#everything still looks better than how it did back in april 2022

[goldensunset]

peach the moment any offical art comes out we're all gonna flock to using that instead and it won't get any better

perfect. i can’t wait

[snifflesthemouse]

Why do they have no problem registering LLCs in Delaware, but they CANNOT ever get a USPTO Filing done correctly? Help me understand it.

They have no issues, whatsoever, filing the paperwork to register LLCs and nonprofits in Delaware, but they fail at registering trademarks for business ventures EVERY. DARN. TIME.? Thinking about that is weird.

According to the Delaware Online, even Meghan's old LLC she originally had in California that registered The Tig was moved to Delaware December 30 2020. The article even has Andrew Meyer mentioned as the secretary. Shannyn Yates was listed as the incorporator, but the address is still in Cali. I find it interesting the article written by Meredith Newman mentions that companies are not required to reveal to their owner's names in Delaware.

Meredith Newman was onto something if the companies in DE can be registered through attorneys and llcs, and they don't have to reveal Meghan or Harry owns them, I guess I can see why they like registering their businesses successfully in Delaware.

Yet, today, on the USPTO website, The Tig has two dead USPTO files with the old Frim Fram in Cali, and then there are two more The Tig results showing the new Delaware Frim Fram LLC listed on the live, pending USPTO results.

The first live USPTO results show the Tig written in her cursive - I mean her calligraphy- (it is cursive). It was originally filed in Feb 2022. Yet, it is Feb 2025 and it is still pending. Danielle Weiss is listed as the attorney for the paperwork filings. However, on October 01, 2024, they were granted a six-month extension to correct the issues. This was the THIRD extension request. It's main description for the Tig is a website "featuring commentary in the field of travel" and then there's also: interior design, food prep, cooking, recipes, commentary in the field of health and wellness, and then last but not least "featuring commentary in the field of personal relationships, fashion, fashion style, personal lifestyle".

SO... The NEW Tig was granted a six-month extension in October 2024. April 2025 is time's up. Maybe by then, the Tig will bring us Meghan elevating our lives with her travel lifestyle. I imagine she's gotten a lot of usage out of the past events for pictures and things for content.

Before... the Tig was SIngle Smeggy. Now, the Tig 2.0 is Married Meggy. She's seasoned, experienced. Grounded. Gutteral (she loves that word). Goofy. Insert fake break serious moment with fake laugh montage in black and white here, please. AH, there, now we have le Teeg.

Listen, I don't care if Meghan relaunches her website. Everyone should have the right to make an income. If she wants to return to what she was doing before she got with Hazbeen, so what? I don't care about that. What I find odd is why they need so many extensions. She could've been building her audience base for going on three years had she just filed right the first time in 2022. But no, she kept stalling. I find that odd. Why does she always seem to self sabotage herself with every turn.

For example, why didn't they film that in their own home for the Netflix show? Why did they have to rent another home? Her's is good enough, and it wasn't security. Did they lose the house and the bank was renting it out? Nah... IDK. But from that moment, when the viewer realizes they weren't trusted to be welcomed into her palatial mansion on the shores in Montecito, well, it makes everything else hard to believe, too.

Think about it. If she doesn't trust the idea of having it filmed in her own home, then how can the viewer trust her back? We cannot. If the house is fake, the recipes aren't hers either. If the recipes weren't her's, it wasn't made by her to look that camera ready. If the food was faked, then the friend eating it was fake. This mouse knows people... why fake any of it?

Filming on a set would've been better than claiming the neighbor's house and garder has her own hard work. COME ON NOW.

Meghan never wants to do the work. She only wants to jump on board if it goes sensational and viral. The problem is, she is infamous now, not famous. Big difference. Maybe she has so many abandonded USPTO ideas because nothing ever takes off like hot cakes, and she takes that as failure instead of accepting success requires hard work.

Harry especially never wants to stick around to do the actual work needed for things to have success. Working one hour a week sounds like a welfare requirement, not something you are passionate about or wanting to succeed. Nothing is handed over to you, you must work.

I find it interesting there are so many pots with sticks in them, but she just jumps kettle first thing.

I think she thinks everything will just be a soap commercial script change and if it's not, it's not worth five minutes.

She barely gives five minutes anymore, I doubt she will be sticking around another five years. Mama knows best, after all... Yall get it? That's the name of the LLC registered in DE that Meghan has her ARO registered to. American Riveria Orchard is registered to Mama Knows Best LLC Delaware. Which is registered to Mama Knows Best Beverly Hills, to the same address Archwell is registered to. A bunch of loops, I say!

This mouse must take a break and will be back shortly, potentially, maybe.

This mouse loves you all! Be safe out there!

[unionizedwizard]

don't. mind me 👍

i guess it's just. well. i feel a lot better these days, i only have to make sure to (ffxiv momence) look to the future and let go of the past, which is fun because i can literally not think about anything that happened between 1998 and, like, 2022 without Experiencing Extreme, Localized Endsinger-sponsored Despair and Pain. And also, technically 2018-2022 is not that bad of a period compared to the previous decades, but it's got its own specific flavor of Unsettling, because 1) I Forgor. like i literally forgot 90% of this time period. 2) every time i talk to my friends (who knew me back then) they mention something i said/did during these years and it feels. So wildly out of character. Like "he would not fucking say that" except that i apparently did, and i have no recollection of anything but i'll have to take their word for it, and it's. hm. terrifying! It's like my body was piloted by another consciousness for, like, 4 years straight, i forgot all the books i've read, all the new people i've met, most of the conversations i've had, pretty much all i remember (sort of) clearly is my cats, and even then the timeline is extremely blurry. I know it's a widespread and rather normal phenomenon to look back on your past self and feel like they're a stranger, lost to you now, but i cannot stress enough how literal this is for me. I really feel like i've been replaced by a doppelganger for four years. My blog (main) is, i think, more recent than that because i remember deactivating at some point so ive lost a lot of archives, but even then, when i scroll back several years, i mostly have no idea what 80% of my posts are about and have no memory of anything

But on the other hand, ive felt basically as if i was my 20yo self again since 2022. Extremely weird. I had this.... weird.... merging.... memory.... moment on august 1st 2022 and when i woke up i *was* the person who lay down To Die For Real in april 2018. it was. so confusing for so very long. i knew where i was because i was living in the same place and woke up in the same bed i'd been lying in back then, but everything else was ????. it even took time to adapt to my CATS, i only remembered catgar for a bit since he was there in 2018

and the weirdest thing was that suddenly, memories i couldnt access for four years (2018-2022), and specifically knowledge i couldnt recall during this time period... suddenly came back. clear as day. for four years i'd been trying to remember pretty much everything i'd read and learned in my philosophy classes in uni, and it didnt work, even trying to read the books themselves didnt work because everything felt blurry and nonsensical and illegible. this was one of the reasons i had to give up on my philosophy major when i went back to uni in september 2018. and then suddenly, after "i" (this self who had been to university as a philosophy major) woke up in august 2022, i could remember everything i'd studied from 2015-2018, with astonishing clarity. i didnt even need to make an effort, words and ideas came back to me spontaneously and everything made sense again! but on the other hand, pretty everything i had read and studied in uni (as a comparative literature major) from 2018-2022 was Lost. blurry and nonsensical and flat-out Forgotten to this day. and i still hold (some) memories from this time too, so it's really strange to try and make everything make sense. truly like two badly mixed set of memories/selves having to cohabit, on a daily basis

anyway that's not what i meant to say in the first place. but something that's becoming... more and more pressing, and real, these days (more of a long, months-long process) is that. well. i remember so much of my childhood and teen years, with such perfect clarity, and i've only told a tiny fraction of these memories to friends (and usually expunged from actual emotional weight. comedic deflection is my middle name). and i know i need to stop talking about these awful, terrible, sordid stories at all because it doesn't... do anything good. it hurts people who hear them, usually they can't stand it too (understandably so), and it is true that it makes me feel worse, but. and that's the problem. then why. what was it all for. will it all simply be ignored, denied, and then forgotten after i die with no one to remember about it? not only did i not get the most basic nurturing most people get (as infants!), which is actively ruining my life to this day, and which effects can only be somewhat lessened over time (if *i* put in the effort, which is. exhausting AND unfair to boot), not only did i lack these basic foundations... but i have to hollow myself out of whatever *is* there, too, for both my sake and others'? what then will remain of me? a ghost of a ghost, emptied out of all the filth and pain and poison at best, like i was simply born as a 25 years old? i never felt like an actual human person to begin with! the alienation is as old as i am!

