#f) dying alone g) having to live with other people h) never having a cat i) never finishing another fic

[gideonisms]

had just like a wildly bad brain day from morning to night but what's most important is, tomorrow I have leftover Coffee Treat. mercy was literally right the world could be ending my life could be falling apart but I WILL have that delicious coffee like that's my priority everything else is secondary

[lil-loucifer]

ONE OF US MUST CHANGE AND IT AINT GONNA BE ME YOU FOOL. Ps 1-100 on the ask away tumblr asks

Hayden you f u c k

1. What have you eaten today?

A shit ton of pizza

2. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant?

The most intimate touch I have ever felt was a hug

3. What color shoes did you last wear?

Black. Boots :P

4. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week?

Probably my sister??

5. What is your favorite scent?

Freshly baked stuff

6. What is your favorite season? Why?

Winter, because most if not all of my clothes are fucking winter sweaters and coats

And also because I like the cold

7. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel?

Nope!!

8. What color are your nails?

Natural?

9. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be?

A tiny star near the corner of my right eye, behind the mole so I could just hide it under my hair if I had to

10. What is something you find romantic?

Fucking flowers??? I dunno dude pretty much anything you devote some time and/or effort into doing for someone else in the name of affection?

11. Are you happy?

I dunno tbh

12. Is there anything in particular making you happy or sad?

For one thing, I did a fucking bomb-ass job on a presentation I had to do in front of a class, even though I couldn’t log into google drive and couldn’t access my fucking notes for the presentation and had to improvise it

13. Dogs or Cats?

Both!!!

15. Which do you prefer:a museum, a night club, the forest or a library?

A tie between a library and museum, but it depends on the museum. 

15. What is your style?

Scruffy as fuck, with some degree of hipster/punk, but mostly just slobbish.

16. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be?

Affording material possessions I want to buy

17. Are you in a relationship or single?

“It’s complicated”

18. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now?

Emotional dependence???

Also probably mutual trust and care

19. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with?

I don’t think I would??

20. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of? If so then what? 

Certain text conversations and shit my last ex and I had. It didn’t end well between us.

21. How did you celebrate last Halloween?

I stayed home and handed out fuckin candy

22. Have you recently made any big decisions? 

I dunno.

23. Were you ever in a school play?

Nahhh, I’m not a good actor

24. What movie would you use to describe your life?

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

25. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

HAVING FRIENDS BUT I CAN’T BECAUSE I HABITUALLY ACT LIKE A HUGE BITCH ALL THE TIME AND AM INTIMIDATED WHENEVER I’M INTRODUCED INTO GROUPS AND YET I’M STILL CLINGY AS SHIT

26. Complete this sentence, “I wish I had someone with whom I could share…”

Video games. I dunno man I just like playing games with people

27. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex?

A lot of guys are really gross and shit, and also sexist or alpha male-like. I catch myself exhibiting similar behavior sometimes and hate it

28. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex?

I’m too immature to understand anything

29. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week?

Pretty much reached a lvl 2 friendship with someone after we both let it slip that we were bi within three minutes of each other

30. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it?

Sad friends

31. How long was your longest relationship?

One business week

32. Have you ever been in love?

You know? I dunno 

33. Are you currently in love?

I think so?

34. Why did your last relationship end?

We were both in really bad mental places and decided to break up so we wouldn’t hurt each other

35. What jewelry are you wearing right now, and where did you get it

I’m not wearing any???

36. When was the last time you cried and why?

I don’t remember when, but it was definitely over feeling super alone

37. Name someone pretty.

Deborah Ann Woll??

38. What did you receive last Valentines Day?

I didn’t do shit last valentine’s day

39. Do you get jealous easily?

Kinda, but I don’t let it fuck up my relationships

40. Have you ever been cheated on?

Maybe?

41. Do you trust your partner/best friend?

Yeah!!

42. Ever had detention?

Kinda? I don’t remember it well but I think I talked my way out of it

43. Would you rather live in the countryside or the city?

I don’t know to be honest, probably the city if I could afford it

44. What do people call you? 

LUCIFER, THE DARK LORD OF THE NINE HELLS

45. What was the last book you read? 

The Ship of the Dead, by Rick Riordan

46. How big of a nerd/dork are you? 

Huge, but I don’t look the part. Someone once asked me “Hey, do you watch One Punch Man?” and his other annoying friend hastily whispered “Does he look like he watches One Punch Man?? Don’t annoy him bro” and they never asked again

I was, in fact, fully caught up with the anime at that point

47. What kind of music do you listen to?

All fuckin kinds bruh, mostly punk rock, metal and hip-hop tho

48. How tall are you?

5′10′’ I think??

