#fic grandloves

[slexenskee]

Sorry if this question is awkward for you, but I was wondering if you were OK sharing roughly what you had planned out for the ending/characters in Crawlersout and/or Saltkin?

Sure! Sorry this is gonna be a long one haha

*LOL I read this wrong and thought it was asking for Grandloves not Crawlersout 🤦‍♀️* sorry to scare everyone haha

honestly, the original plan was Harry dies, which ended up being too sad even for me which is partially why I have no idea how to finish it. Or maybe she just takes the kid and leaves? Acknowledges it was a totally fucked up/toxic relationship in a lot of ways even if his feelings were sincere and distances herself? And Voldemort is too soft on her to ever hurt her, and too proud to ever grovel for her back, so he just accepts it and becomes a miserable old man who realizes how worthless life is without love and kind of loses all interest in life/the war because of it? But he's also too stubborn to just die, so idk, he takes all the power because that's been his life's work but it's a hollow victory. He doesn't turn good or anything, but I see him becoming like a cryptid dictator that kind of lets society battle shit out in the courts without him and no longer takes any real interest in society. But he does put a moratorium on 'spilling magical blood of any kind' which does include muggleborns, so there's at least.

Anyway 10+ years later and Hermione has been getting shit done bc idk I love the dynamic of her being everything Voldemort 'hates' in society but also everything he appreciates in a person and so he kind of hates her but also gives her carte blanche to do whatever she wants which pisses his followers off bc she's obviously the favorite but there's nothing they can do about it, and society has kind of gotten 'better' under her trailblazing political career. For a given definition of better, but in any case it's enough for Harry - wherever she is - to agree to have Flynn attend Hogwarts.

Meanwhile, Voldemort's primary position in the magical world has become being the Headmaster of Hogwarts. He's still a cryptid who holes up with his hoarded knowledge 99% of the time and leaves most of the running of the school to Mcgonagall and Snape, but he does the opening ceremonies and other things like that, so it's a kick in the teeth to hear the hat call out the name Cepheus Potter.

Voldemort finds increasingly awkward and bizarre ways to be around his estranged son - to the despair of the teachers and confusion of the students, Flynn especially, who has no idea who this weirdo is. Like, he learns Flynn really likes herbology, so he convinces Sprout to take a much-needed vacation just so he can teach Flynn's class for the week. Or pretends to be the caretaker just to loiter around in the halls for the perfect opportunity to run into him and answer any questions he has. Or lingers in the library and literally shoves Madame Pince out of it to act as his guide for book recommendations, and subsequently fucks up all her book-keeping bc while he's hanging around there just waiting for Flynn to come up to him with questions he also has to be the one checking out books and accepting returns and he completely just fucks that up.

The professors can't do anything about it obviously, and the students just think he's a weird staff member they see on the school grounds enough to feel he's harmless, and ignore it. At this point in public for his dictator Voldemort appearances he has his snake-like face and pulls a Darth Sidious and has a creepy cloak and all that - and when he's not doing that he looks like Tom Riddle so they think he's just an eccentric dude.

Anyway so in the ending where Harry is dead it's very bittersweet and Voldemort spends the rest of his life full of sorrow and regret (bc idk how but Harry dies and it's his fault somehow) but does reconcile with his son.

The ending where she's alive is much happier. He still reconciles with Flynn and kind of gets the courage from him to reach out to her again since Flynn is just a ball of sunshine who genuinely seems to like him. And he and Harry are still pretty toxic bc let's be real the whole horcrux involuntary/soulmate thing is never not going to be toxic, but whatever it's genuine. It also feels like a more balanced relationship now that Harry is older and has experienced life without him and all that.

Saltkin:

Book 3:

Harry goes through her shounen-protgaonist arc and becomes the Master of Death. Idk what that is really but she's basically OP as hell and spends most of her time conquering hell or whatever dimension I decide on for the afterlife. Cue the montage of this badass girl kicking the shit out of Dark Soul -esque monsters.

