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There could never be enough.
As the days count down and you get closer to coming home to me I think about all the things we've shared and all the things we haven't. And I've realized; there could never be enough.
There could never be enough hours spent on a video call.
There could never be enough jokes told between us.
There could never be enough pictures we took thinking of each other.
There could never be enough time spent fantasizing about our life together.
There could never be enough tears shed between us.
There could never be enough nights spent apart that could keep us apart.
There could never be enough nights spent together to make up for that one breath I had to take without you here.
There could never be enough days spent as a family that will give you back the time you missed.
There could never be enough time you missed to make either of us lose another moment together.
There could never be enough ways to say I love you.
There could never be enough time to show you how much I love you.
There could never be enough words in the world to express what you are to me.
There could never be enough lines in a Tumblr post to fit all my feelings for you.
There could never be enough, unless I have you.
#love#love letters#love stories#i love you#youre perfect#poetry?#telling you my thoughts#i could never make a super impressive love story unfold for anyone as a public spectacle#but i can make our love super impressive#and make it a spectacle for you#even if noone cares#because#I#you#Bee#and nothing matters#except#what matters in life is only the giving and recieving of love
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okay just to clear this up since people are spreading misinfo even though the truth is way funnier. SHERLOCK HOLMES HAS BEEN IN THE PUBLIC DOMAIN FOR AGES. a few stories haven't, sure, but the doyle estate doesn't give a fuck what you do with him either way. he was already gay in 1970 (private life of sh) and was a jolly & emotional guy in 1979 (murder by decree).
when you see people/articles saying the ""doyle estate"" threatened to sue people for things, such as guy ritchie for making him too gay in his 2009&2011 movies, that is NOT THE DOYLE ESTATE!!!!!! all those stories are about one single woman, Andrea Plunket. her claim to Holmes is that she married someone who owned US copyrights to some Holmes stories but the thing is. they got divorced in the NINETIES and she has Zero claims to Holmes. she's literally going insane about Holmes possibly being gay thirty years after her husband owned the rights to him, she literally never has and never will, and people have been doing whatever they wanted to Holmes for decades now. it's obviously all a play to squeeze some money out of anyone she can, the entire story is so insane i suggest you guys look it up and read about it more but tldr:
#like they literally made a movie where he fights a t-rex and both holmes and watson have been canonically gay before (separately)#literally noone cares what they do to him and even if they did they couldn't have stopped it since it's#only the stories that are copyrighted due to holmes first appearing as a character in a newspaper#it's all very complex but point is it's some rich american heiress who has 0 power and endless time#sherlock holmes#public domain#andrea plunket#doyle estate
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saw a post abt ftm convos. how even the idea of some people being raised as a girl is somehow a secret plan to hurt transfems. the conspiracy brainrot is insane. i'm glad some of your parents and school hasn't had unrealistic expectations about gender performance, but it's not the majority i fear. also saying therefore trans men won't be as violent as cis men isn't transphobia, lol. i know i understand sexism and discrimination better, because i'm still viewed as a girl. and a lot of other men too, who can't be socially out. in more conservative spaces/countries being gender non conforming too will get you bullied and called to the principal's office. (wearing pants instead of skirts, etc.) i think it's projection at this point.
#op's yap#female brain#male brain#male socialization#female socialization#ftm problems#transandrophobia#i understand that this is a talking point at radfems too#but maybe it's not all bs just because a group you don't like too is having conversations about it#do you think it's scientifically correct to say males and females aren't brought up to fulfill different roles even in todays age?#i'm glad you didn't get told that boys are better at math and wasn't forced out of those spaces#just because noone cares to tutor you if you're bad at math if you're still passing and they don't expect you to be an engineer#this rhetoric was with us the whole time we went to school#for example#argue with a sociologist and don't create an echochamber
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I need a fic where Kim Gaon's bruises (and possible concssions) from the multiple times he was literally thrown or manhandled onto the nearest hard surface acknowledged.
Like Gaon gets drugged and kidnapped by a viglantee group as a dissent against the mockery of justice that the live court promotes and the curroouption in the police force as a whole. When he wakes up while still being looped up he is told that he is being held for ransom until their demands are met whatever those demands are.
And then one of the vigilantees points out the suspicious bruises on his neck and Kim Gaon is all like,'they usually heal faster'. And after some probing on the origin of the bruises he says something like, 'The Sir threw me against the bookshelf a few days ago'.
Cue concerned individual is asking if he is in an abusive relationship and Kim Gaon is all like, 'it's not that bad' and another points out that the bruises could be caused by really kinky sex.
Gaon: No he just throws me around
Vigilantees: this is bad
And when someone asks why doesn't he leave the house:
Kim Gaon thinking about his makeshift family of Yohan, Elijah, Mrs. Ji and Kkomi: It feels like home there.
