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i'm sorry but the nh fandom is not united at all anymore, there's a bunch of creators who simply do not care to participate in events and other fans don't support their works anymore. like this is day 3 of naruhina month and there's only ONE writer posting fanfics and i'm probably the only person leaving comments. the fandom is more worried about arguing with others on twitter, instead of supporting their creators and that's why people are leaving or not interested in giving away their time and work to people who don't care. the current naruhina fandom is terrible, we used to be very united and supportive, but now there's nothing to look foward to but fights and petty arguments.
Who are you? You're on Twitter? Then you must know how hard those Indonesian mods on Twitter went this year? They went full-out, they were not playing around. I have no idea how they facilitated everything. LED ads????🤯 Food distribution???😭 A fanzine??? You realize, right, that we haven't had a fanzine since like 2017.
They've been planning and promoting the fanzine on Twitter since at the latest May. They reached out to include work from fans all around the world. Including me because as usual, I was oblivious to Twitter. I WORKED on "With You" for months, at least since July. The mods gave us detailed criteria, a very specific theme 😅, and deadlines. They were SO organized. Writers and artists had to submit wips, like check-ins EVERY month. The mod was so responsible and DM'ed me every month with reminders to keep me on top of things. If we couldn't make their deadlines, we had to ask for extensions. If we couldn't meet their expectations, we couldn't be published. (The best part was I got to see everyone's wips in the shared folder 🤭). It was WORK, though, and for you to come in MY inbox saying all this, it's so disrespectful to all of us who participated in or organized this month's events.
You're literally telling me, a creator, who personally saw how much effort we all put in to celebrate The Last, that our fandom is terrible, all we do is argue, and we don't participate in events...💀.
Reiterating what Opal said before, my only advice is to...get away from the negative circle you've found yourself in, block the dramatic people, and pay attention to all the people making the NaruHina fandom awesome. All the writers, artists, and bloggers I have relationships with here are wonderful, supportive people. I support them, and they support me. We don't character bash or get into ship wars or criticize each other's work. I hate that you're saying all this to me like all these awesome, talented people I know and have created alongside with for years now are not a part of the fandom. That the readers who've followed and supported my works for years are not a part of the fandom. And your experience is the only true side of fandom? I've been writing NaruHina fanfics for something like 7 years, and I've NEVER seen this much mind-blowing dedicated energy. I didn't even mention all the other incredible work the fans have shown in the past week. And it's only been a week!!!!
What year are you even comparing all this to? There's been arguments in Naruto fandom since forever. Super popular writers and artists have left or taken breaks from the fandom to live their own lives since forever. So I don't know what Perfect Golden Age of NaruHina Fandom you're referring to. Take a look at that 2017 fanzine, and you'll see that none of those participants are really active anymore. All we can do is appreciate the spirit of the naruhina fandom that has persisted to today.
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from the inbox, #9
From the inbox, #9, special edition - Destiel fic reccing Now and Then
Hi! First of all, your blog is absolutely wonderful! I wish there were a billion more like it for all pairings and fandoms lol. Do you know of any other good supernatural rec blogs?
As long as there were destiel fics, there were also dedicated fic reccers. Some stayed with fandom longer, some moved on faster, so, now we have a mix of active blogs and archived blogs. Here’s small collection of destiel fic rec resources that I’ve come across on tumblr. This is by no means a definite list and you are welcome to add your own resources in the notes! Let’s keep fic reccing craft alive and diverse!
Destiel Fic reccing NOW, currently active blogs in 2023
@profoundbondfanfic - an active and prolific destiel fic rec blog with dedicated mod team. Follow them on tumblr and have a rec every day!
@destielficbasket - a blog that reblogs a wide variety of destiel fic rec posts from other Tumblr blogs. All goods in one place!
@deancasfanficrecs - destiel fic recs and fic rec reblogs, lots of posts to chose from!
@destieltaggedfic - blog full of original themed fic rec posts, sorting destiel fics from different angles.
@mixtapebookclub - a tumblr blog for destiel fic podcast. Thematic podcasts and fic rec lists at the same time. There is also a Mixtape Book Club AO3 collection for your convenience.
@cocklesdestielfiction - what it says on the tin! They have destiel, but they also have cockles recs and gif sets. Check them out!
@destieltropecollection - a very unique blog that collects themed self recs from the authors. Check out their neatly organized Master List Collection 2017-2022 or follow them to get the latest Destiel Trope Collection 2023 rec lists every day in May.
The Destiel Fan Survey Favs Collection on AO3 contains 2793 fics and 668 bookmarked fics that were chosen by destiel readers in several fic surveys organized by destiel writer @unforth. Check out this vast collection of reader choice fics!
Destiel Fic reccing THEN
@destielmybeatingheart-deactivated - what to say, this was the main blog for destiel fic rec back in the day. Unfortunately, the mod left fandom and later took down the blog and, with it, all their fic rec posts. See this post to appreciate what we used to have. In coming weeks, @destiel-fic-rec-lists will continue to reblog available destielmybeatingheart’s rec lists with updated links to AO3 when possible. You can find them under #creator: destielmybeatingheart tag.
ask about other spn blogs like ours - this is 10 years old ask and a lot of blogs here are not active anymore or full of dead links, but if they are up, you can still browse them. The list includes some non spn fic rec blogs as well.
@deancasfix - destiel fic rec blog, reviews, rec lists and asks, last update May, 2020.
@deancasfanficnet - a blog to promote destiel fic writers, various posts, last update April, 2020.
@destiel-fics-for-you - destiel fic rec blog, reviews, rec lists and asks, last update June 2016.
Last but not least, don’t forget to browse our destiel fic challenge master post Where Is Destiel Fic In 2022 and occasionally check out @destiel-fic-rec-lists blog for fic rec lists made by other fans. (hint - all reblogs are tagged with their creator’s urls, so you can easily find their other posts on the blog)
Support and cherish your local fanfic reccer. You never know when you’ll need their help to find your next favorite fic!
Destiel fanworks on AO3 - 111,567 (May 8, 2023)
You can find previous From The Inbox posts here.
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24 days of Appreciation
DAY 1
*Mariah Carey voice* IT'S TIIIIIIMEEEEEE
Welcome to the very first day of appreciation of this month, where we shine a spotlight each day on those we appreciate in this fandom!
If you want to submit someone or something (for more info read here), you can do so here or just message me! If you wanna stay anonymous, either tell me or submit on anon.
Appreciation from me:
The person I wanna talk about today is @maraschinomerry, because you were one of the first people I really interacted with in this fandom. I hadn't written fanfiction in several years (since 2017 I think), and your commentary was what I was looking forward to every time I posted something. And it just motivated me so much to keep going and made me really happy. Also in my mind, you're one of the big George x reader writers on here, and for that I love you very much. Your imagines are some of my favourites that I regularly come back to and reread (especially How to Stand, Important Research, Offerings and Matching Mates - see, I can't even pick one or even three haha). Also you've just been a very sweet and kind person overall and I'm glad you're here and I got to know you. 🫂💞
Appreciation from others (submissions):
from @demigoddess-of-ghosts: I would like to show my appreciation for one of the loveliest person I know Oh I have a favorite fanfic made by the most beautiful and amazing person I have met @smol-being-of-light she's literally fantastic omgs 😭😭🫂🫂🫂
Show your appreciation and submit someone or something here :)
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Ah, another tagging post. I do enjoy doing these, so thanks for including me, @lilolilyr 😁
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav color: pale grey, purple. Clothing-wise I generally tend towards wearing black, grey, greens and browns.
: ̗̀➛ how long have u been on tumblr for: Since 2017 I think. I initially joined to stalk my fave fic writers
: ̗̀➛ wheres a place u always wanted to travel to: Once upon a time - America because I wanted to see Yellowstone and the Grand Canyon, but these days I don’t think I’d want to set foot on US soil. I’d love to see New Zealand and Australia. More realistically - I want to see more of Scotland. I’ve been a few times and I love the landscape.
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav clothing brand(s): I don’t have one. Unless you count Qwertee t-shirts because I have… bloody hell, probably well over a hundred 😲
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav singer/band(s): Imogen Heap/Frou Frou, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, kd lang, Queen, Erasure, Texas, Sinéad O’Connor, Cranberries, Dolly Parton… I could go on and on! My tastes are relatively eclectic, but with a massive tendency towards women singer-songwriters.
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur current phone lockscreen: It’s an abstract design - swirly/stripey and rainbow coloured.
: ̗̀➛ most recent/current hyperfixation: Ummm… I don’t think I really have one. I am reading an awful lot of lesbian fiction (both fanfic and published) I suppose. That’s just fairly standard though.
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur relationship status: Forever single.
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur dream job: Philanthropic billionaire.
: ̗̀➛ outside of tumblr, fav social app: I enjoy Instagram for random scrolling rather than posting - I literally only have three photos of my cat posted on my account! I also still use Facebook, but I’m forever asking myself why! I have Twitter, but I think the only reason I haven’t deleted it is in case I get back to writing fic, as a few people seemed to appreciate me posting about new stuff.
: ̗̀➛ do u have pets (if u do have pets, what kind/how many): I have a psychotic cat called Lucky. He’s an unpredictable and violent little arsehole, but I love him.
: ̗̀➛ do u prefer tea or coffee: Definitely coffee. I do like ‘normal’ tea (aka black tea) but I can’t drink it anymore - I only like it if it’s quite sweet and the old diabetes says no. I do enjoy herbal and some fruit teas, but coffee beats them all.
