#felix ouat smut

[blue-sadie]

A Dance With The Devil

Imagine:

Being Peter's sister and him forbidding you to ever be in a relationship with one of the lost boys, but just having 'fun' isn't a relationship right? And having fun with his right hand boy and messenger is just like a dance with the devil and the thrill is exhilarating.

"oh fuck you feel so good and if Peter finds us hah, he'll have our heads but your just too fucking hot to resist, I've fucking wanted you since he brought us to this bloody island"

[themadlostgirl]

Mine Alone

*Surprise bitch! I live!

Yes, after an extended hiatus I return! And I bring requests that have been haunting my inbox for months? A year? Sheesh. I will be getting the others out soon but gotta start with the one that was waiting the longest.*

Pairing: Felix x fem!Reader

Prompt: Felix smut. (That's all it said.) So enjoy you dirty little freaks!

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You hadn’t really understood what was happening until it was too late. If that wasn’t the story of your life.

It had been a good couple of years since you came to Neverland. Even way back then you had been a little slow on the uptake. Nothing you did ever seemed that significant so you weren’t too worried about anything you did being noticed by anyone. No one ever gave you big jobs to do or positions of power you had to maintain. You just ambled along. It wasn’t that you were stupid, just a bit spacey. As a result you didn’t realize when something was wrong until it was well past the point of correction.

That was part of the reason you ended up on Neverland. Unloved kids came to dance around a bonfire late at night. You did too. You didn’t think anything strange of it, especially considering how many other people were there. So when the leader, Pan, offered to take you away from your boring life in your little town you agreed without much thought. Who would notice if you disappeared? There would be no great hunt for you. No people mourning you. No jobs that needed doing that only you could do. It was an easy decision on your part.

Despite it being years ago you still held some of that feeling of insignificance inside. There were so many other Lost Boys and Lost Girls on the island. Would your presence really be missed?

Then, along came Felix. Felix was one of the most prominent of the Lost Boys and Girls. He was Pan’s best friend and second in command of the island. He did something that only Pan had done once and hadn’t really again. He noticed you. Even more than that, he liked you.

What had started as an acquaintanceship turned into friendship and that friendship eventually became love. Your days were spent mainly with each other. You even shared a tent so you each could be the first thing you saw in the morning and the last thing you saw at night.

You once asked Felix why he had approached you all those years ago. What was it about you that made him want to be your friend? He never really answered it. He just said there was some pull he felt towards you. Like he was a ship on a still ocean and after years of being marooned, a breeze had finally come to push him to land.

“You had such a bright and open smile that you shared with everyone.” he had said, holding you close as you watched the waves crash on the sand. “I didn’t realize how strong it was until you turned it on me. I couldn’t stay away from you if I tried after that. Everything else came later.”

“Everything else?”

“Everything.” he said, “Your laugh. Your sense of humor. Your kindness. Your selflessness. I loved how passionate you got about little things. I love the little humming noises you make when you work. I love how tightly you hug. I love how fierce you can be when you need to be.”

“Wow. That’s a lot.”

“There’s a lot to love about you, dove.” he pulled you closer to his chest. “That was only the beginning.”

“You can be real romantic when you wanna be.”

“Yeah yeah, don’t go harping about it to the others though. For your ears only.”

“Yes, sir.” you gave a little salute. He scoffed but didn’t say anything else.

Since meeting Felix and starting your relationship you had come more out of your shell as well. You had become a lot more sociable with everyone else on the island and had made some good friends amongst them. You were still a little slow to catch on to when something was happening though. Which is where the problem really began.

You had been having a normal day when you met a boy named Andrew, Andy to his friends. You vaguely recognized him. He wasn’t new but he wasn’t an old inhabitant to the island either. Mainly you spotted him here and there but never really talked to him. The only reason you had approached him was because he was joining your fishing route to help you pull up traps.

Most of the time you spent together was walking the east half of the island checking the fishing traps. It was a long and boring job so you had got to talking. Turned out you had a lot in common. Your senses of humor were also similar so your time checking traps was spent laughing a lot. You didn’t think much of it. You were good friends, nothing more.

Felix was not as keen about your friendship though.

One day when you were out doing your route with Andy, Felix had showed up. You jogged up to greet him. “Hey, what are you doing here at this time of day?”

“I could hear you laughing.” he glanced past you at where Andy was standing. “What’s so funny?”

“Oh, it won’t make a lot of sense if I try to explain it. Just a stupid inside joke.” you waved it off without a thought. “Have you met Andy yet?”

“In passing.” Felix muttered. “I didn’t realize you two were so close.”

“Yeah. We’ve become good friends.” you grabbed his hand and pulled him along. “Come say hi. I think that you’ll really like him.”

Surprising no one but yourself, Felix did not like Andy. Every time Andy made a joke, Felix’s scowl deepened. Every little touch had Felix seething. Whether it was when you ruffled Andy’s hair or Andy put an arm around your shoulders, everything seemed to make Felix mad. You didn’t understand why. It wasn’t anything different then how you acted with your other friends. Why did it make him so upset when it was with Andy of all people?

Then one day you got your answer.

You were doing your normal route checking the traps with Andy when he asked you to stop for a minute and take a break. That was fine with you. It was an especially hot day so you could do with some cooling off.

You waded out into the ocean, the cool water bringing your temperature down immediately. Andy swam after you and you floated on the surface of the ocean together.

“Hey, can I tell you something?” Andy asked, breaking the peaceful silence between you.

“You can tell me anything.” you said.

“So, we’re good friends, right?”

“We are.”

“And we get along great. We laugh all the time. I feel like I can talk to you about anything.”

“Yeah. That’s what being friends is.” you weren’t sure where he was going with all this.

“What I guess I’m trying to say is that I--” before he could finish his sentence a large wave crested over you and pushed you down under the water.

You broke the surface and Andy was sputtering for air. “Ah! I got water up my nose!”

“Ha!” you pushed your hair away from your face. “I guess that was the island’s sign that we should be getting back to work. Come on.” you swam back to shore with Andy behind you.

You got out of the water and grabbed your boots. You were still too wet to put them back on.

“Hey, wait, I didn’t get to tell you my thing.” Andy sloshed out of the water.

“Oh right, what did you need?”

“I wanted to tell you that I…I…” Andy was clenching and unclenching his fists by his sides. “Wow, I didn’t think this would be that hard.”

“What is going on? It’s just me.” you squeezed his shoulder, “You know you can talk to me.”

“I know.” he grabbed your hand. “I just…I’ve wanted to tell you for a while now that I…I really…”

He was taking forever to say whatever it was and your focus shifted behind him where you saw someone coming out of the jungle. Oh, it was Felix! That wasn’t surprising. He made a habit of coming to find you once your route was done. A smile stretched on your face after seeing him.

“Can I take that to mean you feel the same?” Andy asked.

You cursed yourself for losing your attention and focused on him again. “Hm? Sorry, I spaced out. What did you say?”

Andy deflated a bit before his chest puffed up again. “Perhaps I should just show you.”

He pulled on your hand so you were drawn closer to him and he cupped your cheek. His face was getting way too close! You pushed him off you. “What the hell are you--”

Before you could get another word out Felix had charged down the beach and tackled Andy, murder in his eyes. He didn’t even say anything. He just started wailing on him.

You shook off your shock and pulled Felix off. “Felix! Calm down!”

“I fucking knew it!” Felix seethed. “I knew there was no way you liked her just as a friend!”

“Felix--”

“You were so fucking pathetic! The way you just dogged after her. Did you really think she’d want a wet rag of an idiot like you!”

“Felix!” you snapped and he turned his attention away from Andy. “It’s okay. Nothing happened.”

“Nothing?” Andy wheezed as he sat up. “I know you like me. You’re so nice to me and you laugh at everything I say. You touch me like we’re more than friends.”

“I’m nice to everyone and I don’t touch you in any kind of special way. I’m a lot more touchy feely with the girls I hang out with than I am with you. Did you really think me messing up your hair was an invitation to kiss me or something?”

“You were flirting!”

“I was not! What about what I did made you possibly think I was flirting? Also, why would I flirt with you when I’m already with someone?”

“I figured you wanted someone you actually got along with. He doesn’t even act like he likes you. Why the hell are you with him?”

“Wow. It is almost like my love life is my own personal business and you don’t get to make assumptions on how much I like someone by your very limited point of view.” you snapped. “Find someone else to do this route with you. I don’t want to hang out with you anymore.”

You grabbed Felix and started to walk away but Felix quickly took the lead and pulled you along back into the jungle. He wasn’t saying anything but from how hard he was squeezing your hand you could tell he was still upset about it all.

“Hey,” you said as you quickened your steps to keep up with his long strides. “I’m sorry about what happened back there. I had no idea that he thought that way about me. I should have realized sooner what he was trying to get at. It should never have escalated to--”

“Stop.” Felix came to a halt, his back to you. “It wasn’t your fault. You were just being yourself, he was the one who--” he cut himself off. His whole body was tensed like a tightly wound spring that would break free at any moment.

“Felix…” you touched his shoulder. He whipped around, grabbing you tight by the shoulders.

“You’re mine. You’re mine and mine alone. Not his! Not anyone else’s! Mine!” It was then that you saw it. There was something like fear in his eyes. You had never seen Felix afraid of anything. But here and now there was something so desperate in his gaze that broke your heart.

“Yes. Yes I am.” you hushed him. You stroked his arms up and down in a soothing motion. “You know that. I don’t want anyone else the way I want you. You’re the only one I feel this way for. It’s alright. Take a deep breath.”

“I know…I know. I just--I can’t--” he was shaking slightly. “Do I not do enough? Do you wish I was more outwardly affectionate or something?”

“You do plenty. I love our relationship exactly as it is. I don’t need you to be glued to me all the time or make big romantic gestures.”

“If I did though, then they wouldn’t feel like they can just take you from me.”

“Is that what you’re worried about? Are you scared that someone is gonna take me away from you?”

He didn’t say anything. “Oh Felix.” you hugged him tight. “No one else will have me. I don’t want anyone else.”

“I love you.” he said, his voice quiet, “But I want to--it just feels like I have to--ugh!” he rested his head on your shoulder.

“It feels like you need to make sure I’m yours? Prove to everyone who I belong to?”

“You don’t belong to me, dove. You’re not a possession, but I just…I need it. I need to make sure I’m still yours.”

“You are. And I am yours, in every way that I can be. And if you need to “reclaim me” to put your mind at ease, then I’m certainly not going to complain.” you pulled dragged his hands down your body and settled them on your hips. “Claim me, Felix.”

He picked his head up, eyes boring into yours. “You sure?”

“Yes.” you pulled him down for a kiss. He kissed you back hungrily, his grip on you turning bruising as he covered your body with his. He dipped to start kissing your neck, sucking on the supple skin that still tasted like sea salt.

“Mine?” he mumbled against your pulse.

“Yours.” you reaffirmed.

He sunk his teeth down where your neck met your shoulder. One of his hands slid past the waistband of your pants and cupped your cunt. He began teasing your clit until you were moaning freely and bucking against his hand.

He stepped back from you just enough to pull your pants down and toss them away. “He had his hands on you. Tried to kiss you. Tried to kiss what is mine.” he muttered, his words barely meeting your ears. He stayed knelt on the ground, one hand splayed on your stomach to keep you up against the tree while the other hooked one your knees over his shoulder.

You grabbed at his choppy blonde hair as his mouth descended on your pussy. He might as well have been dying of thirst with how greedily he lapped up your arousal. You tried to grind against his face but he kept you firmly in place.

He looked up at you from between your legs, eyes dark with a feral lust. He worked you over with his tongue until your chest was heaving and your legs were shaking. “Felix! Please!” your voice was barely more than a whimper.

His nails bit into the flesh of your thigh and he sucked harshly on your clit. It was enough to send you over the edge and you came on his tongue.

You had barely started to blink the stars away from your vision before he was on his feet and shucking your shirt off over your head. In the back of your mind you knew that perhaps you should have moved to somewhere more private. It was a big island but that didn’t mean no one may come across you. That worry though was far from your immediate thoughts at the moment though.

You were quickly ridding Felix of his own shirt but it was hard to get up past his head on your own since he was so freaking tall. He ended up just taking it off himself before pressing his body up against yours.

“Feels like forever since the last time I properly fucked you.” he muttered in your ear as he freed his cock from his pants and rubbed it across your folds. The heat of his erection so close to your cunt had you squirming trying to impale yourself on it.

It had been a while since the last time you two had sex. Maybe that was part of the reason he was so pent up. And you as well for that matter.

He pressed his forehead to yours. “I can’t be gentle with you.” he stressed through his teeth, “Not right now.”

“I don’t want you to be.” you told him. “Now are you going to fuck me so hard I never forget who I belong to or not?”

“Fucking hell, dove.” he kissed you hard. He pushed inside your pussy, filling you completely. He didn’t give you a chance to adjust to the size of him before he was pounding into you. Taking what he wanted from your body without mercy. You clung tight to him, your nails scratching angry red lines across his back as you took the harsh fucking.

“Ah…Felix! Mmm!” you bit your lip to keep from crying out. It was hard to tell where the pleasure started and the pain began. Your back was being scratched to death by the bark at your back but the friction of his cock relentlessly thrusting in and out of your already sensitive pussy felt like heaven.

“Mine.” he murmured against your lips. “You. Are. Mine.” he punctuated each word with a particularly hard thrust.

“Yours. I’m yours.” you whimpered. He swallowed the sound of your moans as your body was being driven steadily closer to a climax.

“Fuck!” his hips snapped against yours even faster. “Dove, I--I--fuck you feel good!”

“Cum for me.” you wrapped your legs around his hips, keeping you close. “Please Felix! Cum for me! Cum in me!”

“Yes…yes dove…gonna…gonna--” he was cut off by a low guttural moan as his cock pulsed and spent itself inside you. He was still fucking you though even as he was cumming.

“Oh god!” you could feel his cum leaking out of you as his cock kept going. How was he still hard after cumming so much?

“More.” he said, his voice hoarse from pleasure. You were sure what he meant but were surprised when he pulled out of you and all but threw you to the ground. You turned to see what he was doing but he flipped you back onto your stomach and hiked your ass off the ground. Oh! You weren’t expecting that. At least the ground was soft so it’d be easier on your knees.

He grabbed you by the hips and pushed back inside you. It felt like he was reaching even deeper inside of you from this position.

Your nails dug into the warm soil of the jungle floor as he went back to fucking you. He was hitting a sweet spot inside you that had you panting and clawing at the ground for some kind of tether to reality. Your legs spread wider to allow him better access to your cunt.

You could feel him bent low over your body, hands splayed on your hips as he rutted against you like a beast in heat. You could feel the fringe of his hair tickling the space between your shoulder blades. A single word grunting past his lips with every sweet shallow thrust. “Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine!”

You squirmed and kicked as your body was driven into a state of pleasure that was overloading your brain. You couldn’t tell if you were trying to get away or push yourself closer to him. Felix answered by dragging your legs back so they rested by his. He was so incredibly close it was hard to tell where his body began and yours ended. Not that you could tell up from down in this exact moment.

Your words were nothing but hot blubbering sighs and garbled calls of his name. Hot tears streaked down your face. Still Felix kept chanting that one word over and over. “Mine!” it got louder and louder until he was practically shouting it.

When he came you came with him, a scream of pleasure so raw it tore your throat apart. Your chest was heaving and your whole body was twitching as it tried to reconcile the orgasm you just had.

Felix was incredibly still except for the heavy breaths you could feel him taking. His voice which had been so loud a moment ago was now quiet and hushed with whispers. “Mine…mine and mine alone…my dove…mine…”

You collapsed onto your sides but Felix kept you pressed close, his softening cock still wedged in your pussy as you caught your breath. His arms wound around you, holding you tight. “You…are you okay?” he asked after a few minutes of silence.

“Yeah. Are you?”

He pressed a soft kiss to the back of your neck. “Yeah. Thanks for letting me get that out of my system.”

“It was my pleasure…literally.” you responded. He sighed which let you know he was fighting back a smile.

“Felix?” you turned your head as far back as you could to look at him. Your nose bumped against his. “Mine.”

He smiled. “Yes, dove. Yours.”

[crow-cello]

a panlix i never came around to posting (full on ao3)

[phaticserpent]

Headcanon of Felix's Kinks

Requested (gender neutral reader)

Warning: smut, kinks

Why can I see him with a size kink? This man is huge, and not just in height.

