#fcking based actually lol

[akkivee]

the venue is booming the album versions of the songs but doors aren’t open yet so people are crowding by the doors to see if they can maybe hear some rehearsals going on lmao 😭😭😭

[strangledlullaby]

blue tears is doomed yaoi to me

[sunthyme]

Okay, now is technically the last one before my prefect design lol. OOPS I FORGOR fuck well here they finally are lol...

😭Other Side Characters😭

I drew so many cutie patooties in this batch omg they're adorable. But first we'll kick off with the Royal Blade characters!

🐱Chenya🐱

Because I'm not spelling out his whole damn name 💀

(he/she/they/it/ whatever pronouns you can think of lol) Genderqueer - Pansexual

Teehee I forgot to colour in the damn hair clips... I'm gonna kms /j

- Genderqueer cat. Any character based on the Cheshire Cat is genderqueer to me istg. Chenya is no exception.

- I kept most of her design the same but added in some heterochromia for funsies and used those colours for the hair clips and earrings. Xe is also Hispanic, idk it just felt right.

- Totally has ADHD. The impulsive thoughts are obvious with this one and I think that Neige serves as its impulse control. They made like, a pact of sorts (after their Headmage yelled at Chenya for doing something) that Chenya tells Neige whatever the impulsive thought is and Neige either tell Chenya 'No, you can't do that' or 'We can do this instead'.

- Broke asf. I dunno but I feel like Chenya has like the worst habit of impulse buying you've ever seen so they never carry money on they to try and avoid it at Trey and Riddle's recommendation. It's mostly worked as Neige buys anything Chenya needs when they go out anyways.

Speaking so much of Neige,

🐦Neige LeBlanche🐦

(he/him) Transmasc - Biromantic Asexual

God I love how Neige came out, look at him!!! He's such a cutie patootie omgomg I love him sm

- Anyways, I was fighting my demons to not make him black and I lost. I dunno, we don't have enough sweet, cute black boys in media and that is a crime.

- I gave him some hairclips with cute lil charms on them and some of those silly little acne patches. Idk if he actually has acne, he totally could, but I think he'd wear them either way to like normalise not be ashamed of it, y'know?

- I gave him some cute little apple earrings which were a gift that Rook gave him after a concert with one of his letters lol. He wears most of the jewelry gifted to him at one point or another but he really likes the apple earrings.

- Has a crush on Vil. Idk how popular of a headcanon that is but as soon as they interacted, I felt like it made sense. I love the one-sided rivalry lmao with Vil hating his ass and he's just like, 'Omg, she's so pretty and cool and smart. Wow, I'm so glad we get to work together so much!' It's really funny ngl.k

- Loves to crochet, knit, and sew. All are kinda skills he picked up while caring for the dwarves but they're his favourite to do. He's made Chenya a few sets of mittens (because for some super mysterious reason, they always go missing) and a quilt at some point.

- Likes anything with apples in it, pies, drinks, you name it. Fall is his favourite season because of apple cider alone (otherwise it'd be spring).

Onto the Kingscholars!

🦁Cheka Kingscholar🦁

(he/him)

He's so cute!!! I love him omg I'd actually love to babysit him look at those eyes

- I kept his design also pretty on model, darken his skin a smidge and textured his hair to match Leona's. Smacked some dimples and birthmarks on as if he wasn't cute enough already.

- The gold eyeliner is like a royal thing, maybe be specific to the crown line or maybe Leona's just too fcking lazy, probably the later.

- He's actually really good at chess. He's played many games with Leona, even though he didn't get it at first, but now he can beat most people who play him (still not Leona lest he really screws up something). Most of his birthdays, he gets a new pretty chess set and he has a little display of them in his room.

Now for his dad! The only character here without a canon design (as far as I know... which I'm upset about).

👑Farena Kingscholar👑

(he/him) - Heterosexual

I woulda also made a design for his wife but I don' think she even has a name?? So maybe in the future.

- I based him more on Leona, trying to make sure that Cheka didn't just get his trait lmao. I think that he got his piercing actually after Leona got his because the palace staff were criticising him for it so Farena went and got one.

- I dunno, he's giving bi wife energy. It helps that the women of Sunset Savannah are buff and cool and I'm so mad we never saw them 😭😭😭 I wanna see Leona's sister-in-law so bad ;^;.

- He's not as much into the intellectual side of things like Leona is, would rather defeat people with strength which is why the two really don't get along super well. Though I think it's only perceived on Leona's side, I don't think Farena realises how much hurt Leona's had throughout his life.

- Angst aside, he doesn't get much in the way of free time what with all his royal duties and such. His favourite activities are spoiling his family and getting used as a weight for his wife's daily exercise!

We got even more other family characters incoming...

🐍Najima Viper🐍

(she/her) - Bicurious

Fair warning, I haven't encountered any of the last three characters lol.

- I didn't change much here either, just added some red streaks to her hair and matched her palette to Jamil's.

- I don't know if her age is ever implied but I think she'd be younger than him by like a year. She went to a different school with Kalim's cousin (who they're like besties).

- I feel like Najima didn't get the same set of exceptions set on her growing up and so her relationship with the Al-Asims, while still not necessarily healthy, was nowhere near as damaging. I think that while Jamil definitely envies that, he'd rather die than make her go through the same thing as him.

Up next,

🧢Mama Spade🧢

(she/her) - Bisexual

Never met her either 😭😭😭

- I based her off my Deuce design and really just added some more piercings. I actually toned down the blonde streaks but I think they'd both have just a few.

- I believe she has a small business??? Or something? I didn't read the wiki but her hat had a delivery service me thinks but I stan her having a small business.

- She loves her son very much and was super excited when she saw his new piercings. Also, super accepting when he came out, obvi and thinks that while Ace is a bit of a rascal, they do click together.

I don't have a ton for her but I want that event to come back pleaseeee 🙏🙏🙏

🐉Meleanor Draconia🐉

(she/they) Agender - Aromantic Pansexual

- I had so much fun with her horns. I made them more branchy and I think a full grown dragon (well, like an old one) would basically have a web of antlers. I added some purple to the tips for the 🌸aesthetic🌸.

- Also added some wave to her hair. Malleus looked in her spitting image so I figured I'd give Levan's genes a chance lmao. They're also super tall, probably even taller than Mal herself and especially with the horns.

- I think she'd have left some things that Malleus ended up growing up with not realising they were from her, like a hair clasp, some assorted jewelry, a couple toys and items that Lilia gave him when he was old enough. Pieces of her for him to grow up with, y'know?

Anyways, I'm so sorry for this posting without anything lmao I was real tired last night! Prefect is next on the chopping block!

