#fearless leader pandora

[aobawilliams]

'MHAOP - Garp reincarnated as Izuku' --- know you don't remember writing this one but it is still so hilarious to me

I had genuinely forgotten everything about that AU but I did go back to our DMs about it and kdjlhlglkdhg it's so funny how could I forget that.

For more context: I was looking at my wip folder when I saw that document and was legit like "I have no memory of this place" and when I opened it there was literally just 3 sentences about Garp's last thoughts as he's dying.

About the AU itself the name is self-explanatory really. Izuku receives a hit in the head sometime after the quirkless diagnostic and suddenly remembers being Garp the Fist. He becomes absolutely terrifying. Also since this is mostly crack, Ace was reborn as Touya/Dabi and only remembers after receiving a Fist of Love from Garp.

[forever--darling]

the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows | neteyam x avatar!reader

summary: it's been a week since the consciousness transfer and there is more to adjust to than just your new body. for starters, the approaching threat of the sky people and the preparations for war. or, that in an attempt to bring some light back into the world, mo'at finally announced the future olo'eyktan's mate. choices are to be made as both relationships with the sully brothers are still unclear. somehow, though your heart is already made up, and what about the perfect soldier? it brings up the question: duty or love?

pairings: neteyam x avatar!reader

word count: 18.1k (this is insane)

warnings/notes: the end at last, smut, minors DNI (18+ please), unprotected sex, slight choking, mating, swearing, mention of sky people, confessions upon confessions, neteyam being stupid but also completely obsessed with you, loose ends tied up, brother reconciliation, angst (has to be), crying, fluff, happy ending?

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Please, let him be soft. 

Neteyam Te Suli Tsyeyk’itan his whole life had been compared to gunmetal, sharp arrows, and serrated teeth of the most vicious predator in Pandora. He resembled all of those things because he was a warrior, the best soldier, and a hero to many — or at least he would be once he won this war and became Olo’eyktan. Many people compared him to many things; all deadly, crenulated, and power filled. It was very deserving to be spoken of so highly and to that degree because Neteyam didn’t lose a fight.

He didn’t falter or show weakness, and like any soldier, had the ability to push down his feelings until they were so small and minuscule they were barely there. He was built and trained up since he was no more than a child preparing for this future, this prophecy, and this battle against the sky people. Neteyam Sully was Toruk Makto’s eldest son and in turn the best-prepared soldier for the upcoming war. 

Those who saw him as all those things refused to realize that he was also Na’vi, not made of steel or unbreakable shields, but of humanity. His humanity and ability to have feelings were shown a mere week before as he stood in the middle of the village, a limp body strewn along his arms. The perfect soldier then was not unwarpable or without weakness. Just like old, warn, and overused things, he had broke in front of everyone. He is no robot, no man without emotions as no leader should be without a strong heart. Fearless, improbable, and also not one of the eldest son’s traits because he very much had feared. Feared losing the very woman no one would have ever expected him to fall for. In that brief time, everyone saw that heroes hold just as much humanity, and more so heroes have the ability to break. 

But, please let him be soft. 

Neteyam Te Suli Tsyeyk’itan had shattered and then when it was all said and done, with nothing left to cry for, his emotions were packed up and sent away again. Without even being fixed, he returned to being the hero that held the entire world on his shoulders. Because even if you asked and begged, Eywa would tell you just as anyone else that the world needed him. His hope, his strength, his courage, his leadership, and his strength. The world needs everything and he will give it all, including his heart.

It was no longer yours, not since the consciousness transfer, not completely. You wanted nothing more than to go to him when you woke up. You wished for him to reveal that he was flawed and breakable and somehow felt immensely for you. You wanted the whole world to know he was soft and that he was yours. You wanted to kiss him, feel him, know that the two of you could now have it — all of it while you still could. In that brief moment of clarity with all the walls built up before they came crumbling down again. It was only a matter of time, a matter of solitude before the storm would come and before the enemy would come.

Suddenly, everything had aligned and life was no longer at your fingertips. It was no longer outside of a large metal box or a sleep away. It was right here, right in front of your face. You went asleep for the last time in your original form and when you woke up with Toruk Makto staring down at you, hand cradling your face, you knew you had made it to your true form. You made it to your reality, your existence.

It all was in your grasp and you would never let it go again. You stared up at Vitraya Ramunong’s mauve neuron rods and you realized that this was why she had sent you back. With tears kissing your cheeks, you realized she had granted you this silent prayer so he could be soft and he could be yours. 

Neteyam would give them everything until he was nothing but a shell of himself, nothing but an imprint of dust. He would give and they would take it all, anything he could spare. Neteyam would give them everything so she gave him you. 

You were there because of  him. 

If only you could tell him that. If you were only given a minute, a spare moment, to say how irrefutably in love with him you were. If only Eywa could prolong a spindle of time so that if anything were to happen either of you could go with touched lips and empty mouths. You could go without anything else to say.

Somehow though as soon as you were okay and back in good health, you realized that where gunmetal can warp and tarnish, it can also be repaired. Arrows could be glued and dull teeth, sharpened. What once was could be again and you grasped that over the next week. A week full of weaponry dispenses, battle practices, meetings upon meetings of planning routes, and combat groups. The conversation revolved around the sky people, the territory they had long since crossed, and their weaponry only. Everyone had nearly forgotten about your visit with Eywa, the consciousness transfer, and you and Neteyam. 

If you weren’t practicing flying your Ikran and shooting your bow or locked in the grasps of Tuk and Kiri, you were talking strategies with Jake. Somehow he had noticed that after all your training and previous knowledge of humans, there was a warrior buried deep inside of you. You had become an asset to him despite the close loss. If you had a moment to spare, you were constantly in search of Neteyam, just begging the Great Mother for more than a passing glance or nod of acknowledgment.

If you managed to see one another, you both would momentarily freeze and just stare at one another almost painfully, so many words needing to be said. There were so many times when he would try to mouth something to you but it never got far because he was swept away in a matter of seconds. Neteyam was busier than you were, having become his father’s right-hand man and despite only being nineteen was promoted to one of the generals of the operation. If he wasn’t training, he was for laying his father’s orders. He was no longer soft or yours but the mighty warrior once again. 

Then if he had any moment at all, Tsahik was dragging him away to discuss whatever was required of him for his courtship. That was another thing that had happened, Neteyam’s mate had been announced, proudly to the clan. Mo’at thought it would help with providing calmness to the people. That despite the alarms going off in everyone’s head that there was something to celebrate, the manhood of their future Olo’eyktan and his future wife.

Tsmandi Te Nätäkx Ayitul’ite — the finest young healer in the clan. She had been training with Mo’at for years, and somehow over the last six months, you hadn’t thought to see her as more than the Tsahik’s healer in training. You should have seen the signs and many reasons why she and Neteyam could be a perfect fit. She was intelligent, kind, and able to lead the people alongside him. Not to mention she was stunning with long wavy hair, a small curved nose, and perfect blue and ivory markings along her skin. She was the perfect choice for Tsahik and somehow at the news, it was hard to even hate her for it. 

You wanted to. You wanted to hate her so bad but you knew that there was no point in it. No point in hating her when it was just as much out of her control as Neteyam’s. It wasn’t her fault that you had feelings for him or that despite most of the village realizing it that Mo’at continued to go forth with the arranged courtship anyway. It wasn’t her fault that Jake had actively noticed how his son felt about you and instead of stepping in or saying anything, he decided to stick his head in the sand and focus on the other problems that plagued the clan. Neytiri had tried to talk to her mother, to try and revert the match but despite her being the wife of Olo’eyktan, Mo’at still had say and control over the pairings. A pairing she didn’t see you fit for. They were to consummate their mateship and get married as soon as things slowed down with the sky people, possibly as soon as after the first battle and airstrike. 

Of course, you had no idea what Neteyam was thinking or feeling because whenever you saw him, he was back to focusing on his duties, the weight everyone asked him to carry. It seemed even his own heart, soul, and suffering he was trying to manage. You would bear it, but it seemed he didn’t want you to. 

A storm was coming and suddenly you had come to the conclusion that a moment would never be supplemented for you to be able to talk to Neteyam. The two of you were like the sun and the moon — revolving around one another, unable to touch and it didn’t matter how close you got, you would never meet. He was the sun, the source of your warmth, the ability for you to breathe. With such an effect to provide for everyone, came a price to pay. One that resembled a fleeting moment he shared with the moon at dusk and dawn because where he was the sun, he was the untouchable, uncurable, unfreeable. He wasn’t yours and because of the perfect soldier in him, he might never be. 

“So, based on how they are approaching the village, we know they would invade from this direction. There are no other markings that are east of the village so there won’t be any of them over on that side. The only thing we have to worry about is them coming from the sky, which is where the group on the Ikrans will come in,” Jake was in the middle of the same spiel he had been going over for three days now with the same people: all of the riders and soldiers.

You found yourself glancing over past your eyelashes to Neteyam who stood on one side of Jake, as a right-hand man, and Lo’ak on the other. Even with his troublesome and risky behavior, he was still expected to fight and the sight of the two of them together now with faded green bruises and cuts shrunken down to small lines, you were unable to look away. You hadn’t spoken to Lo’ak yet about his proposal or the idea of you two mating because every spare moment was put towards Neteyam but where there was no conversation with Neteyam, it meant you weren’t able to have one with Lo’ak. He was getting antsy evident in the way his eyes found yours in a full room or he tried to catch you while you were alone after training. Somehow it hall had been avoided though. 

“Neteyam and I will be with the airborne group,” Jake said then, his son’s name drawing your attention back to the importance of the meeting, “We will start here and fly there, waiting for a signal.” 

“If you are a spotter you do not engage until you have to. We will take care of the first lines of fire and lead the attack,” Neteyam’s voice was serious as he glanced between the riders, the edge to his tone coinciding with that of a leader. His eyes flickered towards you but no longer than they had anyone else. You felt your stomach rise and fall just as quickly as he continued, “You’re spotters, you report, and that is all. When you see something, call it in, and then wait for further orders.” 

Neteyam glanced around his father to Lo’ak who sent in a noticeable eye roll back. Jake knocked his elbow into the side of his youngest son and Lo'ak straightened up suddenly at the realization that his father had seen what he did in response to the future Olo’eyktan. A mutual understanding moved through the small crowd like a hush as Lo’ak nodded toward his father — everyone silently agreeing to listen to every word that Neteyam was saying.

This wasn’t another ‘what-if’ scenario or a hypothetical situation to use to prepare the people or yourselves. This was real and it was actually happening. Gone was the comfort that appeared with the ‘what-ifs’, a small understanding that no matter what was said or done they would remain as they were, a hypothetical situation. But now, things had inevitably changed. There was no putting this to sleep because it would still be the only thing thought about as soon as everyone left the room. 

There was no going back to how things were; before the sky people, and their arrival. Ever since the night of your ceremony when Jake and Neteyam found them near the territory line, they were always there; not just in the forest slowly creeping closer and closer but in everyone’s minds. It was no longer a scenario but a possibility that would finally appear soon. 

A few nights ago you had overheard Jake talking to Neytiri that if things begin to deter far in advance of the war, they should flee — protect their home for as long as they can but if it begins to go downhill, leave while they all still can. He had already advised many women and children to leave, and find shelter and solace within the mountains where he knew the technological advances could not operate. You were pondering how long it would take until he ordered everyone else to retreat, even the mightiest of warriors.

It was sure to happen because he wasn’t the same marine or Jake Sully he once was. The Toruk Makto had laid his reign to rest and now there was more at stake; his family. Before it was about honor and portraying a message about the quality of life. Many losses had occurred but for the greater cause of success. It seemed that even as the clan faced that same threat, Jake wasn’t as dedicated to the message, not if it meant losing the lives of many. He wouldn’t show it though, not to those still willing to lose their lives to protect their home. To protect their views, he would keep up the facade that he was the same leader he once was proud of. 

“They’re coming and they aren’t going to stop unless we do something about it,” Jake said, a small hiss falling from his lips as he thought back to this long hard fight that had become his life, “They think that they can take whatever they want, but we have sent them this message before and we will do it again. That we won’t stop, not as long as they keep coming. We will fight. You will fly with me, your Olo'eyktan, and we will remind them that they can’t do this. They can’t take whatever they want while we’re still standing. So, prepare yourself, brothers and sisters, because they are coming, but they don’t realize that we’ll be ready!”

Cheers and hollers filled your ears as you looked around at the riders, spotters, and soldiers all soaking in every single word their brave leader had to offer. He had led them to victory once against the sky people and he would do it again. That was what all their faces said as they stared forward, with no moment to fear what could happen next or if they would even be alive to see that victory. His words shook you straight to your bones but you could only stare forward, in shock, as you took in the expressions of both of his sons. Lo’ak with one of his fists in the air, a grin was stretched across his face, almost satisfyingly as he thought about the violence that was soon to come. It was a look of vengeance, wanting and needing justice for all his people's pain. 

Then there was Neteyam. 

Please, let him be soft. 

Strong, mighty warrior, Neteyam. He stood proudly, his hands on his hips, head tilted at the sight before him. Honorable future Olo’eyktan, Neteyam would follow his father to the ends of the world and would even let it take him if it meant he could save everyone else. He would sacrifice everything just to feel his father gushing with pride. That was who he was and suddenly like the worst realization, you knew it wouldn’t matter how much you wished for someone to just hear you, to let him be soft and be full of imperfections. You wished that he would walk away but that seemed like too big of an ask from you when the world needed him as much as it did. 

Somehow his eyes found yours and his mighty statue faltered slightly under the weight of your gaze and your longingness. His lips curled slightly into a frown, one holding every emotion and every word you knew he wished he could say. That he felt for you in a way he didn’t for anyone else and that he could want you the way he did but it wouldn’t change anything. His look held so much admiration and softness, but even in it, you could see the harshness of reality — the one thing he could never say out loud. I can’t. 

As if his proclamation meant nothing. As if losing you, or the fact that it had almost happened hadn’t done enough for him to leave his duties to the side. Like even though you were standing right there in front of him, everything he could want, he still couldn’t do this for you. He couldn’t go against what was expected of him at least not then, not with what was at risk. Suddenly as your heart constricted in your chest, his intense stare never leaving your trembling frame, it felt like you had been too stupid to fall under his spell. I see you. It suddenly had lost all meaning to your life. 

As soon as Jake was done making his grand speech and the noise level had faded to a mere nothing, you found yourself sneaking out from the tent, beating the rush that was sure to follow. You felt his eyes drag over your back as you slipped out into the evening air, the sun beginning to set behind the tree line. A wind rippled along your skin, goosebumps being left in its wake as you approached your tent to leave your bow and chest guard.

The many voices of the rest of the riders and spotters filled the air as they began to exit from the tent. You hurried around the corner, eyes taking in the sudden dullness that seemed to have fallen over the area. The familiar dash of children was gone, instead, it was a mere memory as the village was now completely filled with soldiers, and riders, all decked out in armor and with weapons. The warmth that once was provided by the Omatikaya people had faded to a numbing fear that rattled everyone’s teeth. 

Fear of the unknown, the fear of having to wait for the unknown. It was all that was on people’s minds and the days were no longer filled with meals, prayers, or times of celebration. In place of it, all was prepared for a war that could appear any day now. With everything, it felt like you hadn't been flirting with the possibility of death a few days prior or passed through the eye of Eywa. It was like you had never been human at all.

Somehow you integrated quickly, ideally, as if this was where you always were meant to be. It didn’t change the fact that every time you closed your eyes at night in your hut, you weren’t used to not having them open again in the link pod. It was the most significant adjustment, knowing you were no longer bouncing back and forth from one body to the other. You closed your eyes and opened them again in the morning with no interruption in between. That was your life now. 

As you approached your tent, you heard the rushed footsteps from behind you as they bounced hurriedly across the dirt of the ground. You felt your heart pick up in your chest at the possibility of it being Neteyam but the feeling faded just as quickly as you heard the person call out to you. 

“Y/N!” Lo’ak. 

You sighed, peering over your shoulder, having should have known that it would be him over his older brother. Neteyam would never run after you like that. He was deliberate with even how he walked to protect his precious image from the rest of the people and he needed to seem calm and collected. Lo’ak’s face scattered in paint of orange and green, meaning he was probably about to go out on a spotting run and was just trying to catch you before. A quick conversation you hoped, as you still hadn’t had the opportunity to tell him you couldn’t accept his proposal. 

“What, Lo’ak?” you asked, turning back to your tent, slipping inside. 

"Wow," he followed, surprise forming on his face as he watched you place your bow down on the table, “Really, you’re not going to rush off this time?” 

He had a point as for days you had been so concentrated on getting Neteyam alone, you were practically running at the sight of Lo’ak and his reckless confession that had left you backed up in a corner. A corner you now had to face head-on because what once was a hypothetical scenario had become your life overnight. You like a mighty soldier came out on the other side and now your future lay before you bare of any plans or decisions.

You were so blinded by the love you felt deep within your chest, you hadn’t thought any further than the way it had wholly consumed you. There was that word again, consumed. Consumption. Almost as if Neteyam’s love was water that would cure the dire thirst that had overtaken your lonely soul. Somehow the dire need had taken over every other physiological ask of your body. 

Lo’ak had not been a priority but how could he have been when this obsession had once again become a “will they, won’t they” scenario. 

“Y/N,” your name fell from his lips like the softest touch and you felt the recoil of your heart back into your chest, “If you plan to make a break for it I am not going to just let you go this time. Frankly, if you try to run off, I am just going to go after you and I think you remember that it is quite easy for me to catch you.” 

You sent him a narrowed look over your shoulder before you busied yourself again with removing the chest guard as well as the knife strapped to your waist, “You never stop do you? With the flirting?” 

“Well why would I ever stop when I get to see that look on your face every time I do it,” he chuckled, eyes flickering over the fierce glare and the furrow in your brow that matched the same one you once had when you were human. Even though you now stood only a few inches shorter than him and with ivory-dotted skin, you still were so much like the you he once knew, all starting from the animated expressions that coated your face in life. 

He reached forward his thumb brushing over the folded skin, “The crinkle right above your nose only ever shows up when you’re annoyed or angry. And you’re cute when you’re annoyed.” 

You smacked his hand away and sighed loudly not finding his affection welcoming in the slightest with the current circumstances at hand; the sky people, the guarantee of war, the possibility that any of them could die, the fact that he was still waiting for you to accept his ask to be his mate, or that he knew very well how you and his brother felt about one another. His flirting didn’t feel right in any way at that moment. 

“Can you stop that, just… what is it, Lo’ak?” you sighed, rubbing the furrow he had been talking about seconds ago. You hoped it would disappear under your fingers, smoothing back to normal to keep him from feeling any more satisfaction. He knew your expressions and feelings inside and out, filling you with the worst dread, “Why are you here?” 

“We need to talk,” he shrugged, casually as if the conversation he was hoping to have was just that but you knew better. Based on the glint in his eyes and the sly smile, you knew that nothing was casual at all about it and that with the charm laid on thick, he finally once again had you in that corner. 

“Lo’ak…” 

“No, I am not letting you walk away from this again. This can’t go on any longer,” he said, voice lowering as his hand extended forward as if it was going to touch you but it stopped mid-air due to the way your eyes hastily followed it. It fell back down to his side and you instantly felt guilty about it. 

His mouth parted then as if he was going to say something else but you stepped forward, practically begging him not to, “Lo’ak, stop."