49. Do you like kids?

Not really

50. Favorite fruits?

Grapes, apple and watermelon

51. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

I haven’t owned a pair of sweatpants since I was ten

52. What’s your earliest memory?

I was still really young, maybe two-ish?? Either my sister or my mother--she was female--put me down on the floor in what would become my sister’s room, long before we moved most of her new furniture in and repainted her walls, next to a belt she would keep for the next ten years and an old comb she still has now. It was mid-day. 

53. Ever had a poem or song written about you or to you?

Nope!

54. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Behind! Photography is fun~

55. Do you have a collection of anything? 

Video games?

56. Do you save money or spend it? 

I suck at saving money ffs

57. What would your dream house be like?

Simple and clean, full of my stuff

58. What top 5 things make you the angriest?

1: Maliciousness

2: Oppression

3: Bothering my crew

4: Bothering me

5: Losing repeatedly in video games

59. What top 5 things always brings a smile to your face?

1: Things that make me laugh

2: Writing a story easily

3: Pretty much anything to do with you ngl

4: Friends!!

5: Seeing an asshole get what’s coming

60. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Y o u r e g o n n a h a t e m e i f I a n s w e r e d h o n e s t l y

61: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

Honestly I’d probably tell everyone I’m dying and face it with open arms

62. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

Beat

63. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

I dunno???

64. Do you like the beach?

I like the aesthetic appeal of the beach?? But I hate water and heat and sand, so... 

65. Ever sleep on the couch or a bed with someone special?

Never had a chance

66. Do you have a middle name? If so what is it!

Mayor

67. Do you talk to yourself?

I think out loud sometimes, but otherwise, no

68. Describe your hair.

Floofy

69. What is the meaning of life.

To find one

70. What is your ideal partner like?

You ;)

But for realsies, someone I can trust and feel comfortable around

71. Do you want to get married?

Not really??

72. Do you want to have kids?

NOT REALLY???

73. Like or dislike your family?

Neutral

74. Are you Chunky or Slim?

Chunky?

75. Would you consider yourself smart? 

No

76. What would you change about your life? 

My drive do do literally anything

77. Religious or Not?

Kinda?

78. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

The cop that pulls me over for drunk driving

79. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

I dunno man depends on how long I’m alone there

80. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

You

81. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

Either cuddling or legitimately fighting each other over who changes outfits in Animal Crossing

82. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

They are already here

83. Do you like when people play with your hair? 

Yeah, if I let them.

84. Do you like bubble baths?

I dunno, I haven’t ever had one.

85. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop?

Nope!

86. Have you ever danced in the rain?

Yeeeaaaah! And I didn’t get sick!

87. Do you trust anyone with your life?

Not really

88. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

As usual, “whhhaat fucking time is it??”

89. If money wasn’t an issue, what top 10 places would you travel to? (You get to stay at each place for a week) 

I’m not really into travelling???

90. How was your day today?

Average

91. Play an instrument? 

I suck at anything musical

92. Describe the what you think of the ocean.

Boundless, infinite. Terror beneath. 

93. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

Both!!

94. Honestly, are things how you wanted them to be? 

I can’t really say. I had a goal in mind, and just planned to improvise until I got there, so...

95. Do you have a mean bitchy scary side?

Yes and it is my default demeanor for most of the time

96. When are you vulnerable?

...All the time

97. How much free time do you have?

Too much, honestly

98. Do you like to go hiking? 

Hell no

99. Odd or Even Numbers?

Even?

100. Would you ever go sky diving, bungee jumping , cliff diving, wing suit gliding, parasailing, snorkeling, or other extreme activities? 

The most extreme thing I’ve done is knife fighting, does that count?

[thumper-darling]

Yo those Q's are cute will u do me a solid and do all of them?

1. what colors are in your room?

Dark orange, cream, and gold

2. who was your favorite school teacher?

Basically every English teacher I’ve ever had. 

3. what are some passions of yours?

Writing, reading, watching films, eating sushi, and being around the people that I love 

4. when you drink coffee, do you like it black or with cream and sugar?

already answered in a separate post

5. are you self-conscious about anything? if so, what?

e v e r y t h i n g 

6. do you have any tips for self-love?

already answered in a separate post

7. do you have any stuffed animals? Do you name them?

