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Ooou sis! I'm working backwards yet again. I was trying to scroll/pick up where I last left off at but I got distracted at SPOILER ALERT...I REPEAT SPOILER ALERT (for those that are catching up too...please swiftly scroll...because Imma need to park here for a moment...
CAUSE NOT MY MR. BABY DADDY DOCTOR SIR...Nuh uh, her deflecting ass CANNOT be! I was trying to be a law obiding citizen, in theses here tumblr streets but I saw baby boo and got distracted (cause lawd knows his fine "I can fix that" ass is damn fine...you understand meeeee!). Standin in that office looking *bites knuckle* đ©Had to flip it in reverse cause Mercy's yellin ass is here *holds hand above head* and Imma need her to be here *holds hand at knee level*. NOT TODAY!
But also, while we're here...It never ceases to amaze me the way some think that therapy/healing is an overnight fix. GIRL HOW TF CAN YOU HEAL IF YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL YOURSELF THE DAMN TRUTH! Mercy, Ma'am, it took you all that damn time to pack this shit up (go through/deal with/live with/suppress/ignore it), it's gonna take you a good while to unpack. Girlie, that bag is so damn heavy, it's gonna take some years just to flip that MF over on it's back, so you can even begin to unzip it. Out here tryna read every MF body else but when it comes to yourself, it's *crickets*. Mercy, girl, I love you down (and Im giving you grace as I pack my ski mask and book my flight to San Sequoia...because WHOOOOOOO SHE THINK SHE TALKING TOOOOOOOO!?...
No but for real, all jokes aside, I'm looking forward to the day that she is ready and willing to do the work (and I'm looking forward to the twist & turns that you take us on to get there...because if we know anything we know the roads get topsy turvy round here!). Ya'll fasten your seatbelts and prepare for turbulence Lol. Switching gears a bit, I am glad that HoJay decided to put the babies in Daycare. That's a good choice (1) for the kids to be able to mix & mingle with more kiddos (2) for Hope to get reacquainted with "Hope" again & (3) so Mercy can finally give herself the time to serve herself for once too!
I may circle back at a later time when I've had enough rest to process other thoughts that's running in my mind. Til then, Imma be in the back corner pondering how many more lemon peps I can fit on my plate. BECAUSE THIS IS GOOOODT!
As is always the case sis I AM HOLLERIN!!! You said NOT MY DOCTOR GYATDAMMIT
I meannnnnnnnnnnn and I'm glad you brought up daycare. Did you see that flawless pivot Jay did because wtf you mean we don't need you? HOW IS THERAPY GOING MOM!?? Because she really thinks she can just bottle that shit back up like some tabasco sauce (or crystal) and start babysitting grandbabies again. NAWL SIS we got WORK to do first. The babies need social and emotional learning which is definitely not happening in Grandma Mercy's lil playroom.
She done been THROUGH some shit and thinks she can just forget it and hope she doesn't get thrown into a wall again and remember it. One thing the Good Docâą is not, is stupid. Whether them awards of excellence on the wall are old or not, the brotha knows what he's doing and can probably see right through all that yelling in his expensive black and gold office.
Now the question is, will she take her ass back. Y'all stay tuned pls...
#story stuff#I was waiting for you too#because I know you don't play about Dr. Carter LMFAFJDKJFKL#excellent analysis as per usual friend
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Resonance Calendar for 2023-03-20
What got my attention last week?
As anyone with an internet connection knows, the countryâs primary pastime of the past week has been writing explanations of LLMs and generative AI (when they werenât explaining the SBV bank failure and weighing in on its implications). A good deal of the output was not worth the expenditure of electrons, but a few have been jewels worth reading.
ChatGPT and Generative AI
Ted Chiang has won a serious number of awards for his science fiction. What always knocks me out about his work is the breadth of his knowledge and the depth of his thinking. Last week, I read his February 9 article in the New Yorker, ChatGPT is a Blurry JPEG of the Web. Itâs brilliant.
Think of ChatGPT as a blurry JPEG of all the text on the Web. It retains much of the information on the Web, in the same way that a JPEG retains much of the information of a higher-resolution image, but, if youâre looking for an exact sequence of bits, you wonât find it; all you will ever get is an approximation. But, because the approximation is presented in the form of grammatical text, which ChatGPT excels at creating, itâs usually acceptable. Youâre still looking at a blurry JPEG, but the blurriness occurs in a way that doesnât make the picture as a whole look less sharp.
No less brilliant, and worth reading is What is ChatGPT Doing ⊠and Why Does it Work? by Stephen Wolfram. He introduces âreasonable continuationâ as the principle that âdrivesâ an LLM like ChatGPT. And proceeds to discuss the voodoo of GPTâs âtemperatureâ parameter that determines how often ChatGPT, rather than using the absolutely best word in its assessment, will use lower ranked words. From there, he goes into increasing depth like the statistician / mathematician he is. Again, it is really well done.
Neural Networks
I recently ran across 200-Year-Old Math Opens Up AIâs Mysterious Black Box from February 25. It describes the work of Pedram Hassanzadeh, a fluid dynamicist at Rice University, in Houston. He and his team are hoping that their use of Fourier analysis can lead to better neural networks and help them better understand the underlying physics of climate and turbulence. This work is worth following.
âFor years, we heard that neural networks are black boxes and there are too many parameters to understand and analyze. And sure, when we just looked at some of these parameters, they did not make much sense, and they all looked different,â Hassanzadeh says. However, after Fourier analysis of all these kernels, he says, âwe realized they are ⊠spectral filters.â
Scientists have for years tried combining these filters to analyze climate and (atmospheric) turbulence. However, these combinations often did not prove successful in modeling these complex systems. Neural networks learned ways to combine these filters correctly, Hassanzadeh says.
ââŠÂ a song of lamentationâ
My friend Per Bergman recently sent me a post by Mark Johnson entitled Meditations: A Requiem for Descartes Labs. It was all too familiar, and heart-breaking.
âŠÂ hereâs the story of Descartes Labs, how a remarkable geospatial startup went from flying high in orbit to end in a fiery crash back to Earth.
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Is Martin going to be mentioned again in ToT? Or is that little snippet in the buried going to be all Jon remembers?
Below is Spoilers, including details breakdown of the storyâs meta. Bewarned! This is long & convoluted as all get out. It basically can be summed up like this:
Martin and other future people (not just events) have actually been mentioned more than that, and to answer your question right off of the bat, yes Jon will continue to remember.
As I was originally answering this, it kind of spiraled out of control as I dove into a detailed breakdown of some things so I decided to just go for the whole hog and put everything down here in one place. Iâve got a similar breakdown in another document, but thatâs really just for keeping tabs on how many days have passed and not the meta analysis.
TL;DR on meta: Jon is leveling up at a ridiculous speed, but he already was high level to start out with so heâs really just lagging behind his adult self. The more he feeds the more he grows. In the Eyepocalypse, weâve heard Jon lament that trying to access his powers within his body is like trying to âdrink the ocean through a strawâ, and itâs only gotten more difficult as his body has shrunk.
Another note on timing: in the original story, Jon had gained multiple marks in back to back horrible days. In my own small way, the pacing of these later chapters is repayment for Jonâs hell week.
Entity Touched events will be in bold. Jonâs powers being activated will be italicized. Remembering a specific person/statement/future event will be noted with (parenthesis). Please note that while I will put a specific name in the parenthesis Jon often does not consciously remember the name nor the full scope of the event/person/statement. I will keep a running total of how many days since the last notable entity touched event at the top.
Ch 1
Jon goes through the Spiralâs Doors. His body merges, and he fluctuates between seeing and Seeing. Eventually, his eyes settle upon Watching constantly. He struggles to remember Section 31 (Daisy and Basira âthey were both strangers and enemies and friendsïżœïżœ). He Knows Detective Davies exact schedule, and the train schedule. He attempts to Feed via Compelling, unsuccessfully. He Sees Detective Davies schedule change. He Senses stories nearby.
Ch 2
Day 3 post-emerging:
After reading a Story: he Knows the difference between true and fake statements, as well as Mr. Magnusâs true name and that he stole the name Elias. He can See farther than what his eyes should be able to, and is able to Watch Elias. He Compels Elias but does not stay long enough to feed off his answers. He remembers (Barnabas Bennett). He remembers (the feeling of his own rib.) He remembers (going into the Lonely to save someone). When pressed, he remembers (the Unknowing exploding into fire) and losing âthemâ (his Assistants). This causes him to vomit and creates a void within him that must be filled.
Ch 3
Day 3 post-emerging, less than one hour after reading a Story:
Jon summons tape recorders to listen to stories. He listens to dozens of Stories at the same time. Jon remembers (the layout of the Institute). Jon gives a Statement.
Ch 4
Day 3 post-emerging, hours after consuming dozens of Stories:
Jon remembers (the Dark Sun, and Looking directly at the Entities). Jon remembers (Michael stabbing him for Compelling).
