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people evacuating la whilst ICE patrols the surrounding communities is fucking insane. a facist president going on about acquiring greenland, the gulf of mexico, and canada? fucking insane. musk saying he wants to get the uk pm out by the next election? wants to replace the leader of reform with someone who's currently imprisoned (again)? fucking insane. they're coming after gay marriage. interracial marriages will be next. there's literal fucking bounties in texas if you see a trans person somewhere "they're not meant to be". people set hotels holding human beings on fire in the uk. they split the traffic by race and dragged people out of their cars, not letting them go forward. it's been 461 days since october 7th and there's no end in sight. biden approved a further $8b in arms sales. the canadian pm resigned. germany's government collapsed. the french government collapsed. women cannot talk in public in afghanistan. abortion is being restricted worldwide. it's international news when a ceo gets shot but an amendment right when seven mass shootings have happened in 2025 and we're 10 days in. israel spread their genocide into lebanon and iran. congo bans al jazeera, the most widely used journalism website for ongoings, whilst a genocide occurs there. massive rallys are still taking place in south korea after martial law was declared and now their president stays holed up in a guarded compound. there's protests in serbia calling for the resignation of their leader after 15 people died because their populist government doesn't give a shit about standards and safety. they say trans people are predators and elect trump. we watch as a fox news host gets a cabinet position and the rest are filled by people just as unqualified. meta "reinforces free speech" on its apps, essentially just allowing hate to spread. news articles are written with AI, AI generated images were used in the presidential election. they're coming after "mickey mouse degrees" that they don't deem as relevant. meta move to stop fact-checking, X moves to stop fact-checking with a ceo that the AI system he implement called the biggest spreader of misinformation. a ceo that interfered in the US election with hundreds of millions of dollars and is interfering in foreign elections with millions. recent polls show reform to be the most supported party in the uk. reform, the ones that instigated racist riots that, AGAIN!!!! ended with human beings being locked in burning hotels. an AI generated video of the hollywood sign burning goes viral because the videos of palestinians being burnt alive for over a year wasn't shocking enough no, no, look at this sign !!! look, look at the sign. we've ignored every other fucking sign that the planet is dying and the world is fucked and we're on the brink of mass war fucking everywhere and human rights are in the gutter and existing as a minority is once again something you repeat to yourself in the mirror every morning, telling yourself that surviving is an act of protest, that you need to survive to prove them wrong, when you just want to fucking live. or die. either way, i don't want my lungs filming and my heart beating to be a fucking protest. you ignore every other sign that something is deeply, deeply wrong but look!!! look at the hollywood sign burning!!! we made it with AI which is destroying the fucking planet and critical thought, but look at this AI video of a "natural" wildfire that we generated! isn't this so sad :(
all of this is fucking insane i'm so sorry if i'm not too bothered about what celebrities - that have stayed silent throughout all of this - lost their homes. i'm sure they have multiple others.
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character sheet in the undercut 😊
(Might do one for Rowan later)
Marvolo🐍🖤
Character Chart
Character’s full name:
Marvolo Aleister Gaunt.
Reason or meaning of name:
The name Marvolo actually means "inflict injury" and Aleister is his father's name.
Character’s nickname:
Aside from "pet names" Its mainly Volo, to people who are close enough to shorten his name.
Birth date: 8th of December 1864
Physical appearance
Age:
26
How old does he appear:
Could probably pass for like 30.
Weight:
Around 210lbs
Height:
6'5
Body build:
Toned/ Muscular.
Shape of face:
Diamond face shape.
Eye color:
Golden Hazel.
Glasses or contacts:
N/A
Skin tone:
Pale
Distinguishing marks:
N/A
Predominant features:
Large front teeth.
Hair color:
Black
Type of hair:
Somewhere between wavy and straight. Can be kinda flicky.
Voice:
Deep/Hoarse
Overall attractiveness:
Very (my personal opinion obviously🤣)
Physical disabilities:
N/A
Usual fashion of dress:
Smart
Favorite outfit:
Black suits.
Personality
Good personality traits:
Loves hard (those he cares about).
Intelligent.
Funny (when he wants to be)
Bad personality traits:
Litteral Murderer 😅
Can be very Arrogant and cocky
Generally nasty and sarcastic.
Mood character is most often in:
Focused.
Sense of humor:
Dark (but can be goofy)
Character’s greatest joy in life:
Having power and strength is a huge thing to him.
Character’s greatest fear:
Losing someone he cares about.
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil?
*See above*
Character is most at ease when:
With his partner/ Reading.
Most not at ease when:
On enemy ground.
Enraged when:
Betrayed.
Depressed or sad when:
Thinking too deep about certain things.
Character’s soft spot:
Romance with Partner and Bunnies
Is this soft spot obvious to others?:
To his partner yeah, and the bunny loving he keeps on the down low to most people.
Greatest strengths:
Confidence, Cunning, Power.
Greatest vulnerability or weakness:
Short fused, doesn't handle overwhelming feelings very well.
Biggest regret:
Using crucio on Ominis when they were kids
Character’s darkest secret:
There's a reason secrets are secrets👀
Does anyone else know?
Only Rerek.
Past
Type of childhood:
He holds both good memories, but with certain trauma thrown in there.
Pets:
Rerek (companion)
First memory:
Playing in the garden with rabbits.
Most important childhood memory:
Ominis coming home.
Education: Hogwarts.
Religion:
N/A
Present
Current home location:
Gaunt Manor.
Currently living with:
Family
Pets:
Rereks still going🐍
Occupation:
Den boss / "butcher"
Family
Mother:
Ophelia Belladonna Gaunt.
Relationship with her:
Good relationship.
Father:
Aleister Morfin Gaunt.
Relationship with him:
Rocky to say the least.
Siblings:
Ominis Matthias Gaunt.
Relationship with them:
Very typical brother relationship, sometimes they hate each other, but they care for one another.
Spouse/Partner:
Aurora Winters.
Relationship with her:
Grounded, caring, loving relationship.
Habits
Hobbies: Reading, Murder...You know? the usual 🤣
Plays a musical instrument?:
Piano.
How he/she would spend a rainy day:
In bed with Aurora 😏
Spending habits:
Doesn't worry about money, spends it frivolously.
Smokes:
Yes
Drinks:
Yes (but isn't an alcoholic or anything, he just likes a drink every now and again)
Other drugs:
Depends on what kinda mood he's in
What does he do too much of?
Thinking.
What does he do too little of?
Self care mainly.
Extremely skilled at:
Dark magic and other unsavoury things.
Traits
Optimist or pessimist?
Dark Optimist.
Introvert or extrovert?
Extrovert with introverted tendencies.
Daredevil or cautious?
A calculated Daredevil.
Logical or emotional?
Depends on the situation and who's invovled.
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat?
Methodical and neat mainly.
Prefers working or relaxing?
Both.
Confident or unsure of himself
VERY confident.
Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general:
Doesn't TEND to like people.
Does the character hide his true opinions and emotions from others?:
If he doesn't like you you'll know about it, and if he DOES like you, you'll see that. So no.
Best friend(s):
Rerek and Rowan.
Love interest(s):
Aurora Winters.
Person character goes to for advice:
Aurora, and Ominis if he NEEDS advice, he's usually pretty sure of himself.
Person character feels responsible for or takes care of:
Aurora and Ominis.
Person character feels shy or awkward around:
N/A
Most important person in character’s life before story starts:
Himself.
After story starts:
Aurora.
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Hi i Love really you asks especially the ones about Jim Claire and Blinky
What if Claire was a changeling was the Older Sister of NotErinque
How she falls in Love with Jim and how she hiding being a changeling is up to
Somehow, I have two changeling!Claire asks in my inbox and as they aren't contradicting, let's combine them!
So, as changelings, Claire and NotEnrique aren't related, but they created a sibling-like bond while going through the Janus Order training. Actually, they are extremely close in age by troll terms and no one has an idea which one is older, and they fight back and forth for the 'elder sibling' status (ironically, there's more evidence that it's NotEnrique, but Claire would rather die than admit it).
Claire gets a familiar, when Strickler decides to get more manpower. Claire wasn't his choice as a recruit (as she's too ambitious, independent, and smart for his liking), but Nomura, who went with him (as the new recruit was supposed to be her helper), insisted on Claire. That's why Claire and Strickler's relationship in this AU is extremely strained - as Strickler senses a potentially dangerous rival. On the other hand, Claire is close to Nomura - who is both her fighting master and family-like figure. Claire likes human culture and feels that Nomura is the only one who can understand. Nomura, on the other hand, sees her younger self in Claire.
In this AU Claire gets a crush on Jim first, but she tries her best to hide it because it's forbidden for a changeling to have feelings and because she isn't sure if Jim can ever accept her true nature (and Nomura's pessimistic views that changelings simply cannot be successful in love don't help). Claire likes that Jim is nice and honest, but decides to watch him from the sidelines instead of approaching. Because of that, she is unaware that Jim has a crush on her too.
The amulet's appearance is where everything goes down. Claire notices it before Strickler and realizes what it can possibly imply. That is why she abandons her previous tactic and approaches Jim in an attempt to befriend him. Claire's plan is to steal the amulet from Jim and save him from a highly likely death from Bular's hand (and well, from her point of view, it should be the best outcome for everyone involved). Alas, Strickler learns about Jim's new status too, deciding to approach Jim via Barbara (like in the canon). So, from now on it's a race between Claire and Strickler to get the amulet. Both think it should be easy - and both don't expect Jim to actually take up the mantle.
