#everytime i log in i have notifications

[emberemeto]

you ever write 3000+ words for a sickfic you never plan to share with anyone?

[lovverletters]

Yandere! Streamer x Streamer! Reader

A/N : I'm taking a break from the bullet point format and decided to try making a drabble instead. Huuge thanks to @bloozz for giving streamer his name🌷

T/W : Streamer reader, yandere behaviour, obsessive behaviour, etc

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"Damnit..! I lost again" He let out a defeated sigh as he watches the 'GAME OVER' screen blinking at him in an almost mocking way.

The chat of his live stream went wild upon his fifth time losing on a game that he had been playing for hours by now and yet he still hasn't been able to beat it.

"Yeahhh, thanks a lot chat! those 'L's you're spamming are definitely helpful" Micha rolled his eyes at the countless mockery his viewer was sending him. He knew it was all jokes- or at least he hope it is.

Deciding that he needed a break from the game, he cracked open a can of soda and laid back against his chair, opting to interact more with his viewers.

He had only been streaming for a few months and had gained a pretty sizeable amount of viewer and fanbase.

Bloozzclues : You should check (insert your streamer name) out! They've beaten this game multiple time and have some useful tips you can use.

"(Y/S/Name)? I've heard of them before, saw a few of their speedruns. I never understand how they manage to get that luck based glitch to work! But thanks bloozz! i'll be sure to check them out after stream" Micha replied to one of the chat and moved on to the others.

Soupispretty :(Y/S/Name) is actually watching your stream rn lol

Micha choked on his drink as he tries to contain his coughs. He almost spat out the soda onto his keyboard and it would've been a nightmare to clean it up.

Scrolling through the main page of the streaming website on his other monitor, lo and behold, the (Y/S/Name) was indeed watching his stream. Specifically, the parts where he lose to the same boss every. single. time.

He felt his cheeks reddened everytime he heard (Name) laughed or giggled at him. They wouldn't just laugh at him though, they would also insert in some advices for him to improve on which made him incredibly jittery with excitement.

(Y/S/Name) also known as (Name) has always been an inspirational figure of his when he first started streaming. To be acknowledged by his idol causes him to be so overwhelmed, he almost fainted from how fast his heart is beating.

The chimes of his subscription's notif brought him back to his senses, Micha's chats were going crazy from the streamer's trance like reaction to (Y/S/Name) stream.

Kafkaismywife : is he okay??

Peachesandcrem : bro looks possessed💀

Collecting what little composure he has anymore, Micha decided to end the stream under the guises of him being exhausted.

"Ahem.. er sorry about that guys, i think the sleep deprivation is getting to me. So, thank you all for being in this stream but I have to log off now!" He smoothly blurted out, getting back into his streaming persona.

After saying goodbyes to his viewers, he clicked the end stream button. Alone with his thoughts, Micha switches the screen back onto your stream.

He knew from then on, his adoration for you had grown into something more. Something deadly and dangerous.

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(Name) let out an exhausted sigh as they had just finished another successful stream. They played horror games for hours and ended the stream by reacting to random clips their viewer sent via mediashare.

"I should probably take a shower and take a long nap right after.." (Name) thought.

Ping!

It was the sound of their notifications, (Name) picked their phone up and clicked on it. They were directed to their twitter where the person had messages them.

Michatwt

Hey! Thanks a lot for the advice you gave me when you reacted to my live

"Oh it's that streamer i watched earlier on stream" (Name) spoke outloud as they quickly typed out a reply.

(Name)ishere

No prob! Thought you needed some tips to beat the game haha

(Name) sent out the reply and Micha replied immediately. 'He sure is a fast typer' they thought.

Michatwt

This might sounds odd but would you be down to make a collab with me? I think it'll be more fun if you teach me on stream

They paused for a moment, thinking over their decision. (Name) have been wanting to make a collab stream before but never got to it. This would be a great opportunity to produce some new content!

(Name)ishere

Sounds good! We'll discuss about this collab later, I got something to do right now

Michatwt

Of course! See you later haha

Somewhere else, Micha was jumping out of joy and practically on his knees thanking the higher beings for this opportunity he's been given to be close to his idol, his (Name).