He would love hearing you whine and whimper about how big he is, and he would try his best to be gentle

Bondage kink, he's a little inexperienced with ropes but he wouldn't complain if he was the one on the end of getting tied up

Ropes don't have to be involved, but he likes pinning you down. Restricting your hands and making sure you're pinned down as you take him

Edging (receiving and giving), he'd love to hear you whine and beg for it. He would also like the thrill and feeling of being edged, how he would be close and a mess for that feeling of release

Is riding a kink? This man is definitely a switch and he enjoys watching you top him

Hair pulling, he would definitely whine and moan when you pull his hair. He would in turn, like the feeling of control and how you would let out those sounds from him pulling on your hair

[1donoow]

MIX FANDOM FANFIC REC PT.2

[Fanfics i've read]

Edited

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♡ - smut

Mostly fluff

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Fantastic beast [newt scamander]

harry potter [wolfstar][remus lupin][regulus black][james potter]

the black phone [vance hooper]

enola holmes [sherlock holmes]

the walking dead [glenn rhee]

outa [peter pan][felix]

maze runnner [newt][gally]

dune [duke leto atreides]

rise of the guardians [jack frost][bunnymund]

big hero 6 [tadashi hamada][hiro hamada]

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———FANTASTIC BEAST————

newt scamander

@moonlit-imagines - your husband coming home to find a baby niffler hanging from your neck

@spideyharrington - one and the same

————HARRY POTTER————

wolfstar

@wolfstardaughter-jj - like fathers,like daughter

@masivechaos - you remind me of him

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remus lupin

@ddejavvu - grumpy remus x sunshine reader

- ___

- y/n loving when remus ramble

- sleepy cuddles with remus

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regulus black

@ddejavvu - the reader intentionally mistook sirius as snape

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james potter

@reysdriver - lucky charm

———THE BLACK PHONE———

vance hopper

@angelofthenight - are we about to kiss?

@mirrorballshiningjustforyou - vance with a opposite reader

- vance x cheerleader reader

————ENOLA HOLMES————

sherlock holmes

@marvelousmando - the game is afoot indeed

@love-strawberry - we'll be alright

@st-juliet - pulse point ♡

———THE WALKING DEAD———

glenn rhee

@the-daily-multi-fandom-post - gleens lover girl

@refiwrites - tepidity

@captain-tch - trinkets

——————OUAT————————

@thepiratequeenofneverland - A Poly introduction

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peter pan

@heliads - dating peter pan would include

@evangeline-perry - peter pan relationship

@bad268 - peter pan fluff alphabet

@justpan - Kindness and Cruelty 

@mysadcorner - peter with a quiet!reader

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felix

@goldenxshine - dating felix and wearing glasses would include

————MAZE RUNNER—————

@toxicbubblegum212 - snow in the glade

@virginia-peters - ___

@givemearock - tmr boys if you gave them a rock

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newt

@heliads - men and tea

@witchthewriter - jealous newt with a medjack girlfriend would include

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gally

@cantstoptheimagines - rbf

@writingandimagines - gally teaching you how to defend yourself

@5sospenguinqueen - dating gally would include

@gladerscake - territorial

@witchthewriter - being gally's s/o would include

——————DUNE————————

duke leto atreides

@nonpoppin - beard

@dailyreverie - you are what’s important right now

- your touch

- hugging them from behind, laying their head on the other’s shoulder

@starryeyedstories - like real people do

@catlordewrites - in the water

- a little less lonely

@lightsinthedistancee - how it feel to be free

@geo-winchester - like we used to be

@supernovafeather - new home ♡

@letstalkaboutshtufff - opposites attract

@pumpkin-stars - stalwart

@ophelialoveshandsomemen - you're handsome with snowflakes in your beard

——RISE OF THE GUARDIAN——

jack frost

@imagines-dreams - ___ (cupid!reader)

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bunnymund

@razzlerdazzler - bunnymund with a halloween spirit s/o who likes spring and easter

@daydreaming-away-reality - the sweetest thank you (mother nature!reader)

—————BIG HERO 6—————

tadashi hamada

@multi-fandom-imagine - pop rock kiss

- ___

@subtly-a-selkie - tadashi is here pt1

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hiro hamada

@thequeenrains - a night to a decade

@bigherosix2 - quarantining with hiro

@maycat-19-142 - ___ (poison!reader)

[knyontop]

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Rules for requests ! ──★ ˙🎀 ̟ !!

Please add details about what you really want, its hard for me to get a real picture of what to write unless your pretty specific😭 like if you want it platonic or romantic bc if you dont tell me i will choose for you, also tell me which characters you want or i will choose. Please respect what i will and will not write its on my pinned message! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ also i will NOT be writing any smuts or nsfw things for minor characters, maybe like a slap on the ass or like little hints of light spice.

Smut things I will not write ! ──★ ˙🧁 ̟ !!

Non con/rape, breeding, age play, feet kink, shit kink, piss kink, vomit kink, ddlg, wax play, a big age difference. ✩°｡⋆⸜ 💗🎀˚. ✩

Who I do and do not write for! ↓ ↓

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Tanjiro

My bby Nezuko (im her number one)

Zenistu

Inosuke

Kanao

Genya

Aoi

Gyomei

Sanemi

Obanai

Giyuu

Mitsuri

Muichiro

Rengoku

Tengen

Shinobu

Muzan

Kokushibo

Douma

Akaza

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The clones

Gyyoko

Daki & Gyutaro

Lady Tamayo

Yushiro

Hanako (my oc)

Your oc

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Jeff the killer

Ben drowned

Ticci toby

Eyeless Jack

Masky/tim

Hoodie/brian

Jane the killer

Clockwork

Nina the killer

Kate the chaser

Slenderman

Laughing jack

Sally willaims (platonic only)

Lazari (platonic only)

X-Virus/cody

Homicidal Liu

Arcane fandom ! ──★ ˙🐾 ̟ !!

My bby jinx (im her number one)

Violet/vi

Mylo (platonic only

Claggor (platonic only

Caitlyn 

Ekko

Vander (platonic only

Silco (platonic only)

MHA fandom ! ──★ ˙🍥 ̟ !!

Class 1A

aizawa

Present mic

Hawks

The league of villains

The todoroki family

The katsuki family

Eri (platonic only)

Kota (platonic only)

Shinso

Monoma

South park fandom ! ──★ ˙✝️ ̟ !!

Kyle (platonic only)

Stan (platonic only)

Kenny (platonic only)

Cartman (platonic only)

Butters (platonic only)

Craig (platonic only)

Cldye (platonic only)

Tolken (platonic only)

Tweek (platonic only)

Jimmy (platonic only)

Wendy (platonic only)

Bebe (platonic only)

Pip (platonic only)

Damian (platonic only)

Ike (platonic only)

Karen (platonic only)

Tricia (platonic only)

Angels of death fandom ! ──★ ˙💟 ̟ !!

Zach

Rachel

Eddie

Danny

Cathy

Fnaf fandom ! ──★ ˙🍓 ̟ !!

Teen micheal afton

Willaim afton (platonic only)

Ms. Afton (platonic only

Evan afton (platonic only)

Elizabeth afton (platonic only)

Fnaf 1 (platonic only)

Simon

Fredrick

Mark

Descendants Fandom ! ──★ ˙🍰 ̟ !!

Mal

Ben (platonic only)

Evie

Carlos (rip cam:C)

Jay

Harry

Uma

Gil

Hades (platonic only)

Teen hades

Teen captain hook

Teen maleficent (platonic only)

Morgie (platonic only)

Dizzie (platonic only)

Celia (platonic only)

Teen bridget

Teen ella

Red

Chloe

Shameless fandom ! ──★ ˙🏩 ̟ !!

Fiona (platonic only)

Lip (platonic only)

Ian (platonic only)

Debbie (platonic only)

Carl (platonic only)

Laim (platonic only)

Kevin (platonic only)

Veronica (platonic only) 

Mickey (platonic only)

Mandy (platonic only, also i only write for her in season one!)

Stranger things ! ──★ ˙🍡 ̟ !!

Eleven

Mike

Will

Dustin

Lucas

Max

Steve

Nancy

Jonathan

Billy

Joyce (platonic only)

IT ! ──★ ˙🎋 ̟ !!

The losers club (platonic only)

Bowers gang

Ouat ! ──★ ˙🍙 ̟ !!

Peter pan

Felix

Devin

Henry (platonic only)

The outsiders ! ──★ ˙💞 ̟ !!

Darry

Sodapop

Two-bit

Ponboy

Johnny

Dallas

Steve

The Supernatural ! ──★ ˙👻 ̟ !!

Dean

Sam

Castiel (platonic only)

Demon Dean

18 yr old Dean

14 yr old Sam (platonic only)

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[wednesday-fanatic]

Who I Will Write For and What I Will Write For

Will: Smut, fluff, angst, death, I will do Dom/sub dynamics, choking, masterbation, overestimulation, hard doms, soft doms.

Wont: Piss kink, shit kink, creampie, not too rough of sex (but I will do rough sex), and I will not write for use of toys.

Fandoms:

FREE REIN

Pin Hawthorne

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SHADOW AND BONE

Kaz Brekker

Jesper Fahey

Alina Starkov

General Kirigan

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MANIFEST

Ben Stone

Olive Stone

Cal Stone

Zeke Landon

Jared Vasquez

TJ Morrison

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DEADLY CLASS

Marcus Lopez

Saya Kuroki

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HARRY POTTER

Harry Potter

Draco Malfoy

Tom Riddle

Lorenzo Berkshire

Matteo Riddle

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MARAUDERS ERA

Young!James Potter

Young!Regulus Black

Young!Peter Pettigrew

Young!Remus Lupin

Young!Sirius Black

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NARNIA

Edmund Pevensie

Peter Pevensie

Prince Caspian

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BUNK'D

Griff Jones

Xander McCormick

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HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON

Hiccup Haddock

Astrid Hofferson

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ZOMBIES 2

Wyatt Lykensen

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SECRETS OF SULPHUR SPRINGS

Griffin Campbell

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DRAGONS: THE NINE REALMS

Tom Kullerson

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WEDNESDAY

Wednesday Addams

Tyler Galpin

Xavier Thorpe

Ajax

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DC

Barry Allen

Caitlin Snow

Alex Danvers

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MARVEL

Loki Laugherson

Tony Stark

Peter Parker (Tom Holland and Andrew Garfield)

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OUAT

Peter Pan

Felix

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MIRACULOUS

Chat Noir

Adrien Agreste

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HEARTLAND

Ty Borden

Dylan Westfield

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ENOLA HOLMES

Sherlock Holmes

Tewksbury

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ANNE WITH AN E

Gilbert Blythe

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RISE OF THE GUARDIANS

Jack Frost

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I do requests. I will do X Reader and X OC.

Message me through my profile if you have a request. I do not really check comments, so it's easier for me to get requests through a message then a comment

I will write for characters from Kings Choice which is a game on the Google play store. I dont know why but im in love with some of the characters, like, the way their animated is hot. Here's who I'll write for from the game:

Lance

Beth/Ian

Ryan

Esmerelda

Eva

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I will do smut, fluff, and angst for the Kings Choice game. I take requests for them too

[risingofjupiter]

just the way.. - jealous!felix x reader

warnings - semi smut, felix getting jealous and being a cocky shit, semi public smut bc no one made sure the damn tent flap was closed 🥲

a/n - ahaha i hope you readers like this 😭. also ignore how i literally suck at beginning a fic. not my strong suit lmao. not proofread either. also felix’s hands.. crush my skull with your hand good sir 🙌

the cold licks of the waves on your legs felt nice enough to be able to stay near the water. it was a decently warm day and it was getting harder to do your chores, with the temperature rising.

“stupid pan, not letting us take a break.” you say to yourself, throwing a rock into the ocean. after watching it sink sadly to the bottom, you get up and walk near the tree line, putting your clothes back on.

boisterous laughter can be heard as you make your way to the camp. smiling to yourself when you spot your boyfriend, felix, making a spear. making your way over to him, you sit on a log near him.

“how are you, my love?” felix asks, not stopping what he was doing. the bond you and felix have is special. you understand and respect each other. something rare you have both seem to have found.

“oh, i’m doing fine right now. i was just at the beach and the sun was going down, it looked so pretty!” you answer.

felix smiles, “oh yeah?”

“yeah! you should’ve been there.” you smile again, fiddling with your hands.

felix glanced at you, with a grin on his face, “yeah.. i should’ve.”

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most of the other lost boys huddled around the, now burning, fire - the cold of night creeping it’s way into the camp. you remained by felix, absorbed with the way his skilled hands gracefully moved.

pan stepped out of the shadows, raising his arms up with a shout, “boys! let us commend the newcomers with a dance!”

all the lost boys, even the new ones, moved as soon as they heard pan’s pipe. with shouts and spirited laughter, it became a celebration of sorts. smiling, you clapped along with the sound of pan’s pipe.

“hey y/n! dance with me?” tommy, a fairly old lost boy, requested. looking back at felix, still busying himself with sharpening the spear, you quickly nodded at tommy. as you stood, you seemed to miss the annoyed look felix shot at tommy.

tommy grabbed your hand pulling you near the bonfire. you and tommy interlocked hands and danced around, not so elegantly - although it didn’t matter, because in that moment, all you were thinking was how much fun you were having with tommy.

intertwining arms, you and tommy twirled around in a circle, dancing with the other lost ones. pan started playing a more amorous tune and the other boys quickly changed their dance.

tommy twirled you around and dipped you, slowly, in a humorous way. you laughed and slapped his chest, tommy bringing you back onto your feet. you and tommy continued dancing around the fire, enjoying the bliss-filled air.

feeling eyes boring into the back of your head, you turn but find no one there. you frown as you ponder who it was, but the thought quickly disappears from your head as tommy pulls you in for another dance.

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exhausted from twirling around the fire with tommy, you make your way back to your tent, not before saying your goodbyes. as you walk inside you sense somebody else in there with you. squinting your eyes looking around - as you forgot to light a candle upon leaving earlier - you see a figure sitting in the corner.

quickly lighting a candle, you see felix instead of the black figure standing in the corner.

“jesus felix, you scared me.” you put your hand on your chest to emphasize your startled form. felix didn’t respond though so you just busied yourself cleaning your desk.

“did you enjoy dancing tonight? i couldn’t find you at the end though, did you leave?” you questioned, moving books and interesting objects felix had gifted you in the past. not hearing a response, you turned around swiftly, almost bumping into felix’s chest as he was standing directly in front of you.

you laughed, “any i can help with, good sir?” he quickly chased the smile off your lips though, as his lips made haste to connect with yours. feeling him grab onto your hips, you put your hands on his forearms. felix pulled you impossibly closer as he began to make his way down to your neck.

“felix..? what’s all this about?” you asked, sighing as you felt him bite and suck on a weak spot, just below your ear. he plunged his right hand into your hair as his left one still remained glued to your hip.

he only hummed in response as he continued to litter your neck and jaw with dark purple marks.

wrapping your arms around his neck, you felt his hot breath against your skin, “you’re mine, you’ll always be mine.”

you smiled, “i know that felix. i’ll only love you.. always and forever.” he groaned in response. you dove your hand into his hair and softly pulled him back to look into his eyes.

“you know i love you right?” you smirked, kissing felix’s jaw, ever so gently. his eyes darkening just slightly. immediately his lips were back on yours, teasing your bottom lip with his tongue. you sighed into the kiss, opening your mouth just enough that felix could slip his tongue inside.

his tongue explored around, but ultimately ended up dancing with yours, both of you fighting for dominance - with felix winning. you pulled him closer, not wanting the intimate moment to end.

pulling felix closer, you subconsciously start grinding against him. you felt him smirk into the kiss, right before he moved both of his hands down to your hips - helping you grind against him.

his grip on your hips tightened, as he slowly moved his left leg between yours.

“if only there was a way for you to show me how much you love me..” felix whispered against your lips.

you grinned before leaning back, “hm.. i think i know just the way..”

thank you for reading! feel free to leave any requests or thoughts :)

comment to be added to my taglist ❦

[em-writes-posts]

I'm doing requests for fandoms now!!! FINALLY!!!

NOW THE RULES....

(Ik no one likes them but I have to I'm sorry)

Yea so the fandoms/characters I write for

NARNIA:

Edmund Pevensie

Prince Caspian

Susan Pevensie

Lucy Pevensie (mutual)

Peter Pevensie

MARVEL:

Peter Parker

Tony Stark

Nick Fury

Steve Rogers

Bucky Barnes

Natasha Romanoff

Bruce Banner

Scott Lang

*OK HOLD ON I JUST DO EVERYONE IN MARVEL OK AND IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE ABOUT THERE ACTORS AS WELL I CAN DO THAT 2 INSTEAD OF DOING A WHOLE FICKIN LIST*

I WRITE FOR EVERYONE IN HARRY POTTER

Everyone in TEEN WOLF

I do everyone in OUAT

If there are any other Fandoms you want just ask and I will see if I can do it or not! Thxs

!THINGS I DO!

SMUT (MABYE it depends on what your asking me to do)

FLUFF

ANGST

SOME MORE HERE AND THERE MABYE😏

NOW if you ask for a certain person and fandom make sure to include a plot please!!!

If you want headcanons say the person/people you want *NO MORE THAN 7*

Anyway have fun and I probably won't get any requests anyway so I really don't know what the point of this is anyway!!! YEA have a great days my PEEPS 💛💛💛

Please be specific to what you want me to do please like if you want fluff headcanons etc. Please and thankyou it is sooo helpful or if you want me to make a storie line just say if you want fluff angst etc. Thankyou!!!

[blue-sadie]

.Random.

.Request Page.

A place for my different fandoms brain rots

Platonic = 🌼 Fluff = 🌺 Smut =🌹 Lime = ⚘️ Angst = 🥀 Yandere = 🍁

Anime

Imagines.

(H) kakeru Sengoku - Her Little Merman 🌺

(H) Keishin Ukai - Assistant Manager 🌹

(HMC) Howl Pendragon- A Thing Of Beauty 🌺

(LOK) Mako & Bolin - Brothers Charm 🌹

(MHA) Katsuki Bakugo - Silly Nicknames 🌺

(MHA) Shota Aizawa - Villainous Love 🌹

(MHA) Shota Aizawa - Little Helper 🌹

Combo.