Mary and Darci (who are still Claire's friends) find her recent attitude odd and decide to investigate. Initially, they think that it's all because of her crush, but somehow they stumble upon too much, discovering the existence of goblins. Claire in her true form saves them but leaves without any explanation. So Mary and Darci know about magical creatures now, but not about Claire's true form (as they have no idea who their savior was).
Strickler decides to recruit another changeling to spy on Claire (as he doesn't trust her now). NotEnrique is picked, but Strickler is unaware of his bond with Claire. So, Claire ends up with an additional ally instead. It's a bright moment for her as she both has no idea what to do with Mary and Darci (she should kill them according to the rules, but she doesn't want that) or with her quickly developing relationship with Jim (as she realizes he actually loves her too). She starts to think about telling Jim everything and switching sides for good.
Much like in the canon, NotEnrique is the one who gets exposed first (though the one who catches him is Toby as Claire and Jim are at the concert then). NotEnrique pretends that Claire is just an unaware human girl, but gives some hints that Strickler may be inhuman (as he is from a separate faction). Jim is upset as he doesn't want to suspect his favorite teacher, but Toby goes to check the lead and ends up exposing Strickler. Enraged, Strickler comes to the dinner at Jim's house and tells Jim about Claire's true nature when Barbara is in the kitchen.
The timing couldn't be worse as Claire actually decided to confess to Jim the next day, but when they meet Jim asks her to take a gaggletack. Jim does it because he refuses to believe Strickler's words and wants to clear Claire's name, but for Claire, it sounds like an accusation. They are interrupted though - as NotEnrique arrives, announcing that goblins attacked Mary and Darci (those two were babysitting him).
Both Jim and Claire rush to help girls, and Jim discovers that his amulet is a fake one (as Strickler switches the real one with a copy like in the canon). Claire realizes she is the only one who can fight and has no other choice but to transform in front of both Jim and her two BFFs. She defeats goblins with ease, but Nomura arrives and attacks Claire. Jim can't help but watch (as he's still shocked from both the reveal and the amulet loss), and Claire is defeated and taken away.
In despair, Jim calls for the amulet one more time and it actually responds this time, but it's too late. Toby, Blinky, Aaarrrgghh, and Draal arrive and learn about everything that happened. NotEnrique, Mary, and Darci all plea Jim to save Claire, but Jim's allies are skeptical if they should help the supposed enemy. Jim himself wavers as he learns from NotEnrique that Claire is willing to betray Bular and that she saved Mary and Darci at some point.
Like in the canon, Strickler contacts Jim and proposes to him a deal - Claire's life in exchange for the amulet. Jim arrives, seemingly alone (but actually with a backup), and the battle begins. Claire is surprised to see that Jim has come, and it only strengthens her resolve to start a new life separately from the Janus Order. Alas, the Bridge is open and Gunmar is close to coming out, so Claire attempts a self-sacrificial attack to kick him back. When the Bridge is closed, she is trapped in the Darklands (Nomura gets sucked too as she tried to drag her student out at the last second).
There is a victory of course, but Jim is devastated. At first, he even thinks about reopening Killahead, but Toby and Blinky stop him (and NotEnrique also adds that his sis didn't risk her life so that Jim wasted her sacrifice).
Jim decides that he needs to become stronger to venture into the Darklands. He talks to previous Trollhunters (who are not happy that he wants to risk so much for an impure) and later learns about the Triumbric stones.
No one in Arcadia is suspicious as Claire is seemingly ok and attends school (it's Otto, posing as her). It drives Jim nuts as he cannot stand the fake (the same goes for Mary and Darci), but people just assume that Jim and Claire have broken up and Mary and Darci have taken Jim's side in that conflict. Steve starts to date fake Claire in an attempt to spite Jim (which has a totally opposite effect).
Strickler awakes Angor (as he fears for his own safety) and comes back to Arcadia. In this AU, Darci is the one who gets the Shadowstaff, while Mary gets one of Angor's daggers. As for Toby, he gets Warhammer before that as he decides to be a better sidekick to Jim.
Aja and Krel come to school around the same time as Strickler returns and the Trollhunters immediately suspect them of being changelings and Strickler's allies. A quick gaggletack check, however, dispels those suspicions (Aja and Krel have no idea what is going on, thinking it's just one of the local traditions).
Mary thinks that Jim should relax a bit (as he still feels guilty because of Claire and recently, there's an added stress from learning that Strickler bonded his life to Barbara's). She suggests going to the swing fling with someone, proposing herself, Darci, and even Aja (as she is friendly to Jim). Jim refuses politely, but this whole conversation makes him realize that he still has feelings for Claire (before he tried to convince himself he wants to save her only because she changed sides).
In the Darklands, Gunmar imprisons both Claire and Nomura and makes them battle each other every day to break them. After the fights, they talk a lot and Nomura shares her story about her relationship with Draal. She believes that no one can truly love a changeling, but Claire thinks that she could possibly be happy with Jim (the memories of their time together are the thing that helps her keep going).
Meanwhile, during one of the encounters with Angor, Aja and Krel get involved and the Team Trollhunters learn their true identities. Aja and Krel decide to join the local defenders.
While things look bright for the team at first, everything goes worse as Draal loses his arm in a fight with Angor. Usurna also invents a different story to make Aaarrrgghh go back (as no one is poisoned in this AU) - she arrives, pretending that someone attacked the Krubera tribe, and asks for a backup. Aaarrrgghh is seemingly the only one who can go, so he departs.
The team thinks that Strickler might have a different ally (the one who attacked Krubera) and realizes they need to deal with that too before venturing to the Darklands. There is also a deal with Angor in this AU, and Angor's soul gets destroyed, leading to Strickler coming to Jim for help. The outcome is still the same, with Barbara learning the truth, the binding spell broken and the Trollmarket under the attack. It's too much for Jim, as he goes to the Darklands alone in secret.
As for Claire, Nomura actually helps her escape one day, so Claire is currently roaming the Darklands. She is lost and has no idea what to do now. At some point, Claire stumbles upon the Nursery, and it helps her to formulate some vision of her future, She vows to return all the familiars back to their families, but first, she realizes she needs to save Nomura who is kind of her family.
Jim, on the other hand, finds Gunmar's prison - and ends up surrounded and captured. Gunmar realizes that the Bridge is open and sends some of his most loyal goons to investigate. And as Usurna pulls some strings to use her own loyal troops to guard the exit, she soon makes a deal with Gunmar. Usurna sneaks Gumm-Gumms inside the Trollmarket each time no one is close, and uses Gyre to transport them into a secret location in the forest.
The Team Trollhunters try to go to the Darklands to save Jim, but Usurna's position is too strong - she keeps feeding the locals' paranoia and even insists that it may be better to destroy the bridge (she plans to do it at some point, to limit Gunmar's troops and make him easier to control). After some time, Blinky and Toby make a plan to fool guards and go past them into the Darklands (Mary, Darci, and Draal go as well). In the Darklands, they meet Claire (who isn't happy to learn that Jim came to save her alone and most likely got in trouble). With her lead, they travel to the prison area and free Jim and Nomura.
While imprisoned Jim noticed that there wasn't much activity with Gumm-Gumms and that Gunmar stopped appearing altogether at some point. He shares it with everyone else, and Claire agrees that there are seemingly fewer guards than there used to be during her own imprisonment. The team investigates a bit, following a group of Gumm-Gumms and discovering that Usurna is a traitor, working with Gunmar.
At the same time, Aja and Krel, who stayed on the surface, stumble upon the Gumm-Gumm base in the forest and realize the possible extent of the catastrophe. They are not the only ones who discover the base that night as Steve (who finds Jim's disappearance suspicious and follows Aja and Krel) and Eli (who thinks that Aja and Krel are suspicious and follows them) both end in the wrong place. Aja and Krel have no choice but to tell them everything.
Two parts of the team reunite - only to witness Gunmar taking over the Trollmarket. Aaarrrgghh returns (he has been captured all this time and helps some local trolls escape). Still, there are too many trolls under the Decimaar's control now and the future looks rather bleak.
The team decides to go looking for more allies. Nomura contacts Strickler and proposes to recruit some of the wavering Janus Order's members. Steve and Eli argue about telling the citizens of Arcadia about the magic creatures, but Jim is reluctant.
As Darci never abused the Shadow Staff (unlike Claire in the canon), she has no link with Morgana. As for Gunmar, he discovers that Morgana is sealed inside the Heartstone but after considering the pros and cons, decides not to risk unsealing her (he decides to either look for a different, more controllable wizard to start Eternal Night or simply find some alternative to that one).
Morgana, however, doesn't plan to just wait. She orders the still loyal members of the Arcane Order to find her some temporary vessel and summon her soul inside it. The changelings pick up Barbara for it and kidnap her.
Strickler and Jim think that the Janus Order does it as revenge. They save Barbara, not realizing that she's already possessed. Strickler talks to Barbara, deciding to come clean about everything, but her reaction is surprisingly nonchalant (actually, he talks to Morgana that time). At first, he thinks Barbara is still mad at him, but as time passes, he grows more suspicious, discovering that she is meeting with Angor Rot (who she has revived).
Meanwhile, Claire is secretly researching the way to get familiars out like she promised and meets Douxie during her research. She learns that Douxie is Merlin's student and brings him to meet with the team. Douxie tells everyone that Merlin is still alive and just sleeping, so Jim decides to awaken him in the hope that he can help deal with Gunmar.
