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xxblossomx · 2 years ago

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*＊✿❀ Status ❀✿＊*

My dms are always open! Not that much busy, since I do not work; just depends on other issues or etc. I tend to answer my dms as best as I can.

*＊✿❀ 18+ content ❀✿＊*

All my plots are over 18+, meaning that I will not roleplay with minors! This is due to the themes of my plots etc.

*＊✿❀ Pairings & Rp partners ❀✿＊*

I mostly do the pairing of BxG. Nothing more, but much respect for those that do the others!

I do, however; prefer to rp with females due to myself being taken in irl. The request is from my partner, and I respect his wishes. Any man or men that dms me for 18+ rps, it is immediately turned down!

◦•●◉✿ Plots ✿◉●•◦

All plots are under the theme of demon x human. I do those mostly but will do vampire v human as well. Including those that are listed through the plots as well.

*＊✿❀ Literacy ❀✿＊*

Semi-lit to Lit.

2 to 3 paras.

Will write less if I cannot think of any more to add but will continue with above.

*＊✿❀ Genres ❀✿＊*

Romance.

Adult/Dark Themes

Fantasy.

Supernatural.

Medieval.

Historical Fiction.

Drama.

Gore.

Angst

◦•●◉✿ Things I Do not rp ✿◉●•◦

✘ Incest

✘ Pedophilia

✘ Rape

✘ Abuse

✘ Any fetishes

◦•●◉✿ Other notes for you ✿◉●•◦

The past year has not been on the good side, which is why I limited myself to this app. The app is not the reason I had a personal tragedy go down. Here are days that I would like to keep myself as personal days, other than the times I disappear and return.

February 11th is the anniversary of the passing of my dad, so I would like to have that day completely to myself and I hope you understand.

April 12th is my dad’s birthday, I will be with my brother or something. Depends on how I am feeling. Will occasionally pop in to look around and all.

Other days like my birthday, my brother’s birthday, my partner’s birthday will be an occasional appearance, including holidays etc.

I'm taking two medications, one is for my sleep and have to take before bedtime. So, I no longer can stay up an longer the pass 11pm or 12pm. I still play games, just mostly ffxiv and acnh right now. If I don't reply, I can be either doing those or just listening to music or watching something on youtube, netflix, or etc.

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~Plot 1~

(Medieval, Romance, Adult Themes, Supernatural, and Drama)

Demon x Human

Demons had a higher average in the world than humans because they were powerful and could use powers that no human could use themselves. Not only that, but any supernatural being could give powers to humans. None of them could be in a romantic relationship. That law was broken when this demon fell madly in love with an angel who no longer lived. What this demon did not know was that the angel he loved gave a human a task to get him to love again...

Muse A is a demon, who is known for their powerful abilities and sword work in battlefield combat. Though, Muse A is a demon of war; it was unexpected that love would be placed on their table. The demon fell in love with the angel of light, a love that bonded them by fate forever. But that forever would not last as the angel was killed in the demons' own arms, forcing them to make a promise of not loving again and blaming themselves for the death. The demon never realized that she would spiritually leave and find another who could help him.

Muse B is a human, who was gifted by the angel of light. Their life became upside down afterwards, making themselves known to be a saint. They did not expect it to become a task for more than being the light for everyone. Muse B was clueless and unknowingly where Muse A was nor whom they were. Muse B would occasionally be offered to others but turned them down in respect to the angel of light. That was then fate soon brought both the human and demon together.

The fate made them cross paths with each other, making them feel each other’s strong auras. Muse A recognized Muse B’s immediately as it was the same as the angel he lost, but they were in denial that it would be possible due to a human having it. Muse A would continue onwards like nothing happened, but Muse B chased after them and forced them to stop as Muse B mentioned the angel.

[CI]Will the demon be able to open to the human, who could make them love again or will Muse A keep to his promises?

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~Plot 2~

(Modern, Supernatural, Romance, and adult themes.)

Cursed Love

In a small countryside township, that rested outside of Boston. Lived Muse A and their unique family, that it has nothing, but chaos surround them. This family was known to be nothing but dangerous beings, considering the history they made. But one thing stood out about them... They were demons. Cursed demons to be more specific.

Muse A’s arrival shakes the core of the townships people, knowing that they were related to the family, they so despise. The family past was led with a curse. They were cursed to be being endless decay and chaos to anywhere and anyone that they came to touch or see.

Upon the content anger and harassment from morals, from being called devil worshippers or having them fear being around. One single moral would cross the line.

Muse B noticed Muse A around town. Noticing how everywhere they went; others would leave or stare with hate like they were the devil themselves. Muse B was very anxious about whether to approach them or not, even if others would notice. And that was a dare they would live with.

Can a moral, drawn to an immortal; lifted the long-settled curse?

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~Plot 3~

(Medieval, Romance, Adult Themes, drama, and Gore)

Dark Prince of Aetos x Light Princess of Thera

Peace would have been the first to be played but that is not what turned out. There is a difference between light and darkness, they both choose to fight each other over whom can be in control or not. It was never once balanced, or could it have been?

Now the future was anew, yet will it be laced with the past repeatedly? That be decided by those that either choose to change it or keep it on repeat as the same. There lived two kingdoms on the continent of Aasand, known for their powerful armies and political views.

Draconia rests in the North, near the coldness of the snowy mountains. The earth below it tends to be harsh towards the kingdom. But gains hot summers and harsh winters, those in between are just merely lucky to make it balanced weather. Agriculture is harsh, yet they can make it work. The royal family that owns the lands are merely ruthless and it matches their kingdom alone. Draconia is known for their bloody wars and high taxes on their own people. Even if it is cold, those in Draconia can use magic close to both fire and ice. Most are known for their sword skills.

Celestia rests in the South, where the weather is balanced. The walls that surround it, to safely keep it safe from attacks. Though, harsh winters or summers will occasionally appear. The lands are well fertilized and rich, making it well to plant anything agricultural. Flowery fields laced the outskirts of the occasional towns or cities of Celestia. The royal family are well known and loved by the people, due to the wellness of their own lands or people. Celestia is known for their knowledge on magical abilities, making education a need.

Both kingdoms oppose each other in either fear or pure hatred, making it difficult whether they will go to war. Though, those rumors are poorly checked. Celestia raising concerns is that Dracionia could attack them and to take control. But for Dracionia, that may seem like a plan they would pull onto...

The new heir of Celestia would seem to speak about peace between the two, making their own council dread if they were fit to be in place. But upon the spring festival ball, Celestia's heir made a shocking statement of inviting the heir of Draconia. Even if they all disagreed at first, they soon agreed after throwing in the possibility of peace talks.

When the spring festival was around the corner and guests were showing up, including the Draconia heir. Things became more than expected and it was not looking too good. The heir of Draconia questioned the Celestia heir and the council on their lack of weapons or how weak they handle anything from crimes to wars. Draconians were known for their dark and aggressiveness towards anyone, which they brought with them to Celestia. But things take a turn...

The heir of Draconia soon found out why peace was in the talks, learning the Celestia heir and a long due illness since birth. Though, the matter of question is willing the Draconian use it as a weapon, or will they change their plans?

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[CI]~Plot 4~

Prince of Argos x Princess of Athens

(Romance, Drama, Historical fiction, and ancient times.)

Ancient Greece, Known for the beauty of their buildings and their people. But their mostly known for how they long love the gods and goddesses that stood up on Mount Olympus. But this story is about the humans on the Earth that gods look over.

An arranged marriage was set between the prince of Argos and the princess of Athens, it was agreed upon by the princess and the king of Argos.

It is very unlikely for a princess to make decisions like that, but her mother died after her birth and her father died due to war; she had to make the decision. Upon which, both do not know what each other look like, she did fear that the prince was older than herself. She was eighteen and that she would have gotten married around sixteen, but she slightly waited it out. But as it turns out, the princess had a big secret…

The princess was born with an illness that makes her body weak at times. The illness includes dizziness and weakness in the legs. She would pass out when an attack would come. The bad side of this is that she could get sick so easily or maybe even die due to it. Her mother died because of the same illness and fears that she would face the same fate. When the decision was made, the princess made it clear that she did not want them to know, including the prince himself.

The prince however was not for the decision, considering that he was not up for marriage, or it being arranged by others. The prince thought that the princess and her kingdom were out for their protection since Argos is known for their strongest armies. But too much of his shock, it was not for that. The princess needed to be married or her place would be replaced with another man. So, the prince made the choice or a decision that if he married her, he would do it on his own terms and meet her first. Both his parents and the princess agreed.

Too much of this, the prince headed for Athens and the kingdoms princess; where a shock of surprise he will face when seeing a young and beautiful princess then what he thought… with a secret that could make them not married or will they?

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~Plot 5~

Arranged Marriage

Fate was not on either side as it continuously ends up with war or death, even if one side was powerful then the other. There was nothing but blood bath after blood bath, that took both kingdom’s kings and queens to the grave; leaving their children behind to pick up the shattered pieces.

The world was in chaos as kingdoms to kingdoms raged for each other lands, killing anyone including royals if they must. Muse A was one of them. Though, they only raged on to kill and not to take lands. When their own kingdom became a target, including the neighboring kingdom; Muse A had to produce a plan to stop it. Muse A was a powerful demon prince, who had an army that could defeat other armies. To save both theirs and the other kingdom, they had to turn to a way where both grew powerful.

Arranged marriage, where two royals married without knowing the other very well and tends to be a fast wedding. Muse B was a princess that was uncertain on the matter, though they really needed Muse A’s support as they too faced the end. Muse B heard of Muse A’s cruel nature and their killings, making Muse B fear that they could be killed too. Though, they did not have a choice and Muse B agrees to the marriage.

On the day of the marriage to be sealed, both Muse A and B would finally meet for the first time. What happens next is on themselves.

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~Plot 6~

Hunter x Demon

When the supernatural came, hunters followed behind. It was like a wild animal hunting for their victim in the wild. From vampire hunters to which hunters, every living thing had someone to send for them, to murder them.

Demon hunters were known to use crosses to holy water on demons, to remove them or send them to hell again. It just depends on if that demon is of lower or higher power.