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

(H) Asahi Azumane - Pregnant Hungry 🌺

Different Aus.

Headcanons.

NSFW/SFW Alphabet.

Animation

Imagines.

(QFC) Garrett Touch Says All 🌺

Combos

(A&TAE) Dimitri & Cale Tucker - The Tucker Twins 🌹

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

Different Aus.

Headcanons.

Nsfw/SFW Alphabet.

Celebritys

Imagines.

Hayden Christen - Yn Moment 🌺 Jamie Flatters - Admiring The Interviewer 🌺

Henry Cavill - Distraction 🌺

Oscar Isaac - Wavering 🌺

Combo.

Jamie Flatters,Tedros Pendragon,Neteyam - One Room 🌹

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

🎃 Colby Brock - Love Even In Death 🌺 Colby Brock - A Thing Of Possession 🌹

Jack Champion - Past Experiences 🥀🌺

Jamie Flatters - Attention Thief 🌺

Jamie Flatters - Bakery Girl 🌺

Jamie Flatters - When Fate Intervenes 🌺

Stephen Lang Hard At Work. Prt 2 🌺

Combos.

Avatar Cast - Dream Come True 🌺

Different Aus.

Headcanons.

NSFW/SFW Alphabet.

Games

Imagines.

(BG3) Astarion - Love From Cold Lips 🌹

(BG3) Astarion - For Your Pleasure 🌹

(BG3) Astarion - Flaunting Treasures 🌹

(BG3) Astarion - Sweet As Sugar 🌹

(BG3) Astarion - Red As Cherry 🌹

(BG3) Halinsin - Size Difference 🌹

(HL) Sebastian Sallow - Dazzling Smile 🌺

(TLOU) Joel Miller - The Tiredness 🌹

Combos.

(BG3)Astarion & Halsin - Vampire And The Bear ⚘️

(BG3) Astarion & Gale - Love From The Gods 🌹

(BG3) Astarion & Harleep - Jealous Much 🌹

(HL) Sebastian & Ominus - Bros Before... 🥀🌺

(SR) Fratpack - Bare Claws🌹

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

(BG3) Ascended Astarion - Truly Broken 🥀

(BG3) Astarion - My Darling Baker 🌺

(HL) Sebastian Sallow - Lace Me Up 🌺

Combos

(BG3) Astarion & Halsin - Lust Filldd Touches 🌹

Different Aus.

(BG3)God Astarion & God Gale -Praises From The Gods🌹

Headcanons.

NSFW/SFW Alphabet.

(BG3) halsin - NSFW

Movies

Imagines.

(HP) Draco Malfoy - A Bubbly Companion 🌺

(It) Bowers Gang - Plaid Skirts 🌹

(JB) Jennifer Check - Boyfriend And Girlfriend 🌹 (KOTZ) Saint Seiya - Flash Of Lightning 🌸

(MG) Regina George - It's Me Regina George 🌹🌺

(MR) Newt - Second In Command 🌺

(MR) Gally - Soft Spot 🌺

(POTC) Jack Sparrow - True Is The Compass 🌹

(T) Paul Lahote - Second Head 🌺

(RH) Prince John - Fall From Grace 🌺

(TG) Pete Mitchell - Cockpit 🌹

Combos.

(HPM) Remus & Sirius - Moon Light 🌹

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

(A) Kane - Stop Your Breath 🌺🌹

(D) Harry Hook - Second Star To The Right 🌺

(FG) Walter Mckey (keys) - Cuter Then Puppies 🌺

(HP) fancast Barty Crouch Jr - Detention Bail 🌹

(IT) Yandere Bowers Gang - Owned 🍁

(MR) Newt - Glow Of Embers 🌺

(TF) Santiago Garcia - Friend Of A Friend 🌹

Combos.

(TF) Santiago Garcia & Frankie Morales - Movement Of The Hips 🌹

Different Aus.

Headcanons.

NSFW/SFW Alphabet.

Series

Imagines.

(F) Savitar - A New Day Has Dawned 🍁

(G) Bruce Wayne - Taste Of Red 🌹

(OBX) Rafe Cameron - Uncontrollable??? 🌹

(OUAT) Peter Pan - Whisked Away 🌺

(SN) Dean Winchester - Jealous Much 🌹

(ST) Billy Hargrove - Addicted 🌹

(ST) Eddie Munson - Something A Bit More 🍁

(T) Jason Todd - Cold Stares 🌺

(TVD) Stephen Salvatore - The Classics 🌺

(TW) Derek Hale - Big Bad Werewolf 🌹

(VK) Ivar Ragnarsson - Tracing Tattoos 🌺🌹

Combos

(OUAT) Peter Pan & Felix - Princess Treatment 🌹

(ST) Billy Hargrove & Eddie Munson - High And Mighty 🌹

(ST) Billy Hargrove & Steve Harrington - You Wouldn't Dare🌹

(T100) Bellamy blake & John murphy - little convincing 🌹

(TW) Stiles Stilinski & Scott Mccal - Rain Check 🌹

(TVD) Damon and Stephen - Elana Really... 🌼🌺

Incorrect Quotes.

Drabbles.

Oneshots.

Combos.

(911) Eddie Diaz & Evan Buckley-Something To Look At 🌹

Different Aus.

Headcanons.

NSFW/SFW Alphabet.

Tag.List

@sweetirilly @neteyamyawne @greekgods15 @laylasbunbunny

[freakylittle-shank]

Truth or Dare... Choose carefully.. (Part 3)

Anonymous Request: could you do an imagine where the lost boys play truth or dare and someone dares you to sleep with pan.

A/N: Hey guy! So this is what y'all been waiting for 😂! I’m so happy a lot of you loves TOD and I’m planning on making this series longer but imma leave it up to all of you if you want this to keep on going 😉. Love you all

Dedicated to: @ichbinannaaa

Warnings: Cursing, “ the thing ” ;), slight harassing

P. S ( the gifs are not mine c: )

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“Quite a good act Felix.” Peter said coming out of his hiding spot with an evil smile on his face.

“Never thought you’d do a good job on it.” Felix looked at Peter with a sad face while Peter placed an arm on his shoulder.

“Shall I go after (Y/N)?” Felix said looking down on the ground “Now, now Felix,” Peter said removing his hand from Felix, and moved to look at your footsteps

“We can’t end the party when the real fun is about to begin.” Peter said smirking while looking back at Felix.

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You were looking around the forest finding which direction you’ll have to take to find the echo caves.

You are so close to giving up. You were lost. You didn’t really know which way to go to find your friend, Baelfire.

You didn’t know what to do now. It seemed like forever and you still haven’t found Baelfire.

”Fuck.”You whispered to yourself. It was almost dark and you decided to sit down to take a rest and placed your bow and arrow next to you.

Your legs are aching from walking around the forest all day and it made you tired and exhausted.

You leaned your back on the rock behind you and brought your legs up to your chest while wrapping your arms around it.

“How am I supposed to save Baelfire if I can’t even find my way to where he’s at.” You said to yourself with a disappointed tone on your voice.

You looked up to the sky and it was completely dark out. And the only source of light you have is the moon and the stars.

“I’ll find you Baelfire, Just hold on.” You said and laid yourself down to the ground, your eyes becoming heavier and heavier each second and you soon gave up and let yourself drift away to sleep. _____________________________________

You woke up to the sound of rustling near you and you immediately got up from where you laid and took your equipment and aimed it to the direction of the noise but the noise soon came to a stop and you decided to put your equipment down.

It was still dark out and you’ve probably fell asleep for just a couple of hours.

You were standing still in your spot, you were still tired but you must find Baelfire as soon as possible so you immediately went back to the forest to search for Bae.

It felt like you’ve been walking around for hours and you still can’t find the echo caves.

You stopped by the lake to drink some water. You took your flask out and dipped it in and then you drank the water. You sat yourself down by the rock for a couple minutes and quickly returned to look for Baelfire.

“Where could that cave be?” You said to yourself until you saw a cave with torches outside of it.

“Holy shit.” You whispered to yourself and you quickly ran towards the cave.

You stopped by the entrance and took one of the torches to help you see in the dark.

You went inside the cave and it was bigger than you thought it would be.

You were observing the cave until you saw what seems to be a cage with a cliff separating you from the other part of the cave.

“Bae!” You yelled as you dropped the torch to the ground and now it was dark but the moon’s light illuminating the cave inside.

“(Y/N)!” You heard Bae’s voice and you were at shock. You finally found Bae but how are you going to save him if there is a cliff between the both of you to keep you apart.

“Hang on Bae! I’m going to save you!” You yelled and you immediately start to look for ropes or anything that might be useful.

“(Y/N)!, (Y/N)! That’s not how it works!” Bae yelled trying to stop you.

“What do you mean ‘that’s not how it works’?” You yelled back still searching for something.

“This cave is enchanted (Y/N), and the rule of this cave is that you can only save someone if..” Bae suddenly stopped not finishing his sentence which made you stop what you’re doing.

“You can only save someone if what Baelfire?” You said as you stood up from your position and walked to face the cage by the cliff.

“You can save someone only if you.. reveal your deepest.. darkest.. secret. A secret you wouldn’t admit to anyone.” As soon as Baelfire finished you were at shock.

Just by hearing what Baelfire said, it made you nervous to the bone. You’ve kept so many secrets to yourself and you know too well that these secrets will destroy you.

“If the only way to get out is to reveal a secret.. then why haven’t you got yourself out of here?” you said trying to find a loophole so you can’t reveal any of your secrets.

“I tried (Y/N). I did, but it didn’t work.” Bae said making you sigh.

Your intertwined your fingers together and rested it on your head. This was the hardest decision you’ll ever make in your whole life.

It’s either you’ll take the bait and allow it to destroy yourself to save Baelfire.

or you’ll be a coward and leave him in the cave.

You walked around trying to decide what to do until you let yourself go and came up with a decision.

“I’ll do it.” You said and with that you finally stopped walking around and started to do what you must do.

To reveal your secrets..

You inhaled deeply and start to think about your deepest darkest secrets.

“You can do this (Y/N).” You heard Baelfire said but you were silent.

You bought your fingers to your lips and started to get scared. You didn’t want anyone to know about what you keep to yourself.

But you must save your friend otherwise you wouldn’t forgive yourself and fill your life with lot of regrets.

And what you’re about to do now is worth the regret you’ll have for the rest of your life.

You sighed and took a moment to clear your mind and trying to calm yourself down.

”When I first step foot in neverland, I never thought I would be capable of being somewhere on my own. But as I stayed longer I never felt more alone than I’ve ever had in my whole life until I became friends with you and Felix, and I swear with all my heart that I wouldn’t want that to change.” You said with tears starting to form in your eyes knowing that what you’re about to say next is probably going to kill Baelfire on the inside.

“So my secret… Is that I wish you had denied what you said back at camp. I wish what you said back there wasn’t true, That you liked me. I wish you didn’t have to tell everyone that, because I’m not capable of loving someone Bae. Not anymore.” You regreted saying that knowing that you broke your own friend’s heart for telling the truth

Then it was silent for a moment and you can’t help but wipe the tear about to fall on your cheek.

And soon the ground started shaking and there was a rock bridge starting to form.

But it was still far away and you still can’t reach Baelfire’s cage. And the distance between where you and Bae are, is still far enough to keep you both away from each other.

You soon came up with another secret you wouldn’t want to admit to anyone else and it’s time to get it out of your chest.

You sighed deeply before starting again and tried to control yourself from crying.

“The moment I stayed here in neverland I thought that I would be the only girl here, that was until I met Wendy. And the moment we met made me the happiest person here in neverland.” You paused for a second trying to contain your tears.

“And when I found out that Wendy got out of neverland.. I never felt so betrayed in my whole life, She used me to get herself out of neverland when she promised me that we would get out of here together,” You sniffed and stopped for a moment.

“I was so stupid to believe that we were actually friends. I can’t believe that I trusted her and end up being betrayed…. So when I finally have the opportunity to escape neverland, I’ll go and find Wendy and make her pay for what she did to me.” You inhaled deeply trying not to cry too much.

The ground started to shake again and the bridge is getting closer and closer. But you couldn’t handle regretting every second of telling all your secrets especially when you know it’s going to break someone.

Even yourself.

You tried to keep yourself from crying right now and you’re not really doing a good job on it.

What you said was painful, it made you remember all the stupid things you did and it was like killing yourself over and over again.

“Back at camp, when you invited me to join the game.. I thought I was going to have fun. But I didn’t. I never felt so humiliated in my whole life when the boy dared Peter to kiss and sleep with me that night. I never felt so humiliated in front of everybody..” A tear fell to your cheek while you keep on going to tell your secret.

“I felt like a doll. I felt like I’m just being used and that the boys are just trying to get back at me because I never tolerated them hitting on me.” You stopped not wanting to tell what’s next and you were silent.

You waited for the ground to shake again but it didn’t.. What you said wasn’t enough. Not even close.

“Don’t hold anything back (Y/N).” You heard Baelfire say and you brought your hand up into your hair and bit your lip about to regret ever saying what you’re about to say.

“But when Peter kissed me that night.. I can’t deny that I actually liked kissing Peter. I liked the sensation of having him close to me, and I’ve never felt so safe but I know that I’m not safe at all so I tried to resist because I know he is very dangerous for me to hold on to.” You said shaking your head with tears streaming down your cheeks.

You stayed silent after that and the ground started to shake again and the bridge was almost close.

“Just one more.” You whispered to yourself. You were shaking, you didn’t want anyone to know about what you’re about to say next.

It was one of the most deepest secret that you have in your heart, and you kept it to yourself for too long and you didn’t want anyone to know about it but you must reveal it in order to save Bae.

You bit your lip one more time and inhaled deeply before starting again.

“When I first saw Felix, It was like fate was toying with me. And it made me break on the inside. It was like looking at the most heartbreaking thing that has ever happened to me. Felix reminded me of someone I used to know.. and I never thought that my heart will break again because that’s why I went to neverland, I went here to help myself escape the pain of my heart breaking.” Your voice was trembling and your heart was breaking with every word you let your mouth slip.

You sniffed and tears are now falling down on your cheeks but you didn’t care

“He reminded me of Jake, the first and probably the last lover I’ll have. Felix looks exactly like Jake and he reminded me of my pain and failures. And I couldn’t help myself from breaking inside knowing that Felix is there to remind me of Jake everytime I see him. But my biggest regret is that I fell and loved Felix the moment I saw him.. But I know that I can’t love someone who is just a constant reminder of someone leaving me and the mistakes I made with Jake and I tried my best to let my feelings for him slip away,” You were crying right now and you can’t help it. You tried to contain yourself but you couldn’t.

“But when Felix decided to befriend me, I know.. I know that I’ll have to deal with the pain of the memories I had with Jake. So I allowed myself to endure the pain and do the things I should’ve done for him, like being there for him.” You covered your face with your hands trying to stop yourself from crying.

“I know I made mistakes and I couldn’t forgive myself because of it. And I think that Felix is the only way I could forgive myself for whatever reason Jake decided to leave me.” You said as you wiped all your tears.

“I’m really sorry Bae but I can’t look at you the same way I look at Felix, but you’re still my friend and I‘m glad that you’re always there beside me… But please try to understand that Felix.. Is a reminder of my past mistakes and I want to be able to forgive myself and forget the bad memories I had with Jake.“ You paused for a moment trying to take everything in.

“I want to replace all my horrible memories of Jake by making it up to Felix and I know it’s stupid.. But I love Jake so much that I can’t let go of the memories I had with him. But I love You and Felix equally as much. But the only difference of the love I have for you and Felix is that I can only love you in the matters of being a friend to me… And Felix.. I love Felix but I just don’t want him to mean so much more to me because what I’m doing is probably going to hurt me in the end. Nothing more. Nothing less.” You said and there were tears still falling in your face.

You fell to your knees and you cried.

The ground started to shake again for the last time but you didn’t care. You were full of regrets right now and you can’t seem to forgive yourself for doing this.

But all of this was to save Bae, and you didn’t intend on hurting him and you didn’t mean for this to happen.

But you know deep inside you can’t forgive yourself even if Bae decided to forgive you.

You stood up from the ground and quickly crossed the bridge, and you rushed to Bae’s cage.

“Are you okay Bae?” You said and kneeled down to look at Bae directly in his eyes.

“I’m fine (Y/N).” Bae said with a smile but you can see that Bae must have been crying the whole time.

“I’m going to get you out of here Bae, Just hold on.” You said and you stood up and started on hitting the cage trying to break it but it wouldn’t.

“Fuck.” You whispered to yourself trying so hard to break it.

“(Y/N). (Y/N)! It’s no use. You’re going to have to go by the rules of the cave. You have to reveal another secret.” Bae said while looking at you.

And with a sigh you fell to your knees again and with a sigh you know, that the thing you’re about to reveal now will destroy you to the highest extreme. 

You’ve denied it for too long and you know that it will break you in every possible way.

And you didn’t want to admit it but it’s the only thing that’s keeping you from saving Bae.

“I..I…” You said, your voice shaking obvious that you didn’t want to tell it.