“Y/N,” he warned.

“Don’t say another word,” you professed, taking a step back away from him, “Not about this. Everything I said that night remains true and I haven’t changed my mind. I won’t let you do this, I can’t. I will not hold you back and diminish your chances of falling in love.” 

“Y/N—” 

“No!” you shouted then, feeling your shoulders shake at the exasperation of the word, “We can’t. You deserve better Lo’ak and I deserve better. Marriage and mating are not some solution so you don’t end up alone. I would rather be alone than become something you’ll resent. I won’t do that to myself.” 

“You’re right,” he said, his words ringing out but muffled by the intense panic you felt as soon as his voice filled your ears. 

“No, Lo’ak—” 

“Y/N!” he raised his voice as both hands took your shoulders firmly. Shaking you lightly, your frantic eyes found his, finally flickering up from where you had been staring at the ground. You were met with a soft smile so loving and kind as a deep chuckle escaped from his mouth, “I said you’re right.” 

“What?” your ears flattened slightly in shock as your eyes widened. 

He laughed again, thumbs beginning to rub circles into the inside of your arms, finding the most amusement from the look on your face. “Look, I love you. I do, but not enough, and surely not as I should. Watching you and Neteyam this week, I realized that how I feel about you can’t compare in the slightest. And expectations or logistics of the future put aside, it would be wrong of me to make you settle for someone who doesn’t look at you the way he does. You deserve more than what I can give you and I am sorry I didn’t realize it earlier.” 

The look hadn’t faded from your face, instead, it only deepend, your hands finding his arms, able to feel the warmth of his skin under your fingertips, “Really?” 

“Yes,” he chuckled, “Plus, do you really think I want to be with a girl who would rather have my brother. No thanks.” 

Your heart clenched in your chest, twisting and turning almost like you were about to be sick even though the look on his face resembled only amusement and laughter. Like his own joke was too funny not to laugh at himself. Your grip on his arms tightened unexpectedly, “I’m—” 

“Shut up,” he cut you off, eyes narrowing at the way you were going to profusely apologize for something that had been completely out of your control the moment you had met Neteyam. Lo’ak even noticed it the first night, how you looked at his older brother like he had hung the stars. Even when he was less than welcoming during that first meeting, you saw the world in his eyes. “I’m fucking with you. It’s fine.” 

“Is it?” you asked, hesitantly. 

“Yes.”

You weren't convinced evident in the way your gaze fell back to the ground, not fully able to meet his eyes from the shame and guilt that was eating away at you. You had hurt him and led him on out of fear and it was inexcusable. With Lo'ak though, when it came to you he was always quick to forgive. Shown in the way, his fingers wrapped around your chin, lifting your head so your eyes once again met his.

“I have been second to Neteyam my whole life in everything and I don’t think I could go through with being the person you’d settle for just because you couldn’t have him. You were always right about that, how we shouldn’t choose to be with someone to settle. If we had, I think it would’ve killed me. We would have truly been miserable,” he admitted sadly with a solemn smile overtaking his features. 

You had felt your eyes well up at his words, at the pain that had decorated his face in the form of worried lines and battered scars. He was right, just as you had been a week ago and had been every day since. The two of you would have been miserable but it didn’t deny the sudden sadness that formed. The grief that had formed for your friendship that might just never be the same and the love you swore you could have felt for the Sully son in another life. In this existence, you weren’t meant for one another and your souls would never coincide but possibly in another life and another world they would have. 

“I want you to know I was never angry with you that it was Neteyam you chose. Even with him getting everything, I could never be angry with you about that,” he squeezed your arms under his palms as he paused for a brief second before continuing, “The reason I was so upset was that I was afraid he was going to hurt you. I know my brother and I knew that duty comes first, it always would, so I figured Tsmandi would come first. But watching him this last week, watching him as we all almost lost you, I can see now that nothing will stop him from feeling how he does when it comes to you.” 

You felt your breath hitch, the weight leaving your entire body as you stared up at Lo’ak in slight awe. Not a single ounce of annoyance or jealousy filled his face, no spitefulness. When he said he loved you, he was telling the truth and when he said that it couldn’t compare to Neteyam’s feelings it was said with so much courage. There was no anger there laced within his wide eyes, but so much reassurance. 

“When you came here Neteyam was a soldier who carried his mighty sword on his back. Before I would have told you that without a doubt he would stick to his orders, and his duties as the firstborn but he’s not the same person anymore. He is more than our father’s perfect little soldier but our future Olo’eyktan. He has a strong heart. He’s fit to be a ruler and to lead the clan to victory. But most of all, a man with a strong heart doesn’t take orders from anyone.” 

“No, stop that,” you denied, suddenly, his words too much. Your face fell as you thought back to the last few days ever since you woke up from the transfer in a haze, a desperate haze for Neteyam's attention. He was and always had been the soldier the world expected of him. “Don’t say things that aren’t true.” 

“But it is true.” 

He would give them everything. He wasn’t soft, and he wasn’t yours. 

You shook your head and sniffled, “No.” 

He was a king’s son and there was no room for love among duty. It was inevitable and Lo’ak’s words only drilled holes in the hope he had built up seconds before. 

“Yes it is and you’re being stupid,” Lo’ak said then effortlessly and it stung as it slid in past your chest. 

Your eyebrows knitted together again, “Lo’ak!” 

“Well you are,” he laughed, shaking his head, “You’re being just as stupid as he is. You’re stupid and in complete denial. It’s like you don’t realize you hold his heart in your hands. His feelings for you aren’t going anywhere. Neteyam is a ruler, yes with no fear, but I never said that a king sometimes doesn’t need a little push here and there.” 

There will come a ruler whose brow is laid in thorn, smeared with oil like David’s boy. He will tear your city down… 

An English poet once wrote that “there is a tide in the affairs of men, which taken at the flood, leads on to fortune.”

Neteyam never knew who this man was or what he did that made his life so damn significant. He just saw him as he was, a sky person that once lived hundreds of thousands of years ago, facing the same idealistic problems that seemed to also be consuming his world. No, the future Olo’eyktan couldn’t care less about William Shakespeare but more about what he said. There is a tide in the affairs of men. In reality, the saying meant more having come from his father, first told to the young boy when he was no more than ten years old. The marine himself had heard it from Norm not long after he had arrived on Pandora.

The famous line stuck with Jake after all these years and he then passed it on to his oldest son, who seemed he would need it one day. That evening, sitting in the dark tent, the newest crafted bead on his songchord being rubbed between his thumb and forefinger, that was all he could think about. There is a tide in the affairs of men, which taken at the flood, leads on to fortune. 

There was a possibility of violence and war soon approaching followed by a long line of grief and all he could think about was that damn poet’s line his father had told him time and time again the older he got. Neteyam sat near the doorway of the tent and peered out towards the darkness of the forest while the sound of his father’s voice faded in the background accompanied by the taking apart and putting back together of guns. One pulled apart sat at Neteyam’s feet but he had lost interest in the weapon long after the sun had set.

His mind drifted then to where it always seemed to end up, you. More specifically, the way you had looked at him during the meeting earlier that evening, the disbelief and the pain that had overtaken your face. The complete betrayal you felt as the days were fading away quickly, days where he was still free and not some other woman’s.

He had held you with your last dying breath and said the most intimate words anyone could say within the clan and yet, he stood there across the room acting as if they meant nothing. To him, it was the most significant thing he had done in his life, but in a minor lapse of judgment, he had let the rest of his responsibilities appear again and take away his attention. Where every day passed until he and Tsmandi would be asked to be mated, also was another day gone until the sky people attacked the village. It was just a matter of time which one would occur first. 

He felt his disappointment in himself increase as well as a wave of anger at his lack of awareness. He already almost lost you once and Eywa couldn’t promise the two of you a lifetime together or years to come of oblivious bliss. Nothing was promised and he was sitting there wasting every second for a battle that very well could kill him. 

“Neteyam,” the sound of Jake’s voice pulled him back into the present. 

He was clutching the bead so tightly in between his fingers, it had slipped and the entire songchord had fallen onto the ground. He hadn’t even noticed the absence that was left within his grasp. Not bothering to pick it up, his eyes expectantly found his father’s. The gun he had been putting back together sat in his lap in pieces, but he had paused to get Neteyam’s attention. His brows were raised curiously and a small curl was starting to appear on his lips. A look that Neteyamw wasn’t quite sure he had seen before. 

Jake then nodded towards the entrance of the tent, his ears flickering as he did so, “Go on.” 

“What?” Neteyam asked, unsure if he had heard him correctly. 

“Go on,” he repeated, nodding his head again, “If I know her as well as I think I do, she won’t wait forever.” 

Neteyam’s eyes widened then, hands dangled across his knees as he tried to process the words he never thought he would hear but felt himself reveling in for moments on end. Brows furrowed slightly, he felt as if it had been too good to be true because there was certainly no way. “But Dad—” 

“You’re a good warrior Neteaym,” Jake complimented as his hands began to fiddle with the weapon in his lap just as a sudden emotion appeared in his voice, “But you’re destined to be a ruler someday, to become the next Olo’eyktan. An Olo’eyktan makes decisions for himself. No fear.” 

“No fear,” Neteyam repeated slowly, still unsure if any of it was real. 

“Now, go. I will handle your grandmother.”

Jake’s final words were all the confirmation that Neteyam needed. Picking up his songchord and gripping it tightly in his palm, Neteyam rushed out of the tent, leaving the burdens and the ripped-apart gun behind. Able to feel the way the moon and the stars reflected across his skin in the dark, he couldn’t help but pause outside the tent and peer up at the sky. A soft smile began to pull at his lips and in that brief pause of time, he sent up the quietest whispers of gratitude to the Great Mother. Then as if the world had finally felt like it was going in the right direction, he tightened his hold around the songchord as a new sense of determination formed. It took hold around the base of his stomach, filling him with the greatest fire known to man; pertinacity.

With hurried steps, he made his way across the village, your tent in sight. He could see the dim lighting from the lantern inside and he felt himself holding his breath as he reached for the flap of it. What would you say when you saw him there practically groveling for forgiveness, for a chance to prove himself? How would he properly say in so many words that he was wrong and that it had always been you? It’s you. Even as the world was starting to cave in around him, it was you he thought about and dreamed about. It was you and he had been entirely stupid for so long. 

He took a deep breath, fingers clutched around the fabric but as he went to pull it back, he was distracted by the sound of a loud whistle. It made his ears twitch and he found himself turning to locate the loud noise. His hand fell away from the tent as he found Lo’ak just a few feet away slowly approaching, his arms hanging loosely at his sides and a look on his face Neteyam couldn’t quite decipher. Some lingering yellow markings were still pressed along the younger brother’s temple and arms, but they were practically invisible in the dark. A week ago, Neteyam had only looked at Lo’ak with hatred and with his fists balled tightly together, a feeling that had never been there before when it came to his younger brother. 

Now as they stood only a few feet from one another, in front of your tent, still having never addressed that night, Neteyam felt his stomach tighten again. Not only in guilt about what he had done but also in slight anger as his resentment and jealousy still lingered under the surface. Lo’ak had asked you to be his mate, and Neteyam still didn’t know what the outcome would be or what you had even decided to do. He refused to be in a room with Lo’ak unless it had something to do with the ongoing conflict with the sky people, so now standing there in the darkness of the village, there was an obvious amount of tension that still lingered. 

Lo’ak nodded in the direction of the forest behind him, shrugging his shoulders as he did so, “You just missed her. I am sure you could still catch her though.” 

Neteyam heard the words and slowly felt his stoic expression and rigid stature fade. His fists unclenched and his ears flickered curiously. His lips parted slowly, in surprise as he glanced from his younger brother to the forest practically calling his name, “Lo’ak—” 

“You’re the better man,” he said, cutting him off and shrugging his shoulders as he did so, “You always were. I was just too stubborn to get out of your way.” 

The future Olo’eyktan found himself shaking his head as if he couldn’t believe that his younger brother thought he was the only one at fault here. They both had been. Things had only fallen apart because of their indignation toward one another and their incessant need to push down all of their real feelings until they no longer felt as if they existed. It was something they both had gotten from their father and it had shown with how they chose to handle this whole situation, with violence. 

“I have always been too hard on you, Lo’ak. It's unfair.” 

The younger Sully laughed, his chest rumbling slightly almost as if he was trying to brush off all the seriousness that was forming, “It is what is expected of you. You should be hard on me because I need it. We’re not kids anymore Neteyam and I need to start taking responsibility for my own actions. I have been letting you do it for far too long. So please hear me and believe me when I say that I was wrong about this. I knew how you felt about her and even when I saw how she so obviously looked at you, I chose to ignore it.” 

“You were doing what you thought was right, I can respect that,” Neteyam replied honestly, his eyes softening at the sight of the pained expression plastered across Lo’ak’s face. 

“No, I was trying to be you.” 

His brows furrowed at Lo’ak’s admission, lips curling slightly into a frown at the emphasis of the word you. Something that he never expected to hear. “What do you mean?” 

“I was trying to be you. I thought I was protecting her… that I could protect her, but I’m not you. I was wrong, Neteyam because she never needed my protection. I was scared that you would hurt her, that somehow your duty, your need to put everyone else first would wreck everything. I was trying to protect her, but I can’t do that because I’m not you. I am not made to be a ruler.” 

There is a tide in the affairs of men. 

I am not you. 

Neteyam felt his deep inhale get lodged within his chest at Lo’ak’s words, ripping what was left of the walls he had built up to pieces. Ears pulled tautly back, he stepped forward and found his hand reaching out to take a hold of his younger brother’s shoulder, “Lo’ak, it is a good thing. I wouldn’t want you to be me. I wouldn’t want you to carry these burdens. It’s suffocating.” 

Lo’ak’s head fell slightly, almost like he was guilty he was the younger son, free of more responsibilities and expectations. Even though it had not been his choice, he felt guilty that Neteaym was the one who had his future completely planned out for him, that because of their birth order, his brother was unable to fully commit himself to you.

Neteyam squeezed his shoulder lightly, “I am glad it’s not you, Lo’ak. I am so relieved that you are who you are. I know the guilt you must feel but it’s not a weight you should waste time bearing. This wasn’t a choice you made and you need to let it go. Yes, you’re not me. You’re not a perfect little soldier, but believe me, it’s not a title worth having.”

The honest sentiment was strong as it settled deep within Lo’ak’s chest suddenly breaking through all the resentment that had been there for years. The outcast. The wrong brother. The mess up. It all no longer mattered as he stared at Neteyam because for years while he had been so busy trying to hate him and make his life harder, he failed to realize just how unlucky the firstborn really was.

It was never that Neteyam got everything he wanted but rather was given everything without a choice in the matter. Everything and everyone’s approval he hadn’t asked for. In exchange the pressure to be perfect, to do everything right, and to never disappoint. The reality that had been looming over them their whole lives was that Neteyam wasn’t the lucky son, not in the slightest, just the one that held the entire family and world in his hands. 

It surely was a responsibility Lo’ak was relieved he would never have. 

“I mean look what it has gotten me,” Neteyam said then, shame covering his face as he glanced over his shoulder at the tent, “I have hurt her. I have continuously hurt the only woman I have ever had feelings for.”

“Feelings?” Lo’ak asked, eyes narrowing as he observed the reaction that overtook his brother’s face from the question, “You love her then?”

It was a softness Lo'ak had never seen on his brother’s face before. It was like all worry and all weight had left him in a matter of seconds. What was left was a mere admiration for the woman who was sitting waiting in the woods. She had left to pray to Eywa, to ask for answers for her heartbreak that seemed to be inevitable but the answer was as clear as day and standing right in front of Lo’ak. It was the soft lift of the corners of Neteyam’s lips to the coruscated flash in his eyes. 

“Y-Yes.” 

Lo’ak nodded, slightly surprised that Neteyam finally admitted it but somehow not surprised by the response that finally confirmed everything. It had always been there under the surface. The answer to the very question he asked moments ago, but to actually hear it out loud was foreign.

“You should go,” Lo’ak said then, glancing briefly over his shoulder to the forest and the direction you had disappeared to, he could only assume to the spot Neteyam had introduced you to.

Neteyam’s face pinched together for a moment, brows furrowing as he tried to analyze Lo’ak’s expression and his sudden need to send him off into the forest. It was almost as if his younger brother couldn’t handle any more of the conversation. The younger Sully stepped back, putting some more space in between them.

As Neteyam was going to say something more, he was silenced quickly as Lo’ak raised his hands, “I am fine. It’s fine, really. I am just saying you shouldn’t waste any more time. You should go.” 

He agreed silently and knew then that after everything that had happened; the tension, the arguments, that fight that broke out somehow this one conversation had healed all wounds. It had healed those very blows that had been sent to Neteyam’s chest and had brought the worst rage out of him. The betrayal he felt seeped away and somehow nothing was left but the forgiveness and understanding that clouded his mind. It was a reconciliation that had somehow seemed to fix all of the things from over the years of growing up under the same roof, always in competition, acting as if their father’s pride was something to be won. 

Lo’ak for years had felt that he had always come second and that he would never be Neteyam. It wasn’t a disagreeable aspect anymore but rather something he could learn to see as understandable. He didn’t want to be Olo’eyktan, not really, and that came with all the standards laced within the title. For the first time in years, there was an understanding between the two, an acceptance of sorts and it all started and ended with you. 

Neteyam slipped by Lo’ak, the confirmation of you being in the forest already guiding him to a certain place he was sure you'd ran off to. The only place either of you'd end up when it was this late and with dangers lurking around. It was the only spot either of you would wait for the other and it brought the most comfort when times were dire and destructive. There was no knowing what would fall upon the forest the next day or the day after. No guarantee of what would happen to the clan, to the village, to the people, and to those who were about to put their lives at risk for the entirety of their belief system.

Neteyam very well could die tomorrow and now suddenly all he could wish for was to have one night. One night where you could be his and he could be yours, completely, honestly with nothing else wedged between the two of you. He wished to have you, to feel your skin beneath his fingers, to memorize the way you would look up at him, and the way you would say his name. Most of all he just wanted you to promise him that it wasn’t too late. That he hadn’t fucked things up that bad. 

He needed to hear that despite everything you loved him.

Just as his feet reached the tree line, Neteyam stopped at the sound of Lo’ak calling out to him again. Turning around, he found his younger brother sending him a proud smile, one that reached his eyes, not an ounce of sadness or disappointment to be shared between the two. “Just take care of her okay?” 

A single nod was all that was expressed from the older Sully, the man who had fallen so irrevocably in love he couldn’t imagine doing anything else for the rest of whatever time he had left — take care of you was the only thing at the top of his list. Fuck the responsibilities. Fuck the arranged marriage or the expected mateship. Fuck the control his grandmother seemingly wanted over who his partner was going to be.

Jake’s words rang around in Neteyam's ears as he turned back towards the forest and stepped inside.

An Olo’eyktan makes decisions for himself. No fear.

He found himself suddenly picking up his pace, the wind brushing along his skin as he began to run. His knife clattered across his thigh from the holder around his waist colliding with his songchord as he brushed past the brush and tree branches. His eyes were set forward in the dark, the lush glow of the forest the only thing to guide him as he felt his lungs begin to burn. They burned for air as his legs began to ache. Sweat was forming along his brow but the only thing his mind was set on is getting to you.

