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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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TAEMIN | Taemin's European Tour Vlog ✦ Backstage in London 💞[x]
#SHINee#taemin#lee taemin#taemin vlog#he's just so 🐥💕#love this look so much#but it's so funny to me that there was such a short clip for london#and only in this dressing room#cuz tbh the area around the troxy in london was such a dump lmao 😅#everywhere else he went there was all this pretty outdoor footage of the sights in that country#but for that part of london it was a big fat nope#but lets be honest he's the prettiest footage ever so who cares#my.gifs
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Imagine looking at a character whose entire premise is that in every stage of his life, he's made every version of himself into someone that inspires people to such a degree that EVERY SINGLE VERSION OF HIM has people wanting to literally follow in his footsteps in some way or another.....
And coming to the conclusion that like.....the most important things about him are the sum of all his trappings. His entirely homemade developed from scratch could not exist if not for what he already was and brought with him BEFORE crafting this newest version of himself trappings, with his greatest trait throughout all of it being his adaptability; his ability and willingness to roll with the punches and not try to simply weather any opposition or changes to his life but instead reshape himself as needed to better fit INTO whatever new shape his life and the world around him takes. All while managing to carry the most innate, fundamental and necessary aspects of himself from one version to the next. Thus every single version of himself is different but simultaneously every single version of himself is also undeniably the same person.
The strength of this character, to me, will always be that he can be so many versions of himself, he can become so many things, all without ever actually losing or discarding any of the aspects of himself he considers most essential, the things he's not willing to lose or give up just to keep going. Finding that road not taken by most, usually because most never even think to look for it as an option. But one that he's always able to find because the one trick he's mastered in his tumultuous life is threading that needle of not just digging in his heels in an unproductive way but rather being selective about when and where he makes a stand and decides "this is not a thing I'm willing to compromise about" but here are places and ways I can and will change and evolve and adapt in order to make it possible for me to hold onto these parts and keep them as they are.
And that's why its always so mind-boggling to me that so many writers can't seem to think of anything else to do with Dick Grayson other than invent some new reason for him to just....not be that person, or to like just take the character whose most basic fundamental trait he's NOT about to compromise on is willingly giving up his spot in the driver's seat of his own life.....and make him just a passenger in his own life and stories.
Dick Grayson at age nine....at age nineteen...at age twenty nine....the one core thread running through all versions of him is the only way he's standing back and letting you call the shots for him or putting him on the sidelines in some way is over his dead body.
HOW he goes about that, what that looks like, who he becomes and what aspects of himself he plays up at some times and what traits he lets fall by the wayside at other times when they offer less in service to his primary goal here....that changes constantly. He changes constantly.
But those changes are almost always (or at least they used to be/should be IN MY OPINION) made with the intention of keeping certain things about him or his life as consistent as possible.
That's the duality of Dick Grayson that I'm here for. The inherent contradiction of him that COULD allow for endless conflict and breaking new narrative ground in all sorts of ways if mined properly:
His eternal willingness to compromise....but only ever in pursuit of doubling down on the ways he's not willing to compromise.
Forever walking that tightrope in ways that only a kid born and raised in a circus could ever hope to.
#see also: my grinding teeth when people disparage his circus origins#like the only thing its good for is colorful backstory and explaining his acrobatics#THERES. SO. MUCH. THERE.#theres so much EVERYWHERE in every aspect of his backstory and his preexisting comics and yet over and over we get#....what if we just ignored all that and did what the fuck ever as though this character has nothing integral to him or fundamental to say#to be fair my gripes with Taylor are not exactly interchangeable with my gripes with the previous runs#but I lump him in as an extension of them because while evocative of different SIDES of my ennui with these takes on Dick.....#the thing about Taylor's stuff to me (or the parts I read at least) is that its generic as hell while only retaining superficial elements#of Dick's character and stories in order to point to them and say see these are definitely about Dick Grayson. like....only in very surface#level ways. underneath that theyre basically generic superhero adventures that could easily be retooled to be about a pretty sizable number#of other characters. tbh with the whole alfred inheritance thing it honestly felt from the get go#that Taylor was more interested in writing a kinder gentler Batman like a Bruce from one of the animated shows like#The Brave and the Bold who gets along better with everyone else. even the way the Brave and the Bold largely exists to use Batman's#popularity as a star vehicle to platform his co-superhero for the episode lends itself to Taylor's approach in his NW run#with the central figure - only nominally DG imo - basically existing as a platform allowing for the drafting of any other character he want#to write in any given arc or story in a similar way to how Bruce is utilized in Brave and the Bold#anyway. idk idk. my issues with Taylor are not the same as the others exactly but also they are and also I just plain dont like the guy#so I complain about him at any given opportunity even when its not technically as accurate or relevant as it possibly could be#I Am Flawed. its fine though dont worry about it. its called being nuanced
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the fact that they made it illegal to make ads louder than programs on tv in 2010 but haven't updated it to apply the same regulation to streaming. who do i have to call.