Muse A is a well-known demon, who gets away from every single hunter that was sent his/her way. That is why they are the most wanted demon in the world, but they would disappear when trying to. But what the hunter does not know is that same demon was hunting their own and for a good reason.

[CI]The most wanted demon was hunting his own grandfather, who murdered his parents. It was a personal battle they needed to overcome without any setbacks or others getting in their way.

Muse B is a hunter, they were born into the family own business that hunted down any supernatural beings that came their way. Muse B soon got the cast of Muse A, the demon that was on a killing spree. Muse B was given that the demon was killing humans instead of demons. The feed of false information soon made Muse B go on the run, looking for them.

When Muse B soon got close to Muse A, things turn to the worst as Muse B came face to face with the demon that Muse A was hunting. Muse A had a choice to leave them or chase down the demon... They chose to save the hunter.

Now it is up to Muse A to make sure Muse B does not get murdered on their watch. Though, Muse B is stubborn.

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~Plot 7~

Mafia/Yakuza Plot

The life of crime! Nothing good could come of it as everyone that choices to lead it will end up in the ground. Others around it would be pulled into, even if they did not want to be a part of it. Crime can choose whom it wishes to ruin.

Muse A is a well-known mafia/Yakuza boss around the city, keeping themselves as the most hated or wanted to be there. Muse A life was tragic as both parents were murdered in front of them by a rival group. Their wish is to take revenge and set out to become the enemy to anyone that wished for their death. Muse A shows no emotions nor mercy to anyone that gets in their way.

One night, Muse and his gang ended up in a fight with another mafia in the low suburb area. It ended up badly as every man was either killed or wounded. Muse A was gravely wounded, making him force to run off. They were chased by two enemies, but Muse A soon lost them as they entered a darkened home to hide away. Muse A sat in the back of the living room, waiting patiently with the door slightly opened.

After many hours had passed, Muse A soon heard the door open to the home making them point a gun upwards towards whom had entered, thinking it was one of the men. When the lights were turned on, nothing could prepare them as they saw Muse standing before them.

Muse A was in a slight unexpected situation, that they must act fast before dragging Muse B into a mess up lifestyle.

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~Plot 8~

Vampire x Human

There is nothing scarier than hearing about creatures that suck you dye to death. Even if you try to hunt them down and kill them with a stake to the heart, it will be a battle before they fall. However, humans ran them out and made them live a life in hiding. Though, one reminds near human society.

In the outskirts of a town, lays an old but not run down castle. Its stone walls surrounding it are filled with nature as it retakes the land that it has taken. The castle is isolated as the gates had never opened in centuries; a river runs underneath making it hard for others to even enter if they are so pleased. Muse A lives there, keeping themselves locked inside and away from humans. Though, they are of the vampire bloodline. They must have blood to live.

When alone travelers were going missing in the surrounding areas, the humans were clueless of what could be taking them. That was until Muse A made a mistake when a body appeared before them. The humans noticed the marking left on their neck, which soon caused them to turn to the castle that stood in the distance.

What both sides did not know that one of their own was seeking out the castle on their own. Due to the castles' age and construction, they wanted to go deeper into it. Muse B took that chance, not believing that a vampire would hide away in it and saw it to scare others into fearing something. Muse B headed towards the castle, not knowing their life would end or not. Even if the castle was difficult to get into, Muse B found a way in through an underway.

Muse A smelt Muse B’s blood as they got closer to the main levels of the castle. Muse A finds whom it was, but once a vampire gets ahold of that human. Will death be their end or will both choices to protect one another?

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~Plot 9~

Childhood friends to Lovers

(Romance, Medieval, and drama)

Growing up in the Royal household was comfortable, though sometimes dangerous. It would be difficult to find someone that will be close to you. That was due to the harsh reality of the court, the dramatic rumors about the political race.

Both Muse A and Muse B were brought up to the court, in hopes of forming a bond of a prefect engagement. Though, both were completely opposite each other and that proved to make it difficult. Though, they were both children at the time. They spent some time together just for those in the court, especially for their own parents.

Muse A was an eight-year-old prince, they were known as the black sheep or rebel of the court. Muse A would disappear during meetings or from the Royal court. Sometimes they would go to the training grounds to train in swordsmanship. Though, since they would do so, Muse B would follow behind them like a shadow. Muse A wasn’t fully nice to Muse B, occasionally would bully them but not too harshly. Though, it may be playful. Muse A noticed the harsh bully from others, making the prince overprotective of Muse B and would stand up to it.

Muse B was the five-year-old princess, who wasn’t like the prince. They faced shyness and would occasionally be clumsy when at the Royal court. Though, Muse B took a liking of Muse A and would follow them or try to talk. The princess noticed muse a's bullying of them but didn’t mind it. But Muse B would be picked on by other young girls in the court and saw how Muse A became protective of them.

They’d both spent years under the same roof, making sure that their engagement was sealed. But that would soon change. Muse B's parents were killed on their travels by enemies that were after the crown. Because it became unsafe, Muse B was then sent away to a secret county side. Muse B never saw Muse A again nor the court for fifteen years.

During that time, Muse A becomes different after the death of their mother. They knew that Muse B wouldn’t come back after years of waiting. They started to push themselves away from the court and rather fight than be a prince waiting for a marriage. At the age of fourteen, Muse A leaves the Royal household and disappears. Unknown to their father, Muse A would become a mercenary and would get into battles with others. Muse A didn’t come back until they were twenty-three.

After Muse A returns, Muse B makes a return. The princess was now twenty years old, making a return to court in order to hold a marriage proposal and marry. Though, the engagement of them both was on hold. New challenges and new suitors came, making the chance of their reconnection unlikeable. Muse A was still their rebel self, trying to keep themselves from Muse B. That was due to them becoming different from before.

Muse B noticed the change in Muse A, becoming very worried and scared of what would happen if they both no longer were close. The desire to seek Muse An out fills them and soon would lead them towards the prince.

Will the princess be able to reconnect with the prince and will the prince lead them?

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~Plot 10~

Enemies to Lovers

In this world, you would not know who a foe or enemy was. Sometimes you got to keep those closer, to know which side they were on. Even if it cast everything you hold dear.

Muse A is a human, who was faced with reality after their family and village were brutally murdered by demons. They became orphans just overnight. Though, after being saved later when a small army came through. Muse A wanted to kill any demons that came before them, soon training themselves to fight. Afterwards, they went on their own way and started to do deeds for others that faced the earth of demons. Though, it becomes deeply challenging…

Muse A arrived at town, though it was a bit quiet that they soon started asking around. Upon which, they learn that a group of demons were there and were the same ones that goes around destroying villages and towns.

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TW: Abuse mention, but isn't played out. Only seen through flashbacks or spoken. Murder is included, only that it doesn't fall through. If you are younger or triggered by these mentions, do not request this plot.

~Plot 11~

Forced Marriage of Hope

Love was never on these two plates; both hated the idea of it that they’d do anything to keep it from happening. However, they both failed.

Both Muse A and Muse B were a part of two different royal families, both were merely rivals and had history. But when it comes to marriage, it was merely the last opinion.

Muse A lived in a horrible household merely because their parents no longer lived and it was run by family relatives. Their Uncle and Aunt. Though they may seem like they’re doing it for the good and well-being of Muse A. In reality, they were abusive. After moving in, they took everything from Muse A and claimed it as their own. The money, the power, the memories, everything that belonged to Muse A was taken away. Their cousin, the abusive and spoiled brat of a daughter was given the rooms, clothes, and jewels of Muse A.

They forced Muse A to the other side of the Royal house, giving them the worst room. They would force them to do everything for them; if they see a small sense of disobedience, they’ll punish them horribly. However, things took a turn...

The cousin was given a marriage proposal from an unlikely bachelor, Muse B. However, that weren’t a good ideal to be wed to. Muse B is a demon, known for their dark personality and fearless combat skills. The one thing that placed them on the “not to marry “ list was the possibility of death of whom marries them. Rumors spread like wildfires of them, causing Muse B to not be capable of marriage. Though, it was time to take a risk and to find a wife for them immediately.

However, Muse B is far from the rumors. They may be a demon with a dark and mysterious personality or strength that over tops their opponent. Muse B has never killed a human in his lifetime and they wouldn’t ever. They may be rude and aggressively problematic towards anyone, though marriage was out of their league due to their lack of communication and the emotional connection to another.

The proposal was sent to the household, which it stated any young lady of the household could be chosen to wed them. In fear, the cousin cried out and denied the proposal to their father. Upon learning the rumors of Muse B. The uncle then suggest that Muse A be sent instead. That give the idea to them that Muse B would kill Muse A, so that they wouldn’t be at fault for it.

After calling for Muse A, they were told they’ll be wed to this murderous demon prince. Muse A was shocked, forcing them to fear that they’ll be killed. They’re words or protests against was nothing as they were immediately ordered to marry or be sent far away, to an unknown location. Muse A agreed by force.

The wedding day would be held immediately afterwards. Muse B was placed in a good enough room for the probation, making it look like they lived a good life. The uncle and they’re cousin had to act good for them. Muse B arrives to Muse B home, though they never got to met face-to-face until the wedding ceremony.

The couple would soon meet each other, standing next to one another as they were wed. Both wanted to skip most of the it, the kiss and the vows due to the lack of knowing the other. While it took place, the uncle and the cousin were smirking with a evil plan.

After the wedding, there was no party. Nothing. Muse B didn’t want to stay there any longer as the plan was to immediately leave but they had to do that the next morning. The first night for the couple, the awkwardness and the nerves they’ve felt.

It was fate that won the chance of freedom for Muse A, but will Muse B be told of why they wed immediately and the reason? The fate is in their hands.

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~Plot 12~

Rich college student x Struggling College student

Muse A is a struggling college student, living completely alone. Though, they have a good small friend group and would occasionally hang out. Sometimes, they all enjoy going to parties hosted by college students, mostly those who are rich and are better at planning one. Muse A works, to pay rent and college tuition. However, Muse A life is about to change.

Muse B is the child of a well-known rich CEO, making them a wanted bachelor for any woman that falls for them. However, Muse A isn’t one of those who would flaunt around with women. Keeping themselves down-to-earth and leaning more toward the type of edgy. However, because they were the rich. Sometimes the media or the public spread rumors about them. One rumor stated that Muse B sleeps with different women every week, causing them to be called rude nicknames. However, Muse B ignores them.

