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mad-hunts · 4 months ago

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🧊🚢 "OH NO, THEY'RE GONNA CRASH! HAHAHAHAHA!"

shipping meme!

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( alright, alright! so before i start... i just wanted to say that that titanic reference in your ask got a good chuckle out of me so thank you for that LOL. but as you may know already, i kind of like to do a blend of planning as well as just winging it whenever it comes to dynamics, including romantic ones or something that is adjacent to it. so i would of course love to hear your opinion about my choices here and stuff + as a result, totally feel free to hmu here in IM's or ask for my discord! and that way, we could talk about it :D but there's no pressure at all to get to it now or even later if you don't want to OFC. however, let me explain why i chose unrequited love in particular here first.

because barton has this thing against joker in pretty much... well, all universes, i'm not going to lie — i cannot imagine that he would want to accept that he has feelings for her in the case that he did and would just try to brush it off as that he just feels incredibly close to her in a way that is hard to explain BUT is still only platonic in nature. and in the event that this would be a thing... if your joker happened to like him romantically as well, then once he found that out, barton would be likely to deny his feelings for her even more and tell her that he doesn't feel the same way. which wouldn't be done out of any ill intent for her. i just genuinely feel like he would be stuck between thinking that 'oh, maybe i just like her a lot platonically' and 'well... uhh, friends don't think about friends that way, so maybe not' 💀

so yeahhh. this would basically be a case of barton complicating things yet again, as he always does / j LMAO i'm just kidding but i was thinking that eventually there might come a time where he's no longer able to deny that he does hold some form of affection for her, especially since it's been left to fester within him for a while rather than him actually properly dealing with his feelings. and that would be where the enemies to lovers / possiblyyy enemies with benefits would come in? yeah, because i did add a few things up there that i thought would fit them since a lot of the other's weren't really doing that for me. but i could perhaps imagine them just sort of having sex out of just the pure hatred they have for one another. though they miiight harbor a degree of care / genuine attraction for each other in a weird way? idk, it was kind of like i was saying above in that i could see it being a bit complicated.

i also like the idea of them getting together every once in a while and maybe grabbing a bite to eat or something, with it being left ambiguous as to whether these are actually just friendly dates or DATE dates. but then one of them figures out that, yeahhh, they've been considering them to be romantic dates unbeknowst to the other person until they reveal it. the joking flirting is something that i could picture joker doing, personally, and something barton might do as well at unexpected times / in very covert ways to the point where he doesn't even know that he's flirting with her. that's about what i've got for them right now however so if you like my ideas, and/or if you wanna discuss them, then i'm always down for that!)

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( hiii, fifi! i honestly don't think i have much else to say but who knows... i might surprise myself LMAO but anyhow, we had talked about this very briefly so it's completely understandable if you don't really remember it, though whenever we were chatting in PM's - i recall telling you that joker is really one of the only people that barton feels like he can fully be himself around / that might understand him and he hates thinking about it. whenever you take into account what he does, however, it does make sense as barton had got a LOT of darkness within him.

but i feel like this could be the catalyst or at least one of them for barton potentially beginning to like her romantically. and i think i might've said something about this too, but the hate that he holds for her is partly due to barton seeing some of himself in her, i think. so i believe that would be an interesting thing to explore between them 👀 though i believe i'm going to end this here by saying that i like to think i am rather flexible whenever it comes to ships, again. so if there was a dynamic here that i didn't either italicize or bold that you had in mind for them then by all means...

tell me, and we can discuss it together! nothing here is set in stone though so we could absolutely just take some of what i said and roll with it, or come up with something entirely new. these are just my ideas but i hope you're having a great day and that you liked my response to this ((: )

#thewomanwholaughed #shipping meme #asks - answered.#i was gonna write something here but i ain't got much else to say ngl LMAO i would like to tell you welcome back though!!#we missed you here on tumblr <33

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yuriko-mukami · 2 years ago

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General RP style and preferences

Repost, don’t reblog. Bold what applies. Strikethrough what does not. Elaborate on any points you’d like.

Please be honest, we all want to find the people who work best with how we RP.

Types of RP / How I do threads

Asks are a great way to start a thread with me but I also give short answers, depending on the ask. I do love long threads that are slowly developing the relationship between the characters. Along with Tumblr, I also roleplay on Discord (both long and short things).

Plotting Preferences

| Wing it | Get a general idea ooc and then run with it & plot further if need be | Long expansive thought out story arcs |

I do this all. Somehow I have mostly ended up winging things in most of Tumblr RPs or going on with very little plotting... but I also have some very carefully plotted out long RPs (mainly on Discord).

Type of threads I do / Prefer

I rather write at least one paragraph but I prefer multiple paragraphs... and well, I'm very willing to write longer things too. My longest RP has probably reached the 100 000 words milestone (it has several threads though).

Reply Speed for Threads & Consistency & Keeping threads

I don't have a steady schedule but if I have many threads going with many different people, I make one and then I usually use a queue too. At times, I'm slow because I have busy seasons at work or other real-life situations going on. I try to reply within a week but sometimes I can't. Sometimes I might reply almost instantly if I happen to have free time.

Romantic or sexual ships

| I don’t do these ships | I’m not against them happening but it is not the main point of my blog | All ships will have to be super slow burn & discussed a lot OOC, super chemistry based | I love doing ships, HMU I probably already ship it just ask! | I ship really quickly | I autoship or ship within a few interactions | I mainly RP for the cute ship fluff or smut |

Shipping isn't actually the main point of my RPs. For Yuriko's canon story, her ship with Ruki is one of the main points though and Rukiko RP with @ruki-mukami-dl is definitely my biggest and longest RP. I also have YuuNa ship with @nalia-wagner-rp on Yuuto's blog and Yuuto is exclusive with Nalia. And outside my current ships, I actually rather RP friendships, family stuff, or other dynamics.

Smut

At the moment I don't write smut threads on Tumblr but I publish smut fics here. My smut threads are on Discord and I'm very selective with whom I write those and I prefer building the relationship between the characters before writing smut. But... when I write smut, I write it rather often and I do love it.

Active hours [Specify Timezone, if you’d like]

Timezone: UTC +2 (Summertime +3)

I bolded the times I usually write on weekdays. But sometimes I'm active during the evenings and in the middle of the night too. And at weekends, I'm active whenever I feel like it. So, I really don't have that steady schedule.

Activity Schedule

| SUPER slow and sporadic, like once a month or so | Slow and sporadic week-long gaps between activity | Bi-weeklyish activity | Weekly activity (specify if there’s a certain time you have school/work/etc. off that you are most active) | Daily activity | I’m online nearly all the time |

I post something weekly, sometimes daily.

Starters

| I don’t do starter calls | I want to do starter calls but often don’t have time | I do selective calls (specify) | I don’t do calls, but always feel free to ask me for one! I do starter calls rarely/regularly/often |

I do starter calls if I have enough extra time in case I get many likes for that. So... rarely. But you can always DM me and ask me to send a starter to you or plot an RP with you. Or just send me a starter instead, I'm okay with that! So feel free.

AUs

| I don’t do AUs | My blog is an AU but outside of that I don’t do them | I sometimes do them but only with a lot of plotting | I have a couple of AUs already feel free to request them! | I have AUs coming out of my ears please interact with them! | I love making AUs HMU to plot if you think of one! | There are some AUs I won’t do (specify here) |

Well, practically most of my RPs with different muses are considered AUs where other muses Yuriko has relationships with don't exist. Some of them are happening in the same universe or overlap partly though.

Other than that, I haven't written AUs. I might be willing to try that out at some point. Maybe. Not quite sure.

Crossovers

| I don’t do crossovers (specify reason if you’d like) | I’m selective with crossovers (specify reason if you’d like) | I love crossovers! |

I'm not too fond of crossovers because I rather know about both of the original stories but I rarely have time to collect enough information... and I'm very picky with my media consumption, so... Yeah, crossovers aren't exactly my cup of tea but I don't completely shut them out either. You can always ask me if you have a suggestion.

#yuriko tsukino #the admin speaks #diabolik lovers rp

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desdelacorazon · 2 years ago

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looking to add some extra 1x1s!! some ideas under the cut but i’m pretty open to other ideas as well as brainstorming from scratch! i’m big on worldbuilding, plotting, headcanoning, and chatting with my partner ooc, and would love for a partner to be similar! i’m decently active, and don’t expect big replies! (prefer to keep replies to 1-2 paragraphs, and i’m totally fine with smaller replies than that as well, especially when writing mumus) i play every gender happily but prefer f/f, m/f, and nb ships.

general hospital mumu anyone?? i know this is super niche but if anyone watches soap operas it’d be so fun to do canon & oc characters from past to present!!

small town/general mumus! always down to create a little town and throw a bunch of ocs at it! making connections with not only ships but friendships, siblings, other familial relationships, antagonistic relationships, ect ect!

dungeons & dragons mumu!! it could be super fun to do like a 3x3 mumu situation, put a bunch of ocs together into a dnd adventuring group! would prefer if my partner had dnd experience for this one though as it can get complicated! i’m down to do like dm-ing stuff or go back & forth with dm-ing, including running combat!

fantasy rp/game of thrones based! i havent rewatched got in a while but i love fantasy & high fantasy based settings and rps!

other fandoms i’m interested in include: stranger things, critical role, house of the dragon, & the last of us! would be down to do plots revolving around these too!

have any ideas? hit me up!! if you have a dream plot that kinda fits within the realm of any of these themes (even if its a bit of a stretch!) feel free to let me know, i’d love to hear them!

other notes!: i’m 27 years old and prefer partners that are 21+!! i don’t really do smut, and prefer to fade to black whenever it comes up in ships and focus more on the before/after! i am also very organized/detail oriented so i’ll probably put together an absolutely wild discord that keeps track of the most menial things 😂😂 i’m super understanding/flexible as well so if we start plotting and you find yourself not liking certain things just let me know and we can work it out, i won’t take it personally! if any of this appeals to you just hmu!

#1x1 #discord 1x1 #1x1 discord #discord rp #mumu rp

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warwaged-archive · 5 years ago

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@iniziare (anduin) said: "I'm aiming to do better."

POETRY STARTERS. // accepting.

Laughter resounds, so honest, so bitter, as to fill entire room. The little runt may have come farther than any would have expected, surviving what he had; Nathanos would give him this much credit. Nevertheless, it did not change he was but a child playing at war, particularly naive one at that, clinging still to delusion of possible peace, to foolish hope there could be a path not permeated by death and destruction.

