#faith isn't available rn

[icarustypicalfall]

A new series :)

a group chat of cod men and yn who is a medic

idk this felt silly in my head to unleash my dump jokes I cant put in fics also i decided it'll be fem reader cuz idk i just wanted also it's not like anyone will read it im flopping soo bad but whatever enjoy this meal pookies I'll add new parts soon

someone with my two brain cells will fall for this

PART 1

guess who kidnapped yn hard edition

MASTERPOST • SERIES

[iciatheguardess]

*she was of course still holding the nail bat, seems as if she's grown an attachment to it, weird*

Thank you

-@spinning-faces

Of course! I'm glad you like it-

*After a bit more walking, they reach her house. There's a note on Icia's door- it reads:*

"Hey Icia, Starro here. If you're reading this I'm not here rn, I probably went to my room to sleep. Good luck with figuring out that weird situation, I have faith in you!

To anyone else: Icia Ice Anon isn't available right now, sorry. My name is Starro, and I'm a friend of hers. If you need her, she went to find someone called Dusk. If you need me, I'm either in the house or in the Circus. Ask Gangle or Ragatha, they'll show you too me. Thanks!

-Starro"

*Icia grins, though slightly disappointed.*

Alright, seems he isn't here right now.. *she opens the door as best as she can with her arms full of Leafy still bundled up.* I'll start a fire!

[theragamuffininitiative]

🍎👻🥧 for the October themed writing asks!

Y'all I want to first confess I was today years old when I realized I could copy the individual paragraphs and paste them for each ask, bc I previously hated trying to answer on mobile.

🍎 apple: let’s talk about friendship in your wip. do you have any favorite friend/platonic dynamics? any friendships gone sour?

!! I am such a FRIENDSHIP person with stories. Really just relationship and community and faithfulness outside of the narrow confines of romance in general... Ugh, loyalty and fidelity and partnership bless bless bless. Currently my favorite is Lasater and Cousin Sonny in my [Untitled Western WIP]. I did not originate these characters but their friendship means everything to me. The lonely, homesick, friend-needing outlaw hunter and the young, light-hearted, guitar-playing outlaw he takes under his wing and how they help each other be better and ultimately find what they are each looking for. 🥺😭💗👏👏👏 If this show had ever happened, it might have been my favorite show ever, but alas I now get to must fill in the blanks myself.

👻 ghost: can you tease some wip ideas that have been haunting you/something you want to write in the future?

All the stories I have left gathering dust for years makes me sad tbh, but I am so so wanting to brush them off and give them the love and light of day. I'm mostly focused on my cowboys rn but my other favorite stories are Cloy (urban fantasy about the end of the world as magic imbalances between human and fae realms bc of centuries of greed and fear between them) and Air Jumper (sci-fi about space sports (?lol) but actually about human rights and corruption). 👀

Also a big part of me wants to move somewhere out west and have a blog that's just...writing about northwestern landscape and adventures but that requires a life change not just a writing project. XD

🥧 pie: let’s talk about food in your wip. are there any special recipes or traditional meals? do any of your OCs cook or bake?

So in my western, there isn't much cooking the lads can do in their setting. I do joke about Lasater's love of potatoes. They are truly his comfort food. XD he is a simple man with simple pleasures (and he desperately just wants to be done and go back to his farm). Sonny is just a Boy and happy to have food pretty much whenever.

But! It's so so fascinating learning what foods would have been available to them in Kansas territory and on the trail in the pre-civil-war mid 1800s. Some things people ate back then are truly terrifying, but the vague recipes (use hemlock! no specification of the non poisonous variety) are worse. 😂 when true coffee wasn't available, they would make "coffee" out of pretty much anything on hand, and everyone had their own opinions on what made the best pseudo coffee (corn based was apparently a favorite).