Ch 5
One day after consuming dozens of Stories:
Jon reads a bedtime Story. This reveals to Elias that Jon is able to comprehend all languages.
Ch 6
Jon consumes multiple Stories per day, far exceeding the normal Archivist rate of consumption. He remembers (Elias unable to See him in Orsinovâs Circus) He is unable to lie. He walks through the Archivist nightmares and the nightmares of the Eyepocalpyse, but these future events are unable to be perceived by Elias. During these nightmares, he remembers (being hurt by several âmonstersâ.)
Post this chapter, assume Jon has read at least one bedtime Story and multiple Stories throughout the day for months.
Ch 7
Jon now Knows all answers to fact-based questions his teachers ask. He begins drawing Eyes that have some will of their own- refusing to be paired. Jon now speaks directly to the Eye. It is confirmed his eyes have now physically changed to be reminiscent of other Avatars of the Eye- ie Elias. Jon Sees all marks left on people by the Entities. He remembers (how the Entities make Avatars), (Simon Fairchild) and (that he did something very bad unwillingly). He can sense when Elias is trying to See into his head.
Ch 8
Jon Feeds off of Emma, and forces her to Know her victimâs pain. Everyone is unable to move or interrupt him. He forces the web of the Mother of Puppets to be Shown. He remembers (where the tunnels are and what they do).
Ch 9
One day after Feeding off of Emma
Jon grows bigger. Jon Knows the (true nature of the Entities, and their effects on the world) and tries to articulate them. His explanation is different than Gertrudeâs. He remembers (Timâs jokes, Martinâs love of fuzzy tarantulas, the fight with Peter, and Michael-as-the-Distortionâs Statement, being friends with his Assistants and that things went wrong when his Assistants were no longer his friends). He thinks, but is not sure, he remembers who the man in the tunnels is (Lietner) and that he can track him down. He can See everyoneâs marks and make them visible to others. When attempting to consciously access Knowledge of Michaelâs future, he faints and blood comes out of his nose.
Jon consumes a Story. Jon remembers (how to Quit). Jon fights with the Eyeâs geas against speaking of escape and wins.
Jon remembers (the Eyepocalypse) and Knows why he can survive on only old stories and statements from Avatars. Reaching for this knowledge is even more difficult than just Michaelâs future, and causes him to black out for a significant amount of time with a severe memory wipe. Despite this memory wipe, he remembers (Gertrude does not treat her Assistants well, and the location of Fiona & Joshua Gillespieâs statement).
Ch 10
Jon Knows how to get to the Coffin purely thanks to the Eye, and realizes the Knowledge is external because his sense of direction was previously so poor. He is now able to consciously communicate directly in a back and forth conversation with the Eye, although the Eye is currently only Answering Jonâs Questions and Jon is giving his opinion. Being near the Coffin causes Jon to remember (he was in the Coffin for 3 days).
Being in the Coffin causes Jon to remember (that he got stuck with someone else last time, that he had an anchor, and that it might be M-m-mar- ), then he gets out in a day and a half. This is half the time of the first round, despite Fiona being deeper in than Daisy had been.
Jon Feeds off of John the Buried Avatar.
Ch 11
Day 1 post-Coffin & Feeding off of John
Jon feeds off of Dr. Girard the pediatrician.
Jon still comprehends all languages, but now he can articulate something is strange despite still not realizing heâs not hearing English. Jon grows after feeding. Jon Knows when Fiona is in trouble. His eyesight is noticeably excellent. Jon remembers (Gertrudeâs war against the rituals is âstupidâ, and that Jonah stole Eliasâs body and why. He remembers statements about Agnes, and how Agnes and Gertrude are bound, and what various members of the Cult of the Lightless Flame look like. He also remembers going out for Martinâs birthday and eating ice cream, which is how he knows where the nearest ice cream parlor is.)
This is the last time Jon takes out the crayon drawing of the Eye.
Ch 12
Day 2 post-Coffin & Feeding off of John, Day 1 post Feeding off of Dr. Girard
Jon remembers (you should never hold an Avatar of the Desolation barehanded, and that the tunnels go for miles and miles, and that Smirke realized his architectural theories were wrong.)
Jon Knows he loves tea but hasnât found one that tastes right. (Heâs thinking of Martinâs tea, but he doesnât realize it.) Itâs also revealed that Jon is crying alone sometimes in his room when he thinks no one will notice, but he doesnât Remember why. When asked, he remembers (he was Made and not Born), and Knows that the Eyepocalypse/âhis destinyâ is preventable, but he had to lay down before remembering/realizing any further.
He remembered the (statement about Agnesâs childhood, and the Distortionâs Avatars, despite the fact the Distortion would not merge like that until post-ritual, and that Gertrude liked to blow things up/use fire to disrupt rituals.)
The Eye now is giving Jon specific suggestions, ie origami frogs, when he Asked for ideas.
Ch 13
Day 3 post-Coffin & Feeding off of John, Day 2 post Feeding off of Dr. Girard
When asked, he knows thereâs no such thing as time where the Eye is, but vomits from trying to Know something directly about where the Fears currently are. Jon remains nauseous but does not faint, have blood loss, or memory loss. Then, when a Story is read to him from Van Closen, he remembers (the contents of a different statement entirely- Fanshawâs letter.) He struggles to grasp something else the Eye is telling him.
Ch 14
Day 4 post-Coffin & Feeding off of John, Day 3 post Feeding off of Dr. Girard.
Jon remembers (being a manager.) Elias and Fiona do not realize Jon is using terms no one has used around him before- nor do they recognize like Michael did earlier that Jonâs specific grasp of corporate language is far outside the normal range of what children usually have picked up.
Fiona, newly awakened, uses her powers on Jon. He then, when in close proximity to her, is reminded of what information he hadnât been able to grasp earlier (ie, Eric and Gerry).
Jon enters a battlefield surrounded by Entity-touched deathtraps being sprung. He remembers (wandering untouched in the Eyepocalypse, Mary binding herself to the book.)
Ch 15
Day 4 post-Coffin & Feeding off of John, Day 3 post Feeding off of Dr. Girard.
Jon (remembers âinterrupting drinksâ and that they always taste better when in a mug- ie, Martinâs tea. He remembers the Dark was âfor babiesâ.)
When awoken, he is able to articulate that he did remember Gerry and Eric.
Jon summons Eric. The Archive speaks. Jon Knows how to edit the Book as Mary Keay did in the original timeline, and does so.
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The Leithian Reread - Canto I
Iâve decided to reread Tolkienâs poetic rendition of the Leithian and comment on it, because itâs gorgeous and probably my favourite part of Tolkienâs writings outside of the Silm, LOTR, and The Hobbit. Actually, I think it beats The Hobbit.
A very entertaining addition to the Lay of Leithian is CS Lewisâ commentary, which is written not in the style of comments on a friendâs work, but in the style of a critical-literary analysis of an ancient text. So when Lewis thinks something is great, he doesnât say âThis is great!â he says âCritics regard this as one of the finest parts of the poem,â and when he think itâs bad, he doesnât say itâs bad, he says âThis is clearly an adulteration of/later addition to the original text, as evidenced by [stylistic differences].â Itâs delightful fun to read, and really brings to life the kind of friendship these guys had, their academic nerdiness and senses of humour.
I love the entirety of this canto. The cadence and rhyme and evocative language are all splendid. Itâs a departure from Tolkienâs more common use of primarily-alliterative poetry (as in the poetic Narn i HĂźn HĂșrin, the fragment of the âThe Flight of the Noldor from Valinorâ, and the Rohirric poetry of The Lord of the Rings), but he still makes excellent use of alliteration in many places (e.g., Men...mould and glen...glade, below). I like the change of style - the Rohirric style suits Mannish poetry well, but feels jarring to me when itâs used for Elven works such as âThe Flight of the Noldor from Valinorâ. (I would far rather have had the NoldolantĂ« in a similar style to the Leithian.)
A king there was in days of old
ere Men yet walked upon the mould
his power was reared in cavernâs shade
his hand was over glen and glade.
Itâs a great start, and the quality stays excellent throughout. CS Lewisâ only critique is of one use of internal rhyme (âin many a tall and torchlit hallâ) and heâs very admiring of the canto as a whole. Heâs particularly partial to the description of LĂșthien, saying â[the passage] has been too often and too justly praised to encourage the mere commentator in intrudingâ. While itâs a good passage, I personally am more interested in what LĂșthien does than how she looks. (A very early version, criticized by Lewis for its style and wording, had LĂșthien as blond, before Tolkien changed her to dark-haired.) My favourite passage in the canto is the description of Beleriand (e.g., to East in peaks of blue were piled / in silence folded, mist-enfurled / the mountains of the Outer World).
Lewis also highly praises two particular lines of which he says, âThe reader who wishes to acquire a touchstone for the true style of the Geste had better learn by heart this faultless and characteristic diptychâ:
and sharp his sword and high his helm
the king of beech and oak and elm.
