#f1fics

[rubywillkins]

Unhinged T-shirts

You replying them with your unhinged T-shirts

The grid × female reader

[changetyre]

🛞 TYRES (Masterlist) 🛞

Pitlane (Requests): CLOSED

Ⓢoft ≈ Fluffy content

Ⓗard ≈ suggestive content

Ⓦet ≈ Smut

Ⓘntermediate ≈ Angst

Not the last time II Maxiel Ⓦ

Teammate favor II LN4 & DR3 Ⓦ

He made me feel dirty II Daniel Ricciardo Ⓢ Ⓦ

What he doesn't know won't hurt him II Carlos x Reader x Daniel ⒽⓌ

Your Man II Daniel Ricciardo x Reader ⓈⒽ

Teasing II Carlos Sainz Ⓦ

Fuming II Carlos Sainz (Drabble) Ⓢ Ⓦ

No more II Carlos Sainz ⒽⓌ

Face your demons || Max x Reader x Carlos ⒽⓌ

Wild Dreams II Lando Norris x Reader x Carlos Sainz ⒽⓌ

What he doesn't know won't hurt him II Carlos x Reader x Daniel ⒽⓌ

On a high II Carlos Sainz x Norris!Reader x Max VerstappenⒽ

I'll never forgive myself II Mafia!Carlos Sainz X ReaderⓈ

Size isn't everything II Carlos Sainz x Bodyguard!Reader Part 2

Teammate Favor II LN4 & DR3 Ⓦ

THIS IS YOUR FAULT! || LN4 Ⓢ Ⓦ *Drabble*

Our Special Number II LN4 ⓈⓌ

Wild Dreams II Lando Norris x Reader x Carlos Sainz ⒽⓌ

L.L.N II Lando Norris ⒽⓌ Part 2

One each II LN4 x Reader x OP81 ⓈⒽ Part 2

You're mine and it's time to let them know II Lando Norris x Reader ⓈⒽⓌ

Hands-on experience II Lando x Reader x Oscar Ⓦ

My weakness II Mafia!Lando Norris x Reader Ⓢ

Gasps all around II Lando Norris Ⓢ

What the f*** did we just do? II Lando Norris x Driver!Reader Ⓦ

How long? II Lando Norris X Reader ⓈⒾ

Attention Who** II Charles x Reader x Lando Ⓦ

Not the last time II Maxiel Ⓦ

Experimenting II Lestappen x reader Ⓦ

Face your demons || Max x Reader x Carlos ⒽⓌ

More? II Charles Leclerc x Reader x Max Verstappen ⓈⓌ

On a high II Carlos Sainz x Norris!Reader x Max VerstappenⒽ

Forget about him II Max Verstappen x Reader ⓈⒽⓌ

Series

Verstappen Family

Experimenting II Lestappen Ⓦ

Squeaky Clean II Charles Leclerc Ⓢ Ⓦ

More? II Charles Leclerc x Reader x Max Verstappen ⓈⓌ

Ouch II Charles Leclerc x Reader Ⓢ

Attention Who** II Charles x Reader x Lando Ⓦ

Series:

Not like this II Charles Leclerc x Reader (Mafia AU) Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10

It's so wrong but it feels so right II Oscar Piastri ⒽⓌ

Please II Oscar Piastri ⓈⒽⓌ

One each II LN4 x Reader x OP81 ⓈⒽ Part 2

Ily II Oscar Piastri x Reader ⓈⒽⓌ

Shh sweetheart it's okay II Loscar x reader ⒽⓌ Part 2

Hands-on experience II Lando x Reader x Oscar Ⓦ

Just relax || Oscar Piastri x Driver!Reader Ⓦ

Dirty Little Secret II Pierre Gasly x ReaderⒽⓌ

Need a hand? || Logan Sargeant x Reader ⒽⓌ Part 2 Shh sweetheart it's okay II Loscar x reader ⒽⓌ Part 2

