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[kisseves]

♡ @fcade​

was  it  wrong  that  she  was  on  his  mind?  temptations  were  there  yet  he  couldn’t  get  himself  to  send  off  the  text.  julien  wanted  to  get  to  know  her  better,  it  was  unfortunately  cut  too  short.  male  wandered  the  city,  all  he  needed  was  groceries  but  instead  he  found  himself  at  a  cafe.  lining  up  he  noticed  someone  familiar  in  front  of  him.  he  took  a  step  forward,  a  grin  spreads  across  his  face  once  he  realized  it  was  her.  “make  that  two.”  he  added  already  ready  to  tap  his  card  onto  the  pos  machine.  “hey,  long  time  no  see.”  he  chuckled  looking  over  at  her.

[hcneyboy]

@fcade​ : “ I want you on top of me tonight. ” / prompt.

there’s a slight flush to his cheeks when elijah pulls away, though whether it’s sebastian words that put it there is up for debate. elijah’s just as guilty of working himself up, clung to the other the moment they were back at his place in his excitement and dragged him down along with him. maybe it's embarrassment over just that that dusts his face pink, even if he isn't quite called out on it. he'd tugged sebastian over him, lips only separating to catch a quick huff of air, as if anything longer will have him leaving.

“ you just want a good view, don’t you ? “ as if elijah isn’t more than happy to give it to him.  he switches positions just as easily, straddles sebastian with little protest. lips pepper quick kisses along his collarbone, unbuttoning his shirt as he makes his way lower. hands work quick and elijah’s tugging it off him as soon as he’s started. “ if you want me to take care of you, you can just say so. ”

[xlxndxdx]

kiss without explanation | accepting | @fcade​

💗 maxie to rayden ofc hehe

     -- rayden had never been a huge fan of public displays of affection. it stemmed from his own personal preference but also from when he used to date bellamy as a good portion of their relationship was hidden from others for a good amount of time. to him, he just didn’t see the point or attraction of being all up on each other, it normally just made those around you uncomfortable and that’s the last thing he wished upon anyone. still, this unexplained and unwarranted kiss from maxie in the school hallway had him completely forgetting about where they were as he relaxed effortlessly into the kiss. maxie had that effect on him, just a simple touch from the other could have him completely melting. with his back pressed firmly against the cool metal from the lockers, eyes finally open slowly as they parted. “what was that for?” he questions in a small whisper, clearly taken back from the sudden affection.

[50prxxf]

     HIS VOICE ECHO’S THROUGH RAYDEN’S head a few times over and it does nothing but irritate him more. maxie had that kind of voice that was sweet, that got stuck in his mind way too easily and just made rayden melt. he hated it even more now that, after trying to avoid maxie for some time now, he was here and suddenly worrying about him. “since when are you worried about my feelings?” he asks, voice hard as he looks at the other with an almost blank face. “you don’t get a say in who i date.” despite the statement, rayden knew all to well of his current boyfriend’s cheating. rayden knew he was being treated as a side piece and maxie was right -- if he were to stay with his boyfriend he’d get hurt and knowing rayden,well, he was fairly sensitive. “it’s midnight and it’s storming, you don’t get to show up at my door just to tell me to break up with him.”

closed : @fcade​ sent a prompt : “you’re going to get yourself hurt.” 

[scrrface]

Tag a quality blog, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how many followers you have. Send this to 10 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ❤

nJOOOOOOOO this chain message is so cute hehehe aww thank you i’m so bad with words but seeing this makes me rly happy and appreciated oof you are such an angel i hope you know that , truly ! i strongly believe we have found each other just at the right time when we needed each other the most ,,, even if this is cheesy i really don’t know how to give this much love back hhh ; ;  

[wollfteeth]

🖊 + cas, rae uwu

caspar.

oh... my sweet baby. he just wants to get his degree and help all the animals first hand eventually. for now he just takes vitals and helps around the clinic while trying to push himself through school.

his grandma was the only one he had left before she died, it was brutal and hard to grasp at 6 years old. 

