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the full page of radahn doodles bc i love him :3
(Radahn, Elden Ring)
#ganondoodles#art#elden ring#radahn#doodles#general radahn#starscourge radahn#im not good at making sketch pages look good#but i have a mighty need to draw him#but need to stop for today bc my thumb needs a break#i want to yell about him#and all his ost is gonna make me cry even harder than before#elden ring dlc spoilers#... just bc those lil doodles in the corners#also added leonard to the everyone so mean to me meme
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It took me like 6 years but i Finally drew this old idea of mine.
"What if Dante and Vergil were born as grubs and changed their forms to human-like only with time?"
#This artwork is probably the last new art i'm going to post in a longer time#i'm busy#+actually my pen broke even harder so i guess i need to finally buy a new tablet#it's a miracle i scribbled this doodle somehow. hehh.#EDIT: OMG?? GUYS. i just went to the dmc tag after a looong time. and turns out someone drew grub Dante and Vergil few days ago. AAA#I'M SO HAPPY. GO LOOK UP @/retrorruption IF YOU WANT SOME GRUB DANTE AND VERGIL. Actually i reblogged the artwork myself. it's so cute!!#Everyone has to see it! glad it's art reblog day today#DMC#Devil May Cry#DMC Fanart#Devil May Cry fanart#Dante#Vergil#Dante Sparda#Vergil Sparda#Eva Sparda#grubs#bugs#DMC Dante#DMC Vergil#DMC Eva#artists on tumblr#doodle#carpet's art#accessible art#id in alt
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That means we're friends now, Aylin.
#23.5 the series#23point5#23.5 degrees#viewjune#view benyapa#june wanwimol#uservid#lextag#userkit#rowan gifs#cw flashing#the devil (the quality of that hand shot) works hard but my obsession with view works harder we won today we won we won [sobbing]#ill gif ongsasun in a little bit too just wanted to get my best and favorite girls first !#also what even. what is the tag. what are we doing
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If only there was essentially a dating site explicitly to get dragged into a pretty girl's basement and made into a cute and adorable girl...
If there’s nothing like it yet, make do with what you have!!! Where do you live cutie? I’m sure we can set something up :3
#Make TumblrDotCom the forcefem victim site!#.#forcefem#i-like-talking#asks open!#..#wasn’t planning to do two posts today#but this anon just came in and was too good to ignore#thanks cutie!#you sparked some inspiration which is making me ignore my bedtime even harder x3#( but seriously thanks! you do half the posting for me and I really appreciate that!!!)
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Oh my gosh whyyyy am I so obsessed with numbers I don't like it at all this is driving me INSANEEEE😭😭IT'S GETTING WORSE AND WORSE AS THE DAYS GO BY AAAA
#IT'S SO WEIRD I HATE IT I HATE IT SO FCKING MUCH#I've had this weird relationship with numbers for years but it's gotten so much worse#I'm so obsessed with even numbers and odd numbers likeeee#I have even days and odd days?? that's what I call them anyways#where on even days everything has to involve even numbers and on odd days everything has to involve odd numbers#like those are my safe numbers for those days#and if I use the wrong number on the wrong day something bad will happen so I have to.I guess?? neutralize it?? somehow..#usually I figure out how in the moment but other times I just panic#likee for example today's an (I'm assuming) even day right now. so I have to have my tv volume on an even number#I have to eat an even number of food today#I CANNOT rb something on tumblr if I'm not on an even numbered reblog or I'm not an even numbered note... that makes no sense lemme explain#so I always have to like posts I reblog it's a rule I have for some reason. so in order for me to reblog a post#I have to land on an even number when I rb it#so for example if a post has 172 notes I'll like it which'll give it 173 notes then I'll rb which'll give it 174 notes#but if the post already has 173 notes before I liked it then I'll just like and not rb bcz if I rb it'll be 175 notes#which lands on an odd number and ahasbdhfbdsfaedw#it's the same for odd days just vice versa (it'd have to be on 177 though bcz 5 is an unsafe number for me rn)#YEAH 100% unsafe numbers for me are 3 5 6 and 9 and any number involving those numbers (so 26 and 13 are still unsafe)#basically no matter if it's an even day or an odd day I cannot land on anything with those numbers#and if I don't follow these rules my brain made up then something awful will happen or my day will go bad#or something I wanna do won't go well#thess numbers apply to EVERYTHING. and and it's SO ANNOYINGGGG. I've been trying to ignore it but it's getting harder and harder HELPPSADNF#I tried to tell my mom abt it but she just says “oh your grandma's also like that. you probably got it from her”#THANKS GRANDMA FOR THE NUMBER OBSESSION :'D#vent
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Maybe you are the start of a new sub-genre of alt porn: Witchy porn
Manifesting 💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫
#probably already a genre but pussy magic is my thing#and i have been filming like a good girl#and if i keep getting asks like today that make me 🥵😵💫🤤🫠🥵 i am sure i can work even harder#phewwwwwww#asks
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They call me mister stiff muscles. And ur never gonna guess why
#YEOWCH!!!!#I am so stiff my body is not cooperating 😭#still doing my workouts but damn my right arm is tight as hell and making things harder than they need to be#gonna have to get that sorted#anyway workout update!!#wish me luck babes I’m gonna crush this thing even if it is not fun today 💪😌#lynx talks
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Welp... only a month left till my birthday.