I already forgot and was alienated from my 20 to 24 years old self, and i should also... simply ignore and repress and keep quiet everything else that i've experienced my whole life? This feels so unfair! My memories are the only thing testifying to this injustice, everyone else simply is rewriting the truth to make it convenient and comfortable (mother's side), or flatly ignoring everything out of a sense of unease (guilt?) (father's side). Should one simply erase this child from the world at all? From reality? From collective memory? It's not the child's fault their very presence brings suffering and discomfort to anyone who even glimpses them. And why should we keep ignoring them? And yet it *is* the best option. So really, what was it all for? There's no possible closure or understanding or justice or retribution or forgiveness or revenge, should i simply pretend none of this ever existed? There is no justice in this world, and i don't even know what form a possible justice could take in an ideal world, and i don't believe in heaven or anything like that, and i'm tired of looking to the future without having any kind of secure network and having to rely on myself only for everything and trust in my own resilience, but also this can never be remedied and i know it (don't "found family" me please) and it's just like.

how do you live with the knowledge that nobody ever came to your help, nobody rescued you or even tried to, you had to do it all yourself, and this can never be changed or helped, and if you look to the past it will only burden and destroy you further as well as harm the people who now care about you and are in your life, and you can't fix anything and the only way is forward, and erasing your entire childhood self, your memories (the good mixed with the bad) is the only way to keep on living? should i have to erase myself to have the faintest hope to live? i'm a hollowed-out mind in the best days, when this can be construed as lightness. is this fair? is this fair? is this fair?

[fruitgummies01]

Just a question out of curiosity.....That you said you became BTS's fan after jhope was already Enlisted which probably means after 18th April 2023 and initially you were kinda in tkkrs space as in u saw more of their content cause of algorithms or wtv So how did you become jikook's fan? What i mean is in 2023 there isn't much of jikook seen together like in all previous years, because previous yrs it's like jikook were attached at the hip compared to that they weren't really seen together much and i guess even after April 2023 there's Taekook appearances here and there too so without having much of jikook content at hand how did you thought that they were probably closer than others?

This is just a question out of curiosity cause honestly i thought that most of the people who would join around 2022-23 will always have this impression of jikook that they're just co-workers who work for the same band and nothing else lol. Not like antis don't try to spread that agenda everywhere since forever.

Hmmmm. I'm deciding whether to make this a long or short post haha, because I really have so much to say about this. When I first started getting into BTS there was just soooo much content, but one of the things that would constantly and consistently come up with be tkk content. And I don't even mean in the shipping sense (at least not at first). Large update accounts would post about them frequently, and almost all if not most posts would be about them under any content. It was like BTS as a group and then tkk, those were the two things that I was seeing on a regular basis. Being a new person to the fandom, you take what you see at face value, especially if so many big accounts seem to be cosigning what is being said (and again based on what you said, because there was a lack of any jikook content, a lot of people just weren't pushing back on a lot of things that were being pushed). . And because the algorithim is what it is, I started getting recommended tkk videos. And again because I didn't know any better, I would watch them and that again would shape my opinions of the other members without fully knowing it. I started to believe that tkk was the foundational friendship/rs/whatever you wanna call it ship within the group that everything pretty much revolved around if that makes.

Looking back on it, a lot of the videos that I would watch to get myself acquainted with the group painted Jimin as the one being all over Jungkook and not respecting his personal space and wanting attention, and they used (what I would find out later) to be manipulated videos or videos taken out of context. So I began to form these somewhat negative opinions of Jimin (which is ironic because he is now my bias).

But to answer your question, how did I become a fan of jikook, it sorta happened in stages. I already had in the back of my mind when I would watch compilation videos of BTS, that I really wasn't seeing any um, emotional chemistry between tkk (that's another story), but I over looked it because I just figured it was because I was new. I think I mentioned this before, but Tae being seen with Jennie in Paris was a HUGE eye opener. And honestly, I might still be wrapped up in that side of the fandom had that moment not happened. But I'm so thankful it did, because it allowed me to see with my own eyes, in real time just how they lied and gaslighted fans into believing that the whole thing never happened by making up these wild theories. That people just believed without any pushback, and how that information was just parroted back to other people in this sort of weird circle. My brain just isn't wired like that, so I stopped watching those compilation videos and edits because I realized none of those people were reliable (no offense), and went back to watch all official content (that actually painted a completely different picture).

Watching Jungkook's weverse lives played a big part in changing my opinion on Jikook and Jimin. That man would bring him up without fans having to say anything, and be happy to talk about him. And what's apparent about Jungkook in getting to know him, is he never fakes anything, so if he's talking about him, it means something to him. Both Jimin and Jungkook would also say things insinuating that they had watched the other's weverse lives, which I thought was interesting. That weverse live with JK in bed trying to entice Jimin to do a live was also another turning point. I still laugh thinking about JK saying he would take his stuff to wash up AT Jimin's house, when he could've just done so BEFORE leaving. JK was on a mission that morning haha.

I should say after all this lol, that I am still not 100% sold that they are in an actual romantic relationship. I see A LOT of signs that point in that direction, but with cultural differences anything could be possible. I do see a beautiful and deep bond, especially with these AYS episodes and them enlisting together right afterwards. Even though they were planning to spend every day together for 18 months, they still carved out time in their insanely busy schedules to spend even more time together filming AYS. Regardless of what their labels are, it's clear that they are both priorities in each others lives. I think they both need each other in real ways that are very different from the ways they need the other members. I wrote a lot so I'll stop here, but I could go on, but won't haha.

[dballzposting]

Dballzposting rant

In the DBS:SH movie they came out with the statement that Saiyan children will be little until one day they sprout up like weeds. This was the case for Goku. But this was not how Gohan was handled. But with Goten & Trunks they were like .... No yeah let's get back to that. Let's recontextualize Goku's past into Saiyan canon. Gohan was just a freak of nature and should not be taken as the standard

And for all I know this could have already been an implicit decision done when they made DBS, they just never outright said it but elected to show it.

Or maybe they just didn't want to change Goten & Trunks's designs or personalities too much (more than likely).

Personal story time. Some of you may be aware of my pipe dream of ask-tarble my silly rabbit ask-tarble. When I conceptualized ask-tarble it was April of 2022, and the DBS:SH movie didn't air until August of that same year.

I decided back then to have Goten & Trunks to be around 13 & 14 on ask-tarble (timeline reasons, and also I wanted to portray Trunks with braces for some reason. I did a lot of random things that summer for "some reason." I was kind of off my rocker.), and I also decided to - unlike on DBS - actually show Goten & Trunks maturing in a more human way. I felt at the time that this would be more relatable to an audience, would ameliorate the conceptual infuriation of how that wasnt the case on DBS, and -- ultimately, essentially, long story short -- I Thought That It Would Be the funniest possible thing to do.

Okkkkkkkkkkkk cool fine. But then the movie came out and I felt real fucking funny about my decision (that was already put into motion and that I felt couldn't be taken back). I knew that I COULD retcon the few posts I had going and honor the newfound canon, but, I didnt really want to. I decided to push forward with what I had.

But it still bugs me. And then they recently reinforced that little Saiyan fact AGAIN on Dragon Ball Daima, when Krillin tells Trunks that he doesn't look like he's aged a bit.

Which is fineeeeeeee. Except for the fact that I really don't like to be outright contrary to canon without a solid cause, and I've had hoards of doubts over the past few years about the chosen characterizations for Goten & Trunks on ask-tarble, even though it's all theoretical and in my head still, I just kind of hate what I've set up.

And ultimatelyyyy. This is the big one. I've changed a lot since summer of 2022. I've gotten stronger and better and faster and wiser .....

I thought then that teenage age groups are funny and thats not wrong. But whats also exceedingly funny, that I just couldnt understand back then, is Goten & Trunks as they are now.

Walk & talk with me. Goten is at his absolute funniest when he expresses a negative opinion. It's what makes him real & believable. Most of the time on screen he is happy go-lucky and naive, he is trusting, he is excitable, and this is great fun, but it means that when he DOES think that something is shit, it's so funny. Like when in DBS he thought that The Great Saiyaman was totally lameboat. And then he put on a pair of sunglasses about it.

