#feelingsi

[virtue-and-beneviolence]

Shuji and you having your first baby and in the middle of the night you both fall into bed, no sleep for days, he's full of drool and red marks from the baby pinching him and you weren't able to wash your dirty hair nor change your wet clothes from bathing and when you look at each other he goes like "I want another one"

this was gonna be cute and playful and a tad spicy but it ended up full of feelings and for that i will never apologize. i will apologize for it being kinda rushed and unproofread tho. i just got SO EXCITED

You can't help but break into laughter that doesn't quell easily and you know that if you could see through your laughter tears shuji is pouting at you. He tsks and snakes his arms around your waist to pull you close. Braving the dampness of your hair, he nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck and then Hanma Shuji, ex Yakuza, the infamous Ikebukuro reaper all but whines your name, "M'not kidding."

"No! No-i know I just-" you struggle to contain your laughter. You match you husband's embrace and let the pads of your fingers crawl up his neck into the too-long hair at his nape. He smiles into the juncture of your neck and shoulder and shushes you even though your laughter and the gentle bounce of his head from your giggle fit fills him with more love than he could hope to express. And, well, of course he shushes you because neither of you can risk another sleepless night by waking the little newborn Shuji finally got to go down. "Shu," you finally manage to get out, "Don't be in such a rush! We hardy know what we're doing with him!"

"We'll figure it out." He says but catches himself. "We are figuring it out!" Your heart stops at how earnest he sounds. You hold him a little tighter. "Besides, there's nothing that you can't do while I look pretty on the sidelines." His tone is teasing and you swat his back playfully. You hope it's a joke. He's nothing if not an extraordinarily attentive father and husband.

You place a kiss to his forehead and trace your words with your lips along his temple. "Sidelines? More like frontline. You know I couldn't do this without you, Shuji."

You can't be sure, but you think you feel his breath pause on your neck before he starts peppering your neck and collar bone in sugary sweet kisses. "And I can't give my son a sister without you." He fires back once he recovers his emotional footing.

He earns another huff of laughter, "Shuji-"

"C'mon, he needs someone to figure life out with. He needs someone to play with and tease. Ideally someone who'll give it right back too - that'll be her mommy's influence of course." Shuji's words all mix together and his ideas flow into the most wholesome speech you swear you'd ever heard. He shifts up and leans on elbow to hover inches from your face giving you the perfect vantage point to see his gold irises alight with every tender emotion.

"And...and he needs someone to always have in his corner. Someone who can be there for him when we can't. You know, we won't be able to be there all the time! He needs someone he can rely on and learn to be reliable for. He needs to learn how to protect and be protected." His eyes, you realize are shiny with misty tears. "He needs someone he can be his full self around. Someone who won't look down on him for feeling...anything."

He goes silent and you mutter a little "c'mere," and pull him into your arms. The dampness on your chest is fresh, not from your hair, but from the love of your life blinking sudden emotion into your skin.

After a moment of holding your husband you feel his deep voice whispers into your chest "Wanna braid her hair too."

You giggle as you pull Shuji's face to yours to kiss him and mumble an "Of course, baby. Let's give him a sibling, but giving him a sister is kind of on you."

A few exited kisses later, you were falling asleep on his chest, promises to start preparing for a second kid soon. As soon as possible (read: as soon as you both could recover a bit of sleep, maybe). You lay there, fingers trailing up and down the column of Shuji's throat absently, ready to do anything to give your son everything that Shuji never had. Love. Stability. Safety. And now, even a little sister to take on the world with.

Well, a sibling, at any rate.

[tinynap]

sapnap is just alittle guy :(

hes just a ltitle guy .

[softleesam]

friends that give you that warm fuzzy feeling in your belly >>

[mamawasatesttube]

being indecisive again <3 this time its more about the vibes i think. i already have specific wips but prioritizing them is always hard...

[swordbisexual]

I’ve been trying to save it for when I actually get to it in the long fic but all I want to do. Is write. My version. Of the desk scene.

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

I couldn't go to even a slightly charismatic church I accidentally did a hand movement for emphasis during a hymn today and felt more shame than I have in years. Sometimes our pastor gets choked up during his sermon and we all aggressively look somewhere else until he stops.

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Oh this fic is disgusting y’all

Ever referred to heterosexual sex as a pussy gliding on like a sheath?