No fear. He kept repeating it to himself over and over again. Simply, because he didn’t fear much. He never gave a second thought to what his father asked of him. Being a soldier and the talk of war never scared him somehow. He prepared his whole life to someday die in battle but you, somehow telling you how he felt was so much worse. The idea of actually admitting it out loud to you was the scariest thing he'd ever do. Letting himself fall for you was something that took more courage than he would ever care to admit. Because loving you meant he was going against the crown, the expectations, and the future wife that had been chosen for him. He was going against the prophecy that Mo’at had laid before him.

As he slowed near the familiar trees and mangled brush, it felt as if the Great Mother had another plan for him all along. Almost as if she had brought you back for him and him alone. There was a great plan, a future that would be laid out before him and he felt that Eywa was promising that you would be the one by his side. 

He held his breath as he pushed the brush aside and stepped swiftly through the forest spotting you from beneath the trees. You stood near the base of the river, arms wrapped around yourself as you stared forward at the water, tracing the ripples with your eyes. Lips pursed, you shifted from side to side seemingly lost in your thoughts, so much so you didn’t hear his approaching steps. Neteyam stopped just a few feet away, allowing himself a few seconds to admire you, your side profile, and the way your hair fell effortlessly across your shoulders. The top half was pulled back out of your face and laced together in a small braid, leaving a few pieces to frame your face. Your smooth skin reflected the sheer lights of the water and he couldn’t help but trace the slope of your nose and the slight purse in your lips. 

He hadn’t been this close to you since the night among the mauve tendrils, the night among the Tree of Souls where you collapsed in his arms. Where he had bared every pain that was painted across his soul to you. He could still picture the way your face was dosed with salty tears, aching and begging for him to understand. I trusted you. His pained words still echoed in his ears now but it seemed things had changed so much since that fateful night a week ago.

It was as if you were the one now who felt betrayed, heart twisting at the thought of him being with someone else. Entirely the same way he had felt when he had found out Lo’ak had asked you to be his mate. Except for the way you stared into the empty river, gaze void of any warmth he knew somehow you were feeling far worse than even he had. 

Neteyam had known what it felt like to feel the one slipping through his grasp to another, he knew what it was like to feel so betrayed and heartbroken at the way reality messed with your perception. He had felt the wounds strike his being and somehow even with knowing all of that, he had bestowed it on you. A feeling he hadn’t wished to befall anyone had been passed off to you and the guilt was choking him. 

A click of your tongue filtered in through his ears and as he took a brief step forward, your body turned in his direction. Instantly, you froze, surprised to find him standing there, eyes locked on you in the dark. His gaze shamelessly traced the shape of your body and you found yourself in silence watching him as he did so. Your heart had picked up in your chest as a heat of some sort started to pool in the base of your stomach due to how delicately it felt like he was tracing your skin. You hadn’t heard him approach and now to have him standing there before you after so long, it had filled you with so many emotions. So much love and so much pain as he was there in front of you, soon to belong to someone else. 

He watched the glass form across your eyes as the pained expression filtered across your features. The obvious furrow of your brows and the twitch of your lips held his attention away from your smooth exposed skin. You were glued to your spot, the frustration pricking at the nerves of your body, filling you with a numbing rage at the sight of him. You had craved it for a week, needed it with every fiber of your being to see and talk to him. Days ago you needed him to promise you and reassure you that there was nothing to worry about. That Tsmandi would not be his and he would not be hers, but he never came. He never let those reassurances leave his tongue and now somehow the sight of him in the only spot that brought you tranquility felt poisonous. As if it all had become toxic. 

You turned away from him then, arms tightening around your waist as you found solace in the appearance of the blue water rather than his gold eyes. A lump had formed in your throat and the painful bob of it left you trying to conceal the tears that were starting to well in your eyes. Tears of anger as he stepped closer, his gaze burning holes into the side of your head. His shoulder brushed yours softly as he let his stare drift from the side of your pinched face to the river before him, the sound of the waterfall sinking into his ears.

With his hands clasped behind his back, he smiled softly as he thought back to that night all those months ago when you sat at the bank underneath the stars for the first time. It was the first time he had ever told someone about the nightmares he barred on his back as well as the first time he had let himself acknowledge his feelings for you. 

It felt as if the two of you had grown so much since then, aged at least five years instead of just the one. Somehow in a course of almost a year, he was no longer that delirious young boy, desperate for his father’s approval. No, he had become a strong warrior, skin coated in the toughest armor and a future of reign in his grasp. He felt like a true man as he stood next to you, a woman he wished to give his entire self to. He felt honorable and worthy and powerful. That was how you made him feel even when you wished to recoil from him, even when you wished to run and let the fear guide you away deep into the forest. 

“It’s seemed like we have lived an entire life since the first time I brought you here,” he said suddenly, stare flickering back over to you, satisfied in the way your ears twitched and you turned your head slightly to him, his words practically guiding you back to him. “We were both so young and naive that night. It was the first time I felt you break through my resolve. It was then that I knew I was beginning to feel something for the girl who appeared in the forest. It was like you were a gift from Eywa herself.” 

Your brows furrowed, lips forming into a frown as you looked over at him, to meet his eyes. The look in them took you by surprise and suddenly you found the anger ravaging you as you met his soft gaze. “You shouldn’t say things like that to me. It isn’t fair of you.” 

He ignored your reply as well as the annoyance that dripped from your lips, “It was like you were sent here to save me.” 

His hand dropped to his side and examined your expression as his pinky brushed delicately across the skin of your outer thigh, just below your hip bone. You sucked in a breath past your teeth and felt your hands tense around your body at the feeling of his warm touch and the satisfied smirk that appeared on his lips. A pang appeared in your chest and you felt the lump in your throat get larger. You glanced down at his hand as it glided across your hip bone again, while his tall looming body seemed to envelop your senses completely.

You granted yourself a moment to divulge in the feeling, to let it shoot to your core and the desire you felt for the man before you, the undesirable, the unattainable. But then you felt your body's hotness turn to rage as he took another step closer to you, his eyes half-lidded and scanning your face. You shook your head and found yourself hissing at him, your hand roughly pushing his away. 

“Ftang (stop)!” you demanded, the warning in your voice void of any warmth as your eyes narrowed in his direction, a pained huff following from your parted lips, “What are you doing, Neteyam? Why are you here?” 

“You know why.”

“No, I don't,” you said, sticking your hand out to keep him an arm's length away. If you were going to have a conversation you needed to have a clear mind to do it and you couldn't have a clear mind with him hovering over you.

“What, you don’t have some dinner or meeting tonight with your future wife to talk about wedding logistics?”

“No,” he said simply, refusing to step back even with your threatening gaze. 

“What do you mean, no? You are to be married, yes?” you asked, suddenly confused as it was all the village had been able to talk about for the past week. It was the only topic of importance other than the sky people and the intended doom that would soon fall upon the land. 

“I don’t wish to marry any woman unless it’s you,” he admitted, reaching up so his fingers ghost over your cheek. He brushed a piece of hair that was framing your face back behind your ear and you hated the flush that appeared on your face. He smiled as his eyes flickered down to your lips still parted in confusion. 

His words hit you in the chest like a ton of bricks, words you had only ever thought you would have heard in your dreams. They were all you had wanted since the night he had come to you in the healing tent since he had cupped your cheek and whispered the very confession that had confirmed every feeling he had had.

He had barred his soul and for the last week, you had been left in the dust, left to contemplate your future before you. You watched him as he entertained the idea of mating with the chosen women for him, as he contemplated it to please the village and the people. You had been left in a spiral of pain wrenching and pulling at every will of yours to live while he had been squaring away every duty asked of him. 

You shook your head, feeling the cringe of your lips as you reached up and shoved his hand away from you. You stepped back, lips quivering slightly as your eyes stared daggers into his, “No.”

“Yes,” he replied, trying to reach out for you again, confused by your sudden need to recoil from him.

“No,” you took another step back away from him,  the twist of your lips matching the way your heart felt in your chest, “Ftang nga (stop that)! You’re being mean, Neteyam.” 

His brows furrowed, standing tall as the small quiver of your lips held his attention, “What, how am I—” 

“I waited for you,” you uttered indignantly, as the pained look in your eyes seemed to amplify, “For days, I waited. Waited for you to come to me and say something, anything. All I needed was some reassurance, hear something that confirmed I hadn’t wasted my time on you.” 

“Y/N—” 

His heart ached at your words and his guilt seemed to intensify as you only wished to push him away even further for the pain he had caused you. After everything, you felt so disgusted and hurt by the distance he had put between the two of you. He had been so caught up with his father, with planning for the attack, that he hadn’t even spared a single moment for you. A moment to express his feelings and reassure the anxieties that had been preying on your innocence for far too long. 

“They announced your courtship with Ms. Tsmandi Te Nätäkx Ayitul’ite, the next Tsahik. I waited and you still didn’t come. You let me believe that you were going to marry her, that you once again would choose your duties over me. I waited for you,” you repeated, eyes welling torturously with tears as your breath was ripped from your throat. 

His shoulders fell slightly, as the single phrase I waited for you seemed to hold just as much weight as your previous admission. The way I feel about you is consuming. Except where that one had actively repaired every damage he had ever felt like a precious oath, this one brought out nothing but dread in him.

As if those four words were a farewell and you would soon disappear from his sight, back into the forest where you had come from. Like the words were a confirmation that he was incapable of fixing what he had done, the hurt he had caused. He was standing before you offering to throw every caution to the wind, offering to risk it all; his reputation, his reign, his expectations, for you. It took him too long to have realized it but now that he had, a silent prayer was cast across his heart that it wouldn’t be too late. 

“Tsap’alute si (I’m sorry),” he professed anguished as you seemed to only be pulling away from him, “I shouldn’t have kept you waiting. I should have come to you, talked to you, and told you everything that has been on my mind since the night in the healing tent. I was scared Y/N. I am still so fucking scared. I almost lost you. You collapsed in my arms, in my fucking arms and I—I can’t. I can’t bear the thought of it, especially now with the sky people closing in.” 

“It’s not something you can guarantee, Neteyam,” you said, softly, staring intently up at him and the sudden vulnerability that was plastered across his features, “You can’t assure you’re going to protect me through this. This war is unpredictable and your protection can’t be promised.” 

“It has to be,” he mumbled out, face pinched together and hand hung in the air, desperately trying to reach out to you, “Y/N, not even for a second, was I considering marrying Tsmandi. You need to know that. This week it was never my intention to blindside you or keep the whole thing from you. I never thought about it even if it were my duty. I couldn’t, not when my heart solely belongs to you."

“Neteyam,” his name fell from your tongue breathlessly but no other words followed.

“It’s always been you. From the moment I saw you in this very forest, cowering behind my baby sister as no more than a stranger.” 

You shuddered, every desperation and need for him evident in the way you seemed to lean closer as if his words were the secret password to your being. Like he could put you back together simply by the way he looked at you alone and his sweet words. You stared up at him, so close to offering him what was left of the dying organ in your chest.

It was a lost hope and even as it anatomically was healthy enough, beating away in your chest, the phantom pain was strong and killing every will you had left. This man had played with your feelings, spun you around on his finger as he tried to decide whether he wanted you. You had stood by, letting his control over your feelings be something he could hold over you.

Somehow even with what he had put you through, the long excruciating week of tears and the fears of the unknown, you found yourself holding onto every single word he professed. You were giving in and the thought terrified you. It terrified you that somehow he would be convinced to forget about you, to leave you once again, in favor of his throne and the means of doing what was expected of him. You were cautious, cautious as you offered him everything you had left of yourself.

“You aren’t being fair,” you professed, your heart rate so loud it echoed in your ears as every last conscientious thought seemed to be escaping from you. Like at any moment you would be out of excuses and let him graciously take you. 

“No, but I am not lying about how I feel either. I never have. Oel ngati kamele (I see you).” 

Those three words seemed to bring you to reality. They hit you so hard, you felt you were back in that tent just before the consciousness transfer. He repeated them just as earnestly and desperately, needing you to believe him. Needing you to say it back as if his sanity depended on it. Like the thought of you denying him would break him entirely. 

Somehow though at the sound of them in your ears, you felt nothing. The meaning was gone and instead, you were left with an ache from the absence of the feeling his words once brought you. At that moment, you had let the fear take over and steer you away from the same desperation you were feeling as he was. For so long you had tiptoed around one another, had hurt each other in favor of protecting yourselves.

Now with all the possibilities there just at the tips of your fingers, you felt the fear rush through your veins like ice water. Coldness and spite were all you could feel then for a brief moment as you thought back to the night among the Tree of Souls. How you had poured everything out to him and he turned his back on you as if it was the easiest thing. He looked down at you with your chest open and exposed, and spat in your face. He had torn you to pieces shamelessly and you could still remember it evidently. 

He looked as you had that night, staring down at you with the same look you once had. He was offering you everything, scarily so, a dire need for you to accept him. To say yes. Your hold on him was just as strong as his and this time he didn’t hide it. He didn’t hide his need for you. His need that filled his entire body with shock waves and desirous fantasies. His need to combine his soul with yours for the rest of time, so that you would never be apart again. He didn’t hide how much he needed you, how much he needed your kiss to grant him life. 

It was all there within his eyes, his gold wide eyes, speckled with every true feeling he had. You felt petty then as you stared up at him hoping to fill him with just as much dejection as he had to you.

“You aren’t capable of seeing.” 

Sometimes, it just wasn’t enough. That’s how you felt like sometimes there weren’t enough words in the world to heal every wound. It was evident by the angry tear that slipped past your water line. It slid down your cheek, your skin still smooth and bright under the luminescence of the forest. He followed it as it settled in the corner of your lips. 

It was harsh. Cruel even to deny both of you this. The possibility of finally being together, but your pride was bent too much and somehow you just couldn’t put the hurt you felt aside — not after everything. You couldn’t.

The exhale from his lips was entirely broken, as if you had stolen his last remaining breath from his lungs. He stared at you utterly confused and hurt, not understanding that his ignorance this past week had caused you so much pain. So much that you would walk away from him completely. Suddenly the weight had returned, the weight of a broken heart. Somehow it was far worse than any weight he had felt before. He finally saw that all he wanted was you, and the thought of losing you completely to his stupidity was maddening. 

You turned from him, shaking your head slightly as if you couldn’t look at him for another moment longer. One more glance was sent to the water, the river filled with far too many memories, memories of him and you. You knew then that it didn’t matter how much you loved him, you wouldn’t be a woman who groveled, or who would beg for him.

There wasn’t a word or anything that he could say that would stop you from walking away. 

“I love you, Y/N.” 

Except there was that.

You felt your breath get lodged in your throat, your steps halting from where you stood a few feet away. Fingers twitching at your sides, you found your eyes locked forward at the darkness of the forest as shock drenched your body. Lips slightly parted, you felt your heart stop completely in your chest at the sound of those three words escaping his lips. Words you never expected him to know let alone say.

Somehow they felt heavier than I see you. They spoke to the human you once were and they felt heavier on your being and your consciousness. They held so much more meaning and feeling to you and somehow you found they had stopped all of your efforts to leave. You closed your eyes for a moment.

He had you. 

With a strangled cry on your tongue, you suddenly turned slowly to face him, knowing he controlled every fiber of your being. You were a puppet on strings and he was the sole puppet master.

He stood by the bank, chest puffed out, eyes desperately trying to find yours. They quickly traced your tears and swollen lips as every honest look about him swelled across his face. He wouldn’t let you go, you knew that. After everything, he couldn’t but at that moment you wished he would set you free more than anything. Set you free from the pain that panged you so profoundly. Because it would be far easier than ever to grant either of you this. Neteyam Te Suli Tsyeyk’itan owned you and he held your heart in between his palms and the thought terrified you. 

You shook your head, lips quivering as he slowly approached you each step sending your senses in over drive, “No. Neteyam, no.” 

He stopped in front of you and he saw it then with your true feelings reflected in your tears. You were scared, absolutely terrified. The thought to feel so consumed by someone was scaring you away from him and he understood it. Stood there beneath the stars, he understood it completely. Because god forbid you give yourselves to each other and somehow this war destroys it. Somehow one of you loses the other, left to wither and collapse under the weight of grief. Eywa forbid one of you is returned to her far sooner than expected.

He felt his own tears fill his eyes as he reached out, hands taking your arms softly. Hesitant for a moment, he found his stare flickering up at the sight of something out of the corner of his eye. Uncertainty plagued his mind then, only wanting what was best for you and for him. As he peered up though, he felt his chest tighten unexpectedly at the sight of an atokirina floating right above his head, emitting a soft glow. He felt his stomach clench and then relax by the sign it brought. Suddenly then, he had never been more sure in his life. 

“I’m in love with you,” his eyes fell back down to you and a soft smile appeared across his lips as he leaned closer, “I know I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve you. Not after how I have treated you all this time.” 

You felt a sob fall from your tongue as all reserves seemed to crumble before you at his feet. I’m in love with you pushing every single insecurity you felt away. It was branded across his eyes and made your whole body feel as if it was going to collapse in his arms. It was the clearest he had ever been and it had you falling apart at the seams.

Sometimes, it just wasn’t enough. Words weren't enough but those were. To you, those words were everything and more.

It didn’t matter then to you that you were terrified of losing him or that he was promised to another woman. It didn’t matter that he was supposed to be Olo’eyktan and all of these expectations hung heavily on his shoulders. None of it mattered anymore that every sign had pointed to the two of you not being able to be together because he was in love with you. He was in love with you and Eywa seemed to have blessed the match willingly. She had brought you back for a reason, for this, for him. 

Let him be soft 

Let him be mine. 

His hand drifted up until it cupped the side of your face, it overwhelming you as he cradled you softly. His thumb traced your jaw so carefully as his eyes bore straight into your soul.

“From the moment you got here, I was condescending, rude, too absorbed in myself, and still am. I tried so hard to deny what I felt for you, for months, and this last week I found myself still trying to do that. I have been so blind and so fucking stupid. Not only was I focused on the fact that I almost lost you but the impending war. I have been awful and confusing. I admit that I have done so many things, so many horrible things, but here I am, begging you to love me anyway.”

His voice broke then, his thumb moving along your jaw to your temple and the tear stains that were stuck along your skin. His heart ached for you then and he knew that he wouldn’t go on if it meant you couldn’t be his mate. He needed you like he needed air and the thought of living another day without you was murderous.

“I am no perfect solider. I am flawed and am more difficult than I would ever like to admit, but I am a man who desperately loves you,” he whispered, leaning closer, his intense stare devouring you whole, “I am offering you everything, everything I have. I have done so many terrible things, I know that. But please, just tell me that despite it all you love me.” 

His other hand which was gently wrapped around your arm slipped to your waist. As his warm fingertips pressed along your skin, you felt an exhale escape from your parted lips. Your body shuddered, out of instinct, and you leaned closer to him enough that his chest was almost pressed firmly against yours. At his lingering touch, you felt the warmth in your stomach begin to pool more just as another small breath escaped from your mouth.

His hand flattened against your lower back, pulling you flush against his chest. Your entire body felt hot then as your eyes flickered shamelessly from his dilated pupils to his parted lips. Lips that had been on your mind every night for months. Lips that you had wished would claim yours day after day, night after night. 

Tell me you love me. 