He's at his funniest when he embodies the conviction of an old man sitting on his porch, as young children sometimes do, learning how to be human by mirroring the adults in their lives - but still putting their own spin on it.

I mean ... If you have an ask blog then you have total creative freedom of what you do. There could be so many funny moments. Extended Son Goten screentime.

It could be precisely like that Tails Gets Trolled bit when Shadow was talking about his gruesome and morbid experience in time jail or something and Sonic was just like "Ok well that's stupid."

That's Goten. He overlooks everything you just said becasue there were a few joints in your story that felt derivative or cheap and so he's just like "Ok well that's stupid."

That would be so funny. And real as well

I mean he could (and will) still be like that as a young teen but it's just funnier if he's a child. He contorts his brow like an old man and makes his evaluation your problem

[renyen808]

Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The TV Show We (and Disney) Needed

Back when I was a child, I had a difficult time reading. In fact, I loathed it. I never understood why we had to read in the first place, it seemed extremely tedious to me. It had gotten so bad to the point where it became obvious that I just did not want to read. It wasn’t until my parents signed me up for this reading thing at my elementary school, where after hours, like dinner time, they would give us a book to read. I wasn’t a fan of this because why the hell would I want to be reading at 7 pm on a Wednesday night? Yes, you read that correctly, a Wednesday! The first session, they made us read a book from an author in Hawai���i. They wrote a children’s book and they made us read it, which I didn’t because it never interested me. So, the next Wednesday comes around and I just expect it to be the same. Just give me my copy of the book that I am never going to read again and I’ll call it a day. But that didn’t happen. For the first time, I actually found a book I was interested in: The Lightning Thief. 

(Credit: Goodreads)

Everything about Percy entrapped me in this mystical world of Greek Gods, monsters, and half-bloods. I was never like this before, reading page after page just to know what happens next. Along with that, since I started reading them when I was twelve, it was a great way to see myself in these different characters, feeling the triumph and betrayal throughout every twist and turn of their adventure.

I read all of Percy Jackson and the Olympians and The Heroes of Olympus throughout my time in school, and also watched the movies, but, while watching the movies, I was disappointed to find that it wasn’t like how I imagined it. They changed aspects of the story that didn’t need changing and in doing so, kinda destroyed the magic that made it so great. Grover was a kind hearted boy and while I like Brandon T. Jackson, I didn’t buy him as Grover. Sure he was a great friend to Percy, but he wasn’t Grover to me. Logan Lerman was the perfect Percy, just the wrong time for him. And do not get me started on Alexandra Daddario as Annabeth, she was the worst offender of the three in my opinion. Them changing every aspect of the story just made me super upset, and do not get me started on that second movie (Love you Blackjack). The point is, as a Percy Jackson fan, we needed better, we deserved it!

(Credit: Wikipedia)

During 2020, I finally got my wish when they announced that the show was greenlit. Everyone around the world rejoiced as we finally got our chance. Once that happened, everyone started to wonder about who would be casted as the titular character. Then, April 2022, Walker Scobell was announced. At this point, I haven’t watched the Adam Project or anything that he has done, but after watching it, I was stunned, I was like, ‘That’s Percy…’ Then, Leah Sava Jeffries and Aryan Simhadri were casted as Annabeth and Grover and the world lit on fire in the community.

(Credit: Polygon)

As a woman of color myself, not African American, but Asian, I was ecstatic to see Jeffries take on Annabeth. I’m the type of person that cares more about if they embody the soul of the character than the appearance. Daddario may have looked like Annabeth, but Jeffries IS Annabeth. There are still portions of the community that cannot wrap their head around that the beloved daughter of Athena is a different race, but I don’t care. It is especially prominent in this Facebook group (yes, I still use Facebook) I am a part of to share my love for Percy Jackson. I try to surround myself with like minded people, and sometimes, a few of the racist ones just come through.

As you can see, I loved the series. From the moment I heard Scobell’s voice, I knew the series was built with so much love. I always felt drawn to Percy, being from Hawai’i, the ocean is special to me. I always found his snark and humor relatable, since I am similar with my friends and family. I also was drawn to Annabeth with her no nonsense attitude, along with being a strong female character. Also, cannot forget Grover, the literal glue of the group. The quest would have gone completely wrong if not for him. Scobell, Jeffries, and Simhadri all played their roles to perfection. They are truly the Golden Trio come to life. 

(Credit: Town and Country Magazine)

I need to also call attention to all the different actors and actresses who played supporting roles throughout the series. Virginia Kull’s masterful performance as Sally, showing just how difficult it can be on the mortal parents of a demigod child. Glynn Turman as the perfect Chiron, showing a sense of care and concern as Percy’s mentor. Jason Mantzoukas’ performance as Mr. D is a standout, with him completely capturing what it means to be the punished director of Camp Half-Blood. Megan Mullally was an amazing Alecto, bringing a sense of fear immediately into Percy’s life. Timm Sharp played an amazing Gabe Ugliano, showcasing a different way that Gabe could be portrayed for an audience today. Adam Copeland, also known as Edge in the WWE, plays Ares, a terrifying force in the book that Copeland captures perfectly. Also want to shout out Nick Boraine, the voice of Kronos, who brings a sinister feel to the series, showing he is the big bad of this story.

(Credit: PopBuzz)

I wanted to make a separate paragraph for the last supporting character: Luke Castellan. Luke is played by Charlie Bushnell, who really sold me as a demigod feeling betrayed by the gods. Just from his acting in Episodes 2 and 8 solidified to me that this is how Luke is. Granted, the confrontation scene is not as sinister as it is in the book, I believe that the TV series did it better, where Annabeth is there in person to see the betrayal happen. I mean, that is literally her brother betraying her, I cannot imagine what she is going through. Bushnell really sold it as Luke honestly, showing he’s an upset demigod who believes the gods have turned their backs on them. He made use of his time on screen, and I cannot wait to see him in future installments as our big bad.

(Credit: IGN)

Overall, this series is what we all deserved! I understand that people are upset that it was not completely faithful to the books, and that is a valid argument, but I will say this: if you want a faithful adaptation, read the books and recreate it in your head. Nothing will ever be a perfect copy of another, not with humans around. I think instead of nitpicking the differences and inconsistencies between the two, we should embrace the changes. Embrace the fact that this was even created in the first place and be grateful for it. Embrace the fact that we have a great TV show, but god forbid they forget about the scorpion that Luke poisons Percy with. The books, movies, the TV show, they’re all interpretations of the same idea, and we all have different thoughts about the idea, that at the end of the day, at least one person will be a hater. Anyway, with millions of views each episode, I’m sure season two is coming, and with that my boy Blackjack!

[solitarydoomsday]

RAUUUGHHHH BLOCKSTUCK UPDATE FOR 6/12

RAUUUGHHGFHHH THIS HAS BEEN LIKE WAY TOO LONG IN THE MAKIGN BUT I FIGURED AN UPDATE WOULD BE FITTING FOR 6/12!!! its a super short update but i promise i won't leave you guys hanging for 2 years again lmfao. more coming soon!!! >:33

FIRST PAGE: https://mspfa.com/?s=43188&p=1

p.s. explanation for the excruciatingly long hiatus under the cut vv

i feel like i . owe you all an explaination with how long that really took to update. for fuck's sake it's been since april of 2022 since i updated it. i'm not gonna go into too much detail but pretty much Fucking Everything got away from me. that was the year my life kinda went to Shit towards the end and it sparked a really really fucking long depression that i just Couldnt Cope With so i just kind of. rotted. and so did most of my projects.

i'm on antidepressants now though, and i really wanna finish this story, even if it's gonna take me years just to finish one act. i put a *lot* of effort into this just for a simple self insert comic, and even though i don't entirely align with aselus' character anymore, i'm determined to finish what i've started. i still have a story to tell, i still have ideas and dreams for this comic, even if it wasn't initially what i wanted for it. even if it is just, at it's core, a cringy au where my self insert is friends with the main cast of characters. i still love this stupid thing, and i wanna finish it.

