#feel like I'm yelling into the void with this one
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Reminder...
That whatever your reactions, takes and opinions on Arcane's finale, it is NOT OK to go on X/Twitter and bash the creative team responsible for its writing, to get personal with insults, to send threats, to stalk and harass, and to otherwise behave like a crap excuse for a human being.
Ditto for interacting poorly with the VA's and artists, who may have their own opinions, but who are under contract to promote the show, and who are, in the end, just doing their jobs.
Ditto DITTO for fellow fans with different opinions than your own. Fandom's gotten cute with a new buzzword - "media illiteracy!" - for simple takes that don't match their worldview at best, or at worst express liking for a character they don't care for.
Which, um.
That is not media illiteracy, folks. That is the literal experience of being part of a fandom.
Fandom in general will always be a bunch of self-cannibalizing schisms, and some of 'em will just straight up FAIL to pass the litmus test of 'live and let live' when it comes to fellow fans with opinions different than theirs. However it still bears reminding that there is a DIFFERENCE between being passionately engaged with a series - (and hey, critiquing stuff that you don't agree with, which, guess what, is a hallmark of engaging healthily with a piece of fiction, and should be encouraged so you aren't passively spoonfed more subliminal propoganda in both fantasy and real life) - versus seeing red and hurling epithets at someone you don't agree with because they think Oingo-Boingo's arc was sweet or thought DilbyTrillby's storyline could be better handled.
Arcane's ending is gonna be a wild one. Toes will be stepped on, ships will sink, and not everyone will get what they want. But it is still essential to remember this is a work of FICTION, which the writers are entitled to conclude in the manner they see fit, and which fans are entitled to interpret in whatever manner suits them.
All of which can be done without ragefrothing and spewing hate left, right and center.
I'm basically yelling into the Void and will be blocking the Arcane tag post-finale, as the interwebs will be loud and full of piss. However, if you'd like fun debate and want to share your feelings, or just bawl, you are welcome to drop by here, in my little sandbox lovingly curated for myself and my mutuals, and dig up worms/build sandcastles with us 💗
#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane s2#fandom#fandom culture#fandom critical
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Prisoner number 97P904, Ryan O'Reily
#feel like I'm yelling into the void with this one#DOES ANYONE CARE ABOUT HIM??#I know I'm a couple decades too late#also cars are the worst and I hate backgrounds don't even look at me#ryan o'reily#hbo oz#oz hbo#dean winters#sach art#oz
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Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!
ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD
i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):
She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.
#six the musical#six the musical fanart#six the musical araleyn#araleyn#araleyn fanart#i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags#ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom#catherine of aragon#catalina de aragon#anne boleyn#today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty...#what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy#well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness#not trek#yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know#and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after#though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle#... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah?#but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit#ill be self indulgent <33#also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah#but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again#dust writes#so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO#really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm#...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study#in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops.#sapphic#pride month#dust talks
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random room things poll
this is so cute!! i've loved seeing these go around. thank you for tagging me @run-for-chamo-miles <333
Rules: Pick stuff from your room and have people vote on which one they want to take home.
I know a lot of yall have done this or been tagged already, so consider these tags a friendly wave hello if nothing else. it warms my heart to still be tagged in games and SSS and WIP days even though I've had nothing to share lately. I appreciate you all so much <3
@mostlymaudlin @starwarned @urban-sith @seducing-a-vampire @that-disabled-princess
@aristocratic-otter @foolofabookwyrm-activated @stardustasincocaine @palimpsessed @carryonsimoncarryonbaz
and anyone else who would like to share! this is me tagging you 🫵 i wanna vote in your room polls!
#tag game#room things#i feel like every single one of these options calls me out and i'm not sure in good ways or not hahahaa#but i like collecting little nice things!! sue me!!#just yelling into the void
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Help Wanted:
Lost a fic!! It was a Supernatural crossover (I can't remember with what, just that it was one fandom and not multiple), minimalist, under 10.000 words (most likely less than 5.000). Name was a Lord Huron quote, I did comment on the fic but I cannot find it. Probably Gen or T, maybe Not Rated.
Plot: (SPOILERS) Dean and 1?? (other fandom character) are fishing peacefully (I think, at least they're by a river) waiting for Sam and 2?? (other fandom character's respective sibling equivalent) to show up. The two bond. Story pans out and Sam and 2?? are on the other side of the river. Dean and 1?? are dead, and Sam and 2?? talk about how they'll get along. (Something to that effect.)