Strickler doesn't manage to inform anyone about his discovery as Morgana captures him. She contacts Gunmar and proposes an alliance while sending Angor Rot to recover Merlin's staff.
With Douxie's help, the team goes through the tomb's challenges without much trouble. They are unaware that Angor is pursuing them though. Angor ambushes everyone when they drop their guard, stealing both Merlin's staff and the Shadow Staff. When Merlin wakes up, he isn't happy.
The situation is dire. Morgana gets out as she forces Strickler to read the spell (threatening to harm Barbara otherwise). Strickler escapes with unconscious Barbara afterward (as Morgana goes back to her own body). All of that only gives Merlin more arguments when he convinces Jim to take his elixir.
When Jim disappears from his bathroom, Claire goes searching for him, and finds him in the forest, transformed and disoriented. She brings him back and encounters Merlin about it. Merlin, however, tells her she should be the last person complaining as he just erased the obstacle that prevented Jim and Claire from being together. Claire loses her temper and punches him, even though some cynical part of her mind feels that troll Jim isn't bad (she feels extremely guilty for that kind of thought though as she loves Jim no matter what). Claire is the one who helps Jim to deal with his new experiences as she can relate to his situation a bit. Yet, she realizes how stressful everything is for him, so she swallows her pride and goes to Merlin again, asking if there is actually no way to turn Jim back (or at least give him the ability to change forms). Merlin harshly tells her there's no way and to stop pestering him with dumb questions.
Before the final battle, Claire talks to Ophelia and Javier, telling them the truth. She expects them to be enraged, but after the initial shock, they accept her as their second daughter.
During the final battle, Jim defeats Gunmar and Claire goes against Angor Rot, who she convinces to change the sides. Morgana, however, is captured rather than sealed (as Douxie and Krel make a magic-cancellation device).
The familiars are out of the Darklands, meaning that the changelings lose their ability to shift. Morgana, who is powerless and imprisoned, mocks Merlin for his inability to deal with that problem. Claire, who overhears it, comes to her and learns that Morgana knows a solution. She promises to free her in exchange for helping her, Jim, and other changelings who switched to the good side, to which she agrees.
Morgana, while still bitter about Merlin, decides to give humanity a second chance and just live a quiet life. Angor doesn't trust her though and decides to watch her from the shadows. Merlin is against the idea - but, well, he has already lost any credibility, so his opinion is ignored.
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Occupation:
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Finances / Salary / Money:
Family
Mother(s):
Relationship with her:
Step / Adopted / Foster Mother(s):
Relationship with her:
Father(s):
Relationship with him:
Step / Adopted / Foster Father(s):
Relationship with him:
Step / Adopted / Half / Full Sibling(s):
Relationship with them:
Boyfriend / Girlfriend / Partner / Spouse:
Relationship with whom:
Children:
Relationship with them:
Other important family members:
Relationship with them:
Favorites
Color(s):
Least Favorite Color(s):
Music:
Food:
Literature:
Form of Entertainment:
Expressions:
Mode of Transportation:
Most Prized Possession:
Habits
Note: Give your character interests. It's exciting to meet new people who share our interests or to listen to someone talk fervently about their passion. Gift your readers this same experience by giving your character a few interests, too.
Hobby(s):
Do they keep a journal? —
Do they play a musical instrument? —
Do they play a sport? —
How would they spend a rainy day? —
How do they relax? —
Eating Habits:
Sleeping Habits:
Spending Habits:
Smokes:
Drink:
Drugs:
Addictions:
Obsessions:
Other Bad Habits:
Self Control:
What do they do too much of? —
What do they do too little of? —
What are they extremely skilled at? —
What are they extremely unskilled at? —
Note: Give your character a quirk. Everyone has their strange qualities or habits. Often times, being a bit strange is as exciting or memorable as being passionate. Help your character stand out from the crowd by giving them a quirk or two of their own.
Nervous Tics:
Usual Body Posture:
Usual Body Movement:
Mannerisms:
Peculiarities:
Handwriting:
Objects Placed In...
Purse / Bag:
Backpack:
Wallet:
Fridge:
Kitchen Cabinets:
Medicine Cabinet:
Junk Drawer:
Glove Compartment:
Bedroom Hiding Place:
Closet:
Locker:
Desk:
Work Desk:
Clothing Pockets (jacket, pants, etc.):
Traits
Note: Find their gut. Your character's gut feelings can say a lot about who they are, while also add nail-biting tension to your story that foreshadows dangers to come. Take advantage!
Optimist or Pessimist? —
Groups or Alone? —
Introvert or Extrovert? —
Leader or Follower? —
Daredevil or Cautious? —
Logical or Emotional (intelligence level)? —
Disorderly / Messy, or Methodical / Neat? (planned out or spontaneous) —
Prefers working or relaxing? —
Confident or unsure of themselves (confidence level)? —
Righty or Lefty? —
Animal Lover? —
Self-perception
Note: Find their identity. Understanding how your character defines themselves in life can help you better understand how they interact with and present themselves to the world. When defining your character's identity, consider elements such as their gender identity, race, sexuality, religion, ancestry, and interests.
How does the character feel about themselves? —
What is one word the character would use to describe themselves? —
How would the character describe themselves in one paragraph? —
What does the character consider to be their best personality trait? —
What does the character consider to be their worst personality trait? —
What does the character consider to be their best physical characteristic? —
What does the character consider to be their worst physical characteristic? —
How does the character think others perceive them? —
What would the character most like to change about themselves? —
Note: Find their glory. Your character's journey will shape the person they become. If they've changed for the better, allow readers to see how their development was worth the fight.
Relationship With Others
Note: Find their type. Who does your character gravitate toward when seeking friendships, romance, or guidance? Consider whether such relationships are truly healthy and fulfilling, as well as why your character gravitates toward such people in the first place.
What is the character’s opinion on other people in general? —
Does the character hide their opinions and emotions from others? —
What person does the character hate the most? —
Enemies:
Note: Give your character a love. Love is joy, hope and possibility. Defining who or what your character loves can reveal far more than simply what gets them out of bed in the morning.
Best Friend(s):
Love Interest(s):
Note: Find their support. Help your character weather your story's conflicts by giving them relationships with loved ones or mentors. Allow these characters to guide, encourage and challenge them throughout their journey.
What person does the character go to for advice? —
What person does the character feel they are responsible for taking care of? —
What person does the character feel awkward and shy around? —
What person does the character openly admire? —
What person does the character secretly admire? —
Who is the most important person in the character’s life before the story starts? —
Who is the most important person in the character’s life after the story starts? —
When your character falls, what person(s) can jump in to save the day? —
Other
Tricks (coin flipping, throwing one's voice, double-jointed, etc.):
Passwords:
Social Media (email address, home page, blogs, etc.):
6 Things to Make Your Character
Make your character complex. Don't stop at simply creating a well-developed character. Actively work to bring your character's complexities to life on the page by putting them in as many diverse situations as possible.
Make your character unique. It's easy to fall into stereotypes and worn-out character tropes, but don't give in. Work instead to create characters unique to your story, ones readers will instantly recognize as your own.
Make your character relatable. To relate is to create connection, to see others as human as you are. Even making the evilest of characters relatable in some small way can give your character some much needed humanity.
Make your character fail. Failure is a springboard to growth. Allowing your character to fail gives them the opportunity to learn from their mistakes and develop as human beings, creating excellent internal conflict for your story.
Make your character suffer. Take your character from the highest heights to the lowest depths. By allowing your character to suffer you prove their mettle, endear readers to their cause, and define their growth as a result of their journey.
Make your character sweat. Don't hand your character success on a silver platter. Create page-turning conflict which will keep readers reading by making your character put in the blood, sweat and tears needed to achieve their goal.
Find Your Character's Story
Completing this article should help you create strong, complex characters for your stories. But characters can't be summed up with these statements. What you truly need to make your character shine is their story.
Who are they when your story begins? What shaped them into that person. What launches them into the journey that will forever change their world? What mistakes will they make in their journey? What trials will they face? How will these trials affect who they are? What is their fight? What do they strive for? Who helps them out along the way? How will they overcome it? Most importantly, who do they become because of it all? That is your character's story? That is your character? Answering who was your character, who is your character and who will they become is what will make your character strong in one incredible story.
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Zero and Loop, Together (Part 1)
[[This replaces the cutscene with Loop after beating The King in Act 2. In this case, after beating The Emperor. Subject to change cause I wrote this at midnight yesterday.]]
(Both of them don't look me in the eyes.) (…guess if anybody is going to break the silence, better be you.) 💎("So.")
(…Loop is the first to respond.) Loop: "…so?"
(…do they not get it?) 💎("So, what's our next plan of action?")
Loop: "WHAT?!" (I nearly fall off my seat in surprise.) Loop: "Gemstone, you-! You don't even want to talk about what just happened?!" Loop: "You beat THE EMPEROR! The whole thing you came here to do?! And you still looped back! Aren't you even a little-" Loop: "…urgh."
(They look away from me again. Zero, now, is the one staring.) Zero: "Subject." Zero: "Are you feeling nauseous in anyway?"
(…what?) 💎("…no?")
Zero: "Are you suffering from any headaches?" 💎("No.") Zero: "Any other forms of pain in any area at all?" 💎("No!") Zero: "Hallucinations? Bright lights? Have your ears been ringing? Nose bleeding-" 💎("I SAID I'M FINE!") Zero: "Interesting. An enraged outburst could signify-" Loop: "Oh for the Universe's sake, lay it off, you stone cold moron." Zero: "I was under the impression you were also in distress slightly about the Subject's state of psyche." Loop: "Never heard of being subtle?! Guess not! When are you ever-" 💎("Enough.")