You gasped at the feeling of his heart beating profusely in his chest, clashing with your own. Your eyes then snapped up to his wide ones as he stared down at you. He was waiting for what you would say next, waiting for what you would do next. The desperation was evident, interlaced with the desire that coated his golden orbs. His golden orbs that were drenched in reflections of the forest almost as if you were back between the mauve tendrils.

The sight of an atokirina floating over his shoulder made you think that maybe you were, that you had traveled there. Like Neteyam wasn’t really there in front of you, saying all of these things. This was all just a figment of your imagination and would be nothing but dust by the morning. It was real though, as real as the Great Mother herself. All evident by the pull of your stomach and the need that was brewing at the base of your stomach for the man before you. 

You always wanted him, always wished to be claimed by him and no one else, and now here he was before you, begging, asking. All while Eywa approved of it herself. Your eyes flickered back over to his face, as the pressure within your stomach began to appear in the form of a throb in between your thighs.

His tongue swiped along his bottom lip and you found yourself following the movement with your eyes, wishing it could be replaced with your own. You couldn’t deny the feelings that were overtaking you, or the incessant need to confirm them with action. You loved him, of course, you did and it was something you wouldn’t be able to deny any longer. 

With a quiet whisper, your eyes found his and all want to deny him seemed to melt from your body, “I can not lie to you.” 

His ears perked up at your words and he found his eyes tracing the way your features had visibly softened, your own eyes reflecting all the same things his was. Desire. Need… Love. He tilted his head curiously, his bottom lip finding a place in between his teeth as the anticipation began to eat away at him.

You sighed, hand lifting from your side to press along his chest, right where his heart sat. He inhaled at the feeling as a small smile appeared across your lips, “There is no one else who has ever made me feel as you do and there never will be. It's you, Neteyam, always.” 

Your eyes softened, taking in the way he smiled down at you, a low chuckle falling from his lips in relief at your words. You smiled too then as he leaned closer, hand still firmly wrapped around your jaw. You felt your breath hitch again in your throat as his stare flickered down to your lips and then back up to your eyes.

His mouth parted softly as his thumb drifted to your lips, and your thighs involuntarily clenched as he traced your upper lip and along your cupid’s bow. A breathy gasp was ripped from you as he dragged the pad of his thumb down across your bottom lip, satisfied with the way it bounced back into place. 

Unable to stop yourself, your eyes fluttered shut as his hand slowly trailed down away from your face. Palm ghosting over your neck, his thumb moved from your chin down across your pulse point. He felt himself stir at the sight of your wet parted lips and the way your lashes brushed along the tops of your cheeks. He couldn’t stop himself then as his hand firmly took a hold of your neck and pulled you forward.

His lips gently found yours and for a second you could barely register the pressure. It was so soft, delicate as if he was trying to savor the first touch. You were the first to move your lips against his and even as you did, it was tender and slow, so different from the way he was clutching onto your neck. 

His lips moved effortlessly against yours and you felt yourself practically melting in his arms, legs close to buckling beneath you if it weren’t for the stronghold he had around your back. His lips were soft, slightly parted, teasing with an underlying sense that was almost demanding.

A whimper escaped from your mouth and at the sound, he pressed his lips harder against your own. His hand tightened around your neck then, and at the feeling of his thumb pressed firmly against your pulse, you couldn’t stop yourself from letting your head lull back slightly, mouth parting at the action. 

The urgency built up just as the throbbing in between your legs had. Just as the warmth seemed to spread across your entire body like firecrackers. His tongue molded with yours and at the feeling of it engulfing yours, you couldn’t help but arch your back into his.

Your hands found a place along his shoulders, fingernails brushing against his skin with ease. With a flick of his tongue, your hands dug into his back and it pulled a groan from the back of his throat. At the sound, you couldn’t help but buck your hips forward into his, desperate to feel anything, everything. 

Feeling you struggling to catch your breath, his teeth took a firm hold around your lower lip and pulled back out of the kiss, releasing it with a pop. All while his eyes traced the way some of his saliva pooled along your lower lip. He shifted on his heels as he took notice of how puffy and red they were as well as how dilated your eyes suddenly appeared. He knew then there was nothing he wanted more than to have this view for the rest of his life, to be the one who pushed you this close to the edge, to have complete and utter control over every part of your body. 

Hand leaving your neck, he reached behind himself to take a hold of his queue. He reveled in the way your eyes widened slightly as he brought it around his shoulder. His other hand that still had a firm hold around your hip tightened, his thumb brushing along the string of your bottoms. You shifted under the touch, breath completely stolen from your throat. You shook your head slightly, unsure at that moment as Neteyam stared down at you, his queue offered out to you. 

“I have always wanted you Y/N. Always,” he whispered lowly, finger twisting around the string of your bottoms as his eyes scanned your face with the utmost softness he could muster, “There is no one else I would want by my side.” 

Your heart clenched in sync with your thighs and suddenly there was nothing left to say, no other excuse to be had. He already had every part of you including the aching organ in between your ribs. What else was there left to spare?

Neteyam Te Suli Tsyeyk’itan was asking you to be his mate and there weren’t enough reasons to stop you, not while he stared down at you like that with his hands touching you the way they were. You were putty under his touch and with your entire being aching to give him what was left of you, you grabbed your queue from your back and pulled it forward. You held your breath as you stared between them, their pink nerve endings twitching in the air. 

Slowly, you watched as he extended his out further towards you and with the most docile touch connected his with yours. As they firmly wrapped around one another, you felt all air be stolen from your lungs and every sensation in your body be exemplified. Tsaheylu. Your whole body suddenly collapsed forward as your eyes widened, pupils growing in size.

Staring forward at Neteyam, you watched as his own eyes dilated and his entire body jolted forward, arms tightening around you. His forehead fell to yours and for a moment you both just stood there wrapped up in the other’s arms, soft pants echoing off the forest trees. It was like you had been awakened and all you could focus on was the erratic beat of his heart in his chest and the gasping breath of his lungs You could feel it to your very core and it only heightened every sensation and desire you had. 

At the sight of his glistening lips and blown-out pupils, the ache in you intensified from the extra stimulation. He groaned slightly as your hips met his again and he couldn’t help but let his lips connect with your jaw. His head dipped, lips tracing the skin from your jaw to your neck with his tongue.

Both of his large palms gripped tightly at your hips, trying to pull you as close as he could just as his teeth poked at the surface of your skin. Finding the pulse in your neck, he bit down slightly and you couldn’t stop your eyes from rolling back at the sudden sensation that went straight to your core. It was like every nerve ending had been lit on fire from Tsaheylu and you wished to never disconnect from him again. 

His arms were wrapped strongly around your body and you found yourself moaning out his name as his fingers traced over your hip bones, firmly enough to hopefully leave a mark. “Neteyam…” 

As his lips found your collarbone, his hands took a hold of your thighs and pulled them up and around his hips. A small noise escaped your mouth at the sudden feeling of your feet coming off the ground but it was replaced then by a moan at the feeling of his core meeting yours. The newly added pressure had you aching in his arms, as if he wouldn’t do something soon you would actually die.

His lips trailed up and claimed yours again and instantly as his tongue molded to yours again, he fell down to his knees, them hitting the ground harshly. His hands were still firmly gripped around your thighs as your knees slid to the grass on either side of his. Sat on top of him, you felt the feeling in your stomach tighten slightly. He was hard under you, straining against his bottoms. 

“Yawne (my beloved), look at you,” he said lowly, staring up at you, his eyes half-lidded and full of need, “I think this is where you were meant to belong.” 

With his hands wrapped around either one of your legs, he pushed you off of him slightly and then onto the ground. You felt your back arch slightly at the feeling of it meeting the cool grass. He crawled over you and you felt your legs tighten from around him as his body hovered over yours. With his arms on either side of your head, you were unable to stop your gawking at the sight of him looking so huge and strong on top of you. Even in the darkness, you were able to see every line and tautness of his muscles. It was like he was sculpted by the gods themselves and all you could think about was how you desperately wished for him to overpower you.

His lips found your collarbone again and then slowly as if he was taking his time, planning to use every minute of darkness you two had, they trailed down your chest. You arched into him again as his breath fanned across your breasts through the thin material of your top. With open-mouth kisses, his lips were followed by his tongue as they left a trail of wetness between your breasts all the way down your stomach. They stopped right above the line of your bottoms, right above where you ached for him most. 

He glanced up at you and smirked as his hands pushed your knees apart further. You begged then, shamefully, “Neteyam, please.” 

Teasingly, his hand trailed down the outside of your thigh before firmly wrapping around your knee. He lifted it up onto his shoulder and his lips found the inside of your thigh then. Your body tensed and then relaxed as he began to trace his lips up the side of your leg.

With each inch he got higher, you felt the anticipation flooding your system and you couldn’t help but twitch with impatience. A moan slipped past your lips as his tongue flattened across the inside of your thigh only a few inches from your soaked bottoms. Mouth falling away from your skin, he glanced up at you through his eyelashes and grinned smugly at the want in your eyes. With your leg still balanced across his shoulder, he reached up, his fingers curling around the string of your bottoms. His eyes never left yours as he gave them a gentle tug. They loosened around your frame.

Your hands tightened at your sides as you felt them fall away from your body and discarded off to the side. He groaned loudly as his eyes traced down your frame and before you knew it he was leaning in, mouth finding your inner thigh again. They trailed up slowly until he was face to face with your lower half, bare and aching for him.

His hand left your hip, fingers slipping in between your legs to part your split. At the feeling of his fingers, your breath hitched and then a second later you felt his mouth connect with you. His tongue found your clit in a matter of seconds and you couldn’t stop the twitch that ripped through your body at the skillful flick he sent to it. His other hand reached up to push your body back to the ground just as he flattened his tongue against the bundle of nerves. 

Your head tilted back at the feeling while a whimper was ripped clean from the back of your throat. He chuckles and the sound vibrates through your entire body. His middle and ring fingers then slip in with ease and you can’t help but tense under him with the newfound stretch. He waited a moment, for your breath to even out and for the uncomfortable pull to fade. After a few seconds, he dove in like a starved man, his lips wrapping firmly around your clit, sending a jolt of electricity through your entire body. A string of curse words falls from your lips like a symphony and it only fuels the man below you more. 

His fingers start to move, creating their own pace dragging along your walls as the slickness only seemed to increase in between your legs. His tongue poked and prodded at every inch of skin he could find. His pace quickened and it all was starting to become too much as anywhere his fingers didn’t reach his tongue did. It moved up and down, tasting every part of you.

His name was the only thing you could find yourself saying as his fingers suddenly curled up inside of you. Your entire body jolted, heat appearing across your skin in dabs of sweat as your heart rattled away in your chest feeling like it could explode at all the pleasure being pulled from your body. 

“Neteyam,” you found yourself calling out as the assault only seemed to continue, the overwhelmingness of it almost too much on your body. 

He ignored you as his lips firmly sealed around your clit again, tongue going to work, as his fingers curled again. The heat rushed across your entire body straight up to your face and your hips pushed up into his hand with your back continuously arched into the air. Your heel dug into the back of his shoulder at the feeling of his tongue again. He sucked at your fluids like juice just as your thighs tightened around his shoulders. With his hand wrapped firmly around your knee, he lifts your thigh higher and your jaw drops open in shock. No sounds could be formed then as the spring in your stomach began to tighten. 

You realized then what was soon to happen as it felt like he was sucking every last innocence out of your body, every last drop claiming you as his. He groaned as his pace somehow got faster. You clench your eyes shut just as his fingers hit the point deep inside of you. His grip on you was bruising as his tongue sucked and flicked and took everything you had to offer him. You were squirming at that point unable to stop the pulsing that was emitting from deep inside of you. Your chest was rising and falling so quickly that you felt as if you couldn’t catch your breath.

You pleaded for him to not stop and just like he would grant you this for the rest of his life, his fingers curled into you one more time and you felt the coil deep within your stomach snap, taking the rest of your body with it. He ripped the feeling straight out of your body and pulled the loudest cry from you with it. Your voice cracked as he continued pushing his fingers up in you, tongue not moving from where they were clasped around your clit. Your leg shook from where it hung off his shoulder as your vision blurred, expelling tears from the inner corners. Body collapsing onto the ground, he waited a moment, fingers still in your body and tongue pressed to your core, before he pulled away. 

Your ragged breaths filled his ears and he couldn’t help but smile as your leg slipped down from around him. He pulled his fingers from you and you winced slightly at the sudden feeling, your lower half tightening around nothing.

As your eyes fluttered open again, you stared at him as he leaned up over you on his knees. Your spent body being imprinted on his mind. Wiping at his mouth with his forearm, he licked his lips, the taste of you still coated across his tongue. At the sight of his glistening lips and narrowed eyes, the heat appeared again in seconds.

His lips sloppily collide with yours and as if he hadn’t already ripped it out of you once, you felt your chest arch into his. His tongue pressed along yours and you shivered at the way he tasted, like you. With the remnants of your actions splayed between your thighs across your skin, you felt the wetness appear again. He smiled at the feeling of your body against his and groaned as his hand drifted down in between your bodies to his own bottoms. Your nails dug desperately into his back and his hips jolted into yours in surprise. Fingers pulling at the band of his bottoms, he yanked them from his body. Your breath hitched again, the sixth time since he first had touched you as you felt his hardness brush against your core. 

He hissed at the feeling and for a moment his head collapsed into your neck, almost painfully. You whispered his name and it brought his gaze back to you. He felt his entire life flash before his eyes with the sight of you below him. Irrevocably you were finally his, you were there, and you were alive. You were his.

It wasn’t another late-night fantasy where his hands had wandered in between his legs. He blinked and you were really there. You were alive and he couldn’t stop his hand from drifting up to your neck again, desperately craving the gentle flutter of your pulse. Hand gripping tightly around your throat, he watched with a furrowed gaze your reaction as his tip pressed into your entrance, prodding slowly. 

Without a warning, he pushed in, bottoming out quickly. You cried out again, chest arching up into his as he hissed at the involuntary tightness around his dick. His head tilted back for a moment, trying to memorize the feeling of you squeezing so beautifully around his length, your name falling from his parted lips in praise.

After a moment, his eyes fluttered open again as spews of love sputtered from his lips. His hands reached for yours at your sides and you gasped at the way he pushed them up above your head, his fingers lacing in between yours. As you squeezed around him again, he swore, deciding then to pull out and slam back into you. 

“Oh, fuck,” he exhaled then as he did it again, the pleasure flooding his system, “Yeah, that’s it.” 

That heat began to pool again instantly as one of his hands slipped from yours down in between your bodies. His thumb found your clit. It was still swollen from the effects of his tongue, and without a second to waste he began to build up a pace. His hips rammed into yours, harshly sending your back into the ground as your legs wrapped up around his waist.

It all was building up again and you felt your head lull to the side suddenly overstimulated. It wouldn’t take long this time as it all was flooding your system; his grunts, the pleasure, the feeling of his body wrapped around yours strongly. He groaned out as you clenched around his dick again, you already fast approaching the edge. He rammed up into you harder as his hand tightly held yours. 

“It couldn’t have been anyone else, Y/N. It’s always been you. You’re meant to be my future wife, my Tsahik, my mate,” he mumbled lowly as his pace began to falter quickly, “Only you.” 

You hummed then, “My Olo’eyktan.” 

His eyes rolled slightly at the title, it sounding so formal across your tongue and he couldn’t help but speed up further. He sent another and then another thrust straight into you, as his thumb continued throwing circles into your bundle of nerves.

Somehow it all had led you here, the six months of training, him starting off by disliking you, the arguments, the issues. All of it led to this with you splayed beneath him, being fully claimed as his. You let the noises fall freely from your swollen lips as all the tension and the pain seemed to fade away. 

Neteyam’s grunts filled your ears as his palm tightened around your throat once and then twice. The pressure had you squeezing around him, it bringing you to that point quickly. He slid in so easily and quickly as your juices coated your inner thighs. His thumb didn’t stop and before you could even realize it, that spring in your stomach was tightening and then breaking completely.

Your whole body erupted into flames as a cry fell from your lips, it was so loud and so startling. You pulsed around Neteyam as he pulled out and slammed back into you, the sudden flutter of your walls, pulling a groan out of his throat. He couldn’t hold on much longer with the constant clenching around his cock. His eyes squeezed shut then as his hand moved away from your clit to dig into the skin of your hips. It was bruising as he gave one more pump before his whole entire body stilled, tensing above you. 

You exhaled suddenly at the feeling of him shooting up inside you, followed by a few more thrusts before he was pulling out completely. The lost feeling of him was surprising as the sound of his gasps filtered in through your ears. Chest meeting his, your face was flushed with color at the sudden realization.

You were mated for life.

Reaching up, you cupped his face, practically asking him to open his eyes to coat your vision in gold and specks of green. With a gentle exhale, they snapped open and met yours. An exhausted smile appeared across his lips as your thumb traced delicately along his jaw. 

You were overwhelmed at that moment by it all; the fact that you were laying in your spot with the future Olo’eyktan of the Omatikaya, with no promise of the days ahead. You felt everything as well as the pulse in his body from the bond of your souls.

You were one, forever and the only thing you could think to say at that moment was, “I love you too.” 

The Na’vi say that every person is born twice. 

It is the greatest rebirth ever granted to a person. A mere moment of acceptance, of acknowledgment, a promise that no matter what, you have a place among the people forever. There is a greatness that comes from it; the connection that the people have for one another, the power they emit gracefully.

The Na’vi were more than just a tiny sliver of humanity you had fallen upon. It had become your life, your existence, your sole purpose in life. Grace Augustine had once seen that in the Omatikaya, she saw them as her destiny. Then there was dream walker Jake Sully. He led the clan to victory against the sky people and now suddenly sat upon your Ikran, queue wrapped firmly within its, dread once again was felt in the air. A moment of the unknown presented to all. 

Success was never guaranteed. Life was never guaranteed, but there were more important things than the need to breathe. Justice. Perseverance. Triumph.

All of that had masked over the necessity of a long life, of years to come because why promise life if there was a chance it would be dull and overtaken by enemies. Why have life if it is only filled with smoke-clouded air, and living in fear? So many had suffered at the hands of the sky people, and so many losses had been wasted at their feet. Their greediness overtook the humanity that once plagued their hearts. 

It was no way to live, captive in your own world. 

“Look alive, people, we got metal in the sky,” the Olo’eyktan’s voice filtered in through the transmitter strapped within your ear. 

Your body stiffened, glare narrowing at the sky before you. 

War was coming. Violence would soon erupt in the world of Pandora once again, after nearly two decades of peace. The Omatikaya people once again led the tide of Na’vi and Ikrans in the sky. Multiple bands of people scattered across the forest, waiting like silent death traps. 

This was it. 

Taking in a deep breath, you found yourself looking off to the side towards the Olo’eyktan. You looked past Jake and you felt your eyes meet his instantly. The great warrior was already staring at you. The mighty soldier’s golden eyes traced your face with the utmost determination you had ever seen. Neteyam Te Suli Tsyeyk’itan flew upon his Ikran, gun gripped tightly within his palms. Hair braided back out of his face laced with feathers. His face was covered in war paint, dosing his skin in bright colors. The orange and the green stripes were an imprint and you took a few seconds to take in the sole sight of the Toruk Makto’s oldest son. He had become just as he was always meant to. 

He was made with gunmetal and veering sharp teeth. He was made to be mighty and strong and fearless. He was a warrior. A soldier. A hero. 