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I'm not prepared whatsoever 😬
#ever since I turned 30 I can't seem to feel excited about my birthday anymore...#guess it's not only because I'm getting old (VERY old OMG)#but also because... it's just not the same it used to be#every birthday reminds me of the people I used to celebrate it with in the past and who are not in my life anymore#and just... assuming that those people were not meant to be a permanent part of my life is hard#and even though it somehow gets easier as time goes by#there are certain times when it actually gets harder#I don't know I'm just getting too introspective lol#guess this is why I needed some time alone today...#it wasn't just a “meh” mood due to my period#there was more lying beneath the surface 🙃#anyways lol I'm getting older in one month and I'm not prepared how does the time fly so damn FAST 😭#I swear I was just turning 32 yesterday what the h—#zahra's ramblings#don't mind me
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trading our scheduled hunter awfulness for some luz awfulness. come on this journey with me
concept: offshoot of the worst timeline. hunter is "dead," or at least luz truly believes he is. she's trapped in the human world with belos. he has yet to get hit by a train and/or fall off a cliff, luz has yet to try to escape because she Does Not Care. they're in some abandoned cabin way deeper in the woods than the old house in gravesfield (because in the suburbs i think the neighbors would call the cops).
this is an Extremely unpleasant time period that doesn't bear thinking about, unless you're me and having a terrible pain day and need to think about your blorbos having a worse day than you are. belos is awful. luz is miserable. everything sucks. et cetera
after like, i dunno, three or four whole weeks of luz still being Despondent (and Boring), belos is like. well. this is ridiculous. you've had plenty of time to grieve. time to get over it!!
luz does Not get over it. obviously.
belos does what any concerned parent would do. & sources a pair of memory tweezers. (he Must have brought them with him, tbh. for "just in case".)
and then. proceeds to start burning her memories of hunter.
#getting the memories out in the first place wouldnt exactly be an easy task#luz would fight him harder than she's fought about Literally Anything since she was dragged into the human world.#thinking about it. going to be thinking about it until i can sleep.#toh#princess luz au#princess luz au worst timeline#horrible mindscape trauma pals#belos toh#luz noceda#abuse#child abuse#what do i even tag this as#belos is his own content warning#as per usual.#sorry luz. i've been informed my body is a furnace bc i'm feverish as hell bc my immune system is on fire. we both gotta burn today#princess luz au amnesia timeline
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This boomer opinion that "my kids deserve no inheritance, I'm going to spend it all on jetskis and cruises, they should just work hard like I did uwu" is so funny to me because this is the same generation who'll constantly berate the childfree about "leaving behind a legacy" and it turns out the legacy these boomers are leaving behind is their children struggling with lifelong poverty during the worst financial times since The Great Depression, something that their own parents went through and subsequently left these boomers an inheritance so as to avoid.
#and this whole “my kids should just work hard like I did” thing is also pretty funny#bc the statistics literally show every generation since the boomers has worked harder than the previous#but with no increase in wages#boomers didn't work hard to accumulate their wealth#they accumulated wealth by being born in the wealthiest time in recorded history#do boomers really think they worked harder than their own parents who survived The Great Depression?#the silent generation really was the best imo#they actually did struggle like millenials struggle today#& when they did pull themselves up by the bootstraps they left their boomer kids an inheritance to ensure they'd never struggle with poverty#the silent gen really did protect boomers from hardship so thoroughly these ingrates don't even understand what poverty is#they don't even recognise the legacy their own parents left them to protect them from poverty#they're willing to destroy their own parents' legacy and throw their kids into the fire#all because they don't recognise the privilege of living through the easiest financial time in history#the poverty of their day probably could be cured with a job flipping burgers#so they think that's still the case#they have no idea what their own parents protected them from and what they're obliviously throwing their own children into#childfree#anti natalism
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past me squirreled away so many little bread crumbs over the years to lead me back to information and records and things that I kept that I didn’t consciously allow myself to understand I might need someday again
#😭#crying in the bathroom a bit about it not gonna lie#I had so much evidence. so much proof#not of everything or many of the big things but of so many smaller things#and it’s been there all this time. I saved it and forgot about it and trusted that future me would follow the crumbs back to the note the#journal the email the flash drive the screenshot the sketchbook the post it note in a sports bag—#on and on and on#I saved so much#and then I saved my own self from knowing it#even when I would have wanted to use it earlier a few years ago#my brain protected it like I had coded it to#and everything keeps proceeding each year with me remembering more and more times when little me or high school me made silo-ing decisions#that shaped my safety without sacrificing the evidence or truth ultimately#I was much more cunning than I gave myself credit for after age 10 or so#I just had to hide it from my own self or I would have been made while still unsafe#brains are so powerful#and past me did something so kind for future me even though it was harder#and I’m really full of gratitude#this feels like something healing after how much trouble I’ve had almost passing out over and over today#I’ve always been looking out for me. I just haven’t always remembered that that was true.#shh Katie#cult escapee