In spite of laughter so sincere, there is awful little amusement left in him, and what lingers is no more than some version of it much too twisted by lingering bitterness. Rage has long since become common place enough that it is comforting feeling, familiar and welcome, but it seldom flares with as much intensity as the Blightcaller feels it then, all consuming. Anduin mocks him; mocks him with his words, mocks him with mere presence, mocks him with this outrageous idea of reuniting living and undead. Perhaps it could be excused by his youth, yet it is far too little a reason for it to quell Nathanos’ anger then and there.

Full of good intentions, was he not? Trying to do better.

Oh, it was what the Alliance always did. They preach good and peace and righteousness, though only so far as it suits them. Nathanos had fought for a Wrynn once, when his heart still had a beat and his lungs still needed air and the Alliance seemed to him worthy fighting for. Another life, in all senses expression could have, and one Nathanos was glad to leave to rot; a decade of his life had been wasted in winning them a multitude of victories, and all it had earned him was the honor to be hunted and slain like a mindless beast when the king he had served declared what he had become was no more than a stain on the Alliance’s pristine image.

Just as well. He had long since embraced the role they had given him; if a monster was all they would see, no reason to waste efforts in trying to be anything else. It is what makes it worse, perhaps; now the son ascended to the throne and spoke of amends, of reparation, of doing better, as if such a past could be erased. But it was much too late for that now, wasn’t it? They were Forsaken for a reason.

“Better.” Word scoffed with venom, spite shining in the Forsaken’s red eyes. What was the point of this, regardless? Did Anduin Wrynn think to make Sylvanas more amenable to listen through her Champion? Foolish, if so. “And here I thought being king would demand some effort. When your predecessor merely branded us monsters and put us to the sword, doing better seems awful easy to do, boy.”

#I was going to throw tyrande @ u sae but nathanos said it was his turn #and I get to write him very little other than interacting with sylvanas so I thought I'd let him asknfksjand #so some post legion early/pre bfa nathanos it was then #but!!!#feel free to hmu for things with any of them whenever though !!#anyone! everyone!#I'm excited about you writing anduin <3 #* general: answered / DARK WINGS DARK WORDS.#* muse: nathanos marris / BLIGHTCALLER.#* in character: nathanos marris / OF DEATH AND DESTRUCTION.#* verse 004: nathanos marris / HIS WILL WAS HERS JUST AS IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN.#iniziare

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silverlightqueen · 4 years ago

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Her 🦋

‘I could go up out to outer space with her, all I need is one more day with her.’

Phases - Hwang Hyunjin X Chase Atlantic

Rating: M (heavy angst and suggestive content)

Warnings: discussion of suicidal thoughts and severe depression, childhood trauma (absent father, daddy issues), discussion of sex, discussion and use of drugs, substance abuse/addiction and alcoholism, extremely toxic relationship, emotional manipulation and verbal abuse, fwb, sexting and sending nudes

Word Count: 4.6k+

a/n: and here is the second part of phases, my hhjxchaseatlantic series! please proceed with caution bc this fic is very heavy and touches on some very sensitive and serious topics. I really hope you guys enjoy this, lmk what you think and hmu if you wanna be on the taglist! the biggest thank you to the loml @silverlightprincess for proofreading this and bigging it up so much lmao I love you sis! x

taglist 🦋: @diue @shesfuckedinthehead @danyxthirstae01 @linours @titleisyettobemade @jikooksgirl19 @silverlightprincess

A loud ping from Hyunjin’s phone resonates in the hazy room, the other boys exchanging knowing glances, and he ignores the way his hands itch to reach into his pocket and see if it’s her. ‘Aren’t you gonna check that?’ Changbin asks, fingers fumbling as he tries to roll yet another joint. Hyunjin’s surprised the other boy can even see straight, let alone roll a joint, but he manages it. It’s not his best work, but it’ll do.

They’re sat in the private bar on the top floor of Changbin’s dad’s hotel on the outskirts of the city, surrounded by windows that overlook the skyline. None of them have particularly well-paying jobs – they have more than enough to live, but they splash it all on drugs and drink and fast cars and pretty girls who want Fendi bags, but thanks to Changbin’s dad, lavish nights filled with the oldest alcohol and the best weed are a regular. Changbin’s dad helps fund this lifestyle and they can’t be grateful enough towards him for it.

‘It won’t be urgent,’ Hyunjin says offhandedly, but he feels his skin lighting up with energy. It’s like nothing else is allowed to exist in his mind or body when he thinks of her – she pushes away everything else, even the marijuana mist that hangs in a heavy cloud over his mind. He’s already beginning to sober up, his senses alert and tuned into her. She’s not even here, and she’s all he can feel.

‘What if it’s your girl?’ Chan teases, dimples denting his cheeks as he hands Changbin the lighter. ‘She’s not my girl,’ Hyunjin replies mildly, the boys all looking amused. ‘Then why’d you go running whenever she texts you?’ Minho asks, gentle laughter running around the room, and Hyunjin pushes down the shame, rolling his eyes and curling his lips at the corners, trying to seem nonchalant.

‘He doesn’t go running. He leaves her waiting like a dick,’ Jeongin says, Hyunjin flipping him off half-heartedly. ‘As he should. She ain’t shit,’ Jisung says with a grin. ‘You say that, but you’d go running if it was you she was texting,’ Seungmin grins at Jisung, the latter nodding instantly. ‘Of course I would. I’m not a fucking idiot. I just feel sorry for him. They’ve been fucking around for years and she still hasn’t caught feelings like all other girls do. If there aren’t any feelings involved, it gets boring,’ Jisung says, not realising how his words feel like weapons to Hyunjin.

‘Are you fucking crazy? It’s way better without feelings. It gets messy with feelings,’ Minho says as Chan passes him the joint, fresh smoke already beginning to blur the room, and Hyunjin nods. ‘Exactly. The only reason we’ve been fucking around for so long is because there aren’t any feelings. That’s why we work so well,’ Hyunjin lies, his phone pinging again.

‘Well, I admire you. I’d have caught feelings for her by now,’ Felix says candidly, the other boys bursting into laughter. ‘Don’t laugh! You lot would’ve caught feelings for her too!’ he says defensively, raising his voice over the laughter. ‘Yeah, I definitely would have. I think I’d have wifed her by now,’ Changbin grins, and Hyunjin feels the jealously bubbling up inside him. He hates it when they talk about her. She might not be his, but she’s more his than she is theirs. They have no right to talk about her like that.

‘Yeah, but how do you wife a girl that doesn’t wanna be wifed?’ Chan asks, all of the boys letting out noises of agreement. ‘True. She’s actually living the life. Always decked out in designer, dick from Mr Handsome, free drugs from his friends, boujee apartment in the city, sexy group of friends and an easy ass ‘working from home’ job,’ Jisung says, sounding jealous, and all the boys start laughing again. ‘She really is. I’d swap lives with her, no hesitation,’ Seungmin says, more laughing filling the room.

‘Check your phone then, Mr Handsome,’ Felix nudges Hyunjin, and the boy lets out a little sigh, taking his time as he gets his phone out of his pocket. Her name is on the screen, no emojis and pet names or anything. Just her name. She’s sent him two texts, and he tries to hide his eagerness as he unlocks his phone to see them.

come see me when you’re done with the boys

give them my love and bring me some molly pls xo

‘Wow. Not her trying to emotionally manipulate the guys into giving her molly,’ Felix laughs quietly, looking at Hyunjin’s screen, and Hyunjin can’t help but laugh too. She’s one of a kind. ‘She sends her love to you guys,’ Hyunjin says, knowing he won’t even have to ask for the molly. They’ll offer it, like they always do. She’s got them all wrapped around her finger.

‘She’s cute. We should link soon,’ Chan says, handing the joint to Jisung and punching him gently when he nearly drops it. ‘Yeah, the same thing happens every time we link. We get a booth in a club, last for about ten minutes before they kick us out for doing lines, and then those two disappear to fuck and abandon the rest of us,’ Minho says drily, motioning to Hyunjin, who’s busy trying to formulate a laidback reply.

‘Tell her… only if she’s good,’ Felix says under his breath, knowing Hyunjin’s situation better than anybody else (Hyunjin’s never told him, but Felix is wise beyond his years, and very observant), and Hyunjin types up the response. Only a few seconds later do the three little dots appear, and Hyunjin imagines her in his head, lying on her bed and typing with that cute little smile on her face.

I’m always good

I love being good

for you

Hyunjin feels his blood heat up more and more with each text she sends, Felix chuckling amusedly as Hyunjin’s fingers ghost over the keyboard. He never knows what to say, never knows how to be cool and collected around her. ‘You’re on your own, bro. She’s too good at this,’ Felix murmurs, and Hyunjin nods in agreement, desperately wracking his brains for a response, ignoring the current conversation the boys are having.

Before he even begins typing, another text from her comes through, and it’s a picture. His heart speeds up as he waits for it to load, itching to see what she’s sent. He has a folder on his phone dedicated to all the pictures she’s ever sent, and he visits that folder more often than he’d ever admit. When the picture finally loads, he feels his heart stop for a second, Felix so startled that he begins choking, and Hyunjin hits him on the back, eyes still locked onto his phone.

She’s in her bedroom, the lights all off, and she’s stood in front of her mirror, her body illuminated by the flash from her phone and the city lights streaming in from her window. She’s dressed in her completely sheer Dior robe. And nothing else.

‘Fucking hell,’ Felix says when he finally gets his breath back. The boys are all distracted from their conversation, looking over at Hyunjin and Felix with curiosity. ‘What’s going on?’ Jeongin asks, and Felix and Hyunjin are both silent for a moment. ‘She sent me a picture.’ ‘Let us see!’ Changbin says instantly, all of them looking at him with disgust. ‘No, you fucking creep.’ ‘You showed Felix!’ ‘I didn’t show him.’ ‘Yeah, I looked at the screen just as the picture loaded,’ Felix says, the boys all raising their eyebrows at him. ‘What a coincidence,’ Jisung says drily, Felix beginning to defend himself.

Hyunjin quickly becomes distracted with the picture again, unable to believe how lucky he is that a vision of beauty sends him pictures like this. He still isn’t used to the feeling of having someone so… perfect trust him enough to bare herself to him. And he doesn’t think he’ll ever get used to it. How do you get used to something so… extraordinary?

‘The picture must be good. He can’t look away from his phone,’ Seungmin laughs, all the boys looking over at Hyunjin again. ‘At least… describe it to us,’ Changbin says, Hyunjin shooting him another dirty look. ‘Bro, just go watch some porn or something,’ Chan says, everyone bursting into laughter as Changbin shoves Chan. ‘I don’t want details. Just the gist of it,’ Changbin says, like a dog with a bone, and Hyunjin rolls his eyes.

