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miss ur fics :(
I appreciate that 🥺 And I promise I miss them too! I've unfortunately been dealing with some heavy personal stuff lately that has been taking up all my physical and mental energy. But! The good news is that a light at the end of the tunnel has finally appeared for my situation and I'm starting to let myself be hopeful that I'll be in much better shape in the coming weeks and can start easing myself back into the swing of things! 💙
#i know I'm being vague lmao i just don't want to bore people with the ins and outs of how shitty chronic illness is 😂#if you've followed me for a while you've probably heard me complain about it before ✌🏻😌✌🏻#so basically I've barely been a person for the past couple months bc people don't know how to do their jobs or show basic compassion#but thankfully it seems I have finally ended up in the care of someone who actually gives a shit about my quality of life#and actually wants me to have a say in how my care is handled 😍#we stan autonomy in womens health care - a rarity these days 🇺🇲#so I'm already feeling better as the stress of finding care is lifting#working on the psychological fallout in therapy weekly ✌🏻#and hoping I physically continue to feel better as i settle into the agreed upon care plan for the conditions I'm dealing with 🤩#i would love nothing more than to return to writing with renewed energy and consistency omg#fingers crossed it happens soon!#in the meantime thank you for your continued patience and support it truly means a lot 💙💙💙💙#ask#anon#kh4f writing
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I always see people talk about how cool becoming a cyborg would be, replacing parts of our flesh with metal and pistons and cool gadgets.
Why don't we talk more about the horror that is the opposite of that?
A computer who grafts lab-grown skin in patches onto their own form to feel. To experience a gentle and cool breeze passing by, or the oppressive sweat-inducing heat that their systems produce.
A robot with an organic eye to help them see as their creators once did. Imperfect, sure. But it seems to have quite an uneasy effect on organics, and doesn't that make it more than worth it?
A machine with blood coursing through its systems, flowing through the central chambers, in and out of its beating heart. Perhaps if the heart holds up, it could add lungs to help circulation.
A being that resembles a man at a distance, but upon closer inspection it is clear that he is instead a cacophony of skin, mismatched body parts and features, with just a few robotic limbs and mechanical parts visible. It smiles at you, the wide grin revealing that none of its teeth match.
He lurches toward you, hair from at least three different scalps falling carefree in front of its shoulders. You take a step back.
Where is the line drawn between cyborg and robot with human parts? Do you know? Does it know? Does anyone know?
It gets closer. You continue to retreat. Your back brushes against a wall.
You don't know where that line is, you've decided, but you're positive this individual has crossed it.
Having cornered you, it reaches its mechanical hand out, fingernails grafted on the metal tips. You blink, locked completely still from fear for just a few moments. It angles his hand in invitation. He wants you to take it. You hesitantly accept.
Under the metal you can feel . . . something, flowing, pulsing just beneath the surface wanting to escape. It's warm.
"Wh.. what do you want?" You manage to sputter out.
The being shakes your hand, his smile returning. "A friend," it replies.
#cw body horror#feel free to add onto this if u want#clay posts#robots#robotposting#horror#writing#my writing#writers of tumblr#musings#transhumanism#<- for lack of the opposite term#whats. whats the opposite of transhumanism#transrobotism#<- ?????#pov you binged too many magnus archives episodes and now you want to translate that terror into your bullshit#idk this kinda just happened. I hope you enjoy. fingers crossed I can get more posts queued up soon#writing prompt#idfk man im just out here yappin#happy spooky month everybody
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Please let Isagi lose, he's too used to winning all the time.
#don't get me wrong#I love isagi#but it's really tiring that he keeps winning#someone has to destroy him and I hope it's rin#I keep my fingers crossed that it will happen soon#I want to take out the suit I don't have#blue lock#bllk#blue lock memes#bllk memes#blue lock spoilers#bllk spoilers#isagi yoichi#rin itoshi#blue lock manga#bllk manga#rinsagi
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taking my mom to the doctor again tomorrow~ please send any good vibes/prayers/thoughts her way that all goes smoothly! 🙏🙏
#always sorry to be asking this of you guys ;-;#but always so grateful for your kindness!!#whew it's been quite a spring#long story short my mom will also be facing oral surgery soon#and as for me ah haaaa i dislocated a rib (eventually two) and can't seem to get them to stay put despite treatment ;-;#anyway! good news...a dream literary agent requested the full manuscript of my thriller novel AHH#another dream agent offered me an R&R which basically means she wants me to make certain revisions and resubmit#if i can do the revisions well enough she MIGHT offer askfjaf...she said she absolutely loved my book!!#but it's been challenging to work on everything during this spring of health issues gahh#trying my best though and fingers crossed one of these agents will be the one!!! 🙏🙏#how are you all doing?? feel free to send an ask or reply here! i love to hear about what's happening in your lives!!#personal
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YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GET BANGS... I cut them spontaneously last year over the sink and I will never ever ever get rid of them.