(The two stop bickering, glaring at each other for a few moments before turning to you.) Loop: "…fine. We'll put a pin in it." 💎("So, why are you here, Zero? I thought you liked the Giving Tree Stump.") Zero: "Well, I reached a stage of understanding. I believed it was purely detrimental for me and Loop to be apart when we share such vital information together." Zero: "As much as majority of their information is wrong." Zero: "We share a similar mission and goal. It would be unwise not to collaborate despite our… differences."
Loop: "Hey, loser, you slipped up. Got tired of calling me an Anomaly?"
Zero: "Indeed. Working my way up to referring to you as: Glowing Monkey."
Loop: "Ugh. Trust me, Gemstone, there's nowhere I'd rather wish to be than away from them."
Loop: "But...we're here to help you with your loops. So that's what we have to do. Together."
Loop: "That's all there is to it."
💎("Alright. Discussion number 2.")
💎("I'm still looping, even after beating The Emperor.")
💎("Though, it's not something I didn't expect.")
Loop: "...you...expected this?"
💎 ("Its not all that surprising, really.")
💎 ("Nothing suggested that beating The Emperor would end my loops. Just...")
💎 ("Didn't expect it to suddenly happen when I talked to the Head Housemaiden.")
Zero: "Hm. Rational, logical, and yet ever so pessimistic."
Loop: "Reminds me of someone I know. You're a bad influence."
Zero: "We're not raising a child, we're trying to help a grown adult. And to state objectively, YOU'RE a bad influence."
Loop: "...because I'm worried?"
Zero: "Hardly. Emotions are a trait of you I respect. How you act on them irrationally...is another."
Loop: "Yeah, what about you? All about the results, all about the next step. What's wrong, too scared to stop?"
Zero: "To be quick witted is suddenly negative?"
💎 ("Can we focus, please?")
💎 ("...The Head Housemaiden said something was failing and rotting.")
Loop: "Hm. That's right."
Loop: "More than that. She said that as though she knew you were about to loop."
Loop: "I doubt she remembers like you, but she must know something else."
Loop: "Maybe you should take to her again?"
(That's something I can do.)
(Talk to the Head Housemaiden again, see what she knows. Got it.)
💎 ("There's also the matter of The Emperor.")
Loop: "Huh? What about them?"
Zero: "...you're referring to your abilities seemingly being similar to their own?"
💎 ("I can loop forwards and backwards through time...")
💎 ("...while they can suspend people a objects in time.")
Zero: "Indeed. Perhaps...I've theorised it may have something related to Crafts. A special kind. One we may not know about."
Zero: "Although, I wouldn't eliminate the possibility there's a book somewhere that holds that information."
(Search for books....the house is filled with them.)
(Anything related to controlling time.)
Zero: "And it's a risky suggestion...but..."
Zero: "I wonder. The Emperor is the only other individual we know has the power to control time. What knowledge do they posses?"
Loop: "Talking to The Emperor. I'm curious...and yet...I'm a little nervous about that."
Loop: "But I suppose it's worth trying, Gemstone!"
💎 ("I suppose that's all. I'll get to work.")
Zero: "Just a moment, Subject."
(...?)
Zero: "We have one last topic to address."
Zero: "Your companions."
Loop: "...wait, you're serious? YOU wanna talk about...them?"
Zero: "Is that so shocking?"
Loop: "Did you...go soft? Your heart finally grow three times this day?"
Zero: "Very amusing comments. I'm quite serious."
Zero: "The Rebel. She was worried about you, wasn't she? You have alerted her to something you didn't want to."
Loop: "That's right. You don't wanna open up about the loops, right Gemstone?"
💎 ("No reason to make them worry.")
Zero: "Not only that. It seemed she had something she wished to speak with you about. Perhaps you could find out what it is."
Zero: "A long list of tasks for you. Not too overwhelmed, I hope."
💎 ("...no problem.")
(Talk to the Head Housemaiden. Talk to The Emperor. Talk to Mirabelle. And find out more about what could be causing your loops.)
(Objectives, and a path set out before me. Winding, twisting. But I see it.) (…and yet…) (Something still bothers me.) (…why are they helping me?) (The two of them first appeared when my loops began.) (And their names. "Loop", "Zero" is a circle…) (They're related to your loops as well, right?) (…)
#isat writing#beyondtimeandstars#isat au#isat siffrin#in stars and time#isat loop#isat btas#btas loop#btas zero#isat act 3 spoilers#btas siffrin#in stars and time spoilers
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Damir Lalor
General information
Name Meaning:Damir means give peace and Lalor means weak,ailing person.
Nicknames/Aliases:Mir
Age: 25
Birthday: june 1st
Sex:male
Gender: male he/they
Orientation: BI/ARO
Currently living in:A small apartment. (back home anyway)
Species/Race:Human
Occupation:Historian/Attendant
Relationship Status:taken
IQ:115
Languages known:English and German
Any physical illnesses?:low eyesight, anemia, joint issues, Carpal Tunnel
Any mental illnesses?:Chronic Depression,Social and generalized anxiety,EDNOS
Extra medical info:ADHD,Autism(low support needs),delayed sleep disorder, possible personality disorder undiagnosed
APPEARANCE
Hair Color:dirty Blonde with light hightlights
Hairstyle: short above shoulder, layered
Type of hair:curly 3a/3b mixed
Eye Color: hazel
Body Structure:thin, not toned-softer
Height: 5'3
Skin color:pale, cool to neutral undertones
Distinguishing Features:glasses
Preferred Clothing style:academia, grandpa-core, goth and midwest emo influences
Accessories:oval to round black glasses with black and teal arms
How old does he appear:16-18 based on perception
Shape of face:heart
Glasses or contacts:glasses
Overall attractiveness:5/10
Favorite outfit:an anchor sweater with dark wash jeans
Posture:poor
Favourites
Food:chinese takeout and soups
Color:bering sea blue
Least favorite color:yellow
Animal:dogs
Number:5
Holiday:Halloween
Season:Fall
Time of day:evening
Thing to watch:history videos
Movie:wizard of oz
Show:paranoia agent
Type of art:surrealism
Genre of music:metal
Genre of literature:classics
Genre of shows:horror
Genre of movies:horror
Mode of transportation:biking
Most prized possession:his main sketchbook
OVERALL PERSONALITY
Description:Damir is a quiet and shy young man. He prefers listening to others talk and observing them. He can become slightly talkative about extreme interests but he will quickly shut down once he catches himself infodumping and apologize over and over. He leans on the agreeable side even to his own discomfort. Highly capable as a default and people trust him scarily fast. He also tended to come across modest and overly shy in public which makes him come across as mean at a glance. Most friends think he is open but he keeps true emotions and thoughts to himself.
Strengths:Capable, trustworthy, and kind
Weaknesses:anxious, not trusting, cynical
Mood character is most often in: Melancholy
Sense of humor:dark
Character’s greatest joy in life:listening to music while painting
Character’s greatest fear:Being seen as useless
Why? Not being usful means he must not be wanted or kept around. He feels he must be doing something 24/7
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? Having those he loves turn out to hate him
Character is most at ease when:when he gets to paint without being stopped, secondly to it he loved reading as well
Most ill at ease when:left alone with certain people he does not trust/ has a bad feeling with
Enraged when:lied to
Depressed or sad when:always
Priorities:working so he feels like he belongs somewhere
Life philosophy:“When people talk, listen completely. Most people never listen.” ― Ernest Hemingway
Character’s soft spot:petting stray cats (he baby talks them too)
Is this soft spot obvious to others?No, you'd have to catch him doing it to know it.
Character’s darkest secret:He hides self harming behind unknown ways to do said action.
Does anyone else know?no
Optimist or pessimist? pessimist
Introvert or extrovert? introvert and shy
Daredevil or cautious? cautious
Logical or emotional? both equally
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? methodical with others, disordered in private
Prefers working or relaxing? working
Confident or unsure of himself/herself? unsure with himself
Animal lover? highly
BIOGRAPHY
past
Backstory:Damir is a midwest kid. He comes from a small town near the water which grew a love of said water and lighthouses early on. He was neglected by circumstances with overworking parents and being both a scapegoat and parentified for his younger siblings. He also struggled with never being able to properly find a friend group leaving him bullied and left behind his peers. He started schooling later on due to mental health and family issues.
Purpose:survive/ go home
Hometown:unnamed
Type of childhood:iffy
Pets:dogs
Childhood hero:a story character he adored
Dream job:Historian with artist on the side
Education:uni graduate
Religion:none
Finances:poor but improved as a teen
Present
Pets:none
Religion: :3 dw about it
Occupation:Historian
Finances:bad
Current Issue:being alive
Habits
Plays a musical instrument?yes, but badly
Plays a sport?no
How he/she would spend a rainy day:reading or gaming
Spending habits:impulsive
Smokes:no
Drinks:rare
Other drugs:no
What does he/she do too much of?overthink
What does he/she do too little of?eat or sleep
Extremely skilled at:painting
Extremely unskilled at:talking
Quotes that describe your character:
“Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know.” ― Ernest Hemingway
“I yearned for everything long gone.” ― Osamu Dazai
“If one cannot enjoy reading a book over and over again, there is no use in reading it at all.” ― Oscar Wilde
“When you consider things like the stars, our affairs don't seem to matter very much, do they?” ― Virginia Woolf
“I was happy anywhere I could see the ocean.” ― Ai Yazawa
“I looked upon the sea, it was to be my grave” ― Mary Shelley
“I believe our future depends powerfully On how well we understand this cosmos” ― Carl Sagan
Top 3 songs your OC listens to:
Taroko-August Greenwood, Explain it at the Coffee Shop-Ashton Edminster, Death, Come Near Me- Draconian
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I am a benevolent god, so here's a free and VERY in-depth character template!