“It’s okay (Y/N) you can tell me anything. I’ll keep it, I promise.” Bae said holding your hand from the bars of the cage.

“I’m.. I’m.. I’m in love with Peter.” You said and the doors of the cage is gone and Baelfire gave you a hug in an instant and all you did was cry.

“I’m sorry Bae… I’m really really sorry.” You said in between cries.

“It’s okay (Y/N).. It’s okay..” Bae said trying to comfort you.

“Well, well, well. You did a good job on saving Baelfire, (Y/N).” You looked back as soon as you heard Peter’s voice behind you.

You looked down not wanting to look at Peter right after what you just said.

“Take him away.” Peter said with an evil smirk on his face and the lost boys were there ready to take Bae.

You looked up to Peter and blocked Bae so they wouldn’t take him.

“Don’t! Don’t do this.” You said as you hold tightly on Bae.

But Peter just stared at you with an evil look on his face. And when he turned to look at the boys he gestured his head signaling them to take Baelfire away and soon the boys are coming after Bae.

You tried to fight against them, trying to push them away but they got you out of their way and making you fall down to the ground.

“Don’t! Don’t you dare and take him away!” You said standing up trying to take Bae while pushing past them.

“Stay out of this (Y/N).” You soon heard Felix’s voice behind you.

“Felix.” You said as you looked at him asking for his help.

“Don’t let them do this Felix.. Don’t let them take him away.” You said holding Felix’s hands, pleading to him not to take Baelfire away right after you just saved him.

“Felix.. Remember what I told you.” Peter said looking at the both of you.

But Felix just stood still in front of you.

He stared at you with a cold look on his eyes and pushed you away.

And soon the lost boys took Baelfire with them. Felix following them behind.

“Bae!” You yelled and ran after the boys but you tripped and fell to the ground. 

You were crying so hard right now. How could Felix do this to you. How could he betray you.

Peter went to you and kneeled down to look at you. He placed his hand on your chin to make you look at him and all you can see in his eyes is darkness.

You just stared at Peter your eyes were red and sore from crying and Peter just looked at you with an evil look on his face.

“Been a long time (Y/N).” Peter said breaking the silence between the both of you.

“Not long enough.” You said as you sighed and stood up to stepped away from Peter. 

You’re scared at Peter especially when he already knows what you said to help Baelfire escape the cave, and you know too well that he can use it against you.

Peter just stood there while observing you, the evilness in his face is still present. You just stared back at Peter, feeling tense. You didn’t know what he has in mind but what you do know is that you’re not going to like it.

“What do you want now?” You said breaking the silence once again. You wanted to get this over with, you wanted everything to be normal again.

“Well, I think you know.” Peter said moving close to you.

“I don’t read minds Peter.” You said as you stood still getting tired of his games. Your heart is pounding and you have no clue on what you should do.

As soon as Peter reached you, you tried to step away but he took a hold of your arm and put his hand around your waist pulling you close to him.

You flinched away from his touch, only for him to hold you tighter.

“Don’t try to pretend you never liked me, (Y/N). We both know what you said a while ago was the truth.” Peter said looking down at you.

You looked up at Peter. The sadness, regret, and humiliation prominent in your eyes.

“I know very well that you had denied it for a long time (Y/N).” Peter said raising his brow while looking at at you menacingly.

You looked at Peter and tears started to form in your eyes. Peter tilted his head, his face still held an evil expression.

“Now, now, (Y/N). You don’t have to cry.” Peter said as he wiped the tear about to fall in your cheek.

He held your face with both of his hands looking you straight in his eyes.

“Now let’s take you back it where you belong.” Peter said smirking evilly at you.

[themadlostgirl]

Ruined

*Happy New Year ya filthy animals! This is what I am ending 2021 on. It could have been fluff or a funny platonic one shot but no. We are ending it on this. I’m not even surprised. I am quite serious when I say I spent all day writing this and all because of one ask in my inbox suggested it and I had to see if I could write it. And I did. And it is long.

I really mean that. It is LONG. This is the longest one shot I have written ever. And it is just all smut. It is 17 pages worth of smut. It is raunchy. It is filthy. It is also some of the best sex I have ever written in my personal opinion.

This is your final warning before you click it. HEAVY MESSY THREESOME SMUT AHEAD! If you still choose to read that’s on you. Enjoy! Let’s hope 2022 is a little better.*

Prompt: Peter x Felix x Reader

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It had started as any other kind of day. You woke up, washed your face, got something to eat, sharpened your dagger, and went about your day doing whatever it is you wanted. There was nothing new or strange or particularly exciting. The island felt a little more humid than normal but that was pretty much it.

You walked through the jungle flicking your dagger into the air and catching it again. The boys were out at the beach today terrorizing seagulls and seeing if they an catch fish with their bare hands. You decided to take the time alone and delved deeper into the jungle into the dark recesses that no one ever entered. It was a good place to whisper secrets to the trees to lessen your own burdens. These creaking boughs knew more about you than anyone on the island did. All your heartaches. All your regrets. Your memories, dreams, vengeful thoughts…your desires.

That was the real reason you didn’t join the boys today. Cause you knew who else would be there and you didn’t want to stand choked and terrified at the image of them stepping out of the ocean drenched and perfectly delicious. Now that the image was in your mind though it wouldn’t leave.

It may not be as bad if it was just one person. But no. For months or maybe even years now you had suffered with this damn annoying attraction to two of Neverland’s residents. Your fellow Lost One, Felix, and your leader, Peter Pan. They did something stupid one day like slice the neck of a pirate or break a log in two with just their hands and you felt your body light up like a bonfire. They were both frustratingly attractive in different ways. Felix was tall and had a myriad of scars and this crooked grin that you rarely saw with teeth that looked a little too sharp to be normal. Peter was all strong yet lithe muscle and a cool calculating gaze that made you feel like he could read your very thoughts. Cocky tricksters and malevolent bastards is what they were. And you wanted to devour them.

At first you thought it was just a passing fancy. A little schoolgirl’s crush that would last for a week and be gone the next. But the feelings didn’t go away. The curling heat in your belly that spread between your legs only grew and grew until you finally cracked and let yourself indulge in the fantasies your mind presented you.

Images of Peter below you with his hands tied above his head. Fantasies of Felix taking you hard against the rough bark of a tree. The one that you always came back to though featured neither one or the other but both. You on your hands and knees of the jungle floor. Their taunting smirks staring down at you and eyes glazed over with lust. The taste of one of them on your tongue, filling your mouth while the other takes you hard from behind. It didn’t which was where, just as long as both were in you.

You found the spot you normally came to sit and let these fantasies play out. The ground was soft with moss and you were hidden by the branches of the trees. Specks of light poking through so you were not cast into total darkness. That was another fantasy. The both of them in the dark, unable to make out who was who or where they were before they pounced on you like predators hunting their prey.

You wiggled the pants you were wearing off and closed your eyes. The familiar touches to your favorite places as images of Peter and Felix took over your imagination. In your min you are stretched out on one of the large flat rocks by the ocean without a strip of clothes on basking in the heat of the sun. It’s so hot and you need to cool down. You crawl to the edge of the rock and reach down to splash some of the cool water on your face when a hand comes out of the dark of the ocean and pulls you in.

Peter’s mouth is crushed to yours the next instant, the both of you under the waves but you don’t need to breathe. The water around you feels like it is boiling when he slips his cock into. The waves crash upon the shore bringing you and Peter with them with his cock still wedged in you. You bounce on his lap chasing your own pleasure as the waves continue to crash on the both of you. Cooling you down while the temperature inside you grows. Felix is resting further away from the waves and you go faster with the knowledge he is watching you. When you finally cum you shudder and roll off Peter only to find Felix above you now and hauling you roughly onto your knees before shoving his cock down your throat. Peter crawls between your legs and kisses your already sensitive cunt, working you up with his tongue until you fall apart once again.

Your breathing goes ragged and you blink and open your eyes. You are still in the jungle by yourself and the evidence of your arousal and climax glistens on your fingers. “I want them both,” you whisper with a small sigh as you clean yourself up and wash your arousal off your hand. The desire inside has been quenched for another day and you start your journey back to camp.

You are back a few days later, hastening to your private spot. There is rain pouring down on the island as thunder shakes the air and lightning streaks the sky. You had been having a rather naughty dream when the boom of thunder woke you up. Your body was wound tight from the dream and trying to ignore it wasn’t working. You tried to take care of it in the privacy of your tent but your paranoia that someone would hear you despite the rain and thunder kept you from slaking your needs. So you grabbed your cloak, threw up the hood, and hustled as far from camp as you could get as fast as you could. It was a little harder traversing the jungle in this rain and in the dark of the sunless sky. Your foot hit a slick patch of earth and you slipped down a hill. Now you were lost. Whatever. You were away from camp and you doubted that anyone would be coming out in this weather.

You braced one hand against a tree while the other slipped past the waistband of your pants and circled your clit. You wouldn’t last long, that much you knew when you set out for here. “Ha…ha…ngh!” you gasped, your fingernails digging into the tree bark, “Fe--oh fuck--Fe…”

“Felix!” your eyes snapped open. That wasn’t your breathy wanton moan.

You strained to hear more and could hear some rustling coming from somewhere close. Who was out here in this weather? Had they heard you? The thought filled you with embarrassed dread as you headed closer to the noise. Not some couple yards from where you had been slaking your own needs you saw a pair doing just the same.

You hid behind a tree as you watched the two forms rock against each other in the pouring rain. It was Peter and Felix. Both stark naked and writhing on the jungle floor. Peter was on top rutting against Felix, one hand closed around his throat and brow furrowed in concentration. Felix was below him legs wide and meeting Peter’s thrust greedily, eyes closed in rapture.

This was not something you were supposed to see. No one was supposed to see it. That’s why you guessed Peter called down this storm. To keep everyone in their tents back at camp so they could meet out here without anyone knowing. You knew you should have turned away and ran. If you were caught then there was no doubt they would both kill you. But this was far from something you wanted to miss. Both of the boys you had lusted drenched and fucking in the rain.

The ache between your legs grew at the sight. Well, you had come out here for a reason just like them. Might as well take care of it while you had such a pleasant visual. Making sure you were still well hidden behind the tree you began touching yourself again, matching the pace the boys were going at. There was nothing tender about the way they moved. It was almost angry and animalistic. How badly you wanted to slip in between them. You realized you were getting a bit loud and covered your mouth with your free hand.

“Peter…Peter!” Felix gasped past the pressure of Peter’s hand on his throat.

“Not yet,” Peter growled, increasing the pressure around Felix’s throat. “Almost there,”

So were you. Oh gods, you were so painstakingly close. The fast, rhythmic cadence they had been in got faster and clumsier as their climaxes got closer. Any second now. So close!

“Fuck! Felix!” Peter roared.

Felix was only able to return a long guttural moan. You could see white spurts spray from his cock and cover his abdomen. Peter pulled out of Felix and licked up the drops of cum before they could be washed off in the rain. You bit down hard on your fist as you came. This is a memory you knew for certain you were going to be revisiting many times in the future. Sooner than you thought since your legs were still shaking and the fire coiling inside you still burned like an inferno. You were going to go back to your normal spot deeper in the jungle and masturbate until your fingers bled.

You backed away from the scene and promptly slipped on a moss covered rock, crashing to the ground. Fuck!

All at once the rain stopped. You froze, stuck in your spot on the ground. They heard you. They had to have. The crunching of footsteps got louder and you nervously peeked over your shoulder. Peter was dressed now and glaring at you with all the loathing in the world.

“What are you doing out here?” he demanded.

“I--I--” you clambered back, terrified that this was how you were going to die. At least you were going to go out having had an amazing orgasm moments earlier.

“Did you see?” Peter lifted you up by your shirt, “Did you!”

You nodded, knowing it was pointless to try lying. You grasped at his arm, trying to find some stability. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to. I was--”

Peter sniffed. His gaze landing on your hands holding his arm. One fist still bunched in your shirt he grabbed hold of your hand and pried it off him, studying it closer. It was with mortification you realized that you hadn’t had the chance to wipe the arousal on your fingers off and it was still stuck to you.

“Oh Lost Girl,” he chuckled darkly, “You “didn’t mean to” you say? Cause this looks like you knew exactly what you were doing.”

“I wasn’t--” you cut yourself off with a squeak as Peter licked one of your fingers clean. He kept a firm grip on you as he tugged you into the clearing with him and Felix. What was happening and why was it getting you wet? Felix was sat on the ground, his pants pulled on now and watching you and Peter with growing interest.

“Our voyeuristic Lost Girl found us,” Peter tossed you next to Felix, “Look at her hand,”

Felix quirked up an eyebrow at the scene playing out before him but did as he was told and grabbed your hand. One of your fingers still coated in your arousal. Felix’s face split into that rarely seen crooked grin of his. “I see,” he chuckled, “Does she taste sweet?” he sucked on your finger and your body shuddered. “She does.”

“Sweeter than you taste at least,” Peter said.

“Harsh,” Felix glared at him, “Like your seed tastes any better.”

“The question now is,” Peter knelt by you and Felix, running his hands up and down your sides, “What should we do with her?”

“I can think of a good many things we can do with her,” Felix said, pinching your face in his hand, “That is if you want us to do anything to you, Lost Girl.”

“That is true,” Peter sighed, “As delectable as it would be doing all manner of things to you in this clearing, we won’t do anything against your consent. You can keep watching if that’s all you want, so long as we get to watch what you do too.”

This was happening. By the gods you loved this island!

“What…” you cleared your throat, excitement already coursing through you, replacing the cold dread that had been there moments earlier, “What do you want to do with me?”

The boys both broke into similar devil may care smiles. “I thought it fairly obvious,” Peter breathed in your ear, “We want to ruin you.”

You swallowed hard, your body trembling as their hands wandered all along you. “Please,” your hushed whisper was all the more they needed. The cloak around your shoulders was whipped off you in the next instant. Felix pulled your face close and kissed you hungrily, your teeth clattering together as he forced his tongue past your lips. You opened your mouth to him, tasting him deeply.

You felt the cool press of steel near your back and before you could question why Peter had a dagger at you back the ripping sound of fabric gave you your answer. You pulled back from Felix just long enough for the material of your shirt to fall away from you, leaving you topless in the clearing.

“She’s so soft,” Felix said, grasping at your breasts in his calloused hands. Your back arched as you pushed your chest closer into his touch.

Peter turned your head and kissed you while Felix fondled your breasts. Peter tasted salty and you realized with a giddy jolt that it was because he still had the taste of Felix’s cum on his tongue. You pushed your tongue into his mouth desperate to taste more.

“Eager too,” Peter bit down on your shoulder making you cry out, your hips uselessly trying to grind against air.

“We shouldn’t keep her waiting then,” Felix pulled you over so you were straddled over his knee. “Go on,”

You smiled wide as you ground against Felix’s knee. The friction was delicious but not enough. Peter had disappeared from behind you leaving you cold. You craned your neck to see where he went and saw him removing his shirt once more. He was pressed against you the moment it was gone, gripping handfuls of your ass through your pants. You wanted them off.

Felix sucked on your chest, laving one of your nipples with his tongue while pinching and tugging on the other. “Fuck!” You ground against his knee harder, your juices leaking out and seeping through your pants to stain his knee.

“You made a mess, Lost Girl,” Peter pulled you off Felix’s knee. “We’ve barely even begun, are you that turned on?”

You nodded.

“Words, precious,” Felix said hands reaching for the waistband of your pants. “Use your words.”

“I am!” you pleaded with Felix to take your pants off already, “Please, I want more.”

Then just to frustrate you he let go of the waistband of your pants and started tugging off your boots.

“There’s a question we need you to answer before we give you more,” Peter reached around to fondle your breasts this time. “Who gets to go first, pet?”

“First?” you whimpered, your mind in a haze.

“Who do you want to be your first?” to emphasize what he meant he ground his erection against your ass.

Gods, you didn’t know! You wanted both of them. You didn’t care who was first, just so long as you could have both at one point.

“I think we may need to decide for her,”

“You can take her first,” Felix said, “You are the leader after all and you have more stamina,”

“But maybe she’d like you better, your cock is bigger.” Peter continued to grind against your ass.

“Oh no, you can be the first to fuck her cunt. I get to fuck that pretty mouth of hers first though.”

“Sounds fair,” Peter pushed you away from him. He started to shuck his pants down and your tongue came out to wet your lips as you stared desperately at his rock hard cock. “What are you waiting for?” he snapped, “Pants. Off. Now.”

You didn’t waste another second and quickly pulled off your pants. Now that you were completely naked it started to seriously set in. All your fantasies, all those dreams about having sex with both Peter and Felix were about to come true. Your legs spread without shame, beckoning Peter to come take you.

“You’re positively soaked,” Peter brought a hand to your cunt, circling your clit like a tease.

“Peter, please!” you begged, your voice hysterical with need.

“In due time,” he assured you. He pulled you onto his lap, his hand between your legs and facing Felix. He had taken off his pants too and you watched as he stroked himself. “Don’t be shy, show him whats ours.”

