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I know October is typically a month where people try their hand at somewhat elaborate creative challenges and really test themselves and their ability to stay consistent for a month but this time, I wanted to do something a little different.
The thing I'm challenging myself to do this October is to take one step. My mental health has been aggressively declining and while I'm still pulling myself together to reach out to friends for support, the one thing that does consistently give me joy and does make me feel settled is my story and I finally want to take some steps to talk about it in a meaningful way.
The concept really is simple, every day for October, I'll do my best to introduce a new character and their place in Pursuing Daybreak. A lot of the concepts and characters are, thankfully, already grouped together in sevens for this work so it did end up being a pretty neat prompt list altogether:
Apollo, who is the beating heart of this concept and story
The seven main characters (Hyacinthus to Eros)
Zephyrus who, like Apollo, is vital but haunts the story rather than participates
The seven people who are in possession of larkspurs (Penthesilea to Aphrodite)
Seven gods besides Apollo who are important to the story (Artemis to Erebus)
and finally, seven lovers and mothers to match the main cast (Leto to Eurydice) Mostly, I'm just hoping to generate some happiness for myself this month, even if it comes exclusively in the form of taking a few minutes every day to post a little goofy drawing of one of these characters I've come to cherish so much.
#ginger rambles#personal#october art challenge#pursuing daybreak posting#I'll post Apollo's in a bit - I was supposed to post it last night but last night was rough lmao#Genuinely do not expect any big fancy drawings to come from this I am exclusively doing lil goofy goober doodles#And writing up fun little introduction paragraphs and trivia#If I end up doing something more elaborate that's super cool! But I genuinely just#want to make a more active decision to do something that'll make me happy#everyday for october lol#The only charas I wish I got to fit in here btw are Demeter and Polyboea and Argalus#I might find ways to work them in anyway but all three of them are also pretty important I just liked how neat#the theme of seven thing ended up being
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i think when i read the picture of dorian grey i got way too into trying to understand and form a defensible argument for the philosophy in it because i was very much in my debate team reads the stanford encyclopedia of psychology for fun phase. i mean obviously hedonism is an interesting ideology and the book does talk about it a lot, but i think the prime appeal of the book and why it's a classic is not the philosophy whatsoever it's definitely the drama and the art discussion, and i was so caught up on keeping notes on hedonism that i kind of neglected to pay attention to the characters in the literal and not subtextual sense until the tail end of the novel.
#that being said i am not rereading it lmao#the writing style is very vivid and pretty and kind of... lush is the word i think#but it's also hard as fuck to get through especially because it also does that 1800s lit thing#where there's a few chapters of weird filler mostly describing various fancy things#that doesn't really connect to the rest of the text in the slightest at least not at that long length#when i started the count of monte cristo (need to finish that) the guy who recognized me reading it was like#yeah its a beautiful novel full of some fantastic drama & irony but there's a solid 200 pages of fancy object descriptions#and long lists of names and such#the one exception to this is probably Moby dick which i ALSO need to read in which the filler is very much intentional and necessary to read#it's just very interesting sometimes seeing the different ways that older novels can establish tone and lay out a plot#like the narrative structure is obviously going to be the same (exposition -> actions -> climax don't want to type all the terms out)#but dracula for example has three discinct tonal shifts while dorian grey does it slowly & subtly + uses a timeskip#not that modern novels don't do this lol but it's easier to discern and analyze because i'm not also interpreting older langauge#and weird Victorian publishing quirks like the shitty introduction (scarlet letter) and fancy object chapter
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Wanna make something heavily inspired by the story and gameplay style of Return of the Obra Dinn but I can't make games so at the moment I'm just blocking out ideas and shit to see if my thoughts could actually make a viable story
#it takes place in a mansion during/around the time of witchunts and that typa stuff#it's eome sort of dinner party where they end up being trapped in the mansion due to storms and flooding making it impossible to leave#all the guests are really rich plus there's some musicians and an artist and all the staff - but there's this whole something something#occult stuff in the basement that'll fuck everyone up typa shit going on#I'm currently looking through the events in RotOD and planning on structuring this story idea similarly to that#Omen(s) → Murder+Supernatural Introduction → Attack 1.0 → Capturing the Supernatural → Attack 2.0 → Doom → [SECRETS] → Fallout → End#idk if that's a very good summary im not good at finding the right words but it makes sense to me#might make it from the perspective of a student visiting this dilapidated mansion for inspiration for their writing project#only to stumble across an artefact like the stopwatch in RotOD (maybe a camera idk) and end up looking into the mystery of what happened#Bonus their teacher is some sorta vampire and Was There#ehhhhh Imma start tryna plan out like... how many people I can shove into this fancy party lol#.... wait shit were there mansions in the 1690s? i can pretend there was one somewhere remote and just. not care about how realistic that is#right? lmao
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First Impressions
Jessie Fleming x Reader
Summary: Varsity athletes are all the same. They aren't interested in a real relationship or connection. And Jessie Fleming - you've heard about her - she's no exception. But maybe, just maybe, first impressions aren't everything.
Warnings: Suggestive language, but nothing overly explicit.
A/N: I've gotten a few requests for frat boy Jessie. This is my version of that. Out of character (OOC) Jessie. From my perspective anyway lol. But hopefully it’s entertaining!
“Oh, sorry.”
“Sorry.”
You retracted your hand after reaching for a bottle of liquor at the same time as someone else and they did the same.
“Go ahead,” you offered with a nod to the bottle and the girl offered you a smile in return.
“Thanks. Here - I’ll make you your drink. What were you wanting?”
“No, it’s fine. I’ll make mine after,” you dismissed as you stepped back.
The girl gave you a teasing frown before giving you a quick once over that caused you to avert your gaze and cross your arms. She chuckled.
“Please. Let me make you a drink. It’s the least I can do for accidentally cutting in line,” she offered once more.
While you’d felt neutral about the whole exchange initially, now you felt irritation starting to brim. Between this brunette’s charming smile and varsity athletic gear, you really didn’t need to know more. They were all like this. They were all the same.
Unfortunately, one of your friends was now dating a member of the Bruins soccer team and, despite all odds, you found yourself tip-toeing into this world you'd heard all about and really had no interest in.
You rolled your eyes.
“Fine,” you relinquished flatly with a tired sigh. “Vodka cran.”
“Fancy,” she said simply with a smirk as she turned her back to you and made the drink.
You rolled your eyes once more though she couldn’t see you this time. You mustered up a stiff smile as she turned back around holding out the drink for you.
“Thanks,” you offered plainly and was about to turn to leave when she interjected.
“Hey, I haven’t seen you at one of Teagan’s parties before,” she commented lightly as she began to fix her own drink. “Who’d you come with tonight?”
You arched an eyebrow. “No. First time. And I’m friends with Mel.”
The girl frowned in thought for a moment as she took a sip of her drink. “Oh - [teammate’s] new girlfriend! Got it. Alright, cool. Well, welcome. Teagan’s winter break parties are the best,” she finished with a smile before extending her hand. “I’m Jessie.”
Jessie? Jessie Fleming, likely. So this is the famous captain of the Bruins. She’d heard about her through Mel. And seeing her now, all the stories and rumours made sense.
There she stood before you, smiling sweetly and acting so polite. And with that curly hair, those freckles and those eyes, she seemed perfectly nice, perfectly harmless. But you’d also heard of the girls she’d won over with her innocent charm and left in her wake.
You smirked as you took her hand.
“Y/N.”
She smiled wider, eyes travelling discretely once more and you retracted your hand as you lifted your eyebrows at her.
“Thanks for the drink, Jessie. Have a good night,” you said politely with a smile as you turned on your heel, admittedly enjoying the subtle flash of surprise on her face at your departure.
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A new semester started and you sat down in the one of the front rows of a class. You were opening your laptop when someone sat down in the seat next to yours. You paid them no mind until they spoke.
“I thought that might be you.”
A frown of confusion immediately crossed your face as you turned towards the voice.
“Jessie?” You asked, your tone not remotely veiling your surprise. She laughed good naturedly as she pulled out her own laptop.
“So you do remember me. You were in such a rush to leave I thought you’d forgotten our introduction,” she teased with a smile.
You rolled your eyes immediately and huffed. “I was not in a rush. We finished our introductions and that was that.”
“We exchanged names,” she said in mock contemplation before giving you a look. “I suppose that’s an introduction.”
You shrugged lightly returning your attention to the front of the class. “Suppose so.” You heard her snicker as she began prepping for class.
You couldn’t quite help yourself as you spied on the various lecture documents and notebooks she had pulled up.
“I didn’t take you for an environmental studies kind of person,” you said. This time she gave you a frown.
“Why? I wish I could take more of these courses actually,” she countered.
You blushed, feeling a bit foolish now. “I don’t know,” you mumbled as you tried to choose your words carefully. “I guess I’ve just seen, you know, other people, not have much interest in this kind of thing.”
She smirked. “By ‘people’ do you mean jocks? AKA,” she paused to shift in her seat to face you more directly, “elite level athletes who, despite stereotypes, have to maintain a particular academic performance to remain on said teams and can actually be fully developed individuals with interests and passions outside of sports?”
You gave her a withering stare, but hated to acknowledge the way your cheeks burned under her scrutiny.
“I recognize that,” you said pointedly before turning up your nose at her. “But yes. That’s mostly what I meant,” you said facetiously.
To your surprise she laughed, sitting back in her seat once more.
“Well. You’re not entirely wrong. Stereotypes are stereotypes for a reason,” she acquiesced mildly. “But I, for one, don’t like being painted that way,” she said, mimicking your tone and demeanour. You had to laugh.
“Touché,” you relented. “So,” you started slowly, finding yourself fidgeting for some reason. “What is your major, then?”
“Materials Engineering,” she responded easily, not even bothering to make eye contact. “And considering a minor in environmental studies if I can make it work.”
“Oh,” you said, taken aback. You didn’t see that one coming.
“And you?” She asked, now looking over.
It took you a beat but you gestured vaguely to the front of the room. “Environmental studies.”
She smiled and gave you a nod before focusing on her screen momentarily. “It’s important work. Do you know what you want to do for a career?”
“Um. Government work - hopefully influencing policy,” you answered somewhat slowly, still processing that you were having this vein of conversation with Jessie. You nearly shook your head as you refocused. “What about you? I mean. I’m guessing you’re going to go pro?”
“That’s the hope,” she said as she turned to you. “But I know I’ll have a life and career after soccer. That’s really important to me. So I’m looking to find something that allows me to help promote sustainability in some way.”
Okay. You really didn’t expect this. The Jessie you’d heard about was not the Jessie you were actively conversing with. You were really having trouble reconciling the two images.
You had another question on the tip of your tongue but the professor began her lecture.
You couldn’t help but notice how attentive Jessie was throughout class and how thorough her notes were. Maybe there really was more to her than all of the team antics.
Still, academically-minded or not, the very real fact is that she was very casual with girls. That was not the kind of situation you wanted to get entangled in. She just wasn't your type.
Class ended and you were about to close your laptop when she reached across and started typing on your computer.
“My number. In case you want to talk about the readings or assignment,” she said simply as she began packing up. She stood and offered you another charming smile. “It was really good to see you again and to get to know you better.” She slung her bag over her shoulder and gave you a wink. “Same time next week? See ya.”
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“Hey, want to study together for the mid-term?”
You paused your movements as you turned to Jessie at her question. If she noticed your hesitation, she didn’t acknowledge it and merely continued packing up her things.
“I guess…,” you offered slowly.
You felt conflicted. She’d sat next to you each class and despite yourself you actually found yourself looking forward to seeing her. You didn’t even want to admit it to yourself but you’d started showing up earlier for class in case she did too and you could talk longer. You'd even started walking to your next classes together or grabbing a coffee in between.
This was dangerous territory.
She chuckled and gave you a sidelong glance.
“You don’t have to. I just thought we could.” She crossed her arms as she stood and gave you a smirk. “I was hoping by now I’d proved that I actually have a brain. I was also hoping, heaven forbid, that we might even be friends.”
You clicked your tongue as you stood, giving her a chiding stare. “Study buddies,” you said with a smirk of your own before going on facetiously. “Friends is really pushing it.”
She held up her hands in jest. “My apologies.”
“Yes, let’s study together,” you clarified, giving her a slight nudge with your shoulder and she beamed at you.
“And hey, bonus, practices start up next week. Even practices can be a lot of fun to watch. It’s a good time and we go out after. You should come. Support your new study buddy,” she finished with a grin.
“Mm that’s quite alright,” you said with a playful smirk. “Soccer’s not my thing. As you know.”
Jessie exhaled and placed her hands on her hips. You inadvertently looked away.
“Fine. Don’t come for the full thing. Just join us after. Won't Mel be there?” She asked. You shrugged a shoulder.
"I'm not sure," you replied patiently. "I haven't exactly asked."
She tilted her head as she gave a winning smile. “I’ll buy you a drink.”
“Yeah?” You asked in jokingly flirtatious matter. “And for how many other girls?” You couldn’t help but ask.
Her expression faltered briefly before she subtly narrowed her eyes, something dawning on her.
“Oh. I see. Well, I can’t say other girls are my study buddy,” she said with a sly grin before dropping it. “No. Seriously. I feel like we’ve had some very good conversations. I-,” she paused, blushing lightly now, “don’t talk to a lot of girls outside of the football world. It’s been really nice and different talking about real matters and serious things. I like it.”
You felt your cheeks heating up and you forced an eye roll while you folded your arms against your chest.
"Yeah, I'll bet," you teased.
"Come on," she coaxed. "Admit it. You like me at least a tiny bit." She tacked on quickly and placatingly, "As a friend."
You chuckled giving your head a light shake. "Sure," you relented as you cracked a crooked smile. "You're alright."
She made a fist a gave a single pump of her arm jokingly with a mouthed "Yes". She offered a playful grin. "I knew it."
"Oh my gosh," you said as you gave her a light shove and you two began to exit the lecture hall. "Now I'm definitely not coming."
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"You made it," Jessie said, freshly showered and with a bright smile as you walked down the bleachers to greet her at the sidelines.
"Don't get too carried away," you replied dryly. "I only got here 5 minutes before the final whistle. I didn't exactly see this skillful mastery everyone seems to rave about."
"There'll be lots of other times for that," she replied without missing a beat as she poised an elbow on the barrier and rest her chin in her hand.
"Uh huh," you went on flatly. "That's not presumptuous at all."
