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yâall know the feeling when a story is so good that you feel like youâre in itâŠ.. this is it for me đ€đ€
ââ àšà§ !ăMIDNIGHT COMPANY
chris sturniolo x reader
SUMMARY: While filming a car video, the triplets witness a girl - Y/N - arguing with her boyfriend. When he smashes her phone and leaves her alone at midnight in the middle of a random parking lot, Chris steps in.
WARNING: Toxic relationship, yelling, fighting, being hurt physically and emotionally, manipulation, panicking.
REQUESTED?: Yes, by anon.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: That is my work, I DON'T authorize any plagiarism, copy, or "inspiration"! | English isn't my first language, so I'm sorry if there's any grammar error.
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Y/N didn't meant for things to end up like that.
She really didn't.
She was just walking alongside her boyfriend through the Target aisles, her eyes darting nervously between the shelves and the floor.
But she should know better. He had already been irritated when they left the apartment - something about her taking too long to get ready - and now, every move she made felt like a mistake.
"Stick close." Her boyfriend had muttered, his voice low but firm. His eyes darted around the store, scanning the aisles of brightly colored products with an air of impatience. "I donât want to spend all night in here."
Y/N nodded quickly, her throat dry.
"Okay."
They made their way down the main aisle, her boyfriend grabbing a few items and putting them into the cart with little regard. It was always like that; he made the decisions, and she just agreed and moved on.
He paused at the end of that same aisle, scanning the shelves with a discerning eye. She lingered a few steps behind, observing.
He grabbed a box of granola bars from the shelf, tossing it into the cart with a louder thud. She winced at the sound, her stomach knotting with unease.
"Why are you standing there? Do you see the cereal we get?" He asked, his tone clipped.
Her throat tightened. She scanned the shelves frantically, her eyes moving over the rows of colorful boxes. She wasnât sure if it was the green box or the blue one.
"Um, I think..." She started, reaching hesitantly toward one of the options.
"Donât think. Look." He snapped, already sounding exasperated.
Her hand faltered, and she pulled it back. Her heart was pounding, and her palms had grown clammy against the leather strap of her purse. She wanted to go home.
They turned into the household goods section, where shelves were lined with glass containers, picture frames, and other fragile items. Her boyfriend stopped abruptly, examining a set of drinking glasses with a critical eye.
"Do you think these match the ones we already have?" He asked, holding up a box with pretty crystal wine glasses.
Y/N hesitated, unsure if he wanted an answer or was just thinking out loud.
"I-I think so."
Her boyfriend sighed, setting the box down with a clatter.
"Youâre not even paying attention."
"I am." She said quickly, her voice barely above a whisper, desperately searching for his free hand. "I promise."
"Whatever." He muttered, letting her squeeze his fingers once before dropping hers, moving on.
Y/N quickly followed, trying to stay out of his way, her eyes fixed on his tall figure, crossing her hands in front of her body and forcing her brain to pay more attention to anything he touched or pointed out. She couldn't risk him thinking that she didn't care.
As she passed by one of the shelves, her purse brushed against a precariously balanced display of small vases. Time seemed to slow as the first vase teetered, then fell, hitting the shelf below it and sending a chain reaction through the display.
Crash!
The sound was deafening. Glass shattered across the floor, the pieces glinting under the white lights. Y/N froze, her breath catching in her throat. She stared at the mess, her heart pounding so hard she thought it might burst out of her chest.
"Oh my god. Are you serious?" Her boyfriend hissed under his breath.
She dropped to her knees instinctively, trembling as she tried to gather the pieces with her bare hands.
"Iâm sorry." She whispered, her voice trembling and desperate.
"You're fucking nbelievable." He muttered under his breath, loud enough for her to hear.
She stopped for a moment, tears prickling at the corners of her eyes. She wasnât crying because of the spilled glasses. It wasnât even about the moment itself. It was about the weight of knowing that every mistake she made was a reason for him to get tired of her. To leave her.
"Iâm sorry." She whispered, again and again, the words tumbling out of her mouth as though they might undo the damage. "Iâm so s-sorry."
But it wasnât just an apology. It was an instinctive response, born from the fear of making him feel any sort of negative emotion at all. She knew that he wouldnât brush this off, wouldnât laugh, and say it was no big deal. He would be mad, and she couldn't let him get mad at her. Not again.
