#even protein stuff was p close to normal and I’m vegan

[starstyff]

Duuuuuude brooooo

>Be me

>Have an intermittent ED that corresponds with manic episodes

>Repeatedly lose a lot of weight in a short period of time

>Eventually stabilize and give up on maintaining a low weight

>Gain a bunch of weight

>Reluctantly make peace with body as is

>Decide that finding a psych medication that works well is most important

>Find one that works well after two years of trial and error :^)

>Get blood test per psychiatrist order

>Discover I am pre-diabetic :(

>Medication is known to do this but has genetic and lifestyle elements

>Now have to rigorously examine diet and begin exercise routine :^)

>(I am incapable of having a good relationship with food while also tracking any type of nutritional metric)

>Recognizes that doing this right nutritionally and mentally would require a lot of work

>Brain immediately supplies that just not eating would probably fix it

It’s always something huh