"Did you see my freekick goal at the end there?" She asked, again undeterred.
"I don't know what a freekick is, but I saw you score, yes," you went on allowing the faintest smirk as you recalled her waving to you as she jogged over to take the kick. You smirked further. "How many points do you get for a goal?"
Her face dropped and her arms fell to her sides as she looked at you in dismay. "You're just messing with me now." You laughed.
"Maybe. It's kind of fun." She smiled at your comment and you had to stop yourself from smiling too much in return. You cleared your throat and looked away briefly. She was still smiling at you when you looked back.
"Ready to go?"
Your stomach flipped over and over as you two caught up with the rest of the group on the walk over to a nearby bar. You were nervous - she made you nervous. In good ways and bad and you questioned yourself on if you should be here, but yet your feet carried you forward and your eyes found her throughout the night anytime she wasn't next to you.
So much for keeping your distance.
The drinks flowed and though Mel was there and you made a point of not staying too focused on Jessie, you might have to admit you weren't entirely successful.
"Here - and with some water this time, too. You should try to stay hydrated," she said as she returned with another refill for you.
"How thoughtful." You meant to say it sarcastically, but it didn't quite come out that way. She merely winked and took a sip of her drink.
You must be drunk because that stupid wink was enough to disarm you even further. A part of you tried to coach yourself into biting your tongue, but instead you spoke your mind.
"What are you doing?" You asked, spurring a perplexed expression from her. She took another sip.
"What do you mean?"
"What are you doing?" You asked as if it was entirely obvious. "I saw your little fan club at practice. I saw that girl chatting you up at the bar. Why are you here talking to me?" You went on putting on an air of both teasing and indifference.
She arched an eyebrow, holding your gaze and you had to steel yourself to not look away.
"Sounds like you're watching me pretty closely," she relayed with a similar nonchalance and you immediately scoffed.
"Don't deflect. I'm just curious," you said lightly with a shrug and a swig. "Mel's in this world now, so I've heard stories about you, Fleming," you finished as you set down your drink and leaned back, waiting expectantly and rather smugly.
This time Jessie was the one to scoff. "Yeah? Like what."
You didn't flinch or shy away, instead leaning in. "Oh you know, just about the girls you don't text back."
Her freckled cheeks started to turn pink and she broke your gaze momentarily, leaving you feeling vindicated.
She opened her mouth to speak, but paused and shrugged a second later instead.
"I won't lie. Yes...first year here things were a little...eventful. It was my first year away from home, living this new life, a fresh start where I could build whatever personality I wanted. And I had fun with that. But things are less so like that now." She held up her index finger. "And, I need to point out, that I don't make promises. I think I'm pretty clear that things are casual."
You digested her words and eventually gave a nod before taking another measured sip.
"Okay. Fair enough. So casual's all you're into then."
"No," she answered easily with a slight shake of her head. "That's all I was interested in before. There wasn't anyone I wanted to actually date. And, honestly, that's easiest with my schedule. But," she gave a light shrug, "if the right girl came along, I could commit."
You felt a smile forming and tried to hold back a laugh, but failed. She shot you an offended look and you waved in apology.
"Sorry. It's just kind of funny. You 'could' commit. Okay," you snickered a bit more as you took another sip. A hint of regret washed over you at the hurt expression on her face.
"I'm being serious here," she said. "And you asked me why I'm talking to you instead of those other girls. Because. I want to talk to you. I'm interested in you. And 'no' - because I know you're going to make a comment about it - this is not what it was like with the other girls. We've actually talked and I genuinely like you and want to know you better. And for the record - I actually hate studying with other people. I find it distracting and it slows me down, but I respect how smart you are and I love hearing you talk about things you're passionate about and I want to spend more time with you."
The rim of your glass was held poised at your lips as you blinked at her. You abandoned your drink, setting it down on the coaster before leaning forward, folding your arms across the top of your legs.
"Okay. I'm sorry. I hear you," you said, humbled by her declaration and feeling guilty about judging her the way you had.
She gave a quiet sigh and took a sip of her drink.
"It's okay," she went on quietly. "It's not your fault. You didn't create this reputation. I'm sorry," she went on. "That was a bit much."
"No. I'm glad you were honest. Thank you," you corrected her.
You two sat silently together, the din of the busy bar a continuous rumbling around you before you spoke once more.
"I am sorry, Jess. I judged you and I shouldn't have. And I've been holding onto that image of you even though, you're right, our conversations have relayed otherwise," you said.
"Thanks," she said with a soft smile before she turned her attention to her glass, swirling the remainder of her drink. She looked back up after a moment. "And, you know, hopefully we can still be friends. Oh wait," she paused with a teasing eyeroll, "sorry. Study buddies. Totally understand if you're not interested in something more."
You smirked and nudged her knee with yours. "We can be friends," you returned her eyeroll and spoke as though the offer was a great sacrifice. You smiled as she laughed warmly. She drained her drink and held out her hand to you.
"Friends?"
"Friends," you said as you shook her hand. Admittedly, it took you a couple of seconds too long to drop her hold. Your chest warmed as she smiled at you.
"Hey," you went on as you leaned in a touch. "Do you want to get out of here?"
She gave you a blank stare and it took her a beat to reply before she gave a shake of her head. "Yeah. Course. Let's go." She rose from her chair and offered you her hand. You took it.
Conversation was quieter between you two than normal as you walked back towards the dorms, but it was comfortable and easy all things considered. Any tension you were feeling right now was a kind you'd been too afraid to acknowledge previously.
"Your dorm's the other way," you said as Jessie walked past her turn alongside you.
"I know. I'll walk you back to your dorm," she replied easily and gave a nod of her head, urging you to continue walking with her.
Soon enough you were at your door, the two of you facing one another.
"Well, I'm glad you came out tonight," she said with a hint of a smirk. You mirrored it.
"Yeah. Me too," you agreed. "It was nice." A beat passed and you said in a rush, "Hey, are you busy this weekend?"
"Mm, I'm doing a few things with Teags, Mia and the crew, but, yeah, I have time. Did you...have something in mind?"
Your gaze shifted away and you felt your face begin to heat up. "Oh I don't know. I was just thinking if you're bored maybe we could, I don't know. Do something."
A smile grew across Jessie's face and she looked at you unwaveringly despite the way your gaze flit around the hallway.
"I'd love to do something. And not because I'm bored," she chuckled. "Can I take you out to dinner? Or is that too much."
You scratched the back of your neck distractedly, tucking one hand behind your back. "Oh, no, that's fine. Sounds good."
"Okay," Jessie chuckled. "We can go to that Mediterranean place you wanted to check out."
You gave a pointed nod of your head. "Ah. You were listening and paying attention."
"Of course," she laughed. She gave a half smile and held up her index fingers as though something just came to mind. "Oh. And, me and the girls are gonna play a pickup game Sunday morning and grab lunch after. It'd be cool if you came."
"Cool, huh?" You smirked and she rolled her eyes.
"I'd like it if you came," she corrected with a lopsided grin.
You sighed as though the request was a chore. "I suppose I have a few things to learn about soccer. Watching a game might help."
Jessie laughed. "If you think I talk your ear off about engineering and sustainability, just wait 'til you get me talking about soccer."
"Can't wait," you said without your usual sarcasm and with a quiet smile instead.
A beat passed and the tension between you was high. You rose onto the balls of your feet briefly before dropping back down. "Well, good night, then. Thanks for walking me home."
"Happy to," she said.
You pulled each other in for a hug and whether it was the liquid courage or something more, you found your hand weaving through her hair. She held you close and neither of you pulled back right away. And when you did, your cheeks brushed and it was only far enough for you to look at each other, seeking silent approval from one another before you captured her lips in a kiss.
All of your hesitation and careful control went straight out the window and soon your hands were wandering and exploring her body, as were her hands on you. Before you knew it, you were pulling her with you so your back was against the door and your kisses grew heavier and deeper.
Your core pulsed with want and you could feel arousal starting to pool in the fabric of your underwear as you both subtly ground against one another. The one shred of restraint left in you couldn't believe you were honestly contemplating inviting her in. Thankfully, she spared you the rashness as she broke off the kiss, resting her forehead against yours as you both caught your breath.
She chuckled with a smile. "Right. I said I was going to go." You bit your lip, your eyes trailing down to her mouth that you were craving more of. She kissed you slow before pulling back.
"We can take our time," she promised and it brought you back to your senses.
"Yeah, of course," you agreed, nodding readily. She took a step back, wishing you a good night.
"Text me to let me know you got back safe," you told her. She gave you a shit-eating grin.
"Aww, you care."
"Don't start with me," you warned her though you both laughed. She snuck a quick peck on the cheek.
"Sweet dreams," she said with a wink as she turned around. You watched her retreating form for a few seconds before calling out.
"On a scale of 1-10, how casual is this?"
She turned around with a smile, placing her hands in her pockets and cocking her head.
"How casual do you want it to be?"
Whether it was 'cool' to say it not, you said, "Not very."
Her smile widened and she gave a nod. "'Kay. I can do that. Legitimately though, I am on the road a lot. Is that okay with you?"
"Depends. Do you fuck around on the road?" You asked easily.
"If I'm committed to you? Then 'no'. Hard to believe based on the stories you've heard, but, context is key. To the people I care about - I'm really loyal. Ask anyone who knows me. They'll tell you," she said.
"'Kay," you said, ignoring how you toed the hallway floor like some silly school girl. "Don't break my trust Fleming and we'll be good."
She winked and began to turn on her heel. "See you in class tomorrow."
A/N: I was going to write this as smut, but it became too long! I definitely have a vision for Part Two (I.e. smut) in this story if there’s interest though.
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so like, do you ever think about the similarities between Gwaine and Will (from Ealdor)? And their respective friendship with Merlin? Because, dude, I’ve been thinking about it all week.
These two would've been friends, I'm sure of it.
Gwaine makes the most iconic character introduction of the series, gets stabbed, continues to be a menace, and then he and Merlin bond over their fathers, and lack thereof.
Gwaine is cynical about nobility, especially Kings. As we know, his father was a knight who died in battle in Carleon’s name, and the King repaid his family with nothing.
Then you’ve got Will. Will - the most iconic man from Ealdor, which is a tall order when your mate’s Merlin, Mr “Greatest Sorcerer To Have Ever Walked The Earth” who is also from Ealdor. He greets Merlin like “your kind ain’t welcome here….. lol jk bring it in”, and then immediately squares up with Arthur, who’s kind - as far as Will is concerned - is definitely not welcome here.
Merlin reveals that Will’s issues with Arthur run deeper than how they first appear. Will, too, had a father that died in battle in service to, most likely, a King. The majority of it is inferred to the audience and we’re encouraged to make our own conclusions.
It’s very likely that Will and Gwaine share very similar backgrounds. I’m not sure that Will’s father was a knight, it’s more probable that he was a soldier of some kind and not of noble birth. Regardless of whatever rank he held, there’s overlap: a father was in service to a king, died in service to that king, that king left the family with nothing as thanks, and the son is left a cynic with no trust for people with fancy titles.
Another parallel is that in both 1x10 and 3x04, Will and Gwaine leave. For different reasons, of course. Will leaves because he refuses to fight for Arthur, a noble, and Gwaine leaves because he stood up to “nobles” bullying Merlin and was banished by Uther for it.
And then they both come back, to Merlin’s delight. Will comes back, risking his life, because it’s not about fighting for Arthur; it’s about fighting for Ealdor, his village, and to fight beside Merlin. Gwaine comes back, risking the consequences of his banishment, because he knew Arthur was in danger and Merlin likely would need some help.
But like, do you think Merlin, after Will’s death and since meeting Gwaine, sees these similarities between his two friends? Not just in experiences but personality? We only got one episode with Will, and we met him during a really desperate time, so the guy was probably stressed to the roots of his hair; and it was also after Merlin returned after moving away. So, Will - though happy to see him - was still cross after feeling abandoned. We didn’t get to see more of Will’s personality outside of that, but we know he was fiercely loyal, cynical, considered people’s lives worth more than material wealth or glory, outspoken and unafraid to tell a prince to fuck off, and one for banter (i.e. how he welcomed Merlin home).
Do you think Merlin saw Gwaine’s joking nature, his fierce loyalty, his criticisms of nobility and how he considered titles unimportant compared to who a person was on the inside, and thought of Will?
And, what if Merlin, late at night and lying in bed, thought that - if they’d ever gotten the chance to meet - Gwaine and Will would’ve been good friends.
…. anyway, that’s what’s plagued me for 6 days.
#idk anyway have this *yeet*#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin meta#meta#will of ealdor#gwaine#sir gwaine#bbc gwaine#ren rambles#scheduled
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Plan F - Doubledealer
TF1!Megatron x Cybertronian!GN!Reader Part 6
Solars Indie Series
Plan A, Plan B, Plan C, Plan D, Plan E, Plan G, Plan H, Plan I, Plan J, Plan K, Plan L, Plan M, Plan N
Introduction Indie Series
Content: 18+, Doubledealer x reader, Back to Megatron x Reader at end. Reader is just trying to protect Locket.
TW/Tags: Basically Doubledealer x reader in this chapter, Megatron x reader any end and at some point, Another Forced Relationship, Reader needs sleep, Locket is so done with Doubledealers bs, Flashback, Swearing, attempted rape, death, angst, unhappy ending, I think that’s all? Probably missed something lol.
Notes: Don’t know if I mentioned send before but Doubledealer is a little shorter than Megatron but still taller than the reader.
You sat there. Shaking as so much goes through your mind. Little Locket in your arms sleeping peacefully. If you were any other life form, you’d have bags under your optics.
Forced to be the partner of someone else. Shooting your Conjunx in front of you and your sparkling. Primus the way things lead up to this is unbelievable.
You glanced next to you. Seeing Doubledealer sleeping peacefully on his back.
You then looked down at the little locket. Her helm and little cervos are on your chest while your cervos and arm try to cover her while also keeping her close. You haven’t slept. Something that hasn’t changed since Doubledealer took over. You sat there for a little while longer before glancing at the door.
Knowing there are guards on the other side. You let out a sigh and stood up. Walking to the cleaning area in your room.
You look at the mirror see your sad expression and lockets back as she continues to sleep. You then looked down. Letting out a sad sigh and tried to think about the good times you and D-16 had.
With and without Elita and Orion. His smile and everything. You then sat in a chair as Locket soon woke up from her sleep due to a nightmare.
