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I've been looking for a post like that I just found cause I'm writing characters speaking different languages; I didn't know if I should keep sentences in another language or have them in English and say "he said in Japanese", as well as when to throw in words from the 1st language of a billingual when they speak English. Apparently I haven't been doing it that wrong cause some said they prefer using their learnt language every time they get a chance but the times of extreme emotions everyone mentioned....

When I'm enthusiastic I speak better in English than trying to express myself in Greek. Also anger. I will rarely turn to Greek to cuss. The only reason I feel forced to turn to Greek when angry is because English doesn't have as heavy cussing words in its vocabulary so I start cussing in Greek, but this is rare. You have to have made me want to kill you to start cussing in Greek.

But yeah I too have that heavy heavy problem when I'm trying to speak Greek and everything comes to me in English or when I want to say sth and it comes in a 3rd language I know less about and I'm not fluent in. (that actually had many other kids make fun of me at school, thinking i was doing it to show off, cause even though they too studied English didn't have it, but it was and still is a big problem for me, cause I spend most of my time speaking and hearing stuff in English) Oftentimes I only have an idea what I want to say, and the word I'm looking for comes in NO language xD. But yeah the way my billingualism has affected me has me stutter too fucking much. If I was to replicate my experience in my wip, no character would be speaking straight and that bothers me so, sorry for the lack of realism, but I won't be doing the stuttering until you find the right word to show the struggles of speaking multiple languages xD.

That aside I feel bad when I have my Japanese characters say hai instead of yes, yet my stupid ass had made the same mistakes in a twitcast once, when I wanted to confirm to the other person they'd found the video I'm talking about. I wanted to say "Yes, that video" and I already knew how to say "Hai, ano douga deshita", but because I was panicking I said "Hai, that video" and he read it out loud too so in my head I was screaming "READ FROM INSIDE YOU! XD". But again, that happened cause I was stressed. I wouldn't be using "yes" while speaking to someone who doesn't speak English. I could have had a random "but" slip, but not "yes".

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Dude xD, ok the rage of Greeks in comments when people say they love Greece cause of many reasons that are like that ONLY cause they are tourists, is a 50-50 situation. Some will be like damn straight we got the most beautiful country in the world and we are so hospitable, and the other half will be like me and say you only see it that way as a tourist and the "hospitality" is only 10% real. Most people are not like that.

BUT! I came across a couple of videos of foreign ladies thirsting over Greek men and the rage of women in the comments.... x''''D Most are like girl, the guys you put in this video aren't even remotely good looking, or that yeah sure honey, stay here and marry them while we're looking for our luck abroad x'''DDDD.

Listen. There are good guys out there, I can't deny it cause I've met some lovely guys I had been friends with but unfortunately, the majority of Greek guys appears to have lots of issues with their masculinity, they can be very old fashioned in their ways (and not the romantic way), plus if you see the numbers in women getting murdered the last 5-8 years you would be second thinking. Those women were killed by their husbands or boyfriends so yeah...I am not trying to discourage you, if you are into Greek men, just a heads up BE CAREFUL!

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thank fucking god I'm not 14 anymore

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*browses own blog* amazing

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About the concert

Soooo hi! I normally don't do such things but the whole Milan situation has become a nightmare for me (5 consecutive nights actually, it's getting old) so here I am, taking another chance to trying to make it there.

So as you know, Takeru and Shou are coming to Milan in September, but, while I managed to secure my ticket (and my sister's cause wants to come along), I still don't have enough for the plane tickets and hotel.

I am NOT here to ask for money though, I have another idea. I know plenty of people are struggling to make ends meet so I am not asking that. My fastest way to any sort of payment rn is my Youtube and I'm still very far from the goal that gets you paid so, since I have many of you following here, I was hoping that maybe it's ok to ask if you guys were ok with following for a while? I need 500 subs and a few hours and views to get in YT's program for getting paid. I am NOT asking for views here, those come and go you do NOT have to watch my videos, but the sub thing is a very slow process for me and I will never make it to the goal by September.

So yeah if it's ok with you, please subscribe so that I can make it to 500 faster and maybe start getting paid a few euros. It won't affect the videos Youtube recommends you, you have to watch and like stuff for that to happen so please give me a chance. When October hits you can unsubscribe again, I won't hold you accountable. And yes the massive wave of unfollowing will affect my algorithm and take my rights to be paid back but I'm willing to take that hit if I am to see Takeru and Shou live once, before either I, or they have to go.

Thank you in advance and it's ok if you do not want to do it, I just thought of trying that too in case it works.

Here's my channel:

note: If some of you wish for context on how I made it to Kamijo's concert last year and can't do the same this time, I used 10 years worth of savings to get there, plus a little help from my parents, hence why I now don't have enough to do the same thing now.

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Ok, I finished CHAQLA.'s discography. I only saved 2 songs in my yt playlist but I will keep an eye on them cause they do have music that I enjoy. It's just the execution that takes more wins from me. However I do give it to them, every song feels different from the other, this isn't a band that seems to want to settle style-wise soon. I guess they could be recognized by how chaotic they can get, at some point, but other than that, each song feels different to me and I haven't had that in a while.

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Cause of my insomnia number one:

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Oooff the editing part in the wip is now on the details so hello headache cause I gave myself this much lore. The main plot in the first book is fixed (except for the 5 last chapters that I have to have all characters at the right place before editing) so it's each character alone now. That's 71 more rereads yaaayyyy!

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I don't feel well today. Maybe it's better I sat back and watched Supernatural or finally played Little Mermaid's event on Nikke, today.

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this too shall pass

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Guys the new masked band is definitely An Café. *shakes head* *pulls all my disbanded members that still wanna be in the scene, on twitter* SEE?! YOU CAN DO THAT TOO! SAME MEMBERS DIFFERENT NAME, STOP CHICKENING OUT! "But I'm old, I'm irrelevant"- BITCH! STAND UP!

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I'm posting without mv cause it's a bit too random for me & takes away the vibe I got without seeing it. I teared. xD The way this escalated...No I get the hype now. Chaqla. fans were right. The guitarist, the right one fucking slaps btw. That little guitar intervention... *chef's kiss* If you like rap or hip hop with your rock you might like this. You know what they are? A mix of DOG inThePWO & Codomo Dragon on steroids!

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Oh they passed the test hon. Adopted (for casual listening but still) (it's way harder for me to become an actual fan of sb, but still I don't need to be obsessed with a band to get inspired from them). 7 songs on the higher side and now you throw me this? This band hides in their b-sides. Their strongest songs don't have pvs.

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Dude Xanvala's musicians are NA-STY! I love their sound so much but not always the vocals. :/ Luckily I found a few tracks I like as a whole. I want to know who's the main composer too.

I like their vocalist's style of singing but not always the execution. He does give 00s vocalist vibes though.

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