A new club opened up nearby, which Muse A and their friends decided to attend one night. However, Muse A doesn’t have a good as they were targeted by other unwanted men. Unknown to Muse A, Muse B was also attending the new club and caught what the men were doing. Soon, Muse B comforts them to save Muse A. Too much of Muse A surprise, they fall for Muse B due to how good-looking they were. Muse B notices how Muse A wasn’t up for being there, soon offering to leave with them.

Both Muse A and Muse B would get along with each other and soon exchange phone numbers, to still speak to each other. As their relationship slowly grew, feelings for each other soon grew more. However, Muse A soon gets comforted by an unknown woman who tells Muse A how Muse B doesn’t stay with one woman and spreads the rumor to them. Not only that, but the woman also states she engaged to Muse B. Muse A completely ghosted Muse B afterward, causing Muse B to feel depressed and wonder what happened.

After a few weeks of silence, Muse B learns of what this woman did and knows who the woman is. They seek out Muse A, soon spotting them in public and to

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~Plots 13~

This plot is written in two ways, vampire and demon. Which, the partner will choose which one to do.

Vampire x Human

There was a tale of a vampire that fell in love with a human. It was deep and pure that the vampire did everything to prevent anyone from splitting them up. However, the vampire council was in disarray and disgusted with the two. Humans were merely food sources for them and nothing more, which caused both vampires and humans alike to fear one another, but sometimes love bloomed.

There lives a vampire who lives in an old castle outside of the city. However, they never left it as the vampire became confined to the cold stone castle. The mystery of it was unknown to the humans of why such vampires made the choice to stay put, alone,, and shut from the world. However, there was a reason for it.

Centuries before, the vampire fell for a beautiful human. The woman was set to marry another, though she never loved them. The woman chose to run away, heading towards what she thought was an empty castle. The human begged to stay, to keep her from a loveless marriage. The vampire agreed and they soon come to regret it.

The woman saw the good In the vampire, caring for them when the other didn’t return it. Within months, the vampire fell for her. Their love for each other broke the rules yet set a strong bond of love that was so strong. However, tragedy came to them both. When it was found out, the vampire council came to dispose of this love. The vampire fought them off as the woman ran, being chased after and soon reaching the balcony. Moments after, the vampire reached where she was and soon witnessed their lover fall to her death. The vampire flew out to catch her but it was too late.

The woman lay frozen but barely alive and in pain. As her lover took her in their arms, the woman smiled one last time. She soon asked them to take her life, to save her from a slow death. To which the vampire agreed and said goodbye.

Afterward, the vampire vows to never love another again. They buried the woman in a unmarked grave but only they knew where it was. The vampires, for centuries,, kept themselves from humans, burying the emotion of love deep below. However, this would all change when another comes their way.

Muse A decided to leave the city, heading towards the castle that she thought was empty. They ran away due to unhappiness in their home; abuse was placed on them from another. Muse A took whatever they could with them and took a long journey to the castle, soon breaking into it. Unknown to them, the vampire knew they did and appeared with much anger to get this human to leave. However, Muse A wasn’t scared of them.

The vampire felt like It was a test to them and they won’t let it happen again… or so they thought.

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Demon x Human

There was a tale of a demon that fell madly in love with a human. That love was deep and pure, causing the demon to do anything to protect it from being ripped apart. However, the higher demon disapproves of this relationship.

Demons use humans as mental energy to feed, good, bad, or other. Demons made a rule that demons were forbidden to love a human, even if you do. That said, the demon would be sent away, or the human would be missing.

The demon fell from a human who sought out a new home upon leaving an unwanted marriage. Both grew closer, and they lived side-by-side in secret. However, the high demons are found out by spies. Due to this, it turns for the worst for both the demon and the human. When higher demons sent for them to be torn apart. The human became in danger, so the demon stood their ground and protected their lover.

The demon had a choice to fight or keep their lover alive, soon choosing a decision that cost the life of another. The demon assassins attack, wounding Muse A. When they were about to finish it off, the lover jumped in between and took a blow. Muse A catches their lover as the other demons flee. On the human's slow death, they beg Muse A to end the pain. Muse A hesitated at first but did what they asked.

Now Muse A lives in anger and suffering, soon keeping themselves locked away from the world. That was until Muse B showed up centuries later, causing a new situation for Muse A.

Muse B ran away from their home. They risked their lives to leave a controlled life placed on them. They sought a haven in this mysterious castle that was miles away, not knowing that a demon lived in it. Muse A knew Muse B was there, so they tried to scare them away. However, Muse B wasn’t scared of anything. Soon, Muse A comforted Muse B to leave, but they didn’t want to leave…

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mia-tiny · 3 years ago

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Common Interests | J. Yunho

⇒ pairing: dom!j. yunho x fem!reader

⇒ smut, established relationship, dirty talk, oral (m&f receiving), fingering, teasing, use of “sir,” spanking, punishment, sadism/masochism, consensual subordination/domination, bondage, orgasm denial, choking, pet names, slight degradation, unprotected sex (don’t do this irl), just one face slap

⇒ word count: 3.3k

⇒ summary: You and your boyfriend Yunho are both too shy to freely admit your kinks to each other, but once Yunho overhears your darkest fantasies, he is confident he can please the both of you by making them come true.

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⇒ author’s note: let me know if i missed any warnings/tags and enjoy~

For months, you have avoided the topic of your kinks or shyly brushed away any of Yunho’s curiosities while settling for vanilla sex that, while pleasurable, is not nearly as exciting as you wish it to be. You fear that your boyfriend will judge or reject you the same way your exes had when asking to be subordinate to them in the bedroom, so you are always trying to feel him out and see if he will share his kinks first.

Little do you know, however, that he is feeling the same fear and holding back his own desires while waiting for you to speak up. With past partners finding him strange for wanting to dominate them, he is very cautious not to frighten you the same way since you mean far too much to him to risk it. He has tried his best to settle for the slow romantic sex you two share, but constantly finds himself wanting to introduce more tantalizing aspects into the bedroom.

The final straw finally comes when he overhears you discussing your sex life with a friend over the phone from the living room.

“I mean it isn’t like the sex is bad, I enjoy it…” you trail off as you look for the right words to say. “It is just that I can’t stop thinking about how much better it would be to be tied up… letting him do whatever he wants to me.”

“Ooh,” your friend sings with vested interest. “What do you want him to do to you?”

You blush and chuckle at the question, but you have already spent so many hours imagining scenario after scenario that all your fantasies start spilling from your mouth and exciting your friend on the other end of the line. You want him to command you, punish you, tie you down, tease you, degrade you, and so much more.

Yunho can’t believe what he is hearing as he eavesdrops from the hallway, his pants becoming more restricting as all of your words travel straight to his hardening dick. Filled with relief and lust, his mind fills with devious thoughts as he starts playing scenes in his head of you underneath him. With resolute determination, he leaves you to your phone call and knows that he will have no problem pleasing you if that is what you want.

A few days later, you are sitting quietly on the couch of your and Yunho’s shared apartment simply scrolling through social media when he comes and sits next to you with a mischievous smile on his face.

“What is that look for?” you chuckle as his hand comes to rest on your bare thigh.

“I have a surprise for you,” he purrs as your eyebrows raise slightly. You quickly try to recall if today is an anniversary you’d forgotten or a special holiday, but nothing comes to mind. “I think you’ll like it.”

Before you can reply, he gently leans in and presses one of his soft, romantic kisses to your lips and pulls away as you try to grasp the situation.

“Go to the bedroom,” he commands suddenly, catching you off guard. “And take all this off.”

His eyes scan down your figure to the casual shorts and t-shirt you are wearing. You have no idea where this sudden demanding persona is coming from, but you instantly feel your attraction growing as it causes your core to ache.

“What?” you shyly whisper in confusion as he continues to stare at you with a confident gaze.

“You heard me,” he states simply, causing you to gulp. “Are you going to behave for me, Y/N?”

You have never seen this side of him, but you aren’t going to begin questioning him when it seems like your darkest fantasies are suddenly coming to reality. You nod obediently.

“Good girl,” he coos in satisfaction. “Then go to the bedroom and take. all. this. off.”

Without any further hesitation, you stand and shuffle into your shared bedroom as he stays behind. Your heart races as you remove all of your clothing and sit on the edge of the bed. Now that he is not staring you down, your mind starts racing as you consider all of the things he may do to you. Cheeks reddening, you can’t help but slip your hand down your body and towards your needy clit as you imagine Yunho dominating you and treating you as his little pet.

“Did I say you could touch yourself, baby?” you hear him challenge from the doorway, causing you to gasp in surprise. He looks down at you disapprovingly as you place your hand back in your lap and away from your heat.

“No,” you reply meekly, eyes meeting the floor.

“No, what?” he challenges demandingly.

“No… sir?” you query as you look up at him for approval. The corner of his mouth pricks up at the word and you know you’ve satisfied him.

“I thought you were going to be a good girl for me, Y/N,” he hums as he leisurely makes his way towards you. You wish he would touch you, kiss you, do anything to you, but he seems more relaxed and unrushed than ever. “But you’re already disobeying me and we’ve barely even started.”

He tsks at you with a slight shake of his head and his fingertips teasingly run along your jaw, pulling your chin up so you meet his gaze.

“I’m sorry, sir.” He looks pleased with your submission, but pouts with fake sympathy.

“I know, baby. And you can show me just how sorry you are,” he threatens as he pushes the tip of his thumb just past your lips and into your mouth. You suck on it seductively in the hope that he will take it further. He watches you for a moment before pulling his hand away. “On your knees.”

Without another word, you drop your knees onto the rug and rest your bottom against your ankles while looking up at him innocently. He simply stares back and begins unbuttoning his dress shirt that he had yet to remove from when he was working earlier today. Slipping the fabric off of his arms, he slowly undoes his belt buckle and you lick your lips, ready for what he is about to give you. He slips the belt from its loops and gazes down at you.

“If you want to stop, say red.”

“Yes, sir,” you reply to show your understanding. He only smirks in response.

“Now suck me off, baby,” he commands with his pants still fastened at his hips. As your hands reach up to undo his button and zipper, he slaps them away harshly. “Use that pretty mouth of yours to do it.”