You started to comfort her and closed your optics once more while you gently rocked her. Thinking about your past more and more as time passes. Hoping Locket's small cries don't wake up Doubledealer.
-Flashaback-
It was a few days after D was your patient and you finally gave him the ok to leave.
He didn’t seem all that too happy but understood he needed to work to make up for some money for energon.
One day, while you were making reports for the survivors after they spent some time flirting with you. You then heard a knock while in the patient room. You thought it might’ve been ratchet since you knew he was in the room next door taking care of another patient.
When you turned, still looking down at your data pad. You then spoke. “Ratchet, I looked over this report and can you give a second opinion over this diagram and-“
”Uh- I ain’t Ratchet.” You were startled a little by his voice. Damn that voice- You looked up to see D with a nervous smile. Scratching the back of his helm. He then walked over as he spoke. “Um. Thought I come and see if you’re up for that drink?”
You were surprised and let out a soft chuckle. Nodding and sending the notes on the data pad to Ratchet then setting it down. “Sure. What place were you thinking?”
D then glanced away for a moment. Seeming nervous. You have a soft smile on your dermas. It then cuts to you and him sitting in chairs on a roof. Where the view of the Iacon 5000 race is shown.
A storage room next door. An abandoned table set for you both. At least someone tried cleaning it.
D was shaking and continued to nervously smile as he looked at you and glanced at the floor and back to the side before looking at you. You weren’t too bothered.
Not like you miners can afford to get good energon anywhere fancy.
Orion then appeared trying to make a cool entrance by jumping off the storage rooms roof. Only to fail and land next to the table. You and D looking at him worried.
It was silent for a moment while Orion took his time standing up. Struggling at first.
Dusting off his arm and lap with a smile. Then fixes up his store-bought tie also made out of metal. Then walked to a large rock and picked it up. Two plates of energon are behind it.
He then brought them to you both. Placing a plate in front of you both along with drinks that were in the storage room.
Placing the kups next to the plates and pouring in some energon then holding the bottle as brings his digits to his dermas. Then saying Muah! Before speaking. “Bon Appétit”.
You were watching him the whole time.
Then chuckled when he was done and said thank you to him while he skipped away to into the storage room.
D has had the side of his helm on his cervo while looking in the opposite direction with an annoyed expression.
You then looked at him and gave a soft smile. Placing a cervo over his, this making him look at you. His optics were nervous. You then spoke.
”I don’t know about you, but this is the nicest date I’ve ever been on.” You then grabbed some energon, eating it as your other cervo remained on his on the table. D just stared at you for another moment before doing the same with his other cervo.
You then spoke again after a moment of silence between you both. “So, Orion offered to help. I assume?”
D choked on his energon a little and spoke as his cervos grabbed his drink. “I- Well yeah- I mean he offered. I wasn't for- I mean sure about it. I just thought maybe if I kept working then I could afford a better…Restaurant you know?”
At the end of that sentence, Orion can be seen in the background on his back.
His upper half was out of the room while Elita was strangling him and he was trying to keep her from seeing them. Elita then pulled him back in. D soon continued. “But Orion convinced me that since we’re all miners. I can only do so much that I can?”
You let out a soft chuckle. Your cervo gently squeezes the top of his. “Well..”
Orion is then seen to have his upper body being thrown over the window and then being pulled back in with a scream.
“This is honestly more than I can ever ask for. And…I look forward to the…Next ones?” Orion is then at the window again. screaming help- HELP!” Before being pulled back in again.
Ds cervo then turning you hold yours in his palm. You both now holding hands in the middle of the table.
Speaking as he finally has a calmer and genuine smile and soft optics as they brighten a bit. “Me too.”
You both then leaned forward a little as you both stared into each other's optics. Love in both your optics.
Orion is then seen crawling out slowly as he struggles to breathe before being pulled back into the room with another scream. Elita is heard in the storage room saying. “Get back here!!!”.
D then speaking. His expression remaining the same as he tilted his helm to the storage room but back to you. “We should probably help him out.”
You let out a hum and spoke once more. “He can handle it for a little longer.”
Ds grin growing wider and he lies out a deep chuckle.
You both lean back a little in your seats. Him drinking his energon while you ate another piece of energon while continuing to stare at each other. Orion's screams are being heard more.
That night was a good night.
-End of Flashback-
You had a smile on your dermas. Your optics closed and Locket was able to finally calm down. A smile on her little dermas as well. But. That’s until you feel someone taking her from your arms. This instantly made you wake up.
You looked up and saw Doubledealer gently holding her with a smile. He then started to walk to her crib. You are behind him watching as he puts her in her crib.
You then stand still when he turns to face you. Looking down at you with a smirk.
His cervos then gently held and rubbed your arms. Up and down as his helm leaned down. His forhelm pressed against yours. He then speaks in a low voice.
“Very nice of you sweetspark. But if I’m going to be a good sire for locket. I need to take a little more responsibility.”
You tried to back up, but his cervos held you still. He then stood straighter and with one cervo still holding your arm. He brought you with him back to the berth.
You look back at Locket who continued to sleep peacefully.
You and Doubledealer laying down together. Him making sure the side of your frame is against his so your helm will be on his chest.
His arm around you and your lower half between his legs. He sat up a little while his other cervo lay behind his helm. he let out a soft chuckle as he spoke.
“You should really stop babying her. She might grow soft…Like her carrier” He meant in a cruel tone
You just kept looking down. Your optics then close as you try to sleep. But the cervo once behind his helm moved to hold your chin. Making you look up at him.
Your optics tired as he stared down at you. “Tell me. When’s the last time that old brute gave you a good fragging hm? Maybe you need a…Oh I don’t know. A real but to show you a good time hm?”
Your optics widened a bit and you tried to pull away. But he wouldn’t let you.
He then leans closer. You felt his dermas press harshly against yours. Keeping you still for a moment longer. You tried your best to not cry out for him to stop. But you can’t help but think. He’s so different from Megatron.
He gave you more freedom. To walk around the ship.
Speaking to whom ever you wished. But doesn't truly seem that interesting with Locket.
Not to mention he flirts with the other nutural and femme bots in his team and the high guard. But he always says scrap like you being his main one. You doubt it though.
While the kiss continued, your cervos moved to bee against his chest.
You then tried to make the effort to push him away. He seemed to get annoyed and confused. His optic ridges furrowed as he stared down at you. The speaking.
”I treat you better than even Megatron does! Why must you be so difficult?!” He held you tightly with a large frown on his dermas.
You spoke finally while your cervos continued to press harshly against his chest.
”You are no different from Megatron. And as much as you like to tell yourself this. You both only care about power. And see me as some sort of desire!” Your pede then lifted up and kicked him from the side of his helm.
But while he let you go for a moment. But was quick to grab you once more and pinning you down.
You continue to try to kick him off you. But he has a bigger bot than you. Your wrists are pinned to the side of your helm. Doubledealer stared down at you as he watched you struggle.
He then spoke in a low voice. Whispering roughly. “Keep your damn voice down. Don’t wish for Locket to wake up to her carrier acting like a damn glitch!”
You continue to struggle. Your legs kicking at him. You then get horrible flashbacks of when Megatron would do this to you.
But…rougher…As you continue Doubledealer just lets out an annoyed sigh and slowly sits up. His optics almost seem softer as he seems to be deep in thought.
He would let go of one of your cervos and move it to gently hold your cheek. Your free cervo moves to grab and pull at his arm. Then start hitting at his chest. You then say in a yelled whisper. “Let me go!!!”
He continues to just lightly sit over your legs. Soon letting out a sigh and looked to the side. Then having a grin on his face and stares down at you with a glare.
Getting off you and letting you go. But as you sat up and were about to move towards Locket, he grabbed your arms from behind bringing you back to him.
Pressed against his frame while you continue to struggle. His helm next to yours.
You are between his legs while your back is against the front of his frame. His arms then wrap around you to hold you tightly.
You felt his dermas against your shoulder while you keep struggling.
After a couple of minutes. You slowly calmed down. Small tears fell once more. All you can do is cry.
You then feel his grip on you loosen a little but still keep you against him. His helm lifts a little so he speaks next to your audio sensors. “I may be a lot like him. But at least..” One of his cervos moved to rest on your stomach just over your pelvis.
You then get a shiver up your spine as he continues to speak. “If I am to lead with the “lords” former Conjunx. I should create an heir for the new cause. Giving life to children of the strongest bots in this ship I such an honor when you think about it. Wouldn’t you agree?”
You felt yourself shake. This guy is fucking sick.
He waits for you to speak. But you remained quiet as you looked down. His cervo over your stomach starts to gently rub up and down. He then spoke once more.
“Maybe..tonight. It’s already dawn it seems. So let’s make this relationship work. Locket becomes a general. Hm and our sparkling.”
His arms still around you soon squeezed you tighter against his frame. “Will become the new lord. I would be so happy if they became a neutral bot like my lovely Conjunx.”
He whispered in a seductive tone. Your tears were now done as you stared into space.
Wide optics while you imagine it. Locket becomes a cruel ruler over an army. While this sickos sparkling will be a lord over the planet. No…Not your sparkling. And you sure as hell won't bring another life into this world just to suffer.
Doubledealer continues to look at you and lets out a soft sigh. His dermas pressing soft kisses against the side of your neck. His optics closed while he remained close to you. Your frame limped against his.
This makes him think that you gave up. He continues until he gets a comm from one of his assassin bots.
Saying it’s time to start his speech. You will be there with your sparkling as to create an image for yourself and the new bots who chose to join during these past few weeks.
You then felt him get up off the berth. His arms were no longer around you while he took the call. You sitting there in defeat. At least that’s what he thinks.
You just drowned out the sound of his voice while he was taking the call. After a few minutes of standing there with your optics closed. You then heard him say your name.
“Now start getting yourself polished and locket ready when she awakens. We have a very important meeting to get to.”
You looked so out of it. Being up all night. Your helm low as your optics showed you have been crying.
Doubledealer walked out with a grin and could be heard talking to a guard on the other side of the door once it closed behind him.
You then looked over at the locket and let out a sigh.
Slowly getting off the berth and stood. Making your way to her. She had her little cervos clenched and they were close to her cheeks.
A small frown on her dermas while her optics remained closed and her little legs lifted to be closer to her body.
You watched her for a moment then closed your optics. Imagining her grown up and looking over the horizon on the surface of Cybertron.
With a smile and bright yellow optics outshining the sky. A strong capable warrior.
She soon turned her helm and frame toward someone. You. With reassuring optics along with a smile that grew wider.
When you opened your optics you then see that she had her little optics opened, soon giggling and reaching for you.
You gently picked her up and made your way back to the cleaning room. You get to work for both you and her to look nice…and clean.
-Time skip: Throne Room-
You sat there with a blank expression. Sitting on the arm of the throne while Doubledealer sat in it. Locket sitting on your lap. Hugging you with her little arms trying to get away from Doubledealer as much as she can.
Doubledealer was speaking to the bots who decided to join saying how he’ll be a great leader. Feeling his cervo running your lower back.
Your legs dangling off the arm of the throne. Your knees were made to turn towards him. So the bots in the room see the side of your frame. Same for Locket who kept her optics closed.
You tried your best to keep her from getting fussy. Doubledealer would chuckle when he made a joke and all the other bots laughed.
You held in your tears tightly. You thought hard. Today is the day Megatron and his most loyal followers die…And Doubledealer already made it clear for this day. That you will watch. But nothing will stop you from not letting Locket watch….
Even if he punishes you for you. The sick bastard.
As the hours went by everything was set to create a new cause and destroy the first leader. Doubledealer at one point before giving the word to bring Megatron and the others in made a very important choice.
You continued to hold Locket closely while her little chin rested on top of your chest. Her optics closed.
Doubledealer then set his cervos around your little frame and pulled her from your arms. You tried to reach but when he gave you a glare. You instantly stopped.
He then set her on his lap while she tried reaching for you and hitting and pushing at Doubledealer. Letting out little grunts with angry optics.
Doubledealer let out a deep chuckle and kept her there while he spoke.
“This little one will be a great general to lead this army's cause. So. Make sure to treat her like royalty throughout the years….Understood?”
All the bots nodded their helms while Locket continued to hit at his cervos and lower stomach. Doubledealer looked down at her with a smile and narrowed optics.
All you can do is sit there with worried optics.
Doubledealer than making the order to bring in the prisoners. You watched as the doors opened. Soundwave, Shockwave, Starscream, and a ew other seekers and guards walking with with mouth guards on to shut them up.
Their cervos are tied behind thier backs. All are being dragged in by many bots and then thrown in front of the throne.
Then as last but not least. Three bots came in dragging Megatron in. Having a mouth guard on and cervos tied behind him as he’s thrown in front of the throne as well.
Slowly he got on his knees and glared at Doubledealer. You looking at him with wide optics.
When he glanced at you, his optics showed almost worry and anger.
He then looked back at Doubledealer. Who kept one cervo around and held Locket? Who was reaching and crying out for him? Still hitting and grabbing at Doubledealers larger cervo.
Doubledealers other cervo now rested on your thighs. You visibly shaking a little while he seemed relaxed on the throne.
He finally spoke while glaring down at Megatron. “Happy to see them. Aren’t you” He paused for a moment.
“Traitor.”
Megatron visibly more angry now., slowly stood up back on his feet until a yard hit him on the back of his helm making him get back on his knees.
You stared in horror while Megatron tried to yell through the mouthguards. His optics were angry.
But he and his other followers just laughed at him. You then noticed Soundwave and Starscream looking at you. Able to tell what they’re feeling. You tried to think. Hard.
Doubledealer then speaking. “You and your followers will be adding examples of for My army. And will be remembered as such. Oh. And don’t worry Megatron. I’ll take good care of Y/N and Locket. Be sure Locket grows up to be a great general…..”
Megatron continues to glare at him. Waiting for him to finish.
“Alongside her sibling who’ll be such a great Lord.” He said with a devilish grin. Megatron becoming more angry. Quickly knowing what he meant by sibling.
Megatron then tried to get up again but two bots made sure to keep him down on his knees.
The tears became harder to hold in and Doubledealer just smiled at him. You were able to get an idea of what you can do. To at least by time.
And so. Swallowing your pride. You made a move you know is certain to work. Your frame turned more to face Doubledealer as he was about to speak once more. Stopping when he felt your cervo placed against his chest. His helm turned to look at you.