[inkstainedhandswithrings]

S2 Ep14 of TBB Thoughts!!

oh frick, oh darn, oh heck

HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER HOWZER

I need to stop eating breakfast while I watch these eps, eventually im gonna gasp so hard I'll choke on some food (this is based on me almost choking on my food when HOWZER showed up)

So I knew Echo'd be in this one, but I was actually also a 100% Rex would be there too, so I was a little bummed about that? like why would they release Rex's poster now if he isn't gonna be in the ep? and like ik this is a show about the batch, so they wanna show off Echo and I love that for him bc I love Echo but like,,, Rex🥺 yanno?

that being said, Echo and his team infiltrating that ship, fcking GREGOR?? amazing, loving that shit, eating it up

another suicide? this is getting intense. like this season has given us deeply seeded political issues about clone rights, depictions of blood, brainwashing and two suicides?? like??? things are heating up, the writers are getting more real and I actually kinda,,, love that even though its intense

CROSS MY BOY🥺🥺🥺🥺

clone sipping coffee :)

ye :)

me @ howzer:

he knows someone, eh? THAT'LL BE MY MANS TECH :DDDD

ofc he snatched the gun, you rlly coulda seen that one coming dipstick

it struck me as really odd that Crosshair didn't shoot the female doctor. like the rest of the batch and most of the clones use stun guns ALL THE TIME whereas Crosshair has always shot to kill. again, "severe and unyielding", meaning he takes intense action, committing all the way all the while being so stubborn he hardly ever backs down. honestly, him sparing her is some serious character development. he recognised she was being kind to him and he decided that that was enough reason not to hurt her. either that, or he wanted to abuse her kindness later on

he never wanted to get out, he just wanted to warn his brothers, which is AGAIN SO DIFFERENT from the Cross we've gotten to know in these last two seasons. I actually don't think that's growth anymore. that's Crosshair standing by a choice that he knew was bad for far too long (SEVERE. AND. UNYIELDING.) and now finally admitting he was wrong and going back to what he always wanted and always knew to be right.

ALSO I JUST WITNESSED CROSSHAIR MISS A SHOT TWICE LIKE WTH??? THAT'S NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE

partially rebuilt Pabu :)))

Hunter being questioned abt being more than just a soldier lol

like sir, the answer is "I am dad, actually."

TECH AND OMEGA FLYING TOGETHER

CACKLING

HE ADJUSTED HIS GOGGLES TWICE IN LIKE 3 MINUTES

HE LOOKED LIKE HE WAS FEARING FOR HIS LIVE I AM DYING WITH LAUGHTER FCK

"Up. Up! Up, Omega, pull up!" <- im sorry but Tech's always been just,,, so cool in stressful situations, like almost dying, no biggie. falling out of the sky in a storage box and having a heavy object crush your leg, naaahh we got this. fcking staring a Zillo Beast dead in the eye as it growls at you, easy as pie. omega's flying? panic

"The Tech-Turn? really?" "Now that is not what it is called, but I rather like it. I suggest you proceed before I come to my sen-- AAAAAHHHH."

D Y I N G

did Echo only race Omega to torture Tech? yes, why do you ask?

okay listen I love him, but without his kama Echo looks half naked

TECH FCKING STUMBLING OUT THE SHIP I CAN'T

HUGGIES!!!! ECHO AND OMEGA HUGGIES!! :DDDDD

hmmm the summit huh??? interesting

Tech sounded so worried when he called Hunter over??? waaaaaahhh

Hemlock? more like Hemcock (yes I've been waiting a while to make that joke leave me alone)

YES CROSS IS WARNING YOU. NO HUNTER YOU CAN TRUST HIM GO AFTER HIM GO FIND YOUR BROTHER HE NEEDS YOUR HELP GODDAMN WAAAAAAAAAAAHGGH

Crosshair being offered his freedom and just stubbornly staring back? Severe and unyielding hero edition. I love him, Hunter go get him pls he needs you.

help why did this one feel so short

[theunemployedrogue]

I like the new job so far tbh. The company actually offered me a higher role than I applied for based on the interview process & some assessments. While it's a completely new field for me, it seems to deal with the kinda shit I'm naturally inclined towards (reverse engineering, numbers, logic). I learned 5 new systems this week & the instructor was impressed I knocked out my 2nd assignment so quickly.

I have such shit self-esteem that it's good to be reminded my brain actually fcking works sometimes lol

[jesuscrab]

Death Stranding 2 thoughts and "analisis"

Written from school becuse im cool like that. Bitch.

(this is not gonna be formated at all so sorry if reading this will be confusing lol)

First of, something i don't see anyone mention: Louise repatriate?

After (presumenbly) beign shot by an unkown soldier, we see in a flash of red light a bb appearing in a pod - and they have angel wings, just like the baby shown previously had on her (cute) outfit

And this baby is safely confirmed as lou, as she has that emborided in her thingy too

(i would put a screenshot here but i cant get a good capture for it - sorry)

Now, the elephan in the room - fragile has lost her scars? That's really weird. There is not enough information to say why is that, but i think it's notable to note that it's implied timefall has stopped after sam "defeated" amelie, as we see normal rain falling down in the ending. Or maybe that was timefall and that's why sam's hair is gray like that... but let's not get ahead of ourselves.

I think hideo will just pull some deus ex machina out of his ass that fixes timefall's effects. One i came up with myself was the idea of new reverse timefall, which reverses time - seems random but so does her younger body. I just hope it's gonna be explained in some capacity.

One common theory is that it's not actually fragile and it's older lou - that's dumb and im not gonna dwell into that. Moving on...

Cultists!

I fucking love cultists in video games. Not sure why? The vibes just click for me, i love a lot of weird video game shit. Im presuming that they are tied to higgs, since the ones we see on the end look vaugley the same with the red motife, but i guess i could be wrong.

Focus on them seems interesting, since DS never much focused on terrorists. Sure, higgs was a major antagonist which was a looming threat but the homo demens AS A GROUP was just cannon fodder and we dont even really see what they... do? What is their agenda, why they did they join higgs, what do they want, exacly? I really hope this focus in the trailer means that they are gonna be a bigger part of the story. The very idea of mules and demens where so cool and i loved fighting them.

But back to the cultists themselves. They seem to worship amelie, same with higgs. he has amelie hair with a mask of her face, the group has a thingy with her visage on it.

So, after learning of exticnion enteties higgs gathers some pepole to start a group to bring on the apocalyplse as some sort of death cult. But that doesnt make much sense, does it?

In the diary of higgs after his exile he seems pretty sad and remoursfull, understanding he was simply played by amelie to fuel her needs, thiking of himself as a stupid man blinded by a stupid goal. Doesnt sound like someone planning revenge to me.