We'll take care of you II Alex Albon x Reader x George RussellⓈⒽⓌ Part 2

We'll take care of you II Alex Albon x Reader x George RussellⓈⒽⓌ Part 2

The one and only II Mafia!Lewis x ReaderⓈⒽⓌ

Love to hate you II Lance Stroll x Reader Ⓦ

[jsunzy]

check this out 😈 ch 7, ch 8

a very very very very very big thank you to @twinkodium for getting my thoughts in check and helping my indecisiveness 😋

[fascinating-lives]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Formula 1 RPF Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Charles Leclerc/Max Verstappen Characters: Charles Leclerc, Max Verstappen Additional Tags: Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Charles Leclerc, Omega Max Verstappen, Forced Mating kinda, But they want each other, Fluff, Alternate Universe Summary:

In a world where Alphas are feared and discriminated against in Formula 1, Charles Leclerc has hidden his true identity for years, posing as a Beta to protect his career. But then Max Verstappen, an Omega and reigning champion, surprises everyone by publicly choosing Charles as his mate,

[raikkoberg]

Okay so about the new Simi fic, chapter 1 is done. It'll be up shortly. I hope y'all like it.

[baby-dr1ver]

Reader waking up to feel Carlos peacefully sleeping w his head on her chest n hands gently squeezing her boobies

I’m fine w whatever

I gotta say that ur work is absolutely scramdelicious n every time I read on of ur f1fics I eat it all up

the thoughts I thunk.....

seeing as Carlos just got home from a double header, you thought he'd sleep in for the first time in awhile. wrong. think again.

you were half awake really, eyes wanting to open but they seemed glued shut with sleep. you could hear your lover next to you, shuffle around until his head found your chest. you smiled and let a hand fall to his hair, scratching enough to keep him asleep.

you finally opened your eyes and saw him in all his glory. Carlos was happily asleep against your boobs, back bare against the sunlight and hands under you armpits. you admired him for awhile, wondering how you got so lucky to have a beautiful specimen in your life when - oh

Carlos hands travel to rest against each boob and gave a gentle squeeze. you gasped and tugged on his hair, making him groan. you froze and waited for him to wake up and when he didn't you relaxed. you thought that would be the end of it, that he'd drift back into a deep sleep, not moving. wrong again.

he squeezed your breast again, this time sliding a little upwards to pinch your nipples. while this is happening, Carlos hips rutted against the bed without permission. "Carlos? honey?" you shook him a little to try and wake him up. he groaned before settling back in, moving his fingers so they focused on your nipples, rolling them between his fingers.

his hips kept moving under the sheets, bumping into yours. if you could get your legs around his waist he could hit the perfect angle.

instead, you tried to take him again before this could go to far. "carlito? c'mon baby wake up." you pushed against his shoulders, and nothing. you resorted on giving a sharp tug on his hair. his head shut up, "aye! dios mios amor! what was that for? was having a great dream" he asked as he rubbed his head.

you looked down at him with wide eyes, "yeah I could tell." you gestured to his hand glued to your boob. his mouth dropped open and he slowly moved his hands.

"amor I'm so sorry-" you stopped him with a hand over his mouth.

"if I hated it, I would have stopped you the second it happened. I just wanted you to fuck me while we were both awake. we haven't really had the somno talk yet." you both laughed as he kissed you passionately and got to work.

[bwoahtastic]

So I have been toying around with some non-fanfic ideas (like mostly romantasy stories) and it's so nice but also so hard to come up with characters? Like literally the only thing I normally don't have to do with f1fic lol

[maraguanabana]

Imma need someone to update me real quick with the Horner and team personel allegation thing. I'm kinda. emmm. lost.

like, yesterday he was cleared but today a worm escaped the can and send some possible evidence to journalist and FIA(?)

and what the hell is happening with Daniel. what did the man said. I. NEED. INFO.

also I'm knee deep in f1fic tumblr so half of the blogs that can tell me something are mixed with fic recomendations. the duality of a woman (Mara, me)

also pt2. the fuck is wrong with people almost manifestating that the news are true. I hope y'all get a spider on your shoe every time you leave it on the floor. this is a serious matter, regardless of it being true or false. people could've been damaged and this bunch of fuckers have the nerve to say that this is sabotage from other teams or fake news to bring attention to RBR. like HELLO??! do you hear yourself?!?