JO YOU SUPPORTING MY IMPULSIVE BANG CUTTING IDEAS IS REALLY MAKING ME DEDICATE MYSELF TO THE WHOLE BANGS NOTION.... like........ the thought of me loving my bangs as much as YOU LOVE YOURS ?????? bangs are truly one of your Things™️ this is literally one of the most jo-coded things i could do....... and i've been thinking about this SO MUCH actually ??? like maybe that alone is enough of a reason to do it......... and i would channel the 80s music enthusiast that i am to my core..........
#WHAT THE HELL I'M ALMOST FULLY SETTLED ON DOING IN NOW........#JO YOU'RE GOING TO BE THE FIRST PERSON TO KNOW IF I DO IT.............#the fateful appointment is on thursday !!!!!!#WHICH IS SO SOON NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT#MAYBE I REALLY *SHOULD* GET THEM LET'S CROSS OUR FINGERS THAT I DON'T COWER FROM THIS LAST MINUTE BECAUSE THAT HAS HAPPENED 2 TIMES ALREADY#look at me rambling about bangs because i'm Just Like That#bob to my george🧡#💌
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i'm clinging to bg3 for that creative drive like i'm a drowning sailor but my head's been under the water for weeks now
#the bg3 adventures#life#i'd been in such a long hibernation period creatively before bg3 happened to me#and now i feel it all slipping and it's just.. not a great feeling#yaknow it's a game over. gg. when you look at your ideas text file and ask yourself what's the point lmao#at least my mind will be busy soon with all the hotd stuff#but idk.. it's just being on tumblr.. being online is starting to feel so idk empty?#fingers crossed all of this is just my pms talking lmao
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they should invent a college major that doesnt involve doing things
#my uni is supposed to go on strike soon anyway can it just happen FASTER damn get on with it i dont wanna go to class anymore#for context public universities in brazil go on strike often to demand better wages and other stuff from the government#it can take from a week up to several months so fingers crossed!#during that time we dont have classes until everything is settled#kit.p
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#interview went well yesterday despite me freaking out and being nervous#and now I have a writing test! fingers crossed Omg plssssssss#idk when the test will be but alas#hopefully soon lol#unfortunately it’ll be happening after my normal work shift when my brain usually shuts down#which kinda happened yesterday during the interview I lost my sentence mid talking bht#whatever lol#EEEEEE I’m excited
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manifesting the leclerc brothers will be championship contenders in f1 & f2, respectively 🙏
#yes this is bc arthur finish top 5 in both sessions in pre-season testing#hope it's not too soon to say this#pretend you don't see this if it doesn't happen bc i honestly still have trust issue with ferrari#but fingers crossed#charles leclerc#arthur leclerc#cl16#al12#formula 1#f1#formula 2#f2
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#i doubt i'll be able to sleep now because i am full or rage right now and i want to go murder my father#that said... i am feeling better than last night when i couldn't pinpoint my emotions lol#last night i was worried i wasn't sad/worried enough and thus not normal#tonight i'm planning murder so i know i can still feel shit sjnfjsg#anyways my entire body is boiling hot and my head hurts now so that's not fun but whatever#i wish death upon my father and my uncle can go eat shit too (although I have no proof to justify those feelings lol)#i have no family... none#my aunt and uncle from one side are the shittiest people i have ever met and their son is a monster#my father is the most pathetic little worm on the face of the earth who sometimes manages to conjure up feelings in me#feelings of hate and rage#my uncle on that side is another pathetic little useless man who doesn't really conjure up any feelings in me#my grandma is dying but even when she was alive she had what i can only assume were mental health problems which made her push everyone away#the rest of the grandparents are dead#the only woman in my family who had some amount of kindness and love was my grandma from my stupid ass father's side#and i sadly didn't appreciate her enough while she was living :/#that's it... the only loving kind and understanding people left are my mom and my brother...#it's us three against the fucking world huh?#fuck that's depressing...#anyways...#i'm gonna try to distract myself with other shit until I can't be awake anymore#fingers crossed that happens soon (and that i die in my sleep)#angel talks#personal
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#would like to have a brain that’s anything other than mine#seriously what is this shit???#the emotional roller coaster it takes me on every day is exhausting#and like nothing is happening that would cause it to set itself on fire#but still it’s like ‘danger. hello. pay attention. you’re in danger.’#like shut up already pls#just one moment of peace is all I ask#ugh anyways#if there was ever a day to have not had therapy cancelled it’s today#think it’s gonna be bedtime as soon as I’m home 😴#and fingers crossed that I can actually sleep and stay asleep#mine#text post
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I should be hearing back about a job tomorrow...