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almost all sos poot villagers, i drew when the game was first announced... and only post now lol. lovett is missing cause i had no one left to pair him with, rip to this man
do not erase the caption, use or rePOST my art (reblog ok)
#my art#fan art#Harvest Moon#Story of seasons#story of seasons pioneers of olive town#sos poot#actually today learned that there's an hidden chara#so lovett COULD have been drawn with that dude i just didn't know#rip even harder#Bokujo Monogatari#bokumono#legit sad having left lovett out of this he's really fun#GASP also a silly mistake i made#is that there's a few charas who have a missing moustache#just cause i forgot#my brain just ignore those i guess
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had to call out of work today so i will do anything 600mg of ibuprofen allow me to do (lie down and catch up with my reading list over on my side @sodaneko)
#wanted to work on soft launch but it's not happening today 🤧#i'm so mad about catching this cold bc i mask up everywhere i go and STILL#i need to channel my inner Omi for this season even harder ugh#lale.txt
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fifth graders will look you right in the eye and say shit like "crap isn't a swear word" and "well our teacher lets us say it" and "no, mr. [name] says crap all the time and he lets us say it"
#other blatant lies from today include you're not allowed to give us laps (there's a list on the board of who has to do laps today)#also insane when they swear and you tell them they cant use that word and they say it five more times in apparent shock#two different boys did that two days in a row#anyway substituting is harder than being a real teacher for this reason but you can't beat the education requirements lol#i have an associate's that's not even relevant to teaching lmao#for context mr. name was not out today he had just stepped into the hall for a minute 😂#i was like oh yeah? is that what he's going to say when i ask him? and the kid was like yeah#so i asked mr name and shockingly he was like: no he's not allowed to say crap 🙄#literally....why would you even think a teacher would buy that 😂#i know among adults its sort of disputably a bad word but for kids its a bad word come on you can't scream crap in a classroom#in front of a teacher and not get in trouble#anyway subbing for a fifth grade class of all boys this week continues to be more challenging than toddlers or kindergarten and i mean that#oh another classic from the same kid this morning he wanted to know why he wasn't allowed to build a gun out of legos#and point it at his fellow students#hm 🤔🤔🤔#then they write SECS on their worksheet in huge letters bc they think somehow an adult won't catch that lmao
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For the boys who cry. (Me).
I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY
I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY
(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)
Background with no text cuz i'm way proud of it
#forcemasc#eh im hesitant to even put it in tags cuz my hearts rlly not in it today but#my positive masculine affirmations i usually categorise alongside my more forceful forcemasc#so its ok i think. enjoy. and know its ok to cry and be emotional. shits rough sometimes#be a better man than our dads were eh? im always striving for that#this song very much is one i relate to as someone who bought into toxic ideals to try and be me#and then am slowly having to relearn what being a man can be to me without buying into the toxicity that poisons the male role models in my#life. cuz i dont wanna be my dad or step dad lol. n theyre the types who've said this shit to me bout manning up growing balls#and it feels even more rebellious masculine and powerful to me to spit in that and go no fuck you. im a real man and i cry#and it doesnt make me any less of a man or less tough or hard#or less able to partake in hard masculine spaces and aesthetics#i can be a man who cries AND a man who can leave a bootprint on your face to remind you where you belong hah#thats part of whats nice abt forcemasc is a kink space where you CAN delve into harder more brutal things while compartmentalising#that thought process seperately from yr non-kink worldview of emotional regulation and emotional health! or whatever idk lol
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hi genuine question can you just decide not to have adhd
#vyvanse might not be worth it + it would take me months to switch to dex#due to logistical reasons . aaa#tempted to just not take it tmrw its so . UGH like maybe its easier to just simply not have all the symptoms#...like ok maybe i cant get rid of the losing things a lot thing but otjer than that#what if i simply chose to be super disciplined suddenly#god the crash happens midway for me like 4-7pm and it sucks so hard#actually today it started at 2 and ended at almost precisely 7 . i might up my dosage bc the effects r fading fast#and like after that time it just becomes nothing again ? no effects . maybe even harder to concentrate than b4 idk
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