Please and thanks. 😗

[spiceberrie]

reading esp f1fic for means of language acquisition and it's saur LOL portuguese is so derivative truly huh. e de pronto começou a acostumar-se com os cuidados de checo e a ansiar seus curativos (?). inclusive começou a passar mais pelas oficinas vendo em que podia ajudar, a deixar mais gorjeta nos restaurantes e a ser mais paciente com gente que não merecia, mas só quando sabia que seu companheiro estava por perto e sabia que notaria. like Wow.... WHAT IS CUMPLIDOS EVEN. yes this is checostappen fic. why is this such a popular pairing in Spanish LOL chirlies get on this

[f1ficsearch]

This is a long shot but does anyone remember the name of an author on ao3 who wrote a sebson story, I think it was called A discovery of taupe and I think there might have been a sequel. I think the same author also wrote a Sebchal series called Bad Baby where Sebastian was part of the Italian mafia or something. I know they had deleted some of their stories but I didn’t think it was all of them. I fancied rereading some and now can’t find any. They did some of my favourite fics and I’ll be gutted if they’ve all gone. I’m driving myself mad trying to find them so any help would be appreciated!

[rubywillkins]

Hello I just saw that you opened the café could I please order a White mocha with whipped cream, almond soy and oat milk and for appetizers caprese skewers and meatballs and cheese sticks for main course butter fried chicken, potato gnocchi and sparkling water with club soda with Lando Norris? I hope it's not too much and can't wait to see what you write ☺️

Sure darling ♥️, nothing is too much darling you can ask as much you want ♥️

Lando Norris |

Between Laps and Love

Pairing lando × female reader

White Mocha married whipped cream sweet sex almond milk vaginal sex soy milk oral sex oat milk fingering caprese skewers Breeding kink meat balls body worship cheese sticks Praise kink butter fried chicken "slowly, baby, I'm not going anywhere" potato gnocchi "shh, just look at me, baby" sparkling water after care club soda pillow talk

The quiet hum of rain filled the room as Lando stood by the window, gazing out at the dimly lit city. Y/N was seated on the bed, her hair falling in soft waves over her shoulders, her delicate features illuminated by the warm glow of the bedside lamp.

“You’re staring again,” she said, her voice teasing as she caught his reflection in the glass.

Lando turned, a soft smile tugging at his lips. “I can’t help it. You’re the most beautiful thing in my world.”

Y/N’s cheeks flushed, but she laughed lightly. “You say that every day.”

“Because it’s true,” he replied, crossing the room to her. He knelt in front of her, his hands resting gently on her thighs. “You’re stunning, Y/N. Every inch of you, inside and out. And I fall in love with you a little more every single day.”

She reached out, her fingers threading through his curls. “You’re a charmer, Lando Norris,” she whispered, her voice soft. “But I love you for it.”

He leaned forward, his lips brushing against hers. The kiss was slow, unhurried, a reflection of the deep bond they shared. His hands moved to her waist, pulling her closer as he deepened the kiss, pouring all his love and admiration into the moment.

As they pulled away, he rested his forehead against hers. “I’ve been thinking about something,” he murmured.

“What is it?” she asked, her breath warm against his lips.

“I want us to have a baby,” he said, his voice trembling slightly with emotion. “I want to see you carrying our child, to create a life that’s part of both of us.”

Her eyes glistened with unshed tears, and she cupped his face in her hands. “I’ve been thinking about that too, Lando,” she admitted. “I want it more than anything.”

He smiled, his heart swelling with love. “Then let’s try,” he whispered, his voice low and filled with promise.

He slowly spread your legs and starts drawing circles on your clit while caressing your stomach slowly while kissing your lips..

He starts to move towards your jaw to your neck... marking you with his mouth... He slowly inserted his one finger inside and than another...

He was fingering you while sucking on your breasts... And you were pulling his hair in joy.. he definitely know what was he doing... "Baby, your breast are so soft... And you have the most beautiful pussy" he said mesmerized by your beautiful body...