Thank you for stopping by! 😊

[milesofstars]

Im just a little bit ahead of u in Persona 5 Royal (im on the palace after the casino) but still very happy to find someone also playing thru this for the first time 😂

Now I did get a spoiler on a couple things but I won't share them. But I did wanna ask u: who r u romancing?? (Since akechi isn't an option) And so far who's ur favorite persona??

Also there's hidden content after the palace I'm on rn only available if u max out the councilor and faith confidants (also get akechis as far as u can). I won't say anything else tho

ty for the ask!! its also super cool for me to find others still playing it since it feels like most ppl who are fans have already completed the game!

im not really that bothered about romancing anyone (if only we could romance men...) so im just kinda deciding as i go, but if i was to romance anyone it would probably be makoto just cuz i love her sososo much and im on a pretty high rank with her anyways.. it may be because i relate to her a lot but thats not important...

as for the personas i dont actually pay a lot of attention to them since they only appear in battle and im mostly focused on using the right moves, but i like arsène a lot since hes a reference to arsène lupin (a while ago i read a bunch of arsène lupin stories compiled in a book and the amount of references to him in this game make me super happy, i lent the book to my friend but im hoping to get it back and reread it soon)

if you mean to use in battle, i change them up quite a bit so im not sure..

ive been using guides for the confidant sections since i wanna try get the most out of my playthrough and i only realised councillor had to be level 9 by 11/18 when it was already like 11/08 and i panicked but i think i might be able to clutch it... possibly...! akechi is already at 8 since i spent every chance i could with him LMAO

[drukhari]

What's your favourite ghost song? I just got into their music recently :)

That's awesome, cheers! It's genuinely impossible for me to just pick one favorite since I would inject so many of their songs directly into my bloodstream were it physically possible, so instead you get a current top 5 list lmao. In no particular order:

Faith (this was one of the first songs by them that I ever heard back when Prequelle dropped in 2018 and it's been living in my head rent free ever since)

Hunters Moon (I'm a sucker for Halloween vibes need I say more?)

Jesus He Knows Me (this and Faith are actually my go-to hype tracks rn when I'm hitting my bigger lifts at the gym)

Zenith (this one you'll have to go to YouTube for because it was a vinyl exclusive that isn't available on apps like Bandcamp or Spotify but it is SO fucking good)

Con Clavi Con Dio (I've been listening to this track on a loop over the past few days since getting to finally see it performed live)

[ladysammymblog]

I am struggling, however I've only given into this belief system about 3 weeks.

My life has improved since I've started meditating, journaling, and positive affirmations. Listening to frequencies trying to align my chakras etc.

I've met a guy I would love to have in my life but he hasn't been available to me since our first date. He said he likes me, just needs some time to "recoup". He's a middle school teacher and it's exhausting, I can't even imagine how insane it must be. I sympathize, I check my ego, my wounded child, he assures me he's interested. But I still question his loyalty. I don't want to, but why wouldn't he see anyone else? He's no friend of mine.

My patience is being tested like never before. I'm going to attract and no longer chase, I am trying to go no contact, leave him to ponder.

Today is the day of love and I'm full of melancholy for my heart long's for him and he's gone silent without even a happy valentine's day sticker or gif.

I grieve for my disappointment, i mourn for my unfulfilled yearning. These feelings are low frequency. My anxiety of being ghosted and abandoned are low frequency. It's weak feminine energy. Not when I've finally awakened and realized who I truly am can I still have these sentiments right?

To answer these questions I'm gonna add the number and my answer.

1. I do have limited beliefs on how long it should take. I am still working on truly believing in myself and my power.

2. I spend a lot of time looking for ways to incorporate manifestation practices into my daily life, so far it's been listening to frequencies at night. The "I Am" app instead of TikTok during the day, journaling my thoughts and tarot cards for guidance. When it comes to actually manifesting something i don't think I've been doing that, maybe I don't know how? Do I tell it to myself in the mirror, I've tried to "lie" to myself into thinking I'm gonna get what I want which is this boy rn. 😂 Then my mood changes and I'm back to sadness and despair.

