#felix 001.

[tysonchapmans]

"I would never do anything sinister with that."

A lie, but most things out of Tyson Chapman's mouth were. He had already made a mental note to try and get Felix drunk and on the very ride that made them nauseous.

"You're in the best company." The downside was the celebrations around them. "How did you get roped into coming to this? Or were you overcome with town pride?"

" exactly. do with that information what you must, " he answered with an amused smirk. their brows raised. " at least i am in good company then, " he noted.

[kgmilgramau]

Kindergala for the Guilty.

if you want to collab with us, that would be great, we'd love to welcome everyone! (We plan to draw minigram too!)

💗✨🎁

[drfirsnogayny]

Crossover Halloween AU at Kindergarten and at Flower Color Gram AU

I position FCG Halloween as my AU because these are not official designs, unless everyone else decides to admit it. And I'm also not sure that I would have had time to draw it all before Halloween, so that's the only way. Maybe I'll do the full versions later.

(None of this is shipping. It's just duets and trios that have a similar role or species)

Halloween AU by @gabycantart @flower-color-gram

Adonis by @cloverstar-li, Alina by @onsennnnn

Abigal by @ketchupandpickles, Callum by @juststupid882

I decided to leave the version with Austin the Pirate, because otherwise Abigal would not have had a character in the duo.

Pixy by @bebebowie, Mike by @rainrayne

Chris by @cloverstar-li

Hop by @milgoooram

Ivy by @lammy-art

Byron by me

And bonuses:

Old version + Mike as a vampire

I wanted to make full-length versions, but then abandoned this idea in favor of what I had already done.

There is also an alternative version of Mike, especially considering that he is Felix and Ted's brother according to FCG canon

And another crossover

But, since the plot of Cleavers Cult runs simultaneously with the plot of BRev (after twenty years of Kindergarten events), I raised the age for Felix and Theodore.

[rviner]

@manybcdthings astra x felix - astra's apartment

Astra's apartment is small, barely more than a few cramped rooms tucked into the far end of a narrow, dimly lit street in The Wards. The place smells faintly of burnt incense and the sharp tang of spice, lingering in the air like a shadow of something sacred. The floor is cold, bare metal beneath her bare feet, and the walls are draped with a collection of mismatched tapestries. Thin fabrics she's scavenged over the years. They're faded, dyed in starburst patterns of blues and purples, their celestial designs fraying at the edges, but they offer a little warmth to the stark, industrial space.

She's perched on the edge of her bed, back pressed against the headboard, legs draped lazily over Felix's lap. Her fingertips graze his bare chest absently, tracing patterns like she's following invisible constellations across his skin. The sheets beneath them are a tangled mess, smelling faintly of sweat, smoke. Her mind feels hazy, the leftover buzz of the pill they shared dulling the sharp edges of her thoughts. The dim light, the low hum of the station, the rhythmic rise and fall of Felix's breathing, it all blends into a softness that feels distant, like she's floating somewhere just beyond it all.

"I think-" she starts, her voice lazy, words tumbling out in slow, half formed thoughts and she tilts her head to look at Felix, her eyes heavy lidded but searching his face. She's not even sure what she's looking for, but the question lingers behind her eyes. Are they both too far gone, or is there still some way out? Her hand drifts lower, tracing along his stomach, fingertips ghosting over the faint scar near his ribs. She knows every line, every mark on his skin by now. The secrets he carries with him, the darkness she's helped him bury. Sometimes, when they're like this, when the drugs make everything feel soft and distant, she almost forgets the blood.

Almost.

"I think loving you is like loving the stars." Astra smiles faintly, sinking down the sheets so she can tuck her head to his chest. "You know how the stars they always seem so far away? But they're still connected to us, even from all the way out there. They pull at us, even when we don't feel it. Gravity, fate…whatever you wanna call it." she mumbles now, content. Almost. "Because...even when I have to go, I keep getting pulled back to you. I can't help it. We're tied, I think. I don't know. Maybe we always have been, even before we met. The stars don't just drift alone, right? They're part of something bigger."

[xaviermattthews]

"Should we get you a megaphone for the next time?" X says as he returns the hug with a pat to Felix's back that was meant to convey a c'mon that his mouth didn't say. He had chosen a booth in the far corner of the diner for anonymity's sake, and his boisterous friend's greeting would no doubt land him on DeuxMoi's Sunday Spotted with an eye emoji and a stepping out on Van with mystery man???

When they part and he returns to his seat, he adjusts the black baseball cap on his head, feeling a sense of calm wash over him at the familiar company. Though their schedules made it an increasingly rare occurrence, time elapsed never made it difficult to be around Felix.

"I don't know if I'd call it a fully fledged tour, it was more of a test drive."

Intimate shows around L.A. had been easily marketable as for the fans and they were for the most part, but their inception had been to test the ground beneath him. The biggest question mark that had hung over him in rehab and in the months that followed it was not whether he could still do it, but whether he still had it.

Anyone could get on a stage with a mic in hand if given the opportunity to, but it was whether or not he could still connect with the audience when sober that had remained to be seen.