He inserted his third finger but it was a bit too much for you so you winced in pain... "Lando, stopp.. it hurts" "shh, just look at me, baby, let me love you"

He removed his fingers from you and starts to suck on your clit... Gently at first... Than turning rough .. he was sucking your clit.. while kneeding your breast.. while your hands were still in his hair.. pressing his head to your clit...

After sometime you came in his mouth..

He inserted his dick and started fucking you in missionary... He didn't wait.. he was too needy...

His pace was fast.. "slowly, baby, I'm not going anywhere"

You said moaning his name..

"yea just wait.. I'm gonna fill this pussy up with my babies".. "gosh y/n you will look so good pregnent"..

He was fuckinh you in missionary... And than he put both of your legs on his shoulder and starts to fuck you more deeply...

With every pound in you, you can feel how much he needed you.. with all his love.

After nearly fucking for hours..you he came inside you multiple times.. filling your soft pussy with his white semen...

Lando and Y/N lay tangled in each other, their breaths still uneven but slowly calming. The bed was warm, the air heavy with the scent of love and intimacy.

Lando shifted slightly, propping himself up on one elbow to look at her. Y/N’s cheeks were flushed, her lips slightly swollen from their kisses, and her hair spread out like a halo on the pillow. She looked utterly perfect to him.

“You’re glowing,” he whispered, brushing a strand of hair from her face. His fingers lingered on her cheek, his touch impossibly gentle.

Y/N laughed softly, her voice still husky. “That’s just the sweat, love.”

“No,” he said, shaking his head, his expression serious yet adoring. “It’s you. You’re breathtaking, Y/N. Every inch of you.” His hand trailed down her arm, leaving goosebumps in its wake. “I don’t think I’ll ever stop being in awe of you.”

She bit her lip, her heart swelling at his words. “You have a way with compliments, don’t you?”

“Only when it comes to you,” he replied, leaning down to kiss her forehead.

After a few moments, Lando rolled out of bed and offered her his hand. “Come on,” he said softly.

She looked up at him, puzzled. “Where are we going?”

“To clean up. I can’t have my baby feeling uncomfortable, can I?”

Y/N smiled, taking his hand and letting him guide her to the bathroom. He ran the warm water, soaking a soft cloth before gently dabbing at her skin. His touch was tender, and his focus was entirely on her.

“You don’t have to—” she began, but he interrupted her with a soft kiss.

“I want to,” he said. “Taking care of you is the greatest privilege.”

He continued with slow, deliberate movements, ensuring she felt nothing but comfort. When he was done, she returned the favor, tracing the cloth over his broad chest and shoulders, the intimacy deepening with every shared glance and soft touch.

Once they were both refreshed, he carried her back to bed, pulling the covers up around them. Y/N nestled against him, her head on his chest and her hand tracing idle circles on his skin.

“What are you thinking about?” she asked after a while, her voice a whisper in the quiet room.

“About you. About us,” Lando replied, his fingers playing with her hair. “And how lucky I am to have you. Do you know how much I love you?”

“I think I have an idea,” she teased, looking up at him with a playful smile.

He shook his head. “Not enough. I’ll spend the rest of my life proving it to you.” He paused, his hand moving to rest over hers on his chest. “And I can’t stop thinking about what it’ll be like when we have a baby. Our baby, Y/N. They’ll have your eyes, your smile... and they’ll know every day how loved they are.”

Tears prickled her eyes at his words. “You’ll be the best father, Lando. I know it.”

“And you’ll be the most incredible mother,” he whispered, kissing her knuckles. “But until then, we have each other. And I’ll make sure every moment with you is unforgettable.”

The rest of the night was spent in soft murmurs and gentle laughter, their hands never losing contact, their love wrapping them in warmth. Eventually, sleep claimed them, their dreams filled with visions of a future they couldn’t wait to build together

[changetyre]

I’ve just been made aware user aprilshowers234 on wattpad has stolen a bunch of work of writers on tumblr and copied them to “their books” without permission including some of my work ;(

Please if you can take the time to report their page or comment so they can take it down and never pull anything like this off again it would be greatly appreciated.

[jsunzy]

Driven

In which Oscar is a photography nerd with a thing for fast cars and even faster drivers, Lando is a cocky street racer who wasn’t ready to be someone’s muse—but here we are.