3. 😂 No I haven't asked why isn't it here, i did pray for a nice boyfriend and I feel like I met him and I was practicing a lot of gratitude for like a week now but I feel like I'm losing him when he's not texting me or calling. I feel like he's giving me breadcrumbs and saying he's just super busy and tells me everything in full detail and I'm inclined to believe him.

4. i don't know what the 3d is.

5. I don't know what you mean about the old story. Maybe if I'm living in the past a lot then yes, i feel like it's my way of survival to not fall for the same traps. To be in the Divine Fem energy one must treat every day as if it's sacred and let go of the past and heal from these wounds that make me feel sad and dependent on someone else's attention to feel secure.

6. No I think I have to hold on like the hanged man.

7. Yes of course I've been a living victim my whole life now I'm trying to change that but it's hard. My crush is not responsible for me he has no obligation to text me, he does it because he wants to and I'm very grateful.

8. Yes i worry about the outcome all the time. My mother said not to and have complete faith. If I need rest, to take it unapologetically. Truly believe the outcome will be positive.

9. No, this is a solo gig.

10. I do but I need the tips to make me feel like I'm doing it right and it won't fail....🤯 Instead of just doing it and believing it will no matter what 🤯🤯🤯🤯

11. I'm really trying to 🥺❤️‍🔥

Thank you.

if you are struggling to manifest, ask yourself these questions!

reminder: you are limitless!

do you have any limiting beliefs regarding the amount of time it should take to manifest?

are you taking more time consuming loa content than actually manifesting?

are you asking other blogs why it isn’t here yet?

are you checking the 3d, and then reacting to it?

are you thinking or talking about the old story?

do you think that because you spiraled you “failed” and should give up?

do you often enter a victim mindset? that someone else is responsible for you?

do you worry about your circumstances, making you doubt that your desire will come?

are you demanding other people to manifest or go into the void FOR YOU, instead of doing it yourself?

are you watching tiktoks that say you’re required to do xyz in order to manifest?

do you TRULY realize your power, that you create your reality, and that it can change at any moment the moment you say it will?

[flowerbloom-arts]

I am... Honestly disappointed in how the fandom completely turned a blind eye in the angst potential of the Muddler.

[kinda angry vent in the tags]

[multi-lefaiye]

💬💬💬 and pen for eden!!!!!

yes thank u <3 heheeeee

okay so the first excerpt is gonna be from one of my flash fiction friday entries, a tftgs fic specifically:

For much of his life, Jack has felt like a used battery. He feels like an old, broken thing, low on energy and with very little left to give. He supposes it was only a matter of time before someone decided to throw him out.

and thiiis is from an older thing i wrote that i might go back to at some point?? not sure though. not gonna give context for now tho <3 (if you recognize the characters. don't look me in the eye rn i know this is self-indulgent):

“Did you just shoot someone!?” Saeyoung cried, still clearly panicking.

“I don’t know, maybe?” Addison replied, trying to drag him along as they tried to avoid looking in the direction they'd just fired. “Just get in the car, asshole!”

“Sorry, I kind of have a bullet in me right now!” he protested, but still did his best to get to his feet. “I told you to stay in the car!”

“Have your goddamn lovers’ quarrel later!” Vanderwood yelled at them over the sound of gunfire raining down on them all.

and theeen this is for another slightly older thing, but i like the comedy here :3

For a moment, Henry just stared at the unconscious man on his living room floor. Then he asked the question that was nagging at the back of his mind. “Why the fuck is he naked?”

AND a little Eden conversation!!! I'm gonna talk a bit about something I haven't talked about publicly in much detail: Eden's chronic pain and fatigue. I haven't talked about it in Great detail because I'm still trying to research n' such to make sure that my portrayal is as faithful and respectful as I can make it.

I won't go into how it's going to come into play story-wise in the campaign, nor the mechanics and accommodations and such planned for this, but I'll talk a bit about it! Under the cut though b/c this might be a bit long.