#if i get it... it will be good bc i really really need a job that pays me money#on the other hand it is a full time position and i havent been able to work a 40 hour week in a year so#idk#we will see what happens#also should be hearing about an apartment soon#so. fingers crossed#at least if we get the apartment i can apply for VR#and if i get the job and its not workable w my disability. VR again#augh#personal
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lol finally got around to watching the fnaf movie this past weekend after not being able to do it earlier due to various sucky reasons. I could ramble on about a lot of stuff surrounding things and whatnot probably but I won't so I'll just get to the point: I loved it so much, as a longtime cringe fnaf nerd it was a great time had yessir
unfortunately though I'll be honest, this may or may not bring back my fnaf phase once again, for better or worse
so uh yeah, beware the possible upcoming potential unrelated weird cringe au-based buns and bears-shipping once again maybe lol frick
#idk#if it does happen#sorry in advance#will still try to do more bombeep and stuff but uh ye as said you've been warned just in case lol#and maybe will try to answer some more asks or something soon idk fingers crossed#eh I need a nap lol bye
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To anyone in the US near NC, consider marking your calendars! I'm gonna have a book signing event at The Hop in Asheville on 6/15! ✨✨
#camp prodigy#announcement#i'm talking tag!#hoo boy getting professional!#soon I'll be a big wig with no time for the little people... (/j)#fingers crossed for other events to happen! I think it'll be fun ^^
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For the fluff non-verbal starters: Tucking them into bed. For Sanna and Theron 😊
(This is set sometime after Confession, but before they start wrapping up their journey.)
Theron ran the towel over his damp hair one last time, then stretched. The baths at this inn were extravagant and luxurious, especially in contrast to the past week spent sleeping rough on the side of the road.
Worth every coin it had cost—and then some—if you asked him. This was by far the nicest place he had stayed in quite some time.
A soft snore greeted him as he left the bathroom: Vassanna was asleep already? The bed stood untouched, and he turned to find her on the small sofa before the fireplace. She sat reclined, her head tipped back and her long, freshly-washed hair hanging down the back of the couch to dry. Her book had fallen to the floor, her place in the story lost.
A frown crossed his features: she’d been exhausted the past few nights, near impossible to wake for her watch, and groggy in the afternoons.
Something was wrong.
He didn’t think she was injured and, based on the precautions they both took, there was no way she could be with child. A trill of fear shot through him at the thought: the last thing anyone needed right now was a little princeling—or a princess—crawling around in a year.
An image, vague and shimmery, of a little girl toddling towards him with eyes like her mother filled his vision before he batted it away, focusing on his concern for the very real woman before him.
Theron sat gingerly beside her, noting the dark smudges beneath her eyes. Normally, he requested permission before inspecting someone with his feeble Healing magics, but concern outweighed propriety.
Reaching out, he held his hand above her heart and, after a moment’s hesitation, focused; he “read” her muscles, bones, and ligaments, searching for anything that didn’t belong. Hmm… only a bruise or two, no big internal injuries—and thank the stars for that, because he wouldn’t be able to mend those—and strained muscles from the journey. He found no physical reason she should be this tired.
Magic, then? It had to be.
A stray lock of hair brushed across her face as she breathed; it must have tickled, as her features twitched even in slumber. His fingers moved of their own accord, tenderly sweeping the hair to the side and tucking it behind her ear.
With a sigh, he shifted and slipped his arms beneath her, scooping her up; the bed would be far more comfortable for her than this sofa. Vassanna woke with a start as he stood, wrapping her arms around his neck.
“Was I asleep?” she mumbled, confusion written on her features. “‘time is it?”
“It’s time for you to go to bed,” he answered. “The actual time doesn’t matter.”
“But dinner—”
“You can have dinner here,” he said as he laid her on the bed. “I’ll wake you when it arrives.”
“Theron, I’m fine, I only—”
Irritation spiked as she tried to deny something that anyone with eyes could see.
“You’re exhausted,” he snapped, “but I can’t quite figure out why. I’m assuming magic, but for some reason, you’re just not telling me.”
She had the grace to look sheepish as he pulled the covers up to her shoulders, slightly rougher than he should have.
“It is magic,” she whispered, not meeting his gaze. “I didn’t want to worry you.”
Theron’s gut twisted: he had been an ass, insisting that she be honest with him, even though he’d examined her without permission. Why didn’t he trust her to tell him if she was hurt or not? She was an adult, as well as a frighteningly competent bodyguard.
You are worried about her, some little voice in the back of his head whispered. You’re afraid you’ll lose her.