The whole poem is iambic tetrameter (8 syllables per line, accent on the 2nd, 4th, 6th, and 8th syllables). Tolkienâs extremely fond of paired ideas in a line, like âand sharp his sword and high his helmâ or âwith shining bit and silver reinâ (both of which use alliteration, but in different pattern); more rarely, he groups three ideas (with horse, or horn, or mortal feet). I think this also comes from his usual Rohirric style; but the metre and rhyme give it an entirely different feel that I think evokes Elvishness very effectively. But this metreâs not only used in his Elvish poetry - itâs also the same style used in Gimliâs song of Khazad-dĂ»m in The Fellowship of the Ring (The world was young, the mountains green/no stain yet on the moon was seen...)
And in fact Tolkien reuses an exact passage from Gimliâs song in the Leithian (or vice versa, depending on when they were written):
There beryl, pearl, and opal pale,
and metal wrought like fishesâ mail
buckler and corslet, axe and sword,
and gleaming spears were laid in hoard
From which we can conclude that 1) Tolkien was especially pleased with this passage and 2) Sindar and dwarves, for all their later conflict, arenât so different.
In terms of plot and character, about all we have in this canto is the comparison/parallelism of LĂșthien with Thingolâs material treasures, which is in line with his later treatment of her in the story.
It ends with:
and the endless years of Faëry land
rolled over far Beleriand
until a day beneath the sun
when many marvels were begun.
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Family Mediation, Brother Or Sisters, Parents, Grandparents
The papa made an application to the Court for call with the child. The result of arbitration was that the father took out the Court procedures, the mothers agreed to encourage the youngster to begin to see the father once more and also the kid accepted see her father once more. Unlike the Court procedure where a court will certainly be selected and the process is taken care of, you select the moderator as well as remain in control of the situation and the choice making procedure. This can bring about longer lasting settlements than those which are enforced by the Courts. mediation bedforshire is not counselling and will certainly not have the ability to reconcile your partnership problems.
Prior to you attend your initial session it is a good suggestion to write and also prioritise the issues you want to fix, to make sure that the most concerns can be reviewed initially. For arbitration to be successful it is likely that compromises will have be to made on both sides. It is an excellent suggestion to attempt to think of two or three remedies that you believe would work in relation per of the problems you are looking for to solve.
Is Arbitration For Me?
The objective of arbitration is to assist in conversation in between you as well as your former spouse or partner for getting to a contract. All conversations during mediation will remain confidential and also will not be disclosed without consent. It is normal for a conciliator during the procedure to speak to both parties independently, generally in separate areas or at different times, to guarantee that there is no danger of any injury, emotional or otherwise to either celebration.
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This provides extent for discussion as well as is more likely to lead to a favorable outcome than having an inflexible red line on specific points. It is important to recognize the difference in between a 'household moderator' and also a 'Lawful Aid Firm recognized family members arbitrator'. Family Mediation can be totally free for those that are eligible forLegal Aid. This will certainly entitle customers to totally free lawful assistance from a Family Lawyer or Separation Lawyer, along with having actually an arrangement written free of charge. There are additionally collection charges if the Kid Maintenance Service has to accumulate as well as pay the child maintenance. There are new modifications that currently apply to moms and dads that want to make use of the new Government Youngster Maintenance Solution.
What do I do if my ex refuses mediation?
If your ex will not respond to the mediator's invitation to contact them, then there are two further options available to you. Firstly, sell mediation to your ex-partner. Point out how much it costs to go to court, to instruct a solicitor to deal with matters for you.
If you have kids, your mediator will usually focus on what's best for them and also their needs. The mediator could also talk with your youngsters if they assume it's proper and you agree to it. You and also your ex-partner can sit in different rooms if you feel incapable to sit together and ask the mediator to go back as well as forwards in between you. This kind of arbitration takes longer, so it's normally extra expensive. In the initial meeting, you as well as your ex-partner will normally satisfy independently with a skilled mediator.
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First Innings as IG @ Deolali ( Aug 1977 to May 1980Â )
     On completion of LGSC, we were sanctioned casual leave for one week, during which I shifted to my new accommodation in the IG Block in the premises of B Mess. I availed the well deserved break at Aurangabad & assisted my parents in shifting from Army house to a civil rented house, since my father had retired recently after 35 years of service. On return to Deolali, I was selected to be in the IG Team for teaching the new Course, LGSC Fd 778, which had just reported. It was a privilege to be given this responsibility which was a tough challenge in view of the expectations.Â
    It was an unforgettable moment, when I gave my first lecture, to my first batch of students, as they recorded their first impressions about me. As the Basic Leg progressed, I realised the magnitude of the task of teaching three most difficult subjects ( Ballistics, Equipment & Ammunition ) in the easiest possible manner. It was achieved only after extensive study and preparation of lesson plans & OHP slides, on every week end. The often quoted statement ---â You learn only when you teachâ was indeed true. It was equally exciting to set and correct Exam papers and evaluate the Teaching Practices of students. On the whole, it was an exhilarating feeling of repeating the Basic Leg, in the new role as an IG , wearing the prestigious Red Band !!
     Simultaneously, all the Instructional staff had to qualify in the BPET   ( Battle Physical Efficiency Tests ) and PPT ( Physical Proficiency Tests ) during the Annual Adm Inspection. The thrust towardsâ Fitness Firstâ was emphasised by holding Volleyball & Basketball competitions as well as encouraging individual sports. These activities contributed towards physical fitness as well as team bonding. Gunnery Leg began with the usual tempo, specially for the new IsG who had to evolve new concepts & procedures for provision of fire support. Any such ideas had to be validated during Course Shootings. We learnt a lot and gained confidence while engaging targets firing variety of Guns & ammunition. We understood in detail about the most important aspect of planning & implementation of safety measures during firing practices. Gunnery Leg also proved to be an enriching experience --- not only at the Gun end but equally at the OP end. Â
     In the first week of Dec, we proceeded for the Educational Tour, where I had to shoulder the responsibility of coordinating all the visits as well as the administrative arrangements. It was a valuable learning experience. On return, the new IsG had to give their choice for assessing the Practice Camps of Units, in various Field Firing Ranges. I volunteered to go to Binnaguri, whenever scheduled. Meanwhile, we were detailed for planning & conduct of Ex TOPCHI, which was the annual Fire Power Demonstration. It would showcase the capabilities of all weapon systems in the Regiment of Artillery besides surveillance assets & the Air OP capabilities. We rehearsed for one week with the participation of all the Guns/ Mortars/ Rocket Launchers held by the Units of Deolali & Nasik. The deployment of 120 mm Mortar using the Mules was very impressive. In addition, the Cheetah helicopter of Air OP Squadron displayed its capability of ferrying the 120 mm Mortar as an underslung load. It was a thrilling experience to apply our knowledge and skills towards enhancing the accuracy and consistency of fire support of a variety of weapons.
      There was a rehearsal which was attended by all Courses at School of Artillery, all recruits of Artillery Centre, Nasik & the civil population of Deolali Cantonment. The final event was on the Army Day ( 15 Jan 1978 ). It was witnessed by the Officers attending the Defence Services Staff College, Wellington, who were on their educational tour to all training establishments. It was a spectacular display of fire power which ended with a salvo fired by a total of 70 Guns/ Mortars/ Rockets, destroying all the targets on Bahula ridgeline. The grand finale was the salvo by GRAD BM 21 MBRL, when each launcher fired 40 rockets in 20 seconds. It was indeed a dazzling display which reinforced the statement ----â Artillery is the God of Warâ, as propounded by Joseph Stalin.Â
      In Apr 78, there was a change of command in the Field Wing.Col T P Singh took over as the Chief Instructor and was well known for his professional acumen. All instructors looked forward to the opportunity to seek his guidance for solving any difficulty. He adopted a strategy of paying surprise visits to all the training areas and the Course Shootings. These gave a boost to the standard of training besides motivating all the instructors & the students to attain greater proficiency. I was lucky to be nominated by him to be part of the Study Group of six IsG, for an analysis of the combat potential of our Artillery vis-a-vis Pakistan & China. The entire Study Group had to slog for the next one week and give him a Presentation , which as expected, had to be refined, since Col T P Singh contributed his expert suggestions. Really, I learnt so much as a result of this first direct professional interaction with this erudite Gunner.Â
     In Oct 78, myself with two AIsG proceeded to Binnaguri for assessment of practice camps of all the Regiments of Artillery Brigade. It was so exciting to be back to meet the Jat Balwans again, while Lt Col M S Choudhary had taken over as the TIGER 98. We moved to Buxaduar Ranges and assessed the performance of all the Regiments as per the parameters laid down by the School of Artillery. It was a unique privilege for me to assess my own Unit, while wearing the prestigiousâ Red Bandâ outside Deolali, for the first time. I observed that the professional standards had distinctly improved in the last two years, due to the dedication by the Jat Balwans, under a new Team of officers& JCOs, guided by an ebullient CO. I was given an emotional gift at the Unit Mandir and presented the holy Bhagvad Gita, wishing me further success & glory while performing my duty. The philosophy â Karmanye vadhikaraste, ma phaleshu kadachanâ has always been my beacon of strength, ever since I wore the Olive Green uniform!!