: ̗̀➛ whats ur fav ice cream flavor: Coffee, vanilla, pralines and cream. As with tea though, diabetes says no.
: ̗̀➛ tag at least three other tumblr accounts: no thank you. Anyone who fancies this - go for it!
Blank for ease of copying: : ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav color: : ̗̀➛ how long have u been on tumblr for: : ̗̀➛ wheres a place u always wanted to travel to: : ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav clothing brand(s): : ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav singer/band(s): : ̗̀➛ what’s ur current phone lockscreen: : ̗̀➛ most recent/current hyperfixation: : ̗̀➛ what’s ur relationship status: : ̗̀➛ what’s ur dream job: : ̗̀➛ outside of tumblr, fav social app: : ̗̀➛ do u have pets (if u do have pets, what kind/how many): : ̗̀➛ do u prefer tea or coffee: : ̗̀➛ whats ur fav ice cream flavor: : ̗̀➛ tag at least three other tumblr accounts:
The psychotic feline ⬇️
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I still remember it like yesterday. I don’t think anyone forgets the first time they saw it. It’s crazy looking back at how long it’s been. I always assumed I’d be a fan for a few weeks at most…not 6 years and counting. Gravity Falls changed my life in ways I still am discovering. And now, 6 years on from that cold February evening in 2017 when I finally decided to give this 40-episode masterpiece a try, I still find looking back at it all so insane and why I fell for Alex Hirsch’s creation over literally anything else I could’ve.
I think after the show itself and the impact on me which I’ll mention later, the fandom’s full of life mentality and kindness was what got me hooked not even a week into it. I mean, I was a year late, so I didn’t think I was gonna find anyone left. I began on Gravity Falls Amino in 2017 and I don’t think I ever expected to find the GF fandom to be so alive and thriving, despite it at the time being a year on from the finale. I think to this day that’s something I love about it; yeah, it’s not as big as it was at its peak. But it still is alive and well despite it being so long.
I think alongside just how alive the fandom was, it was also just the kindness of fans that kept me going. I afraid when I joined at first and felt intimidated at times. I was the new kid on the block. Were fans going to welcome me in or mock me for being late and gatekeep me out like I was less for not being a fan when it was airing? Well, I think the answer is pretty clear. I’ve been in so many fandoms since and while GF’s isn’t always perfect, the kindness in this fandom on all medians I’ve been on is incredible. Old fans are so supportive and helpful to new fans, new fans with curiosity bring new ideas to the table and help keep the stories alive and more. I see it on this the GF sub whenever a new fan is welcomed in for finishing the show or on other sites when they share art or ideas and more that watching GF gave them. I see it in old fans who return because they’ve been reminded about why they loved this show so much or the continued love from fans who never gave up on GF even when Next Summer became less a possibility and more a tear causing goodbye.
Yeah, we have our ups downs as a fandom, but we all are collectively here because we love this cartoon and what it means to us all. Whether you think the show ended perfectly or not, think Dipcifica is the best ship or Wendip is, think Bill is alive or dead, hate or love Mabel or Ford and more, we all are Gravity Falls fans first and foremost and that is something we all are aligned by.
Gravity Falls also made me love animation again after a year of just being away from the median. I’ve gone on to watch so many other cartoons since it. While I admit I still sometimes find myself trying to see if it can live up to GF, which is of course never the way one should watch another show; by comparing it to another, I do owe GF for my renewed passion. It made me not only love animation, but also find a great deal of respect and admiration for the people who make them. From creators to animators, writers to VA’s, Gravity Falls was a huge reason why I now watch every new cartoon with a greater deal of respect for those who work to make the median so incredible.
There is so much more I could say about Gravity Falls and its impact on me…be it the channel I created through it and video creating skills I learned through working with it, the fanfics, the fanart, the communities I’ve had the chance to be part of cause of it, the good and bad from the people and events I’ve been part of from it, or even the renewed appreciation for those I care most about because I saw so much in me in Dipper and Mabel’s sibling relationship. But the thing is…when I found this show, I was at a low point in my life and at the least hopeful for the future.
I was in a real bad place mentally speaking. Really just questioning where it all went wrong and not being able to find a reason to crack a smile anymore. I was the least optimistic I ever was about the future. And then for some reason, I decided one day, after seeing a video about how it ended well, I’d give this cartoon I barely heard about but knew the existence of, a chance. I mean, what was the worst that could happen? I think everyone has their own story for when it hit them in relation to their reason to love this show. I have to be honest, I think the defining reason for me is now lost to time or buried deep in my memories now…but the combination of just Gravity Falls’ pure fun feeling, mystery and emphasis on fan interaction, as well as nostalgia factor really got me excited. But there was one other reason I fell so hard into the fandom and this show; the reason why it got me good...Escape.
It was almost like an escape from reality. For those first few months, I was nonstop Gravity Falls fandom. I scrolled through Amino on the daily to see what people were posting about it, checked Alex Hirsch’s Twitter to see what was new, checked the GF sub to see what was up and more. It was just wake up, classes, come home and obsess over GF, sleep, repeat. I think it’s taken me a long time to realize that at times, Gravity Falls was my Mabeland; my escape from the troubles of real life and the real world. But while it may have been easy to let this obsession become unhealthy and consume me and yeah, at times I feel it may have, I think in a way, it helped me reignite my motivation for the future and the next chapter ahead.
I think seeing Dipper tell Mabel that the future is not something to be afraid of and that going through it with someone who cares, was something I needed to hear and come to understanding the meaning of. Talking to people and finding ways to overcome it. I always thought I was more like Dipper but truthfully…those eyes of fear and the future Mabel had in Vs the Future were the ones I had in the lead up to this day 6 years ago when I gave episode 1 a watch. It’s ironically why I ended up loving her character more when so many others began to hate her. That fear Mabel had was something I understood. Not knowing if you’ll be okay in the future and who was there for you…Mabel really was my guide into and out of that emotion.
And slowly but surely, life got better and better. I did still have my ups and downs here and there and times where I wondered why I made this turn instead of the other with life (still do), but then, each turn was always gonna lead somewhere and by the end, I found my way out. I think now I am at the most stable and just mentally okay place I’ve been in for years. Gravity Falls wasn’t the reason I found my way out of that dark place…but it did give me the motivation and assurance that I needed to hear in order to do it myself.
I still don’t know what the future holds. Hell, even just last year I questioned if I’d still be here in the fandom to mark 6 years. Life is an up an down roller coaster with bumps that all try to throw you off. If you hold on too lightly, you’ll fly off and be lost, but if too strong, you won’t enjoy it. It’s a case of finding that balance. I had held on too lightly before I found GF. Then for a while I held on too hard as I used it as a means to escape. Being able to find the right grip to be able to take life for a spin but retain control was not easy, but I needed to do it if I ever wanted to see what the future was rather than think what if.
I sometimes get asked why Gravity Falls means so much to me when there’s cartoons out there that can be argued as being better than it. For me, Gravity Falls’ quality as a show isn’t why I love it so much. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve been able to allow myself to accept that GF isn’t perfect and see the cracks in it while still loving it instead of blindly believing it’s perfection. Neither is the notoriety I’ve gained from it. Anyone could’ve made the username That GF FAN and done what I did and still do. I’m not some mega fan or any special person. I’m just a guy who was a year late to the party and become obsessed with a cartoon that began 10 years ago, lol. I will forever be grateful for this fandom’s kindness and for giving me a chance and a place within it. And while I am always grateful for that, it’s not the only reason that to me Gravity Falls means so much.
It's the message this show sent; that message about life and never letting the future stop you from living it. To not let the past, dictate your future and to find those around you who will help make the future better. That was more important and of a thing that Gravity Falls gave me than any other cartoon I’ve seen since, no matter its quality gave me and more valuable than any Journal 3 Special Edition or piece of merchandise ever will be. It was the right show at the right time and just did it for me.
There was a high school student one cold February evening 6 years ago, who began watching a cartoon he had no idea about beyond a little background knowledge. And I doubt he ever imagined then that this one show would help him find the passion and reassurance to give life the fullest and find a way out of that dark moment so that looking back now…that time is nothing more than a long faded away scar.
And all thanks to a kid who thinks washing clothes is a waste of time, telling his twin sister who’s better at knitting than I’ll ever be, that there's a better way to get through the future than denial or trying to hide away in fear of it.
So yeah…there’s my corny story, lmao. 6 years ago today, I watched Gravity Falls for the first time…and 6 years on…it’s still one hell of an amazing show and life lesson.
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Get to Know the Fanfic Writer
Tagged by @natsora, thank you! 💕
Tagging @effelants, @theluckywizard, @demarogue, @serial-chillr and @mogwaei. No pressure!
When did you post your first-ever fanfic?
October 8, 2017. This is also incidentally the day I joined AO3.
First Character(s) you wrote?
John Hancock, FO4. The aforementioned first fic was Junkyard Dogs, told from his POV.
Main Character(s) you’re currently writing?
A dwarf Inquisitor (eventually, she's not there yet), a human Inquisitor and Sookie Stackhouse.
Character(s) you haven’t written about before but plan to soon?
Planning? What's that? Ideas come to me out of the Void and demand to be written. I have nothing to do with it.
Fandom(s) you’re currently writing?
Dragon Age and Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood.
Platonic Pairing(s) you’re currently writing?
Mira Foret & Krem Aclassi. Mira & Solas. Sookie & Pamela Swynford de Beaufort.
Romantic Pairing(s) you’re currently writing?
Mira Foret/Iron Bull. Sookie/Eric Northman. And the new fic I'm working on which is Female Cadash/Varric Tethras.