‘It’s a mirror picture, and she’s wearing a robe.’ ‘Oh. That’s it? Bro, you’re down bad if you’re getting horny over that,’ Jisung says, and Felix bursts into laughter, Hyunjin unable to hold back his own chuckles. ‘You guys haven’t seen it, though.’ ‘If she’s fully clothed, it can’t be that sexy,’ Minho says, and Hyunjin and Felix laugh again. ‘The robe’s see-through,’ Hyunjin admits. When it comes to her, his pride and jealousy regularly battle, and leave him torn between showing her off and keeping her to himself.

‘It’s see-through? Like totally see-through?’ Jisung asks with wide eyes, and Hyunjin nods smugly. ‘And is she wearing anything else?’ Changbin asks, Hyunjin shaking his head with a grin, the boys all looking shocked. ‘Wow, she must really trust you, to send you a picture like that,’ Chan says disbelievingly, Hyunjin feeling smugger by the second.

‘What the fuck are you waiting for? Go to her, stupid,’ Jeongin urges, Hyunjin chuckling. ‘There’s no rush. She likes the long game,’ Hyunjin replies mildly, the others all shaking their heads in disbelief. ‘You’ve got it so good,’ Seungmin says, voice laced with envy, and Hyunjin can’t help but grin in response.

aren’t you gonna tell me I look good?

did I make you hard in front of your friends, jinnie?

are they all jealous bc your girl is so hot?

I bet they wanna fuck me like you do

only you get to fuck me though, jin

I only want you

only wanna be good for you

He stays with the boys for another hour, but his mind is elsewhere completely. The texts she sends him every few minutes fry his brain, and he feels himself getting needier with each one. He needs her. So many addictions in his life, but he’d give them all up for her. Fuck Mary Jane and Molly; she’s his favourite.

I’m thinking of you, jinnie

always thinking of you

And those texts are the ones that push him over the edge. Not the ones about how much she wants him, how good his dick is, how wet she is for him, but the ones that make him think she cares.

‘I’m heading off,’ Hyunjin says, getting up from his seat, and the boys all laugh and cheer. ‘Coming back after?’ Jeongin asks, and Hyunjin shrugs. ‘Probably,’ he says, pulling his jacket on. ‘Here, bro. I’ve got her favourites,’ Changbin says, holding a little plastic packet out to Hyunjin. The boy takes it, and he wants nothing more than to crush the pills into tiny little pieces. But he puts them in his pocket instead, their weight on his heart like bricks.

Hyunjin doesn’t waste any more time, driving like a madman to her apartment in the city centre, praying he doesn’t get a ticket but knowing that it’s worth it for her. He has a pass for her apartment block’s car park, and thankfully his usual space, the one beside her space, is empty. She has Hyunjin to drive her around most of the time, so her barely driven black Audi A5 with its D&G interior is in pristine condition. Hyunjin has a keycard to get into her apartment and he taps his foot impatiently as he scans it, the lift slowly moving upwards. He practically leaps through the doors when they open, stepping straight into her living room.

The lights are off, allowing a clear view through the floor to ceiling windows that look out over the city, but Hyunjin doesn’t care about that view. The view on his mind isn’t in here, and he exerts the last of his self-control as he heads towards her bedroom. When he reaches the open door of her room and she comes into his eyeline, his breath catches in his throat. She’s sat on her windowsill, looking out over the skyline with a wineglass in her hand, and he knows it isn’t wine that she’s drinking. It’s never something as weak as wine.

She looks like an angel, face serene and thrown into dim light from the city, and she’s not wearing the robe anymore. She’s in underwear, just a plain black Agent Provocateur set, but she looks like the most beautiful girl in the world to him. Practically everything in her room is Louis V, but she’s worth more than it all. He walks towards her slowly, and she knows he’s there but doesn’t look over at him. As he gets closer, he sees the black lines of mascara across her cheeks, her eyes red and swollen, and he isn’t sure whether it’s because she’s higher than a kite, or she’s lower than she’s ever been before.

‘Are you high?’ he asks her softly, and she lets out a gentle laugh. ‘No.’ ‘So you’ve been crying?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘You gonna tell me why?’ ‘No,’ she replies, voice like silk, and Hyunjin lets out a gentle sigh. ‘You can’t keep it all bottled up.’ ‘I can, and I will. I wanted you to come here to fuck me, not to be my therapist,’ she says tiredly, Hyunjin silent.

‘Did you bring my molly?’ she asks, and he just stares at her, waiting for her to look back at him. To actually look at him for once. ‘Hyunjin?’ Silence continues to fill the room, and after what feels like an eternity, she looks at him, her eyes shining with tears. ‘No.’ ‘You didn’t?’ ‘No. I brought you enough for a week on Tuesday. It’s Friday today.’ ‘I know what day it is. My health isn’t your problem.’ ‘I know it isn’t. But you should still have some left.’ ‘That’s not your concern. If I ask you to bring me something, you should bring it.’ ‘Stop being a fucking brat.’ ‘Stop being a fucking dick.’

He wants to scream at her, grab the glass from her hand and smash it against the wall, flush the pills in his pocket down the toilet. But he doesn’t. He just stands there, staring at her, and she stares back at him.

‘When was the last time you were sober?’ ‘For fuck’s sake, Jin, I can’t-’ ‘Answer the fucking question,’ he says angrily, and she flinches at his tone. ‘I… I’m sober now.’ ‘You’ve been drinking. When was the last time you were properly sober – no drugs or drink?’ She’s completely silent, and Hyunjin remains silent too, waiting for her response.

‘On Wednesday.’ ‘I’m not fucking stupid, stop lying to me.’ ‘I’m not lying!’ ‘I swear to God, I’m walking out of here if you don’t tell me the truth.’ ‘Then leave.’ ‘Don’t tell me to leave when that’s the last thing you want,’ he murmurs, and she just stares at him, eyes shining with tears.

‘Last week.’ ‘Stop lying!’ ‘I don’t fucking know, Jin! Maybe last week, maybe last month, maybe last year, maybe longer! I can’t fucking remember! I can’t even fucking see straight most days! You think I can remember when I was last sober? I’m never fucking sober!’ she screams, her voice shattering the silence, and Hyunjin feels his heart ache at the tears spilling down her face.

‘You’re slowly killing yourself.’ ‘You think I don’t know that? I’m not a fucking idiot, Jin! I haven’t got any delusions about my health!’ ‘If you know you’re dying, why don’t you stop?’ ‘You’re not an idiot either. You don’t need me to explain that to you,’ she says tiredly, as though all of her energy has suddenly flooded away.

Hyunjin’s eyes fill with tears at the realisation. She’s doing it on purpose because she wants to die.

‘Why? ‘What?’ ‘Why do you want to die?’ he asks softly, and she laughs humourlessly. ‘I told you; I don’t want a therapy session. That’s not why you’re here.’ ‘You’re insane if you think I’m gonna fuck you now,’ he says, the girl just staring at him.

‘This isn’t a film, Hyunjin, or a book. I’m not gonna magically decide to open up to you and cry on your shoulder and you hold me whilst I sleep and then you take me to DAA tomorrow and help me get sober. That’s not how this works. That’s not who I am, or who you are. You fuck me, or you leave.’ ‘I’m not gonna fuck you when you’re like this. I’m not a fucking monster,’ Hyunjin says harshly. ‘I might have to disagree with that,’ she murmurs before taking a sip from her drink.

‘You’ve had enough for tonight,’ Hyunjin says, the girl raising an eyebrow at him as she continues to drink. ‘I said that that’s enough,’ he spits angrily, and she flinches again, taking the glass from her lips a moment later. He holds out a hand to take it, and she hesitates before handing it to him, Hyunjin celebrating internally. It’s a step forward. It might be a small one, but it’s something.

He puts the glass down on her bedside table before taking a seat beside her on the windowsill. ‘You can leave.’ ‘I know,’ he says softly, and she doesn’t reply, looking back out over the city with tears streaming down her face. They sit in silence, looking at two different views, and Hyunjin feels like he could live in this moment. Her walls are up, but she’s letting him in, even if it is just for a little while.

‘You should go.’ ‘No.’ ‘Hyunjin-’ ‘I’m not leaving.’ ‘But why?’ she whispers, so much loneliness in her voice that his heart drops. ‘What do you mean?’ ‘Why are you staying? We’re not having sex, and we’re not in a relationship. You don’t have any obligations to stay,’ she murmurs, lips quivering as she speaks. ‘I know I don’t have any obligations, but I won’t leave you – not while you’re like this.’

They fall into silence again and it’s so heavy, weighing down both of their hearts. ‘No one ever stays,’ she says miserably, and he tilts his head questioningly. ‘My ex-boyfriends always left. My friends always leave. You always leave. My dad even left. So why are you staying now?’ she asks, and he’s devastated at her words. This is more than she’s ever told him, and he never expected to hear that this is her trauma. She’s got daddy issues, and that’s why she is the way she is. She’s a drug addict, an alcoholic, ridden with mental health illness, all because of her dad.

‘I’m all you have left, other than drugs and money.’ ‘That’s all I need.’ ‘If you’ve got what you need, why do you wanna die?’ ‘It’s all I need to survive. Not to live.’ ‘Don’t you want to live?’ ‘Of course I do. But not like this, not… haunted. Not weighed down. Not numb and empty, all the fucking time. I can’t escape. It’s all I am… when I’m sober. If I stay drunk, and high, I can forget it all. The second I start coming down, it all comes back, and it hurts so much. I just wanna feel… not even happy. Just… alive. For once. Without the help of alcohol and drugs and designer clothes. But they fill the emptiness inside me like nothing else does.’ ‘There’s so much more to life. Love, friendship, memories, nature, achievements.’ ‘I know, but my brain doesn’t work in that way. I could be… stood on top of the world, and I’d still feel like I want to die.’ ‘Let me help you,’ he replies, and she laughs.

‘You do help me. You help me fill the void my dad left behind. You’re an asshole. You might call me a good girl and praise me and baby me and treat me like a princess sometimes, but you’re emotionally unavailable, and you shout at me and get angry with me, and you’re never here when it matters which is good because I’d get attached if you were, and you’re horrible to me when we fuck, and you make me feel like I’m not good enough for you when you text other girls in front of me and check out every girl that passes us when we’re on a night out, and you never respond to the nudes I send you which makes me feel like I’m fucking ugly, but that’s okay because you’ll come and fuck me and I feel the validation that I need, and you never stay the night which makes me feel like you only ever want me for sex, but it’s okay because at least you like me enough to fuck me in the first place. You told me once that you won’t call me yours, but it’s okay because I’d rather my body be yours than none of me at all.’