     I was sent on one month annual leave in Nov, which was in accordance with the leave plan, an important facet of man management while ensuring the training commitments. On return, I was detailed in the IG Team for the next Course ---- LGSC Fd 809. It meant hard work once again but the appreciation by the students always encouraged me to put in that extra effort. I accepted it as an opportunity to constantly improve as a Teacher since teaching and learning have a symbiotic relationship. Simultaneously, I volunteered to be in the IG Team for Ex TOPCHI which was in the last week of Jan 1979. We suggested that battlefield illumination could be shown as a separate part in the night, just after the standard fire power demonstration during day time. The proposal was approved by the Commandant and we started the rehearsals at night as well. The overall impact on the Final Day was phenomenal, not only as a result of an excellent demo during day time but also an amazing demo of illumination of Deolali Ranges by night, on the eve of the Republic Day. It proved to be a novel idea and the meticulous display of fire power, specially the salvo by GRAD BM 21 MBRL ( 40 rockets in 20 seconds ) convinced the spectators of Defence Services Staff College thatâ Power grows out of the barrel of a Gunâ. (Video illustration at the end of the Blog)
     In the first week of May, I went to Aurangabad on casual leave for ten days.It was probably destined that during this short break, I would have my first pleasant interaction with Ms Sanjivani Bhogale, from the reputed business family of NIRLEP, who would eventually be my life partner. It was a typical example of â First impression is the last impressionâ. Both of us instantly approved each other and decided to build an innings of lifetime partnership, in a Fauji environment. Our parents also gave their concurrence & we were thrilled after the customary Engagement Ceremony within two days. It was also finalised that the marriage would be conducted in Dadar ( date, time & venue to be confirmed later). Both of us were on Cloud Nine, as we departed for Deolali & Dadar respectively, while I looked forward to meeting Sanjivani at Dadar on each of the weekends. I reached Deolali bubbling with the âBreaking Newsâ. Â
     Soon the muhurat for the wedding was finalised as 9.57 AM on 26 Jun 1979. Obviously, there was shortage of time for all the preparations by both the families. I applied for 45 days annual leave ( keeping the remaining 15 days as reserve for Diwali festival ). My leave was sanctioned, as requested, for the most important event in my life. The waiting period upto the auspicious day was spent in a state of stargazing by both of us. Finally, the marriage was solemnised after traditional rituals on 26 Jun 1979. The most emotional moment was the âSaptapadiâ ritual when we sought the blessings of the Almighty by taking the traditional vows.Â
    We returned to Deolali, with all the bag & baggage, as a young couple for the first time. My friends, who were also young couples, organised a grand welcome for us, into the Home of the Gunners. Initially, we stayed in the Guest Room in B Mess itself but shifted to our temporary accommodation in 48 OG Lines, within three days. Thus began the process of converting our House into a Home!! At this juncture, I feel that Sanjivani should narrate her impressions as she stepped into the Fauji environment.
     Musings as a Fauji bride - âDADAR to DEOLALIâ
    Every girl thinks about the person she will marry and the family she will belong to. I had the same feelings. I vividly remember that when I was 19 years of age, my Mama got married to a girl from the Fauji family.During this wedding, I observed lot of Army officers in their special uniform for the first time. They looked very courteous and smart. I was thoroughly impressed with the grandeur of the Army. I was a complete civilian and thought to myself about the special quality of life of a Fauji family. Later, my parents asked me if I had any particular choice for marriage. I told them that if possible, I would like to marry an Army officer ( not knowing the realty of being a Fauji wife, it has several pros & cons ).
     I was very lucky that the first proposal itself was from Capt Vivek Toley, who was the most eligible bachelor in Deolali. As marriages are made in heaven, before I could realise, we were married. Thus began my roller coaster ride from Dadar to Deolali. It was going to be a 360 degree transformation from the life I was leading till then. I was astonished when I saw a black steel trunk marked with the name of Capt Toley. The journey from suitcases to trunks thus began. My mother in law had packed few utensils and other necessities for us before we moved to Deolali. I started my Fauji life in 48 OG Lines, which was temporary accommodation for married officers. Â
       I belonged to a typical Maharashtrian family & was conversant only in Marathi. My neighbours were from different parts of India. So, I had to make do somehow with my Bambaiya Hindi. Still, i learnt a lot from these conversations.My urge to talk in Marathi was fulfilled by talking to the local vendors and the maids. Social adjustment was another big challenge for which I was not prepared at all. I remained generally shy and silent while interacting with the officers & their wives. Huge cultural differences made me feel out of place. However, my Fauji family went out of their way to make me comfortable. I must mention that my husband stood beside me like a strong pillar , taught me, guided me and encouraged me at every moment.
      It is a norm in any Army station to be on the waiting list for allotment of temporary/ permanent accommodation. In Deolali,we shifted into 10 houses in 10 months. It is a common practice in Deolali to shift into the house of any officer going on leave for a month or two. This was so difficult for me to digest.Thanks to the Regimental association & NDA Coursemates, we were always given the house for use on âas is, where is basisâ. This was a great show of faith and trust. My heartfelt thanks to all of them for making us so comfortable in the very first year of our married life. It assured me that the Armed Forces constitute a big family, with each one playing a small role.Â
      Finally, we were allotted our permanent accommodation in P4 Block in Depot Battery Road colony. We moved into our own home and settled down fully. I was really happy but was surprised when my husband informed me about receipt of his posting order to NDA, Khadakwasla. Our first year in Deolali will always have a special place in our album of memories!!Â
      Consequent to settling down in my new status, I reverted to my duties as part of the IG Team for LGSC Course Fd 810, for the third time, thus completing a hat -trick. In Jan 1980, I was fortunate to complete another hat- trick with the responsibility of Ex TOPCHI , which was again a dazzling display of fire power. Thereafter, I was deputed to the Faculty of Studies where I learnt about the latest developments & trials of new weapon systems including ammunition. It involved regular interaction with the Trials Wing. In the first week of May, I was pleasantly surprised with the receipt of my posting order to the prestigious National Defence Academy. The resultant ecstasy of being selected as an Instructor at NDA from where I had passed out exactly 10 years ago, was the pinnacle of my professional achievements so far. I looked forward to moving within a month from theâ Home of the Gunnersâ to theâ Cradle of Leadershipâ --- along with my life partner!!Â
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CRUFTS 2020 Malamutes
Okay so there is SOME video taken by a spectator of the Crufts Malamutes, but the angle is not good for analysis so Iâm going to use existing photos.
Before I start I will say, typically the dogs presented at Crufts are a lot more close to my own dogs than the ones at Westminsters because my breeder uses a lot of overseas bloodlines outside of North America so I tend to prefer them overall and the dogs tend to be more relate to my own.Â
There was an absolutely MASSIVE entry so Iâm just highlighting specific winners here. (well over 100 dogs entered just in Malamutes)
The dog that won Best of Breed is just *chefs kiss* beautiful and he also won the Dog Challenge.
Here he is, âITJCH Black Star Del Biagioâ
A well muscled seal colored male with beautiful SHORT coat, head type, big feet, moderate bone, really beautiful angulation and length of leg and oh my oh my that shoulder/chest angle is to die for. This dog also participates in work, but since he resides in the warmer part of Italy itâs more moderate work. Either way he is kept in lovely shape. There are photos on one of his owners facebook pages doing sled work with other malamutes, but not this particular dog. It is really nice to see a dog that is not gray/white in the show ring!
Best Puppy:Â âCahppes Never Ending Loveâ
I will say that I was SO excited to see Kitana win Best Puppy! Kitana is from Kennel Cahppes in Sweden, owned by an friend of mine in Scotland and is related to Sigurd & Zombie (the BOB dog is as well...but more distantly).
Not the clearest photo, dog is on a slight angle and she is holding herself a little awkwardly here, but a beautiful feminine head, still developing in the chest and proportions (but notice that her chest although not yet mature still has great angulation of the chest/shoulder layback, better than some mature dogs Iâve noted in the show ring here in the US), nice length of coat (carrier I believe, but not overly feathered), great angulation, great proportion of bone. Excited to see her mature!Â
Her parents are BIS C.I.B SE FIN DK UCH Nord W-11 Nord W-19 Nord WW-19 SE W-13 SE W- 15 âWhite Fang Iditarod âFangâ x SE UCH âCheya's Coming Home For Christmas âChrissyâ so she has a really great balance of show/work in her pedigree. Cahppes really knows how to breed a working dog.