Basic Information Character’s full name: Reason or meaning of name: Character’s nickname(s): Birth date: Physical appearance Gender: Age: How old does she appear: Nationality: Weight: Height: Body build: Shape of face: Eye color: Glasses or contacts: Skin tone: Distinguishing marks: Predominant features: Hair color: Type of hair: Hairstyle: Voice: Overall attractiveness: Physical disabilities: Aesthetic: Usual fashion of dress: Favorite outfit: Jewelry or accessories: Piercings: Tattoos?: Personality Pronouns: Positive personality traits: Negative personality traits: Mood character is most often in: Mental conditions: Sense of humor: Love language: Character’s greatest joy in life: Character’s greatest fear: Character's lesser fear(s): What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? Character is most at ease when: Most ill at ease when: Enraged when: Depressed or sad when: Priorities: Life philosophy: If granted one wish, it would be: Why? Character’s soft spot: Is this soft spot obvious to others? Greatest strength: Other strengths: Greatest vulnerability or weakness: Other weaknesses: Biggest regret: Minor regret: Biggest accomplishment: Minor accomplishment: Past failures he/she would be embarrassed/ashamed to have people know about: Why? Character’s darkest secret: Does anyone else know? Goals Drives and motivations: Immediate goals: Long term goals: How the character plans to accomplish these goals: How other characters will be affected: Past Hometown: Type of childhood: Pets: First memory: Most important childhood memory: Why: Childhood hero: Dream job: Education: Religion: Finances: Present Current location: Currently living with: Pets: Religion: Occupation: Finances: Family Mother: Relationship with her: Father: Relationship with him: Siblings: Relationship with them: Spouse: Relationship with him/her: Children: Relationship with them: Other important family members: Favorites Color: Least favorite color: Music: Least favorite music: Food: Least favorite food: Literature: Least favorite literature: Form of entertainment: Least favorite form of entertainment: Expressions: Mode of transportation: Most prized possession: Habits Hobbies: Languages spoken: Plays a musical instrument? Plays a sport? How he/she would spend a rainy day: Spending habits: Smokes: Drinks: Other drugs: What does he/she do too much of? What does he/she do too little of? Extremely skilled at: Extremely unskilled at: Nervous tics: Usual body posture: Mannerisms: Peculiarities: Traits Optimist or pessimist? Introvert or extrovert? MBTI: Daredevil or cautious? Logical or emotional? Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Prefers working or relaxing Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Animal lover? Self-perception How he/she feels about himself/herself: One word the character would use to describe self: One paragraph description of how the character would describe self: What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? How does the character think others perceive him/her: What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: Relationships with others Sexuality: Opinion of other people in general: Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? Person character most hates: Best friend(s): Love interest(s): Person character goes to for advice: Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Person character feels shy or awkward around:
#character design#oc#original character#ocs#make your own#free template#yeet#writing#originalcharacter#character sheet#character concept#I hope this makes your life easier#writing help
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( Decided to compile a fun little list of traits that I attribute to my muses that make them more likely to be compatible with or summoned by a mage without a catalyst.
Of course, this list isn't exclusive. It also should be noted for you non fate fans that anyone can be summoned with the the proper catalyst !
Just thought it might be useful if anyone was considering wanting to make a master / servant thread
Archer Nobu: Rebellious spirit, Ambitious, stubborn, open-minded, prideful
Berserker Nobu: Light Hearted, Fun-loving, Passionate, Loud, Chaotic / Authority defying
Avenger Nobu ( Stage 1 only ): Uncertain, Emotionally conflicted, protective, Contemplative
Nobukatsu: Anxious, sensitive, a strong desire to protect one's siblings, self-deprecating
Chacha: Conserves hidden trauma, demanding, childlike, selfish
Okita Alter: Naive, soul-searching, curious, easy-going
Okita ( Saber Only ): Loyal, determined, emotionally stoic, holds a feeling of leaving things unfinished
Nagao Kagetora: Strong sense of justice, brave, Isolated, Self-sacrificing
Jeanne : Compassionate , faithful, patient, humble
Jeanne Alter: Enraged, A victim of betrayal, confused / conflicted with one's self, short-tempered
Stheno: Manipulative, flirtatious, pessimistic, graceful )
#had to leave out some muses because they're just not summonable but ye#feel free to comment with which muse you think yours would summon ?? I'd be interested !#even if we don't want to make it a thread#New Update ( PSA )
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And here's Terrence's!
Character Chart
Character’s full name: Terrence Afton
Character’s nickname: Terry, Mr Grumpy (by Michael, teasing), Shadow Michael (his former name)
Birth date: June 21st (he was a part of Michael, but they decided to share their birth date)
Nationality: British-Mexican
Weapons: gun.
Powers: shadow manipulation, teleportation, can float, invisibility when in a dark environment
Physical appearance
Age: ???
How old does he appear: 22
Weight: 77.6 Kg
Height: 6’3’’
Body build: tall but well built
Eye color: pale red with dark gray speckles
Glasses or contacts: none
Skin tone: almond
Distinguishing marks: black patches that look like vitiligo, faint freckles, scars on his left eye and lip
Hair color: brown fading to dark gray
Type of hair: curly
Hairstyle: short half-ponytail
Usual fashion of dress: punk
Favorite outfit: dark red tank top, ripped jeans, sneakers or tall boots
Jewelry or accessories: belt, long golden earrings, necklace, bandages on the hands
Personality
Alignment: chaotic good
Good personality traits: brave, calm, kind
Bad personality traits: untidy, has a bit of anger issues, solitary, too headstrong
Mood character is most often in: either very calm or angry
Sense of humor: dark humor, very sarcastic and ironic
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil: being useless, his twin being in danger
Character is most at ease when: when he's with Michael
Most ill at ease when: around William
Enraged when: somebody he loves is in danger
Depressed or sad when: when he compares himself to Michael
Priorities: help Michael
Character’s soft spot: kids
Is this soft spot obvious to others: no
Greatest strength: sewing
Greatest vulnerability or weakness: Michael
Biggest regret: none for now
Minor regret: none for now
Biggest accomplishment: helping Michael
Minor accomplishment: none
Character’s darkest secret: his collection of romance books
Does anyone else know: only Michael
Past
Hometown: none
Type of childhood: none
Pets: none
Childhood hero: none
Dream job: none
Education: none
Religion: none
Finances: none
Present
Current location: Spirit Limbo
Currently living with: all the Souls that had became William's victims
Pets: white snake named Urobos
Religion: none
Occupation: none
Finances: none
Family
Adoptive mother: Daniela
Relationship with her: very good
Adoptive mother: Claire
Relationship with her: neutral
Father: none
Relationship with him: none
Adoptive father: Henry
Relationship with him: normal
Sister: Elizabeth
Relationship with her: normal
Brother: Evan
Relationship with them: normal
Adoptive sister: Charlie
Relationship with them: normal
“Twin”: Michael
Relationship with them: extremely good
Spouse: none
Relationship with him: none
Children: none
Relationship with them: none
Other important family members: Cassie and Gregory (nephews), but has friends (the former Tormentors)
Favorites
Color: red, black, gray
Least favorite color: pink and green
Music: classical
Food: japanese cuisine
Literature: romance and historical
Form of entertainment: watching soap operas
Mode of transportation: teleportation
Most prized possession: a necklace gifted to him by Michael, his gun
Habits
Hobbies: sewing
Plays a musical instrument: no
Plays a sport: no
How he would spend a rainy day: watching soap operas or designing and sewing clothes
Smokes: a bit
Drinks: no
Other drugs: none
What does he do too much of: argue
What does he do too little of: none
Extremely skilled at: sewing and programming
Extremely unskilled at: drawing
Nervous tics: smoking
Usual body posture: good
Traits
Optimist or pessimist: realist
Introvert or extrovert: Introvert
Daredevil or cautious: cautious
Logical or emotional: logical
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat: messy
Prefers working or relaxing: work
Confident or unsure of himself: a bit unsure and self-conscious
Animal lover: yes
Self-perception
How he feels about himself: sees himself as just another version of Michael
One word the character would use to describe self: a glorified copy
What would the character most like to change about himself: doesn’t know
Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general: neutral
Does the character hide his true opinions and emotions from others: no
Person character most hates: William
Best friend(s): Mark, Simon, Fredrick
Love interest(s): none
Person character goes to for advice: OMC
Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Michael
Person character feels shy or awkward around: Michael’s family and friends
Person character openly admires: none
Person character secretly admires: Michael, Charlie and OMC
♪Lullaby_⁜_Anon♪
Interesting.
