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to all the gif makers out there that actually include the whole scene in their scene pack gif sets, thank you, you are a blessing upon this site
because i cannot count how many hours i've searched for a gif of a line of dialogue only to find scene pack gif sets that stop right before it, and start right after it, when there's like, three lines of dialogue in between.
i am not exaggerating when i say that i have spent entire days scrolling and trying different tags and whatever to find a gif of part of a scene, and find gifs of the rest of the scene, but not the one section i need. i swear to whatever divine power that might be up there that i have started looking for a gif at 8:00am, and did not find it after scrolling until fucking 10:00pm.
like oh my fucking god, end me
just do the whole scene. i don't understand what you gain from cutting part of the conversation out when your entire thing is creating scene packs!!
i've dabbled in gif making, and i am not downplaying how much time and effort it takes. there is some serious skill that has to be learned to make high quality gifs, both normal ones of the content and edit ones with effects.
i am perfectly aware, and i appreciate you people so, so much, because i genuinely feel like well placed gifs enhance my essays or provide a clearer picture for what i'm discussing. i am genuinely so grateful that there are people out there who choose to spend their time making nice scene pack gif sets.
which is why it is fucking infuriating when you do basically the whole scene anyway, and cut out just one small section. you were there, doing the scene already. why did you exclude just one part of a scene?! someone please tell me why!?!
oh, one other thing, to the scene pack gif set makers that do the normal scenes too, and not just the most popular scenes, i fucking love you and thank you for your service 🫡
#i need to scream about it#even if it's ultimately pointless#you just don't understand#how many hours of my life#i have wasted#looking for one or two lines of dialogue#and finding every other line from the scene#except the one i need#i have written very lengthy essays#in a single day#but it ends up taking multiple days#to go find the fucking gifs#i've written little paragraph posts about something simple#that took me ten minutes#but then spent four fucking hours#looking for the associated gif#i'm also autistic#with hyperfocusing as one of my symptoms#so i can't stop until i've found it#even when i'm sitting there going#this wasn't supposed to take that long#you should go do something else#you have responsibilities to do#but being physically incapable of stopping#and the next thing i know#it's been six fucking hours#gifs#gif set#scene pack
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Relief.
#mobile suit gundam#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury#gundam witch#gwitch#sulemio#suletta mercury#miorine rembran#the last few episodes were messy as fuck ngl#but hey at least sulemio are canon married#just wish the series had done a better job of establishing its stakes near the end#like they never really even explained what was so bad about quiet zero#or what it would do in general#the giant space laser was just pointless and ultimately affected nothing#i kind of expected spirits in the data storm also#but would have liked to have seen notrette more than el4n#anyway here’s my ramble in the tags#overall good show just wish the end hadnt been so messy#soda art
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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
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how do you feel about the whole jean is a better exy player than kevin when at his healthiest
jean isn’t even better than thea
#i had a whole thing written citing canon information but like. ultimately it’s just not true and pointless to entertain 😭#kevin canonically goes on to be the best player of his time and jean#at least up to the point of the ec jean doesn’t even make it to court#i think people r just going crazy w main character syndrome 😭#so :)#asks#jean
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The fact that the Lotus Casino scene was one of the Only parts of the book that the movie got (mostly) right because even the idiots at Fox recognized how fun and imaginative the concept was... Only for the show version to flop that hard... AFTER Rick was talking all that shit hours beforehand? Very, very, very uncommon Rick Riordan L
#percy jackson#pjo tv show#pjo spoilers#rick riordan#im blaming disney#the dua lipa needle drop was fun but ultimately pointless#im not even a poker face truther but it objectively serves a more fulfilled purpose in the movie than levitating did
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Regarding Techs death.....I think I figured out why I've have difficulties comprehending the idea that he is dead. ((Besides not wanting to let him go / denial))
That's because we literally didn't see a body. We saw his goggles, sure, but that's not actual proof. As far as my brain is concerned, he's still falling (cue loki falling meme). Because that's the last we saw of him. We didn't see him take his last breath, or hit the bottom, or drown, or get crushed, or anything. So because we didn't get to see him actually die, we only saw him fall. My brain just does not understand, doesn't comprehend it. It understood the implications (hence the many many weeks of tears and heartache) but that's about it.