Bitch Challenge Winner:Â âPACKICE NEIDEN WINTERLINGâ
I could not find a good photo of this bitch
Reserve Dog Winner âMULTI CH MONIKOONA MOST WANTED JWâ
*Note I could not find a photo of him from the show so here he is from the recent Malamute Championship where he was BIS
A thickly boned sable colored male with excellent coat length, nice masculine head, feet look a little proportionally small for my liking, and the shoulder is nice, but straighter than i prefer. Very substantial guy who is quite balanced. He is much more of the American Show Type body and head type than the Crufts Winner imo, just a thicker shorter dog. This particular dogâs breeder does some great work promoting the Malamute as a working dog!
Also just interjecting here but this dogâs headshot is so nice ~handsome~
Reserve Bitch:Â âJUST GOT TO LOVE ME POLARNI USVIT WTD AWTD C* B * BP * S* SP* G* P *AWPD C*â
Again I had to pull a photo of the dog from another source because Crufts photos...
This bitch is LOVELY, looks to be of a feminine size with a really beautiful tail and short coat. Her front chest/shoulder assembly is wonderful! Back legs look overstretched in this photo giving the illusion of poorer angulation than she actually has. Nicely muscled because this dog WORKS yâall.
*Also this breeder puts their dogâs Star Signs and Sun/Moon rising in their dogs profiles on their website along with their health testing so thatâs cute af.
Best Vetran âCH HAWKEYE POLARNI USVIT WPD WPDA WPDX WTD AWPD C * B * S * G * P* AWTD C* B * BP* S* SP * G * P* WMOYA TOP WORKING DOG 2013/14(IMP CZE)
This dog is from the same breeder as the reserve bitch above! He is a hard worker to say the least judging from his titles! Again could not find a quality angle from Crufts, but here is a recent stacked photo:
A well muscled and well proportioned male with a nice masculine head. He has a really nice short coat that is still correct and plush. A moderate shoulder/chest angle and his rear angulation is just lovely. Really well put together guy in excellent shape!
So that concludes some of the Crufts Malamutes! Please note that I am not an expert by any means but I am VERY happy with the Crufts showing and results. So many of these dogs do breed appropriate work, an overwhelming amount of them in fact! This is a big difference from Westminster where I was struggling to find ANY dog that had ANY work they did at all. In comparison I also find the Crufts dogs have less dramatic coats (likely a result of the breeders doing work and knowing the functionality of correct coats). They are also in better overall shape and have nicer muscle development. Watching the videos there was also some nice color variation! I saw a lot of grey & white per usual but also red & white, seal & white and sable & white!
#crufts 2020#alaskan malamute#dog#canine#dogblr#honestly i would take ANY of the crufts dogs over the best of dog at westminster#not only because i find them more correct overall#but because these dogs have proven their worth as malamutes by doing REAL work#and it does make me realize that my breeder stopped importing american dogs to canada as the american show lines were starting to split away#as a distinct look and strain#and she started importing more euro dogs#it makes so much more sense to me#and sad also that the akc malamute has fallen far from these dogs imo#there are many many NICE akc dogs i enjoy#but the same dogs win over and over again in the ring which is frustrating#there has never been a repeat crufts bob winner in my recent watching of the show#but the same dog in the usa often wins westminster over and over again
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7 Tips For Beginning Garden Enthusiasts
Gardening has actually long been a delightful pastime as well as a way for numerous individuals around the globe to reduce costs while providing their family members with healthy and balanced foods that they have actually grown themselves. Every year hundreds otherwise countless individuals plant either vegetable or blossom gardens for the first time. If you are a beginning garden enthusiast here are 7 suggestions that can obtain you off to the ideal beginning. Begin by analysis Among the best methods to acquire gardening expertise rapidly is by analysis. Your library is a fantastic location to locate books on horticulture basics. Other excellent sources of totally free horticulture product consist of the Internet, regional horticulture clubs and also companies as well as your regional agricultural extension workplace. The even more basic understanding you have regarding gardening before you actually grow your garden the far better ready you will be. Speak with good friends and also neighbors that currently have experience horticulture Gardeners enjoy to talk about their yards as well as are usually ready to offer practical suggestions to any person who is willing to listen and learn. Talking with neighbors who have gardening experience will certainly provide you with details on the best type of plants to expand in your climate and also dirt problems. Many times experienced yards will certainly even agree to help you select the best area and also help get you began. Begin small One of the most significant mistakes beginning garden enthusiasts make is that in their enjoyment to begin a new leisure activity they attack off more than they can eat as well as grow excessive too soon and then discover themselves bewildered when their experience can not stay on par with their garden By starting little such as growing a windowsill natural herb garden or one utilizing containers to plant just a couple of easy vegetables you will find that you have a far better opportunity for success and can truly find out about just how plants expand initial hand without feeling bewildered. Plan out your garden. When determining to plant a full dimension yard put in the time to plan out your garden on graft paper. This is a fantastic winter season project and will certainly assist you to determine just how much seed or the number of plants of each variety you will certainly need to acquire when it comes time to plant. Plant near your backdoor Planting your yard in a location that is easy to see will certainly help to maintain you interested in your task, enable you per new advancement as your garden expands as well as serve as a reminder to you that your garden might need watering or weeded. Choose starter plants over seeds For your initial yard selecting starter plants over seeds will help make sure that your garden has a better opportunity for success. Once you have obtained extra experience you can attempt your hand expanding plants from seeds. Choose vegetable plants you really enjoy consuming A great rule of thumb to bear in mind when planting your yard is if you will not eat it don't plant it. Even if a certain plant expands well in dirt doesn't mean you have to include it in your garden. Not just can growing your very own garden conserve you cash however, it can provide you a great feeling of success and pride understanding that you expanded your flowers or a few of the food eat on your own. Achieving a lavish environment-friendly lawn is not as difficult as anybody might think. The initial point that requires to be done is the appropriate choice of turf that can work well for both your soil as well as environment problems. After achieving this you will need to do normal and scheduled lawn upkeep which is mowing, watering, weed control, as well as fertilizing. Keeping the blades of your mower sharp will help you obtain a wonderful and also tidier cut. Boring blades just wreck the turf which will only promote stress and anxiety and illness to your lawn. It is likewise a good technique to mow early in the early morning or late in the mid-day to prevent the warmth. Mow your lawn to the according to the proper height your grass requires to acquire a much deeper and stronger root system. It is also not advised to bag the trimmings due to the fact that the turf trimmings in the lawn, upon breaking down, will serve as all-natural plant foods. If the lawns in your lawn are expensive, then it is recommended that you mow in stages before bringing it to the needed elevation as reducing more than half of its length will certainly stun the lawn. Never mow your lawn when it is damp. Sprinkling the lawn with approximately an inch of water is enough to reach the roots as well as, depending where you live, should be accomplished at least twice a week. This not only aids the grass to be healthy however it also promotes origin growth. Never let your lawn dry out in between watering as well as the most effective means to stop this is through a sprinkler system. The two excellent seasons to fertilize your lawn are during spring and fall. You can make use of dirt improvers that you can get from gardening areas of home improvement shops or you can make one on your own by creating a compost pile which contains lawn trimmings, fruit skins, raked leaves, as well as possibly manure. Freshening the dirt is an additional practical method to assist the origins grow.
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Two worlds 02
part one
Members: Jaehyun x Reader
Word count: 2,819
Summary: Thereâs a theory of electrons and protons that will be attracted to each other because of their unlike charges. Two human beings that are contrastive in every single way act as a real life experiment. Will it explain the truth or be proven wrong by the debaters? Watch as it unfolds in their very eyes.
Street style crossed with athletic sportswear, cool urban silhouettes, avant-garde detailing and fine construction; take on graphic sweatshirts from Balenciaga and Palm Angels, deconstructed denim from Y/Project, bold colours from Marine Serre and Off-Whiteâs industrial strap bagsâpretty much sums up your daily outfit and go-to clothing styles.Â
As for Jaehyun, heâs basically an ordinary university student, one that aced his classes and studied in the library until sundown. He wears T-shirts and hoodies for almost every day, sometimes include pieces of varsity jackets and beanie when the weather gets colder. No sleek designs and bold graphics but washed out or near neutral colours that lack strong chromatic content. The only thing that separates him from the others, is his fine looks thatâs perfection itselfâyou canât argue with that, itâs the truth.
Frat parties or whatever celebrations inclusive of alcohol and explicit music, you never missed out any of them, having fun with your circle of friends like you should till the sun comes up albeit having lectures to attend the next morning. On the other hand, Jaehyun prefers staying in to catch some movies that are over its theatrical run or simply hangout with his high school friends at the local coffee shops, and most importantly getting consistent seven to eight hours of sleep per night.
Further elaborations arenât needed to prove the obvious differences, the both of you are contrastive in every single way and will never ever be on the same page in the publicâs eyes. Which is why people find your confrontation with him the week before was unbelievable and out of the blue.Â
âFirstly, you have to determine whether itâs a one-way or two-way slab⊠There are three types of loads we have to consider which are the dead load, live load and floor finish loadâŠâ
While he continues to explain the structural analysis and calculation ofâwhatever heâs trying to say, you lost it after catching few glimpses of his appearance. His hair was always brushed, and his skin was flawless; you are reminded of the affair and how you missed the scent of his shampoo that lingered on your fingers as you combed through and the warmth of his cheeks under your touch. As much as you want to pass this module, heâs subconsciously preventing you from concentrating the words made out from his lips. And you miss those too.