Neither of them knows how they ended up in this mess (but neither wants to leave).

[fiftiefive]

oceans and engines; mv1

social media/instagram/mobile au, max verstappen x singer reader, angst

you and max haven't posted about each other for a few months and you drop a breakup song

ps. you guys have to listen to niki zefanya, she's a gem🧎‍♀️😭

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your_username thank you for the wait! it's been really challenging to finish this song without drowning in my feelings lmao. but now i can proudly announce "Oceans and Engines" is out now!

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y/nhardstan NEW SONG FINALLY

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landonorris its me

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lilymhe babe?? is so good??

your_username aw thank you lily<3

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maxverstappen1 The sunset is beautiful isn't it?

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[raikkoberg]

Chapters: 2/5 Fandom: Formula 1 RPF Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kimi Räikkönen/Sebastian Vettel, Lewis Hamilton/Nico Rosberg, Lando Norris/Carlos Sainz Jr, Charles Leclerc/Max Verstappen, Susie Wolff/Torger "Toto" Wolff, Fernando Alonso/Jenson Button Characters: Sebastian Vettel, Kimi Räikkönen, Lewis Hamilton, Nico Rosberg, Lando Norris, Carlos Sainz Jr, Charles Leclerc, Max Verstappen, Daniel Ricciardo, Susie Wolff, Torger "Toto" Wolff, Fernando Alonso, Jenson Button Additional Tags: Misunderstandings, Office AU, alternate au, Falling In Love, First Kiss, Dates, Comfort, Drunken Confessions, Love Confessions, Billionaire Kimi because why not?, Angst, Boys Being Boys, Boys Kissing, Kimi being Kimi, drunk seb, no beta we die like Dean Winchester, CEO Kimi, Formula 1, basically Seb is smitten Summary:

In between copious amounts of coffee and overtime, Sebastian Vettel finds that his interest in his new boss, Kimi Räikkönen, (who doesn’t know how the photocopier works, has a wry sense of humor and a penchant for monosyllabic replies) may be more than just strictly professional.

Chapter 2 is out!!!

[max33imagines]

17. ‘I know you still love me.’ Part 4 – max Verstappen X Reader.

Finally here’s the next instalment of ‘I know you still love me’ ! Thank you so much for the support and the patience with me on this one! Part 5 is out now!

Tags: @enjoymyloves​

This is shorter than my other parts but nonetheless... things are going down.. and Y/n has some things to sort out.. 

Previous parts - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 

“You never answered my text.” Kelly. Her voice instantly went through you. It always did. 

You didn’t know whether to laugh or cry as you looked at Max, he was stood there like a deer in headlights as he switched his vision between the two of you. 

“Oh is that Y/n in there? So nice to finally meet you! I’m Kelly, I’ve heard so much about you!” Kelly has pushed herself past Max and greeted you with a hug. Your arms glued to your side mainly in shock as you tried to assess the situation as quickly as you could. 

Max was adamant he didn’t cheat on you. Yet here she is now. In his hotel room, questioning why he hasn’t answered her. Do you stay calm? Should you start crying now or later? Are you still just overthinking this entire situation? 

“What are you doing here?” Max said to Kelly through gritted teeth. 

“Well I think I’ve got the answer to my text, its so nice to see you both back together! Max was in a state Y/n, you should’ve seen him!” Kelly laughed. 

Both you and Max stayed quiet. You couldn’t work out what was going on and Max was quite clearly panicking. What did she text him? 

“Well I’m sorry to bother you both, Y/n I’d love to get to know you properly, I’ll message you? I think I follow you on instagram?” You just nodded, not looking at her so you could keep your eyes on Max. Max’s glance didn’t leave Kellys as she walked past him and out of the door that he was still holding. 

“Let me explain-“ 

“What did she text you?” You asked. Max was scrambling for words, you couldn’t bare to have him lie to your face once again. 

“Y/n, please. Let me just-“ You pushed past him and ran down the corridor of the hotel towards the elevator, hoping one person would give you an honest answer for once. 

