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Lil Nas X J CHRIST
#lil nas x#fine I'll do it myself!!!!!!1#cheerleading outfit 💥💥‼️‼️💥#*breathes into bag*#he's right#he got the gays hyped#lilnasxedit
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i havent watched the 2024 ranma remake yet, but i AM reading the manga...... let's just say..... somebody pour water on me 💥💥💥
crazy how it took like 11 hours for a shitpost but then again meow meow meow soooo
#my art#ranma 1/2#ranma 1/2 fanart#ranma#goku rain#i cant find ANY content for ranma...#fine... i'll do it myself#fanart#akane tendo#ranma saotome#ranma fanart#ranma ½
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Ughhh I've just realised:
My classes start at 4pm tomorrow
Because it's Summer School, I have to be in the classroom and have my login completed at least 1 hour before classes start, which means I need to be in the classroom before 3pm
It's a 30 minute train journey and a 10 minute walk to the classroom
There is a train that departs at 14:22. Assuming it's on time, I would arrive at the classroom at 15:02. I'd say I could run, but it will be 32ºC tomorrow. Additionally, that train is frequently 3-5 minutes late, and I'd have to start up the tablet and wait for the login page to load, which can take up to 5 minutes sometimes. So basically, it's a no-go.
The train before that departs at 12:16. This means I'll get to the classroom at around 12:56.
It will take me roughly 30 minutes to prepare for my classes
I will finish my classes at 19:40. There is a train at 19:48. It will take me at least 15 minutes to clean up and lock up. The next train is at 20:44.
This means I will have approximately 3h 53m to sit on my arse doing nothing. Add the train ride to that, I will have almost 5 hours where I'm just waiting around doing not an awful lot
Gotta figure out how best to utilise that time, I guess!
#ruffled feathers#i've got kanji reviews to catch up on so i guess i can do that#also super behind on my reading challenge sooo guess i could do some reading#i cba to watch anything on my tiny phone screen i would rather repeatedly set fire to myself honestly#saturday i don't start until 7pm but the classroom's a 15 minute walk and i finish at 20:40 and the train leaves at 20:57#it's cutting it fine even when i finish at 20:30 so no chance i'll make it#which means i'll have to wait for the 22:03 train and not getting home until 22:45#and then i have to work sunday too but again it's only 1 class and i *should* be able to get home by 19:30 which is nice
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Modern David Jacobs sleeps with a weighted stuffed animal. It probably smells like lavender.
#Sarah made it for him for his birthday one year because he had told her he has trouble sleeping because of his anxiety#and she looked for one that was 1. an animal he liked and 2. was scented because they had discovered aromatherapy worked for David#but she couldn't find one that was both of those things and weighted#so she was like “fine I'll do it myself”#it's Davey's prized possession#he avoids sleep overs because he cant sleep without it and doesn't want anyone to know#Jack turns out to be his college room mate#when he inevitably finds out he suddenly understands why Davey never took up his offer to spend the night#he thinks its the cutest thing ever#he asks Sarah to make him one too#(so Davey is less embarrassed of course)#i like to think Davey's is a tarantula#Jack's is a horse?#or maybe Davey's is an otter and Jack's is a tarantula#either way one of them has a tarantula you can't change my mind#newsies#david jacobs#jack kelly#davey jacobs#modern newsies#david jacobs has anxiety#david jacobs probably has autism#eventually all of their friends have one of their own#sarah makes it into a business#with custom weights and scents#and she has a list of animals she makes but will make others upon request#Davey's is falling apart because Sarah had never made anything like it before his and he's had it for so long#he never washes it because he can't spend a nugbt without it#sarah eventually makes him another one so he has 2 of the same one but he insists on still sleeping eith the first one#someone take away my writing privileges or i will write this (/threat)
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I love how I get like one week every month where I'm normal. Two if I'm lucky
#as normal as i can get w everything i got going on i mean#im getting this birth control removed tomorrow so hopefully that helps me stay normal longer#i know for a fact my hormones are causing my intense depression lately#because after my period is over i feel fine for a bit like im happy about my life and i can do things more easily#and then closer to my period i start hating myself & my intrusive throughts get worse#and I'll feel depressed for days on end#i used to be incorrectly diagnosed w bipolar 1 because of these symptoms#but back when this birth control worked the first time and my periods went away those cycles stopped#just feels weird suddenly snapping out of depression just bc im done bleeding#.bdo
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Wait, you're leaving?? What did I miss??