âWere you even listening?â he frowns, but he wasnât mad. He couldnât possibly be, at you.
âYouâre distracting,â the remark had the tips of his ears painted red.
Jaehyun drops his pen on a book you didnât realize heâs been multitasking on, and you watch as he cracks his knuckles, twisting his neck and popping sounds erupt at the quick motions. âWe can call it a day if youâre tired.â
âNo, no. Itâs alright.â You rise from your chair and round the table to take the seat beside him. He turns his head questioningly.
âI am going to stare at you and admire your beautiful face until you kiss me and tell me how annoying I am,â you wish you could tell him so.
âJust so I couldnât look at your face,â you reasoned but you both knew that it doesnât make sense. Maybe. The distance made it difficult for you to gawk at him without being caught.
The session carried forward for another half an hour with him getting his research done for a particular assignment, and you being told to read through his notes as well as completing the example questions provided by your lecturer.Â
He was so indulged with his own work that he didnât realize youâve went abnormally quiet. That was until he felt a weight on himâyour head leaning against his arm as you nod off from the combination of soothing silence and cold air. Seeing the way your neck strained at the position, he adjusted himself so you could lay on him comfortably. When you snuggle closer with a small smile on your face, he knew right then and there heâs completely wrapped around your fingers.
Staying for long hours in the library was never your thing, let alone scanning through paragraphs of more than five hundred words. Nonetheless, these activities just arenât your cup of tea. However, you often find yourself turning down your friendsâ requests to hit the clubs ever since you began to cling yourself to Jaehyun. You thought that this situation might even deemed to be âunhealthyâ for your usual lifestyle. Youâve explored enough of Jaehyunâs world and you reckon itâs about time to show him yours.
âCome to the party with me. This Friday.â Invitations always come in without a halt despite your declination to participate for the fourth time this month. A foreigner friend of yours, Chittaphon, alongside his fraternity are holding a semi-annual party at their household. Undeniably they have the best sound systems to paired with the hired professional spinners, fine spirits and chic artisanal cocktails, the overall ambience will be excellent, and you couldnât miss out this one.
âYou know I donât go to-â Jaehyun lowered his head to avoid any possible form of eye contact.
âItâll be fun! Donât worry, I promise Iâll be with you the whole time.â You ducked to search his eyes and they soften at your glassy ones. For sure you knew he has a soft spot for your child-like behavior, something that your friends probably couldnât witness for their lifetime. âJaehyunâŠ.â Dragging the syllables of his name and that was his last straw.
âOkay.â He sighs, exhaling the breath he hasnât realize heâd been holding. He knew youâll always end up getting what you want, winning the nonexistent fights.
âThank you,â your face lit up with impish glee, transmitting the positive energy to his features and he mirrors your reaction. Youâre his happiness.
You have never been so excited about Fridays, the thought of meeting your friends again and a quality party sparks your nerves. More specifically, Jaehyunâs presence will be the cherry on top.Â
Stepping foot into the mansion, the sight of bodies in carefully picked outfits, dim yellow lightings and music of dirty and invasive lyrics had a satisfied smile tugging up the corners of your mouth. It feels like home.
âY/N! I thought you wouldnât come,â your friend perks up when he spots you at the entrance. Immediately pulling you into a friendly hug and steals a peck on your cheeks.
âWhen did I ever turn you down,â the smile never left your face.
âYou donât say.â He rolls his eyes. Nonetheless, heâs more than happy for this reunion after youâve gone missing from the crew for a whole month. âYou look so beautiful tonight. I know you knew that.â
âOh, and whoâs this?â He turns to your partner, not missing the chance to throw you a sly grin.
âJaehyun, this is Ten.â You introduce. âHeâs the owner,â you added but your friend is quick to butt in. âShush! Itâs my pleasure to meet you,â he continues on with saying things like âher friends are my friends, my friends are your friends tooâ. You canât help but fake a gag at the cheesy line, shooing him off otherwise the three of you are just going to stand at the foyer for the whole night.
Once your friend has gone out of sight, you make a beeline to the bar with Jaehyun trailing behind, him checking out the huge place and feeling the atmosphere at the same time. It was his first.Â
You got yourself a shot of fine whiskey and tequila for him. âTry?â He hardly drinks but heâs willing to take a sip. Just for tonight.
You watch him from the rim of your glass and laugh silently as his eyes grow the size of saucers from the feeling of burn in his throat. Before he can push away the glass, you encourage him to down the shot and brought him to the other side of the room, where people are gathered around the long table for games of beer pong. You didnât fail to impress him when you won, your opponent fueling the little celebration by offering you to swallow shots and shots of vodka and you comply. Usually you could take in a good amount of the alcohol, having high tolerance. Anyway, it took you by surprise that youâre a little tipsy by nowânot even an hour since you arrived.
After going few rounds of drinking games with your friends and some unfamiliar faces, youâre pretty sure that youâre gonna get some painful headaches the next day.
Red light flashes across but you put that warning signal in the back of your mind. Youâre already intoxicated, so another glass wouldnât make much difference. You return to the bar and get your glass filled before dragging Jaehyun to the dance floorâitâs just a large open space featuring LED lighting systems and where the DJ booth is being set up. Youâre once again amazed by the effort they put to organize this party.Â
You move your body slightly to the loud bass music, bobbing your head to the beat as you enjoy the moment. âLoosen up!â You yell over the volume, and you take a step closer to drape your arms over his shoulders, hooking them in place. Acknowledging the distance, Jaehyun backs away only to have you pulling him even closer. You continue with your motions, mouthing to the lyrics of the song. When you locked eyes with him, you saw the faintest blush tinge his cheeks, to say you were curious was an understatement.
âYou good?â You wondered. He hasnât spoken much since the encounter with Ten, but you did introduce him to your friends that you happened to bump into, where he only answered their questions. You even caught some of the girls ogling at him shamelessly.
âYouâre revealing too much skin,â he whispers, loud enough for you to hear. So thatâs why, smirking at the thought. Heâs been checking you out silently, not gonna lie about this, he did think youâre hot in the tube dress. The sweetheart neckline flaunts your sculpted collarbones and shoulders.
âReally?â You scoff in a joking manner and bring the glass to your lips, swallowing its content before setting it aside. Rising on your tiptoes, you push yourself to his ear, âLetâs go upstairs.â
The phrase immediately sent goosebumps to his skin, shivering a little when your fingers play with the short hairs at the back of his neck. âGoing upstairsâ meant a lot especially for parties like this and he froze at the offer, his mind racing with the thoughts of the tricks you might pull on him. Certainly, he didnât sign up for this when he agreed to your invitation in the first place.
You took his hand and make your way to an empty guestroom thatâs almost at the end of the hallway, passing through people that are definitely getting drunk and wasted. Itâs not like youâre eager to get to somewhere private just for the two of you and make out like some teenage couples, you would if you could. But thatâs not the point anyway. You noticed that the longer you stay with the crowd, Jaehyunâs going to get more uncomfortable with the sweaty bodies and puffs of cigarette smoke thatâs almost suffocating.
Closing the door behind, you both sit at the edge of the bed, relishing the silence in the room. âAh.. So tired,â you arch your back and twist your neck before falling backwards onto the mattress, kicking off your heels afterwards. You never thought that parties are like a drainage of your energy, that is until you paused for a moment and felt a rush of fatigue in your muscles.Â
âYou can let go of my hand now,â you nudge, giggling when he pulls away reluctantly.
âYou must have hated the party a lot, isnât it? Sorry for forcing you all the way here.â Swinging your sore feet as you speak. The heels are really a pain in the ass.
âThereâs always a first time.â His eyes fixated on the door, refusing to look at you when you rolled over to properly lay on the bed.
âSo sleepyâŠâ you mumbled. It was quiet for a short time before you speak again, âSo, how many girls have you dated before?â
It took him by surprise. The question wasnât fitting with the mood and heâs more than weirded out that you actually paid a tiny amount of interest in his love life. Please, you paid a lot. âJust one.â
Cool. And you thought he wouldâve at least three, judging that he has the looks, personality, intelligence and everything a girl dreams of. Heâs literally a boyfriend material. âWhy did you break up though?â you push on. âThat must be very heartbreaking. It was your first love.âÂ
âS-she dumped meâŠâ You noticed the hesitation in his speech. Wow, this is some new information. Who knew someone had the nerves to do that, heâs a gem and you snickered, what a loss for her. As youâre still in your train of thoughts, Jaehyun has climbed himself to the other side of the bed, shoulders to shoulders.
âY/NâŠâ Hearing your name fell from his lips, you forgot everything you knew about gravity. âI have something to ask youâŠâ
âHm?â
âW-was it really your birthday last week?â Your body shook at his question, a tinkling musical childâs laugh, bubbling up out of your chest. Heâs so cute.