She’s sobbing by the time she finishes speaking, struggling to breathe properly, and Hyunjin’s frozen in shock. He’s an asshole? No. He’s a guy who’s in love with her and doesn’t want her to know it, because she’s always told him that she doesn’t want his love, she wants his dick and his drugs. But maybe if he’d ignored her wishes, and openly loved her, she wouldn’t be so fucked up. She wouldn’t crave his worthless validation. She wouldn’t be so lonely that she wants to die.

‘But I’m-’ ‘No. Don’t you dare deny it and say some stupid fucking shit to try and manipulate me into thinking you care. You don’t have to. I know you couldn’t give a shit about me, and I’ve known for so long, and it doesn’t matter,’ she says, furiously wiping away her tears, and Hyunjin shakes his head, taking her trembling hands into his. ‘No, you don’t understand. I’m only like this because you pushed me away. We were so good at first, I used to openly adore you, but you pushed me away and told me that you didn’t want that from me.’ ‘Yeah, because I’m fucked up! I turned you into an asshole, and then fell in love with you! More fool fucking me! Can you just leave now?’ she asks, pulling her hands from his and looking away. His heart sings at her confession that she does love him, that this isn’t one-sided, but it quickly quietens when he sees the look on her face.

‘I’m literally trying to tell you that I’m in love with you too. I want to be with you, and do the things we’ve never done. Restaurant dates, and staying the night and laying with you, and shopping trips that don’t end up with us fucking in the Chanel back room – not that I’m complaining about that, obviously. But I just want to be with you. We could be so good together – just give us a chance. Things don’t have to be this way.’ ‘They are.’ ‘But they don’t have to be! Just give me a day. A day to be more than your dick appointment and your dealer. All I need is one day with you, and I can make the pain better.’

‘No, Hyunjin. Just go,’ she says quietly, the tears gone and her voice calm. She’s shutting herself off again, pushing him back out, and it makes him panic. ��Don’t do this. This is your chance to be happy, for us to be happy together.’ ‘No. Leave, like you always do,’ she murmurs, and he can see the city lights reflected in her eyes, the galaxy held between her lashes.

‘I only left because you wanted me to.’ ‘I still want you to.’ ‘But you love me.’ ‘They don’t cancel each other out.’ ‘That doesn’t-’ ‘Make any sense? I know. I don’t make any sense. I want love, but I’m scared of it. I hate my dad for abandoning me, but I only ever want guys that abandon me so if you stay, I’ll fall out of love with you, or I’ll push you away like I did when we first started fucking so that I can carry on loving you. I was never treated right, but I only ever want guys that treat me badly, so if you treat me right, I’ll get bored of you. I never got love from my dad, so I’ve been running from it my whole life, and that isn’t gonna change. I’ve driven myself insane for years, trying so hard to understand why I’m like this, but I am, and you should just accept that instead of trying work me out.’

Hyunjin just blinks, trying to process her words. Where does he win? The only way he can have her is carrying on being the asshole he’s been for the past few years, but there’s only so long he can keep that up when he’s falling more and more in love with her by the day. But if he openly loves her, she won’t want him anymore. Hyunjin makes a vow that if, by chance, he ever encounters her dad, he’s gonna beat the shit out of him. And he also makes a vow that he’s gonna help her, get her to therapy or DAA, because there’s no other way he can see a positive outcome.

‘You should just leave.’ ‘How can I leave you like this?’ ‘Because I can’t love you if you stay. I don’t love people who stay, and I never have. So… go. Please,’ she says, no emotion, no nothing in her voice, or on her face. She looks like one of those ancient marble statues, passive and cold but beautiful. And Hyunjin knows that he doesn’t want to live a life without her in it, so he does the only thing he can tonight, the only thing that won’t push her away.

‘Fine. I’ll fucking leave, since you keep fucking telling me to,’ he says harshly, the girl flinching at the suddenness of him pushing himself off the windowsill, feet landing heavily on the floor. ‘Came here to fuck you, and you’re fucking crying instead. You’re such a fucking mess. I should have brought your fucking molly. At least you keep your fucking mouth shut when you’re rolling. Never tell me to come over if you’re in your feels again, ‘cause I don’t wanna sit here and listen to you whine about your shitty dad,’ he mutters angrily, loathing himself for the words he’s using against her, the kind of words he’s subjected her to for so long, the words that made her fall in love with him.

Despite his brain screaming at him to not look back before leaving, he does it anyway, and when he sees her reaching for her glass again, eyes filled with tears and lips curled up into a sad smile, he feels his heart break into a million little pieces. He should knock the glass out of her hand. He should tell her how much he loves her, and how he’s not gonna give up on them. He should force her to get into his car, take her to rehab, and tell her that he won’t stand by and watch her slowly kill herself. But he squares his shoulders, ignoring the clink of her glass against her Cartier rings, and leaves her bedroom with the weight of the world on his shoulders and her face in his mind.

#straykidsland #kpopscape #kwritersworldnet #stray kids #skz #hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #stray kids hyunjin #stray kids hwang hyunjin #stray kids au #stray kids fanfiction #stray kids fanfic #stray kids imagine #stray kids imagines #stray kids angst #hyunjin angst #phases hhj

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dreamyoncs · 3 years ago

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[ kristine froseth & she/her & cis female ] : my oh my, is that davina claire in bon temps ? what the hell are they up to hanging around bon temps cemetery listening to live like legends by ruelle when they should be doing whatever a student does ? between you and i, the 19 year old witch is avoided for acting stubborn, but whenever they let their kind side shine through people flock to them. i guess they’re in town because she was born here. explains some of it, though i can’t help but wonder if there’s more to a fingers brushing on a dead rose to make it come alive, unstable powers threatening to destroy whatever’s around story. @extramacabre

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NAME: davina claire NICKNAME(S): d, super witch SPECIES: witch AGE: 19 SEXUALITY: (presumed) heterosexual PROFESSION: student HAIR COLOR: brown EYE COLOR: blue TATTOOS / SCARS: none SKILLS: witchcraft, playing the piano

𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 & 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒

first things first, i’ll try not to stray too far from the canon (well the biggest change being her age and that she was born and raised here) and since she’ll be set at the very beginning of her story (as seen on the show), there’s not much to the backstory but i’d absolutely LOVE to build it through plotting connections. i’ll list some down there but honestly hmu on dc anytime for any kind of plot, i’d appreciate anything.

so davina was born to a single mother, or rather, the father was out of the picture even before she was born. thus, her mother became quite strict and controlling over her. because of this, it is safe to say that her teenage years were spent under her monitoration, her high school experience was awful.

it was only when she began to attend college that she was able to move out, much to her mother’s dislike, and start her own life. that happened less than a year ago and while she still struggles with being on her own and independent, she feels much better. she knows that sooner or later her mother’s bound to show up in her life again but for the time being she’s trying to figure out who she is.

so basically at this point in her life davina’s just trying to build a life for herself while training her powers. though, as she’d been under her mother’s control pretty much her whole life, she knows that there’s just so much untapped potential and oftentimes struggles with that, the extent of her powers.

𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒 / 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

best friend: a ride or die, someone she trusts with his life. could either be that they have known each other for pretty much all their lives (she was born and raised here) or they have met later on but built such a connection that davina wouldn’t think twice before putting herself on the line for the other. (0/1)

good friends: maybe they’re all different kinds of people, maybe they stick together as a gang but one thing’s for sure, davina loves them all and considers them her people. (0/3)

enemies: this one’s a little stubborn, often acts before she thinks and can be a bit impulsive so she’s bound to have made some enemies here and there. maybe it’s not that serious but there could be some mutual dislike or only on one side. (0/2)

love interest: anything goes for this one tbh, i’m not set on anything particular but this person would be her first experience at pretty much anything as she’s newly opening up to the world. so honestly, a whole world of opportunities for this one.

mentor: well it doesn’t have to be anything serious, maybe someone she just trusts with about her powers and looks up to. (0/1)

older sibling kind of thing: pretty much what it says, just a cute sibling-like relationship.

honestly? anything at this point! can’t wait to start plotting and grow connections for davina so feel free to hmu either here or on dc anytime!

#macabreintro

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disjoineddisc · 4 years ago

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Teen Beach Movie Inspired Eremin Au Because Why Not

This will be my second time writing this AU because tumblr decided to crash mid-way through attempt number one. If we crash again I will be going bonkers.

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Cruisin for a Bruisin came up on my Spotify liked songs today and then this AU was made. Basically, if you’ve ever seen the movie Teen Beach Movie you’ll know what I’m talking about. If not, all you need to know is that there is a Capulet-Montague-style rivalry between the Bikers and Surfers in the town. It’s set in the 50s. It is literally the same thing here. Just some funny teenagers who like biking and surfing.

SO. Eren and Mikasa are bikers. We already Knew this. The two of them do fun tricks together, even though Mikasa outshines Eren by a mile. Eren has always thought the rivalry thing was stupid. But, biking was fun! Mikasa just kind of followed Eren along with everything because. Eren + Bike is just asking for him to get hurt. And he does, a lot.

Armin works at Carla’s Cafe, the cafe owned by Carla Jaeger. It serves as the neutral ground between the Bikers and the Surfers. He’s about the only employee there. He’s pretty close with Carla (but not Eren.) In addition to that, he also surfs on the down-low. He isn’t officially affiliated with the Surfers and he doesn’t want to be. Armin thinks the rivalry is dumb, but surfing is fun. Most of the time he brings his board to the cafe and hides it in the back.

It all starts out after Eren gets into an argument with his dad (all my homies hate Grisha Jaeger.) He just dips and decides to go out biking because he needs to blow off steam. Doing something is better than letting his anger sit. One time he let that happen and by the end of the day there was a hole in his wall. Eren decides to go down to the beach. It’s around the evening and he assumes nobody that would give him any trouble would be there. Plus, he knows a spot. It’s secluded and great for him to just,,, do donuts and whatever he wants in the sand. Off-roading has a danger that he loves.

Turns out- that same place is where Armin surfs. It’s secluded and the waves there aren’t all that bad- it’s perfect. Eren sees Armin, Armin sees Eren. At first the two of them are apprehensive about one another because of the whole Surfer Biker thing. Eventually they figure out that one another is chill. Armin earns the nickname “Beach Boy.” The age-old “Ar” and “Min” eventually come into play, too. Armin just sticks to calling Eren Eren, sometimes using “Er” and “Ren” if the time feels right. There’s no real rhyme or reason to it, though.