So i dont think this is higgs - at least not entirely. Kojima loves his body doubles, repeated actors and scenarios to fuck with your expecations. I don't have any theories about that, but i do think it's probablly not fully him. Becuse lets be honest, how would he escape from that beach in the first place?

Now my favourite part to think about - fragile and her crew. And their cool as fuck ship.

It's a submarine. It comes from the tar, which is stated to be infittly deep and it has a sea monster logo on it. This is so fcking cool! I hope it's gonna be like the aac in mgsv, where you can have a mobile base to plan out your operations and fast travel around the map. We did have that kinda with the private rooms, but i feel they where a bit lacking. A mother-base type ship in death stranding where you can go around, talk to characters and maybe do some side mission stuff.... im smiling at the very thoughts, and i hope this is what kojima is going for with this. That would be so fucking cool!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and maybe the whale dream added in the directors cut was supposed to tease this - underwater exploration. Shits cool as fuck.

Drawbridge.

"both stick and rope, to protect and connect. together, for tommorow"

This ties to the common belief that ds2 will focus more on action and combat. its not stick vs rope anymore, it's both of them together, working as tools in an union. could tie with the tagline at the end - world has been connected now by bridges, so now they have to "protect it". changing the uca into a dystopia, maybe? would be boring.

One thing i have yet to see mentioned about the logo is that it looks like an umbrella, which is an obvious fragile connection.

Oh hey sam appears here too - not much to say about him other then he is way older then he should be, but we have simple in-universe phenomana which can cause this so. not much to talk about here imo. cool he's back - where the fuck is deadman tho...

"It wasn't the UCA that made the final decision. It was APAC. A private corporation." obvusly related to one of the logos kojima teased.

I can't think of any decision the uca has made - only thing that comes to mind is the bb project, but idk, doesnt fit to me. The logo looks like a compas, which could tie into the submarine/ship shown earlier. "automated public assistance" is such mgs speak, it doesnt make sense and doesnt mean anything, what is public assistance? Like, security? Could make sense with the drawbrige thing about using protection and stick + ropes. Automated... like robots? Like the technology uca uses? It's all so vauge and not giving much anything, but the fact it's inlcuded in the picture teaser AND the trailer must mean its someting very important to the story of the game. Can't glean much else...

And that's the trailer! I think i gave my thoughts on everything in the teaser that came to mind. But now, let's hear some... baseless speculation, yippe!!!

I think kojima will be pulling a mgs2 and sam is not gonna be the main character. Well, he may be, but i think we will be playing as someone else too. Sam is older, his story is kinda finished at this point. Addition to elle manning who was fthe first person teased for the project who we have yet to appear in the actual trailer BUT was present at the VGA. With her placement on the poster pepole speculate she's gonna be older lou - its possible.

(look at her heart brithmark, appearing right in the middle of ellies name!)

But i think it very much just be that kojima was saving all norman reedus promotion for later to give a bigger suprise. But even if it's not lou i bet we're gonna play as her. Could be cool!

There where many speculation how higgs is back, i touched upon one earlier, but i liked the theory i saw about him possesing amelie. Would explain the different hair, outfit, the mask... higgs somehow got control over her and her powers and uses them for his benefit. We have so little info it's as plasubale as any other theory you can come up with.

Lou transforms into some tentacle thing, and we saw before that bts can appear as sea monsters and are ocean themed - is she becoming a bt? We kinda saw her die... kinda, becuse she's back in the pod. Eh.

I could speak about a ton of things now since i am a weirdo who has lots of thoughts, but the main thing i wanna say is higgs's new getup looks organic. Look at his odradek, it looks more like a tentacle then a robot arm- it's weird, it's lumpy, it moves very naturally... is he mutating or something? Is it the same thing that's happening to lou? Maybe beach exposare causes some effects to the body...

And that's it i guess! I could probablly say much, much more BUT this post is going on waaaaaay too long and i think i already tocuhed on all the main thoughts i wanted to addres, and the rest would be just me looking at all the extremly little details and saying "oh hey that's there. it probablly means something" and i think that type of writing would be too borning!

AND ALSO I SPENT THREE LESSONS WRITING THIS AND I HAVE A THINGY TO WRTIE FOR SCHOOL NOW LOL.

Anywya feel free to write your thoughts in the notes, i will gladdly read yalls speculation! i love reading that shit! you guys are amazing!

STRANDHEADS ROLL OUT!

[potential-fate]

15 questions for mutuals

uhm uhmmmm... I got tagged by like 4 people in one day LMAO but I believe @pralinesims, @helltrait, @boolpropper and @sicksadsim tagged me!~ (I'm so sorry if you also tagged me and I missed u 😭)

Are you named after anyone?

Not that I know of. Fun fact though, my dad almost got away with naming me after an ex girlfriend LMAO. He said it was just cause she had a cool name. (to be fair, he was right cause her name was like Jade or something lol.)

when was the last time you cried?

Oh gosh, uhm. it's probably been a week or two. Which is probably an improvement recently. :') But fr I'm an over-emotional mess so a lot of things, including being super mad, makes me cry lol.

do you have kids?

I do not. nor do I particularly want any. (now or probably ever tbh.) I'm good with having a niece.

do you use sarcasm a lot?

me? never. /s

what sports do you play/have you played?

I'm not a sports person. I like bouldering at a gym though. but I haven't gone recently cause it's not convenient to get to.

what's the first thing you notice about other people?

hm. I'm not sure tbh. my brain is saying "just say "vibes" but that sounds dumb lmao. but fr idk. I have a bad habit of deciding very quickly based on 'vibes' whether or not I'm gonna like a person lmao.

eye colour?

blue.

scary movies or happy endings?

both? separately though, obviously. but I really enjoy a good suspense/supernatural type horror movie (I can't really do slashers anymore sadly they make me cringe/ick.) but I also love like, soft shit with a bunch of fluff (either platonic or romantic yk)

any special talents?

uh.... I mean I'm sure there's something. probably.

what are your hobbies?

bruh you see most of them here. -__- fr though. art stuff, writing, sims modding, videogames in general, uhm...

do you have any pets?

a single cat. She's not social. otherwise I'd probably have two by now. but she's a bit bitchy to other cats lmao.

how tall are you?

5'4'' :D (absolutely the average height in the US.)

fave subject in school?

the obvious answer is art. but I also liked english and math, and did not much like science courses. I also failed photography three fcking times in college because I was simply too bored to do the work. (I don't even dislike photography but gods I hated it as a class.)

dream job?

is "nothing" an option? nah, actually that would probably drive me crazy too. uhm, honestly I'm pretty much okay with my current job. it's fine. a little boring sometimes, but I'm fine with that.