Turned on by his direction, you squeeze your thighs together and do as he asks. It is a bit difficult to get everything unfastened and moving down his legs, but he waits patiently without offering any assistance even as you struggle. Once you finally get his pants to his ankles, you use your teeth to gently pull down the fabric of his boxers, his erection already prevalent. You finally release his intimidatingly large dick and lick your lips at how hard he is already. He must be loving this, which makes you even more excited.

“Hands behind your back.” He brushes your hair from your face as you comply. “Now be good and take what I give you, baby.”

Knowing he is still the one in charge here, you open your mouth for him and nod eagerly. He takes no time in bringing his tip to your tongue and letting you lick it teasingly. His hand rests on the crown of your head and he guides his cock further into your mouth. Mercilessly, he pushes himself almost all the way in and you feel the need to gag arise, but resist it in order to continue appeasing him. As soon as he gets far enough that your nose is touching his abs, he moans.

“Ah, that’s it, baby girl. You like it when your dirty mouth is stuffed full of my cock, huh?” Even though you can’t breathe, you hum in response as best as you can, sending vibrations down his dick and causing his mouth to fall open in pleasure.

With you running out of oxygen, he finally slides his member back out of your throat, but the relief is not long-lasting. He begins fucking your face relentlessly as his hands tangle in your hair to keep you in place. You gag around him as he continues to use you like a toy, lewd sounds coming constantly from your mouth that only turn him on more. Tears begin pricking at the corners of your eyes as he gets lost in the pleasure.

Despite the desire to please him, your hands instinctively fly up to rest on his thighs as he picks up his pace. Immediately, he pulls his dick fully out of your mouth and you feel a harsh slap across your cheek as you attempt to catch your breath.

“Oh, baby girl, you really can’t obey directions can you?” You look up at him with apologetic eyes and he only grabs your jaw roughly. A string of saliva still hangs from your mouth to his dick and you are sure you look absolutely fucked out. “You sure have a lot to learn.”

“I’m sorry, sir,” you croak out despite your sore throat. He chuckles humorlessly.

“You will be.”

Using the hand still gripping your hair, he pulls you to your feet and places you on the bed so that you are laying with your face down and ass up. After a moment of hearing him rustle around, you feel him pull your arms behind your back and begin tying them together with a piece of fabric, leaving you totally at his mercy as you have always wanted.

Anticipating what may be about to come, you again try to squeeze your thighs together for some friction. The only sensation you get is Yunho slapping you harshly on your ass, causing you to squeak in surprise. He moves your legs further apart so that you are fully on display for him as he hums in approval.

“Count for me, baby,” he demands, and before you can even process the statement, he has already landed another sharp smack across your ass. You are sure that his large handprint must be staining your cheek red by the intensity he uses to hit you. As much as it stings, you love the sensation and count proudly for him.

“One, sir.”

His hand connects once again and you moan slightly.

“Two, sir.”

Each time his hand comes down against your flesh, his strikes get harder and you are squirming from the pain. By the time you reach ten, he pauses for longer and you think he may be done punishing you. Breathing a sigh of relief that he may actually fuck you now, you don’t even notice the jingling that comes from behind you.

Without any warning, his belt comes down hard and loud across your ass and you gasp at how much more intense it feels. You whimper and bite your lip as you wiggle to try and escape the sharp pain lingering on your ass.

“Count,” he commands fiercely as he lands two more quick stripes across your bottom. You cry out while clenching and unclenching your hands to try and deal with the pain.

“Thirteen, sir,” you mewl as the tears springing in your eyes begin to overflow.

After a few more harsh hits with the leather strap, you feel his hands softly rubbing away the remaining stinging on your ass cheeks. You calm your breathing as you feel his large hands soothing your skin.

“Mm, now what should I do with this pretty little pussy, baby? What do you think you deserve?” he questions mockingly as he slowly runs a single fingertip up and down your slit, not giving you nearly as much stimulation as you are craving at the moment. After the pain of getting spanked, you are even more aroused and aching for some pleasure.

“Please touch me, sir, please,” you beg as your neediness pushes aside your pride and you wholly give in to him.

“Should I?” he considers teasingly as he softly ghosts his finger across your clit. You try to wiggle back into his hand for some pressure, but he doesn’t allow you the slightest lenience and pulls his hand away entirely. “I guess you’ve earned a little pleasure.”

Without any warning, he flips you onto your back with your hands still tied underneath you. He positions your head on the pillows and you look at his hungry stare as his eyes take in the sight of your naked, desperate body. Totally in control over you, he kisses his way over your neck, across your chest, and down your stomach to finally reach the place you need him most.

His tongue slowly starts teasing your clit and you moan as he looks up at you smugly. You squirm against his face to try and increase the intensity, to which he graciously complies. He begins using his gorgeous lips to suck and flick at your clit, the relief of the feeling washing over you at last.

“So wet for me, baby. You like being my little toy?” he coos as he brings his finger to your dripping hole.

“Yes, sir. I love it,” you reply truthfully. You can’t lie that the rough way he is treating you excites you more than ever and has your head spinning from desire.

He simply chuckles against your heat and inserts two fingers easily, curling them perfectly to hit your g-spot. A loud moan escapes your lips as you call his name and feel your orgasm quickly building because of how turned on you already are. As you get lost in the pleasure, he pulls away only momentarily.

“Don’t you dare cum until I say you can,” he states dominantly and you whine, knowing there is no way he will go easy on you. After warning you, he picks up his pace mercilessly, constantly pleasing your clit while hitting the spot inside you that has you curling your toes.

“Agh, please, sir, you are going to make me cum,” you whimper as you feel your release coming closer and closer due to his movements.

“Hold it.”

You strain yourself as you try your hardest to resist the relentless pleasure he is giving you. Small mewls and whines escape your lips as you helplessly follow his command.

“Sir, please,” you beg, tears once again prickling in the corners of your eyes. “I need to cum.”

“Not yet.”

You moan involuntarily as he once again increases his pace, testing your limits and challenging you to disobey him.

“Siiiiiiiirrrr,” you string out as you feel you are about to give in. He looks up at your blushing, concentrated face that is contorted with both pleasure and frustration. Without looking away, he finally says it.

“Cum for me.”

Yunho watches your face as you almost instantly reach your high and convulse around his fingers. He continues licking and fingering you all the way through your orgasm as you moan vulgarly. You never imagined that an orgasm could feel this good. Once you eventually begin to squirm under him from oversensitivity, he pulls away and looks down at your exhausted body.

“What do you say?” he probes as you work to catch your breath.

“Thank you, sir,” you practically whisper as your chest rises and falls rapidly.

“Good girl,” he hums as he lays overtop of you and places a rough kiss against your lips.

His hands reach underneath you and easily undo the fabric that had been holding your hands in place. Once released, you pull your arms up to rest on the back of his neck, your shoulders aching from the angle they were previously at. He kisses you once again and smiles down at you with a devilish look in his eyes.

“My turn.”

You feel the tip of his dick pressing against your hole and have no time to mentally prepare yourself before he shoves it straight in your oversensitive pussy. You gasp at the sudden intrusion and he takes no time in pounding straight into you with vigor, his dick easily sliding in and out due to how wet you are from your first orgasm.

“I bet you love this, baby girl. Getting fucked with my cock like a little play thing?” he sneers and you find him more attractive than ever.

“Yes, sir,” you moan as he continuously hits your g-spot with his dick. In your fucked-out state, you lose all inhibitions as you confidently say, “choke me.”

Without needing to be told twice, his large hand flies to your neck and cuts off your blood circulation, leaving you with a beautifully fuzzy sensation as you feel him endlessly thrusting into you. He moans in pleasure as well as your nails dig into his shoulders hard enough to leave marks. He leans down and kisses you aggressively before going to whisper in your ear.

“This is what you wanted all along, huh? You're too shy to tell me what a little slut you are?” he growls as your brain begins to register his words. How did he find out that this is what you’ve always wanted? He simply chuckles amusedly at your slightly confused expression. “Don’t worry, baby, I won’t tell anyone. It can be our little secret. You can be a good whore only for me.”

Without being able to react, the hand that was enveloping your neck moves to your breast instead where he begins pinching and rubbing your nipple, enough to push you only inches from your orgasm.

“Are you going to cum all over my cock, baby?” he asks breathlessly as his thrusts get more rushed, signalling how close he is to his own release.

“Yes, sir,” you moan in response.

His hand leaves your nipple and again begins teasing your sensitive clit in circular motions, causing you to orgasm even more intensely than before after just a few seconds. Your pussy tightens aggressively around him as he continues pounding into you. His mouth falls open in pleasure as you get even tighter for him, your back arching off the bed as you ride out your high.

Only moments after does he begin groaning as he cums inside you, both of you watching the other as you share your strongest orgasms together since becoming a couple. Once you both come down, Yunho carefully removes his dick from you and lays by your side. He wraps his arms around your drained body and pulls you into his embrace, stroking your hair lovingly as you both try to catch your breath.

“You did so good, baby,” he whispers as he lays a sweet kiss on your forehead. “I love you so much.”

“I love you, too,” you whisper back, but are then overtaken by curiosity. “Yunho?”

“Yeah, babe?”

“How did you know I wanted to do that?” His cheeks blush as he smiles shyly.

“I may have overheard you on the phone.” This time, you turn red with embarrassment instead.

“Oh my god, that is so embarrassing,” you squeak as you hide your face in your hands.

“No, no, baby,” he rushes as he pulls your hands away. “I mean… I may have wanted to do the same thing for a long time.”

His confession takes a moment for you to process before you start laughing.

“Oh my god, Yunho,” you chuckle. “We are so dumb. We both wanted to do this all along, but we were both too shy to say anything.”

He laughs along with you as you can’t believe your shared stupidity. After calming down, he places a sweet kiss on your lips and looks at you mischievously.

“Well now that we know, you’re in for a hell of a ride, baby.”

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chibitorra · 2 years ago

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I usually never share my writing, but I really wanted to write a story based on the bizarre situation I’ve found myself in irl with someone I love that seems to have a lot of similarities to Charles’ past.