The two of them talk for awhile. Eren figures out that Armin goes to that same spot almost every night. Eren keeps making up excuses as to why he shows up. At first Armin is like “ah, okay. Well, hi :)”. But, it takes next to no time to figure out that Eren is just lying and pulling things from his ass. The excuses get more far out each time. It isn’t all that hard to put together. Ofc he doesn’t mind, though. Eventually Eren convinces himself that Armin just has to meet Mikasa. I’d imagine the exchange would go something like this: “Eren, who is Mikasa again?” “My sister. Look, Min, you guys will get along great!” “Yeah but isn’t she also a Bik-” “She doesn’t give a shit about that.” “I’m the most boring person kno-” “Stop making up excuses I’m bringing her here.” “Then why did you even ask me?” “Felt like the thing to do. Anyways. Me, you, Mikasa, here tomorrow at 7. ‘Kay?” “I-... Yeah? Sure...that’s fine.”

AND BOOM EMA.

Mikasa and Carla are the best wingmen Eren could ask for, though. They’re preceptive. They Know. Armin comes into work with more energy than he ever has. Eren keeps dipping on certain things to go to that small spot on the beach. Mikasa talks to her mom, her mom lets her know how a certain employee has been more chipper than ever. Mikasa shares her reports. They figure out whats going on before Eren and Armin figure out whats going on. Mikasa and Eren visit Carla’s Cafe one day. His mom walks up to him and is like: “Eren :) guess whos on shift today:)” “Literally who?” “:)” “Don’t you just have the one employ-” Out walks Armin in his lil uniform. Eren is once again swept off of his feet.

I just Really Like this AU idea. Imagine Eren taking Armin on bike rides. Armin trying to teach Eren how to surf. Eren being cheesy whenever he visits Carla’s cafe and Armin has to serve him. Armin gives Eren bigger slices of pie, extra of his favorite food, whatever he wants. I just. At some point in time Armin starts bringing the books that he’s brought up in conversation so often to the beach. He reads to Eren when neither of them want to do much of anything (although I imagine that Armin still brings his surf board and Eren brings his bike but both things just sit there, unused.)

If anyone wants to discuss this AU please hmu I have so many thoughts. Or, if you want to add on, please feel free to and lmk because just. 50s Biker and Surfer Au go brrrrr.

#attack on titan #aot #eremin #erearu #aot au #snk #armin #eren #eremin au #i love these two #so much

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madzfm · 3 years ago

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˛ ⠀ * ⠀ ★ ⠀ JESSICA ALEXANDER . CIS FEMALE . SHE / HER ⧽ ⠀ have you seen the 786 latest post ? sources say they have some serious dirt on the child of a big time COUNTRY MUSIC STARS . they haven’t revealed who it was yet but my best is on MADISON DARLING ! ever since that last update about how she ALLEGEDLY GOT CAUGHT SPORTING A BABY BUMP LAST YEAR BEFORE GHOSTING EVERYONE i don’t put anything pass them . i mean , these celebrity kids are just out of control . they do whatever they want , whenever they want and are ungrateful in the process !! i mean take MADDIE for example , they’re a TWENTY THREE year old DANCER , and what did they do to get there ? have famous parents ! like hello , just because you HAVE BEEN IN MUSIC VIDEOS WITH A-LIST MUSICIANS doesn’t mean you actually deserved it . i’m glad the 786 is taking them down a notch . it’s about time someone does .

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hey ... hey ... how y’all doin’ ? i’m sooo excited to be here , besties ! sorry i’m late with the intro , it’s been a looooong weekend for me but i’m eager to get the ball rolling . so here’s the rundown , the google doc has a full bio + more stats + headcanons but i don’t expect anyone to actually read all that nonsense so i’ve tried my best to sum it up below ( it’s still kinda long tho i’m sorry y’all i ramble too much ). i’m always down to talk plots & threw a few wanted connection ideas at the bottom , so feel free to hmu on discord any time <3 but yes okay let’s get into it

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━━ ˊ * 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 . .

𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. madison dallas darling . 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞(𝐬). maddie , mads . 𝐝𝐨𝐛. april 14 , 1998 . 𝐚𝐠𝐞. twenty - three . 𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜. aries sun , libra moon , leo asc . 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫. cis female . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬. she / her . 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. bisexual . 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞. nashville , tn . 𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 5ft 5in . 𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. high school diploma . 𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. dancer / realty tv personality . 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬. robert “robbie” darling - father . dixie darling - mother . delaney darling - sister . ��𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬. compassionate , imaginative , family-oriented , devoted , generous , sympathetic , idealistic , self critical , naive , competitive , indecisive , impressionable , elusive , sensitive .

━━ ˊ * 𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲 . .

tw : things like shitty controlling parents , injury , & pregnancy are mentioned

born & raised in nashville , tennessee , madison is the daughter of two country music icons ( basically blake shelton & miranda lambert ) & has only ever known a life in the spotlight . her parents were a widely adored it couple who shared their lives with millions of viewers across the world with their reality tv show . at 7pm cst you could tune in to watch robbie & dixie raise their two daughters - having some good ol’ wholesome family fun while juggling responsibilities that come with being famous artists . to any outsider looking in , they seemed like the perfect family . a loving father , a supportive mother , two prim & proper daughters that collected accolade after accolade in every pageant & talent competition they ever entered . but you shouldn’t believe everything you see on tv , even if it’s deceptively labeled as “reality” .

when the cameras weren’t rolling , the darling sisters were left under their mother’s restrictive control . dixie darling treated her daughters more like dolls than living beings , madison & delaney were basically pretty little accessories . while robbie never dared to mistreat his daughters , he was around a lot less than the show made it seem - often touring the world rather than spending quality time with his girls . plus , dixie & robbie seemed to endlessly fight with one another - nearly every childhood memory madison has of her parents involves them yelling . if she wanted to see them looking happy & in love , she’d have to tune in to the fabricated reality on their own show to get a taste of what a happy , loving family looks like .

you can’t be a child of dixie darling without being exploited in some way . while delaney was pushed into the music scene , madison was shoved into the world of dance . she took every class that was offered & practiced for hours upon hours to perfect her craft . her sister had taken after their folks with the singing voice of an angel & the looks to rival that of miss universe , meanwhile maddie was good for two things : dance & doing whatever her mother said . so when dixie said to twirl , she twirled , when she said do a grand jeté, maddie asked how high & then over performed like the good little girl she was trained to be .

it wasn’t until her parents got divorced & maddie moved to miami to be with her sister , her father , & her father’s new girlfriend that she sort of came out ( or more accruately described as dragged out ) of her timid , non - confrontational , subservient shell . with a longer leash , she had more freedom to roam far & wide . no one tried to tell her what to do or who to talk to & considering she was just a privileged teenager with endless funds & the status to get away with just about anything , you can imagine how badly that went . every mistake she made was broadcasted onto people’s televisions or headlined in tabloids . it was stressful , growing up & messing up all under the watchful gaze of millions of people who felt entitled to berate her for her poor life decisions . just because they watched her grow up on tv didn’t mean they actually knew anything about her . & yet so many people shared their unsolicited opinions on her & her life . it drove her insame .

maddie wasn’t handling the stress of being well known very well . she wanted a break from it all , to just go somewhere far away where no one knew her name & just live by herself . it was a silly dream . nothing she’d ever actively pursue . but the universe has a funny way of giving us a taste of what we think we want just to teach us a lesson .

so over a year ago , maddie found out that she was pregnant . it was a shock to say the least . she kept it a close guarded secret from everyone but her sister for awhile . not only was it a life changing development , but it was one thing that she was determined not to share with the rest of the world . with the idea of running away in continuous loop in the back of her mind , she came up with a plan to buy herself some time . she faked a really bad injury during a performance & let the media run with saying she might not be able to walk , let alone dance ever again . pushing the cover story even further , she claimed to be in need of intense physical therapy & sought after it in a luxurious private lodge in new zealand . that’s where she stayed during her year away , letting no outsiders come visit while she figured out how she was going to move forward with this baby growing inside of her .

so maddie finally got the break she was looking for even if it wasn’t under the circumstances that she would’ve liked . but she adapted to the situation . in her time away , she went through the entire pregnancy but it was basically decided for her by her parents that it was best to give the baby up for adoption . the little girl would be in good care by a couple that was a family friend of the darlings . better to bless someone who wanted a baby but couldn’t have one than for maddie to keep her daughter when she wasn’t in a place to take care of her . it broke her heart , honestly . she had grown quite attached to the baby & even entertained the idea of being a single mom even though she knew her own mom would never let that happen - it would go against the strict narrative that they try to put out there about the darling family .

after a year away , maddie is back in miami without anyone knowing what really happened . she keeps using the “injury” as the excuse for her absence from the spotlight . anyone really close to her might be able to tell that something’s off , but she’s trying so hard to act like everything is fine & nothing has changed at all . she might even be able to get away with her lies - if it wasn’t for that damn 786 website threatening to spill the tea & make her life hell .

━━ ˊ * 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 & 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 . .

a wannabe good girl gone bad but harbors a deep rooted fear of being a disappointment & a failure due to her mom’s strict parenting style . so like she wants to be rebellious & come across as carefree but internally she’s panic screaming always ( honestly relatable like same , girl )

well - mannered in a sweet southern belle kind of way with her please’s & thank you’s & calling everyone ma’am & sir out of respect & what not

biiiig mom friend energy . she just wants to make sure that everyone is taken care of . she can get very protective & a little helicopter parent-y with her friends . it probably has something to do with control issues that she doesn’t realize she has but we don’t have time to unpack that rn akjsdbk

before her year away i want to say that she was a lot more people please-y / overly eager to please ?? like rarely said no to people that asked for favors , always agreed to any plans people invited her to out of courtesy , & what have you . but now i see her as being a little less patient than before & a little bit more unhinged & quick to shut down or snap

guillable ! naive ! dumb as hell ! believes that everyone was raised with the same values as her & has a big of a heart like she does so she’s easily subjectable to getting her feelings hurt & i say let it happen !!