#jack facts#like do they think we don't notice#i truly do hate it here#i really do think that we should get to a ''you ruined it for everyone'' threshhold with ads at this point tbh#circulating ads should be a need based allowance#below a certain nw you can circulate as many ads as you want provided they follow guidelines#then above a certain nw you get a quota. you can have x number of ads circulating at a time.#and i don't mean distinct different ads that can be put wherever. no. if you have an ad on youtube that counts as one#and if you put the SAME AD on a different platform or tv channel or at the fucking gas station pumps or on a billboard or ANYWHERE#each different instance of the ad counts as another ad in your quota!#& if you have like a 1min skippable + a 30sec unskippable v of the same ad on the same platform. that counts as two. FUCK you.#and then above another nw line. you cannot have ads at all. bye you don't need them they serve no purpose they are just annoyances.#also paying influencers to hawk your shit counts as ads! fuck you!! paid word of mouth is not actual wom that is also an ad! fuck you!!!#oh u want ppl to rec ur product & u don't have any ad spots left?? well sugar you better have a fucking good product then lol :) fuck you#also if a co breaks an ad reg that co and any co it owns/parents can never make another fucking ad ever again in its existence#AND if a ceo breaks an ad reg w one co then disbands it and makes a new co and breaks ad reg w that one#then the CEO or any co they have ANY % ownership or investment in can never make an ad ever again. FUCK you.#charities/nonprofits and sole proprietorships get one (1) appeal to a total ad ban#that's IT!! ENOUGH!!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ONE MORE THING. ''pay us not to see ads on our platform/app/other thing'' should also be illegal.#''pay us for basic ass functions'' illegal. pay to win. illegal. sale/product announcements in things that are not press. illegal.#creating an ad or listing for something that doesn't exist and only manufacturing it after it is purchased. illegal.#ads that are full screen when a user has not already selected full screen on a video player. illegal.#pop up ads. illegal.#ads with audio on a platform that doesn't. illegal. video ads on a platform that doesn't have video. illegal.#ads w epilepsy triggers. illegal everywhere forever always w out needing to be reported by consumers. cannot be circulated in the 1st place#ads w graphic violence or soundscapes that mimic it. see epilepsy triggers.#ads for things that are not actually consumer products. illegal.#anything else u want to circulate like an ad must go thru other regs to qualify as psa or edu. if it doesn't qualify tough shit get fucked.#[insert gif collage of people talking extensively while wildly gesturing for emphasis here]
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY NEXT WEEK ON THE FIFTEENTH !! I'm very excited hehe
Anyways here's more swap buso art !! I've been so busy lately that everything is moving along slowly 😞 I hope y'all don't mind me Diya posting constantly I just love her sm...
#art#butterfly soup#diya butterfly soup#butterfly soup diya#buso#diya#butterfly soup min#butterfly soup min seo#diyamin#swap!butterfly soup#swap au#also tbh what's taking so long is i'm just taking my time w drawing these sillies .. i love them so so much that drawing them brings me#peace and happiness#also i've got like forty followers now on here which feels like a lot i think because tumblr feels more personal somehow#i'd want to branch out and post on other platforms but everywhere else just feels like#art is only content to be consumed#whereas tumblr feels like it's a little bit more#anyways i'm gonna stop praising this stupid platform now and goodbye !! i'll probably post something small#for my birthday next week too#see you soon !!!#butterflysoup
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leafs. squirrels. u know.
