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Multi-faceted • Introspection.
(This isn't really for any particular server, mainly for a pearl au I'm keeping to myself for now. :D)
Reblogs appreciated!
#pearlescentmoon#hermitcraft#trafficblr#empiresblr#hermitblr#empiressmp#pearlescentmoon fanart#I'll give you a hint about the au! there's another main character in it :D (besides pearl)#(im still keeping it a secret until I flesh out more for it. but enjoy these fun scenes from it for now)#posting this now even tho it's super late because this took me like 2 weeks to finish
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@/zeldot whiteboard doodles!!! a lil late to this one,,, 👀
#EVEN THO I WAS SUPER LATE TO IT was really fun to look at everyone AWESOME ART WAHGGDHDH#SO MANY COOL ARTISTS#yalld are sio cool i wanna talk ti yous so badly im jusr cringe#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 soldier#soldier tf2#demoman tf2#tf2 demoman#engineer tf2#tf2 engineer#tf2 miss pauling#miss pauling#tf2 scout#scout tf2#whiteboard#Theyre a lil ugly looking JUSR DONR STARe TOO HARD youll never know...#team fortress two#team fortress fanart
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eeep !! good morning friendz and happy happy monday ! it’s a brand new day !!! and a brand new week !! i’m waving my lil wand and spreading a lil magic in hopes that everyone has a good one ^_^ ♥︎
#^ i am so obsessed with her hair i wanna cut my bangs like this T^T#but !!! i am so excited guys !!#i am setting good intentions for the days ahead and ready to get everything back on track !#there’s prob sm to catch up at work today but that’s ok !! im ready to get a lot accomplished ^_^#was feelin super bummed out lately and i’m sorry for the negativity i brought on here but !!! sometimes it just has to be that way yk ?#things are turning around tho and i can feel the buzz of excitement in the air ❤︎#hoping that everyone can find something to lift their spirits <3 even the tiny things will build up and suddenly things won’t seem so bad#okay let me quit yappin and scurry into work !!#mihawk fic is queued and i’m SO EXCITED !!!! i went a lil nutty but that’s what kinktober is about !!#enjoy the day !!! make yummy choices !!! mwaaah iluuuu !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:
the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon
to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)
the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon
pretty much everything about that gible
blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)
boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen
pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character
#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit#the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league#but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle#i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/#that battling didnt even come up once#ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one#but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me#and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just#had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we#but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc#where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass#she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask#the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy#but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own#have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent#like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward#rewarding#imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show#as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all#was kind of a shitty move#like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th#which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself#by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!!#like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there#so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall#echoed voice
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i fucking hate how autism advocacy is so largely populated by late-diagnosed high-functioning autistics that forget that some people can't mask because you get takes like fuckingnfjdjdj "stop using functioning labels they're ableist" (they're not saying you're low/high-functioning is a neutral fucking statement just like saying ur disabled is) or god forbid fucking "well actually autism doesn't inhibit people that much and people like the stereotypes don't really exist" fuuuuuck you i AM the stereotypes, i use diapers as a disability aid and struggle to take care of myself without help, my "job" can barely be considered a job because anything else exhausts me too easily or i fail to understand it, i almost didn't fjcking pass high school, the only thing keeping you from immediately branding me as what i am (severely disabled) is the fact that i can type coherently fuck yoooouuuu. like i get it you all want rights i want rights to!! but the shit that you say in an attempt to get rights for yourself makes it so much less fucking likely for people like ME to get rights too. you're not taking a step forward by ignoring the fact that we exist you're just taking twenty fuckin steps back for god's sake
#hideawaysisposting#this isnt to say all high-functioning late-diagnosed autistics are like thos#im not really generalizing here because its obviously more nuanced than just like#oh clearly everyone in this group is like this#thats just prejudice#but like godddd#i have seen so many takes like this coming from those kinds of autists and it infuriates me#literally just saw a post like#i think we should start using low or high masking instead of functioning labels teehee#FUCK YOUUUU I LITERALLY CANT EVEN MASK AT ALL THESE DAYS#LOW MASKING MY ASSSSSSS#ughh#sorry i get super heated abt this shit#im gonna go make imaginary amvs in my head abt my ocs now
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been thinking a lot about the what happens post game and sycamore's hypothetical children.