You then spoke. Trying to be as calm as you can while Locket continues to reach for her sire. Megatron looks at her with worry then looks back at you.
“Doubledealer, please. At least let Locket…and I say our goodbyes to Megatron. Locket needs that closer with her sire…Before..she…”
You sighed. “She gets a new one. Please.” Your optics show desperation as you look at him. The bots in the room whispering to each other. Doubledealer continued to stare at you and then looked back at Megatron for a moment.
He sighed and the cervo that was once on your thigh was now on your lower back. He then looked at Locket. Finally speaking he stared back at you.
“Very well, say your goodbyes and the execution will proceed.”
You nodded and got off the throne. Taking Locket off his lap and make your way to Megatron. He watched as Doubledealer did.
Kneeling down before him. Little Locket reached and grabbed at his mouthguard. Megatron stared down at her with softer optics. You glanced back at Doubledealer. Asking for permission. He just sighed and waved his cervo to show him acceptance.
You then look back at Megatron. His optics looking at you the same way he looked at Locket. You then took off his mouthguard.
Megatron intake then opened and moved his lower jaw.
Stretching it out a bit. He then stared back at you. Your optics show to be sad as well. You both then looked at Locket who was standing between you both. Letting out coos and reaching for him.
Megatron leaned down a bit so she could gently hold his chin. She smiled so brightly. You’d let out a soft sigh. Your cervo moving to hold the side of his helm. He then looked at you. You both then close your optics and press each other forhelms together.
You then set your cervo to be on his shoulder as he whispered to where only you can hear him.
“Shield Locket. Soundwave will get me out. Understood?” You thought for only a second until you leaned forward. Your dermas against his as understanding without making it obvious.
Doubledealer got angry and stood up and he spoke angrily.
“That’s enough time for the both of you! Return to me!” You and Megatron stared at each other once more.
You then picked up Locket. Who started to cry for her sire. Reaching for him. Megatron leaned forward a bit so her little cervos could touch him. You then walked to Doubledealer. Unashamed of what you just did.
Doubledealer looked really angry as you got close to him in front of the throne. One of his cervos grabs at the side of your waist. His frame turned to face you as he spoke angrily. Locket hid her face in your chest as she cried for her sire. Still refusing to look at Doubledealer.
“What the hell was that?! Cheating on me when I’ve been nothing but loyal?” You know that’s a lie ever since he forced you to bond with him.
But this argument is part of your crazy plan. Distracting him long enough for Soundwave to gain enough energy and send in a powerful force to release everyone.
You responded to anger him more.
“Wouldn’t you want your Conjunx or someone you truly love to give you your final loving kiss if you were on the brink of death?”
He stared at you and let out an annoyed groan. Keeping you close while he raised his cervo. The bots standing then pointing their guns right at the prisoner's helm. Ready to shoot on command. While holding Locket with one arm.
The other holding the back of her helm to keep her from looking.
Then telling her to turn off her audio sensors so she wouldn't hear the shooting. She does and just stares at the paintings on the walls of the ship in pure silence.
You stood there as Doubledealer was about to put his cervo down.
That is until Soundwaves blaster of sound soon releases the cuffs and frees Megatron and Starscream who are in front of him.
The blast also blows the guards away before they can shoot anyone in front of them. Doubledealer moved in front of you and Locket. Giving the order to the other guards to start shooting. But the blast was able to release the others and soon there was another fight.
Doubledealer then grabs your cervo and runs out of the throne room.
Megatron can be heard yelling as Doubledealer followers try to deal with him. When he believed you guys got to a far distance in a locked room.
He pressed you harshly by the shoulders while still holding Locket, who was still crying against your chest. Wanting her sire.
He then spoke in an angry tone. “You knew this would happen, didn’t you? Helping that bastard escape? You’re a terrible Conjunx. But don’t worry. When I’ve dealt with him. I’ll teach you a good lesson on why you should never betray me. Especially as a Conjunx. Understood!”
You just stared at him point-blank. Then turn your helm away. He growled then got a comm. You heard it too. They were able to get Megatron and his followers down in a blackmail situation.
Your optics widened in fear. It was all not worth it in the end.
Doubledealer then called for a guard. Letting you go as he unlocked the door. A guard came in after a minute. Doubledealer then walks up to you and takes Locket from your arm.
You tried to take her back without hurting her. But you couldn’t. He then gave her to the guard telling them to watch her.
Locket reached for you as she cried. The door then closed behind the guard. Doubledealer was fuming. He then walked up to you and roughly grabbed your arms. Making your frame slam against his.
His dermas roughly kissing yours. Then while his dermas remained against yours. He angrily spoke in a deep whisper voice.
“You should really learn to obey me better my sweet little Conjunx!”
You started to shake. Primus did you even do the right thing?! You then felt his dermas roughly kissing the side of your neck. His cervos then move to be under your things lifting you up. He walked to press you against the wall. All his movements were rough.
You tried your best to push him away. Only to struggle while he tried forcing your panel open. He angrily whispered next to your audio sensors.
“Time to start making the next lord on the day one dies. So poetic. Don’t you think?” He continued. Trying your best to smack him away.
Praying to Primus to be saved. You can’t bring another life into this world only to suffer. He continued until you then heard two loud steps getting closer and closer. Doublledealer didn’t seem to hear them since he was the one doing most of the action.
Hearing his moans and kisses against your frame. You shut your optics.
Crying once more begging for him to stop. Before you knew it though Doubledeale was then grabbing from behind and was taken off you. You fell on your aft when he was separated from you.
You then looked in horror as Megatron stood tall over Doubledealer with an angry expression. Doubledealer looks up in fear as Megatron starts to beat the living hell out of him. Beating him into the ground while you still sat there.
Your optics are wide, while Doubledealers energon blood started to spread on the floor. You were shaking.
You then turned your helmet away. Make your optics close tightly and cover your audio sensors. Moments went by until anything became silent once him. You kept your frame turned away and your optics closed. Shaking more and more every second.
You flinched when you felt a large cervo on your shoulder.
You kept still to not get hurt. But the cervo once on your shoulder moved to hold your chin. Make your helm turn and face the bot. You slowly opened your optics. Seeing it’s Megatron.
For the first time, his optics were…well almost soft and full of sadness and worry. He was covered in blood while he kneeled down before you.
You then spoke in a soft voice. “My..My Lord.”
‘He then spoke. His voice is actually soft. “Sorry that it took me so long sweetspark.” He then helped you stand up as you both held optic contact.
His cervos then held your waist as you spoke. Your cervos move to rest on his arms instead of his chest. “You..came for me. Wait Locket! That guard still has her!” Megatron let out a chuckle and held onto you tighter as he spoke.
“Soundwave and Starscream have her. They’re watching her now while I came to save you. She’s alright sweetspark.”
You let out a relieved sigh. You then felt Megatron grab the back of your helmet. Making you stay looking up at him. His dermas against yours almost aggressively. Forcing his glossa in as he engages into a heated kiss with you.
It lasted for a good while until he decided to finally pull away. Letting out a satisfied sigh while staring down at you. You just stared up at him when he spoke.
“Being in-prisoned made me think a lot you know?” You looked at him confused. But then felt his grip on you get tighter. He then finished his sentence. “While you remain by my side. You will just make Locket week. We need to fix that.”
Your optics were wide. No no no no no! You pressed your cervos against his arms and then his chest as you grew worried and scared.
“No No NO! Megatron you can’t do this. She is my sparkling. Our Sparkling! Please don’t separate me from her!” Your voice got louder until he grew annoyed. He soon spoke once more.
“You will still be her carrier. But in order for her to be the next heir. She must learn to be strong like her sire. Not weak. That’s my final decision Y/N-.”’ You slapped him. Hard. Tears running down as you looked at his shocked expression when he looked back at you.
“You will not take my Sparkling away from Me!!!! Not you or anyone will take her away from me! She’s the only thing that is you. Him! My D-16 before you changed! You will not take what I have felt of my true Conjunx away from me!!!” He just stared at you in shock. Taking in your words. His face full of confusion.
You then turned to the door to get your sparkling. But Megatrons arms wrapped around harshly around you and kept you in place while you screamed.
“LET ME GO. I HAVE TO SEE MY SPARKLING!!! YOU CAN’T TAKE HER FROM ME. YOU CAN’T! YOU CAN’T!”
Megatron just stood there for a moment. Then getting on his knees as he keeps holding you. You continuing to scream and cry for your sparkling. Who was peacefully sleeping in Soundwaves arms in another room down the hall?
You continue. Megatrons expression blank while he stared forward. His expression even seems unsure. You continue on and on. Thinking about her so much.
Slowly your body giving up from escaping his grasp after a few minutes went by, Crying in his arms begging to see her.
You got out of the dangerous situation. Only to back with the first one. Your life truly has changed. Just like your old Conjunx.
Yeah I REALLY got carried away with this one. I swear this can fit into a whole episode. I’m pretty proud of this one and can’t wait to get to continuing with the last two parts of the story and hope you guys enjoyed this one!!!
As always a repost is appreciated and Hope you guys have a good rest of your day! Before and so forth will be released in a couple hours I just wanna get a few more touchups cause I’m really sad to see the series go before I split it to two different timelines, but that doesn’t mean I’m not excited! See you guys then!
#transformers one megatron#transformers#x reader#transformers x reader#transformers one#transformers one x reader#megatron x reader#doubledealer#doubledealer x reader
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Hi Lian little dearie!!
How are you? Hope fine!! Still with the Draconia family and Diasomnia gang!!
I wanted to let you know I am working on our princess....the only one lol!! But....unfortunately I need to ask you something!! I will not go for a white outfit~ No no no..... But.... if you want white tell me!! I will show you a little preview!!
I will go for a full "absinthe fée verte" vibes in "Pommery" dress...yes...
But of course I want to know your point of view on it!!
So tell me!!
Fée verte?
or
White?
Take care~
K !!!! OMGGG SHE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS ALREADY ALL THE ORNAMENTS SUITS HER SO MUCH 🥹💞💕💞💕💞✨✨✨AND THE FAIRY WINGS AROUND !!! HER VISUALS LITERALLY SO STUNNING 😭💕✨💞💞 As for your question, I think Fée verte world be perfect for her, thats literally her color 😭💚after all, royal color of Briar Land is black and green, I think she won't fancy white (resemblance of the silver owls)🤣🤣
and thank you, k!! im doing okay, still crying about book 7 about silver and lilia on the new EN update asldkflkd 🤣and of course for Meleanor's introduction ✨✨✨🙏😌😌 hope youre doing well as well, k, can't wait for the full illustration of fairy gala meleanor💐✨💖, you'll see me crying tears of joy once she steps on the runway lolol 💕✨💚💚💚
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#meleanor draconia#twst meleanor#lian inbox#k-looking-glass-house💖💐#maleanor draconia#twst maleanor#diasomnia
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Blame it on the Club's Playlist| Chapter 3 No Hands
S. Gojo x plus!size fem reader
Warnings: slight dry humping, heavy makeout session, Gojo being completely obsessed with reader, readers insecurities maybe getting the best of her AGAIN
Blame it on the Club's Playlist | Masterlist
Credits to @super-marvel-dc for the gojo divider!!! They have more on their profile🥹
a/n: I did not edit this so im sorry beforehand for any grammatical errors. I hope yall enjoy this one!!! I wanted to delve more into like how self conscious one can feel when it comes to intimacy and I think I did it a lot on personal experiences. I love yall and you are all so beautiful!!!!! also if you'd like to be added to the taglist please let me know <333333
Also!! Should I name readers two friends??? Give me suggestions in the comments!!
should I make an actual playlist for this series?
Enjoy reading <3
"Please do not forget that I expect your drafts of the introduction and methods section of your study, and please for the love of God. Write your own work." The professor lets out a breath. "I am so tired of having to send half of my class to the honor council because they can't write their own paper. Make smart choices." As soon as she turns around to leave, everyone starts packing their stuff.
You quickly type in your project to your reminder app on your laptop before closing it. Slinging your bag over your shoulder and stepping out of the classroom you're met with one of your friends.
"Well there's my favorite friend, ever." She says, a sly grin on her face and you furrow your eyebrows.
"What is it?"
"I was just wondering if you texted the hottie you so sneakily went and did." You shake your head with a laugh as you both walked out of the science building. The slight chilly air on campus making you cross your arms over your chest.
"No, I have not."
And somehow, because the universe felt like exposing you. Your text ringtone chimed, twice. Your friend raising an eyebrow at you, and another chime making it a third message.
"Uh huh. Has he texted you by chance?" You roll your eyes, and pull your phone out of your pocket. Hottie with the body sent 3 new messages. "That's an interesting contact name."
"It was how he saved himself." You say quickly unlocking your phone and moving it away from your friends prying eyes.
Hottie with the body
how was your statistics class?
wait are u taking that class with Professor ibrahimbegovic?
she's so mean
You are quick to type in your responses, your friend watching with a curious look.
You:
It was alright, gotta finish up my draft for my study lol
and yesss
im guessing you've taken her class
"So did he text first or did you?"
"He did, but it's just talking about classes." You say, locking your phone and glancing at her. "What's with that face?"
"He's into you, babe"
You look away and scowl. "Not this again."
"Y/N, you have got to stop thinking that no guys can show you genuine interest because of your looks." She says earnestly, linking her arms with yours. "You're gorgeous, smart, and know how to throw that ass back like a Goddess."
"Oh my god." You let out a laugh.
"It's true!" Both of you reach the cafe and the bell chimes, "Go ahead and get a table I'll order our drinks." You nod and find a table near the window. Setting down your stuff and unlocking your phone again, this time scrolling through social media. You could hear the bell of the door chime again but you payed it no mind.
Your phone chimed again and you opened the message.
Hottie with the body
you look cute
Your head immediately looks up and you're met with Satoru standing at the entrance, his dark haired friend standing next to him. He shoots you a smile and heads your way. You don't miss the way your heart skips a beat as he makes his way towards.
"Hi." You greet, feeling your nerves pick up.
"Hey, fancy seeing you here."
"Oh yeah, totally not because everyone likes to come here after being grilled by hard professors." You joke and he chuckles.
"Oi, same thing as always?" His friend asks and Satoru nods. "Oh, you must be Y/N." His friend knowing your name catches you off guard.
He's talked about you? How cute!
More like embarrassing. Your mind battles with your thought.