( The scariest part of that had been if he had discovered he couldn't, he couldn't say for certain he wouldn't do whatever substance he needed to do to find that version of himself again. )

He spins the menu he had been reading around so it faced Felix on the tabletop, offering him the opportunity to browse it now he knew what he wanted.

"They were good though, they were great shows. It felt right being back on stage, back with a mic in my hand. And I still fucking got it no matter Buzzfeed says, who fucking reads Buzzfeed these days anyway."

Sans for X that was, who had that particular article in depth.

"The album's just about done. It is done, really. If I admit to myself, but I been having some trouble with that. This one's a pivot, man. It's going to either be received as our strongest work to date or they'll say rehab ruined me."

Despite his apprehension about finding out which way that would go, there's an excitement beneath it all that always existed when he was on the cusp of putting something out into the world.

"What about you? Where's the wind taken you these days? Thought we'd never be able to align long enough to do this."

@felixalbright

closed @xaviermattthews

location: all nighter

"Holy shit, man!" Felix crowed as soon as he walked into the diner and spotted X, sending heads from every corner shooting up. Disregarding them, he made a beeline toward X and clapped a hand down on his shoulder before pulling him into a hug. "It's so good to see you."

Felix was a few minutes late, as always, for their reunion dinner, but he'd managed to keep it to a cool eight minutes instead of his usual fifteen or twenty because of how excited he was. He'd promised X all-he-could-eat to make up for every time they just happened to miss each other while they were both out on the road. X was touring, or Felix was chasing some other band down, but it killed him every time they just managed to elude each other by a day or two.

He took a seat across from X before immediately launching into questions. "Dude, how was the rest of the tour? How's the album coming?"

[ofwrxth]

JAKOB 📱 FELIX

Jakob: [ sends picture ] @manybcdthings

[bountyhaunter]

@recoveringdreamer from here

No option for cats?

make your own poll. But cats > lobsters, for the record.

[manybcdthings]

astra's trailer

felix and astra @rviner

Felix flipped the little pancakes with a flick of his wrist, his hand steady but his eyes darting to the side, watching Nova with amused anticipation. Each pancake was no bigger than his palm, sized perfectly for her tiny hands. Comically small, almost. More for a mouse than a human. She was already on her toes, ready, tiny hands reaching, eyes bright with that determined glint he'd quickly learned meant trouble. He wasn't even sure how many she'd already snatched and devoured, but she was a fiend, seizing them before he could even pass them over. Her small hands snatched each one like a prize, and she inhaled each pancake with such enthusiasm that Felix couldn't help but laugh, a low rumble that filled the quiet warmth of Astra's trailer.

If anyone had told him years ago he'd be spending his mornings here, in Astra's space, with Nova tucked into his days as if she'd always belonged there, he'd have laughed. But now, standing here flipping mini pancakes for a toddler who treated him like her own personal pancake dispenser, it felt surprisingly natural. Comfortable, even. Like this was exactly where he was supposed to be. "Novie, c'mon, you gotta chew." Felix laughed out, watching the way she practically swallowed yet another pancake whole. I am chewin'! Nova quickly giggled, a sticky hand pointing with a demanding hmph. More, p'ease and thank you. "Yeah but you need to chew it." I already said I'm chewin'!

The moment didn't shift when Astra finally emerged from the bedroom, sleep still lingering in her eyes. If anything, the sense of excitement and warmth only grew. Felix grinned, brandishing a tiny pancake like it was some kind of magic trick. "Watch this." he said, holding it out just long enough for Astra to catch on before Nova swept it from his grip with lightning speed. She stuffed it in her mouth, cheeks puffed as she chewed with wide eyed delight, and Felix burst out laughing, his voice merging with Nova's high pitched giggles. "Did you know she was obsessed with pancakes? Because I didn't." He grinned, glancing from Astra to Nova, feeling a warmth in his chest that he didn't question. It felt like he'd always been here, part of this little moment, part of their world.

[lottieramirez]

"I only speak the truth, kid." She hummed. Felix was one of the good ones. Like family and she couldn't say how proud she was of the progress he'd made. There was no doubt she held a special place in her heart for him and if she had a kid she would hope he'd be something like him. "You got a deal there. Hey, that's amazing! Look at how far you've come already." Sobriety was an amazing feat for those who needed it. Her brother had a bad drug problem and it had gotten very scary for everyone who had to watch on the sidelines. When he got sober it was a relief for everyone. She was sure it was the same for everyone who cared about Felix, herself included.

She watched as he moved over to the stage and went back to organizing all the things they would need for the night. Liquor, the big coolers for beer and ice, the portable bar for the doorway, and wristbands for the area so they knew who was of age and who wasn't. "That would be a travesty, plus I think I would be liable." Lottie frowned wondering the legalities of it all. It didn't matter, they had event insurance and liability insurance on top of that. There was no way she would go without. "I might take a break or two to go see what's going on outside the area. Get a dance or two in, maybe meet someone to take home later." She laughed. It was unlikely and she was hoping to stay busy so she didn't end up running into her ex who she heard was back in town. "What's your plan?"