Meanwhile Voldemort is off on his quest to become dictator of England and is scheming/starting his war like he does in canon. He's smarter about it since he's not the insane version that came out of a cauldron but he's still an arrogant jerk who hates his own feelings and has shipped Harry off to the Malfoy's to not have to look at her. She's still the most important person in his life and he worries about her constantly, but he absolutely cannot every acknowledge that in any capacity.

There's a big ball wherein Harry is introduced to pureblood society, and the malfoy's begin to get a flood of marriage proposals. They obviously take these to Voldemort, who has a bit of a crisis over them. Ultimately, he denies all of them outright and refuses to even consider the prospect of handing Harry over to anyone. The Malfoy's take this is a tentatively good sign that Draco might end up with her, if the Dark Lord intends to keep her close.

Harry is heartbroken when the entire year passes and she doesn't receive a single word from Tom. Not even a reply when she writes him for his birthday. At the ball, he ignores her entirely.

She uses her anguish as fuel to become stronger, and tells herself it doesn't matter anyway. Nothing matters to her but death.

She defeats Envy, though not without cost. She's grievously injured, to the point Voldemort can feel it. But because the battle takes place in the Lands in Between, by the time she's alive again nothing seems to be amiss. Still, it shakes Voldemort, who remembers the time he'd thought her dead.

Book 4:

Harry's still on her quest to become the Very Best There Ever Was (cue pokemon theme) traveling across the Twilight Lands and amassing an army of monsters.

The next Sin resides deep in the many fragmented dimensions that make up the Twilight Lands/Lands in Between, and is incredibly strong, so she's kind of distracted all year. She could give less of a fuck about the Triwizard tournament, that Voldemort still enacts not to resurrect himself but to gain followers and international attention in secret. Unlike canon she's not picked, so she basically gets a free pass for the year to do fuck all while everyone else is distracted.

This entire plot was greatly influenced by from-software games so in homage to that she spends a lot of time 'dead' in a realm that looks an awful lot like Yharnam and is full of twisted beasts.

Meanwhile, Barty Crouch Jr is still polyjuiced as Madeye and is meant to keep an eye on the proceedings of the tournament and also Harry, although he's not told why. He's also not sure what the hell he's supposed to be looking for, so he just writes to his lord about her life and health - which is poor all around. He says she exhibits no energy in classes or friends, and walks the halls like a ghost. Voldemort prods about her health - Barty can't exactly sneak into the slytherin girl's dorm and watch her sleep, but he can say she barely eats during meals. Voldemort is deeply frustrated, as he can't just command her to eat and take care of herself like he used to when he was Tom, and due to their strained relationship now, can't do it as Voldemort either.

While she's off slaying yet another Sin in an epic battle of life and death, Voldemort is sealing deals and courting worthy followers.

He's become increasingly (but quietly) concerned over Harry all year.

Things reach a fever pitch when he feels like his heart is torn from his chest in the middle of an important meeting, and despite the magnitude of the alliance he leaves in the middle of it and races to Malfoy Manor. The Malfoy's are confused - Harry is fine, she is upstairs resting after dinner. The house elves concur that she is there.

But when he reaches her room, he finds her decidedly dead.

It's chaos all around, as the Malfoy's insist they have no idea what's going on. Voldemort rages at them then collapses at Harry's side. In his turmoil, he begs and makes promises within his head. He cannot lose her, he'll do anything to keep her by his side, he loves her so - finally, Harry wakes.

Its an impossible miracle that confounds everyone. Voldemort is the first to take in it stride; after all, Harry had cheated death before.

His relief quickly burns into anger. At her for recklessly endangering her health, himself for not being strong enough to bear her presence, the Malfoy's for being such terrible guardians.

Harry is confused to see him by her side, but whatever joy she felt dissolves into resentment as he yells at her. Voldemort is insisting she'll stay with him once more, but now she prefers her freedom. In his fury, he says quite a few things he can't take back.

By the end of it, Harry decides she hates him more than she loves him, and that she'll grow stronger to one day destroy him.

idk I have other plans for this fic, like I want Harry crafting an OP weapon called the Sword of Blasphemy that she makes my basically sacrificing her heart/love for Voldemort as a catalyst for more power, Voldemort of course finding out that she's the Master of Death , Harry eventually having to choose between Living and Death, the role reversal of Voldemort finally being the one who realizes the importance of love while Harry throws it away for more power, etc etc.