I have a stuffed rabbit and a stuffed fox. The rabbit is named Alice and the fox is named Cadence.

8. do you like drawing or painting more?

doodling is where it’s at 

9. how do you sleep?

not well

10. what are some things that always make you smile?

already answered in a previous post

11. living in the city, mountains, small town, or out in the middle of nowhere?

city living is where it’s at 

12. what's your dream house?

A really cozy apartment or a loft? that’d be fun. Or a colonial fashion house with a yellow exterior and cobblestone accents. 

13. how many pets do you wish to have?

3. I have my dog now, but I also want a german shepherd and a calico cat. 

14. have you ever dyed your hair? do you want to? what color?

lol yeah, I’ve had almost every damn shade of red and then got too tired of doing that so now it’s just dark brown. I wouldn’t mind dying it some sort of turquoise or emerald green? That’d be fun 

15. what's your opinion on keeping a diary?

It’s great for looking back on the good times 

16. what's your opinion on keeping an art journal?

HONESTLY they’re beautiful and I encourage everyone to try to have some form of creative outlets

17. any art tips?

You are asking the w r o n g person my dude

18. talk about a moment where time stopped

time is an illusion anyways so why does it matter?

19. do you keep playlists for your music?

HECK YES I’m honestly a whore for sectioning songs off into playlists

20. is there anyone out there that you trust with your life?

Idk, my sister?

21. are you your number one priority?

N O 

22. do you always type correctly or do you make millions of typos?

Not usually unless it’s my annoying sister or somebody that is bothering me 

23. recommend some music!!

Daft Punk Boys by Bad Suns

Growing Up by Phil Good

Helena Beat by Foster The People 

24. are your nails perfectly painted, chipped, or plain?

P L A I N 

25. do you believe in wishing on a shooting star?

For sure, but I’m not sure it actually does any good 

26. did you see the eclipse? describe it!!

no :’) 

27. tell us what you love about nature

It’s spontaneity and damn are trees pretty

28. who are you? describe yourself!

My name is Becca, I’m 17, a hufflepuff & a scorpio. I’m allergic to seafood, and bunnies, but I love both soooo. My favorite childhood movie is All Dogs Go To Heaven and my favorite Superhero is Spider-dude. 

29. what type of music do you like, and why?

Alternative/ Indie pop 

30. what's your favorite clothing store? why do you love it so much?

Charlotte Russe because it has high quality clothes in my sizes 

31. thrift stores or name brand stores?

Both? 

32. do you like wearing your s.o clothes?

BITCH WHAT SIGNIFICANT OTHER :’) 

   yes

33. when did you start tumblr? why did you decide to?

because I wanted to get to the source of da memes 

34. what's your face care routine?

try not to cry when I look in the mirror :’) , and if I do cry I use my tears as a moisturizer 

35. freckles or dimples?

F R E C K L E S 

36. name something you think should be banned from the universe

Tronald J. Dump 

37. tell us something you did as a kid that you loved

I loved to catch frogs and I read a lot of books homie 

38. mom or dad?

mom 

39. do you buy expensive things just for the aesthetic or do you actually use everything you buy?

I literally don’t use any of the things I buy except for clothes damn I have a problem 

40. tell us about something you're strongly opinionated about

I already answered this in a previous post

41. do you take peoples advice or do you have to figure things out yourself?

I ask for advice from multiple people, and then I sort of find a part of all the advice that has common ground and try to apply it to my situation 

42. bra or no bra?

no bra 

43. would you rather be cute or comfy?

HONESTLY COMFY IS CUTE SO HECK OFF 

44. tell us about a moment in your life where everything went just perfect

I don’t remember 

45. do you believe in anything? aliens? god? bigfoot?

I’m a Sasquatch bitch. Also, aliens are out there soooo 

46. how much water do you drink a day?

Not enough @doctormelapples

47. how do you feel about your natural hair?

I miss it. I used to have some curls in my hair, but I dyed it so much that the texture of my hair changed a bit. 

48. what does the sky look like right now? clear? cloudy? pink? blue? rainy?

It’s a very light blue with some spaced out cloud placement 

49. would you be a prince or a king? princess or a queen?

None of the above, that’s too much pressure 

50. tell us about your favorite outfit!

