#everything lately had been triggering my trauma and it ssoooo fucking annoying
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I'm very bad at 3d thinking to the point I sometimes struggle to put on a jacket right and now every night I have to figure out how to put a damn cpap mask on
it's 3 God damn straps you'd think it'd be easy
nope
#i can do stuff as long as im not thinking about it#sometimes if i think about putting on a sock too hard ill get vertigp and need to stop and like. recalibrate.#sometimes ill need to like. lay or sit down depending on the thing.#its so god damn frustrating#any way this post brought to you by ne thinking to myself 'just put the damn thing on you can always adjust things back'#im 2 below max humidity on it and i gotta talk to the pharmacist abt it but my ent wants me to have it on like. mac so.#tempted but scared#also another thing abt why the fuck was i just yelled at for it when my brither got support:#tying my shoelaces! i got yelled at for not being able to figure it out at the right age and my brother got velcro#well into his late teens :^) <- screaming#everything lately had been triggering my trauma and it ssoooo fucking annoying#let me be happy about a memory of my grandmother instead of sending me into a spiral about my past#and how im a bad person for long redacted ramble
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