And that's one of the reasons I think I need something more with his story, to prove that he lived or that he did in fact die. Because if not, he'll forever just be falling in my memories 😭
#even if you were to show me his body i would still hold out hope#i mean its star wars ffs. you cant say theres no hope when we literally just saw Ventress 👀#i know him being the clone assassin would make it feel like his sacrifice/death was pointless and ruin it#but at the same time we know SW and we know that so often the most twisted things happen#so many times peoples actions and sacrifices were ultimately for naut#and even him being alive somehow could have its own bittersweet poeticism#but i guess we'll see#the bad batch#sw the bad batch#tbb#the bad batch tech#tbb tech#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers
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here we are with the results from last nights stripe-athon! (and the bit id already done)
150+ metres of tape, an obnoxious number of stripes (you can count, if you want. i refuse to) and around 18 hours of work, we are finally ready to start sewing these pants!
hopefully that part should take... less time.....
#i do think the first piece i did looks darker which is. Frustrating but i am Not Looking#im hoping theres enough general colour variation going on it wont stand out tooooo much#this time calculation doesn't even include wash dyeing the base fabric. or all the shenanigans that were ultimately pointless#ha.#anne bonny cosplay
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man you have no idea the sheer DESIRE to write something about Titanic esque chulwoo AU
The main drill is that Sungs come from a rather wealthy old noble family (courtesy of Ashborn as their predecessor being royal knight or smth), Jin-Woo is a next heir while Jin-Ah studies to become a doctor (or a nurse depending on timeline it happens im not even completely sure with setting but probably og titanic vibe mixed with Korean Idek wheeze) and parents send them on a cruise ship for vacation (and in hopes jinwoo will meet nice noblewoman or any woman since sungs are pretty chill about bloodline)
Then there’s Jin-Chul who’s a ship engineer/captain in training courtesy of navy captain on pension Gun-Hee. Gun-Hee comes from rather humble background but managed to reach rather prestigious position of first navy and then civil ship captain but now he’s on pension, and this man is an example to Jin-Chul that you can reach your dream despite your upbringing. Jin-Chul himself also comes from rather humble background on verge of poverty but money and fame never fascinated him, but ships and sailing did. When Jin-Chul was assigned on Gun-Hee’s ship as a new engineer, Gun-Hee saw talent in boy and unofficially took him under his wing teaching him to be a captain. Then Gun-Hee left (or honestly more likely was forcefully dismissed) and Jin-Chul got assigned as one of engineers/coal workers on this giant ship, but Gun-Hee still sails under his own name as a trader or smth like that.
Cue sailing day and at evening Jin-Woo excused himself since noble parties bore him to death and anyway, evening is beautiful and sea is calm. Wandering around he stumbles upon Jin-Chul doing small repairs and who nearly hit Jin-Woo in nose with his elbow because he came too close without announcement. Jin-Chul stiffly apologizing because he knows how annoying nobles can be but is surprised when Jin-Woo is the one to apologize for being so careless and invites him for an apology tea or coffee since compared to other choices Jin-Chul seems as a perfect company thanks to his sharp tongue, wits and knowledge.
Some day of cruise pass and they become rather close friends, Jin-Woo visits Jin-Chul in lowest decks which surprises everyone here and they have a rather nice drinking and dancing session, while in turn Jin-Woo helps Jin-Chul to sneak in 1st class deck so they can chat and play chess in peace of room (and so he can introduce Jin-Chul to Jin-Ah). Jin-Woo even tries to gift Jin-Chul his sapphire brooch so he can sell it for nice sum of money and get his own ship or even open his own company or smth, but Jin-Chul politely refuses, satisfied with their friendship.
Cue disaster night. Now think about captain being an incompetent prick (maybe even on levels of Costa Concordia captain damn) and fucking up entire probably miss into sure hit (even if Jin-Chul risked it and asked people to follow his instructions despite it being a big ass discipline insubordination but no one really minded because people saw that captain gives shit orders) but since bridge was still under captains command, instructions contradicted, but it still allowed a graze hit rather than direct one. So yea this gets worse, Jin-Chul was in section that suffered from impact and got tore, barely got out of here along with most of his men. Seeing how fast water fills decks he tells people to go higher and himself runs to find Sungs or other people he knows. Apparently he finds panicking Jin-Ah and through dangers of ice cold water and falling construction manages to cross paths with Jin-Woo until they got separated again. They manage to get out of sinking shell that nearly becomes their coffin (because he promised Jin-Woo to take care of and save Jin-Ah no matter what goddamnit), Jin-Chul manages to place Jin-Ah on some drifting wood before starting to sink because of cold water.
Now, I’m a sucker for happy endings despite shit looking really bad, so let’s say Jin-Woo with others on safe boat manages to find shell shocked Jin-Ah wrapped in Jin-Chul’s coat, pointing at water and trying to say something with her teeth chattering and managing to say that he’s drowning, Jin-Woo saying ‘not on my fucking watch’ and jumps after, managing to grab him and drag on surface, man is absolutely freezing with lips blue and not really conscious but still weakly breathing.