He once again was giving everything to the world without a second thought. They needed him as much as they once needed Atlas or Achilles. They needed the great soon-to-be Olo’eyktan so desperately and he gave everything willingly. The world needed his strength, his courage, his blood, and his sweat. Most of all, they needed his heart. 

He would give it all for his people, for his home, for you. Because he wasn’t just a mighty warrior but a ruler. A king and a king would sacrifice his entire being for the betterness of everyone else. He flew then powerfully, captivatingly, and even with all the pressures of the world on his shoulders, you knew then he would not falter. He would not collapse under the weight or break under the pressure. 

He was stronger than any gunmetal or wooden arrow. He was the chosen one and more than that he was yours. He was your love, your soon-to-be Olo’eyktan, and your mate.

Neteyam’s gaze flickered across your features, skin bathed in bright paint, a glint filling your eyes. He nodded towards you and you felt your body tense unwillingly as the sound of metal blades drifted through the air. You granted him one more look, the sight of him gracing your being with one last fateful glance. 

The Na’vi say that every person is born twice. 

With the screech of your Ikran in your ears, your gold eyes snapped back to the sky before you, and speckled with the lightest green they locked upon a metal chopper in the distance, and you knew then that it was just the beginning. 

author's note: this is the end... i don't know what to do with my life now but i hope all of your angsty hearts can rest now.

one of us taglist is not working the best right now and I have over the limit of people asking to be tagged (it says it's fifty) so, for now, I am just not going to have a taglist because I can't tag everyone and it's taking a lot of work to figure out.

[theunderestimator-2]

40 years ago, back when girls ruled: the late Paula Pierce, founder & fearless leader of garage punk rockers The Pandoras, performing at Irving Plaza, NYC, in October 1984.

That particular year was a weird one for the all-girl band since for a short period of time there were two versions of the Pandoras playing under the same name: a new band led by Pierce and another short-lived version featuring all the previous band members, who had released the band's debut EP the previous year but had departed by 1984, just as the "It's About Time" LP was being released. The brand new Pandoras hit the road for a tour that included a handful of dates with the Fuzztones, to promote the debute album.

Paula Pierce sadly passed away at the age of 31 in 1991 but she will always be remembered for her special songwriting talent, blurring the line between tribute and theft, and her presence, since she definitely owned the stage and dominated audiences with her charisma.

Nothing else but live action footage from that October 1984 gig at Irving Plaza, as soundtrack for this the post: "Want Need Love" & "I Want Him".

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[howlsofbloodhounds]

Enneagram wings/types next? OK BET YOU GOT IT I LOVE THIS SHIT

I'm putting in wings now and doing the types tomorrow bc it's 12am and I have to be up by 7 💀 I am tired.

But anyways HERE WE GOOO

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Delta + Beta (took seperate tests for both of them but got the same answer): Type 8, the challenger

Description:

Eights are natural leaders. Will and power sparkle at their hands. You want to rule the world and stand out, and you do so because you are the most outstanding type.

Core desire: To be independent

Core fear: Being controlled or harmed

Overview:

Ready to set your kingdom up, you step up into life with strength. Self-assertive and always showing a half-smile, you want the world to know you are here. Not scared at all. It showed you how harsh and dangerous things could be, so now it’s your time to show it how fearless and outstanding you are. Your finger tickles for power. You will never settle for something small, as you know you have the ability to go up and up. If you know how to play your cards and learn to control your over controlling obsession, surely you’ll thrive and inspire others as the star you are. Just learn to pick your battles and to connect.

What motivates you?

I can see you walking through long halls in slow motion while [insert your soundtrack here] plays in the background. Eight, you are the lion of the Enneagram. You love to be in charge, doing things your way as you think that’s the best for everyone. We appreciate that, 8 (shaking). 

Your life is based on protecting yourself from everything and everyone, but with an aggressive response. You don’t wait for the world to attack, you go first. You impact and establish what you want. Nothing more, nothing less… ok, maybe more is better.

How do you think?

Being soft? That’s for marshmallows. As they see you, they treat you. That’s why you worked really hard to build your powerful and respectable persona. You think the world is tough – and you are not wrong – but it makes you always be on guard. Nobody challenges you easily, and if they dare to do so, you fight back even harder. Enforcing your self-confidence and your self-assertive attitude. They see you as huge and unbreakable, and this image you project also reinforces your own beliefs. It’s easy for you to go around with your heart bursting with pride. You think your value relies on always being in control. Otherwise, you feel helpless and scared to death of being hurt.

90% independent: You’ll do whatever it takes to set your way

30% relaxed: You need to be in control,

so you can’t relax

85% confidence: You love empowering others

How do you love?

Love can be another fighting zone for Type 8s. You keep on restlessly demanding what you want from your lovers. You feel good when dominating the relationship and you try to fit them into your expectations or to mold them often. That could cause some tension or hurt the bond. But, there is a natural fighting instinct in you, if there is no tension and challenges to the relationship you’ll sooner rather than later get bored. 

Anyone would think that once you are in a safe place, like an intimate bond, you could lower your guard. But no, quite the opposite. The more vulnerable you feel, the more aggressive you can get. So it’s common for you to be competitive in love. If you open your heart, your lover should know that’s a huge deal. 

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Epic: Type 7, the enthusiast

Description:

The restless explorer. You are the one who’s always going after whatever makes you feel alive. You are like a Pandora box, nobody knows what’s coming next. Spontaneous, versatile and highly stimulated you’re up to new intense things.

Core desire: To be satisfied

Core fear: Being deprived

Overview:

Imagine one of those typical quiet Sundays where nothing happens and everything seems as deserted as ghost towns in western movies. Well, your life is the complete opposite. Even in a desert you can find something to do or goals to achieve. But sometimes the emotion involved in finding the oasis can make other water sources go unnoticed. Anyway, you know it’s worth it. Like a butterfly, you flutter around chasing beauty and joy. Life is a plethora of experiences and you want them all. You’ve got a thirst for life, but unbalanced as you are, you end up never getting satisfied. Life’s short, butterfly, focus on the flowers.

What motivates you?

Satisfaction and joy. Life is beautiful, mysterious and infinite. In some way you can’t stand the idea of leaving this world without seeing everything around and finding what’s out there for you. Every single moment of pain is even more painful if you think it’s a waste of time. As you fight against those feelings, anxiety cheerfully escalates in your mind just like king kong escalated  the Empire State building. Actions are slower than thoughts, which in your case seem to travel in a bullet train. Very used to that rhythm, your thoughts can lose track since you don’t really know what to pay attention to first. Everything seems so amazing and valuable!

Always dancing to Celia Cruz’s song, you feel like life is a carnival and pain goes away just by singing or thinking about newer and challenging ideas. It’s such a pity that you need to sleep, uh?  C’mon evolution!

How do you think?

Let’s go back to the King Kong’s scene. You may be wondering why on earth that’s useful? And you’re right it’s not. At all. I just wanted to show you how obsessed you are with doing only useful things. Relax and keep reading. Ok, back to the scene again. There is something we can highlight: the Empire State of mind. With this highly stimulated, resourceful and out-of-hand mind of yours, every seed seems to grow on your soil. But they can also perish while you go for another crazy idea that very same seed brought to your mind. Experiences are the wind that blows your mind, you feel easily amazed by worldly things. Your eyes, like the ones of a scientist, observe everything around you honestly thirst for knowledge. “Welcome to the circus of life!” Said the doctor who brought you to this world. Well, it was “circle”, but you heard what you heard!

90% curious: You’re energetic and always generate new ideas

30% focused: You have a hard time

trying to focus

85% risk taker: You can be impulsive

How do you love?

Love can be the most attractive thing for 7s. Remember when you first fell in love with someone and how your story became a movie you watched before your eyes as if you were in the front row seat? All those incredible sensations while “Fireworks” by Katy Perry was playing.  Do you often get lost in love fields? Does everything run fast and intense like the trilogy of Before Sunrise? Or do you want to live a love story like that one? Sights! You are such a 7!

And you should be glad. You are a huge fan of love since it represents the plenitude of life and it gives you unbelievable shots of energy to face life as it should be faced. But as soon as your idealization approaches reality, you can feel really disappointed and alone. It’s hard to compromise and stand by something that ‘s not exactly as you imagined. 

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Color: Type 2, the helper

Description:

The one who loves to help and take care of other people. You, the one who puts other people at the top of the list and delivers unconditionally.

Core desire: To be loved and needed

Core fear: Being unwanted

Overview:

All you need is love is your mantra. But sometimes you see love as an investment more than an energy that circulates side to side. You are the lover, kindest, the servicial one. Let’s see how this love engine works.

What motivates you?

Love is the most important thing to you, or better said “being loved”. As Bob Marley sings: Could you be loved and be loved?  you are always deeply expecting if the other loves you as much as you would like, and even more. Sometimes there is a subtle fear, will they stay if you are not making an effort to feel loved too? You feel called to help, to be generous, to hold up other people. That makes you feel good with yourself and worthy of love. You see the needs of people around you and feel the duty of fulfilling them.

How do you think?

You think you’re ok if you are being loved by the rest of the people. Of course, we all want and need love and be loved, but we can’t expect that only other people and their reactions, their decisions define our value; you think that the more you sacrifice for other people the more worthy of their love you are. Love is sacrifice, abnegation. For you, thinking and taking care of your needs is unfair, selfish and you can’t accept that. Being selfish is the worst thing to do, nobody loves who is like that. Everything in your life is measured by a bar that defines two poles: being good and helpful (+) or being selfish and thinking only about yourself (-). You feel that to be loved is required to renounce yourself but at the bottom is not a disinterested resignation but the price is in the whole action itself.

90% empathetic: You're a safe space for vulnerability

30% self-confident: You struggle with saying 'no'

85% needs approval: You always want to help and never get tired

How do you love?

Have you ever heard that song of The Cardigans: love me, love me, say that you love me ?. Well, I’ll take the risk to say that song was written by a Two, just for this part: Just say that you need me, I can’t care ’bout anything but you. In the love field, you are passionate and give everything to your beloved. You like the long and deep conversations that open the way to what is intimate and treasured by the other, that’s the most certain way to connect and win the trust and the love of the other person. That’s the best way to ensure there is a solid relationship. So, you usually seduce by paying special attention to the other.

If you feel you are losing your beloved person you can turn really possessive and intense by doing whatever to hold him/her back. To feel the right to ask something back, you do more valuable things, finally it seems the other person it’s in debt with you. These attitudes can be born from an unconscious plane which supports old beliefs that sustain dependent relationships.

Enjoy <3

(Also thank you for all the love lmao, I'm so glad yall like this stuff so much!!)

YIPPE THERES MOREEEE!! Guys look look. Here’s part one for anyone curious.

And also songs!! There was songs made for the enneagrams (mostly for types I think but can fit for wings.) Here’s Color’s called Two, here’s Delta and Beta’s called Eight, and here’s Seven for Epic.

I love this they feel very fitting for one of my favorite trios + beta. I can’t wait for the types next!

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↳ what the heart wants ↲

➘ summary : Neytiri finds herself falling in love with the caring scientist that works on her planet

➘ Neytiri x reader, avatar the way of water x reader

Deep within the lush and vibrant world of Pandora, Neytiri, the fearless Na'vi warrior and leader of the Metkayina clan, found herself drawn to the human scientist (Y/N). As the days turned into nights, and the moments of interaction between them accumulated, a profound connection began to form.

(Y/N) had joined the research team on Pandora, driven by a deep love for nature and a burning curiosity about the planet's unique ecosystem. Her dedication and genuine respect for Pandora's natural beauty caught the attention of Neytiri and her people, who held the planet and its delicate balance in the highest regard.

In the heart of the dense jungle, Neytiri watched as (Y/N) immersed herself in learning the ways of the Na'vi. Her fascination with their customs, language, and spiritual beliefs endeared her to the clan. Neytiri admired (Y/N)'s open-hearted enthusiasm and desire to connect with the land and its inhabitants.

One evening, (Y/N) found herself alone in a serene glade, surrounded by the lush bioluminescent plants that painted the night with their ethereal glow. Unbeknownst to her, Neytiri had been silently observing from the shadows, captivated by (Y/N)'s presence.

Approaching with a quiet grace, Neytiri's voice was a melodic whisper in the tranquil air. "(Y/N), you honor us with your respect for our ways."

(Y/N) turned, her face lighting up with a warm smile as she recognized Neytiri. "Neytiri, I am grateful to be a guest on your planet. The beauty of Pandora and the spirit of your people have touched my heart."

Neytiri's eyes held a mixture of curiosity and something deeper. "You are not like other humans who come here seeking to exploit our resources. Your heart is connected to this world in a way that few understand."

(Y/N)'s cheeks flushed, humbled by Neytiri's words. "I can't deny my love for this planet. Its wonders are beyond compare, and the Na'vi's connection to nature is something I deeply admire."

Neytiri's gaze held a tenderness that went beyond words. "And I find myself drawn to your spirit, (Y/N). Your genuine love and respect awaken something within me."

The atmosphere between them seemed to shimmer, a delicate dance of understanding and emotion. (Y/N) felt a growing bond with Neytiri, a connection that transcended language and culture. Their conversations turned from sharing knowledge about Pandora to sharing stories of their own lives, hopes, and dreams.

As the weeks went by, (Y/N) joined the Na'vi in their efforts to protect Pandora from external threats, and her dedication did not go unnoticed. The respect and admiration Neytiri felt for (Y/N) deepened, and she found herself falling in love with the human scientist's compassionate heart and unwavering commitment.

One starlit night, as they stood at the edge of a sacred forest, (Y/N) turned to Neytiri, her eyes shimmering with emotion. "Neytiri, my heart is entwined with this world and with you. The love I feel for Pandora and your people is beyond words."

Neytiri's hand reached out to gently cup (Y/N)'s cheek, her touch tender and filled with longing. "And my heart is bound to yours, (Y/N). Your presence has brought a new light to my life, one I never thought possible."

In that moment, under the watchful gaze of Pandora's night sky, Neytiri and (Y/N) shared a kiss that held the promise of a love that would bridge two worlds. As they held each other, the stars above seemed to shine brighter, as if celebrating the union of two souls united by a shared reverence for the world around them.

Their love story was one that defied boundaries – a human scientist and a Na'vi warrior, brought together by their love for Pandora and a connection that could not be denied. And as they faced the challenges that lay ahead, their bond only grew stronger, a testament to the power of love that transcends differences and finds its home in the heart.

As (Y/N) continued her work on Pandora, the scientists around her began to notice something remarkable. It wasn't just her dedication to the research or her enthusiasm for understanding Pandora's ecosystem that caught their attention – it was the deep bond she shared with Neytiri, a love that transcended the boundaries of their respective species.

Dr. Grace Augustine, one of the lead researchers, observed (Y/N) and Neytiri interacting with a mixture of fascination and a knowing smile. She had seen love in many forms during her time on Pandora, but there was something extraordinary about the connection between these two individuals.

One evening, as the sun set over the horizon, Dr. Augustine approached (Y/N) in the research camp. "You and Neytiri have something truly special," she began, her voice soft and understanding.

(Y/N) looked up, her eyes meeting Dr. Augustine's. "Our love for each other is beyond words. She's changed my life in ways I never thought possible."

Dr. Augustine nodded, a thoughtful expression on her face. "And you've changed hers too, in your own unique way."

A silence hung in the air for a moment before Dr. Augustine continued, her tone carefully measured. "We've been working on a project – a way to bridge the gap between humans and the Na'vi, to create a true connection."

(Y/N)'s brows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean?"

Dr. Augustine's gaze was steady as she explained. "We've developed a technology that allows a human consciousness to be transferred into a Na'vi body. It's a way for us to understand Pandora and its inhabitants on a deeper level."

(Y/N)'s heart skipped a beat, her mind racing with the possibilities. The idea of experiencing Pandora as a Na'vi, of being able to truly share in Neytiri's world, was both thrilling and overwhelming.

Dr. Augustine continued, her voice gentle. "I've seen the love between you and Neytiri, (Y/N). And I know that this technology could offer you a chance to be together in a way that was never possible before."

Tears welled up in (Y/N)'s eyes as she looked at Dr. Augustine, her heart aching with longing. "You're saying I could be with Neytiri?"

Dr. Augustine nodded, a knowing smile tugging at her lips. "Yes, (Y/N). With this technology, your consciousness could inhabit a Na'vi body, and you could experience Pandora as she does."

The offer was both exhilarating and terrifying. The thought of sharing a life with Neytiri, of experiencing the world through her eyes, was a dream come true. But (Y/N) also understood the gravity of such a decision – to leave her human life behind, to immerse herself fully in a new identity.

As (Y/N) looked out at the landscape of Pandora, her heart torn between the life she knew and the life she could have, Dr. Augustine gave her a reassuring smile. "Take your time, (Y/N). This is a decision that only you can make."

The days that followed were filled with contemplation and conversation. Neytiri was supportive, understanding the weight of (Y/N)'s choice. Together, they discussed the possibilities, the challenges, and the depth of their love.

In the end, (Y/N) made her decision. With a mixture of excitement and determination, she stood before the team of scientists, ready to embark on a journey that would forever bind her to Pandora, to Neytiri, and to a love that defied boundaries.

As the technology hummed around her, as her consciousness merged with the Na'vi body that awaited her, (Y/N) felt a rush of emotions – anticipation, fear, and a profound sense of belonging. She closed her eyes, the world around her fading as her new reality took shape.

When (Y/N) opened her eyes once more, she saw the world of Pandora through Na'vi eyes, felt the breeze against her skin, and heard the song of the forest with newfound clarity. And as she turned to see Neytiri standing before her, their eyes meeting in a silent embrace, (Y/N) knew that she had made the right choice – to be with the one she loved, to share in a world that held endless wonder, and to embark on a journey that would forever unite her heart with the heart of Pandora.

As(Y/N) adjusted to her new life as a Na'vi, the world around her took on a vibrant and awe-inspiring quality. Every sensation was heightened, every color more vivid, and every sound a symphony of life. Neytiri was by her side every step of the way, guiding her through the intricacies of Na'vi culture and teaching her the ways of their people.

Their love story, once bound by the limitations of their respective species, had now transcended into a deeper and more profound connection. As (Y/N) moved through the dense forests and explored the bioluminescent wonders of Pandora, she felt a sense of unity with the land, the creatures, and the people who had become her new family.

Days turned into weeks, and (Y/N) embraced her role as a member of the Na'vi tribe. She joined them in hunts, learned the ancient traditions of their society, and even found herself communicating with the spirits of the land. Every moment was a revelation, a testament to the beauty and magic that Pandora held.

Neytiri watched with a mixture of pride and tenderness as (Y/N) adapted to her new life. She was constantly amazed by (Y/N)'s open heart and willingness to learn. Their moments together were filled with shared laughter, deep conversations, and stolen glances that spoke volumes of their affection.

One evening, as they watched the sun set over the horizon, (Y/N) turned to Neytiri with a smile. "I never thought I could feel so connected to a place, to a people. It's like a dream come true."

Neytiri's hand found (Y/N)'s, their fingers entwining in a familiar embrace. "You are part of us now, (Y/N). Your spirit is intertwined with Pandora, and your presence enriches our world."

As the days passed, (Y/N) found herself falling even more in love with Neytiri and the beauty of Pandora. She marveled at the intricate ecosystems, learned to communicate with the flora and fauna, and developed a deep respect for the balance that the Na'vi maintained with their environment.