You nervously laugh and nod. "I am. Yeah, t-that's me."
"I'm Suguru Geto, it's nice to meet you."
"Likewise." And he nods, heading to the line to the cash register.
"So, what's your study about?" Satoru questions as he takes the seat next to you. You catch a whiff of his cologne and fuck did he smell good. Your eyes went from his face and down to the rest of him, the black compression shirt he was wearing accentuated his form, and holy shit, were those abs?
He's way out of your league.
"Uh... well it's about the desensitization in peoples reactions to certain news headlines." Your eyes were still on him, going down to the grey sweatpants he wore, until you finally looked back up to his eyes. A smirk on his lips, clearly amused at your unashamed gaze.
"That's actually really interesting. For our class we had to do it about students anxiety levels between online and in person classes." You nod as he continued to explain, your eyes on his lips now.
Snap out of it you idiot, he's talking to you. Your mind practically yelled at you.
"Okay! One medium Y/F/D and a cheese danish." Your friend says, setting down your drink and treat as she takes the seat across from you. "Oh! Hello! You must be Satoru." She greets and you widened your eyes at her.
Satoru glances at you with his smirk again before nodding at her, introducing himself and making small talk.
Please swallow me Mother Earth.
"Oh! Y/N did you invite him to go out with us tomorrow?"
You tilted your head in confusion at this. "Tomorrow?" You did not have any plans tomorrow.
"Yeah, remember, we're supposed to go to the club again tomorrow." She says with a sly smirk. "We're trying to get this one to go out at least every Friday! She's a scholar but she needs to make memories."
"Sounds fun, you going?"
"No."
"Yes." Your friend and you say at the same time. You glare at her and she wiggles her eyebrows. "She is."
Satoru nods, but his eyes were on you the entire time. "I can meet you there, if you want." He's almost begging with the tone he used, his eyes on yours before glancing down at your lips, as you gnawed on that delicious lip he was literally aching to kiss again.
You felt heat creep up your neck, unsure. "She'd love it, in fact. Y/N since I'm picking up Y/F/N, you can ride with Gojo and meet us there!" She suggests, and Satoru nods in agreement.
Gojo? Who the hell is Gojo?
"I don't mind picking you up, if you're okay with it."
Gojo is his last name. Keep up.
"Sure." You respond almost unsure at your own response.
"Great. Then we'll see you tomorrow!"
And that is how you currently find yourself running around your apartment trying to make sure everything was perfect. You weren't expecting Satoru to come inside, but if it does happen, then at least everything would at least be decent. This time you were wearing a black romper dress, with matching black heels.
As you went back and forth in your apartment, your cat followed you, curious as to what could you possibly be doing. In the middle of your stress your phone chimed, and you let out a groan. Going to your room to grab it from the nightstand.
Satoru :):
I'm here.
but take your time, no rush at all
I know you're getting all prettied up
You felt heat creeping on your cheeks as you shake your head.
You:
I'm done, let me grab my ID and I'll come down
Satoru :):
sounds good, pretty
also
still can't believe you changed my contact name :(((((
You:
im sorryyyy
it was distracting
You made sure to lock your door and headed down, stepping onto the sidewalk looking for his blue BMW until you furrowed your brows. Looking down at your phone and starting to text him to ask if he was sure he put down the right address, until you heard a wolf whistle. Looking up to see a black Mercedes G-Wagon, the one that came out this year, at that. Satoru gets out of the car and gives you a boyish grin.
"Never fail to leave me breathless, pretty." You give him a wide smile, thanking him as your eyes raked over him. The white crewneck and black jeans doing wonders for him, along with his baby blue nike dunks. A pair of glasses sat on his nose and holy shit, did he smell good.
"You look good too." You reply, and he grins. Opening the passenger door for you and holding out his hand. You thank him as you take it and get in the car, unbeknownst to you Satoru glanced the light blue color that flashed from under your dress and he felt heat all over his neck. Closing the door and jogging back to the drivers side, he starts heading out in the direction of the club.
Your eyes glanced around the interior of the car, the smell of expensive leather making you wonder just how much does this cost. "How many cars do you own?" You ask absentmindedly, and then you slap a hand to your mouth. "Sorry, didn't mean it like that."
Satoru laughs, "It's okay. I don't mind." Giving you a reassuring smile. "I have two of them here, my other cars are in my house in Shibuya."
"Other cars?" You ask incredulously. "We are in different tax brackets I see." You joke and he lets out a laugh, a smile on your face at the sound.
You both continue talking throughout the ride until you reach the club valet, only to furrow your brows as it seems the security guards were waving people off. Satoru was quick to roll down your window.
"Oh, Mr. Gojo, unfortunately sir we have a couple of pipes that burst in the restrooms so we're closed until they get fixed."
"Okay, thanks man."
"Mr. Gojo?" You tease as he rolls up your window.
"He's just being nice."
"Mhmm." You say as you text your friends group chat.
The Three Muske(hoes)teers
You:
club is closed
Musketeer #1:
what??
so I got ready for NOTHING?
Musketeer #2:
bruh
im not even ready yet
but damn
Musketeer #1:
this was a sign for me to work on my backup assignments
Musketeer #2:
^same
we can go out next Friday
Musketeer #1:
Are u still with Gojo?
"Do you want to go eat something?" You glance up to see Satoru already looking through his phone.
"Are you hungry?"
He tilts his head at you with a smile. "I asked first."
"I am, are you?"
"I am." He nods and quickly puts in an address not the screen of the car. "I'll take you to this place that's nearby."
You nod and go back to your phone.
Musketeer #2:
she def is
she's probably not answering bc she's busy
sucking dick
Musketeer #1:
throat goat fr
Musketeer #2:
Hawk TUah
You:
ENOUGH
You lock your phone and glance out the window, heat on your cheeks and Satoru raises a brow at this. Though it's soon forgotten when you see the expensive restaurant that he's pulling into.
"Tapas Molecular Bar? Satoru..." You say as he puts the car in park. "This is expensive."
"I know." He says as he kills the engine, getting out of the car and heading to your side. Opening the door for you only for you to stay seated. His eyes meet yours and he gives you a smile. "I'm inviting."
"No, that's too much. I mean we barely know each other, and I don't want you to think I'm taking advantage of this-"
"Y/N, I don't think that of you. I just want to spoil you with some good food. I would've preferred this to be a date, but, I don't think you want that. So I'm inviting you to eat."
You gulp nervously at his confession and maybe just maybe... "Do you want it to be a date?"
"I'd love it if it was. But I respect your wishes."
Carefully stepping out of the car and watching him close the door, you let out a shaky breath. "Okay... it's a friends date then. As friends!" You clarify and It was like an instant light switch, the way Satoru beamed at this. A wide smile showing his perfect pearly white teeth, eyes crinkling because of how wide he was smiling. "But! Just this one time... okay?"
"Great! Now stop over thinking, this is a friends date and I'm treating you to the best food." You laugh as he practically bounces as he walks, and you link your arm around his. Just to make sure he doesn't actually float away with the way he was acting.
The double doors were opened and the restaurant could not look any fancier, it made you feel so out of place.
Satoru was quick to let the host know he needs a table for two, and you were both escorted to a windows seat on the second level. With a beautiful look out to the city, making you grin. Opening the camera app and quickly snapping a picture of the view and sending it to your friends.
Satoru was so ecstatic as he pulled out the chair for you and pushed you in, rambling on and on about how you'll love the food.
You felt nervous, your hands felt sweaty and could almost feel your entire body jitter. You cleared your throat a couple of times, trying to calm down.
"Good evening, what can I get for you tonight?" The server sent you a polite smile, before her eyes landed on Satoru. Interest shining in her eyes as her whole demeanor changed into that as someone interested.
"I'd like a coke." Satoru answers as his eyes skim the menu.
"I'll just have a water."
"Great, I'll be right back with your water." The servers eyes never once lifted off the white haired man sitting in front of you.
As soon as your gaze landed on the prices of the menu you felt like throwing up on the spot.
All those zeroes are supposed to be there?! You mentally screamed.
"Stop thinking so hard on the price, and find something you want to eat." Satoru says, a soft smile on his lips as his eyes meet your own.
It gave you the chance to really study his eyes, the striking blue that genuinely exuded the gentle calmness of a lake. The rest of his features complemented him so well, from his pretty pink lips to the sharp jawline. His hair that stuck out makes him look so handsome, it made butterflies erupt in your stomach.
"It's thirteen courses?"
"Yup, and they're all so good."
"I think I read this menu and gained at least ten pounds." You joke, but Satoru didn't laugh.
"That's not true." He pouts, and tilts his head at you. "You seem to make a lot of comments about yourself negatively."
"It's a coping mechanism."
That's what you've told yourself your whole life.
"Stop that." You furrow your brows. "You're beautiful, no need for all of that."
As you were about to respond a glass of water was placed in front of you. Satoru sent you a wink and turned to the server, "We'll have the set menu with the five premium wine flight."
You read the menu to see what he was ordering and you choke on your spit. "Satoru-" He's ripping the menu from your hands and handing it to the server, shooing her away.
"Get ready to try the best food ever."
♡
Three and a half hours later you're sat in Satoru's car in a fit of giggles at one of his antics. The wine in your system making you feel more comfortable in your skin, as he drove you home.
"So, this friend date, how would you rate it?"
You thought for a second, raising a brow. "I'd say a 9/10."
Satoru dramatically gasps, as he parks in front of your apartment complex. "What took away that one point?"
"That's for me to know." You teased, unbuckling your seatbelt. You glanced at the apartment complex and back at Satoru. Chewing on your lower lip, and inhaling softly. "Thank you for tonight, Satoru. I had a lot of fun."
"So I take it, you enjoyed the friends date?"
You nodded with a smile, opening the car door and stepping out. "Do you..." You trailed off, a nervous tingle running up your spine as you glance back at the entrance of the complex to avoid his eyes. And that ridiculous boyish grin. "Maybe want to come in?"
He has a little pep in his step as he follows you up the complex and to your apartment. Praying to God that you left it as decent as possible. As soon as your front door opens your met with your cats excited meows as a greeting.
"Oh, who's this?" Satoru asks, bednign down to run his fingers over his soft fur.
"This is Luxio."
"Luxio? Like Pokemon Luxio?" He asks as he glanced up at you with a raised brow in curiosity. Your entire face heats up in embarrassment as you cringe, but nod nonetheless. "That's the most perfect name for him."
Your cat meows at this, purring loudly as he leans onto Satoru's hand, almost like agreeing with his statement.
"Well, anyways, welcome to my home." Your cat glances up, sort of narrowing his eyes at you and meows. "Oh, I'm sorry, welcome to mine and Luxio's home."
"Thank you for welcoming me." Satoru responds, scratching Luxio behind his ear.
Your phone chimes and you unlock it to see the dozens of messages from your friends.
The Three Muske(hoes)teers
Musketeer #1:
Im so mad the club is closed.
I wanted to shake some ass
Musketeer #2:
they posted their playlist! ive been listening to it while doing hw
lmao
https.clubinfinity.com/playlist
Musketeer #1:
LIFESAVER
"Oh hey! One of my friends just sent me the link to the playlist they were going to play tonight in the club." You say as you head over to the small stereo set next to the tv in your living room, turning it on and connecting your phone. "Do you want to drink something?"
"What you got?" Satoru still engrossed with your cat.
"Pretty sure there's a tequila bottle under my sink."
After fighting with your bluetooth connection for around four minutes, the stereo finally pinged and the robotic voice of 'the bluetooth device has been connected' you mentally cheered. Pressing play on the song that began to blast through the speakers.
Listen to this track, bitch
"Finally!" And Satoru laughs behind you, already heading your way with two shot cups he found next to the tequila bottle. Handing you one and pouring your shot along with his.
"Pretty sure me and Suguru got drunk for the first time with this song." He says and you giggle, putting down your phone.
He clinks his glass with yours, "cheers." Both of you throwing your heads back as you swallowed the burning liquor.
Girl the way you're movin', got me in a trance DJ turn me up, ladies, this yo' jam (come on) I'ma sip Moscato and you 'gon lose them pants
Luxio took his place in his cat tower near the window of the living room as you and Satoru poured another shot, the tequila building up on the wine both of you drank earlier and the room feeling hot.
Then I'ma throw this money while you do it with no hands (leggo) Girl, drop it to the floor I love the way yo' booty go All I wanna do is sit back and watch you move And I'll proceed to throw this cash (Flocka, Waka Flocka, Waka Flocka)
With no shame, thanks to the liquor, you kick off your heels and throw your hands over Satoru's neck, dancing as you both laugh.
All that ass in yo' jeans Can Wale beat? Can Roscoe skeet? Long hair, she don't care
His hands finding comfort on your hips again as you moved, His gaze focused on you and only you. You grin at him before turning around, pressing against him.
When she walk she get stares Brown skin or a yellow-bone DJ, this my favorite song So I'ma make it thunderstorm Bud, want it Flocka, yeah Blow it, fuck it, I don't care
Your ass grinded against him, the alcohol burning through your blood and this time Satoru wasted no time to grind against you too. His jeans felt tight on his crotch in no time, feeling his cock harden at the sensual movements of yours that were driving him insane.
I'm tryna hit the hotel with two girls that swallow me Take this dick, wanna swallow, Pink Moscato got her freaky Ayy, you got me in a trance, please take off yo' pants Pussy pop on a handstand, you got me sweatin' Please pass me a fan, damn (Flocka, Waka Flocka, Waka Flocka)
And just like the song, Satoru definitely needed a fan. His entire body was heating up, and fuck did you look so good dancing on him again. And once again did you have him reeling behind you, when you suddenly bent down, hands on your knees and the view of you back so sensual bent made him groan.
Girl the way you're movin', got me in a trance DJ turn me up, ladies, this yo' jam (come on) I'ma sip Moscato and you 'gon lose them pants Then I'ma throw this money while you do it with no hands (leggo) Girl, drop it to the floor I love the way yo' booty go All I wanna do is sit back and watch you move (ayy, ayy) And I'll proceed to throw this cash (Wale, uh)
His grip tightened on your hips, your ass moving in circles against his hard on. And fuck, that sensual look you sent him as you looked over your shoulder made him bite his lip. You sent him a flirty wink as you leaned back up hands now over his on your hips and swiveled them, pushing them with a precise pressure over his cock.