Vigilantees internally panicking: This is worse than we thought. He's being gaslit
The vigilantees decided to shift the conversation to other things. One of them talks about the motorcycle that they have and Gaon muses about his old motorcycle and when asked about it he tells them that his Professor destroyed it out of concern. Plus points for a throwaway line about Soohyun's controlling but concerned nature.
Visibly Panicking Vigilantees: The gaslighting is so bad he is on fire.
Kim Gaon is not sure why these guys are concerned or where he is but he sure that Kang Yohan would find him and bring him home safe.
Kim Gaon out loud: Sir will find me and bring me back. He always does.
Vigilantees: Panik and Concern.
The vigilantees think about calling the police to inform about the Associate Judges' seemingly horrible home life before remembering that they are protesting against the corruption in the police force and that calling them would be a surefire way for the police to find them. They wonder if they should just return the Associate Judge to his own house.
When asked about his own house Kim Gaon mentions his plant children and how The Sir moved them all to his house so Gaon does not have to make the commute to and fro often.
Kim Gaon about Kang Yohan: He is very awkward about showing how much he cares but he does it in his own way
Vigilantees: Kim Gaon is being trapped and it's worse than we thought
They discuss about just dropping the judge some distance away and let him take a taxi when they notice that his phone ran out of charge ages ago and the warehouse that they're in does not have any outlets. Kim Gaon is not that concerned.
Kim Gaon: My clothes are bugged. It's normal
The Vigilantees: No it isn't you need help
One of the vigilantees gives Kim Gaon a divorce attorney's card.
Kim Gaon: I'm not in a relationship with him.
The Vigilantees: concerned silence.
Kim Gaon then checks the time.
Kim Gaon: It's almost dinner time and I haven't even meal prepped.
The Vigilantees: You cook the guy dinner!?
Kim Gaon: Otherwise they'll eat nothing but packaged ramyun
The Vigilantees: He needs help
In the end everything gets resolved and Gaon makes new friends that won't manipulated him at all and a future support system for the Kangs leave him forever to rebuilt a broken system all by himself.
Bonus points if the Kang Revolution Group TM listens to everything through the bug and their reactions range from sideyeing Kang Yohan real hard to reevaluating every interaction they had with Kim Gaon to questioning how on earth does Kang Yohan not trust this guy but eats his homemade food.
Elijah has a long conversation that Yohan wishes he could unremember and Yohan ends up asking the ai butler to order a book on anger management.
Yohan and Gaon talk everything out and no betrayals happen and Gaon lives with the Kangs in Switzerland happily ever after
#this was very long#wow#im just frustrated that none ever acknowledges how gaon has been manipulated and used by everyone he cares about intentionality or not#even if the manipulation has good intentions#looking at you Soohyun#give my boi some love#the devil judge#kim gaon#kang yohan#yoon soohyun#k#ko inguk#other characters that i might have missed#i might actually write this myself even if noone would read it#gahan#because this is about their relationship
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I can’t stop thinking about bear Atreus and Sindri
#yeah I know I fucked up the neck stop looking at it#for real tho#sindri wont talk to anyone anymore#a stark difference to how he used to be#he used to talk the ear off of anyone who made the mistake of looking in the direction of his work#but hes making up for all of it now#noones heard him say a word since just after ragnarok#luckily for him though bears can't talk#and this one cares about him a great deal#touch is a language sindri isnt well versed in#even now he skin still crawls#but he thinks that hes beginning to understand#sindri won't talk to anyone anymore#but theres a bear that found a way to speak to him anyway#god of war sindri#sindri#god of war#god of war atreus#atreus#I swear I'll come up with a name for this AU at somepoint#was thinking about#beartrayal#get it?#or maybe beartreus#ya know somthing real dumb
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"And she let her in for the eyebrows pressed to the bridge of her nose asked for so little, for something she could give."
"And she answered the kiss, for it was pouring rain outside. For the stars had aligned to beautifully today. For it was her birthday. To say no would not be a nice thing to do."
#wlw art#oc art#digital art#artists on tumblr#molzzss insanity#my fanart for my fav fandom nobody exept 4 ppl knows about#all the quotes are from a written work about my besties OCs who i WANT TO EAT#I LOVE THESE PATHETIC GIRLKISSERS SO BAAADDDDD#yes its the whitehaired b day she really wanted a present#she wants that cookie so effing bad#even if noone care for them (cuz noone knows who those bitches are) I CAREEEEE
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#Its spring#time for drawings of flower meadows in forests#illustration#drawing#nature#landscape#forest#digitalart#spending spring alone again like every year#really great#I don’t know why I’m never allowed to be happy#or why I have to experience everything in life alone#but then again I also never in my whole life met a guy who actually wanted me to be happy#they ALL just cared about their needs and never gave a sht about mine#noone ever said to me that they liked me or that they want me#noone ever made time for me#noone ever gave me flowers#noone ever gave me anything from my birthday#all I ever got was NOTHING#I didn’t even get nice words#just nothing#so maybe being alone is better#than at least you don’t get disappointed#over and over again#just once in my life I want to feel actually wanted#but not a single person ever wanted me in their life#I’m always feel like i have to beg for even the bare minimum#but never even gotten that
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Xena Warrior Princess: The Ring Trilogy
Do you remember me?