*however*,i'm not going to keep up with an "update schedule" anymore. i am, after all, just one guy working on this. it's not like hussie themself had an update schedule anyway. not to mention, i'm making all the music and panels and flashes all by myself, and i am learning how to use half of this shit from *scratch*. the update schedule just adds another layer of stress to the whole ordeal, and i'm not looking to add more stress to my plate with me trying to finish school and get into college early next year. i want this to be fun just as much for me as it is for anybody who decides to read blockstuck. i know that's extremely mushy for a comic like this, but i really do want this to be something i can fondly look back on as something i made that was actually pretty decent.

i already have a backlog of blockstuck panels ready to go, i'm working on one of the first flashes of the whole comic, but i'll start to slowly pump out the rest of what i've been working on when i can or . really even remember.

if you! read this novel of an explaination, thank you for listening to my creator woes, but i hope you can enjoy blockstuck as much as i have making it :) and this is !! hopefully going to be a better "start" than what i already started with.

thanks again to anybody whos stuck with the comic, and also sorry again to hussie for cussing them out when i first started this comic, lmfao. i still hate their guts but i love their work. Guh.

anyways. happy 6/12 everypony

[c-ronus]

ok I've seen alot of people give kind of there story of how they got into fable so to the best of my memory here's mine:

Tw: mentions of death and cancer

So i found fable around 3 strikes that was my first lore stream that I remember and I found fable in general when I was about to go into my first year in secondary school and I was alone I had no friends from my primary school with me and I was scared that I'd be bad at making new friends. (spoiler I was and am) I was scrolling on tiktok and I kept getting this videos of an smp called fable smp and there was this one cosolayer that I recognised from their technoblade cosplay (I used to watch cosplay compilations on YouTube before tiktok) so I followed them and didn't think much of it.

A little while later I was on twitch waiting for an mcc to start and I saw someone streaming and I recognised not only the cosplay that they were in but also the user name: sherbertquake56 so I decided to check them out and they where bloody awesome.(I started following them on November 28th 2021)

Then 3 strikes happened and I was hooked I joined the discord and was just chilling watching sherbert perspective, but then I got busy with school and was struggling to keep up but I tried my best, it didn't help that I could never watch them live but that didn't stop me. But over the next few months I did kind of stop watching it was coming up to Christmas and I had alot of exams but then in April I'm not sure exactly what dragged me back but it was heyhay, who again I recognised from the cosplay compilations I used to watch spicificly the dream XD cosplay as that was the first cosplayer that I saw that looked like me, so on April 8th 2022 I was dragged back into fable then later in June 6th 2022 I found ghosty, and those where my people and I was happy, it was summer and it was great.

But then around half way through my second year at school my best and only friend left and I was alone, again but again I found so much comfort in watching fable on days when I truly thought I had no one and it was like that for a while. I finished out my second year and I want alone anymore, although physically I was still quite lonely I had friends, Fable brought me first Bean and from there it cascaded into so many people I now consider family (rora and wonder to name two) and I was ok with that I knew I wasn't alone and that I had people and is still have them so much so that in a few days (4 days from when I'm writing this) me and bean will have been together for a year and that's unreal to me.

Like everything tho it wasn't ment to last, that summer my family found out that my granny had cancer it hit everyone like a pile.of bricks, it seemed like she was doing well, we had her so much longer than we thought we would, but in December we lost her and fable was there again but so we're my friends.

I'm now almost finished my third year at school and in 2 weeks I have my first set of state exams and although there won't be any new fable stories to watch I know that the streams I've come to love and find comfort in will be there and so will my friends. I'm still not great at makeing or keeping friends but I think slowly I'll find all of my people and it will be good.

So thank you fable smp, to the cast I can't wait to see what comes next from you in your next story or adventure! and to the community, over all I was very quiet with my presence in this community like I am with all of them but in my little corner I was so bloody loud about it and I can't ask for a better community for that!

wewo this was fun :3 (ok I'm done being sappy about fable I promise)

[peebodrain]

So let's begin, with the past in front.

I really only come on Tumblr whenever some traumatic event disrupts the security of my milquetoast existence so, here I am. Three years ago I met a girl on hinge. She was so unlike any other woman I had ever spoken to that I almost immediately knew she had me hooked. She was witty, charming, sexy, and she had a kind of anger in her, a fire that drew me in. This was my first real taste of a poison that will be flowing through me until the day I die. She had recently lost her brother due to a drug overdose, and I was doing everything I could to comfort her and take care of her at my own expense. She used to come visit me at work or come over to my house at any opportunity. She used to make me feel safe. There was one night I remember vividly, we were lying on the cot, which she called a bed, in the floor of her beat up apartment and she was in tears. She was holding on to me bawling her eyes out like a child holding on to their parent. Amidst the tears she was saying “I can’t be fixed. I can’t be fixed.” I raised her head up by her chin and looked into her eyes, now thinking back on it the color of which I cannot remember, and I said “No matter what happens, I will make a better life for you. I swear.” This single utterance sent a shock through both of us, through her one of a savior and through me one of utter dread.

April 24th 2022. She had stayed the night. It was my sister’s birthday. We woke up in each other’s arms, I was supposed to sleep in a room separate from her when she slept over as part of my parent’s house rules. I remember she was watching a TikTok and said “I want a cat”. I also wanted a cat. We went and got a cat to live in her beat up apartment with which she shared with her cousin. Her cousin was just as unwell as her. Hoarding and trash riddled the place and pot smoke filled every crevice creating a lingering stench that eventually baked itself into the boards of the building. Even though upon reminiscing it seems brash and ill planned, at the time I had never been happier. We named him Benson after the character from the show we watched every night she stayed over, Regular Show to the uniformed. I would buy him food, litter, a collar, and I would get him chipped in my name in case if he were to really run away I could track him down myself. Everyday I'd go to work I really would just be waiting to get off to go see them. I remember this began to upset my Mother as I was barely ever home. I was a fresh adult so she hadn't really had time to let me go and considering I still lived with her it was the least I could do to communicate with her but I did not. My girlfriend was independent, she lived on her own, she didn't have to listen to her parents, she didn't have to conform to her parents rules, she was also doing all of this a year younger than I. It was emasculating to stand next to her as her boyfriend considering she was very obviously more mature than me (or so I thought). Life was good when I wasn't home. So I stayed away from them, and when I did see them I met them with anger and hostility to such a venomous degree that I still think my father hasn't forgiven me to this day. I destroyed my relationship with my parents for her and my cat who to me felt like more than that, he was proof to me that I could be responsible, he was proof to me that I could be loved, he was proof to me that I could be a father. Now I know those are some insane conclusions to come to, but I was Nineteen and hopelessly in love. One night I was staying later than usual, it was around 11 pm and my mom was texting me when I would come home and I just responded with "eventually". I didn't come home until 1 am. I lost my virginity that night. I remember some flashes of it, I remember how she looked in the dark and how it felt for the first time, and I remember holding her after. It was freedom.

Not even a month later her cousin abandoned her and the apartment. Just left one morning with her boyfriend never to be seen again by me. She was terrified. How could she pay rent, how could she survive, how could our cat survive. I took her back to my place. I took her to my grandparents, they took her in. My grandmother is a very strange woman, she is a very spiteful individual but, for me almost exclusively she would do anything to make me happy. Including letting a complete stranger live with her and her husband without having to pay rent. Now at the time everyone in my family adored my girlfriend and would do anything for her. She had charmed them just as she had charmed me. The first night she stayed at my grandma's she told me she was going to kill herself. She locked herself in the bathroom adjacent to her bedroom and screamed at me through the door. I don't remember anything after, but she did not end her life. The next two months are a blur. I remember her birthday and how she looked in the dress she wore and the sex we had after. I remember going with her to her beauty school and picking up all her utensils from her class after she dropped out. I remember coming home to her after two days of not seeing her and being told she hadn't left her room in days and hadn't gone to work even though she told me she was doing just that. I wasn't mad or disappointed, I was just vacant. At this time I had no one except her. All her problems were mine as well, we were one in the same. I crawled in bed next to her and held her as she sobbed again. I went to bed in a separate room from hers after cleaning the litterbox and tidying her room. At around midnight my door creaked open. It was Benson. He jumped onto my bed and sat right next to my head curling into a ball. I cried myself to sleep.