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character 1:
Character’s full name:
Reason or meaning of name:
Character’s nickname:
Reason for nickname:
Birth date:
Physical appearance
Age:
How old does he/she appear:
Weight:
Height:
Body build:
Shape of face:
Eye color:
Glasses or contacts:
Skin tone:
Distinguishing marks:
Predominant features:
Hair color:
Type of hair:
Hairstyle:
Voice:
Overall attractiveness:
Physical disabilities:
Usual fashion of dress:
Favorite outfit:
Jewelry or accessories:
Personality
Good personality traits: emotional, sincere, devoted,
Bad personality traits:
Mood character is most often in:
Sense of humor:
Character’s greatest joy in life:
Character’s greatest fear:
Why?
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil?
Character is most at ease when:
Most ill at ease when:
Enraged when:
Depressed or sad when:
Priorities:
Life philosophy:
If granted one wish, it would be:
Character’s soft spot:
Is this soft spot obvious to others?
Greatest strength:
Greatest vulnerability or weakness:
Biggest regret:
Minor regret:
Biggest accomplishment:
Minor accomplishment:
Past failures he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about:
Why?
Character’s darkest secret:
Does anyone else know?
Goals
Drives and motivations:
Immediate goals:
Long term goals:
How the character plans to accomplish these goals:
How other characters will be affected:
Past
Hometown:
Type of childhood:
Pets:
First memory:
Most important childhood memory:
Why:
Childhood hero:
Dream job:
Education:
Religion:
Finances:
Present
Current location:
Currently living with:
Pets:
Religion:
Occupation:
Finances:
Family
Mother:
Relationship with her:
Father:
Relationship with him:
Siblings:
Relationship with them:
Spouse:
Relationship with him/her:
Children:
Relationship with them:
Other important family members:
Favorites
Color:
Least favorite color:
Music:
Food:
Literature:
Form of entertainment:
Expressions:
Mode of transportation:
Most prized possession:
Habits
Hobbies:
Plays a musical instrument?
Plays a sport?
How he/she would spend a rainy day:
Spending habits:
Smokes:
Drinks:
Other drugs:
What does he/she do too much of?
What does he/she do too little of?
Extremely skilled at:
Extremely unskilled at:
Nervous tics:
Usual body posture:
Mannerisms:
Peculiarities:
Traits
Optimist or pessimist?
Introvert or extrovert?
Daredevil or cautious?
Logical or emotional?
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat?
Prefers working or relaxing?
Confident or unsure of himself/herself?
Animal lover?
Self-perception
How he/she feels about himself/herself:
One word the character would use to describe self:
One paragraph description of how the character would describe self:
What does the character consider his/her best personality trait?
What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait?
What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic?
What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic?
How does the character think others perceive him/her:
What would the character most like to change about himself/herself:
Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general:
Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others?
Person character most hates:
Best friend(s):
Love interest(s):
Person character goes to for advice:
Person character feels responsible for or takes care of:
Person character feels shy or awkward around:
Person character openly admires:
Person character secretly admires:
Most important person in character’s life before story starts:
After story starts:
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[ID: Graphic titled "Mood Meter". The subtitle reads, "How are you feeling?" Beneath is a graph showing various boxes in different colours scaled from red, yellow, blue and green. The colours are grouped together and shift from dark to light. The y-axis (vertical) is titled "Energy" and the x-axis (horizontal) is titled "Pleasantness". The red boxes show high energy, unpleasant emotions. The colour scale starts dark and shifts to light, turning orange. The blue boxes show low energy, unpleasant emotions. The colour scale starts dark and shifts lighter. The yellow boxes are show high energy, pleasant emotions. The colour scale starts light and turns slightly darker. The green boxes show low energy, pleasant emotions. The colour scale starts light and shifts darker.
Red Group: High Energy, Unpleasant Emotions
Enraged
Livid
Fuming
Anxious
Repulsed
Panicked
Furious
Frightened
Apprehensive
Troubled
Stressed
Frustrated
Angry
Worried
Concerned
Jittery
Tense
Nervous
Irritated
Uneasy
Shocked
Stunned
Restless
Annoyed
Peeved
Blue Group: Low Energy, Unpleasant Emotions
Disgusted
Pessimistic
Alienated
Despondent
Despair
Glum
Morose
Miserable
Depressed
Hopeless
Disappointed
Discourage
Lonely
Sullen
Desolate
Down
Sad
Disheartened
Exhausted
Spent
Apathetic
Bored
Tired
Fatigued
Drained
Yellow Group: High Energy, Pleasant Emotions
Suprised
Hyper
Energized
Pleased
Pleasant
Upbeat
Cheerful
Lively
Happy
Joyful
Festive
Motivated
Enthusiastic
Focused
Hopeful
Exhilarated
Inspired
Optimistic
Proud
Playful
Ecstastic
Elated
Thrilled
Blissful
Green Group: Low Energy, Pleasant Emotions
At ease
Calm
Relaxed
Mellow
Sleepy
Easygoing
Secure
Chill
Thoughtful
Complacent
Content
Satisfied
Restful
Peaceful
Tranquil
Loving
Grateful
Blessed
Comfy
Cozy
Fulfilled
Touched
Balanced
Carefree
Serene
/end ID]
Alexithymia sucks. This chart helps!
How are you feeling? You don’t know? Me neither! So I look at this chart several times a day (got reminders set on my phone) to check in on how I’m feeling throughout the day. I’ve been doing it for a few months, and it’s actually getting a lot easier to identify how I’m feeling.
Pro tip: some people have to rely more on how their body feels to tell them what they’re feeling emotionally. Work on trying to identify how certain emotions feel in your body. Work in broad strokes at first, before working on identifying more specific emotions. For example, try to notice how sad, happy, angry, and afraid feel. Where in your body do you feel them? What physical sensations go along with the emotions? It’s different for everyone!
The more often you practice, the better you’ll get at it. This is all straight from my therapist and it’s how I’m finally feeling my feelings after years of dissociation.
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The run.
The dark room had an eerie feel to it; the black curtains hung low and he wardrobe had a face if it’s own. It was as though the greedy glare of the wardrobe was watching me. My tan hands quiver slightly and i pull myself out of my - rather sultry - bed. My eyes trailed back to this back of my head and i tremble slightly, yet manage to grab the side of my chilly, metal door handle. I yanked myself back to my feet. My chuck-hazel optics scanned my bleak room and my heart began to sink further down my chest. My pupils dilated so i could see better. Suspense gripped me with dread. I sauntered out my small, square room; enders grabbed their slender around my ankles and howled silently, beckoning me back to that dark room. I immediately felt the needle-like sensation and a pessimistic thought, i was being creeped on. I tensed fists into round balls, fists, but carried on my swift amble down the shadow-haunted and creaky hallway towards my brothers room. I walked to his bedside table and clutch my warm palms rigidly against it. I was safer here, right? I curled up into a small round position besides him for solace, like a sleeping cat. I felt like eyes were burning into the back of my eyes; i wasn’t able to shake the discomforting feeling. Even the walls had eyes for me tonight, watching me; stalking me. My breathe would pump out into the air, making a gentle swish of noise. That was the only thing i could hear - even my brothers room was dejected tonight. The scorching temperature made me feel suffocated, caved in. Trapped.
My eyelids began to droop, quivering closed before a siren shirked and screamed - waking me straight back up. I shot back onto my feet, and sieved my brothers bed-stand. My whole physique tensed. Pain shot through my hand, forcing me to stand at an awkward angle as i clutched the mot painful part, wincing with anguish. My vision faded into a blue; i squinted to be able to see. My fingernails dug into the skin of my mitt out of unsettlement - disquieted. I twitched as my agitated brother grunted and groaned. His legs flung over the side of the bed. He slowly hoisted himself up. I perceived, Takai wailing hysterically in the other room - her cries of discomfort made my heart beat at my chest. Above all the clamour and tumult, i could hear my fathers roused voice raise as he adherently tried to stay placid for my younger sister.
“Get away from here!” i heard my fathers aghast tone reverberate through out thin-walked house. The words returned me to the place of confusion; murk. My cheeks felt wet as i pulled a smooth forearm up, erasing a tear that managed to escape my auburn hue. A flowery scent followed the aroma of wood and mushy grass; mothers perfume, but she was dead. Mum? I would touch her balmy green glance with my two dirty orange orbs and let a gasp wriggle through my parted lips. The illusion of her mollifying skin made my tawny glimpse plunder to its demise - tears drowning against my damp cheek-skin. All i could hear was her impulsive laugh, mine following short afterwards; it was as if the memory forced my grief into a soft chuckle. We shared our memory - a collective remembrance we often did together. Blacked out, frozen in her place against the damp, wooden floorboards, i reminisce the trees crying as i pushed through its weeping green hands. The rain splattered harshly, banging against the rotten, soggy forest floor. The wind howled as of it was enraged by my presence. The feeling of being unreal stroked the hair on my forearms; droplets of rain clasped onto my moist skin. Was the forest trying to say something? It gave me a feeling as if it was trying to pull me away - ruin the dream i had been desiring. Mama? Would she let me leave; let the forest take me?
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I've been feeling really bad lately, but I had a very hopeful session with my psychiatrist.
We think that now that I'm in a good place, living with my partner, without the stress of... Well, everything that was happening to me, we are getting to the actual mental health issues, not the ones caused by trauma.
I have been really down, especially since my depressive episodes feel like they "taste" the same as when I was in highschool (worst I have ever been), so I got a little too pessimistic, but I'm reminding myself that I am actually much better. I haven't had a panic attack in years. I used to not be able to leave the house or get out of bed without them. My anxiety is mostly just background noise. 15 year old me wouldn't believe how far we've come.