One day, as (Y/N) stood atop the floating mountains, Neytiri approached her with a knowing smile. "Do you remember the first time we met, when you were still a human?"

(Y/N) nodded, a fond smile on her lips. "Of course. It feels like a lifetime ago."

Neytiri's gaze was filled with emotion as she continued, "You chose to leave behind your human life, your identity, to be with me. That decision touched my heart in ways I cannot express."

(Y/N) reached out to cup Neytiri's cheek, her touch gentle and filled with affection. "And I would make that choice a thousand times over, Neytiri. Being here with you, sharing in this world, it's more than I ever could have imagined."

Neytiri's arms wrapped around (Y/N), pulling her close in a tender embrace. "Our love is a bridge between two worlds, (Y/N). It is a testament to the power of connection and the strength of the heart."

As they stood together, overlooking the vast expanse of Pandora, (Y/N) felt a profound sense of gratitude. She had chosen love, chosen a new life that brought her closer to the land, the people, and the person she loved most in the universe.

And as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow over the landscape, (Y/N) knew that her journey was only beginning – a journey of love, discovery, and a bond that would forever connect her heart to the heart of Pandora.

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Summary: Conflict seems to follow the Sully family where ever they go, peace is never long lived. Once again, they are forced to leave their home the 3rd time after a devastating battle and discover a new land to settle. Only they weren’t there first.

Pairings: neteyam x aviphoenix!reader, lo’ak x aviphoenix!reader, Ao'nung x aviphoenix!reader

Word count: 1.4k

Warnings: war, mention of death, angst, new life

Side bar: The timeline isn’t exactly following the movies completely. It’s a fanfic, I hold the power! Not fluent in Na’vi, really not trying to be.

They leave home when Lo’ak is 18 and Neteyam is 19. Ao’nung is the same age as Neteyam.

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The mere thought of this day was gut-wrenching for them; a day when they were torn away from their beloved homeland yet again, this time by the very people who shared their ancestry.

They had braced themselves for the inevitability of leaving their ancestral home, but the idea of being forced to leave due to internal conflict was beyond their comprehension. It felt like a betrayal of the highest order, and their hearts ached with sorrow and despair at the prospect of leaving everything they held dear behind.

The first conflict between the Na'vi and the sky people had taken a tremendous toll. The Na'vi were unwilling to surrender what mattered most to them, and as a result, they lost their home and countless lives in a devastating battle that left them with broken hearts and an uncertain future.

But their faith in Eywa, their deity, filled them with hope and a sense of purpose. Though the battle was a challenge for both sides, they ultimately emerged victorious, fighting for those who had fallen and for the healing process that followed.

The start of the second war, which occurred fifteen years later, was a bitter pill for the Na'vi to swallow. The thought of a repeat of the devastating conflict that had already taken so much from them was unbearable. But the sky people returned to Pandora, fueled by their unrelenting thirst for resources, like a predator stalking its prey. The Na'vi were caught off guard, and the stakes were even higher this time.

For Jake Sully, the fearless warrior and leader of the Omatikaya clan, protecting his family was paramount. He was willing to sacrifice everything, even his position as chief, to ensure their safety. It was a painful decision that weighed heavily on his heart. But he knew it was the only way to keep his loved ones from harm's way, and he was determined to see it through, no matter the cost.

Jake's decision to relinquish his position was difficult, but ultimately the right one. He agonized over it for so long that he gave himself a headache, even though the answer had been obvious from the start. It was the only way.

His mate did not entirely agree; to her, the Omatikaya clan was home, the place of her birth, and where she would ultimately pass away. But she was wise, and that was one of the many reasons why he loved her. She recognized that the drawbacks outweighed the benefits, and that it had to be done. Leaving his family behind was never an option.

As Jake made the final decision to step down from his position as the chief, his heart was heavy with the weight of responsibility. He had fought and bled for the Omatikaya clan, and it was a part of him that would never truly leave him. But the safety of his family and the people he loved was his top priority, and he knew that he could not bear the thought of losing them.

The ritual of passing on leadership was simple, but the significance of the moment was not lost on him. It was a bittersweet moment, a mix of sadness and pride, as he watched the new chief take his place. But there was no time to dwell on it, for he had a mission to complete, and the fate of his family rested on his shoulders.

Jake's children were crushed by the news of leaving their home. It felt like a sudden punch to the gut, leaving them gasping for air. They couldn't fathom the thought of leaving behind the only home they had ever known, and the friends they had grown up with. The pain was unbearable, and some of them let their tears flow freely as they struggled to come to terms with their father's decision.

Yet, deep down, they knew it was necessary, and they forced themselves to accept it, though it felt like they were betraying their clan. The loss of their friend made it all the more difficult, a sharp reminder of the fragility of life and the harsh reality of their situation. The thought of it happening to one of their blood family members was too much to bear, and they couldn't help but wonder what other sacrifices lay ahead.

Leaving their beloved home behind was heart-wrenching for the entire family. They had to abandon everything they held dear, from the lush trees to the sparkling streams that had been a part of their lives for generations. The reef, while offering a glimmer of hope, was still an uncertain refuge.

The Metkayina were gracious hosts, but the Sully’s could sense the hesitation and suspicion in their eyes. It was as though they were walking on thin ice, never quite sure when it would crack beneath their feet.

The feeling of being outsiders was almost suffocating, especially for those whose features set them apart as "demons". But they had no choice. They had to keep moving forward, hoping that their new hosts would eventually accept them for who they were.

The Sully’s parents managed some form of connection with the Metkayina leader and his mate, but the children struggled to adjust to their new life. It was a constant battle of quarrels, disputes, miscommunications, and tears. It seemed like they would never find common ground, no matter how hard they tried.

The tension was palpable, and it felt like they were walking on eggshells around each other. However, as time went on, they gradually began to let their guards down and started to bond.

There were even some heartfelt confessions between a few of them, but unfortunately, their newfound closeness didn't seem to stick. Despite this setback, there was no lingering animosity between them, and they continued to strive towards a better understanding of one another.

The second battle between the Na'vi and the sky people was a brutal and heart-wrenching affair. The Metkayina and Sully's forces fought side by side with an unparalleled sense of unity and purpose, despite their vastly different backgrounds.

The battle raged on for what felt like an eternity, with devastating losses on both sides. The sight of friends and loved ones falling in battle left a deep ache in the hearts of those who survived. The grief and heartache were immeasurable, and the scars of the conflict would never truly heal.

The Sully family and their allies faced seemingly insurmountable odds, but they never lost faith in the power of Eywa. With her divine intervention, they were able to emerge victorious in the end. When the battle finally drew to a close, a profound sense of relief and elation swept over them, filling them with renewed hope for the future.

That feeling was shortly lived.

Less than a year after the second battle with the Sky People, a new threat emerged. This time it was not an external enemy but their own kind, a clan known as the Ash People.

The Sully and Allie families were enjoying peace by the sea when suddenly they were attacked by the Ash People wielding machetes and flame arrows. While disagreements are common among all species, this level of violence was unexpected and unsettling.

The Ash People were merciless, their armor and tattoos a testament to their ferocity. Their chants were incomprehensible, filled with rage and bloodlust, sending chills down the spines of those who heard them.

Each swing of their machetes and each shot of their flame arrows left behind a trail of death and destruction, and it was clear that the Metkayina and Sully families were outmatched.

The intensity of the battle was overwhelming, and as the casualties piled up on their side, despair began to set in. It seemed like there was no hope, no chance for survival. But just as the sun was setting, a glimmer of hope appeared on the horizon, and the course of the battle changed in an instant.

The Ash People started to falter, their attacks becoming weaker and less coordinated. The Metkayina and Sully families seized the opportunity and pushed forward with renewed hope and precision, delivering devastating blows to their opponents.

The Ash People were eventually forced to flee, defeated and humiliated. They blamed their loss on their "flame god," claiming that they did not favor them in battle.

Although the reef occupants were relieved to emerge victorious, their home was in ruins, destroyed by the Ash People in their final act of defiance. They were devastated and unsure of what to do next, faced with the daunting task of rebuilding their lives in the aftermath of such destruction.

After much discussion, they decided to take to the sky, hoping to find a new home with less danger. It took several days before they spotted a large landmass. However, they soon realized that they were entering the territory of another clan, the Avi People.

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Herwì Syulang: Chapter 3

Neteyam Sully X Fem Na’vi!OC

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Word Count: 3K

Summary: Quaritch is back... 5 years after the battle between the Sky People and the Sully Family alongside the Metikayina Clan, the exact battle where Neteyam was almost taken by Eywa. Seeking revenge yet again on Jake Sully, Quaritch massacres an entire Na’vi Clan in the Snow Mountains of Pandora - sparing one young Na’vi girl’s life to send the great Toruk Makto a message.

Warnings: Mentions of Weapons, Blood, Violence, Death, Swearing, Fluff, Soft Neteyam

Author’s Note: hi besties! hope your enjoy this chapter, the start of this story has completed kicked off now and I’m planning on doing a small time skip from here on the next chapter hehehe <3 (feedback, comments, reblogs and asks are appreciated!)

Laughter, chatter and singing filled the warm air as the Omatikaya people danced and ate – celebrating their leaders’ youngest birthday. Those that were old enough to, drank and young mated couples snuck off into their tents rather obviously. The campfire beside kelutral (hometree) was huge and emitted heat in the surrounding area.

When Herwìva arrived with ¾ Sully siblings and they were greeted by the latter’s parents She couldn’t help but cower slightly at meeting Neytiri. She was far more to be feared than Jake. She had suffered through so much pain, loss, and destruction too and had built a family and new life with them. She was fearless, strong, and intimidating but had a soft nurturing side which took Herwìva by surprise as the Olo’eykte took her into her arms and embraced her, assuring the snow clan girl that she could turn to her for anything she may need.

Herwìva couldn’t believe how welcoming and understanding the entire family had been today and she thanked Eywa for sending Neteyam to her and leading her here.

She sat beside Neteyam and Kiri whilst they passed around a large, thick leaf that was filled with alcohol that had been fermented from plants within the forest. The strong, sweet liquid was easing her nerves and filling her with courage which she was secretly relieved about. Many of the clan members kept staring and whispering. Still wondering and assuming about the new foreign snow Na’Vi in their village.

“Hey big bro!” A voice called over to the three and two new figures approached.

Neteyam looked up and smiled before leaning into Herwìva’s ear. She felt his breath, hot against her as heat radiated off his body causing her to skin to form goosebumps. “This is our mischief maker and his mate, Tsireya.”

She let out a light laugh at the nickname he gave his brother, Lo’ak, and Neteyam relished in the ability to be the cause of the sweet sound escaping her mouth.

Kiri spoke up, “mischief maker is an understatement.” The three chortled together as the two new figures approached.

Herwìva took in the Omatikaya boy’s appearance. He certainly resembled his father. Beside him was a turquoise-coloured female Na’Vi decorated in various shells and pearls. She smiled at Herwìva and waved. A sense of comfort flowed through her at the sight of another foreign Na’Vi within the forest clan, and a seemingly kind-hearted one at that.

Lo’ak grinned as he saw the new girl between his siblings. “Hey, I’m Lo’ak. And this is my muntxa si (mate), Tsireya.”

Their hands were intertwined and Tsireya beamed at the girl between her brother and sister-in-law, “you must be Herwìva. It’s nice to meet you. I’m so sorry to hear about the great loss you’ve faced.”

Herwìva’s lips curled up as she stood, bowing her head slightly. “It’s nice to meet you both and thank you.”

“I take it Mr Perfect has been bossing you around since you got here.” Lo’ak hummed and narrowed his eyes jokingly.

She snickered as Tsireya elbowed his side for the comment and Neteyam scoffed. He wasn’t joking when he told Herwìva about their constant bickering. “He’s been more than kind, Lo’ak.”

Neteyam’s heart sped up at the girl coming to his defence. “Just sit down, you skxawng,” he huffed at his brother.

Kiri laughed, handing Tsireya the leaf to drink from but Lo’ak was quick to swipe the leaf from his partner’s hands and take a sip for himself. “Take it easy brother. We all know you can’t handle your drink.” Kiri rolled her eyes and he looked at her offendedly.

As Herwìva was about to sit again, Tuk ran over to take her hand in her smaller one. Tuktirey was filled with joy as she came over and Herwìva then knew she wouldn’t be able to say no to anything the young girl was after as she had a wanting glint in her doe green eyes.

“Come and dance with me ‘Wìva.”

She froze, wishing she could say no but couldn’t bare the thought of seeing the young Na’Vi frown, especially since it was her birthday.

“Come everyone, let’s dance!”

Her siblings moaned lightly in resistance, already comfortably sitting and slightly intoxicated.

Herwìva’s heart warmed at the siblings relationships with each other. She could tell that they were all very close and it was nice to see such a tight knit family. It reminded her of her own… something that she would never get to experience again. She would be forever indebted to them and their kindness for offering her a new home. She knew that it wouldn’t be easy and that she would never be able to fully heal from all the death and destruction she had faced, but there was a gentle voice in her head telling her that she would be safe and happy here. Eywa.

Laughing, Herwìva let the young girl drag her along. “Come on guys!”

Without a second to spare Neteyam stood up, shortly followed by the rest and they all made their way over to the large space where the People were already dancing. Kiri chuckled at her older brother’s urgency as soon as Herwìva told them to also join. This was going to be interesting.

The group began moving their bodies to the flow of the music, noises from the flutes and drums echoing around the air and encouraging their movements. Herwìva swayed her body to the beat with Tuk’s hand still in hers and she spun the younger girl around, making her giggle.

Neteyam tried to focus on anything but Herwìva’s movements. He found her captivating and he wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol or not but he was entirely entranced by her. Confusion encased his thoughts at how he had never been interested in another Na’Vi until he met Herwìva earlier on today. There was a sudden, undeniable connection between them both.

As they were dancing, unbeknownst to the group, the leaders of the Omatikaya People watched the snow Na’Vi with their gleeful children.

Neytiri eyed the interactions between the group as she spoke to her mate. She was trying to control her rage at the news of the Sky People massacring a whole Na’Vi village and leaving such a young girl with so much trauma and burdens to carry. “I don’t like this ma’ Jake. What if they followed her here?”

Jake sighed sadly, wrapping his arm around his worried mate in attempt to sooth her. “I know, but if she hadn’t come to us, we would have no idea about the Sky People returning. She needs refuge, she has nowhere else to go. So many lives have been lost because of me. The least I could do is try to give her a life here. And she wasn’t followed here either. Our tracking devices within the area would have gone off from their technology otherwise.”

Neytiri leaned into her partner, nodding in understanding. Her heart hurt for Herwìva. How could the Great Mother allow such a thing to happen? “Nobody deserves the fate that she had. Nobody deserves to loose their family and home so suddenly.”

Jake hummed in agreement as she continued to speak. “But ma’ Jake, please, this is not your fault. You couldn’t have known.”

“They’re looking for me, Neytiri. Quaritch is after us and our family.”

She scowled, hissing at Jake’s words. “Then I will kill that demon as many times as I have to!”

---

As the night went on, the celebrations died down and the group found themselves back in Neteyam’s tent surrounded by the small fire pit and sprawled out along the soft cushions on the floor.

“Happy Birthday to our little Tuktirey!” Lo’ak drunkenly cheered as everyone else followed with a chorus of congratulations to the youngest Na’Vi in the room. Tuk glared at her brother’s use of the word ‘little’ and he cleared his throat to correct himself, “who is not so little anymore!”

Tuk snorted sleepily, “if this is what happened when you drink then I don’t ever want to do it.” Everyone laughed at the comment, words slurring in protest at how she would change her mind as she grew up.

Herwìva’s eyes caught a glimpse of one of the bracelets that hung around her wrist, and she felt the urge to gift it to Tuk. She realised that she may have intruded on such an important day in the youngest Sully’s life and wanted to make up for it in some way.

“Tuk?” She began and removed the bracelet from her wrist. It was dainty, golden wiring swirled around white crystals and it was something that she cherished a lot. “I’d like to give you something.”

Tuktirey turned to the pale blue girl beside her and tilted her head curiously. Lifting up the bracelet, it twinkled in the light and Herwìva passed it to the young girl. A gasp left her lips.

“Happy Birthday, Tuk.” Herwìva began softly, smiling. “To my people, the moonstones in this signify Femininity and are meant to bring us courage and help us embrace new beginnings. It seems fitting for you on the day your journey into womanhood begins.”

Tuk gave her a happy and grateful look before tackling the snow Na’Vi down in a hug. “It’s so lor (beautiful). Thank you ‘Wìva. I will treasure it forever.”

The other’s awed at the interaction and Herwìva’s kind gesture. The pair were laughing with their arms around each other before they pulled apart and sat upright whilst the group began chattering amongst themselves again.

Neteyam was sat on the other wide of Herwìva and he smiled at her, speaking lowly. “That was very sweet of you. I know Tuk really appreciates it.”

She wasn’t sure if it was the heat from the fire or the alcohol warming her cheeks right now but due to the close proximity of the boy who had led her here today, she could have guessed that there was a possibility of him factoring into her sudden rise in body temperature too.

Herwìva’s eyes fluttered over the future Olo’eyktan’s, taking in his luminescent freckles and large green glowing eyes. His action’s mirrored hers, eyes tracing over how snowflake shaped bioluminescent dots that littered her face and he stared into her icy blue eyes.

“Of course, it’s the least I can do.” She whispered and Neteyam’s ears twitched at the soft sound.

Kiri suddenly let out a yawn and groaned, leaning into Tuk. “Take me to bed.”

Everyone mumbled, nodding through their tired eyes in agreement and began to depart, bidding everyone goodnight. It must have been around the early hours of the morning now and Herwìva began to feel the lack of sleep overtake her body.

Soon it was just her left with Neteyam and he stood up with his hand out, offering her help to stand up which she gratefully took. Her limbs felt heavy, much like her eyelids.

Neteyam felt the coolness of her hand touch his larger warm one and he reviled in it. Her skin always felt so cool and calming against his and he liked the contrast, as did Herwìva. Although, they would never admit it out load to each other.

With her hand still in his, he lead Herwìva to the flap of the room she’d be staying in and she gently removed his grip from her. She looked up at him, his larger frame towering over her and she smiled softly, lips parting to speak. “Thank you, Neteyam. For everything you did for me today. I’ll be forever indebted to your family and I hope that I’ll be able to learns the ways of Omaticaya and find a place here to benefit the community to show my gratitude.”

Neteyam’s fangs grazed over his lips as he spoke. The way his name rolled off her tongue made something stir within him. “I promised you that you would be in safe hands here and I will never break that promise. You will adapt to life here and I will help you. My family understands what it is like to move to a foreign clan because 5 years ago we did the same.”

Herwìva’s eyes widened at the information. “Is that how Lo’ak met Tsireya?”

He nodded. “Yes. We are part of the Metakayina Clan now too. Every few months we will go to visit still and Lo’ak and Tsireya live with them but visit us every few weeks and for special occasions like today.”

The snow Na’Vi nodded her head in acknowledgement, the words the young warrior spoke were filling between the lines of questions that had been floating through her mind since she got here.

“Wow,” she breathed out. “That must have been a difficult adjustment. I’m guessing your family didn’t have a choice to leave the forest.”