#my art#my ocs#kingmaker shenanigans#MorningSun Family#the game ends with everyone getting their 'happy endings' but sycamore ends up kind of alone. people leaves. get married with kids and all#i do like the canon 'uncle sycamore to ekun's kid(s?)' thats super duper sweet. the game does say sycamore ends up having kids but i#cant think of him ever enthusiastically marrying anyone. even less who in canon? so i made him his wife. her name is dawn. she's a knight#or cavalier. probably multiclass with smth else idk if i should actually create + play her in game. they wouldve gotten married only for#political reasons. they dont start out as friends at all. yeah my oc didnt get an happy ending so im giving him an unhappy marriage#he loves his kids tho. im thinking thyme is a wizard too. calathea would be some kind of rapier master maybe with some magic even.#ages: calathea 19. thyme 17. ivy 11 and sorrel 7. i think sycamore and dawn woulve gotten married 5ish year post game so in their late 30s#probably. also the scar in first pic isnt postgame but pregame backstory. hadnt gotten to draw it yet. he has more scars postgame. might#explain later but not now. wrote a lot already
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#personal#..... im just gonna have to be patient NDNDNDNNDD#and tbh im lucky to even be feeling this way. like i never in a million years would think this would happen to me#like JDJDJDJDJJDJD god. idk idk#we defs like. were buds at that dinner. like he was near me the whole time. like i left a lil earlier and he was right behind me NDJDJDJJDJ#got to sit next to each other.... and like. god.... idk this was like movie shit#when i got there...... it was super early okay. i get anxious about being late (and ok i also know he has a tendency to be early)#so i pull into a spot n im waiting there#this car that looked like his pulled into the spot almost in front of me#n im like is that him ????? like wouldnt that be so fucjin funny#then the light in the car goes on and im like OH IT LOOKS LIKE HIM???? but then i was like eh it could be anyone#so im like okay whatever. if its him. he'll get out eventually#so the guy gets out if the car right and LMAO IT WAS HIM AHAHAHAHAHHAHA#so i get out of my car and like theres so many cars going past us so i walk a lil ahead#and then i look back and meet eyes with him n im like#OH SO IT WAS YOU#and he was like. YA. I WAVED AT YOU#and i was like I DIDN'T SEE IT. then we talked about something else#and then i was like..... was the light on when you waved tho#and he was like... i think so???? GOD. LMAO. THIS IS WHY ITS GONNA TAKE US 800000 YEARS#so anyway. its only us two there and we're walking toward the restaurant and im like oh should we go in. n hes like ya#so we do.... and god lmao being there with him... going up to ask for our reservation. i was like WHAT KIND OF DATE SITUATION?????#LIKE IT WASNT. BUT I WAS LIKE DJDJJDJDJDJD OH THIS IS. WHAT ITD FEEL LIKE HUH. GOD.#n e way we had to wait forever for the table n for other ppl to show up.#then when we were finally sat... he was right near me. like not the chair directly in front of me. but tge one adjacent#so i got to talk to him all night !!!@ and like there were some awkward times of silence but JDJDJJD IDK. WE WERE EATING.#and like there were other people at the table too and i didnt wanna just be asking him questions NDJDNDJJDJDJ#n e way. he was cuter and taller than i remembered. he had me dying laughing at some points. i still like him so much NDJDJDJDNJDJD#im in so much trouble......... like will i ever be okay again
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how're u feeling?? w the twin leaving AND the imaginiary that's lots of stuff
in TOTAL disrepair
#/lh#its okay ill just call my twin and annoy the shit out of them until i get all my twin fuel back#imaginary is kicking my ass a little bit#but. im not going to destroy myself over this chapter so im going to take my time. even. if that means. itll be. ugh. a little late.#tbf tho my chapters are super uber duper long. so. no need to be hard on myself#my asks#imaginary#i finished some courses and am no longer working at second job#so now i just have to balance lab work and different courses#which. is not necessarily easier but itll be a change of pace#i should be able to find some good time to work on imaginary tomorrow
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[ sorry about lack of activity / ic content as of late. i've been battling a writer's block that is creeping in from my work stress. my health hasn't been the best either due to stress and lack of sleep as well so writing & wording had been difficult for me. i've been catching up on g.enshin & h.sr quests during the weekend, but i'm going to try to attempt some drafts / writing this week. ( hopefully i'm not jinxing myself with that ! ) thank you everyone for being so patient & understanding with me ! ]
#.ooc#.mobile#[ i've been ... a bit all over the places lately#majority of it comes from work so if i sound quieter ooc that's why#i just had been under constant pressure esp for the past month or two#that's why i haven't been very talkative in IMs or discord so i apologize for that#i'm never the social type to begin with so when i'm super stressed i'm even quieter bc i don't want to bring the mood down#& i suck at keeping up convo by default hjhkl so that doesn't help#i don't mean to ramble in the tags hjlkhjlk sorry about that#hope you guys are having a great day / night on your end tho ! ]
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i think i need routine in my life
#it’s like i’m withering away#it’s nice but also: feels bad not doing anything#i can’t bring myself to do important things and i’m just kinda existing??#waking up super late eating doing nothing on my phone feeling like the day is wasting away eating sleeping repeat#yet part of me is dreading the moment i don’t get to have this#also: guilt#angel.txt#get me out of this state#i keep thinking about jobs#and school#it’s in the back of my mind#i genuinely don’t like this tho#the days are the same and i don’t feel like doing anything#i need something in my life#and a routine#purpose#some kind of purpose#im wasting away i tell you#haven’t even been feeling very social either#hhnng
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I lied. Death time