ANYWAY they safely get back on shore, they all get medical treatment, Jin-Chul earns himself pneumonia (well fuck his sailing dreams ig), Sungs’ gratitude for saving their children and a fucking trial because captain blamed entire catastrophe on lower deck crew defying his orders and following engineer’s ones and that’s a big ass crime in navy. Things ain’t looking good because they want to prosecute him in shortest time to give people answers who’s the guilty one, Jin-Woo is really ready to throw hands with people, Jin-Chul’s patient explanations through coughs ain’t helping because no one can confirm accuracy of his words and that’s when Gun-Hee himself enters court saying smth like ‘maybe you should interrogate deck staff too to hear what commands captain was giving’ and then our sir proceeds to destroy this captain‘s whole career. Jin-Chul is cleaned of accusations and becomes a sort of a good example semi-legend, but thanks to extreme colds diving he now can’t sail on long distances but fear not Gun-Hee invites him to work for him since Jin-Chul is out of commission and Jin-Woo once again gifts Jin-Chul a sapphire brooch but this time asking if Jin-Chul will share future with him. Jin-Chul honestly having ??? reaction while Jin-Woo with the most deadpan face asks ‘You seriously think I’ll dive into cold waters of ocean at night to drag you on surface and then using my body warmth to keep you alive if i didn’t cared about you???’
#solo leveling#woo jin chul#sung jin woo#titanic au#sort of#okay listen I’m a sucker for good catastrophe stories that have good developing romance#jinchul trying to prevent it by being a badass and MVP#still failing tho but at least ship didnt kiss obstacle directly#jinwoo looking at slightly tipsy smiling jinchul who passionately tells about ships while covered in coal and old repaired clothes:#god I love him so fucking much#jinah staring at these two cringe flirting without realizing it from behind her book#‘man the ultimate form of chess homoerotism mixed with density of idiots’#she totally approves tho#jinchul smiling and saying dumb things to cheer hysterical jinah on drifting wood even if they both know it’s pointless#it still works and she laughs and slightly calms down so she won’t flip herself in water#jinchul trying his best until his muscles in water give out and he disappears under water when jinah turns away to yell for a boat#imagine her turning back excitedly only to find herself alone#and being a medical student she knows what it means#jinchul having more bonding moments with jinwoo before catastrophe and with jinah in middle of it#ha I got you#now I made myself sad ffs
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Song of the Day: January 4
"You're Gonna Go Far, Kid" by Offspring
#song of the day#no song from the playlist today but rather a song from Nick's car#we spent the day running very frustrating errands (I am trying very hard to remind myself they were not all pointless#we achieved many things and even the final ultimate goal (renting a car. Nick hit a deer. yes with his brand new car) is only delayed#we did many things and will be victorious with time and patience and I must not be discouraged)#anyway Offspring sounds great in Nick's car. the BUMP BUMP BUMP at the end of the what is that. genius says 'pre-chorus'#anyway the BUMP BUMP BUMP hits so good with Nick's amped bass#(clarification: the only damage the deer really did is to his left headlight so during the day the car's mostly fine#fine enough#but at night--when he works. an hour away.--it's unsafe and illegal and we really need a rental until it gets fixed)
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something so profoundly annoying about these videos i keep getting recommended of people reviewing splatterpunk books (w some clickbait ass title like "reviewing the MOST DISTURBING BOOK EVER" and its never that. like i have read more disturbing books myself and im fairly squeamish) and their "review" is always just.. reciting all the gross and fucked up things in the book and going "ewww!! its so gross and fucked up!!" and then ultimately declaring the book inherently bad for grossing you out and also always treating it like its a sort of garbage non-art not even worth considering seriously in the first place.
like babes its ok to not like splatterpunk. of all literary genres i think thats an extremely understandable one to just not be into categorically. but also if you dislike all books that are violent, gross-out and extreme and you definitely will not ever enjoy reading any book focusing on these subjects then i think your "review" of any splatterpunk book is essentially worthless. call it what it REALLY is: recounting all the fucked up gross shit from the book but without all the disgusting details so your audience can satisfy their morbid curiosity without having to actually read that shit. which i honestly think is fine to make as a video but just be straight with us. its not a review. you are not applying critical thinking or analysis to anything here. youre just retelling the gross shocking story but in a more digestible format because itll get clicks.