She desperately wanted to shrink herself down into something more digestible for him at that moment. Something he could chew up, spit out, and discard - like gum.
A woman at the end of the aisle glanced over, her expression a mix of surprise and concern. A man on the opposite side peeked around the corner, his eyes narrowing as he took in the scene.
Y/Nâs face burned with humiliation. She felt their stares on her, for sure, full of judgment. Her hands fumbled over the shards, shaking too hard to pick them up properly.
Her boyfriend crouched down beside her, his expression now unusually calm. His hand landed on her shoulder, but the grip was firm, bordering on painful.
"Y/N, honey, stop. Youâre going to hurt yourself."
"Iâm sorry." She whispered again, the tears on her eyes starting to burn her orbs with the force she used to stop the drops from escaping. She couldnât let him see her break. Sheâd learned the hard way that crying only made him angrier.
"Stop it." He said more firmly, moving his hand through her arm, grabbing her wrist and pulling her hand away from the glass. He looked up at the people looking back at them and forced a polite, almost apologetic smile. "Sheâs... a little clumsy. Always has been. Right, honey? I know you didnât mean to. You canât help it, can you?"
Y/N stiffened, her stomach churning. She forced her head to move up and down, the movement coming out almost robotic.
"Youâre just... distracted. All the time." He continued, his smile cold and tight. "Thatâs why these things happen. You canât focus."
She wanted to argue, to tell him that she wasnât some careless mess, but the words died in her throat. What good would it do?
"Here." He said, taking an empty cardboard box near them and shoving the pieces to the side with it, taking it all out of the way. "There. Fixed. See?"
She nodded, swallowing hard.
"Now, get up."
She stood, her knees wobbling slightly as she adjusted the strap of her purse. He grabbed her arm, his fingers digging into her skin.
"Itâs okay." He continued, speaking louder now so the others could hear. "She just gets a little overwhelmed sometimes. Donât worry, weâll take care of this."
The man at the end of the aisle nodded, giving her boyfriend a small, understanding smile. The woman pursed her lips and turned away, muttering something about how 'accidents happen'.
"Letâs go." He said through clenched teeth as he started walking toward the exit.
"But-"
"No." His voice was low, but the warning was clear. He smiled tightly at the few remaining onlookers as he dragged her past them.
Her face burned with humiliation, but she kept quiet, her eyes glued to the floor. His grip tightened when her feet seemed to disobey her brain, and she bit the inside of her cheek to keep from crying out.
The automatic doors slid open, and the cool night air rushed over her, but it did nothing to calm the storm inside her head. Her boyfriendâs pace didnât slow, his hand still gripping her skin as he led her toward the parking lot.
Her heart was pounding, her thoughts spiraling into chaos. She felt like a child being scolded, small and powerless, her voice locked somewhere deep inside her throat.
When they reached the car, he finally let go of her arm, shoving her away as if she were a piece of garbage. She stumbled slightly, catching herself against the side of the car, waiting for whatever came next.
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From the other side of their spot in the parking lot, the triplets were parked, their van slightly away from the main entrance. It was Wednesday night, and they were filming their weekly video, the interior of the van alive with yells and laughter.
"... No, seriously, people do that sometimes." Chris said, turning slightly towards Matt while trying to prove his point. "Patches O'Houlihan, he did that."
Matt scoffed, looking at him with an 'are you serious?' look.
"From Dodgeball? The fictional character?" He laughed incredulously, looking at Nick through the rearview, ready for another weird thing to come out of Chris's mouth.
Nick's attention, however, wasnât on him - or them, for that matter. It was on the world outside. He always had a habit of scanning his surroundings, probably in a way of caring for himself and his brothers.
As Chris kept going, earning a loud groan from Matt, Nickâs eyes caught movement across the parking lot, almost exactly in front of their van. Near one of the parked cars, a couple stood in the golden glow of a streetlamp.
Nickâs stomach twisted. Something about the way the guy loomed over the girl, his gestures sharp and erratic, immediately set off alarm bells. The girl was visibly distressed, her arms crossed over her chest, her posture shrinking with every second.