I can't remember what day I decided to break up with her but it was sometime in August. I remember her standing in my driveway sobbing in the moonlight, but she said "she understands". That was the last time I ever saw her. I was tired of all my other relationships being destroyed because of her taking over my life. My relationships with my parents and the remaining friends I did have were falling apart. I was so obsessed with "fixing her" that I didn't see that I needed help too. I didn't realize that she needed real help. It had got to the point where I had a breakdown so bad that I had to go to an urgent care facility and I knew it couldn't continue without one of us dying. She let me have Benson for one more night before she took him. My mother is allergic to cats so we couldn't keep him, my Mamaw (Grandma from Dad's side) offered to keep him and take care of him. She was a saint, and although she didn't take my girlfriend in she still had been charmed and wanted to help both of us out. My girlfriend refused. The last night I spent with this animal that meant more to me than most people I've ever spoken to was one that I don't think I could ever forget. I shed so many tears and I don't think I've ever felt as loved by another organism as my cat Benson. He would lay anywhere he could find on me and purr and I felt so secure with him. I felt that something in this world needed me. I remember I went back into the bathroom she spoke of suicide in. He reached his paw under the door and curled it around my index finger when I reached back.

My Mamaw died a month later. The version of myself is one I'm ashamed of but, I find solace in the fact that I know she was proud of me regardless. I took this loss hard and it still effects me to this day. I remember the day I was at my Mamaw's a week before she passed, visiting her as she was in poor health. I got a call from my girlfriend. She was in a mental institution. She tried to kill herself because of the breakup. She blamed me. I refused to speak with her since. This was such an event that I began to seek solace in other women, women that I would use for sex to see if I could regain that feeling of freedom that I had felt with her, and to distract me from the cold reality of a world without my biggest supporter. I burned enough bridges to strike a hole in the ozone layer and eventually I realized that I needed to change. I began seeing this girl who really showed me what responsibility actually looked like and what growing up really was. She shared the same name as my mother but couldn't have been more different. She truly showed me what comfort was. She repaired my view on the world. She pulled me out. Not as a lover though, more as a friend. She knew our bond wasn't one purely built on romance but rather two people who needed companionship more than anything at that very moment. When we broke up it wasn't a traumatic event, we just realized we were going in separate directions. She lives in Kentucky now, and I hope she's okay.

In July 2023 I began working as a server and I started finishing college. It was at this point my life truly turned around. I had friends, I was in therapy, I felt normal again. In February 2024 I met Madison. Madison is the woman of my dreams. She is everything I've ever wanted. She's strong, beautiful, funny, compassionate, and responsible. Madison gets me, I don't have to change anything for her. I feel like if I were to tell that Nineteen year old boy about her he'd realize that everything he was experiencing, the whirlwind of pain he'd been caught in would lead him to her, he'd understand. I would have kept fighting just for the idea of her. In October 2024 I got a call from the adoption center. They had found my cat locked in a crate with another covered in piss and seeing he was chipped they contacted me to come get him. I nearly burst into tears in the Walmart parking lot I was in as I received the news. My light in the darkness was finally back in my life after two years. I was also infuriated that my ex could just toss him aside like he meant nothing to her. Abandoning him in a ditch to die. She's a mother to a baby boy now. The father is not in her life. Benson now lives with my brother and sister where he is well loved and taken care of. Me and Madison stop by to bring him food and spend time with him because we both are in love with this cat.

Yesterday I was told that Benson has FIV. Which is treatable, the doctor however said worst case he has a year to live. My brother took him while I was at work. He broke down into tears in the lobby. Whenever I was told I didn't emote. Not a single tear was shed. I was emotionless. This morning I was told my grandmother, the one who took my ex in, has lung cancer. This afternoon her husband got into a car accident that totaled his truck, he's at the hospital right now. He drove himself there, because he's an animal. I haven't cried yet. I don't really feel anything right now. In moments like these, moments of great struggle I just have to remind myself what these build up to. When the world looks like it's just taking away from you, when it all looks like there's no hope, when everything is falling apart, you sometimes have to drive yourself to the hospital. I could just say my life sucks and move on but, I know it doesn't. Benson was brought back into my life so we could show him the love I had found and give it back to him no matter if he was sick or not. I have been surrounded by love that I built up by pushing through and I'm going to keep doing that. Keep on pushing. For Madison, for Nana, for Pap, for Mom, for Dad, for Jordyn, for Jackson, for Ethan, for Keegan, for Braden, for Carson, for Charles, for Kat, for Stephanie, for Benson.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

[kzuyy]

i was not going to talk abt this but its bringing my attention when a sweet girl posted on her story abt her ex nd i recognized her from somewhere looked deeper nd she wuz the girl tht my ex got with after me nd another girl my ex dated at a pyschward . on may of 2023 they got together . but before all of tht; when me and her dated back in oct of 2021 i rmbr we accidentally met at these special restroom the counselor gave us . we gave each other insta nd walked and talked . 2 weeks later she asked if i wanted to b her gf . i said yes becuz i felt under pressured nd didnt see her as more than a friend . we started dating nd everything i told her my träuma with s@ nd me not being a very sexual person . she knew abt nd always lied and manipulated she wuz "asexual" nd tht she wuz also forced into s3xual things by her ex . i didnt think much of it b4 . we dated we did everything but 2 weeks into the relationship she started getting extremly touchy nd i wld push her away nd told her im not comfortable . but every time she tried to put her hands i alwys kept pushing away telling her i dnt feel comfortable at all . we did kiss nd the next day i woke up with cold sores . nd her too . i didnt knw wut it wuz until i did research . she is a walking stds . months into the relationship she started doing things behind my back she wld kiss , hold hands , sext , do s3xual things with others , she wld cheat infront of me nd always hoped for a reaction out of me but i nvr reacted becuz things like this has happened to me when i wuz younger too . nd im very nice person i wldnt dare to hurt any1 . i wuz jst confused . i started spiraling becuz i wuz in sm confusion i started smoking weed becuz i had sm family , school nd her causing me to spiral . she knew abt it i told her but she still kept doing horrible things behind my back , i spiraled out of control i started abüsing more drũgs nd started going to show , parties , nd hanging out with ppl who were doing drügs . i ended up in a ward on march of 2022 becuz i 0d on xans . i came back to school nd everything changed but her . she kept treating me like sh!t she wld insult me , hurt me , put me down , get aggressive , wld constantly point out my insecurities or even things i nvr wuz insecure abt , she wld get extremly abüsive verbally , mentally nd emotionally , she wld constantly tell me she want3d to k1ll ppl nd how she has plans on how too . she always wuz horrible to other ppl she didnt like . she wld always tell me how her ex treated her i wuz always her #1 supporter . i wuz there always comforting , loving , caring , sweet . she wld do sm and ruined nd damaged me . on july of 2022 i ended up cũtting my arm rlly deep becuz b4 i did she told me smthing i want to erase from my mind frvr . i went to gym every wuz normal until the end of the class nd we had to change . i grabb3d my eyebrow razor nd i made a big cũt traumatizing a lot of girls . i went to the nurse they took me to the er nd straight to the pyshward . i did a lot of horrible things to myself at tht school tht they didnt want me back . we were still together but she abüsed smmm verbally and mentally even when i wuz in the pyschwards or 3ating d1sorder hospitals . but finally broke things off on oct 2022 . she still came back to me always wanting my advice or jst some1 to b there for her until she dated some1 on may 2023 nd she said very awful things called me "chubbs" when she clearly knew i wuz in the hospital for my 3ating d1sorder . she started getting rlly abüsive when she found some1 else to b with on tht month . i rmbr i blocked her bad nvr ever looked back . she ruined me i had to fix myself but wuz so depend on drügs to heal from all the träuma she made me endure for a year . i started abüsing drügs like crazyyyy ! for a longg time but decided to go sober on april of this year . i ended up relapsing again but jst becuz of this trǎuma again when smthing brought me back but rn im doing wayyy better !!

[annieintheaair]

I think you're seeing someone else; I think you're seeing who I used to be.

I think the worst thing about moving forward sometimes is letting go of your expectations. All of the “it was supposed to be” and “I was looking forward to.” It’s hard sometimes to accept a new reality.