Off the shoulder gray knit sweater with black ripped jeans

51. name a few things you love about yourself

My eyes, my freckles, my humor, my creativity, and my determination 

52. are you open-minded?

Yeah my dude 

53. do you judge? could someone come to you in any situation they're in and you not judge them?

I really try not to be a judgmental person, but everyone has flaws and it’s definitely one of those things that I’m working on. 

54. do you like planning ahead?

I HAVE TO 

55. tell us how you feel about school

stop

56. talk about your first pet

A small orange cat named Angel. She was satan i swear to god 

57. chocolate or strawberry milk?

chocolate 

58. were you/are you in a fandom? if so, what?

A GOOD AMOUNT 

59. spotify, pandora, or itunes?

I’m a spotify kinda bitch 

60. favorite disney princess movie?

The Princess and The Frog 

61. favorite disney movie

Bolt 

62. what's a subject that you think people don't talk about enough?

English 

63. how long does it take you to let your phone update?

Idk, 20 minutes? 

64. describe the fifth picture on your phone!

A blurry tree with string lights hanging from the branches. Taken at 2:04 am, August 16th, 2017 

65. favorite movie and why?

I hate this question because I am a film enthusiast and honestly I love too many movies for such different reasons 

66. do you watch studio ghibli? what's the first one you saw? what's your favorite one?

Not really, I just never got into studio ghibli movies 

67. you're home alone. describe how the setting is. music? what kind of music? tv on? what show?

Music: loud

TV: on

Movies: playing

bra: off

Food: eaten 

68. how often do you say "i love you"?

Too much and not enough 

69. do you have any weird things you obsess over?

p e n c i l s 

70. do you like being single or do you wish you had a partner?

depends on the day idk

71. what's the last drink you had?

a caramel macchiato 

72. talk about the easiest person to talk to

she’s a real ass bitch and all around classy gal 

73. give us some of your favorite blogs!

@doctormelapples, @parkersenses

74. if you could have one wish, what would it be?

Wish for free college and a successful future thx

75. do you sing in the shower?

It’s best for everyone if they never know 

76. how often do you shave? or do you wax? or do you not shave?

I shave according to my outfit choice 

77. tell us about a habit you wish you could stop

I wish I could stop tapping on everything 

78. do you listen to your own advice?

No, I’m not a stable person thx 4 asking 

79. do you love yourself? if not, are you trying to?

It’s a work in progress

80. tell us about your favorite halloween!! what did you dress up as? did you get a lot of candy?

When I was younger I used to have these poppin halloween parties and one year I had a haunted house and dressed up as a haunted doll it was fun tis all 

Also, I was late to my own party 

81. first memory that pops in your head, talk about it.

First day of school in my junior year. I was late and have been late every first day since then.

82. how are you? what are you feeling? how has your week gone?

I think things are going well 

83. rant.

It’s almost impossible for me to rant? So thank you, but no thank you 

84. do you worry about something a lot? if so, what?

Already answered in a previous post 

85. do you think long distance works?

I’m sure it works for the right people 

86. would you date someone younger than you? older than you?

Yeah, I don’t really mind dating a bit out of my age range as long as our mentality matches?

87. name some people you'd love to meet

Tom Holland thx 

88. what were some things you were scared of as a kid?

My older sister’s scream mask and knives 

89. tell us about your favorite birthday

My friends surprised me with a birthday cake and a bunch of presents during my school lunch and the cafeteria sang to me?? I had v good friends. 

90. how is high school?

It was definitely a journey 

91. tell us the worst pick-up line you've ever heard

None of them because I have never had a pick-up line used on me. ehhhhh 

92. every been groped or catcalled? how'd it make you feel? what did you do?

People can be disgusting and they don’t understand that your body isn’t there just for them to touch, so fuck that person who thought it was 

93. opinion of feminism?

F E M I N I S M IS THE F U T U R E 

94. tell us about a time you got embarrassed

Today in class when I was late :’) 

95. ever had a pregnancy scare? tell us about it!

jinkies 

96. tell us about your best friend

All she talks about water but it’s okay because she’s pure and beautiful

97. what's your opinion on planning your life out?

I mean, it’s nice and extremely helpful to have a timeline or a potential outline for how you want your life to turn out. But don’t expect everything to go according to plan?? Like, just leave a bit of wiggle room in your future for unexpected adventures. :) 

98. describe what you think afterlife is like

energy cannot be created nor destroyed 

99. talking on the phone or texting?

