#feedism diary

[feedthedeer]

the deer is here and pudgier than ever before

[finnthehumanboi]

✨ the man who fed me got to see more ✨

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

Since feedism has lately become kinda controversial (people vehemently pro and vehemently anti ever since I made that post) I'm going to try to keep the conversation open in a positive, non-judgmental way. I do want to do my best to make this a safe space for all experiences to be heard. There are people who have had EXTREMELY predatory experiences being drawn into feedism. There are, as I've learned, also people who feel they've been able to establish a gentle, positive, and consent-based experience around the practice. I'm not taking either side, just reflecting on the initial reason I made that post and felt so anti-feedism there.

We know that diet culture, starvation, and the ana/mia constant of setting lower and lower goal weights does irreparable harm to the human body. Restricting as a teen, during a crucial developmental period, definitely damaged mine.

But so did bingeing. When I came out of anorexia, I cycled back and forth between that and binge eating disorder. And bingeing was at least as destructive and damaging to my GI system as starving. I'm not kidding. There was more than one time in college that I had to lie on my side on my dorm room floor because I'd eaten so much that I was in too much pain to get up, my stomach all round and hard like a basketball from being so stuffed. And I still felt the compulsion to try and eat more. I was miserable and I hated myself for hurting myself like that, but I couldn't stop. The only thing that I found to be supportive of my health was practicing intuitive eating - letting my own body dictate exactly what I needed, exactly how much, and when - no more, and no less. And it took a VERY long time for me to settle into that pattern and lessen instances of compulsive binge eating.

Just because this was my experience doesn't mean I'm saying no one's allowed to have a different one. But I will say, it definitely makes me feel somewhat concerned, as someone who is a strong proponent of intuitive eating, that a lot of the feeder content I have seen does hold a deliberate emphasis on consistent weight gain. Not specifically the eating part - the way that a feeder can encourage a feedee to keep gaining. The way recovery has looked for me is this: I let my hunger cues dictate my needs. My body can settle into whatever size it needs to be as I follow these hunger cues. I do not make a practice of ignoring my body's needs in order to deliberately change the size it naturally wants to be - whether that be smaller, or larger. That's what I have always been a proponent of, and I have always made a point to emphasize that intuitive eating absolutely applies to people who are naturally fat, that they have no obligation to starve their bodies in an attempt to stop being fat. "Just let your body be what it needs to be" has been the mantra that has best supported my relationship with food.

I think that's specifically what made me find feedism suspect - the emphasis on pushing continuous gain for kink purposes rather than any specific health need. (This is not me dunking on people who do get off on that relationship - just talking about my perspective as someone who absolutely HAD to learn how to put my own body behind the wheel and nobody else when it comes to what I eat, and how much.)

That being said, if anybody in this community wants to talk to me about specific ways they feel the experience has benefited them. And while it's okay to talk to me about kink (I'll make sure to tag appropriately) as kink is an important part of some peoples' lives, I am curious to hear if people feel they've experienced benefits outside of the kink sphere too, and what that looks like for them. Hoping to keep this an open, and respectful, conversation.

[bellyyearner]

Not a horny post

Holding my hands like a foot from my gut and acting like I'm jiggling my belly when in reality I'm gripping nothing is as hot as it's always been. Like just the thought that eventually I could be that size, my tummy is growling with desire just imagining it.

I love being fat, it's fucking great, and I remember this post on here(I forget who it was by) but it boiled down to "you need to be ok being fat on your own, outside validation won't always be there, a partner could leave you, you could leave, or they could unfortunately pass away". 100% agree, you need to be 100% ok and fulfilled in your own skin.