She gave me new meds to try. She said she was happy I was being able to tell her things. Because I hadn't noticed until recently that my depressive episodes come in cycles. And I have been noticing so much lately. How I wake up in pain like I was clenching my entire body in my sleep. How I start feeling good again only for my motivation to drop to negative again, no matter how well I eat, how well I sleep, if I exercise or not.
I have also been slowly able to tell her things about my trauma. Which is funny because I was seeing her while it was all happening. I was going there weekly. What was I doing those sessions?
On our first session of the year I told her about the time my mom tricked me into taking me to her lawyer to make me sign my custody back to her, then followed me to school enraged because I told her I didn't want to. I thought my psychiatrist knew about that. But apparently I never told her.
It's funny because it's one of those moments that still haunts me. And it plays so often in my head that I kinda grew desensitized to it. And seeing my doctor react to it with shock helped me so much. To see that what my mom put me through was actually awful and shocking. That I wasn't overreacting.
I'm struggling right now. Half the time I physically cannot get out of bed. I only start being able to function at around 14h. But I can see a path to feeling better. Finally.
It's like that comic by IraPrince. The sink was clogged and full of nasty stuff. I managed to unclog it, only to find a bunch of dishes under the nastiness. But the nastiness is gone now. I can finally start washing the dishes.
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Magick's Lore Master Post!
Oh hai there. So I'm still building lore, I'm so adhd I made model first, and now well..... now I have to tell my story! I found this super long list of character stuff and I guess this will just be an ever evolving master post as I find the answers to these questions myself! THIS IN IN NO WAY A COMPLETED LIST!! I just wanted a spot to put this, so I can update it as needed!
Character Chart Character’s full name: Magick Stardust Reason or meaning of name: Character’s nickname: Reason for nickname: Pronouns: They/Them and Fae/Faer Birth date: Hard to explain, since time works differently in the fae wild than it does here
Physical appearance Age: Unsure, somewhere around 250 years old, but since time works differently in the fae wilds, I'm not sure How old do they appear: 27 Weight: 165 Height: 5'6" Body build: Slim but curvy Shape of face: Eye color: Purple Glasses or contacts: No Skin tone: Tan Distinguishing marks: Predominant features: Shifting features, common occurances are horns (brown, pink, and orange in color as seen above), wolf/puppy ears (varying in color to fit mood/outfit), tipped ears due to fae heritage, fangs Hair color: Shifts at will, most common colors are a purple/black, lilac and white Type of hair: Predominantly long and straight but can vary Hairstyle: Varied, common occurrences are long and straight, messy ponytail with braids, viking style braids, and a high long ponytail Voice: Overall attractiveness: 10000/10 imo Physical disabilities: None Usual fashion of dress: Cyberpunk/cybergoth Favorite outfit: See above! (Will change picture as outfit changes!) Jewelry or accessories: Varied!!
Personality Good personality traits: Bad personality traits: Mood character is most often in: Sense of humor: Character’s greatest joy in life: Character’s greatest fear: Why? What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? Character is most at ease when: Most ill at ease when: Enraged when: Depressed or sad when: Priorities: Life philosophy: If granted one wish, it would be: Why? Character’s soft spot: Is this soft spot obvious to others? Greatest strength: Greatest vulnerability or weakness: Biggest regret: Minor regret: Biggest accomplishment: Minor accomplishment: Past failures he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about: Why? Character’s darkest secret: Does anyone else know?
Goals Drives and motivations: Immediate goals: Long term goals: How the character plans to accomplish these goals: How other characters will be affected:
Past Hometown: Type of childhood: Pets: First memory: Most important childhood memory: Why: Childhood hero: Dream job: Education: Religion: Finances:
Present Current location: Currently living with: Pets: Religion: Occupation: Finances:
Family Mother: Relationship with her: Father: Relationship with him: Siblings: Relationship with them: Spouse: Relationship with him/her: Children: Relationship with them: Other important family members:
Favorites Color: Least favorite color: Music: Magick's theme song is One of a Kind by Neffex (I'll add a whole playlist of music here when I can!) Food: Literature: Form of entertainment: Expressions: Mode of transportation: Most prized possession:
Habits Hobbies: Plays a musical instrument? Plays a sport? How he/she would spend a rainy day: Spending habits: Smokes: Vapes! Drinks: Other drugs: 420 friendly here! What does he/she do too much of? What does he/she do too little of? Extremely skilled at: Extremely unskilled at: Nervous tics: Usual body posture: Mannerisms: Peculiarities:
Traits Optimist or pessimist? Introvert or extrovert? Daredevil or cautious? Logical or emotional? Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Prefers working or relaxing? Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Animal lover?
Self-perception How he/she feels about himself/herself: One word the character would use to describe self: One paragraph description of how the character would describe self: What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? How does the character think others perceive him/her: What would the character most like to change about himself/herself:
Relationships with others Opinion of other people in general: Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? Person character most hates: Best friend(s): Love interest(s): Person character goes to for advice: Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Person character feels shy or awkward around: Person character openly admires: Person character secretly admires: Most important person in character’s life before story starts: After story starts:
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Character Chart
Character’s full name: Irelle Teloux
Pronouns: They/Them (They don't care however)
Birth date: April 17th (Aries)
Physical appearance
Age:
Unknown
How old does he/she appear:
20-25
Height:
At least 6'0
Body build:
Slim
Shape of face:
Round
Eye colour:
Red and White
Glasses or contacts:
Both
Skin tone:
Pale
Predominant features:
Red and black colour theme
Hair colour:
Red/Black
Hairstyle:
Messy Bedhead
Voice:
Shithead (Anasui JJBA)
Overall attractiveness:
Attractive
Usual fashion of dress:
Gothic inspired
Favourite outfit:
Anything comfy
Jewellery or accessories:
Chokers!
Personality:
Docile yet a massive clown
Good personality traits:
A massive loving clown who never fails to make their friends laugh. They care deeply.
Bad personality traits:
They sometimes care a little too deeply... It becomes unhinged very fast. They cannot handle rejection. (Has a little bit of a Yandere persona going on)
Mood character is most often in:
Happy until they are not...
Sense of humour:
Annoying
Character’s greatest joy in life:
Providing and receiving support.
Character’s greatest fear:
Being abandoned.
Why?:
They are a crazy shithead who has fucked up one too many times and is horrified of deterring people with those errors again. They come from a dark background.
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil?:
Being told "I hate you"
Chacacter is most at ease when:
They can forget about possible worries.
Enraged when:
Someone is suffering
Depressed or sad when:
When rejected
Priorities:
Making sure their self-image isn't tainted. They make sure to not let people know of their... crazy tendencies.
Life philosophy:
Irelle is a little clueless so all he cares about is today and tomorrow
If granted one wish, it would be:
Eternal happiness to the people close to them
Why?:
Despite struggling to remember -Due to his past he never wants to see or inflict pain to those close to them.
Character’s soft spot:
Capybara
Is this soft spot obvious to others?:
Yes as he carries her around everywhere
Greatest strength:
They aren’t really aware of it but Irelle has quite a lot of strength.
Greatest vulnerability or weakness:
Easy to hurt if you know what triggers him.
Biggest regret:
Knowing he has hurt people in the past yet not being aware of how. Irelle thinks everything bad in their life is their fault.
Minor regret:
Feeling like they didn’t pay closer attention in the past. Irelle thinks this is why he has gaps in his memory from those events in their life.
Biggest accomplishment:
Irelle struggles to find their accomplishments, they are a massive pessimist.
Minor accomplishment:
Eating an apple completely whole in one bite.
Past failures they would be embarrassed to have people know about:
Their past
Why? :
Irelle feels like the hurt of the people close to him was his fault, however they never were. Irelle does not remember this though due to blocking out these traumatic events.
Character’s darkest secret:
Due to the past they have an unhinged temper. Irelle is horrified by the idea of people leaving them and therefore can act out quite violently if things don’t go their way. (Yandere mode)
Does anyone else know?
Only if you’re unlucky
Goals
Drives and motivations:
The people close to them
Immediate goals:
Finding acceptance
Long term goals:
Regaining their memory
How the character plans to accomplish these goals:
Irelle has no definite plan and their goals are subconscious, they aren’t necessarily aware what they want.
How other characters will be affected:
Depending on the events Irelle will either deter them away from their newly found friends OR will actually be able to find the acceptance they desire.
Past
Hometown:
Gridania
Type of childhood:
Irelle’s memory regarding their childhood is hazy, all they do remember is being a very independent child.
Pets:
Capybara
Education:
Close to none due to paying a lack of attention.
Religion:
They think Religion is stupid.
Finances:
Irelle is an impulsive spender therefore their money is constantly fluctuating.
Present
Current location:
Ul’dah
Currently living with:
By himself
Pets:
Capybara
Religion:
None
Occupation:
Reaper & Astrologian
Finances:
Irelle is an impulsive spender therefore their money is constantly fluctuating.
Family
Mother:
Rosemonde Teloux
Relationship with her:
Irelle does not remember a lot about their mother only that she was a warm figure in their life. Their mother provided Irelle with a lot before passing away.
Father:
Milun Teloux
Relationship with him:
Irelle has a bad relationship with their father, they despise their father. Irelle supressed contact with their father a long time ago.
Favorites
Colour:
Black and Red
Least favourite colour:
Green and Blue’s
Music:
Alternative
Food:
Anything sweet. Irelle has a major sweet tooth.
Literature:
Irelle enjoys poetry.
Form of entertainment:
Irelle despite her memory is a major movie nerd.