So Eden's mother, Hannah, dealt with chronic illness for most of her life. In the campaign, it's kind of an ambiguous illness because she wouldn't have had access to modern terminology (or even really a specific diagnosis in general, considering the healthcare available where she lived), but I think the closest to what she has would be fibromyalgia, which is what I'm focusing my research on for Eden.

(And also, if I do go ahead and write a standalone story/WIP with Eden outside of the campaign, this will be discussed and explored in greater detail since the focus would be on him specifically a bit more.)

The research I've done so far does say that fibromyalgia isn't always necessarily passed directly from parent to child, but I'm thinking it's still something that Eden has, and after his death and resurrection his symptoms start to flare up in a way they wouldn't have beforehand.

Like I said, I am still doing research into this because I want to give the most earnest, respectful portrayal I can, but I do still have some thoughts about Eden's personal experiences with it and how he processes it. Because Eden's thought process is my favorite thing to explore.

So Eden approaches everything in his life from a very analytical perspective, so once he registers that his symptoms aren't normal he immediately goes into analysis mode and tries to determine, to an incredibly exact degree, what his limits are. He's a scientist at heart, and his response to every situation is to experiment and learn everything he can.

This will have... mixed results for him. On one hand, over time, Eden will come to understand his condition very well, even without necessarily having access to a specific diagnosis in the campaign itself. On the other hand, it also means that Eden is going to push himself a TON and possibly seriously hurt himself trying to see how far he can go before he has issues.

I'm still looking into specific accommodations Eden could have as time goes on, but I'm definitely thinking mobility aids would be very useful for him--particularly forearm support crutches, if possible.

And last thing I do wanna say. While it might be easy to assume that, all things considered, Eden would be very against the idea of using mobility aids b/c he's just so stubborn.... that's not the case! Eden is a stubborn li'l asshole, but once he understands his limits better I do think he would want mobility aids and would actively seek them out.

Aaanyway okay I still have a lot of research n' such to be doing, but that's some of my thoughts so far!!! Thanks for coming to my ted talk

[icarustypicalfall]

cod men and their medic reader!! P2

disclaimer: this is so random and i hate it also i have no clue what's happening

MASTERPOST • asks are open • PART 1 • THE SERIES

i live for the beef between rudy and graves

[icarustypicalfall]

morning astethtic?

i don't see people talking often about this astethtic.. im about to change that. <3

i understand some people don't like getting up early. But, darling, the early mornings are litterly superior than any other moments of the day.

I'll tell you why..

most pictures of Pinterest unless indicated so :)

I personally believe that the blue hour is the best time of a day..

(it have been affecting most of my personality and writings lately 🩶)

the blue hour is basically a brief window just before sunrise or after sunset, where the remaining sunlight takes on a mostly blue shade.

picture this, not only getting to witness a Beautiful sunset (mind you every sunrise is different) but also enjoying the calm and quiet weather, the dark blue slowly fading as the daylights creep through the sky. The clouds turning into an orange pinkish mess. The hot drinks while feeling a cold breeze creep against your skin, as you sit on the board of your window and watch the nature follow it's waking up ritual from centuries.

<3

the fog on your window, the cold floor under your feet as you try to not wake anyone, after all, you mastered this art of enjoying the silence on your own.

aren't you greedy for keeping this beauty to yourself, or are you one of the few blessed ones who figured out that we miss life's best moments when we blink an eye?

The soft music playing in your headphones as you sip your drink, thinking about life, love or even simple matters like what to have for lunch? as simple as it is, it'll roll in your mind, over and over in the same cadence.

As you watch the clouds head to the nowhere, the silliest thoughts will haunt you, do they ever meet again, will clouds ever reach you, living in the other side of the planet, or will i watch this bunny shaped cloud by myself and think of you?

I genuinely belive this hour was a gift, having the world for yourself, thinking about anything and everything while watching the other fellow humans be late for this moment, as if late for a shift you'll never get grounded for missing. But, over the years, you'll realize how many shifts you missed, how many opportunities you could have snitched, how many times you could've changed, yet you never did.