he lived in a youth home most of his life. eventually aged out of the system. 

got himself into a lot of trouble just to get the attention. led himself to being groomed when he was 16. no one really kept him from it or was ever told to be wary. he had no one to at the time. the only way he get’s out of his head is when he oversexualizes his body. gave him hypersexual tendencies for sure 

he isn’t really ashamed of his past, caspar is naturally curious but he’s so shy sometimes. he thinks he’s undeserving of a lot of things. this makes him sooo fucking self destructive 

i feel like before he met eli he didn’t know how to accept being truly cared for. these boys have a soft spot in my heart with how eli is down to always reassure him with how caspar sees things in black and white. it’s either bad or it’s good and i feel elijah helps him see through that uwu

he only started to get an ego seeing how much money he could make being a whore in the internet. still so shy, soft spoken and he loves to prove people wrong with his past. 

rae.

with how much this mans had been through he remains humble and i admire him so much. 

before his sister was murdered rae was gonna go to law school. his schedule revolved around his grades and when the news got out everyone wouldn’t stop talking about it around him and it all became too much.

he went from a straight a student to dropping out in 2 months flat.

his older brother got him high after his sisters funeral and he’s been chasing it ever since. not a fan of hard drugs, just numbing himself with anxiety medication and grows weed in his closet. sells on the downlow to pay rent

he got his first modeling gig at 15, it was just something he did when he was approached in public about his looks. he was a gorgeous kid and is an even more ethereal man. he knows it too but he’s humble abt it  

rae’s soft still. he eventually healed enough to want to carry the weight of other people’s problems at all times it seems. if he can focus on someone else’s issues he wouldn’t have to confront his own right?

he spends most of his money on weed and his pc set up. talks a lot in his streams. he’s a big fan of anything that would chill him the fuck out and talking is one of them.

top tier twink though ngl. i love him with my whole ass heart. playboy model right here

he prowled on the internet for some sketchy gigs just to validate himself. i feel cas and rae meet in the middle when it comes to sexualizing themselves. 

he’s so sweet. rae genuinely cares about other people’s feelings, an empath if you will. 

i feel like he would chose any other route than to be mean to others. though dealing with his sister’s death had him acting like quite the edge lord. his parents of course didn’t handle it well at all. sometimes he felt like his mom would have preferred it to have been him rather than her. 

[hcneysoaked]

@fcade​ sent “ i can feel you staring at me . ” from seb aaha :relieved: ( prompt. )

        elijah tends to be quieter in the morning, voice buried beneath whatever weight sleep has left behind. there’s a particular disdain he has reserved for waking up so early in the morning, but he likes being able to see sebastian off, even if only from under the covers. lying on his stomach with his cheek squished up against the pillow, elijah watches him get dressed with a drowsy sort of fondness.  “m’not hiding,” he mumbles back. “just enjoying the view.” its early, but never too early for him to fall back on his usual behavior, only further propped up by a complete lack of filter. as if he had much of one to begin with. smiling coyly, he rolls onto his side and holds out an arm, swatting at the air to get sebastian’s attention back. “can’t you stay for a little longer? please?”

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Tag a quality blog, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how many followers you have. Send this to 10 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ❤

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//cries thank you so much!! you are so sweet and lovely and definitely top quality ! it’s truly been nothing but joyous to talk with you. it’s not often that i can scream and babble about muses and plots with other muns, especially to the extent that we do, so it means a lot to me that we can chat about those things. and i know i’ve said this before, but i’m here if you need me ! if you need a friendly ear, someone to bounce ideas off, or a good laugh, you know where to find me. we’ve got to look out for each other and make sure we’re taking care of ourselves. i’m really glad to have met someone like you, and i hope we can write a lot together! c:

[neonbruised]

♛   :   @fcade​   /   sc   .