Uhm... I'm supposed to tag people now. I think a lot of people have been tagged by now. 🤔 @luverofralts, @nappe-plays-the-sims, @rurpleplayssims, @rebouks, and @auroragoth if yall haven't/want to do this.

[sizzlingpatrolfox]

i couldnt stop laughing at the basically “kissing up the homies to hide the women” theory. it also made me feel kinda weird however like this is the world we’re living in? MEN HAVE TO HIDE THE WOMEN THEY’RE GETTING INVOLVED WITH (heterosexuality getting that closet treatment) it’s so very dystopian but also so fcking funny. these are grown men doing all of these things and for what: fame, money, fans lol. i mean at the end of the day rather than “damage control” it just causes more damage. so many 2nd gen idols were publicly involved w ppl. like g dragon and miko kizuhara that was very much fcking public with photos from thousands of angles they didnt seem much bothered and im sure theres many others. no need to directly confirm anything (it can be kind of unsafe for the woman involved) but atleast dont do all these things thinking ppl wud actually believe ur ass

It really does sound crazy to say it "out loud". It makes sense in my mind, but actually saying it to other people makes me feel kind of insane. It's also one of those things that if I saw someone else say, I'd roll my eyes so hard and think that they're stupid 😭 that's why I keep delulu thoughts to myself. Because I know how hard I'd judge people if it were someone else saying it.

Definitely, any damage control in situations like these (dating) only causes more damage in the long run. It might be enough and it might work for the near future, just to get people off of your back, but ultimately following your rumoured girlfriend on instagram and then acting like the app suddenly came to life and threatened you into following her and you were just a victim, it just enables people to keep thinking they can dictate what you do and who you date. Situations like that also continuously feed a wrongful idea of who you are. I mean, Taehyung "accidentally" followed two people, and people reacted the second time based on the way HE reacted the first time around -acting like a victim, like he didn't know what he was doing.

Anyways. Fact is that idols, male idols especifically hide their relationships all the time. Period. How many idol groups are there and how many do you know have girlfriends? Yeah. Do people really believe that the 30 members of NCT are celibate? Or that they're all gay because they were never seen with women? Without going too far, just take hybe groups. 7 men in BTS, 13 in seventeen, 5 in txt. That's 25 guys who've never dated publicly but they've most certainly been in relationships.

Male idols just don't admit to dating women, ever. Sometimes they get caught dating and they either deny it or confirm, like gdragon and miko who never confirmed but the info was out there. The great majority just gets secretly married because their girlfriend got pregnant. It's not even just idols, actors and actresses too. There are several, seriously so many hot, rich male actors well into their 40s who were never seen with girlfriends. They're not all gay, and they're not all virgins. It's just the way Korean entertainers go about their life.

So I've always thought the pity parties BTS shippers throw for their ship were so ridiculous, because it's not like taekook are in love and having the worst time of their life because they can't hold hands publicly (only) because they're gay. If they were dating women you wouldn't know it either!!!!!!!!!! Jimin and/or Jungkook could very much well be dating women for years and you wouldn't know it unless they wanted you to know or unless they suddenly messed up and got caught. It's not that they have to "hide" because they're so scared of homophobia; trust me, if they have girlfriends they're using every possible method to go under the radar. Like, do people honestly believe that Jimin, who doesn't even show what color his walls are, would willingly say "everyone say hiii this is my girlfriend."

So in the end idols are also straight people having to have secret dates and secret partners because that's what it's expected of them, OR they could simply not want to talk about their private lives.

Obviously if a gay couple unfortunately "gets caught" is a whole different story, but let's pretend for a minute that being gay and straight is the same -BTS members love life IS and WILL remain a mistery no matter their sexuality. So the pity parties never made sense to me, "it's so sad that jikook have to hide" "they can't be themselves" "they have to be careful". Girl! If they are sleeping with women you would not know either and they would hide anyways.

Not to mention that gay couples within group of friends go sooooooo easily under the radar. I was in a relationship with my female friend for years and nobody knew, our other friends thought we were just like that. After we broke up, I told four other friends and only ONE, literally only ONE friend was like "I suspected something was going on". I'm talking about people I went to school with, people me and my girlfriend hung out with for 8 hours a day, and then whole weekends, have sleepovers, people we traveled with. In the same way, nobody is ever getting suspicious about a BTS member going into the house of another BTS member, be for fucking real. So I don't get what's all the fuss and the sob stories about oppressed BTS ships.

Normal people in the real world sometimes look at BTS and just see friends; shocking, I know.

[interstellar-lamb]

👏No 👏we 👏don't 👏 Smiling = glimlach 'lach op haar gezicht'/'mondhoeken omhoogtrekken' = description, not a word Grijns = grin Smuilen = mocking smirk Glunderen = twinkle of eye

Stralen = whole body expression

I'm sure there are others that are also not an actual synonym for 'glimlach' but fcking stop lol yall aren't as clever as you think you are. I translate shit daily for a living trust me when I say

And if you're English and don't speak any Dutch you don't get to make the comparison based on that you think that 'smirk is a type of smile' (which I disagree with, but soit). That isn't how languages work. The closest translation for smile is 'glimlach' but it isn't the same word and there is zero reason for you to assume it has the exact same meaning and implications

Read one (1) book in your life, I beg of you

Language says a lot about a culture. Like how Dutch has one word for smile.

And this many for 'punch'

[fxirybun]

i swear we never had this much issue honestly 90s was the only last moderately "normal" times bc its just been nuts even from observing kpop and other things from afar

and whats dishartening as well is that the groups u do want to succeed cannot do so bc of knetz not supporting them enough and u know the moment u faves get into dating or whatever that all hell will break loose online again i just cant be fcking with that unhealthy type of attachment / behaviour. then whenever u go to idols personal contrnt on youtube or other platforms like toktoq or tiktok it always seems the comment section eventually winds up being out of hand or immature so it makes it hard to get a genuine compliment or message across to them bc their audiences is largely young folk nowadays even the groups i used to like are still around but the audience is different or more unhinged than it was when i left them lmao. its like i thought fan bases were usually extreme but its ramped up much more in current times

somenoe my age aint going to want to associate with that sort of behaviour same for going to the airport and stalking out their hotels or other private moments seem childish or silly. and the way folk overreact to idols doing things required of them like military service if anything i think its nice for them to get a break from idol activities they buff up a bit too but its smth else that their hard core fans take to heart and make a scene abt anything to do with idols these days. be it their slight weight change or their idfk something activity they did online that sparked chaos blah blah u get the picture lol. i think u can inly really casually enjoy these groups in ur own way than following the rest of their younger fans. plus its actually crazy to me how different it all become yet time aint stopping for nobody. rlly it feels bizzare like anyone got a functioning tardis yet? i also think these unhealthy obsessions ppl have to idols is bc before u could just put the hobbies down and do smth else now its like everyones online all the time everything anyone popular does is also online its kind of a making of their own doing at the same time.