[noneimmortal]

dawg i wanna know what happened to the baby

[cordeliawrites]

hi, do you have any fem!harry x tom fic recs? I feel like you'd have impeccable tastes so I'm asking :^)

hii!

thank you for saying that! i have fem!harry fics that i adore which led me to start my own. most of them have harry/v as well! they are wonderful and very popular so you might've already read them.

she walks in beauty by @mayfriend — amazing. unique. heartwarming and delightful. i couldn't put it down!

grandloves (this could be) by @slexenskee — be still my heart! it's just so remarkable. hurts in a good way and leaves you aching for more.

crawlersout by @slexenskee — enchanting, dreamy, beguiling. though harry & tom are platonic i cannot recommend it enough. my first female harry fic that holds a piece of me and consumed me for months (and it has grindelwald x harry, a unique ship).

i give you all of me (all of you) by driftingsea — captivating, writing that makes you feel and takes you on a rollercoaster, is so lovely.

[tomriddlejustposted]

Fic recs <3

Apologies... this is about a month and a half late (and tumblr won't let me reply to the asks directly or add links 🙃) but here is my list of tomarry/harrymort fic recs! It's quite long so click to read >>

As a general rule: Tomarry fics in blue, Harrymort fics in red. I don't remember all these fics and some are hard to classify so.... some may be wrong

anyway, enjoy x

Authors that you should read:

ObsidianPen; No Glory, Mine/Hauntingly, Blood and Gold (for Tomione fans)

Child_OTKW; Consuming Shadows, you belong to me (i belong to you) (and check out their tumblr too)

Slexenskee; crawlersout (femHarry), yebisu, Cheap (Bad) Dance Moves, grandloves (this could be) (femHarry) and more!

MaidenMotherCrone; Diagnosis, euphoria, political animals, how large the teeth, The Fairest Saga and more!

MayMarlow; The Train to Nowhere, If Them's the Rules and more!

Lomonareen; His Darkest Devotion, His Twenty-Eighth Life, Genius by the Numbers and many more!

Paimpont; To Kill You With a Kiss, To the Waters and the Wild (as far as I remember hasn't got to the ship part yet but I love it so read it) and more!

The_Carnivorous_Muffin; When Harry Met Tom (femHarry), Lily and the Art of Being Sisyphus (femHarry), October, The Unwinding Golden Thread and more!

Maeglin-Yedi; The Darkening of Your Soul, The Necromancer, To Live Is The Rarest Thing, Between Thought and Reality and more!

asterisms; Let's talk sugar, Hands up, it's a hold up, a boy so pretty (such a pity), tempor · al | ary, (i wanna) cut to the feeling and more!

NeuroWriter14; For Your Entertainment, Do Not Go Quietly into That Good Night, But I Can Break You and more!

RenderedReversed; The Game, Invisible Man, Seventeen Years and more!

TreacleTeacups; The Untouchable, Byzantium (femHarry), Last Son of Black and more!

DreamerMichiyo; Guardian Angel, The Call of A Vampire, Offer of Immortality and more!

wynnebat; The Hell Is Your Son and Other Stories series, Snake Shop, The Emperor and the Star and more!

Athy; my first real introduction to this pairing years and years ago from these fics Again and Again, Meddling of a Mischief Maker, Rebirth

More Tomarry Fics

Wear Me Like A Locket Around Your Throat by VivyPotter

Why Hari curses the Black Ancestral Home by 1000percentDoneWithThisShist (femHarry)

Hem of Your Garment by adVENTitiious, Cathartic

The Impossibility of Parallels by Angel_of_Mysteries

The Dark Lord Inside by Melodramaticx

The Magicweaver by Anonymous

Before the Storm by Ars_Matron

Field Theory by machiavelli

Blurring Reality by Terrific Lunacy

When in Rome: The Duology series by XblackcatwidowX

The Incantation of the Oak-Priest by relic_crown

It's A Masquerade, Darling by ChubbyPanda15

How to prevent a War by CrazyJanaCat

she walks in beauty series by mayfriend

The Portrait by DariaSilver

The Divine Right of Kings series by darklordtomarry (alarminghella)