Without thinking, Nick leaned forward and slapped Chris on the shoulder, interrupting him.
"Nick, what the-" Chris began, turning sharply, his annoyance evident.
"Shut up." Nick hissed, his voice low but firm, cutting through Chrisâs protest. He nodded toward the couple. "Look."
Chris frowned but followed Nickâs gaze, his expression shifting from irritation to curiosity and then to concern. Matt, who had been in the middle of adjusting his hoodie, leaned closer to the windshield.
"Whatâs going on?" Matt asked, his voice quieter now.
Nick didnât answer, instead reaching for the button to lower his window, easing it down. A faint, angry voice carried into the van, growing clearer as the manâs yelling intensified.
"... do you even understand how embarrassing you are?"
The girl stood frozen, her arms clutching her sides as though trying to hold herself together. Her head was bowed, her hair shielding her face from the world. She didnât respond, didnât dare to look up, and that only seemed to fuel his anger.
"What the fuck?" Matt muttered, leaning forward slightly to get a better look, his eyes glued to the scene.
"You think Iâm joking?" He snapped, stepping closer to her. "You think I enjoy having every pair of eyes in that store on me because you canât manage to walk without causing a damn scene?" The man continued, stepping closer to her.
Her response was so soft that it barely reached the tripletsâ ears.
"Iâm sorry..."
"Sorry?" The man laughed bitterly. "Youâre always sorry. Youâre sorry when you spill coffee, youâre sorry when you trip over your own feet, and now youâre sorry for knocking over half a shelf like a goddamn child?"
The girl flinched at his words, biting her bottom lip while taking a small - almost imperceptible - step back.
Chris tensed after watching her reaction, his jaw tightening.
"This guyâs a piece of-"
"Chris, shush." Matt snapped, his voice low.
"I told you before, didnât I? Stop acting like a fool every time weâre out in public. This is for your own good." The man spat.
"I didnât mean to-" She started, but he cut her off quickly.
"Shut up!" He barked, his voice echoing across the lot. She shrank back, her body trembling. "You know better than to talk back to me." He growled, taking another step closer.
"I wasnât-"
"Stop talking!" He barked, his voice echoing across the empty lot probably louder than intended. "Every time you open your mouth, you make it worse. Do you even understand that? Or are you too stupid to figure it out?"
Tears accumulated inside her eyeballs, shining below the lights.
"Look, Iâll call an Uber, okay?" Y/N murmured, her voice cracking. "You can go home and calm down. Please."
"Oh, youâll call an Uber? Sure, letâs waste more of my money on your screw-ups." The manâs laugh was sharp and bitter.
She reached into her purse, her hands shaking as she pulled out her phone, unlocking it and trying to search for tha app, being harshly interrupted when the man snatched the device from her grip with such force that she stumbled.
Chris shifted uncomfortably, his fists clenched on his lap.
"Do we step in?"
"I don't think we should, not right now." Nick whispered.
"Give it back. Please, baby." She asked, her voice weak, trembling.
"Why? So you can text your little friends about what a terrible boyfriend I am?" He sneered, holding the phone high above his head.
Y/N's mouth dropped open, her wet eyes widening as if he had just committed the worst crime.
"Baby, please." She begged, her tears now falling freely, causing her voice to break. "I would never ever do that. I love you so much, you know that, right?"
He ignored her. With a single, violent motion, he hurled the phone to the ground. The sound of glass and plastic shattering against the pavement echoed in the silence.
She recoiled as though the blow had landed on her instead of the device, a squeak involuntarily escaping from her mouth. Her arms wrapped tighter around herself as she stared at the broken pieces. Her whole life, broken.
"Should've had taken that shit from you sooner." The man spat, shaking his head. "Pathetic. Canât do anything right."
Matt and Nick exchanged horrified glances through the rearview, Chris's face pale by their side.
"P-please, don't leave me here, baby. I love you, I'm so sorry." The girl begged, gluing her hands in a praying gesture in front of her body. "I promise I'll do better."
"I can't even look at your face right now." The man shook his head. "I need some time, okay?" He didn't wait for an answer before storming off to the driver-side of his car, slamming the door and speeding out of the lot, tires screeching against the asphalt.
Y/N stood frozen, her trembling figure illuminated by the lights and the moon.