well you got a point 'cause the landscape of fandom in kpop has shifted significantly over the years. the 90s and early 2000s definitely felt like a more balanced time in terms of fan behavior and celebrity culture , both in the west and internationally. though these days the intensity of fan culture has ramped up to a point where some fans seem to feel entitled to every aspect of idols' lives , and how the influence of social media brings more fire to this behavior.

it can be exhausting for fans who simply just want to enjoy their songs and support their fave groups without getting involved in all the chaos and drama that often unfolds online. again , the unhealthy attachments fans form , particularly with younger audiences make it even harder for idols to live normal lives. when issues like dating , military service , or even minor personal changes become seen as massive scandals. the internet allows all users for constant access due to its versatility and how other platforms like tiktok , twitter , and youtube can turn some innocent content into a battleground that is filled with negative comments.

for long-time fans like yourself it can be annoying to watch these behaviors which is making it harder to engage with idols or fandoms in a meaningful way without being dragged into some petty drama.

if you're going to ask me , enjoying kpop or any form of entertainment without getting sucked into the extreme parts of the fandom culture seems like the healthiest route , as everything has become so hyperconnected and fast-paced. with the constant flow of online content and real-time updates , it’s easy to see why fans feel more intense about their idols , but it’s also important to create boundaries.

and yes , things have changed drastically and while it's bizarre to watch it unfold , there's also comfort in enjoying these groups from a distance and focusing on what truly matters: the music and the concept behind those songs , rather than the havoc surrounding it.

[akkivee]

evil sasara must be so interesting lol like an inverted sasara i think is still just sasara since he’s like two faced asf, but maybe that asshole side of his personality would be his main side lol 🤔

[astralartefact]

KamiErabi Episode 1-7 Review This time without Idol Unionization!

I already had a whole thing about Episodes 1 to 6 written up (but really I only complained (a lot) about recent Idol plot lines in unrelated media) but Episode 7 did something for me so I wrote a whole new one and this time I don't even mention Idol Unionization unironically. Enjoy.

First off, this is going to blow your mind: The CG is pretty... ugly. Doesn't help that they for some fcking reason erased the lines and symbols off the school uniforms that are in their character art and now it looks shit cheap because it went from 'kind of techwear' to 'stripper'. it's almost as if someone put those there for a reason... like the designer was probably already told to 'make it cheap to animate' and whoever is to blame for cutting like 3 textures from their workload somehow still found a way to make it cheaper.

With that out of the way: I was cautiously optimistic but overall neutral on the first 6 episodes. They weren't particularly interesting, but knowing Yoko Taro had a major hand in writing it - and let's be real that's the only reason I'm still watching it - I know there's something at least somewhat interesting coming, especially knowing there's going to be a second cour it's pretty likely that there's going to be an "Oh snap"-Moment like with most of his stories where suddenly everything takes a dark new interesting turn.

But also Ono Goro is here and he kind of ruins it for everyone.

And listen, I like his place in the story, I think he's very important and it wouldn't work without him - and i will get to what I mean by that in a second - but it's just annoying how much time is spent on him. He's easily the least interesting character and yet every episode has to get through its plot in a breakneck speed because at least 25% of it is spend with pointless Ono character moments that don't even provide new information about him because we kind of know everything there is to know about him since at least EP2.

Episode 7 is easily the best example of this - because for once he's barely in it. Suddenly the pacing feels natural because Ono doesn't waste valuable screen time, we aren't treated like children when Ono has to reiterate plot points we already all understood in Episode 1, the other characters all have interesting things to add - especially in reference to him, because that seems to (hopefully) be the overall theme of the anime:

To me Ono is interesting as one thing and one thing only: The manifestation of what I personally like to call Radical Hope (mainly because it sound cool) (there might be an actual term for this but I wouldn't know where to find that out lol)

What I understand as Radical Hope is a response to the notion that pursuing "dreams" is frivolous or naive because "it's not realistic" - which thanks to the rise in popularity of Lore Explanations and 'Realistic' Storytelling has become a prevalent, foundational theme in our current Gaming/Pop Culture Zeitgeist. Because how could I possibly suspend my disbelief that there would be a convenient Deus Ex Machina solution to a problem like this!? It would break all established lore! No, there needs to be a pre-established (=at least foreshadowed) & realistic solution to the plot!

And to some extent I agree to that - if your entire setting is based on heavily enforced lore rules you can't just decide 'nope, not going to care, here's a happy wholesome ending that ignores everything we ever cared about!' fuck eulogia - but Radical Hope is a response to the whole foundational assumption that you need to ground your expectations, your hopes and your dreams in reality. And it says: Fuck that. We have to hope in radical, unprecedented way - we have to dream - because only this way we will actually be able to find ways to even get close to the optimal outcome we want to achieve.

GWitch's ending (spoilers) despite its pacing issues is a really good example of Radical Hope in practice: Over the whole story Suletta and especially Miorine are told over and over again that they shouldn't expect all of this to work out, that working with Gundams is futile because they will always be weapons and can't be used otherwise. But only because both of them dream to use them for good without backing down Suletta finds a way to use the Gundams to achieve her goals - not as weapons of mass destruction, but as tools to end the conflict without killing anybody, without major sacrifice/death apart from giving up the robots, they even restore her sister and then Suletta and Miorine sure as hell don't get married!

And yes, the magical solution comes out of nowhere but that's kind of the point, because if it didn't come out of nowhere then there would have been no reason for them to dream. Then you could just always keep your expectations reasonable and do the most realistic thing until you notice actually there is a save and reasonable way to achieve your goals. But giving up all (Weapon-)Gundams isn't reasonable. You have to dream that a better future comes from that to do that.

This sort of Radical Hope is also very Yoko Taro. It's not necessarily NieR-ian, but it is very very very Drakengardian. Because think about it, Midgard is a garbage place to be. Just all around Grimdark Vibes. Even the good endings aren't good - but what they are is hopeful, because at least the bad guy didn't win. They are achieved by absolute nonsense magic in ways nobody could really have forseen (literally a Rhythm Game), but because the characters dared to hope for one and worked towards one despite this world they find themselves in they actually achieve something approximating Hope. And it doesn't always work, it only works around 1 out of 5 Endings actually, but sometimes it does work so it's still worth it to dream and to try and achieve that dream - especially since it only works because they tried at all. (the Drakengards truly are my favorite games about the power of hope and friendship)

And it seems to me that KamiErabi is going into a similar direction with Ono's Pacifism. Everyone is at every turn bewildered why he would even try to find a solution in which nobody has to die especially with the damages he has to pay for saving people. Why doesn't he just accept that they're trapped in this mess and that they have to kill each other and just gets it over with.