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A/N : ending on a cliffnote because this has been rotting in my draft.

[lu-lus-duckies]

I wish my friends gave me the attention you guy do. Fr my notifs are suffering everytime I log on here

Anyway, I'll try to finish the second chaoter of the nunwhiskers fic today because I have both work and uni tomorrow

Also, I'm running out of ways to be funny and that scares me a little. Y'all squeezing every tiny bit of cursed shit out my ass like I'm a tube of paint for a broke ass artist

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

HIHIHI ARI!!! MY LITTLE SWEET IRIS MY DEAR BELOVED!!!! DID U SLEEP WELL? how is the gojo fluff coming along? are the words working with you? (they better be smh!!!) anyway anyway i am here to thank u for ur words. sleepy sugu swims in my head and everytime he speaks it's just your words that are coming out idk u guys are kind of One in my head i think... YOUR WORDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME I AM HOLDING THEM IN MY PALM N I AM NUZZLING AGAINST THEM OK!

btw i was thinking whether he'd say please in the end too or not... bc i think he wouldn't wanna come off as too bossy? but then i decided to not put it in bc i think his tone would already indicate that. a very very silent plea....

and hahshshahaha i'm glad u liked the silly little poetry lines too that made me feel so warm WAHHHHHHHHHH okeoke i'm giving u a big hug and a wet fucking smooch on ur forehead MWAHHHH thank u for existing my love<3333333333333 i hope ur day will go sunnily that is not a word but i am making it into one rn the sun will warm u always always always

- @catchuuu

MICKEYYYY MY ANGEL MY LITTLE SUNFLOWER SEED good morning to u too !!!! <333 i slept like a fucking log LMAO i had to drag myself out of bed.. almost fell asleep on my way out …….. i think i had a scary dream but it was fine i snoozed a bunch I HOPE YOUR SLEEP WAS JUST AS SOFT <333

and wahhh thank YOU sm for writing it 🥺🥺🥺 AND FOR THE TAG I ALMOST EXPLODED WHEN I SAW IT IN MY NOTIFS mickey!sugu is such a gift i love him sm :(((( pls kiss his little head for me.

“u guys are kind of One in my head i think” I’M SO HONOURED?????? it’s crazy that u say that too bc i 100% associate soft sleepy satoru with u 😭😭 i’m writing the fic rn and i’m just constantly going… ohhh mickey might like this line….. i wonder if i can make mickey cry if i make toru cute enough………. this part is very mickeycoded…………… PHDJSP u get what i mean. the duo is duoing <3333

AND AND AND!! that’s such a good question tbh….. i agree with u i think that under normal circumstances sugu would say please bc he is in fact a big ol people pleaser smh BUT…. when he’s so sleepy and unguarded i think it would just kinda slip out :((( it’s desperate in a way!! he just needs to feel u. he’d explode if u stopped. :((((

i think that when you get down to it sugu is a bit of a brat tbh.. he’s similar to satoru he just hides it better. but i think he’s such a sweet whiny little clingy brat when he truly trusts u <3333 when you guys have been dating for a while he’s flopping down on you like a big dog and asking so sweetly if u could play with his hair pls 🥺🥺…. if you tease him or decline he starts demanding it though PHDJDBD … “i do so much for this family and you can’t even spare a minute out of your day to appreciate me” IT WAS NEVER THAT SERIOUS SUGU ??? I WAS JUST JOKING ??????? he’s the silliest man alive… (the “family” in question is u + ur three cats btw <33 he’s a cat dad. it’s canon.)

[hoshi-y]

The greatest plot twist of all | Amane Y.

[★]

"See you soon :)"

Having a big fat fat crush on a soccer player from another school is absolutely the worst. First of all, you had to ask around what his social media was to you know.. Stalk.. And don't even try and deny that you don't do it too, second is that HE is from another school, you only saw him once every semester when your school asks for a practice camp with another school.

Here you are sitting in your bedroom, all giddy and flustered. You just found out the cute goalers name and social media with a little bit of eavesdropping.

"Yugi Amane.." You mumbled his name, although you haven't even made the effort to go and talk to him, he just makes your stomach turn into a zoo.