wants to be mysterious so bad but there is very little known about her & her life that isn’t public knowledge . she could get shit on by a bird & it’ll probably become a twitter highlight idk she just wants to believe she’s imperceptible & acts all evasive in order to keep her private life private but that rarely ever has the desired effect

one of those annoying rich & famous people that’s like “i wasn’t meant to be famous . i was meant to have a normal life & be a normal person” but like !! she is actually so out of touch with reality & probably couldn’t tell you how much milk is at the grocery store because she has people to do mundane day to day things for her . spoiled little privileged rich girl , let’s be real . her dad tried to keep her humble , idk what happened

dance style / career is pretty much inspired by maddie ziegler but also not really bc i am very picky & choosey about which aspects of her career i’m pulling from

boring on social media because she hardly ever posts & is very short with her captions & tweets when she does make an appearance online every blue moon

dodges questions about what she’s been up to while she was gone like she’s in the matrix or something . all that pr training her mom put her through when she was younger is coming in handy because she has not given a single honest , straight answer in the months she’s been back . would rather talk about anything else than herself right now so don’t be surprised if she pulls some random subject changes out of her ass if people get nosy . i’m sure the common conspiracy is that maddie was so embarrassed by the fall on stage that she went into hiding

delaney is the kim kardashian & britney spears of the family while madison is the kourtney & the jamie lynn xoxo

━━ ˊ * 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 . .

ride or die , bad influence , frenemies , family friends , good influence , confidant , rival , girl squad , non judging breakfast club , childhood friend , unlikely friend , exes on good terms , exes on bad terms , neighbors , pr friendship , pr enemy , social media mutuals , party buddies , secret friend , secret hook - up , crush , friends with benefits , adventure buddy , enemy with benefits , dance partners , mentors , mentees , sibling like relationship , will they won’t they , people suspicious of her & her supposed “injury” , father of her baby 👀 jk ..... unless

#786intro #template credit to yeonjvnz on deviantart !#they're linked in the source <3

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nctsiren · 4 years ago

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HYEYOUNG x JOHNNY

hyonny best couple i don’t make the rules i just enforce them

(yes i know this is a shit edit but this was requested and im excited so THIS IS FOR YOU ANON ILY)

PLEASE lmk what you think!! if u ever have any questions about them (or any of the ocs or reqs) i encourage you to send me asks! thank u loves, enjoy!!❣��

TAGLIST (hmu to join! applies to all of my ocs): @moonbeamsung @aqueenieme @atinygracie @jinsoulorbitzen12 @btshook

THE BEGINNING:

hyeyoung met johnny in 2017, a bit after he debuted in 127

he came around the training center, since he had trained for so long and had friends there

he also liked to meet new trainees! he’s a super kind guy, he wants to try to be support for them, since he trained for So Long

when he first saw her he thought she was gorgeous

and vice versa, yknow. she was shy because he was a Debuted Idol AND a Handsome Man

yeah they both found each other attractive and that was. about it yknow? for a while

THEN in 2019, rumor was that hyeyoung would join an nct female unit

she was already friends with mila and lily, having trained with mila, and lily was friendly with trainees

but she started talking to the guys more, meeting them properly and getting used to them

and johnny was so .. you know how he is

she fell really quick tbh

lily noticed this QUICKLY and did what she could to make them interact and she THOUGHT she is what got them together

but johnny was texting her on the low .. he loved her the minute he had his first conversation (in person) with her

THE ~TALKING~ STAGE:

johnny is a Romantic™️ and we all know it

so this man COURTED her like a damn maiden

hyeyoung, evie, and gem: *arrive at the siren dorms and open the door*

hyeyoung, evie, and gem: ...

evie: hyeyoung who sent you twenty vases of roses

no that IS NOT A JOKE

literally an old movie romance, complete with the yearning and such

he always texted her good morning and good night

sent her coffee or tea on the low while she was training

“hello beautiful”

hyeyoung was lovestruck. she felt able to actually talk to him after a bit, and it was so easy for her to trust and feel close to him

she got shy when he did big gestures or sweet things- but it was making her fall HARD

and johnny? well he wasn’t MUCH better just more composed outwardly

our smooth, flirty bastard john ..

would absolutely GUSH about her to the members. smiling like an IDIOT at his phone

once lily said she couldn’t hang out because hye wasn’t feeling good and johnny’s heart DROPPED he didn’t know what to do

come to think of it he hasn’t gotten a text from her in a while :((

didnt she say she hadn’t had pizza lately?

and that’s how johnny ended up at the trainee girls’ dorm at 11pm with a pizza. and the dark chocolate she liked.

he watched a movie in hyeyoung’s room with her ALONE and she leaned into his side so

tbh it wasn’t a bad night

HOW HYONNY BECAME OFFICIAL:

hyeyoung was fr wondering if this would be anything

she was thinking about her career, yeah, but her heart YEARNED for him. she was falling in love with everything about him

she didn’t need the grand gestures, she just needed him

and, it probably goes without saying, but so did johnny

he stopped by her practice room with evie and gem one day

he had just finished his own practice and called hye closer to the door of the practice room she was in with the girls

cue lily practically shaking with excitement

“i don’t think this will seem out of the blue... do you wanna get dinner, sometime? as an actual date this time”

the smile she gave him nearly made poor john’s heart stop

“i thought you’d never ask” she responded, stepping on her tip toes to press a kiss to his cheek

CHEESY SMILE until jaehyun pulls him away

“howd it go, romeo?”

then they heard the girls squealing audibly and talking at the speed of light

“oh no big deal. just the most beautiful amazing woman on the planet likes me back”

NOW KITH:

the first date was literally later that night, in hyeyoung’s room, with takeout and the nicest red wine johnny could find

tbh he couldn’t wait and she was free that night

“keep the door unlocked!” - evie

the two just talked and laughed and the movie on the background was ignored

hyeyoung was used to feeling shy with people, but she was so comfortable early on. it felt right

and yeah the night DID end with them making out

with the door locked, screw you evie (johnny’s words, not hyeyoung’s)

they fell into being a couple very easily

they told the company a few months in to make life easier and surprisingly .. they were pretty okay with it, though they obviously had guidelines

they couldn’t be seen alone in public (sometimes they break that rule with masks and hats and disguises since the managers will let them sometimes)

a lot of their dates are in the siren dorms because it’s quieter and all of the girls have their own rooms

she comes around to the 127 dorms a lot

they couldn’t interact more than she would interact with the others, and absolutely no pda

((tbh with mila and lily, it’s more acceptable, since they grew up with their members, but the other three have stricter rules .. evie almost breaks them sometimes tho. and sometimes the guys will give casual, familial hugs to them))

they said they loved each other a few months in

johnny said it first, and hyeyoung said it back immediately

it was natural. they fully and truly love each other

they will 1000% percent get married, and they will do so whenever they can in the future

they want to keep their relationship quiet just because hyeyoung’s career has JUST started

but johnny wants to reveal it as soon as the company lets them because he wants the world to know he loves her with all of his heart

johnny’s parents have only met her over facetime, and they already love her. she talks to johnny’s mom a lot too

he has met her parents and siblings, and obviously they love him

her dad is protective though since she’s his youngest daughter and his baby

johnny is still big on keeping the romance alive and planning things for her, always telling her how much he loves her, and showing physical affection

hyeyoung is a softer type of girlfriend, and she is big on quality time and expressing to him how much she loves him.

they will never, ever doubt how much they love each other. forever type shit

HYONNYCORE

johnny and hyeyoung ARE mom and dad

especially to hyuck. hyeyoung LOVES him and thinks he can literally do no harm, similar to how she is with lily

mark used to have a crush on hyeyoung hehe but i think we ALL know he’s interested in someone else now ..

taeyong, yuta, lily, hyuck, jaemin, evie, ten, jungwoo, taeil, chenle, hendery, and yangyang are their biggest shippers. they believe in hyonny supremacy

jaehyun is OBVIOUSLY happy for his bro but he’s a chill, cool dude y’know ..

he’s johnny’s go-to though and he and hyeyoung have a very sweet friendship, jaehyun always looks out for her and makes sure she’s okay

johnny will be chill about the eventual rumors about hyeyoung and jaehyun tho because he knows there’s nothing there, and as far as he is concerned, that means that their relationship is safer without any lights on them

they aren’t jealous people (AHEM take note lily AHEM)

the two of them will still flirt with fans, and they rate each other’s flirty comments to fans

“nah, baby, that’s basic. be smoother”

“john, they literally just asked me to tell them i love them”

yeah they’re teased tho and you KNOW they are

ten is CRAZY dude he was already big on the innuendos but now .. goodness

he doesn’t step out of line tho and he’s more subtle and would never do anything to harass them (well mainly not hyeyoung because flashbacks to “i wanna have xxxx with you fatass! love you forever darling” johnten always wilding)

y’know that clip from stranger thing when that dude asks jonathan how the pull out was... “the couch”. yeah. stuff like that from ten

hyuck doesn’t tease them much surprisingly! because again. mom and dad

i can sum up mark in a single sentence:

“you guys are, like, perfect for each other, y’know? i’m happy for you guys, seriously.”

yuta teases sometimes, but chenji is RUTHLESS

if hyonny even looks at each other they’re like OOOOO HEHE GET A ROOM

most of wayv is .. well .. we know how wayv is

taeyong is so warm to them about it all and it’s super sweet. taeil loves them together and is unintentionally funny saying things about young people and love

the girls are PROTECTIVE of hyeyoung even tho they know johnny is perfect for her

lily is in a permanent state of trying to square up with johnny and hyeyoung thinks it’s funny

they have great reception overall, everyone loves them

sm family loves them TOO and heechul is the REAL captain of their fan club and red velvet as a whole loves them together

do you know how many times they hear “awwwh cute!”

spoiler: it’s a lot

GOD the two try to help lily with her love life and she hates it

they’ll end up trying to help everyone but lily is their focus

they have lots of couple-isms

“baby” “love” “honey” stuff like that

they have inside jokes

SO MANY PICTURES OF EACH OTHER

fashionable ass couple

he watches old films with her

they’re the type of couple to slow dance in the middle of the kitchen

they both know like. they know what the other would order from where, what to do for them after a long/hard day

she knows how to make his coffee perfectly

johnny knows what temperature she likes her baths/showers and what wine she’ll enjoy most

hyeyoung knows where johnny’s back is most tense and his slight change in posture when he needs a massage

they know each other’s style, and they surprise each other with little gifts

they basically know each other like the back of their hand. two halves of the same whole

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edgelord-dl6 · 3 years ago

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𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 & 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

Repost, don’t reblog. Bold what applies. Strikethrough what does not. Italicize what only applies sometimes. Elaborate on any points you’d like with a *.

tagged by : @tenderpulsive tagging : ummm idk steal if you want!

𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 / 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬

𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬

wing it | get a general idea ooc and then run with it & plot further if need be | long expansive thought out story arcs *( lol a bit of everything )

𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 / 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫

oneliners only | whatever dash shenanigans i’m online for | para or multi para | literal novels *( i have major respect for folks who write literal novels but i find it unsustainable for me and the energy it requires! )

𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 & 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐲 & 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬

i lose threads all the time & don’t usually get back to them | i drop threads pretty easily | i’m really slow but i will get back to you | i reply on a schedule/queue *( i tend to reply based on the order of things in my activities page! sometimes though, the muses are jumpin’ at a particular thread and i’ll shamefully prioritize it...sorry guys... ) | i usually reply within a week | i reply every day | i reply almost instantly |

𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬

i don’t do these ships | i’m not against them happening but it is not the main point of my blog | ships will have to be super slow burn & discussed a lot ooc, super chemistry based | i love doing ships, hmu i probably already ship it just ask | i ship really quickly *( lmao this is so shameful but yes. even so, i love slowburn and require ooc discussion. chemistry is a MUST but sometimes chemistry is immediate! ) | i autoship or ship within a few interactions | i mainly rp for the cute ship fluff or smut

𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭

i do not do smut at all | i’m very selective about it | i only do it on a separate (blog/discord/specify here) | i mainly only do asks relating to nsfw headcanons on sundays | i write it a medium amount | i write it all the time and love to *( i love smut! it’s fun to write but i find it most interesting when there is a lot of complicated feelings and chemistry so i will generally only write it with trusted partners and with ooc plotting beforehand! ) | i am comfortable with foreplay and fade-to-blacks but nothing further

𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬

𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

i don’t do starter calls | i want to do starter calls but often don’t have time | i do selective calls | i don’t do calls but if u plot with me i’ll write u a starter happily! | i do starter calls rarely / regularly / often |

𝐚𝐮𝐬

i don’t do aus | my blog is an au but outside of that i don’t do them | i sometimes do them but only with a lot of plotting | i have a couple of aus already feel free to request them | i have aus coming out of my ears please interact with them | i love making aus hmu to plot if you think of one | there are some aus i won’t do |

𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬

i don’t do crossovers | i’m selective with crossovers | i love crossovers |

#|☛ out of office ♞ ooc |#|| hmm i dont have a mun tag. oh well

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mad-hunts · 5 months ago

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🚢

shipping meme!

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between: i think that it would be interesting to do a blend between these two, where we could maybe lay some groundwork down regarding their dynamic / a possible ship between them that would detail what each of us might like to see out of it and/or how we could envision them either becoming an item (sorry, i just love that term for two people who're each other's significant other LOL), or becoming one once again if you'd like to go with the exes route or the second chance one. but then we would kind of wing it from there... however, with having a general idea as to where we want to go with their dynamic, if that makes any sense. though IDK,, perhaps it's because i've been seeing so many edits for ships who were exes but rekindled their relationship with each other that i feel like that'd have potential to be a kind of fun dynamic for wanda and barton, but also sad at the same time (,:

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( AHHH, hiii, itzel! thank you so much for sending this in and possibly being interested in shipping with barton :D it honestly made me so happy to see this pop up in my inbox, because i absolutely ADORE your account and your portrayal of wanda!! but yeah. with all of that said, i just wanted to let you know that two of barton's most negative traits are ones that i have pictured possibly interfering with his romantic relationships before, and this is that he can be closed-minded in a way / stubborn.

and i say in a way for closed-minded because he is kinddd of selective (okay, he can be REALLY selective, ngl haha) whenever it comes to accepting other people's opinions of things. so i could imagine that it could take him a bit to actually believe that a hero and a villain could be together since... well, they would more likely than not have a conflict of ideology going on there + i could NOT imagine that wanda would agree with a lot of things that barton does if she learned just how terrible of a person he really is (,: and that's honestly completely understandable so i'm not trying to like say she'd be bad for not agreeing with it.

i just think that they would probably have to come to a solution where barton either doesn't bring his 'work' up around her, and/or maybe depending on how attached he is to her, he could make an effort to cut all of the bad things he does down. but yeah,,, i think it could be interesting, like i said before, if you'd be interested in doing something with an ex like dynamic with them as we could make up like a whole history for them and stuff! but you don't have to, of course. so TOTALLY feel free to hmu in IM's here and ask for my disc if you want, or just talk to me there or in the comments here as to what kind of things you'd maybe want to explore between them yourself.

i like to think that i'm pretty open whenever it comes to potential dynamics, so if there is one here that i didn't check as a 'definitely' (in bold) or a maybe (in italics), then feel free to tell me and we could talk about it! but i am honestly very excited to roleplay with you more and i just want to let you know that although barton can ABSOLUTELY be an arsehole and hard to deal with: whenever it comes to romance, it tends to bring out the best version of him, though i have to say that things probably would be a little rocky at least on his end in the beginning because of the reasons i stated above. )

#hexsreality #AHH i also wanted to say to please not be afraid of sending me shippy meme's if you want to even though i only out it as a 'maybe' on here!#i mostly just did that because i don't want to make you feel like you have to but it'd definitely be welcomed and i'd love to get the-#chance to develop their relationship further / see what kind of ship they could possibly blossom into after talking to each other if you'd #want to hmu in IM's or anything! but yeah. thanks again for sending this to me MUAHHH <33 #shipping meme!

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sodalitefully · 4 years ago

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Sluff, 72(?) Just whatever au you want :)

This is the last response from a request game I did a while ago 😅 #72 on my huge list of gnr AU ideas is an artist/model historical sluff AU!

Slash is a painter. He apprenticed under his father, a well-known artist, and has now graduated to taking his own clients. If it was up to him, he’d paint nothing but animals and mythological scenes, the more exotic and monstrous the better, but alas materials are expensive so instead he makes his living painting portraits.

The McKagans are a large and well-to-do family, and the Lord and Lady McKagan decide to commission a series of portraits of the entire extended family. They contact an artist from the city to come to their estate and complete the daunting task of painting all the family members in their own home: First the patriarch and matriarch, then their oldest son and his spouse and children, next the second-oldest and his, and so on and so forth until finally, after months of work, it’s the 8th child’s turn to sit for his portrait.

Michael McKagan, better known as Duff to members of the household, is 25 and very much unmarried when he runs into his parents’ painter in the garden of the family estate. He was aware of the artist already, of course; that distinctive head of curly black hair had been lurking around his home for the better part of a year, for the most part hiding away in his makeshift studio when he isn’t chasing down Duff’s siblings for modeling sessions. In Duff’s private opinion, Mr. Hudson is a bit of a bore: Though they are similar in age, Saul is quiet and unobtrusive and keeps his nose in his paints, while Duff is enthusiastic about more active pastimes like riding and boating and learning to play new instruments.

So he doesn’t think much of it when he bustles past Mr. Hudson under the pergola, just pardons himself and keeps walking. But to Duff’s surprise the painter persists, instead of deferring and carrying on his way he follows after Duff, hurrying to keep up with his long strides.

“Mr. McKagan, good afternoon. I was hoping I’d run into you,” Saul tries to sound confidently friendly but his voice wavers. “I finished your brother’s portrait just this morning."

“I’m sure he will be very happy with the result.” Nothing about Duff’s flat tone invites further conversation, but Saul’s thick Londoner’s accent pipes up behind him again.

“Thank you, well, the Lord and Lady seemed pleased when they saw it at least. A-And eager for me to start on your portrait as soon as possible. Would you be available to sit for a sketch tomorrow morning? Lady McKagan suggested the east sitting room, near the piano, and the light should been good in there before noon… Uh, but if you’d prefer something different, of course –” Saul is soft-spoken and clearly uncomfortable pressing him, but he carries the weight of Duff’s parents’ wishes behind his words, and Duff has no choice but to tersely agree.

So Duff shows up to sit for the portrait the next day, not at all looking forward to wasting a perfectly good morning trying to sit still for an ungodly period of time. He’s somewhat mollified when Saul suggests that he’d like to include Duff’s dog in the portrait as well – he’s hardly seen them apart from one another, after all. Duff was surprised that Saul even noticed details about him like that; he always seemed so completely absorbed in his assignment.

Truthfully, Saul has noticed the youngest Mr. McKagan more than he’d care to admit. He seems so spirited and full of life; whenever Saul caught a glimpse of him from afar, he’d try to preserve the image in his mind’s eye so that when he got back to his studio he could fill his notebook with charcoal sketches. Needless to say, he’s looking forward to painting this final portrait.

Two modeling sessions, a somewhat illicit trip to a city pub, and one completed portrait later, they are in love. <3 Duff stops being so difficult and realizes that there is true passion behind Slash’s art, and it turns out that Slash gets along well with Duff’s dog. Class divisions be damned, it’s a good thing Duff is an 8th son. Duff is always finding excuses to commission Slash or just pay his London studio a visit, he encourages Slash to paint whatever he wants (and as a result ends up with a rather unique art collection).

I know next to nothing about art history, so if any knowledgable gnr fans want to lend me their expertise feel free to hmu! I’m leaning kinda baroque in terms of art style, but then there’s the culture and fashion of the period to consider, not to mention the logistics of hiring an artist to paint a bunch of portraits…

#my tone gets weird as heck when i write historical aus lol #eh idk call it an experiment #sodafics #gnr #sluff #slash #saul hudson #duff mckagan #guns n roses #reply #ever have those fic ideas where it's like...#this would be really good if someone besides me was writing it?#😅

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desdelacorazon · 2 years ago

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looking to add some extra 1x1s going into the new year!! some ideas under the cut but i’m pretty open to other ideas as well as brainstorming from scratch! i’m big on worldbuilding, plotting, headcanoning, and chatting with my partner ooc! i’m decently active, and don’t expect big replies! (prefer to keep replies to 1-2 paragraphs, and i’m totally fine with smaller replies than that as well, especially when writing mumus!) i play every gender happily but prefer f/f, m/f, and nb ships.

general hospital mumu anyone?? i know this is super niche but if anyone watches soap operas it’d be so fun to do canon & oc characters from past to present!!

fantasy rp/game of thrones based! i havent rewatched got in a while but i love fantasy & high fantasy based settings and rps!

other fandoms i’m interested in include: stranger things, critical role, house of the dragon, & the last of us! would be down to do plots revolving around these too!

have any ideas? hit me up!! if you have a dream plot that kinda fits within the realm of any of these themes (even if its a bit of a stretch!) feel free to let me know, i’d love to hear them!

#1x1 #1x1 rp #discord rp #discord 1x1 #1x1 discord

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make-me-imagine · 4 years ago

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im back lmao 😂

Can I request X-Men and Venom ships (male characters)? For both I want to request the headcanons “How you meet/their first impression of you” and “How they describe you to their friends/family”.