You kept your legs spread wide as Peter inserted a finger into your tight cunt. He pumped it slowly, curling it to draw out every heavenly sigh and moan from your body before adding another. His fingers scissored your pussy, stretching it open and getting it ready for him. All the while Felix continued to watch, the pace he was stroking himself the same as Peter’s fingers in your cunt. A drop of precum dribbled from the tip of his cock and you whined, wanting to taste it. Peter seemed to notice what made your pussy clamp down tighter around his fingers and he chuckled, his chest rumbling against your back.

“You’re gonna make me jealous, pet,” he whispered in your ear, “Remember whose cock is about to fuck you. He’ll get his turn but right now, you’re mine.”

“Yes,” you nodded furiously, “I’m sorry,”

“No need to apologize,” you could feel the heat of his cock sliding against your slick folds, “It is hard to take your eyes off that absolute monster between his legs.”

A part of you did wonder how long Peter and Felix had been sleeping together but it was forgotten entirely when you felt the tip of Peter’s cock tease your weeping hole. You ground back against him, trying to force it in.

“None of that,” he flipped you over so you were facing him. He laid you back against the ground. “Eyes on me, pet.” He continued to tease you, sliding his cock along your folds till he was covered in your arousal.

“Please!” you begged, nearing your limit. “Please, Peter! Please! I need it!”

“Need what?” he said, teasing your entrance again, “Say it, pet.”

“Your cock! Please! I need your cock!” you shouted, “Please! I’m begging you to fuck me! Please fuck me! Stuff me full of your cock!”

“Good girl,” he thrust into you all at once and you almost came just from that. “Wow, even after all that you’re still so fucking tight.”

“Feels good…” you murmured, grasping onto his shoulders. This was a lot more satisfying than your own fingers.

“Hang onto me, pet,” he muttered, “Like Felix said, I got a lot of stamina so this may take a while.”

He pulled out till just the tip was still inside before slamming back down, seating himself up to the hilt. “Fuck!” you screamed, your legs wrapping around him and digging into his ass.

“Oh yeah, pet,” he picked up the pace, “Scream for me.”

So you did. You moaned and mewled and shouted his name until your throat went raw. Peter’s pace was fast and punishing and you couldn’t control yourself before you came all over his cock the first time. He was undeterred by your orgasm and kept going, drawing out your pleasure even longer before it started stoking it up once again. You were going to end up cumming again and Peter didn’t even look close to done. Fuck, he really did have a lot of stamina.

“Peter,” you raked your nails down his back, “Peter please,” your legs were starting to cramp up and shake, “Cum for me. Please. I want to feel you cum.”

“Gods,” he grabbed your hips, pulling them up off the ground and forcing them to meet his thrusts harder than before. It hurt and yet it felt amazing. “Touch yourself, pet. Cum with me.”

You did as he said and circled your clit while he pounded your poor abused pussy. Almost. Almost!

“Cumming,” he forced out through gritted teeth, “I’m cumming!”

“Yes! Yes! Gods yes!” you yelled as you felt him empty himself inside you, your own orgasm hitting you at the same time.

He stayed wedged in you for a few minutes, unwilling to take you off his softening cock just yet. You could feel the warm spurts of his cum leaking out of your cunt when he finally rolled off you. Your body was sore and you were completely debauched but you never felt better.

“By the gods, did you kill her?” you were faintly aware of Felix’s voice somewhere near you, “She’s not moving.”

“She’s just a little tired,” a hand rubbed across your back, “It’s been an energetic afternoon so far.”

So far. You were far from done despite the pleasant ache in your muscles and bones and that alone had you ready for another round. You took a few deep breaths and relaxed before attempting to sit up. Your body was trembling.

“Well,” Felix helped you to stay up straight, “I was going to take my turn fucking her but seeing the state you’ve left her in I can’t resist. I have to have a taste.”

“By all means,” Peter summoned a canteen of water and took a large swig, “Pet?”

You nodded, unable to use your voice. Peter tilted the canteen to your lips letting you have a few big gulps. The cool water helped to soothe your sore throat. “I’m good,”

“You sure?” the boys asked.

“Yes,” you turned to Peter and kissed him, “That felt amazing. Thank you.”

“Any time, pet,” he turned you back around, “Felix, have at her. I’m going to put up some wards to make sure no one else comes to bother us.”

Felix held out a hand for you, “Come here, precious, I want a taste of those lips,” you clambered into his lap, kissing him hard.

He pulled back with a wicked grin. “Wonderful, but not the lips I was speaking of.” Your face flushed and a new wave of wetness started to trickle down your thighs. Or maybe that was Peter’s cum. It was hard to tell.

Speaking of, “Did you want to? I mean Peter did just kind of--” you were cut off as Felix shoved you to the ground.

“I’m sure,” he kissed you once more, “Hold your thighs. Let me see.”

You spread your legs for him, your nails biting into your thighs as you held them apart. “Beautiful,” he kept his eyes one you as he lowered to kiss your cunt. You sighed in ecstasy as his tongue swiped across your clit. He continued to tease your clit until you could feel the sticky mixture of Peter’s cum and your own arousal sliding down your ass. Never taking his eyes off you, he licked a straight line up your folds. You shuddered. He smirked before taking to the task in earnest.

His tongue continued to plunder your cunt and when he came up for a breath you noticed the smear of white on his chin. Was he eating Peter’s cum out of your cunt? Oh gods…maybe this was too much for you. Felix went back to eating you out and your breathy moans turned into hearty pleas. His tongue felt divine but you needed more. “Felix, please!” you begged, nails digging harder into your thighs, “It’s your turn. Don’t you want to fuck me?”

“I am fucking you,” he responded, circling your clit with his tongue once more.

“Fuck me with your cock!” you whined, “Please! Peter said you were huge. I want to feel it. I want you to split me in two. Please!”

“Dirty, naughty girl,” Felix laughed, “Peter, you hearing this?”

“I hear her. Come now, Felix, you cleaned all my cum out of her, give her what she wants now.”

“Fine, fine,” Felix said, leaving the space between your legs. “I think that’s my new favorite way to taste your cum. The mix is a very interesting flavor.”

“I’ll have to get a taste after you’re done with her.”

They were going to do that again? Good.

You expected Felix to take you while you were lying down but to your surprise he pulled you up so you were straddling his lap and he was laying back. “Go on,” he ran his hands up and down your thighs, “You wanted it. Now put it in. Slowly. I want to get a good look of this.”

With one hand you grasped Felix’s cock, pumping him a few times and lining him up with your hole. You were already sensitive and spent and there was a twinge of pain when you inserted it but you could hardly care. Peter wasn’t kidding about him being bigger. You angled your body back to give Felix a good view as you slowly lowered yourself onto his cock inch by inch until he was fully seated inside you.

“I can feel you all the way up here,” you placed a hand over your abdomen, “Fuck. I think you’re actually going to split me apart.”

“Peter’s remained intact, I’m sure you will.” Felix winked.

“She is smaller though, more petite and not as used to your cock as me.” you spotted Peter on the sideline watching you two with interest, his cock was hard but it was almost like he didn’t notice. “Maybe go easy on her,”

“Please don’t,” You turned Felix’s face back to you, “Fuck me with everything you got.”

A hand came down hard on your ass and you pitched forward with the force of it. It stung. You loved it.

“So greedy,” Felix tsked, “Fuck yourself on my cock and if I feel like helping you I will. Now get moving.”

You nodded and lifted yourself off of Felix’s hips before falling back down against his cock. You did that for a few more minutes before your legs began to give out and you began more shallow thrusts. The head of his cock was hitting an especially sensitive spot inside you and you chased after it. You completely forgot that this wasn’t just about your pleasure for a minute and got a sharp reminder when another slap came down on your ass.

“Peter may have been content letting you orgasm whenever but not me,” he said, “You’re only going to cum when I say you can. If you cum before I say so then you’re gonna get punished. Okay?”

“I understand,” you took a deep breath, the edge you had almost flown over now farther away. You went back to your bigger thrusts. Felix kept you angled back so that he could watch his cock slide in and out of you. The angle was uncomfortable but you wanted him to feel good. And if he liked seeing you fuck yourself on his cock like this then you’d fight through the trembling of your legs and keep going till they broke off.

Felix had to remind you two more times to not cum. Each brought about with a harsh spank to your rear. You weren’t going to be able to sit right for a week after this. When Felix finally did grant you mercy it was because he was also starting to lose control.

His hips snapped up to meet yours, forcing you down harder onto his cock. You yelped in surprise. His cock jabbing that sweet spot inside you once more. “Felix! Felix!” you were practically sobbing from how badly you needed to cum, “Please! Please let me! I’ll do anything. Please!”

“Fucking hell,” he groaned, then without breaking pace he rolled you over so he was on top, pinned your arms above your head and fucked you so hard your entire body rocked with the force of his thrusts. “You wanted to cum, so cum already.”

“Thank you! Thank you!” you shouted as you hit your climax. Your body crackled and shook like you had gotten hit with a lightning bolt. Tears were leaking out of your eyes and your body buzzed with sensitivity. When Felix came it forced another orgasm out of you right after the last. Every single touch felt too sensitive, like you would violently orgasm again if someone brushed a hand down your back.

“Good lord,” Peter’s voice was somewhere distant or maybe it just sounded that way thanks to the post violent fucking you just took, “You talk about the state I left her in then you leave her like this? I think you may have actually killed her.”

“She told me to fuck her with everything I had, she reaps what she sows.” Felix said.

You were faintly aware of being cradled in someone’s arms. Hushed words and soothing touches that helped ease you down from the intense high you had been floating in. The shaking in your limbs stopped and your tears dried. Someone brought the lip of the canteen to your mouth and you took a few sips. Gentle words coaxing you into peace. “That’s it, precious, deep breaths. Take it slow.”

“Felt so good…” your voice was slurred, “So good…”

“I think we’ve worn her out plenty today,” one of them said, “Pick this up again later.”

“No,” you reached for them, “Please. Want to keep going.”

This afternoon had been wonderful so far but you weren’t stopping until you finally fulfilled your dream of having both of them at the same time.

“She wants us at the same time,” the chest holding you chuckled.

“Did I say that out loud?” you muttered, opening your eyes to look at them.

“Who are we to deny what our pet wants?” Peter smoothed the hair from your face, “If you’re ready, we’ll keeping going, pet.”

You nodded. “I’m ready.”

Peter kissed you. “Brave girl,” he tsked as he pulled away, “Still weak though, Felix, do you mind holding her legs open while I get a taste of her?”

“Sure,” Felix eased you around. Your already sore legs were spread once more baring you to Peter. His head dove between your legs licking up the mess of your juices and Felix’s cum. You noticed there was a hint of blood there too. Felix must have torn something when he was fucking you. He really had tried to split you in two.

You had lost count of how many times you had achieved orgasm today but given how many times Peter was intent on making you cum on his tongue you were sure you had hit double digits by this point. Just to make sure you didn’t try anything to try and escape Peter conjured a length of rope and tied your hands behind your back. You were basically trapped and at his mercy with Felix keeping your legs open for him. You loved it.

At some point after yet another orgasm had been ripped from your body Peter climbed back up your body, leaned past you and kissed Felix. You were stuck between them as the content groans of their makeout filled your ears.

“I’m really glad you convinced me to come out here,” Felix said with a breathy moan, “Or else we may have missed out on this.”

“When are you going to realize that all my ideas are good ideas, Felix?” Peter scoffed. “Now,” he turned back to you, “I think it is time we absolutely ruin you, my pet.”

“You haven’t already?” a slightly hysterical laugh escaped your throat.

“Far from it,” Felix said, grabbing a handful of your ass, “You said you wanted both of us at the same time. We have yet to grant that wish.”

“Let’s see,” Peter ticked them off on his fingers, “We both got to impale her on our cocks, we both got to eat her delectable little pussy, now we just need to fuck that pretty little mouth of hers. Neither of us has taking her taut ass yet but that takes a little more care.”

“I get to go first,” Felix said, “Remember. You took her virginity, I get her mouth.”

“Yes yes, I know,” Peter waved it off, “Good luck to the poor thing, you have no control when it comes to blowjobs.”

“As if you’re any better?” Felix laughed.

“At least you don’t have to worry so much about choking on me like I have to worry about you.” Peter said. “You’re so good and obedient when I’m the one fucking you but the moment I give you any control, bam, you turn into a wild animal.”

“You love it.”

“I’d love it if you let me suck your cock now.” as interesting as this banter was you really just wanted to feel Felix plunder your mouth already. Your hands were still tied behind your back and Peter undid the knot.

“Who knew our Lost Girl was such a wanton whore,” Felix growled, “Since I went a little wild with your cunt I’ll take it a little easier on your mouth.” he laid back, “Come suck my cock, precious. Be good.”

You wet your lips. It seemed straightforward but you were still shaking as you took his cock in your hand. You pumped him a couple times, gauging his reaction to your ministrations. He liked it when you squeezed him hard and moved slowly from the base to the tip. He looked ready to pin you down and force his cock into your mouth when you fondled his balls, a whispered hint given to you by Peter. When he was hard and ready and drips of precum started to ooze from the tip you took him into your mouth. Slowly at first. You let your tongue swirl around the head of his cock as you got a taste for him. You licked a stripe down the center of his length alone a protruding vein that had him gripping your hair tighter.

Then, you took deeper sliding as much of his cock into your mouth that you could. You started to gag the further you got and had to jump off him for a moment to make sure you didn’t puke.

“Keep your tongue flat, relax your throat, breathe through your nose,” Peter instructed, “You can take it, just go slow. Felix, go easy on her until she gets it.”

“Fine,” he rolled his eyes but crossed his arms behind his head. You kind of missed the feel of his hand in your hair but figured that if you did a good enough job it would be back forcing you down onto his cock in no time. You took a deep breath and did as Peter instructed. You kept your tongue flat and relaxed your throat. This time when you bobbed down on him you were able to take every last glorious inch until you could feel it hitting the back of your throat. You breathed in through your nose and moaned around his cock.

You could feel his cock twitch inside your mouth. Oh. He definitely liked that. For a bit you just sat there with the solid weight of his cock on your tongue, savoring the flavor and humming your joy. You opened your eyes to see how Felix was doing. His pupils were blown wide and you could tell he was doing whatever he could in his power not to fuck your throat like a wild thing right now. You appreciated the restraint. When you felt you were ready you started bobbing your head up and down and sucked him hard. It got easier the longer you went.

“Looks like she’s going to be at this for a while,” Peter sighed, “Felix, sit up,”

You had to adjust your angle for a moment as Felix sat up. You felt a shadow over you and glanced up to see Peter standing over your body. He grabbed a fistful of Felix’s hair in one hand and his cock in the other. “No reason you should be the only one getting sucked off right now.”

No fair. You wanted to pout as Peter slipped his cock into Felix’s mouth. You were the one that wanted both of them at the same time. It was hard to see them at this angle, a fact that you cursed. You could hear them plenty though. While you took your time with Felix you could tell Peter was not wasting time with him. The slap of skin against skin resounded above you as well as Peter’s groans and moans of pleasure.

You began sucking Felix harder. His hips began to buck into your mouth. You could feel the muscles in his legs tightening. He was gonna cum soon. Both of them were. And only one was going to be spilled in you. You pushed the thought away and brought one of your hands to fondle Felix’s balls.

“Fuck! Watch the teeth!” Peter said, “I’m almost there.”

So were you. Your free hand trailed down your stomach and began swiping at your clit. One of Felix’s hands fisted your hair again forcing your head to keep down on him as he fucked your throat with shallow thrusts. More tears leaked from your eyes and you swiped at your clit faster.

“Fuck…fuck…Felix!” you heard Peter shout. Felix’s muffled moan reached your ears just as he came inside your mouth as well. You swallowed all that you could and licked his dick clean after he was done cumming. Unfortunately you hadn’t reached your peak while sucking him off and you were shaking slightly as your unsatisfied body mourned the experience of not cumming with the rest of them.

“What’s wrong with her?” Peter asked as he gazed down at you and your small frown.

Felix wiped a bit of cum that was smeared against his lips away and grabbed hold of you, holding up your hand. “I think she’s pouting cause she didn’t get to cum.”

“Out of the many orgasms we have granted you today, you are going to pout over missing out on one? Such a greedy, entitled little pet you are.”

“I’m not--”

“Don’t bother lying,” Peter said, “On your knees. I’m starting to get winded and we still have our promise to uphold.”

“Your turn for her throat,” Felix said, walking behind you, “She’s pretty good at sucking cock for a beginner.”

“Nice to hear,” Peter pushed the hair from your face, “Cause now that you know what to do I’m not going to go easy on you like Felix did.” He kissed you fiercely.

You could feel Felix behind you trailing kisses down your back. One of them was squeezing your breasts but you couldn’t tell whose hands were whose at this point. Felix bent you forward so your hands were on all fours. Peter was knelt in front of you, his cock achingly close to your face. It was still wet from Felix’s mouth as he traced the tip over your face and across your lips, smearing his precum all over you. It was filthy and humiliating. You were the picture of debauchery and you absolutely loved every second of it.

Felix for his part was teasing your cunt with his cock, just barely entering you before pulling away again and rubbing the head across your clit. Your legs were sore, your cunt was stretched and aching, your throat was raw from blowing Felix and screaming your moans for the past several hours. You weren’t sure how much longer you would be able to hold on. But you did know that they were about to spear you like a pig on a spitroast and you wanted that more than rest. So you opened your mouth wide for Peter and spread your legs wider for Felix.