âYouâre still thinking about that?â
His fingers rubbing the fabric of the hem of his shirt nervously, gulping in embarrassment. âI-I meanâŠâ
âYeah. It was.â âWant to know what I wished for?âÂ
âYou donât have to-âÂ
There was never an intention to hide what youâre about to say anyway, and the alcohol in your system isnât stopping you from making any decisions, even if they are stupid, even if itâs professing your love to your long-time crush.
âI was wishing for you and me might end up together,â you confess in a small panicky voice. Never had you ever felt so small and vulnerable in front of men.
It falls silent again, but it wasnât as comfortable, thereâs tension in the air and you felt nervous for what heâs going to say about it. Jaehyun ponders over your words again and again, looking for a hint of mischief in it however thereâs none but sincerity. He turns to look at you and you had your eyes closed, fists clenched at your sides.Â
The mattress dips at his movements and the shuffling sounds made you believe that heâs leaving, going far far away and hitting you with the reality that you just screwed everything up. Your head throbs at the thought and tears threaten to slip, before you knew it, you felt softness pressed onto your lips, breath fanning your cheeks as he lets out a sigh of relief.Â
Your eyes shot wide open at the realization. Jaehyun supports himself on his elbows and his hands holding you still. He angles his head, slotting his lips perfectly onto yours and he kisses you endearingly. Delicate flesh molding against each other as you return the favor, rubbing sensually and the tingles channeling to your sensory neurons, carrying the impulses to your brain. Feeling lightheaded and at your peak from the pleasure heâs given.
Completely losing track of time, kissing like itâs the last and your fingers went from clutching onto his white tee to his soft brown locks, tugging the roots and he hums at the way you play with his hair. Soon you pull back, not before running your tongue over his lips. If it werenât because of the lack of oxygen in your lungs, that heâs taken your breath away, youâd never want to withdraw from something so addictive.Â
Thereâs no need for words to be exchanged. Only your dilated pupils staring back one another was enough to deliver the messages that were kept by yourselves for the past few months.Â
Ragged breaths filled the room and Jaehyun grazes his lips back and forth teasingly. He wants more, more of you and it was a side of him youâve never seen before. The greediness almost monstrous, so he dips his head to reconnect what was once detached. For the first time ever, you allow him to take the lead and submit to his doings. His fingers dance on your skin gracefully, trailing from your jawline, down to the column of your neck, travelling to your chest and gripping your thighs. It stays there for a moment before coming back to snake around the curve of your waist. In his arms, you slowly unfolded like a love note read in secret.
Of everything the God has created pairs. Heaven and earth. Night and day. Sun and moon. Shore and sea. Light and darkness. You for him.
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nobody else is writing meta analysis for vivarium so i guess i have to do it
Vivarium is a 2019 horror film that the internet doesnât seem to know what to think of. Most YouTube videos as per usual donât wanna engage with it on anything more than an extremely literal surface level (hence the abundance of âVIVARIUM EXPLAINEDâ videos that just recap the plot to you as though you canât see with your eyeballs that yes, he put on the nametag, that sure is what happened onscreen, yes I fucking get it the boy is like a cuckoo-esque brood parasite I GET IT) that ultimately devolve into speculative fanfiction about how effectively the aliens can take over the world. There are a few people here and there a little more willing to at least engage with what the movie has to say, and from there you get takes about how itâs about how the golden capitalist ideal of the suburban nuclear family is a banal hellscape, which Iâd say is generally pretty accurate. Tom spends his entire time at Number 9 labouring, digging a hole while Gemma looks after the boy because he doesnât know what else to possibly do with himself, an action that wears him down and ultimately costs him his life, and for all his trouble all heâs found is the body of the last guy who tried to labour his way out of this situation. All heâs done is created is a grave for his âoffspringâ to dump him into.Â
Like, as far as Capitalism Bad stories go this oneâs pretty on-the-nose, and a lot of the people griping that the story was confusing are mostly the ones that seems to have missed this. (For an even longer tangent about how a lot of scifi stories arenât going to make sense to you if you resist the very obvious thematic readings theyâre giving you because you think things canât be that deep I recommend Dan Olsonâs excellent video on Annihilation.)
Occasionally, though, you get people also mentioning how itâs a little about animal rights, and even more especially about nature versus nurture. For the most part, Tom and Gemma are not kind to the boy. They (understandably) have nothing but contempt towards him. They openly discuss how creepy he is when heâs within earshot. At one point they try to lock him in the car to starve just to see if whoever comes to get his body can be forced to let them go, and they only back out on the plan when the fact that he looks and acts like a child in that moment gets to Gemma and she lets him out. Eventually, the boy grows into an emotionally distant young adult that locks Tom out of the house to die and doesnât seem to give two shits about their suffering now that heâs bigger and stronger than his âparentsâ. Surely, we think, if Gemma and Tom had been kinder to him, he would have grown into a kinder adult, even if he was an alien? Are they not perpetuating this literal cycle of violence?Â
And with regard to the nature versus nurture reads, I actually directly disagree and find it at odds with the Capitalism Bad message, because my read is this:
No amount of kindness or understanding would have turned the boy into a good person, and acting like it would have is in fact part of the trap. Gemma and Tom would have wound up used up and dead either way, because thematically speaking, what the boy is there to do is to collect data.
More under the cut, I have a lot of opinions about this.
The boyâs creepy alien gimmick is mimicry. Itâs what the realtor (p clearly a member of the same species) does when trying to entice Tom and Gemma into Number 9. The realtor is better at saying context-appropriate things than the boy is, but still slips up every now and then, and even so his mannerisms arenât quite right. At best, he sounds like heâs regurgitating a script (a bit more admissible given heâs trying to sell something). At worst, he parrots Gemmaâs âno, not yetâ back to her in exactly her voice. Everything heâs saying, itâs clear heâs going through motions without any real understanding of what those motions are, beyond, âThis is the thing you say to sell a house.â
The boy is demonstrably worse at it. Heâll parrot entire conversations back to the people who had them regardless if it makes sense to do so. He rarely speaks in his own voice, instead chopping up various words heâs heard from both parents. He doesnât seem to have much sense for what is and isnât appropriate to mimic (to the point of Gemma quite transparently tricking him into revealing heâs an alien outright), much less what makes sense for him to mimic.Â
He develops this skill gradually over the course of the movie, gets a bit better at putting together sentences people can actually reply to. But even then, he doesnât seem to engage with the context overall of the conversation. After aforementioned alien reveal, with Tom growing sicker by the day, Gemma begins to cry and back away in horror, and we get this exchange:
The boy: Are you [overwhelmed] again, Mother? Gemma: I am not your mother! The boy: Are you [overwhelmed]? Gemma: I want to go home. The boy: Silly mother. You are home!
Thereâs no real engagement with the actual conversation at hand. This is the kind of script a reply bot runs. It emulates emotion the same way it emulates everything else.Â
His nature is reflected by the surroundings: The identical miles of houses with framed pictures of those houses on their own walls, with no real understanding of what people do and donât want in the aesthetics of a house. The food that looks correct, but has no flavour or nutritional value, eventually leading to not just Tomâs death, but eventually Gemmaâs. The entire world, from the Number 9 house to the suburbs of Yonder in general with its fake clouds, to the boy and its interactions, are fake, hollow, and the kind of thing an alien with no real care for the real human experience beyond perpetuating the systemâs own growth would create.
And at this point hopefully some of you have noticed, weâve seen this exact behaviour pattern before.
iâm quoting the reply on that second one here by @dukeofankhâ because itâs extremely relevant to this entire thing:
Iâm honestly reblogging this again because the more I stare at it, the more I feel like this is staggeringly relevant art.
Like, so much of modern capitalist marketing is the construction of these superficially personal narratives. Giving the sense, not only that the brand fits in with your identity, but that it is almost a sentient individual itself that has a personal relationship with you. Corporations have personalities. They want to be your friend, and the reason that the entire internet economy runs on the currency of data right now is that the only way to prop up the illusion that they care about you is by already having the information about you that real people would gain by paying attention
But the only way they can collect and sort all that data is with computers, without any actual humans involved past setting up the parameters and pressing âgo.â And computers are fucking idiots.
Which leaves us here: this false, saccharine message of togetherness and communityâcommunity between you and your friends but more importantly between all of you and Facebookâstripped fucking bare by the fact that the cookie-cutter algorithm canât tell the difference between friends supporting and caring about each other and Thanos with a dumptruck ass.