“Kelly!” You shouted. You instantly felt crazy running after this beautiful woman whilst you were in Max’s baggy clothes. 

Kelly turned to you but you hadn’t really thought this through. If you ask what she texted Max then you will sound crazy, but you know you’re not going to get a straight up answer from Max. 

“Are you okay, Y/n?” She asked. You heard Max running up to the two of you before he just stood there waiting to hear what you were going to say. Memories of how good you and Max filled your brain before being overshadowed by the hurt he caused you, how broken he’s made you feel. Do you just trust Max and go back into the room with him or do you attempt to find out the truth? 

“Did you sleep with him?” The words slipped from your mouth, not thinking it through but clearly your subconscious brain needs to know the answer. 

“Are you sure you want to know that?” Kelly asked. 

“Y/n, don’t do this, come back inside.” Max said, putting his hands on your shoulders from behind you in an attempt to get you to follow him. Your mind was racing, the walls of the corridor were getting smaller and you were getting hotter and hotter. You shoved Max off of you, not looking away from Kelly. Her face gave everything away. 

“Y/n, I uh- we uh-“ 

“Shut the fuck up Kelly!” Max shouted, hitting the wall next him. 

“Let her talk. Did you? Did you sleep with him?”

“Listen, I think there are certain things that would be better to hear them from Max.” Kelly began fumbling through her handbag as Max was pacing with his hands on his head. Both of them were panicking. You’ve clearly already got your answers. 

“Here’s my number. Talk to Max, if you feel like he isn’t telling you the truth or isn’t telling you the whole story, call me.” She gave you a small piece of paper before getting into the elevator. 

“FUCK YOU!” Max screamed as the elevator doors closed. You didn’t notice you were crying until Kelly had gone. You turned to face Max to see he was also in a fit of tears. 

You’ve seen Max’s every emotion, but you wasn’t quite sure what this one was. The fact he was crying and screaming at Kelly, hitting walls was a good indication that you were wrong to believe him. 

“Y/n, please, please, I’ll tell you everything, just please don’t leave me here.” You ignored him as you went back towards the room, it was a short way, not long enough to decide whether you should just grab your stuff and leave or actually stay and hear him out. 

When you got to the door you’d realised you need to wait for Max regardless to open the door. Once he did you began picking up your things, you’ve given him too many chances. How could you be so stupid, you thought to yourself. 

“Move Max.” He was stood in front of the door like an over emotional security guard, something you feel you’d laugh at but for now, you just felt numb. 

“Not until we talk.” 

“And are you really going to tell me the truth? Because to swear Max I’ll go to her and get it all. I can’t keep doing this with you. You ask me to trust you on another lie!” You were emotionally worn out, you were hoping all of the scenarios you’ve created in your head are much worse than what Max is going to attempt to tell you. 

“I’ll tell you everything. Just please come and sit down.” Max softly grabbed your arm as he sat on the edge of the bed but you pulled away, not wanting to waste any more time here than you needed to. 

“I’m fine standing.” Max sighed and nodded. 

“I’m sorry Y/n. I am. You need to understand I really did think there was something going on with you and your boss, and I know, I know how stupid I sound. I know I should’ve just spoke to you. She was a shoulder to cry on which just.. got carried away and I regret it every day Y/n. I regret how much I’ve hurt you. I hate myself for doing this to you. For doing this to us. I wish it never happened-“ 

“Get on with it Max.” You spat. Not caring for his fake apologies or however he’s trying to justify what he’s done. That’s not what you need to know right now. 

Max began telling you about what really happened during the period you were broken up, how he did sleep with Kelly that night, how it was her that had invited him and not the guys. He knew she’d be there unlike the version of events he told you. He told you how he thought of you. How he’d regret what he was doing, but he still done it anyway. You felt even more numb than you did before as you attempt to listen to him tell you what really happened, whilst you were sat at home thinking of him, crying over him, blaming yourself for this, he was fucking her. 

“Why did you lie?” You whispered, not trusting your voice if you were to speak at a normal volume. 

“I can’t lose you Y/n, I can't. I’m sorry, you’re everything to me Y/n, you know that? Please just tell me what I need to do to fix this, I'll do anything, fuck, I’ll even stop racing for you if it meant we can work through this somehow.” 

