#everything i could ever need handed to me on a silver plate or whatever tf the saying is
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#why is the world so heartbreaking 🤣🤣🤣#regardless of the#the radius you know#near and far#it holds true#personal world or encompassing u as an infinitesimal part of it#is it worth it?#can you make it worth it?#maybe the buddhists were right and the only way forward is to give up everything good and bad to leave this cycle of suffering forever#i’m just being a pedantic little bitch but damn#this shit be hurting#side note i wanna quit everything#just rawdog misery like the loser i really am#i’m just inviting more problems down the line with my shortsighted thinking#i’ve had it so easy#everything i could ever need handed to me on a silver plate or whatever tf the saying is#still a fuck-up too damn sensitive to do anything right#i can’t do anything#what am i doing man like what am i supposed to be doing#i should get dinner this thought spiral is going nowhere#at least i still have music#stupid boy#my feelings feel disproportionate for the occasion but they feel inevitable at the same time#what’s the word that means predestined but without the religious connotation#so much love inside me but not enough to make me a good person#i wish i felt like screaming or crying idk but that’s never been my style#im just here normal as always but like my heart bro it’s like#grown spikes inside my body and doing some nuclear fission shit#i need to get hit by a car and not die or something maybe my organs need to see the outside for a bit then i’ll be normal
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