She said, "Look ma, no hands" She said, "Look ma, no hands" And, no darling, I don't dance And I'm with Roscoe, I'm with Waka I think I deserve a chance
"You're driving me insane." Satoru says in your ear, lips grazing the tip of your ear making a shiver run down your spine. Your panties were soaked, sticking on you and you're sure your juices were only seconds away from trailing down your thighs. His lips pressed soft kisses over your earlobe, slowly training down on your jaw and reaching the corner of your mouth. "You've been driving me insane since I met you." He confesses, pressing a particular almost feather light kiss near your lips.
You turn in his arms, once again your arms around his neck. Feeling his cock press against you. "Show me." You swear it was the alcohol. There's no way you just said that to this hot man standing in front of you.
You mentally ignore the loud and mean voice in your head, yelling at you about your physique and how you shouldn't.
"You sure? I don't want to scare you away." He whispers his blue eyes making your stomach churn in nerves.
"Show me, I..." You trailed off, bracing yourself in disbelief at your words. "I trust you."
Satoru wasted no time in pressing his lips against yours, his hands coming up to cup your face tilting your head up to be able to kiss you better. You let out a soft moan into his mouth, his tongue tracing all over your tongue.
"Fuck." He moaned, pressing hard kisses on your lips, bending his knees and now moving his hands to the back of your thighs.
"Satoru- wait!" He's lifting you up in no time, making you panic and wrap your legs around him tightly. Now his hands holding you under your ass, "Satoru I'm heavy, don't please."
"Shut up and tell me where your room is, baby." His lips sucking on the spot right below your ear, making you gasp.
"F-First door to the left." His legs move automatically, almost kicking your door down and closing it behind the both of you. His sucking and nibbling on the skin of your neck as he slowly lays you down, one arm still gripping your thigh to be pressed to his side while his other arm supported him from fully laying his weight on you. Satoru pulls away to look at you, and you looked so beautiful like this. Under him, a little breathless and lips starting to swell from kissing him so fervently. He could also notice how you slowly but sure started shrinking away from his gaze, and Satoru would not allow this. Not this time.
"You're so fucking stunning." He says, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips. Your hands are fisting his shirt, letting out a whine into his mouth as he slowly ground his hips against your core. Your brows pinched up at the feeling, eyes looking into Satoru as you let you a gasp of pleasure. "So fucking beautiful," He presses kisses down your jaw, reaching all the way to your collarbone, sucking a bruise into your soft skin. Satoru slowly leaned back, leaning on his legs as he looked at you with lust filled eyes. His fingers ran over the romper you're wearing and reached to the neatly tied bow on the back of your neck that held the material on you. "Can I take this off, baby?"
Your eyes shown a glint of uncertainty, and Satoru was quick to cup your face and lean his forehead on yours. "Don't-" He was quick to whisper to you. "You're so beautiful, I want this. But do you?"
You let out a shaky breath, fiddling with a button of his shirt nervously. "I want this, but I just- I'm not really umm... confident without something covering me?" The alcohol was making you spill all the details. "Maybe not tonight?" Satoru not wanting you to feel uncomfortable he nods, placing a soft kiss on your forehead and moving off of you. Seeing his fallen look on his features made you feel so guilty, and you immediately felt so uncomfortable in your own skin.
"I think you should go."
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.•°.•° ☆ The All-Important Introduction ☆°•.°•.
Hi! Welcome to my blog, which is the one stop shop for all my art stuff! I follow from @aalinaaaaaa , my main blog, which is where I post my writing, reblog other people's writing and all sorts of writeblr stuff.
On this blog, you'll find things like:
Random sketches and art practice (I want to learn how to do art, I'm very much so a beginner as of typing)
Art of my characters and the setting they're in (plus AU stuff from time to time) [some of the character art may appear on my main blog too]
Designs for my Flash Fiction Friday pieces (I have a fancy notebook that I want to put handwritten, illustrated versions of my short stories in)
Reblogs of other people's art and/or art tutorials
Things that inspire the aesthetic of my own works (landscapes, clothing, etc)
Anything else remotely related to art (like photography, for example)
What else do you do in your free time? Some may ask. Well, I'm currently a college student bogged down in lab reports (lol), and I also do things like writing (my stronger creative suit), art practice, doing stuff for my blog and I also enjoy going to rugby and hurling matches (when I actually have the time, lol).
Also, I forgot to mention one thing:
No sending me asks/messages/etc asking for money! I have ZERO tolerance for begging, thank you.
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Warhammer 40k x Spider-Person!Reader
Sorry if this is cringe, but the autism got to me and I am physically incapable of not wanting to smash my current favorite medias together like a tyrannical toddler making their dolls kiss.
I purposefully kept it vague on exactly which legion found them and whether it was pre or post-heresy, cause I think, going forward if I write more, I'd like to jump around and just write for whoever, whenever suits my fancy, lol. This is meant more as an introduction of the concept than anything else.
Reader is non-binary because I said so.
divider from @/enchanthings
Word Count: 1929
If someone had told you this morning that by the end of the day you’d be yearning for the comforting embrace of a back alley dumpster, you’d have called them crazy. But, alas, here you are: your suit in tatters, surrounded by the stench of foreign exhaust and something sickeningly biological, about to be absolutely eviscerated by some dude who looks like he just crawled out of Doctor Octavius’ worst nightmares.
Now, one might ask ‘how’ exactly you found yourself in this situation. And it would be a fair question! Really! Unfortunately, fair as it is, you don't actually have a proper answer, yourself.
‘Why’ you ended up here, however, was relatively simple: You’re the one and only Huntsman. A friendly neighborhood spider-person, looking out for their community. And most recently, what exactly your community needed you to be looking out for was a symbiote, loose in the city.
Too bad, then, that lady luck must have had a bone to pick with you that day.
Because following an embarrassingly long chase of the damned thing through the New York City sewer system, the hungry, hungry parasite just so happened to stumble upon one of Os Corps. many, many underground research facilities. Seriously, why do they have so many of these things? One that apparently – based on what is to come – must have been deep in the midst of research on some form of teleportation or another.
Long-story-short: In your desperate attempts to not be grabbed and eaten by an ornery symbiote, you may have stopped paying attention to what exactly was behind you whilst evading the weird alien goop. And what would you know? One careless dodge (and a near comically late tingle in your bones from your spidey sense) and a stray shot of said goop managed to hit and set off Os Corps’ latest and greatest affront to humanity!
BOOM!
In the blink of an eye your entire world had been rendered to naught but blinding light, sharp pain in every inch of your body and a ringing in your ears that, in the moment, felt like it was going to be permanent.
You really can't be sure how long you were trapped like that; your consciousness suspended, unable to gauge the passage of time, nor feel your material surroundings. It felt like a lifetime. But, then again, you have been known to be a little bit dramatic from time to time, so who knows.
What you do know for sure was that it ended. The feeling of being suspended, that it. And the light. The pain, of course, stayed. As did the incessant ringing.
If you had to describe the feeling, you'd say it felt almost like your bones were in the process of trying to evacuate your body. Like there wasn't enough space in you, for you. It was agony.
But, worse than the pain, you just felt… Wrong. As though your eyes had been pulled out and put back in the wrong sockets. Your tongue was the wrong texture. Your teeth were upside down. Your liver was too smooth. And a thousand other minute sensations that couldn't be real flooded your body.
At least, you hoped to God they weren't real.
Lucky for you though, you didn't have much time to dwell on the uncanny sensation, as a clawed metal appendage descended from somewhere above you to close tightly around your throat. Your body felt like it was on fire as you were hefted up from the ground by your neck. Another claw grasped at your head and tugged away what was left of your mask.
You want to reach out and snatch it back. You want to struggle and kick and scream. But you can't. You can't will yourself to move at all as your eyes snap open at last, and you come face to face with without a doubt the most horrific monstrosity you've ever seen.
Though now a putrid blending of flesh and machine, the thing before you looks as though it might have been human at one point. But that point was far from now. Now, what skin you can see is sallow and sunken, with veins protruding all across it. It has what looks like a gas mask embedded into its face and where the flesh meets metal is layered in inflamed, gnarled scarring.
Mercifully, however, its face is all you can clearly see. The rest is hidden beneath a rather ostentatious looking robe, disguising what you can only imagine to be equally horrific means of attachment for the several mechanical appendages that flow from it. Including, of course, the one currently choking the life out of you.
For a long moment you can only stare at the thing in front of you, gaping like an idiot, before you finally register that its horrid mask is moving. It's talking to you.
At least, you assume it is. Though, now declined significantly in volume, you still struggled to make out anything through the ringing.
You try to say as much, to tell the nightmare that you couldn't understand it. But it seems as though you weren't successful, if the violent, impatient shake the creature gave you in response was any indication. Or maybe your meaning came across fine and the thing was just an asshole. Both seemed possible.
At last, the ringing begins to fade more or less and you could scrounge together two whole brain cells to rub together and bring your mind into focus.
“Intruder. Identify yourself,” the creature demanded, its voice horrifically garbled and interspersed with high-pitched whirring.
You’d love to do so, if only you could actually take in the air required to make noise. This hurdle, however, seemed to be lost on the mechanical horror before you, leaving you to squirm helplessly in its grasp whilst pawing at the claw around your throat in the hopes that it would get the message.
“Magos, release your hold. They cannot speak if you’re obstructing their airway,” comes a low voice from somewhere to your right, rumbling through the air at a frequency you register as strange, to say the least. The words aren’t shouted, but they carry the same weight as though they were.
You’re immediately and unceremoniously dropped by the “Magos’” and allowed to crumple to the ground with a dull thud.
Sputtering and coughing as you desperately suck in some much needed oxygen, you’re finally able to turn your gaze to the man who’d probably just saved your life, for now anyway…
...
‘What. The. Fuck.’
The sight that greets you is not one, not two, but three, absolute behemoths, all in armor so bulky you struggle to wrap your head around the idea that it can move at all, staring straight through you.
'Is literally everyone here some kind of fucked up weirdo?'
They stand in a triangular formation, two flanking the one taking point, who you can only assume must be the one who spoke. The rear guard both sport guns that look to be the size of your torso, trained directly on you.
“Now that you’ve caught your breath, identify yourself,” says the central figure, his voice rolling over you like thunder rolls over a storm. It makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up, a familiar tingle running up your spine.
'He’s human, for sure,' you think to yourself, 'But only in the sense that I am too.'
Between still ragged gasps, you manage to spit out your name. You decide to give both your real one and your alias, sensing that now is not the time to play coy.
The man repeats your name back at you, testing the syllables on his tongue. It doesn’t look like he likes them. “I’ve never heard such a name, nor of the title ‘Huntsman’ on any of the worlds nearby. Where do you come from,” he asks you.
‘Worlds nearby…?’ That doesn’t bode well for any hopes of an easy road home.
“Uhhh, Earth,” you squeak, though it sounds more like a question than you’d like.
“‘Earth?’ Do you mean Terra? That's nonsense, there is no–” he begins to respond in a vaguely irate tone.
And you panic.
You’re tired and confused and in so much pain. And the idea that this man might just kill you over a misunderstanding eats away at whatever remaining self control you had.
So while cutting him off probably isn’t the greatest move, that’s exactly what you do. “Not your earth! At least, I don’t think it is,” you say, tripping over some of the syllables in your haste.
It’s a safe bet. Nothing around you looks familiar. They’re calling Earth(?) ‘Terra.’ Whether or not it's even tangentially the same world doesn’t really matter to you right now. Right now, you just need them to hear you out. To understand that whatever trespass you’ve committed was an accident and that you would also prefer you weren’t here right now.
“I-I…,” you stop and close your eyes, forcing yourself to take a couple deep breaths to try and steady yourself. He hasn’t ordered his men to shoot and he seems to be waiting for you to continue; and for now that’s enough for you to draw courage from.
“I’m gonna be honest with you, man. I don’t know how I got here either. At least, not in a quantifiable way…,” another breath, “I was in the vicinity of a misfire of a prototype teleportation device,” You decide to keep the true extent of your ignorance to yourself. These men don’t seem like the type to take kindly to it. For now, you just had to settle on what seemed most likely and sell it. “The thing was wildly unstable, and based on the fact that absolutely nothing I have seen in the last few minutes is even vaguely familiar to me, I’m pretty sure that space is probably not the only thing that machine moved me through.”
“Expound.” Still not dead, that’s encouraging.
“Well–Uh, You said that you hadn’t heard of me ‘on any of the worlds nearby,’ right? That implies regular space travel. And well, I know for damn sure that humans are not space-faring where I’m from! At least, not like this,” you give a vague gesture to your surroundings, “So, if I know that shouldn’t be possible where I’m from, but the abject reality before me says it is, I feel like it’s a perfectly fair assumption to say that I must then not be in the same time as I was previously. I mean, space and time are inherently enmeshed with one another, right? So, it’s really not that hard to imagine that a faulty spacial teleporter might invite temporal displacement as well...” You’re out of breath again by the time you’ve finished your nervous rambling.
The man just looks at you. They all do. The weight of their combined gaze makes you feel like an insect trapped beneath their thumb.
You hate this. You miss your mask.
You never were any good at schooling your expressions. So you can only imagine what a pitiful, deer-in-the-headlights-esk look you must be giving them in return for their own utterly unphased, emotionless ones.
(Though, looking back on it later, you’ll come to appreciate that it was probably the guileless nature of your expression that actually saved you here.)
After a long pause, the man sighs and at least half of the tension previously present in the room dissipates. “So you’ve never heard of the Imperium of Man before, then?”
“The what of Man?”