Neteyam shook his head, continuing. “No, we didn’t. The Sky People took my siblings but me, my mother and father managed to get to them in time. They were after us then… and still out now. My father thought it was best if we left the clan to help protect our people and also our family. The Metakayina weren’t very happy about it at first and the Sky People ended up finding us. It resulted in a battle between us Na’Vi and the Sky People with their Avatars. I was shot and almost died but Eywa granted me a second chance at life.”

Herwìva let out a light gasp at his words and she frowned. “I’m sorry that you had to go through that.”

He let out a dark chuckle as he mentally relived the battle. “But it’s nothing compared to what you’ve lost.”

Herwìva reached out, gently stroking his arm. “Just because I have suffered more losses than you does not mean that your experiences were any easier.”

Leaning into her touch, Neteyam placed his hand softly over hers, their fingers grazing each other’s and threatening to lock into the others.

“You need to rest Herwìva.”

“Goodnight, Neteyam.”

“Sleep well, Herwì Syulang (Snow Flower).”

---

Blood. It was everywhere. Coating her pale blue hands as screams of horror pierced her ears and they twitched in fear. Herwìva clutched her knives in her hands as she turned around in the icy alcove, stepping out.

“TSMUKE (sister)!” The scream echoed in the distance.

Her feet carried her through the powdered snow, the snowflakes attaching themselves to her fur boots in the process before she skidded to a halt. In her direct line of vision stood a dark blue avatar with a harsh grip on her baby sister’s small body.

Wails and cries for help escaped the small Na’Vi’s mouth, “Herwìva!”

The avatar grunted, smacking the side of the child’s head and Herwìva’s blood boiled, eyes staring at the avatar with mighty fury.

“Mawey (Calm), Atríx. I’m here hì’I (little) tsmuke.”

She cried out against the tight grip around her.

“Shut it, you little cunt!” The Avatar then lifted a gun to the temple of the small girl’s head.

Dropping the blades in her hands and sliding her bow off her shoulder, Herwìva aimed her bow and arrow in a flash and the avatar grunted in pain at the sharp poisoned arrowhead piercing his neck.

“Son of a bitch!” He screamed threw the girl into the snow, legs moving and charging in the direction of Herwìva.

“TUL (run) ASTRÌX!” She yelled as she ran towards the approaching avatar, fangs bared as she let out a war cry.

Atrìx struggled to breathe and her body shook with fear as she saw the avatar suddenly stop on his feet, turning around and pointing the gun at her.

Before Herwìva could get to him, it was too late. An agonising gunshot rung through the air and Astrìx fell back into the snow, blood seeping into the snow around her.

---

Shouts and sobs awoke Neteyam. He stirred from his slumber, ears registering the noises causing him to shoot up and out of his hammock, crouching in a stance prepared to fight. It was dark still. The only light within the tents being from the last few lanterns that were lit but were slowly flickering out.

The warrior made his way out of his room and followed the noises to the leather flap covering the room Herwìva resided in. Anxiety festered within his chest as he approached.

“No, Astríx!” Another sob. “Run!”

“Herwìva?” Concern was laced in his features and through his voice. After hearing another cry he decided to lift the flap and was presented with the light blue girl thrashing around in her hammock, crying and calling out for someone who he could only guess was her little sister.

He inched closer into the room and cautiously approached her, not wanting to spook her and calmly spoke. “Herwìva? You’re dreaming.”

The yelling stopped and Herwìva perched herself on her elbows, sleepy eyes squinting through the darkness. “Astrìx?”

Neteyam sighed sadly. “It’s Neteyam. You were having a nightmare.”

At the sound of the Omatikayan male’s deep voice, Herwìva’s reality harshly hit her in the face and she whimpered. “I’m sorry.”

She was overwhelmed with sadness, pain and guilt. Why was she the only survivior? Why was everyone and everything she ever knew, dead? She had lost her whole life so quickly and felt like she was to blame for not doing more. Not trying to save as many people as she could. Her whole family died and it was eating her from the inside, out.

Neteyam moved closer, reaching out for her. “Don’t say sorry. It’s not your fault.”

“But it’s a-all my f-fault,” she began stuttering and placed her head in her hands continuing to cry. She felt his strong, warm and muscular arms encase her small shuddering figure and she cried.

Neteyam’s own pain grew within him as he felt Herwìva shake uncontrollably in his arms. She cried and cried and he held her, kneeling beside her hammock and whispering soothing words in attempt to comfort the traumatised girl. The wetness of her tears leaked through her hands and onto his arms and he only held her tightly.

“None of this is your fault, Herwìva. You couldn’t have known so please do not blame yourself, okay?” 

“O-okay.”

“I promised I will keep you safe here and I will. I won’t let anything else hurt you anymore.”

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[meatloafhoagie]

random guitar hero headcanons to get to know a bit more about the characters!

- Izzy has two older sisters (canon that he has older sisters, not confirmed how many, so I'll say two) - Gwen Sibiya and Penny Sibiya. Izzy's real name is Isaac Sibiya. They are all from South Africa and moved to the United States when Izzy was six, which is why Izzy's accent is a South African-American hybrid one. He would often rummage through his sisters' makeup and clothes, copying their style! These were his earliest feats of fashion androgyny. 

- Izzy has a tongue piercing...enough said.

- Judy has a split tongue...also enough said.

- Lars Umlaut, despite his scary look, really can't bring himself to be scary in real life. He is also afraid of big dogs (canon). 

- Casey's greatest fear is actually Bigfoot. She grew up in the south, so Bigfoot was a more notable wilderness monster she'd heard about. Another one is Crazy Man, which is an underground Appalachian one.

- When Judy learns something niche about someone, she secretly researches everything there is to know about this niche thing. For instance, when she discovered Casey is from the south, she spent hours researching southern Gothic facts. Also when Xavier spouts knowledge about rock history, she definitely searches that up, too. She once spent a whole day researching Wicca, as her aunt Missy is Wiccan, and of course, growing up in a conservative Catholic home has sheltered her from a lot of interesting topics outside of Biblical stories. So she researches like crazy in private. 

- One of Johnny's biggest regrets is being mean to people who don't deserve it. He has a hardcore punk rock exterior that means well, but sometimes he can be a bit too overbearing, which brings him to feel awful if he learns that the person on the receiving end of his short temper had actually good intentions. Over time he will learn to soften up. 

- Casey has a vulnerable side deep beyond her cynical, practical nature that she guards with her punches and her mouth. You'd have to be super duper close with her to see that. However, she asks for no one's pity, as she was raised to be independent. She, at times, will wish she wasn't so hardcore herself, that the life she's had would've made her a little softer, like Judy and Pandora and Midori. But at other times, she's glad she doesn't take anyone's BS. 

- Despite always standing up for herself and fighting for what's good for her, if push came to shove and the world was crashing down, Casey would definitely stand in the way of all her friends for them. She would fight for them because she is really caring and loving, deep down. She doesn't know how to talk about it, and would much rather show it. 

- In the event of a zombie apocalypse, Lars would be the leader and protector of the Guitar Heroes. Since I already have him as a father type figure in my AU, he would worry about getting everyone else to safety immediately - even if it risked his life. 

- Xavier WOULD bring someone back to life if he could - and that would be his mother Casydi Stone. He loved her so much, and not only does the world miss her music and her impact on rock, but he misses her as his mother.

- Lars is also scared of thunderstorms. He is a very sweet guy in real life. I love this headcanon and am sticking with it. 

- Judy has a complicated relationship with religion. On one hand she wants to believe in God and prays to Him in private sometimes. On the other hand, the strictness of her household growing up and the way everyone held the Bible over her head will always stick with her in a negative way.

- It is impossible to frighten or phase Midori. You could show her the scariest thing ever and she would just shrug and smile. 

- To elaborate a bit more on Midori's fearlessness - it's what makes her and Casey an unlikely but unstoppable duo. Casey is fearless in a way where she's scary, and Midori is fearless in a way where she shrugs and skips away in the face of danger. We have strong and confident fearless and carefree fearless. And we have an iconic duo when we have Casey and Midori.

- Pandora 100% believes in ghosts. She has also made friends with a few. As a teen she would oftentimes spend her Friday nights not at some high school party, or at some football game, or even out to eat with her family - you'd find her in her room, on the Ouja board, listening to Bauhaus and learning from ghosts. She even kept a diary chronicling her ghost adventures.  

- Pandora is not the best with words, or even expressing her love, but with Judy, she feels completely understood without saying a word at all. All she has to do is exist, and Judy will take her in without judgement. That was the first quality about Judy that she fell for - her lack of judgement. It was a breath of fresh air after growing up in a stuck-up violinist family as a goth.

- And because of this, Judy loves to just exist with Pandora. Because she knows that Pandora knows that she loves her just the way she is.

- That being said, Judy, I like to headcanon, is a great friend and an exemplary girlfriend. Very understanding, and not a lick of judgemental-ness in her. As I've said before, people either wanna be with Judy or be her!

- Casey is very, very intelligent. In private she has her head in a book or her eyes glued to a documentary. However, unlike Xavier, she does not spout out the facts she learns from her educational endeavors. She prefers to keep people guessing at how intelligent she is. She loves to prove people wrong about the assumptions they have of her. 

- Pandora has a terrible time picking up the moods people are in. She cannot read the room for the life of her. This is also because she is neurodivergent (in my AU). 

- The worst thing Lars has ever done was kill a fly. 

- Midori's favorite thing about the night is the nights she spends inside. Whether it's shredding her big black guitars in her bright, pink, adorable room or simply reading graphic novels while sipping hot drinks, she loves spending time alone at night in her cute PJ's. However, she hates to be alone for a while, and she gets a little sad if her friends are all preoccupied at night and can't hang out with her. She'd never press the issue with them, but it still makes her a little sad.

- Casey doesn't like children - but when it comes to Axel's daughter, Ellie, she is an accidental babysitter. Ellie really loves Casey, and although Casey is a little awkward about it, she still tries her best to be kind to her. 

- Lars' favorite black metal bands are Burzum, Gorgoroth, and Tsjuder. 

- The characters' moral alignments would be: 

Johnny - chaotic neutral

Judy - neutral good

Izzy - chaotic good

Pandora - neutral good

Axel - lawful good

Xavier - lawful good

Lars - lawful good

Casey - lawful neutral 

Midori - chaotic good 

- Xavier has some relatives who live in Jamaica! This is because his grandparents lived there. 

- As a boyfriend, Izzy is very physical, loving, and tender. His glam rock persona is a part of him, yes, but he always makes sure to treat you with respect and care. He doesn't really like groupies, surprisingly enough, because they're all girls, and I headcanon him as pansexual with a more male lean. He is not a rocker who objectifies women, and he genuinely gets upset when he sees it happening amongst other bands. 

- Judy holds a massive grudge against her parents - for instilling a perfectionist, conservative mindset into her that she has to break out of when starting her own rock journey. It will take her a while to forgive her mother the most, because of how she treated Judy as she began to grow up and become her own woman. Her parents wanted her to be a girl with knees splintered by church pews and Bible verses memorized to a T. Instead, Judy's love of alternative rock was who she really was.

- Johnny loves cats so much (canon!) but to elaborate more on this, he has ten of them - and most of them are little fluffy white kittens. 

- Casey has a really big, impressive wall of guitars in her house.

- Axel discovered his wife was cheating on him when Ellie ratted her out. And kids don't lie. 

- Izzy felt alone a lot as a child, despite his current energetic and carefree state. Because he was from South Africa and was a giant David Bowie nerd, he found it very hard to get along with the kids around him growing up. 

[darkarfs]

100 Favorite Albums (2023 Edition)

No duplicate entries, only 3 Mike Patton projects, being honest with myself. This was hard and took a good long time. Be kind if you judge.

I've been really listening to music for over 30 years and I still know nothing. The numbers are just there for enumeration, this list is in no order.

The Flatlanders - More a Legend Than a Band

Opeth - Blackwater Park

Propagandhi - Today's Empires, Tomorrow's Ashes

Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works, Vol. 2

Alva Noto and Ryuichi Sakamoto - Insen

Black Sabbath - Master of Reality

Gillian Welch - Time the Revelator

Acrania - Fearless

Genghis Tron - Board Up the House

Mr. Bungle - California

Fair To Midland - Arrows and Anchors

Gorguts - Obscura

Harold Budd - Avalon Sutra

Loscil - Plume

Ben Frost - By the Throat

Type O Negative - October Rust

Songs: Ohia - Didn't It Rain

Emeralds - Does It Looks Like I'm Here?

Skeleton Key - Fantastic Spikes Through Balloon

They Might Be Giants - Flood

Cocteau Twins - Heaven or Las Vegas

Between the Buried and Me - Colors

Breeders - Last Splash

Gang Starr - Moment of Truth

Tom Waits - Rain Dogs

Bohren & der Club of Gore - Black Earth

Cryptopsy - None So Vile

Megadeth - Rust In Peace

Vince DiCola and Various Artists - Transformers: the Motion Picture OST

Judas Priest - Painkiller

Gwar - Carnival of Chaos

Mike Patton - Mondo Cane

Pyrrhon - What Passes For Survival

The Bug - London Zoo

Laurie Anderson - Big Science

Talk Talk - Laughing Stock

Venetian Snares - Rossz Csillag Alatt Született

Anaal Nathrakh - Codex Necro

Vangelis - Blade Runner OST

Killing Joke - S/T (2003)

Fiona Apple - The Idler Wheel Is Wiser Than the Driver of the Screw and Whipping Cords Will Serve You More Than Ropes Will Ever Do

Prince - Purple Rain

Brian Eno - Before and After Science

Bark Psychosis - Hex

Finntroll - Ur Jordens Djup

Life Without Buildings - Any Other City

Ephel Duath - The Painter's Palette

Tangerine Dream - Phaedra

Sawako - Hum

The Coup - Party Music

David Sylvain and Holger Czukay - Plight and Premonition

Grouper - Dragging a Dead Deer Up a Hill

Butthole Surfers - Locust Abortion Technician

Sade - Diamond Life

Esquivel - Latin-Esque

Kesha - Rainbow

Tindersticks - Curtains

Emily A. Sprague - Water Memory / Mount Vision

Demdike Stare - Tryptych

Kyle Bobby Dunn - Ways of Meaning

Electric Wizard - Dopethrone

Boards of Canada - Music Has the Right to Children

Pixies - Surfer Rosa

Boris - Pink

The Humble Bee - A Miscellany for the Quiet Hours

Captain Beefheart - Safe as Milk

Dream Theater - Awake

Madvillain - Madvillainy

Dillinger Escape Plan - Miss Machine

Cyndi Lauper - She's So Unusual

Deli Creeps - Dawn of the Deli Creeps

the Mountain Goats - All Hail West Texas

Animals as Leaders - The Joy of Motion

Yellow Magic Orchestra - Solid State Survivor

Taylor Deupree - Faint

Faith No More - Angel Dust

Diablo Swing Orchestra - Pandora's Pinata

Silver Jews - American Water

Sigh - Imaginary Sonicscape

Metallica - Master of Puppets

GAS - S/T

Charles Dodge - Earth's Magnetic Field

Gojira - The Way of All Flesh

Cattle Decapitation - The Anthropocene Extinction

Benoit Pioulard - Precis

Sparks - Angst In My Pants

Stars of the Lid - The Ballasted Orchestra

Daughters - You Won't Get What You Want

Exlimitir - It Weighed Itself In Silver

Defeated Sanity - Passages Into Deformity

The Mars Volta - De-Loused in the Comatorium

Belong - October Language

h hunt - Playing Piano For Dad

Oneohtrix Point Never - Garden of Delete

CRYSTAL - Reflection Overdrive

Sleepytime Gorilla Museum - Of Natural History

Ween - Quebec

Kurt Vile - God Is Saying This To You

Akira Rabelais - Eisoptrophobia

Twine - S/T

[moviewarfare]

A Review of “Avatar: The Way of Water (2022)”

In 2009, I watched Avatar, the $2 billion movie that used the papyrus font as its logo, in IMAX 3D. It was a wild experience as I have never seen such amazing CGI in a film. James Cameron, the director, then announced he was making 3-4 sequels to Avatar which was kind of baffling. 13 years later, we finally get a sequel. Was the sequel worth the wait?

Firstly, the visuals of this movie are somehow even more amazing than the first film. The forest of Pandora looks more stunning than it did 13 years ago; the advance in technology is very evident. The scenes in the water look gorgeous and so real that it's hard to believe it is CGI at times. One thing with the first movie was that it felt like live-action people were in a green screen room. Avatar: The Way of Water is mostly CGI with live-action blended in. We see live-action characters move in the same scene as CGI characters and interact with one another like living beings. It didn't give that green-screen feeling, which was awesome. I also love the world-building and design of the world. There are water-based Navi clans with looks and customs that are different from the forest Navi. You can see it in their skin colour and the design of their hands and tails. The sea creatures also have great designs with their own rules and how they operate. It was clear a lot of thought was put into everything.

The original 2 main characters, Jake and Neytiri, return from the 1st film but they are not the main focus this time. The main characters are their kids with Sigourney Weaver returning but playing as one of those kid characters instead. I was a little worried as kid characters tend to be annoying but I think the writer did a good job of making the kids not completely annoying. Sigourney is surprisingly convincing as a young kid and I was interested to see more of her character in the future. I think James succeeds in making us care more about these new characters than he did in Avatar 1. Jake, despite not being at the forefront this time, has his character arc. He is no longer the fearless leader he was in the 1st film as he now has 4 kids to take care of. His priority is different and he struggles with that. Stephen Lang also returns as the antagonist, Colonel Miles, again despite dying in the 1st film. He was very one-dimensional in the 1st Avatar but here they do try to give him some more depth which I appreciate.

However, Neytiri is unfortunately very sideline in this sequel. She is barely relevant until the end of the movie and even then, she doesn't have any character arc. If anything, I feel like her character somehow feels worse here. One thing I struggled with in the 1st film was remembering names including that of the main characters. Unfortunately, I still have this issue in The Way of Water. This is thanks to the fact that a character's name only ever seems to be mentioned once and never again which makes it difficult to remember anyone. For example, Kate Winslet of Titanic fame is in this movie but I wouldn't be able to tell you what her character's name was for the life of me.

In terms of the story, it's very simple and by the book. It is about the kids learning the customs of a clan and struggling to fit in which sounds awfully similar to the 1st film or a high school drama. The plot works fine but it is very bland and predictable. Every cliché and trope you see from a coming-of-age story is here. The movie is also really long with a run time of 192 minutes. I'm not sure the plot justified that run time as there were many moments where a lot doesn't happen and could've been cut to reduce the runtime. James Horner, the original composer of Avatar,  passed away and was thus replaced by Simon Franglen. Simon does a serviceable job but the music score is just not very memorable compared to Jame's music score. The best soundtrack in The Way of Water is the ones that were reused.

Overall, Avatar: The Way of Water is a proper cinematic experience. Yes, the movie's plot and characters aren't that memorable but the visuals are truly amazing. In an era where it feels like we get a lot of poorly made CGI, it is a breath of fresh air to have a movie that has beautiful-looking CGI for what feels like the entire movie! Watching in it cinema with IMAX 3D was a terrific experience and it is the best way to watch Avatar: The Way of Water. I'm thoroughly looking forward to the sequels!