They do an especially great job of it in EP 7 - the one he once again isn't actively taking part in - because he's right there and people talk about him basically as a force, they're starting to realize that his pursuit of not wanting anybody to die is doing something to them, they just don't know what yet because it's Cour 1 Episode 7 of a 2-cour show. And that's the dynamic that really interests me and that I really want to see play out, how all of these other people are shaped and inspired by his Radical Hope and eventually come around so they can produce the Good Ending together.

My big problem is, of course, that Ono is bound to wake up again - and he's just such a bland Anime MC. Black Hair, Blue Image Color, Irrationally Hopeful and an Idol Stan? Groundbreaking. Inspirational. Never been done before.

And yet we have to have somebody like him or else it wouldn't work. After all if he was competent they wouldn't have to work together in the end. Ugh.

I just wish they wouldn't waste so much screen time on him. EP 6 was especially rough, Iyo barely had half an episode for herself but we just have to be reminded that Ono likes this one Idol, a thing that came up literally every episode. You could have just started the episode with him at the venue thanking Koki for coming with him, he accidentally bought two tickets. There, I saved you like 5 Minutes of Airtime. And then they even have the gall to fully sideline the actual interesting part of the episode (Iyo's Pseudo-Existence) so they can do another tired "The Only Way to stop a Bad Stan with a Glowstick is a Good Stan with a Glowstick" Story Line that's not nearly as insightful as Oshi no Ko wants you to believe it is (I have a lot to say about Oshi Culture Propaganda but not today)

(Also, of course, another theme of KamiErabi is 100% parents->children and as I have expressed in other posts that's Yoko Taros current 'obsession', how parents influence children, especially im bad ways, reincarnation is a cage yada yada yada)

I was also at one point thinking about if they could have made Sawa work as the protagonist but right now I'm just questioning why it's not an 'Everyone is the Main Character' show, because literally everyone would make a more interesting MC than Ono, even Lall. Again. EP 7 made Lall so much more interesting just because Ono wasn't there to talk. Just keep Ono in a coma. Please. Do it for me.

I'm hoping that the Plot Twist is going to be that Ono sacrifices himself to create a time loop but Lall remembers and she has to try and get everyone on the same page to work together to revive him and then everyone becomes God, Humanity wins.

I don't know. Episode 7 made me a bit nore hopeful about the path forward, but let's see how long that lasts. It somehow even looked a little bit better! Maybe it really is just Ono who ruins Everything...

[iceclew]

Theories about my fav show on a lazy Saturday, well hello why yess??

But first things first, I'm HYPED for your OC!?! *throws half-eaten shawarma on the floor* *excited clapping* ヽ(๏ ∀๏ )ﾉ

I feel the struggle though... that's basically the reason I haven't made a proper kaiju OC yet... I just don't feel 100% comfortable with my concepts/designs… and I feel like I cannot properly grasp how I would do ”my take”  on kaijus ‘cause there is a lot of open bits, you still can fill in with you’re own imagination, such as how do they look like and why. Where as your close-up char study on kn8 is a GREAT inspiration for kaiju ideas!! (°A°)/

I had some cat or dog like kaiju ideas as well, but it didn't really click for me, so I have no proper use for them. But when I think of cat-like kaijus I have a strong vibe for Matatabi which is a more feral attempt, and for a more humanoid version I'm quick to think of a kitsune like version, but I also kinda feel some Anubis like vibes as well, with more black body parts. the body part is indeed the tricky one, because I so fcking want to add clothing... probably the reason why I went with my first option and went with a feral (not necessary standing version). in addition I played around with diff. poses, cause since we're doing humanoid morphs, it's a good thing to stretch anatomy a bit to get a diff. style.. I feel like heads are easier to me (once again lol) and I am struggling with bodies as well..

Anyway here's some of my studies/try outs. 1st one is very reference based, I just wanted to get a feel for several poses/designs.

Oh, and I’d like to add my ideas/assumptions for Kaijus as well here.  (oh yeah, peak English as always, for those you couldn’t have guessed lol)

where do kaijus come from? It’s still an unsolved question, and so the connection/fusion between kaiju and human is of course as well. So my theory starts at this point actually. *slaps whiteboard in the back* what is kaiju, my friends?!

the laws of physics are like a "don't know, don't care" situation, at least to some extent, since many of them fly (not the ones that fly like birds, I'm thinking of kn14), and besides, the attacks are not just bursts of energy, but for example streams of flying fish, water manipulation and so on..

which gets me to my next point, that is quite important when I think about design/concept: for now, I do not see any fixed regulations on what kaijus are made of or what they look like.. a big amount of them is “dragon skin”-like, with vital organs, ok.. But I feel like that’s not necessary the case for all of them. Examples: again KN14, Kn4’s wings, Maybe KN11 is more water-based/frog-like? xD, KN2 and KN8 having seemingly bone-like structures in the design, PLUS the yoju we saw right at the beginning of the series, that had an interesting stand-alone look with humanized face and fur parts, plus puppet like features to it (could be because the manga was very much at the beginning of the series, with a lot of things undecided yet, but still interesting to me) Then there's Bakku who is furry and very much looking like a real tiger. And last but not least there is KN15 that *could* be able to shapeshift (or it was an illusion, we don’t know that)

Short interlude, I head a moment of shock when I got back to the first red kaiju we see in the series, and realizing the scales and patterns resemble KN8 A FUCKING LOT???.. but again.. the dragonish-like style is sorta recurring ..f.ex. Kn2 has a very similar design as well..... nah..it's a long shot.. maybe just a wild guess even.. (also don’t mind me re-crying to first chp kafka and reno, because they are just . <3 ;_;)

BUT with all that said, I feel like there is still a pattern here? Like.. even if they do not all have all the same traids, miscellaneous things are popping up again and again. The skin, the scales, and also extra interesting to me - the spine and collarbone parts. And you know what I simply can’t wrap my head around just yet? Why is the combat suit looking like the KN8 design? The collarbone and the spine part? It is simply a meta design choice so Kafka would be a good pendant to Mina when in Kaiju form? probably?

So all this got me thinking - what if the kaijus original source is human based after all. Design and behavioral is based on cultural values, memories, inheritance, maybe actions... (maybe from individuals, but also larger groups, families, city’s population) → this would a.) explain regular reappearings from kaijus in special areas; b.) the phenomenon of kaijus to be more or less a problem solemnly in Japan (since the population could be bound to cultural premises) 

I admit this is rather close to the JJK approach of curses, but I would think of it more like - humans influence their surroundings, areas the life in, and the kaijus are like an earth born answer to it…? And their designs/traids are probably influenced by it. 