Your top AO3 tags?
Explicit Sexual Content
Swearing
Established Relationship
(I feel like that tells you everything you need to know about my writing)
Current platform you use for posting?
Only on AO3.
Snippet of the WIP you are currently working on?
“Shit. Shae!”
It was rare to hear him call her by name, but she couldn’t really appreciate it in the moment. She was seeing black spots now. The pain was making her nauseous, making it even harder to breathe. She let herself topple into his room.
“What in the Void happened to you?”
“Met your boy. Hawke.”
“Did he do this?”
“Nah,” she gasped out as Varric lifted her bodily off the floor and set her down on his bed. Vaguely she noticed that he’d thrown a dark blanket over his rumpled sheets so she didn’t bleed all over them. “Coterie, I think.”
“You think,” he repeated dourly. He was pulling at her boot, and she hissed in pain as it jostled her injured side. “Maker’s Balls, you’re a mess. You need a surgeon.”
“Risky.” Too risky.
“Yeah. Yeah, all right. Give me a minute to get some stuff together.”
She knew she was going to pass out any second and fumbled for his hand before he got too far away from her. “Hawke. You were...curious.”
“Not now, Shae. Tell me after I clean you up.”
She shook her head, uncaring that it spun. It was entirely possible she’d bleed out first. “Mage.”
Then it was quiet and dark in her head and Varric’s exclamation was distant.
#tagged#get to know the fanfic writer#got a new fic in the works folks#won't drop until next year tho
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fic author interview
stealing this from @glorious-spoon because it looks fun - essentially a q&a for fanfic writers. tagging @elisedonut, @broomsticks, @felixantares, @certifiedbisexualdisaster and whoever else feels like doing it!
How many works do you have on AO3?
75.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
254,450 words.
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Mostly my Percy stuff with my most popular shadowhunters work thrown into the mix.
a study of cracked gold (1662)
everything not black and blue (1311)
whispers got nothing on the truth (1058)
why do i care at all (495)
falling from dusk into dawn (408)
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Ideally, I would love to respond to comments, but practically I don't because they pile up, I get busy and stressed. It's often a choice between replying and writing - I normally chose writing. But I do read and appreciate all my (non-rude) comments.
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
the storm howls, and everything turns to ashes is absolutely brutal malec MCD I wrote for Shadowhunters Ficlet Instruments in 2019.
On par with this is:
Imelda finding her husband's dead body: if i fall
Magnus forgetting Alec: i miss all the times we had
All the Blacks dying: dreaming of a happy ending
Writing stories with tragic endings is fun!
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
A lot of my fics sit in the grey area of happy endings but not like, butterflies and rainbow. It's hard to say.
If pushed, I would say i just want to be wanted. It's a relatively light pining get-together malec fic at ~3.7k that ends with them getting together. I say it's my happiest because it has a clean, tidy resolution, without lingering existential angst.
7. Do you write a cross-overs?
I have written cross-overs. I have day-dreamt about cross-overs. I have not yet published any.
Mishmashing different fandoms is really fun. The Old Guard x Shadowhunters fic with Magnus running into the immortals in 17th century England and saving Quynh with his magical skills... I love the idea. Be great to write at someday.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Not outright death-threats or the like, but I've had weird, entitled comments.
The most akin to a hate comment was someone disliking my fic because I made a disparaging comment about 1984 in it. That was weird.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
No. Just not my thing.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
12. Have you co-written a fic before?
Also no.
13. What's your all time favourite ship?
I do not have one, overall. The perils of having multiple fandoms.
14. What's a WIP that you want to finish but think you never will?
My malec wwii AU. It's 42k and contains some really good writining, but it would take so much effort to make it publishable.
Also, that is the angstiest ending I've ever written. I wrote a lot just for that ending.
15. What are your writing strengths?
I am very good at generating ideas and writing introspection, particularly of the existential nature. This helps a lot when writing character studies!
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
Dialogue. And long plotty stuff. Fuck dialogue, it always feels so... stilted and awkward.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?
If it is small phrases like si, senora, ciao, that's fine. I write a little Spanish in my Coco fic, following the style of the movie. But I'm not going to go into full blown sentences - the characters in my Coco fics are definitely speaking Spanish, but my grasp of Spanish is not good enough + it's generally confusing for most readers.
18. What's the first fandom you wrote for?
Published? Harry Potter in 2017, buried at the back of my AO3 page. Written? Total Drama. It exists, somewhere.
19. What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
The Old Guard! Feels like a fun sandbox to explore and I think the fandom is cool (all the drama had boiled off before I watched the movie last year).
20. What's your favourite fic that you've written?
falling from dusk into dawn because it's my longest published fic, it was a labour of love, and I'm really proud of its construction.
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Fanfic Writers Appreciation Day!
I looove reading fanfics. There are soo many talented people out there and I am sure I am forgetting some but this is my way of trying to remind y’all how amazing you are and how much I appriciate all the hard work that goes into every single fic!
One Shots
Unsteady (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
This one shot is so amazing it made me cry and that rarely happens. Especially with one shot. Steph is one of the best Dean writers out there and this is just perfection!
Free (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
I hate you for making me love this!!!
In My Veins (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
Again heartbreakingly beautiful. Angst is an amazing skill and Steph master it to perfection!
For Fucks Sake, Jared (Jensen x Reader) by @jayankles
LMAO interrupting Jared is one of my fav Jareds :D
Father’s Day Surprises (Misha x Reader) by @the-awkward-writer
I love Misha. And daddy!Misha... kill me now. Misha is an amazing parent and I love seeing fics that celebrate that.
Babe, where’s my razor? (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
Who wouldn’t hide Dean’s razor if they had the chance too?!
Sixty Seconds (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
This fic is written in a way you know something is coming as soon as you start reading. Doesn’t hurt any freaking less when you are hit with it!
Forever Young (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
Not gonna lie! This one will freaking hurt but it is so beautifully written.
I’m Yours (Dean x Reader) by @deanssweetheart23
This is probably my all time fav one shot. I have read it 5 times and everytime it makes me feel better!
Something Stupid (Like I Love You) (Dean x Reader) by @deanssweetheart23
Jealous Dean but in the possible way. Such an underrated writer. Go check her out!
Austin (Jared x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Based on one of my fav songs and the story did not dissappoint me one bit :D
You’re My Home (Jared x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Probably my favorite Jared one shot!
The Way You Look Tonight (Jensen x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Gah it is just sooooo cute!
You Promised Me Forever (Dean x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
This can be summed up in whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!
Flowers on Your Grave (Dean x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
QUIT BEING MEAN TO DEAN AND MAKE ME LOVE IT!
Suck it, Cupid (Sam x Reader) by @winchesterprincessbride
Hands down my fav Sam writer and this is just soooo cute!
Martha Stewart Has Left the Bunker (Sam x Reader) by @winchesterprincessbride
Probably the only writer that can make me wanna smack Dean and kiss Sam :P
Broken (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
OUCH!! But it is so real and as so amazing. Read the warnings before you read though!
Dee (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
Sooo many brother and Dean feels!!!
Constellation (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
Everytime I feel bad I read this and I feel better right away!
Against All Odds (Destiel) by @impala-dreamer
Ouch! It hurts so good!
You Should Join Me (Dean x Reader) by @impala-dreamer
YAS PLEASE!! You read my mind on this Beka!
She Waits (Chuck x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
I rarely read Chuck but this is sooo damn beautiful and I adore this song!
Amazing Grace (How Sweet The Sound) (Cas x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
Ignore the dorky ass title! This one is hot af!
Whiskey and the Road (Dean x Reader) by @ellen-reincarnated1967
Andi wrote this for one of my challenges. It always stuck with me. It is so damn beautiful
Homeless (Destiel) by @deansleather
Don’t even get me started on this one. I want a series of this one. It is just sooo good.
Sleeping Positions 101 (Destiel) by @deansleather
So darn cute! I love fluffy destiel :D
I’m In (Dean x Reader) by @deansleather
Dean is the bestest and Maddy is awesome. That’s all :D
The Walk (Misha x Reader) by @curliesallovertheplace
No one fluffs like this girl and I agree with your statement about that gif soo much
Let Me Count The Ways (Dean x Reader) by @bringmesomepie56
Arie always makes me need a Dean!
Concrete Angel (Dean x Reader) by @chaos-and-the-calm67
This will make you cry!
Rumor Has It (Cockles x Reader) by @manawhaat and @mrswhozeewhatsis
Fangirl dream come true right here!
Fools In Love (Jensen x Reader x Danneel) by @manawhaat
My forever favorite poly fic! It is just sooo goood!
Mesmerising things (Misha x Reader) by @adriellej
Miss I can’t write Misha and nails it! I love this fic!
No such thing as too short shorts (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterswoonathon
I couldn’t not add this!! So damn hot!!
Mad World (Misha x Reader) by @blacktithe7
First time she writes Misha and she makes me cry! I don’t know if I should hug her or kill her :P
Hallelujah (Jensen x Reader) by @blacktithe7
Angsty bitch!! OUCH!!!
Barcelona (Dean x Reader) by @pinknerdpanda
I love this. We all say things without thinking sometimes but not all are as good as making up for them as Dean.
Series
Send the Pain Below Series Masterlist (Jensen x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
Will probably always be one of my fav Jensen series. It is sooo good and real. I wanted to hug everyone and slap most through this. And this reader is so amazing. So is Jensen but I am biast there :P
With All My Heart (Jensen x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
I so regret the way I phrased this request! But I will never regret making it :D
First Degree Burns (Dean x Reader) by @jayankles
Firefighter Dean is a weakness of mine! And Dean with a kid does not help!