“Ruin me,” you pleaded.

Without another word you felt Felix ram his cock into you at the same time Peter shoved his way into your mouth. Oh gods. This is what you wanted. This is what you had been fantasizing about for years. It was even better than you had imagined.

Peter wasn’t kidding when he said he wasn’t going to go easy on you. He fucked your throat without mercy, the head of his cock jabbing the back of your throat. The wiry hairs at the base of his cock tickled your nose and his balls slapped against your chin as he took his pleasure from you. You remembered to keep breathing through your nose as you stared up at him.

Although it was hard to concentrate with Felix behind you absolutely pounding your cunt with wild abandon. Your pussy clamped down onto him hard. Somehow it felt like he was reaching even deeper inside you than before. Each thrust pitched you forward unwillingly bobbing your head down on Peter’s cock when he pulled back. They were grunting like animals. There were no moans or kind words or soft touches. It was all heat and pure carnal instinct.

Harder

Faster

Rougher

You pleaded in your mind moaning around Peter’s cock and bucking your ass back against Felix. More. You needed more.

“Shit,” Felix hissed, the first real word you had heard him say since he started fucking you. “Ugh, I’m about to cum!”

“Me too,” Peter gasped, twisting your hair tighter in his hands. “I think our pet here is close too.”

“Oh she definitely is,” Felix slapped a hand across your ass making you whine. “And she’s gonna be good and take everything we give her, right precious?”

“Every. Last. Drop.” Peter said, emphasizing his words with every sharp thrust.

Felix reached around you and began furiously swiping at your clit. You moaned loudly around Peter’s cock. You were starting to lose coherency. Too many sensations all at once. It was driving you insane. You swore you could see stars dancing in front of your eyes.

With twin roars the boys came and pumped you full. Your body spasmed as you reached a high you didn’t even think possible. Your body felt not your own. Like it was down on earth but your soul was flying away far from it. When you came back to your senses you were sandwiched between Felix and Peter. They were petting you and rubbing your shoulders and whispering words of comfort.

“You did so well, pet,” Peter praised, “You were perfect.”

“So precious,” Felix whispered into your hair, “Gonna have a hard time sitting down for a while.”

“She’s gonna have a hard time walking too.”

“I’m having a hard time even trying to sit up,” you told them, your voice hoarse from the abuse your throat got put through. “Water?”

“Here pet,” Peter handed you the canteen.

Felix was rubbing something on your stinging ass. It felt cool against the blistering blossoming of bruises. “Aloe,” he told you. He turned your head to his and kissed you softly. “Jaw okay?”

“Yeah,” it was a little sore but not so bad that you needed help. “That was…intense.”

“Do you regret it?” Peter asked.

You kissed him quick with a smile. “Hell no, all I can think of right now is when we can do that again.”

Peter chuckled and Felix laughed. “Oh pet,” he said, that wicked gleam in his eye that thrilled you straight to your core, “I think we truly have ruined you.”

You smile. The many fantasies you had stored up over many years playing out in your head like a catalog. “Good.”

[smutandfluffohmy]

Head Canons for Felix to start off Smut month

I’m going out to get Hawaiian food so here's a quickie (😉) for now

Boy is into ropes BIG TIME

He’s in charge of setting up traps around the island so he knows a few knots

Whenever you two are in charge to do something alone he’ll try to sneak a quickie in

Lotsss of sex against trees

He would lift you up and slam you against the tree

Rough sex is his thing

Loves dominating you

Hell is hot and that’s where I'm going

He has big hands so that means long fingers and he likes using them

Boy loves to praise you because he loves you so much

Things get hot and heavy but he’s such a sweetheart whenever you guys are out in public

Calls you so many pet names

He can speak French and he’ll tell you things in French while you guys are getting hot and heavy

Sex everywhere because you guys are heathens

Felix loves bending you over the dressers in your room

He loves blowjobs

Things got rough one time and he accidentally gave you a concussion because he's a big dummy

Likes sitting you on his lap 🥴

Very confident in the bedroom but outside it’s not the same story

When he’s behind you he loves pulling at your hair 🥴

He also likes slapping your ass just to hear you squirm

[phaticserpent]

Can you do a Peter Pan x Felix x reader that has smut and aftercare pls btw I love your Peter Pan stories

Yes of course! Sorry if this is late!

Warning: smut, threesome (gender neutral reader)

You were pressed flush against Felix as Pan pressed his lips to yours. You moaned into the kiss as Felix gripped your hips, pressing your ass to his crotch. He chuckled as you tried to grind against him, desperate for the friction. Pan pulled away from the kiss to embrace Felix, grabbing him by the neck to pull him in as you desperately kissed down his neck.

"F-fuck, Pan." You whined, fumbling with his belt. With his free hand, he quickly took ahold of your hands before pulling away from Felix.

"Look at how desperate they are." He chuckled.

"I don't blame them." Felix let out an exasperated laugh. He cupped your cheek before pulling you into a kiss, while Pan unbuttons your shirt. You whined against the kiss, but Felix held a tight grip.

"Now why don't we take things to my tree house?" Pan whispered against the shell of your ear. He grinned when you shuddered. "Mmm, I'll take that as a yes."

Felix pulled away for the both of you to take a breath of air, and suddenly, the two of you were sitting on the floor of Pan's tree house. You were accompanied up by Felix, as you were still disoriented.

"How many rounds?" Felix whispered to Pan.

"As many as they can take." Pan announced. He leaned in, his cheek brushing against yours. "You can take it, right? Love?"

"Yes sir." Your breath hitched from the contact. Pan turned to Felix with a grin, while you stared up at him in confusion. Next thing you know, you were pushed onto the bed as your pants were stripped. And you watched as the two lost boys strip in front of you, hastily discarding their clothes to the corner of the room. Felix took position behind you, flipping you over and gripping your hips to easily drag you down. This left Pan to be at the front, he leaned in to press soft kisses to your lips before trailing down your neck. Your hands traced the outline of his boxers before slowly taking then off. He shuddered at the sensation as your hands gently held his cock. All your focus had been on Pan, that you didn't even notice Felix stripping your undergarment. His finger teased your sex and slowly slipped one finger in. You jerked from the sudden sensation, as a result, tightening your grip on Pan's cock. Pan held onto your arms, his eyebrows furrowed from your hands squeezing him.

"Jeez, lost one....it's not going anywhere." Pan teased and you immediately loosened your grip.

"Don't be shy." Felix coaxed from behind. "Suck his dick." Without hesitation, you took his entire cock into your mouth. Pan shuddered and gripped onto the bed. Your tongue teased the tip and his shaft, tracing over every single detail of his cock. Pan thrusted up into your mouth, whining in-between breaths as Felix watched intently. He watched Pan's expressions, the way your head bobbed up and down, the way your hands were holding onto Pan to keep him from moving. Felix's face flushed as he felt himself get turned on, and he hadn't realized how he was grinding against your ass. Felix brought his hand down, earning a moan through your cock stuffed mouth as he slapped your ass. Pan threw his head back, his hands moved to your hair, gripping it tightly as you continued to tease the tip.

"L-love I'm.....ah! I'm gonna come!" Pan choked out. Before you could do anything, Felix held down your head as Pan released inside your mouth. You swallowed and came up for air, coughing while Pan teased your nipples. "What a good lost one." You couldn't choke out a response as Felix slipped his cock inside your sex. You gasped while Pan held you steady, Felix grunted as he finally bottomed out.

"So tight." Felix huffed out.

"No fair you get to go first." Pan pouted. Felix rolled his eyes.

"You got your dick sucked." Felix dismissed. You shivered at how full you felt, but you couldn't help let out a chuckle from their discourse.

Pan smirked at you, holding his cock to your face. "If I can hear you laugh, then you can go for one more blowjob." As you took him into your mouth, Felix began to roll his hips. Your moans sent vibrations straight to Pan's core, he could feel his abdomen tightening from another oncoming release. Seeing this, Felix began thrusting faster and harder, shoving you forward as you began to lose balance. Your legs trembled as you attempted another blowjob, but Felix was proving that to be impossible. Soon enough, Pan let out the most angelic whine and moan as he released another wave of orgasm into your mouth, while Felix released inside. You shuddered from the warmth and coldness of the room even as Pan let go of your hair, your hands held onto his waist for support when Felix pulled out. "You did so well, love." Pan praised. You swallowed thickly before collapsing on top of Pan, who gently rubbed your back as Felix rearranged you into a more comfortable position.

"Don't tell me you're tired." Felix chuckled, he brushed away your hair from your face. "Pan didn't have his turn yet, and I want to feel what that lovely mouth can do." You managed to sit up as Pan placed gently kisses on your shoulder.

"Lay down for me, love." He whispered, and you did so. You laid on your back as Pan kissed your sex. Felix approached you slowly and you couldn't help but eye his massive cock. He then noticed something and vanished to where Pan was. There were soft whispers and murmurs before Pan said, "I want to hear every sound they make."

"Pan~," you let out a whine as he teased the tip to your sex. He only chuckled at your reaction before pushing in. You instinctively clung onto him as he bottomed out. He stilled and let out a groan as Felix slowly pushed into Pan. They both synced their rhythms and you could feel both of their thrusts. This time, you couldn't help the noises that came out. Pan couldn't help but watch as your expressions morphed into pleasure, the way you would moan out both of their names.

"So good~!" Pan moaned, his head dipped down to the crevice between your neck and shoulder. Where you could hear every whine, whimper, and moan against your ear. Eventually, all three of you reached your high in no time. The three of you didn't bother to grab your clothes, you just laid there. Pan would softly trace your body's curves with his finger while Felix would rub your back and legs. You all dozed off in each other's embrace.

[nevereverlandboys]

Drunken in charge

A/N: So I already posted this on wattpad a while ago. I was busy with learning for my exam, but now I finally managed to edit everything so I can post it on tumblr for those who don't read in wattpad

If you want to get tagged for my oneshots DM me ❤

Pairing: Ouat Felix x Reader

Warnings: Smut, NSFW, fingering, oral, unprotected sex, consuming of alcohol, swearing, really unrealistic sex scene lol, unprotected sex

Summary: Felix is being left in charge for the camp while Pan is absent, so games are off along with every other game. What is there else to do than drink? The second in command uses this opportunity to finally get closer to the reader after being so distant for a long time.

word count: 9968

The Island was harsh and cruel to everyone in an unfair but equal way. Even though the lost boys lived free on Neverland, they still were ruled by the mischievous leader named Peter Pan. Each of them had their own suffering they would not mention to anyone, rather feel the pain alone and the loneliness followed them with every step. But if someone caught Y/N's eye the most, it was the quiet second in command, Felix. He always stayed close to his leader and would always follow his command. His cold facade never told her a single thought, making him special in his own way. He would leave the girl alone and only joined her on missions, but even then, the second in command would remain quiet. Pan on the other hand, tormented Y/N with thousands of useless tasks, while the lost boys worked on their own duties that seemed to make way more fun. No matter how hard she tried, Y/N would never fit in the group of lost boys, their name alone excluded her. None of them treated her fair, always left her out and acted like she was their servant. At first, the boys all seemed curious, and also a little intrigued about her appearance. They wondered why the shadow brought a girl to Neverland and if she would stay forever or just for a while. Their vicious behavior scared her off the first days, keeping her distance in a small tent. There was nothing special about Y/N, and she wondered why Pan brought her here from the beginning. Soon they boys learned that as well, treating her harshly like everybody else. They mocked her for being too weak, being too emotional,- they mocked her for not being a boy. After a while Y/N stopped asking questions and simply agreed to her new life. There were many good things to mention, nothing here was all bad. No one cared about her exploring the island during the day, at least if she did not go too far. If she wanted to cook for herself, there was no one in the way, and if she wanted to read in her tent, they would not enter- also because she was definitely sure Pan forbat it. The lost boy's feared and loved their leader at the same time, the way he let them live the free life they always wanted and not even seeing how dangerous it could be had convinced them. Y/N had distanced herself from them and their cruelty, rarely appeared to any big occasion and rather traveled along the river that ran it's way through the meadow and pastures. It was a surprise when one boy asked her one day to join a game, leaving her startled and unable to answer since no one ever really attempted to talk to the girl. It woke a piece of hope inside her, some of the younger boys already liked Y/N, yet, there was always something suspicious around the older ones.

"C'mon!" The thin boy yelled excitedly and waved his hands through the air, gesturing to follow him.

"This will be fun!"

Y/N avoided the demanding boy and tilted her head while her eyes wandered through the group before they stopped at the second in command, his eyes already burning on her skin when she detected him on his log, not far. His gaze made her nervous, uncomfortable and she questioned the decision to join the game. Something inside her shook the thought off, that Felix would approach her one day for some other reason than Pan made him, or that he would ask her to join a game.

"No…" Y/N answered nervously and looked back to the lost boy, trying to ignore Felix in the back. She did not trust that boy the slightest.

"I have to clean the kitchen." She  lied and dropped her gaze to the ground. The boy left as quickly as he came, not even trying to convince her further as if the interest was faked like everything else on this Island. After a while she sat alone in silence, watching the smaller boys play with sticks and some older ones preparing some meat and stickbread for the bonfire. The feeling of being watched did not let go. Y/N tried her best not to look suspicious and quickly let her eyes wander further when she found the guilty boy, Felix. 

Why is he still staring at me?

She never found out. The boy stayed exactly where he was and so did Y/N. He would constantly steal a glimpse and for a moment goosebumps spread all over her body, as butterflies rumbled in her stomach. A few days went on and she had catched the second in command staring at her over and over again. Whenever she looked at him, he quickly shifted his eyes somewhere in hope not to be catched. Sitting at the dining table she would catch him, when she did the laundry or cooked in the humble kitchen. The lost boy woke some curiosity inside the girl, the urgent need to know why he would always steal a glimpse, whenever she walked by. He never slipped a nasty comment, definitely strange compared to the other lost boys and their vivid temper. He never approached her or tried to keep up a conversation either. As soon as the sun went down, Pan appeared in front of Y/N's tent, calling her to come out and get some firewood. His second in command stood not far, leaning against the bark of a tree and chewing on a toothpick. He didn't need to wait for his leader's command, already knowing he had to join her. 

"Be quick." Pan ordered sternly, pressing his brows together before strutting back to the other boys. Her eyes instantly shifted over to the lanky, blonde boy, a smirk plastered on his pale face. If Pan knew that this was not a good idea? Felix turned on his heels and led the way through the trees uphill where the bushes covered the edges down to the abyss, not looking back once.

"C'mon, girlie." He said.

'Don't call me that!' She snapped back and paced up. The lost boy's camp disappeared on the ground, the higher Y/N followed the path before Felix stopped in front of a dark forest, the leaves swallowing every light before it could touch the ground. 

"Princess." Felix corrected cockily, watching her step between the trees. She started to blush and was unable to say something, so she decided to simply ignore the giant boy's nickname for her, no matter how flattering his words seemed. She tried to act tough, tougher than she actually was, in hope he would recognise it.

"How in the hell should we get wood in the dark?' Y/N mumbled as she stared into the pitch black.

"Are you scared?" Felix teased and gave her a smirk. His voice was deep and rough, unsettling but still going like honey through her ears. The girl scoffed at him and rolled her eyes, then led the way with firm steps, not even seeing the ground and suddenly tripping over into a mess of wood. 

"Fuck!" She hissed and held her hands to check the unbruised skin. The lost boy started to laugh darkly to himself, before he stepped closer. 

"This wood is full of chunks." Felix explained and bent down to pick up the wood. Y/N rose to her feet and grabbed some wood, not saying another word. Felix remained silent as well, heading with heavy back to the camp. After a while he stopped and turned, watched if she could catch up and continued when the girl was close enough. All the time she wanted to talk to him, using the moment all alone with him, but as she hurried to follow the second in command, no single idea for a conversation came to her mind. It was like someone wiped every thought away and replaced it with the heavy drumming of her heartbeat. As soon as she reached the clearing, Felix dropped the wood onto the ground and left them for the other boys to take care of it. Her chunks landed right next to his and she paced up to catch up with the gloomy second in command, when a tight grip on the girl's wrist stopped her. 

"Where do you think you're going?"

Y/N tilted her head and faced Dave, a tall chubby boy with messy brown hair, his eyes dark and soft like marbles. The lost boy looked like a bear, warm and welcoming, nevertheless it were his words that often scared her off. He only had nasty comments for Y/N, threats and if Pan wouldn't protect her for being a weak girl, the lost boy would probably harm her physically as well.

"The potatoes won't cook themselves!" Dave barked and pushed her harshly away before his eyes wandered over to the kitchen tent. Y/N bit her tongue to stop slipping a nasty comment, marched over to the humble kitchen and let out a growl when she saw the mess inside. 

"Are you fucking kidding me?" She whined as her eyes wandered over the dirty pots and Pan's, knives and forks along with every spoon. At least it was not stinking and disgusting, easy to wash, yet an avoidable effort if every boy would clean after themselves. But why should they? They had Y/N. Deciding to only clean the essential goods and shoving the other things aside, she opened a little basket with potatoes in it and placed them on the little counter. Like she expected, no one came to help her during the cooking, only one boy showed up to ask if she could hurry up. The same boy did not even thank her when she finally gave them the cooked potatoes half an hour later. The selfish behaviour of these boys was the thing Y/N hated most, more reason to focus on the second in command, the only boy who had never shown her this nasty attitude. While every other boy slowly gathered around the bonfire after they ate, Felix stayed where he was. He did not dance like the others and Y/N was not even sure if he could hear what the boys claimed to hear. Pan once said, his flute was special and the girl was supposed to hear her too. None of them had an explanation, still, it did not seem like the first time for Pan, seeing something like this. 