The only part of this idea that is uncomfy is that for those of us that wanna be massive it's such a huge commitment and you'd hope that mutual commitment between you and your partner would last forever. Like the only reason I lost weight (and still losing weight 375 -> 310) is because I wanna gain for my partner, I wanna have that experience last as long as possible. Their love being added to my hips is a lovely idea. But realistically 500ish lbs is a good limit for my height at 6'3" if I was married to them, if I was married for like a decade with that person then that's a different story and my limit would be *their* limit. Id maybe go to 400ish before a marriage proposal

But as for actively gaining outside of a committed relationship, it's a tricky question. I'd love nothing more than to be a massive fatty, smoking weed and indulging often. Id gladly stuff myself during the dating phase and indulge, but id still be heading to the gym often though. Because realistically I gotta focus on my EMS career and build a future that's potentially a solo future, cause for me I doubt I could have a long term relationship without feedism. I don't need to be actively gaining but I'd need to have the love for fat be apparent. It's an integral part of who I am and has been for as long as I can remember. From being a kid adding playdough to my legos to make them fat, rewatching cartoon episodes centered around weight gain over and over, finding deviantart wayyy too early and reading stories for hours, my eyes lingering on fat people too long, all the way to finally getting on Tumblr a few years ago. I don't know how or why it started but for as far back as my memory goes, fat has been a centerpiece of it.

I'm not 100% sure where I expected this post to go, it's more of a diary entry than anything ig, but I'd find it hard to believe I'm alone in these sentiments. The world we live in isn't built for fat people, let alone massively fat people. From societal expectations to architecture it just seems like fat people were not considered.

Anyways I'ma shut up cause I'm rambling. TLDR I love being fat and hope with all of my being that I can find a life partner that is just as obsessed with fat as I have always been

[feedthedeer]

2018 to 2024. i’m living proof that the fatter you are, the hotter you get.

[finnthehumanboi]

How much do you like this angle?

[z3ppi]

About me

Hi, I’m Zeppi, tall, copper-haired, and hopefully slowly growing into the plush, decadent hourglass of my dreams. 19, student, living somewhere in central Europe, fat-positive, queer, kink-friendly, and unapologetically greedy. I love what softness does to people. How it feels. How it makes people look.

This blog will hopefully be a blend of: 🌸 weight gain diary entries & body updates 🍰 feeding fantasies and real indulgences 🧠 personal reflections on submission, body image, self-worship 🖤 feedism & kink positivity, femdom vibes 🎀 nerdy ramblings and chaotic self-expression

I don’t hide the hunger here, emotional or physical. Possibly expect belly squish, lewd mind games and diary entries that sound like whispered confessions between licks of whipped cream. I'm submissive-leaning-brat, introspective, very open-minded, and absolutely not safe for your waistband. Or mine.

DMs open for kind mutuals, encouragers, kinky nerds, soft feeders, and other lovely deviants.

❗️Please read before messaging: - If your age isn't listed, I won't respond. This is non-negotiable. - I appreciate thoughtful, respectful conversation—"hi" is not enough. - Fetish-friendly ≠ doormat. Yes, I'm indulgent. Yes, I’m kinky. No, I’m not here for lazy nonsense. - Don’t be shy.

[blushboyprincess]

diary of a silly boy

hi um. i’m blush & this is a silly lil sideblog for exploring my submissive interests. who knows what’ll happen here.

t4t transmasc femme boydyke, stone bottom who usually has dominant interests but 🫣 not always

no dni bc they’re useless. if you fuck up the vibes my guards will toss you out of my princess tower headfirst. ageless blogs & cishet men blocked on sight

might contain: mommy kink, knight/princess, transfem supremacy, butch patriarchy, forcemasc, bladder control, intox (weed, alcohol, roofies), cnc, somno, breeding, pregnancy kink, pet play, weight gain, feedism, eructo (burps)

[badcholesteroll]

Welcome to my blog, you can call me Bad Cholesterol but I love all pet names, Bunny, Sweetness, Babycakes.. anything you like.

My asks and DMs are always open, nothing is overstepping ask me whatever the fuck you want.

I read and appreciate all messages but can’t always find the time to reply, please don’t take it personally I love to read your messages.

I’m twenty three, I’m a ffa/feeder from Australia and I repost feedism content that can be very dark, immobility, force feeding etc.

Originally I was posting just for myself almost like a diary, I share whatever turns me on and if that inspires others then I’m extremely grateful I can do that for you.

Posts I write myself and answered asks will be under the hashtag #badcholesterol

GET TO KNOW ME

I’m a figure skater, I’ll be eligible to compete in the coming years but I’m working on taking pressure off myself—thinking about stuffing someone helps with that.