Now that the weather is getting nice, the animal/plant lover part of my personality is coming out more. I miss hatching duck eggs and now I finally have a garden!! I work in a school and the kids are getting worse now that it’s nice out (but the lil ones are still cute- first grade is my saving grace). I’m itching to bake something, I haven’t had free reign in the kitchen in so long. Also resident evil 8 somehow is bringing out the mom in me??? Seeing baby rose made my brain malfunction and now I’m in mama bear mode.

That was more of a life update than an info bit but if you need anything else just hmu

((Ships are now closed))

Heyy lol I hope you like them!

Also, I didn’t know you worked in a school so that’s news to me! lol

I used the info from a previous ship you asked for as well lol

X-men:

I ship you with Charles (young, alternate timeline version)

I chose Charles because I think he would be very attracted to your caring and generous personality. He loves how kind you are a admires the way you treat people and animals. He also thinks is is adorable that you love plants and animals.

How you meet/their first impression of you:

You came to the school because you are a mutant (you get free reign on what mutation you have lol).

You are too old to be a student, but you thought that since you have experience working in school you could apply there.

Charles could tell immedietely (due to his power) that you are a goodhearted, generous human and he thought you would be a perfect fit for the school.

And for him.

He showed you around the school himself and watched how you acted with the younger kids.

This just proved to him that you belonged there.

By the end of your tour he already decided that you would be staying, and that he was very interested in getting to know even more.

How he describes you to his friend/family:

He was describing you to the others at the school before they were introduced to you.

Charles referred to you as, skilled with kids, maternal, caring, and kind

And though you come off a bit shy at first you are genuinely a good person and would get along with everyone you me.

When describing your looks and personality it was clear to the others that he definitely already had a thing for you.

They were all a bit surprised when they met you, that you were exactly how he described.

Best Friend:

After being at the school for a while, you grew very close to Jean. Though she is a lot younger than you, you felt a sisterly affection for her. She feels calm and comfortable around you and appreciates your friendship and how much you care for her and the others.

- Other Ship Under Cut -

Venom:

Wellll there is only really one person to ship you with lmao, so of course that would be Eddie.

Eddie would be a very cute and caring boyfriend and would absolutely adore your personality, finding your more maternal side beautiful. He loves that you have a green thumb and love animals (he made sure that Venom knew to NEVER eat he pets or animals you brought home). Venom loves that you bake and “tries” to help. It is a rare occasion that you end up with a fully finished product when he does.

How you meet/their first impression of you:

You were getting harassed by some jerks in an alleyway.

And Eddie came to your defense.

Before you knew it, Venom made himself known, and well..that was certainly surprising.

Eddie could tell you were shocked, but was confused since you weren’t exactly afraid.

He made you promise to never tell anyone what you saw, and you agreed.

Eddie got good vibes from you (Venom also agreed you passed the “vibe check” lol).

He ended up reaching out to you a little later one because he could not stop thinking about you and how kind you were.

As well as the fact that you were not afraid of him, that was a first, and that must mean you are pretty special.

How he describes you to his friend/family:

Eddie doesn’t have many people in his life, but whenever he is telling people about his girlfriend he boasts about you.

“She’s really cool, kind, caring, she bakes a lot and planted this great garden in the backyard. She’s really cute too, comes off kind of shy at first but is really friendly and great when you get to know her.”

Sometimes Venom has to tell Eddie to shut up because he wont stop talking about you.

Best Friend:

Venom. Lol, he finds himself to be very fond of you and will protect you at any cost, the same as Eddie. He also chastises and will hurt Eddie if he ever hurts your feelings on accident or says something stupid. Venom often tells Eddie that he liked you more. Eddie isn’t really that surprised.

But also, outside the symbiote, you and Anne get along pretty well and she is so glad that Eddie found someone like you to be with.

#ship #ship request #ships #mutual ship #5.5k ships #<3 #thebookbakery #ask

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atticusm · 4 years ago

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*clears throat* hi, is this thing working? i’m candy, broadcasting from aest and i go by she/her pronouns. may i present my baby atticus! i did not intent for this introduction to get as long as it has, so i am sooOOOooo sorry about that. in short, this is my kindergarten teacher that takes a while to warm up to people but likes to talk ... take that as you will. he likes to have fun when he’s in the mood and loves his job and will do anything for his loved ones. give this a like if you’d like to plot and i’ll head to your dms, or hmu either or! stats, wanted connections and all that jazz to come i’m just to excited. ENJOY :’) @mapleviewstarters

full name : atticus james maitland nickname(s) : ace , atta , atti ( rare ) birth date : october twenty-seven zodiac sign : scorpio age : twenty-seven gender : cis male pronouns : he / him / his sexual orientation : bisexual romantic orientation : biromantic education : high school diploma , bachelor of arts in elementary education , teaching license/certification

tw: infidelity.

BACKGROUND

born three years after his older brother, atticus was brought into what seemed to be a happy, stereotypical “ everyday ” family - yet by the age of two karissa and heath maitland’s mariage was anything but a joyous one. to the outside world the maitland family were the one’s that would be there whenever someone needed a helping hand, would be the first to put their hand up for community activities, be seen smiling and have no qualms. behind closed doors, however, that was not the case.

atticus grew up with his mother and father arguing profusely or even barely speaking to each other on a regular basis. there were times that they got along, of course, but atticus always looks back on his childhood filled with tension. like he was walking on eggshells. the most he had fun with his family was when they went on holidays or were out and about in general, simply because his parents would put on an act. dare anybody in mapleview know what was going on between them.

when atticus began to find his voice, he began to step in when his parents would argue; telling them to stop though it would only get him so far. sometimes they wouldn’t hear him when he was very young, or they would demand him go to his room and they were having an adult discussion. as time went on, karissa would back down and she, atticus and his brother would often go for a walk together. they would often talk about everything about anything, would find something to do together and she soon became his favourite person.

when it came to school, he went through phases of loving it, then hating it and then coming around to loving it again. this didn’t change much all the way through to the end of high school. there was a lot he liked about school as he got older - mainly because he could get out of the house and talk to people, find new things to do and explore new interests. some interests his parents wouldn’t be too happy to hear about, like getting his first stick and poke tattoo at sixteen in his best friends basement.

around the start of his final year of high school, a fight between karissa and heath broke out as per normal in the early hours of the morning. it had woken atticus from the slamming of doors and screaming between them, but what took him from his bed was the sound of their family car leaving the driveway. he doesn’t ever remember seeing his mother cry before that point, and seeing her sitting on the back porch in the moonlight trying to muffle her crying broke him.

turns out heath had been had been having an affair, and it wasn’t the first time he had cheated on karissa. it had happened when he was seven, though they had agreed to work through it for the two boys - much to atticus’ disgust. he sat with her that night, and although she didn’t want to to begin with, she let him comfort her and she talked about it all to him.

by the end of his senior year, his parents had were living in separate houses and filling for divorce. and atticus was all for it as much as it hurt him. he knew it would be for the best. they couldn’t stay together any longer and the fact they stayed together for him and his brother riddled him with guilt. not only did he feel guilty for being the reason they stayed together, he also felt bad for how people would’ve seen their family after the divorce was finalized.

COLLEGE/TEACHING

atticus went straight to college, not wanting to muck around and waste time in getting his degree. he studies hard, but that didn’t mean he didn’t party hard. one third of college was spent drunk/hungover, another was spent with his head in the books and the other was on practical work placement. the minute he stepped into a classroom on his student teaching placement he knew there was no turning back ( not that the debt would be a deterrence ).

he graduated at twenty-two, spent one school year as a teaching assistant at the elementary school and applied the year of his twenty-forth birthday. luckily, he got the job as a kindergarten teacher. this will be his third year teaching kindergarten.

atticus has always loved children and has always been interested in the idea of teaching, specifically younger children. he loves always learning new things, which teaching can certainly do for him, but mainly he wants to be able to impact the lives of children in a positive way and make a difference. children are the leaders of tomorrow and if he can make that difference, make a child smile or make coming to school fun, then he feels like he’s accomplished something in his life. he knows that he remembers his teachers that made him feel like he could do anything and be who he wanted to be. not only that, but he certainly needed a positive adult figure at that age when home life was filled with such tension.

PRESENT

at the moment, atticus is renting a nice little house in chestnut drive while he saves for his own house. he is very comfortable with who he is and whoever thinks otherwise is free to their opinion, but he doesn’t care for it.

he is not on speaking turns with his father, and hasn’t been since mid college. he would rather chew off his own arm than speak to him. atticus is well aware he is holding a gruge, but he doesn’t care; maybe in ten years time he’ll loosen up but not any time soon. thankfully, heath moved out of town so not speaking to him makes it easier.

this is all i have for now but let’s build on this by plots!

PERSONALITY

atticus can have a lot of fun, you just have to get him in the right mood. he won’t go out for night on the town if he’s feeling low because he’s just going to have a depressive come down and how self destructive he can be. he had his reckless days, and he’s more aware of the consequences his actions cause.

with that being said! he’s very social, loves to talk as long as it’s not about himself too deeply. will be that guy that won’t leave you sitting alone and will engage in conversation with anyone about almost anything.

his moods can be very up and down, leaving him to be very unpredictable. one week he’ll be very happy and cheery and the next he’ll be extra reserved, keeping to himself and his thoughts.

atticus keeps people at a distance and will be very suspicious of those he doesn’t know. there are times he honestly wishes he could be a mind reader because it would put him at ease ( at least a little bit ). it takes him a long time to warm up to people and when he does, he forms very deep connections with them. he has a lot of people he knows, but few close friends.

touching on that, he will do just about anything for those he cares for. he is vengeful, cunning and will bide his time to take out his payback if need be if someone hurts his loved ones. he will always keep his job in the back of his mind, and if he needs to, he will get someone to do his dirty work for him ( don’t come at me for it ). when he cares for you, you’re basically like family to him.

he is a very caring, loving gentleman and affectionate deep in his core. whenever a child comes in upset, after making sure the class is working away in groups, he’ll talk to them. or whenever they’re hurt, he’s the first one they call over. in his personal life, atticus is definitely the person you can ring in the middle of the night if you need help and he will be there one he’s made a quick instant coffee for the both of you.

very very passionate about his job! atticus stays up late some nights looking for new work ideas, stays back late to hang up artwork, is in early more often than not to make sure the classroom is set up just right.

he loves to express himself through his clothes; wearing colours and patterns and flared pants. much like harry but tries not to go too over the top for the workplace. catch him after work showing off those tattoos ( that i will write about on his stats page ) with low cut tops and patterned vests, or silk pants, ruffled blouses. that is where his money goes.

#mapleviewintro #this was so choppy i know it but my eyes are burning #this is what i have so far but let's plot #god i hope this was ok tell me if i'm missing anything

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