#art#help how do i anatomy#have a nice death#have a nice death art#yeahh i dunno. just felt like drawing himb.#been playing the game a bit. i got addicted so ive had to put it down for now. or at least limit my hours.#the have a nice death discord is super cool tho. specially if you need help with sometjing#useful because its got a lot smaller fanbase than others so i go to them if i need help with something#uhm. ive just been in a bit of a . decline lately? dunno what it is lol. been burnt out#ill be fine dw ! it happens sometimes. judt need to figure out whats bothering me cuz even im not sure#probably just me feeling obligated to draw only like. three things for my art blog instead of. yknow. doing what i want#which is completely my fault but i know people dont like my other art ad much as hk or sky. it. bums me out#which again!! is on me! im so glad people like that art i! i just need to get out of the mindset. its hard though#i guess posting this is breaking the cycle a bit huh#hehe
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oaky done for the night
#✧ chatting !#its almost 12 . . . went to bed super late last night so im pretty tired even tho i did nap#perhaps it is the eeper tjme#i shall pick alic.emare back up tmrw nod nod#its very fun
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The meower
#Queued... technically March 23rd?#I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz#either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total#well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but#ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!!#Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong#Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !!#Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic#atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK?#I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig#I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later#Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho#and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab#ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho#ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE??#augh soo many cool things.....#Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana?#ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too?#I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC??#I started it and got abt one page done on the plane#I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk#Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all?#I hope soooooooooooo#Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE??#i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^#Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U#queue drop#weather report#WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT
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anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol
#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird#this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY#i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it#whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo#i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work#imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞#real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason#like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me#ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS???#ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like#why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean#i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything#i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed#i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame#i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol#also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually#cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj#i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle#i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore#i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable#ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao#im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed#ramblings#shut up cianna
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my saffron crocus didn't die :0
#i planted them last spring and they were supposed to bloom in the fall but they didn't so i thought they were dead#bc they were iffy in my growing zone and i jist planted them in the lawn w no protection like if they die they die#bc they were super cheap and im lazy#anyway they put up leaves!!! they're alive!!!!#probably they just needed time to establish#hopefully they flower this year!!#they're fall blooming :)#plus i can harvest the stamens to cook with#maybe sell some if i get enough idk#but they should flower late fall when stuff is dying back :)#would be so nice to have flowers at that time of year#i know someone in a warmer zone who's been growing them in a cold frame and not had any flowers for like 2-3 years as they establish tho#so possibly a failed experiment if they live but never flower idk#but hopefully they'll live and flower#my logic was basically that i got 30 for 12 dollars and planted them in a wide variety of locations in my yard#hoping for at least a few to thrive without protection bc im lazy#and for 12 dollars it would be worth it if most of them died to get even a couple flowers#they're hard to find in the grass but i think i have close to 20 at least!#i will share in the fall if any of them flower this year <3#horticulture tag#gardening tag
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tagged by @aartyom (thank u rena ily) 💖 to do this picrew and i was so obsessed with it i still have a million in my camera roll LOL.
wraith (d2) | rose | sebastian (fo4) gwenyth | salen (dai) shiro | verde (cp7/7) nizana | galen | caspian (bg3)
not tagging anybody bc i feel like everybody and their dog has done this one now <3
#feel like gwenyth nizana shiro and galen came out the best#tho wraith kills me too tbh. her crooked sunglasses.#i also love salen but that’s just bc salen can’t do ANY wrong in my eyes. whore.#YES EVERYBODY HAS FRECKLES…. @GOD WHY I GIVE EVERYBODY FRECKLES.#Anyway. Trying to get better about sharing oc stuff again im soooo anxious about it rn idk why#hashtag menty illness or something. idk. i haven't had a lot of energy lately even before covid and i haven't felt like. super secure#on here i've been weird but i've got creative energy coming back and i want to DO THINGS YANNO#hil.txt#ocstuff#oc: wraith#oc: rose#oc: sebastian#oc: gwenyth#oc: salen#oc: shiro#oc: verde#oc: nizana#oc: galen#oc: caspian#good fucking lord .
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