“Why did you lie to me?” You asked again. Max was a rambling mess at this point, you kind of thought it made no sense. He cheated on you, he knows what he's done, he’s just sorry it’s all coming out now. 

“I don’t want to hurt you Y/n, I never want to hurt you. What I said, what I told you had happened, that’s how I wish it happened. I know that means nothing, I know that sounds stupid, but I can’t bare this Y/n. I hate myself for what I've done to know, how much I've hurt you-”

“When did this start? When did you start seeing her?” You could hardly speak, you didn’t know if it was the shock or because of the tears that fell down. Max shook his head before looking up at you through his tear stained eyelashes.

“Please Y/n, I love you, only you. I can’t do this without you, you know I can’t. I’d take this all back if I could -“ 

“How long Max?” It was your turn to talk through gritted teeth. You felt yourself tense, almost bracing yourself for his answer. 

“A few months.” Barely above a whisper Max admits. 

You let out a breath you didn’t realise you were holding, not caring anymore about how much you were crying. You were hurt. Your heart has been ripped apart by the one person you’ve ever truly loved. 

“All the time you accused me of cheating, and it was you all along? How could you do this to me? To ME? Of all people Max. I’ve been there for you, I’ve supported you when no one else would. I’ve listened to you when no one else would. I’ve been the one person to stand by you throughout everything. I mean look at me. Here I am giving you a second chance after you lied to my face! How could I be so stupid.” You slightly laughed at yourself. 

“You know, everyone told me this would happen. That you’d do this to me. And do you know what I’d say? I’d say, ‘my Max would never do that. He wouldn’t treat me like that.’ Look how wrong I was with that one! You won Max. You broke me. You proved everyone right.” You grabbed your things and began to leave, not wanting to stand there looking at him anymore. 

“Y/n, please-“ 

“Leave me alone Max! Don’t you think you’ve hurt me enough? Please, please leave me alone.” You walked out of the room, you leant against the wall as you sobbed into your hand, attempting not to make any noise in the corridor. You hope he gave you the entire truth. You had heard enough at this point. Even if there was more to know, he cheated on you and he lied to you. Nothing can be worse than that. 

It felt like a long walk back to your apartment. Back to square one, let the heartbreak start again, you thought. You phone was crowded with messages and missed calls from Max. You quite simply turned it off and laid on your bed. You were somewhat excited to see Max again today. You were still hurting, still unsure whether to trust him or not. But he’s your love. You’ve practically dedicated your life to him. You don’t really have anyone here in Monaco.. should you just move back home? Your mind races with questions you feel you’ll never get the answer to. Why you? What did you do? Was it your fault? Did you really push him into her open arms? Your head ached from crying, you were sick of crying. When heartbroken you get to a point where your head stops caring, you want to stop thinking of them, you want to stop caring for them, longing for them. But your heart always knows what it wants. 

You sat up, getting changed into your own clothes, instantly throwing Max’s into the small bin you had in your bedroom. Maybe taking something for your headache might be a good idea to help you get some sleep tonight. You were tired of being tired, you thought. You once again slightly laughed at yourself. How your life has come to this. You grabbed some tablets and some water from the kitchen, leaning against the counter whilst looking at the calendar hanging on the wall. You quickly took the tablets, washing it down with a gulp of water before slamming the cup down, you ran over to the calendar to make sure what you were seeing was correct. You turned the kitchen light on and took the calendar off the wall trying to work it all out in your head. You can’t be, you must have the date wrong. Fuck. 

You were late. You rushed to the bathroom, slamming all the drawers and cupboard open, frantically trying to find a test that you know you have laying about somewhere. 

Waiting for the result was the longest three minutes you’ve ever encountered. This will make everything even more complicated, you thought to yourself. Can you really go back to Max? Does he even deserve to be a part of a childs life? Can you ever trust him again? Can he really stay loyal? Oh fuck, please be negative. Your hands shook as you picked up the test, not wanting to look but also wanting to see immediately. 

Two lines.. You were pregnant.

What the fuck do you do now..? 

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