What Souls Are Made Of by Emeralds_and_Lilies

Words Fail by NeaMarika

Animus, Anima: English version by Maiathoustra

I must be your favourite, right? by FlyingLizards

Trapezing Through Time by lothtor

Rewritten by goodmorninglove

To Be Set Free by Merrinpippy

love is touching souls (surely you touched mine) by ToAStranger

The Spellmaker by SonnyGietzel

A Memory of Shadow by Insidious1604

The Problem With Soulmarks Is by LadyAramisGrey

Stab Right Through by The_wig_is_a_metaphor

The Shrike (to your sharp and glorious thorn) by PaperWorlds

The Sun by clammyhands

Fire Born by wickedlfairy17 (femHarry)

More Harrymort Fics

Mi Aedijekit by local_doom_void

End Without Sorrow by Aerlinnn

Children of the Revolution by AlexisVV

The Historical Importance of Runic War Warding in the British Isles by samvelg (femHarry)

Rebuilt by Terrific Lunacy

In Somno Veritas by ansketil, ladyoflilacs

Your Name on My Heart by whitedandelions

Love in the Dark by ShoulderTallAbyss

draw me after you (let us run) by ToAStranger

The only sound is the overflow by Cartonsofcartoons

for love is always with you by cordeliawrites (femHarry)

The Wand Chooses by DreamerEye

Fault Lines by SofiaBane

The Emerald Connection by TheLastNero

Flight by Miraculous, RedHorse

Appetence by elysian_drops (femHarry)

A Snake Named Voldemort by orphan_account

Resurrect The Living by fascinationex

The Devil's Tithe by Shihane

Death is but the Next Great Adventure by TheObsidianQuill

The Consequences of A Binding Ritual by teecup_angel

harry.exe has stopped working by inksmachine

In Death, Standby by Sophisme

Hidden in Plain Sight by Shadow Riser

The Art of Hidden Personas by whitedwarf

*BONUS* Fics that I live/laugh/love with emphasis on the laugh

Harry Potter and the Greatest Show by shadowscribe

Kudosed, Bookmarked, Subscribed by maquira

Full circle by tetsurashian

Heir Apparent by MonsieurClavier

Dark Livestream by Anna_Hopkins

Ribbon Tied Right by Snowy_Rain

A Dead Man's Guide to Reliving Your Youth series by Spork_in_the_Road

The Definition of Insanity by Anacharis

Foolish behavior by Anonymous

Eternal Hilarity by Luxis

Shorter Fics (<25,000 words)

Sound The Death Knell by Tsume_Yuki (femHarry)

dead before midnight by maquira

Burnt Ice Cream by Rhodium

Don't Fuck With Florists (They'll Fuck You Up) by MayMarlow

Saved by Hufflepuff Friendship by whitedandelions

Relativity. by Ideasofmarch

Opia by Acnara

And six seconds by Acnara

Matchmaker, Matchmaker by Watermelonsmellinfellon

Aconitum by VivyPotter

But For You, I Did by duplicity

Nemo by Phnx

The Rigmarole Dance by cannibalinc

I haven't actively searched for tomarry/harrymort fics over the last year, so if you know of some newer ones then please rec them in the replies! And any others that you think need to be read ~

(authors, lmk if you want me to remove your fics of this list)

[tomarry]

Hiii, i just discovered your blog!

first of all, sorry for my english :(

i don’t really know if you accept lost fics requests to your followers help but i gonna try

i read a fic years ago and just remember one scene, is driving me nuts trying to remember and i was hoping that you might know or your followers could help

it was fem!harry and she was napping on Tom’s couch in his office and Snape show up to talk to Tom and when he saw Harry sleeping with hickeys on her shoulder and clavicle he was really shocked and got pale and everything, Tom was really proud of that

any clue?

thanks anyway!

lmao the fact that i knew straight away what fic this was, i hate myself. it’s grandloves by one of my favourite authors ever slexenskee

slex if you’re reading this i love you

[snake-queen7]

Hey kakimora! I'm a big fan of your artwork. It's pretty much the reason that got me shipping fem! Harry and Lord Voldemort. That and grandloves. Have you ever read grandloves by slexenskee? It's a really good story, and very addictive too. Sadly it's incomplete and I doubt the author is going to finish it, but feel free to check it out!