You have heard that the social media that you are stalking right now, isn't used as much. Meaning he abandoned it, can't log in, or simply forgotten about it due to soccer practice.

Everytime their team comes to your school to compete with your soccer team, you send him a little text.

[username] :

Good luck in your practice >< !!

Haha... Yeah.. You were that delusional... Like he would see it..

You sent him a text on his forgotten insta account every hour of the day. Because of course, you knew he couldn't come back to it.

There were times you'd rant about your day in his DMs, or tell stories, or you know proclaim your liking towards him.

You didn't really expect a reply from him, although there was a part of you, you wish he did.

[username] :

I cant stand not seeing you around mr. yugi.. I'll make the effort to visit Kamome tomorrow, ssooooo... I'LL SEE YOU SOON 😋

Like the idiot you are, you couldn't help but smile and get all flustered about the thought of seeing him tomorrow.

You were about to rant this to your bestfriend who was absolutely done with your bullshit when a notification caught your eye.

[username] :

I cant stand not seeing you around mr. yugi.. I'll make the effort to visit Kamome tomorrow, ssooooo... I'LL SEE YOU SOON 😋

Seened.

[yu-amane] :

Can't wait! See you soon :))

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"W-WHAT. OH MY GOD HE SEENED IT!!"

funny gooby gober

[feathered-fluffbutt]

Everytime I log onto this fucking blog I have to sort my notifications into "cool queer people" and "sissy stalker blogs"

[hyunjinspark]

did u have a chance to listen the album❤️

ahhhh!! i actually finally got the chance to hear it but im so out of the loop with everything else with the comeback, i havent got any time to log on or check anything and i cannot wait to be done with my finals so i can enjoy the comeback by myself 😭

for now though, my favorite songs are definitely cover me, lalalala (rock), and blind spot.

resisting the urge to binge everything is so hard haha, everytime i check my phone i see hundreds of notifications about it and i am waiting for the day i can see the videos and interviews 😅

[bonnieisaway]

everytime i log on here i have like fourty notifications from my s7 posts and i don't know if im meant to be happy they're getting traction or concerned as to why they're getting traction now

[cryonme]

im so inactive on here but everytime i log back on i have 100+ notifications of people loving my work and it just makes me so happy 🥹 love to all of you

[arachnerd-8-legs]

I wasn't here for the drama, but I think you may have misread a part of it - the timestamp. I'm assuming you mean Bunjy's last post since sending the comment was 9 minutes afterwards - Bunjy heavily uses queued posts, and it's entirely possible they didn't see it. I also doubt they check their askbox everytime they log on. I don't know anything about the flag or estonia, but it seems to me like a decent portion of your anger at it is misguided, specifically referring to the timing

maybe, but that was more a jab at a point they alone brought up and not one that i made, though i will admit that i basically never use the queue feature so it's something i overlook when it comes to this platform. either way, as i've mentioned before, the issue wasn't with when they responded, but how once they did get to it.

more so the fact that they were fully willing to share something like that on an issue that is a well-known sore topic for people (communism, mostly), while there was no attempt made to inform people (whether it involved me or otherwise - again, i was going to leave the topic at the deletion) so even still people walk away from that under the impression that pinkwashing a real life communist flag while completely ignoring its history is Ok.

our history gets sorely overlooked, largely because we're not in the west or any of the big colonial countries who can write down all of their history that the masses will read. my asks to bunjy were to inform because i know people are unlikely to know about it, so i don't know where they got the 'tone' from because i was nowhere near hostile to them in our correspondence.

as for the tags: it's a single digit note rant post to an audience of basically noone on a personal blog, and the tags were generalized to arguments i've heard before. "inb4" or "in before" is a term that comes before predicted or anticipated arguments (because god knows, i've been told that our history is 'cia propaganda' before as if that makes a lick of sense if you're not american), and not directed to a specific person. they're also just tags. aside from their full untagged username being written (because apparently that sets tumblr's search off, though it isn't in the notifs as a mention) i don't even know how they found it to begin with unless someone sniffed it out or they look up their name for criticism to reply to no matter how few people would've seen it otherwise.