Daddy’s Nugget (Dean x Reader) by @jayankles
Again Daddy Dean is a huuuge weakness and Lizzie is adorable!
Across the Milenia (J2 AU sorta... Not sure what do call the pairing but it is awesome!) by @spncovenverse
J2 fic yes. But the wives are in it and are very much as amazing as in real life! It is a beaufiful story and it has this gorgeous blog dedicated to the story!
The Morning After (Jensen x Reader) by @the-awkward-writer
Sweet and endeering story about how a spur of the moment mariage turns into a real wedding. Love this story!
The Arrangement (Dean x Reader) by @ravengirl94
I devoured this series in one sitting and I was sooo sad when there wasn’t any more parts! But Emily is doing a sequel so YAS!
Hold On, I’m Coming (Dean x Reader) by @ravengirl94
Again firefighter Dean. But more than that... all the little puns to the series. It is just amazing. I love it sooo much! And Dean is perfect so there is that. And a gsd mix!
Unspoken (Jensen x Reader, Jared x Reader) by @wheresthekillswitch
I am routing for Jensen here. Not just cause Jensen but they are perfect together and has been best friends since they were little.
The Falcon and the Wolf Series (Dean x Reader) by @emilywritesaboutdean
LOOOOVE one of my fav movies and Emily’s take on it is soooo good!
With You By My Side (Jensen x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
*glares at Ida* I don’t wanna add this cause it cost me sooo much pain but I can’t not add it either!
The Package (Jensen x Reader) by @mrsjohnsmith
I can’t describe how much I am hoping for an update on this one. It is so sweet and good and real and gah
Tic Tac Toe (Sam x Reader) by @percywinchester27
My fav Sam series! I love it so so much I don’t even have words.
Stroke of luck (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
I don’t think reading any series ever made me whine and complain so much. Sorry Ana but I promise you all the whinning means I love it dearly!
Sons of Lawrence (Dean x Reader) by @mrs-squirrel-chester
This series damn near killed me! In the best way possible! Urgh!
Against the Ropes (Dean x Reader) by @mrs-squirrel-chester
I didn’t know I needed a boxer Dean in my life before I read this series and now I want more and I already forced one time stamp out of her ... ;S
Simple Man (Dean x Reader) by @luci-in-trenchcoats
The reader and Dean are both such asses in this. But both has good reason. And I love it.
Crack Under Pressure (Jensen x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
This one is so sweet. I love the young love and playful relationship!
Counsel (Sam x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
This one will give you a few surprises. And it is soo good!
First Impressions and Second Chances (Misha x Reader) by @ruined-by-destiel
I can’t even begin to explain how much I love this series!
Strictly Professional (Misha x Reader) by @splendidcas
There is a lack of great Misha series out there so when Shan wrote one I was sooo happy!
Summer Fling (Dean x Reader) by @supernatural-jackles
Pretty sure this is my fav on going series!
Perfect (Jensen x Reader) by @supernatural-jackles
This series has a fitting name. It truly is perfect. Even if Y/N and Jensen are a couple of dumbasses for not seeing how much they love each other sooner.
A Perfect Storm (Dean x Reader) by @nichelle-my-belle
I got no idea how this is what fell into Nichelle’s head after my request but fuck it is awesome and I will love it forever!
YouTube Sensation (Jensen x Reader) by @bringmesomepie56
Where is the rest of it Arie???!!
A Little Thing Called Love (Jensen x Reader) by @chaos-and-the-calm67
I repeat: Where is the rest of it Bev??
Friendly Neighbor (Dean x Reader) by @ilostmyshoe-79
One of the first fanfics I read! And I still adore it!
Singer’s Automotive (Dean x Reader) by @ilostmyshoe-79
As a Dean girl with a very soft spot for Cas you really put me through the ringer on this one!
Neighborhood Connections (Destiel) by @i-dont-know-how-to-write
I really hope this will continue at some point cause I need to know things :D
Hearts Wide Open (Jensen x Reader) by @d-s-winchester
An Amazing summer series.
Just A Little Bit Longer (Jensen x Reader) by @jalove-wecallhimdean
My dream vacation right here!
Someone to Watch Over Me (Dean x Reader) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I was on the edge of my seat all the way through! So damn good!
An Unassuming Life (Dean x Reader) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I love domestic Dean and I love Mimi’s writing so this was a huge win!
Everything Dean and Donna (Deonna) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I blame Mimi for shipping these two beauties! I love these fics sooo much!
The Littlest Winchester (Dean x Reader - sorta) by @sophisticated-angel
I adore this collection! Dean is the best daddy ever and his kid is so darn awesome!
Forward (Jensen x Reader) by @blacktithe7
Such a rollercoaster and it give slow burn a new meaning! I love it!
Silk and Rough Velvet by @blacktithe7
My fav Jensen series forever and always! Rockstar!Jensen need I say more?
Prophet City (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterenthusiast
I am obsessed and so patiently waiting for more :D
Unexpectedly (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterenthusiast
Soooo cute. I love it and I want more :D
Daddy!Samverse (Sam x Reader) by @teamfreewill-imagine
Yaaaas that is as cute as it sounds and it has uncle cas and dean too!
Soft Hair and Single (Jensen x Reader) by @teamfreewill-imagine
I love this series. Danneel positivity and a cutie patotie JJ :D
12 Dates of Christmas/True Fluff Series (Dean x Reader) by @iwantthedean
Fluffy perfection right here!
Out of the Park (Jensen x Reader) by @iwantthedean
Just imagine Jensen in that ball cap and all gruff! GAH I miss this series!
Behind the Story (Jensen x Reader) by @sleepywinchester
I am obsessed! Like really. Twitter updates gives me life!
Written on the Wrist (Dean x Reader) by @angelkurenai
This is so unique and wonderful. I don’t read soulmate AUs but I love this one so much!
Friends After All (Dean x Reader, Sam x Reader) by @angelkurenai
Again I don’t really like triangle but this one is beyond amazing. Will forever be one of my fav series!
The Future Series (Jensen x Reader) by @one-shots-supernatural
I love this series so much even if it made me cry recently! And I love Kayla worked in CM :D
A New Roommate (Dean x Reader) by @one-shots-supernatural
Dean is perfect! And I adore the readers angelic family :D
Love & War (Dean x Reader) by @winchester-writes
Gaaah I love Dean in historical pieces. This is just sooo good and sweet!
Waimea (Dean x Reader) by @manawhaat
This series is so beautifully written you feel as if you are on the beach with them
NOT SPN FICS
The Pretzels (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @jayankles
Sooo cute and hot. What a view to walk in on!
Stay Alive (Tom Hiddleston x Reader) by @pastapizzacheesedragon
Prepare to get your heart ripped out and stomped on!
Postcards (Bucky x Reader) by @sebbytrash
So sweet it will make your teeth fall out!
Drinking Games (Chris x Reader x Seb) by @emilyevanston
I blame Katie and this fic for my new obsession with poly!
The Boy Next Door (Chris x Reader) by @emilyevanston
Don’t act so surprised Katie! You knew this would be on here! :D
Sleeping Angel On The London Tube (Kit Harington x Reader) by @kitharingtonfanfiction
My cheeks still hurt from smiling :D
Your Wildest Dreams (Jensen x Reader x Chris) by @blacktithe7
Not sure where to put this one, but read it. It is a dream come true!
#fanfic writers appreciation day 2017#jensen x reader#jared x reader#misha x reader#dean x reader#sam x reader#cas x reader#and so many others#multifandom list#spn fics mostly
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Fanfic Writers Appreciation Day
*wizened crone voice* Gather closer, children. Let me tell you about some of my favourite writers. I do so love giving a good ego-boost. *cough cough, ahem*
@aphreal42 - one of the first writers I read and one of my most major influences. Her stuff helped me get into DA fic, and helped make me brave enough to post some fic of my own. And she writes a lot of the same tropes I do, but does it much better. Check her out.
@thesecondsealwrites - writes beautifully about things like alienation and finding your family, and how sometimes when life gives you lemons, you have to... I dunno. Cut down the lemon tree and build a really cool shed that you then paint yellow. I was going somewhere with this. Writes about boundaries and emotional bravery and honesty, and does it very well.
@fanfoolishness - angst and fluff and bittersweetness. Happiness for her characters always feel true and well-earned, and her angst is some of the very rare stuff that has made me cry. I will read pretty much anything she writes. And then probably sniffle.
@cherieofthedragons - want swooning romance? She’s got it. Want to be a sobbing heap on the floor? Sure, she can do that, too. Mirevas and Vhenan and Autumn have special places in my heart.
@withthebreezesblown - writes about beauty and pain so vividly and so poetically. Her stories have such tremendous heart, and her characters grab you by the heart and pull because of it.
@skogrr - just does things to my heart. There’s such a core of truth and compassion to her fics; they’ve got me through some really hard times. Also, her Cullen is... *sigh* My god, she writes him amazingly and I’m so jealous.
@celeritassagittae - has one of those brains that makes AUs the way some people breathe. Makes detailed characters and has the best brain for funny lines and for worldbuilding. I am also jealous.
@damnable-rogue - writes an odd combination of romantic escapism and utter, honest heartbreak, and best of all, both, with balanced light and dark. Also writes the clearest, snarkiest narrative voices.
@saibrarutherford - bighearted and funny and makes crack work.
@sarcasmfish - she writes cute so well, and I envy that. I am so terribly awful at fluff and cute, but she could make you get on the bus to work with a sappy grin on your face.