After a while, the loneliness goes away. You reconnect with friends, own all of your time, and realize the joy of being single again. Sure, your weekends look a little different, but you have so much more time back in your life. It’s almost like when you’re in a meeting that ends early— they tell you they’re “giving you time back”. At first, maybe you’re not sure what to do with that time, but then you realize it’s actually a gift.

I was given 88 flight hours for the month of May. Initially, I was mad. I did not want to go beyond my comfortable 65-75 hours. Then, yesterday morning, I sat down in front of my computer and decided to pick up more hours— up to 105. Will I be exhausted? Absolutely. But will I be making a lot more money? Yes!

So what does it mean to work 105 hours for the month? Well, I'm still off for Cinco de Mayo and Memorial Day weekend. I realized that working more hours doesn't have to suck-- when I fly with friends, it's actually not like going to work at all. I worked with my friend Kia the other night and we had such a great time catching up that we decided to pick up more trips to work together in May. Work isn't that bad when you're with friends.

Spending more time at work, especially since I fly at night, means no time for dating. I haven't really been interested in dating right now and I find swiping to be a complete waste of my time. Instead, I want to enjoy the things I want to do, spend time with friends, work, and focus on all of the bigger things I'm currently dealing with in my life. Finding a new relationship isn't even on my priority list right now.

The thing is, when a relationship ends, obviously, you feel sad, but over time, you find joy in being single again. Sometimes, it's just nice to have those few days off from work open without any plans. If I decide at the moment that I want to do something, then I'll do it, but I'm not letting anyone down by bailing on weekend plans or deciding I'd rather stay home and have a movie marathon.

I remember two years ago when I had the situationship with Joe. I think I knew it would never actually be something but I let it play out anyway. It was the end of April 2022 and I remember Dan telling me on the phone, many times, that I deserved better than Joe. I knew he was right but I was still sad when it ended. It wasn't even like Joe had taken up much of my time and back then I was still flying some multi-day trips for work.

One night, after Ras and Gabrielle left my house, I jumped in the shower and all of these feelings just hit me. Even though Joe and I had never really been anything, the rejection, even though it was my choice to end it, stung. I wondered if anyone would ever love me and I so badly wanted to know the truth about me and Dan. I sent him a long text asking and then he called me.

Dan and I talked on the phone for a long time that night. It was the closure that I so desperately needed after all of those years. It was almost 12 years after our final breakup but I needed to know why he cheated on me and why we could never work it out. It was that night when I realized that someone cheating on me or not loving me wasn't actually about me. Dan reminded me that he was stupid and made bad choices and that he regretted it every day. I was still someone worth loving and I deserved happiness, even though it never felt like it at the time.

In the beginning, Dan and I would walk to Waterplace Park at night and sit by the river and talk. Everything then was so easy and innocent. The start of college held so much promise for both of us. It made me wonder, many times, how we went from sitting by the river watching the fish to awful fights where we said so many things we never should have said and really didn't actually mean. There was so much hurt over the years-- Dan from making bad choices and usually me from saying horrible things when I was hurt and upset, as a result of his choices.

When Dan called me two years ago, I didn't know that day that in less than four months, he would be gone forever. No one knows the future and I definitely didn't know that day that he would die in a few months. After he passed away, once I cried all the tears I could possibly cry, I realized how grateful I was that I received that closure just a few months prior. I guess I needed to know that someone leaving was never a reflection of me but a choice they made, just like the choice we make in relationships where we choose to love the other person every day. Love is a choice, just like cheating is a choice.

Young college me was always devastated by the hurt that Dan put me through, over and over again. As we grew up and met and dated other people, he realized that he would never find another me. The other day, while working with my friend Kia, she reminded me of the same -- that Todd would never find another me. She said, "He's not going to find anyone better than you."

When I thought about what Kia said and the same sentiment that I've gotten from my other friends, I wondered if Todd ever really knew me at all. The person that my friends know and the person that Dan never stopped loving, is lovable and very deserving of love. She's a person with a good heart, who forgives, who works hard, and who never gives up on people, no matter how hard it is sometimes. It almost made me sad to think that Todd never got to know the real me, and learn to and choose to love me the way that other people in my life do. The person who is really missing out, as my friends and Dan would say, is Todd.

While I'm not out there dating right now and looking to meet someone new, I hope to someday meet someone organically, in the real world, outside of the apps. I can't say that I'll ever rejoin the apps but I also can't promise I won't rejoin someday. For now, as my therapist, Jose, said this morning, "You're practicing self-care, which is what you need the most right now."

xoxo

Annie

[6lost6but6trying]

April 7 1:53am

Im here sitting in front of my tv after a gaming session with my best friend…

Wishing u were playing with us

I miss ur voice

I miss u giving us heads up and knowing where they are

I don’t know how you know but you do in detail which amazes me

If sitting here in front of my tv about to cry myself to sleep

Because I feel like I got nothing figured out

My relationship I have is feeling like it’s turning bad

But besides that I just feel useless

Like I’m not anywhere I wanna be yet

No goal

Nothing

Just here

Alive

When I don’t wanna be

I wanna cry myself to sleep

But I don’t wanna cry myself to sleep…

I don’t know

Im just really tired

Im overthinking so many stuff and as I hear my thought telling me I’m useless and i will never reach whatever goal I may have or a better future

I found myself just remembering the time I laid with u with my head on ur shoulder so close to your chest telling u that I’m nowhere financially stable and feel useless and I shut me up as u play with my hand that I had up and gently point to the middle of my palm tapping it gently telling me “ you will catch up to her financially, u will have money, you’re not useless, you’re somebody, you will make it, I believe in you”

Your words still run through my dull brain and it’s making me miss u more

I know if this ends,

You May or may not take me back in as a friend and I’ll respect either choice…

I just know I probably won’t be over you even tho I haven’t seen u in a while…

Haven’t heard that voice in a while…

I found myself the other day hearing ur voice saying “ look you little shit” and I smiled…

I was at work and he asked me why I was smiling and I just told him I remembered something funny that’s all

It’s not something funny

It’s something I like u calling me

I find it cute I don’t know why…

Im still so sorry all this happened this way

I just feel like I’m now being pushed against a corner of a wall and I want to be killed….

Don’t get mad at me

I thought about it again but then remembered that I promised you I wouldn’t do it…

I didn’t

But I did hurt my leg physically

It may be bruised in the morning, I have no idea but I got some sort of high which made me take deep breath and wanted to keep doing it til my thigh purple…

I stopped…

But please don’t get mad…

I turned to alcohol

I drank a little bottle I had then I created a ice tea drink and put the last bit of alcohol mix into my drink

I was feeling a buzz as I played my game

I told him I didn’t wanna video and just play

I didn’t want my best friend knowing I wasn’t ok

I did squats and spins in my room to feel a buzz and it somehow worked…

Im not ok.

Just glad there wasn’t anymore alcohol

All I want rn if to have things calm…

I just still catch myself missing you when I shouldn’t be

Im with her, I do love her but what does it say when I do love her and don’t wanna lose her but the more we fight the more im craving YOU …. You’re so close to me that I can walk to you…. C

I can drive 3 min just to see you…

With her it’s 10 mins by car…

That’s more than a 40 min walk….

I asked god so Many years ago when I came out to give me a gf so close to me….

He gave me you two…

At the same time…

I met you both in July 2022

Im so mad at god for doing this…

Im not even religious anymore but a part of me is still kinda religious….

I begged him for a person close to me and gave me you both…

Obviously you’ve always been the first choice….

I just choose her

And you already know why…

But then I question if I made the right choice or if I should’ve stayed friends with u and see where that could’ve gone before I did anything with her and kept her as a friend…

It’s all stupid and I wish I had a manual but that’s impossible….

When I find myself depressed I still think of me laying with u and I feel safe…

I know if I got to know u way more…

I could’ve loved you

Yes I was “ in love” but like as in “crushing hard on you” where my tummy gave me butterflies everything im around u….

I just wanna be in your arms again….

I even miss your natural scent I don’t know what it is but it’s YOU

You see right through me when I’m hugging you and I miss you not letting go til I do…

This sucks… I’m sorry

I hope I do see you again…. And everything isn’t so hectic …

[scraregenrecs]

Rare & Gen Rec Round-Up - July & August 2022

We're back! Sorry for the delay while we sorted out a few IRL things. Check out some of our favorite rare & gen SC works from July and August 2022. We know you'll enjoy them! 