𝐅𝐓. ___

“   𝐎𝐈  ,   got   something   stuck   between   ya   teeth   ,   peaches   .   ” 

[deadthlly]

𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐑 in one high-heel      ,       the other off his foot and clutched in his right hand with the heel BARELY hanging on by a thread. they had been a pair of his good      ,       expensive block heels      ,       too       ,       but they were 𝚘̲𝚋̲𝚟̲𝚒̲𝚘̲𝚞̲𝚜̲𝚕̲𝚢̲ worn out from use from his time in the club. he just wished they held up until the night was over because he didn’t have any OTHER pair in the back       (       he forgot      ,       as usual       )       and he was a few songs away from having to perform for the night. he was     ,       undoubtedly     ,       FUCKED.   

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EXHAUSTED,   SHE   SITS   DOWN   on   the   waiting   bench   at   the   entrance   of   the   hospital.   it’s   been   a   rough   couple   of   hours   at   the   emergency   room,   &   after   tending   to   one   patient   after   another,   she’s   pretty   sure   she   deserves   a   well   earned   break.   she   kicks   off   her   shoes,   sighing,   before   she   looks   up   from   her   feet   to   see   maxie   coming   over.   a   bright   smile   slips   on   her   mouth.   ❛   hey   !   you   came.   i   thought   you   were   busy   today.   ❜

@fcade​   ♡’d   this   !

[wollfteeth]

his hands clawed at his thighs from the insides of his joggers pockets, the anxiety bubbling up so high in his throat it’s starting to burn and taste bitter. just like how it felt when he saw that pretty little picture of eli with whoever the fuck was next to him. truthfully, he only saw eli before his mind shut down and was trampled by the wave of guilt. hurt. caspar saw the knife on the ground and picked it up himself to lodge it in his own heart when he dropped things with eli for no real reason other than to comfort the monster in the closet that was his insecurity and abandonment.  he laughed bitterly into the open air as he paced outside the other’s house, thinking about how he deserved to feel every bit of this. just do it, just do it. cas brought himself up to the door, hand trembling as he lifted it to knock a few times on the wood. i just wanna see you, then i’ll go. he dug the sole of his shoe into the gravel standing there, the picture outlined in his head just to taunt him. i’ll be better this time. caspar picked at the skin around his thumbnail quite anxiously, wondering what the fuck he’s doing right now. it was never easy for him to let things go. hell, a part of him wishes that he was interrupting their rebound sex right now. don’t think like that. the thought only tightened his fists into his palm, trying to muster the strength to stay still and own up to this. you’ve made your bed cas, now lay in it. { @fcade​ }

[hcneysoaked]

@fcade​: sent ❛ and then i knew that i could become homesick for you too . ❜ eli and seb reuniting after the holidays c: ( source )

        Despite their frequent text exchanges and phone calls over the course of the week, Elijah knew there was no denying just how much he had missed really seeing––  being with Sebastian. Scanning the airport with a hasty excitement, he feels a sudden wave of relief over having agreed to be picked up. Any other ride back home would’ve gone at agonizing pace, only aided by the disorientation brought on by the plane ride. Instead, he’s able to tackle him the moment he spots Sebastian’s face. He doesn’t go straight for the other’s lips as he normally would, just clings on before pulling away for a moment to beam up at him. “I missed you.” So much. It doesn’t need to be said, from either of them, and for now Elijah is happy to simply bask in the quiet comfort of being back in his presence. There was nothing terribly unbearable about going back home, not for such a short period of time at least, and he appreciated the time together, but his parents’ questioning was intrusive enough to rival his own nosiness. Any building frustration had melted away now as he listens to the other speak, hardly having said a word himself. He feels a warmth spread at his admission, but it’s more of a comfort than any embarrassment. Tilting his head up, he kisses Sebastian with a rare sort of tenderness. “Were you sitting on that thought for long?” he teases, but his expression remains gentle. “I was homesick too.”

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@fcade​ - elijah !