As you sit in silence, you can't help but feel this superiority, of knowing, of witnessing something many lived and died ignoring it.

As simple as it is, it's perfect for doing anything on your mind, from writing that one book to doing all of your assignments.

And when i tell you, you'll have plenty of time in your hands, you might even finish crime and punishment in one sitting.

(someone confirm this please)

think about it, was this just an early morning astethtic, or was this a message?

i am sure by now, darling, you realized it's not about missing a sunset, but about missing your lifetime. we all have some ups and downs, we can go to sleep exhausted and miss the sunset, which can be referrer to as a missed opportunity, but, fear not, you still have time, you can change. when you go to sleep tonight, i want you to think about what you read, and when you wake up for the Blue hour, i want you to know I'll be awake too, and I'll keep you company.

Before i go, I'll leave you with two gifts, because gou made it this far and didn't rebelog or like without reading (tysm if you did, but why not reading it hum?)

"Carpe Diem, seize the day boys, make your lives extraordinary."

dead poets society

my fav pic i took once :3

[icarustypicalfall]

i love how i was asleep last night and an idea of a fic popped in my head and i had to write it down then go back to sleep

gosh the spelling is the worst litterly

as if I wouldn't plan every little detail about it and have a monologue with my pillow.

that pic is off topic I randomly found it

[icarustypicalfall]

* cracks knuckles * time to big sad with Faith ,

so I was thinking about the 'person A accidently shot person B' trope right and who better for the angst of this ask. I'm still deep in the Alejandro era so you know where this is going:

• It is a known fact that reader wants kids, like if the cartel is out there with balloons and stuff, the reader is one upping them ALWAYS as a Vaquero and as a person.

• Reader is basically the token God parent of any Vaqueros baby. People joke she and Alejandro are God parents together till it becomes real, they're skating around that because >shy< so they're not a thing.

• Los Vaqueros are caught up in an attack/raid, Alejandro and Valeria have been fighting, she gets away.

• It was an accident really but Alejandro shot after her except someone got caught in the crossfire, one of his own.

• His anger and frustration clear right up and he's shifted into Head Vaquero, called for an evac and he's feeling really bad apologizingprofusely, the reader is chill about it. Handling everything as best she can.

• When they get to a hospital and they're seeing a doctor, they fix her up except there is news, Alejandro insisted on staying with her 'as her superior' , so he hears everything.

• After that injury, reader can't have any kids. Reader is numb, she's not really saying anything and the Colonel, hell devouring would be a kindness.

• Is there forgiveness and reconciliation and a get together? Is there resentment?? Stay tuned for scenes from our next episode of Dragon Ball Z

Do with this as you see fit, it's all yours🖤

this should be a movie fr fr

guess who's going to pull an Ernest Hemingway and write the saddest toe curling thing 😈

stay tuned besties im about to write something 🫶🏻🤭

oh and tysm pookie your really have some amazing ideas omg 🤭

[icarustypicalfall]

studying Spanish for the sake of it ❎

studying Spanish to understand Bayardo's interviews without subtitles ✅

[icarustypicalfall]

my friend called me out for liking older men..

her minimum was 5 year gap..

i went for +20 lmaoo

(i mean all of this are just mere jokes some older men can be as manipulative as f and im just being silly, not that much..)

also this one

don't fo for older men because women his age didn't date him for a reason

trying sis trying

[icarustypicalfall]

while i am working on some longer fic, tell me what y'all prefer next :)

also any request\idea\prompt\song is fine 🫶🏻

CHOOSE WHICH PROMPT SHOULD I WRITE NEXT

but i won't tell you what's its genre or character :)

[icarustypicalfall]

the look my friends give me whenever i say

"that guy is kinda.."

the guy in question would be +20 with probably a wife and kids

MASTERPOST

requests are open 💋