"Ah, Lottie, a compliment from you always brightens up my day," Felix said with a smile. He liked the older woman. She'd always been cool with him, even when he was a snot-nosed little dirkbag (and some might argue that he still was). "I've got you. You can pay me in free sodas tonight," he teased. "I got my nine month chip a few weeks ago." There was a barely detectable hint of pride in his voice. He didn't often talk about his sobriety with most people unprompted, but he felt like Lottie would be proud of him.

He walked over towards the stage, taking a look at it to examine the areas most in need before organizing his tools. He couldn't exactly claim that being in construction was a life he had always dreamed of, but it was nice to be able to help people out and do something useful. "We'll have this thing good as new. We can't have Cheyenne Pepper doing the splits and falling through the stage," he chuckled. He was still kind of new to being involved in the queer community. His family hadn't been the most open-minded. The Tin Roof had always been a safe space for him, though, even at his worst.

"Are you doing anything else for the festivities, or are you going to be too busy at the bar?" he asked. "Just say the word and I'll bring you back some chilli or hot wings."

[driveitlikesebastianvettelwould]

What we’re truly here for at ROC😅

Jan. 28 2023, day 1 ROC nations cup🏆

[dxrkenedheights]

where: olympia, networking event

with: agneta ranstrom and felix ranstrom @manybcdthings

★・・・・・・★

It still takes Agneta by surprise to see her oldest son at an event like this. It doesn't matter if, in the last year, Felix is straightening his act and falling into line. She doesn't think anyone can blame her for being a little distrusting, wondering how long it will last for. If this is the new Felix forever, or just the new Felix for now. Maybe it's the Nilsson in her that makes her want to test it, to see just how dedicated he is to this new and improved way of living. Of course, in the presense of company, Agneta is all smiles. Bright and cheerful, discreetly leaving a conversation to approach her son. "No Isabella, hm? That little hobby of hers is beginning to take up so much of her time." she comments, and it's supposed to be a greeting. "I'm starting to think she's avoiding me, but that can't be the case. Can it? Unless, I've said something I'm not aware caused offense? She does tend to...bottle it up." the statement made is confident about the Westwood, even if Agneta knows she has no right to make it. "Well, at least you look handsome and presentable. But, try not tell Henry Sterling in a round about way that he's insufferable this time. This is his home." it was over a year ago since Felix insulted the politician, but that hardly matters when...test, test, test.

[wilddwcrds]

BEEKMAN HOTEL + FELIX

despite everything in therapy taken with a pinch of salt, madisyn's latest obsession is thanks to dr. rhodes. his suggestion that she might have a better grasp on her identity if she knew more about where she came from. she hates homework, but piecing together a family tree has been interesting to say the least. some skeletons in the kennedy closet, as always. but it seems her ranstromen side is locked down entirely, and messy and confusing with people who can just disappear apparently. "do you think it's weird we have the same grandma?" madisyn breaks her thoughtful silence as she glances to felix, taking her drink from the bar and moving slightly along. "i was thinking about it and it's because i always think of you being like super old for some reason, so it like freaked me out when i realized we have the same one." she continues, taking a healthy sip from her glass in her slight pause. "anyways, agneta said something about some box from our great grandma. does it have photographs? i need to get my hands on it at some point. before next week." @manybcdthings

[mackmontgomerys]

mack: you coming then? don't tempt fate

felix: damn felix: alright well i definitely dont need more bad luck

[kgmilgramau]

Kg Minigram🩷

part eight : Drawing🎨🖌️

Ideas from: @rainrayne

(Thank you!🫶)

[birdburned]

@scalesandspclls

"that  was  pretty  close  today,  wasn't  it?  thought  we  might  need  a  medic  at  the  scene  for  ya."  felix  chuckled  quietly.  their  job  ...brought  that  with  it,  so  it  wasn't  out  of  the  norm,  really  &  it  all  went  fine.  back  at  the  station,  they  had  time  to  shower  &  grab  a  bite,  which  he  did  promptly,  so  when  he  found  arwyn  in  the  kitchen  dinner  area,  his  hair  was  wet  &  slicked  back  still,  his  shirt  stuck  to  his  chest  a  little  because  he  put  it  on  when  he  was  still  somewhat  wet.  “mind  me  sittin'  with  ya?”

[rviner]

@manybcdthings bella x felix - earth history museum equinox

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After hearing about the exhibition boasting new discoveries from life on Earth, Bella has been looking forward to the museum visit for weeks, waiting until her one day off rolls around that she can afford to take. She's already brimming with excitement after reading the first few sentences, and it doesn't mater if the information is there for Felix to read for himself, she just can't contain herself. "Don't you think that's beautiful!? It was more than a practice but a whole lifestyle!" Bella gasps, eyes back to the exhibit as she reads more. "These people really didn't want to cause suffering, and they even had whole sciences to back up why it was healthier, why it was better for them spiritually. They were rebelling against where they bought from, what companies they supported. They literally changed certain economic trends and food productions! All because they didn't think they should use from sentient beings. I love it. I love it so much." she beams widely, not even monitoring her town. "I want to be vee-gan. I think I really want to, maybe this old practice can come back to life because of this exhibit. And that's sort of beautiful too, how the past can shape the future but for the better. How we can learn so much from it."