@3jarsofbees - I probably annoyed Aphreal for days because I kept quoting passages of fic at her while a) being jealous of the fantastically sharp, in-character observations and b) trying not to laugh hysterically. Also, Thedasbook is a masterpiece and never fails to make me grin when it crosses my dash.
@todisturbtheuniverse - contemplative, intense, sometimes trippy writing, always chock-full of emotion, and one of the best Isabelas I’ve ever read.
@crisium - writes stuff that’s dark, light, everything in between, and emotionally honest to the point it hurts to read. One of those writers who made me want to write a whole bunch so I could be even a third that good.
@tarysande - puts her characters through some stuff but always gives them credit for intelligence and keeps them in-character, and her writing has an immense kindness. That’s what makes it work. It’s also the “I will fall over” kind of swooningly romantic when it needs to be.
...That’s not even all of them, but definitely a few. Phew. I’m terribly sorry if I’ve left you off this list; It’ll be oversight rather than slight, I know what I’m like.
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So it looks like it’s some sort of Fic Writers Appreciation Day today? In that case, huge shoutout of appreciation to all the writers who have been taking part in the Pillars of Eternity events I’ve been running! Having never done something like this before, I was just hoping we’d at least get a few people involved and get a little more fic into the archives for PoE, but we had 14 wonderful writers take part in the fic swap and 7 have posted fics for the first week of the new prompt blog, @pillarspromptsweekly! I’m delighted by everyone’s enthusiasm and creativity, and no matter how many spreadsheets I have or how meticulously I organize the thing, we would have no fic events at all if not for your hard work. So thank you to @svartalfhild @alien-cafe @queen-scribbles @ohvexahlia @thepebblejohnson @perahn @leeoliver @mandorways @haledamage @serenbach86 @reaper-kravitz @catofcombs @grumpy-jedi @captainofthefallen and everyone else who’ll be part of these games and challenges in future!
#fic writers appreciation day#pillars of eternity#pillars prompts weekly#PoE fanfic#POE Fic Swap 2017#PoE#from the desk of ranna
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500 Followers: Meet The Writer
Hello there! Look at us reaching 500 followers just in time for CFWC One Year celebration! We’re grateful to all of you who continue to share your work with us and support the fanfic authors of the fandom.Anyway, let’s get to the good stuff!
For some reason that only the forces of the random picker website we use can explain (lol), the tenth fanfic author interviewed is extra special to us. It’s our pleasure to introduce you to our dearest @mod-queen’s fanfic blog:
Blog: @thequeenofpixels
Name (or petname): Tamires, but you can call me Tammy
Birthday: March 12
Nationality: Brazilian
Current residency: Brazil (somebody save me)
Languages you speak: Portuguese, English (or at least I try 😂)
Masterlist/AO3: Tammy’s fanfiction masterlist / thequeenstories
1. Is there a meaning behind your url name?
Well, not much of a meaning, but more of a part of a user I already use for all my social media (thequeen) and the 'ofpixels' part is just because this blog is now for all games I play, and all of them are made of pixels... so.... yeah, not much creative but that's it.
2. When did you start playing Choices? What's the first book you played?
Back in 2017, The Freshman (When we had the option to choose between Romance and Adventure at the beginning.)
3. When did you decide to join Choices fandom?
Dec. 2017. At first I created a sideblog in another tumblr of mine, but it really annoyed me how we can’t follow/comment/send asks from the sideblog, so I decided to create a new one exclusively for choices and here we are.
4. Go back to your archive and tell us what your first post on your Choices blog was about.
It was a screenshot from HSS. Oh man, this made me miss the good old days, the magic...
5. How long have you been writing fanfiction?
Since 2015.
6. Share the first fanfic you wrote with us. Do you still like it or would you change anything about it?
The tour after the tour. Yeah I still like it. I wrote after getting really frustrated with TRR, I had to write how I wanted the scene to go since book 2. Maybe now I’d change a few words here and there, but not what happened in it.
7. What are your favorite Choices books to write about?
Perfect Match and The Royal Romance, but I think it’s more about a few characters than the whole book.
8. What is your specialty as a fanfic writer?
I don’t think I have one…? But I enjoy writing smut and I’m enjoying writing fluff lately.
9. If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?
OMG this is one is difficult, and even though I'm getting in the fluff scene I'd choose smut 🤭🤭
10. Do you ever recognise yourself in what you write?
Always. I always put something of mine in my main characters, be it the way they act, speak, the way they feel or express their feelings... Or the way I can’t extend a plot, I tend to solve everything as fast as I can or I lose patience 🤭
11. Are there any writers (published authors and/or fanfic writers) who influenced your writing?
Of course! I couldn’t not mention my dear friend Maria ( @marijo37 ), who’s the one who gave me the biggest push to start writing. She always inspired me with her writing. And later on J. R. Ward with the Black Dagger Brotherhood helped me discover my liking for the erotica genre and inspired me starting writing it and a few years later Sparrow Beckett did the same with BDSM for me.
12. What element of writing do you struggle with most?
Definitely describing places, I don’t know why but for me is really difficult (and boring) to do it, I mention which place the scene is happening and that’s enough for me, but I know it is not enough for some people, so I’ve tried to do it twice, but it didn’t work really well…
13. Is there any neglected work yours you wished you would finish?
A Drake x MC unfinished story that is resting in my archive… I never finished it because the thing I mentioned before: it was being too much prolonged, I lost my patience because it had a plot it couldn’t be solved as fast as I wanted, and so I gave up a while ago… But I never forget about it, if I can change something in it and finish I’ll post, I promise.
14. Which one of your stories would you most like to see as a movie/series?
Oh man, definitely The truth in the burn. All the drama of Eros using humans instead of robots in their mind experiments… (Ngl I did imagine a follow up for this one, but I didn’t want to go on there after all, because of all the possibilities it can lead so I’d rather let to the reader imagination.)
15. Do you write original stories?
Yes! I have one already finished (https://www.wattpad.com/story/44646174-rebeca but it’s in Portuguese) and I’m writing a new one that I haven’t post anywhere yet, I didn’t even gave it a title yet to be honest
Thanks for reading! Reblog to share your appreciation for @thequeenofpixels ❤️
#choices fic writers creations#cfwc meet the writer#500 followers#perfect match fanfic#the royal romance fanfic#meet the writer
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I was tagged by @deheerkonijn and, much like my main greased up hobo Aragorn, I answered The Call. To Deheer, thank you for being one my strongest sources inspiration, both on purpose and inadvertently. You are an amazing artist and writer and a Very Cool Friend.
The largely unanticipated 2021 Year End Fic Review
How many stories did you complete?
Stories? 0
Self contained one shots that I’m counting bc they’re technically their own stories? 13 and a half.
I’m like Professor Calamity from Jimmy Neutron when it comes to fics, and I’m vowing to end that when it comes to the fic I’m currently working on. Although, in all honesty, I do intend to go back and continue both Landslide and Forged in Fame. Just waiting for the brain cells to rub together.
What is your total word count for the year?
211,600. Which is, uh, absolutely unfathomable and I’m honestly kind of in shock?? Not bad for a chronically distracted, fic hiatusing Bitch amirightladies?
What fandoms did I write in this year?
She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Ducktales 2017, and Lord of The Rings/The Hobbit. To say I have eclectic taste would be fair. If only I had managed to throw Star Trek TOS on there. Would have really rounded out my personality profile I think.
Did you write more, less, or roughly about what you expected?
MORE. WAY WAY MORE. My god more, by about 100k words. I’m still reeling. Jeez. I love writing, I consider myself an author on somedays, a freelance bullshitter on most; but I’ve wanted to BE an author since I was, oh, five? So this is really a confidence boost. Feels good, feels organic.
What’s your own favorite story of the year?
Of my own making, either my ongoing SPOP fic (https://archiveofourown.org/works/34172422/chapters/85027798) or Save the Last Dance for Me (chapter five of Landslide). All of my fics have been absurdly fun to write, as I am a woefully self indulgent person. The Dionysus of AO3, really. But those two are very, very dear to my heart.
Most under appreciated story of the year?
NONE! All of my fics have been well received, kudo’d and commented on and bookmarked. Landslide and Forged in Fame have received more attention than WYAIAA, but I’m writing for a more niche audience and primarily myself with that fic so I don’t think one can really compare the feedback. It’s like comparing the views of an NFL game to the latest episode of GBBO; they have their audiences, and are beloved for different reasons. I’m eternally, immensely grateful for every kind word anyone has ever left on any of my fics, I really do read each and every one. It’s not the quantity that matters, but the quality.
Biggest fanfic-related disappointment of 2021?
That I am biologically incapable of juggling more than one interest/fandom at a time. To my duck audience, I am so sorry lmfao. You haven’t been abandoned I swear.
Biggest fanfic-related surprise of 2021?
That Landslide was such a well received hit! I literally never saw myself writing Ducktales fanfic, but after the finale of the show left me gently disappointed and very confused, I really felt the need to get it all out and work through my feelings the best way I knew how. And so I just started smashing away at the keys, and the first chap was born. And then, I woke up the next day, and there was ART. And so then I wrote more, and then there was more art, and on and on until uhhh 11k views later that artist and I are really good irl friends! And along the way, I had fallen back in love with writing after almost a year of struggling with it. So, Landslide is love letter to a wonderful cartoon, one of two that got me through the Cobra Panasonic, and love letter to myself. So, yes, complete shock that it found such a wide audience, but I’m so grateful it did.
Something you’re looking forward to working on in 2022?