Was sad. Was good. I cannot find it. It has been stuck in my head for the last few hours, even though I haven't read it in months. If you find any fic with SPN and one other fandom where I am FULL CAPS SCREAMING LORD HURON LYRICS than that is probably the fic. I have been searching for at least an hour. I don't know if it was taken off the site (Ao3). (I would be sad if this were the case, but I would appreciate at least knowing)
#I don't think it was one of the main fandoms either#but I really could be wrong#I feel like Dean was teaching the guy how to fish???#I dunno. I dunno.#my and the boys at 2 AM looking for fanfic#but yeah if anyone knows what I'm talking about pls let me know. Like literally all I need to know is what the other fandom was exactly.#I can slot the characters in my head I just actually cannot picture them.#pls halp#I should go write Rewind now.#or play Stardew.#what if we compromise and I stare at Rewind chapter 7 trying to Plot and someone magically knows exactly what fic I'm talking about#and we all win.#*sobs in the distance*#supernatural#lord huron#just yelling into the void#fanfic#ao3
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snow storming outside im in my parents house im sitting in my mom's rokcing chair on my laptop suddenly it's march 2022 again and i'm home from college because i got in a car accident and my crippling anxiety worsened and i felt like throwing up if i was two hours away in my college dorm and had no one to rely on and was convinced i would die if i wasn't being supervised at all times of the day. so how are you guys doing
#i don't feel like. anxious or nauseous right now#i just feel like. idk. like i'm 20 again and i'm at my parents house because i don't have anywhere else i feel safe#even tho i do now. i very much do. its just. Weird#snowstorms make me feel weird like i just have like a weird heavy feeling in my chest rn idk what it is#like no one got hurt in the accident it was literally so nothingburger we got a ride back 2 campus in a cop car bc there was a cop nearby#and he got us out of the car really quick and everyone was fine and nothing was bad#so like it's fine. like it wasn't bad. this isn't like trauma or anything it's just me being fucking weird and having hangups abt things#that literally don't matter anymore and i've been thinking about my time in college lately and it was. something#but the wind is bad and i'll be driving tonight and it's like. weirdbadawful feelings#anyway -_- i'm like. fine. it's just weird. bad brain moment#whiskey yelling into the void
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i hate that people seem to value my potential worth with a bachelor's degree ("you'll make more money!" as if my degree program isn't one of the least useful degrees if you're not going into med school) over my mental health. as if monthly OCD-induced and autistic meltdowns aren't bad enough.
it's not like i'm a semester or two away from graduating. i have a couple YEARS left. i'm still technically in my third year in my degree. i can only manage 3 courses at the very most and any more causes me to burn out and my executive dysfunction plummets
#vent#this isn't even mentioning the fact that i NEED. to get out of this house#it feels so selfish to say that but i live with people who either can't or don't want to actually learn#to better themselves#so i live with an extremely ableist person who would rather call my grandparents lazy over acknowleging the fact#that my grams does indeed have several disabilities that cause chronic fatigue and pain#or yells at her (autistic) son because he interrupts her in conversation and doesn't ask about her day#like.... sorry your rsd is so bad you have to passive-aggressively mention how you feel like no one cares#but don't be surprised when you move to the US to be with your partner and you never hear from your son again#not unless YOU call HIM#i can't tell my mom this because this is her sister i'm talking about and those two are so close#i kinda just want to sink into the void rn. i don't know what to do#i really hope i can get my autism assessment done in july or august and then i can maybe not do classes in the fall#i need to speak to a councellor and then my academic advisor#but i think i have enough courses to graduate with my associate's degree#and then i can go to the employment services agency for help finding a job#because it's. it's bad right now#long list of jobs i've applied for and it's like they haven't even reviewed my application#only one of them just went 'nope' and i was like 'okay cool thanks for the email you did not send'#edit this woman is also dating a trump supporter so like
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It's also just so incredibly frustrating because people will take any example of a (usually male) character being horrible as some sort of "proof" that they're mentally ill (which, hmm, interesting that your automatic explanation for "why do they choose to treat other people horribly" is "they have a mental illness that just Makes Them Act Like That"), but there is no kind of nuanced or critical discussion of media that ACTUALLY (for ill or for good) tries to depict mental illness, and you try to recommend media that handles it well (that might even be good for other, completely unrelated reasons!!) and people just ignore you.