Hey hey~☆

OH MYY thank youu so much!!

(〃•ㅂ•〃) ♡♡♡♡ Awwww that's amazing my art convinced you to this ship, you have no idea how nice to hear it~☆

Oh no, I haven't read this fic, weeeell usually I don't read fanfics, I never can find Femharrymort fics which would be in my taste ^ ^" But thank you for info!~ Maybe I'll check it ^ ^

Thankss again and have a nice day/night!! ☆ヽ(・∀・)ノ☆

[limonium-anemos]

tomarrymort fic rec list

9 / 11

Sambomaster

Overworld #3, Yebisu series 

yebisu (葛城 ���サト) (WIP)

For the record, Harry is only here for his time-travelling kids. Voldemort can fuck off.

yebisu: Sailor ムーン

“You are a terrible, inconvenient bother of a barnacle, do you know that?” He tells the toddler. Predictably, the baby does not respond. While Harry is away, Voldemort is left to manage their inconsolable, clingy barnacle of a two year-old. It works about as well as you might imagine.

affelaye series

A collection of loosely related fem!Harry/Tom novellas with running themes.

grandloves (this could be) (WIP)

The power the dark lord knows not.

crawlersout (WIP)

Harry is the girl who wanders in and out of time. Tom knows nothing about her, and despite the fact she has whisked him away from the orphanage to live with her, he's starting to think he never really will either. Regardless, he is determined to never let her go, not even in the face of time, space, or dark lords.

saltkin (WIP)

Little Harriet Potter is a quiet and clever young girl with nothing she cares to live for, but no real reason to die. So when the voice in her head asks her to assist him in regaining his body, it seems like reason enough to remain among the living, at least for a little while longer. 

Honey Propolis (WIP)

The highland fae have been hunted to near extinction by wizards who wish to maliciously use them for their various magical properties. Most coveted of all is their ‘propolis’, said to be the closest thing to immortality. Despite his best intentions, the Dark Lord is no exception.

samvelg

The Historical Importance of Runic War Warding in the British Isles (WIP)

After losing Sirius at the Department of Mysteries Harry is left abandoned, lost and alone with her uncaring relatives for the summer. She somehow finds herself sharing dreams with Lord Voldemort who quickly discovers that she is his horcrux, changing the terms of the game between them forever.

Because not only is she a part of himself that he is now determined to reclaim, but thanks to the terms outlined in a centuries old will she is also the key to him claiming his birthright and conquering Magical Britain once and for all. And nothing is as seductive to the abandoned as someone who truly wants them.

Severus_divides_into_H (check out their hannigram fics too!)

What He Grows To Be (WIP)

Tom Riddle is a frightening coil of darkness, cruelty, and greatness, and changing him is Harry’s only hope for saving people he loves. Going back in time, he takes Tom from the orphanage, but his optimism shatters with every year they spend together.

Tom still longs for darkness. Tom stifles him in his possessiveness. Tom is fixated on him to the point of destroying the world just to keep him.

But Harry loves him. And the future changes.

Shivani

Locus

A center or source, as of activities or power. Tom is Harry’s locus, time and time again. 

Pyrite series

FeS2

Harry learns something about pure-bloods, and his father, which rocks his world. And not in a good way. And oh, the repercussions!

FeS2: Add Ons

A series of add-ons to FeS2, with the continuing adventures of Harry and Tom in other worlds. 

Sophisme

In Death, Standby (WIP)

After the infamous massacre of the Potters, young Harry Potter went missing. It doesn't really help that years later he turns up again, a bit darker, stranger and more erratic than anyone had hoped for. But Harry hardly cares, since in the end it's his decision on which side he will fight; Dark, Light or no side at all.