Chris didnât think. One second, he was staring at her, and the next, his hand was on the van door handle, yanking it open.
"Chris!" Matt hissed from the driverâs seat. "What are you doing?"
"Chris- what the fuck?!" Nick added, his voice urgent but not loud enough to stop him.
But Chris couldnât wait. He couldnât sit there any longer, watching this girl suffer alone.
He bolted from the van, the cool night air hitting him like a slap, but he barely noticed. His long strides carried him across the parking lot, his heart pounding not from his pace but from pure urgency.
"Oh my god, he's crazy!" Mattâs groan echoed from behind him, but it was distant, like background noise.
He didnât stop. He couldnât stop.
The closer he got, the more his stomach churned. Her face was streaked with tears, her cheeks blotchy and raw from crying. But she wasnât just crying. She was panicking. He could see it in the way her hands trembled uncontrollably, and in the way her breath came in short, sharp gasps.
Chris slowed as he approached her, not wanting to startle her. She was staring at the exit of the parking lot, her wide, unfocused and tear-filled eyes locked on the gate arm as though it was the only thing anchoring her to the ground.
"Hey." He said softly, his voice gentle but firm.
She flinched, her head snapping up, and her gaze locked on him as she took a step back. For a moment, she looked utterly terrified, and Chris's throat tightened.
He quickly held his hands up, palms out, trying to show her he wasnât a threat.
"Hey, hey, itâs okay." He said quickly. "I just... I saw what happened, and I wanted to check if youâre okay."
Her lips parted as if she wanted to say something, but no words came out. Instead, a fresh wave of tears spilled down her cheeks. She shook her head, taking another step back, her back almost hitting the metal post of the streetlight.
"You donât have to be scared." Chris said, his voice softer now, almost pleading. "Iâm not going to hurt you, I swear. I just want to help."
She looked at him again, her watery eyes studying his face as though trying to figure out if he was lying.
Chris took a cautious step closer, keeping his movements slow.
"Youâre shaking." He said gently. "It's freezing out here. Can I... can I give you my hoodie?"
She blinked at him, her brows furrowing slightly.
"Why?" She croaked, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Because itâs cold, and youâre upset, and Iâd feel better if you werenât standing out here like this." Chris said honestly, shrugging off his hoodie - ignoring how the hairs on his arm fully stood up with the cold air - and holding it out to her.
She hesitated, her eyes darting from his face to the piece of clothing, then back again.
"Itâs okay." Chris reassured her. "You donât have to take it, but I promise itâs clean. And warm."
After what felt like an eternity, she slowly reached out and took the hoodie from him. Her hands were trembling so much that she almost dropped it, but she managed to pull it to her chest, pressing it against her covered skin.
"Thank you." She mumbled, her voice shaky.
Chris exhaled a breath he hadnât realized he was holding.
"Of course. Whatâs your name?" He asked in a soft tone. "I'm Chris."
She blinked her eyes at him, frowning, clearly surprised by the question.
"Y-Y/N." She said hesitantly.
"Y/N." He repeated, offering her a small, reassuring smile. "Itâs really nice to meet you... Um, do you want to sit down? You look like you need a second."
She looked around the parking lot again before nodding slowly, and Chris gestured to the curb nearby. He waited until she sat down before taking a seat a few feet away, giving her space but staying close enough that she wouldnât feel alone.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
"Iâm fine." She finally said - even though it wasn't what Chris was expecting to hear, her voice cutting through the silence, hoarse and shaky.
Chris tilted his head slightly, his brows furrowing.
"I donât think you are."
"I am." She insisted, but her voice cracked on the words, betraying her.
Chris turned his face slightly to the side to meet her eyes, curving his upper body, trying to make himself seem less imposing.
"I know you donât know me. Well, only my name now." He said softly. "But I can tell youâre not fine. And thatâs okay. You donât have to be. Not after that."
She bit her lower lip hard, and for a second, Chris thought she might break down again. But instead, she straightened her spine, her trembling hands wiping at her tear-streaked face.
"It's not as bad as it looked. He was just angry." She said quietly, almost as if she was saying that to herself. "Itâs not his fault. I... I messed up."
Chrisâs heart sank at her words.