#97#and i have watched multiple actually good reviews of splatterpunk books#including ones that were negative FOR REASONS RELATED TO THE BOOKS QUALITY#aka lacking prose or dialogue lousy story unsatisfying endings etc. shit thats about what the book is trying to achieve.#so it definitely is possible to critique these books in a worthwhile manner.#if theyre simply never gonna be for you and you would never give one a positive review then i dont think you should review them.#i think thats biased dishonest and ultimately pointless reviewing.#and lets be sooo real for a second. things have gotten worse since we last spoke is not the most disturbing book ever.#like not even remotely. its not in the running tbh.
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what came first, the body dysphoria flare up or the internet deciding now was a fantastsic time to show me transmasc content
#rin rambles#tw i get real heavy in the tags#SLAMMING. MY. HEAD.#HHHRGHHGHHH I GET SO ANGRY AT MYSELF#WHICH I KNOW IS STUPID AND POINTLESS BUT ARGH#every time i like. even have the twinge of these emotions. my brain is like ah.#so you're a failure? you're a fucking disappointment? man. sucks to be you. you should do something about that dysphoria. OH RIGHT.#and then i cry a little in Adoration it's okay#it doesn't feel okay. but like. ah.#i just feel like a disappointment to God. like He gave me this body and i hate it. and i hate that i hate it.#idk i just feel like i'm in so much pain. and then i try to talk with other Catholics about it and i'm seen as a wounded animal. or inhuman.#and they're like 'your dysphoria isn't causing you the anguish it's something else' LIKE IT CAN BE BOTH?#is it so bad to say that YES i am sad that i can't transition? that this causes me grief? but i follow Christ because ultimately He is worth#that pain and suffering?#is it bad to say that love is a sacrifice? and that the whole point of sacrifice is that it hurts?#where was that one post about the ai generated Bible verse. bc it wasn't /totally/ theologically correct but ough.#it made me feel things. i know God sees me and loves me. despite everything. there is love
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between luzo and lawbepo what is up with one half of my otps recently canonically getting an ability to become mcfuck large huge
#giving myself a headache looking at sulong bepo trying to understand how big he is#if teach is 4 meters tall#this is ultimately pointless because if we see him again he is gonna be a different size cuz oda is not the most consistent#which i respect and forgive#i myself am not consistent with even regular bepo's size#its hard#i wont even start on that luffy
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i have never been so utterly disappointed in anything a sonic game has ever contained than that final story update for frontiers holy fucking shit
#THE PADDING. THE FUCKING PADDING. OH MY GOD.#I WENT INTO THIS EXPECTING SOMETHING SHORT BUT SWEET BUT ULTIMATELY SATISFYING#WHY ARE WE DOING RHEA ISLAND AGAIN BUT WORSE.#WHY ARE WE DOING A 1-TRY BOSS GAUNTLET.#i haven't even finished it the reused content is such a fucking pointless headache-inducing slog#someone tell me if the final final boss is actually worth sitting through it
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"i'm not like those Other People, i only consume Unproblematic Media™ with Good Representation™ and i don't like Irredeemable Media™"
"i'm not like those Other People, i don't like this Sanitized Media™, i only like Real Art™ with Bad Messy Representation™"
you are literally the same people wearing different hats the only things you disagree about are what counts as bad media and what counts as good representation
#bats makes a post#oh this ''bad'' representation you love was made by an actual queer person? depicting their lived experiences?#and/or you like it because it in some way reflects your own actual lived experience? so you think it's good rep then.#and this other queer media doesn't reflect your lived experiences at all?#and it feels too clean like it was made for straight people and not actual queer people? you might even go as far as to say it's... bad rep#''i don't like Show A because there's not enough good rep'' ''i don't like Show B because there's too much good rep''#You Are Both Grown Adults Arguing About Shows For Children. You Are The Thing You Claim To Hate.#everyone needs to chill the fuck out and get some nuance and recognize this a giant community where everyone has different needs#and that we all have better shit to do than argue over ultimately nothing#and to be clear i'm not different from any of these people either! none of us are! we all like it when things are good#and don't like it when things are bad#and it's completely within human nature to argue over pointless shit so i don't necessarily blame anyone#back in the day you had to get books published and shit to be a philosopher#but now anyone can be a philosopher for free and share their ideas with the world#and that's wonderful! but god is annoying to read sometimes#(and to be absolutely clear i'm not coming specifically for people who love ''bad'' rep#those are just the takes i see more often due to content curation#and therefore the side of the debate that annoys me more because i actually see it regularly#and generally is the side i agree with more often in the broad strokes which Makes It Worse when they're annoying about it)
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It does honestly impress me how EXACTLY and PRECISELY Emily Skrutskie constructs the most INCREDIBLE and Appealing premises only to do LITERALLY nothing with them. These books are SO empty!!