who did the stalking here? does a disclaimer fix what they ended up doing? clearly it hasn't because i'm still getting anons that are much less cordial than you

idk where bunjy got half of their arguments from, and 3 paragraphs is much less than 5+. that's really all i have to say aside from what i've said before, you're free to make of it all what you will

[jonah-archives]

actually tweaking bcz everytime i log on i have like 40 notifs and its all likes on the oldest posts i have its so embarrassinh wtf.leave yhe ghost and pals bs alone 😭😭

[fagcamels]

holy fucking crap my meme spam had blew up someone help me BAHAHAH i opened tumblr to a jumpscare

everytime i log on to tumblr it always is because i don’t have notifs on

[withered-rose-unbreakable-lotus]

FB's authentication system is so stupid man, like what if I logged in from a different pc for real, like work or school? I'd have to prove it's me every damn time? And I didn't even use a new computer, it's the stupid IP I think, the rooter changes sth everytime it turns off and back on, so if we have an outtage, here we go again trying to convince fb it's me. And instagram is way worse, which is why I dropped it. It does it every damn time I try to log in, I don't know why, twitter does it too, it recognizes me as sb new every time, but doesn't lock me out, or restricts how I use the site, it just sends me a notif and that's it. And I did try to follow fb's steps with mails and codes and it keeps giving errors out of nowhere, like, if while I am trying to get help your shit crashes, what am I going to do? You sent me a code a second ago and now you can't do the same for the 2nd step? Those who have FB and Insta are trying way too hard with security and it's fucking annoying. Like sure, I want to be safe, but this is too much. Go back to 2-step authentication with questions. Asking for pictures and writing stuff on paper all the time is so fucking annoying. I am not using a mobile device so I can't be always logged in for you to be sure it's fucking me. And I don't keep history either, maybe that's why it sees me as sb new each time too I don't know. And I was fine leaving insta, cause i didn't have much there, but I have my fb since 2009 like fuck you at this point.

[himbos-hotline]

I follow you and I don't know anything about wrestling and usually when I see someone blogging a lot about something Im not into it annoys me a little bit, but it doesn't annoy me when I see you on my dash and I stop and take time to read your posts cause they're engaging, so if I ever get into wrestling it's probably your fault (positive)

Also i see you post a lot about wanting to interact with people and I never do interact but I want to everytime I see you post about, but Im interacting now, I get being starved of interaction so I hope this gives you the happy brain chemicals, hope you have a good day

heh ive been keeping this in my askbox for a little while mostly because it makes me laugh. Anon im really happy that you enjoy reading through my posts and enjoy seeing me freakout over funky lil people! the special interest really did grab me by the balls and now I can't be released, im stuck in a chokehold lol. if you ever do get into wrestling a bunch people have made like a "enjoy wrestling here!" posts so you can learn and stuff aboutw restling and find what company vibes with you more and what matches you vibe with more, ive made one of those posts- if I find it again, would you like me to find it and tag you in it?

Im really bad at interacting with people mostly because i never know what to say or how to converse and compute what people are saying. Most of the time I also worry and freak out that im annoying or making the person im messaging/sending asks uncomfortable so in the end, I kinda just wait until people speak to me first which isnt like, good but at the same time, I mostly feel more secure talking to people. im also really bad with tumblr DMs because the notifications disappear as soon as I log on so its kinda outta sight doesnt exist kinda thing. So if yall have ever messaged me and Ive never replied- its more then likely because the notification has disappeared and i just...didnt know I had a notifcation in the first place heh

[nomaishuttle]

i feel bad everytime i log onto quotev bc i always have like 15 notifications from ppl on utps being like OMG ARE YOU EVER GONNA WRITE MORE. and its like im sososososo genuinely sorry but looking at my 11 year old selfs fanfiction genuinely takes like 10000 years off of my life everytime i do it. like genuinely its bad

[april7th2002]

i’m upset cuz everytime i log into tumblr new sex bots followed me my twitter notifications stopped working and my dms are filled w sex bots ig is boring and doing anything to keep people on the app (notes feature) but nothing is forever and guess what they have sex bots on there too