KN9 would be a creature that mastered altering these premisses by its will somehow, and Kafka might be one of the few humans that is not just subconsciously altering the kaiju’s form, but is also mixed into it. Therefore maybe kn8's body could have a big resemblance to Mina’s suit, since this is one of Kafkas deepest wishes, of what he would want to look like himself someday.

I would feel like there would be a lot of options for this constellation to work with greater time-spans as well... former carriers of ‘Tiny’ influenced the kaiju’s design/looks the ways you explained as well and now this is what came of it plus Kafka mixing in some combat suit ideas..without his knowing that is..

A bit of a Theory. {Kaiju Number 8}

So I've been spending some time sketching out this OC idea that I have and her whole thing is that she's like Kafka and is a half Kaiju. Her transformation is supposed to look like a mixture of Bakko (Mina's tiger) and Kaiju Number 8. I'm sitting here looking at the first take on the design and I'm hating it because it's just looking like a muscular Furry in a mask so I decide to add on some extra details to her Shoulders and Thighs/Waist to tie in the fact she's an offshoot of Kn8. As I'm turning design ideas in my head, I decide to have it take on a more samurai look as a sort of nod to the original host of the Kn8... bug? Dragonfly? Mini Kaiju? Progenitor? Progenitor. (From now on though, I'm just gonna use sonicsura's term for the thing and call it Tiny)

And I'm tossing the ideas around in my head and suddenly I'm thinking "Wait. Kafka doesn't have pauldrons in his design? And the Samurai does?" And now I'm wondering why that is? And the longer I'm thinking about it, now I'm wondering why he's wearing a suit in the first place?

(This is the only shot of the samurai that I can get off of Google images, apologies)

Now I can hear what you would be saying, "No shit he's wearing armor Zushi! He can't be caught by the public in that form, less they murder him on the spot!" I understand that is still very much the case and it's of course better to fight alongside a group of people when they aren't actively viewing you as a threat at the same time, so the armor in this case can help him blend into the crowd as he fights.

But hear me out for a second. Traditional samurai armor has a LOT of layers, and if they were wealthy enough (Which most were) they typically had a helper (Though, most were expected to have knowledge on how to put it on/take it off themselves) And I know we joke about Kafka's Kaiju form having a thick ass, but when paired with the idea of someone in that specific form, wouldn't it be difficult to don armor over an unusually shaped frame? Even if the armor was custom made and he had someone he trusted to help him put it on, I still think that the armor crafted would have a distinctly different look about it. So much so that I think that it would show up in history book, wouldn't it? You can't tell me that there wouldn't be a chapter dedicated to an oddly shaped samurai in and around the Meireki era that had notable displays of super strength and agility. He fought to help humans in their endeavor to protect humanity from the kaiju, he had to, at some point, do something crazy and superhuman considering we are just now seeing what that samurai went up against thanks to the latest chapter.

This is where most of my theory is. Kafka's Kaiju form didn't always look like that. My theory is that not only does Tiny function as a biological version of a Numbers suit, something happens at the point of the user's death and it absorbs whatever the user is wearing at that moment and recycles the fit onto the next user. I'm starting to think that in the first iteration of the human Kaiju form, it looked a lot different than what we have now. I'm leaning towards it looking something similar to the Colossal Titan from AoT.

No natural armor, just exposed, heightened muscle. That way, having the samurai armor makes more sense because now he has protection. Now he won't get injured as much as he taps into his super powers and can still move around easily AND blend in with the rest of the soldiers.

While we can't confirm for sure if the samurai is the only iteration of Kaiju Number 8, I'm going to again lean on the Numbers suit comparison and say that Kafka can only see the samurai due to 1) Tiny can sense what they're about to go up against and the Samurai is the most knowledgeable on the subject. Or it's most likely 2) The samurai is the most recent user and it has the easiest time coming to the forefront of Kafka's psyche. It should also be said that it's not said one way or the other whether or not Kaiju number 8, or more specifically Tiny, existed before Number 9's time, only that 8 really hates 9. I do want to point out something that I've noticed from the Kikoru verses 15 fight where she starts seeing her mother, that her mother is also wearing the Numbers suit. Which, I mean, sounds like another No Shit Sherlock situation, but I think it adds something interesting to the lore behind the suits

The suits can still "see" their wearer, even as a suit. While 10 is the only suit that can talk back, the others can, in a sense, invade the wearer's mind (Since the suits don't come with visors) and project an image of the previous wearer's actions, even down to what they were wearing at the time. Which, of course, makes sense because how could they if the suit isn't active any other time. Which brings me to my next question, "What if whatever Tiny is can do more than that?" If it already fundamentally changes the user into a Kaiju, core and all, who's to say it can't also absorb what they're wearing at the time?

And if that IS the case, why doesn't Kafka's Kaiju form look more like a samurai suit of armor instead of the glowing six pack that we get? Here's my ongoing thought. Let's assume for a second that the placement of the core doesn't change from User to User, since the placement of Kafka's core is centered around his heart (Thank you for the breakdown kujoestars). It can be confirmed via logic that the previous samurai is dead, but lets play with the how.

To kill a Kaiju, you hit its core, so to kill a Human shifting Kaiju, you hit its chest. What if the samurai got hit in the chest so hard, he not only died from it, it destroyed his chest plate. So when he died, the only thing that ended up getting absorbed at time of death was his helmet, his face mask, and his pants, leaving his chest open in the next iteration and thus revealing the glowing six pack we've come to love! (And some of us hate, but we ignore them because we don't care, it's glow-in-the-dark abs.)

I don't know about you, but I feel better having said this. Even if I'm going to be called crazy and be debunked seven ways from Sunday. And I'm also aware that this might not be the easiest to follow along, but all this is coming from some half formed thoughts that I had at the tail end of my work day, so excuse the shitty frame work.