"You didnât mess up." He said firmly, his voice laced with conviction.
She shook her head, her hands gripping the fabric of his hoodie tightly.
"I did. I dropped something, broke it, actually. It was stupid, and it drew attention to us, and... and he doesnât like that. He was just trying to make me understand."
Chris stared at her, his chest tightening painfully.
"Thatâs not okay." He said softly. "No one should treat you like that, no matter what happened."
"You donât understand." She said, her voice rising slightly as she hugged herself tighter. "He just... he gets frustrated sometimes, but itâs because he cares. He doesnât mean to be mean."
Chrisâs jaw clenched, a mix of anger and sadness boiling inside him.
"Love isnât supposed to be like that, Y/N." He said gently. "Itâs not supposed to hurt you and leave you standing in a parking lot crying, shaking, and alone."
Her eyes filled with fresh tears again, and she looked away, staring at the ground as if she couldnât bear to meet his gaze.
"You donât know him." She whispered, shaking her head vehemently.
Chris wanted to scream, to grab her shoulders, and shake her until she understood that what she was describing wasnât love. It was control, manipulation, and abuse. But even though he had never helped a victim of a toxic and abusive relationship before, he knew he should keep his voice calm, so he did it, maintaining his tone soft and steady.
"Youâre right." He said. "I donât know him. But I know what I saw, and I can only imagine what it feels like to have someone make you think youâre the problem when youâre not."
Her head whipped toward him, her eyes narrowing.
"You donât know anything about me."
Chris held up his hands.
"Youâre right again. I donât. But Iâm not here to judge you. Iâm here because I want to help. No strings, no expectations. Just... let me help. I can't leave you alone here for the rest of the night."
She shook her head again, her hands trembling as she brushed her hair out of her face.
"I shouldnât even be talking to you about this. It isn't fair to him. Heâd be so heartbroken if he knew."
Chris watched her for a second too long.
"But you deserve to talk to someone." He finally said. "You deserve to feel safe."
"I am safe!" She snapped, her voice ringing out in the empty parking lot. The declaration sounded hollow, as if she was trying to convince herself more than him.
Chris took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a second.
"I just want to help you." He said, his tone pleading. "Do you have someone you can call? A family member, a friend? You can use my phone-"
Her reaction was immediate and panicked. She shook her head furiously, her eyes wide with fear as her body tightened, seeming ready to stand up and run.
"No! No, I canât call anyone."
"Why not?" Chris asked gently, though his heart was racing, his eyes traveling quickly to his car where his brothers were before going back to Y/N. "Theyâd want to help you, just like I do."
"I said no!" She cried, her voice cracking. Her breathing was shallow and quick now, teetering on the edge of hyperventilation. "You donât understand. I canât just call someone. And you... you need to go. God, you shouldnât even be here."
Chris frowned, his brows knitting together.
"Please, Iâm just trying to-"
"You donât get it." She interrupted, her voice hushed but frantic. She glanced around the parking lot as though expecting her boyfriend to be there somewhere, watching them. "Heâs going to come back. And if he sees you here, if he thinks... you need to leave. Now."
Chrisâs stomach dropped at the sheer terror in her voice.
"Y/N, he won't hurt you in any type of way while I'm here with you. I can promise you that." He moved a bit closer again, careful not to make any sudden movement. "Let me do something for you. Anything, please."
"You canât." She whispered, her voice barely audible. "No one can. Please, just go. Heâs going to be here soon, and I-I canât let him see you."
She was holding onto that story like it was a lifeline, but the way her hands trembled and her breath hitched betrayed her doubt.
"What if he doesnât?" Chris asked gently. "What if heâs not coming back tonight?"
Her face fell for a brief moment before she quickly masked it, straightening up.
"He will." She said, though there was no conviction in her tone. "He always does."
Chris nodded, looking around dismissively.
"Okay. Maybe he will. But just in case... maybe you could let me help you. You donât have to trust me, I get that. I'm a stranger. But let me offer you something. A safe place to wait."
"I donât have anywhere to go." She admitted, her voice so quiet it was almost lost in the night air. "Just our house. And I don't think I should go back there now."
Chrisâs heart twisted at her words and how uncertain they sound, but he kept his expression neutral, careful not to show pity.