#i've wanted to build a fireplace out of that stupid bunkbed for literal years but haven't ever managed properly lmao#but she's HERE she's DONE i am in LOVE with her#also that window#there are a few things i would like to make a lil more cohesive and spatially coherent but that will never not be a problem SO#/showleft#leafs. squirrels. u know.#xiv blogging#ffxiv housing#screenshots#.... what flowers should i grow in that pot? i love the morning glories tbh perhaps those#i have sunflowers everywhere else but they don't really suit this space
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i’m just gonna drop this and then scurry away like a rat
#anyway. hi i’m not dead and i’m cute#not being on the internet has (unfortunately) been good for my mental health so.#and shit keeps happening. like. okay. yesterday my hot water heater went out#and like. in theory i could’ve fixed it (with help) but. there isn’t a drain plug on it or anything of the like which is Very Bad#cause i can’t drain it without water getting everywhere. and i can’t replace the heating element if i can’t drain it.#so woooooooo#i mean. if i wanted to get under the house i could do it maybe. like technically there’s A Way#but i am so not fucking doing that i’m sorry that’s Scary#so uh yeah. plumber dude is maybe coming today. maybe not. it’s fucked cause it’s harder to find someone out here yknow#but like. whatever. we’re making it work.#and yeah okay i thought i had ants in my bedroom so i sat and watched and i totally have ants#it’s not a food or mess thing though it’s just a There’s A Way Inside thing u know.#so i sealed the entry points right. and put out that kinda ant bait where they take it home and it kills everyone </3#tbh i hate it but. i’m sorry buddies u can live outside not in my bedroom#ugh and like the seal is temporary cause it’s just a fuckton of painters tape. i was a) super high when i did it and b) had nothing else#the worst part. is now i have to fucking take down this trim WHICH IS TOTALLY HIDING HOW THE ANTS ARE GETTING IN RIGHT#so now i have to take it down and then run along the wall seams with caulk and then repaint#WHICH i wanted to do eventually. just not now. i wanted to finish the kitchen first but whatever.#another fucked thing is that means i need to take down the trim in the living room and do the same thing#AND IVE ALREADY PAINTED THE LIVING ROOM. I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH IT FOR NOW.#so. basically. i have actually done very little in terms of renovating but. she’s still cute so we’re getting there#not me dumping in the tags sorry chat i’ve been isolating and trying to rebalance my dumbass feelings. it's working i think so. idk. but#now i’ll shut up. ily have a good day bestie forehead smooches byeeeeeeee#mine
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Oh you should ABSOLUTELY watch Shame when you don't have something else to focus on lmao. I just watched it the other day and it's good!! More emotional than I was expecting and warning it does have some suicide stuff, but overall very good and you see his whole naked body just so fast. They wanted you to know what you were getting into immediately lmao
IVE BEEN WANTING TO WATCH IT FOR A WHILE SOOO BAD im just terribly easily susceptible to distractions 🙃..... good to know the movie starts strong tho get that right out the way 😩
#snap chats#im usually a professional at binging an actor's filmography as soon as the worms settle in but ive been everywhere this semester#at the very least i got to watch The Snowman. it was ok like damn that 5/10 aint lying it was a very OK movie#ive gen been interested in watchin this since readin the description tho it SOUNDS like it could be an emotional watch#i live for drama and unhealthy relationships with. Anything tbh but sex is esp interestin. maybe its cause im indifferent to it personally.#but i just said id watch something else this weekend on my other blog im gonna throw up. there are multiple days in a weekend actually !!#idk we'll see. we'll see.... ILL WATCH IT THIS WEEKEND THO someone hold me to that. or dont its ok
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Watching origins and bg3 videos i realize how much opitons there are to choose from, even in the most random ones, or those the player can miss or might want to skip. Honestly it kind of made me think how not having a voice actor to pay to vocalize every single line (in a right way based on context and emotions) would be so open space for a writer! So vast. I really like having voice for the MC/protag but LISTS of options in a RPG is so tempting to me wjehkwhsjsgs I'm fine with post-origins dialogue/voiced path too so not very picky here nor criticising. Just made a point based on what I've seen