For context, irl I have the same name and similar appearance to his ex-wife, who he found out cheated on him. So, I’m doing the same with my farmer insert and Charles. Obviously, my name isn’t Taylor, but I wanted to give my farmer insert a gender mutual name, since it seems they’re trying to keep Charles’ ex gender neutral.

It would be really cool if they wrote Charles a bit more scared when things start getting romantic... actually focus on the trust issues and trauma he probably has from having his trust betrayed by someone he loved. And his fear that it’ll happen again. He starts to get there when he talks about how lonely he is in the winter, but I guess we’ll see when the new heart events get released.

Anyways, here’s a snippet of a story I’m calling Kintsugi Hearts. If you don’t know what Kintsugi is, look it up, it’s really cool.

Taylor peered in the glass doors of the doctor’s office, and her heart sank when she saw the front desk was empty. Sure, sometimes Charles left the office to get some fresh air, or even get his hair worked on next door, but the fact that he wouldn’t talk to her last night… well, it made her worry to say the least. Taking a deep breath, she pushed in the door as the familiar chime of the bell sounded.

“Just a second, I’ll be right with you!” she heard Yuri call out from the back, but no Charles. She approached the counter and glanced at his computer, which didn’t even appear to be on. Her heart sank further.

Finally, Yuri popped her head around the corner to see who was visiting their humble office, and her face brightened when she gazed upon Taylor. There was something off about her smile though, she noted, like she was feigning her warm exterior.

“Taylor, hello! Here for some more vitamins?”

Taylor rubbed her arm nervously. If she didn’t know about her crush on Charles, she was about to figure it out. “N-no… I actually came here to see Charles. Is he in?” she asked her.

Yuri’s face fell for half a second, something Taylor would have missed if she had blinked, before lighting up again in that false smile.

“Sorry, Charles is out today, he wasn’t feeling well… Pollen n’ all, y’know?”

Taylor sighed. Of course. “It’s always something,” she muttered half under her breath. If it wasn’t his stomach, it was his damn pollen allergy, or his bad back, or… something. It was always something. He was avoiding her, and she wished she knew why.

“Why don’t you come back tomorrow? I’m sure he’ll be back in by then,” Yuri offered. Taylor shrugged, knowing her disappointment was showing on her face. “Okay.”

She turned to leave, when something peculiar caught her attention, making her pause. The small desk calendar Charles kept next to his computer was still in April. That’s odd, she thought, with it already being the 10th of May. Charles was usually really good about keeping up with the calendar. Yuri took notice of her pause, and tilted her head.

“Is something the matter?”

“Oh—Sorry, it just looks like Charles forgot to change the calendar, that’s all. I can fix it.”

Yuri was eerily quiet, and this time she didn’t even try to hide the gloom on her face. Taylor reached over and flipped the page over to May, and suddenly a lot of things made sense. She realized with a jolt why he never responded last night, why he always seems so wishy-washy as of late… why he hated springtime.

It wasn’t about the pollen. It never was, she realized as she gazed upon the hastily scribbled words over the current date… words which had also been scribbled out in red ink.

“May 10th. Anniversary.”

#Torra writes #coral island #charles #I really want charles to be a broken man underneath his warm exterior #I have a thing for people who've been hurt apparently lol #I just want them to feel loved though #but the road to recovery is never easy #also please keep in mind I'm not usually a writer lol

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movietonight · 3 years ago

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For the character ask game, could I please request Charles? Thank you ^_^

Yess thank you! I have a feeling each time I rewatch mash I have a new favourite character and this time it's that bastard (affectionate)

Favourite thing: from his first episode they make it so clear that he's on an equal level to Hawkeye and BJ not just surgically but intellectually in general (the snake prank) and just so complex. Also DOS my beloved obviously but I think that goes without saying. Last but not least he likes classical music <3 I listen to a lot of different genres but I have such a soft spot for classical music that every time he talks about it I'm just like yes bestie let's discuss composers or whatever <3

Least favourite thing: Well he is really posh and arrogant and bigoted and everything that comes with it (social darwinism and racism and classism etc etc). I absolutely can't stand posh people irl and I absolutely can't stand these attitudes but the thing is. It's just so very funny. I cannot excuse any of his views in any way and there's scenes I want to punch him so badly. But I love laughing about fictional posh people.

Favourite line: this is not a line but this is my answer and I can do what I want: the entire scene in run for the money where he listens to Honoria's tape

brOTP: Him and everyone I love when he gets along with people!! Those moments in Sons and Bowlers where he and Hawkeye actually have a deep conversation! In the same episode where he schemes with BJ together! The pranks! The hug in Temporary Duty! Oh and talking more literally Honoria of course. We know so little about her but she's my bestie

OTP: As I said before, I don't actively ship anything but I don't not ship anything. Enough people have lobbied for Charles/Donna on my dash that I have started to care about it and amended my hc from gayce (gay ace) to biace (bi ace) (I love portmanteau words). I have seen people lobby for Charles/Hawkeye which is something I had not considered while watching but as long as it gives me enough brain worms I'm in. I am legally obliged to mention the Charles/JFK joke I made.

nOTP: As I said I don't like how Charles/Margaret played out on the show but it could work if done differently I suppose. I am also not a big fan of the other two brief romantic encounters he had like nothing against Martine and Sooni but it just didn't work for me at all.

Random Headcanon: The reason why he so desperately wants to listen to Mahler's Kindertotenlieder in Friends and Enemies is because it's the anniversary of his brother's death

Unpopular Opinion: That is not a neutrotypical man

Song: the Mozart Clarinet Quintet as featured in GFA & Tchaikovsky's 1812 Overture

Favourite Picture:

He has a little halo :)

#Ask games #I have so many thoughts about him truly a character of all time #You don't understand how many thoughts I have #Charles is the best fictional posh character #But just in general like I also love bbc Ghosts and Julian Fawcett is also so funny - he's a dead tory MP #And I watched the first ten episodes of Frasier and I was like omg even more annoying posh people #But Charles is the blue print #mash

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kissagii · 2 years ago

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hello hello :> sorry this is so long i wrote half my... damn life story but idk i'm not exactly simple to describe and we're moots so you're chill

may i ask for an attack on titan and my hero academia match-up? if you shall so bless me

i'm a trans dude who has not yet began the medical transition but want to (onceihavemoney), and right now, i don't have any real interest in women. i'm 5'2, almost 5'3, with a spoon figure. my hair is, naturally, a dirty blonde, but it's dyed pink (my favorite color), and i have plans to dye it different colors in the future. i like to experiment with different fashion styles, from grunge to pastel academia. whatever i feel like wearing, i wear, basically. i am a cancer, which will become relatively clear as i go on (jk)

i'm a pretty open person. i like meeting people, though i'm more confident online and a bit shy when first meeting someone irl. but i'm also known for not having much of a filter after only a few days of friendship. i fall in love easily. i guess i'm a hopeless romantic? i do believe in true love, but i've got the "soulmates are made not found" attitude. i've been the therapist friend in a number of groups, insert trickle-down therapy joke here. i like making people laugh, so i have a pretty diverse sense of humor and never back down from cracking jokes. but i also have a decent knowledge of when a joke should and shouldn't be said out loud. my moods can vary widely over the span of a few days. i'm hyper-affectionate even to my friends, after i check boundaries with them. safe to say i would be very huggy/cuddly with a boyfriend, unless i'm going through the anniversary effect. i enjoy learning but high school was not my forte. i dropped out at sixteen and got my hiset before i turned seventeen. for a while i wanted to follow my abuela's blueprint; go to college at 17. but that wasn't right for me, and i also didn't have the money. from a technical standpoint, i'm a troubled kid. i've been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, ptsd from various people and situations, insomnia, and some form of schizophrenia (spanning from auditory/visual/tactile hallucinations to paranoid delusions and thoughts). i still have therapy three times a week. never really had a dad or a (proper) mother figure, so we are double-wielding the mommy and daddy issues in this house. mental health is a big thing in my family; so as you can tell i'm not scared to talk about it. most of the time. and i'm also cool with people talking to me about their struggles with it. i've lost a lot of people, to death itself and to the death of bonds. so when i give people advice, it's usually because i had some experience with it. i started smoking weed as a form of escapism when i was 16. i don't smoke or eat edibles often, so i'm not a full stoner or anything. but i have experience with it and use it for times of high stress.

music is a huge thing for me. i sing, my only honors class in high school was honors chorus, i play the electric guitar, and my music taste ranges from slut pop to heavy metal to melanie martinez/mitski/lana del rey and whatever fleetwood mac would be defined as. and father and son by cat stevens for hours at a time. i listen to music or videos or wtv 24/7- i can't even fall asleep to silence. it scares me lol right now my biggest dream is to be a musical artist, write songs about my trauma and invite the world to be a little more okay with the fact that it exists, and that it's okay to ask for help. but my realistic dream is pursuing something in the field of astronomy/astrophysics. i love writing, from stories (and fics as you can tell by my 69 tumblr drafts) to lyrics, and love to experiment with cooking. my favorite cuisine, both to eat and to make, is japanese cuisine. i want to get more into puerto rican cuisine since the entire paternal side of my family is puerto rican, even part native. i do digital and traditional art, i play video games (mostly sandbox games, aka only minecraft) and have a sweet tooth the size of actual jupiter. i play volleyball from time to time and i enjoy high intensity interval training and pilates. junji ito is my favorite mangaka- i absolutely love horror movies and horror books, from the actual scary stuff to modern horror movies.

thank you for humoring me my friend and fully expect me like bombing the items on your masterlist :> xx

of course!! don't worry about the detail in the description, it helps me match you more effectively :)

i match you with...

𝕜𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕒 𝕖𝕚𝕛𝕚𝕣𝕠

and

𝕒𝕣𝕞𝕚𝕟 𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕥

#{🌼 - wildflowers}#mha matchup #mha matchups #bnha matchup #bnha matchups #kirishima #kirishima eijiro #aot matchup #aot matchups #attack on titan matchup #attack on titan matchups #armin #armin arlert

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kaypeace21 · 4 years ago

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What was the first moment or scene that made you suspect or realize Will can alter reality? 🙋🏾‍♂️

Hi, anon. :) I think it wasn’t 1 thing in particular but an amalgamation of things. S3 was probably what made everything ‘click’ in my mind. But there were A LOT of things in prior seasons that made me scratch my head - such as the connection/parallels of certain human/nonhuman characters to Will. And I was trying to figure out-what the narrative explanation was for all of this.