#I'm going to work myself into a Full Rant™ a la the infamous '[this topic] in fiction' essay from two & a half years ago if I'm not careful#so I'm going to stop now. but I just. I want to fucking scream lmao.#honestly...once mental health awareness month hits in may I might just genuinely try my hand at making gifs#just to give stuff some fucking visibility lmao#maybe I'll try to get that 'emotional support dw lady shares my Disorder™ and here's why' fic finished (or the one about lizzie)#maybe every day is me explaining why a different character has a given mental illness according to me#maybe I'll write 3 million essays. idk. I just feel like I'm yelling into the void. I HAVE been yelling into the void for 20 years.#it gets exhausting. and tbh. also very sad.#like at this point I'm seriously considering organizing an event of some kind#but Idk if anyone would even be INTERESTED in that#because they're certainly not interested in anything regarding this topic in general!#In the Vents
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You know this time next year, when I haven't spoken to mum in months and I'm not coming home for xmas, I hope she thinks back on days like today and is like "yeah that's probably the reason he went no contact"
#max rambles a lot#sometimes i think that maybe things will be okay and i won't have to cut off the other half of my family when i move out#and then days like this happen where both of them start screaming at me because idk the way i'm feeling is inconvient to them#and *my* autism and mh isn't an excuse for being 'bone idle' and 'lazy' (i swear i'm really trying i'm just Going Through It rn)#but theirs is an excuse to treat me like shit#i fucking hate it here#i've decided that whether or not this opportunity comes to fruition i'm moving to York in september#opposite side of the country while still being in the north#hate the idea of moving out of manchester tbh i love it but a fresh start is what i need so 🤷🏻#yeah fuck them both tbh i worked so hard to buy them nice xmas gifts that i know they'll love#and almost broke myself on multiple occassions to clean this hovel of a house and it's never fucking good enough#i am the only one who is *still* sleeping on the floor because mum and my sister both have new beds and mattresses#and i got yelled at for trying to figure out if i could afford to get a bed too#because mum didn't want the hassle of sorting my room out too before xmas so i have to wait until the new year???#like fuck off i'm so tired of being on the floor all the time i hate it here sm#anyway i'm sad and tired and angry i've really had enough i just needed to rant into the void#because if i go off at either of them it turns into 3 days of screaming at me and i'm way too tired for that honestly
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I've been speed running the events on Lonely Devil on my side account for the past two days and while not all of them are great or sometimes even very fun I've found them to usually just be a good way to pass the time or get in a little serotonin after the mayhem that was ch 10-12 of Nightbringer.
AND THEN I GOT TO THE ANGELIC EVENT
Salty incoherent rant thoughts below, dni if you're just going to get mad at me for disliking this event. Thank
Now look, look;
I don't hate the idea of them dressing up as angels and acting more like they did as angels, I've seen them like that in the main story and it was fine.
This was not that.
I came in expecting a good time and instead I got a whole lot of very distressed and scared demons who had their autonomy taken from them while a gift from someone they trusted and cared for forcibly changed their mental state to the point they were actually not themselves anymore.
And I really didn't like a lot of the dialogue choices given. All of these boys are my best friends, hell they're like little brothers to me. So when I didn't really get the option to comfort them and validate their feelings I got rightfully upset. I'm immensely glad there wasn't any option to get romantic with them, though the way they were acting kinda implied they wouldn't have gone along with it anyway. Edit: there are actually options that allow you to get varying levels of romantic with everyone except Lucifer(I know he tries to flirt with us while testing how much of an effect the bangle has on him but honestly that was very unromantic to me because of how quickly it became uncomfortable for him)and I'm not sure how to feel about that since all the boys that allow it are in altered mental states. Being able to kiss Asmo felt very uncomfy to me(and not because I'm only romantically inclined toward Lucifer).
Honestly I feel like the most sincere interaction I had with any of them was when I had the one on one talk with Lucifer, and I'm not just saying that because he's my husband.