#xena warrior princess#xwp#xenaedit#xena#lucy lawless#renee o'connor#90s aesthetic#looping video#oh my god i love this so much i am gonna be so normal about it forever#i don't even care if noone else likes it goddammit i like it okay
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a couple more irl pictures bc it's warm again. for a bit. i want to catch it
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Nobody:
Person in meinem Wartezimmer:
Jetzt haben die (Anmerkung: unspezifiziert wer gemeint ist aber vermutlich eine Referenz zur "woken Meute", siehe auch "SJW", "die Anderen", "Atheisten", "die JuGeNd HeuTzuTAge") den Faschingsbeginn schon auf den 11.11. gelegt. Das macht mich so WÜTEND! Da geht ja der ADVENT unter!
#like i'm sorry to tell you but i feel like we don't have to worry about christmas#or christmas time or whatever#we're swamped with advent calenders and christmas trees and candles and baby angels since september anyway#noone cares about faschingsbeginn except that it is vaguely ballroom season - which is very very austrian btw#if you even care#i swear that is an interesting hill to die on#this is scar#posting
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getting into a sports team not because of how good they are or any sort of geographic connection but inexplicably due to the insane narratives
#whatever whatever whatever. i dont even care. whateverrrrrrr#pens lb#noone wants that easter wc2 frfr
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this site is so unlike anything else in all the best ways and they've tried for years to make it profitable but couldn't because a user-friendly and user-driven experience and profit simply cannot coexist but stagnating/dropping profits aren't an option in today's climate. that being said i highly doubt tumblr is going down it feels too unkillable but if it is im not going to instagram or twitter or mastofort or whatever i will simply walk into a forest and become moss. god bless
#pro tip you can massively lower server costs by getting rid of tumblr live‚ a feature noone wants and noone uses#literally just stop trying to become other sites and instead capitalise on being unlike any other site#in a world where every app is the same app owned by the same people tumblr is invaluable#but it's not profitable which is the only thing they care about#but like. I'm literally not moving anywhere else#not only coz tumblr in general is the best site but also bc my blog is really important to me#it's a record and archive of everything I've liked in the past 7 years meticulously catalogued#even if i went on another site. all that would just be gone. i cant have that#I'll be downloading my blog but that's just part of it yk#barking#tumblr
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a type of guy
(they couldnt be more different)
#ill love gin forever...best boy...if noone got him i got him#law can keep winning his popularity contests#my art#gin one piece#law#one piece#add: looking at refs (my own old art lol) and smiling cuz gin's nose have been broken many times#hes had so many broken bones that healed in less than optimal conditions#law is so well kept its not even fair to compare#i love thinking about gin as very sick guy. i so rarely do this but that is him to me.#remember i said i dont want law to keep spots on his skin?#well thats absolutely different for gin to me he is gonna suffer from effects of that poisoning for the rest of his life#he never had proper care#he is just broken all over from a real shitty life he lived. but hes the most stubborn beat up dog there is#he's never gonna die no matter how much blood he coughs up and scares the shit out of sanji with it#im using my personal familiarity with lung issues and blasting them on gin#i never do this fr. he's very special
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#its reaching 100 degree weather in texas this week#today i had to remove more poison ivy from a building 🙄#and by noon i was so overheated i stopped being as careful. so idk i might get a rash#even though i run into bugs and posion ivy a lot i really enjoy being outside#and ppl hate the heat but i prefer it. sitting under the shade of the tree in the summer while eating watermelon is truly based#anyways#if youve read this far#its fun to touch grass tbh
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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"when was the last time you cleaned your room?" hades asked in disdain, taking careful steps around adonis' bedroom like it were brimming with nuclear waste. as far as hades was concerned, leaving anything on the floor was barbaric. "we have company coming tonight, and this is how you've left your space? fix this."
@kallistcs
#kallistcs#m: hades.#have you ever seen the video company is coming by chris fleming#bc that's hades#“i don't care if we have to throw EVERYTHING out. i want this place looking like a new Mediterranean fusion restaurant by NOON.”#the way i quote that video so regularly its embarrassing. anyway. enjoy this. its probably not even that messy hades is just Extra
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