Haha it's just personal reasons pls dw about it ;-; idk if it's the proper term but I'm "flattered" that you're worried ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
#ansy-stalks#the tldr is that I have to devote myself to my studies a lot#i didn't mean to do it but imsosorryforspillingmygutsoutintheDMs#I'd probably continue reading your works! (if they don't catch me–)#((my only solace is that at least I'll leave knowing I gave my all with the last fic hAHAHHAHAHA– my parents#gave me a warning where it's basically just 'fine. one last story.'#and I found a loophole by making sure that 'one (1) story' is a game with 4 endings hAHHAHA–))#((im sorry again abt that– the post really just did hit too close to home.))#((I'm pretty sure I'll return back to my old 'reading tumblr fics in the chrome app' again huhu))#((but yeah you and your writings do mean a lot to me!!! it's seriously wild to me till know that I get to interact with you–#it's an achievement huhu. im sure if you tolf my past self that I'd get an ask from you they won't believe you at all afsdhkdla))
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Having Set as one of my favorite characters is so hard because there is absolutely no content for him...
#Settypoo im so sorry#Sorry youve been around since 1997 but you have maybe 5 pieces of fanart#fine...... I'll do it myself.......#Fallout#Fallout 1#if you guys ever make or find Set art...#pls send it to me 🙏🙏🙏
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Pet peeve of mine is when you tell someone to stop touching you and they get mad about it
Sorry for having boundaries I guess
#tag 💙#tw vent#unrelated I'm just in a mood#person 1: hey can you do something for me? me: ok person 2: since you're so busy with your phone I'm gonna sit here and whine me: fine what-#person 1: fine I'll look it up myself me: I'm going to scream.#like.. I was told to do something then you're gonna throw a fit.#ok man.
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The lack of Joseph Bowman content is atrocious
#fine I'll do it myself#bowman fic coming up#sapphire speaks#call of duty black ops#cod black ops 1#joseph bowman
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When your support gets tired of being a support.
#peak 'fine i'll do it myself'#this is only partially true he IS built as a burst support#but i've rarely seen him hit that hard and he usually gets out-dps'd in the abyss#peepaw wanted to remind everyone who the god of war is#genshin#ray's records#let it be known that i hate this abyss and that both 11-1 and 12-1 can burn in hell#that said#i lived bitch
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okay i'm struggling again
#she bork#tbd#idk i'll be fine life is just very mean and unfair and worst of all ordinary and dull. i go to work i come home i do nothing worthwhile.#weekends are never long enough and i never get to cram enough into them to enjoy myself. if life was mean but also generous and glamorous i#could maybe put up w it bc for every low there would be a high but it's not. it's just mean and you hit that low and then instead of it#being followed by a high you just end up on a plateau and eventually you hit another low. god i just don't think i was supposed to live in#this ordinary boring tedious life like i'm not made for it. not in a pretentious arrogant way but in a way that's like i'm going fucking#crazy like i have cabin fever but w my life rather than my environment (which tbh maybe they come down to one and the same). idk sometimes i#want to just blow up my life and go somewhere else and do something else and have fun and not feel so weighted down by responsibilities and#bills and worry about money specifically. like i was miserable in high school but now i think i look back on it fondly bc 1. no true#responsibilities or high stakes and/but 2. the stakes always FELT high like i was CONSTANTLY up and down and euphoric and depressed. not#healthy at all but it always felt like something was HAPPENING and now it just doesn't. i have always though that bored was the worst thing#to be and now here i am all the time it feels like. bored.#and again at the root of everything is that life is mean. mean mean mean. sometimes shit just HAPPENS that's bad and fucks you over and#there's nothing you can do about it. and again if there was something guaranteed to make up for it that would be fine but there's not. you#just have to recover and let it go and move on. and i'm not good at that