like okay. First book of hers I read, a fun little synopsis:
woman who works as a sea monster trainer to train massive genetically engineered Beasts to protect ships from pirate attacks falls in love with a pirate! INSANE right. Should be accompanied by an exploration of THE CREATION OF GENETICALLY ENGINEERED WEAPONS and probably also the ECONOMY LEADING TO PIRACY and not to mention the JUSTICE SYSTEM and what it means to have ALL THAT GODDAMN POWER but no. There’s nothing.
weird! Funky little book I’m sure I can just excise from my mind and never think about again—
BUT I CANT. BECAUSE HER PLOT POINTS ARE TOO DAMN INTERESTING. and oh big surprise but all the rest of her books have the EXACT same issues!!
hullmetal girls: two girls fall in love (I think?) in a military academy after being turned into weapons in a completely space-faring society. I believe one of them was a rich officer-track girl and the other was poor and in it for the family pension. But oh that’s so interesting! Will we be exploring THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL SYSTEM? Themes of BODILY AUTONOMY? Themes of perhaps even GENDER relating to bodily autonomy or MEDICAL AUTONOMY or PHYSICAL DEVALUATION? How about a look into WHY THIS SOCIETY IS SO DAMN BIFURCATED? or perhaps WHY THERES A NEED FOR MILITARY AT ALL? We sure fucking won’t!
All of this is Backdrop you see! Because it sounds Cool. A little bit of spice, perhaps, for what is maybe the MOST milquetoast romance I have ever read wherein neither of the characters was even differentiable from any other. Nobody had an arc. Nobody had a theme or god forbid a thematic resolution. Things happened because they were cool and sounded neat.
I’ve read books with bad writing before but usually those books were at least passionate and TRYING. I’ve never read before or since a book that was so empty and devoid of any deeper meaning. Shallow in the MOST literal sense. And to be frank I WAS digging! These books are a backyard sandbox marked out like an archeological site.
#like mmmm where’s. Where’s the ANYTHING. god I fucking WISH the curtains were blue honestly!#Did I go into the tags to see how big a beehive I would be kicking YES and I’d like to say um Diversity doesn’t excuse a total lack of them#I’m aroace! usually I AM in fact scraping for any representation at all but hm hullmetal girls is. I’m disowning it.#it’s such an unsatisfying book. It’s entertaining enough. But there’s nothing to it really. There’s no themes and none of the characters#Ever progress as people. The plot feels very pointless and even depressingly so at times. No narrative arcs at all.#Like. A lot of things happen but nobody really goes anywhere and no problems are ever fixed or caused or solved or anything.#A whole lot of nothing happens and then everyone is sad and worse off. And it doesn’t mean anything.#Not even in an ‘all violence is ultimately pointless’ kind of way. Nothing anyone does holds any deeper meaning and everything is lip servi#to culminate in the most SINGULARLY unsatisfying books I have ever read to the point I RECOGNIZED hullmetal girls as the same author#as the abyss surrounds us (pirates one) when I had forgotten the author name AND title of that book.#that should be enough to keep my filing system out of the general tags#Emily skrutskie#hullmetal girls#the abyss surrounds us
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Unholy disinterest, the opposite of divine intervention
#rey rambles#its like 2am rn and i have made decisions#there is no god but there is something out there#it doesnt care#could you really imagine something so vast and infinitely powerful that cared about something so small as humans?#or even condense its mind enough to even conceptualise something that is comparatively so infinitely small?#we will all die alone and we will all definitely die#it wont be some far off future version of you either#it will be you#so why the fuck do we care so much?#if we all we're going to do is exist in some blip some accident of fate or destiny or whatever and then die what's the point#why do we have to give everything a point?#isnt it enough to just live?#must we justify the fact that we breathe and see and hear and taste and touch and ultimately destroy because that is our nature?#because that is the nature of whatever thing made us#be it a god or an explosion something had to be killed for us to be here surely#matter must come from something and what a waste we are making of that things sacrifice#that is our true god#the thing that died to make us#and we will meet it when we too die and return to nothing and the world ends and begins anew in this pointless pointless cycle#cant we just live?#cant we just stop?#for a minute?#is it our curse to be always searching for a meaning because deep down we fear the mundane? we fear ourselves?#maybe there is a point#maybe that point is to break this cycle or at least try to#maybe our god laughs at us for this#or maybe it pities us#maybe it wants us to solve this problem of infinity and nothingness#infinity and nothingess are one in the same and we are an accident that was never meant to be and we hurt our god
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