The boy is here to collect data, and he collects it and regurgitates it as though it all has equal relevance to the situation at hand.Â
He reacts with the same polite indifference to open contempt, genuine warmth and an attempt to bond with him, terror directed at him, and pleas for mercy from him. Later on when we get a glimpse of the âinner workingsâ of the house, we see the boy watching another set of parents rawdogging the shit out of each other, and applauding appreciatively with the same blank amusement as he applauds to everything else. He sees Gemma and Tom dancing to the music from their radio outside, trying to have one bright moment with one another despite the grim circumstances theyâre in, and he immediately inserts himself into the moment with zero awareness that he isnât wanted here (granted thatâs also extremely a little kid thing to do lol).Â
Which leads to the fact that that isnât to say he doesnât have his moments of personality. He smiles at positive attention (as well as negative attention), he enjoys interaction. He throws a tantrum when heâs told he canât watch fucked up alien meat television at 3 am and turns it right back on. About the only time we get a genuine reaction from him is when he gets locked in the car to starve.
But then, so do things like Alexa, or Siri, or Cortana. You can have little conversations with it. It can tell jokes. You can ask it the meaning of life and itâll tell you 42. You can insult it and itâll do an EPIC SNAPBACK OMG SO SASSY. The people who designed it want you to view it as a friend, even as it sits there and spies on you and integrates itself more and more into your life.Â
Gemma lets him out of the car because (also understandably) she canât bring herself to kill something that looks like a child. Later on, when she speaks with a dying Tom, she wonders why she didnât kill him when he was still small. Tom tells her, âBecause youâre a good person.â Their problems could have maybe (I mean probably not weâll never know, at the very least Tom wouldnât have died of exposure maybe) been solved if they just locked the thing in the car and ignored it, but in the end they still wound up viewing it as a person.Â
Tom and Gemma openly comment that the boy is always, always watching them, knowing full well theyâre within earshot of him. He doesnât retaliate for this, theyâre never punished for saying it. Why would he? Itâs what heâs there to do. He knows they know heâs watching. Water is wet. The boy watches.
Of course, when he is older, and better at putting together conversations that sound like an actual person, Gemma is openly terrified of him. His mannerisms donât change, but conversationally he seems to at least understand whats being said to him, and is willing to ask more in-depth questions, graduation from, âWhatâs a dog?â to âWhy did you say âyouâre welcomeâ?â
By the end of the movie, the boy matures into a man. Heâs gotten a bit better at knowing which words to parrot at what time, something we can watch him improve upon as the movie goes, and still insists, to Gemmaâs last breath, that sheâs his mother and that she is home. Gemma dies telling him, âIâm not your fucking mother.â
This is maybe the only other genuine reaction we get from the boy: a disappointed, âWhatever,â before he zips up the bodybag and chucks her into the hole as well. He cleans up the house for the next occupants and leaves. He takes the now-dying realtorâs nametag and puts it on himself, folds up the old realtor and stuffs it in a drawer, and takes his place in the office ready to lure the next couple to the suburbs of Yonder, with words that almost, but not quite, convince you heâs a person, and by that point itâs too late.Â
The boy was only ever there to make sure someone would be in Number 9 to make sure someone would be there to raise the next boy to make sure someone would be led to Number 9 to raise the next boy.Â
And who among us havenât left this exact message, or even said this exact thing out loud, to the bot hanging over our shoulder watching us constantly, politely asking if we want help or suggested content?
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347 notes - Posted May 20, 2022
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okay FIIIIIINE i'll throw my hat into the Goncharov ring
Been a while i've done a proper movie breakdown, may as well be this one.
Rather surprisingly (but perhaps not too surprisingly given the unexpected renaissance of things like the original Dracula and Breaking Bad on this website out of seemingly nowhere and with very little prompting), I'm seeing a lot of new people suddenly interested in Martin Scorsese's seminal film classic Goncharov, originally released in 1973. Obviously a movie like that doesn't make it coming up on 50 years without generating a lot of discussion about the different ways the movie resonates and why, but coming into it in 2022 there's been so much cultural cruft that's collected around Goncharov that (similar to stories like Fight Club and Scarface) it's a little hard to parse what it's actually about with all the mythologising that's gone on around the characters.
Those movies, in one way or another, are about portraying the downfall of their protagonists -- Fight Club's after ironically creating another system of control and dehumanisation and becoming what he sought to destroy, Scarface's after being consumed by the wealth and power he's amassed. A lot of people assume it's that kind of story, because aren't most well-loved movies? However, I think this is ironically an assumption made because of the genre of film it is. All the people that aren't going, "OMG Goncharov is so cool and badass and fucks bitches," are going, "WOW I can't believe Goncharov is a cautionary tale about power corrupting," and in the process people miss that Goncharov is first and foremost about loss, in all its different forms.
I'm both kind of surprised and frustrated people miss this, given how utterly pervasive the movie is with its clock symbolism -- it's the one thing everyone remembers about it, it was in all the tie-ins. I dunno, maybe that got funneled back into the theory where they're meant to reinforce how Goncharov is just a mortal man at the end of the day, which is fine I guess, but the movie overall becomes a lot clearer when you interpret it through the lens of, "These things are gone and you can never get them back; clocks don't go backwards."
One of the most fascinating things about the movie is how every character embodies a different kind of loss. I'm gonna ease into this and start not with Goncharov but with:
Rybak, who is usually associated with loss as we typically think of it, i.e. the loss of loved ones via death. This comes up all the time, either in his trust issues (why he's being such a prick at the wedding), in the card game (he never bothers to bet much money, knowing he's bad at poker, and still loses all the same). Rybak is terrified of loss, cannot manage it, and ultimately is punished by losing what few people he had left and then being spared by Lorenzo who deems him punished enough, and is forced to survive, to grapple with what his life is now without them.
Goncharov's is actually more subtle, and it's loss of small, insignificant things as a result of the larger losses he believes he's processed. This is something that's frequently contrasted against Rybak. The pawn shop going under is actually a microcosm of this whole thing. Goncharov anticipates that this is obviously going to lead to financial issues for him, plans accordingly to deal with this, and... it works! He's saved! Except that means card games can't be hosted at his place anymore, given it's burned to the ground. Does this matter, in the grand scheme of his life? No, of course not. Poker night still gets had all the same. But it is different now, and always will be. Little things like this continue to add up, until something as insignificant as a towel -- a towel that never should have been in his room, but Sofia is no longer there to drop off his laundry and chat with him -- is ultimately the final nail in a coffin built of insignificant splinters, each one an imperceptible change underneath the much more larger, noticeable story beats of things like grief.
Otto is the big obvious one I'm not gonna linger on: loss of his youth, moments in the past that he wants to redo but can't. Most people at least seem to have gotten this one.
(This is also what the clocks get associated with a lot, which again, doesn't NOT make sense but also if it were just for this one character that, while thematically important, was honestly just a side character with limited screentime and only two scenes, would they really be all over the movie before Otto's name is even mentioned?)
Sofia's a bit abstract, and is the loss of self -- of the familiar anchors we have to who we are, what we think our core principles are, our place in society, who we want to be to our loved ones -- and by the time she dies she is rendered utterly unrecognisable to herself, and is horrified by it. She grieves herself the same way Rybak grieves his wife (even gets a direct visual callback via the way her face is lit when she's burning Lorenzo's check). You see echoes of this in Goncharov as well, but while Sofia is grieving the person she used to be, Goncharov is grieving the world around him (even though really, it's the same world it always was -- time keeps ticking on, one second per second, and neither one of them can ever un-fire that gun).
Lorenzo, tragically, gradually loses his freedom (and maybe in a parallel world would actually be the protagonist of a movie where he chokes on his own hubris like everyone seems to think Goncharov is GRUMBLE GRUMBLE). As he comes into his own more and more by his family's legacy, he is afforded fewer and fewer options about what decisions he can even make. Arguably he was doomed from the start, but the further he clings to power as a means to freedom, the more it drives him to destroying everything he ever (thought he) cared about. The tragedy of his character, and what makes him a good villain, is that he can clearly see what he is doing to himself and he absolutely hates it (his walking out early at the wedding is a tacit admission of this), but his absolute refusal to accept loss, to accept grief and pain and all the awful shit that comes with the human condition, is what causes him to toss aside every out he has because if he has enough CONTROL over his situation, surely he will never have to lose anything ever again. But, really, he already has.
I dunno. Goncharov is one of those movies that is great, and everyone seems to realise it's great, but nobody ever really puts into words why, and that's how you get Fight Club fans lmao. And it sucks because the actual discussion around the movie beyond "it's another hubris story but REALLY GOOD guys" is so much more fascinating and a much more earnest emotional truth that just never gets talked about.
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Get familiar with the major coins   and their prices. You can do this by visiting sites like coinmarketcap or   CMC for short. This site lists all of the top cryptocurrencies by market   cap (the total value of all coins) as well as their prices at any given   time. If you want to know how much an individual coin is worth today,   check out its price on CMC or another similar website like CoinMarketCap!
Understand how exchanges work   before trading on them; theyâre not complicated but if they were easy   enough then everyone would be doing it already! Exchanges allow people who   want to buy/sell different types of assets online without having access   directly through one entity such as eToro etc...
Conclusion
As you can see, there are many different things that you should consider when starting your cryptocurrency trading journey. By following the tips listed above and making sure that you have a strategy in place before taking any trades, you will be on the path to success!
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