But I think what made me think of Will altering reality ...was mostly how the media Will consumed affected the supernatural plot specifically . And how the mf was connected to Will’s emotional state and “Will the wise”.Of course this is all unconscious on Will’s part-and he’s unaware. I won’t mention outside film inspos just what’s in the show- for this post.

s1: the demogorgans are connected to Will playing the game.Like how rolling the 7 in d&d caused him to be captured by the demogorgan in the game and real life. And how in the game the demogorgan is attracted to blood so it is irl. The weakness of the demogorgan being fire. And in a s1flashback- Will mentions Will the wise using fire powers against the bad guys. Duffers (in interviews) and Nancy saying the demogrogan was like a shark- and Will has a Jaws poster in his room. And in s1, Will watches poltergeist and is thrust into the same scenario as the little girl (being trapped in another dimension- where the mothers can only hear their voices and communicate to them through electronics ). The fact Will can mess with electronics similar to other psychics, and the monsters.In s1 Mr clarke describes the vale of shadows (later the upsidedown) as being created by “necrotic” (’dead’-zombie boy) and “shadow” (shadow monster/mf) magic.

s2/3: Mike says he was Venkman. And Will is thrust into the same scenario as Venkman’s love interest.Dana finds a demon-dog in her fridge, and hires the ghost busters. And right before Venkman goes on a date with her she is possessed by the big-bad, Zuul, and is transformed into the gate-keeper (who controls demo(n)-dogs). Venkman proceeded to try to talk to the real Dana , ignoring her possessed form and eventually realizes how serious her condition is, is forced to sedate her. Eventually with the help of his team, Venkman closes the gate to Zuul’s dimension, rescuing Dana in the process.

-In s2 Will also plays dig dug which is about underground mazes- so the supernatural underground caves are made in s2. And it’s a callback to the s1 d&d game with “troglodytes “ (cave men). And in s3 the Russians had the underground lab too - sort of being the troglodytes in a way.

-Will is called ‘zombie boy’ and in s3 when Will watches a zombie movie and writes a d&d story about juju zombies- the mf creates zombies and creates a monster resembling the thing (because when Will was writing his d&d story he was next to the ‘the thing’ poster in s3). When Mike hijacks Will’s d&d story saying ‘they’ll torch the chambers, sacrificing themselves killing the juju ’. Will gets angry and yells “Fine, you win.” And then Joyce and Hopper do just that- when they pull the lever, and Hopper ‘dies’ sacrificing himself, and the Russians literally are eviscerated.

-Will says ‘will the wise’ is a wizard ( writing on a music tape in s3 “will the wise-wizard mix’ and having his password for castle byers be ‘rhadaghast’- a lotr wizard.) In d&d Mindflayers are created by inserting a slug in a humanoid (like Will at the end of s1). And similar to Will’s s3 d&d story-Will says in s2 the mf drawing was for a story he was writing (which isn’t exactly the truth, but close to what is happening).The way they describe d&d Wizards matches Will/mf perfectly “Wizards are adepts and magicians . wizards are able to create spells of explosive fire, sparking lightning, subtle deception, and gross mind control. Their magic summons monsters from other planes of existence, predicts the future, and turns defeated enemies into zombies. Their most powerful spells can transform one substance into another, summon meteors from the sky, and open portals to other worlds”. Dustin says the mf uses it’s “highly developed psyionic powers for mindcontrol.” Nancy in s2 says: “So this thing is like a brain that’s controlling everything.” And accidentally calls the mind-flayer the mind-flamer ( WW had fire power).Hopper then says “So how do we kill this thing shoot it with fireballs?”And Dustin says “ No, No, fireballs you summon an undead army.”Referencing Will (fire)and foreshadowing of the zombie-esque people Will caused in s3.But Mike actually nails it on the head when he says, “If the brain dies the body dies … closing the gate will kill him(referring to Will).Because it’s not the mindflayers’ brain - it’s Will’s brain- that both Will and the mf share!

Joyce describes the tunnels Will draws as “like lightning” (a power Will the wise was shown to have in s1 and mf has in s2).And note in s1 we are told Lonnie taught Will baseball (and this was when Jon told Will not to mimic him)- and suspiciously there is a baseball and baseball-mitt next to the ‘shadow monster’ (mf) drawing in s2, and a bat (next to the ww drawing in castle byers in s3). Cause mf= ww. Will lies and says the mf is just a sketch for a story he’s writing- but even if that’s not exactly true. The mf is still something he unconsciously created. And the mf comes in s2 during Will’s PTSD “anniversary effect” and in s3 everytime Will is thinking of his romantic feelings for Mike (why the mf shows up in the summer despite light being his weakness). 1st time it’s on one of their ‘movie dates’, 2nd time when Will is sad when Mike and El walk off together down the hill to make-out, , 3rd time right after he smashed castle byers after Mike says “it’s not my fault you don’t like girls”, 4th time (after the fight with Mike) when Billy is yelling to open the door (a trigger) and confides in Mike, 5th time when Mike asks him to go away so he can talk to El in the hospital waiting area, and 6th time when Mike says he loves El.

-Susie in s3 references the ‘A wizard of Eathsea’ -it’s about a male wizard Ged (Will) who casts a powerful spell, but the spell goes awry and instead he releases a shadow creature! The new Archmage, Gensher, describes the shadow as an ancient evil that wishes to possess Ged. But the ‘shadow’ turns out to be a representation of the darkest aspects of his personality. And the only way for the chaos to stop is for ged and the shadow to merge.

-‘the dark crystal’ movie poster in Mike’s room is about a race called urSkeks who inadvertently divided themselves into two separate beings; the violent, materialistic Skeksis, and the gentle, contemplative urRu. It was only when they merged back together as one could harmony and peace be restored to the world.

- Montauk Project’- The original title for Stranger things was “Montauk”- in reference to the Montauk Project. Where Duncan could “open portals to other dimensions- and lets loose a monster from his subconscious.”

- In s1 Hopper says he likes the book cujo , that one of the guards is reading, and at the end of the book they replace the dog Cujo with a dog named Willie. A ref to Will creating the demo-dogs. The fact in s2 Chester (Will’s dog) died at the same time the demo-dogs appeared is probably not a coincidence.

- Susie has a wizard of oz poster & in s2 when murray mentions the supernatural he references the movie.He references Wizard of Oz by saying “people don’t like looking behind the curtain” (in the movie what was behind the curtain was a wizard-Will).

-in s3 Will & El parallel (sebastian & Atreyu from neverending story). Which Dustin references in s3.“Atreyu (who was deemed the ‘chosen one) is thrown into the sea of possibilities (beach in cali). There he wakes on the shore of abandoned ruins (junkyard for El). There Gmork (The Mindflayer) reveals himself, having been lying in wait.He explains that Fantasia represents humanity’s imagination and is thus without boundaries, while the Nothing is a manifestation of the loss of hopes and dreams. And then latches his jaws onto Atreyu’s leg (like what happened to El).The Empress in the story later tells Atreyu, that despite being told he was the chosen one (he never was). And that it was always Bastian (Will) who was the chosen one -that could save them, all along! And that Atreyu’s (El’s) story, and “others” (the rest of the st cast) are following Bastian’s (Will’s) story all along, making them all part of his neverending story. The Empress tells Bastian that he has the power to save them using his imagination.”*Bastian has a bowl cut, appears to be a normal human, and from a single parent house hold. Bastian even temporarily goes evil after he loses his memories (just like Will).

IT ALL CONNECTS BACK TO WIIL!

* There’s also A LOT more evidence - like the many other correlations/parallels/eastereggs to Will and other human characters (El, Kali, Terry, Brenner, Max, Billy, Hopper, Alexi, Etc) who I believe Will created. As well as the parallels to Lonnie and the demogrogan(which in d&d is called “the deep father”). I recommend reading my THEORY HERE for all that other evidence. It also includes the cited inspos for the show there too (which i didn’t mention in this post). It’s a very long post-but I believe worth reading.

#will byers #stranger things #byler #did theory

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eisforeidolon · 3 years ago

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Thank you for answering my question! I was the one who asked if it was the norm for this fandom to use the LGBTQ+ community as a defense for their very disgusting behavior. Thank you for being honest about this fandom. I noticed the hate towards the actors and other people involved with making this show a few times, but I really got into this fandom a few weeks ago and saw how many people hated on Jared and Jensen after the latest con. (1/2)

Honestly the things Jared said were not really offensive, at least to me, but I Honestly the things Jared said were nice to hear. It was pretty cool seeing someone defend the Platonic love presented in spn openly. It just seems strange how some people weaponize sexuality, which can and is very important to a lot of people to make a point about fictional characters. Can you recommend any blogs to follow? I'm thinking about making a Tumblr.(2/2)

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Sure! To be as fair as is possible, the answer Jared gave wasn't particularly direct or coherent. However, I think anyone who cares to understand what he was trying to say can understand it pretty easily, though: there are many different kinds of love outside of sexual attraction and the show was always about those other kinds of love. Especially in the context of Jared having said before that he particularly liked how Supernatural was never centered on romance. I think he got tangled up a bit in his words trying not to offend or devalue other interpretations like that of the person asking, which was awkward, but there was nothing objectively offensive or unexpected in what he said.

The problem is that those certain D/C shippers (we coined the term 'destihellers' to refer specifically to the entitled bully contingent of the ship) were never going to accept any answer but, "Yes, Castiel's confession was 100% romantic and Dean understood it that way and would absolutely have reciprocated if given the chance." They've spent years insisting the real One True Story of this show was a D/C romance, feeling superior for their ability to decipher all the totally intentional elaborately hidden clues to that secret storyline (like Dean looking at someone wearing tan meaning he was pining for Castiel) and mocking, slandering, and harassing anyone who didn't agree. Part of that has been spending a year as of today insisting there was literally no other possible interpretation of what Castiel said - even though had the writers simply substituted "in love with" for "love" it would have removed all ambiguity. So Jared's answer acknowledging that the scene left room for other interpretations and wasn't explicitly romantic just because Castiel said the word love is completely unacceptable and made them disproportionately angry.