She’s new company, isn’t she? Daughter of a business associate, pretty little thing with wide dark eyes and straight black hair, she’s, portioned like a doll. And is ever so exceedingly sweet, only she’s got the airs of a girl with new money, and her father’s looking to WIN FAVOUR, isn’t he? Hoping a little ‘girl talk and bonding’ might help bring business, and Colette’s would usually not be damned, but what else has she got on tonight? No plush ritzy dinners to be had, no galavanting with new toys and flings - no, she’s living on the low, lately, cleaning up her image. Fat lot of use that is, though, left to stare out the window, as their driver picks them up from dinner.

What she didn’t expect was little miss upstart to suggest a pause - there’s somewhere she’s got to go, she says, someone that she’s got to see. And from the flushed look on her face, it’s someone that DADDY DEAREST isn’t meant to know about, and if anybody knows what that life is like, the sneaking around, the constantly glancing over your back... how it’ll make you willing to throw away your spare moments, all of them, just to take what scraps of time and affection you can... well. Colette agrees to come along, already sure that she’ll take her abandon once they arrive.

What she doesn’t expect are the familiar routes - how they stop in front of a club that makes her throat tighten, fast, and when her charge has flung her way out of the doors and into the arms of someone familiar, she can’t help herself from uttering, “IS THIS A FUCKING JOKE?” because she can’t imagine he’d be so fucking cruel, palm slipping from the chain on her Chloe bag. Because of all people... why did it have to be Elijah?

- @fcade​

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image 8 for the meme w eli uwu

surprise image starters: ACCEPTING! | @fcade​ (eli!)

jiwon has always felt closer to the beach. golden shores with pebbles and bottle caps that shimmer in the sunshine. waves humming in the distance, whispering against the sand. constantly moving, night and day. his childhood smells so fiercely of ocean salt and sounds like sand castles tumbling in the tide. he remembers parsing through tide pools for starfish and shiny shells, hoping one day to stumble upon traces of an underwater kingdom.

reasonably, then, jiwon feels just an inkling of unease in the forest. too quiet, too still. trees as tall as hotels stand firmly rooted, decades old and heavy with certainty. in the distance, the mountains are even more intimidating. hundreds, maybe even thousands of years have launched them into the sky, as much a part of the earth as the whorls on his fingertips. even in the breeze, jiwon wonders if he only imagines the minuscule sway of the tree branches.

the only common denominator is the modest fire flickering before him. it crackles quietly with helter-skelter pirouettes and sends sparks of marigold twisting up and up. if he listens close enough, he can catch the faint rhythm of ocean waves and faraway laughter. bundled in his warmest jacket and a quilted blanket, jiwon wrests his gaze from the fire and turns to elijah, who has just finished setting up the tent. incidentally, eli reminds him very much of the forest: steady, constant, full of life.

“sorry i couldn’t help much.” jiwon smiles sheepishly, flushed pink from the cold, though the fire helps. “i really don’t know all that much about camping. but, um.. is there anything else i can do? i’d hate for you to do everything, eli.”

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     ☾ ˚⊹ *・゚a stupid argument while intoxicated resulting in bijou stumbling home to her apartment. there were tears rolling down her cheeks and she was almost sure she wasn’t walking in a straight line but that didn’t matter. at least she was walking in the right direction and that was all she could focus on, getting back safely and getting into bed. then the sudden thought entered her head, her roommate was going to be home. she didn’t want him to see her like this. it was embarrassing enough that strangers who could recognise her were going to see her like this, but someone she had to face every day. for a few moments she stood outside the door of their apartment, wiping her face and trying to sort herself out before bursting through the door, a wide but fake smile upon her lips when she saw the other sat on the couch. bijou had always thought he was attractive but she was with jiwoo. well, not anymore. “ hey you, ” she giggled before stumbling towards him. “ it is your lucky night, ” she hummed, falling down next to him and poking his chest. “ me and jiwoo broke up. you’re single. you’re hot, ” she started, trying to smirk at him but she struggled from how drunk she was. “ i think you’re hot. i think we should fuck, ” she spoke, sounding pretty pleased with herself. the girl went to lay back but ultimately just fell so she was laying down on the couch. / @fcade​