My own personal work! I’d like to actually churn a manuscript out this year, or, at the very least, a first draft. And so much more fanfic! I’ve got so many ideas, and I’m sure this year will bring new interests and new friends!
I’m tagging @lettheladylead and @alysurr to drop their Year End Fic Review!!
#fanfic#fanfiction#2021 year end fic review#spop#ducktales 2017#lord of the rings#lotr#gigolas#scroldie#seamista#she ra and the princesses of power
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tumblr tag game 😛
thank you for the tag @nina-zcnik !!!
1. Why did you choose your url?
“Why should I be afraid of an oversized bat who likes to throw temper tantrums?”
2. Any side blogs?
I help out at @illyrianet
3. How long have you been on tumblr?
I had a personal tumblr in like 2016 that went dead in late 2017. I didn’t really come on here again until last summer when I reread acotar and went looking for Nessian fanfics.
4. Do you have a queue tag?
I do not. The only time I used the queue feature on this blog was for a multipart fanfic while I was offline for a week to read acosf.
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
I wanted to support the artists, writers and creators in the fandom and be able to organize stuff by tags to find it again later and my long dead personal tumblr account wasn’t really suitable for that so I made this one.
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
Idk I saw it and obviously thought of the Queen of Queens, Nesta Archeron.
7. Why did you choose your header?
I am a Nessian whore.
8. What’s your post with the most notes?
Pretty sure it’s this one about fae menstruation lol
9. How many mutuals do you have?
Noooo clue I just know most of them come from Illyrianet
10. How many followers do you have?
161 :)
11. How many people do you follow?
44
12. Have you ever made a shit post?
Every original post I’ve ever made is a shit post lmfao. I don’t write or draw or contribute in any meaningful way to this fandom I’m more of a throw all my thoughts into the void blog.
13. How often do you use tumblr a day?
Too often. I got into the habit of obsessively refreshing the Nessian tag last summer and the muscle memory of opening and checking Tumblr has kind of stuck since then.
14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?
No but someone recently tried. They were promptly blocked.
15. How do you feel about the ‘you need to reblog’ posts?
I get it. I’m sure it’s frustrating for creators. I made this account specifically so I could reblog fandom work but everyone has different comfort levels with what their social media presence is though so I also understand why people don’t. I didn’t reblog stuff until I had made this account bc I wasn’t gonna expose my Nessian smut tastes to people I used to go to high school with 😂
16. Do you like tag games?
For the most part even if I don’t do a lot of them (I see and appreciate everyone who tags me though I just get distracted/busy)
17. Do you like ask games?
Sure why not?
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
Anyone from Illyrianet that has no business following this blog in any other circumstances 😂 Mostly @nina-zcnik @ladyvanserra and @vanserrasvalkyrie
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
All of them 😌
20. Tags!
@arinbelle @positivewitch @simpingfornestaarcheron @starbornvalkyrie @arielle-reads @ladyvanserra @vanserrasvalkyrie @illyrianvalkyrie and anyone else who sees this consider yourself tagged 😛
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Fanfic Writer 20 Questions!
tagged by @misscrazyfangirl321 thank u :))
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
48 in total! 46 for batb lol
2. what’s your total ao3 word count?
115,935 !!!
3. how many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
okay i mean, technically i have three on ao3. i wrote ONE fic for law & order svu and it’s an entirely irrelevant fic now because what i wrote about HAPPENED. but people still read it every now and then so i just leave it up. and i also wrote an epilogue fic for the netflix film juanita. i’m not in that fandom cuz that fandom doesn’t really exist but i watched the movie for a film class and i literally turned that fic in as my project for it (yes i got 100% yes go read the fic). so pretty much all i write for is beauty and the beast 2017, my beloved :)
4. what are your top five fics by kudos?
1. his perfect reality
2. after the kiss
3. sunrise, anew
4. sleepless nights
5. do me the honor
all batb 2017, and i think those are also my most read fics just in different order, so this checks out!
5. do you respond to comments? why or why not?
i do! i always try and say thanks and show my appreciation for my readers cuz yeah i’m writing for me but gosh we love the feedback, lads
6. what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
fading memories is your dream, for SURE. 99% of my fics end in a very happy and fluffy way. the only ones that end angsty are my young adam fics, and that one is the Big Boy Prequal Fic that ends in a perfectly tragic way that should lead you right to the beginning of batb 2017. it’s all angst, man.
7. do you write crossovers?
no but i’m not against them! i think they can be fun :) emily and i have an ongoing crossover universe but we’ve never written any fics it just exists through our insane texts and incorrect quotes sjdksj
8. have you ever received hate on a fic?
thankfully, no! the batb readers are all very kind and sweet!! (or at least the ones who read my fics lol)
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
nope nope the furthest i’ll go is making out and even then i’m not graphic or detailed at all
10. have you ever had a fic stolen?
no not that i’m aware of 👀 is someone out there stealing my domestic fluff???
11. have you ever had a fic translated?
again not that i’m aware of but i would be so honored
12. have you ever co-written a fic before?
well no not besides me and @ilikebigassbuttsandicannotlie’s crossover universe but it’s not exactly in fic form. and i collab’d with @drawnby27emilys but i did the writing and she did the illustrating, we stuck to our strong suits, lol.
13. what’s your all-time favorite ship?
adam and belle from beauty and the beast 2017 are quite nearly the only ship i have paid any attention to in the last 4 years!!
14. whats a wip that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
hmmm. maybe i’m just optimistic but i feel like i’ll get to everything eventually. there’s one really long fic that i’ve written so many bits and pieces of but never just sat down and written it. mostly for technical plot reasons that i just don’t spend enough time trying to work out. OH! there’s that fic idea i got from that dream i had where it was modern au and adam had a little sister. SHOOT bro i do wanna write that. i wrote so much dialogue for it that next day but the wip itself is hardly anything :(
15. what are your writing strengths?
setting the scene and just painting the picture really nicely so you can see everything clearly. little details that make you feel like you’re watching it. i don’t know, character blocking? i think about what they’re doing a lot, with their hands or where they’re looking or whatever. also i think i’m pretty good at dialogue but that’s just cuz adam and belle are in my head all day long so i know their voices very well
16. what are your writing weaknesses?
conflict for sure. i’m too much of a fluffy writer!! i don’t like writing arguments or them getting mad at each other unless it’s stupid domestic stuff then it’s funny. i’m really good at writing the reconciling/making up lol but i seriously need to work on creating conflict. i just get too attached and i don’t like to see them fight even though i know everyone does and it’s a part of building the relationship >:( and even if it’s not adam and belle i just need to be better at writing it in general, for my oc’s and such. do it for the kids, lyd!
17. what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
it’s very cool in the correct context!! i can’t do it really but hell yeah!! obviously with batb being in france i sometimes use french terms of endearment, mostly for lumiere lmao, but that’s about all i’m capable of! in my recent kiddos fic i tried out some familial titles like pépère for grandpa maurice and tata & oncle for auntie plumette and uncle lumiere <3 that was fun!
18. what was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
bbc sherlock babeyyyy. i used to hand-write sherlock childhood fic in a journal??? i didn’t even know what fic was i just liked giving him a backstory haha. i did the same for loki but in my phone notes app. i’m nothing in not a sucker for the sad and innocent childhood backstories of very sad men apparently!
19. what’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written?
oh man this is so hard. i’m proud of a lot of my work! majesty of a different breed comes to mind honestly. it’s one of my longer ones and i just truly love how it turned out. i think my descriptors are so good and i capture adam and belle’s dynamic as a newly married couple really well, i think. and i give them a dog! how can you not have a good time reading that fic!
honorable mentions to easy to remember, harder to move on — my maurice memories fic that i also really love. AND fading memories is your dream! my longest work and gosh, i really do love the tragic backstories bro!!! big proud of both of those too :)
(and this one cuz it’s too soft and i’ll never not love seeing my otp be the sweetest parents ever)
20. who do you tag?
if you’re a writer and you wanna do this you can totally say i tagged you!! but i’ll tag some writers off the top of my head! @leighswhannell @ilikebigassbuttsandicannotlie @lumiereswig @myfellowcandlesticks @thesadchicken @sweetfayetanner @tinydooms @trulyhopelessromantic @ceasarslegion
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Forgive me for this:
I'm not a fan anymore of y/n fanfics, they make me feel... Uncomfortable.
But it seems as if yours are amazing, the comments I keep reading praise you to the rooftops.
So, despite my personal problems with y/n fics, congrats on your writing, you seem to be an awesome writer & thank you for writing them.
Hi! I totally hear where you’re coming from. In all honestly, it took me a while to get on board. I used to write 1d fic way back in 2012 and I feel like everything was first person back then, so that’s what always felt comfortable to me. I came back to tumblr in 2017 and saw that reader insert/y/n was popular but also felt like it was weird. Then I gave it a shot (writing and reading) and it has come to feel really normal now, but I totally respect that it’s not your thing.
I appreciate you coming to say hi even though what I write might not be your cup of tea!! I do have a few fics that I’ll link that are not y/n if you’re interested in checking out some of my work.
Call Me Cat
The Untimely Downfall of Strangers
Seed + Spark
Totally Uninterested
Come Sunday
Have a great day!
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TINSITOGS, a retrospective (happy birthday)
(yes I’m like two days too late I know I’m sorry)
Why hello followers and ass class fandom, nice to see you there. I’m sure MOST people know about this, but in case you don’t, hi. On AO3 I’m better known as livixbobbiex, writer of maybe one of the most infamous Assassination Classroom fics.