Goddamn I miss Succession I miss these broken ass white people lmaooooo

[godblessyoublackemperor]

feeling a bit stunned and kind of :/ about how how euphoric it felt being up on that welsh mountain

like it kind of hurts to think about how good it felt compared to like, most if not all days in recent memory

i know euphorias not something you're meant to feel all the time but man :/

[geronimomo-spd]

i fucking can't because my brain is buzzing with Caerdroia because because becauseee

part from what i thought of as masking and emotions actually got explaied as two equaly important but diffrent moods of the doctor??? fucking losing it couse wow!!! LIKE???? HIS TWO SIDES OF HOW HE SAW HIMSELF ARE EXPLAIED AS JUST TWO MOODS, NOT HIM NEEDING TO CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT WHAT HE IS SHOWING AND HOW HE IS SHOWING HIS ANGER AND HAPPINESS IN THE MOST APEALING WAY BECAUSE FUCK!! HE PHYSICALLY GETS REALLY EMBARRESED BY EEYORE EVEN EXISTING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!

fuck im losing it because Eight has to think so hard on how he wants to show himself to Charley, and now also C'rizz!! ("you've just never seen him happy" WHEN SHE SAYS THIS TO HIM WHEN THEY ENTER THE TARDIS FUCK, FUCK CHARLEY YOU DIDN'T NEED TO KILL ME LIKE THAT ON C'RIZZ'S PRESEPTION OF THE DOCTOR LIKE THAT), how he originally wanted to keep himself on "always happy, romantic and fasinating," and now, after being stuck in a new universe, and being physically unable to stop his negative emotions from showing anymore!! his more cold, caculative and and agrevated side was shown in full force!! (of course not being helped by him losing a fucking limb thing of missing his time sense) (think the most as Scherzo but also Creed, even natural history of fear!!, the Last, some in Faith Stealer too!!) that we finally are getting a better more full verions of the doctor anyway, so then what do they do??? split those two moods up so we can witness them in full glory!!! finally pulling all of him right there on the surfice!!! im losing it

the salotion to masking everyone!! have your masked and non masked self torn out of your body to be viewed to everyone witouht your control!!

so then you have, suprisengly, one of the most wholesome 8th doctors audios i have ever seen (and that's saying something because we are what... littiraly 19 audios in and wholesome is not a reguler emotion from these ill say that much), showing how both pats of the doctor are important to him and now my autistic ass is getting emotinal because wtfff my heart

the fact they took both parts of Eight and made them so obvios to the eye? interact and just exist??? its such a good way to show a handeling on his personaity to me!! its really neat!! (i am aware i am puttiong a lot into what is actually a pretty simple audio story, but its so neat to me)

[mothfables]

some title ideas:

- Tea and Apples

-Autumn and Orchards

-Apple-picking for Heroes: A Guide

-Legend & Warriors Bond Over Inane Things While Spending a Day in the Orchard

[miscellaneousdrawings]

“so that’s how it ends (perpetual wip)” 2023 // acrylic on cardboard

i had a hard time being creative this year due to several pieces of my life falling out of place at once. i suspect it’s messed me up officially. i try every day to get strands of my old work/self/excitement/idea/colors back. in one way, i’ll never get it back. that’s ok. it was luck, it was a lot of guessing, and it was a stubbornness that kept me from learning to do/be/have anything else. painting was a series of mistakes i was continuously either encouraged or wounded by. something i stumbled into and skinned my knees on. in another way, though, stubbornness can only change when it hits the brick wall it built for itself. i am only just now getting (or, taking?) the opportunity to learn how to do everything correctly. to be creative correctly, on-purpose, with-intention. to be happy, by any of my actionable means necessary. to be alone and idle without itching to make something for the sole purpose of feeling that i was in company. im hoping that the next year will feel better, im hoping that hope will stay in my life as long as it takes to get back to somewhere level and unscary. anyway this is my last painting of the year and it’s unfinished and i like it that way. i’m learning to like it this way. ok the end

[livsspecialinterests]

okay this might sound silly when we're talking about a fandom that readily accepts fics where a demon fucks about with clones of himself and/or a married couple but i've got an idea for a silly little oneshot fic that's beetlejuice/delia/charles and i'm genuinely wondering whether that would be too freaky for the fandom

[jennycalendar]

Jenny crumpled up letter after letter after letter. Dialed his number right down to the last digit before putting the phone back on the hook. She didn’t know how to take that last step forward when she couldn’t see the ground. Wasn’t that something that Jennifer Calendar had known how to do? Or did she just not care whether or not she fell into the ether? Except Jennifer Calendar had always cared. She’d just pretended not to. Which was easier, sometimes, but also harder, because it was lonely.

not certain if the next mini-arc will be included within this OR a fic in its own right! my plan is for this to have more chapters, but we will see how it feels when i start writing it…

[cats-and-confusion]

Just me today.

Thingy thing without words!!! I draw so good hehe

[festivalofthe12]

Hmmmmmmm spent the last roughly 24 hours either reading Yuki/Kakeru fanfiction or full on. blacked out sitting in place, unmoving, vividly imagining them interacting.

[skalidris]

updated my xiyao + jingyi post-canon resurrection fic ^^