yeah honestly i think the less detail there is in other aspects of the game (voice lines / graphics) the more resources can be spent on impactful choices and writing, which is a shame because it's at odds with what aaa games tend to focus on. bg3 is a MASSIVE feat for being as reactive as it is while having full cutscenes but honestly i'm just as happy with the way owlcat crpgs or even pillars of eternity handle it. i don't really expect dragon age to go back to origins' voiceless protag because they'd probably be ripped to shreds for it but im glad not everyone has moved on from them
#ask#anonymous#i tbh prefer not having a voice for multiple reasons... i prefer the voice being in my head#it IS kind of awkward in bg3 when there's so much detail everywhere else then the protagonist is just making faces but i can look past it
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#MOTHER!!!!!!!#angela bassett#her team and how they make schedule should be studied#that woman is filming a network procedural (and who knows what else tbh) but still everywhere for awards season
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(why do people keep talking abt tumblr shutting down i feel like i missed something)
they're moving most of the tumblr staff over on other projects because tumblr just isn't going to be profitable ever and they're cutting their losses. it'll still be up though like tumblr isn't shutting down NOW or anything, but y'know...
#id rather not think about any of this tbh cause this stupid website is all ive got going for me in life#fully just like absolutely nothing else whatsoever#i like it here i hate everywhere else#but im not going anywhere and neither are any of you (threat)#answered
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I feel like Hedwig and Sirius would be BFFs
wouldn’t it be the best!!!!’ there’s already many who theorise sirius was like. an animal whisperer. wouldn’t take much to get the lil snowy over on his side.
i like to think—in the beginning, hedwig would only squint at him suspiciously, unsure of this strange smelly man near her boy. but it’s when she realises how devoted s is to harry that she softens. the first time she lets sirius pet her feather w/o nipping at him was properly celebrated. (remus watched on enviously bc hedwig literally always, without fail, divebombs him when he’s near)
#sirius black#harry potter#i like animal whisperer sirius too tbh#i think. daily chan? made it a big part of their fics#and then i saw it everywhere else’s#it’s kinda cute#also big strong from being a protector#even tho he looks like a predator#and it’s just. the cutest thing ever watching tiny vulnerable animals snuggling up to him#pen’s asks
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This is gonna sound so mean and bad but like… it kind of sucks looking through pages of disability book recs and 95 percent of them are all mental disabilities with maybe one physical disability and most of the time the one physical disability book is either like, six of crows or nimona
#It’s great that there are so many books with autistic and adhd characters these days but i think on this website especially when we get to#reading and reccing disability books we kind of tend to focus on those and other non physical disabilities. and then everything else is an#afterthought. also from those rec lists it becomes clear immediately how limited the range of physical disabilities that are commonly#represented are. or even what people consider disabilities like take facial differences! that’s a disability and it’s alllll over media but#It’s almost never called one (or represented well but that’s another conversation)#anyways.#also no hate to the two books i mentioned it’s only because those two are so popular i see them everywhere still#well. an eensy bit of hate to nimona tbh. we’ve had enough of the prosthetic for cool character design points and nothing else trope i think
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that autistic feeling when social rules changed so suddenly and randomly and you don't understand why and everyone refuses to offer an explanation becuase everyone ~should just know why~, but you're the only person that didn't get the update.
do you ever see people do something a lot and assume it's fine and normal and acceptable and harmless, then suddenly out of nowhere when you (or even someone else) do it, it's now suddenly "bad/offensive/weird/creepy/a red flag/unacceptable" and you just get so confused and dont understand why it suddenly changed.....