In my personal life I’m actually a huge health freak. I eat a mostly organic meat-based diet and genuinely haven’t had even a SIP of soft drink in roughly 4 years. I don’t eat fast food—at all. I don’t drink coffee or alcohol, I simply don’t like it nor do I need it. 🤷🏼‍♀️ (sorry if this turns you off lol)

NOW this being said I don’t feel the same way about a feedee in fact go ahead and eat all the junk you like.. It’s a turn on. Me being so health oriented compared just makes it that much hotter.

I bake in my spare time anything from chocolate hot cross buns to almond and Nutella scrolls. Baking is my love language, obviously.

I value education and seeking knowledge. I often watch YouTube essays and documentaries on just about anything: Egyptian history, political history, human behaviour, animal behaviour, lucid dreaming.. so on so forth.

REAL TALK

YES I love manipulation, persuasion and enabling, but if you’re only here to be accepted and loved, NOT because you want to fatten up like a stuffed pig, please don’t think your only chance of love is by fulfilling others kink.

Don’t sacrifice your life to join somebody elses.

I don’t want to see you on my 600lb life regretting your choices.

Love is free.

[feedthedeer]

i think all my fat is going straight to my butt…

[finnthehumanboi]

😳 I should have tried on my pants before traveling to visit family. There's no way this pair could survive dinner.

[lavenderedhoney]

🌹 READ BEFORE FOLLOWING OR DIE🌹

Some blanket rules:

List your age on your blog. "18+" does not count. Age ranges like "30s" are okay. All minors and ageless blogs will be swiftly blocked.

I am a lesbian! My girl is a lesbian! If "man" is an important core part of your identity and you are not in some way also a sapphic woman: don't touch my photos. Binary trans men, this means you!

Please do not slide into my DMs to flirt. I am monogamous and happily engaged.

About me:

Late 20s t4t nonbinary masc vers switch with a wonderful fiancée (!!!). Feel free to tell me that my baby is hot, she's poly and likes attention. I won't hook you up tho, this blog is an anonymous sex diary, not a dating service. ✌🏻

Because we're both trans and language is made up, my clit is my dick and my girl's taint is her pussy. She likes using "clit" for her cock sometimes too.

Tip me on ko-fi here!

Fuck off:

cishet men

"wlw/lesbians DNI" blogs. Are you guys lost??

transandrophobia truthers, transmeds, & chasers

pro-self harm, weight loss or eating disorder blogs

twerfs & swerfs

Harold Potter fans

pro-paraphilia blogs

proshippers/AO3 defenders & RPF blogs

Zionists

blogs full of stolen uncredited porn

Include bi women and trans women in your sapphic posts or die. Be normal to lesbians who don't want to fuck men or drop dead!

Content you will see here may involve:

free use*

praise

humiliation & degradation

petplay

scent/musk

impact play

pain

mark-leaving & bruising

bondage

spit

body worship

creampies, breeding (including impreg fantasies)

exhibitionism

occasional light somnophilia* (tagged as "somno")

occasional feet (tagged as "feet")

light intox* (tagged as "intox" and "alcohol cw")

*only without roleplaying a violation of consent

Hard limits (you can interact but I might not interact back!):

dumbification

piss

scat

vomit

breathplay

knifeplay

gunplay

bloodplay

Mommy or Daddy titles (not in an incest or ageplay way)

Please go away if you post anything fetishizing rape, CSA, incest, or any kind of bigotry; I do not like you and WILL block you. We kinkshame in this house. This includes most CNC (see above yes list for exceptions), all ageplay, fauxcest/stepcest & fictional incest, homophobia kinks, transphobia kinks, misogyny kinks, and racism kinks. I also don't like food control, feedism, or super hardcore violence and may block for those, sorry. If all this seems stupid or excessive to you, block me idc! I am curating my space the way that's best for me, feel free to curate yours differently.

Happy to tag things and happy to talk! Pass the vibe test, respect my boundaries, etc. and we can hang out.

[feedthedeer]

[feedthedeer]

harnessing solar energy through belly absorption

[feedthedeer]

i don’t know if this post will be allowed to stay up but… i went into the forest and ate too many berries 🌲🫐🦌

[feedthedeer]

270 pounds of raw ginger