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[airmanisr]

Nisha, Handsome Jack and Mad Moxxi Borderlands 2 Cosplay 2015 Phoenix Comicon by Grant Brummett Photography 27 Million Views! Via Flickr: This look is called cell shading cosplay for Borderlands 2 and man do they look amazing! From Left Nisha the Lawbringer Sheriff, middle of Lynchwood Borderlands 2, Handsome Jack. The fearless-tyrant leader of the Hyperion corporation on Pandora and right Mad Moxxi is an NPC mission provider from Borderlands 2. Cosplayed by Renee Watson, Elijabeth Shane Hunter and Danielle Smith.

[masterjedilenawrites]

I really enjoyed your commander thorn hcs and exploration of his character and I was wondering if you could do the same with commander cody? He's not underrated obviously but his character in fanon seems to boiled down to NSFW and codywan(which I'm not looking for a fight or scorning, it's just repetitive). And Canon cody is just labeled as by the book, loyal, brilliant tactician and cares greatly for his vod. Which is great and more info his character gets than other clones but it's not enough to actually give him depth as a character. I believe I've gone on way too long with this and I apologize for that 😅 I humbly ask for commander cody hcs when you get the chance and I sincerely hope you have a lovely day. Thank you💙

Thanks for this request! I agree that while we get more of Cody in canon than almost any other clone, it does still seem to be narrowed down to just a few "key points" and that's it. I'm hopeful we'll get more canon insight to his character with his upcoming appearance in TBB Season 2, but in the meantime, here's my take on him...

I don't think Cody is quite as "by the book" as we think... Sure, he scoffs at Anakin and Rex's more free-spirited approach to things. He probably wouldn't have come up with all the "roger roger" droid impersonation stuff on Rishi Moon. But I don't think that makes him like Dogma where he's all about protocols and orthodox procedures.

Cody has scars. He round-house kicks machines. He trusts plans made by subordinates. He openly rolls his eyes at the Jedi.

At the end of the day, I think Cody is all about duty. Not rules, not the Republic, not power... He takes his role as a leader very seriously and will do whatever it takes to uphold it in a noble and fearless way.

So if that means he has to fight a little dirty sometimes, or act a little sassy, or defer to someone else's better judgement... then he will.

He is as humble as he is brave; as creative as he is tenacious.

Whatever gets the job done. Whatever fulfills his duty.

And he carries this attitude with him wherever he goes, on or off the battlefield.

In his personal life, he doesn't mind sharing a few drinks with friends, or sleeping in on a weekend, or turning off his comm link for an hour or two of peace.

He's also not afraid to crack a few jokes, if they come to him, regardless who the audience is. Funny things are funny. Why not laugh about it?

He's not anal-retentive. He's not a work-a-holic. He can appreciate a nice day off or a bit of fun.

But he isn't careless or reckless. He's not immature or foolish. He has a good head on his shoulders and no amount of carefree fun will take away his common sense.

So if one of his vod is getting a little too tipsy for his own good, Cody will quietly signal to the bartender to cut him off. He'll make sure the clone gets home safely. And he won't speak a word about it afterward.

If a distressed neighbor comes to him for help in the middle of the night, he won't complain, he'll do what he can. But he'll also tactfully set some boundaries so the person doesn't take advantage, and so he doesn't get too involved emotionally when he doesn't need to.

That's why he and Rex get along so well. They aren't so different at the end of the day, not in the way their Jedi Masters are.

And that's why he was involved with The Bad Batch before any other Commander or Captain were even aware of their existence. He recognized their usefulness and supported their unconventional methods. And perhaps even mentored them a bit.

Deep down, Cody craves a simple life. But he is also smart enough to know you have to work for it/earn it.

He truly believes he is putting in the time to earn his peace. Whether it's a relaxing R&R between missions, or a care-free future after the war is over.

Order-66 obviously complicates that belief. And while I doubt TBB will dive that deep into it, I do think Cody will have some conflicting emotions to wrestle with as he is forced to rethink his true obligations...

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[dalishkadan]

last line monday

thanks for the tag @a11sha11fade! i'll take @dumbassentity and @noire-pandora and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it. :D

from chapter 3 of "earnest hearts", mikayla approaches the iron bull before their first job (note, the iron bull still has hair at this point) ...

Our fearless leader is decked out and ready for action, shining armour in place, sharpened axe on his back as his dark hair falls in a long braid down his back.

[michellespenscratchz]

snowball fight prmpt pls!

Rhys and Sasha ofc! 😂

(I’m gonna say this takes place at the vacation cabin from my last prompt, but it’s a previous year before their son was born. 

Also, now that I have a full Tales playthrough recorded, I can start putting fun little GIFs in these.)

Sasha squealed with laughter as she ducked behind her cover. Rhys’ snowball exploded against it, missing her head by inches.

“Gonna go out on a limb and say you’ve done this before, huh Sash?!” he called out to her, readying his next snowball in his hands.

“Well, more with bullets than with snow!” she called back. “But the basic principle is the same! ”

“Don’t be so sure!” he laughed. “Aiming and pulling a trigger is one thing. But I have one definite advantage for you to contend with.” He began to rear the snowball back in his cyber hand to hurl it at full velocity as soon as her head emerged.

“And what might that be?” she asked.

He activated his ECHO-Eye, searched for her body heat signature behind the snowbank, and opened his mouth to reply. She hadn’t waited for the reply. His readout showed him that she’d craned up and hurled the next snowball. It took him in the cyber shoulder, causing him to drop his own frosty projectile.

“Ooof!” He shook his head, his ECHO scan interrupted.

“Look, Rhys, you’re already a corporate CEO,” Sasha said, ducking back down again. “Maybe don’t start monologuing about what you’re going to do before you do it? You know it’s a slippery slope from there!”

“Aww, c’mon--I had such a compelling ‘join me or die’ speech prepared, too,” he fake-whined.

“We could skip the speech and go right to the part where you surrender,” she suggested sweetly.

“And have it get out that the fearless leader who revived Atlas from rubble was bested by a simple weather pattern? Sasha, you know I only save this for special occasions, but...” He tossed back his head and broke into his best malicious laughter.

“Have it your way, bigshot” she said. “Was giving you a chance, but now we do this Pandoran style!”

She leapt over the snowbank. He could see now that she had the lower half of her snow parka hiked up like an apron, and in it she cradled an arsenal of pre-prepared snowballs.

His ECHO-Eye activated again. Time seemed to slow down as she charged towards him, her footfalls crunching into the snow like the moonshots that had once pelted Pandora from Helios. She reached into her stash. His scan estimated he had 3.4 seconds before she launched, and the shot was projected to take him square in the chest from where he now sat. He scurried to mash together another snowball in retaliation.

The first shot sailed over his head as he ducked down to fumble with the snow beneath him, but her shots continued to rain down. Some landed around him, and some took his shoulders and the top of his head.

His fingers curled around his one remaining hope, and he quickly and effectively picked a target. With only a few feet remaining between him and his approaching aggressor, he flung his snowball at Sasha’s vulnerable, parka-less midriff.

She grunted, and dropped all that remained in her snowball stash.

But she didn’t stop. Instead, she lowered her head like a charging bull, and tackled Rhys. They both went tumbling into the snow.

“Waitwaitwait! You’ve convinced me. We can talk about my--uh--unconditional surrender!” he squeaked.

She stared him down. “Try again.”

“Okay. As a condition of my otherwise-unconditional surrender, I agree to pull back my forces to the cabin, light the fireplace, let you choose the music we listen to, and share the blanket with you for the rest of the evening.”

A smile. “That’s better.”

[anonymousmink]

Yonverinos Appreciation Week

March 5th

Today we are celebrating: @leightoningstrike

Who is LeightoningStrikes?

There is no simple way to define LeightoningStrike, Webster’s dictionary has absolutely nothing when it comes to this powerhouse creator, supporter, fantastic human being, and a woman I’m proud to call a true friend.

Leighton, AKA DenseHumboldt, AKA DH is truly our fearless leader on this ship. Somehow managing to be kind, funny, caring, and obnoxiously talented all at the same time. Whether it’s setting up the Yonvers Secret Santa, helping writers with their ideas, gifting fics, making art, or even creating this very Yonverino Appreciation Week, there is no way to over exaggerate her importance in this fandom. She is a gift we have done nothing to deserve but will never give back! We love you mama!

Works Written by LeightoningStrike

(Well some of them - she’s written a lot! There’s truly something for everyone right here 💜💜💜)

Trail Blazers

@anonymousmink says: a true tour de force of a story! Expertly mixing all the best parts of sci fi pulp, detective novels, and romance this masterful AU imagines Star Force closer to a detective organisation than a military one. Brilliant characterisation and a twisting plot, it’s sure to keep you on the edge of your seat right up to the end! There’s a sequel in the works and trust me when I say it’s shaping up to be just as good!

Running Cold

@captaincinderbella says: I’ve enjoyed many fics my many authors, but Running Cold has left a lasting impression. Like, the kind of story I know has changed the way I see myself and the world. The portrayal of healthy respect and communication between romantic partners is a rare and precious thing in pop culture, and Running Cold has that in leaps and bounds. The world building is breathtaking in its depth and detail. The different story threads eventually come together in a climax that will leave no one unaffected. It’s utterly captivating until the very last paragraph.

Eve

@vociferrari says: If you're a Catholic or a catholic enthusiast just for the aesthetic, you should read this Fallen Angel au. It is poetic and deeply riveting; it actually induced a nosebleed from me during a mass in the Church.

Break

@pandora-cleo says: A darker fic in the Yonvers love department, but still a classic for DH. The passion and yearning between our lovers is woven between blood bonds and concerns of ownership and autonomy. The story sees old friends return and new ones created. New pets, new friends, madness and intrigue, this beautiful told fic has one of my favourite DH Yonvers confession of love. “You are the wife of my blood, the keeper of my glory, the carrier of my line. There is nothing for me that does not begin and end with you.” Be still my heart!!!

Every Christmas/ Every Town

@pandora-cleo says: A fun jaunt through the world of Christmas Movie spots. Two polar opposite characters forced together to make a saccharine sweet Christmas show, whilst pretending they have their lives together, but both being a hot mess. I don’t watch Xmas movies, but I watched this one! 10/10 cabbages.

The Divine Music

@anonymousmink says: the Phantom of the Opera AU we all needed, an absolutely stunning blends of worlds. This lyrical masterpiece exudes mystery and music from every word!

The Trial

Pandora says: A different spin on our Yonvers dynamics. Delving into our ships’ Martydom and stubbornness issues being faced with a death sentence, they still manage to banter and catch our hearts. This WIP has me intrigued and waiting with baited breath for new chapters.

The Dragon and the Star

Mink says: a high fantasy reimagining of Yonvers you won’t be able to put down, wizard Yon, knight Vers, a twist on the arranged marriage trope and of course a curse for good measure! It really is magical!

All Hallows’ Eve

Mink says: a tasty selection of short stories featuring Incubus’s, witches and ghosts for the spooky season. Also check out Sunlight for a delicious take on vampires.

Not The Knight Before Christmas

Mink says: an advent treat with a variety of seasonal short stories to get you firmly in the holiday spirit!

Chalice

Mink says: the fic that started it all for me! This story came to my house, kicked down my door and smacked me in the face in front of my mother and my dog. The quintessential blood bond fic we all needed, it is 900% responsible for my obsession with this ship (and also my blood kink)

Admiration

Mink says: DH’s first fic for the fandom and still one of the best Yon characterisations I have ever read. A classic!

Persuaded - gone but not forgotten

@vociferrari says: Truly an Austenian fic-adaptation masterpiece. Gracefully paced from start to end, this fic rekindled my love for Persuasion AUs. I will probably reread it for the rest of my life ❤

Works Gifted to LeightoningStrike

The Dangers of (Alien) Pet Sitting, Blood Legacy, Of Soldiers and Warriors, Planning to Fail, and Reclaiming by @elishaboltagon

The Night Before Yonversmas, and Pursued, by @pandora-cleo

House of Memories, and Paper Faces by @anonymousmink

When the Dust Settles by @taekmyheart

Bride of the Stars, High Stakes, by @fairyringsandwings

A Notch in your Footnotes by @dannibobanny

And new today especially to celebrate Leighton Day!

The Hunted by @captaincinderbella @pandora-cleo

What is Yonverinos Appreciation Week?

To celebrate our one year ship-a-versary we are taking a day to celebrate some of the amazing Yonverinos who make this ship so great. To participate just reblog this post or make your own post celebrating the Yonverino-of-the-day and use some tags below. Happy shipping! 💜

[kim-lexie]

nct127: welcome to neozone.

my goodness these men can serve a comeback. this is seriously incredible and I was 1100% not ready for this comeback. so let’s take the mv then track-by-track.

‘kick it’ the mv.

here is the link to the ‘kick it’ mv so you can give it a watch if you haven't already! 

yes i felt attacked. very attacked. the main choreo, i can possibly attempt the main start of the dance, this is progress. i appreciate these outfits. i appreciate that our boys work extremely hard. and yes to johnny getting that center formation, screen time, and may i say LINES. 

i love this vibe and the yellow coloring, gold! go get them baby.

AND JUNGWOO IS BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER BABY.

the slow breakdown brought to you by taeil and doyoung. 

‘baby we go wild, one-two-seven squad’. 

johnny killed me 127 times over with this comeback. and johnny getting all the lines. i am SHOOK 

jaehyun cannot look at me like that. honey please. i cannot survive this. and jaehyun’s hair i love it, the navy blue

yuta with his cap backwards, i cannot. 

come through taeil. yes HONEY GET YOUR ISH.

taeyong our fearless leader, is literally so snatched in this comeback. 

this choreography dance breakdown is what i live for. and mark taking them all down. yes honey. 

i love this part of the choreography with jaehyun center formation

their renegade that they spoiled earlier in the year. feat haechan, this precious bean, snapped. also living for this concept with the red bomber jackets. 

i freaking love this. i am a part of this ‘one-two-seven squad’. that's me i’m a part of the squad. them kicking and having someone thrown through the panel is literally me. that is how i feel after experiencing this mv. that's me after this comeback. 

track-by-track.

they are such a blessing and hard working men and released track videos for the majority of the album. so here is the link to their ‘neo zone’ chart track video playlist so you can enjoy the visually pleasing snippets of the songs. 

elevator (127F). can I just say that this preview track had me shook. haechan trying to ‘just keep it simple’ sure honey. and doyoung being the precious bean he is in those glasses, just got me. literally their harmonies and soft vocals in this just got me doing a little head bop. jaehyun is so smoooooth. johnny the pizza guy, i stan. it’s a solid track. and i am sooooo in love.

kick it. see above mv breakdown.

boom. our boys of 127 needed a taste of that dream life. i love this bomber jackets. and you best believe i am living my best life as JOHNNY HAS LINES. these tracks are soooo smooth, and clean and fresh. i quite like this vibe for nct127. TAEIL AND HIS INCREDIBLE VOCALS. the little break down synth after mark’s little boom, got me feeling some type of way. have i said that i missed jungwoo sooooo much and i am glad he is back and better than ever. also their berets in this mv *swoons*

pandora’s box. the smooth chill vibes continue, and haechan’s voice melds so well with doyoung’s in these intros. i love them. this is def one of my favorites, i appreciate all the line distribution in this album. this mv though....i cannot because they are too handsome. the suits!!! i have never felt this attacked ever in a comeback but johnny has lines, and screen time and i am SHOOK. 

day dream. this is officially my chill day album to play because all of these tracks are soooo chill and the title track i feel doesn't fit this first half of the album. ‘loving you feels like i’m dreaming’, those vocalizations brought to you by jungwoo *swoons* this track video was sooo cool and i love the muted blue tones of the video. glittery doyoung is the doyoung i live for. seriously this vocal line taeil, doyoung, jungwoo and yuta in this first verse. the harmonies by johnny, jaehyun and jungwoo in the chorus. I CANNOT. this comeback will be the death of me. 

interlude: neo zone. these interludes are so cool. i can just see the intense choreography build up with this one, cannot wait to see the videos eventually. continuing the legacy of johnny whispering in these. 

mad dog. taeyong and mark your times to shine boys. i love that they go back and forth, literally so iconic. i will never get bored of these two and their back and forth. mark’s freaking verse and FLOW. he didn't hold back and i appreciate that. doyoung in with those vocals reminding me of ‘yestoday’. ‘what's that on your mind feeling alienated, imma tear opinions down’ yes HONEY. ‘we making a new world come in with me’. they had freaking wolves in the track video...speechless.

sit down! from the track video i thought it was going to be another mark and taeyong track but i as pleasantly surprised with the track. because yes that threw me for a loop in the first listen, i was like dang YESSSS, get your isshhhh vocal line. there are so many styles and genres present in this single track, and i dig it! johnny’s little warning really surprised me and i was like what you say honey? and jaehyun ‘smelling some jealousy’, his vocals are like honey.

love me now. A FAVE. A FAVE YOU BEST BELIEVE. seriously this track video really got me feeling some type of way. and the flow that this track is on is next level. taeil’s vocalizations at the start of the pre-chorus. i freaking love this beat, it’s light and i want to jump around a room and twirl. i freaking love the falsetto that they come through with. once again we have the back and forth with mark and taeyong because it provides such a break to the light track, i like the ebb and flow of the track. AND JOHNNY GOT LINES. these outfits in this mv are my favorite style and can i say that yellow and stripes are yuta’s color, like he owns them. and taeil in red *insert aggressive clapping*. the coloring of this video reminds me of the nostalgiac feel that bts’s ‘euphoria’ mv had, and i dig it.

love song. literally such models, and taeil and haechan with that first verse. they are coming for me our iconic duo. yuta literally is perfect and stepped out of an anime. the confetti falling got me fam, i freaking love them. FREAKING CANNOT WITH THAT BREAKDOWN brought to you by johnny.

white night. A FAVE. A FAVE I TELL YOU. the black and white track video, jaehyun cannot look at me like that. like yuta, honey can you please like not attack me. and these vocals from haechan and taeil. ‘better eatin’ nice sleepin’ don't know what it is’-like stop it johnny . those slow pans on them in their handsomeness. doyoung i cannot, this man needs to stay in his lane along with all the other beautiful men. their harmonies are beautifully done, and i am in love. and taeyong and his little ‘오늘도 오늘도 all night long’. their falsettos in the bridge. 

not alone. ANOTHER FAVORITE. seriously love this mv, and sm needs to freaking release the full length version. it brings a whole new perspective when you find out that they filmed these separated, while taeyong and mark with promoting with superm. it literally takes the never alone to a whole new level, because they were always together in spirit *insert me weeping in the corner*. the vibe and the track are once again smooth as heck, and i love how their vocals just flow with it so effortlessly. i cannot with how perfect these men are. the harmonies at the start of the chorus, i just want to sway back and forth while hugging and crying my besties. ya know? just me? well then...

dreams come true. i have already spoken my love for this track, and the reminiscent 90′s rewind of a track video. and i love that mark had a freaking verse in this because i thought we had the whole track in the previous gift video ya know?! but girl there was MORE. 

so I would 10 out of 10 recommend you give the whole album a listen. it’s golden as always and my men always come through with those smooth vocals and insane ebbs and flows. we stan. 

also i cannot not mention the fact that winwin would have thrived off this concept and his vocals would have been perfect for this comeback. and i would be lying if i said i wasn't salty with sm for not having him in this unit anymore...because literally taeyong and mark are in sooooo freaking many units that it would be possible if they tried.