Talking on the phone because I’m lame as heck over text 

100. how do you feel about the way most teachers treat students?

alReADy ANswerEd in a PREviOus PosT 

101. what's a word you use more than others?

H E C K

heck

heckin

hecking 

[murderincrp]

PROFILE LOADED... 「HA DONGHOON」「UNAFFILIATED」「THIRTY-FIVE」

“Thirty-five-year-old HOMELESS MAN that goes by the alias ‘HAHA’. No known allies.”

✘ THREAT LEVEL LOW. NO PRECAUTIONS NECESSARY...

WARNING: ABANDONMENT, PROSTITUTION, DEPRESSION

[ BACKGROUND... ]

It all started with a small child boy crying by himself on the train, left all alone with no one but his small sock doll to comfort him. He hadn’t remembered much, only that his mother had told him to take a nap on the cool seat of the train…but when he woke up…his mother had vanished. The police had held him for days trying to reunite a child with his mother but soon the realization of abandonment had been shown and poor little Dong Hoon was left at the steps of an orphanage.

As a small toddler grew into a young boy, Dong Hoon had had learned to bury his feelings of being abandoned and unloved deep within him, masking his pain with humor and overly dramatic actions. Within school and his time at the orphanage, he had become the class clown, someone who always made the other kids laugh even if it was by making a fool of himself, doing his best to hide the fact that he was dying inside. He was loved by all his friends but yet was always left behind as he watched every kid in the orphanage get adopted except him, the feeling of never being loved always haunting him.

                              Once a young boy grew to a young man, Dong Hoon left the orphanage on his own, casting the dream of being part of a loving family out the door after having enough of seeing everyone leave and him being left behind and unchosen. The young man decided that life on the streets was better then torture of waiting to be looked upon and accepted, it was better to live with his won rules and live by his own terms then to wish for love and care. If he was gonna be treated like he wasnt wanted then he was going to live like someone who doesnt need to be wanted, and thus a street rat was born.

                                                             L I F E   O N  T H E  S T R E E T S

                            Dong Hoon had become a homeless man, but a homeless man with pride. He didn’t beg for food, he didn’t live in a box or live like a cliche of an image that people thought homeless people lived. He worked any job he could get, living off of food banks and shelter homes with soup kitchens for the needy. He made any abandoned place his sleeping ground and only used his money for showers and clean clothes once in a while. He didn’t need fancy things or a nice place to live in, he had pushed those desires out the window long ago.

                         Eventually, the homeless kid had built a reputation among the street life, gaining the nickname “Haha” for his special talent of always keeping a smile on his face and a laugh to give even though life was practically kicking his ass everyday and giving little mercy. He didn’t care, or at least he tried not to show it.

             Y O U  G O T T A  D O  W H A T  Y O U  G O T T A  D O

                       Haha lived by his own rules but that didn’t stop every gang in the city of Seoul to use him as they pleased, always being forced to do small tedious and dirty jobs in exchange of his life or money to continue living. It had become the one thing he hated while living as a street rat, forcing himself to let his pride be beaten by any gang member that decided to use him. Haha was known to be a man who had little fear and since the street rat had nothing to lose it was easier for him to do jobs that put his life on the line, and he truly would do any job if it meant more money in his pocket, something that Haha had grown to hate in himself; The only weakness he had.

                      Any job that put on the table for him he would grab and perform out flawlessly, any job except one. Prostitution was the only job he would only force himself to perform if it was his only and last resort and sometimes that last resort would creep up…but you gotta do what you gotta do in order to keep living. However, Dong Hoon never let it destroy him, no matter what obstacles he had to face or torture he had to suffer, Haha would always keep his smile on and give a laughter to anyone who needed it. He wasn’t wanted by anyone, but that was okay, because he was wanted by himself and it was enough…..for now.

[ BEHAVIOR... ]

Haha is known to be a jokester, the annoying little brat, and a kind hearted friend. He masks his pain and depression with a smile and his fear with a laugh. He can brighten up any gloomy place with his forced positive attitude, making him a favorite among the shelters and soup kitchens. He isnt afraid to stand up for himself and talk back to people in authority. He will do anything to get himself out of a tight situation, wether it being the evil mastermind or the scaredy cat depending on the situation at hand.  He is very good at playing tricks on people he hates and enjoys annoying them. However, he is a kind person to anyone who shows kindness themselves, even giving up his own food to someone who is more in need of it then him.