"Okay." He said softly. "Then maybe you can just... talk to me. You donât have to get in my car. We can sit out here. Iâll stay right here in the open where you can see me."
She hesitated, her eyes darting to the ground.
"Why do you care so much?"
Chris crossed his legs above the pavement, relaxing his posture further.
"Because I know what itâs like to feel like youâre on your own." He said simply. "And because I donât think anyone should have to go through something like this alone. You donât deserve that."
She hesitated, her gaze watching her hands above her thighs.
"I wonât call the police unless you want me to." Chris added. "I wonât push you to do anything you don't want to do. But you donât have to deal with this alone."
Her lip quivered, and she closed her eyes tightly, her voice barely a whisper.
"I donât even know what Iâd do."
Chrisâs heart ached for her, but he kept his tone steady.
"How about this." He said. "Iâll stay with you until you figure that out. If you want, I can take you to a hotel, or I can help you find somewhere else to stay for the night. But whatever you decide, Iâm not going to leave you here."
She was silent for a long time, her shoulders rising and falling with each shaky breath. Finally, she nodded, just once.
"Okay." She said.
Chris exhaled slowly, relief washing over him.
"Okay." He echoed.
For the first time that night, she looked at him fully, her eyes filled with a mix of fear and cautious hope.
He opened his widest smile in response, leaning back slightly with his palms against the curb behind his back and glancing up at the sky.
"You know." He started, his tone casual. "This isnât exactly the way I imagined spending my Wednesday night."
Her eyes scanned his face carefully, frowning, feeling like she was the one to destroy his day - or night.
"What do you mean?" She asked hesitantly, her voice hoarse.
Chris shrugged, being careful not to mention his career. He didn't want to overwhelm her.
"Well, usually on Wednesdays, Iâm sitting in my van with my brothers, arguing over who gets to pick the fast-food spot. Weâre probably debating something ridiculous, too."
That earned him the smallest, almost imperceptible twitch of her lips. It wasnât quite a smile, but it was something. It encouraged Chris to continue.
"My brothers are idiots, by the way." He said, his tone light. "Donât tell them I said that, though. They'll get big heads thinking I actually pay attention to their nonsense."
Her brow rose slightly, curiosity tugging at the edges of her expression, her body instinctively leaning towards him.
"What are they like?"
Chris chuckled, throwing his head to the side, laying his cheek against his shoulder and looking at her eyes.
"They're amazing. Weird, but amazing. They're so funny in their individual way, always making me laugh so hard that sometimes I feel like I could pass out."
This time, she let out a soft, breathy laugh, and Chris felt a flicker of warmth in his chest. It was small, but it was progress.
"Youâre close with them?" She asked quietly.
"Yeah." Chris said, nodding. "Itâs hard not to be when you all live and do everything together. But theyâre good guys. Annoying as hell, but good."
She looked down at her hands, her fingers fidgeting with the frayed edge of his hoodie sleeve.
"Must be nice." She murmured.
Chrisâs smile faltered for a moment, but he recovered quickly.
"It is." He admitted. "But, you know, we fight sometimes. Like, really fight. Last week, Matt threw a punch at me because I wouldnât stop talking during his game."
Her lips twitched again, and this time, it was a small, shy smile.
"What were you saying?" She asked, her voice soft but carrying a hint of amusement.
"Oh, some random shit. Canât even remember now. Probably something embarrassing, knowing me." Chris grinned. "Matt said I was ruining his concentration, but honestly, I think he just doesnât appreciate my brain work."
She shook her head slightly, her smile lingering.
"Youâre ridiculous." She said softly, almost reflexively, but as soon as the words left her mouth, her expression shifted. Her body tensed up, her shoulders pulling in as her eyes darted to him in alarm. "I didnât mean-"
"Guilty as charged." Chris smoothly interrupted her, opening a smirk while looking at her, trying to express through his eyes that it was okay. "But, hey, if ridiculous is what it takes to make you laugh, then Iâm all in."
Her looked down again at the pavement, scraping her shoes over the small rocks.
"Thanks." She said quietly.
"For what?" Chris asked, his voice gentle.
"For... keeping me company." She said, her gaze fixed on her lap. "I donât feel... as bad right now."
Chris felt a lump in his throat but pushed it down, keeping his tone light.