You don't get to show me a Mammon so distressed with his situation that he'd try to cut off his clothes with a scissors, and a Levi so scared he literally tells us he's shaking in fear and then only give me the option to be a right bastard or be insensitive with good intentions. And Satan. Listen, you know a situation is fucked up when someone tells you they're afraid to be calm. Beel and Asmo were honestly the only ones who didn't seem too bothered and Belphie was... he seemed the least distressed by the bangles affects once they'd activated but before then he was angry. And yet the game expects me to just be perfectly fine going along with the party preparations while my chosen family is distressed and under a spell that should honestly be called a curse.
Sure.
I'm also not happy with Dia or Simeon but I'm not going to get into my feelings around that because this event made me mad enough already so I don't want to start any discourse around how mind altering bangles are absolutely a political situation that you can't just laugh off.
I will however say that this event is a really good look at just how different angel's are from what we usually see in Luke and Simeon, though that honestly just made me even less enthused.
Doesn't help the event ended while everyone was still under the spell's effect, so yeah, not an event I liked.
Replaying this so I could make my list accurate for all the boy's interactions hasn't changed how I feel about the event, but I did find out that choosing options that just go along with everything like none of it's bothering mc at all gets you more positive reactions the more the boys are under the affects of the bangles. They're justifiably upset with MC acting like none of this is an issue before the bangles take affect though, which I appreciate but choosing those options means you don't see how the boys actually feel(Levi doesn't admit to being terrified, for instance)which I have conflicting feelings about.
#screaming into my personal void#Obey Me! Lonely Devil#obey me spoilers#Lonely Devil Spoilers#obey me one master to rule them all#look I don't hate any of the angels but I'm playing this game to date demons so I feel like that should tell you#my raised christian turned agnostic thoughts on god and their unpaid servants#seriously its fine if you like this event but I don't and thats fine but#don't you come yelling at me or I'll take off my glove and slap you with it
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i feel so frustrated reeEEEE
#good things are coming!! good things are actually coming!!#i see my friends often and i'll be going on trips and i dont hate my job. there's a lot of love in my life for which i'm immensely grateful#but that doesnt change the fact that my family's codependency and combined living situation are wearing me thin#and student loan repayments are going to fuck me over i wouldnt wish an upbringing of bad advice and 6 figures of debt on anyone LMAO#i feel like i can only *feel* human in short spurts at times and anyone who knows me knows that i dont have a get out of jail free card#(we regular folk rarely do dont we nyuk nyuk)#maybe i need to stop dwelling on being a home owner one day and then i'll calm down. mb i'm just hurting myself by imagining some reality#where my family doesnt need me as much and we're not paying some random person's mortgage for the rest of our lives#im just yelling into the void. i just need to yell.#xangoeswah
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Y'all help I'm trying to find this tumblr post about lady jessica's characterization and her relationship with paul. It was in paragraph format and the first sentence is the typical tumblr picture-being-in-x's-shoes while the rest of it is in the second person. It talks about how/why she pushed paul into the prophecy (something about it ending up with him killing a ton of ppl while she did it so that he would stay alive but it really messed him up, etc., etc.) and idk if it's book accurate (haven't read them yet, on the tbr) but it popped up on my Pinterest feed a few days back and I didn't save it but I just rewatched the first dune to prep for watching the second later this week and the post popped into my head (I really liked the wording) and I went to show it to someone (it was supporting a thematic point I wanted to make I think I can't know for sure) and I've been looking for like an hour now pls help.
#EDIT: IT WAS FOUND. PLEASE CHECK COMMENTS FOR POST!!#halp#tl;dr need to find a ONE paragraph no-image tumblr textpost about lady jessica and her relationship with/influence on paul#found on pinterest and haven't spotted it since#pls help#this is literally just to help me find something for my own sanity and no other reason so feel free to move along#tumblr#lady jessica#jessica atreides#paul atreides#dune#dune movie#i'm so sorry i wouldn't usually clog up the tags like this but i'm desperate#after it's found i'll get rid of the tags or something but anything you can do to help would be grand#just yelling into the void#lady jessica atreides
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*pulls pillow off my head* ok done screaming. so how about that Zeb cameo in The Mandalorian today, folks? anyone else hold their breath for a second thinking "no, it's just a Lasat, there's no way--" before hearing Steve Blum's voice and going "OH SHIT OH SHIT IT'S HIM" and stopping the episode for a solid minute or two to deal with the overwhelming excitement and message their friend in all caps? or is that just me?