Strange_Soulmates (please read everything!!!)

The Dragon’s Mate series

More Precious Than Rubies

Harry Potter has recently escaped from his dragon-guarded tower. So has his fellow prisoner - the dragon who was enchanted to guard him. Harry's friend is missing, however, and so he sets off to assure himself of his well-being before he finds the person responsible for imprisoning them both. Accompanied by a stranger with a familiar name, Harry finds himself with more questions than answers as he slowly learns about the customs of dragons and the history of the dragon he befriended, the fearsome Voldemort.

The Nature of Mating

Ron and Hermione have spent the last year searching for their missing friend, Harry Potter. Just when they think they have finally found an answer, they're swept away themselves. Harry Potter is tired of waiting for Tom to finish making a move, and is determined to take the last steps of their courtship himself if that's what it takes. Voldemort? Voldemort just wishes his little pest had better taste in treasure.Sequel to More Precious than Rubies

As Certain Dark Things Are to be Loved (WIP)

Tom was Harry's best friend growing up and his first love. At eight, Harry gave Tom his first kiss before moving away. As a freshman in college, the name of the RA on the door across the hall is terribly familiar.

the deepest secret nobody knows

After he is taken from Diagon Alley, Harry Potter's parents become determined to shield their child from anything and everything. While Harry is still shaken by his brief kidnapping, he finds the loneliness of his new situation far worse. When he sees a shooting star, Harry Potter wishes for two things. He wishes for a friend, and for someone who will keep him safe.

Harry is immediately surrounded by a glow, and when he opens his eyes, he finds himself in Wool's Orphanage, face-to-face with Tom Riddle, a boy two years his senior. A boy who made a similar wish.

Their time in Wool's Orphanage builds an unbreakable bond, a friendship that deepens into something more at Hogwarts. Just as the two are beginning their life together, Harry disappears just as quickly as he arrived ten years earlier.

Like No One Ever Was

Tom Riddle has worked all his life towards becoming Pokemon Champion. After earning his eighth badge, he decides to try his hand at breeding before challenging the Pokemon League. But once he meets the daycare man, his goal shift drastically. It turned out there's something he wants more than being Champion - a date with Harry Potter.

[sachidiva]

@ashsart coming with that FIRE. Her pic was the inspiration for this offering! As well as the many POC Reylos who felt hurt or ridiculed these past few days. Stay stunning!

@ster-wers-der @kylo-wouldnt-like-those-chips @thicmcdaniel (I GOTCHU)

Yo Reylos. it’s ya girl Sachi.

Are you looking for a new way to reylo?

As one of the black and proud Reylos in this glorious fandom I humbly offer my R&B tracklist for our fav ship!!!!

This is for R&B lovers and newcomers alike. Some songs are descriptive of canon and others jump right off the cliff of sin into the lake of passion.

songs arranged by scenario so you can find the perfect one to accompany that fav fan fic of yours.

*disclaimer* The Weeknd really gets their vibe don’t be surprised to see him 🌚

*disclaimer* many songs are very suggestive in content 😉

Longing:

“ I Get Lonely” - Janet Jackson (self explanatory ❤️)

“Ache”-FKA Twigs (musings of Rey on her island)

“What you need”- The Weeknd (musings of Ren)

Conflicted feelings:

“Temptation” - Bondax ft. Erik Hassle (you already know)

“Prisoner”- The Weeknd (major angst)

“Pressure”-Jhene Aiko (soundtrack for Rey’s wild thoughts)

“Lockup”-BC Kingdom *listen with caution. visceral lyrics.