"Anytime." He said. "Iâve got a whole arsenal of dumb stories and good jokes if you need them."
She looked at him then, her eyes softer than before.
"Youâre really nice." She said, pressing her lips in a fine line.
Chris shrugged, a faint blush creeping up his neck.
"I just donât like seeing people hurt." He said honestly. "And, I donât know, you seem like someone who deserves a lot better than... all this."
Her eyes filled with tears, and for a moment, Chris thought she might start crying again. Instead, she took a deep breath and nodded.
"Thanks." She said again, her voice steadier this time.
Chris gave her a warm smile.
"No problem. Now, how do you feel about bad puns? Because Iâve got a killer one about a duck and a lawyer."
Her laughter filled the cold night air, causing a large smile to stretch across Chris's lips. He would do everything in his power to help this girl.
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Hurts a little
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missing them and their touch /qp
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#felt this#qpr positivity#qpr pride#qpp positivity#qpr#qpr concepts#queer platonic partner#queer platonic relationship#queerplatonic#lgbtq#qpp
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monoconscious culture is realizing that all those times we felt like our brain did a âsoft rebootâ after being incredibly stressed, and felt like a completely different person for a while afterwards was definitely NOT a singlet thing (at least for us)
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#FELT THIS#monoconscious#anonymous#monoconscious culture is#actually plural#plural community#plural system#pluralism#plurality
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You wouldn't know unless you felt it.
#quotes#feelings#emotions#love#inspirational words#romantic quotes#love quotes#wise words#thoughtful#felt this#facts#reality check#dumblr
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Im so unwell i miss my gf so so so much and it hurts so much that i dont know anything about how she is ... i want to cry emotions are too much ..
[For context we had to stop contact bc she has crazy parents that tried to ruin my future for only loving her and that is one thing that is separateing us and everyone is trying to be involved in our relationship and i hate it and im in so much pain and i know its hurting her too so much more then me] also she has delated and broke our relationship in love8 app and that was the moment it hurt the most bc how ever hard it got we had a silly app to tell us the other is oke but now we have nothing and only way i got to contact her in the past week was trough our shared pinterest board trough comunication memes and even then she responded 2 bearly...
#vent post#lesbian#wlw#i dont know#is this normal#wlw yearning#felt this#wlw love#spelling is hard#wlw problems#i hate it here#i hate this#i miss my wife tails
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And I know your feelings is delicate
So I'll be eloquent
You still yourself but it seem like you just a shell of it
Never needed love I just fell in it for the fellowship
You said we held together I guess it was an embellishment
I tell her shit like "I believe in you deep in my core and this heart inside of my body is equally yours"
She just staring at me like she never seen me before
I guess we turn into the people we cure
'Cause even when I know Iâm supposed to leave
I just sink my teeth in it more
And try to nail my feet to the floor
Like if I meet somebody else Iâm just repeating all the things we endured
You know youâll always be the sheathe on my sword
I've never seen the allure
You talking 'bout it, I just need to record
You say that shit make me immature
But I just think you ignore
Every sign telling you I'm leaving 'til my key in the door
You ain't with me anymore, I'm goneâŠ
#gone#calenraps#music#soundcloud#underrated fire#hip hop#everything music#rap#r&b#deep#alternative#edm#indie#real rap#felt that#felt this#heartbreaks#breakups#love
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And I've been searching for something Taken out of my soul Something I would never lose Something somebody stole.
#River of Dreams#Billy Joel#lyrics#music#song quotes#music lyrics#song lyrics#lha#1introvertedsage#quotes#lyric quotes#music is healing#relatable#felt this
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Fleabag
#iâd take it#tv#tv series#tv show#fleabag#tv quote#film#filmtvdaily#film stills#tvandfilm#felt this#grief#grieving#lovecore#lovers#love#i miss her
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when doja said "i like to down play shit but this is a big deal." felt that.
#doja cat#quotes#felt that#felt the need to share#felt this#this girl is saying something but nobody understands
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I was not meant for casual I was meant for yearning for deep love and devotion I can't do shit casually my entire soul is filled with love and it needs to be shown I can't do the little let me love you let my soul consume the tought of you and finally be content. The hurt from casual is too much
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