[bai-xue]

Tagged by @jkfukufan. Do it if you feel like it!

a - age: 28, tumblr granny

b - biggest fear: dying alone, dying unaccomplished

c - current time: 17:15 GMT

d - drink you last had: lemon squash

e - every day starts with: cuddling the kitties. they insist on it first thing as soon as I wake up <3

f - favorite song: how in the world am I meant to answer this, I love too many songs. ummmm Winter Light by Linda Ronstadt has been a favourite since I was a little girl so let’s go with that?

g - ghosts, are they real: If I see one I’ll let you know

h - hometown: Chicago

i - in love with: dead Italians

j - jealous of: people with more energy/able-bodied/minded people who can get lots of things done every day

k - killed someone: no, what the fuck kind of question lmao

l - last time you cried: last week maybe? can’t remember

m - middle name: a pun

n - number of siblings: one adoptive that I grew up with, four biological half-siblings that I know of (I’ve met one)

o - one wish: to write for a living

p - person you last called/texted: my dad, regarding smart phone maintenance

q - questions you’re always asked: "what brings you to England?” “what do you plan on doing after your PhD?” “How long have you been here?” dear Lord it is tiring

r - reasons to smile: my pet cats and rats, my hilarious friends

s - song last sang: honestly I can’t remember! I’ve had throat problems recently so I haven’t done a lot of singing

t - time you woke up: noon :p I stay up til all hours....

u - underwear color: currently not wearing any! kinky

v - vacation destination: always the American west. I never get tired of it

w - worst habit: procrastination

x - x-rays you’ve had: my teeth at the dentist I guess. My abdomen at one point. can’t remember many others.

y - your favorite food: right now? Chicago style hot dogs, mainly because they don’t have them in England.

z - zodiac sign: Taurus

[nanalikessurveys]

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident?

Thankfully no

02. Do you have a lot of scars?

No, not a lot

03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?

Nope

04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?

No

05. Have you ever had stitches? Where?

I’ve had my mole surgically removed from my stomach

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?

No

07. Are you self conscious of how you look?

Most of the time lol

08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?

Sometimes

09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?

Nah

10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?

As cliché as it sounds - confidence

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?

I’ve never been grounded, it was not a thing in my family

12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?

Isn’t putting the baby up for adoption an option? (holy shit those rhyming words sound cool when you say it lol)

13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?

Pretty much always

14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?

Take away the people i love. and my cats

15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end?

Saying some big lies back in the days

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?

I don’t really let myself get angry, but if i do i just try to calm the other person down haha

17. Name a time when you had to be strong.

Theh high school years

18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home?

My parents split up when i was about 8 years old. but it wasn’t that bad. i never heard them fighting or anything and they still get along today. and i’m in touch with my father. also i was never abused

19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?

I get sad

20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it.

No, except my cat. i don’t know how i got through it. i think i just thought that things like that happen and pets don’t live as long as we do

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs?

No. no

22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all?

Ehh, i wouldn’t call myself sexually experienced but i have experienced sexual things?

23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?

It’s been a fucking roller coaster

24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?

I already live on my own. and i can’t wait to have a job haha

25. How old do you act?

Idk, i guess a lot younger than i am

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why?

No

27. If you had to choose, family or friends?

I’m sorry but i’ll choose family. i love my friend but family is family and they have always been there. friends just kind of come and go?

28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?

Yeah, i can tell my mom pretty much everything

29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?

I have an older sister. i used to get jealous of her actually when i was a lot younger. because she is 5 years older than me so i was a bit jealous of all the cool things she could do but i couldn’t because i was too young and stuff like that

30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members?

As often as i can. which means about once a week

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?

I’m 163cm(i think it’s about 5′4′’?), i don’t mind my height

32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?

I haven’t really grown at all the past year

33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?

I’m pretty childish

34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?

Yes yes YEES, i hate growing up lol

35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?

Definitely

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not?

Real

37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?

I don’t know

38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?

Hmm, both seem believable

39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?

I don’t want to think about death

40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?

My mom would miss me lol

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?

Not constant sadness. i have my moments

42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?

Yes

43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?

Nah, just crushing lol

44. Do you think that you are alone in this world?

No

45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?

Not that much anymore. actually i never think that anymore, which i’m really happy about

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke)

It is what it is

47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around?

The other way around. i laugh a lot

48. Do you cry when you laugh hard?

Yes, best feeling ever

49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day!