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not to sound ridiculous but damn this current college situation has got me feeling the worst despair ive ever felt before LMAO
#im just sick and tired of not being able to exceed like i want to#or to at least do a little bit better than nothing#i need a therapist who's actually going to help w my anxiety#or at least see me in person#at this point im paying an exuberant amount of money every month for a zoom call about How I'm Doing Lately#and How Did That Make You Feel etc etc#no hate to my therapist i just need help that is 1. in person and 2. psychiatric#ive hit my limit of being ruled by my own depression and anxiety#ive struggled so much these past few years tbh#also i wanna add im not a danger to myself or others dw!!! its not that kind of depression rn#I'll be fine i just wanna see a new therapist and a psychiatrist#anyways#ciara.txt
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I've been super forgetful about my meds for the past week and a halfish, yet wonder why i feel like shit and have low energy.... dude maybe it's the Feels Bad disorder. Feels Bad disorder plus Forgetful disorder is like the worst combo i hate it here
#reminder to take ur meds even if you don't think you need them#this is genuinely (one of many reasons) why i really want to live with a partner or close friend who is willing to literally physically#force me out of bed/outside and sternly remind me to take care of myself#like I'll be fine on my own but im wayyy more likely to do a self care when someone else knows that i need to do a self care#esp if i live with them or spend a bunch of time with them#also i only have 1 lamotrigine left i have to call the pharmacy tomorrow and i don't want to :///
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I don't want to ever get married unless a miracle happens or something ig but I particularly don't want the vision of marriage the older women at my old job envisioned for me when they told me I'd be doing some man's laundry. ick
#I barely like doing my own laundry#maybe I'll feel differently if I Fall in Love but ngl I do not see that in the cards for myself#which is a little sad maybe but also its completely fine.#I would much rather have more friends but you see that's going terribly.#I make 1 new friend every like. 1-2 years and then barely see them#my sibling talks abt hanging out w their friends all the time oooh im jealous#I wishhl my mutuals could come hang out Id love to meet you guys in person.#like anyone ive had a conversation with id honestly be fine to meet. im 27. whats going to happen#if I had a wife I actually wouldn't mind as much im not going to lie. atill would be a hard sell for laundry#cor.txt
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diversity win! your favorite system host has been made a SINGLET❗️❓ because she was TOO insufferable for the masses 😱 of angry EPs and dollar store protectors 👀
#nightmare.system#DO NOT REBLOG#alternative version of this post that was less funny:#diversity win! your favorite girl with abandonment issues just got ABANDONED by her own ALTERS!#also I KNOW YOU CAN'T BE 'MADE SINGLET' I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT#i'm just saying this is not the first time a symptom or experience has thoroughly ruined my life and then inexplicably disappeared#i know i keep bringing this up but i don't think you guys realize how frustrating it is#to be told by someone that they finally understand you because they know your traumas#they go to therapy with you they want to give you tattoos they help you get dressed they LOVE you#they're like your fucking brother or something#and then you see them and you pinpoint it as the exact moment that both of you are never going to see each other again#and fucking Dahlia like. we never really Got Along as well as i said we did like i don't think she ever liked me?#but she was supposed to be my big sister#and i'm really sick of blaming myself for being the reason that they all left#because i worked hard to keep this body alive and comparatively the rest did fuck all#and you know. if they didn't want to come out for me that's fine. i don't care.#but you would think they'd at least want to speak to their fucking FRIENDS#anyway. that's all. i'm done thinking about these fucking people.#i'll happily be the ostracized 1% of people that was wrong about a self diagnosed dissosociative disorder if it means i can stop#hearing klavier's voice in my fucking head when i know he's never coming back.#neg#don't reblog. again.
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