Forbidden Liaison:

“location” -Khalid ( Ren in pursuit)

“Rescue” -Ashanti (she’s at the breaking point)

“Coming Down” - The Weeknd (Ren sees his needs clearly)

“My All”- Mariah Carey” (tragic lovers anthem)

“Thursday”-The Weeknd ( the pleasure in secrecy)

“ Climax”

“Biting Down”-Lorde (that one fic where they have lustful angry sex)

“Papi Pacify”- FKA Twigs (that one fic where Ren dominates)

“Warm”-Majid Jordan (that one fic when they are allied against the world)

“Sign your Name” -Terence Trent D’Arby (that one fic where one is seduced)

“Let me love u” - Arianna Grande (that one fic where rey willingly succumbs to the darkness)

“Lights On”-FKA Twigs (that one fic with the playful exploratory lovemaking)

Force “bonding”:

“Energy”- Imaan Omari (innocent use of the force)

“Body Talk”- Majid Jordan ( flirtatious & suggestive use of the force)

“How’s that”-FKA Twigs (absolutely inappropriate use of the force AKA the sound of their force bond )

“Let Me”-Imaan Omari you can’t tell where one ends and the other begins)

Understanding

“Blue Light”-Kelela (rey is unchained from her inhibition) *this song is CRAZY*

“Rolling Stone”- The Weeknd (when the passions gone only tenderness remains)

“Grandloves”- Purity Ring ( desire for each other despite their reservations)

“ Good to Love”- FKA Twigs (Rey’s promise to her lover)

“As you Are”- The Weeknd (acceptance of her and himself)

[gilmarverdes]

forgot i got tagged in this thanks @aleclightwoodisbetterthanyou!!!!!!!!!

Total 2016 Word Count:  79059 Total 2016 Hits: i dont have my hit counter turned on lol Other 2016 AO3 Stats: User Subscriptions:15

Kudos:2982

Comment Threads:320

Bookmarks:485

Subscriptions:107

links and titles to 2016 works: (updated/posted in 2016)

don't be afraid if there's no wind (ats)

and my distant heart (babylon 5)

as if we wished on the same star (best friends whenever)

i've loved in shades of wrong (btvs)

i've been waiting desperately (and my heart is here right next to me) (girl meets world)

bang! bang!  (great comet)

feeling all my hunger (great comet)

grandloves (great comet)

i believe in anything that brings you back home to me (great comet)

you're quite a heartbeat (great comet)

i enjoyed and i devoured (great comet)

in beauty there echoes a speck of our source (orphan black)

it's a love story, baby, just say yes (shadowhunters)

if you wonder about me too (shadowhunters)

VAMPIRE SMILE (shadowhunters)

if this world won't last (shadowhunters)

before you say the night is over (shadowhunters)

tendons too torn to beg (for you to let me back in) (shadowhunters)

love their touch again (shadowhunters)

know you so well (shadowhunters)

humanlike (shadowhunters)

broken reflections (shadowhunters)

centuries old (shadowhunters)

broken wings (shadowhunters)

in your life you were / statuesque (shadowhunters)

fairy dust on bookshelves (shadowhunters)

don't leave me tongue tied (shadowhunters)

tiny stories in between (shadowhunters)

mask of beauty (shadowhunters)

wolves (shadowhunters)

you are so good for me (i love you, i love you, i love you) (shadowhunters)

in time (shadowhunters)

when blood meets water (shadowhunters)

little ribs around you (shadowhunters)

aching bones (shadowhunters)

you annoy me daily (but you still fucking amaze me) (shadowhunters)

i'll fake god, i'll fake god (shadowhunters)

they never touch your blood & guts (shadowhunters)

i've got my love stuck (shadowhunters)

exit wounds (shadowhunters)

Favorite Fic: Definitely VAMPIRE SMILE.

Hardest Fic: probably yit’s a love story baby just say yes simply because it took me literal months to write lmao

Do You Plan to Take Prompts in 2017? yes but maybe i should finish the ones in my inbox first

What was the best thing about 2016? my writing definitely evolved a lot in 2016!!

What was the worst thing about 2016? months and months of writers block lmao

Goals for 2017: finish the season 2 project basically. continually improve my wrriting. thats it basically

yep im tagging @supercorpau and @pansimon even tho it’s 2017 already yep ok bye

[ao3feed-toukenranbu]

Pressure Slash

Read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2Up4Cki

by grandlovers

the famed sword of Oda Nobunaga, the careful attendant of the Citadel, a sword born from loyalty and honor. But who is he, really?