Expressions:
/pdead
Mode of transportation:
Irelle loves the inner peace they feel when he rides a train
Most prized possession:
Capybara
Habits
Hobbies:
Live music and attending venues
Plays a musical instrument?
They wish to however their memory is too poor
Plays a sport?
Whatever builds strength and stamina
How they would spend a rainy day:
Probably running around outdoors while embracing the feeling of the rain
Spending habits:
Impulsive
Smokes:
Yes
Drinks:
Yes
Extremely skilled at:
Showing their affection
Extremely unskilled at:
Personal emotional control
Nervous tics:
Will react exaggerated in certain situations.
Self-perception
How they feel about himself/herself:
Irelle doesn’t necessarily hate or like herself, however he reflects a lot of hatred onto themselves due to guilt of past events. Irelle is also mad at themselves for not knowing the details of certain events. He hates himself for being “an airhead”.
One word the character would use to describe self:
Clingy
One paragraph description of how the character would describe self:
Affectionate yet a little too passionate. Irelle is very much aware when they are overstepping a boundary, that doesn’t mean they regret overstepping such boundaries.
What does the character consider their best personality trait?
As Irelle really struggles to remember their past they lack true perception of themselves. They know their flaws; however, they don’t truly know what makes them themselves.
What does the character consider their worst personality trait?
Irelle deep down knows what harms people, however that doesn’t stop them from acting out on their tendencies. They are extremely flawed, and they know it. It’s about the only thing they know about themselves.
How does the characters think others perceive them:
Irelle has a lot of conflicting feelings of how others perceive him as they are a quite paranoid individual. They project a lot of untrue feelings onto people in order to justify behaviours.
What would the character most like to change about themselves:
Deep down Irelle just wants to be accepted, so they will take any measure to achieve this. They don’t care what it takes to do so. Irelle will change whatever the person closest to them wishes for, even if Irelle just interprets what they want.
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“Extremely detailed character sheet template”
Character Chart
Character’s full name: Frank Daniel Morrison Reason or meaning of name: The name Frank is after his Grandmother, Francesca and Daniel is his Fathers name. Character’s nickname: Killer, Frankie, “Hey asshole!” Reason for nickname: First for obvious reasons, second also, last one is just heard enough for it to be. Birth date: February 14th 1977
Physical appearance
Age: 19 years old How old does he/she appear: he could be confused for someone down to the age of 16. Weight: 65 kg/ 130 pounds Height: 173 cm/ 5′8′’ Body build: Lithe but athletic Shape of face: Heart Shaped Eye color: Brown Glasses or contacts: None, but he’ll need it once older Skin tone: White with neutral undertone Distinguishing marks: 2 visible facial scars, beautymark under right eye Predominant features: Large neck tattoo Hair color: Brown Type of hair: Straight Hairstyle: Currently an undercut Voice: Tenor voice Overall attractiveness: He’s got rouge-ish charms, so pretty attractive Physical disabilities: Hypermobility in his joints, unknown condition. Usual fashion of dress: Pretty casual, borderlining grunge and punk rock Favorite outfit: band tshirt, faux leather jacket and jeans Jewelry or accessories: He’d love piercings but has none, always wears some type of gloves.
Personality
Good personality traits: Resillient, loyal, brave and charismatic Bad personality traits: Bad temper, snarky, self critical Mood character is most often in: Agitated Sense of humor: Dick jokes and slap stick Character’s greatest joy in life: Making decisions for himself Character’s greatest fear: Becoming his parents Why? Due to how they ruined not only their lives, but that of an innocent child too. What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? At this point that has already happened, making a grave mistake with unthinkable consequences... Character is most at ease when: With people he trusts/cares about or if completely unnoticed Most ill at ease when: Overwhelmed by attention from strangers, feeling judged by peers. Enraged when: Made fun of, harrassed, hit or when someone he cares about is hurt. Depressed or sad when: Thinking of past mistakes, regrets and worrying about present/future. Priorities: Himself and those closest to him Life philosophy: Enjoy while it lasts, they or you won’t be around forever. If granted one wish, it would be: Freedom for those he cares for. Why? They do not deserve to be trapped in this realm, but he feels he does. Character’s soft spot: Quentin, Susie and dogs. Is this soft spot obvious to others? Quentin is very obvious to most Greatest strength: His will to keep fighting Greatest vulnerability or weakness: His own mental health and trauma Biggest regret: Dragging his Legion down with him Minor regret: Failing at ending himself Biggest accomplishment: Accepting his own sexuality Minor accomplishment: When he made it onto the basket ball team Past failures he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about: The one time he got himself roofied on accident Why? he was trying to impress some older kids and failed badly. Character’s darkest secret: The fact he killed someone. Does anyone else know? His Legion and Quentin knows
Goals
Drives and motivations: Motivated to keep himself and those he cares for safe in the Entity realm. Immediate goals: Spend as much time with his boyfriend as possible, get many smooches Long term goals: Somehow, find a way out of the Entity realm. How the character plans to accomplish these goals: He has no idea, but he knows he can count on Quen to help How other characters will be affected: Hopefully, it’ll be a positive effect
Past
Hometown: Calgary, Canada Type of childhood: Rough and unstable Pets: None First memory: Being locked in his bedroom, the stench of sweetened smoke coming through the door crack and loud angry shouting from below. Most important childhood memory: His Grandma coming by on Christmas morning with a gift for him Why: because it was the first time he got a gift for xmas, it was sadly also the last time he saw his Grandma. Childhood hero: He really looked up to one specific foster dad, a good man. Dream job: Veterinarian Education: High School Dropout Religion: Christian but not practising Finances: Shaky at best, below poverty line.
Present
Current location: Ormond, Canada Currently living with: Foster dad, Clive Anderson Pets: None unless you count house flies Religion: Agnostic Occupation: Unemployed Finances: None existing.
Family
Mother: Lorraine Beatrice Morrison Relationship with her: Strained, disconnected Father: Daniel Patrick Montgomery Relationship with him: Tense and disconnected Siblings: Step-sister, Step-brother (both Fathers side) Relationship with them: None, he doesn’t know about them. Spouse: Quentin is his boyfriend Relationship with him/her: Good! very good, they’re very much in love. Children: None Relationship with them: Nothing Other important family members: Grandparents (Mothers side) who are still alive and miss their grandson.
Favorites
Color: Red, black and green Least favorite color: Pink and yellow Music: Death metal, Rock, Punk, retro Food: He’ll eat pretty much anything, has a huge sweet tooth Literature: He’s not a fast reader, so he doesn’t read. Form of entertainment: out with friends, listening to music, exploring and sports. Expressions: “Well, fuck” and “heck!” Mode of transportation: Other people’s cars, otherwise, his own two feet. Most prized possession: His faux leather jacket, as it’s bought with money he earned honestly.
Habits
Hobbies: Basket ball, art and climbing Plays a musical instrument? No, but he would’ve loved to learn Plays a sport? Basket ball! How he/she would spend a rainy day: Probably at a friends house or at their usual hangouts. Spending habits: he spends very little money as he rarely has some, but he does shop lift often. Smokes: Yes Drinks: Oh yes Other drugs: Usually just weed, though he has tried a few other things once or twice. What does he/she do too much of? Getting in trouble, drinking and smoking What does he/she do too little of? Eating, sleeping, bathing, just generally taking care of himself. Extremely skilled at: Most physical activities Extremely unskilled at: Reading, writing, maths.... Nervous tics: Foot bouncing, pacing, lip biting Usual body posture: Looks relaxed, but shoulders tensed. Mannerisms: Talks with his hands a lot Peculiarities: He’s a basic bitch in secret, he likes the big ass, sugary, cllorful and extra frappes but he’ll get them in secret like they’re illegal.
Traits
Optimist or pessimist? Pessimist, or realist as he would say. Introvert or extrovert? Ambivert! He can go both ways, depends on situation. Daredevil or cautious? Daredevil! Logical or emotional? A little bit of both, though most often ruled by emotion. Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? More like Disorderly neat, he doesn’t have enough stuff to make a mess and though he doesn’t enjoy it, he’s often the one to do dishes and laundry at home. Prefers working or relaxing? He really likes relaxing, but if he’d like working if he got a job he enjoyed Confident or unsure of himself/herself? He’s faux confidence most of the time. Animal lover? Yes. Very, very much so. Especially dogs.
Self-perception
How he/she feels about himself/herself: he considers himself damaged, unworthy and incabable of love. One word the character would use to describe self: Survivor One paragraph description of how the character would describe self: Out loud he’d call himself “a badass free spirit” What does the character consider his/her best personality trait? His ability to get up even when knocked down. What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? His insecurity What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? He thinks he’s got a pretty nice bod, all things considered. What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? His scarred hand, his big ears and his slight buck teeth. How does the character think others perceive him/her: As a bad boy, rebel, problem child and misfit. What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: Many things, though he really like to be taller
Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general: They just want something from him and they’ll leave once they’ve gotten what they wanted. Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? Often until he trusts them, then he’ll start opening up. Person character most hates: Clive, his parents, Ghostface Best friend(s): Julie, Joey and Susie Love interest(s): Quentin Smith, but Steve is handsome too. Person character goes to for advice: Depending on what it is, Quentin or Susie Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Susie is like a little sister to him Person character feels shy or awkward around: Jeff, it’s all very complicated Person character openly admires: Jeff, again, complicated Person character secretly admires: David. He’ll never say why. Most important person in character’s life before story starts: Nobody. After story starts: His Legion and, the light of his life, Quentin.
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