The girl's eyes darted back to Felix, his eyes already burning on her skin and she instantly moved her head to make it look less obvious. The tempting idea of walking over to him burned inside her guts, but with all those boys around, she was like being frozen in place. The second in command never talked to her when it was not necessary, not even one muscle in his face twitched when he interacted with the others. Still, something inside Y/N pulled her towards him from the beginning, as if his attempt to block her out was even more tempting. When she distanced herself from the bonfire back to her tent, Felix stayed at his seat instead of following her like she had imagined he would do. A little disappointed she went to bed and kept twirling all her thoughts around the mysterious second in command. There were so many questions about him. No one ever understood Felix, maybe not even Pan, although they were closer to each other than no one else on this whole Island.  

The following days Pan left Felix in charge, going on a mission by himself. The absence of Neverland's leader made itself noticeable first, when the lost boys stopped playing their big games and went directly to their duties, almost no words slipping from their usually loud mouths as they worked in silence. The day had started boring for everyone on it, Pan was already away for a few days, so Felix was fully in charge. Games were off, along with parties and especially dances in the evening. If Y/N could tell, the dances were the most annoying thing to the second in command, the thing he hated the most. Felix did not like the idea of taking care of anybody else but himself. So it came that even after weeks, Y/N had barely exchanged some words with him. He would simply avoid her and in case of sharing a task, just stare at her in curiosity. It was a lie to say he did not make her nervous, even when it was not in a scary way. The second in command was weird in any way and whenever he built himself up in front of her, she and broad, he made her look even shorter than she actually was. A feeling almost pleasant instead of scary. It was like something pulled her towards the cold lost boy, but the lack of courage would not let her talk to him. If he felt the same?

Felix was intimidating to look at, it was like something was wrong with his face but Y/N could never tell what. His high pitched cheeks were sharp and narrow and there was an awful scar running along his left cheek up to his brows like an 'x'. The most creepy things were his eyes though, whenever she looked into them, she was willingly drowning in a cold puddle that dragged her deeper in. They pierced her, as if he knew every secret inside the girl's head. Nevertheless, he was not ugly, rather pretty to look at. When his blonde hair hung messy over his face and the way he smelled. Whenever she walked past him, she would smell pinewood and musk. Even though he was well known for his cruelty, the lost boy never raised his hand against Y/N, nor called her nasty things like the others did. She was not even sure on how to do it anyways. Felix always looked busy or like he did not want anyone to speak to him. When she thought of it, the girl could not remember one single boy really talking to the second in command except Pan, but then again,- they only talked about plans and other secrets. He was a mystery of his own, a riddle for Y/N to solve. She glanced over to him and saw that he was carving something into a piece of wood. The lanky lost boy had distanced himself from the other boys, having his seat on a log as closest to the forest as possible. Maybe she could strike a conversation about his passion for carving? He was doing that almost everyday without talking about it and when she thought about it, she had never seen the final results. After a while, courage overcame her, so she stood up and walked slowly into Felix's direction, already noticing in the corner of her eyes the disapproving and concerned looks of some boys. They started to talk quietly to each other and she instantly knew it was about her. Their eyes burned more on Y/N's skin with each step further towards Felix, making her feel nervous and jumpy. Rolling with her eyes at them, she still marched to the lanky blonde boy, stopping when she was close enough to him. The heads of the lost boys instantly shot away, as if they felt too scared to let Felix know about their curiosity when he lifted his heavy head from his broad shoulders.

Felix's eyes darted up, his mouth shut tight and his facial expression went blank like always. His look told Y/N that he was strong, but never how he felt. She tried to say something, but the words got stuck in her throat. Unable to speak, she stared with a deadpan face back at the second in command, trying to find an excuse for her behaviour. The idea with the wood seemed so dumb suddenly and she wished she could just melt into the ground or simply disappear as the lost boy stared back at her, locking their eyes and waiting for her to say something.

"Have you seen Pan?" Y/N choked out and sounded calmer than she expected to be. The blonde boy raised an eyebrow suspiciously and nodded behind him into the dark forest. Big trees hovered high up into the sky, all around the clearing, hiding every view. It was pitch black. Y/N swallowed at the sight of the dark woods and she shook her head slowly, feeling so scared of the unknown dangers. There was no reason for her to see Pan, the leader was not a pleasant person himself and the lie only made her more anxious. 

"I think it wasn't important anyways." She mumbled unsure and turned around, feeling how her whole face heatened up at the fact that she talked to the mysterious second in command. Suddenly, the tall boy grabbed her by the wrist, causing her to turn and face him again.

"I'll bring you to him, if you feel scared to go alone." He said dry and rose to his feet, tall and intimidating. The girl was so small next to him, peeking up to him again as her limbs lightly started to tremble. Felix glanced down at her and again, she shook her head slowly. The girl did not know if he simply did not notice it, but when the lost boy shoved her into the pitch black, terror overcame her. What was he doing? Not daring to say a word, before the light around her vanished, she only felt the lost boy's hand on her back as he pushed her gently forwards. Her heart was pounding so hard, she feared he might feel it. Where the hell would he bring her? Where was Pan all the time? 

"Don't." Y/N winced and turned on her heels, running past Felix back into the camp. The lost boy instantly jumped around and stormed after her, chasing her across the clearing towards some big trees. She tripped over one of their big roots, almost crashing down but still finding her balance. This was the moment Felix jumped at the girl, crashing down with her, his heavy weight pressing the air out of her lungs. The lost boy spun her around and pinned her arms down on the floor before she could take a sharp inhale. Y/N tried to free herself in panic, but she could not move at all, when the slender boy straddled her and held her down. The colours in Y/N's  face faded away and her heart pumped wild inside her as if it were about to explode, unable to tell if she felt excited or scared. Maybe a healthy mix of both. She was sure he did not want to hurt her. Frankly, he never did.

"Why in the hell are you running from me." He asked angry, slightly confused and she thought even a bit hurt as he pressed his brows strictly together. 

"Don’t hurt me." She muttered and the pale boy frowned. He loosened his grip and swiftly rose to his feet and pulled his hood back over his head, then strutted quickly away, not even giving her a last glance. 

That was strange, she thought. Her heart was still beating furiously. What happened? The lost boy scared her and made her feel like burning at the same time. She took a deep breath and raised to her feet, wiping the dirt off her clothes. Felix was a strange guy and he only confused Y/N. Why did he just stand up and leave? She was not dumb and clearly could add two and two together. But it could not be that the second in command had some interest in her, why should he? The boy barely spoke to the girl, even when they had chores together. Y/N remembered one of the first days, when Pan sent them both to get some dreamshade and the tall blonde did not even let her near one of those plants, not even mentioning why. When he held the filled glasses, the boy walked a big distance between her back to camp, giving her the feeling of not being wanted. Later she had learned the dangers of it and Felix's strange behaviour now. It was an easy addition but she needed to be sure, not even knowing how to deal with this information.

If I am right.

The next day Felix clearly avoided her. Whenever he felt like she was too close, the lost boy would quickly find another place to go. She did not want to ask any of the boys about it, not wanting them to know, but it was obviously something off. They would not answer her anyways, only giving her questioning looks. After that weird situation in the evening before, the second in command completely vanished. There was no big effort to look for him and when the girl went to bed, she completely forgot about him. He had not given her any duties yet, so she took her chance and left the camp to take a shower and later gather some fruits and seeds, everything edible the Island would offer her without having to kill. She did not know how to hunt and was not sure if she could even catch an animal. Peter once told her that his best man would teach her to hunt, but Felix always seemed to be so busy that she simply never asked him to. At first she had avoided the blonde, lanky boy, not knowing his temper. He had scared her so much but now she could not stop thinking of how he had straddled her and how much she liked it. This was stupid. She barely knew Felix and still Y/N pictured herself with him in so many daydreams now. It was always easier to dream about someone and she was not crazy enough to consider anything about the rough boy. But where would he be? What is he doing right now? God, she needed to stop thinking about Felix. She was overthinking. 

The time passed by and Y/N found herself at the clearing again, watching two boys fight in the distance, with a small crowd around to cheer their violence. Her eyes wandered over the whole area, searching for the second in command. He sat far away next to a few older lost boys that hollered around while drinking some rum. Since Felix would not let them do anything, the only possible solution for the boys was to drink and do stupid things that would not bother the tall scarred one. They were drinking more alcohol than any adult could ever handle. The girl's eyes shifted over the group, seeing how they stumbled and swayed around. Felix sat on a log with his own bottle of rum in his hands, he kept his distance from the other boys, observing them with a blank expression but it was visible that he was drunk, too. When he saw Y/N entering the camp, the second in command's head spun around, meeting her gaze and she could swear his face lightened up.

"Y/N!" Someone big yelled excitedly and jumped at her from the side, almost swaying her off her feet before she could even think of the name "Felix".

"Drink with us!" The chubby boy cheered with a dizzy voice. His dark, bushy eyebrows hung deep over his small eyes and he wrinkled his nose, making a nasty, slimy sound, reminding her of a mull. He was not pretty to look at, mean and vicious, sometimes insulting for no reason. He was that kind of a boy who would mock one and still complain when they did not want to be his friend. 

"No, tha-"

"DRINK!" The chubby boy repeated himself more aggressively and grabbed Y/N's wrist to stop her from leaving before she could even try getting away. His fat fingers would definitely leave a mark later as she furiously tried to yank herself  free.

"YOU ARE HURTING ME!" Y/N whined and buried her nails into his wrist, but the lost boy would not let go.

"It will be fun! Don't be such a lame ass." He gave back and tightened his grip. Felix, who had watched the whole scene from a distance, immediately jumped to his feet and stormed towards them, yanking the boy away and threw him violently into the mud. He gave him the most powerful kick that his anger would provoke, that the sound of the fat lost boy's scream caught everyone's attention. 

"I will snap your fucking neck!" Felix threatened so calmly that the other boys would not even hear it as he pressed his jaw together, his hands forming into fists that his knuckles turned white. The chubby moonface groaned dizzy and turned onto his stomach, trying to lift himself drunkenly out of the sludge. With a closer look, Y/N understood why they all called him Piggy, instead of Mull. He turned his head confused around before he would drop back onto the ground again. The girl's eyes widened at the sight of this cruelty, even though she felt relieved and maybe a little entertained to see Piggy like this. He truly deserved it. On the other hand, she wondered why Felix came so quickly to help after he had tried his best to get out of her way. Y/N's cheeks burned up and she knew it would be the perfect moment to talk to him.

"Go." Felix said. He turned to her and shoved her gently away from the boys towards the tents. His big hand warmed her comfortably on her back, waking the butterflies in her stomach and causing her to shiver. The second in command rested one one of his arms on the girl's shoulder to keep his balance as he swayed between the tall bushes forwards between the trees.

"You should go to sleep." The lost boy said huskily, stopping in front of her tent, his grey eyes staring at the closed curtains. The excitement inside Y/N turned into disappointment when she saw where this actually went, so she stared irritated at the tent as Felix pulled his arm away and stepped away, slowly heading back. 

"I am not tired!" Y/N gave back and knitted her brows together, confused why he just left her now. He could have stayed at the camp instead of joining her in the first place. Why come all this way up here? Felix's head spun around before turning back to stop right in front of the girl. He bent down to face her and made it possible to smell the alcohol in his breath as she stared into his gray eyes illuminated by the pale moonlight. The messy, ashen hair hung half over his face,- Y/N liked so many things about him and right now he was so perfect. He has never been that close before, except when he had tackled her.

"The boys aren't so well behaved," The second in command snickered. "Especially not in that state."

Y/N giggled when she thought of Felix acting like he was a good boy, after all those terrible things he did. There was a reason why he was second in command of this brutal gang and he proved it by the way he treated Piggy. 

"And you're not?" She gave back quite bravely, raising an eyebrow cockily. Felix chuckled low to himself, slightly shaking his head before he gave her a smirk, showing his white palette of perfectly lined up teeth.

"If you want me to," Felix purred and wiggled with his brows. "I'll be whatever you want."

The girl felt goosebumps spread all over her body at his words and for a moment, she just stared speechless back at him, unable to say a word and wanting nothing more than kissing those pink lips. Felix was drunk, he could not think straight and definitely did not mean what he said. The lost boy's breath tickled hers and she noticed how close he was and how she just had to lean in, to steal a kiss. There was no way she would risk it, well aware that Pan loved games and she could not let the thought go, his best man would love them as well. 

"Do you have any suggestions?" She asked as her nose touched his, her lips almost on his as she gently ran her hands over his chest. Felix ignored the question, moving instinctively and rough, grabbing Y/N's neck and pulling her in to close the distance between their mouths. His tongue was warm and tasted like liquor, still it did not bother her at all, when he vividly explored the inside of her mouth. Felix's hands vanished under her hair, grabbing her head and pressing the girl firmer against him while his intoxicated mind led his actions. Y/N gasped surprised into the kiss, not expecting him to do this even though it was what she wished for. Felix was way taller than her and for the moment he was forced to bend down at her height, holding her in his broad arms that pressed her tightly against his chest. When Felix’s pulled away, his eyes were still shut and he ran his thumb over Y/N's lips, licking his own and let out a gasp when he realised that he did not only imagined to do that. Then his eyes widened and she could see that he realised for the first time what just happened, what he just did.

"Sorry…" Felix mumbled unbelievingly and shook his head with widened eyes. He pushed her harshly away and rose to his feet, quickly checking full terror if someone had watched it.

"I was-" Felix spoke hoarse and slowly took a step back, then another one, a few more, until he turned on his heels and sprinted quickly away,  not finishing what he tried to say. 

Y/N stood there for a moment as if she were stuck in place, not able to process what just happened. With a swift movement she stormed through the curtains of her tent towards her bed to hide under the covers. She grabbed a pillow, held it against her face and screamed inside it. It was hard to tell if she felt excited or embarrassed. Felix kissed her, so why should she be worried about something? Maybe it was a test and she failed? Hell no, that would be some serious bullshit if that were the first explanation and she had seen his reaction. The way he held her and how he tasted heatened her up. Every cell inside her body craved for more.

No, what are you doing, she thought and shook her head, replaying that scenario in her head over and over again like a broken record. With a swift move she rolled onto her back and stared up at the curtain ceiling, hoping to find an answer to what her next step could be. If the lost boys would find out, they would never stop talking about it, maybe even start to think she was easy to have. Y/N gulped and squinted her eyes at the thought of them all trying to hit on her. Felix was different though. He was tall and intimidating, his cold stare would pierce through her with a burning desire and his smell intoxicated her mind. Whenever he was around, she could barely think straight, desperately wanting to figure out what laid beneath that cold facade. Never in a thousand years, she could have guessed that he liked her back. On the other hand, he was not able to make proper decisions drunkenly and maybe Y/N was encouraging herself too much. There was almost nothing she knew about the tall boy and falling for him that fast could only harm herself in the end. 

Y/N closed her eyes and brought her fingers to her lips, touching them, while imaging to feel Felix's on them again and remember what they tasted like. The second in command barely spoke to her and now that? There was definitely more behind it. It had to. Her other hand slowly wandered over her stomach to pull up the dress, slipping a finger inside to play with herself. It was not the first time she thought of him while touching herself, but this time something was off. Deep inside her something stopped Y/N, no matter how aroused she already was. She needed to talk to Felix. Under no circumstances she would let him ignore her for days again. Yanking the blanket away, Y/N jumped out of the bed and eagerly left the tent, turning her head furiously around to find the tall boy. He did not sit next to the others anymore and when she walked downhill to his cabin, she could feel her heart pumping furiously inside her chest. The girl stopped in front of the wooden door to knock and when no one answered she knocked again. 

"Felix!" She tried to be as loud as she could be while still not attracting someone else's attention. There was still no answer and she felt dumb for even thinking it was as easy as this to find him after the previous events. He could not be far, the lost boys still needed someone who had an eye on them before someone could get hurt. Their hollering was still audible and the bonfire in the distance let Y/N see a few of them behind the bushes. For a moment she thought of going back to the clearing again, hoping to find Felix there, but the thought of meeting Piggy alone now was no good. 

"Y/N." The girl suddenly heard Felix’s raspy voice behind her and she turned dazzled around, the warmest smile sitting on her lips. 

Felix swayed dizzily into her direction, closing the gap between them two while he tried to keep his balance. The lost boy's head was too high up, making it impossible to steal a kiss from him now. 

"What are you doing here? I told you to sleep." He asked nervously and pulled her away from his cabin towards the trees, his head constantly turning to look if someone watched. When he placed his hand on the girl's back again, his touch sent electric waves through her spine and she wondered how his slender finger would feel on her bare skin.

"Did you drink more?" She asked, noticing how he swayed more and the second in command vividly shook his head in response, grinning like a small boy on a sunny day. 

"You have."

"No."

"Yes."

"Uh-Uh."

