#farcille angst

[bookiezzz]

515 words

It had been a few months since the Touden Party had rescued Falin out of the Red Dragon, from the Mad Mage, out of the dungeon—of course, they resumed their normal adventures, trying to regain their weaponry and money. Falin was different, but she was still Falin. She was still our friend, still our magic-user, still a part of our team. Everyone had truly realized how much she contributes to the team, and, to be frank, were very happy to have her back.

Marcille had always acknowledged how helpful Falin was. How much she really cared for the entire team, how intelligent she was, how skilled she was, how resourceful she was—pretty much everything about Falin had been observed by Marcille. Falin always had Marcille’s utmost attention. She was so fascinating, how could she not? Ever since the first day she encountered Falin, she had always been entranced by her.

Which brings us here, with the party, setting up camp in a secluded area. Chilchuck sitting in a corner, Senshi and Laois cooking, and Falin watching them, and Marcille watching her. Falin was talking about their adventures, Marcille nodding and adding input. “Marcille,” Falin says in a whisper, taking the elves’ hand in hers, “you have been so.. wonderful to me, ever since we met. No matter what I’ve done, what I’ve gotten myself into, no matter what, you have always been with me. You’ve always treated me so well; you’re the best friend I could ask for..” Falin finishes, staring at Marcille’s hands, covered by her own. Poor, poor Marcille, her heart is ready to burst. “Thank you..” Falin says, letting go of Marcille’s hands.

Her words conflicted Marcille. On one hand, she was happy. Overjoyed, in fact, that Falin was on her side, on her team, that Falin was probably one of her best friends, if not her best friend. She could’ve started tearing up, just thinking of how kind everyone has been to her. Marcille was truly so grateful.

Falin’s words also stung. The two had always been close, remarkably. Always by each others side. Very affectionate with one another. So many fond memories. Both cherished the other. Yet, Marcille sensed that maybe, maybe the way she felt was not reciprocated by Falin in the same sense that she felt. Falin mattered so much. Marcille wanted to be able to say everything on her mind freely to Falin. To tell her how wonderful, how skilled, how beautiful, how amazing she truly is.

But she won’t.

Because Falin doesn’t feel the same.

It’s unbearable, Falin doesn’t feel the same. To Marcille, she is everything. To Falin, Marcille is her best friend. To Falin, Marcille is… Marcille. And that’s all Marcille would ever be.

Marcille was the best friend, and Falin was the girl she always stared at from afar. The girl that always occupied Marcille’s thoughts, every second of every hour. The girl that Marcille had known she loved since the beginning, the girl that Marcille knew she would love until the end.

And the worst part:

Falin would never even know.

[cloudberrytroll]

The signs of time

[yuurionviktor]

Personally, I thought this was a banger outfit

[strawberri-draws]

"Innocence died screaming, Honey ask me, I should know. I slithered here from Eden; Just to sit outside your door"

-From Eden, Hozier

aka: au where they grow old in the dungeon together in their monster forms.

[sndplusbeinghot]

Wanted to try my hand at some farcille angst :3

[vanillazuli]

I spent like a month on them but honestly worth it, Farcille supremacy 💖

[brynalyn]

I have a headcanon that because of the events of the manga falin’s lifespan is increased by a few hundred years and both her and marcille live happily for hundreds of years…..

[tea--ghost]

TRAGIC LESBIANS ARE REAL LETS GOOOOOO

☆ Portfolio ☆ Ko-Fi ☆ Socials ☆ Dm to request comms ☆

[shockwave65]

Lesbianism

[danganphobia]

also whats falin doing in the college au. is she also in the dnd club . is she havin fun . tha silly <3

falin's chilling! she's into entomology and zoology. marcille's more of a philosophy/theology major but she met falin through electives and fell for her instantly. love at first sight. u-haul lesbians.

she and marcille have been dating for a while and unfortunately they have become laios' lesbian Parents when he's having his own gay crisis about toshiro. he would come to their dorm at like three in the morning with his favorite pillow because he's in his feefees and falin's just like. sighs, "i'll get the hot cocoa" and marcille says, "i'll get the couch blanket" and they listen to laios vent his feelings about how cool and pretty and out of his league toshiro is and that he doesn't know what to do because he's just some lame broke college student that lives vicariously through their dnd club meetings because he wants to be as legendary as he is in his campaign.

falin and marcille listen to him mope and console him. marcille is just looking at falin like "do you think he's gonna cry himself to sleep anytime soon" and falin shakes her head and pats laios' head, saying "it's okay brother, i'm sure toshiro's just as nervous as you are. maybe he has his insecurities too."

and marcille's like "dude's family's fucking loaded falin, pretty sure his bodyguards have bodyguards." and laios starts sobbing even further. safe to say laios ends up sleeping over at farcilles' for like the thousandth time. marcille is praying he gets over his stupid fucking gay feelings and confess his feelings to toshiro already because not even she herself was this pathetic. but they stay with laios until he falls asleep anyway they barely get any sleep later in the morning themselves.

[metalsonicscraps]

Been a long day, time to log into my computer for my daily viewing of doomed yuri

[provivat]

Falin

I look at your face, not fitting your form. Your beautiful eyes, now without its warmth. The metamorphosis made a monstrosity, But as I now know, magic knows no morality.

I've seen many fall, helpless to take flight. I've seen many bite, until their last breath fight. But never before have I seen something like this, Something like this creature, right out of the abyss.

Black magic is a dangerous game, all will claim, But somehow I wonder if I am too to blame. I may not have cast the spell, I may have left you all, but would I've done the same, had it been my call?

Monsters cannot be trusted, but is that what you are? Is this how our story ends, after we've come this far? And if you are a monster, then why do you have her face? How can I kill you when I instead want to embrace?

I don't believe what I'm seeing, it cannot be true. Please, recognize me, love, for I do not fear you. Just wait for a short moment, do not yet take flight. Just hold my hand, love, and step into the light.

[a-smol-gay-tree]

Okay but could you imagine Marcille making another little gummy familiar and shaping it into Chimera Falin?

[onceazzie]

LITERALLY crying cause i opened my dungeon meshi notion page (which is called mungeon deshi cause i made it at like 2am) and there was one page called "sometimes a family is a lesbian and a bagel". ???

wjat the fuck. why is this here. what was it supposed to be? it's empty save for the title and i have no recollection of making it. something tells me it might have been a mom marcille and izutsumi fic but i don't know because i was DEAD FROM SLEEP DEPRIVATION...

[coffeeatfouram]

Farcille!!?? Hope that's their ship name 😭😭 Anyway I'm still reading the Manga and today Laios killed her sister and a dear friend became the lord soo it matches the theme😊🙏🏼 I kinda see them more angsty most of the time they're separated so there should be some sad fics out there right?? Idk. They would make nice sad lesbians especially we know both of them has the ability to kill but wanna live warmly & in peace.

I kinda wanna draw them more soo give me some context pls😭💕

[siallysblog]

Have been into dungeon meshi btw and farcille does something to me… oh how i love doomed devoted romances