#warhammer 40k#fanfic#warhammer x reader#space marine x reader#primarch x reader#this has more to do with 40k than spiderman so I'm not gonna tag for it lol#this is my first fanfic so I hope y'all like it#I just think the idea is funny#expecially once it gets into the realm of considering that a spider-person is probably a fairly decent match for a space marine in many way#but in a leetle package#nb!reader#edit: why did I spell especially like that?#edit edit: in many way?#spider-person in 40k#my writing
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I suppose introductions are in order. Hi! Floofy here. 31 year old genderfluid fluffball from Norway just trying to figure out who I am and what I want to do in this world. This is a nsfw blog where I will most likely post some stuff now and then of my own making or more, reblog things I find pretty, funny, mesmerising and other fancy words for stuff I like. I have a wide variety of interests when it comes to kinky stuff, so do not be surprised if you encounter anything from wholesome cute content to more cnc based kink. I have open dms (I think I put the settings correct at least), but I might be slow to respond to dms as I am very forgetful at times and IRL sadly does need to take priority lol. I used to have a tumblr profile before, but I deleted it after I burnt out and needed a fresh start. Turns out it is not super healthy for the brain to get hypnotized and conditioned almost every day by several random people lol. I love stuff such as - bondage - sensory deprivation - cnc - Hypnosis - Plastic wrap - Pet play -Dronification, dollification, some bimbofication but depends what and how - drug play (chloroform triggers, kidnap rp etc) - Brainwashing - Conditioning - gags - tease and denial - Mummification - Masks - Shiny clothes, nylon, hose, skin tight clothing that emphasise someone's body ^^ What I do not like is basically people being mean for just the sake of being mean and actually feeling that others are beneath you, so if you do not support basic human decency and human rights... you know, trans rights etc, yeahhhh this miiiight not be the best place for you. Consent is really important to me and while I love cnc, kinky gaslighting and stuff that seem very "intense", it is within the sphere of kink good lords. Outside of kink we all deserve to be treated like individual fellow humans ^^ . I won't make this the world's longest post so I will mostly end with this, but if you have any questions feel free to dm or send me asks and such as I do love to get to know more fellow kinksters around the world and more ^^
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dark fantasy concept
introduction
tw/cw: blood, body horror, mild suggestive, fucked up morals and content that comes with the dark fantasy genre, dehumanization(?);
isekai modern-reader into 'ye olde darke-medieval-fantasy' but instead of into the body of a human to re-create the industrial revolution. put them into the body of a very cryptid/monstrous version of a vamp
at first mc starts like rlly feral, jumbly-instinct thoughts. but as they begin to drink more blood they get more grounded. so basically hunger = madness or smth.
there's also gamer/leveling up/system adjacent things. but only for mc. where it basically counts how much kills they have and it rewards them with skills and its also kinda like a countdown to how many liters of blood they have left until they go bonkers.
since it's the medieval times, technology ain't that good, or most of anything for that matter. it's bad.
since mc is a spoiled city mouse, they rlly want to have modern commodities that only rich people at this time gets. like frequent baths, good infrastructure and basic plumbing. fancy shit like that.
they kinda get obsessed w/ it since its literally the only thing that's familiar and comforting to them so they try rlly hard to get it. either by killing rich people and stealing their houses or building their own spooky mansion by becoming a noble or smth.
it's kinda like those tropes of rich pretty vampire that gets absolutely monstrous w/o blood. with the bright eyes and growling with sharp teeth.
mc really hates when they get feral cause it makes them feel like a mindless monster, not unlike those that gets killed by hunters and mercenaries. so they cope by being as 'civil/cultured/refined' as possible.
absolutely disgusted at the idea of drinking blood, so they keep gaslighting themself into thinking it's wine. prolly has tarps or smth on their table and fancy glasses.
they often come off as arrogant or stand-offish in the 'don't touch me with ur dirty hands peasant' way, but in reality they're just... a paranoid myso/germaphobe.
they're really fancy, imagine ye stereotypical vamp aesthetic but in sleeping robes. just, like, a really comfortable vampire.
and they have really terrifying non-romanticized features as a nod to the feral-cryptid side they rlly want to hide. like the trope of vampire having tapedum lucidum or unique teeth marks (y's in leeches or patterns)---
---not those sharp and needle-like teeth for puncture that will leave delicate dot-scarring, perfect for symbiosis, self-control and donations. but textured teeth that's obvious that there's no way to stop the bleeding even if you wanted to, meant for gouging and death. kinda like bullet shrapnel or twisted daggers.
but it won't be complete w/out character interactions.
❤︎ mercenary / monster hunter (placeholder: montague )
>kinda like the witcher or mando at first glance. stoic, gruff guy, very tanky but somehow is very stealthy. has a dog trained to smell blood-trails and harmed prey, it is very rotund 'cause of treats. it's name is whinny (a pun, win, whiny, wine(both the drink and the olde english for friend)) like it's owner, the dog find you sus but later becomes attached to you.
>tendencies probably started out in pity, 'damn is this a baby vamp? hopeless. guess i gotta feed them so they get strong enough to be a honorable adversary'. love a guy with a code of honor but dubious morality. but then he got too into it? he finds the fact that a 'monster' has more of a moral compass than him interesting (ur human kill count being lower, disliking torture, etc) lowkey wants to fix you but in a making you better at murder way.
>has a protective dynamic w/ reader but only later on (monty basically wanted them dead lol), brings them lots of prey to feed on (mostly of the bipedal variety, wink wink nudge nudge), if ya refuse to feed there's definitely going to be some tough-love to encourage a healthy diet.
>can be either romantic or familial dynamic. but there's definitively a touch of fear/intimidation on either party.
❤︎ honored guest / your good friend (placeholder: aldwin )
>is either a himbo or really 'cowardly'. the first guy you ever met that you didn't outright attempt-to or kill. kinda milk-toast at first glance. but the only guy you know can't and won't kill you. you often contemplate turning him into a thrall to keep you company for as long as you 'live', (he isn't that opposed to the idea) but often back out because you still have modern sensibilities, mind control bad.
>you often baby him, both in fear of making him scared of you (the smell is fearousel not actual fear) and also because technically he is one compared to you. that's a grown man, he's not actually scared of your mansion he just wants to be near you 24/7.
>sometimes you use him as a juice box, but only after hosting extravagant dinner parties whenever he visits (which is often, on both), making sure he eats enough to replace the blood and too drunk to feel pain. it was actually his idea, managed to convince himself that the dinner is for replenishing and not because you want to celebrate him. the actual feeding is awkward, you refuse to use your teeth and used one of the dinner knifes.
>friend zone/ one sided. mc is in denial/deeply oblivious. can be read as codependent (emotionally).
❤︎ the scholar / the monster doctor (placeholder: boris )
>doctor/physician guy. he has glasses :), someone who takes ur ideas seriously, sees you as a kindred soul, both in the studies and about your nature. has a whole jekyll and hyde situation, his jobs is kinda the reason why he goes awoo in the night. he's surprisingly very soft? mild mannered, polite, a proper gentleman. (whinny hates him lmao)
>kinda a goldigger, first approached you with the intent of having you sponsor his 'research' (monster biology) but later decided to have a collab w/ you. you still treat him as kinda of a sugarbaby still, reserving a special place in the manor to serve as his lab and giving him lots of artifacts and equipment. you mostly do it to see if he has a cure for vampirism (aside from a very painful death), but it's nice to see a very chivalrous man get flustered when it's him being spoilt.
>the wolf side is the complete opposite of his demeanor, feral, bloodthirsty and animalistic, it attacks and destroys everything in it's wake, it cannot harm you due to your strength, but the intent is obvious. it's a very harrowing affair filled with angst, (except the part where you're prepping for the full moon and needing to chain him with silver), you know what's its like to lose control and hurt someone innocent so you always try to do damage control for his sake.
>kinda puts you in a pedestal, sees you as someone out of his league.
❤︎ the oldest servant / elder-vampire butler (placeholder: aldair )
>kinda older looking in appearance but still pretty-boy enough(? somehow). you didn't turn him, he came with the mansion. he used to be a thrall to someone else but now he's a under your reign. has beef with everyone except monty (prolly teaming to make you less hopeless), specially hates aldwin. he's less alfred, more sebastian/claude or ron molan(TCF).
> it's not exactly known why he's loyal, considering he wanted to kill his previous sire and you don't treat him any better (by your standards, vampire culture is weird). maybe it was the way you just... 'subdued' it and allowed him the pleasure of killing his torturer? causing some weird begrudging-debt turned devotion, that or the fact that you are not a pureblood---or at least act like one.
> kinda thinks ur a spoiled wimp but still spoils you. way too knowledgeable abt your habits, you stretch out a hand and he's already putting a glass of 'wine' between your fingers. you shift in your seat? he's already getting you a footstool (mostly an unfaithful servant or a prisoner), you accidentally tear out someone's throat? he's already collecting their blood in bottles, cleaning the crime scene and creating your alibi.
> you're deff being primed for something. maybe related to the dozens of bottles (and sacrifices) in your cellar.
#character concept#vamp reader#oc concept#yandere#sub yandere#original characters#original character#suggestive#dark fantasy#body horror#dehumanisation tw#ʕ•ﻌ•ʔ <(posts!)
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FAERIE'S DAWN
Following the Shattering of Reality, the world was plunged into what came to be known as the Faewildes: an ever-changing world suffused with magic and danger.
Humanity crumbled under the weight of the new reality while fae—and the archfae above them—emerged to rule over the new world. Humans couldn't compete against the fae's sheer magical prowess, and soon built strongholds in territories with weak magical presence to stand against them.
Now, so many generations later, humanity has finally learned of faekind's weakness: metal, which weakens fae and blocks their magic.
A war is breaking out between humanity and fae, with gods each picking sides in the conflict. Between faeries Nova, Cloud, and Sky, and the human settlement Eve and Asa protect... who will win?
MAIN NAVIGATION:
⚜ story introduction ⚜ table of contents ⚜ schedule ⚜ #faerie's dawn
⚜ #fd outlines ⚜ #fd lore post ⚜ #fd shitpost ⚜ #fd behind the scenes ⚜ #fd out of context ⚜ #fd extras ⚜ #fd asks ⚜ #fd fandom
MAIN CHARACTERS:
NOVA “ME” FAE
⚜ character intro ⚜ #nova “me” fae ⚜ #nova's domain ⚜ #nova the criminal
SCAMALL “CLOUD” FAE
⚜ character intro (pending) ⚜ #scamall “cloud” fae
SPÉIR “SKY” FAE
⚜ character intro ⚜ #spéir “sky” fae ⚜ #sussy sky
EVE PRIMAVERA
⚜ character intro (pending) ⚜ #eve primavera
ASA PRIMAVERA
⚜ character intro (pending) ⚜ #asa primavera
SECONDARY CHARACTERS:
⚜ SOLASTINE “FIRELIGHT” FAE
⚜ CRAOBH “BRANCH” FAE
⚜ SHADE “MARRI” FAE
⚜ FREKI
⚜ GARIN BERG
⚜ AURIK ALBRECHT
⚜ ASTER DRAUS
⚜ LINDIWE DRAUS
ARCHFAERIES:
ARCHFAE KILREY
⚜ #kilrey himself ⚜ #kilrey mention
ARCHFAE TROTH
⚜ #troth himself ⚜ #troth mention
ARCHFAE AMAHLE
⚜ #amahle themself (pending) ⚜ #amahle mention (pending)
ARCHFAE SILINA
⚜ #silina herself (pending) ⚜ #silina mention
ARCHFAE FOLACHÁN
⚜ #folachán himself (pending) ⚜ #folachán mention (pending)
ARCHFAE AKAS
⚜ #akas herself (pending) ⚜ #akas mention (pending)
ARCHFAE ART
⚜ #art themself (pending) ⚜ #art mention (pending)
LORE HINTS:
⚜ #fd lore hints ⚜ #fd worldbuilding ⚜ #nova's domain ⚜ #dhia mention ⚜ #sussy sky
⚜ #on archfae ⚜ #on fae ⚜ #on taint ⚜ #on domains ⚜ #on the faewildes ⚜ #on the old world
⚜ #ailwyn: god of the faewildes ⚜ #the existential of magic ⚜ #the existential of order ⚜ #veritheya: the savior ⚜ #the existentials
To be clear: while many of these tags are starting off empty, they will slowly fill up over time of me posting things about Faerie's Dawn. The rough outline of the story is entirely plotted out, so I've included characters and topics that are going to become important later.
And btw,,, I spent literal hours on this, guys,,,
Like,,, 6+,,,
Please show your appreciation,,,
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(I'mma add everybody who interacts with this post to the taglist? or just put them on my 'tell me rq if you don't want to be included' list lol)
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Nothing too fancy, just started doodling to test out different brushes and ended up making it into a full thing lol
I suppose this can serve as a messy introduction, but an introduction nonetheless, to one of the many sophont aliens in Ruminaaan Theomachy. These guys are known as the Tuiouli, hydrogen-breathing worms with two faces, one on each end of their body (like that oictured above). Theyre the smallest of all my other intelligent aliens, only ever reaching between 35 and 85 centimeters at the longest
Theres much more to these guys but ill leave all of it to future posts once i have more important parts and context for my setting established lol, but i will accept asks if you have any! Aside from that, i just wanted to post this because i like how it came out :)
#aliens#alien#spec evo#specbio#speculative biology#speculative evolution#xenobiology#alien person spec bio#ruminaaan theomachy#sophont#doodle#my art#procreate#procreate doodle
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Publicity Pt.5
Warnings: smoking, y/n is a fucking throat goat, sexual content, swearing, awkward friends/crush to fuck buddies? Lovers? what the fuck even are we? 2D can't last lol
Heyyyy sooo i know im slackong but its because I'm planning for the next fee moths of my life lol I'm moving and going to japan about 2/3 months apart for I'm trying to save/raise money and get my shit together!
ANYWAY! I hope you all enjoy! You finally get some smut and I get to dip into my specialty...sin >:)
ENJOY!
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Publicity Introduction
Publicity Pt.1 Publicity Pt.2 Publicity Pt.3 Publicity Pt.4
PUBLICITY PT 6 UP NOW!!!!
Sleep was avoiding you both at this point, faint giggles filling the studio once you two had finished recording. It's like..the tension just melted away. Was there even any to begin with? Perhaps you'd imagined it all.
That was beside the point.
What you wanted more than anything in the whole world right now....
"D, you smoke?" You question, seemingly more of a test than anything.
Yeah, you knew cigarettes were his thing, but was Miss Mary Jane?
He tilts his head, a grin ever present on his face.
"You offerin'?" He asks, an excited glint in those pitch black eyes.
Annnd that's how you two ended up back in his room, something you didn't think would happen again considering the last time but hey!
Guess there were no real hard feelings after all. You're sitting cross-legged, eyes narrow in on the cute little pre-roll between your lips. Your lighter clicks once, twice, three times.
Nothing.
An irritated grunt pushes past your lips as 2D only chuckles at your struggle, sitting the same way in front of you, his back resting against the bedframe though.
"Need a ligh'?" He asks, accent thick as you tilt you head in debate.
*click*
sparks but no flame
*click* *click*
more sparks
*click* *click* *cli-*
"Shit, yes please." You sigh, a slight laugh leaving your lips.
