#feeling bad that she betrayed minthara. ‘girl she was going to kill the entire grove’ ‘i knowwwww but i wanted her to like me :(‘

[strangesmallbard]

naedeenh is a fun durge to play bc she’s completely amoral, but with a desire to be loved and adored (by specific yet seemingly arbitrary people.) then there’s the prolonged psychological effects of having parents who unconditionally loved her and believed she could be good, who she can’t actually remember. then there’s the overwhelming guilt she felt after killing them, which she also cannot remember and feels nevertheless. leads to MANY bewildering situations for her companions.