Which I mean like, if you haven’t read it yet you totally should it’s fanlore at this point I promise-
Shameless plug that I don’t need aside, I felt that, on its first birthday since actual completion, I just wanted to share some things about it. Some tit bits about writing it, fun facts, maybe even some author advice TM. I appreciate that it’ll be super annoying if I do that in the tags, though, so that’ll all be under the cut. If you don’t want to read the whole post, then no matter what, thanks for the support in general!
I also want to take the opportunity to announce that I’ve reopened my discord, so if you want to talk about my fics with me (and others), you’re more than welcome to join! (the link is here)
The origin story
I’ve stated this many times, I think, but TINSITOGS was never supposed to be a serious story. Taking you back, quite a long time, it actually started in a facebook DM with a friend. We used to come up with “head canons” with each other, which were basically just very condensed fanfiction plots over a multitude of text messages. I believe I was trying to cheer her up, and I tried to come up with some kind of plot line.
At the time, I was fairly fresh to the Ass Class fandom, and I was joking about how there were no teen pregnancy melodrama fanfictions. It wasn’t that I wanted one, I just thought it was strange for a school centric anime with a bunch of ships to NOT have one. And, back then, I only really cared about karmagisa. So I just decided ‘right it’s happening’. The reason I decided to make it ABO was due to ‘it making sense’. Fun fact: it was almost written as AFAB trans Nagisa, but I decided against it as I didn’t rate my ability to handle it well back then. Looking back on it, I’m glad I made that decision.
Over around two months, writing out the plot of this story took over my life a little bit. I had no idea where I was going with it, but I was having so much fun with the drama that I decided that Karma and Nagisa shouldn’t get together soon at all, and I had a lot of fun teasing my friend with the ‘will they won’t they’. It was only when I got bored that I invented this intense drama plotline to finish it all off.
That period of time was a lot of fun. And whilst that friendship didn’t end well, I still have a lot to thank her for. She chose Daichi’s name because I had no idea, and she wanted to annoy me because I didn’t like Haikyuu. When I couldn’t decide on his hair colour, the purple was her suggestion because ‘why logic?’ Daichi speaking Korean was because of how much she liked Kpop. She even helped me choose the title of the actual fic, so there’s a lot you can thank her for, honestly.
After I finished that story, though, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Whenever I daydreamed, I used to think about that damn Daichi Akabane, and how much I wanted to tell his story. I’d even come up with extra stuff to fill in a lot of the gaps, and developed his character in my mind. I decided that I was really desperate to write it down. Usually that worked when I had an idea I wanted to work through.
I wrote the first chapter in late 2017, and then the next two as well. I just, kept going, and realised that I could go further still. TINSITOGS was never something that was supposed to be shared, but I decided I may as well. After all, that fated ‘teen pregnancy drama’ fic still didn’t exist, and I thought it would be funny to make it happen.
Yes, as I’ve stated publicly a few times, TINSITOGS was a crack fic. If I wanted attention from it, it was infamy. We even joked about me cursing the fandom if it ever became the most popular fic (whoops?). What I wasn’t expecting was a bunch of people, in a fandom where at the time there were NO ongoing karmagisa fics and it was pretty dead, to really seem to enjoy it. It was enough to have me keep writing it, at least. I still don’t know at what point I actually started taking it seriously, but somehow I did, and the rest is history?
The reception
In my wildest dreams, I never thought that I would be the author of one of the most popular fics in the fandom. To this day, the amount of views TINSITOGS has is insanity to me. For the record, across all platforms it’s on today it has 238,000, which is literally a number I can’t even visualise anymore. Almost quarter of a MILLION. To this day on AO3, it’s the most viewed Ass Class fic that’s an ACTUAL ass class fic (the others are multi fandom compilations). So yeah, I achieved the original goal, I guess?
Now you might be wondering, “omg the karmagisa fandom is fujoshi trash”. And, considering the origins, it is kind of funny. The thing is, though, TINSITOGS was written at incredibly good time. It was written when there were, essentially, very few long form Karma/Nagisa stories. If any other fics did get posted on occasion, they were usually just oneshots. I was also, at that point, writing very fast. A symptom of ADHD is becoming obsessively productive over certain things. Since I was able to get a 3k chapter out every few days/once a week, TINSITOGS was consistently bumped to the top of AO3′s default view. And some of those first few chapters were altered canon, and transcribing the canon dialogue didn’t take very long. The more views it got, the more people would read it out of sheer curiosity.
I think it also helps that, at least after it started getting some positive feedback (which was honestly after the pre written chapters), I purposely tried to make it ‘not terrible’. I mean, I personally think the first chapter is pretty weak and if it wasn’t somewhat iconic to a lot of people I’d rewrite it. But in general, I purposely tried to make the world of ABO my own, to make it more accessible to those who don’t like that genre, and stay away from the inherently grosser stuff as much as possible. I genuinely do get comments about how I introduced people to the genre as a whole, still not sure if that’s a GOOD thing but hey, it happened.
TINSITOGS turned into a lot more than just a joke. It turned into my favourite hobby. It turned into a research project (honestly, you would not believe the amount of mummy vlogs and legit scientific articles about child development I consumed). It turned into something that, at least I believe, was widely loved.
Meaning
I think it might be wrong to say that I don’t have AN idea of when I started to take the fic super seriously. For me, it was around the time someone commented something along the lines of saying my writing meant a lot to them, that they’d spent all night reading it and had been unable to put it down.
Not to get too dark here, but I do have a past in writing a very long, somewhat popular fic (it’s still on my fanfic net profile if anyone’s interested, but I don’t recommend it). However, in the latter part of my teenage years, the depression struck. Writing was the love of my life, and I couldn’t bring myself to do it anymore. Maybe I’d be able to muster an idea or even a chapter at the best points of that, but I’d never completely finished any story. Starting to write again was a huge step in my recovery, and one of the reasons I convinced myself that life was worth it was being able to impact someone’s life somehow. Even to this day, I still remember the fics I read when I was, like, thirteen. How much I still remember them, and how much they meant to be at the time. I wanted to be that writer for someone else. To be honest, it was actually Yuri!!! On Ice that got me out of the super bad, but I still never wrote anything of real consequence. TINSITOGS was the first time in a long time I actually committed to something.
And, to be completely honest, there were a lot of times I was tired of it, and wanted to just quit. But, the thing was, I felt like people depended on me in a way. I got so many comments that were just FILLED with support, telling me how much they looked forward to every update. It wasn’t just empty words, either, a lot of the times these comments would be super engaged with the actual writing. I can’t even describe just how much they meant to me, how much I would look forward to reading everyone’s opinions. And then discord happened, which was a lot of fun.
TINSITOGS went a lot further than I ever thought it would. There were comments, discussions, fan art, fan FIC (which is honestly incredible to me). Someone even added it to TV Tropes, at one point. Not to mention the Cards Against Humanity deck and quiz It makes me so unbelievably happy that I could inspire that much creativity, but it’s a two way street. It was all of that which inspired me to write, too.
Writing
The only real goal I actually had was aiming for around 3000 words per chapter. I had a whole facebook log of plot points as planning, and I was mostly just trying to expand on them into prose. I honestly thought that, at its completion, the entire fic would be around 100k words, if that. Not, at one point, being literally the longest ass class fic on AO3.
There are a lot of aspects that were directly adapted from the original messages, and I tried to stay faithful to it more so at first, even if I later removed some of the pure crack. But the style was also vaguely similar, with the story being told mostly from Nagisa’s perspective with swaps to Karma when it made sense. All the main plot beats, too, are pretty much identical. The plus to this was I was able to add a lot of really fun foreshadowing, and I feel like it’s a fun reread because of it.
Honestly though, if there’s a demand to release those OG message logs, I will. Mostly because it’s kind of funny, and interesting to see. Isogai and Nagisa were engaged at one point, even.
Obviously, it changed somewhat. 3000 was the minimum length, and the time to completion was whenever it felt right. One of my big concerns was about pacing, so it took a lot more fleshing out and maybe ‘filler’ content for some of the main arcs to work.
There’s parts of TINSITOGS I don’t think aren’t written that well, and some that I’m still super proud of. I think you can definitely tell there’s a gradual shift in style, and I get a lot more comfortable with writing them as characters as it goes along. To be honest, my pride for the fic overall is what it represents.
It is funny to think about the places it got written in, though. I started it when I worked at McDonalds with no life direction, then it went through my first year of university with me. It’s been written in at least four countries. Aeroplanes, night clubs, long haul buses, a train through the Japanese southern coastline. Even the start of covid. TINSITOGS managed to see a lot. I even turned a scene in (the boat scene during the India chapter with altered names) to my university as a legitimate assignment.
There were also a few messages I wanted to achieve, once I realised I had the platform to put them across. One of them was, obviously, ‘use protection kids’. It was important to me that I didn’t glamorise it too much, and I think that came across. I also wanted to dispute some of the issues with ABO, and subvert the consent issues as much as I could. An arc I really ‘liked’ writing was how abuse doesn’t always look the same way, and that it can be a drawn out change in behaviour. How the most important part of ‘being a good parent’ isn’t perfection, but genuinely loving and doing the best you can for your kid. How love doesn’t solve everything, and effective communication can take a very long time to learn and build a functional relationship. I mean, there definitely was a lot I tried to put in, and you’re free to interpret it all how you want. But, I like to think some people learnt some of these things, at least.
Daichi
Honestly, Daichi developed almost of his own free will. I had a good idea of his appearance, and that he was smart. Writing him from birth until around nine years old (older if you read the sequel fic) pretty much allowed that fluidity. It was really fun to explore a nature vs nurture development, and let his own characteristics speak for themselves.