#it was someone else who did it. i just witnessed it. and im afraid to ask why thats a problem now......the person was banned and. wtf tbh#there was no explanation. the mods just said its bad and creepy and a red flag to let someone know you dm'd them. BUT#I SEE THAT ALL THE TIME. everywhere on the internet people will throw out a “i sent you a dm” so whys it suddenly bad?#i never did it because they will get the notif probably so why give them 2 notifs...but still. it seemed so normal and harmless#and now its creepy and weird and unacceptable and a red flag. red flag for what exactly lmao. they didn't explain#its stuff like this that makes me afraid to talk to people in groups like discord servers and twitch chats because#you will get banned and blocked for saying the most harmless things without warning and get no explanation at all#im too autistic for this shit. if someone does a “bad” thing EXPLAIN IT TO THE REST OF US WHY ITS BAD!!!!!!#always offer explanation and another chance because some people genuinely dont know why youre so upset suddenly about harmless things#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rants#im the type of autistic that is very good at saying the wrong things without knowing and gets no explanation#especially when just repeating the trendy words and phrases said by others and copying what others do. its only wrong if it's me 🤷#when it happens to others i get upset for them because. the fuck?????? that could have been me walking into an unknown trap
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If there is going to be a third series I think it would be really funny if Branch and Poppy were back to being only best friends. Just to continue the trend
#trolls#dreamworks trolls#poppy trolls#branch trolls#like how in the little golden book for band together they hugged at the end instead of kissing#the fact they're really only together in the movies and marketed as best friends everywhere else#it's just hilarious to me tbh. guess they aren't together like that in every universe#also I'm ngl just more platonic content for branch and poppy would be neat. I love their dynamic as best friends!!#definitely not the brotp shipper in me speaking here hahaha. sweats nervously
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Islands of Abandonment - Cal Flyn
Recently read this book on the near miraculous proliferation of life and biodiversity in post-human landscapes, and what a fantastic book it was. This was very much in the vein of Macfarlane's Underland (both being prone to wax poetic on unconventional landscapes) but more, somehow. I'm not sure I can articulate it well – perhaps it was the choice in the unconventional landscape which predisposes the reader to its inherited stakes, or lack thereof; or perhaps it was the direct, clear cut message this book had, that Underland maybe lacked in – but this felt infinitely more personal. I enjoyed Underland; I enjoyed Macfarlane's writing and his infectious awe with the landscapes around him – I thought he painted a beautiful, unsettling picture of the underworld, but it was his awe at the end of the day and not my own. Flyn, however, tells you exactly what she argues for in her book, and I'll be damned if I wasn't sold right there and then:
The idea that 'knowledge deepens with appreciation' and that aestheticism can be taught is so extremely crucial. You have to fall in love with your environment to understand it. You have to understand it in order to save it (if, indeed, it needs saving of the human kind). And this gold mine of a book takes these forgotten, unpleasant landscapes and makes you love them – practicing precisely what it preaches.
(Perhaps this struck so deeply because I was so sheltered a city kid who then went on to geologise, and went on to find out just how much you can learn from simple observation and the scientific process. How little I knew before, how little I still know – how little everyone else knows, and how difficult a task it is to invoke any response besides the unabiding blankness that is the death-knell to all educators – to apply the term liberally. It's something that I quite desperately want to cultivate, this awareness of the environment around me; I want to train myself to love the things that previously held neither appeal nor interest to me, because not so long ago I was that blank and disconnected. It's why iNaturalist was such a revelation to me. This book was another, I think).
#cal flynn#islands of abandonment#we are so very disconnected from even the bare bones of our environment. there's only so much an educator can do for that#it's so much easier to cultivate what already exists than to start from scratch. individual responsibility to Care - just a little#had a friend doing a volcanology internship in Japan and was asked in circles outside of the geology dept where the volcanoes were!#by people who had lived near the tall pointy mountains all their lives and yet never once thought to ask: what is that?#representative of most people everywhere tbh. like a societal lack of awareness re what happens when you live on a floodplain#(note I literally only have geological examples because I distinctly lack awareness in anything else. complicit also)#feel like the safety net of modern day science and stem has really lowered risk perception. the solutions you think exist do not#butterflies disappearing and hunger stones in rivers and your ancestors would have freaked. maybe given the state of things so too should w#quote and quoth
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