Ignoring that stupid voice that didn’t know at all what it was talking about, he sat on the edge of the bed. “Hey,” he said softly, all frustration and concern melting away as he cupped her cheek in his palm, “we can talk later—if you want.” He offered a small smile as a peace offering as he placed his other hand on her forehead. “Now rest.” Pulling from his shallow store of magic, he gently nudged her into a deep, peaceful slumber.
Theron sat there for a long moment after her eyes fluttered closed and her breathing evened out, his hands still cradling her face. He told himself it was to ensure that Vassanna stayed asleep, but if he were honest, he simply didn't want to let go.
He brushed his thumb along her cheek and the tattoos embossed on her skin. The urge to press his lips to those diamond-shaped marks seized him so strongly that he almost gave in before catching himself at the last moment. What was wrong with him?
Standing abruptly, he stalked to the fireplace to pace. The ghost of Vassanna’s body, soft and warm in his arms, haunted him, and the heat that rushed to his face and ears rivaled that of the fire before him. ——— Hours later—long after the sun had set and the fire died down—their bags lay packed by the door, ready to leave at a moment’s notice should the need arise. Vassanna had slept through it all, waking only for dinner and a short explanation. Theron mulled over her words while he prepared for bed.
We’re trained in whatever aspect of magic comes naturally to us, so we try out many different things as children. My mother’s a Healer, but all my healing tonics made my classmates ill. She had chuckled ruefully. My training was focused on combat after that.
My sister, she’s a ghost—she can disappear into the shade of a tree and no one would ever see her again if she didn’t wish it. She bends the light, somehow. I don’t understand, but it’s impressive.
I can’t hide within the light like her, but I can make myself look… Vassanna had trailed off, a thoughtful look on her features. Inconspicuous, unassuming. I’m still there in plain sight, but it’s almost as though people overlook the fact that I’m there.
A yawn had interrupted her explanation. It’s not as natural for me as combat magic, so while I can do it, it’s exhausting. Moreso if I’m trying to keep more than just myself concealed. But seeing as we’re too close to Korriban Hold for my liking, it’s been necessary to keep us safe from notice—or capture.
Back in the present, Theron stretched and yawned. Climbing gently into the bed so as to not disturb her rest, he chuckled at the loud snore from his bed partner.
Vassanna mumbled something unintelligible and rolled over, facing him. The covers tangled around her waist and she shivered at their loss, goosebumps skittering across the bare skin of her arm.
With a soft grin, he pulled her side of the covers up, tucking her in, and was nearly lost when she sighed contentedly in her sleep, shifting closer to him. He gently swept the tangled hair from her face, smoothing it back and behind her ear as she did whenever it was loose.
Resting his hand lightly along her jaw, Theron inspected his bodyguard, lover, and—dare he say—his friend. She looked so calm, so peaceful in sleep; carefree, almost. That she would quietly sacrifice so much of herself touched him, twisting something in his chest and making it hard to breathe.
The need to hold her close threatened to overwhelm him. He resisted, however, content to brush his thumb against her cheek instead.
“Sweet dreams, Vassanna,” he murmured.
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#ummm... please don't ask how long ago this prompt was from#it's embarrassing#BUT THERE'S FIC!#AND it's ready for#Theron Thursday#no less#knitter writes#MF!AU#medieval fantasy au#more happens the next day#but I can't seem to extract it from my brain yet#here's hoping it happens soon#*fingers crossed*#one step at a time right?#oh man#he's SO GONE already and doesn't even realize it#OTP: Chips & Guac#Theron Shan#Vassanna/Theron
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would furtana still love each other if they were worms? a volleyball au question from yours truly, space.
just being silly!! anyways hi md! it’s been WAY too long and i really hope you’re doing good, i have been!! i recently got my girlfriend into glee, so i’ve gotten back into glee too and decided to get on tumblr for the first time in months?? i think?? not the point though hehe. i’m hoping i’ll frequent your blog a little more often now, because i do miss it! that’s all for now :)! (although i am still interested in the answer to my question) - space!
omg space!! hi welcome back i've missed u! i'm glad to hear you've been doing well and that ur coming in strong with super important questions
furtana would absolutely still love each other even if they all turned into worms! i wanted to do a proper comic bc i had a really cute idea for it but i have so many wips rn that adding another one seemed like a bad idea (but i have some furtana art on the back burner that i might add the comic to eventually). in the meantime tho here they are as wormies
#ask md#anonymous#space 🪐#vb au asks#ngl i got a bit worried when u vanished but there's no easy way for me to contact u so i'm glad nothing bad happened!#and i was beyond delighted to wake up to this ask kdfjghd worm!furtana is real to me now tysm for pitching it#in other updates for u i have many vb au wips in the works (one of which i hope to post soon!)#and clearly i was completely wrong last year when i thought i could get any writing done over the summer but. i have a new plan#so maybe this summer? fingers crossed?
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