This is not remotely this first time this has happened. Generally, after either J says anything about D/C not being the point of the show or Misha not being a lead equal to them, this particular group of fans manages to find *something* to be deeply offended by. Heck, right now? Some of them are angry that Jared trended last night for tweeting about Walker because they saw his very existence on SM as encroaching on their intent to spam today on the anniversary of that episode's airing.

It's a great thing that fandom can be a more inclusive space where people from various groups can feel safe revealing aspects of themselves that face widespread discrimination IRL. It's not a great thing that some people have seen this as the perfect way to win petty fandom arguments, insisting anyone who disagrees with them must be -ist/-ic towards the whole group they belong to.

I don't think I'm really the person to ask for recommendations, as I haven't kept great track of which blogs I follow are specifically just the bro bond and not bro bond plus wincest, because as the core canon content focus is similar there's a lot of overlap. So I'm gonna toss this one to my followers/people who see this post if they wanna make any suggestions on good blogs to follow for celebrating just the canon platonic relationships. Anybody?

#destihellers #mention of wincest #askboxery #anonymous #long post

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peachbearies · 4 years ago

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omg ion know if ur taking. Requests rn but I was wondering just a cute lil imagine bout zion in which the reader and him are dating and it's they're one yr aniversary or sum idk lol but just zion being a cutie and telling how much he loves her and shiii (because we all know that his ass acts all big and bad but he is a 6'4 teddy bear irl) yaa ik that was supper cringey but shehej yee okay byee (ur an amazing writer btw I've read all ur work and may I saY I stan 💖)

Promise: Z.kuwonu

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›› Synopsis: it’s your first anniversary with Zion, around this trademark period it makes you apprehensive but Zion reminds you how much

›› Genre: Fluff

›› Paring: Female Reader x Zion Kuwonu

›› Warnings: Slightly hinted nsfw, lots of cursing (I mean it Zion so…), a little glimpse of toxic behavior.

›› A/N: what?! This is not cringe at all baby! I admire cheesy romantic headcanons/ imagines like this. My likes and drafts are filled with fluffs or angst to fluff🤧. I’m sorry this is a tad bit delinquent And thank you for reading my work that means a lot I’ve been exploring a lot of vocabulary words to scrutinize my writing, this may be a long one I apologize I got too into it.

The marvels of what a year could do. From going through a hurricane of songster roaring at each other, the strikes of austere comments leading up to the thunderstorm of a anguish. Your ex-fiancé cheated on, with considerable women before you found out. The ring on your finger was nothing but a reflector and leverage for him, he wanted to appear a saint to the kingdom, but a devil in the moonlight. Apologizing and buttering you up like a slice of bread, didn’t make you dawdle.

Your lucidity and rectitude were more caliber than staying, so you moved out of your shared apartment a week later, during the rotation of moving haphazardly you’ve incoherent yourself from the boys' realm, nor have your inner circle heard of you. You dissipated from the earth. And if you had to be adequate, you relished it that way, what was anyone overlooking anyways? but you were silently asking for space, you would give your leg for it.

Zion stirring in disgruntle, pushing profanities in between his gritted teeth. Don’t get mistaken he wasn’t mad you were ignoring him, just by the way your handling things on your own, he knew it had to be really fucked up if you couldn’t come to him. The veins crawling up his proffered hands outstretched for the keys. The boys jumping up in fear he may do something reckless, Brandon putting his hand in front of the boys to halt them. “Listen—even if we stop him, say anything to him or follow him, he will remotely do exactly what you think he’s going to do, you know how much he cares about (y/n), all we can do is have faith in him” Brandon confirms, but deep inside that rickety heart of his fear was kicking his ass too. They all discern Zion, once the peak of anger overflows his eyes only opines vermilion.

Zion parked in the lot, not noticing your car ghosting its rightful place. His mind was set on figuring what was wrong with you. Climbing the flight of stairs, he knocks on your door, his foot tapping the pallid base. When the door swung open it was ex-fiance, their eyes met in pique just burning to throw punches and a few sparks of curse words. “What do you want?” Your ex tempts him.

For your sake, Zion never snapped in front of him the way he should’ve. “Not you that’s for sure” commenting on his current attire, which was shirtless and some sweatpants. “Where’s (y/n)?” He queries, a scruffy ‘tsk’ pass through his lips. “Not here, that bitch moved out after she broke up with me”

Zion looked at his watch the time read 9:35 pm. “Cool, all I need is nine minutes of your time” Zion tranquility explains to him. Swinging and docking him in the throat; the girl that was staying with him bolting into the living room finding the source of the thump. She screams for Zion to get off him, after give or take six punches, Zion walks away not giving him or her the slightest sight. “If I catch you or her around y/n, better make sure you have good health care insurance and dental”

The next day he waited outside your classroom leaning his foot up against the wall; few girls noticed him but that wasn’t on his mind. When your silhouette appeared, he excused himself in a rush to catch you. “Pretty rich seeing a smile from a ghost” your heart dropped; the voice you were scared to dump your problems on.

What lie could you conjure? “Hey Zion” you breathe, turning in his direction. “That’s my fault I’m sorry, dealing with classes and moving I lost track of time” which was half correct, but it wasn’t the biggest factor. Zion tilted his head, signature hand in hoodie pocket. Closing your eyes with a heavy sigh, you knew he didn’t believe you nor did he want to push you. “Zion—“ he groped your wrist pulling you to the parking lot, he leaned on his car's hood without saying a drop of words, he wants for you to stream all your worries.

“Well, that’s half the reason. Okay, I didn't mean to go completely ghost, life just wasn't easy for me lately, I didn't want to add more dead weight to your shoulder. Sorry” zion scoffs pushing himself away from the car with no hands. But they followed the path to your jawline. ”burden on my shoulder or not, they're made for you to cry on. Stop going through things on your own alright?, as long as I'm here you don't have to sink”

Ever since you and zion grew close, a year later and he still gazes at you like a diamond. Even after a year, the astonishment gets the better of you. The insecurities start raging in, fighting in a war of love and hate. Your phone was laid upon the cherry wooden table, the vibrations frightening you, the goosebumps crawling up your arms. The name it read was “Love🤍”

“Hello?” You answer still shaken up; Zion lets out a soft scoff that vibrates through your body “you’re still in bed mamas? you should be awake beautiful” rubbing your eyes slightly, the clock flashed the numbers ‘ 2:30 pm’ your groan only makes him smile bigger.

“Goddamn I love you, look how ravishing you are in the morning” Zion's eyes shimmering in adoration. Those eyes always reflected his emotions, deep down you knew Zion loved you wholeheartedly, but the fear of having something good taken from you. That is what kept you hesitant. “No, I don’t stop lying” you stroke his ego.

“Me? Lie? Babygirl, I can’t and won’t lie to you stop playing” Zion said in a low octave, your stomach stirred in feelings “do me a favor baby” “Which is?” You reply, Zion looks over on his nightstand smiling. “Why are you smiling? Are you being mischievous again?”

“Who me? Nah” Zion shrugs off. The ringing of the doorbell distracted you from his spreading grin “answer that” sighing you walk towards the door, propping your phone on the counter, Zion moans out loud. “Maybe I should’ve slept over last night! Who told you to look that good mamas?” Ignoring his flirty antics you open the door, glimpsing at fresh bouquets of your favorite flower and a self-care basket. “Baby!!!” You screech, Zion simpers at the brightest smile on your face. The sun doesn’t shine as bright as you did at the moment.

“Why?, why are you so loving to me” you start to happy cry “Nah baby none of that, I love you too damn much for you to self-deprecate” Zion shuts your negativity down. Flipping the card over you read the message. ‘You thought I’d forget the day you changed my life? I’ve always loved you and I’ll continue to love you, but it’s not your love that I adore the most, it’s those gorgeous eyes that look back at me. Like I’m some type of angel when we all know that’s you, it’s the way you’re compassionate about others, I love your free spirit baby you’re a dove to me, even though I get under your nerves, I wouldn’t want anyone else to deal with me or my problems happy one year’

You look up at Zion, his eyes were already glossing by admiring your figure. Oh, how you wish jumping through a screen wasn’t just a cartoon thing. “Fuck” you whisper covering your face “angel, you are beautiful” Zion reminds you “stop!!! I’m in my feelings!!” You Jokingly spat at him. “What you wanna do for our anniversary it’s up to you” Zion smiles.

“Can we go to a petting zoo then get tacos?” Your eyes sparkling as your lips turn into a pout, Zion looking up towards the ceiling as his Adam’s apple points at the camera. “Yes, how could I say no” twenty minutes later Zion was at your house, complimenting you the whole car ride. Protectively and passionately rubbing circles on your knees being careful not to raise his hand any further.

“Look! Rabbits” Zion follows your finger pulling you in that direction, you sit on the bench holding the rabbit in your lap feeding it the food. Zion takes pictures of you getting the best angles, falling in love with your beauty, even more, the way the golden light bounced off your skin. It made him think twice if you were real or just a lucid dream. Feeding the monkeys were the best part, they hugged you and Zion; even gave you two kisses. The giraffes were the most exciting to you, joking to your boyfriend “wow look something taller than you”. Walking into a blue-lit aquarium a class of fish surrounded the both of you. Your finger softly touching the fish that was pressed against the glass, it followed your every move. Never realizing Zion detached his hand from yours, it hasn’t hit you until a ring was slid on your finger.

“Not an engagement ring, but soon don’t worry this is a promise ring, and I promise that you’ll feel nothing but comfort and love with me” his fingers gripped into your waist “with a side of pleasure too” you smack his shoulder while smiling ear for ear. “You promise?” “Of course I do, I wholeheartedly promise, I will never hurt or disrespect you baby, you mean too much to me”

Once you were back to the apartment your body couldn’t even make it to the bed, but Zion helped you to the bathroom. To wash off the dirt and sweat, even helped you with your skin routine. His fingers padding over every inch of your back, your soft snores in the crook of his neck. “I’m so glad to be the girlfriend of your dreams” you whisper “oh lord she’s finally figured it out!!” Zion pushes your buttons “should I send you back home?” You test him, “you wouldn’t dare, you need me tonight” Zion teases his swollen lips attacking your neck upwards your jawline, a low gruffly growl trickles down your spine.

