line, shall we?
#could u guess I’m on a no-buy?#I still need to finish a bunch of research texts for my winter begonia fic#ik it’s on hiatus but I need historical context ok?#also the op novel is.. a lot sometimes. need me time to process.#*og novel#THEN#I want to pick up my 3body reaction :(#I’ve been looking forward to it all holidays and then I found out that. oh. the holidays were done for already.#and Belief too!#even though I don’t think I can take notes for that one. it’s a lot of eps after all#and all I’ve done was cleaning and studying >:(#moreover#I want to re-read sha po lang#I got the first book and haven’t had time to see how much of a cougar gu yun is in this new translation#also!#I want more wlw content in my life ;-;#since I won’t be watching green night I need me some more stuff to consume#derry girls is having a moment rn so. maybe that.#or maybe one of the few gl movies and miniseries I have saved in my to-watch list#still waiting for She likes to cook She likes to eat season 2 tho!#(I can’t keep re-watching the handmaiden or carol or peony pavilion now can I??)#but also I want to write about women’s rights to do some fucked up wrong things in my fics :(#the live-reaction comment for a fic is also a big prerogative rn bc I want to celebrate an author who works very hard for us#I’ve done it in the past for the devil judge fandom#now it’s Tomorrow (2022) turn#so many hobbies so little time!#sneaky niki
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I should write more Aziraphale~Crowley
#(i say a mere week into hiatus)#(as you can see im not very good at taking a break)#(the problem is that i /want/ to write but i just dont have any material in my head to work with)#anyway given the renaissance of ineffable husbands i want to jump on the bandwagon#especially since when i watched the first season it was years after it aired so i never experienced that real time fandom#i Do have one aziraphale fic that im poking at but i want some SOFTNESS i want some AFFECTION i want to mix it up yk#not another south downs or dining fic#(obv theres nothing wrong w them and i would read 1000 more versions but)#i need my qpp aziracrow#sedumlineare#writing#qpr#good omens#and yes i AM back on my bs about having a qpr symbol
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Should anyone come looking, I am dealing with a crisis. It’s a rather mundane crisis in the scheme of possibilities, and I’m not in physical danger or injured.
I am however completely overwhelmed and unable to socialise.
I’ll be dealing with this crisis for, rough estimate, 6 weeks. Then recovery for an unknown amount of time, depending.
This is not to worry anyone, it’s to assure you that my distance is not a lack of care or want to interact.
See you on the other side, take care of yourselves until then.
#personal#not ILD#going on hiatus right before now was either amazing timing or fuckin cursed me#last year was also like one crisis after another#at least no one’s dead this time (knock on wood)#anyway I just wanted to fucking write for fucks sake and now hiatus might just be dealing with fucking bullshit while autistic and disabled#my sister was like ‘well when I’m going through it I think at least I’m not bored’#(can you tell we all have ADHD?)#and like I wasn’t fucking bored I was greatly engaged I was having a lovely time just writing and talking to people and seeing my friends#and now everything is… I mean it’s my cat and three of my friends and my housing and their housing and I ONLY SIGNED UP FOR SURGERY AIDE#and like explaining it would take more spoons than I have bc it’s complicated-ish#i am still writing a little bc if I don’t write I’ll die like a shark that needs to keep moving to breathe#just you know… on my phone which is not great or as fast but it’s something#… it’s slightly awkward to complain online now when I first started no one knew me esp no one irl#ah well#I’m pretty adamant I’m not gonna let myself fucking die until I finish this fucking fic#so don’t worry too much
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