He’ll always have a special place in my heart.
This is the first image I ever made. When I was trying to figure out what Daichi looked like, I honestly just edited Karma’s hair (pretty well, actually? I’m impressed with my past skill). That’s where the ‘he looks just like Karma’ meme kind of came from.
This was the first image I actually created of Daichi. I THINK it was on rinmaru games mega anime creator or something, but it’s literally not available on the internet anymore as far as I can tell, so I can’t double check. This was in the pre-piccrew days. His eyes are closed because they didn’t have the right tone of goldish/silver.
His sister, Kaguya, didn’t even exist originally, even though I decided on that ending pretty early on. Actually, she was going to be called ‘Irina’ due to some hijinks. Initially, when Karma found out about Irina’s pregnancy, she was going to get super emotional and mad at him and basically force him to name his first born daughter after her. Karma agreed to shut her up, never intending to have another child, so when the surprise second child later came along they had to live with the pain. However, to be honest I just forgot to write in the actual scene that set it all up, and I decided against adding it anywhere else. The name Kaguya was a very last minute decision, and it was a chance for me to explore some ideas that didn’t fit with Daichi’s character.
Interestingly too, Daichi and Nao were never intended to be a thing. I only decided that towards the VERY end. Even though the reason I named Nao that was because of a ship I had in a J Drama (Good Morning Call). It just kind of ended up happening because I won myself over with imagining the cute.
The music
I used to write with a lot of background music, though not all the time. Particularly towards the start, there was a lot that didn’t really make sense thematically, yet I would write to a lot.
Here’s a link to the spotify playlist if you want it it’s basically all the ones I noted I’d listened to a lot. Not including the smut ones, though, I have a whole playlist for that.
Some of the notable ones:
Five String Serenade - the first scene I wrote of the entire fic, in Chapter 25 New Year Time where they fell asleep cuddling.
Cosmic Love - when I wrote Nagisa’s love confession scene in hospital (I also wrote this pretty early on)
Northern Downpour (though it was actually a cover by Emma Blackery) - The chapter after Daichi’s born (30)
When The Party’s Over - Confession Time Third Period, Chapter 69. I literally listened to this song on REPEAT when I planned and wrote the kind of ‘break up’ scene, and it’s one of the few parts that made me cry writing.
Turning Page - I know I said no smut, but this song actually gave me the idea to have the “I love you” in chapter 108 be less on a whim and actually more built up. In the original plan, Karma really did just say it without thinking. I’m glad I changed that.
Bury Me Low and Numb - pretty much all I listened to when writing the last few chapters, because Evil Nagisa core. So much so that Bury Me Low was in my top 2020 songs rewind.
As for the title, there’s actually quite a funny story. I had no idea what to call the fic, and when that happens I usually just try and find some song lyrics. I really wanted to use something from ‘October’ by the Broken Bells. Not only because it’s my favourite song (has been for years), but thematically it really worked. The issue was, it worked as the WHOLE song, there were no individual lyrics that captured everything. And, if they did, they didn’t flow very well. And naming the fic ‘October’ would have been weird for a lot of reasons. There Is No Sweeter Innocence That Our Gentle Sin really was just plucked randomly, in a desperate search to find any snappy lyrics from any song that had some kind of meaning. After a bit of discussion, we settled that it kind of worked... if Daichi is innocent and they committed a sin or something. It also wasn’t the most obvious lyric from the song (Take Me To Church if anyone doesn’t know) so I just went with it. It works out, I think, because TINSITOGS turned out to be a pretty good acronym and pronounceable word in its own right.
The merch redbubble drama
It’s a well known fact that I’m not very good at art. However, I decided to try pixel art because it seemed the easiest to not mess up. I made Karma and Nagisa, before deciding to also give Daichi a try.
This, to this day, is the only good quality art of Daichi that I actually own. The only one I’m actually happy sharing and thinking it doesn’t look terrible. As much as I love people sending me fanart, it’s not ‘my property’, right.
So, I was kind of joking about TINSITOGS having merchandise. At first I just made two funny quote things, and uploaded it to redbubble. I was never intending to actually make money from this, and I’d agreed to myself that if I did, I would just donate it to charity. I was joking with the quotes, but since I had this artwork I figured I may as well uploaded. Separately, there was also an image that had pixel Daichi next to pixel Nagisa and Karma (which I also created).
Aside from showing up in a few people’s adverts across the internet, there was no real harm with this. In fact, I didn’t make money anyway. It was just... more the joke of it existing. I did, however, buy myself a Daichi phone case, which is one of my favourite possessions.
The funny ‘drama’ comes in when they got taken down due to copywrite. Sure, the one with Nagisa and Karma, I understand. But the other three literally had no mention or anything to do with Assassination Classroom, aside from being from a fanfiction. So basically, someone who owns those rights claimed my OC as theirs. Which makes Daichi canon? Whatever the case, I found this hilarious don’t worry.
How has TINSITOGS changed my life?
This is quite a strange thing to think about. Because, in a lot of ways, it really hasn’t. As I’m sure a lot of people know, I don’t really consider myself to have any real ‘fame’, despite the impressive numbers. Whenever I tell people in my personal life, they seem to think I’m some sort of internet celebrity, but that’s never been the case for me. I mean, it’s hardly a cultural phenomenon.
In a lot of ways, I’d much rather befriend someone than have them admire me. Possibly because being someone’s inspiration is kind of weird... I’m just an awkward duck who likes to write after all. I don’t mind it, though. I genuinely find it an honour, even if I don’t necessarily agree. I also want to take this time to say that if anyone ever wants to talk or message me, you’re more than free to do so. I’m usually super casual with people who do that, I promise.
TINSITOGS was the first story I ever finished in the way I truly wanted to. Start to end, a full narrative. And it took a LOT. There were so many times I almost felt like quitting, or took super long breaks. For me, ADHD queen, actually finishing something was a huge deal. And I know I wouldn’t have done it if I didn’t owe it to everyone who read it, and myself, to see it through. You know like, if I were to die tomorrow, at least I’ve left something behind.
In a lot of ways, it’s changed me for the better. It’s helped me develop my writing styles, and way of thinking. It encouraged me to become more active in the fandom, and develop some important friendships. I always feel like my Tumblr and Fanfiction ‘known’ factor is separate. I think most of my Tumblr following is more to do with my theories/Japanese context research if anything, for example, but I know I wouldn’t be so interested in that if TINSITOGS hadn’t lead me to deeply examine character and really look into analysing source material for clues. I also think there’s just... a lot of myself in it.
I was 17 years old, when I first came up with the idea. I finished the story when I was 20. Now, at the time of writing, I’m 21. That time has seen some pretty significant changes - just in general life facts and my own personal human development. For me at least, a lot of that was pretty turbulent, and TINSITOGS stands as a time capsule for that, in a way.
I know I gained a lot of confidence, and it affirmed to me that writing is what I love. Telling stories and sharing them is what I love.
Conclusion
Do I think TINSITOGS is an outstanding piece of writing, or the best fic ever? No. I really don’t. It’s strange to say because I definitely spent a lot of time on it, but it’s not like I put my full unbridled efforts into the story. I don’t fully plan, use a beta, or even read through on my own. And that’s okay - that’s not what I write fanfiction for. Fanfiction is my place to have fun with characters and stories I like, without the pressures of having to stand on my own complete originality. Yes, I’m fully confident that I can write at a “higher quality”, if I really wanted to. I’m also aware that some authors put their full effort into their fics, and that’s just as valid!
It feels odd to say this about my own writing, but I honestly think there’s just something in this story. It might not be written in the best prose ever, and the premise might be kind of dumb for a lot of people. But, I think, there’s some part of this fic that managed to grab people. Somehow, at some point, many readers get captured into the emotions and so drawn in that ‘they just have to finish it now!’ Again, I’m not sure myself how I actually achieved that. Of course, that won’t apply to everyone, but I do feel there’s some truth in it. And it makes me happy, to have caused that.
If TINSITOGS is your favourite fic, or if you genuinely think it’s the best story you’ve read, then thank you. I really appreciate your support, and I’m happy to have been a part of your life, I guess. I know how much fanfics can mean to a person, and that’s why I’m not going to take it down, or edit it at all. And it’s fine too, if you loved the fic for a while and moved on -i t happens. Whatever the case, I’m very honoured to have been able to occupy a moment of your life. Or if you find this fic in 10 years time, even, I still wholly appreciate you.
This story was incredibly important to me, and thank you for reading if it was ever important to you too.
You may ask, what now? Well, this is only intended to be a detailed look back for whoever’s interested, and it’s likely the only one I’ll actually do, a year after completion. Of course, if you ever want to ask me anything or just discuss the story, you’re honestly good to contact me in whatever way I have available.
I’m still writing my ongoing stories, of course, despite taking a small break due to the university work load. I fully intend to complete the stories I’ve already started to tell, at least. After that... I’m not sure if I’ll still write fanfiction. Don’t panic, this isn’t a ‘I’m quitting writing’ thing. I may, however, have bled the Karmagisa genre a bit too dry at that point. Who knows? I am pretty interested in writing something original for once, so maybe that’ll work out.
For now, at least, thank you to anyone who read this fic. To anyone who commented, liked, or interacted with me over it. To anyone who created or learnt from it. I’m really glad that I got to share this story with you all, and ultimately left some kind of mark, no matter how big or small.
Happy birthday, TINSITOGS. I had a lot of fun writing you.
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