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Dedicated to the One I Love by @wearpersistencewell, Alexis/Ted, Patrick & Ted, rated T, 1081 words

Summary: Patrick helps Ted navigate his breakup with Alexis and decision to stay in the Galapagos for three years.

Rec [written by doingthemost]: I love fics that look at the friendships behind the scenes, and this is no exception. I'm glad to see Ted and Patrick fleshed out more here. It makes perfect sense that Patrick could provide stability and support to Ted in Season 6.  

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Farming podcast by Amanita_Fierce, David & Johnny, rated M, 600 words

Summary: David gives Johnny a lift and accidentally plays a little bit of his smutty audiobook farming podcast. Johnny is very helpful.

Rec [written by samwhambam]: This one made me LOL and cringe with extreme second hand embarrassment. I could just feel David’s humiliation and like, Johnny never makes situations like this better. It really feels like them. It’s a fun, quick read that will definitely have you laughing.  

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Fluff and Fold by @brrose-apothecary, Davie & Stevie, rated T, 1785 words

Summary: Stevie has a secret she’s never shared with anyone: she’s not always playing solitaire behind that desk. David finds out and Stevie submits to the mortifying ordeal of being known.

Rec [written by doingthemost]: This is such an inspired secret for Stevie (of course she writes sexy fic, and of course she writes it at work) and the banter between Stevie and David after he finds out is an absolute blast to read!

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Happy Hour is Here by @weathereyehorizon, Stevie & Patrick, rated G, 1190 words

Summary: Stevie is still figuring out David’s new business partner but she’s learned a few things: how much he loves baseball, that Ronnie is going to be his enemy for life, and what his preferences are. The only question is whether some other guy is going to catch Patrick’s eye before David does.

Rec [written by samwhambam]: i LOVE a good friendship fic, and will gobble up everything and anything that has Stevie and Patrick becoming besties. I loved this little look into them becoming friends. Stevie is observant and the perfect BFF to David, and teases Patrick just enough, even though they don’t know each other well yet. I loved it and highly recommend. 

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if only i could have a puppy by @hullomoon, David & Stevie, rated T, 1626 words

Summary: After adopting a dog David notices an error on the adoption papers. Of course, everyone in town has an opinion about that.

Rec [written by doingthemost]: This is so funny and adorable. I love the idea of David getting a puppy pal early on in the SC timeline, and everyone's opinions on his new dog (and the dog's name!) are so spot-on. 

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[Art] kindred spirits by angelandfaith, Stevie, Twyla, April Ludgate, rated G

Summary: April's pretty sure there are vegetables in her smoothie. Gross.

Rec [written by doingthemost]: This is such a cute piece of fanart—and an inspired crossover to boot! I love the idea of April hanging out with Stevie and Twyla… I'm sure they'd have some wild conversations 😁

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Ranked, Filed by steviesflannel, David/Stevie, rated E, 1328 words

Summary: David is cataloguing Stevie. On a slow night in the Honeymoon Suite, he discovers something new.

Rec [written by petalwrites]: Did you hear that? It’s my incoherent squealing upon reading this fic. It’s such a soft, funny, sexy look into one of David and Stevie’s relationship in S1. It’s so sweet and kept me smiling the whole way through. I love these emotionally stunted, ticklish idiots so very much!

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Sunrise in our eyes by @hullomoon, Rachel/Stevie, rated T, 471

Summary: Rachel has a little morning treat for Stevie.

Rec [written by petalwrites]: This piece is short & sweet… in more than one way! It’s two of my favorite ladies, love confessions, and no-bake cookies. What’s not to love?

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[Podfic] The Guestbook of David and Patrick Rose-Brewer by Amanita_Fierce, B13-maybethistime, cottagepodfics, Djapchan, @godoflaundrybaskets, HowOldAreWe, @n0connections, @petalwritesx, poddingthemost, roseszain, @schittposting, @thesleepyskipper, @landofsonlali, @sunlightsymphony, @sweatersinthesummer, @whetherwoman, wi22iou, DevilWithABirdDress, everyone!, rated T, 9:02

Summary: “A home isn't always the house we live in. It's also the people we choose to surround ourselves with.” — The House in the Cerulean Sea

A look through the entries in David and Patrick's wedding guestbook

Rec [written by doingthemost]: I loved the original fic by @landofsonlali, and this is such a fun reimagining of it! Everyone's voices are a delight to listen to. Both the fic and the pod are a great way to honor all of the Schitt's Creek characters we love so much.

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This is the miracle that I've been dreaming of by @hippolotamus, Alexis/Twyla, rated G, 830 words

Summary: “Oh,” she says softly, wondering if she’s making a mistake. Standing in the middle of the café, among the cracked vinyl booths and oversized menus, the romantic notion she had in her mind is replaced with anxiety and doubt. She’s spinning on her heel to leave when she hears it.

“Alexis!” comes the sunny voice she would know anywhere by now, followed by a warm hand circling her wrist.

She turns to see Twyla, still looking sleepy, with traces of yesterday's makeup on her face. “Twyla,” Alexis swallows, nervous. “Hi.”

Twyla scrunches her nose, never losing her rosy smile. “Is… everything okay?”

“Yeah! Yes!” Alexis sucks in a breath. “I… last night was real. Right?”

Rec [written by doingthemost]: This is such a soft, tender little moment between these two! I love reading about all the different ways that these two could get together after the show's end, and this is one perfect imagining of how it could happen.

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I posted 449 times in 2022

That's 220 more posts than 2021!

263 posts created (59%)

186 posts reblogged (41%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 413 of my posts in 2022

Only 8% of my posts had no tags

#ncisla - 256 posts

#chicago fire - 117 posts

#stellaride - 60 posts

#kelly severide - 37 posts

#stella kidd - 36 posts

#densi - 34 posts

#stellaride wedding - 32 posts

#13x22 - 29 posts

#chicago pd - 22 posts

#13x21 - 20 posts

Longest Tag: 80 characters

#i published another post-ep the other day (different fandom) and it felt so good

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

This is not a drill.

I have been writing again.  Mostly Stellaride, but I am working on a Densi post-ep from last week and have a multi-chapter idea for Densi that I’m trying to plan out.  It’s amazing what a change in antidepressant protocol can do!

I haven’t been posting my Stellaride stuff on ff.net because the audience seems to mostly be on AO3, but I’ll post my Densi stuff both places.

Stellaride post 10x10

Stellaride post 10x11

Stellaride collection

Stellaride fix-it of Stella coming home

45 notes - Posted March 13, 2022

#4

I love Edit [Janko] Reagan

“Don’t look at me, you guys raised him”

47 notes - Posted April 29, 2022

#3

Please PLEASE tell me Mason wrote “Just Married” on Kelly’s car with post-it notes. PLEASE.

69 notes - Posted May 25, 2022

#2

“Kelly, the simple truth is that you are m a g i c to me. Whenever I’m at my lowest, you lift me up. You never leave my side. You are the goodest of men. And yes, we are taking a huge, crazy leap into the unknown, but we’re doing it together. And when I need to hear it, you’ll tell me, ‘you’ve got this Stella Kidd,’ and I’ll know that everything will be okay because it always is when I’m with you. I love you with everything I’ve got, Kelly Severide, and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.”

“Stella, I decided a long time ago that if I was gonna be with you, I needed to be worthy of you, which seemed impossible. How do I become worthy of someone brave enough to show who they are inside and out? What makes me this better person that I keep hearing about is you keep me from locking things up. Instead, you made sure you really knew me. Then by some miracle, you still love me. Stella, I might never be worthy of you, but I promise to spend the rest of my life trying. And I love you.”

91 notes - Posted May 26, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Obv I went back and watched the Stellaride hospital scene like 15 times just now.  Things I loved:

- Stella being so worried she can’t even form a single complete thought

- the way she is afraid to touch him where he’s injured so she just keeps touching his face

- KELLY SEVERIDE WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES

- the way he tucks his head into her chest when she hugs him close

- the way he choked up when he told her he loved her

- the placement of his hands on her upper thighs when Boden walks in

- Kelly wiping his tears away as Boden and the detective come in

- DID I MENTION KELLY SEVERIDE WAS SO EMOTIONAL HE WAS BASICALLY CRYING??

