#even protein stuff was p close to normal and I’m vegan
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Duuuuuude brooooo
>Be me
>Have an intermittent ED that corresponds with manic episodes
>Repeatedly lose a lot of weight in a short period of time
>Eventually stabilize and give up on maintaining a low weight
>Gain a bunch of weight
>Reluctantly make peace with body as is
>Decide that finding a psych medication that works well is most important
>Find one that works well after two years of trial and error :^)
>Get blood test per psychiatrist order
>Discover I am pre-diabetic :(
>Medication is known to do this but has genetic and lifestyle elements
>Now have to rigorously examine diet and begin exercise routine :^)
>(I am incapable of having a good relationship with food while also tracking any type of nutritional metric)
>Recognizes that doing this right nutritionally and mentally would require a lot of work
>Brain immediately supplies that just not eating would probably fix it
It’s always something huh
#might delete later#like DUDE#I just made the very big and brave step of deciding to buy new work clothes for the summer#bc none of the clothes I bought last year fit#and I love them and they’re so cute#but I was FINALLY#like ok let’s be real I’m not gonna hit that weight again without bullshit#but now :)#I’m getting retested in 3 months#let’s see if we can drop **#weight mention#tw weight#also mad bc everyone was like#losing that much weight that fast is unhealthy#but I would get tested and everything was normal#even protein stuff was p close to normal and I’m vegan#but now that I ‘accepted’ my body and stopped caring about food#fucking NOW I’m actually unhealthy#MAD#ANGY#fuck dude give me a fucking break
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