The pre-roll is still sitting between your lips and he leans forward, guiding your chin up with his index finger. You hold back a choked whine, almost reflex to lean into his touch.
His eyes are just as focuses as yours were prior, the flame licking the end of it so gently as smoke begins to rise from the point of contact. You inhale, looking at him from under your lashes.
"Thanks."
Is all you can manage, the smoke you'd just inhaled pouring from your lips like an inscent fountain.
He takes his chance to pluck from your mouth, inhaling where you once had in an indirect kiss. And for some reason it makes your head spin...nah maybe it was just the weed. He inhales through his mouth, exhaling through his nose just before passing it back to you.
That was kinda hot-
The room is getting a bit hazy, with little air circulation his space would be hotboxed in no time. He reaches over, tugging a bin full of DVD cases from under his bed.
"Fancy a film?" He offers, your mind already hazy and overconfident as the reply sens shivers down the blue-ette's spine.
"Watch one or make one?" You tease, inhaling again, leaving back against your palms with a smirk.
"U-Uh- we, well I-" He stutters out, stopping when your outstretched, blunt-clad hand extended towards him.
"I'm teasing, whatcha got?" You chuckle, seeing his face flush red.
Part of you knows you weren't really joking. Just blame it on the weed.
In the bin, which is currently in 2D's grip were dozens of different movies, all of which seemed to be horror slasher thriller flicks. You peruse, grabbing a couple of cases, and reading the titles out loud.
"28 days later, classic. Uhhh-oh! Train to Busan. World War Z...Resident Evil. Nice, a bit of a zombie movie fan?" You grin, seeing the slight embarrassment on his face.
"W-Well yeah I like 'em" He explains, eyeing one cover specifically.
You reach for it, observing the picture with a slight not of approval.
"Evil Dead?"
He nods as you immediately move to insert the disc into the DVD player. What you had somewhat disregarded was the fact that you had to do sort of a bend and arch to even get to the DVD player and 2D just got a face-full of ass.
He clears his throat, trying his best to look away and failing. The TV static comes to life, masking it.
Damn it you had to have been doing that on purpose. He blames the weed for the sudden hard on.
And he was right, it was maybe a little bit on purpose.
You rest your weight on your elbows for a second, the still lit joint smoking away between your manicured fingertips. Did DVD player buttons have to be this damn small?
"D, got a remote?" You ask with a grin, passing it back to him seeing as you were a pinch preoccupied, your tongue slightly poking past your glossy lips.
He takes it, hoping this next hit would calm his nerves. It doesn't.
"Yeah, its ova' ‘ere on the nigh'stand" He mentally curses himself for the way his accent has noticeably thickened and lisp had poked through.
Being high did that to him though, didn't feel like he had to force himself to speak a specific way. Or maybe you did that? You’d never said anything about it. If anything, from what you’d let slip, you thought it was-
"Cute." You hum, sitting back against the pillows with him, not before flicking the lamp off at this nightstand.
It’s dark now, still hazy though as the movie plays and illuminates you both with dark blue light. He passes the dwindling joint back to you, your knees dealing closer to your chest as your inhale again, ghosting it this time with a grin at its success.
“You know how to ghost?” You question, passing it back as he smiles lazily.
“No’ really. I can french pretty damn good” He explains, demonstrating as the smoke glides through the gap in his smile.
“That’s so cool.” You giggle, taking it back from him.
You stretch, head about as foggy and relaxed as the room is. You opt to lay your stomach against the bed, rolling over briefly onto your back to gaze at 2D at the opposite end.
He's locked into the screen, his eyes reflecting the dark lighting of the screen as his lips part slightly, He's reciting each line, and it's adorable. It takes a moment but he eventually moves his gaze to your sprawled-out frame.
His eyes are low, seemingly taking you in, trailing from your eyes, to your lips, down the dip of your neck and collar bone, chest-
"Look like you're gonna eat me." You joke with a slight smirk.
Being high always did make you more bold. Easier to blame it on the substance if anything.
"Like a zombie?" He adds, leaning foreward, expression blank. His arms reach outward and your eyes widen. Before you could move away he's already gripping at your ankles, much like the undead would anyway.
You can't help the giggle that rises past your lips as he groans and squeezes your sides, a yelp leaving your lips in your fit of laughter.
With your thrashing, you manage to grip his shoulders, giggles dying down as you make direct eye contact. The room is still hazy, and so if your head, making your heartbeat sound so much louder in your ears
You swallow hard, your hands moving upwards, one now at the base of his neck while the other cups his cheek. He leans into it.
"Sooo, what is this?" You whisper, his knee parting your legs as his hands find a place on either side of your head.
"Dunno. 'know I've got feelin's for you." He explains, taking a breath to try and explain himself.
"I-I liked you when we was at the airpor'..a-an’ when you smacked your face on the dash. And when you yelled at Murdoc. I've never seen anyone besides Noodle and Russ do tha'."
You let out a faint laugh, fingers twirling his hair into little spirals.
"And when you was in my room.”
You’re back at square one now, staring deeply into one another’s eyes. Fearing you'd drown in the abyss of black you tune your head, nose scrunching as you try to control your heart. You can hear it pounding in your ears and each time it beats against your rib cage you fear it’ll burst.
His knee moves up, the action pulling a strained and faint whimper from your lips.
“Even when you thought’ I didn’t know you was snooping’ around in here.” He huffs with a faint gap-toothed smile.
You return it, your thigh now brushing his, your leg locking around his calf.
"Why'd you really leave tha' first time.?" he asks, almost unsure if he's even allowed to question your motives.
You swallow, embarrassment filling your chest. Sitting up on your elbows, he adjusts, moving back just a pinch so your foreheads from crashing into one another.
"I didn't want to mess anything up. I-I didn't want you to think I was...I don't know. I was scared that if we did...fuck that night things would be awkward and I'd ruin everything."
He's gazing down at you, but you wouldn't have seen it since your trying to avoid eye contact at the moment.
" I..I really like being around you Stu. I know its been awkward but I havent felt this inspired and intrigued in a long time." You explain, struggling to get the words out.
You sigh, looking guage to his reaction only to find two big, black, puppy god eyes staring right back at you.
"Darlin'"
God the way he says it. Yeah, Murdoc had called you that a couple times, mainly condescending and demeaning...but him? Its like it was meant for you and you alone, like he poured all his affection into one form of adoration.
It's in the way he guides you to sit up with him, your bodies fitting together like a puzzle. It's in his slightly cold hands cupping your face, thumb caressing your cheek.
The high had come down. This was nothing but pure intentions uninfluenced but any substance.
"Yes.." You whisper, your palms restign on his thighs.
"Please tell me you won' run away this time...you could never ruin this, I can promise you tha'." He reassures, one hand traveling to your waist, tugging you impossibly closer.
"Promise?" You whisper, mouth meeting halfway as he moves in unison with your body.
The film is long forgotten, whatever background noise it was meant to provide is far too low as your huffs and pants grow louder. It's not so much a competition as to who gets who undressed first but a testy dance.
His fingers glide under your shirt and brush against the skin of your stomach. Your own dip just behind his waistband. It's a familiar feeling, the tension stronger than your first semi-sexual encounter.
In his quest to rid you of your shirt, his mouth manages to work its way to your neck, hot, opened mouth kissed push against your pulse points, the softness suddenly overpowered with a hard suck.
'F-Fuck." You swear, tilting your head back to give him more access.
He hums against your exposed neck, successfully lifting your top up enough for it to rest, rolled up against your collarbone.
"Bite this." He instructs, lifting the bit of fabric to your lips. He's got you essentially holding your shirt between your teeth so we can-
Your nipples harden at his cold touch, the pads of his thumbs pressing deliciously against eh buds before he pops the front clasp, your boobs recoiling at the loss of support.
"Pretty lil' thing you are." He sighs, leaning forward to wrap his lips around one.
The warmth from his mouth shoots shivers down your spine, body arching into each of his touches. His left hand squeezes, tugs, and attends to your left side while his mouth works at the other, then he swaps once he's satisfied. For someone who acted like he had nooo idea how vulgar his lyrics were, he sure isn't as innocent as he'd led on.
He's skilled, pulling you onto his lap with ease, still latched to your chest before he kisses his way back up to your lips. He swallows up your whimpers, caressing the back of your head before rolling his hips up
"Y-You really know what youre doing." You pant, cut up immedetly by a moan when he slips his fingers past your bottoms, middle and ring finger just barely grazing your clit.
"Why woul'nt I?" He teases, voice somehow huskier as he watches you twitch at the slight movement of his fingers.
Your head falls forward when he pushes past your lips, hissing at the wetness
"Oh you need this bad, don' you?" He asks, the hand that was once at your waist coming up to your throat, guiding your jaw to make you look at him.
His face is flushed red in the faint lighting, eyes blown wide.
"How bad you need this love?" He asks, finally pushing two fingers into your heat, your head falling forward, only for him to guide you back to look at him.
"I know you can use your words. How bad?" He hums, his palm just barely smacking against your clit as his fingers curl in, upward, and out. Over and over and over,
"P-Please.' You don't even know what you're begging for at this point.
More friction? More fingers,? To cum? You needed to cum. But he's keeping you on the edge, literally wrapped around his fingers. You roll your hips, trying anything to get more and he knows it.
How he's keeping it together and not tearing his own band off just to fill you up is beyond him. All he knows is that the more noise you make, the more he wants to work your body to make new ones. High pitches, groans, whimpers, yelps, pleads of mercy as you get off on his fingers. He needs to hear it all.
"You close, aren't you?" He hums, seeing you nod, eyebrows knitted together, eyes squeezed as you focus on your orgasm.
Your hands grip his shoulders and he can tell you're close with the way you squeeze his fingers. And just before you can announce your impending orgasm, he pulls away from you. You can't help the desperate whine that leaves you lips and all he does is smirk.
"W-What? No no please." You whimper, eyes screwed shut.
Fine, two could play the edging game if that's what he wanted. You press your lips to his briefly, soon trailing down his throat much like how he had done with you, only this time, you don't bother to tug his shirt off. You're reaching for the prize beneath his waistband.
He doesn't protest, holding his breath almost. You can see the tent that had formed, once again..a fuckin monster under that fabric.
You suck in a breath, palming him for a moment as he lets out a low groan. Anticipation eats away at you as you finally pull it out. There's a moment of silence and your mouth waters at the thought of having it on your tongue. It's firm in your hand, warm, and twitching slightly at the contact.
It's got a bit of an upward curve, not too thick, but what he lacks in girth he definitely makes up for in length. He's tall as fuck so duh? Right? The tip is faintly tinted red, and two to three thick veins run from base to tip. He's leaking precum, giving it a slight glossy shine. Only more spills out when you give a test squeeze.
"E-Everthin' okay?" He asks warily, your silence making him panic.
How long had you been staring and analyzing this man's dick in silence?!
"Huh? O-Oh no everything....just, fuck it's pretty-" You huff, lowering yourself to come face to face with it.
You part your lips, sticking your tongue out to lick from base to tip, taking him into your mouth.
"Fuckkkk me." He whimpers, trying his best to make space for you between his legs.
Yeah, it had been a while but you were sure your throat could remember its previous training. You roll your tongue out your mouth, testing the way he hits the back of your throat, your sloppy and noisy slurping only further fueling your ministrations.
2D is melting under you, sweating, moaning, and whimpering with each bob of your head, his fingers fighting to not thread into your scalp and grip.
"Too much, won' last- wa- oh fuck wait love-" he beggs, your movements slowing, you glance up at him from under thick lashes, grinding sinisterly at his flushed and lust-filled expression.
It's agonizing how slowly you release him, sucking all the way up until you pull away with a sloppy 'pop'.
"Can I?” He glances down with his hands at your hips now. Your body heats almost instantly.
"Shag?" You chuckle, seeing him turn his head in embarrassment at the term.
"Well when you say i' like tha'!" He groans, hardened length poking your thigh.
"Sorry sorry. But seriously, please? I wanna feel you..." You admit, already working on lining him up between your slippery wet folds.
He sighs at the feeling, pulling your hips forward as his tip slides back and forth between you. It's too much and not enough all at once.
And soon, he pushes into you, your bodies impossibly close. All you can do is whine upon entrance, the stretch is so perfect. He freezes up, squeezing your hips tighter now, his fingers almost turning white. You relish in the sting.
"Y-You okay?" You cry, feeling him hit spots you didn't even know were possible.
Guess it pays to have a monster cock-
Something's up though, Stu growing awfully quiet.
"I-I can't move if I do I'll...I'll". He's struggling to explain himself, face beet red as he takes slow steady breaths.
Your eyes widen, involuntarily squeezing down at the confession. That quick? How long had it been for him? Gorilla grip much??
"W-Wait don't squeeze I-" He's really trying now, eyes screwed shut in focus.
"I really wanna do this with you y/n, but if you move I know I'll be done for sure." He explains, your lips pressing sweetly to his temple.
"It's fine, there'll be other times." You encourage, more silently praying that this wouldn't be the first and final time you get to be like this with him.
And his eyes light up, like an eager acceptance of the invitation. You roll your hips down, the feeling pulling noises from each of you as he practically whimpers against your shoulder.
"Stu, baby it's okay. I promise." You encourage, wanting nothing more than to feel him fill you up.
He huffs out a breathy sigh, sliding out halfway out before thrusting back in. He picks up his pace for about 2 seconds and in the 5th thrust, he comes undone, not before completely pulling out of you, and just in the nick of time.
"Fuck fuck fuck I-I'm sorry, you feel so good love," He whines, still riding out his orgasm, the warmth from his load coating your thighs.
He's still apologizing, spurts of hot white leaking from his tip as you run your fingers through his hair with a soft smile.
"You okay?" You ask, seeing him nod faintly, a bit exhausted. The movie is still playing, the credits are rolling now as you search the numbers on his nightstand alarm clock for an indication of how late it is.
He massages the spot he had gripped so viciously before, using a discarded t-shirt of his to wipe your thighs clean. As your positioned atop him, your eyes meet, and just before the night ends,
He kisses you like you're oxygen and he's desperate to breathe.
A?N: GUYSSS You finally got some smut outta mee! I hope you enjoyed this chapter because y/n cant catch a break and Pt.6 is gon get mESSYYYYY! i hope the 5 other 2d fans are enjoying this! See you next chapter :D
ps. sorry for any spelling errors!
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