#so as someone who is deeply attached to Rebels at a spiritual level#I am just. SO PLEASED. SO PLEASED Y'ALL HAVE NO IDEA#he looks!!! so good!#so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and it's ZEB it's ZEB it's FUCKING ZEB#I MISSED my badass dude#and ngl this is EXTRA exciting bc... well... I honestly wasn't sure if he was even going to show up at any point#like he's the only one who's not SUPER relevant to what's happening right now in terms of his background--#he's not a Jedi or a Mandalorian or (as far as I know) a high-ranking well-known General#so I wasn't sure if he was going to be brought in#but no! he's here! HE'S HERE#and moreover HE'S THE FIRST LIVE-ACTION REBELS MAIN CHARACTER#like AAAAAAAAAAHHH#I was expecting it to be Sabine or Hera!#but no! it's Zeb!#and I love all of them so I'm not mad at all I'm just SUPER EXCITED#because ZEB!!!!!!!!!!#grumpy uncle/older brother figure!#anyway this is more or less me intentionally yelling into the void so#(I don't feel like incurring the SW fandom's general attention)#just gonna. go continue to lose my mind for a while#the mandalorian#the mandalorian spoilers#spoilers#star wars rebels#synapse talks
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i hope that when they design tristamp midvalley they go all out with him. there are two different versions of potential tristamp midvalley in my head and idk which i would want more. option 1: make him the sleaziest looking motherfucker on no man's land. give him a pink suit. black shirt unbuttoned halfway down his chest. gold chains and big rings. 98's slicked back hair. gold tooth too. fuck it!!!! make him look like someone who would flirt with you at a bar by saying you have a fat ass and then offer to buy you a drink!!! option number 2 is give him his white suit from trimax with the pink shirt from 98 and make him look like the fanciest bitch ever. like someone who would complain if he got the tiniest water stain on his shirt. he and elendira could bond over fashion. he looks perfect no matter what. he gets a manicure like every two weeks. i want him to have the same personality either way like i'm talking purely about the LOOKS here people THE CHARACTER DESIGN. OKAY. he can be equally as cringefail no matter what he looks like i just want him to look COOL
#whiskey yelling into the void#trigun#like i need him to have a cool design or i'm gonna b so upset#i need him to look GOOD!! OKAY!!! in both 98 and trimax he looks like he has insane amounts of rizz and they cannot change that#they just have to make him equally as stupid and cringefail as his other two versions#his swagless looks and cringefail personality have captivated me#also. slides the tristamp design team $20. can he be a silver fox. eyes emoji#HEAR ME OUT OK HEAR ME OUT. I FEEL LIKE IT WOULD SUIT HIM A LITTLE BIT#i saw one (1) artist on twt make their own design of tristamp midvalley and they made him a silver fox and lemme tell u i am insane over it#im sorry im hornfreakin tonight he lives in my head rent free
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i was so fine using google translate for form of sympathy when they were just being cute soft bois™️ but now there’s DRAMA and google translate cannot handle DRAMA
#FOS#form of sympathy#park nodeok#also i feel like i'm yelling into a void bc no one on tumblr talks ab this webtoon😭#don't mind me
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Sometimes I love being arospec and sometimes it's so irritating. Do I have a crush on this person or is it another intense squish???? I wanted to draw 20 pictures of how she looked painting her lips, but would I want to actually kiss her??? I liked sitting close to him because he makes me feel really safe, but so do my other friends but not as intensely??? They said they loved a goofy photo of me and now I'm smiley but also kind of nauseous.
#to be clear this is a single person they've just got some impeccable gender going on.#Sometimes I'm like oh no she's so cool I probably look weird and pathetic in comparison.#But then sometimes he's so awkward I want to. pick him up by the scruff of his neck and put him in my pocket#They're soooo aesthetically pleasing it's ridiculous. And they always wear the nicest outfits. And they've got lovely bone structure#But I've also totally fixated on trying to be friends with someone I thought was super cool and fun#convinced myself I totally had a crush on them because that felt less weird than just wanting to be friends really super bad#Just to be like yeah that was... completely platonic.#idk though we clicked really weirdly quickly when we met. Which is very rare for me.#I'm still too hesitant and embarrassed to talk to my irl friends about this so. yelling into the void it is#Feeling Weird about this one yall
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