Words: 1070, Chapters: 2/6, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of lay your cards out

Fandoms: 刀剣乱舞 | Touken Ranbu

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Heshikiri Hasebe, Saniwa (Touken Ranbu), Female Saniwa (Touken Ranbu), Gender-neutral Saniwa - Character, mentions of other characters

Relationships: Heshikiri Hasebe & Saniwa

Additional Tags: Drabble Collection, Character Study, Angst, Fluff, Mild Gore, this fic is literally just me playing with hasebe's tropes

Read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2Up4Cki

[slexenskee]

Wait (I am confused), so in Crawlersout, she ends up having a kid with Tom (the Tom she raised)? What about Grindelwald and the even scarier dictator, if you don’t my asking?

hi sorry I got crawlersout and grandloves confused in that ask!

ok so the problem with crawlersout is I kind of already made the ending 🤦‍♀️ I made it as a joke too but then I ended up really liking it so now I have no real motivation to connect point a to point z you could say -

this fic is about as close to the 'middle' as I got - and this fic is the one that started as a joke but ended up being the brainrot that I ended up liking best

tbh it's more likely that I'll just write random asides like these before a new chapter comes out

[slexenskee]

Not sure if you'll respond to this but i was rereading grandloves and ugh, this story is just so tragic it always makes me cry and i can't help but theorize that it might end in tragedy too, like Harry dying in childbirth or something anyway now off to rereading crawlersout

Hahaha WELL -

ahhh grandloves was my angsty high school baby and I love that vibe for angsty junior-year me but also that is just not current-me anymore so idk if I'll ever manage to finish it, but yes Harry had some death flags for sure. I was actually pretty on the fence about whether she'd die at the end or not just because i felt bad lol.

But if she did die it wouldn't be in childbirth but somehow related to the war - so not by Voldemort's hand specifically but certainly because of his actions, just so we can get a bunch of him being extremely guilty and depressed and stopping the war and settling for some kind of treaty/compromise.

Actually the epilogue I had planned was gonna pull that whole 11 years later thing where Flynn is at Hogwarts and has been raised by Ron and Hermione and is, like, vaguely aware of who his father is but is also very much so aware that the guy has gone out of his way to avoid him his entire life. No one knows who his father is, Harry never told anyone (except for those who already knew) and Voldemort never claims him, so he grows up in relative peace.

It's all very sad tbh but I also thought it would be funny if Harry actually isn't dead (although idk how she'd become MoD in this fic but it wouldn't be that hard to make it happen) just pulling a sleeping beauty and wakes up in her own grave pissed as hell that she has to claw her way out of it and is covered in dirt and very confused about wth happened

[slexenskee]

Hi ! I just read ur hp fanfics n I have to say they are amazing, especially grand loves n crawlerout. I noticed a possible update about crawlers out but what about grand loves ? Pls tell me that is not the end !?

Not the end! Grandloves... uh... don’t hold your breath on that one. Although you never really know since I also never planned on updating my naruto fics but here we are 🤷‍♀️

Crawlersout... I actually wrote words! In a document! For this story! 2021 is looking likely!

[slexenskee]

Hiiiii you're one of my favorite writers in the history of ao3 and also I was wondering if maybe maybe MAYBE you could tell me what's going on with grandloves (this could be)? basically are you ever going to plan on updating? it's alright if you're not, but I am endlessly hopeful lmao it's basically my favorite tomarry work ever. and THE BABY. agh!!! IS TOM GOING TO SHOW UP AT HER FLAT? WHAT. IS. GOING. ON???? sorry for all of this.... lots of love and hope you're safe, wherever you are!

Oooof ok so updating is very 

currently soooooo yeah who knows but some of it is written (I actually wrote the christmas scene at the burrow in the very beginning and the rest of the fic was me trying to turn that one scene into an actual story lmao) and you can view it here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B4FbUK-rUL7PQlZvWHFIRVpPSzg/view?usp=sharing 

If you check the outline the parts that have ??? instead of numbers are the parts that haven’t been posted.