- more face touching

- the way Stella cradles his head against her after they’re left alone again

YOU GUYS.  I just freaking love them so freaking much and they’re getting freaking married NEXT WEEK. 

98 notes - Posted May 18, 2022

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I posted 131 times in 2022

That's 13 more posts than 2021!

82 posts created (63%)

49 posts reblogged (37%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@gatheryepens

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I tagged 85 of my posts in 2022

Only 35% of my posts had no tags

#study blog - 77 posts

#studyblr - 77 posts

#sixth form - 76 posts

#a levels - 75 posts

#study space - 75 posts

#studywithme - 72 posts

#a level physics - 70 posts

#a level maths - 54 posts

#year 12 - 52 posts

#a level further maths - 50 posts

Longest Tag: 104 characters

#i’ll probably lose but i don’t know what to do with myself and this seems like the best option right now

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

On Thursday I woke up with a migraine and made myself go to school cause there was a show I didn’t want to miss and I had both of my maths teachers that day. I did this with the plan on not going in on Friday. Come Friday I still feel horrible, my skin feels sensitive, my eyes hurt when I move them. I’m suffering. I eventuality take a covid test and it comeback positive.

I wrote off my original symptoms as a combination of me over working myself and stress. This so my first time testing positive since the start of the pandemic. I’m not as invincible as I though. 😪

Day 24: What's your favourite beverage?

Nigerian Fanta. It’s sold in a glass bottle and it so much better than what the one that they sell herein the UK.

Day 25: What does your ideal breakfast look like?

A breakfast wrap/sandwich that contains eggs and sausage (beef of course)

Fruit and yogurt parfait on the side

Day 26: What's the cosiest place in your mind right now?

My bedroom. Just me, my bed and Aristotle and Dante

And the public library I go to. Me and all those books.

26 notes - Posted February 26, 2022

#4

I think I am starting to enjoy revising/studying (would enjoy it much more if my maths exam wasn’t so close but you win some you lose some). I think have a routine that works for me for now.

Ramadan is less than 20 days away and I need to come up with some sort of timetable to ensure I get enough sleep, and can still revise. I wish I was the type of person wi could fall asleep where ever quickly. If I was I wouldn’t Bebe bother changing my routine much. I would just take naps everywhere.

15th March: How do you deal with academic/work stress? Do you have a coping system/mechanism?

I feel like I’m in a constant state of panic so at this point I don’t get affected much.

However every once in a while I do stress more than usual so much so that my appetite is usually affected. In those scenarios I make sure to write down everything I need to do and spread it out over a period of time.

I have learnt that when I have a lot of something to do, that me trying to do it all in one day doesn’t work for me. I get bored and ended up working img slowly. Or I get stressed by how much I have left to do, and end up freezing.

29 notes - Posted March 15, 2022

#3

First week back at school done. It was tiring, and I took today (Sunday) to complete relax and do no work. I know this is gonna be my last peaceful/stress-less day for a while so I savoured it.

I started listening to a true crime podcast called “female criminals” and a history podcast called “history’s b side” both are quite interesting. Would recommend both of them.

I went to my first bookclub meeting. I joined the club a couple months back but never I never went to the meetings cause didn’t have time to read the books. But I managed to this month and it was fun talking to other about books.

Quantum fact: The uncertainty principle tells us that the more we know about one property of a wave the less we know about another. Pairs include Wavelength and location as well as energy and time. For example, the easier it is to pinpoint the location of a wave, the harder it is to find its wavelength.

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31 notes - Posted April 24, 2022

#2

I went exploring over the weekend!!!!

Saturday 19th March

I went to the Future Robots: Material Futures X DeepMind exhibition in London with a friend. It was cool and interesting. My favourite part was the synesthesia translator

We then went to a cafe in bookstore and worked for a bit. I felt so ✨aesthetic✨

Sunday 20th March

Went to the British library with my friend. It was so huge but a nice change of scenery

Took my younger sister with me and I don’t think I’ll be doing that again. Her being there made it more stressful and harder for me to concentrate as I had to ensure that she was safe

51 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

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Day 1: What’s your favourite podcast?

The Magnus archives. Such a good podcast. I have season 5 left and then it’s over 🥲

I did just finish “Fearie” today and that is definitely a good one

85 notes - Posted February 1, 2022

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I posted 22,005 times in 2022

346 posts created (2%)

21,659 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@pitrsattabhaadmeinjao

@nightimestar

@transgender-rex

@maleficent-cannoli

I tagged 1,196 of my posts in 2022

#ask - 79 posts

#rrr - 33 posts

#rambheem - 27 posts

#vegaspete - 22 posts

#kinnporsche crack - 21 posts

#ref - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 137 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

BRUH no one is choosing the arch squad this hilarious

23 notes - Posted October 27, 2022

#4

ok ok ok ok ok soooooo i cannot, i repeat, i cannot keep this inside anymore

rambheem have defeated scott and now have gone their separate ways fighting their separate battles but ofc they think about each other frequently.

what if what if now that bheem can write and read he starts letter writing. and the first letter he sends is to ram. (neither of them have realised their feelings for each other here yet). ram is overjoyed the moment he reads the letter and writes another back.

and slowly this becomes a routine of theirs (there can also be the OT3 ramxsitaxbheem 👀👀) and they start to fall in love. and because they are oblivious (yes i hc sita as a really clever and kind person who can do everything and anything except when it comes to love ) and they have some violent reactions to this.

so far i only have this but feel?free to add on!

just gonna tag a few ppl: @lil-stark @cobbledstone @raindrops-on--roses @rambheem-is-real @thewinchestergirl1208

29 notes - Posted April 9, 2022

#3

we thought vegaspete would be the couple with communication issues and a whole lot of sex but oh what a surprise

29 notes - Posted July 3, 2022

#2

JennySita Fic

I went a bit crazy today and I guess, here you go, the word vomit.

"Love is the aiiiiiiirr," Sita sang as she smirked at Bheem from her study table.

"Oh my god," Bheem groaned. "I already told you, I don't like him that much."

"Sure, Bheem," Sita said, still smirking.

Bheem groaned. It was a mistake to tell his best friend about his crush on the hot senior.

"Fuck you, Sita," Bheem said as he lifted himself off from the bed and walked out of her room.

Sita sighed in relief. If her best friend started moping, he didn't stop. It had happened with his ex-partners and it was probably going to happen with this guy, whose name he hadn't given.

She went back to studying. She had better things to do than look after her wreck of a best friend.

"Hey," Bheem popped his his head into the room.

"What now?" Sita asked without looking up.

"Jenny's here," Bheem said and Sita swore she could hear the smugness in his voice thatlittle-

"Tell her I'll be there in a minute," Sita said.

"'Kay," Bheem said and went back into the hall. Sita closed the door after him.

God.

She placed a hand on her heart. She groaned as she felt it racing. She wondered how Jenny looked. Did she wear that baby blue shirt with that white jean skirt? Sita was going to die if she wore that, oh god. Spot dead, no blood, brain hemorrhage. She looked so cute in that.

Focus, Sita. Focus.

She looked at herself in the mirror. She..... looked like she was at home. And, she was! No need to feel like a greasy gremlin in her own house.

Well, it was rented but...still.

Her hair was not looking too bad for someone who had run their hands through it one too many times. She smoothed it out with her comb.

After she calmed down a bit, she went outside. Jenny and Bheem were talking with glasses of Slice in their hands. For Sita's sake, Jenny was not wearing anything too cute, just a shirt and jeans.

Jenny noticed her first. "Oh, Sita!" she exclaimed with a smile.

Sita was never going to live from the starting, was she?

Jenny hugged her and Sita was immediately engulfed by the scent of lavender. She hugged Jenny back, and maybe, just maybe, she was hugging for a bit too long. Being in Jenny's arms cured her of every anxiety that was there.

"Shall we go?" Jenny asked after they let go of each other.

Were Jenny's cheeks red or was she imagining it?

It was Jenny's perplexed expression that brought Sita back. "Oh. Um, where?"

Jenny tilted her head, quirking her eyebrow. "You said you'd come with me for ice cream and fast food today, remember?" she said.

Realisation dawned on her. "Oh. Right," Sita said. "I'll be back in a minute. I'm so sorry!"

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43 notes - Posted May 4, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

man i fucking love water

120 notes - Posted May 15, 2022

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