(Bonus thought. If this is the case and Kafka dies (IN THE DISTANT FUTURE) he's probably more than likely going to be wearing the defense force suit. If the next reincarnation on n8 puts on a defense force suit (and we're assuming they're going to be even more technologically advanced at this point) what would happen? Would it still read a 0%, or would it give an Error 404 code and say something like "It is not advisable to wear one suit over the other" "Uuuhhh... they're not wearing another suit..." "Huh, that's weird, don't know why THAT could be happening. *Sweating bullets*"

[adhdvane]

0(:3　)～ =͟͟͞͞(’､3)_ヽ)＿ i wanted to see how far i could get on a galleon raid without using elixirs. the absolute danger...

honestly it wouldn’t have been as bad if i hadn’t FRCKED UP TWICE AND HIT FIGHT WITH THE WRONG GUARD SETTINGS. first time i ACCIDENTALLY ONLY HIT GUARD ON MYSELF instead of everyone (except seven who had an unchallenged) so Fryer and  Maya took big hits they really didn’t need. The second time I HIT GUARD WHEN NO ONE SHOULD HAVE BEEN GUARDING BC A WAS A NON-ATTACK SPECIAL AND IF I HADN’T GUARDED FRERY WOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIS SACRED SWORDS BACK AND COULD HAVE DISPELLED THE PLAIN DMG RUBBLE BUFF GALLEON GOT. honestly thought i was done when i fucked that up. but i made a choice to have maya sub all the plain dmg one turn to herself as a sacrifice so i could get judgement revived frery out for one last dispel chance and then prayed to rnjesus that the plain dmg spreads out okay and seven doesn’t get shit on completely (bc he had some real low hp for a while bc of that) (as much as i love to see seven get the shit kicked out of him... he was apparently the dps mvp of this fight). tbh tia and katz really did help pull it together at the end, katz healing boost and charge bar consumption = healing + tia’s delay and Sky-Rending Lament were live savers wwwww, the dmg output when down but survivability went up...

[ineedtherapist]

after like a week of inactivity i am going to bombard your ask with random things that are totally out of context i love gingers and i have an oc who is a ginger, and there's this boy at my school who looks just like him and everytime i see him i'm like that wojak meme who has his mouth opened and is pointing at something in the distance, and that boy doesn't know i am referring to him as my oc's name when i'm talking with my friends and he will never know.

once upon a time i woke up with a terrible stomach pain, like it was so painful i almost shed a tear, and i rarely cry. so i ran up to the bathroom and i passed out. when i gained conciousness i looked at myself in the mirror and i was pale as a ghost's butt cheeks. i left the bathroom and my mom is like "what happened" and i told her "eh, nothing much, just passed out" my dog was looking at me and i tried not to laugh, bcuz he has a dumb little face. so anyway, that day i stayed at home

when i was in preschool i had a crush on a boy who punched me in the guts, and my headcanon is that jotaro did the same when he liked someone when he was young

i was once writing a kny rp in which i totally lost my mind; so i live in poland, right? and me and my friends transformed bucci gang into a pathological polish family (i know it's about kny, but wait) and abbacchio was a king of the district and just a hobo in general. so i took him and just rammed him into demon slayer's universe and he was like... an alcoholic demon sage who helped the entire gang defeat astro-people, who were mostly based on teachers at my school and a few problematic people. you know, just for giggles. abbacchio's (we were calling him "boadicea" back then) power was to create an alcohol barrier and everything was just like... what the frick's happening

ALCOHOL BARRIER-

u really can't take abba seriously can you 💀

but ngl it fits him a lot.

WDYM 'eh nothing much I just passed out' like bro?? why?? how?? spill the tea homie. 😋

I'm counter attacking urs out of context with mine now cuz LMAO THIS IS SO FUN TO READ

Back when I was 15 I used to make a whole verse of psychological horror AU based on my teachers n bestie.

my teachers are like.. in their 40's/50's💀

BRO DON'T BLAME ME, MY BESTIE HAVE DADDY ISSUES AND SHE ALWAYS FALL FOR OLDER PPL NOT YOUNGER THAN 30 EVEN NOW.

So I was like well- why don't we make a spinoff of that. So we got like the whole verse set up. character development, angst, fluff, horror you name it. We even make headcannons and ship. mind you, I haven't discover tumblr yet and doesn't even realize what I'm doing lol.

It's basically just me making ocs and lores to indulge my bestie in her endless crushing for dilf till now

WE ALSO PUT A CHARACTER INSPIRED BY OUR COUNTRY MINISTER IN THERE AND YES, MY BESTIE HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO 👹

One of me and my bestie pretty close friend are one of the main cast but she never know and we never tell her to this day 👍

spoiler : she die in s1

Ever since I was 13, I'm actually subconsciously fixated on blondie 💀

fictional-wise that is.

it's either cuz they're too hot for no reason or they just fit into my preferences a lil bit too much.

HOLY COW I JUST REALISE SPEEDY IS ALSO A FCKIN BLOND-

There are a few more blond I use to like but those are the dark times, we don't talk about it. 💀

Back when I was 9 I almost lose my thumb and index finger cuz my dumb ass of a kid think I'm old enough to cut sugar canes with my gramps machete without being supervised by adults. cry a lot.

When I was 10, me and my cousin pretend we're forming a band. We're sitting at my gramp self-build resting hut (??) with self-made slide 😎

So as I was guitaring the broom on top of a fcking ladder in the hut with my cousin whose sitting on the floor, I cutely fell off the ladder and twist my wrist. doesn't cry but it hurt af bro 🌚

I used to have 3 cats, one die. been 6 years since that day. pick up a new one 2/3 years ago. they fight a lot lol cuz the other two are sibs and the new bb kinda invading their territory. doesn't fight as much nowadays tho. still remember my bb girl from 6 years ago a lot cuz she's the sweetest out of all 4 and she isn't here anymore :)

[kirua9]

@parishiltonsbimbopsychic @korisuu @iricathel THANKS FOR TAG AND SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS SO FCKING LATE(((

TAG 9 PEOPLE... game

Favorite colour : green. Its been my favorite since birth, really. The most attractive colour, but I actually prefer cooler shades of it. Also Blue is good, in fact my clothing items are mostly blue

Currently reading: Eeh just school programme : Maksim Gorky "Makar Chudra" "Old Isergil" "Chelkash", I wanna reread Coraline

Last series: The Horror of Petshop (anime)  and stranger things season 3. Honestly, I'm not really impressed and not in Fandom of ST, I don't know what's wrong with me, it didn't caught my attention. I'm so anxious because of Mike Wheeler that I can't fcking continue watching it.

Petshop of Horrors is a light horror vibey anime (only 4 episodes), it's more like OVA lol. Cute.

Last movie: I rewatched "Hereditary" by Ari Aster this summer, u fucking love how sick it is. The music by Colin Stetson — wonderful. His way of creating the eerie atmosphere with saxophones.... omg I'm dead... His music is so unique at some how touches the soul with those coming from throat and chest sounds, idk how to describe it.

Currently working on: Eh, currently I'm working on some phantom blood AU?.. that's just for the soul, cause my content here is based on Diabolik Lovers theme. Jojo in the 2d place.

I'm also thinking of making Makoto's (Dl oc) route (to finally sum up her fcking image to myself!), tho im lacking of time))) I even ask this tag game several days later, huh. :(

Tagging: @xxblackgardenxx @thegirlwithflowers @besnella @korisuu @honeyandbiscuitandtea-cafe @ayamexe @diabolik-boys @whinnie-archive @iricathel @xxblackgardenxx

If you've already done this, so you done this, ignore if you want