“So is this the side of pleasure?” You press your teeth into your lower lip “if that’s what you want”

“Well, you did make a promise” wasting no time Zion straddles you, your legs wrapped around his waist, giggling at how he fumbled to remove his shirt.

“You damn right I made a promise, and I’ll show you how serious this promise is” Zion kisses up your stomach “I love you”

Your hands cupping his jaw the breathing becoming erratic “I love you too”

#prettymuch #zion kuwonu #prettymuch zion

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pxtaqa · 4 years ago

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VilIdia Package!!

One shot #1 ; angst ig. I'm bad at one-shots so I'm sorry.

' I'm sorry ', were the last words Idia texted Vil before he left him a seen. The blue flamed boy sighed, then rested his arm above his head ; he should've never cancelled the date with Vil. Idia moved over slightly - feeling his phone buzzing from texts, he already knew who it was from but didn't wanna say anything back. Today was so important to Vil, not only did he not show up to the date it was also their anniversary - Idia couldn't shake off the feeling of stress, sadness, and much more. Maybe he wasn't ready to be a boyfriend , or maybe be wasn't meant for Vil nor deserve him. Those daily thoughts for Idia swarmed in once again and clogged his mind up with non-sense. Idia picked up his phone and looked at all the missed texts. He felt his hands move on their own as he typed a reply, not slow but not fast was his texting. Idia sent the text to Vil, re-reading what he had typed to see if there was any mistakes in writing ; ' we should break up, I'm sorry again for the stress I've forced upon you like everyone else '. He seen Vil stop typing , it was like he was at a lost of words. His phone buzzed one last time , Idia hoped it was a text from Vil saying how they were meant for eachother or something to prove Idia wrong. Yet, it sadly wasn't. This was no fairy tale , nor was it romantic. The last text sent from Vil was heart breaking yet , the truth ; 'you're right, maybe we're not meant for one-another after all. '.

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One shot #2 ; fluff. I had to cheer you guys up from the first fic :).

" that tickles! ", Ortho moved around and giggled as Vil tried his best not to go crazy. The older brother of the smaller boy just watched as his boyfriend swiftly put makeup on his little brother. Idia smiled softly, this was the type of stuff he liked to do. Not only with Ortho but with his beautiful , boyfriend as well. Vil looked away from Ortho and seen Idia smiled. Vil couldn't help but smile himself. Once finished with the makeup ; Ortho ran to the mirror to check himself out. The small boy gave Vil and hug then ran off some where leaving the two love birds alone. " you're next. " . Vil smiled then jumped onto Idia's lap. " I don't wanna right now , I'm tired. " . Idia hummed then placed his head on Vil's shoulder , being alone once in a while was amazing. Vil signed then placed his blue lipstick back in it's tube. " would you perhaps like to cuddle ? " . The blonde heard a mumbled yes then laid down with Idia - cuddle time was the best .

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Texting AU; this will be short.

Queen 👑 ; Idia , can you come over?

ThatOneQuietKid ; no way,, I'm playing fortnite

Queen 👑 ; ew ❤

ThatOneQuietKid ; and I'm too lazy lmao, can't you come over or something,, we'll be able to play together plus Ortho misses you tbh

Queen 👑 ; I'll come , but did you buy those face masks like I said? I need them asap

ThatOneQuietKid ; you're only coming for the face masks? Big oof

Queen 👑 ; well yes, but I'm also coming for you and Ortho.

ThatOneQuietKid ; ah, I c I c

Queen 👑 ; alr, im coming now. I'll see you soon mi amour ❤

ThatOneQuietKid ; I'll see you soon my queen

BONUS ;

ThatOneQuietKid ; LMAO VILNSJSJSJS

Queen 👑 ; hm

ThatOneQuietKid ; I GOT FIRST PLAXEIN FORRNITE LOOK

Queen 👑 ; I don't understand??

ThatOneQuietKid ; JANSIAAKNSWKSMLMAO NVM ILY BYE

Queen 👑 ; oh, ilyt

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Hc's; this one is also very short.

• Vil makes Idia buy him face masks

• Idia makes Vil baby sit Ortho

• Idia texts like a crack head, where Vil likes to stay more on the calm side

• Idia will roast you so hard online but if you confronted him irl he'd freak out

• Vil likes to bully Idia in a playful way

• Idia finds it hot in a weird way

• it do be like that doe -

• Idia called Vil once at 1am and Rook answered, Idia thought Vil just got a hair cut and dyed his hair

• Ortho is their baby ofc

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Sorry that this took so long, and I hope it was okay! I super tired from school and so I hope this was enough, if you have any requests feel free to ask! I also will maybe write some other things like ; meet the writer, contests, etc! Stay tuned and stay safe!! <3

#vil schoenheit #idia shroud #twisted wonderland idia #twisted wonderland #twst headcanons #twst #twst vil

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being-demisexual · 4 years ago

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Hiii

I hope this is okay to ask as it isn't really about demi but about romantic attraction, please feel free to not answer if you feel that this ask doesn't fit with this blog.

For about a year/ a couple months now I was slowly starting to overthing if I'm aro and it has been giving me so much stress it's honestly ridiculous.

Short story of important things in my life: I never really felt aromantic. Since a small child I liked the stereotypical films about princesses and princes and all that stuff. I had crushes on boys, at least I think so... For me it was being interested in the idea of dating them, to be specific.

Ages 13-16, so middle school here, I was getting aware that I was asexual- though I found this term only at the end of middle school as being a then christian in a largely christian country I honestly was largely unaware that lgbt was even a thing. I still liked the idea of getting a boyfriend, though I was getting aware it will be harder for me to find someone since the whole dont-want-sex thing. I was also largely imagining that if I find a person it will probably be someone I'm already friends with at least to some extent.

Well skip to me now, single for a few months now, after a 2-year relationship with my ex girlfriend and ex best friend... Somehow having a mild existential crisis if I might have not noticed that I'm aromantic, feeling like an impostor. The thing it, my ex changed their identity to demisexual, previously identifying as asexual during our relationship- which is totally fine and I had no issues with that, to be clear. Before she told me though, unconsciously I've been noticing we're a bit different in how we experience attraction and Istarted to fear if I should feel more, if romantic attraction should be a physical feeling and not just "I want to spend my life with them, I like being close and hugging, cuddling, kissing even if for the most part I don't feel anything physical from it." That maybe I don't know myself and I've been accidentally "faking". There was a period of maybe half a year when I did feel a bit more, but it could have been some leftover crazy hormones, I have no idea. I can also be rather reserved in public and so I preferred to save more intimate gestures than hand holding/a hug/ a fast kiss for a private place. Being questioned if I'm aro in the falling out part of the relationship really stung me and clearly didn't help with this issue, even though after some time she apologized, it's still eating away at the back of my brain.

So I'm writing all this to ask you, can you try to describe what romantic attraction is like to you? Do you literally feel something physically or is it more desires to be close to someone and thoughts?

Now that I'm single I'm scared of both never finding anyone again and of finding someone but making them feel unloved with how I express my feelings and messing it up again.

I dug at AVEN for answers too and found people describe romantic attraction both ways and I'm still not at peace with myself somehow, but maybe one more description will at least help with it a bit. I just want some internal peace :,(. I might be a bit desperate to find it.

Thank you for reading all this, and sorry for the long text, I felt like it's necessary to my situation

Hi there! I’ll give answering this my best shot, but probably not in the way you exactly want. I don’t really know what romantic attraction is, but it seems highly variable from person to person. Some people like a lot of PDA, some don’t. Some people find cuddling important, others want to celebrate a lot of little anniversaries (first date, first kiss, etc). I think it really does differ from person to person. I’ve never even been on a single date, let alone developed a romantic attraction to a person.

That being said, I feel like I have the answer for you. Have you, in all your digging on AVEN, heard of the term QPR? It stands for queer platonic relationship. A lot of exclusionists like to paint this as just being friends, but its deeper than that.

See, a lot of aro people desire companionship and commitment but without the dating part. A lot of aro people want someone to give them hugs, hold their hands, or maybe even kiss, but without the expectation of romantic feelings or actions, like going on dates and such. This is where a QPR comes in, which is basically a very committed, platonic partnership. I love my best friend, but I wouldn’t move in with her, adopt a per with her, or put her on my life insurance plan as a beneficiary. Those are all things you do with a spouse or romantic partner, or a QPR. You wouldn’t need to counsel your best friend before taking a new job to see if it’s financially responsible to do so, you wouldn’t need to discuss moving across the country for different opportunities with them, you wouldn’t put them on your health insurance plan. You would with a QPR.

Most human living is designed to be done, at minimum, with two people. Most human living is better done in communities, but I digress. Almost everyone wants companionship and life partners, but they don’t have to be romantic or sexual in nature. It is probably worth seriously considering if a QPR style “relationship” is something you might want. If you don’t care about having sex and don’t have romantic feelings towards anyone, then you might be aromantic asexual - aroace. That absolutely DOES NOT mean that you are doomed to spend the rest of your life alone.

Also, if you don’t think a QPR sounds right for you, or you try it and it doesn’t work out, then you can go through life having friends and connecting with family and being a member of your community without having relationships necessarily. I don’t have any romantic interests right now, and I really don’t need them since I am getting plenty of human connection with friends (both IRL and online) and through family.

To sum up, I don’t know if there really is any consistent definition for how romantic attraction is expressed. Maybe it is physical, to some people it certainly is. Maybe you are aromantic and a QPR is what you need. Maybe you aren’t aro and are just a pretty reserved person who prefers to express romantic feelings outside of physical gestures - like making sure the house is always clean because that’s what your partner likes, and picking up the type of coffee they prefer when you know you’re out. Little things, that might not seem romantic but do convey a lot of love and appreciation and attention to your partner when they all stack up. I’m not sure, and it sounds like you aren’t totally sure either. But that isn’t an inherently bad thing. You can take the time to list out what you think romantic attraction is to you and how you express it. I did that with sexual attraction when I was exploring being demisexual. You don’t have to rush, and you certainly don’t have to panic. There is always time to figure it out, and there is not bad outcome here - just you, being more confident and settled in your identity.

Feel free to reach out (through a dm, if you want) if you want to talk more. I hope this helped!

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