"I can cleanly tell-"

"I am-," Felix grabbed Y/N gently by the back of her neck and pulled her in, his face coming closer again. "-Not. Drunk."

She started to laugh and leaned into his grip, bringing her own hand up to touch his scar. Felix's blue eyes melted when he felt her fingers, closing them and relaxing as her touch traced as light as a feather down his skin. He relaxed for a moment and enjoyed the touch on his scarred skin, before he suddenly woke out of trance.

"The boys better not see us." He cleared his throat and broke apart, letting go of her.

"No one saw us, Felix." His name echoed through the dark forest like honey and Y/N grabbed his hand tight- she was way smaller than his. The girl felt Felix's breath in her face, how his nose almost touched hers and before he could do anything she had already closed the gap between them two, pressing her lips against his. Felix moaned surprised into her mouth but instantly grabbed her cheeks and slid his tongue inside. She could still taste the liquor and wondered if she might have taken advantage of this situation. The tall boy's moans told her otherwise. He moved his hands slowly towards the girl's waist down to her ass, cupping it rough while her smell intoxicated his senses. 

"We shouldn't." He whispered and she heard him move even though it was too dark to see. Nevertheless Felix pressed himself harder against her and she felt through his pants how hard he already was from only kissing. 

"Why not." She breathed against his neck, leaving a trail of kisses.

"The boys," Felix said, his eyes rolling back with a soft moan when he felt her tongue on his throat. It was enough to convince the second in command, his fingers wandered over her delicate body, burying them inside her tender flesh. It's been a long time since someone touched Y/N and she could not resist the lost boy's demanding hands. He lifted her dress and wandered with his palm over her skin to the rim of the underwear, enjoying the small moans when his fingers wandered further to her inner thigh, drawing invisible circles on it.

"Felix…" His grip tightened when he heard the girl purr his sweet name in the most delicious way and he almost could not hold himself back to tear her clothes off right at this place. The lost boy dared to slip one of his fingers inside Y/N's panties and when she did not complain, he pushed his slender index inside of her, feeling how her soft walls tightened around him. If Felix had not realised it earlier, he knew at least by now how much she craved him when he felt how wet she already was. Y/N let out a gasp when he started to push his long finger in and out of her, causing the girl's legs to tremble and her knees to shiver in excitement. She closed her eyes, giving up trying to see something in the dark as she melted into Felix's arms, her face sliding down onto his shoulder. She found her balance by grabbing the lost boy's leg and then she realised that he was kneeling in front of her. Y/N was actually glad that the surroundings were pitch black, feeling her cheeks heating up in embarrassment from her uncontrollable sweet moans. Before she would absolutely lose her mind, the girl managed to push the lost boy slightly away from her while her hands moved down to his belt. Her fingertips ran over the leather and the lost boy instantly frowned at her touch, his whole body stiffened and he stopped moving for a second.  

"W-wait." He stammered, the adrenaline pushing the dizziness of the alcohol away. "I-I… never…" he continued and stopped, his hands wrapped around Y/N's wrist, insecurities overwhelming him as he held her in a safe distance. Now she really wished to see his face, well aware that he must look like earlier when he kissed her, startled and somehow shy.

"Well," she replied after a small pause, her voice echoing clear through the night, "Neither have I."

There was an awkward silence between them two and if the lost boy would not hold her by her hips, she would probably believe he was gone by now. The second in command was embarrassed for no reason, what did he fear? Y/N had no clue how to do this and if she was honest, it was way more appealing that Felix was a virgin, too, even though she did not expect that. All the time she thought he was so confident and now he was so vulnerable to her. The lost boy still did not speak, so she bent into another kiss, hoping to catch his lips in the dark. Felix gasped when he felt her lips on his scar and pulled the girl back in.  This was good, they did not need to talk- should not talk. It would only make this weird. Talking would come naturally. Felix grabbed Y/N's hands gently and brought them back to his belt for her to continue what she had started. She let her fingers trail over the leather to his buckle to open it, enjoying the moment when she opened the button of his pants and slowly pulled down his zipper. The lost boy moaned inside her mouth when she slid her hand into his pants, pumping his hardened cock as best as the tight cotton would allow her to. Felix noticed her struggle and broke apart from the kiss to lift himself up and take off his clothes. Y/N heard how each piece of clothing dropped onto the ground while she waited to be told to do the same. 

"Should I keep my dress on or-"

"Keep it on." Felix ordered and chuckled to himself, then pulled her back against him, his cock pressing against her stomach. The lost boy let his hands slide under the girl's dress and pulled down her panties for more access, then kneeled naked in front of her while his fingers did their magic. They felt so long and strange, making Y/N wonder if she could even handle Felix's cock. He already felt so big in her hand when she touched him again, fully exposed and hardened. The lost boy lifted one of her legs over his broad shoulder and before Y/N could even figure out what he was doing, Felix pressed his tongue against her clit. She let out a surprised gasp and giggled at the ticklish sensation. The lost boy felt how tense her leg was and reached for the girl's hand, holding it and drawing invisible circles on her palm. 

"Relax." He lifted his head and lightly squeezed her fingers, caressing it a little, then pushed his mouth against her slit, his hot breath warming her as his tongue slid over her clit. The comfort of his touch relaxed Y/N instantly as if the lost boy had enchanted her somehow. He pressed his rough tongue harder against her, burying his face between her legs as he ate her out. The girl could not control herself to keep her from moaning, but led the boy's pace with it, whenever something felt good. He buried his nails into the tender flesh of her thighs and with a swift move he pushed the girl down onto the ground, pushing his fingers faster into her. She could not tell which was tongue or fingers, the overflowing sensation spread inside her body up to her eyes as she felt how she got closer to her orgasm. When Felix’s jaw started to ache he broke apart, breathing heavily and leaving Y/N craving for more on the cold ground in the exact moment she would almost finish. Without saying a word the lost boy pulled himself up to her, placing some sloppy kisses on her mouth before placing his arms next to her, so that his weight would not be too much.

"I want you so much." He panted while he slowly let his thumb circle over her aroused clit. 

"Felix-" She pressed her lips onto his and stroked his hardened dick and pulled his torso closer to lead him to her wet entrance. The lost boy let out an uncontrollable moan as he pressed his dick against her dripping slit that already craved him so hard, slowly gliding in to make the girl feel every piece of his mighty cock. He stayed in this position for a moment to adjust this feeling and Y/N felt herself tighten around him, excitement overwhelming her body along with the smell of the lost boy intoxicating her mind.

"Fuck!" Felix hissed as he started to move in a steady motion. His lips caught her once more, pulling her into a long, passionate kiss. Y/N took a sharp breath and pushed her hand against his abdomen, when the lost boy moved, feeling like getting torn apart by him. The lost boy stopped for a moment, shoving one arm under her neck to hold her while his lips softly traced over her chest. After a short moment,  Felix moved again. Y/N buried her nails into his skin and rolled her eyes back as the lost boy thrusted into her core, slowly feeling herself relaxing in this position after a few strokes. The pain faded away and she melted into Felix's body as if he was meant to hold her. The sweetest words kept unsaid, too embarrassing, too emotional, still, there was something inside them both that felt more than just enjoying sex. It was Felix who took her virginity and the thought of being the one who took his let her heart skip faster. The second in command felt like a dream,- his sweaty, hot skin pressed tight against hers, his abs flexed and hardened during every move and he was just so fucking tall. Felix moved both of his hands down and cupped her naked butt, lifting Y/N up and pressing her against the bark of a tree. He buried his fingers into her tender flesh and left a trail of kisses on her neck as far as he would reach her. The lost boy held Y/N as if she weighed nothing, pressing her body tightly against his skin. She could not resist sinking her teeth into his neck, sucking on the delicate spot until she was sure he would not leave without a mark. As soon as Felix realised what she was doing, he pulled her head back by her hair. To his own surprise, she let out a light moan, feeling even more excited from his big hand in them. 

"The boys can't know." Felix purred into Y/N's ear before he licked over her neck, sinking his teeth lightly into her shoulder to hold him back from letting out another moan. 

"Harder!" The girl commanded for Felix's surprise, who had already thought he was already being too rough with her. The lost boy followed the order, pressing himself tighter against her before he paced up, pumping in and out. The sudden sensation flooded Y/N's body and she knew there was something building up inside her, an indescribable feeling of being high. Felix moans got higher, sometimes even stuck in his throat and she was sure he was close too and that he desperately wanted to climax. Before she could realise it, Felix swayed them back onto the ground, gripping her ankles and pressing them against his legs as she wrapped her arms around his neck to capture the lost boy in another kiss. 

"I am almost-" Felix spoke in a hoarse tone. It was so dark and Y/M really wished she could see his face at this moment. Felix was so vulnerable right now and even though his moans were the most beautiful melody in her ears, just the thought of a short glimpse of his face made her feel hotter.

"Felix." She purred when he suddenly hit a spot that would not stop making her feel like being on ecstasy. 

"I-." She gasped when the knot inside her stomach released and she felt her orgasm roaring through her body with thousands of tiny, electric waves. Jaw clenched and eyes pinched, Felix gave it to her in short, powerful bursts, filling her up with throbbing pumps. His abs flexed and his hands tightened around her ankles. He cursed. His body tensed, and she swore she felt his cock pulsing inside of her as he came in waves, thrusting in and out until he felt himself getting soft.

"Fuck…" Felix let her legs fall to the side as he bent to rest his head on her sweaty chest. "That was…"

She combed her fingers through his messy hair, almost out of words how incredibly good she felt. "That was something."

"Yeah." He kissed the spot between her breasts, "It was."

Felix pulled his dick out, not even seeing the mess he made but still wanting more. Neither of them wanted that night to end and for a while, Felix tried to find his clothes and Y/N thought of how she would clean herself up.

"C'mon." Felix whispered and she heard him step away. 

"Wait!" Y/N called and quickly grabbed her underwear- well, the only choice right now-, cleaning herself with it, before running after the tall blonde and crashing into his back.

"Easy, love." He chuckled and grabbed her under one of his arms and strutted towards the dark in one direction, knowing this place perfectly, even drunkenly and without light. 

"Where are we going?" The girl asked after what felt like an eternity for her, but in reality it was just a few minutes. The trees left some space for the moonlight now and gave her a chance to take a peak from the second in command's happy face. His cheeks were dyed a deep scarlet and his hair hung messy and full sweat down his face. 

"Trust me." He said and paced a little up before he came to halt in front of a big tree, the ladder up to it vanished behind some leaves. Felix climbed up first and lifted the girl up into the tree house when reached the trap door. Felix moved towards a small night desk and lit up a candle. As soon as the light flooded the room, Y/N saw the small cot and a self-made desk under one of the closed windows. 

"I built it myself." The lost boy grinned and proudly watched the awe in her face. She swirled around and looked at some little carvings that were placed on the wooden table. Some of them looked like her. When Y/N's eyes detected the little sculpture, she finally understood why she never saw the results and why he burned one earlier. The girl turned around to say something, but Felix stopped her immediately. Before she could say anything, Felix dropped down onto one knee and pulled her into a kiss. His tongue slid over her lips, begging for permission to enter. Without thinking about it, she opened her mouth and felt the lost boy's hand on her hips, pressing her against his body. 

"I never thought you would like me too." Felix moaned and eagerly kissed his way down her neck, back to her face and lips, repeating the same thing on the other side and showing how hungry he still was for the girl. Felix clearly had not been touched in a while, just like Y/N, so it was quite natural that they immediately would have a moment like this sooner or later. But why Felix? What was about him that made Y/N constantly crave more, causing her to feel like an addict without his drugs, whenever his lips left hers? Her cheeks heated up and she smiled in the kiss, thinking of the previous events, how Felix's hands felt on her skin. It was special to be with him and the girl's instincts told her that it was more than just sex, that Felix wanted more, too. 

"I want you again." Felix licked over his lips and looked at Y/N through half-opened eyes before he slowly melted back into another kiss, this time slow and passionate, synchronising with her while his hands moved down her hips and legs. He gently rubbed his hand against her inner thigh and wandered towards her crotch, to shove a finger inside her still wet hole. He smirked dirty when he felt his mess. Y/N wanted him so much, just like he craved her, maybe even a little more. 

"I want to get naked all night long." Felix purred as he pushed his fingers inside and out of Y/N, her light moans echoing in his ears. Without further commands, the girl slipped the dress over her shoulder, letting it elegantly slide down her now exposed body. Felix's cheeks flushed up into the deepest red, his eyes admiring every sight of her that he desired for so long, and truth be told, he was in awe. When the cotton touched the floor, the lost boy grabbed for the hem of his own shirt and ripped it off, then quickly unbuttoned his pants before he crossed them with his underwear through the room. When Felix pinned her down and pulled Y/N into another kiss, he was already hard again, his hot skin burning against hers as her mind drifted off into a feeling of ecstasy. The way Felix's hands trailed down her body gave her chills once more, kept her warm and made her feel wanted. 

"Pan would kill us for this." She mumbled into the kiss when the girl thought of how he protected her earlier, something he never did before and sure did not keep unnoticed to the other boys as well. It worried Y/N for a moment, thinking about how Pan always found out every secret, no matter how little it was. And this was definitely not a small secret, something that could be obvious to others. Or maybe Y/N was just paranoid. 

"Relax." Felix said, frowning at her words as if the same thought had bothered him for a while now, too. "He isn't here. He won't find out."

The blonde boy rolled over onto his back, pulling the girl with him so she would straddle him. The light of the candle danced over his sharp features, letting it shine in an orange light that spread down to his muscles, constantly catching her eyes as if they were glued on him. Felix always looked beautiful in the orange light of the fire. Every night she would catch herself staring at him. He was perfect. 

"You look so beautiful." Felix whispered more to himself than to her, then wiped some hair out of her face. "Unbelievable that someone like you chose someone weird like me."

Before Y/N could correct him, the second in command already captured her lips with his own, burying one hand in her hair while he kneaded one of her breasts with the other one. His words only flattered the girl and she felt the burning desire to finally be one with him again and melt into his body. Felix gasped at her touch and moaned into her mouth when she wrapped her hand around his dick, slowly pumping up and down while gently rubbing at the delicate tip. His member felt long and thick in her hands, but did not scare her off like earlier. Placing the tip at her wet entrance, she slowly slid down onto him, relieved that the lost boy did not push against back,. The stretching feeling made her feel like getting torn apart all over again and she  gave herself a moment to adjust to the size. The lost boy rolled his eyes back and shut them with a loud moan when he felt her walls tightened around, rubbing his thumbs against the tender flesh of her  hips, when she finally started to slowly move up and down. Seeing the ruthless second in command like this was really stunning and lovely to look at. Felix's mouth was slightly agape and the muscles on his forehead were constantly twitching, moving his eyebrows constantly around. Never had Y/N seen so much emotion in his face before. She  pressed her body against the lost boy and sucked at the tender part of Felix's neck. The lost boy used that moment as a chance to turn her over, holding Y/N tight in his arm, the other one holding his weight so he would not suffocate her while he was pumping in and out. Y/N moaned in ecstasy and ran her hands over his muscular back, feeling his skin against them and how his sweat dropped onto her body. She placed her legs on each side of his, clearly noticing the height difference and feeling like a delicate doll as he embraced her. Felix paced up and she rolled her eyes back when he entered in another angle to come even deeper. She never wanted this to stop and kept feeling how the lost boy filled her with his thick manhood, smelling his scent and feeling his hot skin burning against hers. Felix kissed his way down to her chest and caught one of her nipples between his lips, lightly starting to suck on them and intensing it with each time he thrusted in. These were the final strokes that caused Y/N's legs to shiver and tense up every muscle in her body as her climax roared through her whole body, up into her eyes into the back of her head. The lost boy grabbed Y/N's shoulders and when he came, too, the light of the candles danced in his beautiful, scrunched up face. It was a lie to say she did not like that view and the squeaking sound he made when Felix felt his orgasm deep inside her with throbbing pumps. Felix rolled next to the girl, trying to catch his breath and when he did so, he grabbed a towel from the bed for her. 

"We could have used the bed." Y/N broke the soothing silence after a while and Felix chuckled, then nodded in agreement.  

"Next time." He grinned, pulling his boxers up and placing himself back onto the ground. His eyes did not stop looking at the girl while she grabbed her dress and pulled it back over herself. For a long time they just looked at each other, laughing and giggling, kissing each other but remaining silent. This was clearly something none of them expected to happen. 

"What do you see in me?" Y/N suddenly asked, caughting the lost boy off guard, his facial expression went into full confusion. It took him a moment to think about her question before he simply smiled. His eyes would always melt at her sight and in that moment she needed no words from him to realise how much he was in love with her. The lost boy pulled Y/N closer to him and placed her head against his chest, lifted her on his arms and carried her to the bed where he would let himself fall onto the soft mattress. His legs hung over the wooden frame as he gently rubbed his hands over her back while listening to the beat of his heart. 

"I would never let anyone harm you." His voice was just a warm breeze on her earlobe, tickling her like a gentle kiss. 

"What about Pan?" She asked after a while and took a glimpse at his relaxed face and how her question did not seem to have woken any worries inside him now. He had brushed it off earlier.

"I think, actually, he knew way before me." Felix chuckled low and shook his head unbelieving. "He gave me a chance I got wasted."

[nevereverlandboys]

felix has such a pretty smile