There’s so many funny moments i’ve had but i don’t feel like sharing them lol, i can’t even think of any specific moment

50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?

That happened couple times when i was just too tired and started laughing about everything

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?

To learn and socialize

52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?

Probably as dumb ahahhha

53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?

On my report card? highest one was 9 (the grading in finland goes from 4 to 10)

54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher?

On my 9th grade report card my average was 8.something. i can’t remember

55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?

I guess psychology

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?

I am not in love right now but i’m crushing. i have been in love before

57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)?

Sure

58. Is love worth it?

I guess so

59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months?

No, there’s nothing wrong with that. teens and kids can feel love as well. maybe in a different way than adults do but hey, love is love

60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?

It takes a  ot

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?

Yes

62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?

Aveagre

63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?

I’m not going to uni. besides i wouldn’t have to save for it, it’s free anyway

64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with?

Hahah right now i think the first option sounds more tempting

65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?

7 or something like that

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?

I’m not

67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?

Not for me

68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?

No

69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?

I wouldn’t erase anything

70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!

Nice

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?

A looooong time

72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?

^

73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?

I guess you could say so

74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?

When i have known them for awhile and they seem caring and calm

75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them?

Idk, i guess i wouldn’t talk to my parents about my sexual experiences

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times?

I can’t think of anything right now

77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?

I guess

78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be?

I don’t know which am i. but of course i try to be positive

79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?

Not everything but yeah

80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was:

Uhh i guess

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?

I try to figure it out myself first. but if that doesn’t work out then i’ll ask someone for help

82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation?

Never because thinking of those kind of things freak me out

83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?

Uhh

84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go?

Neither, i just keep thinking about the situation for the rest of my life lol

85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?

I don’t know

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect?

By smiling? by saying nice things?

87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?

Being a total douche. close-minded and mean

88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?

Yes if they do their job correctly

89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?

We just tried to talk it out

90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?

Probably kill them with kindness because that’s who i am lol

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?

I’m not

92. When will you graduate high school/college?

I gratuated high school in 2017

93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do?

I have literally done nothing since i’ve gratuated

94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?

I like learning new things, but the thing is that i never fucking learn. also kids can be mean af. and schools are full of people who don’t accept different people and some teachers don’t do anything about it in my opinon

95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?

No

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?

I’m sure

97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it?

I’ve tried cigarettes couple times when my friend was still smoking. she didn’t pressure me, i just tried it out of curiosity. No one has really pressured me to drink either, i just sometimes get comments from people saying that i’m weird because i don’t drink?

98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it?

No

99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing?

No, unless you count celebrity crushes lol

100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?

I don’t think i give in to temptation easily

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?

Nah

103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?

I wear what i want

104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?

I kind of answered to this already

105. What makes you different from people your age?

Uhh

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room?

My laptop

107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people?

I would sacrifice myself, sure

108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?

Idk

109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?

My cats

110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?

Hmm

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be?

To be happy, healthy and a millionare looool

112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?

That’s a tough one

113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?

No

114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish?

Not really

115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen?

No, i think it’s good to have ambitions lol

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social?

Independent

122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?

People being treated badly

123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?

Uhh no

124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life?

I’m pretty sure we develop out personalities

125. Do you think people are generally good ?

Yes

Z – Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not?

I’m pretty happy right now. but you can ask me again tomorrow, the answer might be different lol

127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one?

No, i get these from tumblr only

128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?

Depends on the change

129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?

Sure

130. What is the most motivational thing in the world?

Seeing results

[nanalikessurveys]

Alphabet Tag

aka another long ass survey

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? No  
02. Do you have a lot of scars? Not many, but some 
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? No 
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? Well not very seriously 
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? My stomache, when i got a mole removed surgically

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? HAHA no 
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? Yes 
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? Yes, i hate to say this but i can’t go out without makeup cos i’m ugly af 
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? I have considered that, yes. but not yet tho.  
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?

As cliché as it sounds: confidence

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? I have never been grounded 
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? I would not have an abortion, i would put the baby into adoption, simple as that. But i understand if someone would want to have an abortion don’t get me wrong. 
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? Yes 
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? Take my family away<true 
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? I have no idea

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? I’m just quiet, don’t talk to them 
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. The bullying i suffered, and parents splitting up 
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? Parents splitting up, no fights or abuse tho 
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? I don’t really know, i’m pretty weak tbh 
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. I have lost a cat, i cried alot  

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? No, never 
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? Haha not really 
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I have been through some bad times but idk 
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? I’m moving next saturday(in two days) to live on my own. And i would like to have a job but my mental health says no 
25. How old do you act? I’m pretty childish LOL

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? No there’s not 
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? Don’t make me choose 
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?   I can tell my mom almost everything, we’re really close 29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? I have and older sister, and no i’m not very jealous person in general so no i don’t get jealous of her 30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? Everyday 

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? 160-163cm, i‘m happy with my height 
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? No 
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? I’m childish like i said above 
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? Very, i hate aging 
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? Of course

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not? Real, obvi 
37. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? I’m both depending on the situation 
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?   Hmm, i don’t know 
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? I hope so at least 
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? My family and my friend 

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? I don’t have the diagnosis depression but i have other mental illnesses that include depression soooo, yes 
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? Hypothyroidism and anemia 
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? I am not in a relationship 
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? No i don’t 
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? Every now and then

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) It is what it is 
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? Hmm, both tbh 48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? Yes
 49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! Too many to name just one 50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? 

When i was in school, for laughing yes, sometimes for talking

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? To learn and be with and maybe make friends  52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? I’m DUMB AF and i know it 53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? Our grading system in Finland is from 4-10, 4 meaning failed and 10 being the excellent, soo my best grade i ever got on my report card was 9 from English and swedish 

54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher?                                                                                                           

My gpa on my last report card was 7.6 i think?? not the worst, but not even near being good

55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?                                                                                                          Psychology

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? No, yes 57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? I guess so 58. Is love worth it? It can be

59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months?                                 What, no, why would i hate it?

60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? Yeah, i’m really bad at expressing my feelings in general

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? Yes i do  62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? Average 63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? No need to, it’s free here, besides i’m not going to uni anyway 64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? Tbh, millions of dollars, lol

65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?   

I’d say 7

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin? No 67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with? I wouldn’t do it, i’d have to be completely relaxed with that person 68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that? No, i don’t call people sluts 69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Yes 70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both! Nice

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? Pretty long actually  72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? I don’t know  73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? Yeah, i guess so  74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? i don’t knoooow 75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? I would tell my mom almost everything 

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? Do you remember the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? Well, yes 77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? Sure 78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? I have already answered this  79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? Yes
 80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was: I don’t really know

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? Haha, i try to figure it out myself usually  82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? Not really, that makes me scared thinking about things like that 83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? TBH, i don’t know 84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? Depends who it is 85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? Hmm

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect? Just being polite and smiling, saying nice things etc 87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? Being ignorant, racist or sexist i guess, those don’t really make me lose my respect tho so idk, i respect everyone’s opinions even though i don’t agree with them 88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? Yes, like i said above, i respect everyone in some way 89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? Im not disrespectful to my parents. But in my family we don’t have any punishments anyway 90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? Just ignore them

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? Nope, not in school 92. When will you graduate high school/college? Already gratuaded high school 93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? I have no clue 94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? I don’t like school, never did 95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? 

I dropped out of college, but no i’ve never been suspended or expelled

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? I guess  97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? Not really pressured, but i’ve tried my friends cigarette two times, because i was curious, it wasn’t my thing, and my friend has quit it too 98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? No 99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? Yes, haha, but i didn’t do anything                                                                           100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?

I don’t know tbh

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? No
 103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? I wear what i want 104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? I don’t think i give in easily to peer pressure, and no i don’t smoke, drink or have casual sex 105. What makes you different from people your age? I don’t know?? i’m not studying OR working?? but i’ll start my studies next month tho

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? My computer it think 107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? Loved ones i think, i think i would 108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? Hmm 109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? My cats and maybe the photo albums 110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? Too tired to answer LOL 

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? I want to be healthy, and my family to be healthy and everyone in the world to be healthy in general tbh haha 112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? Loved ones 113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? No 114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? Well kinda, when i was little i wished we had a cat, then we got a cat, lol 115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? Not, not really

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social? Independent 122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? People being mean or abusive to other people or animals 123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? I would hope so 124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? They develop personalities 125. Do you think people are generally good ? I believe everyone has something good in them

Z – Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? Not really, i’m sick in the head and physically aswell and i have no future plans 127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? I do not 128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? Really depends 129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? Nope not really 130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? LOL idk, how interesting answers i have